#and their art on an unreachable wall

[idliketobeatree]

a gentle reminder to myself: slow down when you're met with someone else's creation. just because it's not in a museum, doesn't mean it's not worth your time. you can skim through your life all you want, you can jump over the annoying cracks and never look back, but when someone presents you (in the most literal meaning of this word – as a gift) with their art you should sit down and pay back with attention. people need creativity that is shared and appreciated, and it needs your focus and care to bloom properly. briefness kills both the idea and the community around it. so, slow down.

[dullahandyke]

Films good movies good banshees of inisherin was good

[esther-dot]

Jonsa Reunion

Safe and Sound 1k (I just have to highlight that this was posted in 2014)

Sansa escapes Baelish and finds her way to Castle Black.

Kiss of Undeath ficlet by @haraways

Sansa brings Jon back with a kiss.

Without You I Am Nothing 1k by @asbestosmouth

Castle Black is monochrome, but Sansa blazes like the fires of Rh'llor. Jon cannot help but burn.

Gifsets: Jonsa Hug by @joanna-lannister, Jonsa Hug by @c-sand, The Girl in Grey, Jonsa Hug 1, 2 by @kitnjon

Art: Jonsa Hug, Jonsa Hug by @vierverdeen, Jonsa Hug by @themarmic

Jon Comes Back Wrong

grave-dirt 3k by @charmtion

The edge of the world. The yawning dark. In his chest, a strange sluggish beat.

back in the pulse 2k WIP by @chispas-and-broken-bindings

(Who are you?) A dead man. A monster. The mistake of many and one. (And what have you lost?) Everything. (And what have you found?) You. (And what will you do with me?) Protect you. Always.

Made of Echos and Ice 1k by @thewolvescalledmehome

Ever since coming down from the Eyrie, Sansa has had the same dream. A wolf with white paws pacing in the snow. When she learns of the betrayal at the Wall, Sansa decides to do something about her dream.

i fall to pieces (when i'm with you) 70k by usuallysunny

"Go North. Only North. Jon is Lord Commander at the Castle Black. He'll help you." He'd had good intentions, this broken shadow of a man who used to be Theon, and he couldn't have known. Sansa finds a Lord Commander at Castle Black. He has steel-grey eyes, her father's eyes, and a dark beard framing a strong jaw, and he looks and sounds and moves like Jon... But he's not Jon.

Always Her ficlet by @temporal-tempest

Jon Snow came back darker, unreachable until her hand touched his face. This is what happens when you threaten that which has become the only warmth in a dark heart.

At Castle Black

My eyes were wide open 10k by @eruherdiriel

She hesitates, then reaches for his free hand, his other still tangled in Ghost’s fur. Their palms meet, hers warm against his chilly one, and the relief that rushes through him at her touch almost makes him close his eyes and forget the throbbing pain. “Do you remember what happened?” All he recalls are knives in the dark and cold, bitter cold. * It is in dreams that Jon begins to remember who he is.

Kisses Remembered, Kisses Forgotten 2k by QueenOfSloths

She remembers the kiss that he took. The only thing she doesn’t remember is him taking it. There are times when she is almost certain that she gave it willingly.

'cause i know that it's delicate 4k by @noqueenbutthequeeninthenorth

Set during "Book of the Stranger," immediately after Sansa arrives at the Wall. He goes to build the fire back up, and for a few minutes he stays silent, kneeling at the hearth, not looking at her. Finally he clears his throat. “I know,” he begins, “it’s not exactly what you’re used to — ” “You’d be surprised what I’m used to.”

make your fingers soft and light 10k by @ladyalice101

Jon goes quiet again, and his hand retracts, but just as quickly he is touching her again, oil on his fingers. He works methodically, moving from one wound to the next, one scar to another, from the base of her back to the top of her spine. It’s so gentle, so caring, and the longer it goes on the more Sansa relaxes, the safer she feels. Her eyes dip close under his rhythmic ministrations, and her mind goes blank, and she starts to feel the familiar lull of sleep edge around her mind. “This is supposed to make the scars fade?” Jon asks as he finishes up, his warm hands leaving her back, making her feel cold and startling her from her reverie. “Yes.” She isn’t sure she imagines the tightness in his voice when he speaks again. “If you are to do this every night, then I will gladly assist you.” // Jon rubs a soothing balm into Sansa's scars every night. But that's it. Nothing more. Definitely not. He's just there to help her do what she can't do herself.

as the night came down in a Nordic sky ficlet by @miazeklos

During her first night in Castle Black, Sansa reunites with the true North, and Jon welcomes her home.

Cold Nights at Castle Black ficlet by @estherruth-jonsatrash

They were grown now, childhood behind them. Yet they had been sharing a bed more like children, with the cold at Castle Black leaving them in need of warmth. At least at first.

How I wish you would take me for granted ficlet by @trollslanda

Sometimes her hands would shake- Solely in private, when she broke her quiet surface to gasp for air. Around others she still had a mental block, passively guarding her, bringing out the Stark iron. It made her keep her back straight and eyes steady, put up a solid front. Sometimes it felt like she was rusting from the inside and her brittle bones would never be whole again. --- Set shortly after Sansa has arrived at Castle Black, when she's still learning to feel safe. As it turns out, Jon is really good at that kind of thing.

Remedy ficlet by @wildflower-daydreamer

The night Jon and Sansa reunite at Castle Black.

To break and to mend ficlet @dreams-for-spring

In those moments nothing else matters and they forget what they have lost; in those moments they are more than the sum of their broken parts.

In the quiet of the night 4k by dreams-for-spring

It becomes a habit; each night she unlatches her chamber door, and each night Jon enters just as bashfully as before. Some nights he brings terrible sour wine, and others bitter ale for them to share as they sit around the hearth speaking of everything that has happened–everything except what has passed between him and his black brothers. She knows that is a topic he is not ready to share. Still, she does not find sleep when he leaves, but at least for those brief hours she is not alone, and something small inside of her begins to burn brighter with each night that passes. She tries to ignore the voice that tells her it is hope; hope is a dangerous thing for people like them.

Tous Deux On est Repartis dans le Tourbillon de la Vie 1k by @melimelo-ao3

He couldn’t even begin to picture what she had endured, what she had lived through. Yet, hearing her pleading in the night, he would give anything to know, to be able to understand her, to soothe her. He had only ever wanted to soothe her.

Gifsets: Where Will We Go by c-sand, Brienne Reacts to Jonsa, New Dress by @jonstarks How Could We Know, Sansa Tries Ale, Where Will We Go, Sansa Making Jon's Cloak, I Made This for You by kitnjon

Traveling the North

Five Times They Touch 1k by @justchunkit

She doesn’t touch him for days. Weeks. They travel from keep to stronghold, living in close quarters as they’d never done even as children. She is so close, but an icy veneer has covered the exhausted girl he’d started to know, and they can hardly exchange a good morning without it evolving into an argument.

Some Love Stories Need a Little Help 2k @graceverse

Or how Tormund effectively makes Jon share a tent with Sansa

Unnatural 2k by @amymel86

Once he is close enough, she leaps at him, arms wrapping him up and his nose buried in her copper hair. The shuddering exhale he expels is the most amount of sound he’s made in days but all he can hear is Sansa’s sniffling and the way their two hearts talk to one another in beats of the same song.

Gifsets: Arguing, Eye Contact, Jon Reacting to Sansa by jonstarks Side by Side by @baelerion

Pre Battle of the Bastards

we may only have this night 2k by wearycities

She summoned an image of Jon in her mind. When he saw her, at Castle Black. His eyes, his face. His hands letting go of the railing, like it had burned him. She could not stop thinking about his hands. She had turned the memory over and over in her mind on countless sleepless nights, wondering what it meant. After her argument with Jon the night before the Battle of the Bastards, Sansa returned to his tent.

