#and then ill get back into it yippeeee

[evandore]

halfway through...

[5-pp-man]

[shimelyasmin]

me adding a new book to the millions on my tbr but only reading like 10 books per year

[f1owermoon]

my friend said the braces look really cute on me 🥹

[f1nalboys]

hey bestie! may i pls request something that is tod from final destination x reader? maybe some fluff headcannons, what it’s like having a sleepover with him? thx u sm! <33

hi bae!!!! i had sm fun writing this >:)) i do think tod would be one of the better characters to have a sleepover with he serves so much genuinely!!! hope you enjoy <3 first request to start out >:)))

Tod Waggner x GN!Reader

WORD COUNT: 651

WARNINGS: none

TOD LOVES SLEEPOVERSSSS

listen this guy wants to spend 24/7 with you, he is clingy as all fuck

like one of those shelter dogs, you know the vibe

anyways so regardless of whether or not him coming to spend the night is common or not, he’s ECSTATIC!!!! 

bro is jumping for joy up and down like yippee!!!!! YIPPEEEE!!!

he prefers going over to your place because then it feels like a vacation almost

but if you want to come over to his place you have to give him a day’s notice so he can clean up (he is MESSY i'm sorry to say)

he packs a bag and has a smile on his face literally until he has to leave

in my opinion, tod loves a good movie marathon and he is going to want to do classic sleepover shit with you to the point of almost annoying you LMFAO

he's like haha we should order a pizza… we should watch scary movies… pillow fight babe?? wanna gossip and do a face mask? let's talk about boys!!!!

and if you point out that he is the boy in question youd talk about, not only is he getting smug as fuck, hes going to go ‘ill pretend to be someone else!!!! go on and be so honest about how you feel about me babe ;)’

he's a great sleepover guest though, at least the first few times

he's awkward the very first one bc he's sitting on the edge of the bed bag on his shoulders hand in his lap like o-0 so…

its endearing 

and overall he's very chill and will stay by your side or in your bed the entire time

once he's comfortable though… loudest stupidest dumbest mfer!!! he is doing reckless shit and messing with you and trying to prank you and stuff

once he's settled down though, good luck getting him out of your bed for ANYTHING, a fire could break out and tod is staying put

he has to cuddle. it's a rule.

and he has no preference for being big or little spoon honestly, he has pros and cons for both, he just needs you literally right next to him

he does not care what movies you guys watch but he DOES want to watch some shitty stoner comedy like (ignoring the fact devon plays in this movie) he wants to watch idle hands and harold and kumar go to white castle LMFAO 

he's wearing your pajamas…. even if he cant fit he’ll find something to put on his body from slipper to an eye mask to your pjs to a robe to a bonnet, etc etc, you leave that room for longer than 2 minutes and he's playing dress up

you go to shower (and yes he's gonna try and join you he's handsy though so choose carefully) and come back into your room and he's wearing half your wardrobe and going through your jewelry and shit

and when you're like uhm… hello?? he stands there like oh… you're back sooner than i thought…. LIKE UR IN MY ROOM???

he's a popcorn snack guy, plus sour candy. sleepovers are for pigging out and he takes that SERIOUS he’ll sneak his own candy in if he has to

if he falls asleep at like 10pm-12am, then you will have a peaceful night where he sleeps until 8:30am and is well rested and so sweet

and he might even make you breakfast

but if he sleeps before then or later…. good luck

he's going to be LOUD and OBNOXIOUS (positive) and he's going to keep your ass up as long as he can

you're laying in bed in the dark with your eyes closed and he's steady talking trying to remember some obscure tv show from his childhood 

great guy though, love him

and you would have a ball, just don't plan on sleeping much

[brokerplushsg]

Haiyyaaa!! I don't know if someone's asked you this before but what are your thoughts on all the taints / emotions from Block Tales and their domains??

I love your fear interpretation from the blog and I just gotta know what you think about the other three!!

I may also want to just hear what other people think about the taints in general because I'm so very (not) normal about them right now. Oops! :3c

- @afeatherypileofjunk

Ight yipppeee and tysm for enjoying my rp blog :3 (I plan on starting a 2nd one soon hehehehhe)

Tbh in general I love all of them for like different aspects

And welp, if u wanna know more, RANT BELOW YIPPEEEE

Idk how to sort this out but ig Ill yap about Greed first because ngl I love him and also screw it some head canons too

So first of all Im stealing that one artist's hc that they have some form of vitiligo, so there are like slightly lighter yellow patches all over their body, also making them kinda piebald I like my cheese mouldy bruh!!! Anyways, speaking about piebald, I kind of want to based them of the pied piper, leprechauns and some others, ngl for this section I am still looking for inspo, mostly mythological beings or something hehehwhwgsjdgdhsn

Also as you expected ya he's def a flamboyant and arrogant extroverted spoiled brat of a rich kid and will defintely cry and scream like a spoiled brat if they dont het what they want. Because of his nature in general they have no friends in general and they definitely not tryna fill that lonely hole in their heart with their greed and taking stuff and whatnot hehehehehehe

