#and this is the reason i can NEVER go to Japan kids...
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I am pretty responsible when it comes to money... someone could also use the word "stingy"
However:
Snacks
Little stupid but actually useful gadgets that ALSO look cool/nice
Museums/art related stuff
Make me act... unwisely
#and this is the reason i can NEVER go to Japan kids...#steel rambles#by the way this is the difference between living and surviving#if you want to survive you can spend as little as possible#but you still will find yourself paying a bit too much on things that costed less (once)#if you want to LIVE you will find yourself having to pay even more for things that 100% costed less once and shouldn't be so overpriced now#if you want to add something fun or more of a guilty pleasure well buckle up buckaroo your wallet is going to bleed...#some prices are fucking nuts btw#I'm talking about water bottles#like#dude#no.#hey udk what happened in these tags and what I'm yapping about#but yesterday and tonight my friends and i talked about politics and made some cool hypoteticals and had passionate (but respectful) debates#we finally reached a conclusion whennit was... 1 am i think?#and today i was going to start a rant about swimsuits and feminism after finally going to sea after 3 years...#so uh#this is the feeling I guess
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Okay but? We of the DPxDC? Are COMPLETELY Sleeping on DPXBNHA?
And not even for the Main Plot Shenanigans!
Just?? It has ALL of DC's super powers? But MORE OF THEM. And like 80% of the population has um! Danny can?? Finally achieve his DREAM of being???
JUST SOME DUDEâ˘!
Yeah, he's in Japan. That's a bit of a learning curve. And YEAH, there was a cataclysmic war like a few centuries back that sorta... fucked everybody up. No one wants to talk about it. There may be mass graves and Never Forget memorials. But?
On the SURFACE!
This place seems utopian!
No ghost hunters! Advanced technology! Robust social services*!
Wait... what was that asterisk? What do you mean "corrupt shadowy government organizations"? What do you MEAN "Immortal Supervillians"? NO SPACE PROGRAM!?!? AaaaaAAAAAAAAAAH?!?!? I'M IN HELL!!! This is ACTUALLY THE BAD PLACE, THIS IS HELL, OH GOD NOOOOOOO-!!!!!!
Cause see?
There are SO MANY REASONS he'd end up there?
Think about it! Wish that he lived somewhere his weird biology wouldn't exclude him from becoming an astronaut? In Quirks having Bnha Japan EVERYBODY has weird biology! Y'ain't special! You could TOTALLY be an astronaut!..... if we HAD those! We do not. Shut down that program during the Quirk Wars and never really started it again. (And somewhere, Desiree LAUGHS)
Or MAYBE? Things are getting a little hot on the ground? Bit TOO spicy. The Family Fenton and Friends have fallen back, behind the barely holding shields. Not even the Mansons considerable political maneuvering could stop the inevitably of human fear and blind unthinking hatred. Money can't buy everything, in the end. There is only ONE(1) way out.
Through the Zone.
Plan: Strangers In A Strange World is a go.
They're all Limnal enough to fake it. Sam with her plants. Tucker with his technology and persuasion. Jazz with her limited empathy. Their parents with their... well, weirdness. And with a touch of ghostly assisted meddling? Well, they've always BEEN there! Haven't they?
And that's not to MENTION the random 4 year olds with no control! JUST coming into their powers! With all those big emotions in tiny bodies? Startling events and tantrums? Villian attacks? What could THEY possibly hope to do to control or guide that fresh new power? It does what it does and the rest of us are just along for the ride!
If Danny happens to be minding his business and gets accidentally kidnapped by a VERY distraught 4 year old? Well, that's hardly the KIDS fault, now is it? They're FOUR! That is basically a toddler! Tiny child! They are upset, confused, and didn't mean to do ANYTHING. He's a hero. And Heros don't blame little kids from accidents, no matter HOW stressed it makes them.
No, the curse like a sailor INSIDE their head. Like an ADULT.
Just? Imagine~â
The slow transition from *starry eyed shoujo sparkles* "This is SO COOL~!" to "huh, that's... kinda weird. And Sus. Weird Sus. Maybe nothing... oh! A distraction!" To "okay, this KEEPS happening, that was shady. You all saw that right? You realize that's not NORMAL, right? That that's fucked up? Not cool?" To "oh god, oh God, OH GOD! I'm in HELL! This is actually HELL! I'm trapped in HELL!!! WHAT THE FUC-"
Like? This kid LOVES space. LOVES the stars. And this is one of the few Superhero Cannon that SPECIFICALLY MENTIONS that IN CANNON? Thanks to Quirks? As in Superpowers? That VERY THING got fuckin SCRAPPED. Gutted. Consigned to be a relic of the past so they could all focus on punching each other Real Good.
He would weep BLOOD. Chew the WALLS. The LEVEL of unhinged this child would unleash? Not as Danny Phantom... but as DANNY J. FENTON? Beautiful. Vaguely psychotic. Definitely doing the Fenton Name proud. God, the NOISE HE WOULD MAKE would be inhuman and yet somehow? Come entirely from his human half.
Theyđ Wouldđ Hearđ BOSSđ MUSICđ
I don't even know if he'd CARE about the main characters. They'd be tangential at best. The man would be in a one man war with I-Island over their lack of space program and hoarding of scientific progress. Probably living out of an abandoned building or forgotten subway station. Just? The MOST bedraggled, feral genius to ever haunt Japan.
As opposed to the REFINED feral genius. Who is Nedzu.
I bet Danny stands outside his school at one AM waving his scientific papers at a camera and YELLS. Like a deranged lunatic. Mismatched slippers and a "haven't slept in a week" crazed glint in his eyes.
He's Nedzu's new best friend. They GET each other.
And, yes, Nedzu COULD let him in... but it's faster to just let him yell and read the papers through the camera. Who CARES if they both seem insane! Let's shout about advanced physics and engineering at 1 am! Over the speakers!!! Oh? You need to physically SHOW me the notes? Well I COULD unlock the gates... OR just wait for you to finish scrambling up the walls like a feral Racoon, to then throw yourself OVER them.
Either, Or.
I'm just SAYING! We are SLEEPING on this! There is so, SO much fun to be had! Danny breaks rules and minds! His outrage over injustice and the complete lack of SPACE! His protection instincts going BUCK FUCKIN WILD. The INDESCRIBABLE hate boner he would have for Mr. "Lemme just rip parts of your soul out so I can collect your powers like pokemon cards" AfO.
There? Is SO MUCH, guys. SO MUCH!
@hdgnj @the-witchhunter @babbling-babull @hypewinter @nerdpoe @lolottes @dcxdpdabbles @mutable-manifestation
#dpxdc#dc x dp prompt#danny phantom#dpxbnha#dp x bnha#dp x mha#dpxmha#minji's writing#dp prompt#dp x bnha prompt
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ŕż ŕż đ°ď¸ ă 07:30 P.M ă
cat anon, i'm holding you responsible for this very domestic and cute idea of indulgence, and ahhhhhh i just need more fluffâ
a part of gojo's love entries
âyouâre always, always so messy!â
âyou never put the socks where they belong!â
âand lately you stink too!â
you were ranting a whole lot of your grievances to your husband as you munched on chocolate cookies from a jar, your face scrunched up and visibly vexed.
throughout it all, satoru took on your tirade with a very smooth smile, occasionally suppressing his impulse to burst into laughter, because what an adorable sight you wereâall pouting with the swell of his child inside you, messing up your hormones.
âi stink?â he tilted his head to the side, blinking innocently, eyes crinkling with such fondness and a visible hint of laugh. âthat canât beââ
âyou are! and you are home late too these days!â you puffed your cheeks, now chubbierâand youâre so freaking cute this way, thereâs nothing satoru wants more than to smooch you, really.
âis that your way of saying that you missed me, hmm?â
âno! why would i?!â
âbecause iâm your very good-looking husband?â
âew! no! youâre just a horny weirdo!â
that finally got him to outwardly snicker. âcanât you see that weâre doing an honorable deed? weâre increasing japanâs birth rate~â
it wasnât the first time of you suddenly painting him up as the bad guy due to your raging hormones, and satoru was entertained each and every time. he always humored you without fail even when you got mad at him for no reasonâin his eyes, you were just the height of cuteness, and he was ever so grateful that you were growing his baby at all.
later at night, after your bath, a softer part of you suddenly felt a tad bit guilty for roasting your husbandâthe hormones at play, hehâand now, wanted to snuggle up to him instead.
satoruâs eyes lit up in mischief when you got to the bed and pressed yourself to him.
âoh? so the wife now wants cuddles?â
ââŚcanât i? iâve done a lot for youâcarrying your baby is a job in and of itself.â you pointed at your bump with a pout. âsee if you can find another girl who can put up with you and just ask for cuddles in return.â
âehh? is that what you want me to do? go find another girl and forget you just like that?â
the idea made you frown and satoru immediately barked a laugh, pulling you to sit on his lap.
âaww, look at that cute face,â he tried to appease you, a stupid grin on his face as he poked your cheek, with you still frowning deeply. âno, no. thatâs not going to happen~â
you were still giving him a very annoyed look, and satoru knew just what to make you soft for him again, as he pulled you by your chin closer and peppered your face with kissesâ
âyouâreâ kiss âthe only girlâ kiss âiâll ever loveâ kiss âyeah?â
safe to say, you melted into a puddle in his arms, ignoring the searing heat on your cheeks as you pressed your face to his chest, with him chuckling, wrapping one arm around you in a secure hold and roaming his other hand on your tummy, smile widening upon feeling a kick.
âwell, kid, mama is such a sweetie, isnât she?â
#đđđŁđ đđđĄđđđđ #gojo satoru x reader#jujutsu kaisen#jjk x reader#gojo satoru#gojo x reader#jjk imagines#jjk drabbles#jujutsu kaisen x reader#satoru gojo x reader#gojo satoru fluff#jjk fluff#gojo x you#satoru gojo fluff#jjk x reader fluff
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â before i could kiss you again
part i | part ii | part iii
a longer version of this
sae itoshi x f!reader | slight(?) language | kissing
wc: 1.3k
it was never your intention to kiss the sae itoshi.
it was supposed to be a fun one-week vacation for you in madrid. but circumstances happened and changed when you accidentally met your ex. now, the fun youâre supposedly going to have turned into an unbearable nightmare of trying to run away from his obnoxious ass. you have no intentions of talking or making peace with him especially when the reason for your falling apart was because of a cheating incident a few months ago. many people would know that you give zero fucks about cheating, including him, so when he asked you to get back to him, you scoffed the life out of you and thought he was kidding. and now, you are kissing the most famous sae itoshi in re alâs home stadium, right after their big game against fc barcha, in front of all the cameras, even probably in all spain or even in front of the whole world.
you first met sae on a flight going to Madrid. it was a very rare occasion for you to get upgraded to business class, so when the flight attendant asked you if you wanted to move to a business class seat, you didnât have to think twice and said yes. you were seated next to the magenta-haired man with weird hair physics who was wearing a black sleeping mask while an ongoing football game was playing on his big screen. before, you didn't know who sae itoshi was. sure, you've heard about his name, and how he is japan's greatest treasure, but it has never occurred to you to know more about him. you didn't know what he looked like or whatever. all you know was that he is, apparently, good at playing football and that he plays in a professional football league in spain.
so when you saw him play, you couldnât believe your eyes. the man from the plane was the same man your coworkers were crazy about. and when he struck a breathtaking goal that opened the door for re alâs victory near the end of the game, and everyone was rejoicing in re alâs home stadium, you couldnât help but also join the crowd. hell, you didnât even know what was going on. when they started chanting his name, you saw him waving his hand up, hyping the crowd to make the chanting louder. thereâs a burning passion in his teal eyes as he continues to hype up the people and as his teammates give him a supportive slap on his back.
it was a fleeting moment of exhilarating joy especially when you realized that your ex was just sitting behind you. you donât even know why he was there right now. as far as you know, your ex never really cared about football, like you before, so you were confused about why would he be there. when you started walking away from your seat, you heard him call your name but you pretended you didnât hear. he kept calling your name, it was getting annoying. you thought you were clear before that you would never ever give second chances to someone who messed up, especially when the issue was infidelity. when you reach the entrance to the tunnel, you finally face him.
âi do not give a fuck if you want to explain. you cheated, saw it with my own eyes, and that was enough for me. weâre done. now if you could please stop calling my name, thereâs someone waiting for me,â you said, with annoyance traced in your voice with every word you spat. you donât really know who would be that someone waiting for you, all you wanted was to escape from his obnoxious and ridiculous begging. you turned your back again, but this time you felt his hand, grabbing your wrist.
âcan you please let go?â you asked. you tried to be polite and civil but it seems like heâs been pushing his limits already.
âplease, here me out fiââ
âwhatâs going on here?â you both look at the owner of the voice and for some reason, you sense a relief in your veins. you removed your exâs hand from your wrist and gingerly approached sae itoshi. he looks so much better up close with those teal eyes, intently looking at yours, deciphering whatâs going on in your head with the way you look at him. he may or may not remember you because you barely interact during that flight except when he lends you his moisturizer because you forgot to bring it. it also looks like he just finished his interview since the cameras are still following him. youâre fucked, you thought. theyâre still probably airing and other people may be witnessing what is about to happen.
âsaeâŚi was just about to find you!â you said with a forced smile on your face. you continued approaching him and stopped when you are just one step away from him.
you prayed a million times of sorries in your head before you went ahead and held the side of his face, tiptoeing, before placing your lips against his. you heard audible gasps from the people, a lot of camera clicks, and a bunch of âoh my gods,â when you kissed him. it was usually a normal sight for them to see a football player kiss their significant other but sae itoshi was different. he doesnât have any dating rumors and has never been linked to anyone so itâs a surprise to other people to see him kiss someoneâor rather to see someone kiss himâout in the open like this. he was unmoved when you kissed him and all you could think of was, âfuck, fuck, fuck,â and was ready to pull away but you felt his hand on the small of your back and started responding to your kiss.
your head was spinning and spinning, your thoughts were incoherent, and for a moment, it felt like the world had gone still and silent. his lips were soft against yours and youâd be lying if you thought it wasnât slightly addicting. you felt him pull away for a second, shifting his headâs angle before diving in again with his lips with renewed intensity. his kisses tasted like mint and strawberries, probably from the electrolyte drink he was drinking before. you felt his hand on your hips as your hand traveled to his slightly damped hair.
someone cleared their throat and pulled you both in reality. you quickly pulled away but stood close, not wanting to see what was waiting around you. and then a flash of light came flashing in and your heart suddenly felt like it was going to explode. he was quick you block most of your face with his hand on the second wave of flashing before making his body as your shield from all the camera shots. he took off his jacket before putting it around your shoulders, gesturing to his manager to accompany you out of the pitch and into the locker room. before you can fully exit the pitch, you look back and see him approach your ex, muttering some words. youâre not good at reading lips but you couldâve sworn he said something along the lines of, ââŚmy girl.â
â˘â˘â˘
the whole stadium was in chaos, but sae itoshi didnât care. when you were already far enough to not hear the words heâs about to say, he made his way to your exâs.
âplease stop bothering my girl. iâm only going to ask once,â he said before leaving the pitch.
when he got to the locker room you were in, waiting, he closed the door and stood in front of you.
âiâm sorryââ
âi donât need apologies. i need explanations,â he said, cutting you off.
you nodded.
ânow explain, before i could kiss you again.â
â˘â˘â˘
#reiâs home library#sae itoshi#itoshi sae#blue lock x reader#bllk#bllk x reader#blue lock fic#itoshi sae x reader#sae x reader#sae itoshi x reader
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sassy deku >>> (big ass forehead)
YK YOU WRONG FOR TALKING AB MY MAN LIKE THAT HES GORGEOUS HIS FOREHEAD IS PERFECT THE WAY IT IS.
N YKW? IM AB TO MAKE A FULL THING TOO. CAN WE TALK AB THE HEAD THING THO??? LIKE HUH LIKE THAT PARAGRAPH IS MIND BLOWING.
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Getting an attitude w sassy men
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M. izuku.
You and izuku never really get into fights so when you randomly got an attitude w him you better believe he got pissed. He's so sweet and nice to you under all circumstances whatsoever, he doesn't want to disrespect you at all but God lately you've just been getting on his nerves. The way you bitch around and yell at him like he exploded the sun.
"are you fucking kidding me izuku? Like are you genuinely insane. I just cannot with you."
You scoff and yell at him with an angry tone.
He rolls his eyes and ignores you, you've really just been so annoying. Like God why can't you simply shut up and suck his cock. Like he's been through so much in his life and this so what he gets in return?
"yeah okay bitch."
"excuse me?!"
"you fucking heard me, you've literally been bitching all day over some shit I had nothing to do with like I just can't. I've saved all of Japan and instead of getting a loving girlfriend to cook and clean for me you're sitting here being a whiney little bitch."
He spat venom with every word that left his beautifully pink tinted lips, his eyes squinted at you with spite. The way he spoke stunned you, you were frozen in shock. You're sweet loving boyfriend who'd never raise his voice at you or even attempt to hurt your feelings,
Tears welled in your eyes as you were blinded by the forming tears, blinking heavily trying to bat away the tears that were starting to become present. Izuku never got angry or even attempted to fight with you, he hated the guilty feeling he'd always feel and not djd you make him feel it.
You made him sleep on the couch for a couple of nights, the main reason he actually stayed on the couch was because he felt he deserved it after what he'd said and how hed spoken to you. Izukus kother would be so disappointed in him. The words that left his mouth were misogynistic and ugly, he wasn't that kind of person, but for some reason you brought out the bad in him.
There was also the good. You knew how to make him laugh, smile, feel oh so good. So why had he been so mean to you lately. He wished he knew.
Izuku came knocking on your shared room door waiting for you to say something, anything. It'd been so long since he'd heard your voice, since you'd spoken to him directly.
"come in."
A soft voice was heard through the wooden door as he practically pushed the door down trying to hurriedly open it to get to you. He gulped out of fear, afraid of what you'd say to him, how you'd feel if you looked at him. He hated himself for what he said, and he wanted to apologize.
You looked at him with sad eyes, you were under the cover hiding your face at first. It felt so good to see your beautiful face after so long. He sighed at your gorgeous features, your lips in a pouty frown and your hair a mess. You looked good no matter what.
"my pretty girl..."