The Madness of Dead and Broken Things 1k by @estherruth-jonsatrash

The first time, Jon tells himself it’s the last time. Jon gives into his feelings for Sansa the night before the Battle of the Bastards, telling himself he'll die the next day. He isn't prepared for the after of survival.

the night before the fight ficlet by @sailorshadzter

jon & sansa spend a night together before the battle of the bastards. pre parental reveal hookup, read at your own risk. nsfw.

Before the Storm 1k

Snowflakes fell from the grey sky, covering the ground in white even more than it already was. Grey and white, Sansa thought to herself. The Stark colors.

A gaze across a field 1, 2 ficlets by fedonciadale

Sansa's thoughts as she contemplates the possible outcome of the battle.

Gifsets: Arguing, You Don't Have to Be Here, I'll protect You I Promise by jonstarks, Pre and During BotB by baelerion, Jon Pummeling Ramsay by kitnjon, Jon Pummeling Ramsay by c-sand

Post Battle of the Bastards

Bloodstains and Stitches Chapter 1 and 2 by @trollslanda

Two scenes set after Battle of the Bastards: 1. In the courtyard, Jons pov. Post-battle calmdown and fluff I guess but also there's dead bodies and stuff. I dunno. 2. Sansa cleaning his wounds and stitching him up, her pov. A pretty sweet scene where they get a moment to breathe.

A Little Friction ficlet by @justchunkit

“You don’t know anything about me.” “Because you won’t tell me anything!” After the Battle of the Bastards, Jon and Sansa try to get to know each other.

Of Justice and Ghosts 1k by @lurikko

He knows his sister is watching him carefully like they are the only two humans left in the world, as they in a way are, and that makes his every remaining piece crumble.

Ghosts that We Knew 7k @the-prophet-lemonade

In the wake of the Battle of the Bastards, and the proclamation of the North's fealty to the Starks once more, Jon and Sansa see the ghosts of their family all-around. Sometimes, it becomes difficult to separate the past from the present when so many that they love are dead. A series of vignettes based around "nostalgia", and Jon & Sansa compared to Ned & Catelyn and the rest of their family.

they say that we’re out of control and some say we’re sinners 14k

Doesn’t have enough time to reminisce on the past because she’s turned around, and he’s seen her face, and it’s her. Can’t be anyone but her even underneath all that smudged dirt on her pale cheeks. Would know the red of her hair anywhere, he thinks. Doesn’t linger on the why, and instead descends down the steps and towards her. She’s turned her body so she’s facing him now, her eyes tracking his every move, his doing the same. They’re so in sync it’s terrifying, really.

Five Kisses 1k by @ben-barnes-is-my-husband

The five kisses that Jon and Sansa have shared.

Undisclosed Desires 4k Nina36

“Why did you stop?” She asked. I was ashamed. He was yours. I was terrified that you saw who I am. He was yours to kill. It was what you needed.

bet you didn't know that i was dangerous 4k by @ladyalice101

“I mean that your brother took a woman to bed, and when he had his way with her, he said your name into her ear over and over again.” // In which Littlefinger tests for Jon's weaknesses, and discovers a secret.

Soiled 5k by @orangeflavoryawp

"'Talk to me, Sansa,' he pleads, voice wavering, and she shuts her eyes to the sound. Like a gale. Like a mountain coming down. This is how it empties from her. 'What do you want me to say?"' she bites out, voice quaking." - Jon and Sansa. The start of their descent.

Dark in Bloom 8k by orangeflavoryawp

"His gravity wavers, the axis of his world tilted to the measure of her lips." - Jon and Sansa. The stain of desire bleeds slowly between them.

Hallowed 5k by orangeflavoryawp

“’Tell me,’ he growls, more demand than he’s ever given her – crown or not – and the feeling is heady in its fervency. Sansa stares him down, mouth a harsh frown. She doesn’t resist his hold, doesn’t ease into it either. ‘He says your affections for me aren’t… brotherly.’” - Jon and Sansa. An encounter with Lord Baelish brings the truth of their desires to light.

but still you stumble, feet give way, outside the world seems a violent place 3k by @parkersedith

When she looks at him, she cannot see anyone other than Jon, especially with him wearing a simple breeches and tunic, divested of all ornaments, even Longclaw. She can only see Jon, not her bastard half-brother, not the King in the North, not the Lord Commander of the Night’s Watch, not a wildling, but only Jon, the Jon who took Winterfell back with her, the Jon who fought their battle, the Jon who has been there, at her side, ever since she found him again. or; instead of roaming winterfell when she cannot sleep, sansa goes to jon, and to jon's bed. it's not quite as illicit as it sounds, and gives them a chance to finally, truly, talk

In the quiet of the night 4k by @dreams-for-spring

It becomes a habit; each night she unlatches her chamber door, and each night Jon enters just as bashfully as before. Some nights he brings terrible sour wine, and others bitter ale for them to share as they sit around the hearth speaking of everything that has happened–everything except what has passed between him and his black brothers. She knows that is a topic he is not ready to share. Still, she does not find sleep when he leaves, but at least for those brief hours she is not alone, and something small inside of her begins to burn brighter with each night that passes. She tries to ignore the voice that tells her it is hope; hope is a dangerous thing for people like them.

love is more than telling me you want it 2k

When he smiles at her, she feels warmth flooding back into her bones. She’d almost forgotten what it feels like, she’s been cold for so long. Sansa and Jon learn to be something other than ships passing in the night.

Gifsets: Jon Looking at Sansa by jonstarks, Sansa Looking at Jon by baelerion, Forehead Kiss by joanna-lannister, Winter Is Here by kitnjon, Forehead Kiss by c-sand

PRE CANON - WESTERN - FAIRYTALES - REGENCY - LITTLE WOMEN - HOLIDAY - next week -> ANNE OF GREEN GABLES

[lectern-fullcauldron]

no no there's something in that. hang on, let me try and grasp the thought. Joe's builds reach into the minutia - they are a study of what was, and what is. they are replicas built in absolutes - malicious compliance to reference texts. the castle walls must align with reality, or something will be lost. something something Plato's forms and the idea of art as imitations striving for unreachable perfection.

cleo's builds reach into the minutia too, but in a different way. Cleo reached for the human minutia - letting minecraft be lived in and letting spaces breathe. Cleo deals in stories, rather than blueprints, mapping out murders and battles and weddings.

they started season nine in a set of ruins and a haunted house. Joe haunted with architecture, Cleo armour-standed the dead. time is static at cleo's ruins, the petrified statues forever frozen, and history forever lost. whereas, at the house of horrors, the trees bloom still, and burst into leaf and blossom, falling and decaying as the seasons turn.

Cleo controls the time in their bases, grabbing and freezing a moment in place - be it a flying cannonball, or children being eaten by zoo creatures. Time consumes Joe's bases, ever ticking, ever skipping. And with the passage of time, the haunting grows and the ghost of what used to be grows ever stonger, built on a legacy of iteration

The zombie is frozen in a moment of decay. The ghost slips ever further from temporality. There is a difference between the time of the dead and the undead. the first thing they built together on hermitcraft were the hanging gardens of babylon

[ukranianacearo]

Everybody's falling in love, while I'm falling behind

Aroace!Reader, no pronouns mentioned

Tw: angst/no comfort

Pairing: Mitsuya -> Aroace!Reader

Synopsis: Mitsuya's friends always tease him for not seeming to be attracted to someone. The truth is, he has fallen in love way long ago, when he still was a teen, but the person he loves doesn't reciprocate his feelings. In fact, the person can't feel anything like that at all.

