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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 6 months ago
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Burning Rotten Bridges
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mianmian#nie mingjue#jin guangyao#JGY is nothing but outwardly calm and carrying on his duties as the chair for the meeting#but in that small pause after Nie Mingjue commemorates Mianmian for leaving...you can feel the tension.#Because Nie Mingjue comes from a place of privilege. He's always been in a position where his legitimacy and political standing-#-were never challenged. He didn't have to fight for respect. He was born into this world respected.#For people like Mianmian and JGY who clawed their way up from the bottom...this is a huge deal.#Truth be told I have a lot of things to say about what it means and feels to be in a position where leaving is messy.#There are times where the situation is bad but to leave means that those years of your life will have been for nothing.#That all the other suffering incurred will be fruitless. So you just *keep going*. Because it *has* to be worth it.#Because going back to what you were before is even more terrifying than the hell you are boiling in.#My concrete example for this is post-grad academia.#Because that cohort will have spent over a decade pursuing a goal and leaving means...well...it means throwing away those years.#It means losing (likely nearly all) your connections. It means going into debt you'll never pay off.#It means putting up with some pretty heinous abuse from your supervisor because what are you suppose to do? Leave?#Leaving is for those with the privilege to have options.#And even if you do have options...#Ultimately we would rather love the pain we know than risk the unknown. Hoping it's worth it one day.#With that mindset established; never say JGY should have just left like Mianmian. He couldn't. This was what he dedicated his life to.#He never had the option. Even if it seemed like he did - no he did not. He never conceived this ending ever happening for himself.
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philosophybits · 2 months ago
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You believe in a crystal palace, eternally indestructible; a palace, that is, at which you could never stick out your tongue furtively, or gesture rudely from inside your pocket. Well, maybe I am afraid of this building exactly because it is crystal and eternally indestructible and that it will be impossible to stick out my tongue at it, even furtively... Laugh as you will. I can take any amount of mockery but still I won’t say that I am satiated when I am hungry; still I know that I won’t settle for a compromise, for a persistent, recurring zero, just because it exists according to the laws of nature and exists in reality.
Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Notes from Underground
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vigilskeep · 1 month ago
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sometimes you’ll look at dai companion quests and you’ll be like “wow. these are nothing. some of them are just like 2 cutscenes and half of them don’t even give you a meaningful choice” and you’ll think that’s why dai was bad. but dao companion quests were also nothing. so it must be something else
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a-little-ray-of-fantasy · 2 months ago
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Pure Vanilla Cookie and Shadow Milk Cookie's color palettes have led me to a realization.
And I'm so, so (not) sorry to have you see my vision too.
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stagefoureddiediaz · 1 month ago
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The fact they keep referencing Eddie’s lying on the show and in interviews has me giggling and kicking my legs and twirling my hair.
It’s almost like we’re meant to read into the fact Eddie’s not always being truthful - with himself and others. Almost like, I don’t know, him going to confessional and telling a priest that he lied to everyone in his life and then later him telling that same priest that he’s straight might possibly be showing us Eddie not being truthful with himself or others!!
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shadowxamyweek · 3 months ago
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Thank you @junebalaya for showing me this meme exists <3
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zipstick-art · 1 year ago
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working late at the hoover building
reference image under the cut
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nerdygaymormon · 3 months ago
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“There was a cabaret, and there was a master of ceremonies
And there was a city called Berlin in a country called Germany.
It was the end of the world
And I was dancing with Sally Bowles, and we were both fast asleep...
Willkommen, bienvenue, welcome
Im cabaret, au cabaret, to cabaret.”
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philosophybits · 3 months ago
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Truth has two meanings: there is truth as knowledge of reality, and truth as reality itself.
Nikolai Berdyaev, The Beginning and the End
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turtleblogatlast · 2 years ago
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Leo’s love for magicians and magic shows isn’t brought up enough tbh, because it directly ties into the idea of a persona and fooling the audience’s eyes to see something that’s not actually there. This connects to his love of performance in general but also ties into why he struggled so much with his mystic powers.
