#and tired Tony and GOSH that one moment with Steve freaking out over Tony sleeping in his armor)

[sol-dial]

Hehe I love watching AA and just showing my favorite screenshots buuut might not be in order because DAMN the last few episodes had good animation especially with Tony in his armor buuut anyways

Season 3, episode 10: The Inhuman Condition

I love specifically this screenshot from the beginning of the episode. Black Widow is being amazing and training with ballroom music and being majestic (as always <3). Hulk is there and tells her that Tony called everyone for a meeting.

When they enter the room, we see Tony just serving??!!

It’s hilarious since everyone is just standing (well besides Clint he’s sitting) and Tony is just slouching ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ

Also another favorite screenshot just because

I know it’s a meeting and serious things but I love Steve with his arms crossed, Clint sitting and his hands, and an even more close up of Tony serving (also him and Steve sharing a look?? 👀). Tony with a hand on his hip will always be my favorite thing ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

[angelkurenai]

Imagine having a live on facebook while in bed and your secret and very naked boyfriend who is sleeping next to you, Jensen, crashing it by revealing your relationship by accident.

A smile slowly tugged at the corners of your lips when you felt the small and light but certainly significant dip on your bed. You were sure it wasn't your fiance because he was certainly a lot heavier and was already softly snoring beside you. You turned without opening your eyes to the side you felt it, your brows furrowing when the light from the curtains shone right over your eyes. How the man next to you could keep sleeping even with the sun shining over his face you had no idea but you guessed he was too exhausted from work as it was, so it only made you glad he could this much-needed peace and relaxation in your home.

Feeling the softness over your face, caressing your cheek, the smile on your lips became even bigger and rubbing your eyes you decided to open them to be greeted by one of the cutest sights you could see.

“Well good morning to you.” you said in a baby voice, and you were greeted with a beautiful meow from your cat. The second he noticed you were awake, he approached you even more. You brought a hand up – thankful that your fiancedidn't have a grip on you as per usual – and gave him a couple small kisses and in return not only he nuzzled his face against yours but also gave you a small lick on the cheek which made you giggle.

“Oh alright, I see.” you petted his head, moving to his back to give it a rub “We've been spending too much time with Steve and think you're a golden retriever yourself huh?” you asked in almost a whisper, not wanting to wake up the sleeping man. Your cat however gave you no reaction other than plopping next to you and enjoying the attention and petting from your part.

“What time is it though?” you asked mostly yourself, reaching out for your phone on the nightstand. But the second you took hold of it and checked on the time and notification you had set for the live on facebook which you had promised to your fans, your eyes went wide in horror. You were far too late for that, and maybe you knew who you were going to blame for that when he woke up because tired or not he had managed to keep you up for most part of the night.

“Crap” you muttered before letting out a heavy sigh. You could still do it, sure, and it wouldn't be the first time you had a live only a couple minutes after waking up but this time, unlike the previous one, there was a man sleeping next to you. And the relationship you had with him had been a well-kept secret for a long time that you didn't want out just yet.

Contemplating the choice for a couple more seconds, you glanced at the man next to you and saw that he was still peacefully sleeping. With a final sigh and making up your mind, you brought your phone up and opened the app for the live. Making sure you and your cat were the only ones in the frame and that there would be anything that would hint the other side of your bed was occupied, you finally started.

You paused for a second “Is this thing working?” you narrowed your eyes “I sure hope it is.” a small laugh escaped your lips “My gosh, sometimes I'm worse than Jensen. And the funny thing is I tease him about it!

“Alright, alright we're good.” you shifted to get a bit more comfortable “Well, good morning you guys... I guess if anyone is around at this time?” you squinted at your phone to see the comments and reactions rolling in or more like coming in inwaves “Oh wow ok, plenty of people around I see. You all have been waiting for me?”

You took a look at the comments and other than the usual 'I love you's and 'Good morning's there were several that said they did. “Sorry I had to keep yall waiting but if it wasn't for this one here, I wouldn't even be awake at this point. I feel so exhausted these days but you guys are gonna love it, I promise.” you winked at the camera.

