#and yearning again
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You ever think about how Tim doesn't really feel guilty about the stuff he's done? Like some of it is really fucked up. But he doesn't feel guilty about it.
Do you ever wonder if he thinks there's something wrong with him? That the spot that's supposed to remind you about guilt and "keep you in check" is just a hole that is just empty. No nagging feelings just.. quiet acceptance.
You ever think about how Jason has too much guilt? How he holds onto things that aren't even his fault and seethes and falls into the feelings until they're eating him alive. And he has to let it out somehow or he'll end up doing something even worse, but still ends up with blood on his hands.
Jason staring at his hands and seeing blood.
Tim staring at his hands and feeling nothing.
Both of them reaching out to the other and saying.
"It's okay. I'm broken too."
Tim doesn't see blood on Jason's hands, he sees scars and warmth.
Jason doesn't see Tim as lacking something, he sees confidence in who he is.
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calling my lover "mine" but not in the way that my toothbrush or notebook are mine, mine in the way my neighborhood is mine, and also everybody else's, "mine" like mine to tend to, mine to care for, mine to love. "mine" not like possession but devotion.
#nonbinary love#nblnb yearning#nb4nb#nblnb#wholesomeposting#yearning hours#ive been thinking about how some languages dont have a possessive tense#so you dont say “i have a thing” but rather “a thing is by me”#and like im not usually one for psycho linguistics and like critical thoughts etc etc etc#but i really like the framework of responsibility/commitment rather than ownership#i think about this mostly in terms of ecology#and relation to land#but i also love it as it applies to language shared between lovers#like i LOVE calling them mine or for them to call me theirs#but i'm also nonmonog and that was kinda weird to square for a while#and it clicked one time when i was talking about my neighborhood and i was like well#when i say my neighborhood or my city it's understood i'm not taking it away from anybody else#its understood i just mean the city where i live#so why cant we apply the same to lovers?#mine in the way i want to show up for you again and again#ok#done now
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I kept mishearing a lyric from Sir Mix-A-Lot’s “Baby Got Back” and this is what it said to me
Top surgery fund!!!!!!!!
#the line is LA chicks with the Oakland booty. again i ask how did i get here#transfag#transsexual#trans art#queer ns/fw#queer nsft#trans nsft#t4t nsft#trans butch#t4t ns/fw#ftm nsft#t4t pup#t4t puppy#t4t yearning#transmasc nsft#transmasc#trans boy#trans man#fagdyke#bd/sm community#trans pup#trans puppy#trans punk#idk tags for this tbh#leathers
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Sucking and licking and worshipping his balls while he strokes himself over my face 🥴
#thinking about balls again 🤤🫠😩🥴#my post#softgothbabe#hornyposting#yearning#needy#nsft thoughts#nsft sub#nsft#bd/sm blog
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Who up thinking about their boy
#i miss him soooooooooo much. hell#its ok though I'll see him again in a few days#mlm#mlm and nblm#mlm yearning#mlm thoughts#sfw mlm
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YOUR FNAF3 PHONE DUDE DESIGN IS SO PERFECT!
IM GLAD YALL LIKED PHONE DUDE’S DESIGN! 📞
#ask reply#I was nervous originally on sharing his design#Just cause phone dude has like no real decided design#outside of similar vibes like skater stoner surfer vibes#SO IM REALLY GLAD YALL LIKE HIM!#I actually didn’t expect yall to start to yearn for him 😭#BUT I DO NOT JUDGE#I understand I accept#I’m just glad yall like him BAHAH#we’ll see if I draw him again anytime soon!#phone dude deserves some love 💚💚
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Laios's three Boy Best Friends. And yes, they hate him.
#dungeon meshi#laios touden#toshiro nakamoto#chilchuck tims#kabru#BF in this context could be boyfriend or best friend. The line is so blurry.#Chilchuck less so but whatever is going on between Shuro and Laios & Kabru and Laios is giving strong:#“dude if you were a girl I'd date the hell out of you”. And from the genderswap extra's that sentiment is canon for BOTH.#This was made prior to the translation of the Laios & Kabru & Shuro restaurant date comic and honestly I am just feeling vindicated.#I don't even know what to call this dynamic other than a situationship. There is so much going on between all of them.#Even on a purely platonic reading - the miscommunication and male yearning for friendship hurt so bad.#When we got the Big Hug scene in the epilogue arc I was whooping and hollering! Pure catharsis moment!#I also don't like hugs very much so I really felt it went Shuro ('hates being touched') went in for the bear hug.#Do not get me started on the agony of 'always lying' Kabru telling the truth (I just wanted to be friends)#and 'always believes' Laios thinking it's another lie and brushing him off.#I am once again supporting dungeon meshi day by posting art. Please watch dungeon meshi.#obligatory edit because I’m tired: YES. Chilchuck cares for Laios and him admitting it was a huge part of his arc#YES he is more just fed up with him that actually hating him.#I needed a third guy to be canonically done with his ass for the THREE WEED SMOKING GIRLFRIENDS reference
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omega yjh nesting. may this aid you on your journeys
#dokjoong#gah!!! dokjoong#today once again we can yearn for yjh being pampered and soft and cared for#orv#omniscient reader#omniscient readers viewpoint#omniscient reader fanart#orv fanart#kim dokja#kdj#yoo joonghyuk#yjh#crit's art: orv
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Dan: Which of you all is most likely to get abducted by aliens and come back pregna—Phil. Phil: Definitely me. It sounds….🤭 no Dan: 👀 Don’t wanna know, man
perfect little clip from San Diego preshow that I haven’t seen anyone post yet part 3/5 also mphreg mention part 1 million source
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The fact that Agatha has lived for centuries and lady death (Rio) is most likely the only person in her life that has ever protected/seen the good in her.
