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Athena in God games when Ares insults her new friend:
#and then#the funny thing is that she does slay and beat everyone in that room#and then she dies a lil bit#but we're in denial about that#wisdom saga spoilers#meme#epic the musical#the wisdom saga#athena#telemachus#odysseus of ithaca#god games#jorge rivera herrans
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i would like to stop experiencing the full spectrum of human emotions every day please. putting this out into the universe
#had suchhh a good workday. had hot pot with my roommate where we talked about our quarter life crises#and then came home and had a 3 hour screaming match with both of my parents where i said i was cutting them out of my life#it turns out. my dad still does not understand what the word bi means even tho his fucking wife is bi#he was like 'so you marry someone and six months later you see someone else you like and u go marry them instead?'#like genuinely. truly trying to understand#and that shocked me enough to stop crying#do not reblog please#like in hindsight it is SO funny#and that was the point where i was like. wait is this not malice#this is homophobia but i don't think it's malice#anyways we're all Ok now#we've agreed that i'm going to do what i want#and even if they're unhappy they're still gonna have a relationship with me#and they'll figure out how to adjust#my brother periodically came into the room and also screamed at my parents#i feel bad for them a lil bit. like they're not bad people#after he left my mom told me that a week and a half ago#my brother came into her room and told her that when she died he would bury her in a grave instead#of the traditional last rites (cremation rituals etc etc)#if she wouldn't accept me#and my mom said she was on a bunch of meds cause she's sick so she was so out of it it didn't even register what he was going on about#and then today after that convo she was like WAIT A MIN WHAT THE FUCK DID THIS BOY SAY TO ME#funniest 16 year old u could have on your side#truly he kept coming into the room every 5 min and going HEY HAVE YOU BOTH CONSIDERED NOT BEING HOMOPHOBIC. HAVE YOU.#HEY CAN U TELL YOUR DAUGHTER YOU STILL LOVE HER MAYBE??? THINK??? USE YOUR BRAIN???#this is why i would die for this kid#he's the best#he's such an idiot most of the time but when he's not being an idiot he's my favorite person on earth#don't tell him that tho anyone please#he'll hold it against me forever and ever as siblings do
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made an oc after bajillion years!!
i took away her arms because i thought it'd be cool if she used the gauntlets for substitute arms instead
also saves me in squeezing in her hands when drawing her simplified version (top left doodle)
win-win :)
#lovingdelusions#cult of the lamb oc#cotl oc#original character#original character art#oc art#cult of the lamb original character#what else do i tag this.....#artists on tumblr#<- I've never used this tag b4 :P#winona's a uhmmmmmmm an altered version of a dsmp oc i have. which i never posted bc im too embarrassed#im too busy rotating her in my head#and working out her lore. spoiler alert she lives. kind of.#her dad dies though. cough.#just putting that out there#AND YESSS SHE HAS LACE UNDER HER CLOAK :3 why? because she's a pretty lil lamb. THAT'S why.#i made her hooves black bc i gotta use the black color a bit more and not just on her neck#fun fact this is how i make new ocs#like. i make a simple outline and then do a lineless art beside them to work out their colors
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What are the main characters canon sexuality’s?? Have they any or is it up to interpretation
Twas from a past pride month I think? Either way here u go. Canonically none of my trolls are like “straight” in the human sense lol they don’t exactly have a concept of it or like most human sexualities due to different social norms and all to them it’s like baseline everything is a valid relationship and any gender expression is also just as valid (why I tend to mark them as masc fem or enby presenting not male or female weird biology headcanon stuff yada yada they are not human) their universes Alternians are more concerned with blood anyways.
Considering quadrants everyone here is technically poly to an extent that’s literally just a cultural thing with seeking out two partners. ANYWAYS.
Sauron is gay he prefers masc romantic partners and he is demi so under the ace umbrella
Falmea is pan and aromantic
Majell is a lesbian she just prefers more fem trolls
Helstm is bi
Then Cybele and Cyrusk are both pan!
