#and they werent horrified??
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I'm so used to people not directly liking me. I don't know what to do if people express they actually like me. You want to have physical contact with me?? But aren't I objectively repulsive? Whoa.
#i feel like#I'm obviously fat and hairy#and they know im trans#all those things are usually offputting to people who are attracted to men#people who want bears always want cis bears#people who want trans guys usually want skinny hairless trans guys#and also im just like???#i dont know what their direction of attraction is like i have reason to think theyre only#or at least predomonantly#into guys#and i am SO not used to qualifying as a guy#gnot me#ill let yall know how it goes ig#oh right the whole point of this post was like#i usually make an effort to not look fat#but i dont fit into any of my shapewear any more so i met this person belly hanging out and everythiny#and they werent horrified??#so like#maybe they actually are attracted to fat guys?#it makes me want to not make an effort to hide behind clothes because#wow what if someone does actually like me
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hello mouthwashing fandom. how many of you have heard of the films event horizon and johnny got his gun.
#theyre like. the exact same flavour of psychological horror as mouthwashing#me and my friend were talking about how horrifying johnny got his gun is just the other day.#i would be surprised if they werent inspirations for the game#this is propaganda btw. if you like mouthwashing. go watch these films#and vice versa#mouthwashing#event horizon#johnny got his gun#horror games#horror movies
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if we're talking about weird ways the prequel movies handled raven and erik, i still can't really get over how they
- made a huge plot point of first class physical mutations
- erased erik's physical mutation (his white hair)
- made raven's opinion on her physical mutation that she doesn't wanna hide it
- then proceed to have her shapeshifted and hide it almost constantly
- then gave quicksilver and polaris their unnatural hair colors that they should have inherited from erik
it's just hilarious to me. i wanna see the talks that lead to these decisions.
i think At Most i can justify raven hiding her true form as a way to protect herself and/or because she's insecure: evidently a lot of people dont act kindly to blue scaled women (tho i did wish she showed her true form more while at the cia base with the other mutants) and it's fair to assume that even if she wants to be out and proud she has some apprehension about it because of Aforementioned safety/confidence issues
everything else tho yeah LOL whats all this then. wasnt in the budget i support- tho i stilllll so badly wish that they at least let erik's hair go white in apocalypse ..... that woulda been cool at least .....
#snap chats#quicksilver having his silver hair could be justified in-universe as him dyeing it or something#i dont know. i cant speak for the decisions made when making these movies vjALKVAKJV#like if we reaaaalllyy wanna talk bout weird things the movies did i think my weirdest bits would be charles' family#i dont know why they had it be implied charles and his mother werent on good terms when it was pretty much the opposite in comics#i mean there really was no reason why raven couldnt shift into kurt marco but whatever#then its kinda funny how cain is just. Not Really Relevant. his family ties to charles isnt really relevant if i remember right#tho on that note it couldve been funny/horrifying if cain had to grow up with raven AND charles#congratulations you have two mutant siblings to hate now. jesus cjerLKAERERJ#BUT yeah. my cope at least is that these movies are their own isolated universes so w/e the canon is then ill take it#i do wish we got white hair erik tho. ill mourn that forever i fear. also mystique's cool outfit i wish we got that but mOVING ON
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back by popular demand: this fucking thing
#i could rant abt how luigi and dimentio were merged together#into a singular horrifying entity by the chaos heart#and how theres no fucking way there werent any repercussions#but i wont#for now..#///#super paper mario#spm#super paper mario fanart#spm fanart#super dimentio#super dimentio fanart#luigi#spm luigi#spm dimentio#dimentio#dimentio fanart#luigi fanart#smb#smb fanart#super mario bros#super mario bros fanart#cw brainwashing#brainwashing#tw brainwashing#my art#ohmaerieme
