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have you ever anoned a work of yours though?
No, because I've never been in a situation where I didn't want to be associated with a work of mine anymore, but if that situation ever arose, sure, I'd anon the work. But the fact is, I'm never ashamed of the things I write, I just sometimes no longer want random strangers to have access to the things I write, for a variety of reasons.
Like how I purged all my Storm Hawks fics off AO3 four years ago to avoid harassment.
Orphaning or Anoning those works wouldn't have stopped the harassment; one would've just made it so I could never do anything about it ever again, and the other would've just removed my name, which would've been pointless as everyone harassing me already knew I was who wrote them.
My most common reasons for deleting are 1: the fic is old and I plan to rewrite it with my updated style at some point in the future (I don't usually delete these until they've been rewritten, and if I do, it's 'cause whether or not I'll actually rewrite them is up in the air).
And 2: I no longer intend to ever finish the fic in question, and I refuse to leave unfinished works available, 'cause even if you do include "abandoned" or "indefinite hiatus" tags, you'll still get regular comments from people who don't read tags demanding you update. So I delete them, because I can only respond with some variation of "this has been abandoned, please actually read the tags" so many times before I start to lose my mind.
#Hazbin Hotel is the outlier for this because I know how much my fics mean to a lot of people in that fandom#and there's only like 2 that are ongoing#one of which is so steeped in my own original lore that I don't need to have watched the show to finish it#Look I'm not telling anyone not to use the orphan feature#feel free if you're comfortable with that#I just personally have issues with it and think it shouldn't exist#because the anon feature does the exact same thing only it lets you maintain your ownership functions#orphaning is too permanent for me#hell even deleting is not that permanent#if I delete something I can just reupload it later if I change my mind#you can't change your mind when you orphan something#once it's orphaned that's it the thing you created no longer belongs to you#and anyone can still access it and just claim its theirs#and you'd have no way of disputing that claim#'cause the work is orphaned and doesn't belong to anyone#*that* is what I take issue with
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Hi! Sorry to bother, but could you please tell me why you refer to Little Apple as her? When I looked up the wiki page, they used the it pronoun, and novel translations into my native tongue all use male pronoun. Is it audio-drama exclusive or something? P.S. I really love your art and appreciate you sharing it here! <3
Never ask a donkey her pronouns.
#ask#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#little apple#transgender#Real answer is that as far as I am aware the audio drama refers to little apple with feminine terms.#but it could also be a mandela effect.#In general if you notice me doing something that isn't mdzs canon it is safe to assume it is:#1) An ongoing bit I made to be funny 2) Something from the audio drama version 3) My brain messing up details.#Little apple transbian lore starts now I guess? I think Pio of Piosplayhouse would have more to say about this.#Thank you for your support question asker- I hope you know I am only gently teasing you here.#I typically answer questions like this privately but I can't pass up drawing more little apple <3
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Love when people put solely the blame of lacking permits on the citizenry
As if its impossible for the state to lose the applications sent in after 2 months of waiting
And as if its reasonable to expect people to completely halt their lives on the basis of government permission
#The permit application being lost situation happened at my work multiple times for a client#Still ongoing after 2 years btw#Like imagine you're a year after you sent in your permit application 2 twice in the past year#Only to receive a call from the county saying '...we're gonna need you to send in the application again'
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Hello would you be comfy showing us your hot toys collection? 🥺 I just bought my first ever (clone wars Ahsoka) <3
Ohh yes I would, anon! Ahsoka is a fantastic first figure! She looks so good!
