#and that wasnt enough time to decide on something to eat or eat enough that i wouldnt spend the entire 4-5 hours miserable
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deus-ex-mona · 5 months ago
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wdym christmas is next week?????
#wasnt yesterday just november??? hello????????#im still writing ‘nov’ in my dates by mistake lmao wdym we’ll be in a new year 2 weeks from now#but aaaaa… christmas huh~~~~~~ it’s that time of year when i have to come up with excuses to skip the family gathering again#i havent gone since. like. 2019(?) and i like to keep it that way#b u t~ if i can skip the gathering i’ll finally get back to idol sengen~~~~ maybe~~~~~~~#vol 5 has been out since f o r e v e r i really ought to get at least the asuna pov chapters done before the year ends (pipe dream)#wait no i’ll get the asuna povs done before next cny. yeah. that’ll give me an extra month!!!!!!!!!!!!!#but hmmmmmmmmmm… once im done with vol 5 (in a million years) i gotta polish up my mona novel tl too… man.#maybe i’ll make a mona tl masterpost after all that~~~~ minus the honeypre event tls bc that’s a whole other ‘verse lol#but i really wanna do mona’s honeypre main story too… it gives context as to how she landed the event gig (that led to her getting scouted)#…should my ny’s resolution to be to finish all possible mona tls that have yet to be done maybe…?#…nah im just gonna make it ‘learn to ride a bike’ for the 15th year in a row. giggity#a n y w a y s merry early christmas from my workplace ig? the ‘mas luncheon from a couple days back sure gifted every other person something#that they didnt ask for ​(read: food poisoning). the fact that it took out over half my department still gets me thoughhhhhhh#(i wasnt affected though~~~~ ((didnt eat anything)) i did lose my 1h break for the day though… what a waste.)#ok that’s enough of being annoying for one day~~~~ see y’all tomorrow (maybe) if hw decides to drop an announcement or sth#which would ​prolly be either their comi.ket lineup or chizuchan manga vol 2’s cover but hey—)
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hballegro · 3 months ago
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I had a dream where there was a murder mystery and some of the suspects were Obama, the couple from Ruthless People, Scott Bakula [like, present day, not QL era], three people from my middle school, and like half my immediate family, and upon getting an ending I didn't like [Scott was the killer] I woke up, remembered 90% of the dream including a final chase sequence, decided that ending SUCKED and I didn't wanna be awake yet, fell RIGHT back asleep, and returned right back to my fuckin dream and got a different ending that I now cannot remember [it wasn't any of the people I listed, but I also can't really remember who it was? It was a guy, and he was affluent, but I dont remember rip]
You WISH you were me
#i once had the same story 8 nights in a row. where id go to bed and pick up where i left off#imagine youre standing on the side of the road in a parking lot by ur old middleschool#and its nighttime and ur waiting for a couple from a movie you saw [apparently your friends]#to come pick up something they left in your car#and youre getting a bit nervous cause its nighttime and even tho ur in a safe area. thats scary#suddenly theres a man approaching and you get very anxious#holding your pepper spray in ur pocket#until he gets close enough and you realize its 70 yo st louis actor Scott Bakula#and hes looking for his dog. which was actually my dog in the dream but. ig my brain couldnt be fucked to make up a dog on its own#and since hes from st. louis originally you in your dream do not kick up a fuss because of course hes here. you do not even get starstruck#you treat him like any dude and start helping him look for his lost dog#cause his neck of the woods is like 10 minutes away. he doesnt know the area well. but YOU do#you guys get tired and you tell him that road is stacked like cordwood anyway and the traffic would be too slow to hit the dog#and you take a break at the local ice cream parlor thats been in this spot since before you could walk#and you see former president of the united states Barack Obama eating an ice cream cone. in full suit. with no one around him.#and instead of going “oh shit its obama” you think “hes out of town and has no one to sit with him#i should go sit with him. come along scott“ and so you sit with him after getting your cones#before you know it all three of you are looking for scotts damn fool dog which. again. is actually YOUR dog that he has ownership of instea#you find the fucker by the vape shop being played with by the employees and invite the merry band back to your house since its only#a short walk away. you text the Ruthless People couple to come to your house instead of that parking lot#and so on. man. what.#my house also wasnt my house. it was way bigger and had more rooms#someone got murdered. mystery began. i was the prime suspect and was gonna be thrown in jail Ace Attorney style#if i didnt come up with a different suspect in time#and i couldnt so i kicked out the screen of the window they were holding me in and ran out#and while running i put together that scott did it#and probably influenced by that stupid “im a runner” photo. who else but scott comes running after me#and he may be 70 but hes still 6 foot nothing and i have no strength and i still managed to throw the bastard down#which is around when i woke up. and i decided that sucked. and went back to bed#picked back up with me being convinced by scott that it WASNT him
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strawbnetwork · 5 months ago
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the frenzied edible purchases of someone who hasnt eaten all day
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kelisewrites · 1 month ago
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you and katsuki weren’t dating or anything, but it didn’t seem like the two of you were just friends either. maybe a secret third thing?
now that you think about it, you and katsuki were unusually close. but you’ve always just thought it was casual, right? just friendly things that friends do?
like, he’ll always find a way to touch you. if the two of you are walking through a crowded hallway at school, you’ll feel his hand resting on your back, just to keep you close as the crowd pushes through.
or sometimes, when the class goes on a field trip, he makes sure he gets to sit next to you.
you’ll immediately feel the warmth of his thigh pressing against yours as he plops down in the seat next to you, your shoulder brushing against each others.
“here,” katsuki says, shoving a protein bar into your hands. “i know ya’ didn’t eat anything yet, idiot.”
