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#sorry friends this is my only safe space rn#idk what’s out of wack but I’ve been on edge all damn day????#i had to swim laps to get myself out of my head#and I can’t really complain bc my best friend is going thru something AWFUL right now and my feelings can’t even compare#so I’m trying to be there for her and I’m happy doing so#I’m just so UGHHHHHH I feel so weird#I’m hoping this shower will help me too#to not do the things I wanna do#it’s so bad I’m counting down til I can wear pants and sweaters again to do things#but I’m being strong bc I like my bathing suits and my shorts and my tiny tops
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I think I’m in between food hyperfixations and it’s spooking me
#need to stop eating everything in my sight when nothing makes me happy but it’s so much easier to eat everything in my path than it is to#sit and not eat bc I always want something to chew on I want chips I want fruit I want meal after meal I need to stop !!!!#I haven’t even been that excited about cherries recently I think I need to let them come to room temp before I truly like them like them#idk everything reminds me of something else and idk what I like and what I can’t stand to look at anymore and it’s making me feel crazy#anything can set my emotions off and I hate it I don’t want to eat frozen grapes anymore bc I ate them every single day last summer while in#a discord group full of ppl I don’t talk to anymore and now grapes make me upset and sad#it’s just like idk little things like that like why must everything I do have layers can’t I just fucking enjoy things like a normal person#ughhhhhh#anyways just had a serving of microwave French toast sticks and now I’m sitting in front of my ac smoking and thinking about what I want to#eat next#I mean to be fair it’s noon and I went to bed at one or two so like it’s been hours and five small French toast sticks probably wouldn’t#hold an adult over but also I hate myself and my needs and my wants I want to never eat again and also never stop and I hate myself#but also I’m the best person on the planet and everyone wants me and food is my oldest friend#I think I’ll go get my garlic triscuts and hummus and fancy cheese#and grab the cherries#and then set up a Walmart order and see if literally anything speaks to me#that isn’t completely junk
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hiii I was wondering if you could write how the jjk men would be in the shower with you?👀
Showers with the JJK Men
summary: what taking a shower with the jjk men would be like [includes: gojo satoru, kento nanami, choso, suguru geto, ryomen sukuna]
warnings: mdni! mentions of shower sex, obviously being in the nude, language, fluff, 18+, smut (lots of dirty words lolol), and fluff!
word count: 2k
a/n: hooray for my first request!! i absolutely loved writing this and i hope everyone can see this in their heads the way i did when i was thinking of what they would all be like! Remember that my requests are open and you’re more than welcome to ask anything that’s within the guidelines posted on my page! i hope you all enjoy, thank you for reading!! <3
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gojo:
showers with gojo are 50/50
they’re either very sensual and domestic, filled with nothing more than whispering sweet nothings into each others ears while you let the warm water wash the suds off your bodies
or they’re absolutely filthy and make you feel like you need another shower by the time he’s done with you.
gojo can be easy to read when he comes home only because of how clingy he is with you
it’s always been pretty easy to read him in your relationship because he makes it known how much he loves being babied by you and/or taking care of you
on a night where he’s exhausted and really just needs you to wash his hair for him and kiss the boo boos away, he’ll be more than happy to tell you.
“such a long day baby… i’m too lazyyyyyy to shower.”
you’re already getting the warm water going.
he’s like putty in your hands the second that your nails start to lather up that shampoo onto his scalp.
he’s fallen asleep a couple times sitting on the floor of the shower while you just finish rinsing his hair and body off.
he loves when you use your body wash on his skin because he loves curling up in bed knowing that he smells like you.
“thank you baby, what would i do without you?”
he really doesn’t wanna think about the answer to that question.
then, there’s the days where satoru can’t keep his hands off you from the moment he steps through the door.
“c’mere baby, missed you s’much,”
he then proceeds to fuck you against the glass door of your shower and it’s so obscene it looks like it’s straight out of a porno
the warm water splashes onto the glass and cascades down with each flick of his hips
you always have to brace yourself on the glass and end up unconsciously creating that all-too-familiar steamy handprint that ends up staying on the glass even after the steam from the water clears
shower sex with gojo is always so rough only because he’s pent up from everything that happened during the day and it’s the first time he gets to release everything
“y’feel good pretty girl? tell me how it feels, yeah?”
y’all waste so much water, the water bill looks CRAZY every month
nanami:
HUSBANDDDDD UGHHHHHH
we all know how hard working and dedicated kento is
although he does love showering with you when you guys need to get ready quickly for your day…
he much prefers to take long soaks with you in your bathtub to wind down after a long day much more.
you guys have so many scented bubble bath solutions, vanilla and coconut scented body washes that you like to caress into each others skin, it’s truly so raw and vulnerable
kento will never turn down bath time.
