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10 years later
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushi#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#least heterosexual group photo ive ever drawn tbh#u have the kings of subtle pda and their judgy lesbian third wheel#this does remind me a lot of the kind of art i used to do jhgdjghdfj#specifically that one furuba main trio piece i did forever ago. same vibe better art#anyway......i tried my best........ i tried so hard#i do not know how old they look . the goal was 25/26 but atp i've gaslit myself into thinking they look the same#especially megumi im so . throws hands in the air in defeat#but idk what else i can do cries at least i like it??? i think???????#i don't know!!! if they look younger than 25 whatever!!!!!!!!#why is it so hard fr me to make chars look older im gna slam my head against the door#maybe its fine. idc <- (lie)#in other news itfs are married fight me abt it . yuuji rockin the right hand ring fr Lack Of Finger reasons#also i am Eating nobara's fit . she might also look a bit younger than intended the more i look at her gDI why cant i have nice things#new hairstyle carrying tbh. i think she would a. grow it out and b. switch the side she parts it on to make Seeing easier#god just take it all tht really matters 2 me is low pony nobara and Rings On Fingers itfs#i did my time in yoi i know how to make wedding bands Work
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↠ Tim & Lucy ↳ 2x01 - Impact
#jesuis-assez edits: chenford#jesuis-assez edits: chenford scenes 2x01#🤣Love it. Look at him staring her down.#Sir... That's your future wife.#2x01 hits different now that we have some more insight into Tim's past.#To see him so pressed here because she didn't report him.#He's seeing himself in her choice to not report him. His past self.#He's got the emotional walls back up and she's only going to tear them down again.#Darting his eyes back and forth with hers and that .. JAW CLENCH 💖I love those jaw clenches. Is this affecting you Tim? 🤭#In more ways than one. Her being kind to him in light of him knowing this#Catapulting his mind back to the person 'he used to be' and how hard he has tried to shake that choice he made all those years ago.#How hard he has tried to redeem all of that for it to come crashing back in the form of his rookie who was trying to protect him.#Because she's supposed to be different from him. She's supposed to be better. And he's mad at her for making the same choice.#But he's also mad at himself. Because he's supposed to be better and he's supposed to be different now.#Even though he isn't all that different. He was falsifying reports to protect Isabel.#He's supposed to be training her to be better and she made the same choice he made.#So his course of action is to rev up the training some more. Maybe he was too soft and lenient with her towards the end of s1#and he lost sight of his training methods and how rules matter.#but he also lowered his walls and was vulnerable with her. He let her in.#And he's going to keep letting her in despite how much he tries to resist.#with every act of kindness she shows him... the walls break down and soften a little#until all that remains is Tim's unwavering tenderness for Lucy.#that only seems to grow more in her presence and influence.
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ummmmmm. something something normal being the only one to actually empathize with the doodler before they were dood and teenshaped and being the only one to empathize with hermie when hermie was alive. that's it that's the thought.
#i have no conclusions other than how fast im spinning normal in my head#dndads#dndads spoilers#i think . it's like. something about normal being so heavily ostracized for so long#he doesn't really consider himself part of the group and he doesn't really think anyone takes HIM seriously#so he connects with the doodler and he connects with hermie and he tries so hard to connect with scary#and all of it comes to nothing because now everyone wants to be friends with the doodler now that they're approachable#and hermie is dead and scary is doing better for herself and no one seems to be long-term mad at her#so where does that leave him who still is this weird extra piece#he's an extra piece in his family(he was an accident) hes an extra piece to the school(no one really wanted teeny)#and he hasnt really gotten the attention or the care he needs from anyone else so. what happens to the extra pieces no one wants#they either die or are otherwise discarded#anyway im really ordinary about him
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not shocked at all by the racism coming from the white pop girlies’ fans bc these are majority white spaces anyways
#like clockwork#we see it with swifties now with billie eilish’s fans#but it’s so funny bc billie didn’t win any of her other categories as far as i know?#i’m not even a stan of any artists really#and i don’t think i even listened to many of the grammy noms this year#but what makes billie eilish’s entry uniquely deserving over any of the other noms#beyonce aside#is it a more cohesive body of work#is it more meaningful#is that meaning translated to the music better than the other noms#this is just crazy to me bc even HER BROTHERRRRRRR tried to get ahead of it#billie eilish#grammys#beyonce#grammys 2025#aoty#cowboy carter#hit me hard and soft#hmhas billie eilish
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you guys really weren't kidding about how fucking good lake mungo is