“thanks katsuki, how’d you know?” you ask him, opening it up.
he shrugs. “‘cause i pay attention. no big deal.”
you hummed in response as you gazed at the two of your legs still touching. katsuki didn’t seem to mind it at all. there was just something so domestic about it all. even when sometimes you’d lay your head on his shoulder, on purpose just to mess with him, it wouldn’t work because he always let you.
you and katsuki were laying on the couch in the common area together, and you suddenly decided to lean back on him, your back to his chest.
you expected for him to at least give you some attitude, since he never lets anyone touch him. you know he hates it. weirdly enough, he didn’t say anything. in fact, you felt him shift closer to you, getting comfortable.
“aw, you’re really not gonna push me away? thought you hated people touching you?”
he snaps, “whatever,” before draping his arm around your shoulder, pulling you even closer.
everyone knows bakugou doesn’t have many people he would consider his friend. maybe except one person.
kirishima had been noticing how different his best friend had been acting, and he just had to bring it up.
“leave me alone, shitty hair”
“dude, you spend almost all of your time with her!”
“your point?”
“you like her.”
katsuki scoffs, “shut the hell up.”
“just saying, man.” kirishima nudges him, “its funny”
katsuki glared at him. “what’s fucking funny?”
kirishima gave him a look. “the way you act like it isn’t a thing.”
“you’re fucking annoying.”
“maybe. but im right, huh?” he teases.
he doesn’t answer right away, instead, he hesitates and scoffs.
“that wasnt a no.” kirishima smiles at him.
“i said, leave me alone.” katsuki says before storming off.
the next day, it was rainy after school, and of course katsuki was waiting for you by the doors with an umbrella so the two of you could walk back to the dorms.
his face softens when he sees you, and he grabs your bag, tossing it over his shoulder like he always does, before opening the umbrella waiting for you to step under it.
“took ya’ long enough,” he says as you two begin walking in the rain. “thought i was gonna be here waitin’ all day”
“you waited for me?”
“duh. knew you wouldn’t have an umbrella.” he shifts closer to you naturally, “and i always walk you back to your dorm don’t i?”
“yeah, but, dunno, it’s just kinda sweet.” you say softly.
he scoffs, “like i was gonna leave your dumbass.”
you nod and feel your heart jump at his words. was this casual? the thought of this possibly being something more had been eating at you all week, and you just had to speak up.
“y’know, people think we’re dating.”
he looks down at you, then grumbles, “so what?”
“what, you dont care? you’re not gonna.. i dunno, deny it?” you ask, gazing at him.
he just kind of pauses and shrugs, and you swear you notice a slight blush on his cheeks. “let ‘em think whatever they want.”
you blinked in surprise. really? was that it? no argument? before you could make any sense of it, or say anything back, he just grabbed your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours, the touch unexpected, but so so familiar.
you didn’t end up saying anything else, and neither did he. the two of you just continued walking, hand in hand.
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- completely inspired by this post!
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yaymiyas · 1 year ago
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THE TALK
warning: yandere!isekai!crown prince, he is very mean in this, female reader
a/n: this is TECHNICALLY not a part two to the introduction but it sort of is….. it jumps from the conversation to the breakfast……..enjoy! ALSO ALSO ALSOOOOOOOO technically its female reader bc you got reincarnated blah blah
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looking at the fragments of bacon he didnt want to eat, he let his fingers drum against the edge of the white plate. the fact that you, the daughter of a whore, lover to none, and nuisance to all, was right beside him made his food hard to swallow. the two of you sat in the dining room, and while he sat at the very end of the table with his back facing the door to the kitchen, your usual spot would be that of the opposite side. right across from him, back facing the entering door, but it seems after the poison didn’t hit quite deep enough in your veins, it did affect your brain because, for some reason, you thought it was brilliant to sit directly next to him. you weren’t as talkative as he would have thought of you, ever since you have learned of the activities he had decided to partake in, you started to demand his attention. at first, it didnt bother him much, since he himself started to believe that he was focusing solely on gracie that your suspicions were bound to grow, and grow they did.
for weeks, months, up until the poisoning you were all up on him. he was certain that you were attempting to skin him alive and wear him as a coat it was all mildly unpleasant but more irritating. saer never had a taste for you; rather, he actually hated you. to no one’s fault but his own fathers, he was forced to marry you out of pregnant promises. your father, sir tudor, wasn’t the poorest dope saer’s father has ever seen, but he was the loyalist. he worked on the gwynn estate, doing a multitude of things for the family, automatically gaining the trust of the duke and then the king himself. at the time, king gwynn was more fascinated with how a man with such little knowledge could become his most loyalist man, but that he did. following the pregnancy of both the queen and your mother, he decided that the best course of action was to marry his second unborn son off to the unborn daughter of a freeloader.
an icy shiver runs down saer’s back, forcing him to shake his shoulders and head. looking up from your half eaten plate, raising your head to the sudden movement. he was quiet the whole time, poking at the small slivers of bacon like they were the nastiest things on earth. you werent surprised that he wasnt talking; no, you were actually relieved. it wasn’t because he wasnt attractive or anything, he certainly does look like the main lead; its just the talk you had prior to the breakfast that was replaying in your head. cynthia and amanda didn’t give you much information, since, from the looks of it, they didn’t want to say too much. either their heads were on the line or yours were. you never thought about asking tily, even though she was the one that brought you down here. it just felt too weird knowing she was the one who weirdly had something against you. from your fading memories of ‘obsession falls’, you remember reading online forums and tweets about the whole thing. it seemed like the only real crime edina committed throughout the whole book was wanting her husband to love her. she did everything he had asked of her, from the way she talked to her style of clothing, even to what letters she can reply to. in olden standards, she seemed like the perfect obedient wife. this might have been your first mistake, but you didn’t read too much on saer or his backstory, so you never really understood the reasoning for his hatred of his wife, but you knew it was deep and it was boiling.
clearing your throat, you believed it was a better time than ever to clear the air and get to your point. you never understood why edina allowed things to get as deep as they were, but she was made just to be killed. it sucks that no matter what you do or say, saer will always hate you because you are edina.