Magic tricks are exactly that, tricks, a performance, masked actions hiding the truth. Meanwhile mysticism is intrinsically linked to the self and so Leo’s difficulty in even unmasking to himself is a big part of his journey that he continues to struggle with and in this essay I will-
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adastra121 · 1 month ago
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Bad End: The Fall
Summary: It's my Hound!MC Alon's birthday, so I made some sketches of them and Mhin based on the scene from Transformers One! For context, the idea is that Vere has gotten himself free and went on a rampage in the Senobium, slaughtering students and clerics alike, and destroying the labs and archives, along with all hope of finding cures for Mhin and Alon's respective curses. In the midst of the massacre, Vere finally made Mhin lose control of the monster within them and they have transformed into a crow monster hybrid. There is a brutal and bloody fight between them but Mhin has finally defeated Vere and is about to kill him, when Alon, their partner, stops them.
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“What are you doing?”
“It’s over. He lost.”
“So did we! We lost everything because of him — I have to do this!”
“No, you don’t. Look at him, he's down. He's no longer a threat.”
“He needs to die! Can’t you see that?”
“This won’t cure either of us! Don't do this, Mhin. Don’t be the monster he says you are.”
“…You need to move out of my way. Before I move you myself.”
“Mhin—”
“MOVE!”
“Stop—!”
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“No…”
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“No, no, no, you idiot! Why did you do that? Why?”
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Your blood is on my hands now.
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You’ve made it my fault.
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You’ve made me into the monster…
All to save him.
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“Partner…no…”
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“I'm done saving you.”
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#happy birthday to alon!#touchstarved#touchstarved game#touchstarvedgame#transformers one#red spring studio#touchstarved oc#touchstarved mhin#mhin#mhin x oc#mhin x mc#alon the hound#alon the stray hound#myart#my art#myoc#my oc#remember when we meet in the demo and mhin saves us from dying and also offers their hand to help us stand?#I thought it would be fun if that was reversed#and the transformers one scene worked surprisingly well for that!#alon was not necessarily in the right. I just felt like it would be in character for them to stop mhin from killing vere#alon would not hate vere. not even on mhin's route. they would see him as a victim of the senobium.#by now the two outsiders have learned the truth about the senobium's cruelty. so mhin knows. even if they haven't accepted it.#and alon wouldn't think killing vere would help mhin especially not in the long run.#they see mhin as a person who ultimately wants to do good. every death weighs on them.#and the monster comment was definitely not the right thing to say to mhin in that moment. she was just really trying to get through to them#of course mhin would view the act of defending vere to be a betrayal. in their eyes vere is beyond redemption. and yet...#alon would stand in the path of their blade. she would force her blood to stain their hands to save him.#their so-called ���partner” would turn them into a monster — the one thing they are most terrified of becoming...#to save the one that destroyed their hopes of ever becoming anything else...they can't forgive them for that.
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stagefoureddiediaz · 1 month ago
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The way this still is giving me S1 Devon on the rollercoaster vibes - and if that is what we are getting then I am very intrigued and excited - because Buck struggled to deal with that loss - his first on the job - which parallels a bit with losing Eddie now and Buck struggling with that. But what I’m most excited by about if this is a parallel to that - is that Buck went to therapy - and ended up having sex with her (she took advantage of him but that’s not the thing here) - ill advised sex - sex that did not actually help him at all in dealing with his feelings.
But you know what did - talking to Abby on the phone - and you know who he can only talk to by phone (or video call) right now?!!
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In the end of Wind and Truth Aux/12124 and Sigzil are both rejects, rejected by their bond partner. Sigzil by Vienta for saving her life, but also bringing her a lot of pain. Aux by Szeth for, uh, being a terrible spren. It's something very poetic that they end up traveling and trying to figure their new lives out together.
Also, why does Sig have Windrunner plate in Sunlit man? It mentions plate of two orders forming around him, but he didn't swear the fourth Windrunner ideal...
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thirdity · 2 months ago
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Nothing exists that doesn’t have this senseless sense — common to flames, dreams, uncontrollable laughter — in those moments when consumption accelerates, beyond the desire to endure. Even utter senselessness ultimately is always this sense made of the negation of all the others. (Isn’t this sense basically that of each particular being who, as such, is the senselessness of all the others, but only if he doesn’t care a damn about enduring — and thought (philosophy) is at the limit of this conflagration, like a candle blown out at the limit of a flame.)
Georges Bataille, The Impossible
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totheidiot · 4 months ago
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i am on episode 9 in the dn jdrama and i have come to three conclusions about the people who made this drama: 1. they ship lawlight. an unhealthy amount. lawlight is their jam, the whole drama was created to have them together. 2. they think near is really neat :D like that is their boy !! their best friend near !! 3. they are so fucking in love with teru mikami, it's embarrassing.
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lesliemeyers · 11 months ago
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y'know thats pretty goth
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