He whispered to you, rushing to your side. He instantly wrapped his arms around your figure as you did the same, he moved the cover on top of the both of you and cuddled you. He buried his face in your neck planting little fast kisses everywhere.
"I'm so sorry.. you've just been so.. difficult lately."
He says into your ear. he feels you tense under his touch before moving back to look at him with a disgusted look. He gave you a confused one, why had you looked like this? He was apologizing!
"are you fucking kidding?"
"wha--"
"I'M being difficult??? If I'm SOO difficult just fucking leave."
Here we go again. He sighed heavily getting rather impatient which izuku was nothing but. You were angering him once again because you're bitching and nagging before he can even get a word out, per usge.
"my god you're such a spoiled little bitch. you never let me speak, always making things about yourself. I came fucking apologize but if you're going to be a fucking cunt I might as well fuck yours."
"are you fucking kidding me izuku?! you-- wait what."
Anyways he bent you over and yanked your underwear and pants off in one go didn't even bother prepping or anything just shoved his semi hard cock inside of you and thrusted into you at an insane pace.
Moral of this story is he didn't stop fucking you until you were a sloppy cum filled mess.
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I. tenya.
Tenya was so full of your shit. You've gotten in trouble in class, kept blowing him off, and then proceeded to ignore his texts.
He was so fed up with you. He needed to talk to you and you were going to hear him out not just as the class president but as your boyfriend.
"what do you want tenya."
"for you to stop acting like a cunt."
"i--- wha-"
"I'm so tired of your shit y/n you've been acting like a cold hearted ice queen towards me all day. I want to be with you but I can't stand being in the same room with someone who doesn't care about me."
"I never said i---"
"yet you're acting like I'm some minor pleb. Y/n I love you more than anything and yet you're standing here treating me like a insignificance to your presence."
He says putting his hands on his hips. God he looked so sassy like that it was actually kind of hot. He saw how a smirk appeared into your face as you looked him up and down and he tensed under your eyesight.
"yeah you're right tenya I've been kind of a dick all day hm, baby? Let me make it up to you yeah?"
You say batting your eyelashes at him walking towards him and rubbing your hands up and down his chest, burying your face in his neck and whispering and fanning your breath over it. He shivered and put his hands on your waist pulling you closer into his chest, he lifted your head closer to his, your lips so close to touching.
He pushed you down on the bed and dusted himself off.
"you've got to do a better job than that if you want me to forgive you.
Fuck, the smirk he gave you while walking out of his room was diabolical. God how did you end up with a sexy boyfriend like this. Yet he's such a pain in the ass too.
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M. neito.
Monoma was an ass sometimes, sure. A sassy diva, yeah, but he was never rude to you. He never made you feel like you were less than perfect, he always gave you what he felt you deserved and always made sure you knew how much you meant to him. He never let his feud with your class fuck with him. Until now.
He's been letting everything your class does get to him, and since you're in class 1A he's been getting rather pissed with you. The way he blew you off and pushed you aside like some petty diva was about your last straw.
You walked all the way to class 1B dorm house and bust through the doors in a fit of rage. You were not going to let anyone stop you from fucking up his world.
The way all of his classmates looked at you like you were crazy, some laughing others just genuinely confused why someone from class 1A was here to begin with.
"where the hell is he."
You say yelling to his classmates as they all pointed to up the stairs where the dorms were. You've been there before, not while everyone was awake. But you've been there before. You knew exactly where his dorm was located.
You stormed up the stairs and quickly made your way to his dorm. Upon arriving you bust down his door with your foot, he screams and hides under his work desk for cover. Once he seen it was you he scoffed and was ready to tell at you before being stopped before anything could even leave his lips.
"are you fucking kidding me?? You've been a dick to me all week for what? Because my class is higher than yours?? get over it. At the end of the day you're in hero courses you'll live. Stop treating me like a nuisance because of some sick twisted vendetta you have with my class!"
He scoffed, getting up from his hiding place with a hand to his chest in an offended manner. There was no way you seriously just spoke to him like this?? Where has this side of you come from?? You've always been so sweet and obedient with him!
He was speechless, not a word left his opened mouth. How could you speak to him like some loser. Like those dorks in your class!!
"nothing to say?"
You ask with your hands on your hips. He was sassy, but you knew how to play sassy as well. He crossed his arms and looked away from you. Not daring to utter a word. You kind of liked this side of him, the side that didn't talk back to you. It suited him. A pretty face with such pretty lips need to be shut sometimes. He looks better when he sits there and looks pretty.
You smirk and push him down onto his bed, he lets out a sound as you crawl on top of his lap and put both of your hands on his chest.
"my pretty boy.~"
He was a flushed mess, he opened and closed his mouth like a goldfish, he was stunned that you'd just done this to him. He was always the one to take the lead and initiate things!! He hated how much he didn't mind you being on top.
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B. katsuki.
Katsuki Bakugou, the world's sassiest man. The way he walks with a sway to his hips, the way he stands, the way he just exists unapologetically is enviable to all. Some envied his tiny snatched waist while others envied the fire behind his eyes. He loved being a hero but he loved his girlfriend more.
He loved you so much, so dearly he had no problem with admitting it either. However he hated, absolutely despised when you caught an attitude with him like he doesn't treat you like a queen.
He was absolutely appalled when you started bitching and yelling at him, waving your arms about and threatening to slap the fuck out of him. He scoffed with wide eyes and a smile like he was daring you to. He wasn't afraid to hit you back by all means, however he loved you too much to bring you into harms way in any kind. So he wouldn't actually hit you but throwing you against things, oh yeah that was an option.
"like honestly katsuki could you be more stupid?"
"bitch? Me, stupid? Hah! You're hilarious! Actually, you deserve an award for your humor honestly, how do you do it."
He jokes slapping his knee with an angry smile still plastered on his beautiful face. God you hated how he had such an effect on you despite how furious you were with him. He knew the huge effect he had on and used it to his advantage.
He smirked and pulled you by your waist mid sentence, you were yelling at him and your fiery words were instantly cut off by the way he looked at you, the way he touched you, the way he moved slightly closer to you face his breath fanning over your face. He peered down at you with those volcanic ruby red eyes of his, daring you to do something anything. He wanted it.
"fucking asshole."
"I could fuck yours if you'd like, yeah?"
God you hated how much you loved him. He was an asshole, but he was yours. He never took you seriously when the two of you argued or when you got an attitude with him. You knew this and it angered you, but you could never stay angry with him because he'd always fuck it out of you like he hated you.
He pulled you into a passionate kiss still having that shit eating smirk on his face once he pulled away holding his forehead to yours as he chuckled lowly.
"you hate me."
"so fucking much."
You say pulling him into a heated kiss, walking backward towards his bed so he could fuck you like a slut.
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AN: chat this was the worst thing I've ever made, I don't think I made them sassy at all, except katsuki anything he does is sassy. however I low-key love how mean I made izuku, I js feel like after his vigilante arc and the war he's a different person, like he's still a sweetie pie but he doesn't take shit from anyone me thinks.
#cvnts-post#mha#mha x reader#boku no hero academia#deku x reader#izuku x reader#cvnts-reqs#deku smut#izukus not so girlie pop#tenya iida smut#tenya lida#bakugou katsuki x reader#bakugou katsuki#katsuki bakugou#live laugh love monoma#mha monoma#monoma x reader#neito x reader#monoma neito
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PLEASE more rin x reader with the friends to lovers trope
âËâšâĄ 0x1=lovesong?!
the three times your childhood best friend itoshi rin realizes that he loves you + the one time he says it
warnings: none // wc: 3.8k
note: hai i hope this delivers what you wanted! fic + title loosely inspired by txt's 0x1=lovesong. female reader, kinda messy writing & ik that sae returns to japan when its winter but i make the rules here so it's actually summer. badly proofread!
one.
the first time itoshi rin met you was when he was a toddler, on a sunny, cloudless day at the park.
rin stared dejectedly at the bright green, now malformed, chunk of plastic he held in his tiny hands. it had previously been a dinosaur figure, possibly his favorite one so far too.
of course he had to break it and ruin the fun for himself.
rin's head whipped around, left, right, left, rightâhe was looking for comfort, in the form of his older brother saeâwho was nowhere to be found. it dawned on him that even then, in a bustling playground full of lively kindergarteners, itoshi rin found himself alone. a zero in a world of ones.
as he sat there on the sidewalk, mourning his latest tragedy, the last thing he expected was for a little girl to approach him.
"hi," you said shyly. rin tore his gaze away from the broken pieces of his toy and looked up at you, curiousity in his eyes. you were pretty, he thought immediately. although you were both barely four, there was a simple elegance in the way you held yourself, and an obvious kindness in your delicate features. he wondered why you had chosen to approach him when so few of his peers ever did.
"hi," rin repeated back at you, exhaling sharply.
"um, do you want to play family with us?" you stuttered a little as you asked, motioning to three other children behind you. even at the age of four, rin's teal eyed gaze was still piercing. "we need someone to be the dad."
you wanted him to be the dad? rin rarely recieved invitations to play with other children, let alone was he well-versed in this game called family. but for some strange reason, he really wanted to try it. maybe it was because of you. you who had noticed his despair and tried to save him, in your own way.
"okay," he said decidedly, looking at you and your group of friends with wide eyes.
"yay! we can play for real now!" you squealed to the kids behind you. "my name is l/n y/n," you stated, staring at him expectantly. oh. you wanted to know what his name was.
"itoshi. itoshi rin."
"okay itoshi-chan, let's go!" and then you were dragging him off to the playstructure and under the slides, where your "house" was.
"just rin is okay," rin blurted out. "i have a brother so itoshi is confusing anyway."
"okay, rin-chan it is then! let's be friends!" your joyful grin made rin's tiny heart twist with a feeling he didn't understand. why did it make him so happy to be wanted by you? why did you even want to be his friend in the first place?
"alright!" he replied with as much enthusiasm as he could muster.
rin doesn't remember much else from that day, but he knows that it was one of the better memories he holds from his childhood.
two.
a lot had transpired since that fateful day at the park, and the two of you were attending the same junior high as first-years. somehow, you had wound up in a majority of the same elementary school classes as well, thus you and rin formed a tight-knit friendship. twelve year old rin was going through somewhat of an edgy phase (that he never really grew out of.) hence, he was also going through a period where he was even more tight-lipped in class, despite his growing popularity. recruited by his older brother sae, rin had fallen into the clutches of soccer since first grade, and he had something that could only be described as a genius talent for the ball game. he was the only first-year who had made the soccer team, and rumors were that he was likely next in line for the position of captain, which was usually exclusively given to third years. he had soccer practice almost daily now, and you had art club after school, meaning your schedules aligned. as soccer practice often ran late, you developed a habit of making your way over to the fields after art club was finished to wait for rin. then the two of you would walk home together. rin never put too much thought into the simple act of you waiting for him, until one afternoon, you weren't there.
huh? he had thought. maybe you were running late or something? rin had just finished the last of his laps around the grassy field, and he surveyed his suroundings with slight dissapontment. you really weren't there?
"itoshi-kun, what's up?" a second year asked him, noticing his odd demeanor.
"nothing," rin quickly answered. but a slight frown stuck to his face, though the older decided not to push it. rin found himself yearning to see your face, missing the back and forth banter that was so ingrained into his day.
"right well, happy birthday! get home soon," his teammate wished him, walking away. birthday? with a jolt, rin realized that the boy was right, it was, in fact, september ninth. he had never really enjoyed his birthday that much, given it was too close to the beginning of the new school year and just reminded him of how much longer he would have to suffer before summer break. rin started for the cool metal benches where his soccer bag was, beginning to pack up his things and change out of his cleats.
"hey, underlashes!" a voice suddenly cut through his thoughts. so you were here after all? rin dropped his shoes.
"y/n, i really don't appreciate the brother reference," he complained. secretly, he was relieved to hear your teasing. he'd never admit that he didn't mind the nickname that you had given him after you proclaimed that the itoshi brothers had under eyelashes longer than should be humanly possible. something about it was rather endearing.
"oh, cheer up," you began. "you'll be thanking me after this one." rin took a proper look at you and bit back a laugh. you looked like you had just run a marathon given how your red your face was, paired with the small beads of sweat trickling past your forehead. yet somehow, each lock of your hair still fell perfectly to frame your face. you smirked and shoved a small white box into his hands. "i had to run to get here in time, ya know?"
rin looked at the box quizically, recognizing the logo of his favorite bakery in an instant. he untied the pale blue ribbon holding it together and inhaled deeply, content.
happy birthday rin! was written on the small matcha cheesecake that you had gifted him. the small motion makes his heart swell.
"i thought you might like matcha since you like ochazuke so much," you explained.
"i do like it," rin's voice comes out softer than he meant it to. the same old odd feeling was back in his chest. he still couldn't quite place it. it made him naseous and somewhat giddy, like a kid high on cotton candy. he didn't know if he hated it or loved it.
"happy thirteenth, rin!" he felt the familiar, inviting warmth of your smile, and suddenly all was right in the world. as you sang happy birthday to him and slapped a party hat atop his messy dark hair, rin felt like you were the only two people on earth. he felt like he was home, more so than he ever did in his own room. you had a way of bringing that sensation to him, through the nine years he had known you.
after you had finished belting out the last notes of the melody, rin said with a slight grimace, "thirteen is an unlucky number."
"you're not superstitious, so shut it! don't jinx yourself!" you reprimanded him. "oh, but speaking of, i got you that new horror game that you wanted. it hasn't come yet though, it's still being shipped."
"really?" oh how rin's eyes and facade lit up at the mention of the video game.
"yeah, you can go curse yourself all you want once it's here."
"...thanks." itoshi rin was often described as a cold boy. and you were just about the only person he could open up to. rin questioned for a second if it was normal for him to feel that ecstatic over a mere video game.
"hey, look! the sun's setting!" you exclaimed, poking his shoulder lightly. rin's train of thought stalled, instead choosing to direct his attention towards the patch of sky which you were pointing at. streaks of yellow, orange, and red danced across his vision as the sun became slowly swallowed by the earth. "it's beautiful, isn't it?" you asked him.
rin turned to meet your gaze and almost passed out. he swore you looked like an angel sent from heaven itself in the glowing warmth of the sunset, you beamed at him. had you always looked like this? your eyes shone like a million stars, and he felt a smile tugging at the corner of his own mouth. if you had asked him if he was blushing, he'd say no way in hell, but truthfully his face was a little red and it definitely wasn't from his previous workout. rin was suddenly reminded of how he felt when he met you.
"yeah," he breathed. "it's nice." what he really wanted to say was that you were nice, not the sunset. the sunset, for all its glory, was barely lukewarm compared to you. no, that wasn't it. you were radiant, and rin had known that from the very moment he saw you, so many years ago. but for now, he'd have to settle for just this, whatever your friendship was, he was much too scared to lose it.
three.
a little over two years had gone by since that evening when you had celebrated his birthday with him, and the end of rin's third, final year in junior high was approaching. sae had left for spain, scouted by the top soccer club there, and rin wanted more than anything to follow in his footsteps, to be the second best striker in the world after his brother itoshi sae. though sae's leaving had left him a bit lonelier, your friendship was still as easy-going as ever, and rin prayed that it would never change, as sappy as it sounded. he also tried (and failed) to ignore the increased stares between you two, that seemed to take place everywhere. sometimes, he thought that there was some sort of romantic tension between you two, and there had definitely been no shortage of mixed signals. maybe there was a hint of yearning in both your expressions? that year, the only class you shared with him was advanced mathematics, and he loathed the subject immensely. he likely would have cut class entirely if it weren't the only time of day he saw you that wasn't during lunch.
and it's during lunch one day in the month of february that you asked rin something, almost causing him to choke on his noodles.
"she what?" rin askwed between strangled coughs.
"yumi-chan wants to know if you're thinking of giving anyone chocolates for valentine's day," you repeated to him. was rin dense or something? either he was just that, extremely dense, or he chose to ignore his ever-growing fanclub. girls had begun to gush over him after he had been picked for the soccer team's captain last year, and it was also that previous valentine's that rin had recieved about a hundred confessions, ranging from girls in your grade to underclassmen, to even your seniors. you tried to pretend like the fact didnât bug you, but it nagged you in all the wrong ways. your only saving grace is your recollection of how last year, rin had just stood there awkwardly, accepting gifts yet not seeming satisfied with any of them. he looked as if he were waiting for someone's confession, one that never came.
you never asked him about it though, not wanting to dance between the border of normal questioning from a friend and being plain nosy. however, you did mull over it from time to time. was it possible that rin really had been waiting for someone? or had he just been pissed off?
"you can tell yumi that i don't plan on giving anyone anything, especially her," rin spat with distaste, bringing you back to the present.
"the poor girl has done nothing wrong to you," you tried to defend her.
"doesn't mean i have to like her," rin retorted.
"i'll tell her, in gentler wording that is. you know this won't stop anyone from giving you chocolates next week anyway, right?" you wondered if he heard the slight grimace in your voice.
"on feburary fourteenth i will have suddenly been in a very tragic car crash and unable to attend school," rin declared. you could tell from the conviction in his voice that he might actually be plotting a way to skip that day.
"righttt, whatever you say."
unfortunately for rin, he suffered no such vehicular accident and was, rather angrily, perfectly healthy and in attendance at school that valentine's day. it was time for math class, again, and rin had already recieved eighty two chocolates. he thought he might break his own record that year given the school day had barely begun. what he was not prepared for was the sight of you, standing in front of your desk as a boy, whom rin could not remember the name of (he's sure it was some npc anyway) thrusted a pink heart shaped box towards your body. no, there could be no mistaking it, that boy had just confessed to you.
something akin to envy took over rin's body and before he was even aware of it himself, he was standing next to you, glowering at the boy. rin had been mad plenty of times, but he was practically ready to spit fire right then.
the boy hurriedly scurried away, like a mouse, and rin stared daggers at his back.
"hey rin!" you greeted him, as if nothing was wrong.
"who. was. that." not a question but a demand came from the boy with the blunt bangs in front of you.
"rin, it's fine. that's just tokimitsu, and i swear he's harmless," you answered quickly, doing a poor job of concealing the excitement bubbling up inside of you that rin cared. âhe was probably just being nice anyway."
"sure didn't look like it, he was blushing like he walked into a makeup store and fell in that damn pink powder," rin griped.
