#and then i sa w the video and saved it in my head

[oscarcito]

@.oscarpiastri: Well, my first painted helmet was actually an off the shelf design because I rolled in a karting crash the weekend before 😂 It was blue and red, then I added in yellow, and it’s stuck ever since. I’ve changed the design a bit every year, still tweaking it.

[ptergwen]

idk if ur requests are open rn (if not please ignore this!!). so we all know the vlog peter made in civil war, well imagine him watching that over and maybe other vlogs he made with ned, the reader and mj while he thinks back to when everyone knew who he was and remembered him? idk thought this sounded sad

the value of a moment

w/c: 2,021

warnings: nwh spoilers, angst here and there

a/n: even though this tore me to pieces i loved writing it so much :,( thank you for such a wonderful idea i appreciate you sending it in <3 i hope y’all enjoy

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peter collapses on his bed and breathes out a long sigh, exhausted from unpacking. he just got settled in at his new apartment. there’s a draft that lets in the chilled winter air, and the flickering lights struggle to illuminate the tiny space. it was all he could find on such short notice.

the city that never sleeps seems so quiet these days. but, it’s louder than ever in peter’s head. there’s a nagging voice that’s constantly reminding him of how royally he screwed up.

peter had made the heroic decision to sacrifice himself quite literally to save the world. in turn, he lost everything; his aunt may, his best friends. he even lost you, the absolute love of his life.

although, it isn’t you who’s gone. it’s him.

a multiversal threat was upon earth. because peter had caused it, the only way to stop it was by erasing earth’s memories of him and therefore his identity. now, he has to start fresh.

he wonders how you’ve been since it happened. what you’ve been up to, if you’re taking care of yourself. peter is hanging on by a thread. he hopes you’re doing better than he is.

as he shuffles into the kitchen for a snack, an unopened moving box catches his eye. it’s still taped up, with fragile written across it in black sharpie. he must have forgotten about this one.

peter carefully rips the cardboard where it’s taped, a smile stretching across his lips when he sees what’s inside.

there are postcards he sent may from your school’s trip to europe, drawings mj did of him, ned’s lucky hat. what especially piques peter’s interest is an old camcorder he used to make vlogs on. he’d documented some of his most special memories with that thing.

he did it for moments like this, when he’s feeling lonely and needs reminding of the times he wasn’t.

peter grabs the recorder and brings it back to his bed. he takes a seat, beginning to search through its contents.

he plays a video of you and him.

“no, no, no! that’s not how you do it!” you giggle, skipping over to stand behind peter. he’s in front of your mirror and fiddling with the collar of his suit jacket. “hands off, pete. i got it,” you assure him.

peter does as you say, his features displaying a light blush and a grin. he aims the camera at the mirror so it shows you straightening his collar.

you chew on your lip in concentration, your arms winding around peter’s neck to reach the front. he zooms in on your hands working their magic, and zooms back out once you’re finished. you rest your chin on his shoulder and press your cheek to his.

“all done,” you beam proudly. “thanks, baby. what would i do without you?” peter smiles twice as big. you hug his waist, peter flipping the camera so both your faces are in frame. “god only knows,” you mumble to the camera.

peter gasps in mock offense. you peck his cheek, then head off to touch up your makeup.

“so, here we are at y/n’s. getting ready for homecoming,” peter explains to his camcorder. “it’s gonna be awesome! it’s actually my first one… unless you count last year.”

“we don’t talk about last year,” you sternly state. peter puts the camera on you while you apply lip gloss. “good call,” he affirms.

you cap your gloss and pucker your lips at him. he slowly lowers the camera down your body, revealing your entire look.

“my date, everybody. how pretty is she?” peter closes an eye, zooming in on you. “drop dead gorgeous,” he adds. you try to cover your face, so peter seizes your hand and squeezes it in his. “say hi, y/n/n!” he chuckles out. “to who?” you question. “i dunno, future us?” peter’s tone is soft, his fingers toying with yours. “our future children? grandchildren? great-grandchildren-“

“i’m gonna stop you right there, pete,” you interject with a breathy laugh. “or else this’ll never end, and we’re already running late.” peter’s eyes widen. “we are? crap!” he squeaks.

he flips the camera around again, to which you lightheartedly roll your eyes at. you gather both your things while peter wraps up.

“ok, um, we gotta go meet ned and mj. babe, do you have the tickets?” peter calls the last part to you. you wave your homecoming tickets in the air, peter grinning. “phew. we’ll talk to you later. bye, everyone!” he looks at you expectantly. “so long, suckers,” you salute the camera.

you thread your fingers through peter’s to lead him out of your room. he sets the camcorder down and ends the video, your intertwined hands in view as it cuts off.

with a sad smile, peter begins to rewind the video. he pauses it when he gets to you kissing his cheek.

he remembers that night vividly. how tightly you held onto him as you swayed to the music, the way your breath brushed his skin every time you whispered in his ear, your eyes sparkling whenever they would lock with his.

you two were so happy, so in love. nothing could touch you then. if you only knew what was to come.

peter continues to skim through his videos, before he dwells on that thought for too long. he chooses one with a thumbnail that makes him quirk a brow.

you’re versing ned in a game of dance dance revolution at your local arcade. mj cheers you on while peter records, capturing the rather epic battle.

“look at them go,” peter narrates. the camcorder is focused in on yours and ned’s feet as you hit the moves. “right, y/n! that’s a right!” mj shouts to you and points at the arrow on the screen. “come on, pick up the pace! leeds is catching up,” she coaches you. “i’m going as fast as i can, em,” you tell mj, out of breath.

“less talking, more dancing!” ned chastises, spinning around on the platform.

the two of you follow the routine on the screen with intensity. peter films you both from your side, where mj also watches. he briefly moves the camera onto mj so he can do a mock interview with her.

“the people wanna know, who are you rooting for?” he questions. “are you team y/n or team ned?” he zooms in. mj glances side to side before staring into the camera blankly. “um, team y/n. girl power… or something like that,” she replies in her usual monotone.

you and ned can be heard giggling in the background.

“what about you?” mj asks peter. he scoffs behind the camera. “team ned for sure,” he reveals. “really? not the mrs?” she offers a smirk, you jumping around behind her. “no way. you know what they say, bros before hoes,” peter confidently answers.

he realizes his mistake as soon as the words leave his mouth. mj squints at him.

“not that y/n is a…” peter turns the camera on himself, grimacing. “i’m just gonna edit that part out. back to the game!”

him and mj tune back in right when the game is over. you groan in defeat, patting ned on the back in congratulations.

“the scores are in, folks!” peter announces. “and it looks like…” you jog up to peter and sling an arm around him. “ned won,” you pant, skin glistening with sweat. peter keeps the camcorder on you two. “aw, did he? sorry, babe. you’ll get ‘em next time,” he winks into the camera. “good job up there, though!”

mj gives ned a celebratory fist bump. you shake your head at her, muttering, “traitor.”

“we’re about to go for round two. wish me luck!” you pat peter’s hip, ready to run off. peter catches your wrist gently between his fingers. “not so fast! you should hydrate first,” he chuckles.

he hands you his water bottle from your table. you wordlessly rip off the cap and chug down what’s remaining. peter whistles at this, impressed.

“ah. the cool, refreshing taste of water,” you wipe your lips, placing the empty bottle back on the table. “what a champ,” peter remarks. he follows you over to the game, guiding you by your back. “edward leeds, i’m ready for you!” you declare as you hop onto the platform. “not the full government name,” ned puts a hand over his heart.

“you’re still at this?” mj suddenly appears in front of peter, tapping his camera lens. he jumps and nearly drops the camcorder. “oh my god, when did you-“

the video ends just like that, present day peter snickering at his past self.

god, he misses you three so damn much. he misses ned’s silly antics, his banter with mj, everything about you. you made the perfect group.

peter has considered reintroducing himself to the three of you, but that would undermine him doing what he did in the first place. you deserve your chances to live a life free of the chaos that peter parker causes. so does he.

at least he has these tapes to reminisce on.

tears fill peter’s eyes when he skips to one video in particular. he plays it, and the tears immediately fall.

“is this thing on?” may speaks to the camcorder. although she’s barely visible in the darkness, the camera picks up her bright smile. “aha! here we go,” she murmurs, focusing the device.

“hey there. peter must’ve left you in my car by accident when i drove him to the airport,” may explains. “he wanted to bring you to europe. i think it’s for the best that he didn’t, though,” she lowers her voice to a whisper. “his stuff got blown up… long story.”

she twists around to peek into the backseat. her smile widens.

“anyway, i just picked him and y/n up. we got back to the apartment a little while ago, but…”

may films the two of you, fast asleep on each other in the backseat of her minivan. you’d arrived home from your infamous europe trip earlier.

your heads are bent together, each of you laying on the other. you’re sharing peter’s sweatshirt as a blanket. you have an arm draped over his stomach, and he has both arms secured around your shoulders.

“they’re out cold,” may laughs softly. “i can’t bring myself to wake them. just look how precious,” she coos, steadying the camcorder on yours and peter’s sleeping forms. “besides, they could use the rest. europe was eventful,” she understates. “well, that’s one way to describe it.”

she’s right. you two are drained, peter especially after his battle with beck.

there are deep bags under his eyes and cuts littering his entire body. you’d helped him bandage them to the best of your abilities. you dawn a few scratches of your own, which peter kissed each of.

“my boy,” may says to herself, reaching out and ruffling peter’s hair. he leans into her touch even in his unconscious state. “that mysterio did a number on you, huh?” she observes.

she fixes peter’s sweatshirt so it’s covering the two of you better, then turns back around in her seat.

“i figured i’d show this to them once they come to. they’re gonna be humiliated,” may grins wickedly. “ugh, i can’t wait. thanks for dropping by!”

may blows a kiss to the camera before shutting it off.

peter turns off the camera after the video ends, his teardrops covering the screen.

may never did have the chance to show you two. this was the first time he saw that.

he can’t believe how good he’d had it. if he thought life was tough then, it’s impossible now. what got him through it was all of you, only everyone he’s ever loved and who’s loved him is no more. you only exist in the camcorder gripped in his shaking hands.

peter holds the recorder to his chest. this is the last of what he has left not only of his people, but of himself, too.

sometimes, you’ll never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory.

[moodyclouds89]

Un beso[part 3]

Rindou haitani x Latina reader

Tw: attempts of sa

"Arghhh my head."

Slowly getting up you looked at your surroundings before realizing you were back at Catalina house.

"How did I get here?" You ask yourself. You heard your door open revealing your cousin.

"Your up! Gosh I thought you were dead." She said while giving you water and a pill.

"W-what this?" 

"It's to help with the headache, you'll thank me later now hurry up and go eat." You took the pill and decided to ask her how you got back.

"How did I get back here?"

"Ran took you home..damn girl you both were really all over each other! Once I came back to check on you I saw you dancing with ran and you were really enjoying yourself so I didn't disturb." She said taking a seat next to you. 

"I-I didn't do anything embarrassing right?" 

"Nope, if you did I would be teasing and showing you the video!" You slap her shoulder playfully, getting up to go to the bathroom to do your business.

"But I'm really glad you were enjoying yourself y/n...and who knows you and ran might become a thing ehh?" She said while wiggling her eyebrows. 

"Catalina!"

"I WAS JOKING!" She said while laughing loudly.

"But hey who knows?" 

"Catalina te juro que si no te callas te rompo la espalda!" You yelled from the bathroom making your cousin laugh at you.

°°°°

"Oh you're seriously not ignoring me are you?" 

Ever since what happened at the club with you and ran, Rindou has been ignoring his older brother for the past 3 days.

"C'mon it's not that I'm going to fuck her or anything...maybe." he smirk when he saw rin turn to glare at him.

"Stop using y/n to mess with me."

"Oh I'm not using her! She grabbed my interest too." Rin looked at him and saw the teasing look on his face. Before he could say anything they got a call from their boss aka mikey that there was a meeting.

"You're so annoying." 

°°°°

"Y/n how about this? Does this look good on me? Oo! How about this!"

You just wanted to enjoy your day in your room, chilling and eating junk food while watching a movie but Catalina had to barge into your room demanding for you to help her look for something to wear.

"Catalina you look gorgeous, all the clothes you put on looked good on you so can I go back to my movie?"

"No! Not until I find the right outfit!"

"Where are you going anyway?"

"On a date with koko!" 

After hearing this you got up and went to your closet. She looked at you confused before you pulled out a beautiful long red dress from your closet. 

"Here you can wear this!"

She gasps before running to you and touching the fabric of the dress.

"Oh my god y/n! Where did you get this? It looks quite expensive!" You nervously laughed before giving her the dress and sitting down.

"I saved up some money to buy it  when I went on my first date...but the guy set me up, so I never got the chance to wear it."

She looked at you worriedly asking if it was truly okay for her to wear it. You said it was fine and that it shouldn't go to waste by sitting in your closet. She quickly got changed and once she set out of the bathroom you were stunned. The dress looked gorgeous on her and it hugged her curves perfectly! She had her hair down. Beautiful long curls and some nice makeup. She looked amazing! You felt like a proud mother.

"Oh my gosh why do I feel like crying! You looked gorgeous Catalina! Koko is one lucky man!" You said which caused her to blush and yell at you. You laughed before you heard a knock on the door.

"He here! Well have fun and be careful! Take care and use protection!" You yelled from your room since catalina was already making her way downstairs.

"Y/n shut up!"

You giggled before hearing the door shut. You lazily got up to get some more snacks from the kitchen since you already ate half of the ones you brought upstairs. You scanned through the pantry to only find out you ran out of snacks.

"ay en serio?! Now what am I going to do?" You whined before you remember that you can just go and buy some more. You ran upstairs and grab your coat, keys and put on your shoes before heading out the door.

It was cold but you didn't mind. You continue to walk around and enjoy the fresh air. It was beautiful tonight, the beautiful night sky, calming air and the sparkling stars.

While you were busy enjoying fresh air you didn't notice someone coming up behind you. Your peace was disturbed when you felt someone pulling you from behind and a hand over your mouth. Your eyes winden and you quickly tried fighting the stranger that was holding you. But before you could do anything you felt something sharp on your cheek.

"Just listen to what I say and you won't get hurt." The voice said. You didn't like were this was going when you felt the man dragged you somewhere. You felt his hands creeping all over your body and you swore that you felt like puking right then and there. Before he could do anything else he was forcefully removed from you and you fell on the ground.

"Get your filthy hands off her."

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I'm sorry it's short😕 having writers block and it's horrible😭😰

[cakelanguage]

This took much longer than I thought it would, but work has been absolutely exhausting lately. I'm honestly just excited that I get to share this with you all because I really wanted to participate in Hurt!Noct Week. This is a combination of day 1 prompts: buried alive and captured by Nifleheim (at least sort of?). This is just the 1st chapter, but I figured I’d share at least this bit for now. I hope you enjoy this!

You can also read this on AO3

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He should’ve called Ignis. Or texted Gladio that he was going to be ten minutes late to their training session. Or Astrals, accepted Prompto’s offer to walk home with him even though his house was in the opposite direction.

But he hadn’t.

Instead, he’d strolled down the bustling streets, thinking about the planned King’s Knight session later that night. He scrolled idly through the mission details, trying to formulate a plan of attack. The last time Noctis had attempted this mission he’d been severely outclassed and had to abandon the mission lest he lose what little loot he’d been able to pilfer from the dungeon. With Gladio’s character acting as their tank, he could have Ignis on range attacks and healing. Prompto had the best stealth stats so they could have Prompto looting the place while the rest of them took care of the bigger monsters. Noctis fancied himself an all-around player so he could assist wherever needed the most help.  

Caught up in his mini strategy session, he didn’t realize he was on a collision course with someone until he ran right into them. He stumbled, juggling his phone between his hands in an attempt to save it from meeting its demise on the pavement below.

“Watch where you’re going,” the man he ran into grumbled, brushing imaginary dirt off his jacket.

The man was dressed lavishly in a wide variety of patterns and textures. His coat looked sturdy and thick like it would keep out even the harshest of cold winds. The scarf around his neck was the brightest piece of clothing he wore—the reddish-orange silk oddly complementing the man's red-violet hair. Not a sliver of the man’s skin was visible besides the tip of the man’s fingers and his face under the shade of his fedora.

He had a right to be upset even if half of him wanted to insist that the man could have moved too. He shoved that thought down and instead nodded his head, tucking his phone back into his pocket. “Sorry about that,” Noctis apologized. “I wasn’t paying attention to where I was going.”

“Yes, I figured as much.” The man squinted at him, his head cocking to the side. “Hold on a moment, don’t I know you?”

Not for the first time, he was thankful for his privacy. His father had done a remarkable job at keeping him much out of the public eye. People knew who he was, but because he wasn’t in any of the newspapers or rag magazines that most celebrities appeared in he could go through life like normal. He didn’t have to think about paparazzi waiting outside his school or people approaching him asking for something or other.

“Probably not,” Noctis said, “maybe you’ve seen me walking home before? I go to the high school three blocks away.”

Shaking his head, the man inspected his face more thoroughly. “No that’s not it. I’ve definitely seen you before.” He felt as if the man could count his pores, and Noctis shuffled backward away from the man’s heavy stare. “Have you got an uncle that works at the palace? I used to work there.”

The man gave Noctis a private quirk of his lips like he was privy to some hidden joke that only he knew.

“Oh that’s… nice?”

The man nodded absentmindedly gaze still heavy on Noctis. “Hm, you really do look familiar,” he commented. “Quite handsome too.”

“Thanks?” Noctis looked down at his uniform and his loosened tie and wondered if there was a polite way to excuse himself from the conversation. He didn’t want to be rude by walking away from the man but he really did need to get going or he was going to be later than he thought to Gladio’s training session. “Well, I’m sorry for walking into you like that, but I gotta get going.”

“Right, right, of course.” The man swept a hand through his hair sheepishly. “It’s not like I can keep the prince from his important tasks just to talk with me.”

Ice filled Noctis’ veins as his title was casually thrown out by the man who claimed he couldn’t place his face. He stared at the man, uncomprehendingly. This was starting to look like the beginning of one of Ignis’ crime drama shows. Why did the man lie? What was his angle? What was going on?

“Who are you?” Noctis asked, channeling his calm façade to the max.

“A man of no consequence, I assure you.” The man waved him off with a few shooing gestures. “Off you go, your highness.”

Noctis gave him a wary look and an awkward bob of his head. He needed to get out of here. Ready to put this whole interaction behind him, he stepped to the side of the man to continue his route. Except he didn’t get very far before a hand latched onto his wrist with surprising force.

A violent tug had him wrenching himself back around, his shoulder twinging at the sudden jerk. Face-to-face with the man once more, Noctis saw how the man’s expression was colder, harsh in the afternoon sun. His teeth were bared in a sneer—looking for all the world like a coeurl.

“Let go,” Noctis ordered, now glaring at the man who wouldn’t leave him alone. “Didn’t you just tell me to go?”

A taunting smile peaked through the man’s sneer. “Now why would I do that?” He asked.

Noctis clenched his fists and bit out another order. “Let go of me, now.” He grabbed his phone with his free hand and quickly dialed the palace’s emergency numbers. It would be mildly embarrassing if Gladio found out he’d called the Crownsguard on a regular citizen, but his SAS kidnap training was blaring in his ears. “I’m warning you, I can have you arrested.”

A soft tsk came from the man who shook his head at Noctis’ threat. “We can’t have that now, can we?”

He opened his mouth to demand his release again, but all that came out was a choked-off yelp as something heavy struck his head. His knees refused to hold up his body and he collapsed to the concrete. The skin of his palms was torn in his attempt to catch himself, but he couldn’t feel it; the sharp pain by his temple shadowed the pain in his palms.

He turned his gaze back to the blurry figure of the man, who had been joined by another figure. His brain felt sluggish, his thoughts thick in his mouth as he tried to string a sentence together. “W-what—“

“Shh,” The man shushed, ignoring Noctis’ flinch as he tenderly ran a hand through Noctis’ hair. “Good night, sweet prince.”

The last thing he saw was a fist coming at his face.

Then nothing.

He regained consciousness with a choked-off groan. He felt like he’d gone through one of Gladio’s marathon training sessions and lost miserably.

Laying still, he took stock of his body. His lip was swollen and tender as he wet his dry, split lips. The right side of his face throbbed in-tune with his heartbeat and Noctis could barely get that eye to open more than a crack. What was he supposed to do? He’d been trained on how to handle a kidnapping situation; Cor had made it abundantly clear the variations in which people would try to snatch him up. But this wasn’t just a ‘what if.’ He’d been kidnapped not even four blocks away from his school.

It was a matter of figuring out what he could do to get out of here. He still had his magic though admittedly his connection to the Crystal felt like he was trying to pull at the energy through a strainer. Like sifting through a pile of hay for the needle—all of his abilities being the needle and the presence of his magic being the hay.

But that didn’t mean he was helpless. He just needed to approach the situation the right way and he could escape. He tried to remain calm, limiting his breathing to shallow breaths to keep up his ruse. This became a fruitless act when he heard someone or something step up behind him.

A familiar voice came from behind him. “It appears our guest of honor is awake,” the man cooed. Some of the man’s nonchalance had vanished, replaced by cruel giddiness. “And how are you, your majesty?”

Like hell he was going to go along with this guy’s fake care. His pride wouldn’t let him bite out a pleasantry, instead choosing to press his steely gaze on the eccentric man. His stare didn’t deter the man’s delight in his situation which only served to make his blood simmer in his chest. He wanted nothing more than to punch the smug look off that face.

“I think you’ll find, Noctis,” the man loomed over him, nudging him lightly in the ribs with his boots, “that I have the upper hand.”

He didn’t. Noctis refused to believe it. He may not have had any weapons on him, but Noctis had dialed the emergency response number for the palace. By dialing the number he had ensured back-up would be on their way to his location in less than five minutes. Well, the location of where the call took place. He couldn’t feel the shape of his phone in his pockets, but the Crownsguard would be able to pick up on any trail his kidnapper had left behind.

All he needed to do was wait.

“What do you want?” Noctis asked, shifting his position on the floor to try and alleviate the pressure on his lower back. He could already feel the scar tissue there begin to burn and ache.

“Already wanting me to reveal my dastardly plan?” The man questioned. “How cliché.” Noctis’ face must’ve given away his annoyance because the guy clucked his tongue at his expression.

“I realize this isn’t one of your silver-spoon soirees, but it’ll serve as a good setting for the video.” He straightened and made his way over to the small set-up of… camera equipment? “We need you to put on your best performance, your highness.” He looked up with a cold smile that sent a shiver running down Noctis’ spine. “Though do save some for the main event.”

“So you’re gonna, what? Ransom me or something?” Noctis squirmed in his binds. “Is that your plan?”

Humming noncommittally, the man continued setting up his equipment. “Or something.”

“Not much of a talker huh?” He was banking on being able to get some info out of the guy so he could shout it over what was sure to be his ransom video.

The waiting was bizarre. Despite the discomfort, he didn’t feel like he was all there—though the main contributor to this was the head injury—the quiet sounds of rustling cables and footsteps gave him peace of mind amongst the simmering unrest and anxiety as the experience faded into less immediate danger. If only he could concentrate on his armiger and summon the knife he stored there—then he’d be able to warp out of his binds and escape.

A quiet huff of laughter broke through the silence; it took him a few moments to realize the laugh came from him . It wasn’t funny, not by a long-shot. He was being stupidly optimistic, especially since his vision still wavered between doubled and covered in black splotches. He probably had one hell of a shiner too.

He wished he’d called someone to get him.  

The derelict state of his mind was brushed away as a triumphant cry echoed slightly around him. He squinted at the man who looked at him expectantly.

“What?” Noctis asked, tiredly. He had no desire to give the man the reactions he was hoping for. Actually, the other being put off by his apathy made him feel better. “Did you finally get your whole… set-up ready?”

The man had the audacity to pout at him. “Now you’re just no fun,” he complained. “Aren’t you curious as to why I’ve brought you here?”

Noctis shrugged. “Not really?” The motion caused his chains to rattle in the tight space. “Most of the guys I’ve been kidnapped by all want the same thing: revenge or money.”

“I can assure you that my reason is definitely not for any monetary reason.” The man took a step towards him. “I suppose you could call it revenge, though I admit you are simply unlucky—to be chosen by the gods.” He cupped Noctis’ cheek with surprising tenderness, brushing his thumb along his cheekbones. “You do bear a striking resemblance to him.”

A nail dug it the flesh underneath his eye and Noctis hissed, attempting to turn his face out of the man’s grip. “What a pity,” the man said, releasing his hold on Noctis. “Before we begin, I think it’s only fair that you finally be able to put a name to your captor.”

“Oh now you want to introduce yourself?” Noctis grumbled—because he couldn’t keep his mouth shut to save his life apparently.

Fortunately, the man seemed amused by his comment. “Do forgive me for my rudeness, your highness .” The mocking emphasis he placed on the title was not lost to Noctis, but he didn’t dignify him with an answer. “I’ve been reduced to the moniker ‘Adagium,’ by the royal line of Lucis.”

It sounded familiar, but Noctis couldn’t place where he’d heard it. Had the name come up in his studies? Was it a political thing?

Adagium sighed and shook his head. “I’m not surprised you don’t know of me. Your dear father is desperately trying to keep you in the dark.”

Noctis furrowed his brow. “What do you mean he’s keeping me in the dark?”

With a shake of his head, Adagium stepped back over to his equipment. “I’ve talked enough for now, it’s time we get the show started lest the party be stopped before it’s even begun.” Adagium grinned at him. “The stage is yours, prince Noctis.”

A red light blinked to life on the camera as Noctis stared into the lens. He didn’t know what he was supposed to do. Did Adagium want him to beg? To show whoever was watching the video that he was scared? He wasn’t. Scared that it is. Unnerved? Yes, how could he not be when he was kidnapped and tied up in some unknown location.

His captor sighed tilting his hat to cover his face and—

Adagium changed. No longer was he wearing the extravagant, pattern-clashing, textile collage of an outfit. He was in a set of armor, his face masked and hair tucked away under the rigid helmet. Noctis had only seen the armor in person once before on that fateful escape from Tenebrae as he reached desperately for Luna’s hand.

Magitek armor.

To see the man stripped of his individualism did more to bother Noctis than he expected. Something about the metal, placid expression staring at him had his stomach clenching nervously. How had Adagium done it? An illusion? But how? To his knowledge, illusion magic was typically only used by the messengers of the gods; he figured he’d already met all of them at this point with his connection to Luna.

With four jerky steps, Adagium stood beside him, a hand painfully clasping his shoulder. Noctis side-eyed the man as if he could glean some sort of direction for what he wanted Noctis to do.

Once again, Adadgium broke the silence. “Salutations, Your Majesty, Regis Lucis Caelum,” Adagium said, “113th monarch in the long line of Lucis.”

He’d somehow managed to project his voice to see like he was behind the camera again. Another impossibility Noctis didn’t know how to find an answer to.

“As you can see, I have an auspicious guest with me, one I know you’re well-acquainted with. Won’t you say hello to your dear father, Noct?” Adagium asked.

Gritting his teeth, Noctis glared at a spot on the wall. He wasn’t going to give the other what he wanted, not when he could still deny him of his game. If he could weaponize his silence, he would.

With an angry tut from Adagium, Noctis’ hair was yanked with a merciless tug, pulling his head backward and exposing his throat. He could feel the handful of hair desperately trying to cling to his scalp as he let out a small whimper at the rough treatment.

“What a difficult boy,” Adagium commented, “he must’ve been quite the child to raise. To think he’d forget his manners at a time like this.”

“Shut up,” Noctis growled.

“Oh he speaks! Splendid! Now while I’ve broken through that stony exterior, we can commence the show.”

Suddenly, a knife was pressed against Noctis’ neck. He flinched back into Adagium’s hold on his hair, but the knife followed, the edge of the blade making a small, shallow cut on the delicate skin of his neck. He was helpless, tied up, and at the mercy of his captor. And it didn’t seem like Adagium had any qualms against hurting him.

The blood that lazily oozed from the wound dripped down his neck and settled into his jugular notch like a morbid jewel. Noctis heard Adagium’s hum of approval and could feel the pressure of the knife increase slightly as if Adagium had lapsed in his awareness that he was the one holding the knife and thus in control of how far the blade entered Noctis’ flesh.

“Now, I understand why Lucis values black as a special color—it goes amazingly with blood red, wouldn’t you agree?”

He said it so off-handedly that Noctis wasn’t sure who he was talking to: Noctis, Regis, or himself. What was clear, was that Adagium had a deep-seated grudge against Lucis—the royal line in particular. But why? Was he from one of the outer nations that had been left behind when his father had to pull back the wall to just the city of Lucis?  

Adagium broke out of his musings, finally pulling the knife back enough that it was just resting against the cut. “Never mind that,” he said. “I expect you’re waiting for some kind of demand from me. Money? Some impossible wish for power? Recognition?” Noctis could hear the smirk in his voice, that deceptively playful quirk of his lips. “No, I don’t want any of those, not explicitly at least.”

What do you want? Noctis didn’t voice no matter how much he wanted to. This little video of Adagium’s seemed to be going nowhere which could be good if this was a live broadcast, build the tension maybe.

“My reason for kidnapping Noct is very simple: because I could.”

He said it so matter-of-factly that Noctis’ brain stumbled to a halt. That’s it? Because he could? That didn’t make any sense, not when Adagium had brought up some kind of revenge. “What happened to your revenge?” Noctis asked. “You mentioned your reasons could be considered revenge and the gods.” He remembered the forlorn look in Adagium’s eyes before the rage had trickled back in. “You said I resembled someone, Adagium.”

He knew he was being bold, foolhardy more accurately, but his captor hadn’t revealed his name and Noctis was hoping if he brought up his aforementioned desire for revenge on film he’d reveal more of his reasoning. If the heroes in movies could get a villain to reveal their schemes, Noctis should be able to do it to Adagium.

Adagium’s grip on his hair tightened, Noctis crying out as several strands were tugged out of his scalp. “Oh Noct,” he purred, “I see you’ve decided to join the conversation.”

Noctis felt his skin crawl at the contemptuous pride in Adagium’s voice. He’d overstepped with his nosy questions.

“Yes, I did say that, didn’t I?” Adagium said. “You remember Adagium, do you not Your Majesty? The mythical monster locked away in the dark depths of Angelgard for ages, lost to time amongst the words of false kings and fraudulent nations.”

Who was Adagium? Noctis wondered, a stray tear slipping down the side of his face towards his hairline. “Why?” Noctis whispered, afraid of the answer he’d receive but unwilling to let his question lie.

The magitek disguise rippled ominously, a black miasma seeping through the gaps of armor. Quickly, the figure of Adagium was being overshadowed by the mist. The tiny glints of gold light within the consuming shadows was what gave away the nature of the mist: Starscourge.

Eyes wide, Noctis struggled in the man’s grip. He remembered when the Starscourge had infected him as a child when the Marilith had sliced his back open and nearly severed his spinal cord. The burning agony of the scourge ravaging his body, when not even his coma brought him relief from its infection. The hushed cries of similarly infected at the edges of his mind like a web of anguish, ever-growing with each infected. Get away getawaygetaway.

His struggling was for naught as the black mirage leaned closer to him. “Why?” Adagium asked the hand that held the knife lazily dragged to the center of his chest. “Because I was saving people. Because that first false king was jealous and power-hungry, over-eager to be the one to wear the crown. And the rest,” he spat the word, “never bothered to question any of their forebears, convinced that they had always done what was best for the kingdom of Lucis.”

Noctis shook his head as best he could. “But why would they—“

“Because the gods didn’t stop them.” The knife in his hand pressed harder against Noctis’ chest and hissed at the sting of the blade. “But the time of reckoning is steadily approaching!”

With a flourish of his hand, the knife was sent away. Noctis thought it was eerily similar to accessing the armiger. “While all the pieces aren’t in their proper place just yet, a bit of ‘divine retribution’ soothes the soul.”

“What do you mean by divine retribution?” Noctis asked, his voice far quieter than he expected.

The miasma cloud seemed to grin impossibly wide, though he couldn’t discern an actual face. “I thought it would be perfect for you to atone on behalf of your forebears, Noct. And to have your father helplessly watch as he struggles to find you.”

Adagium stood behind him once more and wrapped his arms loosely around Noctis’ shoulders. “Let’s have the chosen, King of Light spend some time in the dark,” he purred, black ichor dripping onto his shirt. Onto his head. Onto his face. It was everywhere and Noctis couldn’t focus on anything else.

And then there was nothing.

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How do we make our own vedic chart and understand it? Any pointers would be really helpful. Thank you!

Hi!

Well, calculating your own chart is a bit easier! Probably look up any online vedic birthchart calculator or you can go here and download the short install version. Put in your birth time, date, place etc and you’ll get your vedic chart!

Now, you’ll probably end up getting a chart like this:

The first one is the North Indian style and the second is the South Indian style. The difference in them is mostly the placements, in North Indian chart the first block is always the ascendant (the number 12 represents the zodiac sign, which is pisces btw, and the houses move anticlockwise), while in the South Indian one, the zodiacs remain in the same block in any chart and the ascendant is represented by the diagonally cut line. (shown in the second figure, pisces is always going to be the upper left corner and the zodiac moves clockwise, so the block next to it is Aries, and next to that is Taurus and so forth). Now that you know where is where, you might be surprised by some changes in the placement of certain planets and even the ascendant. Don’t be so quick to judge them though. The symbols of the planets are Su- Sun, Mo- Moon, Ve- Venus, Me- Mercury, Ma- Mars, Ju- Jupiter, Sa- Saturn, Ra- Rahu and Ke- Ketu respectively. If you’re familiar with astrology, you should be able to recognise these planets easily, save for maybe Rahu and Ketu. So, Rahu and Ketu are the two nodes of the moon, the north and south lunar nodes respectively.  Now that you know which planet is where in your natal chart, we call it the D1 chart, as vedic astrology relies on divisional charts - your D1 is basically your natal chart. Before going to other charts, focus on this.  Vedic astrology puts greater important of Moon than the sun sign. Why? Because the sun sign is a fixed point, you can’t change your soul but the moon, the mind and emotion are volatile. To understand the moon better, and the other planets better too, you need to know what the nakshatra your moon falls in. Okay, so, Nakshatras or Lunar mansions, are basically stars/asterism that divides the zodiac constellations in typically three parts. Why the person w/same zodiac doesn’t act the same? you have to look at the nakshatras. Which is also divided into 4 padas, you can see why vedic astrology is nuanced as hell and this is just the natal chart we’re talking about. Lol.

Okay, so this is mine, pulled off an online calculator - it’s pretty straightforward and listed, in the program that I included (credit to @studyofastrology for suggesting it btw), it kinda goes into more details and the nakshatras names are shorted. Check out this post by @whenerosmetpsyche who listed out where all the nakshratras would fall in a western chart while wikipedia here lists all of them in vedic and western context. Upon inspection, you might notice that some of them overlap in different zodiac signs, yeah - this is exactly why I told you not to judge the planets and their placements immediately. Looking at this chart through western perspective doesn’t work. The Moon - The Moon signifies a lot of things, especially as it serves as the indicator of the mind in vedic astrology. It represents our personal needs and desires, basic habits, reactions, feelings, unconscious etc, it is basically you, “I think; therefore I am” applies and it’s very useful in determining one’s fate. In Vedic astrology, my moon is in Aquarius, which contradicts my tropical Pisces moon placement, but the description of the Nakshatra - Purvabhadrapada ties it all up, as the Nakshatra itself is ruled by Jupiter. Find out about the vedic interpretation of your moon sign, then the Nakshatras and its pada (there’s a lot of resources online both in written and video format, if you have any concerns, you can send an ask later too). Also, heads up, the older texts are very strict with their definitions and they usually don’t hold back when the list out the characteristics (aka even pointing out that some nakshatras are more likely to be criminals, or fail at marriage etc, don’t be shocked or anything because like, Vedic Astrology is nuanced as hell and seeing something like married life/spouse/career can include a LOT of factors, one placement doesn’t determine it.) You can do the same for the other placements too. LOOK at all of them through vedic interpretation! The Lagna or the Ascendant and its Nakshatra is very important too, because it basically structures your astrology chart and it can tell you what life throws at you. (Mine is in Chitra, pada 3 and I’m always forced to deal with situations in technical and systematic way) Rahu - The North Node of the Moon. You might be familiar with this, known in western spaces as your “destiny” but it’s not entirely that case in vedic. Here, Rahu is the head that was cut off from the body of a serpent demon, the shadowy entity that is constantly hungry and wants to consume everything. Rahu points towards the direction where your soul is obsessed with, something you want to achieve in the fastest way possible without all the hardwork stuff - because Rahu is extreme. It is the mind projected solely into matter. It amplifies everything. As it represents materialism, mischief, fear, dissatisfaction, illusion, obsession and confusion. Rahu is also the co-ruler of Aquarius (well, this can be debated but it is believed by some famous vedic astrologers), we’re living in his age right now and everywhere, you can probably see Rahu’s insatiable presence. (more, more, more, more!) Ketu - The South Node of the Moon. Ketu is the headless body of serpent demon, also the extreme opposite of Rahu. Ketu represents land that you’ve already conquered, spirituality, supernatural and it’s the karmic collector of good and bad, thus it also represents your past life, if you believe in it. Ketu can also represent Moksha as it is the point of ultimate detachment, unlike Rahu, Ketu wants to do nothing with the material world and it constantly has a separating/detached effect on wherever it sits in your birthchart. It is the mind that is withdrawn from any wordly connection. It is also valued as a point of wisdom and intelligence due to the spiritual nature of Ketu itself. Often times you’d find vedic teachings telling you to abandon the desires of Rahu to achieve moksha.  Why are Rahu and Ketu important? Because they basically spell out where your soul is journeying towards. The key to understanding Rahu-Ketu is by balancing both - Rahu is the point that you’re new at but you want to achieve the highest standard in the quickest way possible, while Ketu is the land you already conquered, only through applying both the knowledge of the past(Ketu) to move towards the future (Rahu) can you bring about a balance existence.  This is just the bare bones of it. There are a LOT of things you need to consider when learning vedic astrology but I can promise that it’ll bring about a lot of insights. Plus you can more or less find out everything depending on the depth of your understanding. Further topics to research can be: 1) Planet’s relationship to each other. 2) House’s significance. 3) Yogas 4) Mahadashas 5) D9 chart  6) D10 chart 7) Aspects in vedic astrology

[douglashonorscollege]

Burn the House Down

essay by Olivia McDougall ⌂

IT WAS 2006 in the heart of New York City. The New York Knicks failed to make the play-offs for the third consecutive year. President George W. Bush’s approval rating had hit at an all-time low. Panic! at the Disco released “I Write Sins Not Tragedies” and Justin Timberlake performed “SexyBack” on the MTV Video Music Awards—hosted by Jack Black—at Radio City Music Hall. For the American people, it was the best of times, it was the worst of times… and three young kids were out pursuing their dream in the streets of Manhattan.

