#and to just see him deteriorate....
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"Why hasn't Silver woken up yet...?"
#twsts spoilers#hola traigo angst#it wasn't supposed to be like this you know?#he just wanted to retire early so that those close to him wouldnt see him deteriorate from a once powerful general into a magicless being#he didnt mean any of this to go how it happened#and now his selfish wish may result into never seeing that little boy he raised for all these years never wake up again? it just isnt fair#ANYWAYS HI HELLO :D#spoilers#twst theory#twisted wonderland#lillia vanrouge#twst silver#mari draws stuff#artists on tumblr
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rewatched madoka magica again today bc i fucking hate myself and to absolutely no one’s surprise i went through all five stages of grief in a single evening
#let’s talk about sayaka miki for a second#genuinely the fact that her whole character is centered around tragedy almost to a shakespearean extent#she’s selfless and brave and values her justice and righteousness above all. calls herself an ally of justice#in fact i think it’s rather intriguing how her whole character is centered around “justice”#her story being a more twisted retelling of the original little mermaid#how she is initially portrayed as a very heroic and confident character even before becoming a magical girl. always shielding madoka#selling her soul to heal the boy she loved out of a selfless desire to see him well again#her being absolutely distraught abt being robbed of her humanity and betrayed by kyubey#she combats this harrowing realization by immersing herself in her duties not caring that she is slowly deteriorating in the process#becoming numb with pain and fighting recklessly and psychotically trying to drown out the pain#finally coming to the sickening conclusion that humanity doesn’t deserve her saving and she succumbs to a fate of her making#last words being “i was so stupid” which trumps her previous statement of “there’s no way i’d regret this”#ALSO? the fact that her costume and weapon are symbolic of a knight. she rly portrays this hero of justice who will protect and defend ☹️#i think abt the fact that homura said that sayaka’s wish was so selfless it was only a matter of time before she died#sayaka being the example of what happens to magical girls who go through the entire cycle and eventually become witches is so sad to me#genuinely just like. sick and twisted#very very fucked up.#characters who have their own misconstrued interpretation of “justice” or who are centered around justice in general.#you will always be dear to me.#sayaka reminds me a lot of akechi in some ways ngl#harboring an almost idealized vision of justice but it slowly rots and festers and corrupts their hearts the more immersed w it they become#actually losing their sanity when they fight bc of how much pain they’re in but refuse to acknowledge it until they break#refusing any help and wallowing in misery despite having ppl who love them and want to save them#last words are those expressing regret for being such a fool. for being ignoring#being used by yhe main villain as a stepping stone towards their true goal. they were merely a pawn#also doomed in every version of their reality. always doomed by the narrative no matter what choices they make#i have a type i fear#HAHAHAH ALSO the fact that they’re both dressed so regally compared to everyone else in their respective series#meant to portray them in a virtuous and princely light. only made more apparent by the sword being their weapon of choice#i’m gonna shut up now but they’re soo eerily similar its unnerving tbh 💀
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I know the decision to have Julian's parents have him augmented was made on the fly but imo its pretty obvious from early on that Julian has Family Issues because he avoids talking about his family like the plague and I think they should've incorporated this into the Julian and Sisko dynamic right from early on because I think it would've made for some really compelling stories and moments and could've set up a REALLY interesting Julian and Jake dynamic which they kinda started to do but never fully went for
#star trek: ds9#julian bashir#benjamin sisko#jake sisko#s1 Julian being so young and eager to prove himself and latching onto Sisko as this mentor figure to look up to#seeing Sisko with Jake and low-key seeking that fatherly figure connection which he won't even let himself think about#Sisko seeing this young brilliant doctor who's got all the makings to be something great and he's just GOTTA help him along#I think he would also catch on pretty quick that Julian's got Parental Issues#he tries to ask one day all casual like 'tell me about yourself :)' and Julian talks about nothing but Starfleet and med school#any attempts to ask about his family are met with awkward brief answers and redirections#and then theres the way Julian's eyes light up the first time Sisko invites him to watch a baseball game#like he Knows. he's a dad he Knows somethings up#but he doesnt pry#I also think it makes their dynamic more tragic towards the end of the series#where we have Sisko asking Julian to compromise his morals again and again#Julian's trust and respect for him gradually deteriorating#and then at the end of course Sisko is gone and they have no idea when he'll be back#which I think Julian would have a lot of complicated feelings about#but of course theres also Jake#I imagine they'd get closer#very brotherly dynamic#you know that scene in TNG where Wesley goes to Riker for girl advice and Riker and Guinan start flirting?#absolutely happens but with Jake asking Julian for girl advice and Julian wooing a girl at Quark's and Jake absolutely loses the plot#makes the events of ...Nor the Battle to the Strong more intense as well I think#also I like to think there'd be an episode where the B plot is Jake gets mad at Sisko and impulsively decides to move out#ends up at Julian's because he did not think this through#Julian is now very much caught in the middle of this family drama and he Fucking Hates It#also him and Jake are NOT compatible roommates but he's trying so so hard to be nice#eventually they have a talk and Julian cryptically hints at his own home life and tells Jake he's lucky he has a dad who cares so much#them being closer would work into what Alone Together sets up for them
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"Where was cocky and arrogant Haymitch!!"