I have... A lot. Some are new and some are second hand . I just really like them?? And they make such good art refs
#this was like my#“i saved up a bunch of money for a european trip but covid didnt let me go so im gonna buy comfort things”#era#its an ongoing era#im only missing one Widow but she is... not a good figure#so im okay with that#lol#ive had Scarlet Witch on preorder for well over 2 years now and she is STILL not here.#wild#critter rambles#reply
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the headcanon that regis can hang from the ceiling to sleep or rest like a bat is funny on its own, but when i consider geralt and others in the hanza holding conversations with him like this, it’s made better by my understanding of this as just an advanced “neurodivergent sitting” technique
#in an irl au i suppose he could be doing an upside down yoga pose. that would fit irl au regis well. ugh#the better headcanon is angoulême walking in their room. going ‘[head nod up] cahir. where—‘#and cahir (not looking up) points to the ceiling on the other side of the room. also in total darkness btw no candles lit on that side#i imagine that when someone else walks to their room’s door and knocks. for example let’s say dandelion for instance#dandelion’s hardly a stranger but he did that thing where your friend stops hanging out with you because they’re busy with their gf#he knocks and immediately regis is suddenly sitting in bed like a normal person . and he put his eyeglasses on and pretended to read#oh hi dandelion i didnt recognize your footsteps#my… footsteps?#this is actually kind of bullshit though because the only person more talkative than dandelion at night is regis (angouleme close third)#so if dandelion ever wanted to discuss meaning of life at 2 am i know where he would go#sorry cahir. put a pillow over your ear#the elbow-high diaries#edit: no actually he would bother geralt with this#edit edit: no actually he and geralt were ‘on a break’ (unresolved tension) so he wouldn’t. but he would want to#angoulême goes to their room too often to chill and hang out#milva goes to their room and cahir and regis stand at attention like yes ma’am. what do you need#hi milva how are things (your ongoing mental health crisis)#if geralt walks in starts talking with regis. cahir leaves the room. ‘im going to um. check on the horses’#its 12 am. horses are sleeping. ? answer; he is being a considerate roommate. he had to share bunks before. he knows how It Is
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So much of my experience with internet fandom culture has been defining by feeling like I arrived late to the party. It's like showing up and the table's still set, there's food and drinks (the art, fics, and general posts people leave behind) but no one is actually there to talk to and enjoy it with.
I remember being about 12 and finding abandoned forums where people had talked about the stuff I was interested in, and thinking damn, if I'd just been here earlier I could have been part of this, instead of watching the sand blow over it. And then that repeated itself again and again for the next 15 years. People who were the backbone of a small fandom leave, or switch hyperfixations, and all that's left is posts with broken links.
Of course I'm not saying that's wrong or bad, it's just lonely. And I still firmly believe in posting about niche stuff you like even if you're seemingly the only one who cares at the time, because someone else trawling through old posts may find it and enjoy it. But I'd also rather have that person as a friend to share it with in the present.
#idk!! maybe it's just my fault for not getting into big fandoms#or following CURRENTLY ONGOING media#this feeling has been with me again for the last couple of months mostly in relation to the tron fandom#not that the people in it now aren't great. i love you guys!! but i wish i could have seen the 2010-2012 peak#this post itself is prompted by figuring out that a follower of mine and one of our mutual mutuals (lmao. phrasing)#got really into david warner like 2-4 yrs ago (at which time we did know each other but didn't talk as much anymore)#and i only found out like. 2 days ago#(also jachym if you somehow see this. lol.)#its like. the degrees of separation here can be so small! and yet
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More misc. daily life pictures and such
#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that --#1 & 2 - Very bright pretty looking sky !#2. HUGE icicle that looked like you could kill someone with it or something.. Pulled from near a gutter on the side of a building#3. & 4 & 5 - various images from a silly party I had where I pretended to be some elf king turning like 204 years old lol (also not like#a REAL party. Only my roommates were there really and we're all in the same household bubble.#just to clarify. I would never dare have a large party anyway given#my hermitous nature but on top of that.. didn't want there to be some implication that I'm having a Party while covid is still ongoing lol.#NEVER.. But I do love dressing up as some fantasy character so much.. The only thing that could ever bring a true hermit wizard#to engage with others socially is the prospect of connecting it somehow to fantasy worlds and costumes lol. One must simply dress up#as a silly 200 year old man from time to time and pretend you've never seen a balloon before in your life. etc.#6. bapy boye... feets#7. The main food that I made for the elderly elf man 'party'. which was a Deconstructed Beef Wellington (kind of as ajoke since I watch s#o many silly cooking competition shows and they always make stuff 'deconstructed' at the last minute when under time limits or whatever.)