It's a somewhat vicious cycle, but dw, as hopeless as bro is, salvation is not impossible

Anyways onto Solitude, honestly I see them as very insightful despite being asleep since the begining or whatever, low intelligence, but high wisdom. Very elusive and mythical, as they are based on Kelpies, Sirens, Water nymphs and maybe even babayaga and much more. Also I think they would have like a nautical motivf because water, ocean, ya. And therefore they definitely have a good sense of direction, and knows how to infer from nature to know the directions like measuring the stars. Speaking about such things, Solitude would definitely know spiritual stuff, like knowing how to read horoscopes, knowing how to use tarot cards. And because of said insight, they can accurately tell a person's personality as well as even their backstory from a single glance.

Although Solitude doesn't care that much about materialistic things, they secretly really love shiny stuff, especially crystals, they are obsessed with crystals. They have a secret collection hidden deep within their waters that they especially don't want a particular SOMEONE to raid and steal everything. Speaking about that, they are the kind who would yell back at a screaming child to get them to shut up. Said screaming child is Greed. Yeah the 2 have beef, and Solitude always verbally insults them in very, interesting ways. (Also should mention not the type to swear except in russian or any other slavic language) also even tho Solitude bullies them 99% of the time, there is indeed a 1% where they can be nice, because they do feel just a pinch of sympathy for Greed.

Anyways, they also feel like its their responsibility to take care of him sometimes so that they don't do something stupid as much as their introverted ahh hates going out

Also, as much as Solitude hates it, they do have some connections with Greed, as much as they have connections with Fear, physically and in some other ways idk how to describe

Okay for fear I kinda yapped it all about in their parody blog but Ill elaborate more on some things like their relationship with Solitude, where again they learned to somewhat be "braver" and to accept themselves more or something idk shdgjdbend. Although, Fear is indeed more inclined to having high intelligence rather than wisdom. Also yeah Fear is more ambiverted because aside from being slightly scared of people, they do crave a little interaction because they definitely do have a little FOMO.

Also because why not ill yap a lil about Hatred as well. Ain't gonna reveal much because spoilers to rp events planned ahead but HOHOHO, y'all better hate it, because they ain't gonna be "mean little cat boys" like the rest on this site, they are an actual asshole and I am confirming they are definitely soon enough going to hurt somebody in the rp and I will not confirm or deny if somebody in the rp is dying as well.

We will have to see ;3

Although, I will say, Hatred is simply a pawn for a bigger entity, that Imma be real, I am not sure will show up because I don't have plans yet, however, just know that Hatred will be the main antagonist for a long, dang time.

Anyways I should say like how the 3 are connected to each other so uh, idk if anything below this would make sense or not 😭

Greed is like humanity, Fear is like nature, Soitude is the inbetween

Fear represents spirituality, Greed represents materialism, Solitude is the connection between the physical and the unseen

Fear is like the past, something primal with the appreciation of life, Solitude embraces what is modern yet respects the roots of the wild, Greed is like the present, something so modern with ignorance for life since its so easy to live now with everything that we have

Greed is a sin, Solitude is a state, fear is an emotion.

With Fear as an emotion, it has the grip and control in most minds, not only that of humans, but of animals and nature too, everyone's afraid of something and I mean bro started to exist alongside the first vertabre. Everything wants to live, and disregarding fear is to accept death.

However, Fear is also the least bound to their nature because emotions can be more of a spectrum instead of a set thing, and plus many times fear can be felt but bravery can still be there, it ain't usually holding back a lot. (thus why they ain't like a scardey cat 100% of the time)

Solitude as a state has the grip on quite a lot, but not as much as fear, as well some people are naturally introverts, so may seek out less social interactions and some animals are purely solitary and not social. You can enjoy or hate being solitary, it's neutral after all.

However, Solitude does have more of a grip on certain people, especially humans because despite being a social species, and individuals wanting to be with others, they may be rejected from the rest due to certain issues like different appearances, preferences, etc. Because its such a subjective thing, Solitude is also not entirely bound to their nature, still close to it tho.

Greed is called a sin for a reason. Although some animals can be considered "Greedy" like pigs and squirrels, it's not entirely fair to compare them with Greed, as they do not know any better, and are just following their instincts programed into them for survival. Greed is a very, human thing.

And yes, like every other of the embodiments, it can be found in everyone, it's only a fraction of the population that it dominantly rules over *side eyes almost every company head ever especially roblox* and unlike the other 2, being neutral good or true neutral, Greed, is straight up bad. Getting all you want and not giving it to those who need it more. It can be ignorance, it can be intentional. Still horrible though.

Because of being such a defined nature that is such deeply rooted into humanity, of course it's hard for Greed to be apart from their nature, which is really unfortunate, because owning materialistic things aren't all there is to life, and Greed definitely yearns more than just those materialistic items, but such things that he yearns cannot be received unless he gives up those materialistic things. It's this or that, no both, but he wants everything, and therefore they will never be satisfied. Tragic, isent it?