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dont ask me about baseball
#android18#hit dbs#android 17#jiren#android 21#kefla#kettol#cocotte#tupper#dbs#art#featuring: a series of people who dont know how to do shit by halves and hold back#most of u11 plays for fun#kefla hit and jiren play to win#hit: if it werent for the laws of this game i wouldve slaughtered you#hit and jiren play to impress each other too#everyone else is horrified#kefla does not abide by the laws of man or nature
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opened csp and just scared the shit out of myself i forgot i colored his eyes in
#i was complaingin that i felt like they didnt look like dantes and ally said its probably bc his eyes werent blue .#this is horrifying
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I am rotating Light so hard in my head rn girlies who just straight up fucking torture ppl cause she can
#rat rambles#rain posting#oc posting#I <3 iterator gore and body horror if I was a better artist Id draw the horrors shes inflicted on some of these poor bastards#Im also brainstorming ideas for some more iterator ocs both so I can have more iterator ocs who arent chronically offline and so that I can#make them be some of lights victims and put them through some truly horrific shit#light vc omg haiii I saw you noticed some of the organisms I pumped into your bloodstream finally Ive been waiting sooo long to show this#stuff off so feel free to give mild resistance to my demands so I have an excuse to permanently disfigure your puppet :3#I have one girlie vaguely conceptulaized and some vague ideas for the sort of roles I want the others to have in their lil friend group but#its all still very very vague concepts Ill have to brainstorm some more to get more solid ideas for them#in the meantime Ive also been thinking of some potential unparalleled innocence hc stuff#nothing super concrete but I am slowly building some new hcs that will relate to the tortured girlie I have some ideas for#but yeah I had a blast telling my friends abt synchronized light today and getting my intended reaction of aw thats cute that turns into#horror as I progress down the timeline#my intent with these two is for them to initially come across as rly fun and cute and just generally very easy to connect to only for the#immediate second layer to their characters to fucking evicerate all of those feelings#also parasite horror is both some of my favorite (cause its horrifying) and least favorite (cause I can get legitimately paranoid) shit#and just the image of being an iterator and realizing that there is malicious shit inside of you that you werent able to immediately detect#is so delightfully fun to me especially considering how vulnerable a lot of these iterators probably already felt just letting the#construction and repairs happen only to find out that that vulnerability Was abused horrifically and that its far too late to stop it#anyways I need to go talk to myself in the shower to brainstorm some more lol
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because people were a different breed during the 70s up to the 90s and shit was just a bit more hardcore
ever notice the reception of the amazing classic movies that came from those time periods we've fallen in love with today in our generation were actually considered bad and that they sucked?
two good examples and it's not me being biased
I GUESS THESE WEREN'T HARDCORE ENOUGH FOR THEIR TIME LMAO
#momo talks#the breakfast club#the thing 1982#i know i used movies from the 80s#but im using them as examples that werent received very well back in the day#its funny tho because#breakfast club is literally about kids struggling to live up to adult standards#and the thing was just out of this world horrifying#how the FUCK did they not consider these hardcore????#sorry im having another one of my possible autism tangents ;u;#ive tried letting these out on twitter but just like these movies#they recieved little to no reception at all ;u;
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yahoo, finally finished this set!! this was the set i downloaded SN for!