#can you tell I am also pan is it that obvious lol#but yeah a lil bit of me of course rubs off on my characters#also while trans and enby trolls exist in Aleph Null it works differently than humans due to the whole biology thing#their gender presentation and how their bodies kinda developed is due to a biological mimic#the gender of their lusus is what like makes them sway to one side or the other#or just stay in between if their lusus isn’t around as much#Majell and Sauron both had lusus issues (Majell was taken away from hers and Sauron’s well… it died)#while they both tilt a bit more center than like super masc or super fem Sauron still prefers He and Majell She#the amount of times they have been mistaken for the opposite gender by people who do not know fantrolls or homestuck smh lol#I’m fine pointing it out tho cuz I don’t think either of them would want a human calling them something they aren’t#I could go on about it so many headcanons about these grey alien dudes ugh delicious#I should stop lol#clock rambles#ask
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Amanda Grayson with her Hubby and Stepson
#I wanted to redesign Amanda Grayson bc I like her flamboyant old woman look but when she's young they always style her look very bland#and proper...and I want her to look like kind of a hippie teacher mess#Amanda & Sarek - annoying girl x killjoy guy#we are each insufferable in our own unique ways#Amanda has a way of getting to people - whether it's good or bad depends on the person but she's someone you remember and who it's easy to#end up talking to for hours and Sarek realizes this too late...before he even knows whats happening he's grocery shopping with this woman as#they both complain about how BRIGHT the store lights are#Sarek: (on date number five) ..........I have a son by the way / Amanda: Aw shit. Let's go to chuck E Cheese.#Amanda goes into Sarek's quarters for the first time and is like this place is AWFUL!! and by the end of the week she's redecorated.#She built him a bedside table. He bought her a pair of gaudy earrings which she loved but didn't get herself during one of their shopping#trips bc she exclaimed 'Ugh! Who do I think I am!?' and speed walked away#Also last bit of personal lore but Amanda told Sarek (as a joke) that before they got married he should ask her father first#(she said this bc Sarek asked her to marry him on like the second date since Vulcans don't date - she said no)#so when Sarek meets Amanda's father he asks the man to marry him - misinterpreting her words (Amanda DIES laughing)#Sarek seems straight but tradition is tradition - if he has to marry Amanda's dad before he can marry her he'll deal with it#Stepmom Amanda swag...she's gonna give this grumpy lil boy a piggyback ride and giggle about his dad with him#anyway...I like this version of Amanda - she makes her own kombucha and insists you take a jar home with you#Sarek/Amanda#star trek#star trek art#Sarek#Amanda Grayson#sarek art#amanda grayson art#bea art tag#Sarek calls Amanda : dear darling beloved blossom my heart etc#Amanda calls Sarek: elbows knees bigntall sharpie etc#the times she calls him stuff like 'honeycake' and other such stupid-sweet things are times he pretends to find baffling but cherishes 4ever#couple that has a list of things to ask before they eat at a new place#Is it vegetarian? Is it kosher? Is it organic? Is it spicy?
