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Hii! Been a while!
How has your day been? I hope it's been good so far!
I've been into Angel's recently and in one of the videos I watched about Abaddon the angel of Destruction — it said he is the ruler of the bottomless pit(presumably hell), it made me wonder if Lucifer is just a prince or somehow in someway he's still the king. Abaddon himself is a mystery, since he is never mentioned in the Bible but in another book I completely forgot about, but he used to be described as a place, his name is often used to refer to hell; "The fires of Abaddon"(or something along those lines) being the most popular so far. I like to think Abaddon IS hell, he's both a person and a place - I think his real form is hell itself, and his angel form is just a normal being, but that doesn't explain how he holds the key to hell if he's hell himself, and it's weird to think demons live inside him(creepy way to describe that)
Lucifer on the other hand is well known, fell from grace and all those things I completely forgotten about. But does he really count as the king of hell when Abaddon is the embodiment OF hell and the ruler OF hell, I guess if you put it that way.. he rules over hell but not hell itself?? I don't know how to describe it but, he rules the metaphorical place named hell but not the demon's inside hell???? But if we go with my idea on him being both hell and angel, wouldn't that mean he does both rule hell and hell itself?
I wanted to know your thoughts about this, since we all know Lucifer is the first angel to be thrown out of heaven — but some books did state that Abaddon had been the one to trap Lucifer in hell, and that he owns the key to hell, so wouldn't that count as him being the king of hell?? Idk really, my brain rot rn is just angels! Sorry if this is very long :(
— 🫚 Annon who isn't Christian just fascinated with Demonology and Angels!
🫚 anon, Abaddon is actually referenced in the bible (At least the in the copy that I own: The New American Bible), specifically in Revelations 9:11, as the fifth trumpet, as well as in Job 26:6. What I'd prefer to focus on is the former.
In Revelations, there are 7 trumpets are sounded by 7 angels that are set to cue events that occur during the apocalypse. 7 angels. Based off of this Abaddon is a person. However, that does not mean that Abaddon can't also be a place, just like how Hades can refer to the Greek God, as well the Underworld which he rules over.
Furthermore, he is an angel, not a fallen one, but an angel that continues to serve God, so it would fit what you stated that some book reference that Abaddon has the keys to hell, which would have been presumably given to him by God created to punish demons and fallen angels. (he is also the one to release the scorpions that torture whoever doesn't have the seal of God: keynote: torture not kill. This is important because God forbids murder, thus by abiding by this, Abaddon continues to serve and listen to God.)
Now, think of what hell is. It is the home of demons and sinners. But that is where they are sent as punishment by God. That is where Satan and all the fallen angels are trapped. Satan may rule over Hell, but it is just as much his prison as it is the sinners.
So the way I interpret this is that Abaddon is not so much a ruler over Hell, but something more like a prison warden.
#✒ ooc#i'm not that much into religion myself#my elementary AND high school had a class called CLF: christian life formation#but tbh that was more just: how to be a good christian and here is a comprehensive guide to our religion!!#and then i became an atheist#take all of this with a grain of salt lmao#i thought of this in just like. 10 minutes.#☏ 🫚 anon#how did i get from writing yanderes to religion 😭
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Sorry man, the world and especially children are gonna get more secular and corrupted. The time of christianity was yesterday
Ah, but you mistake the goal. The goal is not to preserve the Christian culture. The Christian culture died in the 1960s (if not the 1860s). The goal is to conquer secular culture again.
#Christianity#respublica#I was thinking about this last night#institutionally America became atheist in the 20s I would say#and whenever our public health officials stopped acknowledging gender dysphoria as a delusion--#that's when America became institutionally pagan#x
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mr. bitterness
#ren and stimpy#ren & stimpy#rempy#my crap art#im gonna be dead n long gone before i ever get out HALF the ideas i have for my babies in my art/writing#anyone else grow up in a coercive religious environment and became a rabid atheist for it huh huh huh#this is probably gonna be a story eventually on my ao3
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one of the craziest things about stranger things? none of these people are ever in church
it took 4 seasons for yall to get a crazy christian on the show?
be serious right now
#the wheelers are at church ever sunday front row#hopper and the byers are the only characters i'll accept not ever attending church#and hopper probably did before his daughter died and then after that he became an atheist or something#the byers well... are jewish#to ME#you got 2/3 the actors being jewish thats how it works i dont take criticism#but also i just dont see joyce being particularly religious regardless
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thinking about how one of the core tenets of proshipping / being anti censorship is "you have to slow down, stop, think about what's actually happening (or not happening) in / because of the work of fiction, not judging it solely just by how you feel about it" but sometimes how rarely that gets transferred over in actually engaging with the text before labelling it as bad / unsatisfactory. this doesn't mean the text can't be 'bad' or dissatisfying, but... taking time to get there and remaining grounded, with the caveat "this isn't for me but that doesn't necessarily mean it's Bad™" y'know?