No really. Where was he. In the original trilogy too. Where was he.
To me, the Haymitch we see in the trilogy never read as cocky and arrogant. He just sounded like he hated himself and was taking it out on other people. AKA entirely consistent with the guy we see in SOTR, who makes comments about Maysilee and Wyatt when he's nervous, and blames everything on himself in the end.
#sotr spoilers#i just think that#people had an image of him in their minds#yes based on the trilogy#but there are other things that base could have meant#in fact i think having him act slightly different is interesting#it would have been boring if he was the same as we see in the trilogy#thats growth#or rather#deterioration#and seriously what personal at 40 would say they havent changed at all since they were 16#get real peeps
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nothing more devastating than coming back to the tag of your fav and seeing the most recent post is still your own
#obey me#obey me shall we date#swd obey me#my art#obey me mephistopheles#obey me mephisto#this is as far as i’m taking this little doodle :3 so cutttessss#i want him carnally. biblically. romantically. in every way possible and especially the worst oens#ones*…. it’s so embarrassing making typos in the tags when ur too lazy to go back and retype it#fully aware it’s missing some details i just wanted this OUUUTTT because my adhd was starting to make me deteriorate and .#well let’s just say that if that happened this version would never see the light of day
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fsa is placed at the end of the four swords subseries timeline and as such ganon canonically never breaks out of the seal of the four sword despite him being able to break out of seals in multiple other games. i like to think that the reason for this is because the four sword just straight up ate him over a long period of time. like from inside the seal
#i have a very theoretical spiel i could spin about WHY i think this. but to tl;dr it: we all know of vaati's mental deterioration#as the fs timeline went on. i like to think that that deterioration was caused by the four sword itself#and if he hadn't been killed at the end of fsa it would have continued to gnaw away at him until there was nothing left#a.k.a. what it would also do to ganon seeing as he never manages to break out of the seal#the reasoning for this has to do with the sheer power of the elemental magic infused within the four sword#and how it's a whole different beast from the light magic infused within the master sword#but again. tl;dr-ing it.#also it's just very funny to me to imagine a sword 'eating' someone alive. like yes girl slay maim kill etc. <3#fsa#txt
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Bad
#you can literally see him identifying himself in the video in this article#things are really just going to deteriorate until they get to a point I honestly don't even want to contemplate#I hate it here man!!
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did you hear? our high priest is slowly disassembling into a mass of serpents
#my art#my ocs#godhole#sorry merylaj is an old ass man under there. due to my preferences#merylaj was the high priest of the surface kingdom (the kingdom on the surface. as opposed to the ones underground)#through nepotism only btw. he is a deeply unpleasant person. selfish. mean. inferiority complex. also just bad at his job#but that runs out bc he pisses off a family member with very deteriorating mental stability who already didnt like him#so he flees execution and holes up in an abandoned stronghold within the Hole#holding otylia and her fellow nuns hostage was not at all intentional but choosing to kill and eat most of them kinda definitely was#so. cursed with snakes. not really a curse and more of just an effect of being within the Hole and starting shit in the Hole#but he definitely sees it as a curse. doesnt think he deserves it really tho#but yeah hes like. the first main antagonist in the narrative i guess? he does not survive#i like him very much#sorry i havent been up for anything more than grayscale sketches lately#merylaj
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Thoughts on butchlander… toxic yaoi… ryan’s two freakass dads
It doesn't interest me.