#shining nikki#unfortunately back then i didnt know that it would take THIS long for her to get back in rotation#grrr#or that the items werent added to the pull when they werent rate up#horrified#i DLed SN before last xmas btw#its been more than half a year#my styling
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ok sorry for grace ranting again but like. no really did infinity train fans and i watch the same season because literally so much shit ppl claim about her is not true
#like ‘’ugh shes never held accountable for her actions shes forgiven immediately ’’ NOT AT ALL???#she watches the child she grew to love decide to abandon her because she enabled her friend to abuse her and she herself manipulated her#and alienated her and traumatized her and it is THE POINTTT that she was a bad person!!#the whole season is about her being forced to confront her lifestyle and behavior and grapple with the weight of her actions#and by god she CHOOSES to become a better person and shes not a karma houndini she watches her friend die for fucks sake#the show knows full well that she was bad and it never once tries to excuse her or handwave it and she comes to the conclusion that she has#to change on her own instead of being forced to#and dont get me started on the ppl who take glory in being like#‘’ugh shes awful because she told simon that bigger numbers were the goal! if it werent for her simon wouldve been fine!’’#like wow. i sure hope u share that vitriol with amelia and one one. bc theyre at fault for that in the big picture#like. grace did NOT have any guidance at all and she was a terrified child with an already screwed up home life#and seei my amelias robot was her ONLY clue. ffs she did not cackle and go ‘’ah yes i must be EVIL to win-#and i will TELL this RANDOM KID to raise his number because i KNOW im wrong mwahaha’’#like yes she absolutely bears responsibility because she did give him the idea and she did enable him so shes not blameless#but its not solely on her. they were all failed by the adults around them and thats the point. the train system is horrifying#echoed voice#anyways. yall beg for complex female characters and then bitch when you get them
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due to i am not immune to propaganda i did watch the new bridgerton// trailer and they really did that huh...........they said we're going to make this even MORE racist than it already was and hope you won't see the murk in the water for the lilypads...............the number of lines of dialogue in the trailer ALONE about doing this or that for the Good Of The Empire is already egregious and insufferable what is IN that murk the execs are drinking that makes them incapable of keeping the genre romance
#the answer is its intentional. but jesus christ#i mightve watched it if it werent for all the love for england theyre flinging in the viewers face like tomatoes#obviously by virtue of being what it is its already colonial propaganda and to release it at this time specifically what w the#historically accurate robes made of gold etc. is something else#but to have it be damage control dressed up in the open sheer cloak of escapist fantasy. is sooo funny.#i am glad its this fucking stupid ngl bc it means i cant cave in good conscience sdjfhfjkhg#obligatory mention of PERSONAL barriers and personal choice obviously. i have a friend who's watching it lol#i say this or that when i mean horrifying breaches of bodily autonomy and choice. but like im not rlly objective obviously so#r.tv
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hehehhehehr the sily
#so tired but love drawing them they so fun#we keep getting horrifying nightmares about aliens#but augh we love aliens#last night was scary kept hallucinating and convinced ourself that if we left our room we'd die but we left anhways#we werent allowed to look in a mirror#because then the mirror would??? kill us??? huh#???#this was at 1am or so#font remember#but when we looked at our dogs they had like human faces for a moment#the ones from the nightmare#oh wait the reason we couldnt look was because the reflection would grab us or itd be disorted#our dreams tend to have things against mirrors#had a semi dream once where we had meditated beforehand and like totally seperated from our body#and we looked at our mirror (was a lucid semidream)#and our appearance was just. terrifying. we had to look away and it immediatly woke us up.#another dream we had suddenly remembered something about reflections and we started stumbling about and into a mirror store and#everything was telling us to stray away from the mirrors#weve been having more nightmare srecently and#we think its bc weve been panicked awake/suddenly told to wake up#like lil sibling gone missing scare?? having to run around the house 1 minute after waking up and ending up nearly collapsing?#forgetting to get dinner or doing the dishes or other shit?#we jsut#stumble uselessly#man why are we ranting under our art????#art#oc
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sorry i 100% will be back in a few days to caring about anything but politics but twitter is so much funnier and more fun rn
#wish it werent ruined i want to retweettttt but im just lurking#i do have more sp thoughts to post and more will come once i start reading again but ohhhhhhhh this election is so fun#sorry to people who cant compartmentalize that genuinely sounds like the worst thing on the planet#but i love the spectacle and drama of politics. it's high stakes theatre it's horrifying and compelling like a burning building#and i will never not eat this shit up#the vid of trump going 'our rallies are always packed' while the cameraman pans over the empty venue WITH PEOPLE LEAVING#are you kidding me. this is my superbowl. my eras tour.#i have been a politics nut since i was a baby and observed my way out of my parents' brainwashing you cannot convince me to stop atp#says kenna
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HOO BOI. i desperately want to write volumes about this topic alone but ill stick to a tag rant because is have so much studying lol.
demeter they could never make me hate you. you were imo the only sensible person in the myth(s) actually and a good mum. fuck u zeus
The story of Hades and Persephone isn't an abduction romance, or even a tragedy of not being able to be in two places at the same time. It's about how fucking wild it would be to have a mother who gives a shit about whether you're dead or alive, and whether you are happy.
