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nobody is gonna see this but like two years ago i read a fanfic and in it badboyhalo was the daycare worker and every day i wonder if that person still watches mcyt and knows that they were so right cause here we are w qsmp and bbh is basically the daycare guy mf watches those kids
#qsmp#i know they’re missing rn#i like watched at the beginning#and then occasionally i watched stuff#but not as religiously as i used to watch other stuff#but recently w tubbo joining ive gotten back into more#idk i hope i get to a point where i’m having as much fun w it as i was dsmp#cause dsmp memories are kinda soured since that was a dumpster fire#but while it was ongoing i had so much fun#it prolly helps that i don’t interact w fandom spaces to be fair so i wasnt partaking in any drama i just watched from afar and shook my hea#but i used to draw so much dsmp just for me and i miss drawing that much#qsmp is so cool i just don’t have the same level w it as i did w dsmp and i feel like i accidentally got so behind#IVE SEEN EVERY SLIMECICLE STREAM THO LOL#i love how i watched the first day streams and i’m still way behind on lore compared to people who joined later#not in a grrr i was here first way cause gatekeeping is lame#just as a huh that’s kinda wild how that turned out#i’ve been watching tubbo streams as background noise tho#i never chat tho i have chat closed and i’ve done that for like the three years i’ve been watching twitch#so i also have trouble getting into streamers who solo stream cause they talk to chat and i ignore chat chat stresses me out#lol when dsmp exploded and the whole thing was that youtube viewers were on twitch now#that’s me#except like not in a these youtube people don’t know etiquette way just in a i treated it like youtube and avoided the twitch features way#i watch it like youtube i never look at chat i never type in chat i just watch the video#idk not interacting w social media is a curse and a blessing
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have jimmy on the brain so here's some doobles of an au that i've had in my brain for a hot minute :]
(au notes below)
STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS PLOT ABOUT THE AU
FEEL FREE TO STEAL THIS I'M NOT PLANNING ANYTHING WITH IT :D (and please keep in mind that i haven't seen everyones pov so some stuff is not cannon accurate lol) this is set in empire season 2 (around the time the rift open so we can have ranchers), with the empires 1 characters being a sort of greek pantheon(?) that pix is studying. Anyway- the codfather is supposed to be a god of the forsaken, forgotten ,and the damned who is either reincarnated as jim or is giving his power to jim cause he's deemed worthy of it. never quite worked out that part. so jim starts getting codfather features and is like 'o shit fish powers'. tumble town also starts turning into an oasis. he goes to the great witch shelby cause he thinks someone cursed him but she's like 'hm, no you somehow got ancient power somehow? let's go to pix and see if he knows anything about it.' then they go to pix who's all 'HOLY MOLY YOU GOT CODFATHER POWERS THAT EXPLAINS THE FLOODING-' turns out that other kingdoms (particularly anyone who makes fun of jim *cough cough* joel) are flooding really badly and nobody knew why. pix and shelby start working with jim to control his new abilities. they all agree to keep it on the down low but jim tells tango cause ranchers :] the whole thing comes to a head when joel finds out it's jim who's been (unintentionally) destroying his kingdom with floods and storms. he yells at jim about it and in turn jim goes absolutely ape shit- turns into a kaiju or smth and erases the very memory of joel from existence (or something like that) eventually they're able to calm him down steven universe future style. jim puts the memory of joel gets put back into existence and the two learn the importance of communication. yippee! happy ending for all!!
#i'm like 99% sure that there's fic out there that's like this#(give it to me if it does lmao)#the biggest reason as to why i don't plan on making stuff for this#is that i haven't actually seen either of jimmy's povs for empires#i've literally only ever watched shelby and lizzie's pov with the occasional random episode from other players#should i watch jims series?#yeah#am i going to?#idk if i have time right now lol#welp. hope ya'll like the au#empires smp#empires s1#empires s2#empiresblr#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#the codfather#codfather jimmy#sheriff jimmy#joel smallishbeans#tangotek
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I'll miss your horse girl Bjorn agenda. Honestly gave him so much character.