#I've wanted to make beef wellington a few times but Ithink to do it well I'd need like..an actual kitchen and a lot of time and#an oven that fully works to bake things and etc. etc. So I thought this would be an easier method. A thick steak cut round to kind of mimi#c the round tenderloin or whatever it is in a wellington. instead of the puff pastry being wrapped around - I just did star shaped cut outs#of pastry and baked them and put them on top (to go with the star theme). instead of mushroom duxelles being wrapped around in pastry#its in a little circle under the steak. and instead of mustard being brushed onto the meat I made a mustard gravy sauce type of thing#Then of course asparagus on the side.. my favorite... Though I know some wellington#also has a layer of prosciutto I think. or I saw one person use crepes. I didn't feel it was necessary to incorporate that too lol#8. bapy son helping me do a giant puzzle that took me hours and I had no idea it was actually that large of a puzzle#until I started putting it together and for some reason it made me stressed by the end instead of relaxed lol.. puzzle fatigue#photo diary
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love that you dont have to essentially buy heroes now but 1.) that shouldve been the case in the first place 2.) i feel bad for everyone i play against as i now realize i can play ramattra as much as i want and i will proceed with my rampages
#overwatch#overwatch 2#i almost have enough for his kabuki skin ...... if i level up a few more then i can get the gold needed for it ....#as of rn he doesnt really have any other skins i like but i also cant imagine improving upon the perfection of his design#uuGHHH BUT ZEN'S TAKO SKIN .... albeit i wont have enough for that until at least two more battle passes i think but ....#is that not more reason to save .... ouughghhh...#at least i have the fastball skin for zen but with ramattra i just have that owl skin and i need to look. a LIL nice-r 💀💀#plus i love kabuki...... and i have the kabuki wallpaper for my name tag so it only makes sense i actually get the skin too right jALKVJELK#in any case. its been fun being able to play ramattra finally :) <- he's been free for weeks#i showed up to a game while it was ongoing and i killed everyone on the enemy team 💀#NOT POSSIBLE WITHOUT MY SUPPORTS .... i love support so much ....#i did have a game where my mercy was. Interesting though#she kept tryna glock everyone like bestie ily but please focus on healing </3 OR AT LEAST DON'T CHARGE THE ENEMY RAMATTRA#MAYBE IF HE WAS AT LIKE 1/8 OF HEALTH BUT NOW WHEN HE FULL HEALTH VLKAEJVJLKAE
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every once in a while i try to look for some new fics to read and then quickly remember why i do not do that anymore
#trousled rants#ALL I WANT IS PAPYRUS-CENTRIC ANGST THAT ISN'T JUST SANS ANGST WITH PAPYRUS ADDED IN#IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I ONLY BOOKMARKED 2 FICS IN ALL OF 2023 AND ONE OF THEM WAS LITERALLY MINE JUST ORPHANED#head in hands sobbing. look if anybody has any recs i'm all ears because looking through ao3 tags requires a hazmat suit#tho if it's anything from like 2022 or earlier i will probably have already read it so things more recent than that . Please#i'll take ongoing fics i'll take abandoned fics even just gimme SOMETHINGGGGHG
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no fucking way.... 100% on reading comprehension while i couldn't even break 70% on grammar
#and shockingly 80% on vocabulary...#mind u that reading comprehension is the only one where i straight up pressed random answers for one of the passages#cos. i couldnt read the answers either LMAO#anyway took a proficiency test for this one language learning app and unfortunately it appears#i have once more hit the intermediate barrier.....#it was straight up like 'well. we dont really have resources/lessons for intermediate learners. try the blog good luck =)'#mind that i took a test for cefr levels and it was BAD#i dont remember breaking past a2 and i think speaking was actually worse than a1 lmao#so. mixed answers here. OR i got better since then lmao#ASDSFSDFSDFH THE BLOG ISNT EVEN ONGOING it was discontinued almost exactly 2 years ago!!!!!!#oh well... i can go thru the backlog and see the recommendations
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*does a gay little dance that pisses you off*
#pokemon#pokemon mystery dungeon#nuzleaf#cacturne#breloom#my art#luwel#keith#mike#blueberry jj#strawberry jj#i post these slowly and slowly over time i hate the concept of spamming things. Anyways#ui think abt them when my life depends on it. luwel gets the ugliest coat known to man but htats when hes active in the team#(which STILL has no name btw i think its funnier if they never have a team name)#the last 2 imgs are to do with my very own special episode 1 which is. a thing thats split up into 2 seperate stories that are ongoing#by ongoing i mean they happen simultaneously thats what i meant#keith and mike go to stormy sea (i only pick stormy sea bc i wanted a water location and went for. the place that would have#kyogre at the end even if they dont go there bc i think even a passive light nod to the kyogre that killed#keith during that 1 nuzlocke is raw comedy evn if i never touched on it) to like. pick up a random item that was stolen#the job was posted by lord jellyjam (jellicent) it's his daughters item that was stolen and he's offering anything as a reward#since k&m spend a lot of time wandering around they actually