#and therefore wants aoba to live the life he never got to....

[eunbinppap]

Im so bored at work im writing fanfiction about Haga-san...

[doublekrecs]

haikyuu fic recs (updated!!)

**smuts indicated in warnings!!**

karasuno

kageyama tobio

milking situation by @nekxrizawa​ (one-shot)

warnings: fluffy-ish, implied pregnant reader, lactation, lactation kink, 18+

lactation kink w/ kags

awe. by @kuroopaisen​ (one-shot)

warnings: f!reader

a photographer in his spare time, kageyama can’t quite find the passion he once had for the art. until he meets you at a wedding, that is.

so, i had a crush on you… by @beccascribbles (ongoing sm!au series)

warnings: swearing, a lil angst, drinking in later chapters

where you send all the crushes you have ever had a google form to find out if they ever felt the same way towards you.

NO by @hokageyamatobio (one-shot)

warnings: none

the infamous setter asked for your help to study and get better grades, you just didn’t expect to fall for him in the process.

hate sex by @ahegaobaku (one-shot)

warnings: smut, degradation, spanking, biting, hate sex

in which you and your ex express a mutual hatred by using your bodies.

personally. by @bunmilks (one-shot)

warnings: angst

kageyama doesn’t seem to care at all, whereas you care too damn much.

no. 1 fan by @settersloveletters (ongoing series)

warnings: slight angst, smut in later chapters

y/n will always go out of her way for her family, especially for her 7 year old niece, who happens to be kageyama tobio’s number one fan. what happens when the charming sweetheart, y/n, meets the emotionally null, kageyama tobio? and what happens when those two fall in love at first sight?

tsukishima kei

omg they were roommates by @noya-sleftankle (ongoing series)

warnings: drinking

when tsukishima’s best friend yamaguchi moves out of his way too expensive apartment, tsukki finds himself in need of a new roomie. when he replies to your tweet, he expects a quiet girl who keeps to herself but instead he gets you. will you be able to break down tsukishima’s walls or will you be forced to stand on the outside, looking in?

sawamura daichi

watch me by @vangoghmusings (ongoing sm!au series)

warnings: nsfw

college frat boy daichi’s world is turned upside down when he learns his classmate is actually a very popular cam-girl. 

sugawara koushi

thigh riding by @nekxrizawa​ (drabble)

warnings: smut, thigh riding

too easy. by @kuroopaisen​ (one-shot)

warnings: lil angsty

falling in love with suga was easy. being friends with him was much, much harder.

safety blanket by @vixen-scribbles (one-shot)

warnings: 18+, soft dom!suga, semi-public sex, sofa sex???, a hint of cockwarming, foreplay, degradation/praise kink mixed in there, daichi and asahi make an appearance.

happier by @rebel-ramen (one-shot)

warnings: a lil angsty

reassuring suga you love him.

aoba johsai

oikawa tooru

i don't like your shampoo by @hinac0lada​ (one-shot)

warnings: none

soulmate!au

birthday gift by @ahegaobaku

warnings: smut, pegging, heavy degradation (giving), sub!oikawa, spanking?

hit me up by @akaashichigo (finished series)

warnings: profanity, sexual jokes & references but no actual n/s/f/w

you leave argentina unsatisfied from the failure of your little quest despite having a last minute retry. just when you’re about to give up, a relatively attractive guy comes up to you asking the same thing you’ve been asking for the past week. conveniently enough, that wasn’t the last time you saw him. sm!au

just until i win by @kurooskult (ongoing series)

warnings: small amount of angst

being a co athletics trainer for a national team proves to be a job that requires a lot of effort, persistence and dedication. just like your long term relationship with a member of a rivalling team. keeping your relationship with world famous athlete oikawa tooru under wraps is no easy challenge but with the olympics fast approaching and fans watching their favourite players every move, you both agree that it’s best you both try your hardest to keep your relationship out the public eye for now. after all, the obstacles of hawk eyed fans, unaware rivals and invasive media attention can’t be too hard to avoid. right? sm!au

gekkan shoujo oikawa kun by @inarzki (one-shot)

warnings: none

oikawa has feelings for his volleyball club’s manager, and he isn’t very subtle about it. unfortunately for him, his charm doesn’t work on her. she’s completely oblivious to his advances, reducing him to embarrassment every single time (the third years find great joy in their captain’s misery.) oikawa finds that he is unable to stop himself from falling into her unknowing traps over and over again.

oikawa touching his s/o in a team dinner by @honeyvanilla-hq (drabble)

warning: smut

last time by @karasu-hoes

warnings: smut, car sex

whose bitch? By @vixen-scribbles 

warnings: pegging, degradation, spanking, sub!oikawa

oikawa gets pegged.

iwaizumi hajime

make you sweat by @shanscript​ (one-shot)

warnings: smut, bathroom sex, sweat kink, body worship

cause you're trouble by @kagsbuns​ (one-shot?)