Adam, Ryan, and Jack Metzger were trying their hand at busking in Central Park and Washington Square. The youngest at nine years old, Jack led vocals while his older brothers backed him with instrumentals. The boys played covers of songs old and new, anything to get enough money for new instruments with which to experiment. The brothers spent many years on street corners serenading strangers, earning their 10,000 hours. In the following years, when YouTube started gaining traction, the boys put up videos of their covers: more and more inventive spins on pop songs. Jack and Ryan also started trying their hand at writing, directing, and acting in their own little sketches for video content. At that time, the boys had very few followers, but nonetheless continued to play, to save up, to buy more equipment, to make more music.

As they grew, the boys were exposed to their parents’ old records and the sounds of a very different generation influenced their style. The Beach Boys; the Beatles; Peter, Paul, and Mary among many others inspired them, but more contemporary artists like Kanye West also came into play. Later, while eldest brother Adam pursued his degree at Columbia University, the younger two brothers took note of sampling—the music trend of artists taking sound clips and reusing them in their songs. Jack mentioned to his brotherhow cool it would be if someone sampled Spongebob Squarepants on a track.

“Well, why don’t we do it?” was Ryan’s reply.

In spring of 2013, the brothers, naming themselves AJR after their own initials, released a video of their first single “I’m Ready.” The song sampled the popular Spongebob catchphrase, and became a classic, upbeat, dance-floor pop song. The brothers sent the link to their video to several celebrities over Twitter, until famous singer-songwriter Sia noticed them and passed it along to her manager. The song was then commercially released that summer and began to see regular radio play, and the band was labeled as the next up and comers in the music scene.

After “I’m Ready,” AJR released a five song EP of the same name. Their first song continued to grow, receiving millions of views on YouTube and going platinum in Canada and Australia. The brothers continued to create music (and go to school; the eldest was only in his early twenties at this time), releasing another single and EP titled Infinity in 2014. The majority of the band’s music was pop songs, easy to listen to with familiar rhythms and lyrics of love and youth. Remarkably, the boys chose to mix and record all their own music in their NYC apartment living room, instead of paying for studio time. Paying homage to their workspace and independence, the band released their first album Living Room in 2015. Except for some bouncier, odd-duck tracks like “Big Idea” and “Thirsty,” most of the songs fit the same earlier patterns of the pop genre. However, in 2016, the band experienced the shift that would change their music career forever.

Before the What Everyone’s Thinking EP came out, AJR had little recognition beyond their break-out hit. However, the tracks on the latest EP sounded entirely evolved from the brother’s previous style. The lyrics were brimmed with honesty, abandoning the emptiness of many other pop tunes. The boys sang about missing out on their friends while pursuing their dreams, about being unsure about what love means, about not trying so hard to be cool, about being human. Their style of composition had also matured. The band would release videos on how they made their songs, revealing that they took whatever strange sound they could make and mix it however they could to make it new and interesting. They had people who were not musicians or artists, such as their ever supportive father, come in and sing to add a new dimension to their songs. They used something they called “spokestep,” a technique of recording a someone singing, then cutting it up over a beat in editing. They continued to utilize sampling, taking bits of anything from Fountains of Wayne to yodeling competitions. The EP was well-received with hundreds of messages from fans who deeply related to the music. This was all the push the brothers needed to keep writing freely, and not what they thought would sell.

On June 9th, 2017, the three brothers dropped the album that would unknowingly launch their music career to a unimaginable level. Several songs on the album made it to regular radio play, giving the band more recognition and growing their dedicated fan base. The Click clearly communicated AJR’s desire to get real in their music, with songs about the detached feelings of growing up or distaste toward the typical party scene. One of their most successful songs, “Sober Up,” featured Weezer’s Rivers Cuomo and paved the way for more collaborations with artists such as Steve Aoki and Lil Yachty. The band had been on tours before, playing small venues where the opener drew more fans than they, but now they began to sell out everywhere. The kids who had been playing to no one on street corners now began to sing for thousands.

Shortly after their album The Click debuted, AJR announced that they had been asked to create the theme for Supersize Me 2: Holy Chicken, a documentary attempting to expose the fast food industry’s lax safety regulations. The band had been asked to write for other people before, but never for a movie. The theme song, “Burn the House Down,” would live to surpass its original purpose and become the honest encapsulation of the political attitudes of its time. “Burn the House Down” expresses the band’s indecision to either “keep things light” or to get involved in important issues. The song, with compelling lyrics such as “Or should I march with every stranger from Twitter to get shit done? / Used to hang my head low / Now I hear it loud / Every stranger from Twitter is gonna burn this down” further cemented the band’s dedication to revolution and their abandonment of passivity. The song called out deception plaguing the media cycle and public affairs, and the need to burn it all down in order to expose the truth.

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The election of Donald Trump in 2016 acted as a catalyst for various protest movements around the country. Marches have occurred on the White House doorstep since the signing of the Constitution, but the Trump administration triggered a marked influx. Beyond Washington, protests like the Women’s March and National Pride March were seen nation-wide. People from all over rallied together to advocate for science and evidenced-based policies, for immigrant’s rights and racial justice, for transparency over Russian involvement in elections, and even for the publication of Trump’s tax returns. People, especially those liberal-leaning, felt that their voices weren’t being heard and that the President was not reflective of their values. Change in politics is gradual and incremental, but it felt like everyday a new injustice was being thrown at the American people. Families were being separated at the border, more evidence that Russia swayed the 2016 election came to light, allegations of sexual abuse from the President were revealed, racism, sexism, and hate seem to run rampant and unchecked, and overall many people felt disheartened and disgusted with the state of the nation. So, with the power of social media, users of popular sites such as Facebook and Twitter planned protests. The marches drew thousands of people together, uniting many for a common cause. Today’s youth, often labeled as lazy and entitled, came together in the March for Our Lives, an empowering result from one of many tragic school shootings. High-schoolers fed up with feeling unsafe on their campuses advocated for stricter gun control laws and led the biggest youth rally since the Vietnam War, to the tune of hundreds of thousands of people. Americans refused to take anything sitting down and demonstrated their needs loudly to those in charge.

The effectiveness of these protests is a tricky one to determine, as many perceived different goals for the marches. Some believe getting people out on the streets and building a community of like-minded people is a strong start, but others think success is nothing less than immediate change and tangible evidence that they have been heard. Further, some argue that current protests lack the solid political backing that are required to enact true change, and that the marches will never be as powerful as they mean to be without that factor. However, even though many of the things modern protests have demanded have yet to come to fruition, it does not necessarily mean the marches have been for naught. Many of the marches throughout history that today are viewed as world-shattering did not see the change they were fighting for immediately. Politics take time, and the justice and change in policies the people demand to see might still be a long time coming. However, it is necessary to take up the fight, for the people to demonstrate that enough is enough.

Protest songs in the past like “Fortunate Son” by Credence Clearwater Revival or “The Times They are A-Changin” by Bob Dylan rallied people for their cause, stoking the flames of change in hearts across the nation. Music was a way for artists to contribute to the fight, giving a voice to those silenced and reflecting the opinions of the oppressed or wronged. Protest songs today have the same effect, uniting thousands to sing in one voice and empowering movements. “Burn the House Down” provides a battlecry for a whole new generation of people. It is a warning of accountability for those in the corrupt establishment; the harbingers will burn it down.

Works Cited “Burn the House Down” Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UnyLfqpyi94 AJR Zach Sang Interview: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bQnXGsKwaIU&t=1725 Recent Marches Wikipedia: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_rallies_and_protest_marches_in_Washington,_D.C.#2018 Supersize Me 2 Wikipedia: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Super_Size_Me_2:_Holy_Chicken! Article on political protests, bustle.com: https://www.bustle.com/p/do-political-protests-actually-change-anything-29952 2006 NYC Wikipedia: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:2006_in_New_York_City AJR Wikipedia: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AJR_(band) One of AJR’s “How We Made THE CLICK” Vidoes: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0YWj3DAo6xM  ∎

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A Nephew and His Uncle, A Hikaru Fanfic

This fanfic is born out of the frustration of Kageyama Hikaru not meeting his uncle. You could view this as a partial Galaxy ending!rewrite. This is my take on how their meeting would have been like. I don't know if Level-5 is ever gonna address this. If they never, at least you guys have this fic as a backup and consolidation. I had to consult some episodes of Galaxy to refresh my memory (my most unfavourable season, bless my resilience). I apologise in advance for any inconsistencies or distorted flow compared to the anime. There are minor alterations you might notice to accommodate this fic. Nonetheless, I hope you enjoy the story!

*Dedicated to Hikaru, Reiji, and anyone who wished for this to happen in canon.

*The Earth Eleven only appear heavily at the first half of the story and are in no part of the reunion between Hikaru and Reiji. I apologise if you guys want to see their reactions to that.

Tenma, Tsurugi, Shindou, and Shinsuke were in the Galaxy Nauts's headroom on the way back to Earth from Falam Orbius. They were opening a video call to the Raimon Soccer Team to inform them of their return. The rest of the Earth Eleven members were making a ruckus at the back of the room trying to handle Minori who was aggressively manhandling Kusaka and Tetsukadou like they were leaves that she could brush off.

"Y-you see, M-Mizukawa-sa-" Kusaka tried to placate the girl.

"I ASKED, WHERE AM I?! ANSWER ME?!" Minori grabbed Kusaka's hair and forced him down on his knees to face her.

"Ah, my hair!"

"P-please l-listen to us. We'll be back on-" Tetsukadou stepped forward and tried to calm the green-haired girl as well.

"HUH?! YOU WANT TO FIGHT ME?! BRING IT ON!"

"Ahhhh nonono I have no inten-" Minori did not hear Tetsukadou's words. She grabbed his collar, lifted him high, and vigorously shook him back and forth.

"AHHHH, MOMMMMMYYYYY!" Tetsukadou screamed.

"Waitwaitwaitwait!" Kusaka yelled as Minori, with her hand still holding on to Tetsukadou's collar, wrapped her other arm around Kusaka's neck in an attempt to choke him. "Uck! Sa-save me..."

"They seem to be making a ruckus. Will they be fine?" Tsurugi commented to Shindou as they were watching the commotion. Meanwhile, Tenma and Shinsuke were setting up the conference at the console. "It's been a long time since I was with the team, but..."

"They will. We are the Earth Eleven after all." Shindou answered calmly. The brown-haired boy turned his body to face the monitor.

"I-is that so...?" Tsurugi eyed his senior with distress. A sweat drop rolled down his cheek. He took a glance at the back of the room, noting Ibuki making his way to sort out the fight, possibly exposing himself to torture. He quickly turned around to face the monitor, hopefully, to focus his attention on the video call.

"Tenma, are you sure you've input the details correctly? We don't want to randomly connect to some other off-world planet." Shinsuke asked from beside Tenma who was setting up the call.

"It'll be alright, Shinsuke!" Tenma said as he tapped on a few buttons while looking at a piece of paper by Kabata Shizune, the Galaxy Nauts's conductor. "I think these are the inputs...and...done!" A final push of a button and out popped a transparent window with a view of the Raimon Eleven players in the Raimon soccer clubroom.

"Hey everyone! We won the final match! We're coming back to Earth!" Tenma greeted his friends.

"Congrats on winning, everyone! How are you guys holding up?" Sangoku spoke for the team.

"A lot of things happened, Sangoku-senpai!" Shinsuke piped up. "Like Tsurugi was replaced by a Fake Tsurugi!"

"WHAT?!" The entire Raimon members exclaimed.

"And that he almost got engaged!"

"WHHAATTTTT?!"

"T-there's no engagement! I'm back now! A-and there was a proper reason for those things..." Tsurugi's flustered answer did not seem to expel the shock on the Raimon members' faces, much to the amusement to Shindou, Tenma and Shinsuke.

"Hikaru!" Tenma called out to the purple-haired boy. There was a particular reason for their call back home. An interesting gift for one of their Raimon member. After the revelation of their coach's identity before they left for space, the Raimon Earth Eleven members knew they had to do something to reconcile the kinship for both their coach and their friend. They had to delay the gift due to the severity of the situation, being that Earth Eleven needed to save their planet and the galaxy from Alien invasion. Now that the Tournament is over, they have the time to procure the present for their friend. It took a lot of convincing, some pushing and pulling from him getting away, but it got Kuroiwa to agree to the idea. Currently, the man was in his office in the Galaxy Nauts sorting out his work.

"Hm?" Hikaru hummed in acknowledgement.

"We have something special for you! From Coach Kuroiwa!" Tenma gave a warm-hearted smile. He noticed everyone's eyes widened, especially Hikaru's.

"C-Coach Kuroiwa..." Hikaru mumbled the name to himself, stunned at Tenma's words.

"What is it, Tenma?" Nishiki asked for everyone.

"He wants to talk to you about something!" Tenma replied, still with the large wide grin on his face. He could not help it. He was very happy and excited for his friend.

"Y-you're not kidding right, Tenma-kun?!" Hikaru asked. His face showed that he understood Tenma's hints. At the same time, he was uncertain if his guess was correct. All the time he consulted Tenma about Kuroiwa while Earth Eleven was still on Earth. All the mystery and confusion of his similarities to his uncle. It was going to be solved, right? "Whatever it is from Coach Kuroiwa..., it-it's the truth, right?!"

"No, I'm not lying! It's the truth!" 

"We know you'll be very happy, Hikaru!" Shinsuke and Tenma both gave the purple-haired boy a grin.

"Isn't that great, Hikaru!" Amagi came around Kirino and Sangoku to put his right arm around Hikaru's shoulders, pulling him close to hug him. "Having a present from Earth Eleven's coach!"

"Ah...I-I guess so, Amagi-senpai..."

"Oi oi Tenma-kun," Kariya spoke up beside Hikaru, "What's this information about Coach Kuroiwa and Hikaru? How are you so sure that he’s telling the truth?"

"Gouenji-san and Kidou-san told us! About Coach Kuroiwa and Hikaru's un-" Tenma was cut off by Tsurugi's hand covering the brown-haired boy's mouth. He had his other hand on Tenma's shoulder to ensure he had a firm grip on the teen.

"Tenma, you're saying too much."

"We know that you're excited, but we've agreed to let Coach Kuroiwa do the explanation," Shindou whispered to Tenma, so as not to expose the secret.

"That's right, Tenma! This is a surprise for Hikaru! We shouldn't spoil it for him!" Shinsuke spoke softly to Tenma as well for the same reasons as Shindou. Tsurugi uncovered Tenma's mouth when Tenma muffled something, which Tenma quickly let out the air that he had been holding.

"Pah! ...O-oh yeah...I'm sorry everyone...heh heh!" Tenma scratched the back of his head in embarrassment.

"Tenma-kun!" The voice of Hikaru boomed through the speakers and caught the attention of the four Raimon players in the Galaxy Nauts. "P-please tell me your arrival time! I want to be there on time to meet him!" Hikaru radiated the most determination Tenma had ever seen on his friend. He knew he had to adhere to his wishes. Tenma turned to Manabe and Minaho sitting in the seat on the right beside them, hiding from the situation happening at the back.

"Manabe, what time will we land on Odaiba?" The light purple-haired boy pushed his glasses up before replying,

"Um...based on the calculations," Manabe tapped on some buttons, "it seems we will land at about three in the afternoon, Japan time, captain."

"That will be within thirty minutes. We both concluded together!"

"...! I've never said I needed your assistance, Minaho-kun."

"I know I know...Determining the answer separately gives it more credibility. Don’t you think so, Manabe-kun?"

"...Well, I won't disagree with your logic..."

"Thank you, Minaho, Manabe." Tenma turned back to the Raimon players. "You've heard them. Three PM on the dot."

"Thank you, Tenma-kun!" With that, the purple-haired boy exited the Raimon soccer club room in the speed of light, leaving the rest of the Raimon players still in the room.

"He's really excited," Kurama said with a smirk.

"Well, he's been thinking about it all this time. I wouldn't blame him for that reaction," Sangoku replied.

"He's been thinking about Coach Kuroiwa? How come?" Ichino questioned.

"Haven't you noticed? Coach Kuroiwa looks A LOT like his uncle, Kageyama Reiji!" Hamano jumped into the chat.

"If he could settle this issue with Coach Kuroiwa, it would be nice for Hikaru," Kirino spoke.

CRASH

"W-what happened?!" Kurumada asked. The four Earth Eleven members had turned their heads to the back and found Tetsukadou, Ibuki, and Kusaka on the floor bruised up. Matatagi was engaged in a staring contest with Minori. There was no clue how the fight would end with both person's destructive attitudes. The damage would hurt everyone. They had to stop the fight.

"Ah...t-talk to you guys when we're back. We have some things to take care of! See you guys later!" Tenma blurted out in a hurry.

"Byeee!" That was the last thing Tenma heard from the Raimon Eleven before he shut off the communication line.

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The entire Raimon soccer team were standing in front of the Galaxy Nauts landing station. All had an excited smile on their faces, except for a certain purple-haired boy with hair shaped like pincers. He was fidgeting restlessly on his spot between Kariya and Kirino.

"Calm your nerves, Hikaru. You're too nervous." Kirino tried to calm the first-year when he noticed him quaking.

"I-I know, Kirino-senpai, b-but it could be him! There are so many things I want to talk to him about! A-at the same time, this is my first time talking to him in person, so I'm not so sure how to act in front of him...W-what if he's really strict and I embarrass myself! H-he will think I'm unworth- TAGAH!" Hikaru was interrupted by Amagi who hit his head.

"HIKARU! Listen to yourself! You've been saying how much you love soccer and how much you wanted to play in your uncle's place! You helped us perfect Double Wing! You scored a goal with your first hissatsu shot that you created! All this within the few weeks you'd been with us! You helped us progressed through the Holy Road and win the Revolution! Don't you see? You've done amazing things your uncle couldn't have done! You've worked hard to get to where you are because of your love for Raimon, your love for your uncle, and your love for soccer! You are worthy, Hikaru!"

"A-Amagi-senpai...You really think so?"

"Of course, Hikaru! We've seen it. We all agree with Amagi here." Kurumada came up to beside Amagi and patted the purple-haired senior's shoulders.

"Don't be afraid, Hikaru-kun! We believe in you!" Hayami encouraged the purple-haired boy. It seemed he was interested in the topic, even despite his meek self.

"A little bit peppy today, aren't you, Hayami?" Kurama teased him.

"I-I'm just trying to support Hikaru-kun that's all!" Kurama grinned, ignoring Hayami's protest.

"Right! Thank you so much, Amagi-senpai! Everyone!" The worries lifted from Hikaru's shoulders as he replied affirmatively.

"Heh heh, I never knew you had it in you, Amagi!" Kurumada's smile turned to a proud grin to his friend.

"W-what?"

"Yeah, Amagi! That's a great speech!" Sangoku complimented.

"You were really cool, Amagi-san," Kirino said next.

"Yes yes! I agree!" Hikaru's eyes beamed in admiration.

"You could be a minister, Amagi-san~" Hamano teased.

"I-is that so? Y-you guys think I have skills in public speaking?! Hehe...haha...HAHAHA! I, Amagi Daichi, am the best at speeches! AHAHAHA!"

"Did we let it get to his head too much?" Kariya commented on the side which no one was able to listen due to Amagi's loud laughter. Just then the loud whoosh from Galaxy Nauts's engines sounded from the skies above them. The Raimon players paused their chatting and quickly formed themselves in a line as they watched the sci-fi train descend and came to a stop at the landing track. The door opened and one by one, the Earth Eleven players exited.

"Ow...ouch!" Tetsukadou was the first out, with a black eye on his face and a bandaged wrist.

"Tek...Even my demon mode didn't work against her..." Kusaka was next, with frizzy hair and a bandaged neck.

"Are you alright, Ibuki? You were thrown very badly." Shinsuke questioned the main goalkeeper, who was limping weirdly and rubbing his shoulders.

"Tsch. I'll live."

"Hmm. Humans are so interesting. Who would have thought Potomuri-san possessing her would have suppressed her abilities that much." Minaho's ear twitched in interest.

"I prefer Minori-san when Potomuri-san was in control. He was so calm and collected." Manabe adjusted his spectacles.

"Captain should've let me handle that green-haired girl. How powerful can she be?" Matatagi rebuked at how he was pushed aside as not to start a fight with Minori.

"I thought you would say that." Zanakuro followed behind Matatagi, saying his common phrase.

"Maybe we shouldn't have hit her in the head. She could be a sweet girl if we let her-" Sakura cut off Aoi during her sentence,

"No no! That woman's a monster! An ogre!" She suggested.

"Rabbits...Flowers...Cats...Rabbits...Flowers...Cats..." Morimura was the last to exit, with her tiny form quietly mumbling safe words to herself.

The Raimon Eleven stared with their jaws wide open in astonishment. Three Earth Eleven players were injured, the girls were scared stiff, one wants to fight someone, two were discussing over possession, and out of all this mess, where were the rest of the Earth Eleven players?!

"Ah, you guys have done a number on this girl." That stopped the Raimon Eleven in their tracks. They watched a middle-age woman and Tenma carrying a green-haired girl on either side of her out of the train.

"Could you bring her to the infirmary by yourself, Auntie?" Tenma asked.

"Of course I can! Who do you think I am? She'll be up and running without you knowing!" The woman smiled widely.

"We don't exactly want her to be running around though..." Tsurugi came up behind the three, mumbling to himself.

"Sorry to trouble you like this, Auntie. Thank you." Shindou thanked Kabata Shizune before the woman gave one last wave. She brought Minori closer for her to lean against Shizune before carrying on towards the building's infirmary to take care of the girl. Kirino blinked in surprise to see his best friend. He left the other Raimon members to chat with the other Earth Eleven members, while he quickly ran up to the dark brown-haired boy, hoping he would solve all his questions.

"Shindou!"

"Kirino?"

"What happened back there, Shindou? There was a crash and-" Shindou interrupted his friend. He gave a confident smile to him in reassurance. It did not seem to placate the worry over Kirino's face.

"Don't worry, Kirino. The Earth Eleven are a strong bunch after all."

"No, no it's not, Shindou-senpai! A young girl just whipped half of our team to shreds!" Tsurugi called out on his senior's obliviousness in panic. "I'm gone for half of the tournament, and even I know that she was very different before I left!"

"Tsurugi, are you alright?" Tenma asked the blue-haired boy in concern.

"Yes...I'm fine..." At that moment Shinsuke came back to Tenma's side, so did the rest of the Raimon players who stood in a group in front of them around Kirino.

"You are afraid of her, aren't you Tsurugi?" Shinsuke chuckled into his hands.

"N-no I'm not!"

"It'll be alright, Tsurugi! Everything will work out somehow!" Tsurugi blinked. He turned his head to the brown-haired captain and stared into those light blue eyes, searching for doubts. He only found assurance. That calmed Tsurugi, just like all the other times Tenma said that sentence.

"Yeah...You're right." Tsurugi closed his eyes as he nodded, heart lifted from anguish.

"Tsurugi! Tenma! Shindou! Shinsuke!" Sangoku called the four Raimon Earth Eleven players.

"Welcome back!" The Raimon Eleven shouted. Tenma's smile shifted to a grin. He yelled back,

"It's great to be back!"

Just then, everyone heard a gasp. They turned to the sound and spotted Hikaru standing at the bottom of the platform to Galaxy Nauts, mouth and eyes wide open in shock. Meanwhile, Kuroiwa stood at the top of the platform, looking down at Hikaru. It was clear who had gasped.

"Uncl-Uhm...Coach Kuroiwa, I-"

"Hikaru." The voice of Kuroiwa made Hikaru stun for a few seconds. It did make Hikaru's nervousness disparate away.

"Y-yes?!"

"Come with me."

"Ah, yes!" The purple-haired boy followed Kuroiwa along a pathway away from the others. It seemed Kuroiwa wanted the two of them to go somewhere else to talk. The rest of the players looked at each other, wondering what they should do next.

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The Raimon members were all hiding in the bushes watching and listening to the scene in front of them. It was a large crowd, but they were somehow able to squeeze themselves in and still have mild space to move about. The Earth Eleven players had to leave earlier as some had to visit the doctor for their injuries, while the others wanted to see their friends and families after the long journey away from home. Kuroiwa and Hikaru were sitting on a bench along the Odaiba bay area. Their position facing inwards instead of the waters behind them. The sun on the clear blue sky gave the audience a clearer view of their facial expressions (mostly Hikaru's), and they could see how fidgeting Hikaru was. It was clear he was still nervous due to the overwhelming presence of his uncle. His uncle, on the other hand, kept his silence. His form painfully straight, yet not causing discomfort for the older man. A pregnant silence floated between them.

"Hey is this ok? Will Kageyama be ok? Ah-wait..." Kurumada stopped himself as he pondered his question.

"Which Kageyama are you referring to?" Amagi questioned.

"T-the younger one..." Kurumada replied. Hikaru’s voice broke the silence and quickly gained everyone's attention.

"Uhm...Un-Coach Kuroiwa..." 

"You can call me by my old name, Hikaru. The world knows who I am now." Hikaru gasped and quickly turned his body to face him.

"Y-you’re Kageyama Reiji! Are you really my uncle?!” 

"Yes. That's correct."

"Y-you really are-...I was right..." Hikaru sighed in relief. "I-it's nice to finally meet you, Uncle Reiji!"

"It's nice to meet you too, Hikaru, my nephew." There was a pause as Reiji gathered his thoughts. "But it's best you don't associate that name with me for too long. Kageyama Reiji has died 10 years ago," Hikaru's eyes turned sorrowful upon hearing his uncle's words.

"I-I can't call you Uncle Reiji?" Kageyama Reiji tilted his head forward, downcasted.

"I'm not sure. I was supposed to have died but was illegally injected with a serum that kept me alive. Now that I have outed myself to the Soccer Association to fight the Grand Celesta Galaxy Tournament, it's only a matter of time before I'm taken back to jail." Hikaru and the others in the bushes widened their eyes in shock.

"T-that can't be..." Shinsuke said dejectedly.

"After what he has done for Earth, it wasn't enough to unwind all the bad deeds he's done in the past," Kirino spoke.

"Hikaru..." Tenma murmured dejectedly. Hikaru eyed his fingers, unsure of what to do. He finally got to meet his supposedly deceased uncle, only to find out he was going to not see him again for another few years. Maybe even forever! Suddenly, a recall of Tenma's familiar words flashed through his mind. It gave him some positive confidence.

"It's ok! Everything will work out somehow!" Reiji and the other Raimon players focused their attention on Hikaru who exclaimed that sentence. They were surprised to see a cheerful expression on his face. The orange of the evening sky emphasised the emotion on Hikaru's face, providing a sense of warmth that everything will be alright. "Hehe, that's what Tenma would've said!" The purple-haired boy smiled widely. The Raimon players relaxed their shoulders, pleased with Hikaru's answer. Meanwhile, Reiji was still in shock at his nephew's positivity despite the gloomy future that was to entail. "It's fine by me if I call you Uncle Reiji or Uncle Ryuusei, you're still my uncle! Ah! T-that is if you're alright with that. Hehe... Are you ok with me calling you my uncle?" Reiji nodded. His lips lifted to a smile.

"You may call me any way you want, Hikaru." Hikaru had a bright smile on his face upon hearing that.

"Uncle Reiji!" Reiji's lips also widened slightly upon hearing his nephew calling him by his family title.

“Yes, Hikaru.”

"Gak! Does he not realise that he's making coach's situation worse if he keeps calling him by his original name?!" Kariya clutched his hands on the sides of his head in disbelief.

"Kariya, calm down! You're too loud!" Shinsuke whispered.

"But Shinsuke-kun..."

There were a few moments of comfortable silence before Reiji shifted from his crossed arms to placing his hands on his lap. There was an uncomfortable topic he wanted to discuss.

"How's your mother?"

"M-my mother?" Reiji gave a slight nod. Not too sure if he was wandering into uncharted territories by mentioning his sister.

"My sister, is she doing well?"

"Ah...yes she's doing well, Uncle Reiji! She admired yours and grandfather's soccer! Even if there were some illegal mistakes made, you have made up for them! We both watched Italy's match with Inazuma Japan, and I can tell she's very proud of you!" Reiji instantly let go of his breath he was subconsciously holding.

"I see..." Hikaru's face stretched to a wide toothy grin.

"I started loving soccer too! After all the praises my mother said, it made me want to play soccer!"

"You...started playing soccer because of that?"

"Mm mhm!" Hikaru nodded.

"Although I started kicking the ball not too long ago, my teammates say I learn very quickly! My position's a first-year forward! I've helped Raimon in the Holy Road Revolution and protected overpowered children from taking over the future by time-travelling!"

"Oi oi, what is he saying now?!" Kariya was aghast.

"The older Kageyama looks sort of stun doesn't he?" Kirino spoke next.

"Yeah yeah! He looks more rigid and paler than before!" Shinsuke followed.

"You're right. He does look uncomfortable." Aoi mentioned.

"Soccer probably wasn't this complex ten years ago. Else, why would Coach get so stumped?" Tsurugi suggested. The Raimon players nodded to Tsurugi's statement.

"I've joined Raimon because I've heard Raimon helped save your soccer. Maybe by joining them, I could experience the feelings you've had and continue in your place! Even when you weren't around those ten years, I can continue your love for soccer and help make your plays better! I want to learn more about soccer, so I can have lots more to talk about with you!" Even if Hikaru's eyes were black, it had a twinkle of determination that stirred something within Reiji. A long-forgotten feeling he used to have when he was young and admired his father. A feeling that had gotten him to love soccer. That last sentence too brought a lot of memories in the FFI. Particularly, a certain girl during the match with Orpheus. It then surprised Reiji when he saw the radiant boy slump down in dejection. "I know I've said that I wanted to continue on your legacy, but...I was not chosen for the Earth Eleven team..."

"Hikaru..." Tenma was saddened when he heard this. He never knew Hikaru was feeling this way.

"I don't have a Soul. I wasn't strong enough to be in the team that you're coaching. I wasn't able to fight against the universe. I'm...I'm not strong enough to be what you wished to be!" Reiji stayed patiently silent, listening to his nephew's issue.

"Hikaru, I used to think that winning in soccer should be the main thing for playing it, that's what makes soccer fun, that's what makes you strong. I was wrong. Soccer's about training hard, working to surpass others, and most importantly having fun. You've already got that. Why do you need to change?" Hikaru's eyes started to water by his uncle's words. It hit hard in his already vulnerable self-loathing heart. He could feel the love and hope his uncle wanted to instil into Hikaru.

"You have a long way ahead of you, Hikaru." Reiji lifted the hand closest to his nephew and placed it on his head. "But you're doing great. I'm proud of you." A lone tear rolled down Hikaru's red cheeks as his lips quivered. Slowly, those lips shifted to a warm smile.

"YES! I'll do my best! Thank you so much, Uncle Reiji!" The older Kageyama replied with a smile. He was glad he was able to comfort his nephew. He reminded Reiji of Rushe. The girl from Italy he had helped heal her eyes. They both have the same cute and carefree take on the world. He wished he could protect that at all costs. The purple-haired first-year rubbed the remaining tears with his sleeves. "Uncle Reiji, would you like to have dinner with us?" Hikaru asked, noticing the orange of the evening sky had turned dark blue. "My mother's making her special curry tonight! I've heard it's a family recipe!" Reiji gave a saddened smile.

"I would love to, but I have some things to report back to the Soccer Association. Maybe after that, I could join you all."

"Will anything happen to you, Uncle Reiji?" The addressed man paused in mild surprise, not expecting the young boy's intuition. He shook his head.

"I don't know. I was only told to inform the outcomes of Earth Eleven's matches. I don't know what will happen to me after that."

"I see..." Hikaru's eyes drifted to his lap. Another moment of silence overcome them before Hikaru lifted himself from the bench. "This will be the last time I'll see you in a while, right?" He looked at his uncle, hoping to drive the image of him into his mind. "I hope we can meet each other again, in the future!" Hikaru smiled brightly. Reiji nodded.

"We shall see. Like a certain someone's catchphrase, 'It'll work out somehow', no?"

"Yes!" Hikaru's laughter permeated the surrounding quietness. Meanwhile, the Raimon Eleven members were still in the bushes, watching the heartfelt scene that had happened moments ago.

"Isn't it great for Hikaru, being able to meet and have a conversation with his uncle?" Tenma questioned his team.

"Yeah, I'm happy for him!" Amagi yelled with his arms raised. It was miraculous that it did not attract the two Kageyamas' attention.

"We're all happy for him, Amagi..." Kurumada told his friend.

"We should head back. It's quite late already." Shindou said, looking up at the night sky.

"You're right. The two of them have talked it out. Our job is done." Kirino stood up. The rest followed his action.

"Alright. Let's go home, everyone!" The Raimon players walked away as a group, leaving their teammate and his uncle still at the bench making up for the lost time. Their future may be bleak, but Tenma could tell they would be alright.

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I’ve always thought Kageyama Reiji had a sister. It’s never mentioned, but from the way he treated Rushe seems similar to Gouenji and Kidou with their sisters. He also acts like he’s very familiar with handing a younger girl. Hence, why I’m leaning more towards younger sister. As for how Hikaru got his mother’s surname, it seems there is a thing in Japan for a child to take on their mothers’ surname. It was explained by Ishido-Shuuji, but I could not find their tumblr now so you may find out more here. Cause Endou got his surname from Daisuke who is his maternal-grandfather, we could assume this is a thing. 

Thank you guys so much for reading this long fic! Bless you guys! I hope you’ve enjoyed it! <3

[minishprincess]

love at the first cucumber || lee minhyuk fanfiction

↳ a story about a coward Minhyuk and his guardian

pairing: lee min hyuk x reader genre: fluff, fluff, more fluff, smut, and fluff word count: 3089 description: minhyuk hate cucumbers, but for his luck, a guardian send from the god saved his life. (a bit more dramatic than it really is lol) author's note: this is my 2nd ff kay, don't blame me

"eXCUSE ME MISS".

A boy runs over to you, definetly not happy, and smash his tablet with a hamburger on your counter. You flinch and look a bit surprised.

You work at McDonalds. Yea, not the best job, but enough to live a normal life as a normal girl in Seoul. You are happy with your job, not just because you love food, especially fast food, and you can have everything you want on your shifts, also because you also meet many funny but also some strange people. Like our angry little client now.

"W-Whats wrong Mr.?", you ask confused, looking at him with a kinda "wtf" face. There are many costumers which have to complain about things like 'why is there ice in my cola'. MAYBE because you never said that you don't want some, smackhead. Yea, you can be a kinda asshole to your clients. But this one acts kinda cute.

"There are CUCUMBERS on my Burger!", he complains with a cute-angry face. You look at him and start to giggle a bit and the boy looks a bit lost, don't even know what to say. "Minhyukie, you just can't be that mad at her because of this-!".

Another boy shows up behind him and looks very embaressed of his friend, smacking his neck. "But its a Cucumber!! cUcUmBER! A cucumber on my Hamburger!!!!", he demonstrades, folding his arms on his chest, totally convinced that your plan was to poison him. You laugh a bit. He is funny and looks cute with his curly blonde hair, even if he's mad af at you.

You have to overthink the situation. "So, you don't like cucumbers?", you giggle and he nods mad. So, you just look at the hamburger, open it and take out the cucumbers, throwing them in the trashcan. "Better? No cucumbers anymore on your hamburger dear cucumber-hater!", you smile warm and the Boy, named Minhyuk, nods statisfied. His little hamster friend behind him look so annoyed of Minhyuk. You have to blush a bit, cause Minhyuk start to smile a bit and take his Hamburger back.

"I-I'm so sorry that he made a scene 'cause of this", the other, short boy with hamster-cheeks, says embaressed. "He really don't like cucumbers". You smile and shake your head. "It's okay! There are other clients with weirder clomplaints, so this is harmless!", you giggle and look at your cash. "Also it's my fault, he told me that he don't want cucumbers on his burger, but I forgot to write it down to the kitchen!", you explain and bow down a bit. "I'm so sorry that I try to poison you with cucumbers!", you laugh and wink at Minhyuk. He laughs too and you wave while they go back to their seets.

After a few hours your shift ends and you clean up everything. You take the trashcan to take the trash outside. You look at the cucumbers you throw there after Minhyuk was definetly convinced that cucumbers are the pure evil and you throw them away for him. You laugh and think about Minyhuk again. He looks so cute and beautiful. You caught yourself thinking about him the whole way back to your apartment.

You throw your clothes and bag on your bed while turning on the TV. You make yourself ready for sleep while listen to some music-channels. You brush your teeth while a K-Pop song turned on and you think that it's kinda cool. You never really heard k-pop because you are more into rock and metal stuff but this song caught your attention. You go back to your bedroom to put on your pajama while looking at the tv-screen. 'Monsta X - Rush'. You watch the video a while. Someone ther eis similar to you. You literally sit 1 cm away from the screen while thinking about where the fuck you know this one boy there.

You blush a bit. The cute cucumber-hater is a K-Pop Idol?

You crawl under your blanket and take your phone to google Mihyuks name.

You wake up. It's 9.48 am. You look at your phone, try to remember when you fell asleep. You remember that you download a lot of Minhyuk pictures and Monsta X songs. The whole morning you couldn't think about anything else than Minhyuk. You blameyourself. 'Why do you already fell in love with a boy you kinda just know since a day'. You go to your wadrobe and put on your work-outfit. After that you go to your bathroom and put on some makeup.

After you're done with everything you put on your shoes and go to your work. You make your cash and everything done and start to work. The whole day you're hoping that Minhyuk will come here again, so you could ask for his number. Okay, you don't think an idol would give you his number but you really want to know him better. It's already 11.50 pm, you shift nearly ends. You already clean your cash and make the trash done, as suddenly someone run into McDonalds, clearly annoyed. You look at him. You know is face but you can't get from where you know him. He looks at you. Suddenly, he jumps over the counter and hide under it. You look pretty surprised and confused. "C-Can I help y-" you try to ask but he put is index finger on his mouth to signal to shut up. A few seconda later some girls run into the Shop. You look more surprised and then it makes click in your brain. You smirk. "Can I help you?", you ask and the girls like you don't know what they want. "We're searching for I.M from Monsta X and we saw that he runs into McDonalds! So WHERE is he?!", the kinda fangirl shout at you and you look as annoyed as I.M as he runs a few minutes before in the store. "Well, maybe you could reduce your volume because we still have some costumers here.", you say with a serious face. The girls are as stubborn and obstinate as a rock. "We don't mind that, we just want to find him!!!", another girl shout. "Well, I didn't saw anyone runs into the store the last 10 minutes so I'm sorry for you. Maybe you should respect some privacy and stop follow and stalk some people just because they're famous. SO make your way outside now please if you don't want anything to eat."

