#and then ig like. my great gran and my granny and my aunt alda had christian funerals. so. all at the same funeral home. and i hate the | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

itsalwaysdark · 3 months ago

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i will say it was a bit funny bc the text from my mom got cropped for the notif so the notif just said 'signed everybody up for church' and i was like ...??? interesting decision for our family. but then i clicked and went YIPPEEEEE

#nothing against church or religious ppl judt like. we arent religious DNRNFJFN ive been in a church like. well ig i was in like cub scouts.#ive been in a church during a religious thing like. thrice i think. possibly only twice. one was i was forcd at summer camp and the other #possibly 2 were weddings #and then ig like. my great gran and my granny and my aunt alda had christian funerals. so. all at the same funeral home. and i hate the #pastor lmao. but its whatever #<- I know its just bc im not like. used to religious stuff but im not going to lie sitting in a funeral home after the sudden and entirely #unexpected loss of my granny when she was only 57 . and then the preacher tells me what REALLY matters more than the fact my granny just #died is that my soul is doomed to hell forever unless i repent. cannot lie . i was not ever planning on becoming religious but that rlyyyy #made me upset i understand its like. i assume the norm #but like he didn't even fucking pronounce my aunt aldas name right. he didnt pronounce any of the grandkids names right except like .#maddie matt trinity and serenity. idk it just made me rly upset FJFNJGNsry.#but i also judt like. yk. i do absolutely respect that religion is important to ppl i just think since i wasnt raised religious i will never #fully understand it. and also modt of my experience with religion is second hand living in the bible belt. so itis not a very well rounded #view of like. world religion FJFNJTNTNT. you know. but yes.

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