warnings: mentions of sex, small pinch of angst

sugar daddy!au

teacups by @kodzukens-thighz (one-shot)

warnings: kitchen sex, slight biting kink, degradation, breeding kink if you squint

in which your college roommate’s boyfriend gets tired of the bedroom eyes the two of you exchange wordlessly every time he’s in your apartment and things get a little heated

hey there, roomie by @myherowritings (one-shot)

warnings: none

after being set up on a bad date with ushijima, he insists on walking you to your doorstep. not wanting him to know where you live, you lead him to iwaizumi’s apartment and pretend iwaizumi is your roommate. college!au

operation: SEX GOD by @writeiolite (one-shot)

warnings: smut, degradation, cum eating, spit play?, cunnilingus, dirty talk, power play, unprotected sex

thinking he’s too vanilla, you make it your mission to improve your roommate’s sex life. you couldn’t have been more wrong. roommate!au

puppy love by @fukuronani (ongoing series)

warnings: none

soulmate where you can write/draw on your skin, it appears on your soulmate’s skin too. in this case, you communicate with your soulmate in your mother tongue for fun. it’s fun to write certain phrases in filipino. soulmate!au, filipino!reader, sm!au

shiratorizawa

ushijima wakatoshi

insecure by @bokutobabie

warnings: hurt/comfort, insecurity, smut, creampie, lots of praise

reader is scared that ushi won’t like what he sees when they get intimate.

drunk phone sex by @wakatshi (one-shot)

warnings: dirty talk, masturbation, praise kink, (auto) asphyxiation, cunnilingus, dom wakatoshi

hesitation by @basicinstnct (one-shot)

warnings: oral sex, multiple orgasms, dirty talk, hair-pulling, face-sitting, implied, sexual content, size kink, dirty talk, established relationship

when wakatoshi makes an effort to get closer to you, you never expect that it'll be in one of the dirtiest ways possible. then again, the ache in your core leaves you in no position to turn him down.

eita semi

it's always better with you by @prettyboi-keiji​ (drabble)

warnings: none

semi makes your night better with some late night boba drinking and singing you songs.

vortex by @tetsuroyaoyaoya (ongoing series)

warnings: cussing

y/n is a girl living her best life, in an apartment with her two best friends, kuroo and kenma. while she has gained a fair amount of popularity from appearing on kenma’s animal crossing streams, her life isn't all that interesting. that is, until she gets caught up in a scandal with the lead singer of a well-known band, and ends up being the person that could ruin or save his career...

nekoma

kuroo tetsurou

thicc by @rivendell101

warnings: smut, jealousy, thigh riding, spanking, mild choking, dirty talk (praise and degradation), wall sex, unprotected sex

kuroo has nice thighs. unfortunately, you’re not the only one who notices.

fire in his eyes by @tetsurouskuro

warnings: alcohol, swearing, dom!kuroo, fireman!au haikyuu, smut, unprotected sex, shower sex, mirror sex, dirty talk, fluff

kuroo is a fire fighter and your best friend. when your apartment building catches fire and burns up, kuroo offers to let you stay at his place until you’ve found a new apartment.

rent free by @marigoldthoughts (ongoing series)

warnings: swearing, sexual innuendos

you’re karasuno’s second year manager who starts crushing on nekoma’s captain. your friends worry that you’ll end up hurt much like the last time you were interested in a third year. do you care? sm!au

hey, rachel by @noya-sannnn (ongoing series)

warnings: cursing, suggestive themes

two months ago, life was so much simpler for the karasuno second year l/n f/n; she had all the friends she needed and everything was as calm as a serenely flowing river stream. but after her father gets promoted for a job in tokyo— therefore requiring her whole family to move— life goes awfully to shit. just imagine this: barely succeeding at making new friends AND having to deal with a fuckface of a neighbour who ‘bullies’ her for everything she does. oh, and did i mention that he calls her rachel? sm!au

just us two by @jinkicake (one-shot)

warnings: smut, daddy kink, oral (m receiving), public sex, penetration

kuroo loves to fuck you under the lights of his favorite club.

special stream by @cosmic-goddess-leo (one-shot)

warnings: smut, exhibitionism, masturbation, toys

kuroo finds out his roommate is a cam girl. camgirl!au, roommate!au

chemistry by @seita (one-shot)

warnings: smut, mutual/pining, dom!kuroo, dirty talk, handjob (kuroo fucks your fist), pet names, praise kink, mild dacryphilia, multiple orgasms, light degradation, overstimulation, pussy slapping, squirting

you’ve got a steady, fun fwb relationship with a science nerd in your class, kuroo. after being paired up with a project with him, feelings start to develop due to the overwhelming chemistry between the two of you.

sunshine by @pudding-head-kenma (ongoing series)

warnings: a lil angsty

y/n can’t exactly remember where it all went wrong. it’s like one day they’re best friends finishing middle school and the next they’re enemies. if kuroo wants to be an asshole, let him. It’d be nice to know why, though. Sm!au

melancholia by @tetsuwhore (one-shot)

warnings: full blown smut, smoking, drinking, heavy implications of mental illness, parental issues

you’re the edgy, punk outcast. he’s your goofy nerd of a roommate. naturally, you fall for him. college roommate!AU, bad girl!reader

kozume kenma

tangelo envelope by @writeiolite

warnings: vibrators, butt plug, overstimulation, exhibitionism, voyeurism, master/pet-play themes, nudes, alcohol, mutual masturbation, and hookups

you become user kk9kk5′s sim. camgirl!au

boo you whore by @sushimii (finished series)

warnings: angst

the first words your soulmate says to you appears on your wrist from birth. in (Y/N)’s case, she never expected to find hers through a twitch stream, especially when the streamer is someone she hates. sm!au, enemies to lovers!au, soulmate!au

HUSH. by @namikxze

warnings: slight mentions of alcohol, nsfw ft. blowjobs, kenma kinda thinkin like a dom at the end

basically, you come home drunk then try to suck him off while he's live streaming.

stress relief by @inosukki (one-shot)

warnings: breastfeeding kink [?], handjob, cum eating <3

after a rough day at work, kenma wants to try something new that might benefit the both of you.