“saer,”
“ae.”
that stupid nickname. shutting your eyes tightly and fighting back against any light to seep through, you sighed heavily. the whole time, saer had been watching you carefully. even though it was from the corner of his eyes, he was indeed trying to calculate your next moves. it was kind of silly that your sudden change in physical response is making him antsy, but how can anyone fault him? the last time the air-headed cunt decided to change the way she was reacting, gracie was suddenly engaged to alastair and smiling in his face about it. it was enraging. other than the fact that you were in his life to begin with, knowing that the reason he couldn’t slit the throat of his ex best friend was all because you decided to breathe. those two minutes were the longest two minutes of his life. he watched as your head dropped down on the table, making a very sudden and loud noise with it. saer had sternly told any and all servants to leave the two of you be if any loud, disruptive noises were heard. he even double checked that he sent your nosey maids, cynthia and amanda, home around that time. he knew that if they were present in the building, you weren’t going to eat that poison.
it was infuriating to watch them care about someone as lowly as you. not just them, anyone. reading gracie’s letters, asking how you’ve been and to see you before she even utters a word about him, was beyond hurtful. it felt as if his whole world was falling apart, all because you decided to have superpowers and not die. this was the only way to get back at you. he has tried strangling you. he has tried slaying you. each attempt was caught by either maid, cynthia, or amanda. it made him sick to see you get dotted on. seeing the frilly outfits they were making you wear, as if you were a porcelain doll not worth anybody’s touch. you were disgusting. a disgusting being that deserved to die. so why. why were you here? why were you looking at him like he had done something wrong. 
“enough with the causalities, i would like a divorce saer.”
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fanficbrewery · 5 months ago
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How veil guard characters react to you sleeping on Assan headcanons
i've had this idea in my head for awhile now so i decided to go ahead and do it instead of waiting for requests lol
the intro takes place after the siege of weisshaupt where yall haven't confessed yet but the tension is there its kinda long you don't have to read all of it but i was excided to write it.
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Intro:
your head aches with an unbearable pain that comes and goes, maybe you were hit in the head by one to many darkspawn but you shouldn't be surprised, weisshaupt was hard one everyone not just for you. ....Weisshaupt... the screams of all the wardens dying replays in your head. Those people signed up to fight the blight and dark spawn not a god let alone 2.
Seeing Davrins defeated face at every new warden body you stumbled across makes you feel guilty. guilty for disturbing Solas's ritual and causing the gods to break free. Guilty for Davrin and Lucanis going at each others throats for messing up. You should have payed more attention to your team, made sure they were ready for this fight. But both Elgar'nan and Ghilan'nain walked away alive. You replay the entire battle in your head over and over again trying to figure out what you did wrong with little success.
The blinding pain in your skull returns once more, You roll to your other side in your bed hoping to find a more comfortable position to sleep in. The pain shoots from one side to the other making you sigh. "Well this isn't working" you say, getting up from your bed with difficulty. you stumble into the hallway to the railing of the second floor of the lighthouse. Quiet.. everyones asleep.
you push open the doors to the light house and step into the light of the fade. Right.. time doesn't move here.. its always light outside, your never gonna get used to that. As you suspected no ones awake its quiet almost to quiet. your starting to wonder why you came out side before
*squawk* you look around and see the young griffon standing a little away from you, right outside Davrins room as always. The little griffon tilts his head at you like asking what your doing up. "Hey Assan" you walk over to him, sticking out your hand to pet him, scratching behind his ear just how he likes. You realize just how soft his feathers are, your starting to get sleepy just petting him.
before you can get up to try to go to sleep again Assan gently bites on of your fingers before laying down almost trying to get you lay down with him. Does he know your having difficulty sleeping? is he smart enough to realize that?. He looks at you with these puppy eyes purring and gently gnawing on your finger. Aw what the hell he might just help you sleep. laying down on the hard ground and using Assan as a pillow is the last thing you remember before slipping into sleep
Bellara
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Working on the Nadas Dirthalen was tiring. she had been working for HOURS trying to ask the right question and getting the spirit to cooperate with her but she's had no luck
maybe getting something to eat will help? yeah getting a snack sounds good. and then maybe a nap.
she leaves her room, walking to the kitchen when..
was rook curled up with Assan? or was she seeing something else in her peripheral?.