"why's that bothering you anyhow?"
"i- uh," rin didn't know how to answer that. he didn't even know that he could get jealous over you until then. and how would he tell his best friend that? after all, friends weren't supposed to feel that way for each other. it was wrong for him to be this possessive over you. rin assumed that it was just because he had known you for so long, and that he didn't trust this half-baked tokimitsu guy. he's lying to himself.
"he just pisses me off, i guess," was the answer that rin gave you.
"so what'cha got there?" you motioned at his bag, obviously stuffed full of confessions and candy. "sharing is caring..." rin wondered if you were frowning as he unzipped the backpack and told you to take anything you wanted, hiding under an excuse that the chocolate would ruin his diet as an athelte.
when the final bell tolled for the end of school, rin was waiting outside your class.
"rin? don't you have practice?" you were surprised at his sudden appearance.
"nope, cancelled." rin lied through his teeth. he then dragged you away, setting a brisk walking pace that was opposite from the direction of his and your houses. you shrugged and followed. you didn't have anything planned so you assumed it would be fine.
you were about a block away when you realized where rin was headed towards: your favorite cafe. oddly, he didn't even enjoy their pastries, he had told you they were too sweet for his liking multiple times.
rin led you past the door, weaving through a small crowd of poeple, and stopped abruptly at a table for two. he nodded at the light pink menu that sat atop the marbled top.
"you order," he announced. rin still couldn't take his mind off that infuriating moment in math, and had he been compelled, almost possesed, by a strong urge to take you to the cafe you frequented on that valentine's day. i'll one up you tokimitsu, he thought.
you were still scanning the menu when the waitress approached you, notepad in hand.
"if you're having trouble deciding, we're doing a special promotion for couples today on the strawberry snow parfait for two!" she suggested, looking at you both.
couple? you guessed that you could see where she was coming from. you and rin might have looked like a couple, but before you could clear up the misunderstanding, rin interjected. he knew that strawberries were your favorite fruit, given how often you brought them to school.
"sounds perfect, thanks," he said, and the waiter was off with a nod of her head, scribbling something down. hold on a minute. rin had agreed that you two were a couple to her? you wondered if he was that desperate to get the promotion.
"rin," you hissed. "we're not technically a coup-"
"shhhh!" he shushed you. and as if compelled by an yet another mysterious force, rin took your hands in his. "they don't know that, and you like strawberries, right?" he finished with a wink.
maybe you had died and been brought back to life by that wink, because with the way your heart threatened to explode back then, you definitely shouldn't have lived through it. knowing that he remembered your love of strawberries made you somewhat giddy.
you didn't trust yourself to say anything back yet, only nodding in silent agreement. it was also that day when you realized that you might really, really have feelings for the boy sitting across from you with the compelling cerulean eyes.
plus one more.
you since graduated junior high and somehow beat the paper thin odds, winding up in the same high school as itoshi rin. and you never stopped thinking back to that february fourteenth, even after months had past and it was now novemember of your first year as a high schooler. rin only became better and better at soccer, so naturally you, his best friend, were present at every home game he had. but rin had changed that summer before the start of first year, on an oddly cold night where sae had returned to japan earlier than expected. rin refused to mention much about it to you, but you knew. it had scarred and changed him, his attitude was at its worst and he played with a newfound rage, something that demanded people to notice him. really look at who was going to surpass itoshi sae, his tepid excuse for a big brother.
it was only a few short months after the start of high school and rin's debut as the star striker of the soccer team. rin had been seen and scouted by countless numbers of japanese clubs at this point, just like he'd hoped, and you had encouraged him to go wherever he thought would be best. even if it meant going far from home, and far from you. but for rin, no offer was good enough to surpass sae's yet. so he stayed in place, until he had called you abruptly today at seven in the night. the call had been brief and rin failed to mention anything of importance except telling you to meet him at the park immediately.
he never specified which park, but you knew for him that there could only be one.
when you arrive at the now faded playstructure that you first met itoshi rin at, you're hit by a wave of nostalgia. the sky is exactly as cloudless as it was in your memories, and the crescent moon smiles down at you. were you two really sixteen already? had it been twelve years since you befriended the slightly teary eyed boy with the broken dinosaur figurine?
"hey, y/n." rin's voice is oddly lower, and his tone is serious.
"rin," you smile at him. "did something happen? why'd you wanna meet here all of a sudden?"
"this is it," he whispered, showing you an enveloped containing a letter that read with "the JFU invites you to an elite training camp for the national teamâŚ" in glittering gold letters. "my chance to become the world's number one striker, to finally being recognized by sae again..." he trails off, the hurt in his voice all too obvious and too painful for you to hear. "it'll be far, and i probably won't be able to come to school for a while. won't be able to see you for a while."
"rin, you have to go," you steal glance at the boy who had been by your side for all of these years. you wish you could tell him that you'd be okay without him, but there was no point in lying. that's why he had called you all the way over here.
"just- just promise me one thing y/n," rin says, practically commanding you to look at him again. you're enthralled by the deep blues of his irises, and you think that you might never be able to look away.
rin doesn't ever want to look away either. he's at a crossroads right now, he's more aware of that than ever. rin doesn't think he can go down the right path in peace unless he tells you this one thing, what he's been wanting to say from the very instant you made his life worth living.
"please, don't leave me behind," he begs, his voice hushed but urgent. "i can't lose someone else i care about." shit, he has to tell you the truth now. "the boy you met at the park that day, the one that you wanted to play with, he's been in love with you ever since." its a quiet admission of what was so obvious to everyone else, but so incomprehensible to you two.
rin thinks that heâs ruined it all, this was the end of the line for you and heâd just have to live with that rejection.
on the other hand. you're stunned into silence, entranced by the boy who had drawn your attention since you were four, and you know that your words will fail you again. in the pale moonlight, he looks perfect, sculpted by michelangelo himself. so, you do the only thing that you know can express what you feel for rin. you screw your eyes shut and press your lips onto his, gripping the edge of his soft gray hoodie.
a gush of relief floods rin and reacts a second later. you swear you see fireworks erupting. the kiss nothing less than movie worthy, he's the male lead, you're the main love interest, and the world fades to nothing around you two as you're consumed by rin's love.
when you suddenly realize you're not breathing and neither is he, you push away in a rush. rin's cheeks are hopelessly red, and you assume your own aren't much better off.
"wait, let's do that again, please," rin gasps, breathing heavily while tugging you towards his chest. his black bangs cover his eyes just a bit, and you reach to swipe them out of his face.
rin thinks that he is going to melt, more helpless than a popsicle left out in the sweltering suimmer sunlight. he cradles your face gently, kissing you once again.
the two of you stay like that for a while, and you're not sure how late it is when he pulls away for the final time, but all the stars are out in the sky now, glinting and sparkling.
you hope that there were no children left playing around at this hour.
"so, you'll send me off tomorrow morning?" rin asks. it's unfathomable to him how you can make him feel so complete, so full. you're definitely the one for him.
"that's a promise."
"and you love me?" he asks again.
"even after the end of the world, i will," you assure rin, tracing the grooves on the palm of his hand.
zero multiplied by one should always equal zero. at least, that's what the fundamentals of mathematics declare. but with you as the one, rin thinks that zero times one might equal something else: love.
a/n: if u made it here MWAHH big kiss. probably the longest thing i've written in a while and not planned out at ALL, sorry for the crappy world building and stuff, i tried... also tried to keep it more in line with canon. iâve never written with japanese honorifics hopefully i didnât mess up too badly đ side note i think rin would actually enjoy 0x1=lovesong vibes
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This Week in BL - I'm treading water and so is BL
Organized, in each category, with ones I'm enjoying most at the top.
Feb 2025 Week 1
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Ongoing Series - Thai
Your Sky (Sun iQIYI) ep 12 end - I love this show so much. So sweet. I adored it when Rak (FINALLY!) took the initiative!Â
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Conclusion
As pulps go this is right up there with my favorite if all time, My Ride, but for different less complex reasons. This is a relatively simple, old school, endearingly soft story of a fake relationship between a sunshine sweetie and an older reserved rich kid who slowly fall in love. Its soft gentle low-stakes leans into everything I personally love about Thai BL. Itâs a warm fuzzy robe of a show. 9/10Â
ThamePo (Fri YT) ep 9 of 12 - Thame is the poutyest of pouty babies. I love the ribbing that he got from his group the next morning (that wasn't). That said when we got a kiss it was a VERY GOOD kiss. This is a very me truly great show that Iâm enjoying so much.Â
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The Boy Next World (Sun IQIYI) ep 5 of 10 - I really canât fault the chemistry with this pair. From kissing to making out they're awesome at ALL OF it. I like the twist (that there is not parallel world jsut the edge of insanity). It's delusional and sus and obsessive and very "seme who missed his meet cute with his uke" and is being forced by a narrative to fast forward. So 90s yaoi. Can Mame push this edge in the right way? Doubtful. But BossNoeul will make it fun for us to watch no matter how questionably messy it gets.
(Yes, there IS a "right way.")
The Heart Killers (Weds Gaga) ep 11 of 12 - fun penultimate episode.
Perfect 10 Liners (Sun YT) ep 15 of 24 - It's fine. Even cute. I think I like PerthSanta better than ForceBook but I really want the next pair the most.Â
Sangmin Dinneaw (Sun iQIYI) ep 6 of 10 - Enter my least favorite trope of all time, the amnesia trope. Also random doctor couple. This show is nothing if not erratic.Â
Flirt Milk (Sat YT) ep 3 or 10Â - ugh
Ossanâs Love Thailand (Mon YouTube) ep 5 of 12 - Is this punishment for how good Cherry Magic Thailand was?
Gelboys (Weds iQIYI) ep 1 of 7 - it started but I didn't realize so I'll catch up next week.
Ongoing Series - Not Thai
When it Rains it Pours (Japan Thurs Gaga) ep 5 of 10 - I adore them so much, these two sad desperate horny cheating boys. Lube! Argh. Please! The stark lack of affection in this show is about as dry and painful as the sex must have been. But, its all very tense and I kinda love it's minimalistic angst.Â
Eternal Butler (Taiwan Fri Gaga) eps 8 of 12 - what a pity, just throwing away that cute color matched BDSM set. Ever 4 is SO CUTE when he smiles, but he would have been cuter smiling and holding that red bullwhip.
Heart Stain (Korea Weds IQIYI) eps 1-2 of 8 - I like it! Itâs Korea doing its all-time favorite trope, the love triangle, but an interesting take. One boy is in love with his teacher but his best friend is in love with him. Let the drama commence.
Impression of Youth (Taiwan Weds Viki) eps 5 of 9 - Such a great brother relationship! My goodness the courage on that kid. Also, they jumped into the sack fast, even for Taiwan.
Fight for Love (Vietnam YT) ep 1 - A new VBL that is actually quite fluffy and charming. It is extremely lightweight but Iâm enjoying that aspect. I like Vietnamese comedy more than Thai, I think.
Checkered Shirt (Korea YT) ep 1 of 8 -Â From the same people sho did Seoul Blues. I like it but this studio isn't vested in HEA so I'm wary.Â
FC Soldout (Korea Thurs iQIYI) eps 1-4 of 8 - Huh. Interesting. The premise is kinda fun, even if (you know me) I never like obsessed fans. Creeps me out. That said, everyone is surprisingly gay for a KBL - like gay GAY. I know thatâs a weird thing for me to say in a BL, but Korea is usually awfully het about their BL.
Anygay, of course I already like the side couple best. The gruff team captain and the pretty idol with a sad past win. WIN WIN. Give me an entire show about them please.
Teenager Judge (Vietnam Sat YT) ep 18 of 20 - (the end is in sight, but sheesh!) it was OK because mostly it was all the friends over at the house and doing stuff together. But still not a lot is happening.
It's airing but......
I Will Turn Back Time (China Gaga) 6 eps - Itâs Chinese, no idea if it will end well or not. But itâs the stepbrothers trope. Still, Iâm not gonna watch it until itâs done.
In Case You Missed it
End of year wraps are here!
2024 Trend Report
MY BEST & WORST BLs of 2024
Best Kisses (and sex scenes) of 2024
BL's 2024 Quirky Awards
2024 Awards - Quick Picks
Next Week Looks Like This:
Like last week we already in the middle, I promise I should be back on schedule soon. You'll get you calander image then.
2/14 Exclusive Love (Taiwan Gaga) trailer - Shy aspiring singer inherits funeral business.
2/14 The Last Time (Thailand WeTV) trailer - from 2024, not sure about this one, looks dark.
2/21 Bali Hai (Thailand ????) no MDL listing, only rumors, unsure on deets.
2/27 Secret Relationships (Korea iQIYI) - Stars Wei's Kim Jun Seo. Adapted by Cradle Studio (Kakao). About clever and resourceful Daon who has worked hard to overcome being poor. His cheap ways annoy his coworker, Sunghyeon but after âan incidentâ with his parents, Daon grows closer to him. But Daon also has feelings for his former tutor. This has the signs of a classic Kdrama all over it: Office setting, love triangle, lead suffering for his self-actualization. Iâm optimistic about a longer treatment.
2025 Line Up
BL Announced for 2025 - PART 1
BL Announced for 2025 - PART 2
20 BLs Announced for 2025 That I'm Really Excited About
GMMTV 2025 Line Up - My Totally Biased and Wildly Flawed Feels
THIS WEEKâS BEST MOMENT
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Such beautiful surrender (Your Sky).
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Yeah all the build up for some great payout, thanks ThamePo.
(last week)
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HI BABRIE! HI KEN! [part 3, LH44 smau]
Lewis Hamilton x pregnant!reader [social media au]
Masterlist & Hi Barbie! Hi Ken! [part 1, LH44 smau] & Hi Barbie! Hi Ken! [part 2, LH 44 smau]
Summary: Lewis and his "real-life Barbie" girlfriend Y/N Y/L/N have a secret they keep from the fans. Though it's only matter of time before they announce the happy news... it's not like it can stay hidden forever anyways.
Warnings: Pregnancy. Slight hate and bodyshaming towards Y/N. If you're not in the right headspace, please don't read it!đŤś
Author's Note: After quite some time, hello! I'm so sorry this took so long, but life has been so busy and hectic last month I simply didn't have time and energy to write this sooner. Though I'm very glad for everyone who waited for this part and I hope you'll like it. It's probably not the last one, I have few ideas for more parts. But I don't want to promise anything, we all know how long this part took XD.
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lewishamilton So proud to support charity program for the involvement of children from disadvantaged families in sports yourusername has been working on for a few years now. All money raised from the friendly basketball match goes to the fond of the charity. Let's change lives of these talented kids together! đŤđđž
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user1 basketball players should be grateful our king chose to be f1 driver đ
user2 fr
yourusername together we can change the world for better!! đŤđ
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user3 You make our lives better by existing Y/Nđđ
user4 I think this is too idealistic lol
user5 queen speaking facts and keeping us motivated
user6 LET HER COOK đŁđŁđŁ
user7 Sir Lewis Hamilton is Sir for a reason đ
mercedesamgf1 đđ¤
user8 even though he'll be driving for ferrari next year mercedes still supports him!!!
user9 and what did you think? that they'll ignore him or hate him suddenly? he still got a whole season w them 𤣠plus it's all marketing
user10 nah i'll just live in delusion that admin loves lewis & y/nđĽ°đĽ°đĽ°đĽ°
user11 I love how you use your platform to raise awareness
user12 omg he's so hot đĽľ
user13 Wait, why is Lewis at Y/N's charity event instead of her? I usually support her, but this is just weird... why can't she stand up for her own thing?
user14 RIGHT?! idk why she didn't even bother showing there
user15 Honestly I think that Lewis going there brings more attention to it than just her going there, and it's a good thing people are noticing this organization. Though I don't understand why she didn't go there as well đ¤ˇââď¸
user16 guys stop wtf she could be sick or smth
user14 or she's just another attention seeker... never liked her tbh
user16 the only attention seeker here is u user14 get a life and stop hating đ
user14 i'm not hating, i'm stating facts and unlike y/n i don't need a man to do shit for me lmfao
user17 Y'all are really getting mad over nothing xddd
user18 Amazing work! đ you make the difference, Lewisđđ¤đ
user19 the fact he has pink pants bc it's y/n's fav color and it's for a charity event she helped organize... i want a man like him đŠ
user20 He's down bad for her!!!
user21 I mean... who wouldn't, just look at herđ¤
user22 fr what i'd give to talk to y/n once
user23 Our fashion barbie iconic Queen ��
user24 Lew giving the little boy a fist bumpđĽš
user25 he is going to be a great dad one day
user24 Oh definitely!đŤś
user26 can't wait for dad lewis
user27 omggg imagine little him and y/n running around the paddock đđ
user26 they'll be sooo cute istg
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yourusername japan grand prix w my favs đŻđľđ¤
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lewishamilton đ¤đ¤
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user1 awww i live for bf lewis
user2 YOU DESERVE SOMEONE BETTER
user3 and who would that be user2 ?? you? lmfao u wishđ¤Łđ¤Ł
user4 the disrespect of writing these things under HIS COMMENT where he shows SUPPORT to HIS GIRLFRIEND...
user5 Lewis & Y/N 4ever đŤś
user6 omg look at roscoe baby so cute
user7 the teeth I can'tđĽš
user8 It's Roscoe's world and we're just living in it fr
alexandrasaintmleux so prettyyy đđş
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yourusername oh stoppp u are prettier đđ
user9 Girls supporting girls and wags supporting wags... that's what we like!!!!
user10 the fact lewis liked alex's comment w two accounts is the best thing that happened this weekđ
user11 shut uppp I didn't even notice it before user10 đ he's such a simp I love this đđ
user10 i knoooowđ
user12 finally you attended a grand prix this year!!!!
user13 đđđđđ
mercedesamgf1 It's always brighter with you in the paddock Barbie Y/N!đ
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yourusername next time i'm going all out w the pink đđŤś
user14 the legend herselffff
user15 Admin is slaying and supporting Y/N đââď¸
user16 MOTHER IS SERVING ONCE AGAINđ§đťââď¸
roscoelovescoco Enjoying's dad's racing's w my's best's mum's âşď¸đ
yourusername enjoying dad racing w my best son đĽšđ
user17 not roscoe slowly learning y/n's slang and saying w instead of withđ¤
user18 and the fact Lewis is the one really writing it... !!!!!