there’s been days where he works himself to the bone and is so exhausted, but knowing that you’ll have the bath ready for him when he comes home is the only thing that seems to make him push even further
as a gag gift one christmas, you got kento a small removable table to hook onto each side of the porcelain that had small sections for your laptop, some snacks, and his occasional glass of wine
he genuinely uses it every time and will never let you live down the “best gift he’s ever received”
on the most trying of days, he loves having you on top of him, letting yourself slowly sink onto his cock and just bury your face into his neck
your insides feel just as warm as the bubbly water you two are surrounded in and he finds solace in the jolts of pleasure he gets whenever he slightly adjusts himself in the tub
riding him softly in the tub is his guilty pleasure
he loves the domesticity and vulnerability of fucking his lover while you share a bath
he’s a family man through and through
the sorcerer job and corporate job are endured, to be able to provide for a family in the future, but for now?
everything is for you. He loves coming home to you every single day and being able to see you waiting for him so eagerly <3
choso:
choso works so hard to be the best brother and family member that he can be
family-oriented was invented after examining his dynamic and his role in his family
but even the strongest need their time to wind down.
which is exactly what showers are for.
being a curse, choso finds domesticity and humanity in the intimate things he shares with you
showers are his times to just turn off his brain and let you work your magic
you take such good care of him, he doesn’t know what he would do without you
the way you tenderly lather his scalp with the shampoo and conditioner, the way you take your time to wash his body and massage his aches from the day
sometimes he thinks about the family he wants to create with you in those moments, and those are the moments where he wakes up from his trance and pounces on you.
one second you’re washing the suds off his body, the next you’re pressed up against the shower wall as he viciously pounds you from behind.
he’ll turn you around to face him while he fucks you only because he can see the future of his bloodline in your eyes
you take him so well, never ever complain about how full he stuffs you of himself
“takin’ me so well, love… gonna fuck a pretty baby into you, hm?”
he’ll grit his teeth and hiss as he pumps his cum inside of you, watching some of it trickle down your inner thighs as they quiver and buckle from the loss of his cock
and then he’ll go right back to wanting to be babied
as you get out of the shower, the two of you will get dressed and he’ll throw himself on top of you
you’ll caress his freshly washed hair and he relishes in the scent of the body wash you use, fully aware that not even two minutes ago you were taking his dick like a slut
he’s so ready to start a family with you, and to still share moments like these even when you’re old and gray.
suguru:
showers with suguru are a taste of the finer things in life
he’s so gentle with you once you’re both under the water
his long locks will cascade down his shoulders, dripping as he caresses your arms and shoulders
“‘ts okay darling, i’m here.”
he loves to run his fingers through your hair after he applies the conditioner
his fingers just slide through so effortlessly and he obsesses over the soft sighs that fall from those pretty candied lips of yours
nonetheless, the appreciation for running fingers through hair goes both ways
washing suguru’s hair for the first time made you fall in love with him all over again
he’ll shut his eyes and throw his head back as you gently lather the products into his hair
he has a pine scented shampoo and conditioner scent that give him such a manly, musky scent
it’s intoxicating
suguru is always so tense, always overthinking about everything from the day
showers used to be a privilege with you two
now?
they’re daily requirements.
he’s always visibly more relaxed after a nice shower, throwing his long hair into an easy bun as he cuddles up with you in bed
it always leads to soft sex
he affirms his love with each calculated stroke, making sure to dig his hips into you just so you can feel how much he yearns to be inside you; to love you.
you’ll brush the stray hairs that fall from his bun and he’ll press his lips to yours and swallow your gorgeous moans, drinking them like the finest wine money can buy
suguru will never be able to shower without you
and you’re both more than okay with that.
sukuna:
showers with sukuna used to be unheard of
keyword: used.
the first time you showered with sukuna was very much like walking on eggshells
you weren’t afraid of him, per say, but more afraid to do something that he wouldn’t like.
his stoic personality was still mighty as ever, a permanent smirk resting on his face as he watched you begin to wash yourself
it started with you gently tracing the black markings on his back with your index finger
he was turned to face the water, washing the shampoo out of his hair when he felt the small tickle of your fingernails tracing his skin
goosebumps rose on his skin despite the piping hot water that fell over the both of you
he stood up taller and you were sure that you had fucked up
you remained silent and went back to washing yourself, but sukuna was never going to let himself admit that he missed your touch
he prayed and prayed to himself that you’d test your luck again, pretending to wash some soap out of his eye nearly six times before he’d finally gotten fed up
“can you just hurry up and do it again?!”
you’ve never been more confused in your life.