Turning around to see you sleeping with Assan is the cutest thing she's seen in awhile
after Weisshaupt she was honestly worried about you. She thought you might be taking what happened hard and blaming yourself for Ghilan'nain getting away but if it wasnt for you, you guys wouldn't have even killed her archdemon
she's happy your getting rest you deserved. you've helped her and the team so much she knows you deserve the rest and she doesnt dare trying to wake you up
she quickly goes to her room and grabs a blanket she wasn't using and carefully drapes it over your sleeping body, giving Assan a pet while he's asleep to
she gush's about how cute you are once more before you going back to her room to sleep herself, forgetting all about her snack
Davrin
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when he wakes up the first thing he noticed was that Assan wasn't at the foot of his bed like usual. Where has his feathery companion gone?
getting up and seeing his door open was the first sign of trouble, when the hell did Assan learn to open doors??
he gets outside and immediately starts scanning for Assan
when he finds him he definitely didn't expect to see you as well
he comes over to inspect what's going on he finds you fast asleep face first in Assans feathers
he'd be lying if he said his heart didn't skip a beat or two
Davrin likes you, he hasn't tried to be subtle about it either. One of the things that draws him to you is how good you are with Assan even if he thinks you spoil him to much
seeing you like this with Assan might just solidify that fact for him
he decides he cant just leave you sleeping on the ground like this. Assan might be comfy but the ground beneath you sure isn't
he picks up your sleeping form despite Assans complaining squawk and takes you up to his room, Assan following close behind.
he lays you down on his bed. Assan jumps up and lays down right by your feet. "cute" Davrin thinks to himself
you didn't even stir when he picked you up, you must have been really tired
....maybe its because of weisshaupt or what happened after it.
he should go apologize to Lucanis, take something off your plate. he stands up walking to the kitchen leaving you to rest.
emmrich
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he had been up late looking for any information he could find about the hand of glory you all had recovered from the Necropolis
it was old magic now a days forbidden from being preformed so his knowledge on it was limited
he had sent Manfred to recover a book he lent to Bellara awhile ago now. What is taking him so long?. Did he get lost around the light house perhaps?
he walked outside the light house to see Manfred hovering over something. His skeletal form blocking Emmrich's view but he could see somebody laying on the ground
was somebody hurt?!. he ran over to assist but it was just you sleeping on Assan
while he was happy you weren't hurt he thought that surely there were more comfortable places to sleep then on a messy griffon
*hiss* Manfred let out a concerned hiss while pointing at your sleeping forms
"yes i see them Manfred, what shall i do? i don't think sleeping on Assan is very sanitary but i don't wish to disturb their rest"
he asked Manfred Not expecting much of a reply. He already knew what he was going to do
he reached down gently shaking your shoulder. "rook, dear, wake up"
you wake up already missing the little sleep you were able to catch. "oh uh hi Emmrich" sleeping on Assan probably wasn't the best idea, your back was already hurting.
"rook are you alright? why are you sleeping on the ground?" his face was full of concern "i uh couldn't sleep I guess Assan looked to comfy"
Emmrich sighed at your response "rook do you remember me offering to teach Bellara some breathing techniques to help her relax?"
"yeah i do why?" you responded still a little disoriented
"why don't i teach you some as well to help you sleep of course. Manfred could make us some calming tea as well" he offered his hand to help you up
"actually... that be really nice Emmrich..thanks" Emmrichs face got hot at your sincerity but covered it with a smile
"of course rook its nothing, now lets get you inside"
you both walk into the light house Manfred trailing behind leaving a grumpy Assan outside
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"Mmmm..Ahh" Harding stretched, standing up from her bedroll
she was finally starting to get used to having dreams now. Even starting to feel well rested after waking up
she was planning on going to Rivain and training with the lords of fortune to keep practicing her new magic. Weisshaupt was hard and she wanted- no needed to be better for the next fight with the gods
she wonders if maybe you would like to come with her. She knows you took Weisshaupt hard, it was hard for everyone but she cant even imagine what your feeling right now
it would be fun to get you out of the light house and doing something that wasnt trying to save the world
she leaves her bedroom, walks into the light house, up to your room and.. your not here? huh weird maybe your in the kitchen
she leaves and walks up the steps past the workshop and that's when she sees you and Assan
"... oh my gosh rook are you sleeping on Assan?" she chuckled walking up to you and Assan seeing you completely knocked out
... you looked so peaceful sleeping and pretty too..... ok she's just being creepy now isn't she
when she was in the inquisition she worked as a scout, she's slept on grass, rocks, pavement, and sometimes even trees. She knows that no matter what it ends in a hurting back and neck. It'd be best to wake you up now
"hey..hey rook" she gently shook your shoulder waking you up
"huh- oh uh hi Harding"
"morning sleepy head, what'cha doing sleeping on Assan?" she asked smiling down at you
"i uh couldn't sleep but Assan is just really soft" Harding giggled "well if you keep doing that your back is gonna hurt like hell, come on ill try making you some coffee, and ill make you my ham and jam slam"
"thanks Harding id love that" you stand up. Yup Harding was right your back is starting to hurt already
"I was also going to go to the lords of fortune to train again you should come with me yeah?" she asked walking to the kitchen
"yeah id like to spend some time with you Harding" ".....me to!" Harding replies smiling at you as you both walk into the kitchen.
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he hasn't slept. All he can see in his head is Ghiln'nain. He was so close. There was no reason for why he missed. He was sure he could do this. "A crow never fails a contract." Those words from his grandmother replaying in is head from before she..
He's survived this night using coffee, he's on his fourth cup now. He needed to stay awake to make sure spite cant take control. Everyone should be awake by now, time to get ready for the day.
he leaves the pantry into the kitchen and starts to make a large pot of coffee for everyone. What should he make for breakfast?. His mind wonders to you. Maybe he should make your favorite breakfast but... oh he cant remember what it is.
cant kill, now he cant remember what else cant he do.
maybe he should just find you and ask what you'd like for breakfast
he walks outside and spots you and Assan immediately. strange.. what were you doing.
walking over he's able to tell your asleep. Your even breaths and eyes closed peacefully gives it away but why were you out here sleeping on the floor and not in your bed?