user19 They're such cute a familyđĽ°
user20 mum and dad and son... I can't it's too adorable đŤ â¤ď¸âđŠš
user21 Literally the queen of f1 and gorgeousness keep slaying
user22 where is the usual barbie aesthetic?!đĽ
user23 fr I want pink dresses not blue trousers
user24 Guys she can wear whatever she wants
user23 yeah true but still... she already built that image so why not keep it wtf đ¤ˇââď¸
user25 Covering her fat stomach with the purse ewww đ¤˘đĽ´
user26 i wanna take u haters seriously... but I just can't xd
user27 if you have anger issues like me and don't like online trolls, pls stop scrolling people! there are so many dumb users from twitter in these comments!đ
user28 I just don't get why they're hating on Y/N all of sudden... what did she ever do to them
user29 idk, probably bcs she wasn't active for a while (she was probably not feeling well or smth as she said in an interview few days back) and didn't attend any gp till japan this year (again she was probably sick so understandable)... plus lot of f1 "fans" are jealous bitches change my mind
user30 Internet always moves in waves and one time everybody loves u and then they hate u đŹ
user31 yeah but it's so sad cause y/n is such a sweetheartđĽşâ¤ď¸
user32 I honestly wouldn't care about the haters if they didn't attack her body and the way she looks... that's down right embarrassing and disgusting
user33 AGREED user32
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lewishamilton It's hard to put into words how happy and excited we are. Can't wait to hold our baby in a few months and support my dearest love on every step of the way. Feeling blessed right now đ¤đŞ
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charles_leclerc Well, that's a shocking news I didn't know about this time...đ
charles_leclerc But big congratulations!â¤ď¸
yourusername yeah we needed to give u heart attack w smth too đđ
susie_wolff Congratulations Lewis and Y/N, you will be great parents! đŤđŤś
yourusername thx susie, we have great role models in u and toto!!! â¨â¤ď¸âđŠš
lewishamilton đŤśđžđŤśđž
kellypiquet what a great news!đĽš
yourusername love u kelly đ
sebastianvettel Many congratulations!
lewishamilton Thank you Seb!
yourusername will u be the fun uncle??? pls seb đĽšđ
sebastianvettel If you'll make me their godfather....
yourusername done deal đ¤
lewishamilton I-... fair enough, done deal
fencer EXCUSE ME?!! THAT'S NOT FAIR
charles_leclerc Yeah what is this favorism?!
yourusername guys it's seb how could we say no đâ¨
charles_leclerc True... fair enough then I guess đ
fencer I still feel VERY offended
yourusername charles don't use that ironic emoji on me and fencer u can have the second child
lewishamilton Darling that sounds like you're sacrificing our second child while the first one isn't even born yet...
yourusername whoops đŤ˘đ
sebastianvettel Do you realize this is not a private conversation?
yourusername actually u can set selected comments private seb đ
charles_leclerc Wait seriously?!
lewishamilton No, she's just testing if he's old enough to believe her đ
yourusername you're sour bc u believed me the first time i tried it love âşď¸đŤś
sebastianvettel This is exactly why I didn't have Instagram sooner.
charles_lecerc We love you Seb!â¤ď¸
yourusername yeah we do love u our new godfather!!!!đ
mercedesamgf1 Congratulations from the whole team!đ¤Šđ¤
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alexandrasaintmleux awww so happy for both of u!đ
yourusername hope you're prepared to be the fav auntie đ¤đ
alexandrasaintmleux anything for my little nephew or niece hamilton đŤĄ
scuderiaferrari The next world champion on the way?đâ¤ď¸
yourusername pls i hope they'll stay far away from racing đ
scuderiaferrari Well... then we'll at least get another tifosi đ
georgerussell68 Wishing all the best mate!
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landonorris Wooohooo congrats!!!
landonorris Wait- do y'all realize you'll be parents now? Like real REAL parents of an actual child?!
yourusername yeah lando that's how it usually works when u get pregnant đ
landonorris Yeah but... wait! The child needs to be McLaren fan!
yourusername your mission to get all hamiltons to be your fan is getting more complicated, isn't it? đđŤ˘
landonorris Shhhh Y/N it's a secret mission đ¤Ť
yourusername oh my bad sry
yourusername wait why do i know about it then???
landonorris Ehhh... miscalculation?
yourusername tf lando đ
lewishamilton I'm starting to think this baby will be our second child and Lando is our first...
landonorris Wow so can I officially say Lewis Hamilton is my daddy now?đ
lewishamilton NO
yourusername lando don't you dare or istg
landonorris Byeee parents!! đ¤
f1 Let's go! đđś
francisca.cgomes babyyyyy đ¤đ
pierregasly Why the leaves?
francisca.cgomes bcs it's an autumn babyyyyy
yourusername love u kika đ
pierregasly Oh congrats by the way!đŤś
yourusername thx pierre đ
logansargeant RAAAAAHHH đşđ¸đŚ
logansargeant Sorry alex_albon took my phone đ I wanted to say congratulations!đ¤
alex_albon đ
yourusername lol
yourusername but thx sm logan, you're such a sweetheart! đŤś
lilymhe I swear it'll be the cutest baby ever
yourusername babe it'll totally will if u say so đ
kevinmagnussen đ
hulkhulkenberg Welcome to the dad's club on the grid Lewis! đ
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oscarpiastri What a happy day, congratulations! đ§Ą
yourusername what's the orange heart doing here oscahh??? đ¤¨
oscarpiastri đ
oscarpiastri Better now?
yourusername thx oscar sm for the congrats!𼰠also you should use my signature heart emoji more often đ
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yourusername enjoying the barbie life đđ
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lewishamilton Beautiful, gorgeous and my Barbie!
yourusername awww my ken đđŤś
user1 omg i love them sm
user2 I wanna have what they have
user3 the effect bf Lewis has on me should be studied đŠ
user4 Just the fact he usually isn't active on ig and doesn't comment or anything... and she is the only exceptionđđ¤
user5 gorgeous literally so gorgeous
user6 The baby bump đĽšđĽš
user7 and she looks so good with it too đĽšđĽš
alexandrasaintmleux such good times hanging out with my fav barbie! đđ
yourusername the best times girly!!! đ
user8 i live for this friendship
user9 Imagine these two next year in Ferrari garage together!đ
user10 literally the only good thing coming out of lewis leaving mercedes
user11 fr fr user10
user12 Are those flowers from Lewis???
roscoelovescoco Yeah's they'res from's dad's đťâşď¸
user13 OH MY GOD ROSCOE HIIII
user12 Can't believe Lewis Hamilton replied to my comment as his dog đ
user13 lol user12 u really won life xd
user14 this is sooo cuteee đť
user15 You and Alex look so good together! Hope you'll be friends forever!
kellypiquet where's the bag from? it's so pretty! đđ¤
yourusername idk lew gave it to me for christmas last year... i'll ask and let u know!! đ¤đŤś
kellypiquet đŤś
user16 The queens of the paddock right here đ
user17 still can't believe y/n & lewis are going to be parent in a few months
user18 RIGHT?! It's like a fever dream for me đ
user19 Yeah i was excited for dad Lewis so long that now I can't believe it's finally happening đ¤â¤ď¸
user20 the best wag right here
user21 and soon the best mum!
user22 Ur STUNNING đđ
user23 Woman đ
user24 proud to say i never hated on Y/N
user25 YES
user26 always knew she's the queen đ¸đ
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lewishamilton My beautiful Barbie. The love of my life. My partner for good times and bad times. Mother of my child. The only woman I want to spend the rest of my life with. Y/N Y/L/N. đđŤ
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yourusername can't describe in words how much i love u lew!!! đđŤ
lewishamilton Love you too darling, so much!
user1 I can't đ
user2 i wanna have what they have
user3 THE BEST COUPLE EVER
user4 if they ever break up love isn't real
user5 I'll tell my children they are the original Barbie & Ken
user6 my parents đĽ°
user7 y'all don't understand how much i love them
user8 The best parents ever!!!!
roscoelovescoco Mums looking's gorgeous đĽšâď¸
lewishamilton She in fact is.
yourusername my boys making me cry đĽšđ
roscoelovescoco Oh's no's mums don't cry's đ
yourusername don't worry baby it's happy tears đ
user9 now I'm crying too... this is so sweet
user10 The reason they're my favsđ
user11 why is this so precious đđ
user12 so prettyyyy
kellypiquet Our Barbie looking like a goddess!đ
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yourusername thx kelly!!!đ
user13 she's fr glowing đť
user14 Thought she can't get more beautiful than she was before but pregnancy proved me wrong
user15 MARRY HER
user16 we love bf lewis dedicating whole post to y/n đ¤đ¤
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user17 ariana what are u doing here?!??!!
user18 Even Vogue is an Y/N fan and we love it
user19 y'all don't understand how bad i need her to be on the cover of vogue or some other magazine đŠ
user20 OMG user19 SHE WOULD SLAY IT TOO HARD
user21 You should marry her now!!! đđ
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user22 heyyy did someone else see lewis like it and then un-like it?!đ§
user21 When the notification of roscoelovescoco liking my comment came up on my phone I nearly dropped it and screamed... like what? Excuse me sir!!! đ
user23 LOL I love how he goes savage liking comments w his dog's account and then regrets it immediately xd
user24 guuuyyyssss what if it means we'll get proposal soon???âşď¸
user21 I wish!!!!
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Author's Note: Thank you for reading it to the end! I'll be very grateful for likes, comments, reblogs and every other sign of support. Also you can let me know if you think baby Hamilton will be a girl or boy đ¤. Have a great weekend! (Btw if someone wants to talk about their predictions for Saudi Arabian Grand Prix, they're welcomed bcs I don't have anyone to talk to about it XD)
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â the mafia series
PAIRING: nishimura riki x fem!reader
SUMMARY: you were never curious about people's lives but ni-ki's one has you intrigued. why weren't the teachers scolding him? getting mad at him for leaving in the middle class. it was just weird. that is until you find the very reason as to why the teachers were not doing anything. one thing led to another and somehow, you were roped into this mess.
WARNING: blood mentioned, fights and mafia, stabbing. if you remember the dark blood fight scene with sunghoon and ni-ki, you can imagine that but way more gory and also actually stabbing the person with an actual katana (not to sunghoon though, but to an actual bad guy)
WORD COUNT: 9.3K (I BEAT JAKE'S ONE?? WTH)
NOTE: lord have mercy, this took too much procrastination, sweat and tears to do finish this. like no joke. plus with the edition of me either forgetting to do it or me just having no mood to write. I FUCKING FINISHED IT!!! BE PROUD OF ME đŤľđźđŤľđźđŤľđźđŤľđź
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being a kid exposed to crimes at a young age wasnât a peculiar thing. however, it was the life of a young boy who went by ni-ki. you see, ni-ki was one of the seven successful young billionaires in the world. his family name was already plastered to every billboard. the Nishimura Cooperation, they were one of the pillars to koreaâs and japanâs success. any normal person would just look at them and acknowledge their power but what they didnât know wasâŚhow did they get their power?
the nishimura family built their entire empire by doing dirty work which led to a huge money income. they bought their way up to the top and managed to gain countless of loyal followers. Eventually collaborating with the Park Corp. which was jayâs family company. Many were surprised to see that ni-ki was dabbling in a little of his family business because at the age of 18, nobody would willingly want to participate in business. The Nishimura Corp was mainly stationed in Japan so ni-ki handled the work done in Korea since he was already here.
as usual, as a teenager, ni-ki would be in school. however, he never studied nor did he care about his scores. why should he when is already a millionaire/billionaire at 18? he could easily buy his way through the system but his parents didnât allow him. they wanted their son to get his certificate the right way. the same way his 2 other sisters were going through in Japan. ni-ki could only obey his parentsâ words, they knew what was best for him. which leads into the female protagonist of his life story, you being his classmate.
ni-ki was like any normal teen boy. angsty, hates school and a little jokester who is always on the verge of getting detention. you had never understood why the teachers never actually sent the boy to detention, it wasâŚweird.
â(name) and ni-ki.â the teacher announces. there was this project that you had for an English class, something about literature and poetry. you had to find some classical romance novel that fits the criteria. which you didnât fully understand. honestly, you never even liked English class, the teacher just rubs you the wrong way. either way, ni-ki was now your project partner. you were already plotting different ways to approach him and actually get him to do his work. you werenât oblivious to the fact that ni-ki rarely ever participates in school work.
âhi, we have to do a project together.â you timidly say after you approached him. The boy before you looked bored, seems like he doesnât fancy English class too.Â
ni-ki sighs, âyeah, listen. I donât really like English class so we should get this stupid project done and over with. i also have other important things to do.â
well, at least he was honest. you hummed at his words, âseems like we have something in common. letâs get this project done quickly then letâs meet in the library at 3pm?â
ni-ki shrugs, âalright then. if iâm late, donât bother waiting for me. I have a pretty busy schedule and life so school and this project is the least of my worries.â
âno problem, just let me know if you can participate in this project. If you can't, I'll just do it by myself and slap your name somewhere on the paper.â you say. ni-ki tilts his head but he didnât protest your suggestion.
âthat will be great. Now, I need to run some errands.â he leaves the classroom, the teacher not even bothering to even ask where he was going. clearly, they were too used to him leaving the class in the middle of nowhere or maybe they knew something you didnât.
âhe is weirdâŚâ you mutter under your breath.
as expected, ni-ki did not show up at the library. you sighed and just continued working on the project. you werenât exactly surprised he wouldnât show up but you still hope heâd at least have some manners and actually show up. It was 5pm, you were finishing up on your part of the project. You still had to do his part and then come up with a short little poem because your teacher wanted to make it more sentimental or whatever she wanted.
ni-ki shows up, busted and bruised up. his hair was dishevelled, blood at the corner of his lips, he looked rough. something an 18 year old boy shouldnât be having, you confused. just as he draws nearer, you notice there was a cut on his cheeks, small drips of blood slowly falling down. you gasp.
âsorry, had some business to attend to.â he says sheepishly.
âthis is your business to attend to? why are you so bloodied and bruised up? who did you have a fight with?â
âjust some group.â he shrugs. âdonât worry, my older friends were there to help me out. well, itâs not like they really helped.â he mutters the last part.
âuh, well this canât be some sort of tiny thing. youâre bleeding.â
he reaches to touch his cheek and swipes the blood away. he winces a little and shrugs, ânothing too bad. been through worse. anyways, whatâs the part I have to do? feeling a little bad if I donât help you out a little at least.â you sighed when you noticed the blood he swiped away continued to flow.
âcome here.â he tilts his head at your words but still goes over to you.
you made him sit next to you and you took out some antiseptic from your bag. you had one because you usually volunteered at the orphanage and the kids there played quite rough.
âthis might sting a little.â you told ni-ki. he sighs and just lets you do whatever it is. you wiped the blood with a wet tissue and then placed the antiseptic on the cut. ni-ki winces.
âwhile i am curious as to how you got this since it looks like you had a huge fight, Iâll keep my mouth shut.â you placed a bandage on the cut. âthere itâs better now. here take this and wipe the other blood thatâs dried up on your face.â
ni-ki thanked you quietly. he quickly wipes the blood that you had previously pointed at. âso which part am I supposed to do? also, didnât the teacher say we have to do a romance novel?â he grimaces at the thought of having to read a romance novel. he was never a fan of romantic things. Sure, he liked cheesy things like matching clothes or matching items but he was too single for that (and still young).
âyeah, itâs some romance novel. from the synopsis, i can tell itâs really similar to âTwilightâ.â you could hear ni-ki sighing.
âso some vampire romantic novel thing?â
âbasically. have you watched âTwilightâ?â
âno. i donât have time for movies or series or dramas. i have a busy schedule.â
âsoundsâŚboring but i understand if you have a job and itâs more important than watching a basic show.â
âi-â ni-ki sighs. âwe can watch it. well, i can watch it on my own and then read the novel the teacher suggested us to read.â
âalright, we can split it and then summarise the novel with our own thoughts. makes it more sentimental.â
ni-ki nods, âuhh send me a link to the âTwilightâ story or something.â
âi donât have your number.â
ni-ki holds his hand out and you gave him your phone. he quickly types in his number and sends a text.
âthere, now i need to go. i have work.â ni-ki doesnât even bother to wait until you uttered a word, he just leaves. you huffed and looked down at your laptop. maybe you should just stay and complete some work.
TWO
ni-ki entered the Decelis Resort and clicked on the elevator button to the top floor. he was met with his 6 other older friends. each of them huffing and sighing, it seems like they found out something.
âuh, whatâs wrong?â
âthis.â jungwon shows off the screen on their database. a warning which was basically telling jake about his brother. ni-ki tilts his head.
âisnât your brother dead a long time ago, hyung?â ni-ki asks jake.
âyeah.â nabi says. her arms were wrapped around jake as she comforts him. right, he forgot they got together already and they arenât blindly being stupid and not confessing to each other (read: please save ni-ki, he already witnessed two of his hyungs kissing their girlfriend/wife).
ni-ki scrunches his face at the affection that jakeâs girlfriend was giving him. just as he looks to look over in the other direction, he witnesses heeseung giving his wife heart eyes. ni-ki has had enough of it, he rolls his eyes.
âwhy did you call me in, i had a project to do with my partner.â he says.
âoooo project with a partner, who is this partner. is it a girl~â sunghoon teases. ah, the ever so annoying thing sunghoon loved to do with ni-ki, tease him. sunghoon should be thankful that ni-ki could hold back his anger. or else, ni-ki wouldâve initiated a war crime on him.
ânone.â ni-ki simply says. he folds his arm.
ânone what?â sunghoon tilts his head, slightly confused at the short answer.
ânone of your business.â ni-ki fires back. sunghoon clenches his jaw and gets ready to swing when jay holds him back. sunghoon practically hisses like a cat as he scrambles to get out of jayâs grip.
âokay okay. calm down.â heeseung claps his hand to get their attention. âwe called you back here because while jungwon and jake fix the database, you, sunghoon, jay and sunoo are going out to find the target.â
âold school style?â sunoo asks.
âyeah. since our database is fucked up right now.â
âsoâŚhow are we going to do that without the database?â sunghoon asks.
âstakeout. you guys should know what he looks like after i send the photo of him. sunoo and jay will be in charge of ground level. ni-ki and sunghoon take high ground.â heeseung explains.