#his scenes with Stillwell gave me tunnel vision. I want(ed) to see him wrapped around a self serving woman's finger.#not a fella who canonically reeks and can't do a cockney accent to save his life. But that's just the opinion of one little bear ~#trashtalk#anonymous#Homelander x gradual mental deterioration was my endgame but alas. the writers decided to make him a Trump recolor and call it a day.#can't have mental deterioration without a brain ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Thinking about Marcia and Trip who both long for the simplicity and pure love and understanding that Bev and Brill have, but neither of them know how to get it so they’re forced to watch their relationship slowly fall apart
#I imagine it like this#it’s like you’ve been transported into a plane cockpit and you’re watching the plane go down in slow motion#you can reach out and try to steer it back up#but you don’t know how to#so you’re forced to helplessly watch the plane slowly head towards the ground#that’s what their relationship was like#like trip wanted so desperately to be able to love Marcia with that same carefree and easy nature that Brill loved Bev#he just couldn’t and he didn’t know why#maybe it was his childhood? maybe it was his own fucked up head? maybe it was something else entirely#and Marcia wanted so desperately to be seen as a safe place for Trip#she wanted to be his rock the way Bev was Brill’s#but he wouldn’t let her in enough to let that happen#and Marcia wouldn’t really let him in too far either because she’s terrified of being truly seen and left because he doesn’t like the person#she really is#and it kills both of them slowly#to see what they want and what they could be#but have it be just out of their reach#so they watch their relationship deteriorate and eventually die altogether#:)#martrip#marcia the outsiders#trip the outsiders#terrence dipp#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway
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Odysseus is a woodcarver. He made his marriage bed himself. I love the thought of him constantly working on projects and just walking in the woods seeing a couple logs and thinking "I can make something with this." Gifts for his beloved wife. Gifts for his loving mom and dad. And eventually gifts for his baby.
A rattle at first, but he'd probably get excited and already start making toys for him to play with when Tele gets older. Little animal figurines, tops, a swing, yo-yos, and more. (Yo-yos are from Greece! Or at least the first depictions are from there. I think it'd be funny if Odysseus was one to have a yo-yo often as this man always needs to be doing something. He's that guy that is always doing tricks.)
I really love the thought of him leaving toys behind for his little boy, and Telemachus keeps them because they were made for him by his DAD. It reminds him that he had one at some point. (There are the coming-of-age ceremonies, but there are probably things he could've kept.)

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10 years later, Odysseus remembers the little wooden rattle of a dog he made for his son. Where one could easily seal the seeds inside yet open them when needed from the stomach and...Huh, that's an idea.
And thus the Trojan Horse was born.
His "Greatest Achievement" came from thoughts of his son.
#Seeing Wolfy's cute new keychain where the lil soldiers are “rattling” around in the horse gave me this idea.#It's so cute and I need it on my book bag.#This isn't supposed to be the rattle Odysseus could've made. he's fictional and this one is of terracotta but wood deteriorates.#if you can't tell I don't know shit about woodworking :)#Please note this is a headcanon! I just find it really sweet that when Ody comes home and Telemachus' asks about the Trojan Horse Ody tells#him where that idea came from. Tele needs to know that he was always his dad's greatest achievement!#odyssey#epic the musical#telemachus#mythology#the iliad#iliad#greek mythology#the odyssey#tagamemnon#odysseus#trojan horse#Mad rambles
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// I know I have to update Merc and Cillian's bios before I even think of re-adding Nick and bringing Will on, but damn the former pair are like 12+ year old muses with a lot of back story. Also, I used Cillian's family for a dnd campaign that has been running for 5 years and spans 200+ years in-game lmao
I think that if anyone wanted to know about the Noble House of Artaith, I'd have to make a multi-chapter document, or a PowerPoint presentation, for y'all to understand why Cillian makes the decision to end his immortal life and abdicate his power. Don't get me wrong, I want to yap about this so bad, but the lore is so vast.
#;; “i'm killing time and it's dying hard.” ━━━★ ooc#// I just want to yap so much about Cillian because his lore is the most extensive and rich.#// essentially he inherits a high title and rank plagued by the result of 200+ years of historical/political intrigue#// most of his direct family has fucked off or died or hates him and he's got to figure out keeping his House and name from deteriorating#// he's actually got a lot of responsibility in the Fae realm so when you see him in the human world he's either on his version of a weeken#// or taking a fucking sabatical because he's got almost no one on his side other than a handful of loyal servants and like 2 friends lmao#;; character study#about cillian#// I just think he's neat
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I agree with you about Capcom bringing Nash back for SF6! I even made a post in my Threads account about him if Bison comes back, then there is a chance he might return! Please Capcom! Bring my boy back in the series! You been neglecting him for far too long!