*sniffs* "smells like...guilt, regret, and the sting of failure" ah great he's awake. "What are you talking about?" he asks as the demon of spite materializes beside him looming over your sleeping form
"rook! obviously!. The old stench of failure is intense" ..."failure of what?" "WEISSHAUPT. they think they failed usss" "it wasn't them that failed it was me i had her so close.. and i missed"
"not to them no.. to them they should have fought harder, saved more, helped more!"
you shouldn't feel like this. it was him that failed. You were the only reason he even got close to Ghilan'nain.
He bent down reaching out to you. "NO DONT WAKE THEM" "why?" he pulls back surprised by the demons insistence "they just fell asleep despite the pain.. let them sleep" "why do you care spite?" "I like them... much more than i like you" He sighed looking back at you
he reach forward and brushed a piece of you hair away form your face. he stood up. "Where are you going?" "to make breakfast"
he'll wake you once breakfast is ready. And he'll work harder to make sure you don't have to feel guilty ever again.
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notes, notes, and more notes. They were littered all over her desk, floor, and on her bed. As cute as they were the wisps had been no help, she even caught one trying to take her notes out the window into the fade.
She had slept very little with the idea of Aelia being back in Dock Town plaguing her mind. She needed to catch her before she caused more chaos but she had ran out of leads awhile ago.
Sitting here isn't going to help. But Coffee might. Then she can go into Dock Town and talk with some contacts.
Walking out of her room she spotted you and Assan immediately. She chuckled to herself, walking over to the two of you. "Well isn't this sweet" no response, "Rook?" still nothing
it was then that she noticed your closed eyes and even breaths. Why were you sleeping out here?. Just then Assan opened his eyes cooing softly at Neve
"hey Assan what are you and rook doing sleeping out here?" he squawked quietly in response. "Really?" she was talking to the griffon like she understood him, a Habit she picked up recently
"well come on Assan ill give you a treat or two before Davrin wakes up". When the griffon didn't follow her she was surprised, he's usually very food motivated.
she sighed crouching down to his level, scratching his chin.
She glanced over to you, noticing the heavy circles under your eyes. It was about Weisshaupt wasn't it?. You were much easier to read then you think.
as time passed you awoke groaning, sitting up and feeling pain shoot up your back. "Ow..." "morning sleepy head". Startled you look beside you to see Neve sitting on the ground Assan's head in her lap, drinking a cup of coffee
"oh uh hi Neve how long have you been there?" "long enough to notice you snore in your sleep. Had trouble sleeping?" she asked Taking a sip of her coffee " yeah I guess i just fell asleep on Assan but- did you stay here with me while i slept?" she turns her head away dodging the question completely and stood up.
"come on i made a pot of coffee for everyone. You should come down to Minrathous with me, ill treat you to some of Hal's fish fry" she said, walking to the kitchen. If you had been able, you would have seen the dark blush she was hiding with a smirk as she walked away.
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they were sitting on the floor of their room, wraping the last rope of the Dar-saam ritual around their arm. They stood up and took a deep breath before walking out of their room.
They had another thing to do for their mother. "Taash, shokra toh ebra" the words from their mother was always in their head. They would probably be hearing more of it from her through out the day.
Walking out of the light house they weren't even able to take a step before noticing you on the ground. Taash walked over to you sleeping body. "you good?" they didn't get an answer. "...Are you asleep?".... That was a dumb question obviously you were asleep, but on the ground? seriously? that's gonna kill your back when you wake up.
Looking around they thought, should they take you to bed? the grounds pretty uncomfortable no matter how peaceful and cute you looked sleeping on Assan.
Before Taash could process their thoughts they were already picking you up from the ground, trying their best not to wake you.
They pushed the light house doors open with their back and quietly climbed up the stairs. Until one of them creaked to loudly and you immediately began to stir form your sleep.
"what- uh Taash?" "....sup" "what are you doing..?" Taash looked away from your face and instead faced off to the side "taking you to bed.. duh" "but why?" "sleeping on the ground is gonna kill your back. So im taking you to your room." they said very matter of factly, continuing up the stairs.
"... you could have just woken me up you know" you said heat rushing up on your checks. They were holding you like you were nothing more than a few grapes. "Yeah but then that defeats the purpose of you sleeping in the first place"
now you were at you room. Taash slid the door open with their foot, walked in, and laid you down on the couch that had been acting like your bed.
"hey im.. sorry that i woke you" They refused to meet your gaze "no its ok! i probably shouldn't have been sleeping on the ground anyway" "yeah.. next time you can't sleep just come to me, i can make you some tea... do you prefer lavender or ginger?" Taash finally looked at you, a small tinge of pink on their checks. You smiled "surprise me yeah?.. Thanks Taash"
the pink on their checks grew deeper "no problem" they smiled back at you before leaving your room. Leaving you to rest.
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HOLY SHIT I FINALLY FINISHED THIS. It genuinely took me 3 days to write this. Because this is my first fanfic i wanted to put like maximum effort into this and i really hope you like it.
just a reminder my ask box is open so feel free to send in a request and i will write it for you
other than that i hope you enjoyed and see ya next time
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luvanniiee · 1 year ago
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pairings- gamer!hyunjin x fem!reader
synopsis- he always says he’ll get off in a few minutes or when he’s finished the round. leaving you with an ache only he can soothe.
warnings- SMUT!!!! teasing, unprotected sex (be smart bookie), oral (m and f receiving), slight masturbation (ur doing it),petnames, slight overstimulation, slight edging (he stops before he cums). some bratty behavior.
a/n: sorry for not posting in forever :(. butttt i just turned 19!!! WOOOOO!! anyways, hope yall enjoy this, please send more reqs, and also still accepting moots! and im also almost at 80 followers teehee i could cry. anyways much love!