The girls look at you, defiently scared because of your hard and serious speak. The girls go back out of the store. "Childish smackheads..", you mumble and the Boy who is still hidden under the counter jump up and he bow down in front of you. "Thank you so much..:", facilitate sigh. You smile and go back to clean the counter. "No problem, such disrespect is just not okay for me", you say and he nods. "As they said, I'm I.M but you can call me Changykun!", he say and smile. "Y/N, nice to meet you! Soo you are a friend of the cucumber-hater?", you giggle a bit and Changykun laugh. "Ahh you are the cute worker Mihyuk told about before!". You get blush and look at him surprised. "H-He told about me?". "Yea yea, he said that there was this cute worker at McDonalds, who protected him from the bad bad cucumbers. Kihyun-hyung just said that you were extremly nice to him, even when he acted like a 4 years old." Changykun tells you while you just get totally blushed. "Y-Yea, he acted kinda cute, so I just had to protect him from the pure evil". You both laugh and he gives you a paper. "That's his number. Just write him who you are, he will be happy", changkyun say. "B-But I just can't write him without permission!", you demonstrade and he smirks. "You know, Mihyuk definetly need a girlfriend so this is going to be okay", he say and makes his way out of the store. "Wish you all the best, Y/N-noona!".

You're laying in your bed, the paper and the phone in your hand.'Should I really write him?'. You lay there for about an hour before you finally get yourself to write him.

---------- T I M E S K I P ----------

So, it's a few days later, you and Minhyuk wrote MUCH the last 3 days and you finally got your shy asses down, so you both have a date tonight. You are happy like kid having birthday. Thank the dear Changykun-Armor. You stay in your wadrobe, don't know what to wear. He only saw you in your worker-outfit yet, so you want something more feminin. After kinda hours of thinking, you dress yourself with a black skirt, a black pullover and some black overknees with some balck boots. after that you go to your bathroom and doing your black hair. Well... You love black. It just fits to e v e r y t h i n g. After you're done you put on some pafume and finally start to go to the restaurant where you want to meet. Of course it's a fast food restaurant, because you were never one of this "I have to go to the expensive restaurant" girls. Besides that, you love fast food, Minhyuk loves fast food. So you go to the restaurant, Mihyuk already waiting for you. As soon as he sees you, he jumps over to you like a exited little kid. "Hello Y/N!~", he giggle at you and you get a bit blush. He's even more cute than before. You hug him for a greeting, don't know if he's okay with that, but sas soon as he hug you back, you feel comfortable.

He take your hand and you go into the restaurant. You have a lot of funny and cute conversations while you wait for your food. You both ordered you burger, because that's the food which kinda brought you together. He always have this cute face and thid incredible cute smile and laugh. As soon as you finally get your food, you start to eat.

Suddenly, you stop Minhyuk. "Minhyuk-oppa, stop!", you shot a bit and he looks at you confused. You take his burger and open it, to take away ome cucumbers which you saw as he wanted to bite. "So, now you can't get poisoned", you giggle and give him back his burger. he laugh cute and give you a kiss on your forehead. "Thank you my dear cucumber guardian!". You both laugh and the whole evening was just funny cute and awesome.

As soon as you're done, you both go out of the restaurant. It's already dark, so Minhyuk consist about to bring you home. You get blush, as always when he does some cute actions. He take your hand and you both go to your apartment. You talk and laugh together. You caught yourself getting comfortable with him. You take a litte detour to spend some more time together. In a small park, you sit down on a bank, not much light there. You cuddle yourself a little near to him. You still talk but the atmosphere get a bit more quiet. You're about to tell him something, but you caught him staring at you for a long time. You can't see much of him instead his smile and his bright eyes. You look back, stare in his beautiful eyes for a long time. You feel his hand on your waist and your cheekbones turn warm. His face gets near to yours and you feel yourself burn inside. Your heart thromb hard.

You close your eyes. Slowly feeling his breath on your rose lips. You claw your hands a bit in his jacket. Slowly. Really slowly you finally feel his warm and soft lips on yours. Your breath stock. You kiss him back, with so much love in it, you can't believe ou fell for a man within such a short time. The kiss turn into a really romantic and passionate kiss. Slowly Minhyuk take you and sit you on his lap. He press his chest aginst yours and the kiss begin to be more wild. His tounge start to press against your lips, so you open your mouth a bit. He sticks his tounge in your moth, with so much care and love. The kiss turn a bit sloppy and dirty, but still with care and love. He really pay attention if this is really okay for you. You slowly solve from him with a fast breath and some spit still connect your mouths together. You can feel a bumb between your legs. As soon as you realize that, you get nervous and blush but also really exited and turned on too.

You stand up and take his hand. "Maybe you want to sleep in my bed tonight?~", you giggle a bit and he get a bit blushed too, but nod and smile at your suggestion. You walk along with him to your apartment, open your door and turn on the light. "Feel yourself home, it's not that special and big, but I like it!~", you explain and put off your shoes. "You want something to drink?", you ask him, but as soon as you turn around, the lights go off again and you feel Minhyuks chest on your beck, his arms around you, press your body against him. "I really want something different..", he whispers with a husky deep voice in your ear. You get goosebumps all over your body as soon as you feel his hands wander under your pullover, touching your boobs underneath your bra. You wheeze a bit and claw your hands in his arms. "I-I'm sorry, but you are really just beautiful Y/N...", he say and kiss your neck. He slowly open your bra without any trouble and put off your pullover. You get a bit embaressed cause this is truely your first time. He looks at you and smile warm. "You really look so beautiful.. ", he start to kiss down your neck, over your boobs, stop at your nipples and softly start to lick them. You slowly get turned on and hide your hands in his hair. He suck softly at them, the whole time having his attention to you. You moan a bit and tug his hair. "M-Minhyuk-oppa...", you wheeze and he slowly put a hand under your skirt. He start to rub carefully on your clit, as he would know that this is your first time. You get even more wet and he start to kiss you again. You kiss him back, but this time the kiss turn dirty and sloppy a bit faster than before in the park. He carefully lift you so you wrap your legs through his hips. he press you against a wall and kiss you more, still rubbing your clit. You feel his erect member against your womanhood. You slowly start to move your hips a bit against his dick and he wheeze a bit. "B-Babe..". You get tooo turned on of his voice. He start to pull out his trousers and his underwear, pressing his raw member against your panties under your skirkt. You moan and claw your arms around his neck. For your surprise, he moans a bit and pressing his chest against yours. It's dark, so you can't see that much but he looks at you with this sexy face. You totally fall for him. "I-I don't have a condom..", he say, a bit embaressed, but still sexy. "I-It's okay, I'm on my safe days", you smile at him and his worried face turns into a smirk. He slowly pull down your panties, press you back against the wall and slowly start to rub his member against your wet womanhood. You moan at him.

Slowly he press his member into you. You moan loadly, trying to be a bit quiet. "O-Oppa!", you moan and he breaths very hard. "F-Fuck Y/N.. y-you're so tight...", he moan and stop. "L-Let me take a minute, I didn't expect that...", he wheeze and you nod. 'Maybe should have sayhim that I was a virgin before..', you think, but as soon as he start to move you forget that and moan. "M-Minhyuk!", you moan loudly, not able to control your volume. "B-Baby..", he moans in your ear, start to move faster. You get turn on by his moans and scratch his back down.

You both are a moaning mess, but you enjoy every second of your first time. You slowly start to feel a bit numb and you feel that you're near. "O-Oppa.. I-I have to..", you moan and Minyhuk start to move faster and harder. "M-Me too..", he wheeze, and start to move really hard and fast. You can't control yourself anymore, moan his name loady and bite his neck. A few thrusts after, you finally come and press his body against yours, moaning in his ear. A few thrusts later, he thrust it as deep as possible and spill it all into you. He moans loudly as he come and press you hard against the wall. You stay in this position a few moments. Your breaths hard and exhausted. He slowly carry you down and smile at you. "T-That was amazing..", he says and start to kiss your face a few times. You giggle and you get up to clean yourself together with Minhyuk.

You lay in your bed, your arms around Minhyuks waist. He fondle your hair and have the biggest and happiest smile like a kid. It's just a few days, but you just fell in love with this boy so much.

"I-I have to tell you something..", he start a conversation, obviously worried and embaressed face. You look at him. "T-This was my first time..", he says, hiding his face in your hair. You start to giggle. He looks at you. "W-Whats so funny?". You kiss his forehead and whisper in his ear. "Mine too~", you say and you both start to laugh. "I-I know its just a week we know each other but it's like I found my soulmate~", he say with a calm voice and you smile at him while your cheekbones get warm again.

"I think we should thank the cucumbers for bringin us together!~", you laugh and he looks disgusted. "I would never thank a cucumber..", he grumbles and you smile really bright.

"I think it was love at the first cucumber~", you say and kiss him. Slowly you both start to fall asleep in your arms, with a bright smile on your faces.

[a-mellowtea]

Someday (We’ll Be Okay Again)

Characters: Ruby Rose + Yang Xiao Long Summary: The road to Mistral was a difficult one, even for Remnant’s most simple, honest souls. Fortunately, the love of a sister is not one to be underestimated.

The mornings in Mistral are what Ruby found herself enjoying the most. The early hours, when the sun just began to peek over the tops of the mountains surrounding the Kingdom, and a gentle fog billowed over the gardens, and the sky was painted in the soft pastels of an invisible artist. The silence that saturated the city was so unlike what she’d grown used to. On the road, silence was unnerving. It meant something was wrong; a lurking Grimm, another destroyed village, a painful memory. These were things Ruby had grown used to but certainly wasn’t fond of.

Here, however, the lack of noise was different. It meant safety. Tranquility. A slow sunrise.

“You’re up early.”

Ruby smiled at the familiar voice, turning away from the beautiful view to watch her sister approach. Yang carried two steaming mugs in hand, but unlike the last time, Weiss didn’t join them. She suspected her partner was enjoying a little well-deserved extra sleep. Ruby envied her for that.

“Still having trouble sleeping?” the blonde asked.

“A little,” she replied in earnest, a timid shrug rustling the fabric of her cape. Ruby recognized the quirk of Yang’s brow as one of concern, but the dark circles under her eyes suggested that she wasn’t alone in her streak of sleepless nights.

One of the mugs was lowered in front of her. While she wasn’t really in the mood for a dose of caffeine, she accepted it gratefully, only to have her somewhat dejected resignation alleviated a moment later as Yang snorted. 

“Don’t worry,” she said, settling onto the dirt next to her sister. “It’s not coffee.”

“Oh!” Ruby’s smile returned in full, fingers curling tighter around the ceramic mug. “Thanks.” 

She took a cautious sip, thinking maybe Yang had raided their cupboards for tea but was pleasantly surprised by the simply divine taste that rolled over her tongue. An involuntary shiver ran through her, and her grin broadened.

“Is this...?”

“Hot chocolate?” Yang’s smile mirrored hers as she blew on her own beverage. “Yup.”

In almost perfect sync, both sisters took a long drink. 

“Mmm,” Ruby hummed happily and licked a small patch of foam from her above her lip. “Just like dad’s.”

As children, Ruby could remember many an instance when Tai would come home late, exhausted from a long day of teaching at Signal, only to somehow find the energy to make them all cups of cocoa. Those nights usually ended with the trio passed out on the couch, the theme of a forgotten movie or video game blaring over the TV. 

The memory was bittersweet. The last time she had seen her father had been the night before she left for Mistral. She couldn’t even recall the last thing she’d said to him. She prayed to whatever deity who might have chosen to watch over her that she had told him she loved him.

Yang watched a shadow cross her sibling’s expression, and frowned.

“Ruby?”

Ruby set her drink on the ground, drawing one knee to her chest. 

“How is Dad?” she asked, glancing briefly at Yang.

“He’s...” Yang took a moment to properly consider it before settling on, “doing okay. Took you leaving pretty hard.” A pained sound tumbled from the back of Ruby’s throat. Her posture sagged, and she suddenly found the toe of her worn combat boots very interesting. A letter. She had left a letter to tell her own father that she was embarking on a reckless mission that had nearly gotten her, and her friends, killed. 

More than actually leaving, she regretted not being brave enough to face him.

Setting her own cup aside, Yang put a hand over her sister’s. “Ruby,” she began. “It’s okay. I’m not mad, and neither is he. Just... really worried. You up and leaving like that... scared him. I think it reminded him of-”

“Mom,” Ruby finished, shoulders tensing on a nearly imperceptible wince.

Yang nodded, “Yeah. Both of them.”

“I sent you guys letters, you know,” said Ruby at length. “Fourteen of them - I counted. I guess none of them made it.”

“You gonna tell me what they said?” Yang asked. Her flinch was impossible to miss this time, and instinct had Yang’s grasp tightening a fraction. When her sister didn’t respond, she gave a sigh. “Ruby... I know there are things that happened out there. Things that Jaune, and Ren, and Nora haven’t told us. Things you’re not telling me. And that’s okay, you don’t have to. But I’m here if you want to.”

“Of course I want to,” Ruby blurted out not a heartbeat after Yang finished. Glistening silver finally met concerned lilac, and her brow furrowed in frustration. “Of course I want to tell you everything! I just... I don’t know how.” Momentarily struggling for an even breath, she tried to rub the pinpricks from her eyes. It was a futile effort - her eyes misted anyways.

“Sometimes it felt like we saw something awful every day. Villagers. Huntsmen. Entire towns, just... gone. And even if we didn’t, it was so... quiet. All the time.” 

Ruby’s chest constricted further, and she swallowed hard despite the painful pang of dread in her stomach. “It took weeks for Jaune to have a normal conversation with us, Yang. A-and I don’t- I didn’t know Ren and Nora that well. I-I didn’t want to ask because I knew they were all thinking about Pyrrha and what happened, and I-”

“Ruby. Hey.” 

Giving her hand a gentle tug to get her attention, Yang spread her free arm wide. Ruby needed no other prompting in order to practically throw herself at her older sibling and, likewise, Yang needed no further indication of her sister’s need as she wrapped her arms around the trembling teen, drawing her as close as she could without restricting her ability to breathe. 

“Shhh,” she soothed, carding her fingers through Ruby’s short hair in an attempt to help her relax. “It’s okay.”

“It was all my fault.”

“No. No, no, no. Ruby, don’t sa-”

“It was!” Ruby cried, breath leaving her in a rattling wheeze. “You were- I-I...” She fought against the memory that shoved its way to the fore of her mind; the arrow protruding from Pyrrha’s back, the gargling gasps for breath, the glowing embers that floated away in the wind. 

“W-Weiss and I went back for Pyrrha and Jaune, a-and Jaune... h-he called us, and begged us to save her, and I was the only one who could make it up the tower. A-and I-... I wasn’t fast enough! Cinder shot her and I couldn’t do anything!” 

All at once, Ruby began to weep with a force that startled Yang. Hoarse, keening sobs shoved themselves from her chest as she shook with a violence that made it seem as though her fragile frame would simply shatter. 

“I couldn’t save her,” came as a broken whimper, and Yang tightened her hold, feeling her own eyes burn. Ruby buried her face in her sister’s shoulder, clinging to her for all she was worth, fingers curling and creasing the fabric of her jacket. Cold tears dripped in a steady river from her cheeks as dizzy nausea took hold, enough to make her want to vomit.

Yang leaned over, her cheek pressed against the warmth of Ruby’s hair. A choked apology reached her ears, and the blonde shook her head on another gentle hush. Her hand moved to rub small circles over her sibling’s back, uncertain of how much comfort the unforgiving metal could provide but wanting to do whatever she could to calm Ruby nonetheless.

“Breathe, Ruby,” she said softly. “It’s okay. I’m here. I’m right here. Just breathe.”

The younger of the pair did as she was told, albeit feeling like an eternity later. Ruby turned her focus to the rise and fall of Yang’s chest and strove to match the rhythm, then to the careful hand tracing over her shoulder blades. Her breathing evened out, shallowly at first, and then more relaxed. Gradually, Ruby’s hiccuping sobs eased into sniffles. She shifted only to wipe trembling palms across her face, and Yang caught some of her swollen profile - tired, reddened eyes, cheeks shimmering with drying tears - as she did.

Craning back slightly to give her some space, Yang’s gaze flitted up to the lightening sky. 

“Do you remember... our first big test at Beacon?” she asked, the idea of a smile pulling her lips upward. “In Peach’s class? I think it was on survival tactics or something like that, right? You remember how long we all studied for that stupid thing? How even Weiss struggled with it? And then, we get our marks back, and-”

“And even Pyrrha failed it,” Ruby finished, sniffling. An airy laugh followed a moment later. “She was so mad.”

“What was it she said?” Yang raised an eyebrow, her smile growing as she looked back to her sister. “‘If I can survive four years at Sanctum,” Ruby shared her smile and spoke with her, “I don’t need a test.’”

For a minute, the sister’s laughter mixed in the morning air; Yang’s half-covered chuckle, and Ruby’s higher giggling mingling in an unlikely harmony. When it faded, so did the small light that had leapt to Ruby’s gaze. She closed her eyes with a shaking sigh.

“I miss her,” she said.

“Me too.”

“I miss Penny,” Ruby continued after a breath. “And our bunk beds. And waking up ridiculously early for class, and taking trips to Vale on the weekends, and our teachers, and-”

Yang gave her arm a squeeze. “Shhh. I know.”

Reaching around her, Yang took Ruby’s mug - still half-full with steaming cocoa - and offered it to her. After a hesitant second, it was snatched from her fingers. With a light chuckle, she turned to collect her own. The pair lapsed into a comfortable silence, with Ruby leaning heavily against her sister, and Yang’s arm securely around her shoulders.

“Hey. Listen,” said the older, her words slow and careful. Ruby peered up at her, but she continued to stare out at the distant mountains. “When you were away... things were pretty rough at home.”

Ruby took a breath, intent on apologizing, but Yang beat her to the punch, “And before you say anything, don’t you dare think that’s because of you.” 

“This...” Yang drummed the fingers of her prosthetic hand against Ruby’s arm to punctuate her point, “wasn’t easy to get used to. Wouldn’t have been, whether you had stayed home or not. But... it’s normal now.”

Ruby drew back a bit, and Yang turned to her, her gentle smile tinged with sadness. “As much as it hurts, and I know it does, this,” she gestured to their surroundings, “is our normal now too. I wish we could go back, Ruby. I would give anything, just for us to have one more day at Beacon. But we can’t.”

Ruby’s lower lip wavered dangerously. Pressing them together in a firm line, she nodded; once, resolute.

“But I’m here,” Yang continued. “So are you. So is Weiss. And Jaune, and Ren, and Nora, and even Uncle Qrow.”  Yang pulled her back in, and Ruby’s head dropped onto her sister’s shoulder. “It is what it is, sis.”

Ruby lowered her gaze to the dirt, considering her words. Then, she raised her mug to her lips. “It is what it is,” she repeated in agreement, voice muffled, and took a sip.

Yes - Ruby decided that she very much enjoyed Mistral’s version of silence.

[yumenosakiacademy]

metr0con 2019 thursday diary

Cosplayed: tsuka-sa suou, summer uniform, w my burger king crown n my leo sign. Breakfast: ramen. Snack: none, but i did bring a package of poptarts.

This is for future me, so i’d prefer if ya didnt read but i mean. w/e.

Okay so.. I had a crappy morning and I only slept for 2 hours BUT! Con tiiiime! I got there and arrived at the hetalia panel a few minutes late but that's okay, it wasn't by many. I remembered I asked sealand during truth or dare n he said dare n I asked him to reenact his favorite fortunate dance n he was like "oh I've been waiting for this" or smth and later, I asked him how his gamer youtube channel was doing n america was like “oh dude i was ur 5th subscriber!!” n sealand was like “subscribe to me plss” n america was like “dont forget to like n subscribe. n receive notifications.” n someone dared canada to b as loud as america n she yelled when they said “be as loud as you were when u lost to russia in hockey”. at another part, someone asked america if she would rather never eat fast food again or save sealand from falling into a volcano n she hugged sealand n said “my lil bro!”. someone dared america to speak in proper english and she was all “oh pip pip cheerio” and mocking england haha

at the end of the panel, a girl came up to me n she said she liked my costume n i was like “!! r u into ES??” and they said “almost” or like. kinda or smth but they took my picture n i felt so happy gjhns

OKAY then i tried to go to the adventure t!me sing-along n q+a panel but they only did truth or dare for a few minutes n im not big into AT anyway so i wasnt rly having fun then they decided to start the singalong when they got the wifi working via someone turning on their hotspot but i had a bad throat so i just left the panel and then had abt 4 hrs to walk around! aw jeez, right?

while on my walk i saw a riku n got their pic n i was like “male idols unite hell yea” n we talked for a bit n they were talkin abt a boy idol series they had heard abt called dank!ra n i mentioned i had also heard abt that! i also came across someone who said they liked my costume or knew who i was (someone in a red beret) n we were talking abt ES n i was like “best boys go” n they said shu and i think keito n i was like “chiaki n mika.. theyre baby” n they were like “ryuse!ta! n rabitz r the most baby in ES” n i was like “oh dude those r my fav units.....” at some point, i saw kuro again!! i saw them but was too shy then later they spotted me as i walked past them n went “tsukasa!!” n i turned around n i was like “erin!!!” n i hugged them n the beret person was there too bc they were their friend apparently and kuro said they were just gonna b kuro for thursday (they were cosplaying summer uniform!kuro like they did in a previous yr) n they just wore it cuz they were hot n went “summer uniform solidarity” (bc i was summer uniform!tsukasa) n we fist bumped and i was digging around my shirt pocket to show them my souma keychain n they were like “oh dude u reaching into ur pocket reminded me i need to get smth from my pocket. i hav Fangs” n they put on costume fangs! eventually they started looking at jojo figures at the stall we were next to n we eventually parted.

at some point, the person running the itabag booth (theyre an ES fan, i kno. their site has ens-tars itabags in the examples gallery n they cosplayed ES last yr) saw me n went “ousama!” bc of my sign n i went over n they were like “guess what ia ctually got to meet arashis va last week” n i was like “RLY??” n they were showing me their arashi itabag n they were like “yea i got to shake his hand n everything aaa. n during his talk/panel (?) i kept showing off my arashi stuff as if to say “I LOVE ARASHI” n i was like “arashi is best knights member.. ara-nee............”

at some point my crown fell off while i was on the escalator? i tried to go back for it but it was gone in the Minute it took me to ride te up escalator? i assumed someone took it to wear but kenyan said someone mightve thrown it away..

i went to metro night live n it wasnt all that funny?? idk what to talk abt from it. they did a “luigi being a gamer” video series n one of them was him playing hotl!ne miami (not knowing it was violent) n he was like “ive never been to florida but i guess this is a game to simulate it!” n it said “proloogue: the metro” n he was like “oh like the convention!” n when the mask selection came up he was like “oh look we can even cosplay!” n he went thru the door n saw one of the mafia members n went “look! a congoer! hello- oh” n accidentaly shoved one of the guys down n he was like “can i help you up-” but then the character (jacket) smashed the guys head in w the button press n luigi went “....o-oh. uh-” and some of the other games were fortnite n he played a violent game n he was like “THERE IS NO GOD HERE NOW” or w/e. they also had an “Edgelords anonymous” skit in which reaper was a new member of the group but it ended w ruby r0se describing brutal ways to kill people (while listing em cheerily) n the others being disturbed n alucard ending the session.

at 7 i had nothing so i walked around. then when 8 hit, i was gonna go to Whose Line Is It Anime but apparently its time had been changed to 7 pm?? the 8 in “8:00-9:00 pm” was scribbled out in sharpie on the schedule board in front of the room n it said 7 pm but now that i think abt it.. i think they meant 7-9 pm. ....shit. oh god damn it. anyway i got sad n left then since it was kinda empty/slow bc it was nighttime, i sat down on a wall thing to open up my sougo plush keychain n some guy next to me started talking to me abt my nails and we got ot talking n apparently he had wanted to go to the dealers room but didnt kno they closed @ 8 n he was here w friend n only had a single day pass bc he had work the other days (his name was spencer) so he was just lounging and i suggested he tell his friends what he wanted n they get it for him if they hav weekend passes n asked if he knew abt the game room n he said no so i invited him to go play smash w me so we went but couldnt figure out how things worked bc there were many consoles n screens w games, but mosst had no controllers but it turns out u borrow the contollers w ur con pass! kenyan was there running the controller borrower table. he said “psst” bc he saw me n i ws like “kenyan!!!” n hugged him n he was like “hows ur weekend going dear” n i said not that great but only bc it was thursday! also my throat hurt” n he was like “did u drink?” n i was like “well.. i have water but..” n he was like “drink juice. it’ll help. that’s what ur dad wwould say” (he woukdnt) anyway we got our controllrs and started playg smash n i went, in order: joker, robin, chrom, bayonetta, greninja n he was teaching me how to play w the gamecube controller (im used to a wiimote) n he beat me every time but i had fun!

after that i was GONNA go to the v-ld panel but i looked inside while walking by n there werent many ppl so i said “okay lets go to the BB panel then. take a look” so i went in there n there were a TON of ppl anyway it was kind of boring bc im not big on murder mysteries n stuff but apparently someone solved it by saying ciel slipped n fell, no one murdered him. then they did the raffle n i didnt win but thats okay! most ppl left after the raffle ended n q+a started n i couldnt hear many ppls’ questions anyway so i was bored n thought of goint to the vl-d panel but ended up not but w/e! oh! also everyone received candy at the beginning of the panel n i ahd a mystery lollipop n it turned out to b birthday cake flavor! id never had that before. it was Good.

after that i was just wandering around n i called dad to startdriving there but the ciel i asked for a picture of, them n their friends were gawking at my nails ns tuff n one of the teens’ dads was like “how do ya pick ur nose w it??” but after that, as i was wandering around, the gundam id sen earlier that day saw me n waved n i said oh hi n went over n they (it was them n an izuru) were like “wanna hang out w us for a while?” so i was like “oh. shoot. id luv too but im waiting for my dad to pick me up” n theyw ere like “it’s okay we can just hang out til then, then, if ya’d like” so i hung out w them n the gundam was talking abt how earlier, a mukuro complimented them on their outfit n they returned the compliment n went to leave n the mukuro was like “uumm arent u gonna hang out w me? we’re from the same series n all” n they were like “not w that f***in attitude” n i was like “did ya rly say that?” n they were like “yea. ppl dont expect me ta hav attitude” n we also talked abt piercings n how i said they seemed cool n goth (the gundam had a nose ring n the izuru had a piercing near their mouth) but how it must hurt n they said it just feels like a pinch. at some point i roled over my bag so my sougo wouldnt get dirty n the izuru saw my rei button n mentioned smth abt only findin one rei button at the idol table n i was like “UR INTO ES???” n they were like “i just kno undead n a few other characters. like [points @ my leo sign] i kno him” n i went “he’s dumbass supreme” n the gundam was talking abt getting the rythm game n i was like “jut read the stories on the wiki the game is boring imo” n the izuru backed me up by saying it wasnt a rhythm game n a lil while later, i showed them the 2 cool rei cgs n i was like “big sexe” n they agreed but the izuru had said theyd seen the croassroads one i showed em (the first of the 2) n the gundam said they wnted to cosplay bloody banquet rei (the other cg i showed em) n the izuru said they wanted to cosplay them All gjhnsm i showed them ryu-seitai too n showed them undead n gundam showed an interest in adonis! we also talked abt k!n stuff n all that! im not gonna go into detail on that (esp bc it’s so late rn as im typing!) but gundam was like “i dont trust junko k!n. like, evreyone else, yea, but junko? no. or like, any other character that’s just so irredeemably shitty”. oh they also talked abt this one messy, ugly, tangly junko wig they found for $300 which shouldnt have been that much n it was just a mess of tangles. anyway t’s getting late oh gosh. anyway they said they’d b on the lookout for me tomorrow so we can say hi again! 

random fun fact: SO many ppl complimented my nails today gjhnsm

[eyedelater]

post about the rest of the ajin anime (seasons 1 and 2)

(nothing special, just a liveblog post)

ajin episode 6

i see that the animation budget saved by doing CGI was instead spent on the fluttery shifty effects of the black ghosts

so satou's ghost is also anvil-headed

right, nagai doesn't have much empathy... hmm... hmm... that doesn't excuse his being an asshole at times

tosaki sure is eager to jump to conclusions as to why satou didn't bring out his ghost

ohh, ghost-to-ghost head collisions can bump some memories back and forth, interesting, i forgot about that...

huh, what is eriko calling kei "onii-chan" for at a time like this? she called him "nii-san" to his face and i think in front of everyone who talked to her about him, right? was that her way of expressing worry about him...?

episode 7

tosaki's gotta get that dekai kane

right, of course he's motivated by comatose fiance. doesn't excuse any of the shit he's done

episode 8

nakano kou. do we seriously have a kei, a kai, and a kou? sounds like a bit of a natural OT3 tbh

episode 9

there we go, nagai kei finally being an indisputable asshole

oh, right, big pharma makes an appearance as an antagonist

sokabe has a very silly face.

i already forgot what IBM stands for and can only come up with IBM he company or ICBM (intercontinental ballistic missile) without the C

right, ogura's distinguishing feature was not only smoking cigarettes, but being unreasonably dedicated to his brand of smokes in particular. so dumb

episode 10

ogura says a black ghost can only be used once or twice a day, but didn't nagai kei whip em out one after another like it was no thing? is that his special protagonist power that makes him differentiated enough to be the protagonist?

kei's ghost learned how to fell a tree from minecraft

do they really have huge screens up in cities complete with booming audio? the screens are nothing new, but the audio seems unusual to me

episode 11

oh, tosaki finally learned satou's name. from satou's video.

yamanaka-san bought him an oPhone8

"life and money are synonymous" sounds like your typical CEO

omfg satou rode the sinking tower and had a great time

sokabe is still calling satou "hat guy." get with the picture

episode 12

this just in: does satou sometimes substitute a "sh" sound in for an "s" sound?

episode 13

kei demonstrates his shittiness by holding a knife to yamanaka-san's neck after getting sniped. what a dick. oh wait he made it work. well whatever

tosaki says nagai kei is not a fool and as such he probably already scouted out the area, but tosaki immediately also says nagai kei has probably exhausted his black ghost uses for the day, something a fool would do because only a fool doesn't know their own limits and try to use them tactically in such a situation

time for season 2 i guess, episode 2-1

this OP isn't bad i guess

these subs having sokabe say "it's normal for a subordinate to greet his senpai." listen, if you use "senpai," you gotta also use "kohai," and if you use "subordinate," you also gotta use "superior" you can't just pick and choose which words you want to translate

this ending song is horrible

ep 2-2

sakurai emerging from the airplane toilet clearly zipping up his fly out of frame and seeing satou and his eyebrows just turn on a fulcrum and then turn backward like they're pinball flippers

ep 2-3

ah. i was musing over what must be the most popular ship for ajin, thinking maybe kei/kai or kei/kou or tosaki/ogura, but i've had a bit of a realization, and if i know the hearts of the BL community at all, their favorite ship is probably some sinful shit like tosaki/kei. i’ll find out soon enough whether i’m right (haven’t looked at any ajin pixiv tags yet)

ep 2-4

kotobuki, eh. seems like a charming character. oh, this bandanna delinquent is pulling the ol' pee-and-chat

kaito, everyone's favorite punching bag

for the record, i know i've read beyond this point in the manga, but i don't remember shit except that i left off around a chapter where we see shimomura's history.

kotobuki has a small head, maybe he just squeezed through some bars to escape

ah, i just realized the other anime this kinda reminds me of: zankyou no terror. it's got the police/government and the american government trying to intervene aspect to it.

carly meyers doesn't have any kind of american accent... i was kinda hoping she would

neither does doug here. i guess they didn't have voice actors who would have some fun doing a bad accent... or maybe they didn't see it as appropriate

holy FUCK, kaito executed a flying dropkick even though he wasn't on higher ground or anything, what the fuck

kotobuki asks kai what nagai kei is like and i earnestly half-expected him to reply "he's scum" like everyone else does

oh, so kotobuki's got a winged kuro-chan. lucky... 

i forgot to write about this in the episode where it was said, but that iowan ajin whose ghost was driving a tractor is such a perfect image i can't stop thinking about it

ep 2-5

so i guess satou's catchphrase is "sssshate" (bc he kinda does a "sha" instead of a "sa") (meaning "now, then.")

the first OP wasn't skippable but i find myself needing to skip this one

there's lots of "pulling up live television broadcasts via a non-television device" in this anime

kou calling shimomura "izumi-san" pls

i like how whoever is nearest the whiteboard is the one to cross the latest victim off the target list

ok, if tosaki is about to be fired (which, hasn't he been for a while now?), that made me think, why is he concerned about his job when he's doing this conspiring with ogura and nagai etc hidden from his superiors? is he concerned about stopping satou, or is he still only concerned about money for his fiancee...? is he getting hella paid for this even though he's less involved in the torture (the real moneymaking activity) than before?

i don't like this dynamic btwn american guy and carly meyers where he keeps correcting her gruffly and she keeps backing off and looking afraid/ashamed.

they had nakano put on a satou hat to be satou ;w;

did shimomura just plug a flash drive into her phone? what kind of compatibility we got in this time period?

how long do neck-stab sedatives take to kick in in real life?

carly meyers's kuro-chan has a gem-shaped head

why don't all ajins just keep a knife or something on them to cut their own throat whenever they get hurt

ep 2-6

tainaka yoko. yup, this is about where i left off in the manga, i believe

whoa there, tosaki just got tased right in the nib nob. that's dirty, american doug

i can't say i feel bad for tosaki getting tortured.

ep 2-7

shut your ungrateful mouth, tosaki, shimomura was LITERALLY just doing her job, which you TOLD HER WAS HER JOB: PROTECTING YOU

how in the fuck did satou get away with playing dead when the other side KNOWS it's ajins they're fighting

why isn't ogura, a native english speaker, the one writing an email to the defense department

ep 2-8

this new OP is ok

ep 2-10

(i spent all of 2-9 doing origami instead of typing)

tosaki don't relapse on your smoking habit :( that's not gonna do anyone any good.

ep 2-11

kai busts in with his signature move and saves the day and he's started calling kotobuki "senpai"

so kei's signature line to kai is "i really have to pee"

kai's like "you're wrong. he (kei) isn't an idiot." that's right, he's actually trash, ask anyone

i can't emphasize enough how bad this ending theme is

ep 2-12

well okuyama-kun has been kind of lovable so far, so if he and others decide to join tosaki's side, that would probably be good

isn't burying someone alive the worst way to try to contain them? because you can't see them directly. they could escape without you noticing

ep 2-13

no kabedonning shimomura >:(

wait wait is tanaka also wearing a satou hat? oh, it's just a baseball cap.

fuck off tanaka don't impale shimomura in the same way twice

oh, one of nagai's new ghost army said the thing that nagai said at the scene where he first saw a ghost :0 about the sick puppy. i like all these ghosts spouting quotes

oh, he cut off satou's head. well, that's the first head we've seen cut off. is he facing the right direction to meet his new self? he closed his eyes too soon for us to find out :\

helicopters are raining in bullets from above like in ghost in the shell (1995) (unless i’m completely misremembering. there were other things that were raining bullets in various directions in that scene so i’m not sure)

so now satou's in custody for the first time. 

so satou had an exposition dream

honestly i’m no longer sure where i even left off when i read the manga x years ago, i feel like i may have dropped it because i didn’t care for the boring military shit going on for quite a while, but i feel like i even distantly remember satou being beheaded in the manga...? but anyway i’m gonna (re?)read the whole manga now i guess. overall manga verdict: it had a distant, clammy feel to it, but not bad; the voice for nagai’s ghost was real good; they did a good job with the cgi animation, but it definitely lacks something compared to the art in the manga; the only good OP was the first one; and yeah idk my feeling toward this anime is pretty neutral.

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Lifeline

Summary: The remorse swirls up inside him again, threatening to drown him, but Sakura doesn’t leave his side. She murmurs softly in his ear, mostly nonsensical repetitions of “It’s okay. You’ll be okay.” [SasuSaku Festival 2017 – Day 4 – Prompt: “Sasuke’s Regrets”]

Disclaimer: This story utilises characters, situations and premises that are copyright Masashi Kishimoto, Shueisha, Shonen Jump and Viz media. No infringement on their respective copyrights pertaining to episodes, novelisations, comics or short stories is intended by KuriQuinn in any way, shape or form. This fan-oriented story is written solely for the author's own amusement and the entertainment of the readers. It is not for profit. Any resemblance to real organizations, institutions, products or persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

All plot and Original Characters except for those introduced in the canon books, manga, video games, novelizations and anime, are the sole creation of KuriQuinn. (© KuriQuinn 2016- )

Rating: T

Warning: Spoilers for pretty much everything up to Chapter 699. Trigger Warnings: Possible triggering subject matter. In-depth description and discussion of on-going mental health issues (panic attacks, sleep paralysis, mentions of PTSD)

Canon-Compliance: As close to canon as fanfiction can possibly be. With a few personal additions :P Takes place during the Blank Period.

Beta Reader:  Sakura's Unicorn

There are nights when he doesn’t sleep.

Sometimes, it’s because he’s knee-deep in some spot of trouble or another, saving people in distress, or hunting down obscure leads that amount to little more than whispers. Mostly, though, it’s because his dreams are too dark, too real for him to surrender to sleep.

Before, he dealt with the situation simply: travel until he passed out, too exhausted to dream.

It’s not so easy this time around.

Sasuke turns on his side, staring through the shadows of their small cabin. Splinters of moonlight illuminate Sakura’s slumbering form.

No, that’s not right.

His wife’s slumbering form.

It’s so strange to think of her like that, and yet, so natural. It’s only been a few days since they married, and he still wonders sometimes if he dreamed it all. But here she is, curled on her side, back to him, sleeping peacefully.

Her long hair is braided down her back, the tail of it hanging across the uchiwa symbol on the back of her nightshirt. Sasuke reaches out to trace it with his fingers, and a soft smile forms on his lips.

It’s an unexpected feeling of pride to see her wear it.

She surprised him with that. He had been away for the day and upon returning to her side, discovered that every garment she owned had been emblazoned with his family’s crest. Now, whenever he finds himself lagging behind her (a lot more often these days), he gets to see that symbol flashing at him from beneath pink locks.

To him, it’s a beacon of the future, even as it remains a constant reminder of the past.