#the 'what i hate about a ship might be what someone loves about it' also applying to#'what i dislike about this story might be exactly what the author sought to do when writing it' etc etc#sincerely a very tired english major#proshipping#maybe it's not queerbaiting maybe the ambiguity is the point. maybe it's meant to make you uncomfortable#maybe the pacing is a meta narrative aspect. etc etc.#also making me think of like. when i became an atheist i had to figure out what concepts of god i was disavowing#and stories are like that too y'know? u have to Know you Know what was the intent/aim#before you can fully disavow
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A sneak peak into my creative process for how I wanna set up some things in my Slay the Princess fanfics.
I chose Modern day Spain specifically as a nod to the amount of Spanish people I've seen enjoying this game, and my conversations with @7w7m7w7 who is wonderful.
I'm trying to be as respectful as possible, which means doing research and double checking that what i just read isnt some hyper specific and outlier persepctive, so chapter 5 is gonna take a minute I'm afraid.
If anyone else from Spain wants to give me tips and pointers for how to translate Spanish Catholicism into Slay the Princess, I would be grateful.
#modeus's autistic ramblings#slay the princess#fanfiction#cultural research#i am EXTREMELY ignorant of religion outside of Southern Methodism#which i am still ignorant of since i hated church and became a full blown atheist in my teens
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My mom's house is a few houses away from the church we used to go to when I was a kid and every sunday morning you can hear their singing and that brings me such an indescribable bad feeling whenever i'm over at my mom's on sunday
#i don't even have a bad relationship to religion i just. kinda left? and kinda became an agnostic and now im an atheist and... u know#but for some reason their singing brings me dread#gi talks
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your art of feliciano and lovino is gorgeous i adore the feral edge you gave them lol, and the little details - freckles, earrings, bandaids and dark undereyes are amazing as hints about how they live and their personalities. also since they're both wearing crosses im curious about how religious you think they both could be? I'm guessing it's something that would change over the years and could be a touchy subject if one is more religious than the other.
hi!! thank you first of all 🥺
i think both of them are religious, most people here are catholic. there certainly is a sprinkle of religious trauma here and there tho, we do have the vatican state after all... and even though it is a whole different nation from italy, with its laws and all, it still influences our politics (which really shouldn't happen).
i always thought of romano to be more religious than feliciano is, he probably does attend church every sunday, whereas feliciano doesn't – he keeps his faith more private. it is touchy, but i don't think they fight over it or even discuss it. with all the things that happened because of religion, i don't think they want to continue arguing over how many times you should pray a day and all.
#that's how i see it at least#it doesn't make sense to make them atheists when religion is SO influential here#young people tend to be more leaning to atheism or agnosticism (i am agnostic) but most people i know were raised catholic#i myself used to go to church every sunday until i became completely uninterested in it lmao#hetalia#hetalia headcanons#answers
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my cyclical joker moment is that every few years i remember how good the gone series would have been if michael grant didn't hate disabled people
#max.txt#*i'm exaggerating but like. the way the autistic character is treated in that series is truly vile#not to mention whatever the hell was going on with mary [bulimic] and penny [briefly paraplegic]#also the whole 'what if the christian girl got sosososo tormented until she detroit became atheist because christianity is stupid'#which like. it is . but man cmon#also one of the forms of 'torment' is that she tries to throw her autistic toddler broteher to the man eating bugs because for convoluted--#--reasons this seems liable to stop the plot but then it doesn't so she's just like oh my god i gave him to the bugs#and everyone is like . yeah you did do that.#absolutely unreal series. the joker moment is happening right now
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i never got to read his dark materials series as a kid because my mom thought it was atheist propaganda so i feel like i missed the wagon there. i love seeing it as AU though v fun concepts
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Christ is the population of the world,
and every object as well. There is no room
for hypocrisy. Why use bitter soup for healing
when sweet water is everywhere?
originally by Jalāl al-Dīn Muḥammad Rūmī, quoted from The Essential Rumi translated by Coleman Barks
#poetry#quotes#mysticism#cw religion#cw christianity#cw islam#not everyone likes coleman barks’ translations but I do not yet speak Arabic :(#i’ve been obsessed with this quote this morning#christology has caused wars!#it had caused wars in rumi’s time#and this sufi mystic has a hot take#(a hot take that a lot of nondenominational christians tend to instinctively agree with btw)#it was this quote that finally ended my system’s christianity back in 2016#after that we became atheists#but atheism was just part of the mystic journey#not me posting my thoughts in the tags again!