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youve been sitting on the couch for hours now. sitting behind hyunjin, trying to be patient and wait for him to finally finish the game so he could give you attention for what feels like the first time today. he didnt show any signs of getting off soon even though he said he’d be “finished in a few minutes”. whenever you ask him if hes finished, he would say “almost. give me a few more minutes”. and those minutes turned into hours.
you sighed unusually loud when you asked him one more time. “im almost done, im literally about to beat this level. just give me a few more minutes.” he said. “ugh, its been hours since you last said that, and im really needy right now. cant you just save it and finish later?” you said.
there really isnt an established dom/sub dynamic in the relationship. sometimes you would take control, and sometimes he would take the lead. so when he heard the slight brattiness in your tone, he paused the game to look at you. it was like he was warning you with his eyes. “i told you that im almost finished. now you can do either of these two things im gonna suggest. you can either find something to do until im finished or sit there like the good pretty girl you are and wait for me.” he said.
the firmness of his voice was enough to quiet you down, but it also added fuel to the fire between your legs. it was becoming unbearable. so when hyunjin turned back to the screen of his computer, you decided to slip your hands down there to relieve yourself until he was able to help.
it didnt take long for hyunjin to catch on to what was going on behind him. the sounds of your soft whimpers, and the sounds of your wet pussy were reaching his ears. “princess, are you touching yourself?” he asked softly. you stopped in your actions to brat out “yes, because you arent doing it.”
he turned in his chair to see that you were there on the couch, only in a shirt, panties on the floor, legs spread and fingers sticky. he swore he could cum right then at the sight. but he composed himself. he walks over to you, and lowers himself so you and him are eye to eye. he grips your thighs and kisses them softly. moving closer to where you really need him.
your breath getting gradually louder as he nears your pussy, but stops as soon as hes facing it. hyunjin blows cool air on your clit, the new sensation making you whine, and clench around nothing. he smiles knowing how much control he has over you right now.
he starts off by kissing around the folds softly, just enough to drive you insane. youre getting wetter everytime he presses his lips on you. then he moves to your clit and swirls his tongue around it. you were already riled up from playing with yourself, so you know it wont take long for you. he switches from kitten licks to flicking his tongue to tracing figure eight. all of this combined with his lock on your eyes is enough to send you over the edge. “im cumming!” you nearly scream out. “go ahead.” he says. and with that, you came with your whole body shaking from him continuing to eat you out. “aah- stop baby!” you whine.
but your whines fell upon deaf ears. it was apparent he wasnt gonna stop until he was ready. so you pushed his head away and he wiped his mouth clean.
“satisfied?” he asked. you shook your head no. “let me return the favor and then ill be satisfied.” you said back. so he sat down as you got up. you pulled his boxers down, as thats all he was wearing. his boxers and a long sleeve shirt. you give his tip a kiss. just to get him back for teasing you in the beginning. he hisses slightly when you lick it. “baby please.” he whined out. you looked him in the eye and smiled as you took him down your throat. his head thrown back against the cushion on the couch. hyunjin grabbed your head and thrusted his hips up softly when he felt you about to tease him again. with every thrust, he was panting and letting out small moans. “oh god, its so good, i wanna cum down your throat. but i wanna fuck you so bad now.” he moaned softly.
as he felt himself about to cum, he quickly took himself out of your mouth. you sat back on your feet and looked at him gather himself. “come here princess.” hyunjin said as he patted his lap. you knew what he wanted. so you climbed on top and slid yourself down on him slowly.
the stretch making you both moan. you gave him and yourself a moment to get ready. and slowly rocked yourself on him. hyunjin knows you talk the most shit when youre on top. “see baby, you couldve had this hours ago, if you werent playing the game all day.” you said. he rolled his eyes at you and gripped your hips to make you go faster. the slow pace was good but you both know that the faster pace is better.
“so tight for me, yeah? you been waiting for this, like a needy pretty girl.” hyunjin moaned in your ear. the raspiness of his voice was driving you insane. all you could do was moan back in response. he stilled your hips so he could adjust himself and thrust up into you. you let out a throaty moan as he was hitting your g-spot well. “s’good.” was all you could say. your mind going numb as he continued to thrust into you.
hyunjin felt you clenching around him, signaling that you were close. “close already? does it feel that good?” he said. you couldnt answer him, so you let your cries and whines do the talking. “go ahead love, cum for me.” he whispered in your ear. he leaned you back a little so he could rub your clit. the overstimulation he was giving you made your mind go blank.
“fuck…” was all you said as you came around him. shaking and screaming a little as he pounded into you harder so he could cum. he was close and you could feel it in the way his hips were losing rhythm. “baby…please let me cum inside…cant hold it anymore…” hyunjin whined. you were too far gone to speak so you just nodded. he wasted no time in filling you up. “fuck..baby!” he moaned loudly.
he started to slow down as he was riding his high out. both of you taking the time to catch a breath before kissing each other softly.
“next time hyunjin, dont make me wait.” you said.
“next time ill leave your needy ass high and dry.” he replied in the same cockiness.