Continuing to trace the lines of the fan-shaped figure, Sasuke’s mind flashes back to another time when he stared so intently at Sakura’s back.

He sees his hand glowing with blue light, hears the shrieking chirp of birds. He can feel the heat of his chakra becoming stronger as he shoves it toward the unsuspecting girl in front of him –

Sasuke sits up quickly, the movement jarring his thoughts back to the present. He stares numbly down at where his left arm used to be, still able to sense the heat there. The tingling sensation creeps up through that missing limb.

These are the only times he truly feels that phantom limb pain, and the loss of control bothers him, makes him want to fix it right away, but there’s no way to do that. Even though the air is empty, he imagines his chakra vibrating with the ghostly crackle of a nascent Chidori.

Sasuke’s heart pounds erratically, pain radiating outward across his chest, like giant fingers of flame reaching and grasping across bone and muscle. His stomach pulls tight and he feels bile rising in his throat, brought on by the incessant, desperate need to get out.

With less grace than he’s capable of, he swings around until his feet are planted firmly on the ground, giving him at least a physical hold on the waking world. Scrubbing his hand down his face—it comes away drenched in sweat—he tries to erase the memory from his mind.

He’s revisited that day in dreams enough times that he knows how to fight it back; it’s just a matter of calming himself. Yet, even as he tries to regulate his breathing, it still feels like something is smothering him.

Flashes of memories gnaw at him, and they don’t just end with Sakura. Being possessed of a Sharingan, he sees it all over again in crushing detail.

He relives the moment he shoved his arm through Naruto’s shoulder and the slow seep of his best friend’s blood as it drenched their bodies, the beat of a heart Sasuke narrowly missed crushing. He remembers leaning over Naruto, weighing the pros and cons of killing him, the cold, hard logic sounding out in his head—

Stop it!

As he tries to stand, it feels as if he’s experiencing the action from far away, from one end of a long tunnel. He feels detached from his body in some places, while in others, he is all too present.

The crack of bones echoes in his ears, the metallic, sickly-sweet smell of blood filling his nose.

Where is it coming from?

Sasuke gasps for air, unable to pull in even the smallest breath.

Gasping like Itachi right before he died—before Sasuke killed him. Maybe not himself with his own two hands around the man’s throat as he imagined so often as a child, but his rage spurred him on. He exhausted his sick and dying brother, played into his hands without even asking the questions because he was so damned stupid!

He’s actually choking now, and the sound is sickeningly familiar. He’s heard the wet, rattling wheeze from the countless people he’s killed. He might’ve refused to take lives needlessly during his early years under Orochimaru, but he broke that rule so, so easily.

There’s blood on his hands now—those poor damned and twisted souls trying to escape the Snake Sannin, the samurai guarding the Kage, his friends and family—people he killed because of stupid decisions—

“Sasuke?”

He hears a whisper in the distance, but the roaring in his ears, the cacophony of accusing voices in his head, almost drowns it out. He’s barely aware of something moving in his periphery, and it’s his first instinct to take out the possible threat.

The wide-eyed woman in front of him barely ducks his wild swing. If he had a kunai in his hand, her face would now be a mess of blood.

“S-Sa..kura…” he says, hating that her name comes out as more of a stutter than a question. He tries to convey his apology—he didn’t mean to, he would never!—but that’s the problem, isn’t it?  He’s always hurting her, even when he doesn’t want to.

“Sasuke,” Sakura says, her tone gentle and conversational, “can you take my hand?”

She says it as if it’s nothing, as if she’s asking him if it’s raining outside. The voice of a doctor looking at a patient, trying to figure out what’s wrong. Trying to treat the problem, making him better. That should bother him. He hates it when she coddles him and always has, but right now, summoning up that indignation is too much effort.

“I can’t,” he chokes out, gritting his teeth because he sounds so weak right now. “I c-can’t stop—”

“I didn’t ask you to stop,” she tells him gently, a comforting smile on her face. “I just want to hold your hand.” She reaches out, fingers close enough for him to grasp but not too far inside his personal space. “Sasuke, can you take my hand?”

He considers, one moment parsing the decision, one moment not thinking about—

Itachi’s blood-soaked smile flashes across his retinas again and Sasuke’s fingers recoil.

“I know you can do it,” Sakura continues as his panic rises once more. “It’s right there in front of you.”

She wiggles her fingers invitingly.

Sasuke forces himself to focus, wills his brain and reflexes to kick in again, and before he can talk himself out of it, he clutches her fingers in his own.

Sakura grips him back firmly, adjusting the way their hands fit together so that the hold is more secure. She has to put effort into the action because his entire frame is shaking so violently, he might throw her off if she doesn’t.

He concentrates his attention on the texture of her palm against his own—rough and calloused. Despite being the hands of a healer, they’ve held weapons and mixed poisons, been torn and burned and broken, healed and hardened with chakra.

Warrior’s hands. A warrior like him.

But his hands are stained with much more blood.

He gives a forceful jerk, trying to retreat, but her hold on him doesn’t waver.

“Shhh. Sasuke, I know you’re scared right now, but you’re safe with me.”

Scared? He doesn’t get scared. He’s not allowed to be scared, not after everything.

His attention wavers as Sakura rubs circles across the joint of his thumb. She reaches deliberately up his arm beneath the loose sleeve of his shirt, pressing as much of their skin together as possible. Slowly, she trails her palm down the length of his arm, back and forth, keeping constant contact with him.

“Good. Now, can I ask you to do something, Sasuke? For me?”

He forces himself to focus.

“I’m going to breathe, and I’d like you to copy me, okay? I know you can—you can imitate anything, right?”

He quakes with another tremor. “I can’t sto—”

“You don’t have to stop. Just copy me, okay? That’s all I’m asking. Do what I’m doing.”

He wants to. Above all else, he wants to—he owes her so much, and he will do anything to make it up to her, even something so small—but he can’t get any air into his lungs. He tastes blood, imagines again that this is how Itachi must have felt—

“Okay. It’s okay, you’re doing fine, Sasuke,” she tells him calmly. “Do you maybe want to go outside? We can go outside if you want.”

He can’t respond in words, but simply wraps his fingers more tightly around her wrist and squeezes an affirmative. Without having to confirm with him, she helps him to his feet and all but carries him out the door.

Whenever this has happened before, the idea of anyone touching him has made him violently sick; he’d be tempted to lash out with fist or whatever weapon was closest.  But Sakura…he trusts her; out of anyone in the world, he can trust her.

The girl he left behind. The girl who couldn’t kill him. The woman who waited.

Who he made wait.

The remorse swirls up inside him again, threatening to drown him, but Sakura doesn’t leave his side. She murmurs softly in his ear, mostly nonsensical repetitions of “It’s okay. You’ll be okay.”

Then they are outside and the cool night air hits his sweat-soaked skin. Still, there is no real relief there, and he is still drowning in the taste of blood.

She doesn’t leave him, instead holding him when his knees buckle, gently lowering him to the ground.

“See? There we go. Can you breathe now?”

Breathing. Should be easy. Automatic system. He can do this.

Sakura inhales deeply and loudly through her nose, and then lets her breath out just as slowly. Sasuke gulps a deep, painful lungful of air, almost choking in the process, but it holds. He sputters as he exhales, but Sakura squeezes his hand in encouragement. She repeats the action again, waiting for his breaths to echo her own.

“All right. You’re doing great,” she says once he finally settles into a somewhat repetitive rhythm. “Now, look around. Can you tell me five things you see?”

It’s infantile and, under normal circumstances, he would resent this, but right now, the task seems incredibly difficult. Slowly, he does so, squinting at the forest surrounding them with the same focus he uses to detect enemy ninja.

“Tree,” he says through gritted teeth. “Rock. Traps. Cabin. Fire pit.”

“Okay, that’s great. Now—name four things you can hear, all right? Try to be more detailed this time.”

That’s harder.

He needs to listen more carefully, parse the individual sounds that fill the night.

It proceeds like this several times, her asking him something more after each of his answers. She wants him to explain the smells he can pick up in the air, describe the texture of the ground beneath his bare feet—all the while reminding him to copy her slow rhythm of inhaling and exhaling.

After what might as well be an eternity, Sasuke’s body stills and so does hers.

“Are you feeling better?” she asks, tentative.

He nods once. Even though he is far from okay, at least now, he can breathe.

“Do you want me to stop touching you?” she asks, and he shakes his head no. “Okay.” They sit in silence together for several more beats, just listening to one another breathe. Then she speaks again. “I guess that was a terrible dream you had. Or memory.”

She makes it sound like she’s merely wondering, not directly asking him. He can ignore it if he wants to, and while he appreciates the gesture, he’s made a silent promise to himself not to ignore Sakura ever again.

“…Both.”

“Do you want to talk about it?”

He shakes his head. No. Of course not.

“Alright. But if you do, I’m here. I will always be here,” she reminds him.

“I know.”

He’s always known, even when he was too stupid to acknowledge it.

They sit in silence for a spell. Sasuke stares up at the sky—starless, tonight, no more than a blanket of black surrounding the moon—and listens to the rustle of the wind. In the distance, a brook babbles and crickets chirp.

“I’m sorry,” Sakura says.

The words, more than their suddenness, surprise him.

He peers over at her, trying to understand the context behind her words. “About what?”

“I didn’t realise you had panic attacks, and I…I should have. Considering, well, everything.”

He shrugs. “They happen. I deal with it.”

This doesn’t mollify her.

“Alone.”

“Yes.”

Another long silence.

“I used to get them,” Sakura tells him. Sasuke can’t hide the surprise when he meets her gaze. “Years ago.”

That does make sense then.

After the war, even the most well-adjusted individual must have experienced post-traumatic stress. Just the nature of fighting off the resurrected corpses of loved ones would’ve caused lasting mental wounds.

It just seems odd to think of Sakura being one of those people dealing with inner demons; she is so warm and bright and hopeful. It makes him nauseous to think exactly what could cause her to have panic attacks.

Mostly because he suspects that he is that cause.

Which is why her next words surprise him.

“The first time was after we rescued Gaara. After that fight with Sasori.”

He’s heard about that fight, but never from her. Bits and pieces from Naruto and Kakashi, and embellished versions of the story from locals whenever Sasuke passed through Suna. She’s a legend there. And yet, even though Sakura was the first of them to defeat a member of Akatsuki, she never talks about it.

Then again, Sakura has never been the type of shinobi to boast about her victories.

It appears it’s more than that.

She physically shudders beside him, and he reflexively puts his arm around her shoulder.

“I dreamed about it for months,” she tells him. “Of not being in control of my body, of being made into one of those things. Or that he didn’t kill me. He kept me locked up and butchered you…and everyone else right in front of me before he…” She swallows. “On the good nights, I’d wake up and I couldn’t move.”

“Sleep paralysis,” he realises. He experienced that himself after his family’s murder.

She nods, leaning into him. “It was…hard to deal with. Lady Tsunade helped a lot.”

“What about…” he begins, and then swallows to make sure his voice doesn’t sound so feeble. “What about after?”

“After?”

“Kaguya. After I…”

The genjutsu he cast on her that day, right after they defeated the demon goddess, was one of his strongest. He doesn’t have Itachi’s Tsukuyomi, but with the Rinnegan, Sasuke’s genjutsu capabilities come a close second.

The illusion he trapped her in should’ve kept her catatonic until he released it. Escaping it could not have been easy on her.

Sakura considers and then exhales. “Do you want me to lie to you? Say I was fine?”

His mouth goes dry. “No.”

“Good. Because I wasn’t,” she tells him, and that nauseous sensation is back. “It was horrible. Worse than after Sasori. I was afraid to sleep because I thought my heart was going to stop every time I closed my eyes. Those first few weeks…a part of me was glad you were locked up, because it meant I was…”

“Safe,” he supplies weakly.

He feels her nod and his stomach clenches. He always suspected that Sakura wasn’t as forgiving of him as she always seemed, but this confirmation feels like a physical blow.

“What changed?” he asks. How did she go from being terrified by the thought of his freedom, to offering to travel with him? To writing him letters, waiting for him to return, and travelling by his side?

Why would she agree to become his wife?

“I realised something,” she confesses.

“What was that?”

“You were protecting me.”

That brings him up short because he can barely remember his thought process that day, he was so far gone. “I don’t…”

“Kakashi-sensei told me what you said afterward. And you were right. If I had been awake, I would’ve tried to stop you and Naruto. I would’ve gotten in the way, and one of us—maybe even all of us—would’ve ended up dead. Aside from the fact that it would’ve really, really sucked if that happened, there would’ve been no one to undo the Infinite Tsukuyomi and everyone would be dead. So. I wasn’t happy about it—I’m still not happy about it—but I stopped seeing it as something you did to me, and something you did for me. Just because I don’t like something, doesn’t mean that it wasn’t the right decision.” She sighs and stares up at the sky, a sad smile on her face. “Life is too short to fill it with regrets, Sasuke. Don’t you think?”

Sasuke stares at the woman beside him, this strong, mystifying, possibly insane woman, and is once more struck by a crippling disbelief that she is here with him. Out of everyone in the world that she could have, despite his many sins, she has chosen him. He can’t help but think that despite the horrible things he has done in this life and all the others before it, somewhere, somehow, he must’ve done something to merit this.

Or he is meant to spend the rest of his life proving that he does. It’s a burden he’ll gladly bear, all things considered.

“Yes,” he finally manages to say. “I do.”

She beams at him. “I’m glad.”

She squeezes his hand. “But if you ever do something like that to me again,” she tells him firmly, “I will end you.”

There is no lie in her words.

“And I would let you,” he vows.

“Just so we’re clear.”

“Hm.”

She yawns now and presses farther into his chest. “Do you want to go back inside yet?”

“Not yet.”

“Can I stay out here with you?” she asks, and instantly, he’s transported to all those times she asked to be with him, and all the times he refused her.

That’s one regret he can make up for right now.

“Yes.”

終わり

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This site is Pro Government

I   don’t   Know   how   to   change   the  font   on   WordPress ,  so   i   Just   spaced   words .

I  am  too  cheap  to  pay  for  another   site .  I  wrote  2   strategy   letters . 1  to  KKK .  1  to  gov’t .  I  consider   my   gov’t   one   to   be   my   best   work   ever

              I   had  little  success  trying  to  reach  KKK  or  gov’t   with   snail  mail  so  far .   I  am  including   my   gov’t   letter   on   my   race   site .  ALL   gov’t  personel  should  read  below  –  F B I ,  C I A ,  D o E ,  W H ,  Homeland  D ,  etc .

Any  attempt  to  suppress  my   efforts  to  help  the  gov’t  could  be  consequences .  How  can  i  not  succeed ?  It  fulfills  Anti – Christ  prophecy .

2   F B I   agents  already  visited  me .  Now   that   i   put   my   letter  on – line ,  gov’t  agencies  can  quickly  share  and  discuss  amongst  themselves .  Does  it  have  merit ?

KKK  could  –  possibly  –  benefit   by   reading   my   gov’t   letter –  people  can  be  taught  to  thinK  strategically .

I   did   not  change  a  thing  –  except   my   name +  I  changed  U  to  you  &  R  to  are .  It  is  the  exact  same  letter  i  sent  by  snail  mail  to  gov’t  agencies  in  the  past .  Thank  you .

S T A R T     O F     G O V ’ T     S I T E

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August  5,  2012               cc1 :  EPA  DC  +  Sustainable  Facilities   Practices  Branch

cc2 : Ad  Council . Several  regional  addresses  –  3  in  NY  alone . I’m  sorry , should  I  have  targeted  NY  instead  of  DC ?   congratulations  on  hiring  women !

cc3 : FBI  HQ  in  DC  +  White  House  (  What  could  be  more “ the  gov’t ”  than  FBI  or  WH ?  Yet , I  doubt  the  President   Will   read  it  considering  how  much  mail  that  address  gets ! ).  Too  many  stamps , too  many  FBI  places . Too  much  money . Seems  Like  a  lot , but  it’s  only  2  !

cc4 : ADL,  AIPAC . How  to  target “ the  gov’t ” ?   I  thought.  Why  not   write   to  Jewish  organizations ?  They  control  the  country  anyway.

To “ the  government ”: I  became  aware  that  government  (  i.e.,  FEMA , Ready.gov )  propaganda  exists  –  obvious  eco , education , family , military , sports , women , racial……often  in  the  most  unusual  places ……… and  all  over  the  place.

Eco  –  CFL  light  bulbs  +  LED’s . outlaw  incandescent ,     E-check ,    Lead  is  evil ,    no  dumping  written  into  infrastructure ,    recycling  centers  often  near  schools ,    World  Dryer ,    3  windmills  in  cleveland ,         Gay  –  ads  on  bus  +  Chronicles  newspaper ,         reusable  shopping  bags     disability  –  Kneeling  bus

          Over  time ,  I  even  saw  propaganda  in  :  epilepsy  warning  on  video  games ,   Flu ,   seat  belts  on  shopping  carts ,        Mad  cow  disease ,  carbon  monoxide  detectors ,   depression  is  a  disease ,       Foods

I  also  see  that  gov’t  hires  outside  private  ad  companies  to  do  this . If   I  may  offer  constructive  criticism … maybe  you  need  to  change…

1.  Wash  hands  after  touching  this    it  contains  Lead , Known  to  the  State  of  California  to  cause  cancer .  Why  not  wash  the  cord  then ?

2.  Pet poop  transmits  disease . In  cat  litter  also . Why not  human  waste  then ?

3.  Dryers save  trees . Paper  Retriever  bins.  Why  not  save  crops ?  Paper  is  biodegradable –  and  your  favorite  word  Renewable . Sustainable.

I  used  to  work  at  Triarc  Beverage  Group . Near  the  end  of  my  term ,  I  handed  in  ideas  to  the  CEO.           Long – term  consistency  is the  Key  to  gauging  a  good  quarterback . Star  Wars  and  Empire  Strikes  BacK . It  is hard  to  generate  consistently  good  ideas .

Having  had  time  to  understand  some  of  your  past  actions,  I  find  fault  with  some  of  your  strategy.

1.  WTC collapsed  Like  a  pancake.

2.  Doing  things  publicly  ( South  Africa , uss  Liberty  2oo  witnesses , chemtrails , TWA  missile  theory  ) , and  then  lying  about  it  later  on .

3.  Allowing  anti – government  sentiments  ( militia )  to  grow  ( i.e., via  uncontrolled  internet ),  and  then  trying  to  clean  it  up  later  on . “ To  what  end ? ”,  a  Jewish  man  said  in  the  Plain  Dealer . Another  Jewish  man  replied , “ If  we  do  nothing , this  stuff   will   spread ”.

4.  Allowing  anti – government  sentiments  to  grow  in  Saudi  Arabia  ( a  plant  story  on  CNN –  King  Faud  said , “ Leave  the  Palestinians  alone ”.  Who’s  side  are  you  on ?  )

President  Bush  once  said, “ The  government  of  SA  is  stronger  than  the  people  of  Saudi  Arabia ”.  He  also  said , “ bringing  democracy  to  the  Middle  East   will   be  one  of  the  greatest  challenges  of  the  21st  century ”.

I  think  the  correct  strategy  to  use  in  the  Middle  East  is :  1.  Take  out  Saddam  &  his  2  sons . A  power  vacuum   will   result . Gov’t  is  a  “necessary   evil ”.

2.  Develop  ties   with  important  people  in  Iraq . People  with  history.

3.  Pretend  Like  you’re  leaving.

4.  Hopefully , one  of  your  people  will  arise  to  power.

5. Don’t  do  anything  to  make  FolKs  suspect  he  is  a  puppet  of  the  West  ( i.e., obviously , don’t  condemn  Palestinians ).  You  can’t  do  whatever  you  want ,  but   it’s  better  than  not  having  any  influence  at  all …

Why   did   you  tell  that  for ?  So  be  it . It  is  Just  my  opinion . I  remember  President  Bush  once  said , “ Strategy  ain’t  working  in  middle  east . Need  to  Re -thinK…” So  I  started  thinKing  about  it.  How   it  began .

Getting  back  to  the  subject , I  have  come  up  With  an  idea  for  your  propaganda “ machine ”.  I’m  sure  you’ll  LiKe  it  –  so   if   you  use  it , not  Just  hear  it , will  you  compensate  me  fairly , or  at  least  hire  me ?  my  resume  is  not  impressive , but  it’s  a  small  price  considering  its  potential  scope.

What  better  way  than  to  prove  oneself ?  As  a  teaser , I   will  give  you  a  propaganda  idea  for  free … As  I  said , I  learned  more  as  time  went  on , until  I  became  familiar   With  gov’t  propaganda  efforts . I  thinK  this  fits  your  goals …

I  once  bought  a  HAND  CRANK  paper  shredder  at  marc’s  closeout  section  and  never  saw  it  again  –  anywhere , but  through  the  internet . I  loved  it . It  was  simple . Cheaper  than  even  the  paper  shredder  head  ( only  the  head )  they  sell  at  Walmart . Yet,  rich  people  may  not  LiKe  it  because  it  doesn’t  cross  cut . Yet ,  truly  better  than  those  scissor  shredders.

obvious  eco – friendly.  LiKe  your  current  sustainable  transport  propaganda  –  bicycles !   No  electricity  required.  Could  even  combine  eco  +  sports.

I’ve  noticed  that  eco  propaganda  is  the  most  prevalent . But  Just  the  mere  fact  that  I  was  able  to  generate  a  new  idea  ( Transformers  and   TMNT’s )  should  scare  you  (  the  establishment  –  Marvel ,  DC )  and  prove  that  there  is  room  for  growth. ————————————— 1st  letter             Subject : Cola  Promo  Idea       BY : Tony

In  MaY  1998 , I  handed  in  many  ideas  to  the  CEO  of  a  beverage  company. One  idea  in  particular  stood  out . Why   I  came  up   With   this   idea  is  beyond  me . But  it  was  a  perfect  fit  for  cola  products.

When  I  handed  in  this  idea , I  wrote  it  in  non-beverage  specific  terms  to  protect  it . I   received  a  letter  from  the  company  Lawyer  stating  that  it  was   still   my  idea  (  I  have  that  letter  in  my  possession  if   needed  to  verify ).

The  idea  centered  around  the  use  of  a   1.  GIMMICK  CONTRACT   and   2.  A  FREE  WILL , FREE  CHOICE , Free  Stuff   sweepstakes . The  contract  would  not  be  binding  in  a  court  of  law , and  the  phrase, “ Free  Will , Free  choice ” was  popular  at  that  time – and  still  is .

The  consumer  signs  a  contract  similar  to  the  following  example :  I , (  your  name ),  hereby  practice  my  own  Free  Will ,  and  maKe  a  choice  to  drink  ( Any  drinK  ) , if  and  whenever  possible , among  the  other  drink  alternatives ,

For  a  period  of :        []  1  Year  –  Enter  me  in  the  1  Years  sweepstakes     []  2  Years  –  Silver  sweepstakes             []  5  Years  –  Bronze  sweepstakes        []  10  Years  –  Gold  sweepstakes        X____________________

The  consumer  checks  off  a  box  and  the  prizes  in  the  sweepstakes  vary  in  relation  to  longevity . We  would  laminate  the  contract , and  send  it  back  to  the  consumer.

Aug  19,  2012   cc:  Recovery  +  EPA  Sustainable , FBI  HQ +  WH , AIPAC  DC

To “ the  government ”: This  is  my  2nd  letter . Here  is  my  BIG  eco  propaganda  idea … it  involves  basic  FANS …

Solar  LED  lights  exist . Fans  look  Like  windmills !  So  basic  it  makes  you  say  I  should’ve  had  a  V-8  !   duh . It  makes  you  wonder  about  the  gov’t  sometimes.

They  can  become  eco  propaganda  because  they  save  money  by  assist  AC , and  bring  in  cool  air  at  night . This  is  nothing  new . But , up  to  this  time , it  was  never  emphasized  as  part  of  your  eco  propaganda . Go  to  the  store  and  see  for  yourself.

Tower  City  already  has  fans  in  the  Food  court , but  it  was  never  emphasized  as  part  of  eco  propaganda . They  can  be  installed  in  gov’t  buildings , Libraries , Key  bank , BP,  etc.  Just  to  move  the  air  around , not  necessarily  blow  powerfully . Indeed , it  is  a  part  of  good  planning.

That’s  nothing  new , but  this  is  –  HE  fans.  As  you  Know,  High  Efficiency  detergent  and  less  Water  laundry  machines  exist . This  is  also  eco  propaganda . You  Know  it  and  I  Know  it.

Take  the  most  popular  fan  of  all  –  the  box  fan , for  example . Well  developed  means  there  is  not  much  room  for  improvement , as  the  blades  are  already  the  most  efficiently  designed.

Well  developed  means  it  has  built  in  obsolescence – it  was  meant  to  rust  and  manufacturers  want  it  to  break  in  the  bottom  center . It  makes  much  more  sense  to  put  the  break  on  top  where  the  handle  is.

Well  developed  means  both  Aerospeed   and   Lasko   sell  Premium  box  fans , which  are  nothing  more  than  bigger  than  normal  box  fans.  note  that  the  Lasko “ Premium ”  box  fan  has  only  a  tad  bigger  diameter  and  squarer  corners , with  a  30%  increase  in  air  velocity.

The  good  thing  is , all  it  takes  is  repackaging  –  if  premium  box  fans  were  Relabeled  HE  ( 30%  more ).  Any  existing  “ Power ” fan  can  be  labeled  HE  if  there  is  more  room  for  the  blades , either  behind  or  on  the  sides.

Lasko  chose  to  make  the  corners  squarer  instead  of  making  the  diameter  bigger , as  manufacturers  prefer  smaller  packaging , even  though  it  is  better  to  have  an  equal  increase  in  diameter  all  the  way  around.

I’ll  leave  the  technical  details  up  to  your  engineers…

Related  ideas :  maybe  HE  ultrasonic  humidifier . Related  to  my  free  hand  crank  shredder  idea : Hand  crank  can  opener .  Grinder . Telephone . Start  electronics … Pump  Water.

——————————————– 2nd  letter

Related  to  my  HE  fan  idea , but  not  as  good… but  can’t  be  worse  than  your  LED  idea , which  is  EXPENSIVE , and   NOT  selling …… As  you  Know , compact  fluorescent  bulbs’s  CFL’s  are  compact.

Is  it  practical ?  It  is  also  going  in  a  direction  that  most  manufacturers  do  not  Like –  LOW  WATT,  BIGGER  BULBS  require  more  packaging .There  are  pros  and  cons –  smaller  fits  more  applications , BUT  BIGGER  DISPERSES  LIGHT  BETTER.

Trisonic  already  sells  a  crappy , not  durable  65  watt  CFL  that  fits  inside  a  150  watt  body  –  I  can  shoot  straight  into  it  with  my  camera  and  still  see  the  spiral . Indeed , long  fluorescent  tubes  also  require  no  lampshade =  High  efficient .  Related:  no  fan  GRILL.—————————- 2nd  letter

You  are  the  quarterback . I’m  Just  throwing  a  ball  out , which  is  what  I  did  at  Triarc    (  a  few  ideas , some  better  than  others ).

1. Solid  white  toe  socKs  are  rare  in  America.  Solid  dark  green ?  Sand  color . Military   propaganda .  Taken  from  WiKipedia :  article  Roman  Empire  –  The  Romans  also  invented  socks  For  those  soldiers…

2.  Short pens  are  rare . Possible  women’s  propaganda . Fit  in  purse.

3.  in  Korea  they  use  hot  water  under  the  floor  to  heat  rooms  with .  So  ?   Well , they  need  eco  propaganda  in  Korea  also , don’t  they ?    They  sell   solid  toe  socks  in  Korea . Then  people  say , “ Why  not  in  America ? ”

Not  related  to  any  propaganda … but  I’ve  been  thinking  about  racism  recently…

I  once  read  that  Islam  is  the  reason  why  it’s  hard  to  bring  democracy  to  the  Middle  East . How  religious  law  is  incorporated  into  civil  Law . And  her  Sister  communism.  they  said.  But  I  disagree.

When  the  Soviet  Union  fell , my  friend  told  me  that  Russia  still  lives.  Some  say  Russia  did  not  fall  because  of  criminal  elements  or  Soviet  hard  liners . Still , the  whole  Soviet  Union  was  almost  taken.  Sister  communism . I  don’t  think  so .

I  saw  on  CNN  how  China  clamped  down  on  criminals  because  they  destabilize the  State.                                             2  unsolved   mysteries

Why  is  it  hard  to  bring  democracy  to  the  Middle  East ?

Israel  said “ Kill  the  Hezbollah  from  top  to  bottom” . They  cannot  Kill  it .  But   why  ?

A  religion ?

CNN  said  That  Arab  is  a  “Way  of  Life ”.

The reason  I  wrote  this  –  in  my  opinion , Arab  is  a “ State  of  mind ”.  Just  Like  black  is .  Us  vs .  them .    Not  all  blacks  think  that  way , but  there  are  those  that  do.

“They  Kept  us  weak ! ! ! !”.  President  Charles  Taylor  – “They  owe  it  to  us !”.   Haiti  – “Whatever  you  do  to  us , We  do  to  you  ! ! ! !”

Palestinians  accused  of  helping  Israel  are  lynched . Winnie  Mandela  necklaces  those  accused  of  helping  “the  White  man ”. Tanks  on  MLK’s  birthday . Tulsa  got  bombed  From  the  air.  War !  “ no  surrender ” during  Tulsa.  surrender – and  die  after  Colfax  Massacre .

They  said  on  Wikipedia  that  the  Fate  of  the  Ethiopian  Jews  is  still  up  to  political  consideration  even  to  this  day . Meaning  that  the  Israeli  government  has  not  decided  whether  they  are  in  or  out  yet.

During  the  1st  airlift , Israel  was  sincere  (  Airplane  transport  is  expensive ).  After  they  arrived , the  Israeli  gov’t  said , “ We  are  CONFUSED ”. After  a  5  year  wait   (  2nd  airlift  ) ,  there  were  charges  of  racism.  the  quota  is  6oo  per  month , but  only  3oo  are  allowed  in . They  got  slapped  in  the  face , but  continue  to  arrive  – an  excuse  Israel  could  use.

Recently , the  Jerusalem  Post  took  a  poll.  43 %  of  Israelis  will  not  allow  their  daughters  to  marry  Beta  Israel . A  house  divided  cannot  stand .    In  my  opinion , if  black  is  a “ state  of  mind ”, Israel  is  making  a  mistake .—————————2nd  letter

Dear  WH , could  you  please  tell  your  staffers  to  allow  any  more  letters  from  me  to  reach  the  President ?  or  whoever  gets  it ?   couldn’t  my  State  of  mind  theory   (  Let  WH  decide  if  I  am  correct . What  else  is  the  WH  created  for ?  strategy !  )  affect  strategic  decisions ?      

What  does  it  hurt  listening  to  ideas ?   I  am  not  employed.  My  resume  is  crap.  So,  I  thought , why  not  generate  ideas  and  try  to  get  a  gov’t  Job ?

I  recall  Ray  Croc ?  once  said  “ You  have  to  trust  the  company  (  gov’t , marvel  ) . The  company  cannot  trust  you ”. I  Know  from  experience . When  I  handed  in  ideas  at  Triarc  Beverage , I  wrote  the  idea  in  non  beverage  specific  terms . They  eventually  realized  that  I  had  protected  it.  Smart  cookie.  Sadly , nothing  came  of  it.

BUT –  the  CEO  wanted  them.  Demanded  my  ideas . I  was  a  low  level  marketing  Trainee.   oK.  I  gave  you  a   big   one . Will   I   be  compensated ?

————————————————————————————  March  25, 13    cc:  EPA  Sustainable . FBI  HQ,  WH.  AIPAC  DC , ADL  NY,  Ad  Council

To “ the  gov’t ”: This  is  my  3rd  letter , Entitled “ Bread  &  Circuses  +  Internet ”. When  I   Sent  out  my  1st  Letter , I  thought  about  propaganda  ideas . As  ideas  progressed , I   switched  to  strategy , which  I  thought  you’d  prefer.

The  following  is  not  a  coherent  or  developed  strategic  plan-s . Just  Like  yours.

Strategy  # 1  How  about  a  Head  of  Propaganda ?  Title  should  not  mimic  German  evil “ propaganda ”. He  was  important  to  Hitler . One  of  the  1st  steps  of  the  Department  is  to  RE – think  current  propaganda.  Is  it  coherent  and  part  of  strategy ?   i.e,  Seat  belt  laws ?  Strategy  fits  how ?

If  decisions  are  decentralized   and  left  to  outside  private  Ad  Agencies , some  mistakes  could  be  made  over  here , but  not  over  here.   They  could  overlap  –  dryers  save  trees , but  paper  is  biodegradable  and  renewable…

+  I  saw  ( neutral  ?  )   American  Red  Cross  on  a   ( gov’t  ) FEMA  poster . Not  good . Guilt  by  association . YMCA  also.

+  Incoherent  –  3   fish  are  not  recommended  by  the  FDA ?  Also  sounds  not  believable.  =  Propaganda  – so  – messed  – up  – it  – makes  – no  – coherent  – sense  – whatsoever.

My  initial  perception  was  –  Ready.gov ,  FEMA  is  announcing  itself . But  now…  Just  makes  you  feel  Like  you  are  “moving  along ”. Making  progress.

Related : I  take  RTA . If  people  take  public  transportation , is  there  more  opportunities  to  propagandize ?  Promote  RTA ?  cost

Related : create  Ministry  of  Strategy . Not  important  –  I  say  Roman  architecture . chess – Like  tiles.  Is  it  necessary ?   What  are  its  functions ?  oF  course  –  statistical  analysis . Even  propaganda  requires  strategy . Maybe  even  located  next  to  each  other .

Strategy  #  2         RE – Think  Sports      Far  be  it  for  me  to  question  the  Romans , who  promoted  “ entertainment  for  the  masses ”.  But  I   Will .

With   today’s  mass  technology  ( TV , enough  good  movies , internet ) ,  entertainment  is  less  relevant . Even  in  the “ Radio  Days ”,  there  were  comic  books . Question  it  then .

The  sole  exception  is  the  internet , where  info  ( not  always  good  )   is  in  abundance . which  should  maybe  –  be  discouraged .         You  argue, “ It  is  another  avenue  to  promote  propaganda  or  refute ”.  It  is  also  a  Way  to  learn . There  are  safer  Ways .

Let’s  say  I  read  about  bad  unbranded  gasoline .  or  Kucinich  leading  on  internet  polls . Racial  history  is  oK , but  someone  reads  “Jena  6  largely  ignored  by  US  media ” –  it  leads  to  bias .

It  doesn’t  even  have  to  be  political  info.   or..or..or..or..or I  once  heard , “ Needs  to  be  controlled ”. or..or..or..or..or –  that  doesn’t  sound  controlled  to  me .

Related  is  a “ more  miles  to  the  gallon ” idea.  +  other  diversions . Like  Pat  Tillman , Kasparov  retired  from  chess , saying  that  there  was  no  point  to  it.  Why  not  promote  chess  clubs ?  Sports  can  become  redundant .

But  not  Sony  Play  Station ?  (  Electronic  in  nature , Like  internet  –  iF  you  are not  gonna  target  computers  or  electronic  typewriters . Why  not  Play  Station ?  ).

Bottom  line – Besides  sports , other  avenues  may  attract  more  people . The  pie  gets  bigger ……Romans  had  hobbies  too .

All  I   see  is  media  promoting  other  media  ( TV  show  on  ABC )  or  Wall  to  Wall  –  sports  –  even  on  front  page  of  Plain  Dealer.  I  do  not  see  you  promoting  other  hobbies . RTA,  No  other  hobbies , except  a  chess  tournament –  one  time  at  Tower  city.————————————3rd  letter

Strategy  #  3   Bugs , Worms  –  plague  the  internet . Like  movie  Dark  City , Shut  it  down ! ?

come  up   With   a  good   excuse  first . Like  Norton  cannot  stop  a  Worm  because  they  are  mutating  (  Like  Borg , no  time  to  adapt  )   AND  replicating  by  themselves . Progressively  getting  Worse .

Origins  unknown . Al  Quida  is  small.  Make  them  sophisticated ?   WTC  more  believable.  unknown  sounds  more  believable  Strategy.

continue   With   long  range  plan  –  gov’t  plays  hero  trying  to  stop  it . call  for  a  day  to  shut  down  internet . Improved , but  it  starts  again  faster . Another  day  to  spray.  Again . Warning . Soon  to  End  ……or  something.

I   stopped  here , but  thoughts  entered  –  Is  it  Way  too  late ?  Not  if  it  Keeps  people  UP  TO  DATE  also , Especially  if  you  are  trying  to  renovate  strategy.

Is  it  bett-er  Just  to  try  to  refute / Ambiguity ?  Is  there  a  way  for  only  gov’t  to  Keep  it ?  or  save  Wikipedia  info  before  shutting  it  down.

You  argue, “ internet  could  change  other  ( Arab  Spring  )  gov’ts  –  but  not  at  the  expense  of  your  own .  I  could  be  wrong , but  I  advise  –  How  about  Re – create  the  internet ?  smaller.

How  about  begin  plans –  now ?  could  always  change  mind  in  future . Takes  planning.  How  make  the  switch  over ?  Need  excuse . People  usually  think “ gov’t  did  it ”,  especially  if  only  gov’t  Keeps  it.————————————— 3rd  letter

Strategy  #  4   RE – think  Food  Stamps . Romans  were  masters  of  military , architecture , gov’t . They  hired  someone  to  whisper  in  the  General’s  ear, “ Remember , you  are  Just  a  man ”.  masters.

Romans  threw  edible  bread  ( could  there  be  a  reason ?  ) , not  gold  or  salt , out  to  the  people . I  recall  as  a  Kid , my  mom  got  a  huge  bar  of  free  gov’t  butter . But  you  can’t  eat  butter  now .

As  a  woman  Said  in  movie  ‘Food , inc ’…Then  you  have  to  buy  Ketchup  and  this  and  little  of  that …not  gonna  eat  all  of  it …Want  a  hamburger… something  you  can  eat  right  now …don’t  have  to  cook…

What  is  Food  anyway ?  commodity  as  it  gets . A  Forest  Gump  man  once  said  that  he  cleaned  the  coup  for  all  the  chicken  he  could  eat . Both  me  and  my  friend  told  him  that  it  was  not  a  good  deal .  I’d  Like  a  lifetime  supply  of  coupons  for  this  idea  alone.  Not  !  …Well ……… oK.  Me  and  my  Mom.