Imagine him braiding flowers in his horse's hair and then doing the same to his beard so they match.
Modern Bjorn would've loved the Kentucky derby 😞
*hands you thing*
He tried but she ate em 🌼🐴
#ask#idk if hed care for horse racing tho#on 1 hand. gambling + drinking + watching horseys#on the other. i mean we call him a horse girl cause he seems so concerned with their welfare right?#idk maybe hed also benefits from buyin cheap wastage horses so 'its fine'#seems like a very 'is what it is' kinda dude so yeah maybe he would#idk. hes a cartoon. could probably argue for either#I might still draw stuff occasionally#idk#I just def don't care like I did :T#vinland saga
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edited my pants
#took about 9 hours of hand stitching as i got through 8 episodes of amidst a snowstorm of love and 4 …?#episodes of reset#anon i haven’t replied yet ik but if ur reading this i watched reset 2022 on your recommendation#and binged it in 2 days. lord that shit is good as hell#it was such a satisfying ending too i was moved to one tear and that’s a huge deal in this economy#good fucking character writing. built the fuck out of that damn bus. fuck yeah#fuck the police but laozhang and xiaojiang specifically are my friends. and i’m glad the people on the bus were the one who saved their#own asses for the most part. and that they got rewarded LETS GO LAOJIAO and my watermelon farming man…. i sob#so thank you anon. i really enjoyed that#so i was thinking all these things while stitching this piece of brocade fabric i got off taobao onto my goodwill jeans#while occasionally stabbing myself#i enjoy fabrics and stuff…. yeah i’d fuck that shit#more to come ??? perhaps#my stuff
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After Cyn's done tryna kill him, she'll eventually relent and they can get to work... whatever that is. I didn't do the outfit any justice, but the second i saw the Cowboy!Curt mega @ricky-mortis made i was literally like, "yes, that is IT."
This is, in my heart, a cannon fit for this au
#And if you disagree... well i cant hear you#K but i really am bad at clothes lol! and this weird pose kinda threw me off pretty hard so i will also blame that...#but i will do better next time#I am again letting people know his horse is 100% named after Cynthia because of the occasional attempts on his life 👍#I think i'll dub this a Try hard Doodle because thats what it is actually#and now for me talking way to much in that tags because i'm a terror:#I was going to pair this with another drawing that actually features curtwen btw#but my wrist said “No”#so maybe tomorrow?#(also... i have never actually drawn a person ON a horse before so this was really weird to do#this was actually a full body image... and then i halved it but then i couldn't do his foot? so i halved it again!)#Saf#spies are forever#cowboys are forever#<- WOULD watch the shit outta that [laughing at the idea of all the songs made really really country]#Cowboys your spies#Also some fun but also pretty dumb Au stuff: my vers of this au has always taken place in the wildwest in my head#so around 1865 to 1895#Art#and finally... OTL when the horse is better then the human#is the fact i drew animals for a majority of my life really obvious yet
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starting to think that maybe it's a good idea to stop forcing myself to create and take a break actually
#i really want to make something. i don't feel good not working on things. i don't feel good just watching videos all day#but i think i need that right now haha#it's so difficult to do anything and it's impossible to enjoy it#and trying to work in another medium doesn't help either#i just need to rest#i just need to be nice to myself and think my little thoughts and rewatch hbomb and gabi belle for a thousandth time#and talk to people i like and treat myself to an occasional sweet#this does mean spending time away from the creative side of fandom because i do get a little jealous of people who can create still#i want to appreciate others' art but i need to be in a better headspace for it#so i'm just taking my time#i will still be opening commissions later this week because maybe money will be enough of an incentive for me to get to work#and i just really really need the money haha#and i need to promote my stuff in certain places and i need to have my comms open for that#but even then I'll try to take it easy#either way i love you all and i appreciate that even when i don't have anything to give people choose to be kind to me#i promise I'll repay you. even those who just donated money to me. if only a fraction of it but I'll give back i swear