However, once again there is a silver lining. Even though they so tightly entwined with their concept, their sentience shows that there's more to him aside from that and change is possible. Will be slow, will definitely be hard, but with determination, they can break out of their own nature. Might be death for themselves, but it's the only way for freedom.

Ngl writing all this makes me feel like a madwoman with a tinfoil hat trying to spread some kind of conspiracy or something shejhdjehd

Idk if y'all would even get anything especially the second half of this yap session but DO YALL SEE THE VISION???

I AM NOT DELULU RIGHT YALL CAN UNDERSTAND MY THOUGHT PROCESS RIGHT???

RIGHT????

Anyways I hope u enjoy this hehehehe I think I spent like an hour or 2 thinking and writing this breh

Also

ALL THIS IS DEF SUBJECTED TO CHANGE SINCE ITS DEFINITELY NOT ENTIRELY SOLID AND LIKE I JUST THOUGHT OF MOST OF THIS RIGHT ON THE SPOT

(Although some have been simmering in my brain for a long while)

[okkramapokja]

ok a few months ago i went on a school field trip to this elephant sanctuary and at the very end of the programme the guides were testing all the students on the whole thing right and if you got it correct, youd get some kind of souvenir. so i got one question right and i got a cute magnet with a baby elephant on it. my friend however got a cool ass wooden keychain and i didnt get to look at it properly but it looked like a dangling wooden human sculpture thing and i was like I NEED THAT NOW. so for the rest of the quiz i kept trying to answer but obviously i got them all wrong! anyway after it ended i ran to that friend and looked at their keychain and turns out its a wooden elephant, still just as cool!!!! so then i ran to my teacher begging her to tell me where their gift shop was bc i was DESPERATE. at first she lowkey ignored my question and i was a bit sad but then pushed this little plastic bag towards me and said pick one. IT WAS A BAGGIE OF KEYCHAINS AND MAGNETS AND ALL THAT JAZZ OMGGGG. i dug a bit (shamelessy!!) looking around for the wooden keychain and i found it and took it back with me yippeeee.

i really love keychains esp when like ive EARNED it kinda right. but this one was too special to just put on my bag. it was so pretty too. im thinking it would make a good phone charm although i hate those bc theyre so noisy and wtv but the little elephant on my phone would be SO CUTE. bad news is the keychain is not a phone charm and it cannot connect to my phone in any way shape or form SO i bought a phone charm wire to connect it! hopefully...at least...erm

the phone charm wire arrived and im reallyyy hoping it connects. i have a feeling its a lose-lose situation in the sense that it connects but its too noisy and ill just pick it off after a while or it doesnt connect and i dont really do anything w the keychain which makes me sad

but we'll see yes.

[wisecrackingeric-2]

‘Mourning Doves’

Summary:

Despite the fact that it had been years since Valdelobos- years since Leon saved Luis from that knife to the back- Leon still can’t help but remember that day. He still can’t help but get triggered by the smallest of things and dissociate as a result.

But luckily, Luis is always there to comfort him, hug him, and offer him a distraction. Oddly enough, in the form of Mourning Doves

Rating: G

Word Count: 2,000

Trigger Warnings: Panic attacks, dissociation, depression, anxiety, derealisation

Genre: hurt/comfort, fluff and angst

A/N: UHHHHHHHHHHHH SORRY FOR NO FICS IN SUCH A LONG TIME TUMBLR EXPLODED MY ACC!!!!!!!!!! BUT HERES A MEW SHORT ONE FOR YOU GUYS YIPPEEEE!!!!!!! Go give it some kudos or something idk!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fic under Cut!!!!

Leon sat on his unmade bed. Completely motionless. He had his legs crossed and arms folded tightly against his chest in some vain attempt of self-soothing; not too nonadjacent to a young child forcing themselves out of a panic attack.

Except Leon had nothing to be upset over. Nothing tangible or real, at least.

But that didn’t stop the horrible, yet ever-familiar grip on his chest from tightening its claws around him even firmer. That didn’t stop the sickening, ill, and all-consuming pit of anxiety to worm his way deep into his sternum; pulsating like a virus Leon was familiar with destroying.

Leon could deal with Bioweapons. He could deal with viruses and plagues and whatever manmade horror the sick freaks he fought against could think to create.

But his own mind? He wasn’t trained for that. He was never taught how to deal with his mental health in a way that seemed healthy. He was never taught how to deal with his problems without the use of alcohol- Which led him to where he was right now.

Sitting on his bed, effectively paralyzed, staring out the window while internally screaming for his brain to stop replaying the same series of events over and over again like some kind of sick and twisted form of torture.

Leon couldn’t think about anything else. He couldn’t think about how the sheets under his hands felt or how the breeze from his window smelt like early-summer; he was trapped in his own mind.