Genre: Hurt without comfort

Author's note: just wanted to write this because I was bored lol More under the cut

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Mitsuya knew it all well since the beginning, but he still managed to fall for you. Oh you, so beautiful yet so unreachable. You always seemed to know so much and he's sure that you know about his feelings for you, maybe you knew about them even for longer than he did. Guilt always seemed to take place on your face when everyone teased Mitsuya about not falling in love. But you always brushed it off and joined in the teasing.

On one particular day, he overheard your conversation with Emma. He didn't mean to eavesdrop, he swears. It just so happened that Mikey asked him to look for Emma.

- "So, do you still think he's in love with you?" - Emma's voice could be heard clearly from where he stood, behind a wall, while you and her sat on a bench.

- "Do you mean Mitsuya? I don't know... I hope that not. It would be very sad if he did." - You voice was like a beautiful melody to Mitsuya's ears, but your words were the cruel lyrics that accompanied the melody. He knows it; he knows it's most probably impossible for you to love him like he loved you. But he hoped. Hoped for nothing. Call it desperation or foolishness, it still wouldn't change the situation.

- "Yeah, it would be. But it seemed to me that he started to fall out of love." - How could he? When it's you who he has fallen for. He must be a fool to not love you.

- "I hope so. I really wouldn't like to have to tell him directly that I don't love him." - Mitsuya couldn't understand this feeling yet, but his chest felt uncomfortable. Breathing became more difficult, but he tried to calm himself. He still had to call Emma. Finally calming his breathing, he relaxed his face the best he could and walked out of his hideaway as if he wasn't just standing there for the last minute and something.

- "Yo, Emma. Mikey's calling you." - He said with his signature smile on his face and in the most casual voice possible. His eyes were closed, so that he wouldn't look at you right now, because he just might shatter; his right hand in the pocket of his uniform and his other hand in a punch with the thumb out, pointing at the direction where Mikey is.

Years went by since that moment, but his love for you haven't faltered. And in all honesty, it might just be the most devastating and the most beautiful thing ever. Your beauty and talent in art always inspires him for new designs, but the knowledge that he'll never be the strongest inspiration for you will always put him on his knees, and not for the good reasons. Since the day he overheard your conversation with Emma, he tried to treat you just like he treats everyone. But it was difficult. Because it was you. His ultimate curse and blessing was loving you. You were like the forbidden fruit, so beautiful yet so lethal for those who love you. And you were not someone easy to fool, yet you tried to believe that he didn't love you no more. So did he, but he knew better than to lie to himself.

- "The first love will always be sad in some way." - His mother told him once in a soft voice, when he told her why he was feeling down. But what is he supposed to do when his "first love" is the only love he has for someone?

- "Everybody's falling in love, while I'm falling behind" - Was his answer to his mother's words. Her gaze expressed sorrow for his son's unrequired love, but she hoped it would pass soon. But it never did. 'Cause the sun is engaged to the sky. And Draken married Emma. While he is only getting older, longing for someone who can't come.

He always hoped for someone to call his since little and when you came into his life, he thought that he finally had that someone. But life is unfair. So now everybody's falling in love, while he's falling behind.

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HAPPY PRIDE MONTH AND MEN'S HEALTH AWARENESS TO EVERYONE it's funny how I started writing this months ago, and just now I had the feeling to finish it lol anyway, I hope you liked it, there's one more personal idea to write and my requests will be open xD also AROACE INVASION I'll moot everyone who's aroace/aromantic/asexual/ase spec/aro spec on here and tiktok (anime_s)

[weakstar]

The night without you

Part 1.

A short [love] story.

Character x …

I just woken up from a dream. A dream I don’t remember but it felt like I lived another life. I am walking toward the balcony, the curtains are closed. Strangely enough they have the same color as a deep night. « It misses something ». I extend my hand to open them up and see the actual sky but I refrain, « I’m thirsty ». I leave my bedroom and head toward the kitchen.

« It’s very dark here. And it feels… lonely… » I am looking around at any corners my eyes might see in the depth of the darkness in the lonely room I find myself in, my heart beating fast, my body becoming hot. I am standing because of the wall to my right, if it was not there I would be on the ground already. My ears are wide open and my brain in focused on one thing… a thing that I will never see ever again…

He is hoping. Desperatly hoping for it… but poor him… he lost what his soul needed the most.

I sight. « What am I doing? The lights are right there! ». Once the lights are on, I look silently and calmly the room I am in. My throat is dry. I take a cup and fill it with water, the sound I’m hearing makes want to go back to bed but I can’t. Not right now.

As I am drinking and sat on the sofa I notice that some pictures are facing the wall. « Did I do it? » I can’t remember why I did it but it’s making me uncomfortable, it’s as if I was in a room that was not mine and I should be ashamed of my presence. I’m nervous. I let the cup on the table, get up and go open the backdoor.

As he left the cup on the table, he also left a part of him in that room. Something he is looking for but that turned his back to him.

The fresh air! It fills my lungs, it’s been a while I didn’t left my house… it started to smell like dust a bit. I will need to clean my house and throw anything that is old enough that it lost value in my eyes.

As he look up in the sky, he notices the amount of stars that are right in front of him. He is delighted by the theatre that is playing before his very eyes. The air contrasting with the summer wheaver warms his heart and eases his mind. Is he becoming hopeful?

I like it better. Whenever I look at the sky I can’t help but cry. I feel like you are next to me, loving me dearly. I miss your touch, I miss your voice, I miss your smile, I miss your odor, I miss your every little part of you. Why is that you had to leave me? You are unreachable… I could reach you but you stoped me. You changed every little piece of my life and colored it and now I am doomed. I am doomed because I do not have the colors needed to paint my art. I have the tools, but I don’t have the objects. Tell me. What can a worker do with its hammer if he doesn’t have a nail or a wook plank?

I love you from the bottom of my heart, I love you more than the planets love the stars and more than I need to breath. Where are you? What are you doing? Why am I stuck here when I could have been with you? Don’t you think you went too far for pushing me away?! I could have been the one being where you are now. You never message me, you never call me, I don’t even see you smiling to me anymore. Did you stoped loving me? No. Why am I even doubting your love?

You know I still love you right? I love you a lot. I love you too much, I love you, I love you, I love you…

And just like that he falls asleep after repeating those sentences for long minutes. He slept to join her in spirit maybe. Or to forget about her. But his soul does not want to forget, it craves for it to the point that it is breaking our friend’s heart… but as his heart was beating slowly and his soul getting colder, a shooting star ran through the sky and drew a shining message.

[missbadideas]

An angel’s grief

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" Hey, you're fine." Their voice is as smooth and comforting as it always has been. Steady, like a rock she could lean on before picking herself back up. " Focus on your work, I know that's important to you. Just don't push yourself, and make sure you take breaks, yeah? "

Her shoulders relaxed, and a hint of a smile was on her face.

" Thank you, you take care too. Next week?"

" Next week."

And then one week passed.

One week, two days, six hours, fifty minutes.

Being away from her lover wasn't new, Maria de la Rosa was someone whose life intermingled with her job, but she tried to make up for all the time they spent apart whenever they met up. Dinner dates with just the two of them, watching movies that she would dissect while they listened and held her close. They'd talk about their writing, ask her how she's been, look at her as their muse- it was perfect, it was theirs.

It's just, they've been unreachable for the past week.

<Goreboy>

they haven't Been online Either.

She feels the urge to pick at her skin rise. Her head's aching, and she wants nothing more than to get into contact with her partner. Her partner who wasn't answering calls, wasn't responding to texts, wasn't online anywhere Ronin's checked. Was she being obsessive ? Maybe they just need their space, and she's overthinking things, but they'd usually at least leave a message, or something.