“d-do what ‘kuna?”
sukuna grumbled to himself before grabbing your hand and placing it firmly on the black ink sprawled across his chest
you looked up at him and couldn’t quite make out the look he was giving you, but you knew exactly what he wanted from you
once more, your finger danced over the ink softly and left sukuna sighing with relief
“...feels good.”
little by little, you made your way up to being able to wash his hair and body, through trial and error of course
but sukuna will never ever get over the way you touch him so benign. he’s the king of curses, a mass murderer, yet here he was crumbling beneath your touch like a weakling
“if you’re gonna do it, do it right,”
he’s just a spoiled brat underneath that harsh exterior, but you knew how to crack him
#x reader#jjk x reader#gojo x reader#gojo satoru x reader#nanami x reader#nanami kento x reader#choso x reader#suguru x reader#geto suguru x reader#sukuna x reader#sukuna ryomen x reader#gojo satoru#nanmi kento#choso#geto suguru#sukuna ryomen#jujutsu kaisen x reader
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Y’all ever think about how close clef/Francis and Lilith were?
I’m meaning before she became what she is
They probably like talked about what they wanted to be when they grew up, helped each other out, played together, and comforted each other I mean they kinda only had each other (since I’m kinda just operating under the impression that they don’t really have anyone else)
They would have been REALLY CLOSE id think because they only really have each other I mean who else is going to understand them plus with Francis not legally existing do you think he even has a home or family?? Probably not so Lilith might have been the only person he was actually close too
“Am I weird:(“
“Yeah but so what? Everybody’s weird:D”
Them when they were younger I fear
Why couldn’t they both have just been HAPPY AND NORMAL UGHHHHHH WHY DID LILITH HAVE TO MOVE INTO PHASE 4 MAN.
#scp foundation#scp fandom#dr clef#dr alto clef#I swear please I need a happy canon im begging#lilith#scp2024#yapping
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So that’s it??? You and the siren— you aren’t gonna??? UGHHHHHH WHY CANT YOU LOVE OLD MAN!!! YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!!!
I’m not sure, yet.
—I’m sorry to disappoint.
#yes he deserves to love but romance is not at the top of his list of priorities#he’s iffy it’s weird he’s trying not to think too much about it#ford pines#gravity falls roleplay#sirenfordivorce#🧜🏻
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UGHHHHHH, I WANNA CONSUME YOUR ART SO BAD!!!! It pains me that is not possible…….yet…..
I was wondering if I’m allowed to use your AU for a horror one shot/possible two shot story. It would be kinda angsty but more comfort w/ a possible sad ending (refuse to spoil) that leads them towards the end of the majority bad blood between Bill and Ford.
KSHCJSKFSK THANK YOUU <33
Sure!! I don't mind ppl taking inspiration on my au. Have fun with it!! <33 (normally I would ask for u to send it to me after but I cannot stomach sad endings, IT'S TOO SAD. I'm a angst with a happy ending kind of guy)
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boyfriend headcannons - kim jungsu
☆彡 letting the delusions win once again so Jungsu stans come get y’all juice!!!!!
word count: 713 | pronouns used: none | genre: fluff, established relationship | cws: all caps used, he’s blushing, I’m blushing, we’re all blushing, let me know if I missed anything!! 🩷
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starting off by saying that in my head Jungsu is the most Boyfriend™️ member of xh and nobody can change my mind!!!!!!!!
he’s also the most beautiful man I’ve ever seen??? okay moving on
he strikes me as a romantic!!!
not like, Seungmin type of romantic though (although there can be some overlap)
he’s the type of romantic that knows your coffee order by heart
watches “chick flicks” with you over and over again
always puts your needs before his
willing to drop everything for you
gives you his hoodie the second he sees you shiver
does absolutely nothing without asking if you’re okay/ comfortable with it!!!!
that type of romantic
“that’s literally the bare minimum-“ SHUT UP it's the little things that count
anyways moving on
I know I’ve mentioned this before in a fic somewhere but Jungsu is so so so SO respectful and he just wants to make sure everyone is happy and safe so I can see him wanting to have a long, in-depth conversation with you about boundaries
you’re both in this relationship because you love and care for one another, and he’s not gonna let you forget it!!
he is so madly in love with you it physically hurts him
like,,,, YOU chose HIM???? he can’t wrap his mind around it
he knew you were “the one” shortly into your relationship
hype man
imagine him wrapping his arms around you while you’re looking at your outfit and he just makes eye contact with you in the mirror and hits you with the “you look so pretty today baby” and then gives you a little kiss wherever he can reach UGHHHHHH THIS MAN
MATCHING OUTFITS MATCHING OUTFITS
“Oh you’re wearing blue today? Okay good to know.” and then he immediately goes and changes
I can picture Jungsu as the type who finds it really hard to sleep without you
like,, he needs a cuddle buddy
but in public?