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Noticing that TV and film will often have a character either have had an abortion in the past that isn't showcased on screen (and just used as part of the character's ~fucked up and twisted backstory~) OR contemplate getting an abortion in the present day but not to through with it. Just once I want to see someone delete that fetus within the events of the plot and not be like. Extremely majorly punished for it and/or be in the wrong
#ramblings of a lunatic#was watching a tv show w the fam recently and it's the 2nd series of a show that was clearly written with only 1 in mind#so in the 2nd season a character gets pregnant (bc ofc) and contemplates getting an abortion#only to do the whole 'omg she thinks she's lost the baby and realizes she wanted to keep it all along!'#which like. fine and valid and happens to ppl irl I'm sure#but like. this season doesn't establish if she wanted kids prior or if she has a stable job (she was struggling career wise-#-last season and the timeskip this season doesn't go into it)#AND has this fucking bizarre scene w/ her boyfriend (whos mostly been irrelevant and occasionally annoying up til now)#where he says it's 'our pregnancy' that she was going to terminate and when she (rightfully) bites back-#-saying 'you mean MY pregnancy?!' he just. storms off and deflects#which would be one thing but we have to wrap up the main plot so she just apologizes to him (for other plot stuff)#and we're never given any indication that his opinion has changed and they're just happily parenting at the end of the season#which just. left a bad taste in my mouth#like I KNOW i know not every bad thing said on screen needs a big blinking arrow that points out that it's Bad and Wrong#but idk how I'm supposed to feel in a series that has painted itself as explicitly feminist up til this point#presents the outcome of a woman dating and bearing a child for a man w seemingly zero respect for her bodily autonomy as happily ever after#w no follow up#like the whole series is centered on a group of sisters and this pregnancy story happened to the youngest one#who's always seen as needing to 'grow up' in season 1. so assuming this is meant to be building off that arc it's so WEIRD still#bc yes being a parent is an opportunity for many ppl to mature emotionally but that's not really something the character-#-reflects on all season. it's more abt her burying her past relationship w a season 1 guy (who was infinitely more interesting than new guy)#-than anything to do with that#AND EVEN IF IT WAS the notion of pregnancy as a punishment/reckoning meant to make her grow up or take responsibility-#-which is secretly a blessing in disguise i. god the show fell apart so hard here for me#and my mom and sister were just cooing over the baby at the end and i didn't speak up bc i didn't want to be a bitch#and in all fairness I'm probably being a tad uncharitable in this post but like. don't piss me OFF man#anyway. normalise abortion storylines that aren't backstory fodder and aren't fakeouts for baby plots. please
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What it feels like when I mess up a convo with Aoi
#MY BELOVED PLEASE#I DIDN'T MEAN IT THAT WAY#IT'S JUST A MISUNDERSTANDING#Watch me write my very first warframe/self insert(?) fic ever just to make a follow up of that convo#I am a normal well adjusted person#I need my fictional gf from the side dating sim game inside the shifi space ninja game not to be mad at me#Maybe I should schedule an extra session with my therapist#Or get an actual gf. That would be nice#Elo stuff#warframe#warframe 1999#aoi morohoshi#I have to say tho#Me occasionally messing up with my partner because of how much I care + anxiety while everything going perfectly with my friends#Is actually some kf the most in character thing I could have done#Because it is the kind of shit and stupid mistakes I actually do in real life#I am really committed to the bit even unconsciously lol
