#and this discribes perfectly theyre dynamic in the au aswell!!

[sins-lil-blog]

Living & Surviving - Sin & Aliza - Short chat

..Im tired of this... all of this..

...All of this? What do you mean Sin?..

Im just-.. Im not living...

... But you are living? We havent died yet atleast!.. even though those monsters keep trying to kill us...

No no.. Im not talking about them.. you dont get it... what were doing is.. surviving.. Im alive yeah.. Im just not.. ALIVE, you know?

Hum.. I dont really get it...

...Um.. let me put it like this.. I am surving to stay alive but... Im not happy. Im not engoying living. Im not even gratefull to be alive. Im tired.. Im so tired of this... I just want to be happy... engoy everything else has to offer.. why'd I have to get stuck down here... becouse I sliped?..

Oh.. but if you hadnt fallen... You would have never meet me.. and I would have... died...

Right... maybe its not THAT bad... but its still really bad... It feels like it wont end.. a never ending nightmare...

... I- I know its hard now... for both of us.. but it might get better.. I know it isnt fair an-

But what if it doesnt get better?.... what if.. we stay like this forever?.. surviving... trying to stay alive.. just for a better day that never came?... talk about a poetic fate..

..Sin... look how far we've come by surviving... maybe one day.. we can both live again... and.. still... dont forget the small bits were you are happy... the small things count too you know?.. life's complicated... it always gets better im the end.. you just have to keep hoping for the best... things will brighten up..

... damn Aliza..... sorry... and thank you..... you are a great kid.. pffft...

Life is complicated, full of ups and downs, but hey, keep your chin up and think positive, no matter what, and if you cant find the good.. talk to someone, maybe they'll show it to ya ^^