#i think it just came out above ex machina on my list of favorite movies what the fuckkkkkkkk#technically i need to rewatch ex machina before deciding for sure but either way SUCHHHH A GOOD MOVIE AAAAAGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#wait just remembered- i actually read the plot summary on wikipedia a loooooong time ago (but i hardly remembered any of it)#and having reread it just now after finishing the movie oh my GOD it does such a shitty job of conveying just how great this movie is.#what a dull clinical description what the fuck! please if you've ever read it and decided not to watch based on that#PLEASE give it an actual chance it is SO much better than wikipedia makes it seem.#it just doesn't (and CAN'T!) accurately portray just how truly haunting the movie is. a masterclass in how to tell a great ghost story#without relying too much on jumpscares or obviously horrific imagery (imo). just....wow.#and now for some screaming [🚨🚨🚨 brief spoilers incoming 🚨🚨🚨]:#SHE WAS THEREEEEEEE SHE WAS THERE THE WHOLE TIME IN EACH OF THE 'FAKE' PHOTOS/RECORDINGS OH MY GOD#AND EVEN THOUGH I TRIED *SO* HARD TO BE VIGILANT I NEVER SAW HER!!!! AND NEITHER DID THEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!#GOD I DON'T THINK ANY OTHER PSYCHOLOGICAL HORROR MOVIE HAS EVER MADE ME FEEL THIS INSANE HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ok i'm done. anyway cool movie haha#lake mungo#📺 tag#send tweet
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u know what? fine. *draws my guys like they're a cartoon*
here's the lil antag crew too. they get to have more detail because they're special <3 (aka they show up less often so the AU version of myself that makes cartoons can afford to put more time into them)
#my art#pirate comic#ive never watched any cartoons tbh#so this was a lil silly to draw#i know nothing about animation i have no idea if this makes sense to be cartoon#but i didn't want to draw them in an extant cartoon style#wanted to draw them as if it was it's own cartoon with its own style guide#tried to make all of them really distinct#but also like if any 2 or 3 of them were in a scene together they wouldn;t clash. anyways.#pretty fun but hard af im happy to go back to my own stylee hahahaha#i don't kniw what the hell i was doing with colors on this#especially skin??? why is ginger GREY? idk#just accept it.#trying to imply matt and stan are related in this style gosh. hard.#richard was the first one i did so he looks a little wack but i couldnt make him better. everything i did made him look less lik himself#looooove his long limp arms though that's how he stands fr fr#SJ is a lil simpler than the others but thats just her in the reg style too hahahaha#matt continues to be hell to draw whenever he leaves the omic
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crying whenever i talk about Cookie9 because all my friends have these interesting and unique theories on them while i take everything too literally and they all just stare at me like “dude… uuugh we r TIRED” <-they dont actually say this they are very kind to me but i can Feel It
#my version of them is centered around their blog version with the ‘personality’ of their steam review and like a bunch of HC#i developed them with the implication that they’re Real but i’m a bit iffy on it#because all my friends have theories about how they’re from the narrator’s consciousness which is sick as hell#and i’m unsure how to actually structure everything or if i should go the same route so i can get approval from them </3#my friends r the real reviewer fans even though they dont plague themselves over them every day and im so sad that i don’t know anythinggg#gggggggggggg#like im p sure they genuinely hate the stuff i make about cookie9 and im just. scrumbles myself. sorry im Trying :( i’m not smart#or good at writing or even media literate#whatever that term means#all i have is love in my heart for them i don’t know anything at all#ouhghghhg they hate It so much but i cant do anything else and it’s all i have#like all my cookie9 stuff works on the ‘what if their blog self Was Real’ but i’m not actually sure how to fit it all into my actual parabl#stuff because i still havent worked out how my parable itself works#and people probably don’t think i know enough and i don’t think they’ll approve if i try. so i Don’t#tempted to blame this on my like. general crushing lack of intelligence caused by both physical and mental reasons#but i want to believe i could do better if i try? but that’s incredibly hopeful#i’ll be stuck here forever i think#<-guy who. whenever Anything wrong happens ever. just goes back to ‘oh yeah its because im dumb as fuckign rocks. due to the Incidents’#i am very scared of the possibility that it is possible for me to be anything more because that implies that i’m stupid because i didnt try#even though i’m trying very very fucking hard and every time i get something wrong way more than anyone else i’ve ever known#and they hate me for it . MAN!!!!!!!!!#<-brain is lying 2 me i think nobody hates me or . whatever. it still feels like it though im just saying this because i dont want anyone t#think people genuinely hate me for being stupid. i mean. people DO. but not my friends ☝️#man i can’t even get into the buglivia crap either because she is so abstracted from her actual review#girl w identity issues and also the general normal Changing A Lot Through Time. i scrumble her. around#her Self during 2018 would in fact be in character for the review.i want to draw her during that time. she took everything so seriously </3#tbh my version of her does react well to TSP humor but at the time she felt like she wasn’t allowed 2 Do Her Thing and tried to seem#more professional and Normal and it seeped into EVERYTHING for a bit#cookie9 though just genuinely found the narrator annoying and patronizing. its just not his thing and thats fine#<-random nonsensechemical reviewer bits hidden inside the vents. SEND POST.