<Angelic>

i tried texting them they didnt reply

also they dindnt respond to my voice mail

this is myt fault i messed up i messed up i messed up

Her vision was blurry and she choked on a sob as she deleted the last few messages after sending them.

What if they realized how horrible she's been to them? focusing on her work, neglecting them- Did they feel neglected? did they feel as if she didn't care? She should've done better, she could've taken a break on Christmas to spend time with them or even just had longer calls to make up for when they couldn't be together.

It's her fault.

Her phone keeps ringing. She doesn't want to answer. She does anyway, after wiping her tears.

" Hey." Her voice is tired, but only has a slight waver to it. She doesn't want to show that she's been crying, but she has a feeling Ronin knows anyway.

"Can hear the self-deprecation from here, de la Rosa. " His voice had an edge to it. Ronin was tense, her mind supplied to her.

The words are caught up in her throat. " I don't know what to do, Ro." Her voice breaks when she utters his name. She had thought romance died with Ronin, but then they showed up, accepting and loving, taking her as she is.

And now, that person is out of reach.

" Stop blaming yourself, for one? Not your fuckin' fault they- " He let out a groan of frustration.

He went silent for minute. She knew it was a minute because she felt every second in it.

" Look, breathe in and let it out, okay?"

In, hold, then out.

In, hold, then out.

They stayed on the phone for the rest of the day. Angel didn't feel any calmer by the end of the call.

One week, four days, eight hours, fifty minutes.

That was how long it took for their body to be found, and for them to be declared dead. A hopeless case, some said. Angel wasn't the person who found the body, she wasn't anywhere near the crime scene. It was Ronin who sent her an article describing the scene, and then-

He told her who it was.

The group chat was silent. No one's said anything yet, out of respect for Angel or to process their own grief she doesn't know.

She put her phone down, because if she didn't then she would end up chucking it at the wall and screaming. Then, she began to check her fanmail.

There were pictures.

It was rotting, their body.

Their limbs were strung and sewn together in some grotesque piece of art. Their organs, their heart, were gone from their body. Their mouth was cut, and Angel had to wonder if that was done before or after their death.

She felt numb.

'Poor thing, but really it's their fault-' 'Oh poor Maria, did you hear what happened to her lover?' Disgusting commentary, disrespectful of them even when they died. Angel was sick and tired of hearing the same things over and over again.

It was hard to reason what was going on, she didn't understand. Why? How? Who took them from her? What bastard hurt them so much?

She doesn't know.

All she can do is stare at their body while gripping those pictures.

She wanted to burn them. She wanted to burn those pictures and any

Maria de la Rosa wasn't needed right now. She wanted to bury herself alongside her lover who was so horribly violated and brutalized, their innocence marred on the street like some sick vile piece of meat to be ogled at. She wanted to pick at her own skin until it bled and she could finally join her lover robbed of her too soon.

One week, five days, ten hours, fifty minutes.

Found you. She thought as she readied up her shotgun, aiming it to the man’s neck. She wanted this man to suffer, to die afraid and alone.

Maria Del La Rosa wasn't needed, but the heartsick angel was.

Bang

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Lmao this was rushed as hell bc I have an exam today, but I’m not mad with how it turned out? I think I could’ve stretched it out and maybe added reactions for other KC characters, but aaaa it’s okay. This is okay for a first work in this fandom lmao. I’ll post on my ao3 account later MAYBE

[tubbytarchia]

I think part of the reason you’re one of my favorite life series blogs is because you’re so authentic, and the blabber posts make it that way! The way you respond to asks and talk about yourself and your art is so real, it makes it feel like there’s a real person behind the screen and not just a talented artist

I'm SO glad to hear that!! I don't know what it is that makes so many people and especially creators so easily unreachable? It's so strange how alienated and distant they can feel when the internet should be our gateway to connecting with each other regardless of the circumstances on either end of the screen! But then I also figure that a lot of people like that probably have proper friends and stuff irl lol. To me though, especially as someone who needs frequent affirmation that I'm wanted, my old 'puter friends and the people supporting and engaging with me mean everything to me, and I'll let them know every step of the way. If my sincerity can get across this glass wall then that makes me really happy, that's exactly what I want to achieve!! Thank you kind anon <3

[meg-noel-art]

My OC blorbos Sam and Lucy as kiddos! Also included an excerpt of chapter one of the WIP I’m writing for them! Enjoy!

Sam was only nine years old when she accidentally cooked her father’s prized sheep alive. 

It was an accident, of course. Up until that point in her short life, she had remained entirely unaware of her latent ability to harness the power of solar energy. Solar sorcerers were not unheard of. In fact, there existed guilds of many sorcerers of varying abilities all across the neighboring towns, cities and kingdoms.

And Sam was just a simple, lowborn girl - until she wasn’t. 

When one afternoon she stormed out of the little cottage she shared with her father and sick mother - angry that the world was insistent on worsening the health of the one person who cares about her most; her power revealed itself.

A scream and toss of a stray branch turned into a ball of flame that burst from her palm in searing, pulsing waves. Sam sleeve, along with the nearest - and dearest - sheep were instantly singed into non-existence. 

Sam blinked, frozen in shocked, eyes glued to the charred dirt where the sheep had once stood. The rest of her father’s herd ran in panicked circles, braying into the otherwise quiet afternoon. 

The noise drew her already frustrated father’s attention - and he stormed out of the cottage after her. He did not wait for an explanation, upon seeing his missing sheep and Sam’s smoking arm. I was always her fault, in his eyes. Unspoken, Sam was certain he blamed the waning health of his wife, her mother, on her too.

Even still, his prized sheep was enough to garner a more severe beating than usual. As Sam wept quietly in the corner of her room later that evening, hungry and bruised - she found her gaze drawn to the center of her right palm. Her skin looked no different than usual. Pale, calloused palms from working the small farm day in and day out. 

Part of her wondered if she’d imagined the flames. Perhaps a god had struck the sheep down out of spite for Sam’s very existence. Quite honestly, the possibility seemed more likely than the reality that she might be a magic wielder. Sorcery was for persons of high parentage - long lines of sorcery ancestry. Rarely, if ever, did magic show itself in a bloodline that hadn’t been imbued with said abilities for generations.

Quietly, Sam began to test her power as she grew. At first, the power was inconsistent, unreachable and random. As time passed, it became easier to tap into at will. However, controlling it was another challenge entirely. Despite her best efforts, attempting to regulate her power on her own led to accidents, damages and punishments. None of which ever stopped her from trying again. 

If Sam was one thing, it was headstrong.

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Lucy Edevane was born with the weight of her family’s legacy placed squarely on her shoulders. From the very day she came screaming into the world, every second of her life was laid out before her. Every beat planned, every path accounted for. Every goal, hope and dream decided. Both she and her older brother were buried beneath burden before they could walk.

When she was four years old she was punished for painting the walls of her bedroom with the acrylics she’d stolen from her art tutor. Her mother, Emilia Edevane, had not only confiscated her paints and brushes - but she’d dismissed Lucy’s art tutor for an entire month. And Lucy was made to scrape paint from her own walls, with clumsy four year old hands. 

Her ability to control lunar magic surfaced when she was only five - two years younger than it had appeared in her brother. The Edevane family line was famous for their natural talent in wielding this particular and rare branch of elemental sorcery. Elias could as well - although Lucy attacked her studies and training with much more vigor than he had. And her efforts made themselves known as she progressed more quickly than her brother.

By the time she was twelve years old, Lucy was considered a prodigy by her family.

[sunriseverse]

you want sunrise zhang propaganda? no? to bad! have 1.2k of propaganda!

