#and the fact i have gotten bday gifts and just random THOUGHT OF YOU HERE YA GO gifts
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But consider: You are allowed to be happy. Borgar can make happy.
True, but the counter consider: unemployed. That's rent money I can't be spending on $250 borgplush.......... I wish I had funding but alas.
(and no way can I expect or would I want someone to give me that much for something I do want but do not need.)
#moe talks a lot#not art#i literally cry when people tip me on commissions bc i dont think im worthy#as i am being paid already im shocked people give me more money#its very very nice yes but i feel very bad about it sometimes#and the fact i have gotten bday gifts and just random THOUGHT OF YOU HERE YA GO gifts#from people online is like.................. dude................. you made me cry but in a good way#like i have so many merch charms because people bought them and mailed them to me#i appreciate it all but at the same time when i look at them im like dude people bought me things and get emotional#childhood emotional neglect does wonders on ones mental health lemme tell ya#basically i do want things i just feel really bad being handed things :c
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