I could go on about how I think they could bring Nash back in SF6 for AGES. The sheer fact that F.A.N.G. lived and is in SF6 (Fang Fei/Foo, A.K.I.'s master) makes me think that Nash probably survived his bout with Bison in some degree and could come back but there's so many ways they can go about it they could make it really insane if they wanted to.
They could have the Secret Society/Illuminati revive him again to use as an agent to gain ground against Shadaloo and potentially leverage Gill/the Society into higher threat standing (villain).
They could tie Darkstalkers semi-into Street Fighter and say that the Nash we would see is him after escaping the Makai and give him some more wacky magic-like powers (and give Darkstalkers fans like myself some more crumbs to survive on for a while lol).
They could lean into the Nash/Shadow setup from Marvel vs. Capcom and say that Shadaloo had/has him and the Nash we get to see is totally brainwashed into servitude by Bison or has escaped his brainwashing but like Cammy has no memories of his past. Or hell, just bring 'Shadow' back and it's just Nash but under a different name with different goals in mind!
But those are just my ideas after all.
Capcom needs to give us Nash STAT. I need to see my boy again!
(Also as an aside I love your art <3 )
#I'd love to know more about your ideas on how Nash could return ladydbzelle btw! <3#the disappointment speaks#not me going off on a tangent about ideas for how capcom can put nash in a game lol.#give! me! more! of! my! boy!#we cannot just have nash appear in like 2 canonical stories (sfa3's ending for him being non canon) and in both he fucking dies like come o#like bosht is dead in canon we see him die and he dead fr after the explosion because he's crispy#its heavily implied that akuma finally killed gen in sf5 too but its not explicitly stated its very clear he should be dead#nash? there was a big energy explosion and his dog tags he wasnt wearing fell to the ground#we see no corpse... unless we include 'living' nash as a corpse haha lol undead guy joke#so by technicality and the fact that nash said his body was deteriorating which I think is kind of strange given bison can revive with ease#like bison's revivals are stunted by his psycho power if I recall correctly. nash has the opposite of that in sf5#if anything by that logic nash should be immortal but instead he's dying rapidly? seems odd#my thought from other game logic is nash is either not nash but rather some 'Eleven' type entity disguised as nash and has no idea#or like a poorly made clone using old dna from nash's body that was deteriorating rapidly due to that fact.#or maybe it was nash but he didn't die completely in the explosion of energy but rather was severely injured and on death's door again#either way our boy aint dead until capcom shows me his corpse#also I want to see how guile would react to see his dead buddy again after he dies for the second time. lets make it a third. come on.#it could be so funny capcom you have no idea.#I went off in the tags lmao I should stop yakking and get to doing other things lmao#I may just be caught up on F.A.N.G. somehow surviving getting his ass beat TWICE in quick succession and falling AND the collapse of Shadal
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Really long day
#spent about five hours just driving around#i like helping my grandparents I just wish they didn't live so far away#my grandpa seems more frail and weak every time I see him#i had a bad feeling after today#just like - a sense that this seemingly mundane day#could be one of the last times I have a semi-lucid conversation with him#at the rate he's deteriorating I just don't feel like he has much time#idk#he's at home and comfortable at least
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I heard that Edward IV and Elizabeth Widvile were known to be very beautiful. Were there any reports on their appearance at the time?
anon 😂
But yes, contemporaries and post contemporaries in the 16th century were pretty much unanimous in praising their appearance. I'll list some of the ones I could find:
Elizabeth:
"The most beautiful woman in England" - Jean de Waurin
"Her very great beauty" - Jean de Waurin
"Her beauty of person and charm of manner" - Dominic Mancini
"None of such constant womanhood, wisdom and beauty" - Hearne's Fragment; its author was one of Edward IV's servants
"A daughter of prodigious beauty' - 1469 Continuator of Monstrelet's Chronicle
"Both faire, of a good favor, moderate of stature, well made and very wise" - Thomas More
Edward IV:
"The beauty of your personage it hath pleased Almighty God to send you" - James Strangways, Speaker of the Commons in Parliament
"The king is a handsome upstanding man" - Gabriel Tretzel, travels of Leo of Rozmital
"A handsome prince and had style" - Oliver De La Marche
"In the flower of his age, tall of stature, elegant of person" - Croyland Chronicle
"One of the handsomest knights of his kingdom" - 1469 Continuator of Monstrelet's Chronicle
"A handsome and worthy prince" - Pietro Alipranto
"...Tall and strapping as the king" - John Paston, Paston Letters
"He was young and more handsome than any man then alive" - Philippe de Commynes
"A man so vigorous and handsome that he might have been made for the pleasures of the flesh" - Philippe de Commynes
"The handsomest prince my eyes ever beheld" and "I don't remember ever having seen a man more handsome than he was" - Philippe de Commynes
"A very handsome prince" - Louis XI, from the Memoirs of Commynes
"He being a person of most elegant appearance, and remarkable beyond all others for the attractions of his person" - the Croyland Chronicle, referencing Edward a few months before he died
"He seized any opportunity that the occasion offered of revealing his fine stature more protractedly and more evidently to onlookers" - Dominic Mancini, writing shortly after his death
"He was a goodly personage and very princely to behold...of visage lovely, of body mighty, strong and cleanly made; howbeit in his latter days, with an over liberal diet, somewhat corpulent, but nevertheless noy uncomely" - Thomas More
Etc.