In the final year of Zhiyuan, on the outskirts of Dadu, there were born a pair of twins. On the night of their birth, two stars fell from the sky, striking the young mother, and embedding themselves into the infants. Thereafter, when the two children were born, first the daughter and then the son, they were clear-eyed and able to speak and walk from the moment of their first breath in the world. The parents, seeing their skills, grew frightened, believing that the infants were possessed by spirits, and so they abandoned them on a ledge of rock a day’s walk outside the city, for the heavens to claim as they so wished.

However, unexpectedly, the heavens did not send down lightning or great beasts to claim the lives of the infants. Instead, the girl led the boy down the outcropping, where, at its base, they were found by a pair of Daoist nuns who had come to collect rare herbs that grew there. Laying eyes upon the infants, the nuns were amazed, and grew certain that the children were a blessing. Thereupon, they took the infants, and named them Zhang Yihai and Zhang Yishan, for their skills were sure to be as great as the seas and the mountains. 

Until the children grew to adulthood, they lived in the cloister with the nuns, and were trained in the arts of ritual and martial skill. The children surpassed all expectations, and so it was that, in the third year of Zhida, they set out from the cloister to search for a master who would be able to lead them to advance their skills.

Unexpectedly, however, they travelled a great many years, and were unable to find a teacher who could surpass them in skill. Therefore, having travelled for nine years, in the sixth year of Yanyou, they were in the mountains in the northern region of Goryeo, having sought a sage who had been said to have the powers of heaven. In the seventh month of the year, with the moon being full, a great storm came upon them, and the two young people, knowing that to try and fight the will of the heavens would be folly, therefore sought a cave within which to shelter until the storm passed. They had with them a number of cured and dried foods, and a number of small prey they had been able to capture previously on their way through the mountains, and so they built a fire and broke fast, and thereupon fell into a sleep as deep as the great seas.

Upon waking, they found that the storm had passed, and their fire had been extinguished, and upon the walls were written the following: to the righteous, before whom the people bow, upon you bestows the heavens a gift. Follow this path within the mountain, and choose of the treasures what you will. And so, knowing it to be the words of the heavens, our founders ventured deeper into the mountain, and thereupon were greeted with a sight that awed them: before them lay mountains of jades, gold and bronzewares, pearls, and many other treasures of the six colours, stretching high above and disappearing into the cavernous ceiling that lay above, unreachable to human means.

However, they had been raised to abstain of excess, and practice the art of the balanced Way, and so it came to pass that, rather than availing themselves of the many wonders of the mountains, they wandered for a great many hours until they came upon a small alcove hidden at the rear of the chamber, and sitting in that alcove, a plain earthen vase, neither its colours nor its designs remarkable, but they, being knowledgeable of the world, could sense this was the truest object within the trove of treasures. And so, taking this vase, they ventured out of the cavern and into the clear world. 

They had come to search for a sage, but instead, they discovered in the following days, they had found something far more valuable. When they held on their person this vase, their bounds would be enough to clear an ancient pine with ease, and their gazes would be as sharp as a hunting eagle’s, and their blows strong enough to cleave in two a tumbling boulder. Zhang Yishan wished to trade the vase between them when necessary, but Zhang Yihai, knowing that such a solution could not be sustained, instead devised of a plan. Upon their return from the mountains, they therefore retreated to the countryside, and there built a humble single-court home, and ground the vase to dust, combining it with the blood of the qilin, which, when combined, formed an ink that, when painted, would change in shape to reflect that which it was painted upon. Thereupon, they took a sharpened bone and, in the practice of the Southern peoples, made upon themselves a great burst of ink, whereafter this transformed into the qilin which our sect now bears as its emblem.

For five years, the two grew in ability until they rivalled the ancients, who had consorted with dragons and lived in the heavens, attracting disciples, and the one-court home was steadily built into the many-winged manor befitting of a great sect. Naming themselves the Zhang of the Sword and the Flower Manor, they grew in fame. However, in the fourth year of Taiding, there came about a rift between the masters of the Zhang, the siblings Zhang Yihai and Zhang Yishan. The venerated elder Zhang Yihai believed the Zhang must make their mark through action, while the younger Zhang Yishan felt the Zhang would best serve the people as a reposit of knowledge. Thereupon, the sect was divided, and the masters grew distant, until in the second week of the fourth month of the fourth year of Taiding, the younger, forgetting his duty to unity they had once sworn, provoked the venerable elder, and thereupon the two came to blows.

Both siblings were masters under the heavens, but only one of them was judged as righteous beneath the heavens. Therefore, after only seven blows, the venerated elder bested the foolish younger, and the floors were washed with blood. Thereupon, the great venerated master, in accordance with the familial edicts, despite the shame her brother had brought, took upon the title of Zhang Qiling, and, being generous and great, did not banish those who had followed him, instead declaring that, until such a time as a worthy heir took the title, the sect was to be divided into North and South, of whom the North would devote itself to martial skills, and the South to knowledge.

Now, after many years, our great sect has once more been united by the great Zhang Qiling, and the division between North and South is no longer necessary. Rejoice, for the venerable master has found her heir! And so, in the first year of Hongwu, with the blessing of the great Son of Heaven, begins the new era of our great sect, and before us, a prosperous future.

- On the origins of the Zhang Sect, as related by Zhang Qianhai of the Former Northern Zhang, per the orders of the great Zhang Qiling in the first year of Hongwu, at the Zhang Ancestral Hall in Beiping, as collected in Zhangjiashi, or, The Collected Histories of the Great Zhang.

[insectsinsects]

yesterday,

i hopped into a car with no qualms. the rental and the parking situation went pretty smoothly. everyone was nice to me and did a lot of the heavy lifting while i organized the room back to its original state: i re-hung a piece of art that i'd found creepy from the beginning back onto the wall, put the furniture back where it belonged, and expelled any organic matter/proof that anyone had ever been there. it was a clean and efficient operation. i sat in the car for nine hours, having only slept two hours the night before, deadpan and staring at the road. i read a letter a dear friend gave me and couldn't muster tears, though it was a very sweet and a sentimental summation of life in the past year. i told her as much: "i read your letter! it was so sweet. i may have been too tired to cry, though." and we had just barely gotten out of jersey.

my sister was insistent upon getting back early. she had a friend to say farewell to, too. a friend of one year, a friend that i'd witnessed her meet the summer before. he's moving to california this weekend. it was his final show in DC. for him, she played a set with four originals and two covers, all about missing and loving and going away, and i couldn't help but feel every single thing i plugged up and shut away in the car. i had felt weird and awful and juvenile in the middle of this crowd. i was just a little sister in that moment. i wore clothes that were comfortable and i did everything right for my own well-being, and yet i felt like a foreign body rejected by an immune system. i hogged a bunch of beers and sat in the back, dealt with very punctuated conversations with my sister (in addition to failed ones with new people, her friends), and it all merely became a reminder that i do have to start over and that the road to elsewhere (anywhere but here) would be paved with hardship and loneliness of the likes i have never had to endure before.

i'm sitting around now wondering if this was right. i am situated between two people who love this city. my only friends are my relatives. but they've got lives of their own. i am only reminded how now empty things are. my life is in boxes all around me still. i feel like unpacking them is a sign of defeat. everything i know is broadcast to me through a screen and it feels hostile, unreachable, manicured for my destruction. it's also my only means of connection. so i've come around back here to elaborate. to tell a story that my older sister wanted to hear last night when she found me outside the venue, sobbing profusely, but couldn't exactly put into words at that moment.

[awoman-sreach]

Trusting Your Creative Journey: Overcoming Doubt and Embracing Confidence

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For many of us, the path to embracing our creativity begins with doubt and uncertainty. When we view the masterpieces in art museums and galleries by famous artists, we feel our own feeble attempts could never measure up. Yet, what we often fail to realize are the innumerable rejected efforts, the countless discarded works, and the myriad of self-doubting moments that preceded those outward displays of success. In this post, we explore the transformative journey of trusting your creative instincts, overcoming doubt, and embracing the power of creative confidence.