You paused for a second, rubbing softly your cat's back as he purred, reading the comments “Can't give away much at the moment, no, sorry.” another small pause “Oh yeah, he always does it.” you grinned, glancing down at your cat who more than enjoyed the attention “But it's not because he misses me, no. The only thing this one misses is food and attention. He's an attention whore, aren't you Tony?” you asked him, giving him a few more kisses on the head as he closed his eyes and relaxed more “You little bitch only come here when you want food or love but when I want it what do you do hm? Ignore me.”

“He lives up to the reputation of the name.” you smiled, looking back at the camera “And now I'm gonna be waiting for RDJ's comment to be like 'Excuse me? Little bitch? Queen bitch, please!' you said with a giggle, feeling the bed shift next to you and instantly stopping yourself.

“Alright, alright-” you cleared your throat, making sure to lower your voice “I'm gonna have to be a bit quiet today though because I'm not alone in here. So I hope you'll excuse my sort of whispering.” you stopped for a second, taking a look at the comments or at least sections of them as they changed so fast. Your eyebrows raised and your eyes nearly widened when you realized your slip up.

“Oh wow you guys.” you breathed out a laugh that sounded so effortless, easy and genuine but on the inside you were dying “I'm sorry to ruin it to you but I'm talking about one man, and one man only.” you switched the camera so that it was showing your dog laying on his bed on the corner of his room where it was his favorite spot, before you switched it back to yours “Stevie boy loves his sleep, sometimes he makes me think he's a cat himself.” you were so glad you were an actress and your voice came out so confident otherwise it would have been so easy for everyone to tell what you meant.

“I mean-” you tried to seem as you possibly could “I have to look into this. But truth is he never has caused any trouble in here, not unlike this guy right here.” you looked down at your cat who at that specific time decided to look up at you and give you an adorable meow.

“Oh what? What little one? You understood that didn't ya?” you asked with a growing smile and heard another meow “Of course you did. Of course you did. Of course-” you stopped yourself when you realized you were talking to him as if you were talking to a baby and then proceeded to laugh softly with yourself “I've turned into a mama without knowing it hmm. And I love it. Because you're the smartest baby ever.” you gave a small kiss, which was in return followed by a small lick from him.

“I swear you guys, I can hardly look away from him to read your comments. This live is gonna be all about me smothering Tony with love. And it's gonna be one of the best lives for sure!” you whispered with a small giggle, before laying fully on your back – certainly keeping the sleeping man in your bed out of the frame – and Tony curled on top of you, still enjoying the attention “I love you.” you said in a baby voice “I love you.” he just looked at you and you giggled.

“Yes, I love you.” you got a bit more serious, voice slowly turning into a softer whisper “I love you. I lo-”

But the next time the four-lettered word didn't get to leave your lips. Not when you felt an arm around your waist and a strong and loving hold on it but above all, his body moving so that he was nearly laying half on top of you, head on your shoulder and even more very much into frame. Your eyes went impossibly wide and the air got stuck in your lungs.

“Well, sweet g'morning to you too, sweetheart.” his voice was deep and very much husky, the natural gruff that laced it made your heart leap to your throat but you didn't have the mind for that at the moment, no.

“Oh my gosh. No, nope. No-” you tried to cover the camera, do something to end even the live if you could but at that moment you couldn't even find the button and he made sure you were an absolute tangled mess so you really couldn't. And when he kissed your cheek you thought you lost it, but apparently you didn't know what was coming next.

“Are you hot too? I feel a bit hot, I felt a bit hot all night. I just wanna...” he made a cute noise as he pushed down some of the blankets you had on maybe a bit too roughly because he was ready to reveal a lot more than he'd want the public to see. A small squeak left your lips but you managed to hold at least one of them in place to make sure he was covered – you had made the smart choice of wearing his shirt at some point when you went for a glass of water and didn't take it off.

“Jens” you warned softly, your voice barely above a whisper as your eyes still remained wide as they could ever be.

“I mean-” he huffed a bit and you would have found that insanely adorable too any other morning, with his beautifully pouty lips and closed eyes and messy hair, which you had definitely caused just the previous night, being a total cuddle monster with you, except this one “'M not wearing anything anyway. Must be all these blankets you put on.”

“Jens, please.” it almost came out in a small whine because truth was you were slowly dying on the inside. But he had apparently just gotten started because the worse had yet to come.