digging straight down by @sugakuns (finished series)

warnings: after breaking the number one minecraft rule, who knew you’d be pining over the one guy who made fun of you for it. sm!au

fukurodani

bokuto kotaro

farewell by @bokukiyoom​ (one-shot)

warnings: post breakup angst

post breakup isn’t as easy as it seemed. y/n realized how much happier their days were with bokuto.

come on in by @sushimii (one-shot)

warnings: skinny dipping; thigh riding

akaashi keiji

just your attention by @hqvortex​

warnings: thigh riding, grinding, over the clothes stimulation

akaashi won’t pay attention to you, so you decide to grab it from him by all means.

frienemies by @starfleetakaashi​ (ongoing sm!au series)

warnings: swearing, a lil angst

akaashi was polite, yes, but even he had people he didn’t really like. you were one of them. not like you cared because you hated him, too, but all of the sudden you were paired with him for a project. now that’s when you care.

ike or like like by @bunmilks

warnings: none

in the face of love, akaashi is painfully oblivious

baby boy by @jinkicake

warnings: bondage, overstimulation, oral (f receiving), face sitting, blindfold, light praise kink

some sub!akaashi

daisy flower by @elysianseraph

warnings: overstim, femdom, sub!akaashi, toys, bondage, gags

now live: pretty boy_05 by @starboybokuto (one-shot)

warnings: smut, fluff, pet play, dirty talk, degradation, praising, some dumbification, exhibitionism, senpai kink, lowkey hard dom!akaashi, after care on cam

after getting suspicious about his impressive income as a college student, your best friend tells you about your new boyfriend's side-job and when you decide to confront him, akaashi finally finds the courage to tell you about his little hobby. camboy!au, college!au

inarizaki

miya atsumu

backseat serenade by @msbyslut​

warnings: filth, ATSUMUyes he deserves a warning, car sex but not really, fem!reader, light choking, fingering, squirting, dirty talk, v light overstim

teasing atsumu is always interesting.

king of the fall by @elysianseraph​

warnings: a lil angsty

atsumu miya has never had any feelings about falling in love. he tries not to think too hard about stuff like that. until he meets you, and now its the only thing on his mind.  

virgin killer by @dearkags​

warnings: cursing, nsfw jokes

y/n is an animal lover, and living in a place with loud roommates would never allow her to adopt new pets that she can take care of. but everything changes, when she finally decides to move into a new apartment by herself to be able to live with her beloved and peaceful animals, until her annoying new neighbor miya atsumu, shows up with his weird antics of attemping to flirt.

coincidence by @bokukiyoom​

warnings: bit of angst, language, alcohol, suggestive

atsumu and y/n have been internet friends for over a year now. until now, she lived in america to gain experience; after moving back to japan, she contacted her old friend group, in hope of getting back together again. little did she know, that a special someone might step into her life as well.

the love club by @tobiosmilktea

warnings: some angst, swearing, suggestive themes

atsumu miya finds himself getting love advice from a popular instagram hotline after getting dumped on his one-year anniversary. it just so happens that you’re the one having to deal with his bullshit

ctrl by @keijiwrld (on hiatus sm!au series)

warnings: angst, cheating, mentions of sex, swearing, toxic relationships

in which y/n finds herself wanting more out of her tainted relationship with miya atsumu even though it’s all out of her control

only fools fall for you by @beccascribbles

warnings: smut, angst

where atsumu is a notorious playboy and now he wants you.

returning the favor (sequel to only fools fall for you)

where you give atsumu a taste of his own medicine.

pseudo love by @kei-kui (ongoing series)

warnings: some manga spoilers, angst, drinking, cursing, suggestive

hot-shot volleyball player miya atsumu just can’t seem to get those pesky gossipers off his back. his solution? fake date someone so they’ll shut up about him being a playboy. but there’s only one problem- atsumu doesn’t know anyone who would want to pretend to be in love... sm!au, roommate!au, fake dating!au

how to fall in love: a guide by @shinsukesgf  (ongoing series)

warnings: angst

maybe trying to get your crush, miya osamu, who you’ve been crushing on ever since first year to fall in love with you wasn’t exactly the smartest plan... especially if miya atsumu was behind it all. sm!au

the wrong reasons by @fukuronani (one-shot)

warnings:  nsfw/smut, vaginal sex, blowjob, riding, some cock warming, dirty talk, crying, slight crack + angst + fluff

fwb trope!

miya osamu

angel by @fpwritings​

warnings: smut, kinda rough sex, clothed sex, sorta face sitting??, unprotected sex, slight orgasm denial and overstim

just another day by @starfleetakaashi (drabble)

warnings: none

small cute osamu fluff!!

bet you never saw it coming by @wickedgamesoyaoya (finished sm!au series)

warnings: swearing, uncomfortable situations, accident mentions, blood, loss of loved one, dead animals.

former seijoh manager, y/n, had to move to accommodate her fathers job. all the while inarizaki high loses it’s current manager and are desperate for someone to fill the position. y/n may be the perfect candidate, outside of the fact she is far too blunt for her own good.

the art of cooking by @keigosbitch (ongoing series)

warnings: none

when her friends have had enough of her cursed breakfasts and setting off smoke alarms every other 3am, they take matters into their own hands and ask miya osamu to teach her the art of cooking.

suna rintaro

aesthetic by @tetsuwhore

warnings: smut in beginning, rest is fluffy

chill after sex tingz with suna.