Growing up, I never considered myself an artist. Like many, I was in awe of the masterpieces adorning the walls of prestigious galleries and museums. It appeared to be an unreachable ambition, only available to a tiny group of people with natural “talent.” It wasn't until I allowed myself to be a beginner student—like having your seat held to be able to learn to ride a bicycle—that I could better appreciate the trials, tribulations, decisions, and even luck that lead to an artist’s recognition.

I soon realized that behind every masterpiece lies a journey of education, experimentation, endurance, and perseverance. Artists don't simply create masterpieces overnight; they undergo a process of trial and error, honing their craft and refining their skills along the way. It's this willingness to trust in their passion, attraction to a subject matter, and emotional connection that sets them apart.

For me, embracing my creativity meant letting go of the notion that I needed to be perfect from the start. I learned to trust in my instincts, to follow my curiosity, and to embrace the beauty of imperfection. It was through this process of self-discovery that I began to unlock my creative confidence and express myself authentically.

Creative confidence isn't about being flawless; it's more about having the courage to share your distinct viewpoint with the world than it is about being perfect.  It comes down to being willing to attempt something you have not done before, putting your faith in your enthusiasm, being willing to experiment and fail…and maybe fail again, yet learn along the way, and finally being open to that vulnerability needed to share those imperfect pieces while continuing to pursue your creative vision. When you trust in your creative instincts, you open yourself up to a world of possibility, innovation, and self-expression.

At my first art show, when all the paintings I had made thus far were hung on the walls, I had a moment akin to having the “umbilical cord cut”—these were my “babies.” “Who made these?” I asked myself as I stepped back to take it all in. I then opened the doors to my friends and family, and to the curious. Astoundingly, I sold seven paintings from that first exhibit! (Vincent Van Gogh only sold one in his lifetime…and his brother was an art dealer!) Each successive showing I experience some of the same trepidation, and sometimes I do not sell anything, but I continue to find ways to share my work--because now I know I have a gift to give to the world and it is my job to display that gift.

In conclusion, embracing your creativity is a journey of self-discovery, resilience, and growth. It's about overcoming doubt and embracing the power of creative confidence, trusting in your passion, and allowing yourself to be vulnerable in the pursuit of your artistic vision. So, let go of perfectionism, trust in your instincts, and embrace the beauty of imperfection. Your creative journey is uniquely yours, and the world is waiting to experience the beauty that only you can create.

[theharpermovieblog]

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2024 MOVIE LIST

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SHORT FILM TRIPLE FEATURE

I watched Rabbit's Moon (1972)

Kenneth Anger is a short-filmmaker. His films are strange and artistic works, often featuring homoeroticism or general erotica (This one does not). If you want to take up film as an interest and don't know who he is, you should look into Anger's films. I find them as engaging and engrossing as David Lynch's shorts, and that's saying something, because I LOVE David Lynch's short films.

Filmed in the 1950's, "Rabbit's Moon wouldn't see release until the 1970's. The meaning behind the film is somewhat a mystery to me. A rabbit living in the moon is part of certain cultural stories, and supposedly symbolizes rebirth. If I were to guess, I'd say the film is about unreachable desires, unattainable goals and the longing we all feel for things we can never have, whether it be our dreams or a longing for those we may find ourselves infatuated with.

It's a beautiful short.

I watched Premonitions Following An Evil Deed (1995)

David Lynch's minute long short film "Premonitions Following An Evil Deed" was made for a film that presented several filmmakers with a challenge. The filmmakers were challenged to make a film using original lumiere cameras, which only allow for around 55 seconds of film to be shot.

Lynch's short is a nightmare of sorts. A child is found slain by police and then we dreamily drift to a worried mother, a gardenscape, some horrible science fiction hellscape and finally to the worried mother being visited by the police.

I never try too hard to decipher David Lynch's work. His art is as much symbolism as it is dream-logic and ethereal visions without concrete meaning. Yet, despite it's indecipherable context, I find this short film to be the most contemplative, engaging, and beautiful minute of film out there.

I watched Curve (2016)

Written and directed by Tim Egan, Curve is very simple yet very effective. It's just a young woman stuck on a curved stone wall, and fighting to not slip and descend into the darkness below.

If you've ever struggled in life, whether it be with addiction, mental health, financially, etc...Curve is the movie for you. It perfectly represents the feeling of emotionally dangling above disaster and the relatable experience of being incapable of helping yourself, as every time you attempt to fix your situation, you simply seem to do yourself harm and slip closer to the abyss.

"Curve" is the least Avant Garde film on this list. In fact, it's pretty straightforward. But, Egan's use of a simple idea to both build a tense narrative and to tap into a feeling which a lot of us can relate to, is just fantastic filmmaking.

[starlight-time-machine]

Week in Review

02/04/2024 – 02/10/2024

Sunday

Manga Sunday time. Okay.

Girl Meets Rock good. Surprisingly considered character writing, and the possible aroace rep is fun.

Undead Unluck good.

Dandadan good.

Magilumiere good.

One Piece good.

Cipher Academy… I love this manga so much that it’s hard to sufficiently express the depth of my affection. I love the story, I love the writing, I love the characters, I love the designs, I love the art, I love everything about Cipher Academy. While I’m miserable at it coming to a somewhat untimely end, I’m grateful that I was able to read this masterpiece every week, because sometimes it was truly the only thing that kept me going. Even though its puzzles were truly nigh-impossible to solve, the heartfelt emotional core of the manga shone through clearly in its story and characters. I love Iroha as a protagonist – he may seem weak, and he’s gone through unthinkable things, but he still has the strength to learn and grow and reach for his unreachable ideals while inspiring others along the way. I love Toshusai’s intimidating aura and hardheaded beliefs that hide her pure desire to have friends and call each other cute nicknames. I love Kogoe’s mad scientist schtick and her One Point Lessons and her catchphrase and how even though she tries to come across as a cool and unhinged scientist, she can still be caught off guard and act more like a regular teenage girl. I love Tayutan’s emotionless puppy-dog retainer role and her fierce loyalty to Toshusai and her purposefully holding back all the time so as to not hurt people and her deep loneliness because of that and I love her twilight eyes. I love Yukako’s butch design and how seriously she takes things even if it’s a dance battle. I love Enchan’s moe sleeves and how she can be cute and cool at the same time and while she may seem naïve, the way she saw through to Iroha’s heart and vowed to support him was so amazing. I love Anon’s mysterious and morally ambiguous motivations and wily nature and how she constantly breaks the fourth wall and while seeing her get bullied was fun, it was even more fun to see moments of sincerity from her. I love Yosaimura’s protagonist aura and natural charisma and that one panel where she’s scaring the daylights out of Kogoe and how she’s always looking out for the interests of the group in terms of morale and cooperative harmony. I love Byu’s gun eyebrows and how she likes to hide under tables. I love Cipher Academy. This story and its characters will live on in my heart for a long, long time.

Monday

The new Undead Unluck was fun. When I see those hyper-detailed close ups on eyes, I know I’m in for a decently directed episode. I love how Billy’s plan was partially foiled by him not taking into consideration how Tatiana would still like him enough to attack him when Unjustice’d.

Finally read through the ending of Perilous Journey and I feel genuinely emotionally moved… Stewart has done such an excellent job of giving each kid their moments and subtle conclusions to their character arcs. From Kate mastering the regurgitation trick and her general physical prowess and her choice to step away from the cycle of violence to Constance accepting and utilising her precognition, to Sticky overcoming his shame with strength and resilience, and to Reynie finally believing in Mr. Benedict and realizing that his disillusionment with humankind is a disservice to its inherent goodness…this is so good. But indeed, it’s extremely perilous, and the stakes have been raised significantly since the last book. S.Q. is also a really tragic figure to me…seeing Mr. Benedict manipulate his kind nature was so chilling and sad. I know exactly what he means when he says he’s dealt a blow to the best part of S.Q., and I too hope he recovers instead of delving further into hatred. Overall, what a wonderful adventure book. I only give scores to books on my bookshelf, so this one gets a strong 8/10.