“Hmm” he licked his lips, a grin – and oh you knew very well that kind of grin – slowly spreading on his lips “Now, why do those sounds and words sound familiar?” and he had to put on the flirty and sexy voice for you, of course. And he couldn't even open his eyes to look at the freaking phone for one second.

“No, Jensen please. I- I mean- don't.” you closed your eyes, praying this was a dream you'd soon wake up from “I mean, stop.”

“Now that is something I really haven't heard before.” he said with a small chuckle and boy was he about to make it worse “Especially last night.”

“Oh my gosh Jens, no!” you covered your face with one hand. The frame didn't show the entire scene anymore but it showed at least a good half of it to capture your reactions.

“Jensen, please please, that's enough. If you could just-”

“Are those the first moments of the married life? Jared said somethin' about it and we might be a couple months away from that but I mean being engaged is-” he started talking again, and hell for a sleepy man and not a morning person he talked a lot. Much to your dismay.

“Jensen!” you nearly screamed this time “Oh my gosh, will you please just shut up for a minute and open your freakineyes here!”

“Oh wow ok, what's gotten into you all of a-” but he also stopped when he turned to look at the camera. Hoping that he'd finally get it and at least help you a bit undo this mess or get over the embarrassment, because you knew there was no taking back anything of what had just been said and done.

Jensen frowned, squinting a bit at the camera, one eyes sill half closed because he was a bit sleepy before he turned to look at you “Are you recording or something?” and then that smirk grew on his lips, the one that said he really had something dirty in his mind “Are we... experimenting here or- Wait, is this like a new kin-”

“Oh my gosh Jensen!” this time you couldn't help the yelling, already feeling like your face was on fire didn't help in calming you down.

“Whoa easy, what's up with you?”

“Dude!” you looked at him in disbelief “It's a live!”

“Alive?” he asked and you actually laughed because of how stupidly embarrassing this was turning out to be.

“A live! A live on facebook!” you tried to explain “I was playing and cuddling with Tony and having the live I promised the fans before you- you well, you were you.”

“Huh?” his smile fell, he raised an eyebrow and looked back at the phone examining the screen more carefully and blinking sometimes before turning to look at you all serious and maybe a little hurt “So you mean... those 'I love you's weren't for me?”

That was it. That was his only question. That was all he really had to say about it. While you only could stare at him at a loss for words for a couple seconds. Only when you saw that adorable boyish grin form on his lips, one started to appear on yours and soon before you knew it you were laughing. Jensen fell back on your side, his face buried in the crook of your neck where he kissed softly. His deep chuckle made his chest rumble softly which as a result made your body relax. There was nothing you loved more than his laughter.

It took you a couple seconds to recover from your feat of laughter, the phone had nearly fallen off your hand, but when you calmed down you brought it slightly higher to look back at the screen “The I love yous weren't for me.” you giggled as he chuckled “Can you believe it? That's all he had to say!” you wiped out a stray tear that came from all the laughing “After everything, that's all he had to say. Jensen Ackles ladies and gentlemen!”

“I mean come on!” he gave you an insanely adorable smile “Do you think I could take back any of the things I said or something? No, so what's the point?”

“My gosh, you're enjoying this aren't you?” you narrowed your eyes at him as he chuckled “He's so enjoying this!” you looked back at the camera “Alright you want love, Ackles, here. Look at all the hearts you've got... from the fans that you didn't manage to kill with what you just did, that is.”

All he did was snicker “Well, what can I say honey? Cat's out now!”

.

..

…

“And he means it. Literally!” you switched the camera for a couple second to show your cat exiting the room through the slightly opened door.

“Tony's like 'Nope, I'm done with your shit!'” Jensen said with a chuckle and you giggled.

“Well, when his papa is being such an idiot only a couple minutes after waking up, he realizes it's going to be a long day!”

He snickered a bit more “Right, that's probably why.”

“Wait, what? What's that even supposed to-” but you stopped yourself when it dawned on you “Jensen Ross Ackles, you were awake all this time, weren't you?”

“And yep, that's my que to get out too!”