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“What if Revolver Ocelot was always setting Solid Snake up to finish the Boss’s will and take down the Patriots?” What if my heart shattered into 100000000 pieces and I cried FOREVER?!?
#mgs#metal gear solid#HE TOOK THE FALL!!!! HE TOOK THE FALL FOR EVERYTHING FOR THE BETTERMENT OF EVERYONE INCLUDING SNAKE!!!!!! HE WAS JUST LIKE HIS MAMA!!!!!#HE WAS JUST LIKE HIS MAMA THE WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!#he fell for big boss but he secretly loved solid snake as the boss loved naked snake tHE WHOLE TIME IM GOING TO CRY SO HARD I THROW UP#unrequited found family. Big Boss could and would never love the clones but god. god. ocelot could.#and it wasnt just david!!! IT WASNT JUST DAVID!!!! you follow the logic of all of Ocelot’s plans start to finish and he tried HE TRIED#to get every EVERY snake out. DAVID WAS THE MOST ‘OUT’ TO START WITH!!!!!#AND AND AND AND AND AND AND!!!!!#of the boss’s 3 sons….otacon was also the ‘most out’ from the word go. the only one who wasnt a child soldier#OTCAON IS SO OUT OF THE LOOP HE DOESN’T EVEN KNOW HE WAS A PIECE ON THE BOARD#we don’t even know if Ocelot knows. but my god if he did. if he DID?! thats his BROTHER?!?!#and Ocelot WAS the proto-type Las Enfant Teribles in everyway that the Boss was the prototype Snake#and the boss didn’t even KNOW Otacon she NEVER knew that strangelove was doing that shit#Ocelot got approximately/metaphorically 15 more minutes with his last ‘son’ than the boss did with her’s and it was enough. it was enough#Snake is going to die but he got an extra 15 minutes of freedom that Big Boss + Ocelot + The Boss NEVER had#there was so much love and it didn’t affect anything and everyone was doomed until the very last minute
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my niece is staying with us for the whole weekend for the first time. until now it's always been one night only, not two.
it's the second night now and I have already decided this is not happening again anytime soon. I'm so fucking exhausted. it'd be less exhausting if it was my nephew, I think - he's older and also doesn't need as much help (even when he was her age).