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if Bean doesnt eat something soon i think i am going to lose it
#personal#theoretically i know c versis can go for months w/o food but. it HAS been months#i'm considering rehousing her/redoing her tank in case she just isnt happy in there anymore#which is my suspicion bc she destroyed part of her web tunnel#it's just scaring me#and also ive never rehoused an adult tarantula#maybe the bottom of the house is too dirty and that's upsetting her? it's hard to spot clean most of it bc of how the cork bark#and her web are placed#so there's some old dead feeders tucked in the back as well as her old molt#and i can re-do the whole substrate if i can get her out and into a different container for a bit#hopefully w a cricket she will eat#half of the problem is i just cant get the crickets TO her#but then even when they do get near her she doesnt eat them#ughhhhh#if anyone has any personal experience getting picky new world arboreals to eat after a long hunger strike PLEASE reach out#also if u read this far u get the additional sad news that my tiny little apache jumping spider has died#fine yesterday. curled under today. poor lil guy :( idk if he reached the end of his lifespan or there was another issue#also sprout hasnt been seen in a few months hopefully she's okay tucked in her cave#but i never did get her sexed and she's 3 years old which...if she's a male that's the end of her lifespan#at least mid-nite is doing exceptionally well and eating ravenously after his post-molting period#doty also ate well today#reminding myself that im Not a terrible spider caretaker and it's normal for c versicolors to be fussy sometimes
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byler love rosie au send tweet
#no no no but like#likeeeee#obviously will doesn’t have a baby but he’s so rosie coded#both him and mike getting into college together somewhere far away and at the last minute smth keeps will from going#so mike goes on his own and they have the airport hug n the lil keychain exchange#and mike visits and will makes a friend (max perhaps?)#she’s so ruby to me#n they both date other people and are single again and date again etc etc#will stuck in a shitty relationship when one of his parents dies#el as bethany i think#and the whole. oh god the wedding scene#head in hands#it gives me a bit of secondhand embarrassment to watch but likeeeee#the conceptttttr#mike leaving her n them reuniting for good years after#the KISS ON THE BEACH#and it all starts w will getting so drunk on his bday and kissing mike and waking up w no memory of it .#and the fights in between#the emotional cheating lbr alex was having a Moment there#ohhhhh#anyway .#food for thought.#byler#will byers#mike wheeler#/astro posts
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need to preface this by saying I looooove Felicia sm but god it’s so frustrating that when she pops up she gets to keep her personality, her depth, her everything, even in like her very few appearances but MJ has to get EVERYTHING WIPED AWAY even in the comics??? but literally the only close to faithful adaptions of her are spectacular, some of the 90s show and PART of the raimi movies and it’s only slivers!!!! And usually if mjs around Gwen doesn’t exist so we never the catalyst to her and peters bond, their shared grief that Peter can’t understand at first <\3
#and tbh Felicia is getting done DIRTY rn#but so is like. everyone rn#aand I hate to compare two bad bitches to each other#but what I liked about mj Felicia and Gwen is how DIFFERENT THEY ARE#i hate how they make post death Gwen into some pure angel as if she didn’t hate superhero’s and woulda leave Peter a verbal lashing#because she didn’t know he was spider-man when she died and that’s the tragedy!!! Gwen was never perfect none of them were#mj. god I can’t even talk about her without getting angry. they’re massacring my girls yall#even outside of their relationships with Peter they were such rich characters… Gwen a lil less but still!#I just want a semi-faithful adaption of spider-man in his college years up until adulthood#let him be a science teacher let mj be a model/actress/drama teacher who despite not being a superhero knows something about living two live#let Felicia be her morally grey self without taking away her depth#let Gwen rest. I’m#tired of them bringing her back and holding her over peters head as if he didn’t finally get to move on. he loved her. he loved her so much#that he respects her memory by not letting the world stop anymore. she’s dead but let her have her anger her flaws. the fact that she was#a bit of a bully in the beginning was interesting!!! I love women <3#anyway I’m gonna read renew ur vows and parralell lives and maydays run and pretend Peter b Parker is 616 Peter#also also this isn’t to say the Felicia doesn’t get watered down too because she does. they treat her so bad
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do u think frankie ever feels weird about wearing a dead person’s face
#a dead teenager no less#like even to a monster that’s so tragic and disturbing to walk around using the face of someone who’s life was cut short in probably a very#horrible way#cus when a teenager dies it’s always pretty fucked up#like an illness or a car accident or smth#and then using that persons face everyday#it’s like recycling but in a fucked up disturbing way#when u think about monster high characters backstories it becomes 100% more fucked up#oh haha so draculaura lost both her parents and became a vampire while she was painfully dying from the plague#oh and cleo was trapped in a tomb for centuries and still is traumatized from it#haha no worries i’m just gonna bang my head against the way for a lil bit#ALSO ROBECCA LITTERALLY GOT DESTROYED???? LIKE EVERY PIECE OF HER BODY RIPPED APART????#AND NO ONE WENT TO JAIL FOR THAT???????#THEY JUST LET THE GARGOYLES KEEP PLAYING SKRM AFTER THEY LITERALLY MURDERED SOMEONE?????#AND THEY USED PART OF HER BODY AS THE TROPHY?????#SICK FUCKS???????#monster high#mh#monster high gen 1#monster high gen 3#frankie stein#draculaura#cleo de nile#robecca steam
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hakuno has received ... an egg!! that's right, this fragile-seeming, half-phantasmal pod that was nevertheless large enough to take two arms to lift and hold ... was absolute proof that anybody here was not human. a black fog rolls about in the murky, semi-opaque shell, like thick wildfire smoke encased in lighter cigarette fumes. was that nothingness drifting about the center an embyro? regardless, it was up to hakuno to decide what to do with it now. nobody would have blamed her if she handed it off to the authorities in the manner of a dutiful citizen, (after which, it certainly might not see the light of day ever again,) or fed it to a snake just to see what might happen. the enormous pool of blood is quite telling of an unfortunate mishap as well, yet the egg says nothing, its inhabitant fast asleep and subdued. who knew when it might wake up and be born again? who knew what, or even who, it would be born as, into?