I’ve gotta get through my library books before I return them on Friday so I tried reading The Plentiful Darkness by Heather Kassner, but the writing style felt so uptight and purple prosey that it turned me off right away, so that’s going to be a pass from me.

Next up was Thin Air by Michelle Paver, which I picked up after reading and thoroughly enjoying her other ghost story, Dark Matter. And the similarities between the two are definitely striking – slightly pathetic male protagonists running from the world by traversing the limits of the Earth, forming bonds with dogs, light touches of repressed homoerotic feelings (?? I can’t believe she did this twice LOL I respect her so much for that), etc. While I liked the setting of Dark Matter more and its slowly encroaching dread and isolation (versus Thin Air’s constant threat of physical danger), I do like the setup of the complicated relationship between Thin Air’s protagonist and his brother, and it’s refreshing to get full blown conversations and arguments. The brother relationship is the emotional crux of this novel, and I thought it was genuinely compelling and filled with the realistic contradictions of love and hate between siblings (the part when they were digging the ice caves…when Stephen talked about how no one else remembers the things from their childhood and no one else would call him that nickname again…). But of course, it all led to the expected conclusion…I can’t help but feel that Paver just wrote the same book again lol I mean, it’s still a satisfying arc to watch play out, but it’s just lost a bit of the surprise factor. But I quite like her writing style and how she instilled dread through the vivid and careful descriptions of the mountain and the characters’ surroundings, and the part with the rucksack seemingly slowly inching its way towards Stephen was wonderfully horrible, as was the truth about what happened to Ward. I’m just glad to have read another adult fiction book that I enjoyed. (What I’ve realized is that a lot of contemporary popular fiction is just about characters being introspective or talking to other characters and not doing a whole lot…and what I want is an actual story where things happen and characters go on a journey or adventure…which is difficult to find outside of fantasy or sci-fi. Why can’t they write books about adults going on puzzle solving adventures too…)

Tuesday

I tried reading Press Reset by Jason Schreier, but after the first chapter I realized I wasn’t as interested in video game industry history as I thought I was (especially when I didn’t recognize or care about most of the games being mentioned here). And also it felt like the same old story – big conglomerates screwing over workers just to make their bottom line a little better. It’s especially depressing to read this when we’re only a month into 2024 and there’s already been over 1000 layoffs in the gaming industry and talk of an incoming crash, so I didn’t feel like reading any further.

Wednesday

The last book I have from my library haul is The Name of This Book is Secret by Pseudonymous Bosch, which is the first of another book series from my childhood. As a kid I loved the meta writing and the “kids solving puzzles and going on an adventure with interesting artifacts” formula, and as an adult I still enjoy it, but I can see the places where the book is somewhat lacking. There’s no real impetus to the kids deciding to head out on this adventure, since what happened to the magician was so vague, but I get the feeling the author just wanted to get the ball rolling so whatever. I like Cassandra and Max-Ernest’s personalities and quirkiness and I like how unique and memorable their respective living situations are (surprise gay grandparents??? I can’t believe I didn’t remember this, or I guess I didn’t clock it as a kid. And Max-Ernest’s half-and-half gimmick is fun).

Thursday

It’s DunMesh Thursday, and today I’ve made 汽水肉 (too lumpy, should’ve added more tapioca starch) and fried hash browns (they fell apart in the oil…should’ve added more flour and made them thicker…). In contrast to my bad cooking, though, the episode was super duper good. This was one of my favourite chapters from the manga, as it featured Chilchuck, my favourite character, trying to get through a conundrum by himself. I loved all the squishy and wiggly animation, I loved the direction, I loved the voice acting (Chilchuck’s voice through the ages, Marcille asking him how old he is, Laios info-dumping about mimics…), god everything was just so perfect and fun and funny.

Finished reading The Name of This Book is Secret and it was just alright. I just feel like there was never any real incentive for the kids to do all these things – like, I didn’t get invested in Cass’s guilt over Benjamin and I don’t buy that Cass and Max-Ernest are such close friends when they’ve only talked to each other for like five scenes. And then it was hard to buy that Cass was a hardcore survivalist when she goes into the Midnight Sun with absolutely zero planning or foresight. The whole adventure arc just felt weird, and I wish the singular puzzle in the Midnight Sun was more naturally integrated (why on earth would this secret passageway built in an evil villain’s lair have a helpful riddle for you to figure out the passcode). And then the kids getting these cool rewards at the end just felt so unearned… I’ll read the rest of the series, but it’s sad that this ended up in the Baccalario camp rather than the Stewart one.

Friday

Drag Race Friday yayyyyyy I’m so tired of Plane Jane because her “arc” feels like it was manufactured in a lab to get screentime and I hate it. The main challenge was fun, though, and it was nice to just see the girls in the workroom chatting with each other for a majority of the episode. Personally I would’ve put Nymphia’s look in the top over Dawn’s, but I’m also fine with her taking a safe placing because I feel like it doesn’t do well to stand out too much at the front end of the competition.

Satuday

After thinking about it for a bit, I think I’m obligated to induct harmoe as a whole into the STM awards because I love literally every single one of their singles and albums and songs. As my friend and I always say, harmoe never misses.

Other than that, it’s Chinese New Year so all I did was lie around and eat snacks.

[ervinafindy]

Judging from the process of re -painting by Denny Ja: Andy Warhol's icon is restored

Re-painting or often called art reproduction has been part of the art industry for years. As the development of digital technology, the reproductive process is easier and can be done quickly using a large printer and scanner. However, the authenticity and quality of art reproduction remains a debate among art fans. There are many artists and art galleries that offer reproduction of famous artwork. However, making accurate reproduction of original art is very difficult. One of the artists who has succeeded in carrying out art reproduction very well is Denny JA. This Bandung -born artist is known as one of the reliable artists in Indonesia in the process of re -painting. Recently, Denny JA made the reproduction of one of Andy Warhol's iconic art works, the Campbells Soup Cans serigraphy. Warhol was the pioneer of American pop art in the 1960s and became one of the most influential artists in the 20th century. The famous Warhol wall works including Marilyn Monroe, Elvis Presley, and Campbells Soup Cans sewarry that have released 32 types of paper packaging packaging. Denny JA spent a few months to complete the famous Andy Warhol painting. This process includes learning the technique of warhol in making werigraphy and choosing the suitable ingredients to make reproduction. Denny Ja shows extraordinary accuracy and expertise in making reproduction of Warhol's work. Although the reproductive process was carried out after Warhol died, this re -artwork provides more value in maintaining history and art in Indonesia. Denny Ja is famous not only as a re -painting artist, but also as an art curator. He has led several successful art exhibitions, including the Indonesia Art Award and the Warhol exhibition at the Bali Museum in 2017. Warhol's artwork on display includes personal documents and photographs that have never been published before. Denny Ja maintains the authenticity and integrity of Warhol art in making his reproduction. He discussed in his interview that he received all the approval and permission from the Warhol family before making this famous reproduction of Warhol's work. The process of reproduction of art like this is indeed controversial because many people consider that the reproduction results do not have the same artistic value as the original work of art. However, Denny Ja has proven that art reproduction can be an extraordinary work of art if done carefully and maintain the authenticity and integrity of the original art. The work of re -painting by Denny Ja which produces extraordinary reproduction of Warhol art and maintains the authenticity and integrity of the original art also brings benefits to artists, collectors, and art lovers. The process of art reproduction allows art fans to have famous artwork at a more affordable price than buying the original art. However, they can still enjoy the beauty and authenticity of original art. In conclusion, the process of reproduction of art can help regain artwork that is no longer available and maintain the history and culture of an art of a nation. Artists like Denny Ja have brought reproduction of art to a higher level by showing expertise and accuracy in making artwork that has the same artistic value as the original artwork. Art reproduction brings benefits to the arts community by providing access to famous artwork that was previously unreachable, and helping to maintain the authenticity and integrity of the original art.