Like  soup  Kitchens  of  the  Great  Depression , this  is  more  related  to  STRATEGY  than  propaganda . All  these  other  PROPAGANDA  ideas  should  NOT  concern  the  White  House . Let  them  decide  if  I  found  a  strategic  flaw .

involving  –  only  on  holidays , military , “a  Warm  meal ”,  Remember  troops , surplus.. ?. .Etc.  Not  dust  bowl  –  Who  believes  droughts  in  America ?

I  receive  stamps , but  I  don’t  consider  it  to  be  Food . My  perception  –  I  see  it  more  as  extra  money . It  is  directly  deposited  into  my  banK  account . But , the  Romans  threw  bread , NOT  GOLD  or  Salt , out  to  the  people . Who’s  perception  matters ?  The  people’s  !  the  recipient’s …not  the  government’s  perception.

I  get  McDonald’s , Wendy’s , coupons  once  in  awhile  with  my  Junk  mail.  I  use  them.  How  about  gov’t  coupons  for  use  at  private  restaurants ?  choice  too.  I   Know  McDonald’s  promotes  gov’t  propaganda.

Just  a  thought  –  Isn’t  it  better , Solidify  tangible , if  Food  pic  is  on  the  coupon ?   PICTURES  MATTER . More  TANGIBLE . How  choice  then ?   Backflip  shows  different  alternative ?   With  Fries  or  dessert  and  drink  –  complete  meal  is  more  satisfying ?   Not  necessarily . In  this  case , details  matter  more . Don’t  Just  leave  it  up  to  engineers  (  Fans ).

one  time  use  coupons  require  frequent  interaction  (  cut  out  scissors , Take  out  of  wallet  ) , unLike  reloadable  gift  cards . Like  Seder  meals , it  brings  into  mind  where  it  comes  from.  Salty  tears  +  tablet  shaped  matzos.

I  don’t  Know  how  stamps  WorK  exactly  (  I  think  you  can  buy  restaurant  Food  )  , but  it  is  more  DIRECT  and  immediate  Than  butter . more  TANGIBLE  than  Food  stamps … more  SATISFYING  experience .

What  about  immediate ?  or  MRE   Food  giveaways   (  for  military )  –  i’ve  heard  it  being  done  before .  As  the  old  adage  goes , “ Dogs  don’t  bite  the  hand  that  feeds  it ”.  Make  people  correlate  that  they  got  Food , not  money , from  the  gov’t .

More  in  tune  with  human  instincts  –  animals  fight  over  food.  fight  over  women.  Life’s  pleasure.  satisfying.  Related  to  that ?  Maybe  a  time  limit . dogs  need  to  learn  why  it  got  rewarded . Soon  after.

omg !   how  long  have  stamps  existed  and  no  one  RE-thought  this !  Flaws  in  your  strategy  +  propaganda –  FAN  Windmills . Expensive  LED’s.

Who  says  I’m  correct  ?  Taking  a “ swing ” at  your  strategies. “ Go  ahead ”.  It  is  encouraged  by  the  gov’t . oK  I  took  bread  and  game “ Tweaking ” swipes , internet  swings . and  now  Shadow…

What  is  the  cost  of  sound  advice  to  our  gov’t  who  spends  on  flawed  Shadow  gov’t  instead ?  Shadow  questions  both  the  Well – written  constitution  and  Romans  ( shortest , fastest  roads  to  suppress  uprisings ).

“ Go  ahead ”  Let  you’re  analysts  analyze  my  strategic  swings  !  Best  and   brightest  Strategy –  I  proved  myself ?   Hire  me !   Babylon  took  into  captivity .———————— 3rd  letter

Lesson  #  1   No  one  ever  used  fluoridated  water  or  contaminated  Food  as  a  part  of  strategy . Not  the  Romans . Not  china , even  today . etc  I  have , for  the  longest  time , doubted  its  Wisdom.

1.  Taste  and  smell  being  2  of  the  5  senses  people  use  to  discern  truth  ( and  lies ) . In  this  case , even  sight  –  growth  hormone  rBST  boobs  grow  prematurely.

2.  Ingredients  in  Asia , Middle  East  not  coherent  with  West.  Stevia  is  used  in  Japan  &  Korea  PUBLICLY,  but  the  FDA  +  media  are  covering  it  up.

VERY  POSSIBLE –  Even  when “ caught ”,  FolKs  tend  to  blame  money  interests , never  the  gov’t.  There  is  no  motive .  Easier  to  Keep  blaming  $  . I  once  read  on  internet –  significant  portion  of  India  believe  iodized  salt  is  a  multinational  conspiracy.

on  Yahoo  news , You  once  Said  –  blame  the  sugar  lobby . Then  you  are  blaming  only  one  industry . one  Food  item.  It’s  better  to  blame  the  Whole .

Related : I  Know  about  tainted  unbranded  gasoline  –  by  owning  a  car  in  the  past  and   reading  things  on  the  internet . It  does  not  make  sense  to  me.  incoherent.  Gas ?  Has  to  do  with  Food ? You  say  depopulate . But  gas ?  10W40  oil ?  Additives ? ——————————————– 3rd  letter

As  I  was  at  McDonald’s , it  came  to  me.  You  can’t  blame  industry  because  there  is  gov’t  complicity.  FDA.  Local  municipalities . 1930’s.  Blame  lobby  then.  JFK  –  Public  evidence  exists.        blame  mob . No , there  is  media  and  gov’t  complicity . create  impression  that  the  mob  has  influence ?

For  only  JFK  ?     could  use  as  excuse  for  other  mistaKes .         Will  this  impression  Fit  others , or  clash ?   You  already  created  the  impression  that  the  FBI  is  incompetent  ( Oklahoma  City ).  Could  this  make  people  who  watch  movies  think “ FBI  Warning  don’t  matter ? ”

AMA  is  famous  lobby.  Build  up  AMA  1st ?   Later , I  thought  –  I  prefer  a  Tag  Team  with  other  lobbies  as  various  foods  are  tainted.

What  about  McDonald’s  complicity ?   Movie  Supersize  me.  Attack  ADM , Supermarket  to  the  world  ?   Mid  level   employee  blew  the  whistle ?   or  hope  it  Just “ blows  over ”. Is  it  preferable  not  to  “ blow  the  whistle ”  &   Just  create  the  impression  that  certain  lobbies  have  influence  in  DC  India   (  worldwide )   instead ? —————- I  haven’t  resolved  this  issue  yet . All  these  ideas  can  be  further  refined.

Arafat  was  the  sole  survivor  in  a  plane  crash . In  college  class , I  recall  a  student  said , “ Yeah  right ” People  think  …Mossad  did  it  !

In  booK  ‘Disney  Wars ’, people  inside  (  and  outside ?  )   of  Disney  think  the  fortunes  for  the  company  changed  after  Frank  Well’s  death…People  watching  this  1   company.  Roy  is  seen  as  Protector  of  Legacy . Don’t  Kill  him.  It  matters  not  if  he  died  of  natural  causes.

Lesson  #  2    What  matters  is, “ Does  it  look  SUSPICIOUS ? ” Was  there  a  MOTIVE ?  Sound  believable ?   He  Kept  Eisner’s  power  in  check . They  said  on  Wikipedia –  that  there  was  a  motive  for  WTC  also.  War  in  Afghanistan , Iraq.

Lesson  #  3    Eisner  being  Jewish  did  not  help . It  hurt.  Rumors  do  exist.  MANY  Jews  in  Clinton  Administration  was  –  telling  me  to  write  to  ADL , AIPAC .

Jesse  Jackson  accused  the  3  Nixon  Administration . 3  Rubin  Greenspan  Summers . 2  more  at  Disney . I’m  sure  others  do  the  same . many  Jews  raises  suspicions . Why  do  that  ?

To  me  personally , book  Media  Bias  written  by  a  Jew , doesn’t  help  either. +  Saul  Steinstein ?   Disney  and  Goldsmith  Goodyear  leads  me  to  believe  hostile  corporate  takeover  is  part  of  your  strategy. I   think.

Even   if  a  problem  doesn’t  exist  ( which  it  does ), can  this  ‘Jewish  gov’t  control’  rumors  be  WEAKened  with  a  fabricated  story ?  off   hand  I  can’t  think  of  a  story , but  there  is  something  I’ve  been  mulling  –  a  Way  to  BLUNT.

My  Circus  Impression  idea  to  explain  media  +  gov’t .  What’s  that ?  Put  many  chinese  in  our  gov’t  to  explain  trade  deficit . Emphasize  Paramount  Japan  –  Hollywood  control . Paramount  +  NAACP  have  history . To  explain  food  corruption .

Many  lobbies  =  adds  up  to  chaos  and   leads  to  confusion .  creating  doubt  is  another  strategy  by  the  Way . NAACP  to  Explain  S A +  LA  silence . Emphasize  NAACP  actions  in  the  past  – they  threatened  to  boycott  Hazel  TV  show.  Explain  1970’s  TV.  latino  lobby ?  or  blacks  are  lowest , so  they  would  support “ Rainbow ”  immigration.

Short  term  –  global  pharmaceutical  lobby , NAACP  in  trouble , accusations .  Leads  to  statement  on  newspapers  –  similar  to  Consumer  Reports “ We  accept  no  outside  advertising  dollars ”.

Long  term  plan  –  major  crackdown . No  more  lobbies .  big  bang . All  propaganda  fixed .

What  about  Hollywood ?  There’s  no  way  around  it ?  Jews  would  still  remain  a  force  –  You  need  loyal  people  to  carry  out  your  bidding .  Name  change ?    —————————————3rd  letter

When  Milosevic  was  arrested , a  lower  level  employee  policeman  gave  him  his  Word  –  publicly . When  he  died , it  was  suspicious  to  me .

Almost  as  if  you  had  broken  your  Word . When  a  lower  level  auto  employee  gambled  with  company  money , the  whole  company  was  found  liable . Sure  we  all  croak  at  some  time.  Lesson  –  don’t  break  your  public  word . But  he  could  escape . Statistically , the  chances  of  a  prison  break  are  1  in  1oooooooooooooooo

What  happens  when  2  goals  conflict ?  Related  to  racism  and  Publicity  Strategy . Maybe  related  to  immorality  ( Lies )   agenda  – both  happened  slowly  at  1st.

Hoover  never  cared  about  the  KKK  ( SOCIAL ).  He  was  interested  with  the  communist  party  (  POLITICAL ).  Albright  said  “ Militia  is  enemy ”.  Same  thing .             But  the  KKK  not  Like  this  gov’ t  also.  But  their  interests , motives  are  social .

Lesson  #  4      Sure  it  hurts  the  agenda  of  mingling  seeds  together . But  helping  minorities  and  women  should  NOT  be  the  main  concern  to  the  gov’t . A  word  to  the  next  puppet  in  a  middle  eastern  country .

latinos  in  LA  ?   one  paragraph  in  the  Plain  Dealer . and  yet  blacks  are  leaving  LA.  SA  Farm  Murders . one  White  supremacist  got  Killed . But  it’s  happening  at  random . The  media  paints  this  picture  that  only  KKK  get  Killed .

It  also  leads  to  charges  of  MEDIA  bias  and   silence . What  is  more  important ?   Helping  minorities  or  media  integrity ?

Come  up  with  an  excuse  and  talk ? ? ? “ ANC  blackmailed … uranium ”. or  something .  LA  –  community  leaders  pleaded  with  media…  Which  leaders ?

CRITICAL  STEP –  attack  excuses  from  every  angle.  it  could  get  worse .

STEP  2  –  if  possible ,  outline  a  short  and  long  range  plan.  Kind  of  Like  what  I  did  with  Worm  internet  excuse.

Up  to  here , it’s  clear  to  me.  To  be  continued.  X X X

3rd  letter——————————————–

Is  it  better  to  try  to  let  things “ blow  over ” if  time  elapses  too  long ?  I  don’t  Know.  Related  : If  media  uses  same  excuse , or  excuses  many  times , could  it  also  lead  to  –  McDisney  movies  today  –  hero , girl , villain , comic  relief  same  storyline .

Pre – viz  long  range  implications ?   Should  you  select  certain  past  silences  1st  ?  on  what  criteria ?   I  am  not  about  to  tackle  all  this . Nor  the  amount  of  propaganda .

I  think  strategy  is  relative .  Anti – christ  is  Master  of  Strategy , As  opposed  to  novice  or  intermediate .  The  Golden  Rule  being  –  do  the  best  you  can  do.

I  think  –  if  it  sounds  Like  it  may  work , do  it . Brainpower  can  be  used  on  other  things.———————————-3rd  letter

continued.   X X X            or  spread  excuse  rumors.  Unofficial  media  leads  to  official  story . chemtrails  were  a  part  of  DOD  Strategy… Threat  to  National  Security  at  that  time… so  media  complied ”.

So  the  media  is  partial ?  Why  the  gap  in  time  to  report ?  Every  angle.

Why  not  other  media  companies ?   But –  people  think  there  is  choice  from  having  many  cable  stations – another  step  to  think  about ?   conglomerate  1st ?

Used  to  immunize  people . could  even  be  used  in  conjunction  with  Gulf  War  Syndrome .  or  frequently  printed  sentence-s. “ Rumors  are  circulating …

I  didn’t  Like  Israel  did  not  Know  USS  Liberty  was  American  excuse . For  hours ? ? ?  +  they  hoisted  a  flag  rumors . All  we  Know  is  Egypt  was  signaling  rumors –  better.  Ambiguity  then  –  I’m  not  sure  what  I  mean  by  that . Something  on  board  top  secret,  had  to  be  destroyed . I  heard  about  MLK’s  death –  a  man  named  Raoul  –  led  me  to  believe  in –  conspiracy.

Rumors  of  Rabin’s  death  also . Princess  Diana  Mossad  rumors . Motive ?   I  read  the  same  thing  about  the  Lusitania . Bombs  or  something  –  VAGUE.  conspiracy ?    I  don’t  Know . Motive  ?

In  Liberty  case , Way  too  much  time  expired ?   Perhaps . No  problems  as  long  as  there  is  not  200  scared  witnesses  released  back  into  the  population.

Note : There  is  no  motive  for  chemtrails  also.  I  personally  guess , Like  Food , to  poison  air  supply . Milosevic –  I  guess  you  broke  your  word . I  could  be  wrong. ———————————–3rd  letter

I  was  grocery  shopping,  when  it  hit  me –  if  it  sounds  Like  it  may  succeed , do  it……… I   said  before .   I  erred  –  long  range  implications ?   criteria ?  – should  be  tackled .              More  Specifically  –  time . The  longer  you  wait  to  go  public  with  a  silence  in  the  past , the  harder  it  is  to  go  public.———————————3rd  letter

Pre – Viz   or  long  word  pre – visualization …  Part  of  strategy ?   I  don’t  Know.  It’s  Just  something  I  thought  of.     So  important  to  Lucas,  he  hired  Speilberg  For  Pre-viz

This  is  what’s  going  to  happen…” What  did  you  think  about  Tony’s  ideas ? ” I  agree  with  sports  and  hobbies.  I  didn’t  really  think  about  mass  technology  part  Yet , go  with  that  first … I  Like  his  gov’t  food  coupons …

When  I  generated  my  comic  book  idea , I  hit  a  few  dead  ends . It  became  clearer  and  instead  of  continuing  down  the  wrong  path , I  “ Re – started ”  my  computer.

What  is  the  point  of  this  letter ?   So  the  gov’t  made  mistakes  in  the  recent  past . So  what  ?

Don’t  do  it  again . YOU  LEARNED  a  little , didn’t  you ?

I’m  not  familiar  with  strategy  concepts  and  teachings . I  Just  wrote  and  wrote –  it  came  naturally  to  me  (  and  generated  more  ideas  ).  As  a  Job  search .

I  prefer  to  work  freelance , but  I’d  also  Like  to  be  put  on  the  company  payroll  –  something  to  tell  my  family. “ I  got  a  Job ”.  But , I  cannot  generate  ideas  all  the  time . It  comes  and  goes.

Do  you  Know  how  important  good  ideas  or  sound  advice  is ?   Do  you  Know  how  much  military  money  you  could’ve  saved  by  using  my  middle  east  strategy  (  letter  1  )   in  Iraq ?

Every  idea  I  generate  put  a  price  tag  on  it . It  saves  you  $  and  motivates  me . You  want  me  to  initiate ?  No , I  prefer  the  Ebay  approach .  Hint  :  I  work  for  cheap.

Maybe  I’ll  buy  an  old  Disney  movie  on  Ebay – or…or…or…or

Homeland  Defense  –  “ Look  inward ”,  Pres  Bush  said.  Did  you  mean  Focus ?   I’ve  never  heard  that  before  –  as  part  of  strategy . At  least , I  got  you  thinking  about  strategy  ( GooD  THING , also  unappreciated  ).

My  internet  final  solution  is  pretty  solid , isn’t  it ?  You  had  a  little  time  to  analyze . Not  gonna  change  is  it  ?    Re-create  I  mean . MAJOR  Advice  AFFECTING  SO  MANY.————————————- 3rd  letter

I  advise  that  a  similar  letter  be  read  by  many  in  the  gov’t .        or  as  it  is  immediately  to  top  brass.

STEP  1   Re-type  letters  word  For  word .  Make  the  font  bigger . Double  check  accuracy  is  going  too  far , should  be  standard  procedure . on  hard  disk  too

STEP  2   Discuss  my  letters  in  the  WH.

STEP  3  ?   Implement  some  of  my  more  solid  ideas  now.

STEP  4  ?    Edit  my  letters . concise  or  hide  sensitive  info.

STEP  5  ?  Widen  the  base  outward . Simple  matter  of  distributing  my  letters  to “ Think  Tanks ”.  Fellow  strategists.

Major –  How  to  conquer  the  Middle  East  in  letter  1.

State  of  Mind  Theory  in  Letter  2  –  certainly  helps  to  unlock  mysteries  about  the  Middle  East , Hezbollah , DOESN’T  IT ?   maybe ?

Major  – Internet  is  important  enough.

Analyze  my  analysis . Minor :    Food  Stamps –  Food,  not  money . correct  ?   A   Flaw  ?          consistently  good  ideas… Fans  Assist  AC . Look  Like  Windmills . big  eco.

I  proved  that  there  is  room  for  propaganda  and  strategy  and  maybe  understanding  growth  ( THESE  means  gov’t  should  be  concerned –  big  ones  too )  and   refinement . I  wonder  why  it  takes  you  so  long  to  tackle  the  un-controlled  internet  in  particular.  or  Fans …… Food  stamps  not  too  obvious.

I  see  and  understand  your  efforts  by  your  actions   (  Shadow , Build  plan . Ready  !   ) . You  Jews  try  hard.    Try  less  hard  and  more  brainpower.

You  Jews  are  very  cautious . Hollywood  lied  very  slowly  at  1st . +  Seeds  of  men  mingle  Slowly  at  1st .  Sometimes  I  pity  you.  Not  really …….  But  in  a  “desperate”  sort  of  Way

I’ve  been  away  for  awhile  (  between  letters 1 , 2  +  the  gap  in   time  for  this  one  #  3  )  writing  strategy  letters  to  the  KKK.  I  may  show  you  what  I  wrote  to  them –  Later –  Just  to  further  prove  my  strategy  skills  to  you .

You  owe  me  FF  Fans  Food Stamp ?  +  others  ( Sports ?,  INTERNET,  crank…).  Show  me  a  little.        and   I’ll  show  you  more  strategic  ideas .

I  saved  the  best  for  last . You  might  guess  one  of  them , but  I  doubt  the  other. Maybe  I’m  bluffing . More  ?   Prepare  to  be  blown  away .

It’s  not  Fair  but  I  learned  at  Triarc , you  must   trust  the  company  because  the  company  can’t  trust  you .  But  if  I’m  not  compensated , I  won’t  think  anymore  than  what  I  already  thought  up.

April   27,  2013               What  good  is  it  For  me  to  Keep  these  strategic  ideas ?  Almost  all  were  generated  after  my  1st  letter  dated  August  5 ,  2012.

My  Fourth  and  last  letter  dated  April  10, 2013.     In  between  1 – 4 ,  I’ve  been  busy  writing  strategic  letters  to  the  KKK  and  a  Twilight  Zone  movie  script  Why  mention  that  ?  As  a  reference  should  you  desire  to  try  to  get  a  clearer  picture  of  me.

I  was  motivated  to  try  to  get  a  Job  when  I  wrote  to  the  gov’t . In  doing  so , I  accidentally , over  time , discovered  that  there  is  room  for  improvement  in  both  the  KKK  and  the  gov’t’s  strategies . Shame  on  both  of  you . ——————————– 4th  letter

April  10,  2013              cc: CNN  +  Plain  Dealer , Ad  Council  DC , NY , Atlanta , Chicago                           cc:  WH,  AIPAC  DC,  Homeland  D , ADL  OH , DC , NY ,     FBI  DC,  OH,   EPA  Sustain , DOE

To “ the  government ”:     This  is  my  4th  letter , entitled “ Antichrist  Letter ”. The  following  is  not  a  coherent  or  developed  strategic  plan – s.  Just  Like  yours.

How  about  a  renovation  at  the  strategic  level ?   Blatant  mistakes were  committed  ( especially  in  the  relatively  recent  )  past , some  of  which  cannot  be  corrected  in  the  future .

An  anti – gov’t  cancer  exists  in  Saudi  Arabia  and  because  of  internet . No  amount  of  strategy  can  Kill  it  –  unless  you  Kill  everyone –  I  think .

            Wrong  strategy –  Let  cancer  grow.  Clean  it  up  later  With  SWAT  and  prisons.

Let’s  not  forget  the  good  –  Seawolf  sub  plot , destroy  a  tank  before  China  can  get  their  hands  on  it , etc.  etc.  not  just  China .  Yet , China  itself , is  a  potential  mistake  waiting  to  happen . Why  help  in  the  1st  place ?

But  as  Bible  says , “ He  ( Anti – Christ )  will  be  a  master  of  strategy .  He  will  succeed  in  all  that  he  does ”…I  believe  you  will  succeed  in  efforts  to  reconstruct  strategy.  Good  luck

It  tooK  him  time , but  King  David  Knew  one  of  his  advisors  was  LiKe  taking  advice  from  God ”. He  gave  the  correct  advice  (  go  now ) , but  someone  secretly  working  for  David  gave  the  wrong  advice ( WAIT ),  and  made  a  convincing  argument . All  the  advisors  bit  !

Lesson –  Just  because  correct  advice  is  given , doesn’t  mean  it  will  be  heeded .  But  how  did  David  discern  he  was  good ?   He  was  a  good  Judge  of  character ?

Strategy  # 1  Related :  and  also  mind  boggling . CAN  UNDERSTANDING   BE  TAUGHT ?  This  understanding  is  something  I  Know  little  about. maybe  funding  some  experiments  at  colleges  could  help  you  gain  insight .

Again , according  to  the  Bible –  He  ( Anti – Christ )  will  understand  darK  sentences …I  believe  you  will  succeed  once  again .  I  don’t  Know  what  dark  sentences  means.

Primarily  sight  and  sound.  Body  language ?  Tone  and  speed  of  voice . Playing  offense –  asking  questions . Correct  himself  means  he  is  lying .  Inconsistencies ?  Re-phrase  the  same  question.            

But  if  you  teach  them , they  may  get  Wise  to  tactics . This  understanding  is  something   I  haven’t  thought  about  to  any  degree , but  it  could  give  you  a  Tactical  EDGE , especially  in  DIPLOMACY.

Strategy  # 2  A  hierarchy. The  one  who  makes  that  decision  should  be  the  best . She  should  Know  how  it  all  fits  together.     or  a  system.  A  meeting . Under  certain  criteria .

If  ideas  are  too  numerous , have  staffers  decide . A  FILTER. or  as  you  say  “1st  Responders”.  How  else  are  good  ideas  going  to  reach  the  WH ?  Easy  access. This  letter  can  be  an “ acid  test ”.  Training  could  help – identify.

Borrowing  a  Roman  strategy ,   perhaps  filters  can  be  scared –  Kill  soldiers  who  fall  asleep  on  watch  duty.  FBI  will  investigate. “ How  would  they  Know ? ” the  filter  may  think ?  create  doubt  in  his  mind  –  post  office  checks  mail  from  time  to  time.

When  I  worked  at  Triarc , Mistic  Dark  Teas  was  unknown  to  me.    Hence,  when ��I  eventually  generated  an  Arab  bottle  with  a  long  sipping   spout  idea , it  was  too  late  to  implement  it –  unlike  propaganda , I  am  not  familiar  with  your  strategies . it  impedes  me  from  generating  ideas.

Take  propaganda  for  example  –  to  help  generate  ideas , info  would  be  required .  Education , military , gay . Past  examples  help  in  the  learning  process.  Doesn’t  it  destroy  the  purpose  once  tactics  are  understood ?  Like  understanding . You  don’t  want  them  to  Know  it  is  propaganda . We  are  being  lied  to  by  Hollywood.

Strategy  # 3        Another  idea  –  as  I  was  freely  writing , I  thought  it  Would  help  if  I  could  see  more  and  more , Like  how  Wikipedia  exploded  –  help  me  to  see  the  big  picture  clearer.  I  Started  the  3rd  and  4th  letter  With  a  skeleton  and  added  onto  it  later  – FREELY.

Put  it  on-Line ?  Keep  adding  to  big  STRATEGY  PLAN  (  Make  a  map ).  Then  subtract  and  edit . Growth  and  refinement.  For  now , I  advise  that  you  focus  on  growth  (  Strategy  Plan  or  training ?  ),  not  so  much  Fine  tuning  ( hierarchy ).  When  you  say  growth  do  you  mean  Teaching  or  the  Strategy  Plan ?  I  don’t  Know  What  I  mean , but  the  Plan  for  sure.

You  should  Focus  on  this  decentralized  strategy  first.  OUTWARD,  THEN  IN – and  out  again  and  so  Forth . After  you  do  some  things – Keep  going  outward  for  Awhile.  Eventually  to  mid  level , maybe  all  employees.  In  stages  as  things  become  clearer.

It  leads  to  greater  understanding . Knowledge  builds  on  Knowledge . HE  Fans  Led  to  HE  bulbs . Hand  crank  shredder  Led  to  hand  crank  other . it  took  time  for  me  to  see  more  propaganda.

How  do  you  balance  the  need  for  secrecy  With  the  decentralized  teaching  approach ?  Hmm ?   I’m  not  familiar  With  your  strategies.

SUPER  STRATEGY  # 4   TEACHING.  PEOPLE  CAN  BE  TAUGHT  TO  THINK  STRATEGICALLY.  Why  would   I   give  you  an  idea  that  could  create  more  competition   for   me ?   I   Like  this  idea  more  than  any  other.  it  should  allow  you  to  tap  ideas  from  your  vast  pool  of  human  resources , and   put  me  out  of work.  Not  that  I’m  working  for  you .

INNER:  those  in  the  inner  circle  could  be  electronically  connected.  How  WiKipedia  exploded . I  prefer  the  PLAN  With  HTML  Links . I  think  communication  among  strategists  would  be  important  while  growth  occurs . How  did  WiKipedia  start ?

Two  prong  approach  – those  powerful  in  the  inner  circle  taught  to  think  more  strategically . Read  my  3rd  lessons  letter –  again .  Sharpen  their  swords .

Who  dares  to  bother  the  powers  that  be ?    It  can  be  taught , can’t  it  ?  Rodney  Dangerfield  says  “ Back  to  school  ! ”

OUTER  INNER:  Who  would  that  include ?  Keep  pushing  out.  How ?  Less  sensitive  info ?  I  don’t  Know.   ALL:  A  continuing  letter-s.  other  types  of  training –  how  to  work  with  other  agencies .  Sharing  info.

could  Lie –  NEA  ( not  gov’t )  promotes  education. Any  ideas ?  one  Way  is  to  present  it  as  a  case  example , Like  I  did  at  Akron  University  – Taking  Words  out  and   supplementing  Them.

could  tell  the  truth  –  Recently  we  changed  Food  Stamps . can  you  employees  think  of  any  Ways  of  improving  gov’t  programs ?  Then  there  will  be  many  silly  ideas . Need  filters.

Is  there  a  Way  to  draw  ideas  from  the  general   public ?  Caribou  coffee  once  had  a  contest.   Why  they  Like  it.  Words  from  a  Few  people  were  printed  on  cups . Hold  contests ?  Maybe  offer  a  reward  if  it  leads  to…

STRATEGY # 5   BEAUTY  AS  STRATEGY !

Hint : Irish  Brit  are  beautiful.  Roberta  Pedon  was  not  Latvian . She  was  Irish . Tina  Small . BooBS

Joke  –  I  heard  the  Mossad  spends  months  – trying  to  figure  out  what  the  right  bait  is . Why  not  hire  women  with  big  boobs ?   can’t  Go  wrong  most  of  the  time  anyway.

LiKe  in  movie  ThanK  You  For  SmoKing  –  irish  Type.  World  class  Tits … Reporter  trying  to  get  privileged  info  is  not  relevant ?

Physical  appearance  matters  –  Clothes  noble  Wig , Race  –  blend  in  With  enemy , Trojan  Horse  Paper  Tiger .         Strange  –  Anti – christ ?   “ King  of “ Fierce  countenance ”.

oF  all  the  ideas  I  have  generated  in  my  Life , I’d  say  this  ( THESE )  strategic  WH ,  or  Triarc  Gimmick  contract   (  Later  Free  Will , Free  Choice , Free  Stuff  –  Pepsi  did  – Fit  perfectly  )   was  best.

When  I  initially  came  up With  Triarc  idea,  it  was  Just  a  vague  concept.  CEO  told  me  “Hmm… interesting ”.  Long  story , but  he  wanted  it  !

    Another  minor , but  solid  1  for  Triarc  +  my  comic  booK –  not  great , but  consistently  good  enemies.  In  a  competitive  field  –  beverages  and  comics .

People  can  be  taught  to  think  strategically  Was  already  written . Later , I  came  to  the  growing  realization  that  I  had  stumbled   ( accidentally )  upon  People  can  be  taught  to  understand.   I   Knew  I  had  strucK  gold  !

Grand  slams  are  rare  ( TMNT , but  not  April  o ’Neal ,  KC )   ( Spiderman  2,  but  not  3 ),   but  I  hit   2.            Star  Wars ,  Empire  Strikes  BacK  –  bacK  to  bacK.                           Yet ,  consistent  solid  ideas  is  the  Key  to  gauging  a  quarterback . basic  Fans , Food  stamps , etc .

I  came  up  with  almost  all  of  these  strategic  ideas  long  ago , but  not  before  my  1st   letter . I   admit   I  saved  these  teaching  ones  for  last –  I  don’t  want  competition . I  may  generate  more .  Depends  on  whether  I  am  compensated  and  how  much  you  improve .

Remember  how  I  began  (  letters  1 – 3  )  ?   I   did  not  have  to,  but   I   proved  that  there  is  room  for  improvement . I  am  not  familiar  With  your  strategies , so  I  might  switch  back  to  propaganda  in  the  future . It  has  some  value  at  least , as  long  as  it  is  related  to  sound  strategy .

Put  in  a  good  word  For  me  in  the  WH . And   I’ll  put  in  a  word   for  my  brother  –  he  has  a  tiny  advertising  company  also.

To  the  one  who  initially  reads  this , the  critical  “ 1st  Responder ”  as  you  say . Please  see  to  it  that  this  letter  reaches  the  oval  office –  your  boss .  I   sent  out  quite  a  Few.

……….I  think  the  gov’t  will  LiKe this “ Antichrist ” letter  –  could  even  lead  to  fulfillment  of  end  time  prophecy.                                      Sincerely , Tony

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More   –   edited   –   letters     I     Wrote     in     the     past …

Imagine  my  surprise  when  2  FBI  agents  visited  me  in  early  August  2013  –  Is  this  what  I   get  for  trying  to  help  the  gov’t ?

Like  I  told  them , if  I  thought  my  letters  didn’t  have  potential , I  wouldn’t  be  pursuing  the  matter  and  Keep  mailing  (  trying  to  reach  the  gov’t ) .   Page  1  of  3

I  want  you  to  Know  that  I  developed  these  pretty  good  ideas . Isn’t  that  what  business  people  do  in  Life  –  try  to  get  credit  where  credit  is  due . To  me , the  image  is  Worth  a  Few  stamps . Did  I  explain ?   I  don’t  want  to  be “ used ”.

As  one  of  the  agents  advised  me  to  try  the  DoE  ( Fan  idea ) ,  I  told  him  I  already  did , but  I’ll  try  again . Both  nodded  and  agreed  –  it  is  a  good  idea .   Page  2  of  3

………….. He  wasn’t  sure , but  another  thing   I  discussed  with  an  FBI  agent  was  my  Food  stamp  Flaw . He  told  me  the  Romans  threw  silver  out  to  people , but  it  didn’t  Work  very  Well  and  that  bread  was  distributed  only  in  Rome .

………….. So , I’m  sending  this  to  the  Dept  of  Agriculture  also .  I  told  the  agents  that  I  thought  my  letters  had  great  potential . They  were  skeptical.

………….. The  good  thing  is  –   Now  I  Know  that  someone  is  taking  a  serious  Look  at  my  letters , instead  of  the  usual  silent  non-response  (  and  making  me  Wonder )

……… I  am  so  sure  that  my  Arab  is  a  state  of  mind  theory  is  correct  that  I  Will  *guarantee*  it.

The  bad  thing  is , the  Men  in  Black  visit  scared  me .   Page  3  of  3 ———————————————————— August  1 , 2013   Dear  Prime  Minister To –  Netanyahu , Peres  Peace  House , Jerusalem  Post =  Israel  gov’t ? ———————————————————— August  19 , 2013     continued  –  Whites  were  not  prepared   and   had  to  go  back  home  and  get  their  guns  during  Tulsa …  After  the  blood  donation  scandal ,  Israeli  police  Were  unprepared  for  violent  demonstrations  by  the  Ethiopian  Jews .

I  Read  in  Haaretz  July  18 , 2013  – “ Public  Security  Minister  warns  against  major  protests  over  Bedouin  relocation  plans ”…  A  violent  state  of  mind . Potentially  dangerous.

Race  crosses  national  boundaries . Blacks  in  Western  Africa  and  America  are  proud  of  obama . Refugees  from  Somalia , Eritrea  tried  to  Flee  into  Israel , even  though  they  are  not  Jews . ———————————————————— President  Bush  once  said , “ it  is  better  to  engage  the  enemy  over  here , rather  than  on  our  own  home  turf , backyard ”.

The  purpose  of  strategy  is  to  Win . current  strategy  places  troops  in  Iraq  and  Afghanistan , Just  Like  Soviet  occupation  or  Vietnam . A  no-Win  situation.

To –  Ministry  of  Immigrant  Absorption  and  Health ,  Isha  L’  Isha  also

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I  Wrote  a  TWilight  Zone  remake  movie  script .  It  is  super  duper  long  .  I  did  not  send  it  to  anyone  out  of  Fear  they  Will  steal  it . Nor  completely  finish  it . Good  ideas  in  it  for  TV .  Anyone  Who  Wants  to  see  it  ?   Will  you  give  me  a  job  ?

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This site is Pro Government

I   don’t   Know   how   to   change   the  font   on   WordPress ,  so   i   Just   spaced   words .

I  am  too  cheap  to  pay  for  another   site .  I  wrote  2   strategy   letters . 1  to  KKK .  1  to  gov’t .  I  consider   my   gov’t   one   to   be   my   best   work   ever

              I   had  little  success  trying  to  reach  KKK  or  gov’t   with   snail  mail  so  far .   I  am  including   my   gov’t   letter   on   my   race   site .  ALL   gov’t  personel  should  read  below  –  F B I ,  C I A ,  D o E ,  W H ,  Homeland  D ,  etc .

Any  attempt  to  suppress  my   efforts  to  help  the  gov’t  could  be  consequences .  How  can  i  not  succeed ?  It  fulfills  Anti – Christ  prophecy .

2   F B I   agents  already  visited  me .  Now   that   i   put   my   letter  on – line ,  gov’t  agencies  can  quickly  share  and  discuss  amongst  themselves .  Does  it  have  merit ?

KKK  could  –  possibly  –  benefit   by   reading   my   gov’t   letter –  people  can  be  taught  to  thinK  strategically .

I   did   not  change  a  thing  –  except   my   name +  I  changed  U  to  you  &  R  to  are .  It  is  the  exact  same  letter  i  sent  by  snail  mail  to  gov’t  agencies  in  the  past .  Thank  you .

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August  5,  2012               cc1 :  EPA  DC  +  Sustainable  Facilities   Practices  Branch

cc2 : Ad  Council . Several  regional  addresses  –  3  in  NY  alone . I’m  sorry , should  I  have  targeted  NY  instead  of  DC ?   congratulations  on  hiring  women !

cc3 : FBI  HQ  in  DC  +  White  House  (  What  could  be  more “ the  gov’t ”  than  FBI  or  WH ?  Yet , I  doubt  the  President   Will   read  it  considering  how  much  mail  that  address  gets ! ).  Too  many  stamps , too  many  FBI  places . Too  much  money . Seems  Like  a  lot , but  it’s  only  2  !

cc4 : ADL,  AIPAC . How  to  target “ the  gov’t ” ?   I  thought.  Why  not   write   to  Jewish  organizations ?  They  control  the  country  anyway.

To “ the  government ”: I  became  aware  that  government  (  i.e.,  FEMA , Ready.gov )  propaganda  exists  –  obvious  eco , education , family , military , sports , women , racial……often  in  the  most  unusual  places ……… and  all  over  the  place.

Eco  –  CFL  light  bulbs  +  LED’s . outlaw  incandescent ,     E-check ,    Lead  is  evil ,    no  dumping  written  into  infrastructure ,    recycling  centers  often  near  schools ,    World  Dryer ,    3  windmills  in  cleveland ,         Gay  –  ads  on  bus  +  Chronicles  newspaper ,         reusable  shopping  bags     disability  –  Kneeling  bus

          Over  time ,  I  even  saw  propaganda  in  :  epilepsy  warning  on  video  games ,   Flu ,   seat  belts  on  shopping  carts ,        Mad  cow  disease ,  carbon  monoxide  detectors ,   depression  is  a  disease ,       Foods

I  also  see  that  gov’t  hires  outside  private  ad  companies  to  do  this . If   I  may  offer  constructive  criticism … maybe  you  need  to  change…

1.  Wash  hands  after  touching  this    it  contains  Lead , Known  to  the  State  of  California  to  cause  cancer .  Why  not  wash  the  cord  then ?

2.  Pet poop  transmits  disease . In  cat  litter  also . Why not  human  waste  then ?

3.  Dryers save  trees . Paper  Retriever  bins.  Why  not  save  crops ?  Paper  is  biodegradable –  and  your  favorite  word  Renewable . Sustainable.