So much so, that even when Luis silently slipped through their shared bedroom door and sat down on the bed beside him, Leon didn’t even notice the weight dip beneath the both of them. He hadn't even noticed Luis was there at all until a familiar hand crept up his shoulder.

“ Mi amor,”

His voice was soft. Characteristically so. He

spoke like Leon was made of fragile porcelain. Which, in that moment, he felt like he was.

Luis paused, waiting for Leon to respond. A sign of life from behind those distant blue eyes. Something, anything.

“What’s got you so upset, ¿mi vida?”

And oh, how Leon was so easy to break down by just a simple question.

He turned to Luis with big, watery blue eyes and a trembling lip- trying his damned to not shatter right then and there- but the second he came face to face with Luis’ kind, ever-understanding and patient expression, he had no choice but to break down in his arms.

He sobbed as Luis held him. He sobbed like he’d never cried before; like a baby taking their first breaths and finding the world too overwhelming. Everything felt overwhelming to Leon. His body felt like a prison of fear and relentless anxiety and all he could do to remedy that was to cry and cry and cry and cry and cry and-

“ Ssssshhhhhh… está bien, mi amor… te tengo, te tengo…”

Luis ran a hand through Leon's hair, keeping him grounded- protecting him from his own memories. Like the tried and true knight in shining armor he was.

He was so patient. So comforting and reassuring that it only served to make Leon cry even harder. He waited for what felt like ours for Leon to stop crying- and was right there to dry his tears with his thumbs once Leon had finally gathered the strength to sit up from his curled-up position on Luis’ lap.

“I-I’m s-sorry-“

“Don’t be,”

Luis kissed him on the cheek.

“You don’t ever need to be sorry. I just worry for you, cariño-“

“I-I k-know you do… I just…”

Leon trailed off, sighing like an old dog. Words were hard to express, especially when Luis already had an idea of what was coming.

“What’s got you so upset, mi mundo?”

Leon’s lips tightened as he pressed them together. He could feel his own heart thump against his chest- sickly and repetitive.

“….I don’t know”

“You don’t know?” Luis cocked his head. Leon shook his own, sinking further into his partner’s arms.

“I don’t know why I’m so upset. I don’t know why I’m so anxious. I just… am.”

“Do you know if there was anything that, ah, what’s the word-“ Luis snapped his fingers, “triggered it?”

Leon paused.

He knew exactly what had ‘triggered’ this train of emotions. He knew exactly where it had started; but part of him didn’t want to admit it out loud.

The thought had come to him early in the morning and left him feeling rotten all day.

How on earth was he supposed to explain to Luis that a single, made-up scenario in his mind had left him practically glued to his bed like this? He felt pathetic, to say the least.

“…. You can be honest with me,”

Luis whispered into his ear, as if he were able to read his mind.

“ I promise, I only want to help..”

“ I know you do,”

Leon mumbled back, burying his nose in the familiar fabric of Luis’ jacket. It smelt like cigarettes and leather.

“ I jus’ dunno how to explain it…”

“Take aaaaaaaaall the time in the world you need, mi vida,”

Luis pressed a kiss to the crown of Leon’s head and began rubbing circles into his back. Slow, repetitive and comforting.

“ I’ve got all the time in the world for you.”

And true to his word, Luis didn’t pry. He didn’t try to coax anything out of Leon when he remained silent for god knows how long; he just… stayed with him. Holding him. Being the pillar of comfort Leon so desperately needed in his life right about now.

God, where would he be without Luis?

That thought made him shudder.

“…¿Amor?”

Luis must’ve noticed it, too.

“I was thinking about what would’ve happened if you died,”

Leon blurted out. Rather ungraciously. The panic that teetered on the edge of clawing at his chest and ripping his ribcage wide open was far too threatening for Leon to stay silent over any longer.

“T-This morning,” Leon managed to collect his words best he could, voice shaky and uneven.

“I-I w-woke up- a-and y-you weren’t there- and- and- and I thought to myself- w-what would it have been like if- if I didn’t help you? If I- I- I- if I left you there to-“

“ Oh, mi amor…”

Despite the very-much-so-alive Luis’ gentle voice being audible in Leon's ears, the mental image of his bloody body strewn across the floor with Krauser’s knife lodged firmly into his spine was too much for the anxious man to handle.

So Leon cried. He cried and he cried and he cried. He sobbed so loudly his own ears rang and his knuckles went white from grabbing onto Luis’ leather jacket so tightly. He cried so hard he thought he might vomit.

It was awful. He felt trapped in his own body with no way of escape. All his mind would let him do was replay that same imaginary image of Luis’ corpse sitting lifeless against the wall like a Ragdoll; cruel and taunting. No matter how much Leon tried to break away from that picture in his head, it just never left.

He wanted it to stop. He’d do anything to make it stop. He’d drink he’d throw himself in front of a van he’d bash his head against a wall he’d-

“Oh, huh, would you look at that…”

“ W-What??”

Leon was broken out of the sickly and unending grasp of his brain for just a moment when Luis spoke up; his voice weirdly lighthearted and… distracted?