people would never guess that
I talked about this in my PDA fic, but I don’t think Jungsu is big into PDA
like, aww you’re holding hands? that’s enough 🧍🏻♀️
he gives me the vibe that he doesn’t like seeing other people’s PDA so he doesn’t do it either LMAOOO (me too)
okay I talked about this with Gunil so I feel the need to bring it up again
your family loves him
if you have siblings or cousins who are younger than you?? they ADORE HIM
Jungsu gives me lovely big brother energy and in my head I think he’s be great with kids (ignore those Rock The World episodes lol)
give this man a toddler I need to see it
imagine coming home to Jungsu and your kid and Jungsu is dressed up in some silly costume, too wrapped up in the child’s land of make-believe to realize you walked in the door
he’s just so sweet :(
okay okay okay so if you couldn’t tell by the fact that I think I’ve mentioned them in every single Jungsu fic I’ve written… I love Jungsu’s broad shoulders
Jungsu is just so big and strong and I’m swooning right now
he’s so tall and pretty and UGH what if I cry
you can’t reach something?
he’s picking you up
you’re feet hurt?
piggyback ride
he’s giving you the Princess Treatment™️ truly
I also feel like Jungsu gives the best hugs in xh
those arms of his 😵💫 hugging machines
the feeling of being wrapped up in his strong arms and broad shoulders oh my god
safety
he’s like if a fuzzy blanket was a guy
he’s just so awesome I love Jungsu dude
I can also imagine having some good late night talks with Jungsu
telling secrets and sharing stories
he’s not afraid to be emotional in front of you!
within the first month of your relationship you saw him cry and tbh he’s so real for that
he can put up the front that he’s all tough or whatever but that facade cracks with you around
he’s just so blushy and giggley with you!
Jungsu totally believes that you bring out the best in him, and he’s so glad to be with you
he commonly fantasizes about his future with you
he’s so excited to spend forever with you :(((
taglist⁉️: @dazzlingligth , @mini-mews , comment to be added!
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Tw: I’m giggling and kicking my legs and talking about a boy and it’s probably gonna be cringe but I’m soooooopp happy kinda like I just wanna talk about what happened last night so me and my friend went to a club that was having 80s goth night and I was like eh whatever there will probably only be old people there BUT THERE WASNT there was just cool people my age and they were playing allllllllll the shit I like and it was so fun to dance to like cure and smiths in the club and then I started talking to this guy I think he complimented my cure shirt and that’s how we started talking and he was just like… guyyysssssss it was probably because I was drunk but oh my god he was so cute he was literally wearing a leather duster and mesh shirt and a gothic cross and he had long curly dark hair that kept falling over his eyes and he had eyeliner and eye shadow on and I swear to god he smiled just like Robert smith ughhhhhh and then he said his favorite song was sex dwarf and he loved soft cell and I was like okay I can’t NOT make out with him so I kinda didddddd but also I was drunk so I have no idea if our kiss was good or not idkkkkk but I don’t really care because like I did it ighhhsucbusdbiebeishe tee heee heeeeee giggles anyway I got his number it might be awkward to see him again in the light of day and maybe if he’s like not dressed goth I won’t be attracted to him but like dammmmmnnnnnnnnn also he was pretty awkward and kept being like “sorry I’m awkward” like he was giving real autistic energy but so is Robert smith who he reminded me of so much. I wannna seee himmmmm again. Okay I might still be a little drunk. Agh anyway what a good night
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Milord!?
HOLY GOSH DID HE GROW.
Like….IM SCREAMING RN, his so ughhhhhh😪😪😪
Okay so i watched the movie and the plot, VAs and everything else was so well done!
I enjoyed it a lot, but the new form was quite surprising, i cannot wait for y'all to write amazing fics or oneshots.
I, myself. Would love to think of something in my drafts, I’m so happy that Milord is making his goals/dreams come true.
Thats all from me, i shall go fangirl some more🫠
Make sure to go show support to Milord! Ciao people❤️💜
#note by: ayo haruko/emiko#Vox Akuma#vox akuma x you#vox akuma x y/n#vox akuma x reader#luxiem#nijisanji#nijisanji en
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I JUST GOT AROUND TO READING I, CARRION AND UGH!!
“there’s a lecherous smile on Albatross’s face as he leans against the frame and looks at you, glasses hanging off the bridge of his nose. ‘Damn, if you weren’t the boss’s girl…’” awww stop it you’ll make me blush
THE SCENE W DAZAI FINDING US NOT READY YET “It’s not silly if it has you upset,” kisses on the nape of the neck and then kissing our ankles & buckling our heels >>>>>> “I’m sorry that I’m not a good enough man to do what’s right and let you go.” hey so what if i started violently sobbing. “but if fate brought us together, then far be it from me to deny the one thing in this world that has ever made me happy.” HEY SO WHAT IF I STARTED VIOLENTLY SOBBING.