#hades and persephone#the ill get back to this eventually tag#sick with all the awful adaptations & retellings that romanticise aspects at the price of completely and irreversibly ruining others#look i dont care what u want to enjoy or wish to believe thats none of my business its all fun and games at the end of the day#but to so blatantly ignore the orignal mythos in favour of aesthetic or whatever and insisting *thats* the standard is just cruel#part of it falls on how much were missing in the critical thinking & media literacy department and tend to accept pop culture as is#again one of the beauties of literature is its potential for interpretations.. and storytelling relies on appeasing the masses#and reaching audiences and demographics and adapting to fit the everchanging social norms and all that jazz. i know#thats not what im referring to here#its the denial of nuance and refusal to acknowledge that hey sometimes a piece of media isnt really accurate? or right? like at all#(i for one as of late have been extremely fascinated w darkfics and heavy topics being explored in media.. esp in greek mythology)#and it honestly wouldnt matter if it werent for the vehement hate it breeds against the source material and the very valid#opinions on the other side of the coin. the least we can do is do some background reading and have some common sense guys.#in this case the erasure of justified rage and grief to accentuate rebellious femininity or whatever to me is just sad#making demeter the villain? a mother who was rightfully horrified after her (underage) daughter was stolen from her#making persephone who cried and mourned during her stay in the underworld a girlboss who waltzed in on her own volition?#in some versions of the myth hades tricked her into eating the seeds. she had no idea what the implications were. NOT COOL MY DUDE#look i actually like hades and persphone in terms of theme and symbolism. like a lot. im working on stuff with them in it#but keep in mind the people places and things at play when engaging with media. think of the prices that were paid and how it relates to us#myths serve to teach lessons and morals as well as explaining natural phenomena and other things. folklore doesnt exist in a void#also as much as i love to dunk on zeus for being a piece of shit and serial rapist#he is extremely complex and multifaceted as a god and king of the gods and much more than that. as is the case for everyone in the pantheon#agh i need to go before i go on a rabbit hole so deep i find iron lol
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HELLO?????????????????
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I was tagged by the legend that is iz aka @gxtzeizm ~ thank you! 😊
Rules: color stuff that applies to you and then tag your friends
Appearance:
i'm over 5'5" // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // I have had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards.
Hobbies and talents:
i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand.
Relationship:
i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online.
Aesthetics:
i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season.
Miscellaneous:
i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs.
Tagging: whoever wants to do this! just say i tagged you 😄
#ask games#yaay!#about the italisized bits:#1) i HAD more than two piercings#one helix one (sort of) and snake bites#had to get them closed bc my school was religious so 😔#2) yeah so i had to get surgery but not for cosmetic reasons but rather to improve my life quality#and the professional who did it was a plastic surgeon bc they specialize in making sure things end up looking well aesthetically wise#which is why a normal surgeon didn't do the procedure but whatever!#3) my friends from school moved to other cities haha... but we used to hang out literally every week :// i miss those days#4) i think they'd do better if they werent but OH well#5) now this one is kind of tricky because i slept in cars twice when i was a kid#one bc my siblings and i wanted to sleep in my mom's car idk why only for her to wake up horrified after seeing we weren't there JAJAJJA#and the second time was when my parents and their friends decided to camp in a small village#and they used tents and all but i was absolutely not going to do that so i slept once again in my mom's car :D#and... that's it xdxd
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