I  used  to  work  at  Triarc  Beverage  Group . Near  the  end  of  my  term ,  I  handed  in  ideas  to  the  CEO.           Long – term  consistency  is the  Key  to  gauging  a  good  quarterback . Star  Wars  and  Empire  Strikes  BacK . It  is hard  to  generate  consistently  good  ideas .

Having  had  time  to  understand  some  of  your  past  actions,  I  find  fault  with  some  of  your  strategy.

1.  WTC collapsed  Like  a  pancake.

2.  Doing  things  publicly  ( South  Africa , uss  Liberty  2oo  witnesses , chemtrails , TWA  missile  theory  ) , and  then  lying  about  it  later  on .

3.  Allowing  anti – government  sentiments  ( militia )  to  grow  ( i.e., via  uncontrolled  internet ),  and  then  trying  to  clean  it  up  later  on . “ To  what  end ? ”,  a  Jewish  man  said  in  the  Plain  Dealer . Another  Jewish  man  replied , “ If  we  do  nothing , this  stuff   will   spread ”.

4.  Allowing  anti – government  sentiments  to  grow  in  Saudi  Arabia  ( a  plant  story  on  CNN –  King  Faud  said , “ Leave  the  Palestinians  alone ”.  Who’s  side  are  you  on ?  )

President  Bush  once  said, “ The  government  of  SA  is  stronger  than  the  people  of  Saudi  Arabia ”.  He  also  said , “ bringing  democracy  to  the  Middle  East   will   be  one  of  the  greatest  challenges  of  the  21st  century ”.

I  think  the  correct  strategy  to  use  in  the  Middle  East  is :  1.  Take  out  Saddam  &  his  2  sons . A  power  vacuum   will   result . Gov’t  is  a  “necessary   evil ”.

2.  Develop  ties   with  important  people  in  Iraq . People  with  history.

3.  Pretend  Like  you’re  leaving.

4.  Hopefully , one  of  your  people  will  arise  to  power.

5. Don’t  do  anything  to  make  FolKs  suspect  he  is  a  puppet  of  the  West  ( i.e., obviously , don’t  condemn  Palestinians ).  You  can’t  do  whatever  you  want ,  but   it’s  better  than  not  having  any  influence  at  all …

Why   did   you  tell  that  for ?  So  be  it . It  is  Just  my  opinion . I  remember  President  Bush  once  said , “ Strategy  ain’t  working  in  middle  east . Need  to  Re -thinK…” So  I  started  thinKing  about  it.  How   it  began .

Getting  back  to  the  subject , I  have  come  up  With  an  idea  for  your  propaganda “ machine ”.  I’m  sure  you’ll  LiKe  it  –  so   if   you  use  it , not  Just  hear  it , will  you  compensate  me  fairly , or  at  least  hire  me ?  my  resume  is  not  impressive , but  it’s  a  small  price  considering  its  potential  scope.

What  better  way  than  to  prove  oneself ?  As  a  teaser , I   will  give  you  a  propaganda  idea  for  free … As  I  said , I  learned  more  as  time  went  on , until  I  became  familiar   With  gov’t  propaganda  efforts . I  thinK  this  fits  your  goals …

I  once  bought  a  HAND  CRANK  paper  shredder  at  marc’s  closeout  section  and  never  saw  it  again  –  anywhere , but  through  the  internet . I  loved  it . It  was  simple . Cheaper  than  even  the  paper  shredder  head  ( only  the  head )  they  sell  at  Walmart . Yet,  rich  people  may  not  LiKe  it  because  it  doesn’t  cross  cut . Yet ,  truly  better  than  those  scissor  shredders.

obvious  eco – friendly.  LiKe  your  current  sustainable  transport  propaganda  –  bicycles !   No  electricity  required.  Could  even  combine  eco  +  sports.

I’ve  noticed  that  eco  propaganda  is  the  most  prevalent . But  Just  the  mere  fact  that  I  was  able  to  generate  a  new  idea  ( Transformers  and   TMNT’s )  should  scare  you  (  the  establishment  –  Marvel ,  DC )  and  prove  that  there  is  room  for  growth. ————————————— 1st  letter             Subject : Cola  Promo  Idea       BY : Tony

In  MaY  1998 , I  handed  in  many  ideas  to  the  CEO  of  a  beverage  company. One  idea  in  particular  stood  out . Why   I  came  up   With   this   idea  is  beyond  me . But  it  was  a  perfect  fit  for  cola  products.

When  I  handed  in  this  idea , I  wrote  it  in  non-beverage  specific  terms  to  protect  it . I   received  a  letter  from  the  company  Lawyer  stating  that  it  was   still   my  idea  (  I  have  that  letter  in  my  possession  if   needed  to  verify ).

The  idea  centered  around  the  use  of  a   1.  GIMMICK  CONTRACT   and   2.  A  FREE  WILL , FREE  CHOICE , Free  Stuff   sweepstakes . The  contract  would  not  be  binding  in  a  court  of  law , and  the  phrase, “ Free  Will , Free  choice ” was  popular  at  that  time – and  still  is .

The  consumer  signs  a  contract  similar  to  the  following  example :  I , (  your  name ),  hereby  practice  my  own  Free  Will ,  and  maKe  a  choice  to  drink  ( Any  drinK  ) , if  and  whenever  possible , among  the  other  drink  alternatives ,

For  a  period  of :        []  1  Year  –  Enter  me  in  the  1  Years  sweepstakes     []  2  Years  –  Silver  sweepstakes             []  5  Years  –  Bronze  sweepstakes        []  10  Years  –  Gold  sweepstakes        X____________________

The  consumer  checks  off  a  box  and  the  prizes  in  the  sweepstakes  vary  in  relation  to  longevity . We  would  laminate  the  contract , and  send  it  back  to  the  consumer.

Aug  19,  2012   cc:  Recovery  +  EPA  Sustainable , FBI  HQ +  WH , AIPAC  DC

To “ the  government ”: This  is  my  2nd  letter . Here  is  my  BIG  eco  propaganda  idea … it  involves  basic  FANS …

Solar  LED  lights  exist . Fans  look  Like  windmills !  So  basic  it  makes  you  say  I  should’ve  had  a  V-8  !   duh . It  makes  you  wonder  about  the  gov’t  sometimes.

They  can  become  eco  propaganda  because  they  save  money  by  assist  AC , and  bring  in  cool  air  at  night . This  is  nothing  new . But , up  to  this  time , it  was  never  emphasized  as  part  of  your  eco  propaganda . Go  to  the  store  and  see  for  yourself.

Tower  City  already  has  fans  in  the  Food  court , but  it  was  never  emphasized  as  part  of  eco  propaganda . They  can  be  installed  in  gov’t  buildings , Libraries , Key  bank , BP,  etc.  Just  to  move  the  air  around , not  necessarily  blow  powerfully . Indeed , it  is  a  part  of  good  planning.

That’s  nothing  new , but  this  is  –  HE  fans.  As  you  Know,  High  Efficiency  detergent  and  less  Water  laundry  machines  exist . This  is  also  eco  propaganda . You  Know  it  and  I  Know  it.

Take  the  most  popular  fan  of  all  –  the  box  fan , for  example . Well  developed  means  there  is  not  much  room  for  improvement , as  the  blades  are  already  the  most  efficiently  designed.

Well  developed  means  it  has  built  in  obsolescence – it  was  meant  to  rust  and  manufacturers  want  it  to  break  in  the  bottom  center . It  makes  much  more  sense  to  put  the  break  on  top  where  the  handle  is.

Well  developed  means  both  Aerospeed   and   Lasko   sell  Premium  box  fans , which  are  nothing  more  than  bigger  than  normal  box  fans.  note  that  the  Lasko “ Premium ”  box  fan  has  only  a  tad  bigger  diameter  and  squarer  corners , with  a  30%  increase  in  air  velocity.

The  good  thing  is , all  it  takes  is  repackaging  –  if  premium  box  fans  were  Relabeled  HE  ( 30%  more ).  Any  existing  “ Power ” fan  can  be  labeled  HE  if  there  is  more  room  for  the  blades , either  behind  or  on  the  sides.

Lasko  chose  to  make  the  corners  squarer  instead  of  making  the  diameter  bigger , as  manufacturers  prefer  smaller  packaging , even  though  it  is  better  to  have  an  equal  increase  in  diameter  all  the  way  around.

I’ll  leave  the  technical  details  up  to  your  engineers…

Related  ideas :  maybe  HE  ultrasonic  humidifier . Related  to  my  free  hand  crank  shredder  idea : Hand  crank  can  opener .  Grinder . Telephone . Start  electronics … Pump  Water.

——————————————– 2nd  letter

Related  to  my  HE  fan  idea , but  not  as  good… but  can’t  be  worse  than  your  LED  idea , which  is  EXPENSIVE , and   NOT  selling …… As  you  Know , compact  fluorescent  bulbs’s  CFL’s  are  compact.

Is  it  practical ?  It  is  also  going  in  a  direction  that  most  manufacturers  do  not  Like –  LOW  WATT,  BIGGER  BULBS  require  more  packaging .There  are  pros  and  cons –  smaller  fits  more  applications , BUT  BIGGER  DISPERSES  LIGHT  BETTER.

Trisonic  already  sells  a  crappy , not  durable  65  watt  CFL  that  fits  inside  a  150  watt  body  –  I  can  shoot  straight  into  it  with  my  camera  and  still  see  the  spiral . Indeed , long  fluorescent  tubes  also  require  no  lampshade =  High  efficient .  Related:  no  fan  GRILL.—————————- 2nd  letter

You  are  the  quarterback . I’m  Just  throwing  a  ball  out , which  is  what  I  did  at  Triarc    (  a  few  ideas , some  better  than  others ).

1. Solid  white  toe  socKs  are  rare  in  America.  Solid  dark  green ?  Sand  color . Military   propaganda .  Taken  from  WiKipedia :  article  Roman  Empire  –  The  Romans  also  invented  socks  For  those  soldiers…

2.  Short pens  are  rare . Possible  women’s  propaganda . Fit  in  purse.

3.  in  Korea  they  use  hot  water  under  the  floor  to  heat  rooms  with .  So  ?   Well , they  need  eco  propaganda  in  Korea  also , don’t  they ?    They  sell   solid  toe  socks  in  Korea . Then  people  say , “ Why  not  in  America ? ”

Not  related  to  any  propaganda … but  I’ve  been  thinking  about  racism  recently…

I  once  read  that  Islam  is  the  reason  why  it’s  hard  to  bring  democracy  to  the  Middle  East . How  religious  law  is  incorporated  into  civil  Law . And  her  Sister  communism.  they  said.  But  I  disagree.

When  the  Soviet  Union  fell , my  friend  told  me  that  Russia  still  lives.  Some  say  Russia  did  not  fall  because  of  criminal  elements  or  Soviet  hard  liners . Still , the  whole  Soviet  Union  was  almost  taken.  Sister  communism . I  don’t  think  so .

I  saw  on  CNN  how  China  clamped  down  on  criminals  because  they  destabilize the  State.                                             2  unsolved   mysteries

Why  is  it  hard  to  bring  democracy  to  the  Middle  East ?

Israel  said “ Kill  the  Hezbollah  from  top  to  bottom” . They  cannot  Kill  it .  But   why  ?

A  religion ?

CNN  said  That  Arab  is  a  “Way  of  Life ”.

The reason  I  wrote  this  –  in  my  opinion , Arab  is  a “ State  of  mind ”.  Just  Like  black  is .  Us  vs .  them .    Not  all  blacks  think  that  way , but  there  are  those  that  do.

“They  Kept  us  weak ! ! ! !”.  President  Charles  Taylor  – “They  owe  it  to  us !”.   Haiti  – “Whatever  you  do  to  us , We  do  to  you  ! ! ! !”

Palestinians  accused  of  helping  Israel  are  lynched . Winnie  Mandela  necklaces  those  accused  of  helping  “the  White  man ”. Tanks  on  MLK’s  birthday . Tulsa  got  bombed  From  the  air.  War !  “ no  surrender ” during  Tulsa.  surrender – and  die  after  Colfax  Massacre .

They  said  on  Wikipedia  that  the  Fate  of  the  Ethiopian  Jews  is  still  up  to  political  consideration  even  to  this  day . Meaning  that  the  Israeli  government  has  not  decided  whether  they  are  in  or  out  yet.

During  the  1st  airlift , Israel  was  sincere  (  Airplane  transport  is  expensive ).  After  they  arrived , the  Israeli  gov’t  said , “ We  are  CONFUSED ”. After  a  5  year  wait   (  2nd  airlift  ) ,  there  were  charges  of  racism.  the  quota  is  6oo  per  month , but  only  3oo  are  allowed  in . They  got  slapped  in  the  face , but  continue  to  arrive  – an  excuse  Israel  could  use.

Recently , the  Jerusalem  Post  took  a  poll.  43 %  of  Israelis  will  not  allow  their  daughters  to  marry  Beta  Israel . A  house  divided  cannot  stand .    In  my  opinion , if  black  is  a “ state  of  mind ”, Israel  is  making  a  mistake .—————————2nd  letter

Dear  WH , could  you  please  tell  your  staffers  to  allow  any  more  letters  from  me  to  reach  the  President ?  or  whoever  gets  it ?   couldn’t  my  State  of  mind  theory   (  Let  WH  decide  if  I  am  correct . What  else  is  the  WH  created  for ?  strategy !  )  affect  strategic  decisions ?      

What  does  it  hurt  listening  to  ideas ?   I  am  not  employed.  My  resume  is  crap.  So,  I  thought , why  not  generate  ideas  and  try  to  get  a  gov’t  Job ?

I  recall  Ray  Croc ?  once  said  “ You  have  to  trust  the  company  (  gov’t , marvel  ) . The  company  cannot  trust  you ”. I  Know  from  experience . When  I  handed  in  ideas  at  Triarc  Beverage , I  wrote  the  idea  in  non  beverage  specific  terms . They  eventually  realized  that  I  had  protected  it.  Smart  cookie.  Sadly , nothing  came  of  it.

BUT –  the  CEO  wanted  them.  Demanded  my  ideas . I  was  a  low  level  marketing  Trainee.   oK.  I  gave  you  a   big   one . Will   I   be  compensated ?

————————————————————————————  March  25, 13    cc:  EPA  Sustainable . FBI  HQ,  WH.  AIPAC  DC , ADL  NY,  Ad  Council

To “ the  gov’t ”: This  is  my  3rd  letter , Entitled “ Bread  &  Circuses  +  Internet ”. When  I   Sent  out  my  1st  Letter , I  thought  about  propaganda  ideas . As  ideas  progressed , I   switched  to  strategy , which  I  thought  you’d  prefer.

The  following  is  not  a  coherent  or  developed  strategic  plan-s . Just  Like  yours.

Strategy  # 1  How  about  a  Head  of  Propaganda ?  Title  should  not  mimic  German  evil “ propaganda ”. He  was  important  to  Hitler . One  of  the  1st  steps  of  the  Department  is  to  RE – think  current  propaganda.  Is  it  coherent  and  part  of  strategy ?   i.e,  Seat  belt  laws ?  Strategy  fits  how ?

If  decisions  are  decentralized   and  left  to  outside  private  Ad  Agencies , some  mistakes  could  be  made  over  here , but  not  over  here.   They  could  overlap  –  dryers  save  trees , but  paper  is  biodegradable  and  renewable…

+  I  saw  ( neutral  ?  )   American  Red  Cross  on  a   ( gov’t  ) FEMA  poster . Not  good . Guilt  by  association . YMCA  also.

+  Incoherent  –  3   fish  are  not  recommended  by  the  FDA ?  Also  sounds  not  believable.  =  Propaganda  – so  – messed  – up  – it  – makes  – no  – coherent  – sense  – whatsoever.

My  initial  perception  was  –  Ready.gov ,  FEMA  is  announcing  itself . But  now…  Just  makes  you  feel  Like  you  are  “moving  along ”. Making  progress.

Related : I  take  RTA . If  people  take  public  transportation , is  there  more  opportunities  to  propagandize ?  Promote  RTA ?  cost

Related : create  Ministry  of  Strategy . Not  important  –  I  say  Roman  architecture . chess – Like  tiles.  Is  it  necessary ?   What  are  its  functions ?  oF  course  –  statistical  analysis . Even  propaganda  requires  strategy . Maybe  even  located  next  to  each  other .

Strategy  #  2         RE – Think  Sports      Far  be  it  for  me  to  question  the  Romans , who  promoted  “ entertainment  for  the  masses ”.  But  I   Will .

With   today’s  mass  technology  ( TV , enough  good  movies , internet ) ,  entertainment  is  less  relevant . Even  in  the “ Radio  Days ”,  there  were  comic  books . Question  it  then .

The  sole  exception  is  the  internet , where  info  ( not  always  good  )   is  in  abundance . which  should  maybe  –  be  discouraged .         You  argue, “ It  is  another  avenue  to  promote  propaganda  or  refute ”.  It  is  also  a  Way  to  learn . There  are  safer  Ways .

Let’s  say  I  read  about  bad  unbranded  gasoline .  or  Kucinich  leading  on  internet  polls . Racial  history  is  oK , but  someone  reads  “Jena  6  largely  ignored  by  US  media ” –  it  leads  to  bias .

It  doesn’t  even  have  to  be  political  info.   or..or..or..or..or I  once  heard , “ Needs  to  be  controlled ”. or..or..or..or..or –  that  doesn’t  sound  controlled  to  me .

Related  is  a “ more  miles  to  the  gallon ” idea.  +  other  diversions . Like  Pat  Tillman , Kasparov  retired  from  chess , saying  that  there  was  no  point  to  it.  Why  not  promote  chess  clubs ?  Sports  can  become  redundant .

But  not  Sony  Play  Station ?  (  Electronic  in  nature , Like  internet  –  iF  you  are not  gonna  target  computers  or  electronic  typewriters . Why  not  Play  Station ?  ).

Bottom  line – Besides  sports , other  avenues  may  attract  more  people . The  pie  gets  bigger ……Romans  had  hobbies  too .

All  I   see  is  media  promoting  other  media  ( TV  show  on  ABC )  or  Wall  to  Wall  –  sports  –  even  on  front  page  of  Plain  Dealer.  I  do  not  see  you  promoting  other  hobbies . RTA,  No  other  hobbies , except  a  chess  tournament –  one  time  at  Tower  city.————————————3rd  letter

Strategy  #  3   Bugs , Worms  –  plague  the  internet . Like  movie  Dark  City , Shut  it  down ! ?

come  up   With   a  good   excuse  first . Like  Norton  cannot  stop  a  Worm  because  they  are  mutating  (  Like  Borg , no  time  to  adapt  )   AND  replicating  by  themselves . Progressively  getting  Worse .

Origins  unknown . Al  Quida  is  small.  Make  them  sophisticated ?   WTC  more  believable.  unknown  sounds  more  believable  Strategy.

continue   With   long  range  plan  –  gov’t  plays  hero  trying  to  stop  it . call  for  a  day  to  shut  down  internet . Improved , but  it  starts  again  faster . Another  day  to  spray.  Again . Warning . Soon  to  End  ……or  something.

I   stopped  here , but  thoughts  entered  –  Is  it  Way  too  late ?  Not  if  it  Keeps  people  UP  TO  DATE  also , Especially  if  you  are  trying  to  renovate  strategy.

Is  it  bett-er  Just  to  try  to  refute / Ambiguity ?  Is  there  a  way  for  only  gov’t  to  Keep  it ?  or  save  Wikipedia  info  before  shutting  it  down.

You  argue, “ internet  could  change  other  ( Arab  Spring  )  gov’ts  –  but  not  at  the  expense  of  your  own .  I  could  be  wrong , but  I  advise  –  How  about  Re – create  the  internet ?  smaller.

How  about  begin  plans –  now ?  could  always  change  mind  in  future . Takes  planning.  How  make  the  switch  over ?  Need  excuse . People  usually  think “ gov’t  did  it ”,  especially  if  only  gov’t  Keeps  it.————————————— 3rd  letter

Strategy  #  4   RE – think  Food  Stamps . Romans  were  masters  of  military , architecture , gov’t . They  hired  someone  to  whisper  in  the  General’s  ear, “ Remember , you  are  Just  a  man ”.  masters.

Romans  threw  edible  bread  ( could  there  be  a  reason ?  ) , not  gold  or  salt , out  to  the  people . I  recall  as  a  Kid , my  mom  got  a  huge  bar  of  free  gov’t  butter . But  you  can’t  eat  butter  now .

As  a  woman  Said  in  movie  ‘Food , inc ’…Then  you  have  to  buy  Ketchup  and  this  and  little  of  that …not  gonna  eat  all  of  it …Want  a  hamburger… something  you  can  eat  right  now …don’t  have  to  cook…

What  is  Food  anyway ?  commodity  as  it  gets . A  Forest  Gump  man  once  said  that  he  cleaned  the  coup  for  all  the  chicken  he  could  eat . Both  me  and  my  friend  told  him  that  it  was  not  a  good  deal .  I’d  Like  a  lifetime  supply  of  coupons  for  this  idea  alone.  Not  !  …Well ……… oK.  Me  and  my  Mom.

Like  soup  Kitchens  of  the  Great  Depression , this  is  more  related  to  STRATEGY  than  propaganda . All  these  other  PROPAGANDA  ideas  should  NOT  concern  the  White  House . Let  them  decide  if  I  found  a  strategic  flaw .

involving  –  only  on  holidays , military , “a  Warm  meal ”,  Remember  troops , surplus.. ?. .Etc.  Not  dust  bowl  –  Who  believes  droughts  in  America ?

I  receive  stamps , but  I  don’t  consider  it  to  be  Food . My  perception  –  I  see  it  more  as  extra  money . It  is  directly  deposited  into  my  banK  account . But , the  Romans  threw  bread , NOT  GOLD  or  Salt , out  to  the  people . Who’s  perception  matters ?  The  people’s  !  the  recipient’s …not  the  government’s  perception.

I  get  McDonald’s , Wendy’s , coupons  once  in  awhile  with  my  Junk  mail.  I  use  them.  How  about  gov’t  coupons  for  use  at  private  restaurants ?  choice  too.  I   Know  McDonald’s  promotes  gov’t  propaganda.

Just  a  thought  –  Isn’t  it  better , Solidify  tangible , if  Food  pic  is  on  the  coupon ?   PICTURES  MATTER . More  TANGIBLE . How  choice  then ?   Backflip  shows  different  alternative ?   With  Fries  or  dessert  and  drink  –  complete  meal  is  more  satisfying ?   Not  necessarily . In  this  case , details  matter  more . Don’t  Just  leave  it  up  to  engineers  (  Fans ).

one  time  use  coupons  require  frequent  interaction  (  cut  out  scissors , Take  out  of  wallet  ) , unLike  reloadable  gift  cards . Like  Seder  meals , it  brings  into  mind  where  it  comes  from.  Salty  tears  +  tablet  shaped  matzos.

I  don’t  Know  how  stamps  WorK  exactly  (  I  think  you  can  buy  restaurant  Food  )  , but  it  is  more  DIRECT  and  immediate  Than  butter . more  TANGIBLE  than  Food  stamps … more  SATISFYING  experience .

What  about  immediate ?  or  MRE   Food  giveaways   (  for  military )  –  i’ve  heard  it  being  done  before .  As  the  old  adage  goes , “ Dogs  don’t  bite  the  hand  that  feeds  it ”.  Make  people  correlate  that  they  got  Food , not  money , from  the  gov’t .

More  in  tune  with  human  instincts  –  animals  fight  over  food.  fight  over  women.  Life’s  pleasure.  satisfying.  Related  to  that ?  Maybe  a  time  limit . dogs  need  to  learn  why  it  got  rewarded . Soon  after.

omg !   how  long  have  stamps  existed  and  no  one  RE-thought  this !  Flaws  in  your  strategy  +  propaganda –  FAN  Windmills . Expensive  LED’s.

Who  says  I’m  correct  ?  Taking  a “ swing ” at  your  strategies. “ Go  ahead ”.  It  is  encouraged  by  the  gov’t . oK  I  took  bread  and  game “ Tweaking ” swipes , internet  swings . and  now  Shadow…

What  is  the  cost  of  sound  advice  to  our  gov’t  who  spends  on  flawed  Shadow  gov’t  instead ?  Shadow  questions  both  the  Well – written  constitution  and  Romans  ( shortest , fastest  roads  to  suppress  uprisings ).

“ Go  ahead ”  Let  you’re  analysts  analyze  my  strategic  swings  !  Best  and   brightest  Strategy –  I  proved  myself ?   Hire  me !   Babylon  took  into  captivity .———————— 3rd  letter

Lesson  #  1   No  one  ever  used  fluoridated  water  or  contaminated  Food  as  a  part  of  strategy . Not  the  Romans . Not  china , even  today . etc  I  have , for  the  longest  time , doubted  its  Wisdom.

1.  Taste  and  smell  being  2  of  the  5  senses  people  use  to  discern  truth  ( and  lies ) . In  this  case , even  sight  –  growth  hormone  rBST  boobs  grow  prematurely.

2.  Ingredients  in  Asia , Middle  East  not  coherent  with  West.  Stevia  is  used  in  Japan  &  Korea  PUBLICLY,  but  the  FDA  +  media  are  covering  it  up.

VERY  POSSIBLE –  Even  when “ caught ”,  FolKs  tend  to  blame  money  interests , never  the  gov’t.  There  is  no  motive .  Easier  to  Keep  blaming  $  . I  once  read  on  internet –  significant  portion  of  India  believe  iodized  salt  is  a  multinational  conspiracy.

on  Yahoo  news , You  once  Said  –  blame  the  sugar  lobby . Then  you  are  blaming  only  one  industry . one  Food  item.  It’s  better  to  blame  the  Whole .

Related : I  Know  about  tainted  unbranded  gasoline  –  by  owning  a  car  in  the  past  and   reading  things  on  the  internet . It  does  not  make  sense  to  me.  incoherent.  Gas ?  Has  to  do  with  Food ? You  say  depopulate . But  gas ?  10W40  oil ?  Additives ? ——————————————– 3rd  letter

As  I  was  at  McDonald’s , it  came  to  me.  You  can’t  blame  industry  because  there  is  gov’t  complicity.  FDA.  Local  municipalities . 1930’s.  Blame  lobby  then.  JFK  –  Public  evidence  exists.        blame  mob . No , there  is  media  and  gov’t  complicity . create  impression  that  the  mob  has  influence ?

For  only  JFK  ?     could  use  as  excuse  for  other  mistaKes .         Will  this  impression  Fit  others , or  clash ?   You  already  created  the  impression  that  the  FBI  is  incompetent  ( Oklahoma  City ).  Could  this  make  people  who  watch  movies  think “ FBI  Warning  don’t  matter ? ”

AMA  is  famous  lobby.  Build  up  AMA  1st ?   Later , I  thought  –  I  prefer  a  Tag  Team  with  other  lobbies  as  various  foods  are  tainted.

What  about  McDonald’s  complicity ?   Movie  Supersize  me.  Attack  ADM , Supermarket  to  the  world  ?   Mid  level   employee  blew  the  whistle ?   or  hope  it  Just “ blows  over ”. Is  it  preferable  not  to  “ blow  the  whistle ”  &   Just  create  the  impression  that  certain  lobbies  have  influence  in  DC  India   (  worldwide )   instead ? —————- I  haven’t  resolved  this  issue  yet . All  these  ideas  can  be  further  refined.

Arafat  was  the  sole  survivor  in  a  plane  crash . In  college  class , I  recall  a  student  said , “ Yeah  right ” People  think  …Mossad  did  it  !

In  booK  ‘Disney  Wars ’, people  inside  (  and  outside ?  )   of  Disney  think  the  fortunes  for  the  company  changed  after  Frank  Well’s  death…People  watching  this  1   company.  Roy  is  seen  as  Protector  of  Legacy . Don’t  Kill  him.  It  matters  not  if  he  died  of  natural  causes.

Lesson  #  2    What  matters  is, “ Does  it  look  SUSPICIOUS ? ” Was  there  a  MOTIVE ?  Sound  believable ?   He  Kept  Eisner’s  power  in  check . They  said  on  Wikipedia –  that  there  was  a  motive  for  WTC  also.  War  in  Afghanistan , Iraq.

Lesson  #  3    Eisner  being  Jewish  did  not  help . It  hurt.  Rumors  do  exist.  MANY  Jews  in  Clinton  Administration  was  –  telling  me  to  write  to  ADL , AIPAC .

Jesse  Jackson  accused  the  3  Nixon  Administration . 3  Rubin  Greenspan  Summers . 2  more  at  Disney . I’m  sure  others  do  the  same . many  Jews  raises  suspicions . Why  do  that  ?

To  me  personally , book  Media  Bias  written  by  a  Jew , doesn’t  help  either. +  Saul  Steinstein ?   Disney  and  Goldsmith  Goodyear  leads  me  to  believe  hostile  corporate  takeover  is  part  of  your  strategy. I   think.

Even   if  a  problem  doesn’t  exist  ( which  it  does ), can  this  ‘Jewish  gov’t  control’  rumors  be  WEAKened  with  a  fabricated  story ?  off   hand  I  can’t  think  of  a  story , but  there  is  something  I’ve  been  mulling  –  a  Way  to  BLUNT.

My  Circus  Impression  idea  to  explain  media  +  gov’t .  What’s  that ?  Put  many  chinese  in  our  gov’t  to  explain  trade  deficit . Emphasize  Paramount  Japan  –  Hollywood  control . Paramount  +  NAACP  have  history . To  explain  food  corruption .

Many  lobbies  =  adds  up  to  chaos  and   leads  to  confusion .  creating  doubt  is  another  strategy  by  the  Way . NAACP  to  Explain  S A +  LA  silence . Emphasize  NAACP  actions  in  the  past  – they  threatened  to  boycott  Hazel  TV  show.  Explain  1970’s  TV.  latino  lobby ?  or  blacks  are  lowest , so  they  would  support “ Rainbow ”  immigration.

Short  term  –  global  pharmaceutical  lobby , NAACP  in  trouble , accusations .  Leads  to  statement  on  newspapers  –  similar  to  Consumer  Reports “ We  accept  no  outside  advertising  dollars ”.

Long  term  plan  –  major  crackdown . No  more  lobbies .  big  bang . All  propaganda  fixed .

What  about  Hollywood ?  There’s  no  way  around  it ?  Jews  would  still  remain  a  force  –  You  need  loyal  people  to  carry  out  your  bidding .  Name  change ?    —————————————3rd  letter

When  Milosevic  was  arrested , a  lower  level  employee  policeman  gave  him  his  Word  –  publicly . When  he  died , it  was  suspicious  to  me .

Almost  as  if  you  had  broken  your  Word . When  a  lower  level  auto  employee  gambled  with  company  money , the  whole  company  was  found  liable . Sure  we  all  croak  at  some  time.  Lesson  –  don’t  break  your  public  word . But  he  could  escape . Statistically , the  chances  of  a  prison  break  are  1  in  1oooooooooooooooo

What  happens  when  2  goals  conflict ?  Related  to  racism  and  Publicity  Strategy . Maybe  related  to  immorality  ( Lies )   agenda  – both  happened  slowly  at  1st.

Hoover  never  cared  about  the  KKK  ( SOCIAL ).  He  was  interested  with  the  communist  party  (  POLITICAL ).  Albright  said  “ Militia  is  enemy ”.  Same  thing .             But  the  KKK  not  Like  this  gov’ t  also.  But  their  interests , motives  are  social .

Lesson  #  4      Sure  it  hurts  the  agenda  of  mingling  seeds  together . But  helping  minorities  and  women  should  NOT  be  the  main  concern  to  the  gov’t . A  word  to  the  next  puppet  in  a  middle  eastern  country .

latinos  in  LA  ?   one  paragraph  in  the  Plain  Dealer . and  yet  blacks  are  leaving  LA.  SA  Farm  Murders . one  White  supremacist  got  Killed . But  it’s  happening  at  random . The  media  paints  this  picture  that  only  KKK  get  Killed .

It  also  leads  to  charges  of  MEDIA  bias  and   silence . What  is  more  important ?   Helping  minorities  or  media  integrity ?

Come  up  with  an  excuse  and  talk ? ? ? “ ANC  blackmailed … uranium ”. or  something .  LA  –  community  leaders  pleaded  with  media…  Which  leaders ?

CRITICAL  STEP –  attack  excuses  from  every  angle.  it  could  get  worse .

STEP  2  –  if  possible ,  outline  a  short  and  long  range  plan.  Kind  of  Like  what  I  did  with  Worm  internet  excuse.

Up  to  here , it’s  clear  to  me.  To  be  continued.  X X X

3rd  letter——————————————–

Is  it  better  to  try  to  let  things “ blow  over ” if  time  elapses  too  long ?  I  don’t  Know.  Related  : If  media  uses  same  excuse , or  excuses  many  times , could  it  also  lead  to  –  McDisney  movies  today  –  hero , girl , villain , comic  relief  same  storyline .

Pre – viz  long  range  implications ?   Should  you  select  certain  past  silences  1st  ?  on  what  criteria ?   I  am  not  about  to  tackle  all  this . Nor  the  amount  of  propaganda .

I  think  strategy  is  relative .  Anti – christ  is  Master  of  Strategy , As  opposed  to  novice  or  intermediate .  The  Golden  Rule  being  –  do  the  best  you  can  do.

I  think  –  if  it  sounds  Like  it  may  work , do  it . Brainpower  can  be  used  on  other  things.———————————-3rd  letter

continued.   X X X            or  spread  excuse  rumors.  Unofficial  media  leads  to  official  story . chemtrails  were  a  part  of  DOD  Strategy… Threat  to  National  Security  at  that  time… so  media  complied ”.

So  the  media  is  partial ?  Why  the  gap  in  time  to  report ?  Every  angle.

Why  not  other  media  companies ?   But –  people  think  there  is  choice  from  having  many  cable  stations – another  step  to  think  about ?   conglomerate  1st ?

Used  to  immunize  people . could  even  be  used  in  conjunction  with  Gulf  War  Syndrome .  or  frequently  printed  sentence-s. “ Rumors  are  circulating …

I  didn’t  Like  Israel  did  not  Know  USS  Liberty  was  American  excuse . For  hours ? ? ?  +  they  hoisted  a  flag  rumors . All  we  Know  is  Egypt  was  signaling  rumors –  better.  Ambiguity  then  –  I’m  not  sure  what  I  mean  by  that . Something  on  board  top  secret,  had  to  be  destroyed . I  heard  about  MLK’s  death –  a  man  named  Raoul  –  led  me  to  believe  in –  conspiracy.

Rumors  of  Rabin’s  death  also . Princess  Diana  Mossad  rumors . Motive ?   I  read  the  same  thing  about  the  Lusitania . Bombs  or  something  –  VAGUE.  conspiracy ?    I  don’t  Know . Motive  ?

In  Liberty  case , Way  too  much  time  expired ?   Perhaps . No  problems  as  long  as  there  is  not  200  scared  witnesses  released  back  into  the  population.

Note : There  is  no  motive  for  chemtrails  also.  I  personally  guess , Like  Food , to  poison  air  supply . Milosevic –  I  guess  you  broke  your  word . I  could  be  wrong. ———————————–3rd  letter

I  was  grocery  shopping,  when  it  hit  me –  if  it  sounds  Like  it  may  succeed , do  it……… I   said  before .   I  erred  –  long  range  implications ?   criteria ?  – should  be  tackled .              More  Specifically  –  time . The  longer  you  wait  to  go  public  with  a  silence  in  the  past , the  harder  it  is  to  go  public.———————————3rd  letter

Pre – Viz   or  long  word  pre – visualization …  Part  of  strategy ?   I  don’t  Know.  It’s  Just  something  I  thought  of.     So  important  to  Lucas,  he  hired  Speilberg  For  Pre-viz

This  is  what’s  going  to  happen…” What  did  you  think  about  Tony’s  ideas ? ” I  agree  with  sports  and  hobbies.  I  didn’t  really  think  about  mass  technology  part  Yet , go  with  that  first … I  Like  his  gov’t  food  coupons …

When  I  generated  my  comic  book  idea , I  hit  a  few  dead  ends . It  became  clearer  and  instead  of  continuing  down  the  wrong  path , I  “ Re – started ”  my  computer.

What  is  the  point  of  this  letter ?   So  the  gov’t  made  mistakes  in  the  recent  past . So  what  ?

Don’t  do  it  again . YOU  LEARNED  a  little , didn’t  you ?

I’m  not  familiar  with  strategy  concepts  and  teachings . I  Just  wrote  and  wrote –  it  came  naturally  to  me  (  and  generated  more  ideas  ).  As  a  Job  search .

I  prefer  to  work  freelance , but  I’d  also  Like  to  be  put  on  the  company  payroll  –  something  to  tell  my  family. “ I  got  a  Job ”.  But , I  cannot  generate  ideas  all  the  time . It  comes  and  goes.

Do  you  Know  how  important  good  ideas  or  sound  advice  is ?   Do  you  Know  how  much  military  money  you  could’ve  saved  by  using  my  middle  east  strategy  (  letter  1  )   in  Iraq ?

Every  idea  I  generate  put  a  price  tag  on  it . It  saves  you  $  and  motivates  me . You  want  me  to  initiate ?  No , I  prefer  the  Ebay  approach .  Hint  :  I  work  for  cheap.

Maybe  I’ll  buy  an  old  Disney  movie  on  Ebay – or…or…or…or

Homeland  Defense  –  “ Look  inward ”,  Pres  Bush  said.  Did  you  mean  Focus ?   I’ve  never  heard  that  before  –  as  part  of  strategy . At  least , I  got  you  thinking  about  strategy  ( GooD  THING , also  unappreciated  ).

My  internet  final  solution  is  pretty  solid , isn’t  it ?  You  had  a  little  time  to  analyze . Not  gonna  change  is  it  ?    Re-create  I  mean . MAJOR  Advice  AFFECTING  SO  MANY.————————————- 3rd  letter

I  advise  that  a  similar  letter  be  read  by  many  in  the  gov’t .        or  as  it  is  immediately  to  top  brass.

STEP  1   Re-type  letters  word  For  word .  Make  the  font  bigger . Double  check  accuracy  is  going  too  far , should  be  standard  procedure . on  hard  disk  too

STEP  2   Discuss  my  letters  in  the  WH.

STEP  3  ?   Implement  some  of  my  more  solid  ideas  now.

STEP  4  ?    Edit  my  letters . concise  or  hide  sensitive  info.

STEP  5  ?  Widen  the  base  outward . Simple  matter  of  distributing  my  letters  to “ Think  Tanks ”.  Fellow  strategists.

Major –  How  to  conquer  the  Middle  East  in  letter  1.