“Oh my Gosh Jensen!” you gasped “Get your ass back here before I show the entire world just how it was underneath all these blankets all this time!”

[itsjustashipperlife]

ENDGAME THOUGHTS

So here it is. The longest post I’ll ever write, so bear with me. (I’m not kidding, this is HUGE).

I watched Endgame at 7 pm yesterday… Came back home at 11. And I posted that I would try to sleep and make this post today. You know how many hours I slept? Four. And I finally fell asleep at 3.30 am.

I will try to say all my thoughts on this post, so if I miss something, I’m sorry. (Note: although I like more characters, the IronFam, pepperony, irondad… Will be the main concerns here, so anti Tonys, get the fuck out)

SPOILERS AHEAD

I will try to say things that I liked first, then the ones that I didn’t like, and then we’ll get to the OG6 ends, okay? Okay.

THINGS I LIKED:

The whole movie has that atmosphere that this was it. The Endgame. And it really makes you anxious for the characters. 

Clint’s first scene with his family is heartbreaking

Tony being so soft (a dad) with Nebula was fucking everything

Although it was expected,  Carol rescuing Tony and Nebula was great. (I guess it’s because the message for Pepper was received… because then why was she waiting there?)

Tony saying “I lost the kid” killed me, and then he finally calms down when Pepper hugs him

Tony’s kiss on Pepper’s cheek

Tony cutting out Steve’s bullshit had me going “Yeah, honey! That’s it”

Seriously, he looks (and feels) like shit. And he gets the strength to get up, rip off his IV, and call him out before his body can’t stand anymore

What’s left of the team trying to fix it all, going to Thanos without second thoughts and killing him once and for all (okay, maybe not “forever”, but you know… Thor finally went for the head)

That “5 years later” gasp, seeing how the world is “moving on” after the decimation

Everyone’s fucking done, and tired, and hopeless (e.g. Nat, Steve, Rocket and Nebula, Rhodey, Clint…)

Nat’s break down, trying to stay positive about Clint, and about everything (also, Rhodey helping her, looking for Clint… Because in this blog, we love and respect Colonel James ‘Rhodey’ Rhodes)

Scott getting back from the quantum realm after (for him) 5 hours, to finally reunite with his now grown up daughter

Tony “moving on” (kinda). He has the life he said he wanted since AoU, with Pepper as his wife and his daughter, and living on a beautiful farm, away from everyone

Tony being the BEST DAD the MCU will ever see (no hate on Clint or Scott tho, it’s just my opinion). He loves her so much, and she loves her daddy too (3000 <3) and he’s just the stay at home dad, trophy husband I’ve always wanted to see

Morgan with the Rescue helmet

Tony kissing it

He carrying her inside to have dinner

The team getting to his house for help, cause he’s the only one that can do it

That shot of Tony pouring drinks for everyone in which we see his wedding band (because, of course, and like RDJ, Tony is that kind of man)

He being selfish about trying what Scott said. He has every right to be. Although Peter’s not there, he has Morgan. And he wants to be there for her. He’s allowing himself to be selfish for the first time in 15 years (being 2023 in the MCU right now… I think… technically…)

But… he’s Tony Stark. The selfless man the world will ever know. He can fix it, and he will

Nat, Scott and Steve talking with Bruce… or Hulk… or Proffesor Hulk (let’s call him Bruce)

Tony being domestic: doing the dishes, tucking his daughter in, the “I love you 3000″, and him being so cute with Morgan like… “whoa, honey, that’s a lot… that’s more than ‘tons’"

Him resolving the problems of the “time-travels” in a couple of hours… I stan one man… Also, Morgan seeing her daddy work and getting ice-cream before going to sleep. Again, the best dad

Once again, Tony being domestic talking with Pep (aka his wife, aka the love of his life, aka the mother of his daughter, aka his goddess, boss and queen), asking her what should he do, and Pepper, like always, being his voice of reason

Scott and Bruce trying to work with the quantum realm 

Tony driving to the compound like the badass he is (also, while being a badass, still being a dad and putting toys and a teddy bear out the way of Cap’s shield)

