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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 4 days ago

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In the town I'm hopefully moving to I was worried there wouldn't be a coffee shop (I have a crippling caffeine addiction) but there IS and it's INSIDE THE BOOKSHOP!!!!!!! This is going to be wonderful

#its technically a village tbh but i feel silly saying 'the village im moving to'#but its def not a city so i go with town #but anyway. the tiny village im moving to doesnt have much #but its such a cute little place #ill be living in the farmlands about 15 minutes outside of the actual town #but in the actual town theres the aforementioned bookshop+cafe whoch im so excited to visit #as well as a community garden. forest preserve. library. an organization that hosts drag brunches which was very surprising to me #considering its literally a village #but there are harris/walz signs around and rainbow flags in the bookshop windows and drag brunches so it seems great #and theres a culvers. and a Qdoba 50 minutes away. and within comfortable driving distance of several more major cities #what else do you need tbh #im breathing much easier knowing that ill be getting out #my mom showed me the 'depression spiral' once which are the three things that make the deoression keep going #and i only remember one which is environment #my environment has been making the depression spiral like a fucking whirlpool #but im about to get out. to a better environment. and i started therapy again. and im back on my mood stabilizers #things are looking up #i hesitate to say that bcuz i fear the universe will hear and strike me down #but maybe the ball is rolling uphill (starstruck odyssey my beloved)#im going to romanticize the fuck out of village life and you can count on that #wake up in the farmhouse. put on a cute sweater. go to the bookshop+cafe. then the library #make eye contact with a cute girl across the library or bookstore cafe. notice shes reading one of my fav books. she smiles #i walk ivef and introduce myself. we hit it off. spend all day talking. exchange numbers #cue a montage of cute dates. at ny fav tourist attraction. at her fav nature preserve #buying a christmas tree at the hallmark style christmas tree farm #we kiss under a gentle snow #anywho #i didnt anticipate writing that i was just possessed by the desire for a hallmark romance in the village #i tried to google the depression spiral but i cant find the graphic. its not relevant anymore it just bothers me that i cant remember #but im about to break the spiral! im gonna break it and im gonna be okay!!

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