“Still, he wants to gouge their eyes out.” if my man doesn’t want to gouge out people’s eyes just for looking at me, i don’t want him ‼️‼️
“My, Dazai, possessive, aren’t you?” “Very,” Dazai agrees idly. “Be sure to remember that.” bringing his hand up from your waist to cup your cheek, thumb brushing over your bottom lip as he murmurs, “That’s my girl, always so smart.” blushing giggling kicking my feet twirling my hair
“Fyodor Dostoevsky. A pleasure, truly.” oh no. oh no no no no no. that’s not good.
one more thing, i noticed that you kinda like made up your own characters (which was super cool and really creative btw!!) could you explain how/why you chose the specific authors you did? and i’m assuming you got their group names from something they wrote, any reason you chose those works in particular? (these are the ones i’m talking about: Mishima Yukio of the Sun and Steel, Nabokov’s Pale Flame, Leo Tolstoy’s Three Deaths, Cao Xueqin of the Red Chamber, Kitazawa Michihiro of Fuji Electric)
ty for listening to my ramblings once again ily !!
TUMBLR USER PE4RL-DIVER UGHHHHHH I LOVE YOU WHENEVER I SEE U IN MY NOTIFS IM SO HEART EYES
albatross is truly her no1 fan in this fic and she adores him <3 dazai is so not unsubtly jealous of him whenever she talks to him. gets all side eyed and irritated and then has to hide it whenever she looks at him LOLLLLL meanwhile albatross is just pleased that dazai is no longer an emotionless brick wall with a quick trigger finger
WHEN I TELL U THAT SCENE WAS ACTUALLY MY FAVORITE EVER i actually struggled so much writing it not because it was hard to write just because i was yearning so terrible for him LOLLLLL HAHAHAH
</33333 we all need our own beastzai truly life is so unfair he's so perfect
OMGGGGGGGG actually thats my favorite part of writing series/long one shots. i adore being able to build up new characters and organizations. usually i pull them just from some of my favorite authors/works (i cheated with the one electric company its actually just a real company because i got lazy) BUTTTTT mishima is obviously my go to just because there's lowkey already been reference to him and his works in the series but no mention of him, so he's my favorite to build and explore. and then i dont know why but i always have the russian underground divided by three (tolstoy, dostoevsky, nabokov) and usually in a constant territory struggle. of the two ive built up, nabokov is usually the one i use the most because ive hced that he worked with the previous boss pretty often before things went to shit. but i've actually built tolstoy's organization more than his - the three deaths is led by a triumvirate of tolstoy, gorky, and cheknov who were all contemporaries and had were associated with each other. and actually fun fact, i plan on doing a fic with a reader who takes the place of cheknov as one of the three deaths so we're going to see more from them. cao xueqin wrote one of the 4 great classical novels of chinese literature. my fyozai fic i've also built a new organization for - they're based in italy and are in constant conflict with the clocktower, but i don't wanna give anything away because u shall see when i finally post that
maybe one day ill do a whole little page for the organizations ive built & their references in my fics for u guys to look at if ur interested!!
#ᡣ𐭩 carina’s love letters#ᡣ𐭩 from user: pe4rl diver#TY FOR LISTENING TO MYYYY RAMBLING ILYM#sorry i turned ur ask into just a place for me to ramble about my world building HAHAH
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What’s your favorite thing about fat men?
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I love when a fat guy gets more submissive the more he gains. He knows he’s losing control and he’s trying to grasp onto it, but his desire to eat keeps growing stronger. Soon enough, I become the man of the house and he’s my fat, happy trophy-husband.
Alternatively, I also love muscle-fat men who can play the dominant role when necessary. If someone breaks in, I’m gonna need an extra set of hands helping me take them down. But it’s so hot when a fat man lets me be in control and shows me that submissive side when they’re not normally submissive. Ughhhhhh turning dominant chubby men into submissive fat pigs really gets me going.
I’m so high sorry lol ^
I also love how eager fat men are to eat for me and how big their appetites are. There are so many things I like about fat men, but I need to drink some water cuz this is getting me worked up lol 🥵
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bambi was DELICIOUSSSS i am so happy we are so back i seriously think you have never had a wrong opinion ever like i also love when everything is all sleepy and fuzzy and i love when you write it i didn’t realize how much i missed u writing this stuff until i read it LOL like nobody does it like you …. nereidprinc3ss my light my savior ….
teddy bear highlight reel of favorites ummmm first of all the part when he’s like “content letting her play at being in charge” YUMMMM idk sorry like apparently lately the people don’t like soft dom spencer but that will always be my truth and something abt that sentence was delish to me. and i love him being all teasing it’s so yummy i will never get over it & also how sweet he is like telling her how well she’s doing and like the whole “is that it/is that what you need/that feels good doesn’t it” like that whole sentiment every time u write it i like have to look around the room it’s SO GOOD and like saying i know and baby and honey and good girl and the aftercare ughhhhhh need him NEED HIM. another classic in the books the crowd cheers love u 🧸
I need him so badly….. also did u know ily forever and ever and I love teddy bear highlight reel of favorites!!!