not a crush by @prettyboi-keiji

warnings: none

love watches you from afar, notices the little things you do and makes an effort to make you smile. love also smiles whenever you are happy. it’s not just a crush, love knows when it is and when it is not.

rekindle by @prettyboi-keiji

warnings: some angst

after two years of being apart, reader and suna met again.

watch me by @sbspice (one-shot)

warnings: cheating, toxic relationships, mentions of pegging, mentions of a threesome, dom!suna, switch!reader (kinda?), both y’all asses but for good reason, forced voyeurism, fingering, non protective sex (wrap the banana y'all), cursing, slight size kink, slight dumbification, spanking, degradation, squirting, semi-clothed sex, surprise character:)

you get back at your soon-to-be ex-boyfriend.

high suna by @bjbex (drabble)

warnings: shotgunning, hotboxing, recreational drug use, oral (m receiving), under da influence

dirty by @kuroosrighttoe (one-shot)

warnings: degradation, spitting, spanking, oral, fingering, cursing

you were used to a lazy kind of love with your boyfriend, but that drastically changed in the bedroom.

who are you? by @bokukiyoom (ongoing sm!au series)

warnings: swearing, tiny angst

in which suna rintarou texts a stranger, y/n, instead of his teammate. their friendship doesn’t start off easily, but they get attached to one another in no time.

bet by @lovebot2-0 (drabble)

warnings: none

in which suna and the reader discuss a bet that kita, aran, y/n and the twins made.

shinsuke kita

farewell, mr almost by @keiyoomi​ (one-shot)

warnings: angsty

itachiyama

sakusa kiyoomi

jealous fuck buddy by @luna084​

warnings: smut, jealous sex, degradation, oral (f receving), shower sex, not rlly without consent but kinda (?)  

you’re in a ‘just fuck no strings attached’ relationship with the both of you secretly having feelings for each other. having found out you have history with atsumu during practice, he can’t contain his jealousy as he fucks you in the shower room.

precious by  @msbyslut​

warnings: daddy kink, spanking, dacryphilia literally always, facefucking, light size kink, dumbification, degradation, unprotected sex, mentions of aftercare

in short, sakusa doesn’t like when you act out.

go to sleep by @paripedia​

warnings: none

sakusa + late nights.

it was never meant to be easy by @wickedgamesoyaoya

warnings: some angst, drinking in later chapters, past heartbreak, manipulation, toxic relationships, past kuroo x reader, some osamu x reader

y/n is bokuto’s childhood friend who doesn’t take anyone’s shit. what happens when she crosses paths with someone who is very much the opposite of her? will they match or will it be easier to walk away?

sakusa loves to please you by @jinkicake (one-shot)

warnings: oral (f receiving)

sakusa gives you head for the first time.

pegging sakura by @sunnyshoyou (one-shot)

warnings: pegging, dirty talk, degradation

clean by @jackrrabbit (one-shot)

warnings: masturbation (m)

sakusa can’t stop thinking about you in the shower

a quiet sort of love by @watevermelon (one shot)

warnings: none

manager to the fukurōdani volleyball club, there was no doubt that itachiyama’s sakusa kiyoomi was a strong ace. he brought your team to their knees on multiple occasions, but what you were not expecting was getting to know the nationally acclaimed spiker beyond just the titles and labels.

pose by @sbspice (one-shot)

warnings: 18+, sexual tension, sakusa being sakusa, he’s mean>:(, lingerie, clothed sex, degradation, no foreplay, size kink, creampie, explicit photos, dacryphilia, manager!reader, cameo of the msby boys

headcanons

fancy dinner date!! (ft kageyama tobio & akaashi keiji) by @sckusa

haikyuu boys meet your parents for the first time!! by @sugawaraxo

daichi with an s/o who has big boobs by @miinaashido

thigh kisses by @miinaashido

kenma having a crush on the team manager by @miinaashido

creampie headcanons (ft ushijima, oikawa, atsumu, osamu, kageyama, akaashi) by @vinncent

kuroo's crush on the karasuno manager by @peach-pops

dominant s/o (ft. oikawa, suga, bokuto) by @hikyoo

thigh highs (ft. captains) by @ahega0princess

fwb!suna by @rintarous

open up - spit kink (ft. atsumu, ushiwaka, tendou) by @writingbakery

spell coconut (ft. akaashi, semi, tanaka, & ushijima) by  @jinkicake​

dry (ft. hinata, kageyama, & akaashi) by @kageyamasthighs 

post game (ft. sakusa kjyoomi) by @diem-my​

short gf wants a kiss (ft. suna, akaashi, & osamu) by @beccascribbles​

new ongoing series

sir pudding head by @softieshoto​ (kozume kenma)

warnings: none

kenma is a well known for his youtube channel and twitch streams for playing games and getting indie games out there. you are a huge fan so it’s normal for you to talk to other fan accounts about how cute kenma is right? it’s not like he is ever undercover or anything. sm!au

crush code by @the-broken-halo-writer​ (akaashi keiji, kuroo tetsuro)

warnings: jealousy, hints of underage drinking, sexual jokes, swearing

akaashi has had a crush on you from the moment he met you; the most he ever acted on those feelings was when he became your best friend. bokuto didn’t think it would have caused so much trouble to introduce you to kuroo. sm!au

idols by @bluberryparfait​ (semi eita)

warnings: some angst

in which semi falls in love with one of the members of a rookie girl group.

good girl by @dearkags​ (oikawa toru)

warnings: cursing, nsfw jokes, suggestive themes

with strict parents who expect nothing but perfect grades from their one and only daughter, y/n is also not allowed to have a boyfriend until she finishes her studies, and everyone at her school knows that. but what would happen, if the popular volleyball captain of her school sees her sneaking out with someone? sm!au

heather by  @kingkagss​ (kuroo tetsuro)

warnings: angst, unrequited love

you’ve liked him for three years and no matter what you do he never seems to look at you that way. then she arrives, and you have never felt more out of place.

playboy by @simp4satori​ (suna rintaro)

warnings: suggestive themes, drinking, swearing

nothings better than a post-breakup glow. it seemed like everything was going your way. you were done with boys after all the bs they put you through. love was the last thing on your mind—or at least that’s what you thought before you met pro volleyball player suna rintarō.