Bruce and Rocket looking for Thor, the appereance of Valkyrie, Korg and Miek, and Thor playing Fortnite. (I found all of Thor’s scenes very funny, but at the same time I didn’t feel like it was okay to laugh about it. He’s clearly depressed during the whole film, and every character-like every person- deal with depression and ways to cope in different ways… so I don’t think that laughing at Fat Thor was nearly okay)

Clint being a badass

His scene with Nat, holding hands

Rhodey with the best fucking idea of the movie (go back in time to baby Thanos, and… you know the rest). Again, I love this man

Bruce freaking out about it. And explaining the way the MOVIE works

Clint being succesful on the first try

The WHOLE scenes of the “domestic” team, getting up ideas of how they’re going to recollect the stones (Loved every single one of them, and I would gladly watch a film that was all about Nat, Tony and Bruce lying on a table and talking)

Jane Foster making a come-back (kinda)… Also, Thor is me when I’m doing a presentation 

Rocket calling Scott “puppy”

The team prepared. The whole “you know your teams, you know your missions” speech

The “unseen” parts of Avengers 1, after they got Loki

Scott giving 2012-Tony a heart attack and 2012-Thor helping with Mjolnir. All while actual-Tony gets the tesseract (for a while)

All of Rocket-Thor scenes in Asgard

Rhodey and Nebula laughing at Quill

2012-Cap vs actual-Cap (+America’s Ass), and the elevator scene

The ancient one and Bruce conversation

The whole thing with past and present Nebula

Stan Lee’s cameo

Tony and Steve going to 1970. Tony (aka Howard Potts… I died when his wife’s name is the first one that comes to his mind) talking to Howard Stark, having a dad to dad conversation, and Edwin Jarvis cameo. Meanwhile, Steve seeing Peggy.

Nat sacrifice for Clint. Clint crying afterwards…

The team decided to not let her sacrifice be in vain (+Bruce’s reaction)

Bruce undoing the snap

Past-Gamora helping actual-Nebula (+killing old-Nebula)

Thor, Steve and Tony fight with Thanos (while the rest of the team is trying to get the gauntlet)… (+THAT scene of Steve and Mjolnir)

THAT FUCKING SCENE WHERE ALL OF THE FALLEN AVENGERS COME BACK (+RESCUE!!) AND STEVE FINALLY SAYS “AVENGERS ASSEMBLE”

SERIOUSLY, THAT WHOLE SCENE

Rescue and Iron Man fighting back to back like the power couple they are

Rescue-Mom giving Spiderman and the gauntlet a ride

Tony and Peter reunion *sobbing* (+Groot and Rocket, +Hope and Scott, +Quill and Gamora)

THAT SCENE WITH ALL THE WOMEN FIGHTING TOGETHER (Pepper being the badass she fucking is!!)… The only woman I missed was Nat… *sobbing again*

TONY’S “I AM IRON MAN” 

PEPPER’S “ITS OKAY… YOU CAN REST NOW”

PETER SOBBING. PEPPER SOBBING. RHODEY HOLDING PETER

PETER GOING BACK TO NED AND MAY

THE VIDEO. “I LOVE YOU 3000″

THE FUNERAL WITH ALL THE TEAM (+HARLEY)

RHODEY AND HAPPY COMFORTING EACH OTHER BEHIND MORGAN AND PEP

“PROOF THAT TONY STARK HAS A HEART”

UNCLE HAPPY AND THE FUCKING CHEESEBURGUERS

Thor going with the Guardians (+Quill looking for Gamora)

Clint with his fam

Scott with his fam

Steve giving the shield to Sam

(this is kinda)-> Steve going to Peggy

In conclusion: MY HEART IS FUCKING BROKEN FOR THIS MOVIE, but nontheless I “loved” it

Okay… so now that we are done… Let’s talk about what I didn’t like:

I needed more Pepper/Tony moments, and more Pepper “mommy” moments

Uncle Happy was great… BUT WHAT ABOUT UNCLE RHODEY!