know who jj is (keith tried to break into his house once) (he was not caught)#(he also had to leave before he could actually get In) and theyre like oh. Hi this could be so cool#like 'why did nobody take this offer does nobody know who he is. what an absolute steal'#anyways since hes soooooo rich and whatever keith is like ok well i know his home address what if we visited him first and like#introduced ourselves. get in his good books. we can be his number one explorerds (He Wants To Steal From The House)#(he fails to do this again) theyre introduced to jellyjam and jj is like hey youre so cool and awesome and erm. i have to go somewhere this#weekend. since i trust you you look SO trustworthy do you know who can take care of my children whilst im gone#because everyone i have tried to hire keeps STEALING from MEEEEE#jj has to leave for a good reason ijust wont go into it#anyways. k&m go oh. oh hold on we can get our friend to look after your kids. he'll say yes i promise
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first week of uni overr
#umm i need to stop having crazy expectations on myself. like ive only made 1 proper friend in uni & i was upset about it but also my other#friendships have been ongoing for literal years like i cannot be expecting that closeness so soon 💀 also i need to keep remembering that#ill always be making friends this isnt just a first sem scramble. but i just hate it when ppl r just on their phones then turn out to be#nice like we're all trying to make friends its fineeeee#erm also realising growing up as a 'good child' is impacting my ability to like. do 'teenage things' like i declined going to 2 parties cuz#i didnt want it to be a whole thing with explaining to my mother . but like i found out the world doesnt end when i arrive home past 6pm 😹#maybe i will step out more idfk pray for meee#why do i have to read so much too
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I just checked my Ao3 history for the first time in bit, and I got absolutely blasted by the fact that I somehow visited this fic like 120+ times since the 13th chapter so—
#regular buwan blog#it's a really good fic with a really good ongoing sequel okay#it's one of the only 2 Rise!LeoSagi stories I've really liked#LeoSagi#and like#i don't really read romance/ship fics and i'm very picky#especially w/ this ship#anyways#it's 'A World of Samurais and Ninjas'#Absolutely love it
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Agony
#calling people and delaying their classes starting bc im not gonna be here and my replacement is still getting trained#i pretended to not be me lmao#one person literally was like 'i only signed up bc i liked ur trainer :(' i was like bestie. im sorry but im so over this fucking job </3#bel speaks#anyways. everyone got called except 1#whose class starts tomorrow while im still here but im pushing it back anyways bc like. why do 1 session then wait 2 weeks#then go back w/ a new trainer#but she didnt pick up AND her voicemail was full so. ill call again tonight#but then i still have to tell all the people whose classes are currently ongoing. of which i have like. 5 today. augh#i dont like people being mad at me 😔#and they prob wont be mad! but what if...they are.... eep
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better believe imma be watching 100yq during this fall semester as my way of coping
#me???? back on my ft bullshit????? more likely than you think#and they finally released the anime this year???? and it will be ongoing while i begin my semester????? ft loves me y’all#finally caught up on the manga and i will be watching ep1-6 this week#also dragon cry#haven’t watched that at all and i seriously need to#crunchyroll being a stingy ass hoe won’t stop me (hulu only had the 1st 2 seasons and yt only had the last 2 :/)#it’s like they’re asking me to pirate the show :3#fairy tail 100 years quest#100 years quest#ft 100yq#btw are the episodes coming out weekly and if so: when?
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Should I end my tolerance break tonight or should I continue and see how long this can go on for
#full disclosure it’s only been two days#i’ll be honest kitten; daddy might have a fucking problem#look it’s not even… weed is not addictive. obviously#BUT i am not in the greatest mental state right now. i am not exactly a shining example of perfect mental health#i’m a 28 year old loser who peaked in undergrad and is a self employed freelancer BUT is too lazy to make decent money freelancing#i really need a manager breathing down my neck to get me to do the bare minimum or more consistently#i’m also super not doing well regarding 1) my dad’s deathiversary 2) my ongoing grief over mabel (yes she was a dog but if you say she was#‘just a dog’ i will come to your house and throw up in your walls DON��T DO IT. DON’T TRY IT. I LOVED HER)#and also just. the crushing weight of it all.#if i have edibles i don’t have to think about the fact i thought i’d either be dead or successful by now and instead i’m alive and mediocre#am i really supposed to freeball THIS reality. THIS ONE???#but then it’s like it creates a vicious cycle because is the weed making me unproductive or do i want the weed BECAUSE i’m unproductive#and it helps me forget that i’m a complete and utter loser. 🧐#listen i’ve gotten less done during this tolerance break than i did last week when i pretty much had a weed gummy every night#i’m not saying there’s a correlation but what i AM saying is it’s suspicious#i could continue the break until the weekend. that seems like the best plan#personal
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