#and to my high school physics teacher

[sweaterinsummer]

I feel as though the brilliance of academia is sometimes discounted a little too heavily, especially in the current part of the artistic world which I inhabit. I speak about physics and apply it to my technique or repertory, and thus I am accused of distilling or over-analysing my work. Is my personal practice and artistry not meant to be understandable, even by myself, even though it is my body, mind, and soul partaking in it most intimately? Well, that I do not understand. I use the vocabulary that I have, in the ever-limiting nature of language, and I am told that it is wrong. Please direct me to the correct terminology that makes you feel it how my words make me feel it. To me, universal gravitation is fucking wondrous. An object can be so large that simply existing near another object means that that other object will be pulled into it, orbit it, exist as close to it as it can without being crushed or burned or absorbed. Is that not beautiful? Is that not poetic? You take up so much space that I can't help but be drawn into you. Let me into your life. Help me understand you as closely as I can while still existing in my own miraculous right. The earth orbits the sun. Your warmth, everywhere it touches me, keeps the most microscopic parts of me alive, breathing, growing, changing. Stoichiometry is the balancing of chemical equations. A chemical compound reacts with oxygen and combusts into something different. Every time I inhale, I am irrevocably changed. It’s not always complete. It doesn’t have to be for it to still be incredibly effective. I am so full that my existence constantly alters the atmosphere for my entire life. Is that not incredible? Is the fact that my every heave of my chest changes the world too apathetic for you? Or is it again just the devastating flaw and failure of our inherently human nature to use language, irrationally uncountable expanding-and-deflating dialects of direct and indirect synonym and translation across oceans and generations and histories and lives? Is that why my ‘plus-equals-therefore’ can also mean ‘co-existence is the most incredible coincidence’ to me, but to you it can only mean that I am unreachable? Did I not just tell you that we are always reaching for each other?

[bellehaspurplehair]

I’ve been sat staring blankly at my physics homework for maybe twenty minutes now and I’m starting to think we have a real connection

[ducktollers]

had the insane realization while painting a tiny canvas that every single piece of physical art i make will outlive me if its not thrown out. like ik ill keep my childhood sketchbooks forever. so the shitty sparkledog i drew when i was 11 will outlive me

[1nv1s1bl3-r41ndr0p5]

these exams are killing me man and they haven't even started yet.

[kraro-school-life]

✦ 14. 5. 24 ✦ 📓 ✦ Tuesday ✦ Day 34/60 ✦

(longer (personal) diary post)

✓ school - math homework, philosophy homework, physics lab spreadsheet, physics 'homework' ✓ art - page in my sketchbook

🌱🌿🪴 - 2h 53min on Forest ♫₊˚.🎧 ▷▷ Męskie Granie 2023 (Album)

The physics homework in question was not really physics, we had to read/ listen to the "This is water" speech. And I find that to be very refreshing and it shows that the teacher actually cares about teaching us not only strictly physics. It was basically about main character syndrome. Idk I resonated with it. But I have been doing that (choosing what to think) since I was 10, so...

I legitimately have so much to do. I basically have no free time :/ And I can add an "in depth" geo presentation into my plan now. I will complain on here because it´s the only place I can do that.

But I somehow enjoy it. There is a positive aspect to it. I feel very, uhm, challenged? I rationally know that I will do great, so I enjoy the process? It`s like sisyphus, BUT I know the stone will stay on top at the end. Wait that just takes away the whole point of the myth. Anyway.

I feel so incredibly comfortable at school. It`s been a safe space lately. My friend group has changed a lot, but now I finally feel content. And the current workload is an additional way of escapism :) Facing my problems? Nah, let´s study :))

Now I really need to sleep, goodnight to everyone who decided to read me ranting on the internet!

Have a great day/night !! ~ ♦️

[acquiescest]

fucked up dreams 2 nights in a row ✌️

[britneyshakespeare]

if i were a british rockstar dude from the 1960s id be your favorite right

[justxaxstrayxkid]

Small and low quality Mizuchi ft smol baby Yato

It's been a while. I miss these posts :(

[warcrimesimulator]

migraines are such a new progression in the clusterfuck of health mysteries. I never experienced these until like 2 years ago? There's probably a joke i can make about the covid vaccine here.

I remember my russian professor would often cancel class because she got a migraine attack and i never really Understood. Its a headache. Wdym you are cancelling class, take an ibuprofen? Well, i understand now. These are really Hell.

[bunnihearted]

📓🖊️

[bitchthefuck1]

One of the weirdest things about finding out you're traumatized/mentally ill/neurodivergent as an adult is looking back at all the very obvious signs in your childhood and realizing none of the adults responsible for you were paying attention

[scribbling-dragon]

Juno, respectfully, what the fuck is up with your bio teacher

to be completely honest with you i don't actually know hdsjhjkd

sometimes he can almost pass as a relatively normal science teacher but then he just does SOMETHING that reminds you of why he's the little freak of the science department (affectionate)

i do love having him though hjdshjk he bought all of us hot chocolates from the upper school cafe for christmas. he also chats w one of the people in my class about the witcher. and puts minecraft music on to help us relax (he has a gamer chair. he showed us photos of it bc he was so happy when he got it)

[something-universe]

Saw King Gizzard and the Lizard Wizard live and the show was the coolest sexiest thing a group of random Australian dudes can do on a Wednesday afternoon. The Great Chain of Being is a delicious song and I’m obsessed.

[apricotstop]

found out I got a 95 on my linear algebra exam today, genuinely thought I was gonna get around a 70 and an 80 if I was lucky 🧍‍♂️ I fr BSed my way through the entire thing (started doing the notes for the entire unit the morning of the exam bc I’m insane and I want to see if my body can take it (Markiplier reference) anyway never doing that again 💀 (I in fact, probably will be doing that again))

[peapod20001]

is he AWARE that he scares people? if so, does it upset him?

Oh he is very awfully PAINFULLY aware that people are scared of him. He HATES it more than anything. Some people don’t even want to get to know him because of the creepy vibes he gives off, a “better safe than sorry” sort of thing. People tend to stare or watch him, and that really upsets him (being the center of negative attention freaks him out bad)

He WANTS to get along with people, he WANTS to have conversations, he WANTS to have relationships, but so many people won’t give him a chance

The worst part about is people are scared of something he can’t change! His body! He’s always gonna be an off putting looking fellow and it breaks his heart! He just wants more people to be OKAY with him!

[continuallycowardlycod]

Ars Paradoxica school au but it's a high school where all the kids are obsessed with the drama in the science and maths block.

I have a rough outline for the first two arcs of the plot but don't know where to go from there.

Mr Partridge is the head of Maths, Mr Barlowe also works there too and both their wives are quite involved with the school for various reasons ( I haven't decided whether I actually want them working there or not yet).

Dr Grissom showed up and got immediately promoted to head of science, the rumours as to how vary between her bribing the headteacher or being a time traveling scientist with knowledge far ahead of the current time. Or maybye she's just good at her job.

Mr Wyatt works there too along side Ms Roberts, who's happy to finally be able to teach instead of constantly being on supply duty.

The school ends up getting shut down when some government guy shows up and one of the Chemistry teachers commits arson.