State  of  Mind  Theory  in  Letter  2  –  certainly  helps  to  unlock  mysteries  about  the  Middle  East , Hezbollah , DOESN’T  IT ?   maybe ?

Major  – Internet  is  important  enough.

Analyze  my  analysis . Minor :    Food  Stamps –  Food,  not  money . correct  ?   A   Flaw  ?          consistently  good  ideas… Fans  Assist  AC . Look  Like  Windmills . big  eco.

I  proved  that  there  is  room  for  propaganda  and  strategy  and  maybe  understanding  growth  ( THESE  means  gov’t  should  be  concerned –  big  ones  too )  and   refinement . I  wonder  why  it  takes  you  so  long  to  tackle  the  un-controlled  internet  in  particular.  or  Fans …… Food  stamps  not  too  obvious.

I  see  and  understand  your  efforts  by  your  actions   (  Shadow , Build  plan . Ready  !   ) . You  Jews  try  hard.    Try  less  hard  and  more  brainpower.

You  Jews  are  very  cautious . Hollywood  lied  very  slowly  at  1st . +  Seeds  of  men  mingle  Slowly  at  1st .  Sometimes  I  pity  you.  Not  really …….  But  in  a  “desperate”  sort  of  Way

I’ve  been  away  for  awhile  (  between  letters 1 , 2  +  the  gap  in   time  for  this  one  #  3  )  writing  strategy  letters  to  the  KKK.  I  may  show  you  what  I  wrote  to  them –  Later –  Just  to  further  prove  my  strategy  skills  to  you .

You  owe  me  FF  Fans  Food Stamp ?  +  others  ( Sports ?,  INTERNET,  crank…).  Show  me  a  little.        and   I’ll  show  you  more  strategic  ideas .

I  saved  the  best  for  last . You  might  guess  one  of  them , but  I  doubt  the  other. Maybe  I’m  bluffing . More  ?   Prepare  to  be  blown  away .

It’s  not  Fair  but  I  learned  at  Triarc , you  must   trust  the  company  because  the  company  can’t  trust  you .  But  if  I’m  not  compensated , I  won’t  think  anymore  than  what  I  already  thought  up.

April   27,  2013               What  good  is  it  For  me  to  Keep  these  strategic  ideas ?  Almost  all  were  generated  after  my  1st  letter  dated  August  5 ,  2012.

My  Fourth  and  last  letter  dated  April  10, 2013.     In  between  1 – 4 ,  I’ve  been  busy  writing  strategic  letters  to  the  KKK  and  a  Twilight  Zone  movie  script  Why  mention  that  ?  As  a  reference  should  you  desire  to  try  to  get  a  clearer  picture  of  me.

I  was  motivated  to  try  to  get  a  Job  when  I  wrote  to  the  gov’t . In  doing  so , I  accidentally , over  time , discovered  that  there  is  room  for  improvement  in  both  the  KKK  and  the  gov’t’s  strategies . Shame  on  both  of  you . ——————————– 4th  letter

April  10,  2013              cc: CNN  +  Plain  Dealer , Ad  Council  DC , NY , Atlanta , Chicago                           cc:  WH,  AIPAC  DC,  Homeland  D , ADL  OH , DC , NY ,     FBI  DC,  OH,   EPA  Sustain , DOE

To “ the  government ”:     This  is  my  4th  letter , entitled “ Antichrist  Letter ”. The  following  is  not  a  coherent  or  developed  strategic  plan – s.  Just  Like  yours.

How  about  a  renovation  at  the  strategic  level ?   Blatant  mistakes were  committed  ( especially  in  the  relatively  recent  )  past , some  of  which  cannot  be  corrected  in  the  future .

An  anti – gov’t  cancer  exists  in  Saudi  Arabia  and  because  of  internet . No  amount  of  strategy  can  Kill  it  –  unless  you  Kill  everyone –  I  think .

            Wrong  strategy –  Let  cancer  grow.  Clean  it  up  later  With  SWAT  and  prisons.

Let’s  not  forget  the  good  –  Seawolf  sub  plot , destroy  a  tank  before  China  can  get  their  hands  on  it , etc.  etc.  not  just  China .  Yet , China  itself , is  a  potential  mistake  waiting  to  happen . Why  help  in  the  1st  place ?

But  as  Bible  says , “ He  ( Anti – Christ )  will  be  a  master  of  strategy .  He  will  succeed  in  all  that  he  does ”…I  believe  you  will  succeed  in  efforts  to  reconstruct  strategy.  Good  luck

It  tooK  him  time , but  King  David  Knew  one  of  his  advisors  was  LiKe  taking  advice  from  God ”. He  gave  the  correct  advice  (  go  now ) , but  someone  secretly  working  for  David  gave  the  wrong  advice ( WAIT ),  and  made  a  convincing  argument . All  the  advisors  bit  !

Lesson –  Just  because  correct  advice  is  given , doesn’t  mean  it  will  be  heeded .  But  how  did  David  discern  he  was  good ?   He  was  a  good  Judge  of  character ?

Strategy  # 1  Related :  and  also  mind  boggling . CAN  UNDERSTANDING   BE  TAUGHT ?  This  understanding  is  something  I  Know  little  about. maybe  funding  some  experiments  at  colleges  could  help  you  gain  insight .

Again , according  to  the  Bible –  He  ( Anti – Christ )  will  understand  darK  sentences …I  believe  you  will  succeed  once  again .  I  don’t  Know  what  dark  sentences  means.

Primarily  sight  and  sound.  Body  language ?  Tone  and  speed  of  voice . Playing  offense –  asking  questions . Correct  himself  means  he  is  lying .  Inconsistencies ?  Re-phrase  the  same  question.            

But  if  you  teach  them , they  may  get  Wise  to  tactics . This  understanding  is  something   I  haven’t  thought  about  to  any  degree , but  it  could  give  you  a  Tactical  EDGE , especially  in  DIPLOMACY.

Strategy  # 2  A  hierarchy. The  one  who  makes  that  decision  should  be  the  best . She  should  Know  how  it  all  fits  together.     or  a  system.  A  meeting . Under  certain  criteria .

If  ideas  are  too  numerous , have  staffers  decide . A  FILTER. or  as  you  say  “1st  Responders”.  How  else  are  good  ideas  going  to  reach  the  WH ?  Easy  access. This  letter  can  be  an “ acid  test ”.  Training  could  help – identify.

Borrowing  a  Roman  strategy ,   perhaps  filters  can  be  scared –  Kill  soldiers  who  fall  asleep  on  watch  duty.  FBI  will  investigate. “ How  would  they  Know ? ” the  filter  may  think ?  create  doubt  in  his  mind  –  post  office  checks  mail  from  time  to  time.

When  I  worked  at  Triarc , Mistic  Dark  Teas  was  unknown  to  me.    Hence,  when  I  eventually  generated  an  Arab  bottle  with  a  long  sipping   spout  idea , it  was  too  late  to  implement  it –  unlike  propaganda , I  am  not  familiar  with  your  strategies . it  impedes  me  from  generating  ideas.

Take  propaganda  for  example  –  to  help  generate  ideas , info  would  be  required .  Education , military , gay . Past  examples  help  in  the  learning  process.  Doesn’t  it  destroy  the  purpose  once  tactics  are  understood ?  Like  understanding . You  don’t  want  them  to  Know  it  is  propaganda . We  are  being  lied  to  by  Hollywood.

Strategy  # 3        Another  idea  –  as  I  was  freely  writing , I  thought  it  Would  help  if  I  could  see  more  and  more , Like  how  Wikipedia  exploded  –  help  me  to  see  the  big  picture  clearer.  I  Started  the  3rd  and  4th  letter  With  a  skeleton  and  added  onto  it  later  – FREELY.

Put  it  on-Line ?  Keep  adding  to  big  STRATEGY  PLAN  (  Make  a  map ).  Then  subtract  and  edit . Growth  and  refinement.  For  now , I  advise  that  you  focus  on  growth  (  Strategy  Plan  or  training ?  ),  not  so  much  Fine  tuning  ( hierarchy ).  When  you  say  growth  do  you  mean  Teaching  or  the  Strategy  Plan ?  I  don’t  Know  What  I  mean , but  the  Plan  for  sure.

You  should  Focus  on  this  decentralized  strategy  first.  OUTWARD,  THEN  IN – and  out  again  and  so  Forth . After  you  do  some  things – Keep  going  outward  for  Awhile.  Eventually  to  mid  level , maybe  all  employees.  In  stages  as  things  become  clearer.

It  leads  to  greater  understanding . Knowledge  builds  on  Knowledge . HE  Fans  Led  to  HE  bulbs . Hand  crank  shredder  Led  to  hand  crank  other . it  took  time  for  me  to  see  more  propaganda.

How  do  you  balance  the  need  for  secrecy  With  the  decentralized  teaching  approach ?  Hmm ?   I’m  not  familiar  With  your  strategies.

SUPER  STRATEGY  # 4   TEACHING.  PEOPLE  CAN  BE  TAUGHT  TO  THINK  STRATEGICALLY.  Why  would   I   give  you  an  idea  that  could  create  more  competition   for   me ?   I   Like  this  idea  more  than  any  other.  it  should  allow  you  to  tap  ideas  from  your  vast  pool  of  human  resources , and   put  me  out  of work.  Not  that  I’m  working  for  you .

INNER:  those  in  the  inner  circle  could  be  electronically  connected.  How  WiKipedia  exploded . I  prefer  the  PLAN  With  HTML  Links . I  think  communication  among  strategists  would  be  important  while  growth  occurs . How  did  WiKipedia  start ?

Two  prong  approach  – those  powerful  in  the  inner  circle  taught  to  think  more  strategically . Read  my  3rd  lessons  letter –  again .  Sharpen  their  swords .

Who  dares  to  bother  the  powers  that  be ?    It  can  be  taught , can’t  it  ?  Rodney  Dangerfield  says  “ Back  to  school  ! ”

OUTER  INNER:  Who  would  that  include ?  Keep  pushing  out.  How ?  Less  sensitive  info ?  I  don’t  Know.   ALL:  A  continuing  letter-s.  other  types  of  training –  how  to  work  with  other  agencies .  Sharing  info.

could  Lie –  NEA  ( not  gov’t )  promotes  education. Any  ideas ?  one  Way  is  to  present  it  as  a  case  example , Like  I  did  at  Akron  University  – Taking  Words  out  and   supplementing  Them.

could  tell  the  truth  –  Recently  we  changed  Food  Stamps . can  you  employees  think  of  any  Ways  of  improving  gov’t  programs ?  Then  there  will  be  many  silly  ideas . Need  filters.

Is  there  a  Way  to  draw  ideas  from  the  general   public ?  Caribou  coffee  once  had  a  contest.   Why  they  Like  it.  Words  from  a  Few  people  were  printed  on  cups . Hold  contests ?  Maybe  offer  a  reward  if  it  leads  to…

STRATEGY # 5   BEAUTY  AS  STRATEGY !

Hint : Irish  Brit  are  beautiful.  Roberta  Pedon  was  not  Latvian . She  was  Irish . Tina  Small . BooBS

Joke  –  I  heard  the  Mossad  spends  months  – trying  to  figure  out  what  the  right  bait  is . Why  not  hire  women  with  big  boobs ?   can’t  Go  wrong  most  of  the  time  anyway.

LiKe  in  movie  ThanK  You  For  SmoKing  –  irish  Type.  World  class  Tits … Reporter  trying  to  get  privileged  info  is  not  relevant ?

Physical  appearance  matters  –  Clothes  noble  Wig , Race  –  blend  in  With  enemy , Trojan  Horse  Paper  Tiger .         Strange  –  Anti – christ ?   “ King  of “ Fierce  countenance ”.

oF  all  the  ideas  I  have  generated  in  my  Life , I’d  say  this  ( THESE )  strategic  WH ,  or  Triarc  Gimmick  contract   (  Later  Free  Will , Free  Choice , Free  Stuff  –  Pepsi  did  – Fit  perfectly  )   was  best.

When  I  initially  came  up With  Triarc  idea,  it  was  Just  a  vague  concept.  CEO  told  me  “Hmm… interesting ”.  Long  story , but  he  wanted  it  !

    Another  minor , but  solid  1  for  Triarc  +  my  comic  booK –  not  great , but  consistently  good  enemies.  In  a  competitive  field  –  beverages  and  comics .

People  can  be  taught  to  think  strategically  Was  already  written . Later , I  came  to  the  growing  realization  that  I  had  stumbled   ( accidentally )  upon  People  can  be  taught  to  understand.   I   Knew  I  had  strucK  gold  !

Grand  slams  are  rare  ( TMNT , but  not  April  o ’Neal ,  KC )   ( Spiderman  2,  but  not  3 ),   but  I  hit   2.            Star  Wars ,  Empire  Strikes  BacK  –  bacK  to  bacK.                           Yet ,  consistent  solid  ideas  is  the  Key  to  gauging  a  quarterback . basic  Fans , Food  stamps , etc .

I  came  up  with  almost  all  of  these  strategic  ideas  long  ago , but  not  before  my  1st   letter . I   admit   I  saved  these  teaching  ones  for  last –  I  don’t  want  competition . I  may  generate  more .  Depends  on  whether  I  am  compensated  and  how  much  you  improve .

Remember  how  I  began  (  letters  1 – 3  )  ?   I   did  not  have  to,  but   I   proved  that  there  is  room  for  improvement . I  am  not  familiar  With  your  strategies , so  I  might  switch  back  to  propaganda  in  the  future . It  has  some  value  at  least , as  long  as  it  is  related  to  sound  strategy .

Put  in  a  good  word  For  me  in  the  WH . And   I’ll  put  in  a  word   for  my  brother  –  he  has  a  tiny  advertising  company  also.

To  the  one  who  initially  reads  this , the  critical  “ 1st  Responder ”  as  you  say . Please  see  to  it  that  this  letter  reaches  the  oval  office –  your  boss .  I   sent  out  quite  a  Few.

……….I  think  the  gov’t  will  LiKe this “ Antichrist ” letter  –  could  even  lead  to  fulfillment  of  end  time  prophecy.                                      Sincerely , Tony

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More   –   edited   –   letters     I     Wrote     in     the     past …

Imagine  my  surprise  when  2  FBI  agents  visited  me  in  early  August  2013  –  Is  this  what  I   get  for  trying  to  help  the  gov’t ?

Like  I  told  them , if  I  thought  my  letters  didn’t  have  potential , I  wouldn’t  be  pursuing  the  matter  and  Keep  mailing  (  trying  to  reach  the  gov’t ) .   Page  1  of  3

I  want  you  to  Know  that  I  developed  these  pretty  good  ideas . Isn’t  that  what  business  people  do  in  Life  –  try  to  get  credit  where  credit  is  due . To  me , the  image  is  Worth  a  Few  stamps . Did  I  explain ?   I  don’t  want  to  be “ used ”.

As  one  of  the  agents  advised  me  to  try  the  DoE  ( Fan  idea ) ,  I  told  him  I  already  did , but  I’ll  try  again . Both  nodded  and  agreed  –  it  is  a  good  idea .   Page  2  of  3

………….. He  wasn’t  sure , but  another  thing   I  discussed  with  an  FBI  agent  was  my  Food  stamp  Flaw . He  told  me  the  Romans  threw  silver  out  to  people , but  it  didn’t  Work  very  Well  and  that  bread  was  distributed  only  in  Rome .

………….. So , I’m  sending  this  to  the  Dept  of  Agriculture  also .  I  told  the  agents  that  I  thought  my  letters  had  great  potential . They  were  skeptical.

………….. The  good  thing  is  –   Now  I  Know  that  someone  is  taking  a  serious  Look  at  my  letters , instead  of  the  usual  silent  non-response  (  and  making  me  Wonder )

……… I  am  so  sure  that  my  Arab  is  a  state  of  mind  theory  is  correct  that  I  Will  *guarantee*  it.

The  bad  thing  is , the  Men  in  Black  visit  scared  me .   Page  3  of  3 ———————————————————— August  1 , 2013   Dear  Prime  Minister To –  Netanyahu , Peres  Peace  House , Jerusalem  Post =  Israel  gov’t ? ———————————————————— August  19 , 2013     continued  –  Whites  were  not  prepared   and   had  to  go  back  home  and  get  their  guns  during  Tulsa …  After  the  blood  donation  scandal ,  Israeli  police  Were  unprepared  for  violent  demonstrations  by  the  Ethiopian  Jews .

I  Read  in  Haaretz  July  18 , 2013  – “ Public  Security  Minister  warns  against  major  protests  over  Bedouin  relocation  plans ”…  A  violent  state  of  mind . Potentially  dangerous.

Race  crosses  national  boundaries . Blacks  in  Western  Africa  and  America  are  proud  of  obama . Refugees  from  Somalia , Eritrea  tried  to  Flee  into  Israel , even  though  they  are  not  Jews . ———————————————————— President  Bush  once  said , “ it  is  better  to  engage  the  enemy  over  here , rather  than  on  our  own  home  turf , backyard ”.

The  purpose  of  strategy  is  to  Win . current  strategy  places  troops  in  Iraq  and  Afghanistan , Just  Like  Soviet  occupation  or  Vietnam . A  no-Win  situation.

To –  Ministry  of  Immigrant  Absorption  and  Health ,  Isha  L’  Isha  also

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I  Wrote  a  TWilight  Zone  remake  movie  script .  It  is  super  duper  long  .  I  did  not  send  it  to  anyone  out  of  Fear  they  Will  steal  it . Nor  completely  finish  it . Good  ideas  in  it  for  TV .  Anyone  Who  Wants  to  see  it  ?   Will  you  give  me  a  job  ?

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This site is Pro Government

I   don’t   Know   how   to   change   the  font   on   WordPress ,  so   i   Just   spaced   words .

I  am  too  cheap  to  pay  for  another   site .  I  wrote  2   strategy   letters . 1  to  KKK .  1  to  gov’t .  I  consider   my   gov’t   one   to   be   my   best   work   ever

              I   had  little  success  trying  to  reach  KKK  or  gov’t   with   snail  mail  so  far .   I  am  including   my   gov’t   letter   on   my   race   site .  ALL   gov’t  personel  should  read  below  –  F B I ,  C I A ,  D o E ,  W H ,  Homeland  D ,  etc .

Any  attempt  to  suppress  my   efforts  to  help  the  gov’t  could  be  consequences .  How  can  i  not  succeed ?  It  fulfills  Anti – Christ  prophecy .

2   F B I   agents  already  visited  me .  Now   that   i   put   my   letter  on – line ,  gov’t  agencies  can  quickly  share  and  discuss  amongst  themselves .  Does  it  have  merit ?

KKK  could  –  possibly  –  benefit   by   reading   my   gov’t   letter –  people  can  be  taught  to  thinK  strategically .

I   did   not  change  a  thing  –  except   my   name +  I  changed  U  to  you  &  R  to  are .  It  is  the  exact  same  letter  i  sent  by  snail  mail  to  gov’t  agencies  in  the  past .  Thank  you .

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August  5,  2012               cc1 :  EPA  DC  +  Sustainable  Facilities   Practices  Branch

cc2 : Ad  Council . Several  regional  addresses  –  3  in  NY  alone . I’m  sorry , should  I  have  targeted  NY  instead  of  DC ?   congratulations  on  hiring  women !

cc3 : FBI  HQ  in  DC  +  White  House  (  What  could  be  more “ the  gov’t ”  than  FBI  or  WH ?  Yet , I  doubt  the  President   Will   read  it  considering  how  much  mail  that  address  gets ! ).  Too  many  stamps , too  many  FBI  places . Too  much  money . Seems  Like  a  lot , but  it’s  only  2  !

cc4 : ADL,  AIPAC . How  to  target “ the  gov’t ” ?   I  thought.  Why  not   write   to  Jewish  organizations ?  They  control  the  country  anyway.

To “ the  government ”: I  became  aware  that  government  (  i.e.,  FEMA , Ready.gov )  propaganda  exists  –  obvious  eco , education , family , military , sports , women , racial……often  in  the  most  unusual  places ……… and  all  over  the  place.

Eco  –  CFL  light  bulbs  +  LED’s . outlaw  incandescent ,     E-check ,    Lead  is  evil ,    no  dumping  written  into  infrastructure ,    recycling  centers  often  near  schools ,    World  Dryer ,    3  windmills  in  cleveland ,         Gay  –  ads  on  bus  +  Chronicles  newspaper ,         reusable  shopping  bags     disability  –  Kneeling  bus

          Over  time ,  I  even  saw  propaganda  in  :  epilepsy  warning  on  video  games ,   Flu ,   seat  belts  on  shopping  carts ,        Mad  cow  disease ,  carbon  monoxide  detectors ,   depression  is  a  disease ,       Foods

I  also  see  that  gov’t  hires  outside  private  ad  companies  to  do  this . If   I  may  offer  constructive  criticism … maybe  you  need  to  change…

1.  Wash  hands  after  touching  this    it  contains  Lead , Known  to  the  State  of  California  to  cause  cancer .  Why  not  wash  the  cord  then ?

2.  Pet poop  transmits  disease . In  cat  litter  also . Why not  human  waste  then ?

3.  Dryers save  trees . Paper  Retriever  bins.  Why  not  save  crops ?  Paper  is  biodegradable –  and  your  favorite  word  Renewable . Sustainable.

I  used  to  work  at  Triarc  Beverage  Group . Near  the  end  of  my  term ,  I  handed  in  ideas  to  the  CEO.           Long – term  consistency  is the  Key  to  gauging  a  good  quarterback . Star  Wars  and  Empire  Strikes  BacK . It  is hard  to  generate  consistently  good  ideas .

Having  had  time  to  understand  some  of  your  past  actions,  I  find  fault  with  some  of  your  strategy.

1.  WTC collapsed  Like  a  pancake.

2.  Doing  things  publicly  ( South  Africa , uss  Liberty  2oo  witnesses , chemtrails , TWA  missile  theory  ) , and  then  lying  about  it  later  on .

3.  Allowing  anti – government  sentiments  ( militia )  to  grow  ( i.e., via  uncontrolled  internet ),  and  then  trying  to  clean  it  up  later  on . “ To  what  end ? ”,  a  Jewish  man  said  in  the  Plain  Dealer . Another  Jewish  man  replied , “ If  we  do  nothing , this  stuff   will   spread ”.

4.  Allowing  anti – government  sentiments  to  grow  in  Saudi  Arabia  ( a  plant  story  on  CNN –  King  Faud  said , “ Leave  the  Palestinians  alone ”.  Who’s  side  are  you  on ?  )

President  Bush  once  said, “ The  government  of  SA  is  stronger  than  the  people  of  Saudi  Arabia ”.  He  also  said , “ bringing  democracy  to  the  Middle  East   will   be  one  of  the  greatest  challenges  of  the  21st  century ”.

I  think  the  correct  strategy  to  use  in  the  Middle  East  is :  1.  Take  out  Saddam  &  his  2  sons . A  power  vacuum   will   result . Gov’t  is  a  “necessary   evil ”.

2.  Develop  ties   with  important  people  in  Iraq . People  with  history.

3.  Pretend  Like  you’re  leaving.

4.  Hopefully , one  of  your  people  will  arise  to  power.

5. Don’t  do  anything  to  make  FolKs  suspect  he  is  a  puppet  of  the  West  ( i.e., obviously , don’t  condemn  Palestinians ).  You  can’t  do  whatever  you  want ,  but   it’s  better  than  not  having  any  influence  at  all …

Why   did   you  tell  that  for ?  So  be  it . It  is  Just  my  opinion . I  remember  President  Bush  once  said , “ Strategy  ain’t  working  in  middle  east . Need  to  Re -thinK…” So  I  started  thinKing  about  it.  How   it  began .

Getting  back  to  the  subject , I  have  come  up  With  an  idea  for  your  propaganda “ machine ”.  I’m  sure  you’ll  LiKe  it  –  so   if   you  use  it , not  Just  hear  it , will  you  compensate  me  fairly , or  at  least  hire  me ?  my  resume  is  not  impressive , but  it’s  a  small  price  considering  its  potential  scope.

What  better  way  than  to  prove  oneself ?  As  a  teaser , I   will  give  you  a  propaganda  idea  for  free … As  I  said , I  learned  more  as  time  went  on , until  I  became  familiar   With  gov’t  propaganda  efforts . I  thinK  this  fits  your  goals …

I  once  bought  a  HAND  CRANK  paper  shredder  at  marc’s  closeout  section  and  never  saw  it  again  –  anywhere , but  through  the  internet . I  loved  it . It  was  simple . Cheaper  than  even  the  paper  shredder  head  ( only  the  head )  they  sell  at  Walmart . Yet,  rich  people  may  not  LiKe  it  because  it  doesn’t  cross  cut . Yet ,  truly  better  than  those  scissor  shredders.

obvious  eco – friendly.  LiKe  your  current  sustainable  transport  propaganda  –  bicycles !   No  electricity  required.  Could  even  combine  eco  +  sports.

I’ve  noticed  that  eco  propaganda  is  the  most  prevalent . But  Just  the  mere  fact  that  I  was  able  to  generate  a  new  idea  ( Transformers  and   TMNT’s )  should  scare  you  (  the  establishment  –  Marvel ,  DC )  and  prove  that  there  is  room  for  growth. ————————————— 1st  letter             Subject : Cola  Promo  Idea       BY : Tony

In  MaY  1998 , I  handed  in  many  ideas  to  the  CEO  of  a  beverage  company. One  idea  in  particular  stood  out . Why   I  came  up   With   this   idea  is  beyond  me . But  it  was  a  perfect  fit  for  cola  products.

When  I  handed  in  this  idea , I  wrote  it  in  non-beverage  specific  terms  to  protect  it . I   received  a  letter  from  the  company  Lawyer  stating  that  it  was   still   my  idea  (  I  have  that  letter  in  my  possession  if   needed  to  verify ).

The  idea  centered  around  the  use  of  a   1.  GIMMICK  CONTRACT   and   2.  A  FREE  WILL , FREE  CHOICE , Free  Stuff   sweepstakes . The  contract  would  not  be  binding  in  a  court  of  law , and  the  phrase, “ Free  Will , Free  choice ” was  popular  at  that  time – and  still  is .

The  consumer  signs  a  contract  similar  to  the  following  example :  I , (  your  name ),  hereby  practice  my  own  Free  Will ,  and  maKe  a  choice  to  drink  ( Any  drinK  ) , if  and  whenever  possible , among  the  other  drink  alternatives ,

For  a  period  of :        []  1  Year  –  Enter  me  in  the  1  Years  sweepstakes     []  2  Years  –  Silver  sweepstakes             []  5  Years  –  Bronze  sweepstakes        []  10  Years  –  Gold  sweepstakes        X____________________

The  consumer  checks  off  a  box  and  the  prizes  in  the  sweepstakes  vary  in  relation  to  longevity . We  would  laminate  the  contract , and  send  it  back  to  the  consumer.

Aug  19,  2012   cc:  Recovery  +  EPA  Sustainable , FBI  HQ +  WH , AIPAC  DC

To “ the  government ”: This  is  my  2nd  letter . Here  is  my  BIG  eco  propaganda  idea … it  involves  basic  FANS …

Solar  LED  lights  exist . Fans  look  Like  windmills !  So  basic  it  makes  you  say  I  should’ve  had  a  V-8  !   duh . It  makes  you  wonder  about  the  gov’t  sometimes.

They  can  become  eco  propaganda  because  they  save  money  by  assist  AC , and  bring  in  cool  air  at  night . This  is  nothing  new . But , up  to  this  time , it  was  never  emphasized  as  part  of  your  eco  propaganda . Go  to  the  store  and  see  for  yourself.

Tower  City  already  has  fans  in  the  Food  court , but  it  was  never  emphasized  as  part  of  eco  propaganda . They  can  be  installed  in  gov’t  buildings , Libraries , Key  bank , BP,  etc.  Just  to  move  the  air  around , not  necessarily  blow  powerfully . Indeed , it  is  a  part  of  good  planning.

That’s  nothing  new , but  this  is  –  HE  fans.  As  you  Know,  High  Efficiency  detergent  and  less  Water  laundry  machines  exist . This  is  also  eco  propaganda . You  Know  it  and  I  Know  it.

Take  the  most  popular  fan  of  all  –  the  box  fan , for  example . Well  developed  means  there  is  not  much  room  for  improvement , as  the  blades  are  already  the  most  efficiently  designed.

Well  developed  means  it  has  built  in  obsolescence – it  was  meant  to  rust  and  manufacturers  want  it  to  break  in  the  bottom  center . It  makes  much  more  sense  to  put  the  break  on  top  where  the  handle  is.

Well  developed  means  both  Aerospeed   and   Lasko   sell  Premium  box  fans , which  are  nothing  more  than  bigger  than  normal  box  fans.  note  that  the  Lasko “ Premium ”  box  fan  has  only  a  tad  bigger  diameter  and  squarer  corners , with  a  30%  increase  in  air  velocity.

The  good  thing  is , all  it  takes  is  repackaging  –  if  premium  box  fans  were  Relabeled  HE  ( 30%  more ).  Any  existing  “ Power ” fan  can  be  labeled  HE  if  there  is  more  room  for  the  blades , either  behind  or  on  the  sides.

Lasko  chose  to  make  the  corners  squarer  instead  of  making  the  diameter  bigger , as  manufacturers  prefer  smaller  packaging , even  though  it  is  better  to  have  an  equal  increase  in  diameter  all  the  way  around.

I’ll  leave  the  technical  details  up  to  your  engineers…

Related  ideas :  maybe  HE  ultrasonic  humidifier . Related  to  my  free  hand  crank  shredder  idea : Hand  crank  can  opener .  Grinder . Telephone . Start  electronics … Pump  Water.

——————————————– 2nd  letter

Related  to  my  HE  fan  idea , but  not  as  good… but  can’t  be  worse  than  your  LED  idea , which  is  EXPENSIVE , and   NOT  selling …… As  you  Know , compact  fluorescent  bulbs’s  CFL’s  are  compact.

Is  it  practical ?  It  is  also  going  in  a  direction  that  most  manufacturers  do  not  Like –  LOW  WATT,  BIGGER  BULBS  require  more  packaging .There  are  pros  and  cons –  smaller  fits  more  applications , BUT  BIGGER  DISPERSES  LIGHT  BETTER.

Trisonic  already  sells  a  crappy , not  durable  65  watt  CFL  that  fits  inside  a  150  watt  body  –  I  can  shoot  straight  into  it  with  my  camera  and  still  see  the  spiral . Indeed , long  fluorescent  tubes  also  require  no  lampshade =  High  efficient .  Related:  no  fan  GRILL.—————————- 2nd  letter

You  are  the  quarterback . I’m  Just  throwing  a  ball  out , which  is  what  I  did  at  Triarc    (  a  few  ideas , some  better  than  others ).

1. Solid  white  toe  socKs  are  rare  in  America.  Solid  dark  green ?  Sand  color . Military   propaganda .  Taken  from  WiKipedia :  article  Roman  Empire  –  The  Romans  also  invented  socks  For  those  soldiers…

2.  Short pens  are  rare . Possible  women’s  propaganda . Fit  in  purse.

3.  in  Korea  they  use  hot  water  under  the  floor  to  heat  rooms  with .  So  ?   Well , they  need  eco  propaganda  in  Korea  also , don’t  they ?    They  sell   solid  toe  socks  in  Korea . Then  people  say , “ Why  not  in  America ? ”

Not  related  to  any  propaganda … but  I’ve  been  thinking  about  racism  recently…

I  once  read  that  Islam  is  the  reason  why  it’s  hard  to  bring  democracy  to  the  Middle  East . How  religious  law  is  incorporated  into  civil  Law . And  her  Sister  communism.  they  said.  But  I  disagree.

When  the  Soviet  Union  fell , my  friend  told  me  that  Russia  still  lives.  Some  say  Russia  did  not  fall  because  of  criminal  elements  or  Soviet  hard  liners . Still , the  whole  Soviet  Union  was  almost  taken.  Sister  communism . I  don’t  think  so .

I  saw  on  CNN  how  China  clamped  down  on  criminals  because  they  destabilize the  State.                                             2  unsolved   mysteries

Why  is  it  hard  to  bring  democracy  to  the  Middle  East ?

Israel  said “ Kill  the  Hezbollah  from  top  to  bottom” . They  cannot  Kill  it .  But   why  ?

A  religion ?

CNN  said  That  Arab  is  a  “Way  of  Life ”.

The reason  I  wrote  this  –  in  my  opinion , Arab  is  a “ State  of  mind ”.  Just  Like  black  is .  Us  vs .  them .    Not  all  blacks  think  that  way , but  there  are  those  that  do.

“They  Kept  us  weak ! ! ! !”.  President  Charles  Taylor  – “They  owe  it  to  us !”.   Haiti  – “Whatever  you  do  to  us , We  do  to  you  ! ! ! !”

Palestinians  accused  of  helping  Israel  are  lynched . Winnie  Mandela  necklaces  those  accused  of  helping  “the  White  man ”. Tanks  on  MLK’s  birthday . Tulsa  got  bombed  From  the  air.  War !  “ no  surrender ” during  Tulsa.  surrender – and  die  after  Colfax  Massacre .

They  said  on  Wikipedia  that  the  Fate  of  the  Ethiopian  Jews  is  still  up  to  political  consideration  even  to  this  day . Meaning  that  the  Israeli  government  has  not  decided  whether  they  are  in  or  out  yet.

During  the  1st  airlift , Israel  was  sincere  (  Airplane  transport  is  expensive ).  After  they  arrived , the  Israeli  gov’t  said , “ We  are  CONFUSED ”. After  a  5  year  wait   (  2nd  airlift  ) ,  there  were  charges  of  racism.  the  quota  is  6oo  per  month , but  only  3oo  are  allowed  in . They  got  slapped  in  the  face , but  continue  to  arrive  – an  excuse  Israel  could  use.

Recently , the  Jerusalem  Post  took  a  poll.  43 %  of  Israelis  will  not  allow  their  daughters  to  marry  Beta  Israel . A  house  divided  cannot  stand .    In  my  opinion , if  black  is  a “ state  of  mind ”, Israel  is  making  a  mistake .—————————2nd  letter

Dear  WH , could  you  please  tell  your  staffers  to  allow  any  more  letters  from  me  to  reach  the  President ?  or  whoever  gets  it ?   couldn’t  my  State  of  mind  theory   (  Let  WH  decide  if  I  am  correct . What  else  is  the  WH  created  for ?  strategy !  )  affect  strategic  decisions ?      

What  does  it  hurt  listening  to  ideas ?   I  am  not  employed.  My  resume  is  crap.  So,  I  thought , why  not  generate  ideas  and  try  to  get  a  gov’t  Job ?

I  recall  Ray  Croc ?  once  said  “ You  have  to  trust  the  company  (  gov’t , marvel  ) . The  company  cannot  trust  you ”. I  Know  from  experience . When  I  handed  in  ideas  at  Triarc  Beverage , I  wrote  the  idea  in  non  beverage  specific  terms . They  eventually  realized  that  I  had  protected  it.  Smart  cookie.  Sadly , nothing  came  of  it.

BUT –  the  CEO  wanted  them.  Demanded  my  ideas . I  was  a  low  level  marketing  Trainee.   oK.  I  gave  you  a   big   one . Will   I   be  compensated ?

————————————————————————————  March  25, 13    cc:  EPA  Sustainable . FBI  HQ,  WH.  AIPAC  DC , ADL  NY,  Ad  Council

To “ the  gov’t ”: This  is  my  3rd  letter , Entitled “ Bread  &  Circuses  +  Internet ”. When  I   Sent  out  my  1st  Letter , I  thought  about  propaganda  ideas . As  ideas  progressed , I   switched  to  strategy , which  I  thought  you’d  prefer.

The  following  is  not  a  coherent  or  developed  strategic  plan-s . Just  Like  yours.

Strategy  # 1  How  about  a  Head  of  Propaganda ?  Title  should  not  mimic  German  evil “ propaganda ”. He  was  important  to  Hitler . One  of  the  1st  steps  of  the  Department  is  to  RE – think  current  propaganda.  Is  it  coherent  and  part  of  strategy ?   i.e,  Seat  belt  laws ?  Strategy  fits  how ?

If  decisions  are  decentralized   and  left  to  outside  private  Ad  Agencies , some  mistakes  could  be  made  over  here , but  not  over  here.   They  could  overlap  –  dryers  save  trees , but  paper  is  biodegradable  and  renewable…

+  I  saw  ( neutral  ?  )   American  Red  Cross  on  a   ( gov’t  ) FEMA  poster . Not  good . Guilt  by  association . YMCA  also.

+  Incoherent  –  3   fish  are  not  recommended  by  the  FDA ?  Also  sounds  not  believable.  =  Propaganda  – so  – messed  – up  – it  – makes  – no  – coherent  – sense  – whatsoever.

My  initial  perception  was  –  Ready.gov ,  FEMA  is  announcing  itself . But  now…  Just  makes  you  feel  Like  you  are  “moving  along ”. Making  progress.

Related : I  take  RTA . If  people  take  public  transportation , is  there  more  opportunities  to  propagandize ?  Promote  RTA ?  cost

Related : create  Ministry  of  Strategy . Not  important  –  I  say  Roman  architecture . chess – Like  tiles.  Is  it  necessary ?   What  are  its  functions ?  oF  course  –  statistical  analysis . Even  propaganda  requires  strategy . Maybe  even  located  next  to  each  other .

Strategy  #  2         RE – Think  Sports      Far  be  it  for  me  to  question  the  Romans , who  promoted  “ entertainment  for  the  masses ”.  But  I   Will .

With   today’s  mass  technology  ( TV , enough  good  movies , internet ) ,  entertainment  is  less  relevant . Even  in  the “ Radio  Days ”,  there  were  comic  books . Question  it  then .

The  sole  exception  is  the  internet , where  info  ( not  always  good  )   is  in  abundance . which  should  maybe  –  be  discouraged .         You  argue, “ It  is  another  avenue  to  promote  propaganda  or  refute ”.  It  is  also  a  Way  to  learn . There  are  safer  Ways .

Let’s  say  I  read  about  bad  unbranded  gasoline .  or  Kucinich  leading  on  internet  polls . Racial  history  is  oK , but  someone  reads  “Jena  6  largely  ignored  by  US  media ” –  it  leads  to  bias .

It  doesn’t  even  have  to  be  political  info.   or..or..or..or..or I  once  heard , “ Needs  to  be  controlled ”. or..or..or..or..or –  that  doesn’t  sound  controlled  to  me .

Related  is  a “ more  miles  to  the  gallon ” idea.  +  other  diversions . Like  Pat  Tillman , Kasparov  retired  from  chess , saying  that  there  was  no  point  to  it.  Why  not  promote  chess  clubs ?  Sports  can  become  redundant .