The brunette was staring at something on the opposite end of the room with an expression of mild curiosity.

“¿No puedes ver? Look,”

Luis ever-so-gently grabbed Leon’s chin and gingerly tilted his head towards the window;

Where, sitting on the sill that had been overgrown with weeds at this point, were two mourning doves- preening each other and cooing into the sky.

“Doves”

“Y-yeah…”

Leon sniffled, a little confused.

“Oye, I wonder how long they’ve been there”

“I haven’t seen them before,”

Leon mumbled against Luis’ chest, instinctively sinking against his body weight a little as his attention fastened entirely on the two birds sitting on the windowsill. They fluffed up their feathers and began to nestle down into the thick ivy, and silently, Leon thanked himself for not ripping it out earlier. Their little eyes closed in comfort as they squished against one another.

“I wonder if they’re building a nest”

“I hope so,” Leon mumbled again, suddenly feeling oddly… calm?

“I’ve never had, like, a bird nest on my window before”

“My old home used to be a paradise for birds,” a smile was evident in Luis’ voice as he spoke,

“They’d nest in the attic, in the windowsills, in the chimney- anywhere you can imagine, they’d be there.

“My Abuelo used to help me feed them, too. We’d tear up bits of bread and feed the crumbs to the sparrows outside…”

Luis began to trail off, recalling a memory in which as a little boy he slipped off the roof of his home while trying to throw the baby birds sitting on the chimney some bread crumbs- and Leon listened to every single word that left his partner's mouth. All the while watching the doves slowly nestle their way to sleep.

It was as if the bird's exhaustion rubbed off on Leon, too; because in mere moments, the poor man was slowly starting to struggle keeping his eyelids open, let alone make out the convoluted sentences that left Luis’ mouth.

It was like he had suddenly become so very aware of the way his body sat in his partner’s arms; the way his jaw ached for clenching it for hours on end and the way his limbes screamed as though he’d just run a marathon. The way his eyes stung and the way the puffiness clogged up the little amount of vision he did have left.

Leon’s brain felt thick; foggy, heavy and swimming with emotions so fickle and impossible to grasp- like fish in a pond- yet so impactful it left him rotting in his bed for hours on end. Funny how the mind works like that, right?

What was Leon worried about again? He couldn’t even remember. It was as if his mind couldn’t fathom a world beyond the methodical melody of Luis’ familiar pattern of speech and the low purring the doves outside cooed. It was as if Leon had been snapped back down to his reality and could finally feel the sheets beneath his fingers again and-

Oh.

Ooooooooooooohh.

That’s probably why Luis pointed out the birds. That’s why he started talking about something totally unrelated.

He was trying to provide Leon a distraction. Some semblance of relief.

Leon didn’t know whether to laugh or cry at the realization.

And even if he wanted to, he felt far too exhausted- emotionally and physically- to bring his body to do either of those things.

What he could do, however, was sink even further down into Luis’ lap; resting his head on his chest, which was characteristically showing through an unbuttoned shirt just how he always wore it.

That was one thing Leon was grateful for; that no matter what life threw at him, little habits like that never changed with Luis. Little habits that Leon learnt to adore so thoroughly over time made him feel overwhelmed. Little habits he wouldn’t trade for the world.

Leon instinctively nuzzled his nose against Luis’ chest hair and practically melted the second his partner ran a hand through his hair- cold rings clinking against his scalp was a welcomed replacement to the way his skin burned and stung from his tears.

Luis’ heartbeat reverberated against Leon's ears and the rumble of his voice soothed his already tired body down to a mere puddle of exhaustion. It was repetitive. Comforting. Real.

Luis was real. Here was right here, holding him, talking to him in time with his beating heart. Telling him stories of a time long-gone while simultaneously pointing out all the little things that still remained.

Speaking of, the doves on the windowsill had fallen asleep a long time ago now. And Leon wasn’t far behind.

Maybe Luis didn’t notice it. Maybe he did, but still kept talking just to be safe- but Leon had fallen inbetween the cracks of wakefulness and sleep long ago. His mind was still active yet there wasn’t a chance in the world he could be moved from his position anytime soon.

And if Luis didn’t notice it earlier, he certainly had now with the way he so delicately kissed the crown of Leon’s head, mumbling into his ears;

‘‘ Go to sleep, Amor,’’

Luis kissed him again. This time on the forehead.

“ I’ll be right here when you wake up. Te amo.”

Leon trusted him. By god, he trusted him more than anyone else in the entire world; and he loved him even more than that, too.

So he trusted that Luis would be there when he woke up.

He trusted that he wouldn’t leave him- that he wouldn’t stop holding him in his arms like this. Safe, quiet, and loved.

Leon didn’t have to listen to the cruel torment of his mind anymore- and, yes, saying that was easier than done- but he at least knew that if did fall down that sick, dark and neverending rabbit hole ever again;

He’d have Luis by his side to help pull him back up.