unprompted, always accepting ! @tenkoseiensei ♡
there had been no issue in transporting the item to her quarters, though to the unassuming they'd think it to be a workload ill - suited for a lady of her stature, the size of it merely obscuring her sight, but such a thing didn't matter when one had the route to their destination memorized perfectly. there was no delay to her movement speed, nothing particularly of note. if anything, it was the blood that was ... unpleasant. ultimately, it was inconsequential, but it lingered in the back of her mind faintly. the scent of iron, the knowledge that it must've stained her clothes, it was so much. that amount must've resulted from—
the plastic bag tied to a close, the red color on the fabric still prominent against the translucent material, and hakuno tosses it into the bin. she washes her hands afterwards, a sigh coming from her as the water runs clear. her mind is similarly calm, no longer distracted by what shouldn't have taken that much of her time, she returns to the task at hand.
temperature, humidity, gaseous environment — verified. it is unclear what stage of incubation the egg is at this moment, but these conditions should be ideal ...
❛ if there is anything not to your liking, please let me know. ❜ she blinks at her own voice, uncharacteristic for her to speak when alone, thoughts kept all to herself without an issue— but, oh. vacant eyes turning to the egg ( carefully kept in an impromtu and specially made area ) , cool caramel eyes blink once more. to already be recognised as a presence by her should signify a sign of life; at the embryotic stage, at the very least.
this was something she should've confirmed at the scene where she'd first stumbled upon it, but even she could've picked up on the vague sense of a lingering threat. ‘ instincts ’ had seemed to kick in at that moment, and although bringing along this large egg was not the ideal choice to make in such a situation, the thought of leaving it behind was out of the question.
and now that the two of them are within safety, it seemed that she was able to speak with more ease; that was the logical conclusion to be made, anyway. ❛ do you know what it was that caused that— ❜ recalling that sight, hakuno's mouth briefly presses into a thin line. ❛ —blood spill ? ❜ it may be out of her field of concern, but she'll look into it. though at this moment, first priority comes to ... her guest.
it is ... what is it, exactly ? it looks somewhat ominous, if she were like a regular person / human, perhaps that would be the conclusion made. with how she is though, she merely accepts that as an aspect of this creature — the murkiness of its shell covering what lay beneath, she wondered if it was hiding. idle thoughts don't last long, thoughts turning to trying to find out just what this embryo was — as it was right now, she'll have to make do with what little she knew and ensure that the conditions were right for its sake.
it's unlikely. but, the possibility of— being able to hear the sounds and noise of the world around you, being able to hear everyone, yet to be unable to utter a single word. that is ... so unbearably lonely. taking a seat next to it, she faces forward in the same polite way of sitting, hands folded neatly by her lap. though her side gaze lingered upon the .. individual. ❛ i apologise, if you are speaking right now, i'm afraid i cannot hear you. ❜ what is she even doing ... well, to bombard the egg with questions in the first place was odd. ( not to mention, rude .. ) ❛ if you would like, please feel free to speak as much as you'd like when i am able to listen. ❜
shifting slightly in her position. ❛ and, if you have the intellectual capability for it in the future, please do tell me what it's like— to be born. ❜ how curious, even without any ties connecting the two, hakuno found that the outcome of the egg perishing was incredibly ... unsatisfactory. could this be the miracle of a life ? ❛ i wouldn't know. ❜ i was made, after all. whether her creation brought ‘ joy ’ or ‘ sadness ’ or maybe nothing at all, she wouldn't know. it doesn't matter. not anymore.