Steve, get out of the fucking way! Tony doesn’t need you now (at the begining of the movie). He needs Pepper, and Rhodey, and food, water and sleep 

Rhodey not getting a hug with Tony at the begining of the movie

Not May/Tony conflict/crying over their ‘son’

I don’t know if I like Howard’s and Tony’s talk… I do like it, but idk. I guess that in the movies he wasn’t physically abusing to him… But at least he gets to talk with his dad and he realizes he’s a very good dad with Morgan (aka, his “little girl” *sobs*)

TONY DESERVES BETTER. THE WHOLE IRONFAM DESERVES BETTER. MORGAN, PEPPER, RHODEY, HAPPY, PETER… MY GOSH, EVEN THE BOTS AND FRIDAY (I can’t talk about him in past tense, I’m sorry. I’m just in denial)

THAT FUCKING CHEESEBURGUER LINE (I swear, I will never get over that fucking line)

Steve getting to live his “endgame” with Peggy, leaving everyone behind (aka Bucky and Sam, but mostly Bucky) and being FUCKING SELFISH (in my eyes… and for what I’ve read, in a lot of actual Cap’s fans too)

How come that “the man who lays in the wire” is the one that leaves, and “the man who would cut the wire” is the one that fucking LAYS ON IT (again)

Alright. Now I’m going to talk about the OG6 ends. Although I have leave my points of view up… But I still want to talk about it more thoroughly:

Clint: Finally, Clint got his protagonism in the team. He’s going to do “whatever it takes” (and he means WHATEVER) to bring his family back. I liked his end, there’s nothing more to discuss about it.

Bruce: Yeah, Bruce finally got the best of both worlds, the mind and the strength… But what’s he going to do now?

Thor: Thor’s end was okay (IMO)… He doesn’t have the strength to be the king anymore… But Valkyrie does. And he has great chemistry with the Guardians, so I didn’t mind him going with them.

Nat: Nat’s ending was great. Let me explain. I didnt like that she died. But I felt it very on character… She has no family, her family are the avengers. And she wants to bring them back. Clint is like her brother (I’m a little into Clintasha tbh, but I accept that they give them that brother/sister relationship long ago. It proofs that not all the male/female friendships have to end in a romantic relationship), and she did anything she could to undo the snap during 5 fucking years.

Steve: Hated it (him). Yeah, you “loved” Peggy… Whatever. (The Russos trying to put Steggy as the Royal ship when everyone KNOWS that that title belongs, AND WILL ALWAYS BELONG, to Pepper and Tony). He’s just looking at the past, he has never moved on, and he never will. He let Tony gave up his family (at the age of 53… god, he had a lot to live for) and then he left Bucky behind (and the whole Hydra mess too), when he always was so nuisance about him all these years…

Tony: Hate/Love it. I love it because it’s the way of fully close the circle of this whole journey, and he’s the SAVIOR of the fucking MCU, now and always. Haters can shut their mouths now after what he did…

I hate it because… He’s my baby. He finally had the life he craved for all these years. Married to Pep, with his baby girl; trophy husband, doting father… and now he’s… gone. He’ll never see Morgan grow up (her first day at college, her first bf/gf, her graduation, her wedding, his grand-kids… any of it), he’ll never see Peter go to college either. Pepper will see all of that alone (not completely, because Happy and Rhodey will always be there, but someone will be always missing). Morgan won’t ever doubt that her daddy loves her, but still he won’t be there to kiss her goodnight, nor to tell her shitty bed time stories. (God, I’m crying again… and I really want to say I am joking, but I’m not).

Tony fucking DESERVED BETTER. 

The whole IRONFAM DESERVED BETTER.

Rhodey hold his head and pet his hair, with tears in his eyes that he refuses to let out. Peter calling him Tony for the first time ever… “We won” 

Also, Pepper is the STRONGEST WOMAN IN THE MCU. No one will EVER change my mind. She went into battlefield to help her husband, to protect their kid, and she hates violence. She fought beside him, helped defeat Thanos… And, when Tony (her Tony) was dying… She kneeled next to him, to reassure him that they would be okay, that he “can rest now”. And she didn’t break until he was gone. So the last thing he would see was her being the calm, competent person he knows she is. SHE FUCKING WAITS TILL HE’S GONE. SHE HOLDS HER TEARS AND HER SOBS SO HE WOULD FEEL OKAY. SO THAT HE COULD REST. And then, when the light of his arc reactor is out, and his hand is no longer in hers, she let it all out. She kissed his cheek one last time and sobs with her face buried in his neck… And I can’t deal with it.