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started watching naruto in the year of our lord 2024, got high and drew boyfriend autism creatures for my friends dattebayo
#all my knowledge of naruto up to this point came from watching an occasional episode with my brother which were in japanese w english sub#i spoke neither language at the time but it sure looked cool#and then amvs and memes#and that’s it#and now#i Understand#nyx draws stuff#autism creature#naruto#gaara#rock lee#gaara x rock lee#gaalee
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doodle of fukuzawa’s 20 year old boys (something extremely lgbt happened to ranpo but he don’t know it yet 💔)
(pls don’t tag as beast)
#oriondrewthis#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungou sd#bsd ranpo#bsd odasaku#ranpo edogawa#oda sakunosuke#i cannot stop drawing my boys#they so brothers i’m obsessed with them rn#btw odasaku started growing his hair out with fukuzawa#he like to play with fukuzawa’s hair#they don’t let ranpo touch their hair tho bc he. is prone to getting it tangled on accident#fukuzawa also gave oda his scarf#oda offered to share it with ranpo but ranpo said that the color clashes with his eyes#inspired by one of my friend’s when i indoctrinated them into my brain worms#ranpo fell first but poe fell harder and oda just has to sit and watch those two be idiots#oda briefly has a think with ango but soon realizes that he’s aro and they break it off#oda and ango will occasionally mess around tho if you catch my drift#fwb stuff ykyk#oda’s bisexual too btw#honestly i’m not big into shipping culture but i do like to occasionally think about it#my au is mostly gen tho i don’t explore much in their intimate relationships lol#also i’m making a tag for self organization#two pillars au#<— just for me#bsd fanart
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potentially controversial personal opinion I think arcane s2 would be getting a lot more flack if it wasn't for all the shipping fodder and shiny objects packed in there. convinced you could spoon-feed toddler upchuck to half of the population as long as you go Brrrr here comes the yaoi airplane
#Like season 2 is just Not good#after the hype died down I realized this#character assassination Concepts that desperately needed fleshing out Important developments being glossed over etc#it's a gorgeous show and the writing isn't egregious especially compared to a lot of what's out there but comparing it to season 1#is like putting a bichon frise next to a Timber wolf writing-wise#nothing in s2 felt as visceral as it did in s1#I don't feel any desire to rewatch it at all meanwhile you could ask me at any point if I wanted to watch s1 again and I'd be like Fuck yes#even if I'd just seen it again 5 days before#if you don't give a fuck about shipping s2 feels like a drag at a lot of points#nothing will make me fume more than the fact Vi's lesbian crash-out pitfighting emo phase was contained to a single music video#I WANTED TO SEE THAT SHIT! show us her at her lowest!! make us stew in it and feel it with her!!#don't just give us 2 minutes of her kicking ass with occasional emo shit in between#Viktor and Jayce have an interesting story though I will say that. The arcane shit was really cool#but that's it. it was cool. I felt nothing. the height of my emotional experience was just That's cool.#meanwhile in 2021 I was on the verge of bawling my eyes out at multiple points getting goosebumps#feeling genuine dread/having my heart race#it was exhilarating#Rant over. no hate if you like s2 of jayvik I'm very aware that this is just my experience and that a lot of people adore s2#and I already didn't really care about Viktor or Jayce in season 1. I was more interested in the undercity n stuff#And war arcs are not my favorite they've been done So many times. so there's that too
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Silly Game Time: Open Youtube. What's the title of the 3rd video recommended to you, and what's your interest in it on a scale of 1 to 10?
(Mine's: "Blastoise Is My Dad MBMBAM Animatic" and the interest is 8. Clicked it and am watching it and everything.)