âwhat about you, hyung?â jay says.
heeseung turns to look over at his wife and the older boys instantly knew. ni-ki was still clueless until he realisedâŚ
âOH MY GOD EWWWW. canât you leave the baby making for another time? we are literally on a mission.â ni-ki fake gags.
âyou guys are on a mission. i can stay back.â heeseung reasons.
âyou can fight too, hyung??â
âyeah, no. I wanna stick with my wife, thank you very much.â
âwhatever, letâs just start this mission. Iâll just take charge as usual.â jungwon says.
THREE
ni-ki and sunghoon stayed up above while jay and sunoo stuck below. each of them had their own disguises since they were going in old school style. even if it sounded ridiculous but at least nobody would know itâs them.
âyou guys going in now?â sunghoon asks.
âyeah, me and sunoo are going in separately to avoid any suspicions.â
âjake hyung says that they are working on getting the app online. if we find the guy without the app then we just strike and kidnap.â sunoo says.
âhyungs, you two are the only ones who have eyes inside. let us know if you need more help, me and sunghoon hyung will come down and help you.â ni-ki says.
âmmm, will do. you guys watch out from upstairs if the client left the building.â jay says.
âgot it.â
both ni-ki and sunghoon watched from above the building. what they didnât expect was for someone to come up behind them and shove them off the side. ni-ki grabbed sunghoon and pushed him closer towards the side of the buildingâs wall so that sunghoon could catch himself. ni-ki grabs his grappling hook and throws it so sunghoon can catch it. Both of them were eventually âsafeâ on the side of the building.
âshit, theyâre onto us.â sunghoon curses. âyou good, ni-ki?â
âyeah, sure. dangling about 656 ft above the ground is totally fine, hyung.â ni-ki sarcastically says. sunghoon rolls his eyes.
âi can just let go of the rope and let you fall, you know?â
âyou wouldnât, hyung. you love me too much in a brotherly way.â ni-ki says.
sunghoon sighs, âyeah whatever.â
âwe should find a way back up. those assholes decided to shove us off.â ni-ki says.
âyeah, we should.â
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sunghoon taps on his spy earpiece, âheads up guys, I think theyâre onto to us. Me and ni-ki just got shoved off the rooftop.â
âso you guys are just dangling at the side of the building?â jay asks.
âyeah, we need to clear the way. sunoo, could you find a way to floor 76? weâre currently dangling beside one of those hotel rooms on that floor. i think someone is occupying this room though.â sunghoon says.
âdonât worry, iâm on my way right now. they donât call me sneaky sunoo for no reason.â
ânobody calls you that, hyung.â
âshut up, ni-ki.â
âiâll keep a look out for the mafia leader. heâs probably in the party they have in the small casino of the hotel.â jay says.
âalright, seems like this is the plan we have for now. weâll meet up after sunoo saves us.â sunghoon adds.
âroger.â
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the wind blew onto their hair, ni-ki sighs.
âis it too late to tell my project partner that i wonât be coming to school tomorrow.â ni-ki asks.
âyouâre still worried about your project?! weâre dangling off the side of like one of the tallest skyscrapers right now and youâre worried about that?!â sunghoon says as he is bewildered by ni-kiâs words.
âwell, iâm still a high school student. i donât want to fail my classes.â
âwhen have you ever cared about school.â sunghoon deadpans. ni-ki was about to counter but ultimately shut his mouth.
âyouâre right. i hate school.â ni-ki huffs.
âno no wait. weâre not stopping there, tell me why are you suddenly thinking about this? is this about your project partner? because this is my first time hearing you actually want to go to school.â
âno.â ni-ki simply replies.
âdonât just say ânoâ. there is something more to that. are you falling for your project partner?â
âyouâre crazy, why would i fall for my project partner. iâm only a high school senior, iâm too young to be falling in love. iâd rather focus on our mission than her.â
âah, so itâs a her.â sunghoon egged further. though ni-ki couldnât see sunghoon face, he knew the older was smirking at him, seemingly amused that ni-ki was actually showing some slight unknown feelings.
âthe teacher assigned us together, weâre forced to do it. itâs not like i wanted to do this project with her.â
âokay but is this girl at least cute to you?â
âhyung, can we not talk about this?â
âno no. we have time. there are at least 10 rooms on this floor, sunoo will take a long time. tell me if this girl is your type.â
âi am not telling you and also, i donât have a type.â ni-ki grumbles.
âso, itâs a yes?â
âiâm just talking to her because i am forced to.â
âdoes she intrigue you in any way?â
âhyung-â
âyo, i am here to save the day.â sunoo opens up the window just enough so that sunghoon and ni-ki could slid through.
both sunghoon and ni-ki climbed through the window quietly.
âhow did you get inside the room?â sunghoon whispers.
âsimple, the room was occupied by some girls so i just used my sunoo charms and boom they let me in. i told them iâll be back soon but iâm gonna bolt out of this room after grabbing you guys.â
âthe girls donât appeal to you?â
âoh no, they are justâŚhow do i put this in a nicer term?â sunoo thinks for a split second, âthey are way older than me, about 40 years old?â
âayo?â ni-ki says.
âanyways, we need to get out of here chop chop. i was informed that the system and database is back so we donât need to stakeout. we can just find and capture the guy with a simple call for backup.â sunoo says.
âgreat. now, letâs get out of here.â
sunghoon, sunoo and ni-ki snuck out of the hotel room and went to find jay. jay gestures for them to come closer and they went over to him.
he nudges his head to point where the guy stood, âour target is being surrounded by some other innocent people and his bodyguards. we need to find a way to bring them around and away from these people.â
âdid you call for backup?â sunghoon asks.
âyeah, they are on the way now. theyâll just clean up whatever mess weâve done.â jay explains.
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âhey umm, guys.â jake says.
âwhatâs wrong?â sunghoon asks.
âwe can see from the security cameras some bodyguards walking to the casino hall. jungwon had eavesdropped into their convo from their walkie talkie. it seems like theyâre going to report about sunghoon and ni-ki.â
âshit, we really need to take them down. jay, how about you proceed with sunoo and play a round with our target while me and ni-ki take down those guards.â
âyeah, that works.â jay says.
âperfect, weâll watch over the security cameras. weâll report if there is anything else. jay, your men are about 10 minutes away from the location, theyâll come closer after the deal is done.â jake says.
âgot it.â
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âso? can we go now?â ni-ki asks.
âyeah, letâs go.â sunghoon says.
about 1 hour later, they managed to kick down their bodyguards with no suspicions from other bypassers. both ni-ki and sunghoon locked their unconscious bodies inside the bathroom stall and went to find jay and sunoo. jay flips the coin and it lands on heads, he smirks. he cracks his knuckles and neck.
âshowtime.â he mutters.
chaos quickly ensues. everyone was running out of the casino, jay flips his gun and shoots. sunoo slides towards the entrance of the casino and allows all the innocent people out before cooly shutting the doors for all the bad guys. he puts his hands up once he turns around when the henchmen were holding up their guns at him.
âehem, i suppose you guys have me cornered.â he innocently says. âi suggest you turn around though.â he smirks.
before the henchmen could even turn around, their necks were snapped and they fell to the ground. sunghoon and ni-ki managed to run in time just to help them fight off with jayâs men. ni-ki corners their target in one spot.
âhand over what we want and weâll let you free.â
the guy laughs maniacally and ni-ki laughs along with him, âno.â
ni-ki stops laughing, âokay then.â with one simple shot, the guy falls to the ground, blood surrounding him. sunghoon winces.
âi can never get over this scene. youâre so brutal and direct with it like no hesitation. at least jay waits for the guy to say something.â
âwe donât wait for people like him and besides, what good is he going to bring us when all he has done is sell personal information, drugs and solicit women.â ni-ki says.
âni-ki is right though.â jay shrugs. he turns to his men, âanyways, letâs clean this up before police get here. which should be in 15 minutes.â
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â10 minutes.â jake corrects them.
âokay thanks.â jay says.
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jay pats one of his men's backs, âthere isnât much people this time so it should be easier.â
âthere are a few unconscious people in the bathroom. maybe we can use them and turn them into our men.â sunghoon suggests.
âgood idea, you heard sunghoon.â jay says. jayâs men nod, they get to work and went to clean up everything while sunghoon, jay, sunoo and ni-ki went back to the Decelis Resort.
FOUR
ni-ki went to school the next day after not getting much sleep. he was barely awake during the whole class, almost dozing off. itâs not like the teachers cared anyways. well, except for you. you had whacked the table to get ni-ki to wake up. he groans and wakes up.
ânishimura, we need to finish up the last bit of the project.â
âdo we have to? iâm tired.â
âyes, we do.â
he sighs, âfine but can we do it after school?â
âwe have consultations with the teacher right now and we barely have any work done other than my part.â you told ni-ki.
ni-ki deadpans. âand? look, i barely got any sleep last night due to some things in my life and i want to sleep right now.â
ni-ki almost looked too pitiful, you could see the dark circles under his eyes. the way his eyes were slowly about to shut. the slow blinking. which made you feel bad and so you sighed.
âfine, just sleep. iâll find a way to cover you from the teacher if he asks.â you say.
ni-ki tilts his head. he was surprised to even hear that youâd cover for him. itâs not like the teacher cared so why did you care? either ways, at least he could sleep so he lays his head onto the desk and falls asleep. you sighed and turned away from looking at him. you still had to do something with the project hence you just continued to work on it without him.
about 2 hours later, the class ends. something was off, really eerie. you had went to the bathroom because you know, you had some business to attend to. you were about to turn the corner to the classroom when all of a sudden, someone bumped into you. you apologise but something was weird about them. they didnât look like a high school student so why were they here?
ni-ki spots this and so he runs over and grabs your wrist. he doesnât even mention anything, just grabs your wrist and walks. it leaves you confused as to who that guy was. ni-ki turns the corner and stops.
âget to class,â he says.
âumm, who was that?â
âjust get to class. i need to settle something. donât leave and make sure everyone stays inside.â he warns.
âokay?â you say a little confused. ni-ki grabs your shoulder and turns you around before pushing you a little to direct you to go inside the class. he runs off after. you were still confused.
after school, you still hadnât seen ni-ki and so you were a little worried. of course, any sane person would be worried for their classmate after they disappeared without a trace. which led to you looking for him. not a very smart idea but what could an 18 year old boy do? he may or not be strong enough to fight some people.
there was an alleyway behind the school. dark and scary. you had to pass by it every time you went home. maybe, they were hurting him behind there. it was possible. you had turned to the corner and ducked behind the wall. there ni-ki was with a foot on top of the guy, it seemed like he was on the phone with someone.
âhyung, can you get here quick? this guy called for some backup.â ni-ki sighs. âyou want me to settle with possibly 10 more men coming over? wow, for once you arenât doubting my skills? iâm surprised.â
âno seriously though, find out why they went to find me at my school. this place is filled with innocent people and it would not be great for them to be caught in the middle.â
âno, the guy is knocked out. may want to interview him or something. he seems like he knows some useful info.â he pauses. âi am not carrying him, iâll look too suspicious and besides, i have a project to work on with my partner.â
your heart races as you hear his words. wait. that makes no sense, you canât like ni-ki. you shook your head. it was probably just the adrenaline, there were other things that were more important. who was ni-ki calling and why did he sound like he was on some creepy team. what do they call those people.
âwhat? obviously! weâre the mafia!â ni-ki says.
ah, right. the mafia. that thought flies over your head until you kept repeating it, you froze. ni-ki was part of the mafia? that explains the cuts and bruises he constantly has. why he rarely gets any sleep. why the teacher does not care. he was part of the mafia and the teachers knew about it. this new found knowledge changes your whole perspective of ni-ki. he was not weird, he was in fact a dangerous person who was living a very wild life.
âokay, get here quick.â ni-ki says before ending the call. you had ran away from there. your legs were dragging you somewhere where you had to process everything and maybe get your mind off it. how do you continue working on your project knowing your partner was part of the mafia?
you had finally sat down in the school library. you were trying to comprehend everything. all you knew was that you canât let anyone know about this and ni-ki canât know that you know about him. what if you get hunted down? or what if ni-ki tries to hurt you? you could feel a cold shiver run down your spine, your life may be mundane but there was no way this was real. it felt surreal, this was real life and not a spy movie.
there were footsteps approaching you, a deep voice followed by it.
âhey, we still have to complete our project. we should get it done and over with. i have about.â he checks his watch. â30 minutes or so to spend.â
âwe donât have to do it. if youâre busy, we can just text.â you say. ni-ki tilts his head, he grabs the chair in front of you and sits.
âwhy do you look so scared to talk to me?â his eyes narrowed. you visibly gulped.
âwhat do you mean? why would i be scared to talk to you.â
ni-ki didnât believe you, he leans forward. your breath hitches. his face up close, a strand of his brown hair falling right on his face. he once again tilts his head. âtell me.â
you felt the air being knocked out of you. you canât look at him in the eyes. your face was heating up, this wasnât good. âno. iâm really fine.â
ni-ki cocks his eyebrows and clicks his tongue, âthen you should have time to do this project. we wasted too much time already.â he finally sits back in his seat, leaving you to able to breathe. his phone rings and rolls his eyes, he doesnât pick it up.
âso what do we have so far?â ni-ki says.
30 minutes turned into 4 hours where you were working on the project with ni-ki. he cooperated really easily. he does the research and everything you ask him to do with ease.
ânishimura riki.â an unfamiliar voice says. you had looked up a guy with silver hair was standing there.
âhyung, what are you doing here?â ni-ki says not bothering to look behind him as he continues to work on the project.
âwe called you hundreds of times and youâre here in the fucking library doing school work?â
âitâs a project. itâs due soon.â
âlast i heard, it was due in a week.â
âand? me and my partner havenât done much.â
âoh my god, this is the first time youâre acting like this. is it because you like her?â the silver haired guy points over at you. you blushed. ni-ki looks up at you and then behind him.
âno. sunghoon hyung, you always assume itâs something else.â
âyeah but you hate school.â
âiâll go back in a bit. just leave.â
the man named sunghoon glares at ni-ki and then looks over at you.
âyou have to be careful, remember. they watch our every move.â sunghoon warns.
âyes, i know hyung.â
âiâll wait in the parking lot. finish this up because we have somewhere to be.â sunghoon says before he walks away. ni-ki sighs.
âis he your guardian?â
âone of them. my parents live abroad, i have 6 other âbrothersâ who take care of me.â ni-ki nonchalantly says.
âoh.â you wouldâve said more but you didnât want to mention ni-ki's secret life. it was scary.
âiâll just complete this last part and then weâre done. i believe thatâs what we have to do for the project.â you hummed at his words.
ni-ki does as he said he would, finish up the last part and then packs his stuff. he gets up and pauses. âget home safe.â he says before quickly leaving. your heart races.
FIVE
2 weeks passed by quickly. it was just like any typical day at school, lessons for the day and then walking back home. you had walked past that dark creepy alleyway when suddenly, a few people had grabbed you. you were struggling in their grasp, fighting your way out of their arms. you kicked and bit their hands, finally they let go and so you did what was best, you had bolted away from them.
you grabbed your phone and dialed for ni-ki. the phone rings and rings as you ran but he wasnât picking up. frustrated tears fell down your face. you hated feeling helpless, you werenât strong enough and these people were fully grown adults. you needed help. out of nowhere, someone grabs your wrist. it was sunghoon, he pulls you over to one of the stores at the side of the road and then went through the staff room before going through the back door.
a van was waiting there. sunghoon opens the door and pushes you inside, he shuts the door and the driver starts driving away. you were panting heavily, you were also sure youâd get a bruise on your legs from being pushed into the van. ni-ki pulls you up so you could sit down properly. he places a jacket on your lap to cover your legs since you were wearing your school skirt. he also unintentionally brings your face closer so he could further inspect you for any bruises on your face.
âare you really sure you donât have feelings for her?â sunghoon says. ni-ki rolls his eyes before dropping his hands to his side.
âcanât i just be concerned for a classmate who literally got chased by some bad guys? any normal person wouldnât have to go through this if they didnât interact with us.â
âyeah, whatever but there is something laced under your actions. what normal guy will hold her face like that? you look like youâre going to kiss her.â sunghoon mentions.
ni-kiâs face was stone cold, he definitely did not like that statement.
âdo you really have to say that? Iâm seriously just showing concern for a classmate.â ni-ki deadpans. you were staring in between both sunghoon and ni-ki, you didnât even notice the other guys that were staring at you in confusion.
âso, what are going to do now? it seems like those guys think ni-ki has a love interest which means itâs only going to get worse from here on out.â a blond hair guy comments.
ni-ki sighs, âwe need a way to distract them, i am sure her parents are going to be targeted next.â
âmy parentsâŚthey umm arenât present in my lifeâŚâ it went dead silent.
âwell, thatâs good at least. we donât have to worry about more people getting hurt-â sunghoon gets whacked by a guy with blond streaks in his hair.
âdo you have any sense of awareness? sheâs only 18 with no parents and you are thankful we donât have extra people to get hurt??â the guy with blond streaks in his hair comments.
âitâs alright. i donât exactly remember my parents much. i was really young.â
âso youâve been living with your grandparents or something?â the guy blond hair adds.
âyeah. pretty much my whole life- hey, wait how did you know?â you had pointed out.
âidiots.â the guy with blond streak mutters under his breath. he holds out his hand for you to shake. âiâm jay. that idiot over there is jake.â he points to sunghoon, âthe other idiot is sunghoon. iâm sorry for their stupidity. they clearly donât know how to empathise with people.â
âitâs alright.â
âweâre here.â
âoh, right. thatâs sunoo.â jay pats sunooâs shoulder. sunoo playfully rolls his eyes before turning to look at you.
he gives you a smile, ânice to meet you, ni-kiâs girlfriend.â
his words fluster you, you didnât expect to be addressed like that.
ni-ki shoves sunoo. âcould you not call her that? she could be uncomfortable for all you know.â
âshe isnât saying anything or looking too disgusted so it is true. sheâs your girlfriend.â sunoo shrugs. ni-ki rolls his eyes as he finds sunooâs judgement of yours and his relationship to be something completely untrue. sunoo snickers before putting up a straight face.
âannoying fucks.â the one with the cat-like eyes sighs. he holds out his hand for you to shake and you took it. âiâm jungwon. the leader of this littleâŚâ he looks towards the others and then back at you, âboy group.â he says, dragging out the last part.