I love my niece but she just asks so many questions. like when we're watching a show or a movie, even if it's one she has seen before (even multiple times), she doesn't understand what's going on and constantly asks me to explain everything. I don't mind it, really, but it does take a lot of energy. plus tonight it took over two hours for her to fall asleep because she was scared by the noises of the house and the nearby road. I get it, but damn I'm so fucking tired, I just want to sleep 😭
#my nephew will get to stay for two nights soon so that it's fair and everything#but then I think we'll go back to one night only for a while#I just can't sleep when someone else is here. and I do not handle being tired well. or rather being even more tired than usual#so yeah no this is too much#I'm so glad I don't have children. I literally would not survive#we played board games with her today. her idea. she chose the gsme#but it was so fucking difficult.....#I think most kids would have understood this game at like. 10 maybe. probably before that really#she's 12 and a half and just did not get it at all#she's got difficulties learning and she's finally getting (more) help for that in school now but I'm really.. a bit shocked that it took#this long for her parents to accept that#she's a great kid but it's been obvious since she started school that she needs more help#so anyway yeah it's 3am and I think she finally fell asleep after I put Charmed on for her#I've got a massive headache and I'm so fucking tired I feel like I'm losing my mind lol#couldn't sleep last night & I hope it's better tonight. but having someone else here is stressful.#ugh I wish this wasn't so hard for me. I want to be the fun aunt (I'm their only aunt.. aunt-like person... whatever) but I know I get more#and more impatient when they're here. I hate that. but I can't change it. I've tried! for 10 years! but it didn't work#don't get me wrong - I'm never mean or angry with them. I just get somewhat annoyed and I know it's noticeable and I hate that#they don't seem to mind. they love visiting us. but I don't like it because I hated the way adults treated me when I was a kid so I want to#be better#:(#anyway I have to sleep now or tomorrow will be hell :)#personal
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Soft butch here wishing I was there to give you a big hug and play with your hair while you nap. Wrapping you up in cuddles and soft blankets, giving you sweet warm drinks and gentle kisses. I hope the pain eases and life is gentler to you going forward.
Ah thank you! I’m doing better with it :) I’ve been dealing with it slow and easy with a lot of breaks, thank you for the message though! I didn’t have a lot of energy to respond but saw it a few days ago and it did cheer me up so thank you <3
#asks#been giving a lot of attention to our other cat too which really helped :)#i got her a new collar with little strawberries on it and she looks SO cute it’s like insane lol#i tried so hard to make them friends but they were always pretty neutral about each other#which i suppose ended up being a bit of a blessing since she isn’t too sad or anything now😪#silly cats suppose they knew better than me#really thank you though!#im not very good at reaching out for support and sometimes i don’t want it#so it always throws me off when i receive messages like this#but they’re all always very dear to me and i keep them very close to my heart#i really love people#like you don’t know me or my cat#but you still spared a moment of your time for us and idk im just really astounded and grateful for it#<3!!#im blowing you a little kiss and i really hope your days are being kind to you <3#sorry if im being a lot i have a migraine which always makes my emotions a little weird#like genuine but still i’m told they can be a lot😅#also sorry for all the rambles lol
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getting her ready for her wedding SHES SO PRETTY!!
#they had the baby btww her name is thalia and theyre gonna hyphenate their last names*#*using izas human last name. si yes. its thalia strange-cross is the babies full name#(cross is andrea (pictured)s last name and strange is the simlished version of izas last name)#also andrea is SO much easier to dress than iza is OMGG. i thought it was just bc i have andys color scheme down better (its just green and#purple DJHANIJH and her main hairstyle helps a lot bc its got little beads that i can use to make a nice palette if that makes sense.#whereas iza.. well 2 be honest im never sure what to do with izas wardrobe idt ill ever be happy with it. but i futzed and i think her#wedding outfit is okayyy ill show u guys in a rb. but rn look at miss andrea#also makeup is difficult for me Normally bc i dont wear or observe makeup like ever but wedding makeup is doubly hard#thats why her eyes r just the ones that came with mws bc i was like That must mean theyre wedding appropriate#n then i just tried to match the lip. its difficult for me this is why normlly if i have a sim who wears makeup they justwear crazy shit#even miss andys normal makeup is a bit out there bc shes fun and whimsical and my bff...#i probably need to mature her wardrobe a bit tho now that shes out of college and nearing the top of her career And has a baby and is gonna#be married in abt a year. sim year not irl year. but her clothes r so cuteee :[[
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it says so much to me about the master and doctor's relationship that the master went through all the trouble holding people hostage and killing people, just to get the doctor to kneel and call him 'master' and then HE KNEELS IN FRONT OF HER LIKE SIR. SIR. SIR IF YOU'RE GOING FOR A POWER TRIP. KNEELING IN FRONT OF HER AS WELL ISN'T THE WAY YOU WANT TO GO ABOUT IT SIR.