17 asterisks by @toorusushijima

warnings: cussing

you send 17 asterisks to your friends about the guy you’d date before kuroo tetsurou. they try and figure out who it is and once they do, all hell breaks loose.

[luna-orlha]

Title: The Rain Stops Fandom: Naruto Genre: Hurt/comfort, Romance Ship: Kakashi/Yamato Characters: Hatake Kakashi, Yamato Tenzou Word count:  2,663 Triggers(s):--  Rating: T Additional Tags: Mentions of experimentation, younger angsty Kakashi, fem!Tenzou Summary: Stuck with moody shinobi that didn’t seem to like her, Tenzou comes to term with her living situation now. Notes: The timeline of this fic ignores canon’s.

Ao3

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Tenzou stared out of the window. The rain pattered against the glass, the dark clouds rumbled overhead. It was an out-of-season rain for Konoha. Outside, Tenzou knew that the farmers would be fretting for their crops, the anbus would be doubling their patrols to make sure no enemy-nin would use this rain as an opportunity to sneak in.

Rain always made her stomach curdled in spite of the good memories. She snorted at her thoughts and sipped her tea. Remembering the day she got brought out from the cage was hardly a good memory.

The earth was wet and gooey between her toes, she remembered. The rain was wet and cold like how autumn rains were. A red haired kunoichi had picked her up and carried her on her hip all the way back to Konoha. She had no name back then, just a series of numbers. The red haired kunoichi named her Tenzou not knowing that that name would be lost to her for many years to come.

Tenzou closes her eyes, feeling the heat of her mug seeping into her cold fingers. The never-ending pain in the cage, watching her fellow cage mates scream and pass out, and never wake.

Danzo called her special, Sandaime called her special, but really, Tenzou didn’t think she was special. Just lucky. Lucky Tenzou. Where lucky meant she survived all the hundreds of babies, where lucky meant she hadn’t died from experimentation. Lucky Tenzou.

Her fingers trembled and he fists her hands, forcing the curl of chakra down from where it had attempted to leap out of her skin. Being emotional always did that.

She couldn’t even just watch the rain without remembering.

Some days, she would think that she would have been better if she had followed her cage mates. Why had she survived when they had failed? She had questions that she knew no one could answer or would bother to. She was alive, why would anything else matter?

Her chakra shivered and another chakra signature brushed against hers, questioning.

“Tenzou?” Kakashi called out from behind her. His steps were intentionally loud as he walked towards her, stopping just outside the kitchen.

“I’m fine,” she replied dully and emptied the still full cup into the sink.

He hesitated and ducked through noren. Without looking, Tenzou could imagine the look of stricken fear and awkwardness as he tried to figure what to say to her. Kakashi had always been terrible at feelings and so was she. What a pair they made, Kurenai often said, both handler and charge equally inept at communicating.

“Are you sure?” he asked.

She soaped the cup, scrubbing it hard, trying to find words that didn’t sound bitter and angry.

She had despised Kakashi once upon a time. A very long time ago, when Danzo had kidnapped her during the Kyuubi Attack. Kakashi was protected unlike her who had to learn to walk in the shadows. And when he mourned, he had parents, friends, family that she never had. He was everything she was not, had everything she didn’t have yet still he acted like no one could understand him. It made her bitter.

“I’m sure.”

Kakashi looked relieved at her words. Though he was certain it was because it meant he didn’t need to force her to talk, she hoped it was because she was okay. He scratched the back of his neck, his chakra twisting towards her as though seeking comfort.

“If you’re sure...” he said.

It was different then, she was different then. He was different then. Tenzou turned, catching the sight of Kakashi leaning against the fridge, his silver hair almost fey from the dim living room lights through the noren.

Smile. She remembered the red haired kunoichi tell her, using her calloused fingers to pull her lips up. This is a smile. And when you’re happy, when your chest feels full and light, you smile.

Her heart surged at the sight of him, his shoulders hunched, hands tucked in his pockets.

Tenzou tugged her lips up, eyes crinkling in merriment. “I am.”

----

People were always so hypocritical. Telling her that life is good and living is good. No one told Kakashi that, so she watched him just like he watched her.

Tenzou could see the moment that Kakashi faltered and accepted that death wasn’t so bad. His hands stilled and she moved.

Leaping forward, pushing him out of the way. She threw up a wall of wood just in time to block the fireball. It wasn’t perfect, but her wood was the only thing that leapt up fast enough. She could feel the heat sear through the wood as she ran through hand seals to sink into the ground.

“Owl!”

She coughed, splattering blood into the missing-nin’s face. The shinobi had somehow punched through the wood and into her.

Had her wood been too thin?

Her body shuddered. There was a metallic taste in her mouth. Internal bleeding, she mentally filed.