I'm tagging @edwardslovelyelizabeth because I think you got a similar ask?
I hope this answers your question, anon! I don't generally pay a lot of attention to the physical appearance of historical figures (I find it pretty irrelevant), but in this case, it ultimately does play a role in both Edward IV and Elizabeth's historiographies for better and for worse, and seems to have actually been a personal prop of Edward's kingship, so I don't mind discussing it :)
#either anon is making rounds or someone else saw the ask and asked me something similar 🤷🏻♀️#edward iv#elizabeth woodville#ask#also (I wanted to make a separate post about this but fuck it I'll just rant in the tags):#Something I find very interesting (read: fucked-up) is how we have multiple independent accounts praising Edward IV as extremely#attractive at the end of his life#Yet for some reason (aka fatphobia) most historians simply assume that he lost his looks over the years because he put on weight#even though his actual contemporaries (sans Commynes who in any case didn't even see him after 1475) certainly didn't seem to think so#as we can see: Croyland Mancini and More all noted the fact that he had put on weight AND emphasized his attractiveness#because the two are not mutually exclusive in the slightest and assuming that they are is not only incorrect it's also deeply problematic#it's similar to how so many historians assume his health was failing towards the end of his life when we KNOW - we are literally TOLD -#that his illness was both unexpected and baffling to contemporaries#(there is a contemporary reference to his supposedly deteriorating health but as Horrox says this is actually an editorial interpolation)#and the thing that's *always* referenced almost synonymously with this alleged non-existent ill-health is his weight#and the thing is - even if both of these were true they still ultimately wouldn't (and SHOULDN'T) matter. But we KNOW they weren't#and so it's incredibly indicative that historians and general histories STILL automatically assume them - and this assumption#is almost always on conjecture with his weight. (I don't think I've framed this coherently but oh well)#I'm still not over Katherine Lewis's deranged and frankly extremely ignorant epilogue in 'Kingship and Masculinity'#she literally framed her entire perspective on him around his weight with some really ridiculous (read: fatphobic) speculations/assumptions#she's even worse than Thomas Penn who is also revolting (and AJ Pollard isn't much better)#though of course they're not the only ones - almost every historian and general history does this
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Shamal/Cecil is like a magnifying glass. Cecil can hold one up to Shamal all he wants, can observe him and see all the parts of himself that Shamal tries to hide but the thing is that's a two way street. As much as Cecil is observing and unraveling Shamal, Shamal is doing the same. Because the eye of the observer is also magnified in a magnifying glass. That's a two way street. But Cecil doesn't realize that until Shamal is calling him out of stuff just as Cecil will do with him.
#khr oc#shamal/cecil#khr oc cecil#khr shamal#katekyo hitman reborn oc#katekyo hitman reborn#i've been thinking about the symbolism of the magnifying glass for three days now#the detective themeing haunts Cecil even in his main ship#but look it fits them so well#because cecil doesn’t think that he can be observed back#and of course shamal is observing him#they live in the same house#yes they were roommates#but also Cecil os someone Shamal doesn’t want to see deteriorate#and Shamal is someone that Cecil wants to unravel and see as he is without his walls#in short they both psychoanalyze each other a lot#and i think this is what makes the slow burn so much fun#because they're getting to know each other so deeply and breaking down so many walls#cecil especially#he's also more aggressive than i realized because he'll wrestle Shamal to the ground and sit on him until he relents with answers#cecil just wants answers#and shamal is sadly falling for Reborn's weirdo brother/lh/j/pos#faeish ramblings#faeish ocs
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