âBOY GROUP!?! we arenât those pretty fuckers who dance and sing.â sunghoon rolls his eyes. âif anything, iâm stronger than them. they probably canât lift up a gun if they wanted to. scaredy cats.â
âjeez, whatâs gotten you so spicy with the topic of âboy groupsâ.â jay says.
âprobably cause they get more bitches screaming their names than he ever has.â jake shrugs.
âdamn.â heeseung adds.
sunghoon could only sit there and huff.
âokay, thatâs enough.â jungwon pinches the bridge of his nose. âsunghoon, you know how to make plans last minute, what should we do?â
âcanât think of anything right now. all the plans i have in my head involve abandoning her.â sunghoon points to you. ni-ki smacks his hand.
âwe canât leave her.â
âand why?â
âbecause there could be other ways.â
âlike what?â sunghoon folds his arms. âhow about you suggest other ways, nishimura.â
all eyes were on ni-ki before he sighs, âsince they already think, (name) is my girlfriend. we can take advantage of that and find a way to actually infiltrate their base or at least find out who is responsible for all of this.â
âsoâŚyou wanna fake dateâŚher.â jay points to you.
âi-â ni-ki could feel his face heat up. âif you put it that way, sure. i guess.â he looks away so you and the other boys donât notice the colour of his face change.
âi thought you were the one who said that you didnât want to you call her your girlfriend? what happened to that?â sunoo deadpans.
âitâs just for the mission.â
âuh huh, the missionâŚni-ki you like her donât you?â
âno. i donât, i just-â he groans. âiâm only 18, i have never fallen for anyone. why are you expecting me to know what feelings are?â
âhe is definitely in love.â jake declares.
âuh, guysâŚiâm still here.â you say.
just as you opened your mouth to utter another word, the driver stops and announces that they had arrived their destination. you had zero clue where they had brought you to. however, the exterior of the place amazes you. it was huge, beautiful chandeliers hanging from the ceiling. there were greenery all over the place.
âwelcome to our hotel.â jay says.
âwoah. you guys built this place?â
âinstructed and led the project. we obviously arenât made to construct the place because that isnât our job but yeah, for the most part.â
âitâs pretty.â your eyes trailed around the exterior and beauty of the decor. ni-ki stares at you, you truly looked pretty whenever your eyes twinkled at things you really liked looking at. a smile creeps up but he holds himself back. he couldnât let anyone see him like this.
âanyways, here are the card to your room.â jay hands you a card. âsince the mobsters seem to think ni-ki is your boyfriend, you wonât be able to get home.â
âright but what do i do? i donât have any of my clothes and other stuff. most of my textbooks are still at home.â
âoh donât worry about that. iâll get some people to grab your stuff and weâll clear it so that you can stay in this hotel safely with our men around.â jay smiles.
you turned to look at the other boys and they didnât make a single face.
âi get to stay here for free? thatâs not possible right? i mean, staying at this luxurious hotel for free doesnât seem exactly right.â
âyouâre right. there is a catch.â jay gets close. ni-ki nearly reaches out to stop him but he stops himself. âhelp us out.â
âoh, umm. look, i donât know much about your little scheme. i just know these people you work with just do shady stuff.â
âyouâre right, we do shady stuff but itâs not all legal. justâŚmaybe illegal to a certain extent. after all, we do help good people. we donât kill people unless theyâre bad. which is why, youâre safest in our hands.â jay explains.
âalright. what do i have to do?â jay points to ni-ki as soon as youâre done speaking.
âbe his girlfriend.â jay simply says.
âWHAT?â
âHYUNG!â ni-ki says. he could feel his ears heating up.
âdonât pretend i didnât see how jealous you got when i got close to her. plus, itâs for a greater cause. we can use her and bait out those people and then find their boss.â
âbut jay hyung.â
âdo the others agree with me?â jay asks. the others nodded.
âsorry ni-ki, we just have to use this method. for some odd reason, they wanna use this âweaknessâ of you having a girlfriend so we can take advantage of that and find out who is behind this.â jungwon says.
ni-kiâs eyes met with yours before he turn to the other boys, âfine but (name) has to also agree. this plan wonât work if she disagrees, i am not forcing her.â
âwow, the ever so gentleman.â sunghoon rolls his eyes. â(name), what do you say?â
you looked in between the boys and ni-ki. there was honestly no other choice, you were already roped into their life and it would only be harder for you if you just disagree. âyeah, iâll do it. iâll beâŚni-kiâs girlfriend.â you could feel the heat rush to your cheeks as quickly as possible after those words left your mouth.
âayyy.â jake smacks ni-ki. âni-kiâs first girlfriend. now lead her to her room, she doesnât know the place as great as you.â he shoves ni-ki to you.
âyou guys know the place as well as me, why do i have to do it?â
âbecause sheâs your girlfriend now, so be a gentleman and do it. besides, youâll get jealous if we send her to her room.â jake continues to tease ni-ki.
âvery funny. i am not jealous.â ni-ki deadpans.
âyeah and iâm ugly.â jake says.
âyou are.â ni-ki yells as he grabs your hand and brings you over to the elevator. you could hear jake yelling a string of curses to ni-ki but he only ignores it. he taps the card on the elevator and clicks on the floor. the elevator closes and you were now in a confined space with just ni-ki.
âwe have to make our relationship believable to those bad guys.â he turns to meet your eyes. âany suggestions?â
âuh, why are you asking me? I donât know anything about dating.â
âconsidering we worked together during the past project, I think you should know more about love than I do. you did finish your part quicker than me.â ni-ki explains.
âyeah but that doesnât mean I know much about datin-â
âromance is part of dating so, you should know.â
âwell, too bad I donât.â you say. ni-ki sighs.
âfine, I guess I have to follow my hyungs method.â ni-ki walks closer to you and you canât help but step back. he corners you in the elevator. âwe have to make it believable so you better play your role well or else, we wonât be able to get information we need.â
you meekly nodded. ni-ki was towering over you and it couldnât help but feel small and helpless. after all, who's to say ni-ki couldnât just i donât know take out a knife and stab you. then leave you dead in the elevator. finally, the elevator reaches the floor. ni-ki steps back and grabs onto your hand. he easily interlaces it and drags you over to your hotel room.
it was one of the executive lounges so there were only 2 per floor. Hence, ni-ki was assigned to the room that was nearby yours. he stops in front of the large double door.
âthis is your room and since you have no clothes. Iâll just lend you some of mine until the hyungs grab your stuff from your house.â he points to the other door on the other side of the hallway. âthat is my room. considering I stay here most of the times, that room is off-limits to other people from booking it. if you need anything, just go over. for now, go in and just rest up. iâll bring my clothes to you so you change into them and not wear our school uniform.â
you nodded. ni-ki hands you the card to your room and he keeps the other card so he could go in easily and possibly protect you if anything happens. he quickly goes to his room to grab a shirt and sweatpants before coming back and handing them to you.
âwe have some ball, party thing tomorrow night and so youâll be going as my plus one. there are a bunch of big media people going there to create a publicity stunt. it will make this whole thing even more believable since youâre with me.â
âokay, what am i supposed to do in the day though.â
âas itâs the weekends, you can just stay here or around the hotel until the party. there is room service just make your order, you wonât need to pay for it.â
âoh-â you hesitated, âbut like isnât it too muchâŚthis hotel is fancy looking and high-endâŚi am sure the food is expensive too.â
he leans down to your height, âitâs free since you are my girlfriend. the staff at the front desk know youâre my girl. you donât have to worry.â
you felt your face heat up. his girl. a sentence you thought youâd never hear ni-ki say to you. it almost sounded too real, however you knew this wasnât real. you were only a victim and ni-ki was your protector.
âr-right, itâs late. have a goodnight!â you quickly swiped the card and bolted into your room. leaving the door to shut quite hard. ni-ki snickers.
âhow cuteâ he thought. he catches himself and so he shakes off the thought. it was only for a little while, he canât fall for you. after all, he was a dangerous guy. it would put your life at risk if there was ever anything going on between you and him. that thought kinda made him sad, he frowns before turning around and walking over to his own room.
SIX
at around, 6pm someone comes knocking at your door. you went to peek through the peephole and realised that it was just a hotel staff. you opened the door and they entered with a rack of clothing and a present.
âthese are the clothes that Mr.Nishimura hand picked for you.â the staff points to the rack. they hand you the present. âMr.Nishimura also prepared this for you and told you to wear it for tonight. We will have a makeup artist coming soon to help with the makeup and hair.â
you nodded and the staff left the room. you had opened up the box and pulled out the dress from inside. it falls down perfectly as you hold it up, a beautiful long black dress with ruffles that cuffs around your arm until it reaches just below your shoulder. it was beautiful and it was also paired with a masquerade mask to hide your identity at the ball. the makeup and hairstylist arrives and quickly does your hair and makeup. just as they spun you around to let you look at yourself in the mirror, you were in shock. that was not you. they had tied your hair up in a half up and half down, along with curling the ends in loose curls and even making your curtain bangs look nice.
the doorbell rings, the staff letting ni-ki in. he walks over to you and he pauses in his step when he sees you. you looked beautiful. his heart races, was this love? the boy was completely speechless.
âumm, how do i look?â you had asked ni-ki. his eyes scanned you from head to toe and you blushed under his gaze.
âbeautiful. you look beautiful.â he mutters. âletâs go. the older guys are waiting for us. theyâre also looking out for the bad guys. security is tight today so you donât have to worry about getting harmed.â
you nod. âthatâs good.â ni-ki holds out his hand for you to take and you do so. he intertwines your hand with his and brings you over to the ball.
just as you entered, cameras start flashing. most likely capturing every part of yours and ni-kiâs arrival because it was it big thing. another member of the Decelis Boys was taken. there were whispers, mumbles and gossips all over the ballroom but ni-ki paid no attention to it as you leads you to where the other boys were.
ânice, the media is going crazy ni-ki. youâve done it.â jake says.
ânow, theyâll probably attack later on so make sure to bring (name) somewhere safe.â jay adds. ni-ki nods.
âyou can enjoy your little couple time now. just keep a watch out.â sunoo teases.
âhyung.â ni-ki says. sunoo laughs, he pats ni-kiâs back and the other went their separate way as they split up to cover the ballroom. ni-ki turns to you, âwant something to eat? or drink?â
âumm, is there only wine here?â
âi suppose so. hmm, maybe we can eat some nacho chips. iâll request the waiters to prepare some for us and of course some plain water.â you nod at ni-kiâs words. âIâll be back in a short while. youâre okay with being alone for a bit right? i need to find the waiter.â
âi donât mind.â
âthatâs good. wait here.â you hummed once more at his words.
right as ni-ki left, someone comes up to you and strikes a conversation. it felt off though, definitely not right like something was about to happen. the guy smirks and hands you a drink that he apparently grabbed from the waiter that had passed by previously. you shook your head and politely rejected it since it was wine and you were still technically a minor here in Korea.
the rejection doesnât sit well with this guy, he frowns and shoves the glass into your hands and tells you to drink it. thankfully, ni-ki came back on time and shoves the guy away.
âwhat are you doing to my girlfriend?â ni-kiâs deep voice resonates. the guy wasnât fazed by it and so ni-ki grabs the glass in your hands before splashing it on the guyâs face. he turns to you and whispers, ârun. get to the elevator and click on the penthouse button.â he hands you a card.
you do as he says and left the ballroom. ni-ki taps the bracelet on his wrist. it sends notifications to the other boys. jake and heeseungâs significant other quickly left the place too. jungwon smacks the button on the wall for emergencies. a siren blasts the whole room and it sends everyone in a frenzy. everyone except for the bad guys, ran towards the exit. they stayed and took out their guns, aiming at the boys.
jay and sunoo pulled out their guns and so the battle begins. the bad guys ran towards each of them, but the two boys ducked and shot twice without looking back. jay eyebrows furrowed, this certainly wasnât going to be a simple fight like back at the hotel.
âtheyâre stronger now, it seems like whoever is behind this has finally start to slowly show their power and skills.â jay says. sunoo looks down at the weapons and outfit that the guys they shot wore.
âthis person is definitely smart.â
âbut not smart enough.â
âhe could be toying with us, hyung. we need to watch out.â just as sunoo says so, someone tries to attack him. ni-ki slashes his katana right on the guyâs back, saving sunoo and jay. the body falls right beside them.
âi think theyâre going to get up to the penthouse. me, sunghoon and jake are going up there. jay hyung, we need more people to get up here.â
âon it. iâll get some backup.â jay runs off. sunoo nods at ni-ki before he goes to shoot more people. sunghoon, jake and ni-ki went up to the penthouse by a different and secret entrance. once they arrived, it was eerily quiet.
âthis definitely does not feel right.â sunghoon says. suddenly, a loud shriek was heard. the 3 of them ran over, only to see you, nabi and eun crouched on the ground with 3 guys cornering the 3 of you.
you had made eye contact with ni-ki, fear evident in your eyes and it makes ni-ki mad. something switched inside him and all that was left was anger. the red vision covering his eyes. he spins his 2 katanas and charges forward easily slashing two of the people. the last guy tries to fight him but couldnât as ni-ki easily stabs the guy right in the middle. the guy falls to the ground. jake and sunghoon the whole thing with their jaw dropped.
ni-ki turns back to them, the blood right all over his shirt and some on his face.
âguard the elevators and get more people here. check up with the others downstairs. we may need to move. they found our little hiding spot here. iâll move the girls to the garage since they have no idea where it is.â
with not a single word uttered, jake and sunghoon quickly left. theyâve never seen this side of ni-ki before and honestly, it scared them quite a bit. after they left, ni-ki checks up on you. his eyes softened.
âare you okay?â he asks.
âyeah, just startled. i didnât expect this to happen. i thought, i was going to die.â ni-ki pulls you into a hug.
âdonât worry, you have me. iâll protect youâŚalways.â
it was quite a romantic moment, even nabi and eun were shocked to hear this come out from ni-ki. they didnât expect him to be so kind-hearted towards a girl. after pulling back from the hug, âwe should get going.we donât have much time before they send more people up here.â
ni-ki leads you, nabi and eun to the secret elevator which led to the garage. it was definitely safer around here and there even was backup. there was a loud slam to the door after the rest of the boys poured in. jake and heeseung ran up to their significant other and hugged them. there were small whispers of sorryâs amongst the both of them as they tried to calm down their girls.
âwell, this resort is fucked. we have to move somewhere else.â jay says.
âwe could move to this resort near the airport. whoever is charge most probably wonât know that we own it.â sunoo suggests.
âwe should move there. if donât move there now, the innocent people staying here will be hurt.â heeseung adds.
âthat means we need to divert the attention of the reporters right now.â
âbut what could we possibly use to divert their attention from?â
âi think we could use a distraction of love. like ni-ki and (name).â nabi says.
âbut everyone already knows (name) is my girlfriend.â
âoh, no hesitation-â jay whacks sunghoon.
ni-ki wraps his arm around your waist, âyeah, no hesitation because she is my girlfriend.â
âholy shit.â jungwonâs jaw drops.
âiâll give the reporters some scoop about mine and (name)âs relationship details.â ni-ki says.
âbut we- arenât we fake dating?â you looked up at him.
ânot anymore.â he simply says.
you could feel your face warm up at ni-kiâs words.
âiâll tell them that youâre mine and i like you a lot.â ni-ki says.
âdamn, ni-ki with the rizz?â jake says.
jake and jungwon gets notified of the police cars and reporters driving to the resort.
âyou have to get ready quickly, ni-ki change your clothes and then we need to delete their memories of the fight that happen and organise the place quickly. hurry!â
all of them had quickly done their parts. with one large bright flash of light in the resort, everyone forgets the fight that happened. jayâs men quickly cleans up the place and pretends to escort the affluent towards the hall as if nothing happened before. the place was lively again.
when the police and reporters arrived, it was strange. someone filed a report that there had been a gang trying to tear Decelis Resort apart but the police didnât see anyone fleeing in terror. they tried to look for the very person who filed the report but when they did, the person seemed confused and didnât know what they were talking about. they simply just brushed it off and left. of course, the reporters were more nosy then the police they had to figure out what was going on.
that is exactly when ni-ki and you walked towards them, giving them free information about your newfound relationship. the reporters left happily as they could use this huge scoop for their headlines. just as ni-ki got ready to leave with you to meet up with the others. someone taps his shoulder and hands him something.
âthis fell out from somewhere i think that waiter over there dropped it. you should really discipline your staff from throwing litter on the ground.â
it was a strange object, something a waiter should not be harbouring.
âthank you for the feedback but mind your language when youâre speaking to one of the founders and this resort.â ni-kiâs tone was laced with venom. the guy nods.
he carefully makes his way to the garage again and hands the item to jake. it cracks open the moment jake touches it.
âkinda pathetic to wipe their memories donât you think? itâs a one in a lifetime for those elites to experience such a scare. they should think twice when pushing around people who arenât rich.â - a voice recorded message.
âwhoever this is definitely doesnât like rich people.â
âand they used a voice modulator. itâs not their voice. we should run a test at the other resort.â jungwon says.
âyeah, whoever this isâŚwe have to find them. our families are in danger.â sunghoon says.
ni-ki turns to look at you, âare you coming with us?â
âof course, i have to but you have to teach me how to fight. i want to help you guys out. this person will probably take more precautions now.â ni-ki holds your hand and squeezes it.
âthat means we will have to miss some of school.â
âis school really our priorities right now when we are being chased by some evil dude?â
âshe makes it a point there.â jungwon says.
âalright, weâll be a team. my girlfriend.â ni-ki shyly says.
this emits groans from the rest of them with how cheesy it was.
âwe will, boyfriend.â you could only smile up at him.