There was a loud keening and the arm that was sticking through her chest was ripped away, feeling a hollow, fluttery feeling.

She sunk to her knees, hands clutching the hole. No, definitely not just internal bleeding. Her fingers lit up a feeble green as she struggled to mend it. Her throat clenched for air, her vision blurry. Tenzou struggled to stay awake, knowing that with injuries like this, falling asleep might mean she would never wake.

“Owl!” A desperate cry on her right, hands covering hers. “Cat! Cat!”

Another hand covered hers, a warmth seeping into her but her limbs felt so cold now. She blinked her eyes, staring at the silver hair and white mask leaning over her.

“Stay with us,” Hound commanded. His voice was ragged and raw, and Tenzou squeezed the hand in hers, attempting to follow her captain’s order. Her mouth opened and closed in wet gasps. Hound was saying something to her but she couldn’t hear his voice over the pounding in her ears.

There was a crack of thunder, fat drops of water sliding down their masks. His silver hair is flattened against his head.

Haven’t they been in this scenario before? That day when she tried to kill Kakashi had been raining too. Except it was Kakashi with a sword through his gut lying on the ground.

She wheezed, the irony not lost on her. Her body shivered and she gasped. Her numb fingers trying to tighten around his hand. That’s right, the missing-nin managed to get her lungs. There’s no saving this. Kakashi should have known that.

He lost everyone he let in, Kurenai told her. As his friends, we can only strive to stay alive. If he loses another…

What about me? Tenzou wanted to scream then. Incapable of voicing the doubt and fear in her but armed because she was with a perfect mask of normality, no one bothered digging beneath.

“...ashi…”

She was losing time now. They had removed her mask without her noticing it and Kakashi’s hand on her cheek, slapping her every time she closed her eyes.

Am I your friend or your charge? She wanted to ask.

So it seemed that the question Tenzou never voiced was doomed never to be answered. She struggled for another breath, hand gripping tightly on the hand in hers and blinked.

----

Her blink appeared to have transported her elsewhere or her blink had lasted longer than she thought it did. The white walls that surrounded her and the lack of bandages around her chest indicated the latter.

There wasn’t anyone sitting by her chair. There wasn’t anyone that would anyway. Tenzou was aware of her status among the anbu and Kakashi’s friends - the little tagalong or Yamato. She hated the nickname and title, just like she hated Kinoe. They were names and titles she didn’t pick.

Sitting up, she took shallow breaths then deeper ones to test her injuries. There was no pain and she was hardly surprised. Cat was a good medic but she wasn’t capable of regrowing an entire lung by herself. Therefore Team Ro must have had managed to bring her back to Konoha and the medics must have healed her up perfectly.

Tenzou stood up, itemizing the room. There was no gear she needed to pick up and running a quick check on the medical chart at the foot of her bed, also had no indication that she needed to pick up medication.

She swung out of the window, leaping onto the roof. Her chakra responding sluggishly to her demands. The village was peaceful as it always was. Bathed in the late afternoon sun, it was hard to imagine all the fighting that was outside the village walls.

As she made it to her building, her grip on the side of the building sagged and she fumbled, crashing hard on her balcony ledge. The curtains are jerked aside. A hard dark grey eye stared at her.

“Tenzou,” Kakashi said tersely, sliding the window open. His hair looked more dishevelled than usual and his eye bags were darker. “You’re supposed to be in the hospital.”

“Pot meets kettle,” she mumbled. Tenzou pulled herself upright and stumbled past Kakashi, feeling like she could sleep for days.

Even in Root, she hadn’t received an injury like this. She brushed the thought away, not wanting to remember those days. The blank white masks and equally blank faces. Three years after she escaped Root, she still no idea how to feel emotions. Barely human, she heard Aoba say to someone when he thought she couldn’t hear. Seeing the look in Kakashi’s eye reminded her of how dissociated she was from her emotions.

Kakashi yanked her back. “You almost died.”

She lurched back, falling into his chest. His hands gripped her arms. “You almost died,” he repeated.

That’s life, Tenzou wanted to say. Somehow she felt that those words wouldn’t have flown well and held her tongue instead.

“You’re not allowed to die,” Kakashi said. Like she could stop death itself and it was hypocritical of him to begin with. After all, he had landed in the hospital so many times that it was impossible to count with her fingers and toes.

“I’m a shinobi,” Tenzou pointed out.

“What you did was suicidal,” he told her.

She tugged herself out of his hands and pushed him away, her lips thinning in displeasure. “Suicidal?” she scoffed. “I’m not the one who landed in hospital the last four missions.”

Kakashi seemed to glare at her, but it was very hard to tell in the dark room. The afternoon sun was now dipping down on the other side of the apartment, drawing long shadows across the floor.

“I’m not the one who tried to take an attack for someone else.”

“No, you’re not.” She smiled coldly at him. “You’re the one who did that multiple times.”

Tenzou could hear his leather glove creak in the silence. “I am capable of defending myself!” he yelled. He ran a weary hand through his hair, hand pressing against his forehead. “I’m capable...”

He sank into the couch. His hand palmed across his face. “Don’t do that Tenzou…” he whispered.

“I’m a shinobi, Kakashi.” It seemed strange that it was her comforting him, wasn’t she the one who nearly died?

“I know-” He reached out and clasped his hand around her wrist, fingers pressed against her veins. “I just… I can’t go through that again...”

----

Genma took the seat beside her, motioning to the bartender for a beer. “So I heard Kakashi and you had a fallout.”