But  not  Sony  Play  Station ?  (  Electronic  in  nature , Like  internet  –  iF  you  are not  gonna  target  computers  or  electronic  typewriters . Why  not  Play  Station ?  ).

Bottom  line – Besides  sports , other  avenues  may  attract  more  people . The  pie  gets  bigger ……Romans  had  hobbies  too .

All  I   see  is  media  promoting  other  media  ( TV  show  on  ABC )  or  Wall  to  Wall  –  sports  –  even  on  front  page  of  Plain  Dealer.  I  do  not  see  you  promoting  other  hobbies . RTA,  No  other  hobbies , except  a  chess  tournament –  one  time  at  Tower  city.————————————3rd  letter

Strategy  #  3   Bugs , Worms  –  plague  the  internet . Like  movie  Dark  City , Shut  it  down ! ?

come  up   With   a  good   excuse  first . Like  Norton  cannot  stop  a  Worm  because  they  are  mutating  (  Like  Borg , no  time  to  adapt  )   AND  replicating  by  themselves . Progressively  getting  Worse .

Origins  unknown . Al  Quida  is  small.  Make  them  sophisticated ?   WTC  more  believable.  unknown  sounds  more  believable  Strategy.

continue   With   long  range  plan  –  gov’t  plays  hero  trying  to  stop  it . call  for  a  day  to  shut  down  internet . Improved , but  it  starts  again  faster . Another  day  to  spray.  Again . Warning . Soon  to  End  ……or  something.

I   stopped  here , but  thoughts  entered  –  Is  it  Way  too  late ?  Not  if  it  Keeps  people  UP  TO  DATE  also , Especially  if  you  are  trying  to  renovate  strategy.

Is  it  bett-er  Just  to  try  to  refute / Ambiguity ?  Is  there  a  way  for  only  gov’t  to  Keep  it ?  or  save  Wikipedia  info  before  shutting  it  down.

You  argue, “ internet  could  change  other  ( Arab  Spring  )  gov’ts  –  but  not  at  the  expense  of  your  own .  I  could  be  wrong , but  I  advise  –  How  about  Re – create  the  internet ?  smaller.

How  about  begin  plans –  now ?  could  always  change  mind  in  future . Takes  planning.  How  make  the  switch  over ?  Need  excuse . People  usually  think “ gov’t  did  it ”,  especially  if  only  gov’t  Keeps  it.————————————— 3rd  letter

Strategy  #  4   RE – think  Food  Stamps . Romans  were  masters  of  military , architecture , gov’t . They  hired  someone  to  whisper  in  the  General’s  ear, “ Remember , you  are  Just  a  man ”.  masters.

Romans  threw  edible  bread  ( could  there  be  a  reason ?  ) , not  gold  or  salt , out  to  the  people . I  recall  as  a  Kid , my  mom  got  a  huge  bar  of  free  gov’t  butter . But  you  can’t  eat  butter  now .

As  a  woman  Said  in  movie  ‘Food , inc ’…Then  you  have  to  buy  Ketchup  and  this  and  little  of  that …not  gonna  eat  all  of  it …Want  a  hamburger… something  you  can  eat  right  now …don’t  have  to  cook…

What  is  Food  anyway ?  commodity  as  it  gets . A  Forest  Gump  man  once  said  that  he  cleaned  the  coup  for  all  the  chicken  he  could  eat . Both  me  and  my  friend  told  him  that  it  was  not  a  good  deal .  I’d  Like  a  lifetime  supply  of  coupons  for  this  idea  alone.  Not  !  …Well ……… oK.  Me  and  my  Mom.

Like  soup  Kitchens  of  the  Great  Depression , this  is  more  related  to  STRATEGY  than  propaganda . All  these  other  PROPAGANDA  ideas  should  NOT  concern  the  White  House . Let  them  decide  if  I  found  a  strategic  flaw .

involving  –  only  on  holidays , military , “a  Warm  meal ”,  Remember  troops , surplus.. ?. .Etc.  Not  dust  bowl  –  Who  believes  droughts  in  America ?

I  receive  stamps , but  I  don’t  consider  it  to  be  Food . My  perception  –  I  see  it  more  as  extra  money . It  is  directly  deposited  into  my  banK  account . But , the  Romans  threw  bread , NOT  GOLD  or  Salt , out  to  the  people . Who’s  perception  matters ?  The  people’s  !  the  recipient’s …not  the  government’s  perception.

I  get  McDonald’s , Wendy’s , coupons  once  in  awhile  with  my  Junk  mail.  I  use  them.  How  about  gov’t  coupons  for  use  at  private  restaurants ?  choice  too.  I   Know  McDonald’s  promotes  gov’t  propaganda.

Just  a  thought  –  Isn’t  it  better , Solidify  tangible , if  Food  pic  is  on  the  coupon ?   PICTURES  MATTER . More  TANGIBLE . How  choice  then ?   Backflip  shows  different  alternative ?   With  Fries  or  dessert  and  drink  –  complete  meal  is  more  satisfying ?   Not  necessarily . In  this  case , details  matter  more . Don’t  Just  leave  it  up  to  engineers  (  Fans ).

one  time  use  coupons  require  frequent  interaction  (  cut  out  scissors , Take  out  of  wallet  ) , unLike  reloadable  gift  cards . Like  Seder  meals , it  brings  into  mind  where  it  comes  from. ��Salty  tears  +  tablet  shaped  matzos.

I  don’t  Know  how  stamps  WorK  exactly  (  I  think  you  can  buy  restaurant  Food  )  , but  it  is  more  DIRECT  and  immediate  Than  butter . more  TANGIBLE  than  Food  stamps … more  SATISFYING  experience .

What  about  immediate ?  or  MRE   Food  giveaways   (  for  military )  –  i’ve  heard  it  being  done  before .  As  the  old  adage  goes , “ Dogs  don’t  bite  the  hand  that  feeds  it ”.  Make  people  correlate  that  they  got  Food , not  money , from  the  gov’t .

More  in  tune  with  human  instincts  –  animals  fight  over  food.  fight  over  women.  Life’s  pleasure.  satisfying.  Related  to  that ?  Maybe  a  time  limit . dogs  need  to  learn  why  it  got  rewarded . Soon  after.

omg !   how  long  have  stamps  existed  and  no  one  RE-thought  this !  Flaws  in  your  strategy  +  propaganda –  FAN  Windmills . Expensive  LED’s.

Who  says  I’m  correct  ?  Taking  a “ swing ” at  your  strategies. “ Go  ahead ”.  It  is  encouraged  by  the  gov’t . oK  I  took  bread  and  game “ Tweaking ” swipes , internet  swings . and  now  Shadow…

What  is  the  cost  of  sound  advice  to  our  gov’t  who  spends  on  flawed  Shadow  gov’t  instead ?  Shadow  questions  both  the  Well – written  constitution  and  Romans  ( shortest , fastest  roads  to  suppress  uprisings ).

“ Go  ahead ”  Let  you’re  analysts  analyze  my  strategic  swings  !  Best  and   brightest  Strategy –  I  proved  myself ?   Hire  me !   Babylon  took  into  captivity .———————— 3rd  letter

Lesson  #  1   No  one  ever  used  fluoridated  water  or  contaminated  Food  as  a  part  of  strategy . Not  the  Romans . Not  china , even  today . etc  I  have , for  the  longest  time , doubted  its  Wisdom.

1.  Taste  and  smell  being  2  of  the  5  senses  people  use  to  discern  truth  ( and  lies ) . In  this  case , even  sight  –  growth  hormone  rBST  boobs  grow  prematurely.

2.  Ingredients  in  Asia , Middle  East  not  coherent  with  West.  Stevia  is  used  in  Japan  &  Korea  PUBLICLY,  but  the  FDA  +  media  are  covering  it  up.

VERY  POSSIBLE –  Even  when “ caught ”,  FolKs  tend  to  blame  money  interests , never  the  gov’t.  There  is  no  motive .  Easier  to  Keep  blaming  $  . I  once  read  on  internet –  significant  portion  of  India  believe  iodized  salt  is  a  multinational  conspiracy.

on  Yahoo  news , You  once  Said  –  blame  the  sugar  lobby . Then  you  are  blaming  only  one  industry . one  Food  item.  It’s  better  to  blame  the  Whole .

Related : I  Know  about  tainted  unbranded  gasoline  –  by  owning  a  car  in  the  past  and   reading  things  on  the  internet . It  does  not  make  sense  to  me.  incoherent.  Gas ?  Has  to  do  with  Food ? You  say  depopulate . But  gas ?  10W40  oil ?  Additives ? ——————————————– 3rd  letter

As  I  was  at  McDonald’s , it  came  to  me.  You  can’t  blame  industry  because  there  is  gov’t  complicity.  FDA.  Local  municipalities . 1930’s.  Blame  lobby  then.  JFK  –  Public  evidence  exists.        blame  mob . No , there  is  media  and  gov’t  complicity . create  impression  that  the  mob  has  influence ?

For  only  JFK  ?     could  use  as  excuse  for  other  mistaKes .         Will  this  impression  Fit  others , or  clash ?   You  already  created  the  impression  that  the  FBI  is  incompetent  ( Oklahoma  City ).  Could  this  make  people  who  watch  movies  think “ FBI  Warning  don’t  matter ? ”

AMA  is  famous  lobby.  Build  up  AMA  1st ?   Later , I  thought  –  I  prefer  a  Tag  Team  with  other  lobbies  as  various  foods  are  tainted.

What  about  McDonald’s  complicity ?   Movie  Supersize  me.  Attack  ADM , Supermarket  to  the  world  ?   Mid  level   employee  blew  the  whistle ?   or  hope  it  Just “ blows  over ”. Is  it  preferable  not  to  “ blow  the  whistle ”  &   Just  create  the  impression  that  certain  lobbies  have  influence  in  DC  India   (  worldwide )   instead ? —————- I  haven’t  resolved  this  issue  yet . All  these  ideas  can  be  further  refined.

Arafat  was  the  sole  survivor  in  a  plane  crash . In  college  class , I  recall  a  student  said , “ Yeah  right ” People  think  …Mossad  did  it  !

In  booK  ‘Disney  Wars ’, people  inside  (  and  outside ?  )   of  Disney  think  the  fortunes  for  the  company  changed  after  Frank  Well’s  death…People  watching  this  1   company.  Roy  is  seen  as  Protector  of  Legacy . Don’t  Kill  him.  It  matters  not  if  he  died  of  natural  causes.

Lesson  #  2    What  matters  is, “ Does  it  look  SUSPICIOUS ? ” Was  there  a  MOTIVE ?  Sound  believable ?   He  Kept  Eisner’s  power  in  check . They  said  on  Wikipedia –  that  there  was  a  motive  for  WTC  also.  War  in  Afghanistan , Iraq.

Lesson  #  3    Eisner  being  Jewish  did  not  help . It  hurt.  Rumors  do  exist.  MANY  Jews  in  Clinton  Administration  was  –  telling  me  to  write  to  ADL , AIPAC .

Jesse  Jackson  accused  the  3  Nixon  Administration . 3  Rubin  Greenspan  Summers . 2  more  at  Disney . I’m  sure  others  do  the  same . many  Jews  raises  suspicions . Why  do  that  ?

To  me  personally , book  Media  Bias  written  by  a  Jew , doesn’t  help  either. +  Saul  Steinstein ?   Disney  and  Goldsmith  Goodyear  leads  me  to  believe  hostile  corporate  takeover  is  part  of  your  strategy. I   think.

Even   if  a  problem  doesn’t  exist  ( which  it  does ), can  this  ‘Jewish  gov’t  control’  rumors  be  WEAKened  with  a  fabricated  story ?  off   hand  I  can’t  think  of  a  story , but  there  is  something  I’ve  been  mulling  –  a  Way  to  BLUNT.

My  Circus  Impression  idea  to  explain  media  +  gov’t .  What’s  that ?  Put  many  chinese  in  our  gov’t  to  explain  trade  deficit . Emphasize  Paramount  Japan  –  Hollywood  control . Paramount  +  NAACP  have  history . To  explain  food  corruption .

Many  lobbies  =  adds  up  to  chaos  and   leads  to  confusion .  creating  doubt  is  another  strategy  by  the  Way . NAACP  to  Explain  S A +  LA  silence . Emphasize  NAACP  actions  in  the  past  – they  threatened  to  boycott  Hazel  TV  show.  Explain  1970’s  TV.  latino  lobby ?  or  blacks  are  lowest , so  they  would  support “ Rainbow ”  immigration.

Short  term  –  global  pharmaceutical  lobby , NAACP  in  trouble , accusations .  Leads  to  statement  on  newspapers  –  similar  to  Consumer  Reports “ We  accept  no  outside  advertising  dollars ”.

Long  term  plan  –  major  crackdown . No  more  lobbies .  big  bang . All  propaganda  fixed .

What  about  Hollywood ?  There’s  no  way  around  it ?  Jews  would  still  remain  a  force  –  You  need  loyal  people  to  carry  out  your  bidding .  Name  change ?    —————————————3rd  letter

When  Milosevic  was  arrested , a  lower  level  employee  policeman  gave  him  his  Word  –  publicly . When  he  died , it  was  suspicious  to  me .

Almost  as  if  you  had  broken  your  Word . When  a  lower  level  auto  employee  gambled  with  company  money , the  whole  company  was  found  liable . Sure  we  all  croak  at  some  time.  Lesson  –  don’t  break  your  public  word . But  he  could  escape . Statistically , the  chances  of  a  prison  break  are  1  in  1oooooooooooooooo

What  happens  when  2  goals  conflict ?  Related  to  racism  and  Publicity  Strategy . Maybe  related  to  immorality  ( Lies )   agenda  – both  happened  slowly  at  1st.

Hoover  never  cared  about  the  KKK  ( SOCIAL ).  He  was  interested  with  the  communist  party  (  POLITICAL ).  Albright  said  “ Militia  is  enemy ”.  Same  thing .             But  the  KKK  not  Like  this  gov’ t  also.  But  their  interests , motives  are  social .

Lesson  #  4      Sure  it  hurts  the  agenda  of  mingling  seeds  together . But  helping  minorities  and  women  should  NOT  be  the  main  concern  to  the  gov’t . A  word  to  the  next  puppet  in  a  middle  eastern  country .

latinos  in  LA  ?   one  paragraph  in  the  Plain  Dealer . and  yet  blacks  are  leaving  LA.  SA  Farm  Murders . one  White  supremacist  got  Killed . But  it’s  happening  at  random . The  media  paints  this  picture  that  only  KKK  get  Killed .

It  also  leads  to  charges  of  MEDIA  bias  and   silence . What  is  more  important ?   Helping  minorities  or  media  integrity ?

Come  up  with  an  excuse  and  talk ? ? ? “ ANC  blackmailed … uranium ”. or  something .  LA  –  community  leaders  pleaded  with  media…  Which  leaders ?

CRITICAL  STEP –  attack  excuses  from  every  angle.  it  could  get  worse .

STEP  2  –  if  possible ,  outline  a  short  and  long  range  plan.  Kind  of  Like  what  I  did  with  Worm  internet  excuse.

Up  to  here , it’s  clear  to  me.  To  be  continued.  X X X

3rd  letter——————————————–

Is  it  better  to  try  to  let  things “ blow  over ” if  time  elapses  too  long ?  I  don’t  Know.  Related  : If  media  uses  same  excuse , or  excuses  many  times , could  it  also  lead  to  –  McDisney  movies  today  –  hero , girl , villain , comic  relief  same  storyline .

Pre – viz  long  range  implications ?   Should  you  select  certain  past  silences  1st  ?  on  what  criteria ?   I  am  not  about  to  tackle  all  this . Nor  the  amount  of  propaganda .

I  think  strategy  is  relative .  Anti – christ  is  Master  of  Strategy , As  opposed  to  novice  or  intermediate .  The  Golden  Rule  being  –  do  the  best  you  can  do.

I  think  –  if  it  sounds  Like  it  may  work , do  it . Brainpower  can  be  used  on  other  things.———————————-3rd  letter

continued.   X X X            or  spread  excuse  rumors.  Unofficial  media  leads  to  official  story . chemtrails  were  a  part  of  DOD  Strategy… Threat  to  National  Security  at  that  time… so  media  complied ”.

So  the  media  is  partial ?  Why  the  gap  in  time  to  report ?  Every  angle.

Why  not  other  media  companies ?   But –  people  think  there  is  choice  from  having  many  cable  stations – another  step  to  think  about ?   conglomerate  1st ?

Used  to  immunize  people . could  even  be  used  in  conjunction  with  Gulf  War  Syndrome .  or  frequently  printed  sentence-s. “ Rumors  are  circulating …

I  didn’t  Like  Israel  did  not  Know  USS  Liberty  was  American  excuse . For  hours ? ? ?  +  they  hoisted  a  flag  rumors . All  we  Know  is  Egypt  was  signaling  rumors –  better.  Ambiguity  then  –  I’m  not  sure  what  I  mean  by  that . Something  on  board  top  secret,  had  to  be  destroyed . I  heard  about  MLK’s  death –  a  man  named  Raoul  –  led  me  to  believe  in –  conspiracy.

Rumors  of  Rabin’s  death  also . Princess  Diana  Mossad  rumors . Motive ?   I  read  the  same  thing  about  the  Lusitania . Bombs  or  something  –  VAGUE.  conspiracy ?    I  don’t  Know . Motive  ?

In  Liberty  case , Way  too  much  time  expired ?   Perhaps . No  problems  as  long  as  there  is  not  200  scared  witnesses  released  back  into  the  population.

Note : There  is  no  motive  for  chemtrails  also.  I  personally  guess , Like  Food , to  poison  air  supply . Milosevic –  I  guess  you  broke  your  word . I  could  be  wrong. ———————————–3rd  letter

I  was  grocery  shopping,  when  it  hit  me –  if  it  sounds  Like  it  may  succeed , do  it……… I   said  before .   I  erred  –  long  range  implications ?   criteria ?  – should  be  tackled .              More  Specifically  –  time . The  longer  you  wait  to  go  public  with  a  silence  in  the  past , the  harder  it  is  to  go  public.———————————3rd  letter

Pre – Viz   or  long  word  pre – visualization …  Part  of  strategy ?   I  don’t  Know.  It’s  Just  something  I  thought  of.     So  important  to  Lucas,  he  hired  Speilberg  For  Pre-viz

This  is  what’s  going  to  happen…” What  did  you  think  about  Tony’s  ideas ? ” I  agree  with  sports  and  hobbies.  I  didn’t  really  think  about  mass  technology  part  Yet , go  with  that  first … I  Like  his  gov’t  food  coupons …

When  I  generated  my  comic  book  idea , I  hit  a  few  dead  ends . It  became  clearer  and  instead  of  continuing  down  the  wrong  path , I  “ Re – started ”  my  computer.

What  is  the  point  of  this  letter ?   So  the  gov’t  made  mistakes  in  the  recent  past . So  what  ?

Don’t  do  it  again . YOU  LEARNED  a  little , didn’t  you ?

I’m  not  familiar  with  strategy  concepts  and  teachings . I  Just  wrote  and  wrote –  it  came  naturally  to  me  (  and  generated  more  ideas  ).  As  a  Job  search .

I  prefer  to  work  freelance , but  I’d  also  Like  to  be  put  on  the  company  payroll  –  something  to  tell  my  family. “ I  got  a  Job ”.  But , I  cannot  generate  ideas  all  the  time . It  comes  and  goes.

Do  you  Know  how  important  good  ideas  or  sound  advice  is ?   Do  you  Know  how  much  military  money  you  could’ve  saved  by  using  my  middle  east  strategy  (  letter  1  )   in  Iraq ?

Every  idea  I  generate  put  a  price  tag  on  it . It  saves  you  $  and  motivates  me . You  want  me  to  initiate ?  No , I  prefer  the  Ebay  approach .  Hint  :  I  work  for  cheap.

Maybe  I’ll  buy  an  old  Disney  movie  on  Ebay – or…or…or…or

Homeland  Defense  –  “ Look  inward ”,  Pres  Bush  said.  Did  you  mean  Focus ?   I’ve  never  heard  that  before  –  as  part  of  strategy . At  least , I  got  you  thinking  about  strategy  ( GooD  THING , also  unappreciated  ).

My  internet  final  solution  is  pretty  solid , isn’t  it ?  You  had  a  little  time  to  analyze . Not  gonna  change  is  it  ?    Re-create  I  mean . MAJOR  Advice  AFFECTING  SO  MANY.————————————- 3rd  letter

I  advise  that  a  similar  letter  be  read  by  many  in  the  gov’t .        or  as  it  is  immediately  to  top  brass.

STEP  1   Re-type  letters  word  For  word .  Make  the  font  bigger . Double  check  accuracy  is  going  too  far , should  be  standard  procedure . on  hard  disk  too

STEP  2   Discuss  my  letters  in  the  WH.

STEP  3  ?   Implement  some  of  my  more  solid  ideas  now.

STEP  4  ?    Edit  my  letters . concise  or  hide  sensitive  info.

STEP  5  ?  Widen  the  base  outward . Simple  matter  of  distributing  my  letters  to “ Think  Tanks ”.  Fellow  strategists.

Major –  How  to  conquer  the  Middle  East  in  letter  1.

State  of  Mind  Theory  in  Letter  2  –  certainly  helps  to  unlock  mysteries  about  the  Middle  East , Hezbollah , DOESN’T  IT ?   maybe ?

Major  – Internet  is  important  enough.

Analyze  my  analysis . Minor :    Food  Stamps –  Food,  not  money . correct  ?   A   Flaw  ?          consistently  good  ideas… Fans  Assist  AC . Look  Like  Windmills . big  eco.

I  proved  that  there  is  room  for  propaganda  and  strategy  and  maybe  understanding  growth  ( THESE  means  gov’t  should  be  concerned –  big  ones  too )  and   refinement . I  wonder  why  it  takes  you  so  long  to  tackle  the  un-controlled  internet  in  particular.  or  Fans …… Food  stamps  not  too  obvious.

I  see  and  understand  your  efforts  by  your  actions   (  Shadow , Build  plan . Ready  !   ) . You  Jews  try  hard.    Try  less  hard  and  more  brainpower.

You  Jews  are  very  cautious . Hollywood  lied  very  slowly  at  1st . +  Seeds  of  men  mingle  Slowly  at  1st .  Sometimes  I  pity  you.  Not  really …….  But  in  a  “desperate”  sort  of  Way

I’ve  been  away  for  awhile  (  between  letters 1 , 2  +  the  gap  in   time  for  this  one  #  3  )  writing  strategy  letters  to  the  KKK.  I  may  show  you  what  I  wrote  to  them –  Later –  Just  to  further  prove  my  strategy  skills  to  you .

You  owe  me  FF  Fans  Food Stamp ?  +  others  ( Sports ?,  INTERNET,  crank…).  Show  me  a  little.        and   I’ll  show  you  more  strategic  ideas .

I  saved  the  best  for  last . You  might  guess  one  of  them , but  I  doubt  the  other. Maybe  I’m  bluffing . More  ?   Prepare  to  be  blown  away .

It’s  not  Fair  but  I  learned  at  Triarc , you  must   trust  the  company  because  the  company  can’t  trust  you .  But  if  I’m  not  compensated , I  won’t  think  anymore  than  what  I  already  thought  up.

April   27,  2013               What  good  is  it  For  me  to  Keep  these  strategic  ideas ?  Almost  all  were  generated  after  my  1st  letter  dated  August  5 ,  2012.

My  Fourth  and  last  letter  dated  April  10, 2013.     In  between  1 – 4 ,  I’ve  been  busy  writing  strategic  letters  to  the  KKK  and  a  Twilight  Zone  movie  script  Why  mention  that  ?  As  a  reference  should  you  desire  to  try  to  get  a  clearer  picture  of  me.

I  was  motivated  to  try  to  get  a  Job  when  I  wrote  to  the  gov’t . In  doing  so , I  accidentally , over  time , discovered  that  there  is  room  for  improvement  in  both  the  KKK  and  the  gov’t’s  strategies . Shame  on  both  of  you . ——————————– 4th  letter

April  10,  2013              cc: CNN  +  Plain  Dealer , Ad  Council  DC , NY , Atlanta , Chicago                           cc:  WH,  AIPAC  DC,  Homeland  D , ADL  OH , DC , NY ,     FBI  DC,  OH,   EPA  Sustain , DOE

To “ the  government ”:     This  is  my  4th  letter , entitled “ Antichrist  Letter ”. The  following  is  not  a  coherent  or  developed  strategic  plan – s.  Just  Like  yours.

How  about  a  renovation  at  the  strategic  level ?   Blatant  mistakes were  committed  ( especially  in  the  relatively  recent  )  past , some  of  which  cannot  be  corrected  in  the  future .

An  anti – gov’t  cancer  exists  in  Saudi  Arabia  and  because  of  internet . No  amount  of  strategy  can  Kill  it  –  unless  you  Kill  everyone –  I  think .

            Wrong  strategy –  Let  cancer  grow.  Clean  it  up  later  With  SWAT  and  prisons.

Let’s  not  forget  the  good  –  Seawolf  sub  plot , destroy  a  tank  before  China  can  get  their  hands  on  it , etc.  etc.  not  just  China .  Yet , China  itself , is  a  potential  mistake  waiting  to  happen . Why  help  in  the  1st  place ?

But  as  Bible  says , “ He  ( Anti – Christ )  will  be  a  master  of  strategy .  He  will  succeed  in  all  that  he  does ”…I  believe  you  will  succeed  in  efforts  to  reconstruct  strategy.  Good  luck

It  tooK  him  time , but  King  David  Knew  one  of  his  advisors  was  LiKe  taking  advice  from  God ”. He  gave  the  correct  advice  (  go  now ) , but  someone  secretly  working  for  David  gave  the  wrong  advice ( WAIT ),  and  made  a  convincing  argument . All  the  advisors  bit  !

Lesson –  Just  because  correct  advice  is  given , doesn’t  mean  it  will  be  heeded .  But  how  did  David  discern  he  was  good ?   He  was  a  good  Judge  of  character ?

Strategy  # 1  Related :  and  also  mind  boggling . CAN  UNDERSTANDING   BE  TAUGHT ?  This  understanding  is  something  I  Know  little  about. maybe  funding  some  experiments  at  colleges  could  help  you  gain  insight .

Again , according  to  the  Bible –  He  ( Anti – Christ )  will  understand  darK  sentences …I  believe  you  will  succeed  once  again .  I  don’t  Know  what  dark  sentences  means.

Primarily  sight  and  sound.  Body  language ?  Tone  and  speed  of  voice . Playing  offense –  asking  questions . Correct  himself  means  he  is  lying .  Inconsistencies ?  Re-phrase  the  same  question.            

But  if  you  teach  them , they  may  get  Wise  to  tactics . This  understanding  is  something   I  haven’t  thought  about  to  any  degree , but  it  could  give  you  a  Tactical  EDGE , especially  in  DIPLOMACY.

Strategy  # 2  A  hierarchy. The  one  who  makes  that  decision  should  be  the  best . She  should  Know  how  it  all  fits  together.     or  a  system.  A  meeting . Under  certain  criteria .

If  ideas  are  too  numerous , have  staffers  decide . A  FILTER. or  as  you  say  “1st  Responders”.  How  else  are  good  ideas  going  to  reach  the  WH ?  Easy  access. This  letter  can  be  an “ acid  test ”.  Training  could  help – identify.

Borrowing  a  Roman  strategy ,   perhaps  filters  can  be  scared –  Kill  soldiers  who  fall  asleep  on  watch  duty.  FBI  will  investigate. “ How  would  they  Know ? ” the  filter  may  think ?  create  doubt  in  his  mind  –  post  office  checks  mail  from  time  to  time.

When  I  worked  at  Triarc , Mistic  Dark  Teas  was  unknown  to  me.    Hence,  when  I  eventually  generated  an  Arab  bottle  with  a  long  sipping   spout  idea , it  was  too  late  to  implement  it –  unlike  propaganda , I  am  not  familiar  with  your  strategies . it  impedes  me  from  generating  ideas.

Take  propaganda  for  example  –  to  help  generate  ideas , info  would  be  required .  Education , military , gay . Past  examples  help  in  the  learning  process.  Doesn’t  it  destroy  the  purpose  once  tactics  are  understood ?  Like  understanding . You  don’t  want  them  to  Know  it  is  propaganda . We  are  being  lied  to  by  Hollywood.

Strategy  # 3        Another  idea  –  as  I  was  freely  writing , I  thought  it  Would  help  if  I  could  see  more  and  more , Like  how  Wikipedia  exploded  –  help  me  to  see  the  big  picture  clearer.  I  Started  the  3rd  and  4th  letter  With  a  skeleton  and  added  onto  it  later  – FREELY.

Put  it  on-Line ?  Keep  adding  to  big  STRATEGY  PLAN  (  Make  a  map ).  Then  subtract  and  edit . Growth  and  refinement.  For  now , I  advise  that  you  focus  on  growth  (  Strategy  Plan  or  training ?  ),  not  so  much  Fine  tuning  ( hierarchy ).  When  you  say  growth  do  you  mean  Teaching  or  the  Strategy  Plan ?  I  don’t  Know  What  I  mean , but  the  Plan  for  sure.

You  should  Focus  on  this  decentralized  strategy  first.  OUTWARD,  THEN  IN – and  out  again  and  so  Forth . After  you  do  some  things – Keep  going  outward  for  Awhile.  Eventually  to  mid  level , maybe  all  employees.  In  stages  as  things  become  clearer.

It  leads  to  greater  understanding . Knowledge  builds  on  Knowledge . HE  Fans  Led  to  HE  bulbs . Hand  crank  shredder  Led  to  hand  crank  other . it  took  time  for  me  to  see  more  propaganda.

How  do  you  balance  the  need  for  secrecy  With  the  decentralized  teaching  approach ?  Hmm ?   I’m  not  familiar  With  your  strategies.

SUPER  STRATEGY  # 4   TEACHING.  PEOPLE  CAN  BE  TAUGHT  TO  THINK  STRATEGICALLY.  Why  would   I   give  you  an  idea  that  could  create  more  competition   for   me ?   I   Like  this  idea  more  than  any  other.  it  should  allow  you  to  tap  ideas  from  your  vast  pool  of  human  resources , and   put  me  out  of work.  Not  that  I’m  working  for  you .

INNER:  those  in  the  inner  circle  could  be  electronically  connected.  How  WiKipedia  exploded . I  prefer  the  PLAN  With  HTML  Links . I  think  communication  among  strategists  would  be  important  while  growth  occurs . How  did  WiKipedia  start ?

Two  prong  approach  – those  powerful  in  the  inner  circle  taught  to  think  more  strategically . Read  my  3rd  lessons  letter –  again .  Sharpen  their  swords .

Who  dares  to  bother  the  powers  that  be ?    It  can  be  taught , can’t  it  ?  Rodney  Dangerfield  says  “ Back  to  school  ! ”

OUTER  INNER:  Who  would  that  include ?  Keep  pushing  out.  How ?  Less  sensitive  info ?  I  don’t  Know.   ALL:  A  continuing  letter-s.  other  types  of  training –  how  to  work  with  other  agencies .  Sharing  info.

could  Lie –  NEA  ( not  gov’t )  promotes  education. Any  ideas ?  one  Way  is  to  present  it  as  a  case  example , Like  I  did  at  Akron  University  – Taking  Words  out  and   supplementing  Them.

could  tell  the  truth  –  Recently  we  changed  Food  Stamps . can  you  employees  think  of  any  Ways  of  improving  gov’t  programs ?  Then  there  will  be  many  silly  ideas . Need  filters.

Is  there  a  Way  to  draw  ideas  from  the  general   public ?  Caribou  coffee  once  had  a  contest.   Why  they  Like  it.  Words  from  a  Few  people  were  printed  on  cups . Hold  contests ?  Maybe  offer  a  reward  if  it  leads  to…

STRATEGY # 5   BEAUTY  AS  STRATEGY !

Hint : Irish  Brit  are  beautiful.  Roberta  Pedon  was  not  Latvian . She  was  Irish . Tina  Small . BooBS

Joke  –  I  heard  the  Mossad  spends  months  – trying  to  figure  out  what  the  right  bait  is . Why  not  hire  women  with  big  boobs ?   can’t  Go  wrong  most  of  the  time  anyway.

LiKe  in  movie  ThanK  You  For  SmoKing  –  irish  Type.  World  class  Tits … Reporter  trying  to  get  privileged  info  is  not  relevant ?

Physical  appearance  matters  –  Clothes  noble  Wig , Race  –  blend  in  With  enemy , Trojan  Horse  Paper  Tiger .         Strange  –  Anti – christ ?   “ King  of “ Fierce  countenance ”.

oF  all  the  ideas  I  have  generated  in  my  Life , I’d  say  this  ( THESE )  strategic  WH ,  or  Triarc  Gimmick  contract   (  Later  Free  Will , Free  Choice , Free  Stuff  –  Pepsi  did  – Fit  perfectly  )   was  best.

When  I  initially  came  up With  Triarc  idea,  it  was  Just  a  vague  concept.  CEO  told  me  “Hmm… interesting ”.  Long  story , but  he  wanted  it  !

    Another  minor , but  solid  1  for  Triarc  +  my  comic  booK –  not  great , but  consistently  good  enemies.  In  a  competitive  field  –  beverages  and  comics .

People  can  be  taught  to  think  strategically  Was  already  written . Later , I  came  to  the  growing  realization  that  I  had  stumbled   ( accidentally )  upon  People  can  be  taught  to  understand.   I   Knew  I  had  strucK  gold  !

Grand  slams  are  rare  ( TMNT , but  not  April  o ’Neal ,  KC )   ( Spiderman  2,  but  not  3 ),   but  I  hit   2.            Star  Wars ,  Empire  Strikes  BacK  –  bacK  to  bacK.                           Yet ,  consistent  solid  ideas  is  the  Key  to  gauging  a  quarterback . basic  Fans , Food  stamps , etc .

I  came  up  with  almost  all  of  these  strategic  ideas  long  ago , but  not  before  my  1st   letter . I   admit   I  saved  these  teaching  ones  for  last –  I  don’t  want  competition . I  may  generate  more .  Depends  on  whether  I  am  compensated  and  how  much  you  improve .

Remember  how  I  began  (  letters  1 – 3  )  ?   I   did  not  have  to,  but   I   proved  that  there  is  room  for  improvement . I  am  not  familiar  With  your  strategies , so  I  might  switch  back  to  propaganda  in  the  future . It  has  some  value  at  least , as  long  as  it  is  related  to  sound  strategy .

Put  in  a  good  word  For  me  in  the  WH . And   I’ll  put  in  a  word   for  my  brother  –  he  has  a  tiny  advertising  company  also.

To  the  one  who  initially  reads  this , the  critical  “ 1st  Responder ”  as  you  say . Please  see  to  it  that  this  letter  reaches  the  oval  office –  your  boss .  I   sent  out  quite  a  Few.

……….I  think  the  gov’t  will  LiKe this “ Antichrist ” letter  –  could  even  lead  to  fulfillment  of  end  time  prophecy.                                      Sincerely , Tony

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More   –   edited   –   letters     I     Wrote     in     the     past …

Imagine  my  surprise  when  2  FBI  agents  visited  me  in  early  August  2013  –  Is  this  what  I   get  for  trying  to  help  the  gov’t ?

Like  I  told  them , if  I  thought  my  letters  didn’t  have  potential , I  wouldn’t  be  pursuing  the  matter  and  Keep  mailing  (  trying  to  reach  the  gov’t ) .   Page  1  of  3

I  want  you  to  Know  that  I  developed  these  pretty  good  ideas . Isn’t  that  what  business  people  do  in  Life  –  try  to  get  credit  where  credit  is  due . To  me , the  image  is  Worth  a  Few  stamps . Did  I  explain ?   I  don’t  want  to  be “ used ”.

As  one  of  the  agents  advised  me  to  try  the  DoE  ( Fan  idea ) ,  I  told  him  I  already  did , but  I’ll  try  again . Both  nodded  and  agreed  –  it  is  a  good  idea .   Page  2  of  3

………….. He  wasn’t  sure , but  another  thing   I  discussed  with  an  FBI  agent  was  my  Food  stamp  Flaw . He  told  me  the  Romans  threw  silver  out  to  people , but  it  didn’t  Work  very  Well  and  that  bread  was  distributed  only  in  Rome .

………….. So , I’m  sending  this  to  the  Dept  of  Agriculture  also .  I  told  the  agents  that  I  thought  my  letters  had  great  potential . They  were  skeptical.

………….. The  good  thing  is  –   Now  I  Know  that  someone  is  taking  a  serious  Look  at  my  letters , instead  of  the  usual  silent  non-response  (  and  making  me  Wonder )

……… I  am  so  sure  that  my  Arab  is  a  state  of  mind  theory  is  correct  that  I  Will  *guarantee*  it.

The  bad  thing  is , the  Men  in  Black  visit  scared  me .   Page  3  of  3 ———————————————————— August  1 , 2013   Dear  Prime  Minister To –  Netanyahu , Peres  Peace  House , Jerusalem  Post =  Israel  gov’t ? ———————————————————— August  19 , 2013     continued  –  Whites  were  not  prepared   and   had  to  go  back  home  and  get  their  guns  during  Tulsa …  After  the  blood  donation  scandal ,  Israeli  police  Were  unprepared  for  violent  demonstrations  by  the  Ethiopian  Jews .

I  Read  in  Haaretz  July  18 , 2013  – “ Public  Security  Minister  warns  against  major  protests  over  Bedouin  relocation  plans ”…  A  violent  state  of  mind . Potentially  dangerous.

Race  crosses  national  boundaries . Blacks  in  Western  Africa  and  America  are  proud  of  obama . Refugees  from  Somalia , Eritrea  tried  to  Flee  into  Israel , even  though  they  are  not  Jews . ———————————————————— President  Bush  once  said , “ it  is  better  to  engage  the  enemy  over  here , rather  than  on  our  own  home  turf , backyard ”.

The  purpose  of  strategy  is  to  Win . current  strategy  places  troops  in  Iraq  and  Afghanistan , Just  Like  Soviet  occupation  or  Vietnam . A  no-Win  situation.

To –  Ministry  of  Immigrant  Absorption  and  Health ,  Isha  L’  Isha  also

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I  Wrote  a  TWilight  Zone  remake  movie  script .  It  is  super  duper  long  .  I  did  not  send  it  to  anyone  out  of  Fear  they  Will  steal  it . Nor  completely  finish  it . Good  ideas  in  it  for  TV .  Anyone  Who  Wants  to  see  it  ?   Will  you  give  me  a  job  ?