And Leon would do the same for him in a heartbeat, too.

[purpletyrant]

Like carnal wanpyrs, esurient wanpyrs are driven by desire, but this desire is limited only to their ravenous hunger. This type can never be satisfied, only sating themselves temporarily on bloodshed. Esurient wanpyrs are the most likely to cannibalize their necromancer, but will not stop killing and eating beings of any form until they are returned to death. Esurient wanpyrs are usually created when the necromancer has unfinished business with the deceased – usually because they want something from them. This type of wanpyr is almost never allowed to live.

a bad end au for orchidee and seelie, but arguably a good end for valencia. this idea has been knocking around in my head and i just wanted to get it out. there are SEVERAL reasons why this end is thematically appropriate and brings a few cycles full circle, but even though this setting is pretty grimdark its still a huge bummer to me. i like good endings, or at least neutral ones, and this end is sooo bleak. maybe ill revisit it sometimes when im feeling gloomy. until then, heres valencia relishing in bringing her estranged mother back to life as a bloodthirsty undead. she threw them into a pit and is going to make them eat each other (un)alive. yippeeee!

[oshidorifuufu]

oooo okayokoay!! ill be sure t check it out <333

tahts so interesting :0000 visual novels are so <3 i hope you have fun finishing them!!

thats very true.. thats probably why so many people are shut ins there, to avoid all that stress.. it probably would be shown rather than said tho

YIPPEEEE thats so cute :DDD sounds like a good beginners book for a lot! is it only in japanese? Or is it in english as well?

YIPEPEPEPE id love to see a piece of it <333 /nf but i bet youll get even better the more you practice!! <333333

-🎀🖌️anon

mhmmhm ive found 2 visula novels that im interested in that id like to play/read when i have some time. its funny, im a neet but i dont have much time for things

real. actually in the book im reading for this month theres a middle aged hikikomori character, it was really sad because her mother, her only supporter, ends up dying and she has to learn to take care of everything and not end up homeless since her mother was the one working to pay the bills 🥹

if you mean yuru camp its in english and relatively popular in english!! its also got an anime if you want to watch that. despite the setting being very simple though i would actually say the language is like at an intermediate level. especially because of the sections with lots of camping vocab thats not really often used irl loll

if you want a beginner manga tho i absolutely recommend よつばと！(yotsubato!) its sooo cute and a really popular choice for beginners cause its really easy and is a slice of life manga..plus yotsuba is adorable

hehe if you scroll back far enough or search you’ll probably find it. it was a drawing of short haired botw link, but it was from quite a while ago

i hope i improve this year. i made a month by month plan 4myself in order to!!

[mariverses]

IM SO EMBARRASSED LIKE I WANTED TO ANSWER TO YOUR REPLY DAYS AGO BUT MY INTERNET LIKE COLLAPSED BUT I WAS LIKE ITS OK ILL JUST DRAW MY OCS TO SHOW YOU BUT THEN I DIDNT CUZ I HAVE LIKE THE STRONGEST HONKAI STAR RAIL BRAIN ROT FOR SOME REASON RIGHT NOW THAT I STARTED DRAWING FANART IM SO EMBARRASSED SO UM SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP enough of that erm first of all thank you for the congrats YIPPEEEE second IM ALWAYS GONNA RESPOND LIKE!!! I LOVE TO HEAR ABOUT UR OCS which my discord dms are also open 🥺🙏IF YOU WANT YOU CAN GO THERE TOO!!! I also open discord more than tumblr 😭 also for some reason discord is more internet stable than tumblr..... ANWYAYS IM LITERALLY EATING YOUR OCS LORE SO HARD RN LIKE THIS IS DELICIOUS I WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT THE FUSION THING??? PLEASE LIKE?!??! YOU CAN GO FULL ON MONOLOGUE IF YOU WANT LIKE IM SO CURIOUS????? I hope I don't sound too pushy either like I get so excited when people share their ocs 😭🙏

NWNBSKBJNJBD HI BRIOOOOO!!!!!!!!! PLS DONT WORRY ABT IT WHAHDHJJVASVSXAH i understand. i also. jump from. ideas. nyrehee... also hsr brainrot youre so real........ (< written from the sunday waiting room (please 2.4))

tumblr has been broken as hell for a while i just log on to post silly and then i . go back to discord plea. BUHTHUIHDBJSVDGJSJD the arknights lore is kinda really deep AND ITLL TAKE A VERY LONG TIME TO EXPLAIN STUFF FROM THE START WITHOUT LIKE. A BACKGROUND. but igththtjhjj i dont rember if it was ever explained in Detail i just remember that. the god fused blood with her and can awaken if she gives into the hivemind and it leads to a bad timeline. if you wanna check her out, here she is!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and here's the bad timeline version. EITHER WAY im happy you like my boy.................. i actually recently gave him a make-over which i rly liked ehe...... (you don't sound pushy at all dwdw!!!! im still waiting for that oc scoop from you 🫵)

[hermanunworthy]

!DNDADS S2 EP40 SPOILERS!