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i wish there was hebrew school for adults :( i'd do anything to have gotten a jewish education and live a jewish childhood, even if i'd decided later on that i didn't believe in god
#vurr.txt#i just. i feel like such a fake jew all the time!!#i dont have the knowledge or the community or the history#my family does! but i dont :(#and with my brainfog its incredibly hard to like. remember anything i learn about judaism#sucks!#there has to be a term for this right#like how transracial (THE NON RADQUEER ONE) refers to people raised outside their culture#what would it be called when ur mom became an atheist and was disowned by the jewish side of her family#so you only got basically a surface-level understanding of hanukkah and nothing else#despite mom going to hebrew school i know more about christianity than i do about judaism! and it SUCKS
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yay i got a new lamp today. celebrate the small things
#i also went to church and became christian again#atheist who? not me#psalms are too groovy to stay away from the holy house#anyways i cried bc my old english teacher’s mom passed recently and was mentioned in a prayer#i always cry in church
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The talk about a Hubert/Mercedes support reminds me: Hubert's post-ts advice box note also implies that he used to be religious, so that would have been interesting to explore in a support between them.
Good point!
I think what made Hubert be anti-theist (idk if that's the right word) is that he's experienced and seen the evil humans and other living beings had the capacity of performing more than what could be considered "divine". First he saw his own father betray everything he taught him by taking part of the Insurrection and then saw what TWSITD did to Edelgard and overall how they puppeteered the empire from behind the scenes.
I think it would be somewhat difficult for him to talk about that kind of stuff with Mercedes without revealing too much, but it would be interesting for a conversation between someone who's very devoted and someone who lost faith in a deity.
#ramyeon ask#ramyeonrambles#dont-shoot-messenger#many thoughts head empty#tbh i think if you're born and raised in fodlan its difficult to be like atheistic?#because there's been signs of sothis' divine power here and there especially if you're a student at the monastery while byleth is teaching#like dorothea becomes somewhat religious later on because of what she's seen in the professor#i think most people who arent religious became that way as a result of shit happening in their lives#like edelgard going through her crest experiments#hubert witnessing the insurrection#its not that they dont really believe in sothis' existence but rather lost attachment/faith to her#does that make sense FHJSKS
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WOMEN IN STEM SHOULD FIND A WAY TO CHANGE THE COLOR YOUR HAIR GROWS with revolutionary new choices like pure white, turquoise, disgusting saxe blue, pink, and deep, rich, green
#mypost#women in stem#please please please#i became that meme ''what do atheists pray to'' its women in stem apparently. for me it seems i pray to women in stem
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i have never taken drugs before, so this opinion could be easily disregarded in its entirety, but i’m very convinced that the sort of person who experiences profound epiphanies when they toke the good dank or whatever the fuck you guys call it is the same kind of person who never thinks critically in their daily life, a no thoughts, head empty 24/7/365 sort of existence
#drugs#tw drugs#cw drugs#weed#acid#there actually is an exception to this though#and it is Michel Foucault who reportedly had such an experience after trying acid for the first time when he visited America#dude became more of a neoliberal after that though#i do have a lot of thoughts about this that also figure into the thought of Jean Baudrillard#but imma let y’all form your own opinions about it lmao#let’s be frank about this: if there’s one thing leftists hate more than rightists its liberals lmao#just as the people over at /pol/ or whateverthefuck froth at the mouth whenever something remotely liberal or left-wing is mentioned#i’d like to think that people here have essentially the same reaction to conservative right-wing and neoliberal shit lmao#now that i think about it what would this mean for people like Aldous Huxley?#then again the guy was into Eastern religion bullshit so… lmao#man do i love making fun of people who are into that stuff#it’s almost as if Eastern religion is as bullshit as Western thought lol#it’s all very quaint really#that’s also why i love making fun of people who are aggressively atheist to a militant degree#im a natural-born playa hater is what im trying to say#im what you get if you fuse Statler and Waldorf into one person#also being a person who doesnt really stop to think deeper about things is not really a moral failing#buuuuuuuuuut you deeeeefinitely should think more lmao
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