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Hmm
You ever think about how Tim doesn't really feel guilty about the stuff he's done? Like some of it is really fucked up. But he doesn't feel guilty about it.
Do you ever wonder if he thinks there's something wrong with him? That the spot that's supposed to remind you about guilt and "keep you in check" is just a hole that is just empty. No nagging feelings just.. quiet acceptance.
You ever think about how Jason has too much guilt? How he holds onto things that aren't even his fault and seethes and falls into the feelings until they're eating him alive. And he has to let it out somehow or he'll end up doing something even worse, but still ends up with blood on his hands.
Jason staring at his hands and seeing blood.
Tim staring at his hands and feeling nothing.
Both of them reaching out to the other and saying.
"It's okay. I'm broken too."
Tim doesn't see blood on Jason's hands, he sees scars and warmth.
Jason doesn't see Tim as lacking something, he sees confidence in who he is.
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I kept mishearing a lyric from Sir Mix-A-Lot’s “Baby Got Back” and this is what it said to me
Top surgery fund!!!!!!!!
#the line is LA chicks with the Oakland booty. again i ask how did i get here#transfag#transsexual#trans art#queer ns/fw#queer nsft#trans nsft#t4t nsft#trans butch#t4t ns/fw#ftm nsft#t4t pup#t4t puppy#t4t yearning#transmasc nsft#transmasc#trans boy#trans man#fagdyke#bd/sm community#trans pup#trans puppy#trans punk#idk tags for this tbh#leathers
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Sucking and licking and worshipping his balls while he strokes himself over my face 🥴
#thinking about balls again 🤤🫠😩🥴#my post#softgothbabe#hornyposting#yearning#needy#nsft thoughts#nsft sub#nsft#bd/sm blog
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Being so touchstarved that you dream of being held, your head against their chest while their arms wrap around you, feeling the warmth of their breath fan out against your ear as they tell you "i'll never leave you again.". Bodies pressed so close together that you can hear their heart racing beneath their ribs. I just need a hug, man. A goddamn hug.
#dreamed of him again even though we havent talked in weeks. just taking a break from the friendship. i find myself thinking of him a lot#it's healthy to miss him. it'll pass.#queer shenanigans and all that#queer#bi#bisexual#nblm longing#nblm love#nblm pining#nblm yearning#nblm and mlm#mlm longing#mlm love#mlm pining#mlm yearning#gay#gay yearning#gay panic#bi posting#bi panic#bi pining#bi positivity#bi mlm#bi longing#bi love#gay pining#gay longing#gay love#t4t mlm#t4t yearning
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Who up thinking about their boy
#i miss him soooooooooo much. hell#its ok though I'll see him again in a few days#mlm#mlm and nblm#mlm yearning#mlm thoughts#sfw mlm
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bickelheads stream my love by modern baseball . Please . PLEAAASWEEEEEEE
#SORY ILL GET TO THE RECS NOW i had to get this out of my system .#bickel#ii nickel#ii baseball#inanimate insanity#phonification#ok actually im editing this to ramble again#the idea of having a bond/relationship with someone basically teathered to your soul is so .Augh#you were MADE for eachother!!!!!! every fiber and atom of you is tethered to the other!!!!!! AGGHHHH#do you think that by falling in love they broke their code or . transformed the code in a way#gay yearning so bad it rewrote the very fiber of your being#my bad#ramblings over . we're going home.#OK OUGJ#IM LEAVING
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YOUR FNAF3 PHONE DUDE DESIGN IS SO PERFECT!
IM GLAD YALL LIKED PHONE DUDE’S DESIGN! 📞
#ask reply#I was nervous originally on sharing his design#Just cause phone dude has like no real decided design#outside of similar vibes like skater stoner surfer vibes#SO IM REALLY GLAD YALL LIKE HIM!#I actually didn’t expect yall to start to yearn for him 😭#BUT I DO NOT JUDGE#I understand I accept#I’m just glad yall like him BAHAH#we’ll see if I draw him again anytime soon!#phone dude deserves some love 💚💚
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#messyr#artists on tumblr#vent post#vent art#tw sui ideation#being busy keeps me distracted as f from these behaviors and thoughts;#keeping distracted bc idfk how to get rid of the urges from intrusive and harmful thoughts#every scenario is just like: hey we can try attempting again today maybe we'll succeed this time!!!#then i'll be rational (focusing on the present) and go : nah cant bro we busy#got clients. gotta graduate. got people to take care of. got people waiting blah blah blah#the endless list where i never catch a break and maybe I've grown used to it.#i yearn death but i don't take its offer. I can't really leave. Not yet. not when there's still too much to do.
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Laios's three Boy Best Friends. And yes, they hate him.
#dungeon meshi#laios touden#toshiro nakamoto#chilchuck tims#kabru#BF in this context could be boyfriend or best friend. The line is so blurry.#Chilchuck less so but whatever is going on between Shuro and Laios & Kabru and Laios is giving strong:#“dude if you were a girl I'd date the hell out of you”. And from the genderswap extra's that sentiment is canon for BOTH.#This was made prior to the translation of the Laios & Kabru & Shuro restaurant date comic and honestly I am just feeling vindicated.#I don't even know what to call this dynamic other than a situationship. There is so much going on between all of them.#Even on a purely platonic reading - the miscommunication and male yearning for friendship hurt so bad.#When we got the Big Hug scene in the epilogue arc I was whooping and hollering! Pure catharsis moment!#I also don't like hugs very much so I really felt it went Shuro ('hates being touched') went in for the bear hug.#Do not get me started on the agony of 'always lying' Kabru telling the truth (I just wanted to be friends)#and 'always believes' Laios thinking it's another lie and brushing him off.#I am once again supporting dungeon meshi day by posting art. Please watch dungeon meshi.#obligatory edit because I’m tired: YES. Chilchuck cares for Laios and him admitting it was a huge part of his arc#YES he is more just fed up with him that actually hating him.#I needed a third guy to be canonically done with his ass for the THREE WEED SMOKING GIRLFRIENDS reference
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eddie leaves, and buck drives him to the airport. we get a parallel to buck telling him goodbye just like with abby, only that buck feels like this is it this time. he won’t be waiting for eddie because eddie isn’t coming back. and you can see they both have a hard time saying goodbye, but they’re both repressing their feelings like hell. “call me when you land.” “yeah yeah. maybe i’ll get chris to call you too when i see him.” they do a bro hug. pretend they’re not about to cry. eddie says, “right. um. see you around, buck.” and turns to leave.
but buck breaks his composure then, reaches and pulls eddie back into the biggest, tightest bear hug he can manage. because if he doesn’t get to have eddie around anymore, then at least he wants a proper hug. but then he realizes they’re locked in a hug for a moment too long, so he pulls away with a sniff and tries to apologize. but then eddie’s the one grabbing him, because plot twist, he wasn’t done with the hug either, so they embrace again like they don’t want to let go of each other ever again. but then there’s a call for eddie’s flight and he really has to go. so they finally break apart (but you know they hands linger, because losing each other’s touch is one of the worst things right now) and turn to go their separate ways.
cut scene, eddie boards the plane, sits down in his seat with an absolutely miserable look on his face. rubs at his chest absent-mindedly, because there’s a pain there that’s more profound than it should be, but he can’t quite put a finger on where it’s coming from. a middle-aged lady is sitting next to him, misinterprets this for a fear of flying. tries to start a conversation, eddie just nods along politely, until she says,
“you know, you’re really lucky to have that boy waiting for you.”
“hm?”
“oh, forgive me. i happened to see you with your boyfriend when you were saying goodbye. i didn’t mean to pry, but you caught my attention.”
and eddie, who still has a hand to his chest, suddenly freezes. stares into the distance, realization dawning to his face. oh. oh. that’s why it hurts.
#i desperately need someone call buck eddie’s boyfriend to eddie’s face#i need eddie to be hit over the head with it#and because im an angsty bitch i need this to happen after they both think they won’t be seeing each other again#i need them to YEARN#911 abc#buddie#911 spoilers#911 buddie#911
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fuck me so hard that the only sounds coming out of me are the quick, high-pitched whimpers every time you pound into me, the only ones a good squeaky toy would make.
#lesbian#wlw#sapphic#lesbian nsft#wlw nsft#wlw ns/fw#wlw yearning#wlw post#wlw concepts#sapphic nsft#sapphic ns/fw#sapphism#lesbianism#wlw bd/sm#femme4butch#femme4masc#femme4femme#lgbtq#lgbtqia#shrew feenin over girlcock again#shrew writings
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Dan: Which of you all is most likely to get abducted by aliens and come back pregna—Phil. Phil: Definitely me. It sounds….🤭 no Dan: 👀 Don’t wanna know, man
perfect little clip from San Diego preshow that I haven’t seen anyone post yet part 3/5 also mphreg mention part 1 million source
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The fact that Agatha has lived for centuries and lady death (Rio) is most likely the only person in her life that has ever protected/seen the good in her.
#i'm sobbing#for real#kathryn hahn#agatha harkness#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#agathario#agatha x rio#aubrey plaza#mcu fandom#marvel#marvel tv#disney#wlw yearning#wlw community#wlw#wlw post#lgbtq#lgbtq community#i'm hyperfixating again#I'm hysterical#marvel cinematic universe#marvel spoilers
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griddlehark modern pen pal au where they don’t know each other but are assigned as pen pals for those pen pal projects you get in middle school and it just turns into them sending each other hate mail and somehow they just keep going for several years, even though they dont rly have to
#smth about them yearning through letters???? sign me up#this was inspired by me sending a lot of letters at work today#n also inspired by my old pen pal ly (if u r readinf this i miss u sm)#the locked tomb#griddlehark#i kinda wanna write this but i have never written anything rly#maybe one day idk#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon nav#gideon the ninth#bonus points if stop at some point because Emotions and then one day at a rly low point one of them sends a letter to the other#ans they just start up the whole thing again???#one day harrow would def be like im at this coffee shop at this time meet me if you want#and gideon would drive any distance to meet her or smth#and they r both like?????????? thats what you look like#and then they live happily ever after or smth#i might delete this later#also idk if that pen pal project thing is A Real Thing In Real Life#i think i mightve made it up
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the sillies !! i miss them sm,,,,
#hunter x hunter#hxh#hxh fanart#hxh 2011#hxh killua#hxh gon#killugon#killua zoldyck#gon freccs#gon x killua#killua x gon#legit i miss them so much everyday#like i yearn for their duo to be in my life again the way they yearn for each other
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one of the best things in life really is cooking for someone you love. learning to make new things or accomodating if they're allergic, vegan, or have whatever dietary restrictions they may have, maybe just a picky eater, idc. if we're dating i'm going to ask you to let me cook for you, let me make you something both nourishing but also good for your soul.
#yes this is a gay post again#mlm#nblm#nblw#wlw#mlm thoughts#mlm yearning#t4t mlm#trans mlm#t4t#queer#food mention
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