Tony’s last message… “I love you 3000″ is another heartbreak. And the “Proof that Tony Stark has a heart” is the best… But the fucking cheeseburguers… If I weren’t sobbing and trembling during all that, the cheeseburguer was the charm that made me explode. It was over. It was really over. And that line made it true.

And the point is… I can’t read fanfics now. Nor see fanarts, fanvids, edits, you name it. Hell, I don’t think I’ll be able to watch any movie with Tony in it with the same eyes anymore… Any of the Iron Man movies, Homecoming, Civil War… It’s just too much. I won’t be able to watch Iron Man 1 again the same as I did before… with the cheeseburguer, and Pepper tears because she “hates job hunting”, Yinsen and his question about family, or the first time Tony flies out of his garage, with that huge, happy smile on his face.

Every time that I see 3000, I get fucking sad. And I was crying when I got home yesterday. When I calmed down a bit, I entered Instagram and Robert posted that photo of him and Jimmy Rich “holding” the A of Avengers and the tag #iloveyou #3000 and I fucking cried again… Fuck, I’ve been crying while writing all of this post.

I’m not even able to read some fluff fanfic from a couple of years ago… Pre-Infiniry war era to cheer me up. It just makes me sadden.

And… I think that’s it… I hope someone will read aaaaall my rant, but I can’t sum anything up.

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TONY STARK, I LOVE YOU 3000 (ALWAYS WILL) 

[forever-more-never-again]

The Big Comfy Couch (A Natasha Request)

Requested: Anonymous

Pairing: Natasha X Reader

Word Count:1283

Warnings: None

Request:I saw IW again tonight so could you just write something fluffy with reader x nat where it's just cuddling on the couch and making each other smile.

a/n: I just love the idea that Steve and Bucky would be really protective of their cookies. Also, I grew up watching the big comfy couch and even had a molly doll.

Masterlist

Life as an Avenger was never easy. But sometimes, sometimes the universe seemed to see how tired and worn down we all got and let us have some time to recharge.

“[Y/n], are you even watching the show?”

I shook my head as I turned to look over at my girlfriend. Natasha Romanoff, the skilled and deadly Black Widow assassin, and a total cuddly sweetheart ooey gooey mess of a girlfriend.

I smiled at her, “No actually. Sorry.”

Natasha laughed and turned off the TV. We had been watching some reruns of an old children cartoon called ‘the Big Comfy Couch’. We were in the common room. Just the two of us for once, since everyone else was either sleeping, training, or out of the tower for the day.

“What do you want to do, then? We have no missions lined up for the rest of the day. We can do whatever you want.” She giggled at the end as her eyebrows wiggled suggestively.

I snorted, covering up my mouth with my hand as I watched my girlfriend actually acting relaxed and ridiculous.

“I just want to relax with you. Let’s just lay here on the couch.” I laid down so that my head was on Natasha’s lap, looking up at her. I pursed my lips, and she leaned over and gave me a little peck.

“I love you Nat.” I said.

“I love you too [Y/n].”

I laughed and Natasha gave me a quizzical look as she ran her fingers through my hair.

“Sorry, I’m just remembering the first time you said you loved me.” I sputtered out between my laughs.

Natasha’s eyes blazed with laughter as she recalled the day as well.

“That was almost a year ago, how do you still remember that?” She asked.

I was still laughing, clutching my stomach as my eyes watered with the memory, “Because it was freaking hilarious! How can anyone not remember!?”

*Flashback

I bounced into the communal kitchen bright and early in the morning to see Steve and Bucky just returning from their morning jog. “Hey guys, where’s Sam?”

Steve opened the fridge and pulled out two water bottles, tossing one over to Bucky, “He has some work to do at the veteran Center. He’ll be back later.”

I nodded, starting up the coffee pot as Tony and Bruce wandered in bleary eyed.

“Oh thank god, Coffee!” Tony exclaimed, pushing me out of the way and pouring himself a cup before the pot was even done.

“Wow Tony. Save some for the rest of us.”

I laughed, turning around to see Natasha standing in the doorway. We had been going out for a few months, but haven't defined our relationship. Right now, it was comfortable and sweet.