Mine is “Honey I’m Home - The Magnus Archives” it looks to be an Amv or something of the sort, I might watch it. Tho- currently I have 7 separate YouTube tabs open (relistening to tma in one, listening to the mechanisms in another, a live performance of the mechanisms in the third, a different mechs live performance????? In the fourth, CaFae latte, and Epic the Musical) plus, I’m on the wrong YouTube account. I’ve got one for fun the other for work (I like to watch/listen to video essays and audio books and stuff while o work, I just pick something that seems interesting and then leave autoplay on and see where the rabbit hole takes me. I love long videos- hours long videos diving into the depths of some niche topic are my FAVORITE) so whole interest level is high- like an 8- I likely won’t watch it
#did I get side tracked? yes#technically I have three separate accounts on YouTube#one idk what’s up with#one is for fun stuff- animatics and gaming and stuff#and one is for work#I do it this way so I can keep the videos recmonded to me in line#so o won’t get distracted by something short and snappy while I’m trying to work#the rabbit holes I’ve been lead down with my system are wild tho#went from bsd iceberg to queer coding in an anime I’ve never heard of to something about Buddhism?????#and occasionally an audio book#just surprise Edgar Allan Poe#well not surprise- that was recommended to me cause I was listening to other Poe stuff#but you get what I mean#anyways- watch how easily Robin gets side tracked#my system has been buddied because I forgot to switch accounts#and started watching a bunch of tma stuff on my work account#so now my recomendaations are Skyrim bedtime stories and tma bloopers#that’s not a joke#the first video recommended is ‘reading Skyrim books pt.1’#okay I’m gonna stop now before I give you a whole tour of my open tabs lol
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My partner has numerous 03 tracks in the playlist they use for when they're focusing on a task, which itself fucks. But now the lilting sorrow of "Homunculus" is stuck on loop in their head, and despite their efforts to counteract the track's dominance in their brain, no cheery song that they're trying to replace it with is subduing Michiru Oshima's sublime orchestration 😌
#lmao#problems i cause my partner by getting them hooked to my fave stuff lolololol#they quipped a week ago while we were doing our own separate things#''man... fullmetal alchemist is a good show''#the way i shot up from the couch to grin at them like a freak#so glad i finally got them to watch it this year after occasionally poking them to years prior#hehehehe#fma#fma 03#mine
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hello again tumblr i have art again. Uh. this is my pressure oc. au??? hes just prototype from regretevator but like a lemon shark. Hes. supposed to be a lemon shark im not the fish guy. they have a lot of lore i swear theure actually an interesting character and not just prototype regretevator as an evil fish
#pressure#roblox pressure#pressure oc#pressure original character#pressure roblox oc#jesus christ why are there so many tags.#uhh i mayy explain his lore later? in a text post or something. He makes me really upset#but like in terms of in game mechanics theyd kind of be like imaginary friend but real and kinda just likee.. there sometimes#on rooms with windows hed occasionally just peak in and wave at you. hes not hostile theyre just there#they DO have a reason to be watching you though! but thats lore stuff#okay im done going off bye byee!!#.png files
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The interesting thing about natsuyuu having a (mediocre) dub now is its kinda hard to tell whether newer fans talking about differences between the anime and manga are Actually talking about legitimate differences between the two or if they just watched the mediocre english dub that wildly miscast one of the main characters
#like I keep seeing posts talking abt differences between the two and I'm like yeah that's fair#but then they start talking abt the anime making tanuma a 'bro' and I'm like. OH NO. Have they been watching the dub this whole time???#in general I'm always kinda blindsided by how much younger anime fans trust dubs/treat them like they're 1 to 1 translations of the japanes#like sure dubs are a lot better than they used to be. I still watch them occasionally. but they're not Guaranteed to be accurate#most big name anime these days get good dubs. but more obscure stuff tends to still be pretty half assed/changed to be more-#-'appealing to a western audience' which usually just means 'add more witty quips to go viral on social media'
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Wait...are USAmericans under the impression that house parties are something only cool people do? Did y'all not have friends? A house party can literally just be you, 5-15 friends and some alcohol and everyone being goody?? Like to me house parties aren't just the "everyone descends on someone's house with red solo cups" like in 10 things I hate about you, it can just be you and a bunch of other weirdos hanging out and talking and listening to music and also there is alcohol.
Like, am I way off base here? What did y'all do with your friends at weekends?? And like, this was very much before we were of legal drinking age as well - most parties I attended were at the ages of 16/17. Is it the alcohol part? Is it just harder to get hold of? Were your parents just not letting you drink?? Or is my baseline for "being cool" way off from some of y'all's?
#like if you didn't have friends that you hung out with at their houses and stuff then that super sucks and I'm sorry#but also like. what did you like. do with your friends? as an older teen?#this is like when i watched the glee blame it on the alcohol and was just like 'this is heavily relatable'#and the podcast i was listening to was like 'this is way cooler than the house parties i went to'#like what? huh? the house party at Rachel's is not particularly cool they're all just being dorks and drinking alcohol??#they're occasionally making out#????
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