I missed smut too!! Sometimes when I write it it feels like it’s sooooo copy and paste nd formulaic and basic and I don’t enjoy it then so I have to find ways to spice things up yk…. Like I’m not posting smut if at least a few lines didn’t give me that feeling in my stomach where it’s like I’m falling down you know what I mean…… sometimes when J write a really banger line in smut my stomach just flips and I get butterflies so much they almost hurt and that’s when I knowwwww I’m cookinggg
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Jordan, ik you probably don’t want to have a whole conversation about this but I recently watched Drew Gooden’s video on the live action atla series (it just affirmed that I definitely don’t want to watch it lol) but it did inspire me to do a rewatch of the original and ughhhhhh it’s so incredible😭😭 all the little characterization details are SO rewarding and so good. Zuko’s small acts of kindness, even early on in book 1, just show that he’s always been Ursa’s son and help set up his arc for the rest of the show. Going after the captured Iroh instead of tracking the Gaang in Winter Solstice. Saving his crew in The Storm. It just shows you that at his core he believes in doing the right thing, and that’s a huge part of why his overall arc pays off so well. It’s the same with all of them—seeing Sokka put on his war paint and his battle regalia (in ep 2 or 3 I think) to confront Zuko in the village…it shows you that he takes such pride in the responsibility of being a leader and a warrior, especially in his dad’s absence. Yet when he gets to Kyoshi, we see the humbled side of him, and that he’s devoted to learning and respectful of the masters in their craft (whether it’s the Kyoshi warriors or Piandao or even the mechanist) and wants to learn what they have to teach him. Even Jet, who is always a very complicated character for me, is so compelling and so real. He’s suffered horribly and unfortunately has let that radicalize him. Tbh it reminds me of when anti war groups in the 60s would bomb places and things like that…the mission is “peace” but you’ve let your mission turn you into a violent radical who doesn’t know the difference between right and wrong anymore. I KNOW I don’t have to tell you lol but all the little details of this show, from design to writing to performances, are just incredibleeee and I’m so happy it exists.
GISICKAKAAK what a fun message to wake up to!
Yes I am simply pretending the new series doesn’t exist because I know it’ll just piss me off if I watch it. And I know myself well enough to know I am just not mature enough to separate the original from the new, so yeah I won’t be watching and I doubt I ever will. The one thing I am mature about is that I don’t “hate watch” things anymore lmao
I think this is why zuko is like my favorite character. I feel like he was the first character I was ever like “no, that’s actually my son” when I got older. He is so fucking complicated and so not at all what you think he’s going to be. He’s not just the antagonist, he’s Aang’s foil. They parallel each other in so many different ways. There’s a scene in book 3 where Aang literally says, “I need my honor back”, and it cross fades from one side of his face to the other side of zuko’s!!
All of the characters have incredible arcs. They all learn something about themselves, and they actually use that to grow and get better. Remember, these are literally children who were thrusted into adulthood, forced to grow up way too early. Katara is a nagging mother, but she also remembers how to be a kid and have fun and laugh. Sokka is a sexier idiot, but what teenage boy isn’t? He unlearns so much behavior, and even though he still feels like he’s the leader of the group, and in so many ways he is, he learns that it’s okay to let someone else take the lead, that he doesn’t always have to be right or in charge. Toph learns that she’s loveable for who she is, blindness and shoeless and a badass.
Aang and Zuko obviously have the most difficult arcs. Aang has to come to terms with the fact that he ran away, and a mass genocide of his people ensued. But if he hadn’t left, he would have died along with the rest of them. Like it or not, it was fate that he froze himself. And most avatars get told who they are at 16 and are given all the time in the world to learn the other elements. Aang was 12…and then had to learn the other elements in less than a year. I would argue that he didn’t necessarily master all the elements in that year. I think he learned enough about each to get by, and I’d like to think he took some time afterwards to really master them. He still relied on his air bending a lot. Whereas if we look at Korra, she did a lot of fire bending even though water was her natural element.
And my baby zuko…I could go on for days about him. My tortured emo son. He overcame so much. He cried, he learned to laugh again, he learned how to be young again. He hated being in the slums of ba sing se, but he also went on dates and got closer with his uncle like he never had been. He was such a sweet little boy. The storm always makes me cry. Zuko alone always makes me cry.
I could go on! I always wanna talk about avatar so never be afraid to come to my inbox about it!