I looked around as more of the team trickled into the kitchen, “Wait, where’s Clint? He’s normally here as soon as he smells the ground coffee beans?” I asked.

Wanda and vision turned and gave each other questioning looks as Tony and Bruce shrugged their shoulders.

I turned in time to see Bucky and Steve tense up with fury on their faces.

Natasha came over and wrapped an arm around me, looking at the two super soldiers as well. Quirking an eyebrow she asked, “What’s got the dinosaurs all riled up this morning?”

Steve was quick to reply, “Nothing. It’s nothing. Bucky, do you want to-”

“Yes I should-”

“I mean how could-”

“They were hidden-”

“But I mean maybe-”

“He better run-”

I stepped forward before the two super soldiers could run off, “Woah, what are you two blabbering about?”

Steve looked abash as Bucky turned his glare up to the ceiling.

“We might have a stash of Girl scout cookies in the tower.”

Tony burst forth, pointing a finger at Steve in faux anger, “You have girl scout cookies in my tower and you didn’t share with me!?”

Bucky growled, “We thought we had them effectively hidden, but seeing as Clint is conveniently missing. I say we need to check our stash.”

And with that, all of us followed Bucky and Steve down the stairs and into the broom closet on the third floor, where the conference rooms were.

“Uh, guys, you hid your cookies in here?” Natasha asked, biting back a laugh.

I turned to smile up at her, and she laid a kiss on the top of my head as the two soldiers shook their heads.

Steve pointed up at the ceiling and then placed his finger on his mouth, a gesture that we all needed to be silent.

And then, not a second later, Bucky punched a hole in the ceiling.

Down from the hole, came plaster, dust, boxes of empty girl scout cookies and wrappers, and one bewildered, chocolate mouthed Clint Barton.

“You’re dead Barton!” Bucky yelled. Clint jumped up and ran past everyone as Bucky and Steve took after him.

Tony yelled out to them, “I’m coming with my suit, you better be prepared!” and took off as well.

Bruce, Wanda and Vision all just chuckled and walked back to the stairs.

I laughed, leaning over to clutch my stomach, “Oh my gosh! That was hilarious!”

Natasha began chuckling as well. She walked into the mess that was the broom closet and found an unopened box of cookies.

“Hey, look what I have.” She whispered.

I grinned, grabbing and clutching the box in my hand, “We better go to our room and hide before Bucky and Steve come back to clean up.”

Natasha nodded, linking her arm in mine, “I love you.”

I froze. Slowly turning to look up at Natasha who had pure fear written on her face.

“Did you just?”

She adamantly shook her head, “No! I didn’t!”

I jumped up and down, a smile so big I thought my face would break, “You did! You said you loved me!”

Natasha backed up, raising both her hands in the air, “No I didn’t!”

“Yes you did!”

“No I did-”

“I love you too!”

She froze again, and slowly a grin spread on her face, replacing the fear, “You love me?”

I giggled, dragging the assassin with me to the stairs, the cookies tucked under my arms, “Yes I love you you fool! Now hurry up so we can enjoy these cookies without super soldiers chasing us!”

*End Flashback

I giggled softly, “That was a fun afternoon.”

Natasha leaned over and kissed me deeply, her lips working against mine. Tasting the cherry vanilla and closing my eyes, I soaked up the love she was pouring out.

When she broke apart, I stared up at her in wonder, “What was that for?”

Natasha tilted her head and took a finger and traced my lips, “Just a little gift for my love.”

I nipped at her finger, earning a low groan from Natasha.

Grinning wickedly I jumped up off the couch and her lap and headed towards the doors, “Maybe I have a gift as well...but it’s in the bedroom.”

Natasha Stayed on the couch for a moment. Her green eyes tracking my movements, “Oh, is that so?” Her lips turned up in a smirk.

Then, before I could react, she was up and running towards me.

“Ahh! Natasha!” I erupted in laughter as she picked me up off the floor and began carrying me to our room.

Once there, she threw me on the bed. I bounced up onto my knees and cradled her head in my hands, “I love you so much.

She smiled and leaned into my touch, “I love you too [Y/n].” She grinned, “Now, about this gift…”

I laughed as I tugged her face towards me and kissed her deeply.

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