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imagine-shenanigans · 1 year ago
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Ugh I neeeeeed more of that ghost fic where he basically assigns himself as your boyfriend after defending you from a creep 😭😭 he’s so yuck but also where my men at
great news i started writing it as a oneshot but in the meantime heres some extra ideas to tide you over that im not sure if theyre going in the fic or not
Ghost doesnt end up touching you sexually at first, its all just grounding to him. Almost reverent, at times, when you wake up to him in your bed and he wasnt there before, fingertips running along your skin, eyes half lidded. Like something he never thought he could have. Presses his face to the crook of your neck and breathes. Its so soft and... well, tender, that you almost forget he broke in again. (Almost.)
calling the cops on him does absolutely nothing. every complaint is wiped from the database, any time you try and report him to a commanding officer... nothing. He's a fucking ghost, what did you expect? To invite him in and be done wirh him when he gets scary? No sweetheart, you take the whole of him whether you like it or not. (And you will like it, he will make sure of it.) The first time you call the cops and go to a hotel room, he flips you onto your stomach and spanks you raw, makes you cockwarm him with your mouth for an hour at least while he tells you exactly what you did wrong. Slips a remote control vibrator in you and then a chastity belt and sends you on your merry way back home when he's done. Sets the vibrator off at random times during the night
The first time you complain to Price, the captain just raises an eyebrow, and sighs. Tells you that he's not going to get involved in anyone's marriage, and you blink at him, dumbly, until Ghost walks in. When Price repeats himself, this time to Ghost, Simon huffs and takes you home. He spanks your pussy hard between edges, but eats you out reverently for the rest of the night, rutting his hips into the mattress as you sob and writhe against where your wrists are bound behind your back. When you're all wrung out he slips a ring on your finger and warns you not to take it off.
Simon pulls you into his lap while watching movies, running his hand along your sides soothingly. He doesn't watch horror movies, or slashers, surprisingly enough. He won't entertain the idea of anything even remotely scary and flicks it off with a displeased hum, turning it to cartoons when you try and put on Scream (half to make a point, half for the joke) and pulls you down onto hsi chest so youre cuddling.
This Simon hates to see you cry, hates discomfort, hates anything negative (but understands ehen it happens). You're his girl, and hes your man, and so that means you should be happy. He wants to treat you right, even as he chips your phone so he can find it anywhere. Can find YOU anywhere. Won't take no for an answer. He does whatever he pleases, because you're his. And you do whatever you please because he's YOURS. Gets rock fucking hard if you push him down and ride his face or his cock, hell if you lay next to him, and press his fingers to your clit he'll take care of you for hours until you stop.
You punish HIM once, just to see if you can, and are astonished when Simon lets you mark him up with hickies because he was out too late drinking. He lets you edge him for an hour, and takes it because youre his wife and he knows he fucked up. (Only lets you do this when he feels like it though. When he decides you're right. Or thinks its fun.)
Also gets rock hard when you're jealous - even if you try not to be. to remjnd yourself that hes invented a relationship in his head, that hes a creep, etc... he just presses you into the mattress and coos softly at you, his thick cock pumping in and out of you as tears bead in your eyes. Tells you how precious you are, and fucks the jealousy out of you for hours if need be. Then he holds you close, making you cockwarm him. He presses soft kisses to your head and runs his hands over your skin. Lets you drool on his chest and snore and shuffle around in your sleep. Chuckles when you snuggle into him
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chrispleasure · 8 months ago
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“I TRIED”, c.s
summary: you have been getting loads of hate and death threats from the sturniolo fandom for dating chris. he finds out and tries to fix it.
warning: swearing, mention of eating disorder, crying, fluff, mention of self harm
not proof read!
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you sat down on your bed scrolling through the comments of the recent sturniolo video you were featured in. each comment you read made your stomach twist. ‘why is chris even with her? her only redeeming quality is her big tits.’ ‘she honestly needs to stfu and keep her opinions to herself’ and so on. each comment took happiness away from you, things you once found fun are now just.. dull.
tears filled your eyes as you closed your laptop, putting it up on your bedside table. immediately you heard your phone ringing, it was chris. his name popped up on your phone screen, answer or decline. you decide to answer, it could be important. you click answer and wait for him to speak. “hi, baby.” he says, his voice raspy.
“hey, chris. whats up?” you ask, wiping your eyes as you held the phone to your ear. “jus’ wondering if you wanna go out to eat. nick and matt have been craving mcdonalds again.” chris spoke, a smile on his face behind the screen. he wanted to go out, be seen with you. the possibility of fans taking photos of you and editing them made you frown.
you wanted to go enjoy a nice meal with your boyfriend, but the fear of being judged was too strong. after a few seconds of silence, he spoke again. “or is today not a good day?” he asked, leaning back in his chair as if trying to hear you better.
“no, no.. i just- i dont feel like it today. m’ sorry, baby.” you mumble into the phone, imagining his disappointed face when he heard your reply, he shifted, letting out a cough. “yeah, yeah. thats okay, i love you.” he says, wanting to end the call. you muttered it back and ended the call first.
you lay back, resting your head against the pillow. fans have always mis treated girls the triplets were friends with, it was common. but wrong. sending death threats was another level of wrong. at first it was subtle ‘their lives would be better without you’ which soon escalated to ‘kill yourself’ and ‘ill end your life quicker than you can blink’.
which was severly overwhelming for you, seeing all these hate comments and wishes of death. made you wonder if you deserved it. if you had done something so bad that you deserved to die.
firstly, once you started to get hate. you stopped eating, slowly pushing more and more food away. no one caught on, or knew what you were going through. it seemed like no one cared. no one else got hate but you.
each day, more food left your body. your diet changed. three meals a day went quickly to two, before changing to a apple if your lucky. you began obsessing with your weight, wanting to keep it at the same number on the scale for as long as possible.
soon enough, your restrictive eating wasnt enough harm for you. you began cutting your wrists as a way to soothe the pain. yet, no one found out or suspected anything. everyone thought you could handle the hate.
until, one day chris got a gut feeling something was wrong. you again, declined to hang out which spiked a few hairs to stand on his arms. something was wrong. by this time, he hadnt seen her in weeks, maybe even a month.