ALRIGHTY PEOPLE. its time to enter a new arc! the fact that this episode is a longer one AND ALSO a two parter is so intimidating. what big stuff will happen i wonder

- HOW IS THE INTRO NOT HEY JUDE. WE WERE ROBBED

- IS THIS. ABOUT THE FUCKING MCDONALDS BIT. THE FUCKING OUT OF CHARACTER BIT THAT HAD NOTHING TO DO W THAT SUPER IMPORTANT EPISODE 😭😭 GOD

- I HATE THISSSSS WHYYYY

- that was the WORST intro. help.

- TAYLOR CAT FACT???

- NOOOOO TAYLOR IS A TIKTOK NPC LIVESTREAMER NOOOO

- WAIT WAIT WTF IS HAPPENING W LINC WHAT

- LINCOLN MR KICKS I CANT DO THIS HELPP

- this lincoln fact is actually very sad esp since ive been relistening to the earlier eps lately 😭 HE USED TO LOVE HIS DADS. MY SWEET LITTLE BOY.

- normals rad fact. this is just like that one drawing i did w him and linc w the garfield and odie hoodies except its garfield and nermal

- we better get tenmoku content this episode!!

- the message is coming from the school??

- god this is a disaster already what is going on

- is this crazy back and forth the reason why this episode is so long /hj

- i love dood

- A PERSON SUIT??? OH MY GOD WHAT IF THEY PUT DOOD IN THE TEENY COSTUME. PLZ PLZ PLZ

- YESSSSS LETS GOOOOO I WAS HOPING THIS WOULD HAPPEN

- OH SHIT THE COSTUME IS STILL IN GOOFS REALM HUH

- NORMAL HAVING A SPARE TEENY DEFEATS THE PURPOSE OF HIM WEARING IT ALL THE TIME TO DEFEND IT FROM CHAPARRAL

- "fuck taylor u stupid fucking idiot" WHOA DOOD???

- its been a while since we gotta a good ol "ill kill u" from taylor

- HERMIE I SCREAMED. why am i like this

- ROLLING INSIGHT ON HERMIE FINALLY.

- NORMALS FINALLY QUESTIONING WHY HERMIES STILL THERE OHHHH MY GOD WHY IS THIS HAPPENING NOW OF ALL TIMES

- PLZ GOD SOMEONE ROLL WELL ON HERMIE IM DYING HERE

- this lincoln and grant thing is PAINFUL.

- HOW LONG IS THIS JOHN BIT GONNA GO

- BOSS KICKS.

- BACK TO SCHOOL YIPPEEEE

- SCAM!!!!!!!

- okay well the sign is talking about 5 of them but do they mean the pcs and dood or the pcs and hermie?

- ohhh hermies not on the sign. excluded once again

- whoa hermie achieved normals dream. being a Normal Teen

- SUCKY. SUCKY BOND. IM SCREMAING

- THIS PODCAST IS SO STUPID!!!!!

- THE FACT THAT NOW LINCOLN DOESNT EVEN BAT AN EYE WHEN PEOPLE GET KILLED. god he HAS changed since the beginning of the season

- HERMIE STFU (i love hermie and scary as a duo actually but HERMIE STFU)

- WILL AND FREDDIES BONDING MOMENT LMAOOO

- WHY IS ANTHONY MAKING THE SOUND EFFECTS FOR IT UGHHH

- hermie steals the mascot costume once again.

- i have no idea whats happening what is their plan im so confused

- GRAAANT he makes me so sad

- THE WILSON HANDSHAKE.

- LINCOLN IS SO FUNNY THIS EPISODE

- i was really hoping theyd be at school longer tbh

- i feel like im not commenting enough on everything happening im so lost

- HOLY SHIT THEY CAN CHANGE THEIR CLASSES NOW. OH MY GOD THEYRE ACTUALLY GONNA DO IT

- i. what even happened in that episode. okay

[ratmans-notebooks]

7, 13 and 14 for your choice!

YIPPEEEE TY im answering about scapegrace bc they are always at the forefront of my mind mwa mwa dw i'n caru scapegrace

Fav way to waste time/feelings about wasting time: well first of all they have severe untreated ADHD so if they don't have something new & exciting to throw themself at they go into Fucking Off mode. which can include boredom eating & lying face down on the ground crying and/or quietly groaning so it's not really a "favorite" way but the default way. and no they do not like it at all

Sexual orientation/thoughts on sexual orientation: that thang☝ is aromantic & bisexual🌈 but they dont realize until late into adulthood and they don't have really any thoughts about anything beyond that because their head is completely empty 

Physical abnormalities (injuries/disabilities/illnesses/food-intolerance etc): RRRAHHH ACTUALLY SO EXCITEDFOR THIS BECAISE!!!!! in The Faceless Ones scapegrace gets the shit beaten out of them by Cleavers and then valkyrie beats them up again and re-breaks their hands before they have a chance to heal SO NATURALLY theyre gonna have messed up hands, ribs AND JAW PLACEMENT because she also kicked them in the face really hard. see pics below for examples but their teeth no longer line up, theyve lost most of the mobility in their hands and they have a serious limp now 👍 of course none of this matters once they get killed and come back as a zombie but its still very important 2 me even if it never really comes up in the books again. OH AND ALSO before any of that even happened they had a serious burn scar all down the left side of their back (War Injury) which came with limited mobility as well ofc. aND THEIR NOSE WAS BROKEN IN PLAYING WITH FIRE WHICH NO ONE TALKS ABOUT BUT IT HAPPENED!!