Tenzou shook her head. Fallout wouldn’t be the right word. Fallout would indicate an argument or loss of tempers according to Kurenai. None of which had occurred between Kakashi and her.

“That’s not the word I’d use.” She thought of how Kakashi seemed to be avoiding her now.

“So…” Genma’s arm slithered across her shoulders, giving her that devilish smile that Anko frequently swore she would never fall for again. “Why don’t we add you and me, subtract the clothes, divide the legs…” He leant in and she shivered. “...and multiply…”

“Tenzou.”

They jerked upright, turning their heads to the voice. Kakashi was standing behind there, his killer intent growing. Outside the rain drummed against the metal rooftop.

He stalked towards, uncaring that he had left the door open. “It’s time to go home, Tenzou.”

Genma smirked, pulling her closer to him. “Sorry, Tenzou’s mine for tonight.”

Kakashi reached over, jerking her away.  

“Why are you even angry?” Genma asked. He stood, stepping towards them. “You don’t even like her.”

With the way Kakashi was avoiding her and the fact that they shared an apartment and she hadn’t even seen him in weeks made Tenzou unsurprised at Genma’s words. That still didn’t dampen the ache in her chest.

“That’s not the point Genma, and you know that.” Kakashi pushed her back behind him as thought she couldn’t defend herself. Why did he even bother if he didn’t like her? Tenzou took a step further back, uncomfortable with the stares from the rest of the bar. She had only come because Kurenai bullied her into doing so.

“Then what’s the point? You aren’t even asking what she wants.” Genma motioned to her, his eyes catching hers with an apologetic look.

Kakashi raised his head, staring evenly back at him. “What I do know that she’s not going to be just another notch on your bedpost.”

Tenzou couldn’t understand why Kakashi was so upset. Sex wasn’t special. She didn’t care for it, and… and… it wasn’t even like Kakashi wanted her.

She spun around and through the open door, sliding the door shut with a clatter. Her heart throbbing painfully. The rain was beating down heavily on her, her hair plastered to the sides of her head.

“...zou! Tenzou!” Kakashi yelled, his hand gripping on her elbow.

She turned, her shoulders tensing. There was a rise of feelings in her. Anger, she clinically catalogue. This must be anger.

“Don’t touch me!” She tried to pull her elbow away, but Kakashi shunshin them into their apartment. The water pooled at their feet and Tenzou found she didn’t care. “I don’t understand you. What do you want from me?”

Kakashi hesitated. “I don’t know,” he finally said.

The thunder roared followed closely by a streak of lightning, blinding them momentarily.

She could feel the tiny crescents digging into the palm of her hand. “What am I?” she asked, dipping her head. “Am I your friend or your charge?“ What answer would he give? Tenzou wasn’t sure she actually wanted the answer. She had grown attached to the way Kakashi had used to look at her even though she had tried not to.

“No.”

“No to what?”

Kakashi took a deep breath. “No, you’re none of the above.”

She turned away, her breath was coming in stuttering gasps. She knew. Why had she asked? She could have let herself enjoy it a little longer. Her eyes were hot, a hot liquid gliding down her cheek and she reached up to touch it.

Kakashi smacked himself on the head and stretched out to her. “Tenzou, Tenzou.” He cupped her cheeks, tilting her face up. “You’re none of the above because you’re the girl I like.”

She stares at him flabbergasted. The beads of her tears still clinging on her eyelash. He bends, thumb caressing her cheek, one hand pulling his mask down. She had never seen him without his mask on. There wasn’t a scar like Anko theorised or a deformity. Just smooth skin. His eye softened, pressing their foreheads together.

“Can I kiss you?”

She nods, and he slants his lips over hers. Her eyes fluttered close, his hands shifting up to thread through her hair. Her hands gripping the edge of her vest, pulling him closer. She can feel his heat against her, his hips pressed against hers.

Outside the rain slows and finally peters off.

[doublekrecs]

haikyuu fic rec list!!

karasuno

kageyama tobio

NO by @hokageyamatobio (one-shot)

warnings: none

the infamous setter asked for your help to study and get better grades, you just didn’t expect to fall for him in the process.

hate sex by @ahegaobaku (one-shot)

warnings: smut, degradation, spanking, biting, hate sex

in which you and your ex express a mutual hatred by using your bodies.

personally. By @bunmilks (one-shot)

warnings: angst

kageyama doesn’t seem to care at all, whereas you care too damn much.

sawamura daichi

sugawara koushi

aoba johsai

oikawa tooru

hit me up by @akaashichigo (finished series)

warnings: profanity, sexual jokes & references but no actual n/s/f/w

you leave argentina unsatisfied from the failure of your little quest despite having a last minute retry. just when you’re about to give up, a relatively attractive guy comes up to you asking the same thing you’ve been asking for the past week. conveniently enough, that wasn’t the last time you saw him. sm!au

just until i win by @kurooskult (ongoing series)

warnings: small amount of angst

being a co athletics trainer for a national team proves to be a job that requires a lot of effort, persistence and dedication. just like your long term relationship with a member of a rivalling team. keeping your relationship with world famous athlete oikawa tooru under wraps is no easy challenge but with the olympics fast approaching and fans watching their favourite players every move, you both agree that it’s best you both try your hardest to keep your relationship out the public eye for now. after all, the obstacles of hawk eyed fans, unaware rivals and invasive media attention can’t be too hard to avoid. right? sm!au

gekkan shoujo oikawa kun by @inarzki (one-shot)

warnings: none

oikawa has feelings for his volleyball club’s manager, and he isn’t very subtle about it. unfortunately for him, his charm doesn’t work on her. she’s completely oblivious to his advances, reducing him to embarrassment every single time (the third years find great joy in their captain’s misery.) oikawa finds that he is unable to stop himself from falling into her unknowing traps over and over again.