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ok no i need to bitch because i have remained positive and hopeful throughout most of !!-era because i believed that happyele loved their characters and wouldnt deliberately go out of their way to butcher them but time and time again i have been proven wrong on this fact. and seeing the way theyre doubling down on having ibuki, a ryukyuan kid from okinawa, join a traditional "wa" japanese unit that embraces mainland japan traditions when the mainland has continuously tried to make okinawa theirs and disregard the ryukyuan identity WHILE ALSO LITERALLY HAVING EICHI COLONIZE OKINAWA IN ATLANTIS its all just becoming too much. I am no expert when it comes to these topics so do not take my word when it comes to jp culture, conflict and the likes, but knowing how poorly happyele has continuously time and time again treated their indigenous (or middle eastern in adonis's case) cast i cannot see this going well. Not to mention how having ibuki join akatsuki goes against everything the three of them have built up and the whole POINT of their unit and that for them to even fucking put this garbage in the story they had to make keito PAINFULLY ooc to pull it off because NO OTHER REALITY WOULD ALLOW IT!!!!! theyre taking akatsukis developments and throwing it out the window in an attempt to make them something "new" and more profitable while also using a beloved group that so many have spent so much of their time loving and supporting into nothing but a scapegoat for their imperialist propaganda im so unbelievably angry that theyre doubling down on this. im so angry that theyre stupid enough to let shit like this pass
and im sure youve probably read posts explaining the aktk thing better than i ever couldve, esp considering im not an aktkP, but im also writing this to tell the fans of big units to Stop Giving In. do not feel safe just because happyele is scared of losing you, because I used to be an undeadP before getting into switch and the reason i STOPPED producing them was because they viewed the unit as nothing but a money-maker machine and would completely disregard their developments for the sake of feeding into tropes that fans liked and they cared more about yaoibait than they did the characters themselves. They tossed out any growth rei and ritsu had in opperetta for the sake of bringing back sakuma brothers conflict in that painfully annoying la mort story and theyre gonna keep doing this shit until fans tire of it. valkyrie, eden and knights are three super popular units with upcoming events, and i seriously need you to not give happyele any of your time or money because they do not deserve it.
even with switch, a rather unpopular unit, theres been total garbage pulled. in switchs case i think its safe to say that akira does genuinely really care for natsume and tsumugis relationship considering thats basically all that man even includes in his switch stories, but he never really knows what to do with sora. And i feel like he doesnt really care. Like sure i can sit here and be like "well at least MY favs seem to be doing alright" but thats purely because they keep spoon-feeding us crumbs of the units popular ships so we wont complain. i still really like their dynamic and i strongly disagree with alot of fans saying natsume and tsumugi have been OOC lately, but like. Look at sora man. i dont mind him having a little gf in the virtual world, i dont mind him growing more independent, i dont mind him relying less on his synesthesia. but the executions are just. Theyre painful. with the synesthesia thing esp bc synesthesia doesnt just go away. You couldve easily made a simple point of "you cant always rely on your synesthesia to know how people feel" because that is TRUE! but that would de-fetishize this idea these people have of synesthesia being some Magical Ability and not just a neurological condition. And with the sora being more independent; this is also something thats been needed for his story! natsume and tsumugi would often coddle him way too much, and sora himself would complain about being treated as a kid. But like. sora has started to feel so disconnected from switch in a way.....? and this has even been a point of conflict in stories, sora not knowing how to partake in ntmgs conversations because theyre too difficult, or being sad that ntmg never have time to hang out with him. But instead of working on these things, they just. keep having sora hang out with people outside of natsume and tsumugi? who have practically become a package deal at this point?? literally having sora join a NEW UNIT without natsume or tsumugi????????? i dont know. im rambling but i just wanted to get this out there. Theyre my specialest guys in the whole entire world and i just want to make people more cautious of thinking "well the aktk thing wouldnt happen to MY fav unit! they wouldnt butcher MY favs!" because they very much can. even if theres an aspect youre still hooked on, other factors are visibly crumbling because management cares only about what will bring the most revenue, and not what is best for the character
i cant help but feel the reason theyre pulling this shit with akatsuki is because they felt as though they somewhat got away with it with Double Face and raked in some extra cash because kohaku ended up popular, so now theyre doing that again but taking it to the next extreme. its disheartening
anyway. i will continue to draw and enjoy ensemble stars. But i wont be supporting them financially anymore as they clearly do not care about fans at all. if i desperately want some merch ill just buy it second-hand. And while im at it, i need you people to stop telling enstarries to get into some other idol franchise instead as if the main problem here isnt how disgustingly predatory they are. Happy Elements were THE biggest joseimuke franchise, making the most money out of all their competitors, and it still wasnt enough. they still didnt respect their fans. when the fans would continuously respect their wishes. Enstars is like the only fandom ive seen that doesnt share leaks for example, yet this courtesy means nothing to them. Corporations arent your friends, never have been and never will be. those characters arent real, they do not have feelings of their own. They were all written by someone to serve a purpose, and this includes ibuki being an indigenous kid joining the wa japanese culture unit. To use this popularity to spread so much fucking bigotry and hatred is heartbreaking. And to blame the fans for being upset over it????????????? youre disgusting happyele.
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Now girlfriend I am gonna need a list of all possible kinks and things of sorts you think Luigi is into, DROP THE LISTTTTT đŠˇđŠˇ
ok queen i literally never like to project my own fantasies onto someone if i canât realistically picture them doing it irl so these thoughts are just my opinion, taking an educated guess lol!!
size kink: phd tweet this speaks for itself ;) and he just exudes that energy hehe u guys get me (also u all know those 2 pics where u can see his bulge even though heâs soft :3)
on here we decided he has a breeding kink which could Definitely be farfetched but who careeees weâre never gonna know for sure what heâs into so whatever :) we started discussing that bc of his tweets about falling birth rates in japan, heâs brought it up more than once and in one tweet said sex needs to be more encouraged bc the falling birth rates are a cultural issue. thennn thereâs also the fact that he seems quite traditional regarding relationships just based off his personality, i can imagine him courting a girl properly and wanting a committed relationship which is why i think heâs never been in one, bc heâs never felt that deep connection; he feels rlly hard, so i donât think heâs found his person yet - SO what im getting at is that i think he would then be quite traditional in dating to marry and then having kids, definitely at least 3, even more so bc he comes from a huge traditional italian family :)) and there u go thatâs why i think he might have a breeding kink and in like all of my writing he cums inside every timeđ
i also think he is most definitely a switch in bed, heâs so cocky but is def a sub at times bc he 100% didnât lose his virginity until at least college haha and heâs so soft and sweet like that boy just loves to be underneath u :3 i also think he prefers passionate sex over quickies, maybe not in his college era but definitely now, bc like i said itâs literally confirmed that heâs a veryyyy emotional sort of person like he feels so deeply and i know heâd be obsessed with making love to u more than any other type of sex
iâve said before that anything non-vanilla he would do with u only if u asked first, like something as simple as choking heâd be like wtf no way bc he wouldnât wanna hurt u but once he starts doing it to u and anything else u ask him to do (obvs within reason lmao) it would turn him on so much knowing how much u like it
which brings me on to my next point, and prob my final point bc i canât remember if there is anything else i should mention! but yes the fact that he is 100% a munch :) it turns him on more than anything to know that youâre feeling amazing and that heâs the one making u feel like that, so heâd spend hours between your legs pleasuring u - & he had a couple of female pleasure books on his goodreads list (he hadnât read them yet) so thereâs that :p also i know with him being a nerdy science guy he would definitely love knowing all the different ways of making a girl cum, heâd research so much shit lol
& we all know heâs not kinky at all but heâs passionate as hell, heâll be rough with u but in a passionate and intimate way, not any degrading shit ofc lol. and he will definitely pound u into the mattress if heâs in a bad mood or if youâve been teasing him :))
oh and i forgot to say he 100% talks u through it, heâs cocky and intelligent there is no way he doesnât :D
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A writing idea I've been mulling is that of internal contradictions vs external contradictions. It's very possible that this just boils down to "Man vs Nature" and "Man vs Self", but perhaps slightly more specific.
The idea is that we give a character everything they say they want, then they find that it's not all it's cracked up to be, and that there are two broad genres here. The classic example of this is the movie Big, where a kid wishes he was a grown up. He initially enjoys it, then had to deal with some adult bullshit, and goes back to being a kid. So the standard is:
I want [this] -> I get [this] -> it's initially good -> turns out it's not what I wanted (yet)
But in the case of Big, and a bunch of other movies like it, there's some hidden aspect of [this] that has revealed itself. The idea of [this] was a naĂŻve one.
There's a different version, which is mostly the same, which goes like this:
I want [this] -> I get [this] -> wow did I not actually understand [this] -> turns out [this] is still good, but for different reasons than I thought
Or a slightly different version:
I want [this] -> I get [this] -> wow did I not understand [this] -> turns out that my very presence or effort was enough to make a new/better [this] that does get me what I initially wanted
So here are our three types, with some examples, to make sure that I understand what the hell I'm talking about. I am going to use "weeaboo goes to Japan" as my example, because I think it's funny, relatively inoffensive, and something I haven't seen done in a fiction context:
Return - A weeaboo goes to Japan, realizes that anime lied to him, has various adventures, and returns home, having changed and given up his weeaboo ways
Adaptation - A weeaboo goes to Japan, realizes that anime lied to him, has various adventures, and comes to appreciate Japan as it actually exists
Synthesis - A weeaboo goes to Japan, realizes that anime lied to him, had various adventures, and the people he's met enjoy and appreciate his infectious enthusiasm enough that he changes ... maybe just a small town, to be slightly more realistic
Internal Contradictions
A different approach, which I'm not sure I've ever seen, is one where we follow a path like this:
I want [this] -> I get [this] -> wait, it turns out that [this] is just fundamentally incoherent and in tension with itself, and in fact [this] does not and cannot exist
I hope you agree that this is different from any of the above. It's not a fiction that our protagonist gets disappointed about. It's that the protagonist gets everything he wanted, and finds out that's not actually what he wanted. So this is our new class:
4. Contradiction - A weeaboo goes to Japan, realizes the anime was real all along, meets some hot pink-haired girl who is very into him, is lauded by all the otaku that bow to his superior knowledge, finds that this is ultimately a shallow, hollow kind of life that he does not in reality enjoy.
If the central idea of external contradiction is "reality isn't like that", then the central idea of internal contradiction is "the idea falls apart under its own weight".
I think to do this, you have to really understand the idea and its own internal contradictions, and it needs to have internal contradictions. If someone gets the unrealistic thing that they always wanted, maybe they're just happy! Maybe the unrealistic thing could never exist in the real world, but can be found in a fantasy. No, for this idea to work, we need a fantasy that falls apart on its own, and not in a malevolent genie way where someone immediately says "well obviously I didn't mean it like that".
A guy who wants to be loved by everyone. He gets his wish, everyone loves him. Lots of options for what the internal contradiction is, and I think it depends on the nature of the fantasy, but "they love me but do not know me, so their love rings hollow" is a good example, and I'm not sure even a benevolent genie could fix that without creating more problems. "They love me and they know me perfectly" is, I think, also the kind of thing that people would freak out about, since they know all the bad stuff, the things that our protagonist wouldn't want people to know, that he glosses over about himself.
A guy wants his country to have perfect freedom of expression, but also wants dogmatic adherence to specific ideas. These cannot both exist, so the whole thing must tear itself apart and be rebuilt with compromise.
A guy wants a woman who is strong and independent and speaks her mind, and also a woman who goes along with whatever he wants. He wants her to be sexually adventurous and also virginal. This is a case of external contradiction, where such a woman does not exist in large quantities and is extremely unrealistic. But some formulations are also internal contradictions, depending on how the story is told.
There's something that these all have in common with each other, which is that there are at least two things which are in tension. Maybe you would even say that this tension makes them external to each other. But I think that this is something that's often true about human desire: we want things that are in tension with each other.
For this to work within a story, I think your protagonist has to be a bit of an absolutist, someone who isn't willing to compromise, because most of the examples I've been able to think of do have compromise solutions, where you give up a little of one thing and a little of the other and meet in the middle. Sometimes, this means acceptance.
I'm not entirely sold on this analysis. I think that it's hard to find examples I couldn't argue are some different kind of external contradiction, or a dumbass genie.
One of the examples I was thinking of was Click, where the protagonist wishes for (primarily) the ability to get through all the boring parts of life, and we see how this comes into conflict with his desire to be a father ... but isn't this an example of Return? He does, in fact, return to his life before he got the magical remote. So there's an obvious internal contradiction, but the film just says "actually, you would hate that, it wouldn't be like how you thought it was".
So I've felt like this post was half-baked, but it's been baking for what feels like months, sitting in drafts, and I cannot bake it anymore. Hopefully it does not fall apart under its own internal contradictions, because that would be quite the blunder.
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ŕŚăòă´ĂŠ Chapter 1 ŕŞŕŹáŚŕż
Summary: M/n is a cute little white boy in Japan filled with demons and slayers. What if I told you those demons and slayers want him?
Harem list: 1/2 2/2
Chapter 2
author's purpose: Yes, Iâm making another series even though I will NEVER finish it. If you guys could give me and idea on each post I got youđđ˝. The yandere will be speaking with bold and a color of my choice. The reader will have just bold.
TW: Death
âSomething bad is 'bout to happen to me. I don't know what, but I feel it comingââ Steve Lacy
âM/N M/N RUN RUN AS FAST AS YOU CANâ
âI'm sorry m/n I'm sorry I couldn't protect you.â
âM/N GET BACK HERE YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE WITH ME.â
âHELP ME SOMEBODY PLEASE.â
âMAMA PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME AGAIN.
âGET AWAY FROM ME.â
âNobodys going to help you.â
You woke drenched in sweat from a dream. âType of dream was that?â You spoke out loud you've never had a dream like that before why all of a sudden?
âI should get dressed.â before getting dressed let me tell you what you look like. You have (h/l) hair with a petite body, long beautiful nails, and princess peach-like lips. You had a beauty that women wanted but never got.
Getting dressed, you ate, brushed your teeth, then left.
You open the shoji doors and close them leaving to get food since you are slowly running out. As you got there you got some stares from men mostlyâ the women envy you they just wished you, a foreigner NEVER came here. Did you care?⌠no you didn't.
âHi, M/n It's been a while. âSpoke the pregnant lady. âYes, it has beenâ how's the baby?â She smiled at you rubbing her belly. âHeâs a fighter for sure he's been kicking me all day like he wants to see the world already.â She chuckled making you smile. âWhen he's born I want you to be his god uncle. âDoes she really want that a teenager who should still be in middle school? âYou mean it ame?â She nodded. âNow come help me.â she grabbed your wrist.
âBye see you tomorrow!â She yelled waving goodbye as you walked away. All she wanted was for you to help her cook when her husband come home she gave you some of her food before you left. At least you don't have to cook.
For some reason when you came home and ate you just got this uneasy feeling likeâ something scary was gonna happen.
Laying your head down to rest all you hear is a loud, bloody murder scream. And your dumb ass got up and ran to the screaming once you got there the screaming stop all there was, was crying. You went to Ames's home seeing her holding a baby in her hands. She saw you. âM-m/n c-come closer.â You bent down in front of her.
âT-take câŚare of m-my baby plâŚease. âTears ran down hers and your face Ame chocked on her blood handing you her baby. âI will Ame⌠Iâll take care of him.â She smiled after saying. âYouâll be a better mother than me M/n.â Her hand dropped from your cheek before her eyes slowly shut. Your body was shaking if only Ame knew her baby was⌠gone before her.
â OBANAIâS POVâ
âShit shit shit shit why didn't we get a report about this sooner.â I thought seeing multiple dead bodies and blood. âWe⌠are late- too late,â Giyuu said looking down of course we had to be late these demons are getting sneakier.
âWait! I sense a heartbeat.â Sanemi ran in front of us we followed we made it to a house inside was a boy. Sitting on his knees sniffing holding a deceased baby along with a woman with tears streaming from his face. Giyuu was the first to step up to him.
âWe need to get you out of here your family and many others will get a proper burial I just need you to let go of the baby and come with us.â The kid let go of the baby walking out of the house with his head down not even looking at us.
The kaiushi came cleaning up and burying the bodies I turned my head to the kid who was still there. Sanemi walked up to him. âHey, listen you need to go home the sun is rising so you'll be fine walking home alone. âHe didn't say anything well that's what we thought cause after Sanemi was done talking
âShe was all I had left. âWe looked at him he continued. âShe loved me since the day I came to Japan she showed me around and treated me like I was a child of her own and nowâ sheâs gone⌠because you couldnât get here a second early.â He got up walking away from us.
It wasn't our fault we were late
#gay#male reader#kny x male reader#yandere x male reader#sanemi shinazugawa#genya shinazugawa#tw age gap
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Overview of the things I've decided are canon for my son of zeus au so far (hopefully I don't forget any):
The gods are dicks. They arent *always* dicks, but I don't want to sugarcoat them from their original myths, they do bad shit and often
Denki is favored by Apollo, Dionysus, and Hermes the most, Persephone also likes him pretty well
Zeus is Zeus, meaning who knows when he'll decide he loves his son or hates his son or just genuinely doesn't care, he's such a little hypocrite bitch ain't he
Quirks are the exact same as they are in canon, the presence of the Greek gods didn't affect that at all, the gods have nothing to do with quirks and while they still are probably banging like rabbits they aren't really that active in Japan so no, no one else at UA is a demigod
Zeus slept with Kaminari's mom because he was intrigued by a mortal with a power in his domain (electricity) that didn't come from him
Since Kaminari's powers come from both his quirk and his dad, there's some complexities to them
Kamimari was born with lightning powers but they worked differently before his quirk actually manifested (I'm toying with the idea that his quirk manifested while being smiled by Zeus with lightning? I haven't decided if I like that or not yet)
Kaminari doesn't want other people knowing he's a demigod for classic hero story reasons but also because 1. Greek gods being real is a secret and he ain't about to be the one that spilled it 2. It'd be really complicated and annoying to explain and let's be real, at least one person would come out of that thinking he went crazy
Athena doesn't like him because, well, dunceface, duh. She does appreciate his strategic abilities though
Ares also doesn't like him because he doesn't like killing people, Ares and Athena hate that they dislike the same kid so much that they'd consider changing their tune about him on just that alone
In junior high he went on a big quest, I haven't decided on any details of it, but it involved a lot of fighting way to strong people while way too young as most quests do, this is also how he got into Apollo, Hermes, Dio, and Persephone's (and by extention Hades since he loves Persephone enough to deal with anyone she likes) good graces, the quest was likely given by Zeus and likely involved Hera trying to kill him
He's not really surrounded by people in the ancient greek community, it's not like he has a camp half blood and even if he did he'd skip it to go to UA training anyway, but he is pretty well known in those circles post big quest
I'm toying with the idea that he failed his first quest and thus had to go on a redemption quest
Kaminari doesn't like being serious, but despite what his classmates and teachers think, he CAN do serious, how else would he be such a big shot in the Greek community?