#atla#avatar#avatar the last airbender#zuko#katara#aang#sokka#toph#uncle iroh#the gaang#gaang#prince zuko#zutara
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20 Questions for Fic Writers
How many works do you have on A03? 153 (but more are coming)
What's your total word count? 3,725,829 (also a lot more coming XD)
What fandoms do you write for? Mostly Supernatural but I also write Sherlock and Guardian (镇魂)
Top 5 fics by kudos: In A Mirror, Darkly (with @queerwolfsstuff): 3,068 Kudos
Playing With Fire (with @queerwolfsstuff): 1,748 Kudos
That Wasn't Supposed to Fucking Happen! (co-written with @queerwolfsstuff): 1,387 Kudos
The Heart of Ophelia (co-written with @queerwolfsstuff): 1,357 Kudos
Touch of Silence: 1,267 Kudos
Do you respond to comments? I wish I could respond to every comment but sometimes I don’t have the spoons and now I have over 4k of unresponded comments. I read and love all of them!
What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? I’m a firm believer in a happy end, so I don’t really write angsty endings. I think the closest to an angsty ending it probably my short fic “Hello, Old Friend” (https://archiveofourown.org/works/21789934) where Cas and the Empty talk at the end of times.
What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? All of them lol
Do you get hate on fics? I think in bookmark descriptions people hate more easily. I’m not sure if it’s on purpose or if they just don’t know that we can see them. And those are annoying cuz you can’t delete them. I tend to block people though if they leave hate. In comments it’s more annoying concrit at times (like dudes, come on. It’s my fic, you didn’t pay me to write it. If you don’t like it, just leave.) But I would say 99% of the comments are really really nice and supportive.
Do you write smut? LOLOLOLOLOL… um, yes. @queerwolfsstuff and me also do a smut week sometimes (we have another one planned) where we post a smutty fic every day for a week. I also have a series of Short Stories that are all smutty: https://archiveofourown.org/series/342853
Craziest crossover?I have a crossover fic with SPN/Buffy that I will post this month! But I’ve written a lot of fusions and crossover fics before. My first one was a crossover with Angel/X-Files and NCIS LOL (It’s not on ao3 cuz I wrote it in my native language)
Have you ever had a fic stolen? I think we all have fics stolen by now thanks to AI bots getting trained on our writing. I locked all my fics down for that reason so they are not so easily accessed anymore. There was also an app once making money from our fics by stealing all the links, hence why there is a disclaimer on my fics that they were uploaded on ao3 and if you read it somewhere else it’s stolen. I also co-wrote a fic with my bestie @queerwolfsstuff that was “controversial” for a few people because it had a poly ship in it. And someone who didn’t like that part of the fic wrote a very very very similar fic a bit later…
Have you ever had a fic translated? Yes!! And I love that so much! Translating is soooooooooo hard (i know cuz I tried to translate my older fics to english and ughhhhhh) We (my writing partner in crime and me) have a few fics that are translated to Spanish, Russian and I think even Chinese!
Have you ever co-written a fic before? All the time! So much so that I despise writing alone T_T
All-time favorite ship? I don’t have a favourite ship but I’ve written the most for Dean/Cas and Sherlock/John
What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?I have only one WIP on Ao3 and I write terribly slow (the torture of writing solo) but I’m so close to finally finishing it, so it will def. be done.
What are your writing strengths? World building
What are your writing weaknesses? Writing in a different language is really hard. I feel like constantly hitting a limit because my English skills only carry me to a certain point and not further.
Thoughts on dialogue in another language? I speak a few other languages so I love to sprinkle that in. The character I write the most knows all human languages so it is fun to use that!
First fandom you ever wrote in? Star Trek and the X-Files
24. Favorite fic you've written? I love them all but “In A Mirror, Darkly” will always have a special place in my heart. In terms of solo fics I think my favourite is “Guide My Way Through The Night” (https://archiveofourown.org/works/25969945/chapters/63132118) I’m very proud of that one.
I tag @casblackfeathers, @malicmalic, and everyone who wants to it!
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SMOOCHESSS WAHHHHHH!!!.·°՞(≧□≦)՞°·.