oikawa touching his s/o in a team dinner by @honeyvanilla-hq (drabble)

warning: smut

last time by @karasu-hoes

warning: smut, car sex

iwaizumi hajime

hey there, roomie by @myherowritings (one-shot)

warnings: none

after being set up on a bad date with ushijima, he insists on walking you to your doorstep. not wanting him to know where you live, you lead him to iwaizumi’s apartment and pretend iwaizumi is your roommate. college!au

operation: SEX GOD by @writeiolite (one-shot)

warnings: smut, degradation, cum eating, spit play?, cunnilingus, dirty talk, power play, unprotected sex

thinking he’s too vanilla, you make it your mission to improve your roommate’s sex life. you couldn’t have been more wrong. roommate!au

puppy love by @fukuronani (ongoing series)

warnings: none

soulmate where you can write/draw on your skin, it appears on your soulmate’s skin too. in this case, you communicate with your soulmate in your mother tongue for fun. it’s fun to write certain phrases in filipino. soulmate!au, filipino!reader, sm!au

shiratorizawa

ushijima wakatoshi

eita semi

nekoma

kuroo tetsurou

rent free by @marigoldthoughts (ongoing series)

warnings: swearing, sexual innuendos

you’re karasuno’s second year manager who starts crushing on nekoma’s captain. your friends worry that you’ll end up hurt much like the last time you were interested in a third year. do you care? sm!au

hey, rachel by @noya-sannnn (ongoing series)

warnings: cursing, suggestive themes

two months ago, life was so much simpler for the karasuno second year l/n f/n; she had all the friends she needed and everything was as calm as a serenely flowing river stream. but after her father gets promoted for a job in tokyo— therefore requiring her whole family to move— life goes awfully to shit. just imagine this: barely succeeding at making new friends AND having to deal with a fuckface of a neighbour who ‘bullies’ her for everything she does. oh, and did i mention that he calls her rachel? sm!au

just us two by @jinkicake (one-shot)

warnings: smut, daddy kink, oral (m receiving), public sex, penetration

kuroo loves to fuck you under the lights of his favorite club.

special stream by @cosmic-goddess-leo (one-shot)

warnings: smut, exhibitionism, masturbation, toys

kuroo finds out his roommate is a cam girl. camgirl!au, roommate!au

chemistry by @seita (one-shot)

warnings: smut, mutual/pining, dom!kuroo, dirty talk, handjob (kuroo fucks your fist), pet names, praise kink, mild dacryphilia, multiple orgasms, light degradation, overstimulation, pussy slapping, squirting

you’ve got a steady, fun fwb relationship with a science nerd in your class, kuroo. after being paired up with a project with him, feelings start to develop due to the overwhelming chemistry between the two of you.

kozume kenma

boo you whore by @sushimii (finished series)

warnings: angst

the first words your soulmate says to you appears on your wrist from birth. in (Y/N)’s case, she never expected to find hers through a twitch stream, especially when the streamer is someone she hates. sm!au, enemies to lovers!au, soulmate!au

fukurodani

bokuto kotaro

akaashi keiji

now live: pretty boy_05 by @starboybokuto (one-shot)

warnings: smut, fluff, pet play, dirty talk, degradation, praising, some dumbification, exhibitionism, senpai kink, lowkey hard dom!akaashi, after care on cam

after getting suspicious about his impressive income as a college student, your best friend tells you about your new boyfriend's side-job and when you decide to confront him, akaashi finally finds the courage to tell you about his little hobby. camboy!au, college!au

inarizaki

miya atsumu

pseudo love by @kei-kui

warnings: some manga spoilers, angst, drinking, cursing, suggestive

hot-shot volleyball player miya atsumu just can’t seem to get those pesky gossipers off his back. his solution? fake date someone so they’ll shut up about him being a playboy. but there’s only one problem- atsumu doesn’t know anyone who would want to pretend to be in love... sm!au, roommate!au, fake dating!au

miya osamu

itachiyama

sakusa kiyoomi

sakusa loves to please you by @jinkicake (one-shot)

warnings: oral (f receiving)

sakusa gives you head for the first time.

pegging sakura by @sunnyshoyou (one-shot)

warnings: pegging, dirty talk, degradation

clean by @jackrrabbit (one-shot)

warnings: masturbation (m)

sakusa can’t stop thinking about you in the shower

a quiet sort of love by @watevermelon

warnings: none

manager to the fukurōdani volleyball club, there was no doubt that itachiyama’s sakusa kiyoomi was a strong ace. he brought your team to their knees on multiple occasions, but what you were not expecting was getting to know the nationally acclaimed spiker beyond just the titles and labels.

headcanons

fancy dinner date!! (ft kageyama tobio & akaashi keiji) by @sckusa

haikyuu boys meet your parents for the first time!! by @sugawaraxo

daichi with an s/o who has big boobs by @miinaashido

thigh kisses by @miinaashido

kenma having a crush on the team manager by @miinaashido

creampie headcanons (ft ushijima, oikawa, atsumu, osamu, kageyama, akaashi) by @vinncent

kuroo's crush on the karasuno manager by @peach-pops

dominant s/o (ft. oikawa, suga, bokuto) by @hikyoo

last updated: 8/9/20, more to come!!