Imma be real, there was probably some kind of war that Kaminari had to lead an army in or something. I'm sorry, child soldier stories just have so many layers to dissect it's not my fault that they're compelling in a way
My point is, serious Kaminari is like war general levels serious, but not even LOA attacks are bad enough to bring out serious kaminari, are you kidding, did you gloss over the part about god war? He's having a little trouble taking literally any threat at UA seriously and he'll have trouble taking almost every threat as a pro hero seriously, it's not his fault junior high set the bar way too high on what situations are serious!
One of Kaminari's demigod powers, as the son of Zeus, is that he can't take fall damage. No matter how high up he falls from, he will never ever get worse than a few scrapes
Pissing him off really badly makes the sky get stormy, I'm talking immediate clear skies to nothing but gray clouds moving in and you can't even SEE the sky anymore, also possibly rain, he doesn't do it often but he can and he'd probably be able to control it if he were to practice his demigod powers along with his quirk but we all know he ain't gonna do that any time soon
He can sword fight, he hopes this never comes up
He has to keep reminding Dionysus about the legal drinking age, Dionysus thinks it's stupid and therefore never listens, they have argued about it multiple times
Apollo and Kaminari play chess together on occasion
Hermes at one point gave Kami a special knife when he decided he liked him enough to give him a gift, it's a magic thief's blade which is just a dagger that cannot be found on his person no matter what you do. Pat him down? You won't feel it. Scan him? It didn't show. Metal detector? It didn't beep at all. But he can pull it out whenever. He won't but he does *have* it just in case. I'm also deciding if making it not be able to leave him would be too much. I don't want it to feel like a riptide ripoff, I'm thinking maybe it sprouts wings and flies to him?
Yes, I've just decided, the Thief's Knife will fly to him if left behind and can squeeze into any crack no matter how small to get to him
I'm shinkami trash so you KNOW shinkami is about to be canon in this au
In either 2A or 3A, Kaminari tells Shinsou his secret about the gods being real and him being Zeus' son, he spends a great amount of time explaining all the details to Shin and answering his questions, it's a lot
What can I say? Shinsou is gus confidant, he was gonna have to tell him at some point đ¤ˇđťââď¸đ
He doesnt tell anyone else, but obv they've got to eventually find out somehow, what you think I'd just let it be lame?? Even after they find out, he won't tell them anything he doesn't have to, waits until it comes up to explain things, it's just too complicated he doesn't want to go through all that AGAIN and with twenty people this time
Oh and before you ask, I'm gonna say no on the flying thing. I know it could be a power of a Zeus kid, I know it could be cool, but no. No he cannot fly.
I can't think of anything else right now but I can't wait to wake up in a cold sweat tonight and realise what i forgot
Also, I'm gonna go ahead and tag @iys-cloud since I know iys really likes this au :]
#son of zeus au#denki kaminari#zeus#dionysus#hermes#apollo#athena#ares#persephone#hades#greek mythology#shinkami#hitoshi shinsou#class 1a#demigods#demigod au#mha#bnha#greek gods#greek myths#au overview#i think thats all i got
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HOCKEY BOYS
part 2; izuku midoryia x fem!reader
synopsis: the captain of japanâs hockey team has his eye on the coachâs daughter
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izuku midoryia, the black heron. people never really know what they are, and thatâs what adds to his un-expecting nature. the black heron is most known for its unique methods for catching prey. the bird forms its wings to look like an umbrella, keeping out light from under them. the fish then mindlessly assume that this is shelter, some sort of safe haven. that is until the heron strikes, making sure that nothing is left behind.
he never wanted to get into any fights. if he had participated in one itâs likely because he had been roped into it trying to get katsuki out.
there were two reasons he didn't feel the need to fight. one, he just wasn't raised that way. if inko knew that he was picking any fight he could get she would drag him out of the rink by his ear. and the second was you.
"i don't like seeing you get hurt izu. especially when it's because of someone else" you had snuck back into the locker room once all of the players, plus your dad, had went home. the first aid kit sat by your side because he didn't let anybody else tend to him. he had said he was fine, but you weren't just going to let him go on in his current state.
"i know, i'm sorry" he mumbled under his breath, almost embarrassed that you had to see him this way "i just wanted to pull kacchan out of there. you know how he can be"
you placed a band aid on his cheek before placing your hand over it "i know you worry about him, but sometimes it's okay to let him fight his own battles. how will he learn if he never gets a chance?" his eyes gazed into yours and finally gave in. he let out a sigh leaning his head more into your hand.
"you're right. i'm sorry again"
you giggled at the sight of him. practically melting into you with the most apologetic tone. leaning in you placed a soft peck on his lips "it's okay my love. you're just trying to be the best captain you can be"
the kiss left him with a giddy smile on his face. he just loved you so much. it's not like he didn't want to make your relationship known to the world, he did. it's just your father was the problem.
yes, he was an amazing coach and mentor, but he played no games when it came to you. and yes, the two of you were both adults and could do what you wanted. itâs just that both of you knew that the news would probably piss him off for the rest of the season.
it really all started at one of the first practices you had attended, denki decided that it would be a bright idea to discuss just how attractive you were in the locker room.
"i mean did you even see her? she's gorgeous!"
sero chuckled grabbing his jersey "gorgeous, yeah, but she's the coach's kid, so messing with her is some dangerous game you're playing"
denki shrugged with a smirk on his face "i ain't afraid of a challenge" the locker room went silent after that comment. denki lifted his head up with a raised eyebrow "c'mon you can't tell me that you wouldn't want to get with her!"
"get with who exactly?"
the voice made denki's blood run cold. he gulped silently as he turned in his spot. he came face to face with your father who did not look happy. arms crossed, he took another step closer to him.
"get with who?"
âi- nobody-â
âi should shove you against these lockers right now. donât ever speak of my daughter like that again do you hear me?â he looked up making sure to make eye contact with every single player in that room âthis goes out for everyone. if one of you even thinks about getting with her then breakinâ her heart i swear iâll make your career living hell. do you understand?â
a bunch of yes sirâs could be heard around the room. it was right on time, because you had just made your way into the locker room but with your back turned.
âeveryone is decent right? i donât wanna see anyoneâs junkâ
âyouâre fine y/nâ your dad shook his head as you turned around with a smile. in your hand you held a plate of cookies with labels on some of them âsweetheart, why would you bring those everyoneâs on a strict dietâ
you rolled your eyes taking off the plastic wrap âdad i know. thatâs why i made the healthier cookies not the regular ones. they have flaxseed, bananas, oats, stuff like that!â you looked around the room with a happy smile âdoes anybody want one?â
the team looked down at the plate of cookies, then at you father. he nodded in approval which made them cheer in approval. you went around the locker room handing them each a cookie. when you got to izuku it was like the world stopped for a moment. freckles scattered across his face, and shifting when he went to smile.
his smile.
it was one of those things that you would never get tired of.
youâve had a crush on him for a while, but had only seen him on television or from a distance. when your father said you could help out at the rink youâve never been faster to agree.
ây/n?â
the sound of your name quickly pulled you from your daydreaming. izuku had been calling your name growing concerned each time you didnât answer.
âsorry! i zoned out for a second thereâ
the smile made its way back onto his face hearing you were okay âgood, i just wanted to know what the options wereâ
you explained everything that you had and he ended up taking one of the more plain cookies. deciding it was now or never, you made some conversation.
âyouâre the captain right? howâs captaining?â what a smooth talker you were.
he chuckled a bit at your question âyeah, i am. captaining has been good. just hoping i can lead my guys to victory, yâknow?â
you nodded along ready to leave before you embarrassed yourself any more, but there was one more thing you had to say.
âyouâre doing great. the way you encourage your teammates and bring them all together is really inspiring. you can even tell the difference in the way theyâre playing. just keep doing what youâre doingâ with a smile you walked off going to hand off the last of your cookies.
red, everything was red. izuku had to turn his whole body just to make sure your father didnât see the way he was blushing. the compliments you gave him were like cupidâs arrows to the heart.
katsuki stood next to him watching the whole interaction go down. with a shake of his head he sighed âyouâre in fuckinâ troubleâ
you had been âseeingâ each other for a couple of weeks, but decided to make it official about six months ago. both of you being extremely happy and secure in your current relationship, and maybe when the hockey season was over you could really settle.
by the next game, izuku could take the small bandages off his face. there was no pre-game routine the two of you had, you didnât need one. he knew you were there for him and only him, and you trusted him enough not to do anything. though you did keep a piece of him with you as he played.
usually you would wear a hoodie to games, so underneath you would wear one of his shirts. and donât think forgot about you. izuku had carved your initials into his favorite hockey stick long ago. you decided on sitting in the box with the players on the bench, just on a separate chair. this game would be a big one, and you could tell by your fathers pacing back and forth.
âtheyâve got this dad, donât worryâ
he sat down next to you with a heavy sigh âi know honey. we just canât have anything go wrongâ you gave him a pat on the back as you watched them line up. izuku had took his place with a focused gaze.
he was naturally a fun and playful person, but as soon as he stepped onto that ice, it was go time.
the starting sound rang out and they were off. speeding across the ice like their lives depended on it. you cheered every time a goal was scored making sure izuku could hear you above the others.
they were doing amazing in the first two periods. always up by at least three points. plus not even one fight insinuated from katsuki. itâs in the third period where you saw things start to get a little rocky. izuku was starting to slip. every time a certain player from the opposing team got near him he would miss a shot completely.
your dad whistled for him to come back over to the bench âkid the hell are you doing? get it together before youâre benched for the rest of the game, you hear me?â izuku gave him a silent nod, but you could tell that he was barely listening. you wanted to reach out, to ask whatâs wrong, but all you could do was sit back and watch it happen. it was a good minute before izuku was let back on the ice again.
he had seemed to regather himself and was able to shoot a few passes, but once the player came back it all went downhill.
you could see your dad shaking his head out of the corner of your eye âdad maybe itâs just an off day. everybody has them-â
you had looked away for a second.
and when you looked back you saw izuku yelling at one of the players from the other team. the player had shoved him hard which gave izuku an opening. balling up his fists he sent a punch directly to his right cheek, but he didnât stop there. he made sure to grab his jersey and pull him down to the ground with one hand and still tried to punch him with the other.
the refs finally stopped it when they saw the other guys nose was starting to bleed. two of them just had to pull izuku off the guy. he had been so distracted by what the guy said he didnât even know he had kept going. you watched as they didnât even drag him to the penalty box, but off the ice.
he couldnât even look at you as he walked down the hallway back into the locker rooms.
âwhat the hellâs gotten into him-â
you didnât wait for your dad to finish his sentence as you climbed over the small wall and headed down into the locker rooms.
âizu?â you saw him sitting on one of the benches head down and in his hands. there was some room next to him so you sat down gently rubbing his back âbaby what happened out there?â
he didnât talk right away, just trying to get his breathing back under control.
âthey were just- just talking a bunch of shit. i didnât care when they were doing it about me, thatâs whatever. but somehow they know about me and you. the only people that really know is the team. iâm not sure how it even got to himâ
it finally clicked. how he was playing, how the players kept getting close to him.
âyou did it cause they were talking about me? izu you didnât have toâ
he shook his head âno, no i did have to. y/n youâre my girlfriend. if you think iâm gonna let some douchebag insult you when youâre not there to defend yourself then youâre crazyâ
âoh izuâ you cupped the other side of his cheek going to turn his head to face you. at first he wouldnât meet your eyes, but it didnât take long for his to find yours again âi am very thankful that you defended me like that. i would even say it was very, very hotâ
this made him laugh, showing the smile you fell in love with.
âwhat iâm trying to say is thank youâ you leaned in giving him a long kiss. when you pulled away you finally noticed the cuts and spot that was definitely going to bruise âiâll get something to clean you upâ you went to turn on the bench but stopped seeing someone standing in the doorway. the two of you stared in shock for a second before you got up âdad donât do anything stupidâ
he walked closer to the two of you, nodding his head towards the other hallway âthe first aid kit hasnât been refilled from the last fight. can you go find someone who can do that for us?â
âdad i donât thinkâ
ây/nâ
âfineâ you leaned down to kiss izukuâs cheek, but also whispered in his ear âiâll be right backâ
once you turned the corner, your father sat down next to izuku with a sigh. the green haired male looked down at his hands unsure what to say.
âson-â
âi love your daughterâ he blurted out cheeks bright pink from embarrassment âreally, really love her. and i know you donât want anyone from the team dating her-â
âmidoryia-â
âno sir, iâm sorry i have to finish thisâ izuku looked him straight in his eyes a small lump forming in his throat. this could either go amazingly well, or absolutely horrible. your father stared him down for a couple of seconds before nodding that he could continue âthank you sirâ after taking a deep breath he went on to start.
âi tried to respect your wishes, i did. but every time i saw her, it was like i was drawn to her. i wanted to make her laugh because i love her laugh. and i wanted to make her smile more than anyone or anything. you raised such a kind, beautiful, and caring daughter that i just- just canât imagine my life without. sorry if you think this is not manly of me, itâs definitely not how i thought this was going to go. thought iâd puff my chest out and do some big âitâs not your choice anywayâ shit but iâm not like thatâ he shook his head âyouâre her father, and i respect that. i wanted to let you know how i really feel, and that sheâs in good handsâ
your father listened intently to izukuâs lovesick rambling. he noticed the way he smiled when he talked about you. along with some far off look in his eye. probably daydreaming about the future the two of you hold. lifting up a hand he clapped izuku on the back âi appreciate everything youâve said. and i hope this doesnât make it any less when i say this but.. i already knew about the two of you. maybe not dating but i could tell from every interaction the two of you had that something was going onâ
izukuâs mouth hung open at the news. he just couldnât believe that he had hid it for this long.
âi trust you. i trust you on the ice, and i trust you with my daughter. youâve been nothing but good to her. so if you want my blessing youâve had it for a long time. for what you two are doing now, and any plans you have in the futureâ with his other hand he tapped one of izukuâs fingers making his face turn a deeper shade of red.
âthank you sir. iâve been thinking about it a lot lately and-â
âthinking about what?â you asked walking into the room with a first aid kit. eyebrows knit together at the sight of your fathers hand on izukuâs shoulder âdad please tell me you didnât threaten him or something. iâm a grown woman and i think i should be able to be with whoever i wantâ youâve been mustering up the courage to say that ever since youâve retrieved the first aid kit. your father got up heading over to you.
âi agreeâ
âi can try to see where youâre coming from but- huh?â you stopped your practiced speech when he came over to hug you.
âheâs a good kid, and i can tell he loves youâ he placed a gentle kiss at the top of your head âim sorry that i made you feel like you needed to hide this from me. your mother has told me countless times that we need to set boundaries and i never listened, but i am nowâ
you started to tear up, but quickly blinked them away âthank you dad. that means a lotâ a horn sounded meaning that the brake was now over. he stepped away going back into the doorway before turning around.
âmidoryia this doesnât mean that youâre off the hook. youâre out for the rest of the game so get cleaned upâ he pointed towards the two of you âbut not togetherâ
your face got hot and you grabbed the nearest jacket and threw it at him âget out!â he let out a roaring laugh that echoed through the halls until he was gone. shaking you head you sat next to izuku again âthe audacity of that manâ you mumbled going to open up the first aid kit but he stopped you.
izuku gently grabbed your one hand placing a kiss to your wrist. this made you giggle but you didnât pull away âwhatâs with you?â
he then placed a kiss to the back of your hand âiâm just happy he found out. itâs like a weight lifted off my shouldersâ you hummed in agreement.
âso what did you tell him?â
the last kiss was placed on your fingers. the fingers that intertwined with his own. the fingers that held his face every time you wanted his attention. the fingers that soon would be accented with a beautiful wedding ring.
âthe truthâ
#honeipie#anime#bnha x reader#mha#writing#x reader#fanfics#drabble#izuku x reader#izuku midoriya#deku x y/n#mha deku#mha x reader#hockey au#mha midoriya
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The more I read Mafuyu's stories the more confused I am about why her mom is like that. She has the temperament of a good parent, being able to control her emotions, but she chooses to guilt trip her kid who was probably scared after getting lost? She reacted calmly at first, but went about scolding her like Mafuyu is intentionally hurting her by getting lost instead of getting lost because she's a kid and stuff happens.
Like, if you can stay calm enough that your first response is to not scold her but check in on her, why would you guilt trip your kid after? A simple, don't it again, would've scared a kid enough to not do it again. But no! It's you're turning out to be a bad girl instead. Oh I'm sorry, who wasn't paying attention to her kid in a busy theme park? Not Mafuyu, but you
Girl could've been kidnapped and you'd have found a way to blame her, honestly
Honestly it seems like her mom is the culmination of the worst of toxic culture mixed into one and making it generational. I'm still gonna believe my theory that it's generational and that Mafuyu is breaking the generational trauma.
If Mafuyu really did end up being a doctor, what then? Yeah she would've been a great one, but what then? Being in the medical field ia stressful enough, add to it her not being able to feel her own emotions, what's gonna happen to the patients who needs their doctors to go beyond the physical and Mafuyu can't provide that?
What was the point of all that she did?
Mafuyu's mental state is shattered, add to it the stress of the medical field, it's easy to see where it'll end up. Again add to it the toxic work culture Japan has, if she gets lucky she gets a normal hospital, if not, good luck. That girl is gone and never moving up to be a successful doctor with her people pleasing facade. They're gonna take advantage of her.
Honestly, Mafuyu isn't even my favorite on the priority list, but the fact her mom exists is the only reason I want to dissect her. As a (young) adult with a somewhat good upbringing, she confuses me. No matter how hard I try to think from her perspective I can't. And as someone getting how to care for yourself advice now, she confuses me even more. Work all the time is obviously not optimal but that's just how it is in her head. It is optimal because Mafuyu is focused on that, she'll get it. Which isn't true, as Farewell my mask shows, girl cannot focus because test day is near and the stress of upsetting her mom pretty much makes her crash and burn.
I have so much thoughts. It's getting too long.
#project sekai#project sekai colorful stage#hatsune miku colorful stage#prsk#pjsk#personal#mafuyu asahina#personal rant
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