I am hurt mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. THE POSTLUDE KILLED ME I AM NOT JOKING I CRIED SO MUCH I WANTED TO THROW UP. 😭 WHO HURT YOU SMOOCHES I NEED TO KNOW SO I CAN PUNCH THEM!! Ughhhhhh im reading so much Zandy fluff my poor baby :( what if he was the one pounding on your door before disappearing 😭 AHHHH IM NOT SUPLOSED TO BE THINKING THIS!!! it was so well written from beginning to end im looking forward to the fluffier ending!! :c Zandik and fragile!reader both being together in their final moments 😭 it was so sweet BUT THE ANGST!!! Imagining just the building collapsing above you…knowing Zandik was the one to see the rubble inevitably fall as he looked up at you while you looked down on him 😭 AHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I love Zandik and fragile!reader so much :(((( I need them to be happy in every universe 😭
I love you so much smooches I hope you’ve been taking care of yourself and I’m so proud of you for doing so well on your finals!! I ended up passing all of mine which I was so happy about honestly! mwa mwa I give you loads of smooches and kissies n cuddles. It’s so cold!! :c wanna cuddle up next to you like two kittens cuddling next to eachother hehe >.<
-from your dear boo boo bear 🎐 anon! ౨ৎ
🎐 ANON MY LOVE!!! *wipes your tears away gently* YOU DON'T NEED TO PUNCH ANYONE DON'T WORRY!! 😭 (maybe me instead, since i made you cry 😭) I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN FOR YOU TO CRY THAT MUCH IM SO SO SORRY. I HOPE YOU'RE FEELING BETTER NOW (AND THAT THE SEQUEL MADE YOU FEEL BETTER ❤️❤️🥺)
About the segment at your door, I specifically didn't name who it was because i wanted to leave it up to the reader's imagination, also for you to imagine your favorite segment :3 And yes if it was Zandy... well, he would try his best to get to your door, try his best to see his favorite person in his last moments, feel how it feels like to be love and cherished one last time before he disappears... but he was too late... *runs away*
NOOOO DOTTORE LOOKING AT YOU SMILING WHILE THE RUBBLE IS MERE SECONDS AWAY FROM FALLING... He's sorry he couldn't save you. But in your last moments, he can still see how beautiful you are despite it all... he's truly thankful he met you, and was able to experience a sense of "normalcy" and what "love" means while you were around.
BTW THIS IS US 🎐 ANON!! US FR!! I love you too and i'm so proud of you as well for passing your finals too!! I hope you take care of yourself and relax lots after all that hard work!
#smooches talks#🎐 anon#LOVES LOVES LOVES U 🎐 ANON!! SMOOCH!!#also completely unrelated but im KICKING myself for not using the word rubble. i was scratching my brain for the word to refer to broken-#stones and buildings or whatever and literally used “architecture” WHY DID I FORGET ABT RUBBLE
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What are your thoughts on the popular trend of "do you think we'll be [insert dynamic] in every/other universe/s?" but this time it's Sirius asking Regulus.
What would Reg say? How would Sirius ask it? Why would he ask it?
I’m so mad at myself I had like a whole essay and it WAS DELETED 😭😭 also sorry for the messy format!!
Anyways, I don’t think this type of interaction would ever occur face to face. I think this would only happen post Regulus death. Like Book 5 of Harry Potter when Sirius is stuck in Grimmauld. When Sirius would inevitably stumble upon a portrait of Regulus and finds himself asking “Do you think we would be brothers in every universe?” But in a way more so asking if there is a universe where they are both alive, happy, and together. I don’t think Sirius would ever doubt him and Regulus being family in every universe, it’s jsut a matter of can they be the family they choose in any universe. (Which I have a whole other thought about lol)
He’s asking because if Regulus can’t be in the family Sirius chose for himself in this universe, is there another Regulus can be?
I can’t see this type of interaction happening directly for some reason. Maybe because the question would be meant differently if Sirius directly asked Regulus? But Regulus being dead is such a vital part of why Sirius is asking the question in the first place in my head.
For Regulus’ answer (not like he would ever actually be able to answer it if I’m going along prev paragraphs), either way, is going to be yes.
Regulus will always hold out hope that he can be by Sirius side. Even in the canon universe. I’ve always believed that Regulus retains this possessiveness over Sirius that never fully went away. I mean, that’s his older brother, the person who probably raised him in an environment as hostile as Grimmauld, and the one person Regulus probably felt as if was the only person who truly loved him!! I don’t think Regulus ever fully made peace with not having Sirius in his life! Even after Sirius runs away, they still would’ve seen each in school! In the great hall, hallways, and probably in the quidditch pitch. Regulus had the knowledge that his brother was on the same campus him at all times.
Which makes it even more interesting when you remember he dies at around 17-18 years old, the age he would’ve been in his last year of Hogwarts after Sirius graduates!! Hogwarts is their last connection!! I don’t think Regulus ever fully processed not having Sirius in his life! So yes! He would always answer yes, they would be brothers in every universe, BECAUSE THEY ARE IN HIS HEARTTT!!!!
IM STILL MAD ABOUT THE FACT THAT TUMBLR DELETED MY PREVIOUS ANSWER UGHHHHHH
#they make me ill in the most loving way possible#I’m projecting into regulus so hard actually#SO U KNOW THE FEELS ARE AUTHENTIC‼️‼️#ivan gets the mail#regulus black#sirius black#marauders era#the black brothers#regulus and sirius#regulus arcturus black#sirius orion black#i hope this makes sense#cuz its like 1am and I got too hooked to sleep
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