#i'm sobbing#for real#kathryn hahn#agatha harkness#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#agathario#agatha x rio#aubrey plaza#mcu fandom#marvel#marvel tv#disney#wlw yearning#wlw community#wlw#wlw post#lgbtq#lgbtq community#i'm hyperfixating again#I'm hysterical#marvel cinematic universe#marvel spoilers
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griddlehark modern pen pal au where they don’t know each other but are assigned as pen pals for those pen pal projects you get in middle school and it just turns into them sending each other hate mail and somehow they just keep going for several years, even though they dont rly have to
#smth about them yearning through letters???? sign me up#this was inspired by me sending a lot of letters at work today#n also inspired by my old pen pal ly (if u r readinf this i miss u sm)#the locked tomb#griddlehark#i kinda wanna write this but i have never written anything rly#maybe one day idk#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon nav#gideon the ninth#bonus points if stop at some point because Emotions and then one day at a rly low point one of them sends a letter to the other#ans they just start up the whole thing again???#one day harrow would def be like im at this coffee shop at this time meet me if you want#and gideon would drive any distance to meet her or smth#and they r both like?????????? thats what you look like#and then they live happily ever after or smth#i might delete this later#also idk if that pen pal project thing is A Real Thing In Real Life#i think i mightve made it up
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the sillies !! i miss them sm,,,,
#hunter x hunter#hxh#hxh fanart#hxh 2011#hxh killua#hxh gon#killugon#killua zoldyck#gon freccs#gon x killua#killua x gon#legit i miss them so much everyday#like i yearn for their duo to be in my life again the way they yearn for each other
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one of the best things in life really is cooking for someone you love. learning to make new things or accomodating if they're allergic, vegan, or have whatever dietary restrictions they may have, maybe just a picky eater, idc. if we're dating i'm going to ask you to let me cook for you, let me make you something both nourishing but also good for your soul.
#yes this is a gay post again#mlm#nblm#nblw#wlw#mlm thoughts#mlm yearning#t4t mlm#trans mlm#t4t#queer#food mention
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#messyr#artists on tumblr#vent post#vent art#tw sui ideation#being busy keeps me distracted as f from these behaviors and thoughts;#keeping distracted bc idfk how to get rid of the urges from intrusive and harmful thoughts#every scenario is just like: hey we can try attempting again today maybe we'll succeed this time!!!#then i'll be rational (focusing on the present) and go : nah cant bro we busy#got clients. gotta graduate. got people to take care of. got people waiting blah blah blah#the endless list where i never catch a break and maybe I've grown used to it.#i yearn death but i don't take its offer. I can't really leave. Not yet. not when there's still too much to do.
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I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when we’re angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#today was….not good#and at one point i had a moment#where i was just unbearably SAD and LONELY because i didn’t have anyone to call or talk to about it#but im still really hopeful it will happen some day#because all i want in this world is to feel secure#and for others to feel secure around me#and for everyone to feel secure around people they love#because it’s so painful and scary when you don’t#but one day im going to be warm and happy in someone’s arms and will barely remember this at all#im manifesting it#im completely okay btw things just got a little rough#and in the incredibly stressful and dramatic times i was experiencing my brain STILL had to be gay#im gay and i like sleeping#also yeah i said i wouldnt post after midnight again like two days ago but whatever#im sad and want to yearn on the internet we can make an exception tonight
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"i think ive already told you this" boyfriend x "that's okay i dont remember, tell me anyway :)" boyfriend
#this is me and my boyfriend interchangeably#bug#mlm post#mlm blog#bi mlm#trans mlm#gay mlm#mlm love#mlm thoughts#t4t mlm#mlm positivity#mlm yearning#mlm#nblm yearning#nblm thoughts#nblm and mlm#nblm safe#nblm#dantes talking again
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