#wren rambles#doctor who#thirteenth doctor#i am finally SLOWLY working my way through her run#we're on spyfall part 2#anyway absolutely LOSING IT like sir. you just completely negated your power move#however it is SO in character#the master tries SO HARD to be Better and Bigger and More than the Doctor#but in the end he kneels in front of the doctor so they're at the same level as equals
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why'd they make the neighbor rival personalities so different in rse. it's literally like
neighbor may: sweet, polite, a little awkward and shy
neighbor brendan: how did birch raise this misogynistic dweeb
#I WAS SO MAD THE FIRST TIME I TRIED PLAYING AS A BOY. LIKE WHAAAAAAT WHAT THE HELL#brendan's whole 'i assumed a gym leader's kid would be a boy...' first impression and general patronizing air TOTALLY COLORED MY EXPERIENCE#i felt LOOKED DOWN UPON i felt BESIEGED his battles were HARD and he thought he was bETTER THAN ME#and what do you MEAN YOU THOUGHT A GYM LEADER'S KID WOULD BE A BOY WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN BRENDAN#he was THEEEEE number one mean rival. because my little kid brain blew like two lines way out of proportion.#and then you turn around and tell me that?????? may is just NICE????? that's it she's just NICE????????#she doesn't even get to be obnoxious about how much more she knows than you until you surpass her?????#like girly i am so sorry they gave you NO depth. i know i'm biased but brendan birch's characterization and arc are just more interesting#*points to the kid who got so flustered when the new girl beat him that he pulled the word 'shabby' out of his vocabulary* LOVE THIS GUY.#someone buy him a doll#oh and idk how I'd find it but i NEED to know if the NPC before Fortree who tells you how Brendan's face was bright red after you beat him#says the same if you're playing as brendan. i need to know.#anyway brendan birch may maple (adore how the fandom came up with that last name????) supremacy#i love my shitty asshole neighbor.#rse
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please pick friends u can argue or have misunderstandings with and actually communicate with immediately after like, it’s so fucking important
#like if anything I’ve learned the last couple years is fucking communicate#like actually#my family isn't really big on it and that's probably part of the reason I started writing so young#tried to break that with my niece and was mostly successful we fight but can actually discuss and work things out and talk#I always have encouraged her to express her damn feelings because my stereotypical scorpio sister is in there too so I had to drag it out#and I can be the same it’s hard for me but I try harder now than before#I’m always honest with myself but expression is hard I get it#like we fought the other day and when she came home l expected her to just go in her room#and she just stood there and looked at me like well??? like that one meme haha#and we talked instead#gotta break those generational curses man#but yeah holding people accountable and calling them out is needed sometimes and also apologizing and talking it the fuck out#even if it sucks….do it#set boundaries and u allow what u allow#I’m at the point of my life I just won’t tolerate certain things and that’s valid but also without communication#you’re not moving either way with clarity and clarity is everything#it’s ok to move on from any kind of relationship but were u honest first? was there clarity#and if nothing changes or you can’t find peace you can move on and compartmentalize that loss better because u tried first#I get some reasons don’t warrant any of that but overall#but yeah I do word things like a straight up bitch sometimes and yes u should tell me hahah#can piss eachother off and misunderstand eachother#but there’s paragraphs coming and that’s the important bit#I’m still learning but better than I was
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Actually ykw. My momma DIDN'T raise no quitter, I BECAME a quitter, I GREW INTO the best in my friend group and perhaps in the world at saying no to things and You Too Can Learn To Quit Baby
#my mother tried so hard with the 'you made a committment now you have to follow through'#my will was just stronger than hers 🤷🏼♂️ sorry mom#(the serious version of this post is that i really have done a lot of work to get better at enforcing boundaries#and saying no to things i know i will have a bad time doing#even if i feel pressured to do them by other people or by my own sense of what i 'should' be doing or feeling#and it Is Possible To Learn This Skill
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[reading a comic about [character]] wow i miss [character] :(
#rambles#this applies to many characters but right now it's mainly shado#modern shado is so agonizing grell's writing of her had its problems but hes the only person i trust with her#like the way she interacts w emi is sooo different from how she treated robert jr and there's no reason for to have changed so starkly#she would love emi more than anything and want her to be safe and happy and she CERTAINLY wouldn't want her to join the yakuza#she fought so hard to make sure robert jr wouldn't end up with them and now she tries to force emi to join???? bullshit#admittedly it's not the worst character assassination of all time she clearly cares abt emiko a great deal#but its so off and her & emi's dynamic could be so much better
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