[threpticfangs]

I just watched episodes 1-4 of season 15 and i have. conflicting feelings.

what and i emphasize, the fuck, just happened.

i feel like an entire half a season was just crammed in my brain an i dont like it. i wont say it was bad and ill probably feel better than i do now on a rewatch but uhhhhhhh what.

I definitely feel like ghost-pocalypse was... idk what it was, save for one thing: REALLY BRIGHT. like im not mad that it was daytime but geez it was bright. I was also not really digging the effects very much but i'm kinda picky so its whatever.

Now for my thoughts as i wrote them down:

"He was our kid. Kinda." yk what dean im just happy you said it outloud

"Even the cage?" Oh for FUCKS SAKE

As per a vid i sent my sister: "Not to sound insane but im gonna start hyperventilating. What do you mean Black Eyed Sam?? we havent seen that sice s4!"

He (Sam) looks so PANICKED!!

Cas is LEGIT PANICKED!!

YIPPEEEE THEY SAID THE LINE!!!!

So i had paused it to freak out about "we got work to do" JUST BEFORE ITS SWITCHED TO 2005 AND!!! THE SCREAM I LET OUT AT 1AM!!!

The title card is so ominous!!!

"We are." YYYYYYYYEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Rowena's tryna get some!!!! I LOVE HERRRR. ooo Ketch I see youuuu. Not what i was expecting but hey

KEVIIIIIN! He got done so dirty, i love when he gets to show up

I have two screens worth of ranting about the way some things happen but i am a civil individual. mostly mad bc it kinda feels like everyone's been hit with the incompetence beam. And Sam's still gotta kill Rowena somehow

"That's the longest you've ever looked me in the eyes :)"

"YOU DON'T HAVE EYES."

I think this is how Rowena dies

Aw damn, Ketch

MY WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFFFFFFFEEEEEE (im not talking about Sam believe it or not)

DEAN YOU FUCKING IDIOT DO NOT YOUR HUSBAND WALK OUT THAT DAMN DOOR

YOU FUUUUCK

THE DEAN I SAW HAD A BEARD I DIDNT MAKE THAT UP

its gotta be a vision or smth

Im sure everythings fine, its a good! Just Dean going John Wick on some motherfuckers. This does not make up for e2

DUDE IM LITERALLY KICKING MY FEET EXCITED HOLY SHIT!

bENNY?!?!

OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIIIIIT

Theres no way thats Apocalypse Dean because he doesn't exist! And he just killed demons with his gun which means those are likely melted down angel blade bullets. What IS HAPPENING

KING OF HELL SAM MAYBE???

WHAT DO YOU MEAN SIOUX FALLS??? BOBBY????

THE DEMON BLOOD IS BACK??? BLOODFREAK SAM???

IM CRYIIIING DEAN GOT HIM VEGGIE BACONNNNNN!!!!!! WHY IS THAT SO SWEET TO MEEEEEEE

NOOOOOOO IT WAS REAL BACON :(((( dean stop calling yourself the meat man PLEASE

HOLY SHIT AM I LOSING IT OR IS THAT FUCKING BECKY???? KIDNAP SAM WINCHESTER BECKY????

EWWWWWWWW CHUCK SHOWED UP

Yo wait she got counseling!! Kinda proud of her! I still remember what you did but growth! we love to see it

AW WAIT GOOD FOR HER SHE WRITES THE CHILL FICS

I kinda want that sam fig :(

to summarize an entire page of ranting so i dont hav to put it here: CHUCK WHAT THE FUCK

Damn that kids got balls, holy shit

WHAT IF SAMS VISIONS ARE CHUCKS DRAFT????

WHERE IS HE PICKING BACK UP????

[alec-onion]

YIPPEEEE NOW THAT IM BACK HOME ILL BE ABLE TO DRAW MOREE

This blog about to be an art blog REAL QUICK the second I get my ✨creativity ✨ back :3

[slenderfirebolt]

time to pace in the darkness and slowly succumb to madness since i need to stay up all night to be awake on time to drive to a place to get my teeth looked at so they can say 'yep those are teeth' and then drive back and then do classes so i get to be awake for 26 hours straight yippeeee

also since im sensitive to caffine if i drink 1 (one) energy drink ill probably literally start spasming (source: happened last time) so im rawdogging it babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy