#and yeah not taking a hiatus from discord yet tho i probably will in a bit | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

catkin-morgs-kookaburralover · 2 years ago

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indefinite hiatus from tumblr [where 'indefinite' does not mean 'forever', merely 'a week? two weeks? a month? who even knows at this point']

still be available for DMs for a bit at least, but I'll not be checking my notifications or dash. tag me if you want me to see something in ??? time :)

love y'all

#been thinking about this for a bit anyhow #hopefully by the time i return i will have my life together! ha. ha.#hopefuly by the time i return i will have a cat. i have no idea of the likelihood of this #edit oh look the tags are becoming a mess #tw sh #tw suicide #16% mortality rate they say #i want to die and i want to harm and i don't want to eat ever again pls and thankyou <3 but i will be fine.#for some definition of fine #and yeah not taking a hiatus from discord yet tho i probably will in a bit #i don't even know lol im just here and existing and not wanting to be #i found a knife in my room i didn't know i had when i was cleaning up stuff. i gave it to my mum tho so there's nothin in my room etc #i mean. not like i don't know ways to harm and/or die with what i do have. thanks brain. but a) messy and b) parents would notice #honestly tho i do not see myself surviving until my twenty-first birthday. i just don't. not without at the very least a stint in a psych #hospital. which i DO NOT WANT if i can help it #but how to get that across to parents i wonder. they know about almost everything (almost).#they vaguely know im somewhat suicidal. but not to the extent it is. nor about the actual attempt. and that i shall not tell them. based on #the way they reacted to hearing i harm. nope. not telling them that.#anyway! can you tell i need a break from things xP #personal #just. yknow. keep me in your prayers #also yeah if anyone wants my discord just DM me for it

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