Check more: Judging from the process of re -painting by Denny JA: Andy Warhol's icon is restored

[california-112]

⭐️ for directors cut!

Ah, thank you!

It took me a while to work out which piece would be good for this, as I've never seen or done a director's cut before. However! Now presenting:

Gather [Calloween 2022]: The Director's Cut (original on AO3)

The crisis was over. The dust was settling. After seventy-two hours, four moves, and one minor battle, the people were returning to Atlantis.

[The inspiration for this piece, working on the 'gather' prompt', came from my return from a field exercise a few months earlier which had been fairly similar to this scenario (in an Earth way), so much of it is based on experience. I love to see people come together after a shared adversity/hardship, rather than isolating themselves to recover then going on as normal.]

The mass exodus had been the very last resort to their initial problem, and had caused a whole host of others. With reluctance, McKay had had to advise the entire expedition to gate to another planet whilst the city was fully rebooted, [turn it off and on again strikes back] a process which would involve a purge of the life support systems and loss of the stargate systems for at least twenty-four hours. When they planet they had found refuge on initially was suddenly subject to a Wraith culling, they had been forced to move again, then the next planet had proven unsuitable, then then next…all the while, Atlantis had been unreachable, the reboot taking longer than expected ["When has plan A ever worked?"]. Finally, they had found a relatively calm planet to wait out the final few hours on, the gate releasing them into a deeply submerged cave system, and they had only been worried by regular minor earthquakes, a trifle compared to their other attempted safe havens.

Now, with the Atlantis gate available again, they were at the end of their ordeal, and everyone was tired, and beaten down. Thankfully, nobody was particularly broken [It took me a good while to get the wording there right...a worryingly long time considering how simple it is...]. Everyone dispersed to their quarters in silence, relying on the city's systems to allow all the showers to run hot at the same time [and for a long time...!], and thinking longingly of clean clothes and warm blankets.

However, despite promises to sleep for improbable numbers of days once they returned [My own statement was at least two days, but I heard someone promise a week], about an hour after the weary hoards shuffled though the Stargate, everyone found themselves packed into the mess hall [It really does happen that way...you just find yourself there, drawn by something you cant explain. It's very comforting.]. Some sprawled on seats whilst others took the floor, speaking softly and of nothing consequential. Nobody was cooking, but food had appeared [I like to think that, as for me, it was a large amount of pizza and sides. How many frozen pizzas went to Atlantis, I wonder?]. The atmosphere was one of pure comfort.

Rodney was slumped in a corner between a wall and a large planter, slowly working his way through half of a large, over-enthusiastically stuffed sandwich, whilst John sat nearby, munching on the other half with his eyes closed [They share the sandwich! Cute <3]. The scientist was on the brink of an exhausted sleep, but still valiantly trying to stop his head from drooping onto Sheppard's shoulder. Ronon was propped on the other side, his hand mechanically delivering some small, dried berries to his mouth [I'm imagining space Goji berries], and Teyla was leaning against him, still just about awake enough to be sipping some strong Athosian tea. [This paragraph was written with a wish for it to serve as an art prompt to someone, but so far no bites. Maybe I'll commission it someday.]

Zelenka was visible in the near distance, sitting at a table in front of a cup of coffee, the steam from which was fogging up his glasses. He made no effort to clear it: he had fallen asleep leaning on his hand, not surprising after his indefatigable efforts during their exile [At least 50% of his 'efforts' were put into arguing with McKay.]. In the far corner, Lorne was sitting with a group of marines who were lying around lazily and playing cards [They are playing Cheat. Everyone is both too tired to cheat, and too tired to realise that nobody is cheating.]. Chuck had fallen asleep with his arms as a pillow, nestled in the midst of the table of fellow gate techs [In my mind, he's the ringleader of the little group of green-shirts, and they're like a little family/sibling cluster. Not a good explanation but you get my point]. Carson, having looked after all the minor injuries and mental health issues for the past three days, was now looking after himself, sitting with the largest bowl of instant porridge he could muster and plodding through it spoon by spoon [If you've had real porridge, you know that instant isn't half as good, but although Carson is usually a snob about this, at that moment it's good enough.]. Weir had finally been able to step back from command, knowing that her people were safe, and was lying on a sofa deeply asleep, her cup of Athosian tea forgotten at her side [Given to her by Teyla...they had a little forehead moment too.].

After a while of observing his friends [Yes, they're all his friends. I think he's more popular than we necessarily see on screen, a sort of friend to all.], thinking back over their ordeal of the past few days, John suddenly realised something, and spoke it laconically.

"Y'know what day it is today?"

"Hm?" Rodney replied, bringing his head up from a dangerously downward trajectory [One of my favourite phrasings in this piece.].

"October thirty-first." John sighed. "Hallowe'en."

"Oh." Rodney replied, a more articulate answer failing him.

There was a moment of silence before Ronon's voice rumbled [Delayed alliteration my beloved]. "What's Hallowe'en?"

"Oh, it's an Earth thing," John explained slowly, "kids dress up and go around asking people for candy."

"What is the point?" Teyla asked amiably.

"Fun holiday I guess." John replied, suddenly stifling a yawn. "Kinda celebrates monsters and stuff."

"Defeating them?" Ronon asked.

"…yeah." John replied, thinking that it could be seen as ridiculing monsters into things that weren't scary at all. "Yeah, sure."

"People tell scary stories." Rodney added, struggling to keep up with even the simple conversation. "About ghosts and clowns and stuff."

"Yeah, we do that too." John agreed, adding a mumbled "I hate clowns."

Teyla frowned. "Tales of things that have happened to you?" she asked, "Why would you want to relive such painful memories?" [This said, we don't talk enough about the Athosian children playing Wraith. We should probably talk about that.]

"They're not normally real, just made up. For effect."

"We did that," Ronon volunteered, "on Sateda. When we sat around to clean our weapons, we'd tell each other stories of ghosts and stuff."

"Care to share?" John asked.

There was a pause of surprise, with Ronon not used to being the centre of attention on such occasions [He deserved more moments like this!], but receiving an encouraging smile from Teyla, he began. As the tale began to take shape, a few of the people nearby also turned to listen, and there was soon quite an audience [This is where people find themselves making new friends by accidentally leaning on people, or shuffling into them, slotting themselves into small gaps and being aware of the feeling of friends surrounding them.]. Sheppard let his head lean on the wall behind him, watching with a softened gaze as the group was quickly surrounded by their colleagues, the whole mess hall who wasn't already asleep deciding to gather [Again, it's a group instinct. Even people who aren't that interested will come over. Some remain with their friends and fall asleep too, but it's a very soft moment.]. It wasn't long after everyone had fallen into a reverent silence that a weight settled on his shoulder, moving rhythmically in slumber [Having someone's head on your shoulder is one of the best feelings in this world, and you can't change my mind.]. As he felt his own eyes drooping, Ronon's voice becoming more and more distant, he hardly noticed as his own head slumped onto Rodney's, and they drifted together into a dreamless sleep. [Another scene to commission...]

Thanks for this ask! It's great to get the opportunity to re-explore this piece, and I hope you found it interesting!