eyes crinkling just a bit, hakuno resists the urge to pat the egg — contact is unnecessary, lest she do so to turn it for the sake of the incubation process. instead, her mind wanders within her still frame. who are you ? what are you ? even without the answers, she tilts her head to face it fully, a vague flicker of warmth in the still pools of her eyes.
❛ you have a long life ahead, i hope you may soon hatch to live it. ❜
#tenkoseiensei#&&. message#q.#GENUINELY abt to pass out ovah this TSSUUUUNNNNN MY GODDDDDDDDDDDD#THIS MADE ME FEEL LIKE U INJECTED ×2 CAFFEINE DIRECTLY INTO MY BLOODSTREAM.!!!!!!! I LOVE IT SM SOBS#THANK YEW R DIS TSUNNIE DEAREST 🫶🫶💖 as u can see i . Enjoyed answering this a lot 🧎♂️#fun fact i cut some parts out bc i feel like it wasnt cohesive enough with the stuff here#(twas her theorizing what happened; she has a lil hypothetical situation abt the mom of the egg being unalived by sth#and felt guilt for not being able 2 prevent it </3)#also a lil bit where she pondered abt playing music or reading sth for the egg GEKVJSKFJSK#<- CAN STILL SEE THESE VERY MUCH HAPPENING BTW but jst not in this post specifically rn 🫡#also i still dk anything 4 this verse so i am levaing things Vague(TM) BUT YEAH I ADORE THESE TWOOO 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 IM GNNA DIE FR#also sorry for the wall of text egad but SNIFFLES THIS JUST- SUCH GOOD FOOD AUGGH /CLENCHES FIST/
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i know im too far gone an satc fanatic bcus i just found a writing flub in and just like that... s2e2 these writers need me on their fact checking team
#harry just said his mother's been dead for 10yrs but that is a lie#he & charlotte have been together/married for over ten yrs at this point#and his mother had to have died quite a while before they even met in satc#bcus the only reason their relationship could even progress was bcus#harry promised his dying mother he would marry a jew so their kids could be jewish since judaism is matrilineal#and charlotte stops the convo after that saying i cant rebut any of this since u brought up ur dead mother#and i say she must have died some time before even meeting bcus harry wasn't anywhere out of spirits when they met#he was back at work being his quirky lil lawyer self#i just feel like if he had just sat shiva and all that he probably would have shown a lil bit more mourning or wtv#anyway it was like literally integral that granny goldenblatt was dead prior to this or else char x harry never even would have happened#i have rewatched satc like 20 times dont even look at me#also doing some math harry and charlotte have been together at least 16yrs minimum 17yrs by the end of 2023#also like they went and gave natasha the last name najinski in ajlt s1 when carrie literally said that as a joke so like#um. the writers need me they just dont understand
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hmmmm no writing today, just thoughts and vibes. just me imagining if there’s an alternate version of jorogumo who suits the name more — a darker version who honestly would kill all the bad guys if not for her moral compass ( her moral compass being her grandma?? her cousin?? someone close to her ). chiyo meeting her and going oh that’s who i could’ve been?? yikes! and the other lady is actually a lil envious that chiyo still has light in her eyes and all i’m saying is i could so easily make a new oc and connect her to chiyo bc you know what i love?? connected characters :’ )
#no one:#me: you know what’d be fun?? creating a deeply hurt and traumatized character as a parallel to another 💜#chiyo learning from her to cherish her loved ones and to not be so scared to reach out#bc this version of jorogumo tried the whole avoiding thing and it didn’t work#people still died and she regretted not spending more time with them#y’all do not perceive me bc i am really letting the brain rot seep in asdfg#also i’ll be around later!#gonna watch a movie with my sister in a lil bit uvu#get ready to ramble | ooc
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I think me and Duck were switched at birth or something LMAO
All of my siblings are amazing at art, don’t even need to try. But I can sing and dance. Hell, I made the highest choir that a freshman could get into back in high school choir tryouts, and then in my second year I was in the highest choir + I tried out for a “show choir” (which was singing and dancing, only 10 - 12 girls could get in and only 2nd highest and highest choir girls can try out) and made that as well.
Meanwhile, Duck’s amazing at art and their siblings are good at singing...
#for me...singing has always been a passion#fun fact apparently when i was like 3/4 years old#and i dont remember this very well but i do have lil flashes of memory but my mom confirmed it with me#but apparently when i was little i actually memorized all of the disney princesses songs and could sing them from memory#could do just the right tempo and everything#i know i would pretend my stuffed animals were the ones singing and not me#but my mom said she would hear me from the kitchen when i was in my room and she said she had no idea how i was able to do that#when i couldnt even count to fucking 50 without messing up#even now i just have to hear a song once and i can get the tempo and rhythm perfectly and it only takes me a few times to hear a song to#*memorize lyrics#oh yeah i also memorized all of barbie princess and the pauper songs too#barbie and disney are why i loved practicing high notes :)#i was a soprano 1 :)#one time in my freshman HS choir class when we were sight reading we had a RLLY HIGH key to sing and the sopranos got a bit quiet but i kept#going. my instructor walked over and was like ''who was that. who sang that.'' and my pal and a few other girls pointed at me#and she looked at me and went ''(lisi). please sing that section for us.''#i nearly fucking died on the spot i could feel my face heating up#also i had like 4 solos throughout my choir days from middle to high school :)#i forgot the point of this post uh
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…does the shepard clone count as an oc if u flesh them out because they r a clone of ur lil guy and ur the one fleshing them out and giving them a new name and inner world or is it like. Are they still bioware’s. Personally i think me and bioware are in joint custody but its mostly me raising her. Id say we have to share but to them shes basically dead
#earth to mars#she doesnt have a new name yet. Actually#maybe i should not accidentally give this one a biblical name. This time#caine and adam were the only ones on purpose grace and maria just like Happened#amos was also on purpose but he doesnt count in this context. Is amos biblical? did i ever read the bible. not really#a lil bit of it. I read a lil bit. Because my parents gave me money for every 100 pages i read#and that was like. 14 dollars. Of pages. The bible is like really long and the old testament seems to be mostly lists of guys that died#What was i saying. I need to give caine’s clone a name and im not letting it be anything close to a play on abel#thats TOO heavy handed. It is too much
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thinking so much again about how Philip Wittebane is a role tailor cut to be the perfect puritan man and how he very much copied Caleb and what he thought him to achieve it. and thinking so much how killing caleb surrounded by purifying flames was as much an act of killing himself
#thinking very much about that line from my oc ‘we both died in that forest that night and out came i’#because as much as it is the act of birth for Belos it is also the death for Philip#i think this is also why he is so persistent in being called Philip by Luz another human she has to acknowledge that he is still Philip.#that he can still go back (that luz herself can still return). that he hasn’t changed.#even though (what should have been) the act of reclaiming his personhood in killing Caleb took whatever Philip was with it.#ive been listening to the exact same ep over and over again for the past 24h and 3 out of the 6 songs are so Philip coded and the other 3#are also so so good. sadly it’s starting to drive me a lil bit insane. sad! well there is other music to lope and ungodly amount of time.#philly cheese steak#ramblings#meta tag
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Never beating the weird girl allegations
Xoxo a teacup Chihuahua Girly
#ive never met a normal girl who has a teacup Chihuahua#we're all a bit to cool to be normal#i will always be amazed by the ppl who are terrified of my lil 4lbs baby#my least favorite ppl are the ones who treat tiny Chihuahuas like toys that's how they become mean#and they're not mean theyre just done with your shit#my girl is olddd and im going to have a actual mental breakdown if she ever dies#shes like 11-12ish#Chihuahua#shes my mentally unwell bestie#just like her predecessor 💖#teacup Chihuahuas are just built different than other dogs
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