so, he took it too himself to see what was wrong. he grabbed a sweater, his phone and put on shoes before bolting out the door. he ran to your house, he was an athletic boy, so this run didnt phaze him.
once he arrived at your house, he tried opening the door. to his suprise, the door was unlocked. he quietly walked into your house, closing the door behind him. everything was clean, untouched. usually he expected a few dirty plates and washing on the floor, not spotlessly clean floors and rooms.
he walked upstairs and into your room, not bothering to knock. you two were at that part of the relationship where privacy wasnt a thing. immediately, he is met with a pigstye of a room. cups scattered on the floor and her bedside table, apple cores on the floor, clothes basically covering her whole room.
chris looked around for you, his eyes darting everywhere. until he saw you, laying under your bedsheets with a few pillows surrounding you. your phone was beside you, no notifications heard. “baby?” he mumbles, stepping closer to her bed.
you looked at him, tears in your eyes. you didnt want to talk, to tell him your a weak, pathetic loser who cant handle hate. he slowly sat down on your bed, his hand reaching to touch your shoulder. you flinched, but instantly relaxed. “whats wrong? you look so pale and.. and sad.” he rambles, tears filling his eyes too.
what lie could you use this time? tired? no, he would know something else is going on. after thinking about what to say, you decided to come clean. talk about what’s going on.
you slowly sat up, you forgot to cover your wrists so the red lines and dried up blood covered both your arms. “ive been getting—” you pause, a sob escaping your lips. you felt upset and just wanted to forget about it, but he needed to know. and help. “ive been getting hate for being in the videos. and death threats.” you spoke, tears falling down your face.
your attempt to stay strong and collected failed, you looked at him and waited for a response, a hug, tears, or even yelling. but he just stared, his thoughts processing the information. he looked away, his eyes looking into his lap. “fuck. fucking hell. how could i be so stupid and blind.” he raised his voice, slapping himself in the face.
it’s obvious he is about to cry, hating he was so oblivious to your struggling. “your not. your not stupid. i just didnt know how to tell you, so i acted like i was okay.” you explain, putting your hands on his. you noticed your wrists were visable, the promise you made not to cut anymore broken.
chris started down at your hands, putting his on top. “you promised— you promised you’d stop.” his voice breaks, a few tears falling onto her hands. you felt terrible, he thought everything was okay when it wasnt. but he was happy, you shouldve kept everything to yourself.
“i tried. but i needed to feel something.” you ramble, making some space for him to sit beside you in your bed, knowing he needs comfort and reassurance. “c’mere. please, baby.” you mutter, pulling the blankets back. he crawls to your side, getting under the covers and laying down. he kept his body close, helping you lay down too.
he admires your face, putting his hand on your cheek. “your so beautiful, y’know. you dont need to cut yourself. but your still beautiful regardless. your scars make you, you.” he presses a kiss onto your lips, a soft smile on his own.
“were gonna have a big talk later, okay baby?” he spoke, his hand still rubbing your cheek. you nod, shifting a little. “you kinda smell, how about we have a bath together. y’know i miss you.” he says, rubbing your shoulders. again, you nod, sitting up and moving yourself out of bed.
he does the same, going straight to your side to help you stand, knowing you feel weak. “i havent been eating either.” you blurt out once his hands touch your hips to guide you to the bathroom. he listens, helping you to the bathroom. “we dont have to talk about it, but i wanna help get some food into you, even though im not the greatest cook.” he jokes, trying to make you feel better.
he places you down onto the closed toilet seat. “stay here for me, ill help you undress in a minute.” chris spoke, moving away to turn on the water to the bath. the yellow dim lit bathroom lights made everything look weird to you, as if you were a doll being taken care of.
after a few minutes he turns the water off and moves over to you, helping you up again. he helps with your shirt, pulling it over your head. he moves behind you and begins to unclasp your bra, letting it fall off your shoulders.
you continued to cry, your body shaking gently. he notices, “you want to take your pants off yourself? i dont wanna over step your boundaries.” he says, resting his chin on your shoulder. you nod and remove your pants by yourself. you felt self conscious to remove your underwear, part of you afraid of him seeing you like that.
“hey, its okay. i wont look down there, i promsie.” she says, turning you around to face him. his hands remained on your shoulders, as much as he wanted to touch your boobs or just play with your panties strings, he held himself back. afraid of making you uncomfortable. he keeps his eyes on your face as you remove your underwear, tossing them somewhere.
you then stepped into the bath, lowering yourself gently. once your sat down, and comfortable. chris begins to undress himself too. his shirt got pulled off, revealing one of your favourite parts of his body, his stomach. he lets you watch him, noticing the soft smile on your face while doing so. he pull’s down his sweatpants, revealing his black boxers he had millions of pairs of.
he waisted no time pulling down his boxers, his member practically bouncing out. a small giggle escaping your lips as it happens. he kicked his clothes away and got into the bath too. he sat down next to you, but gave you some space. “is this okay?” he asks, looking at the distance between them. you nod, reaching for the soap to wash yourself clean.
the whole bath experience was amazing, he kissed you, massage your shoulders, you even let him play with your breasts after minutes of begging like the puppy he was. he helped you get clean, and made sure your wounds were covered with bandaids which he drew on to make them feel more cute and not scary.
now, your sat on your bed in the room chris cleaned. he didnt love cleaning, but if it made you happy it was worth it. he would do anything to see you smile. he sits down infront of you in the bed, his hands resting on your thighs as his thumb rubs your inner thigh gently. “i posted on my instagram story to tell people to leave you alone or i would stop being it videos.” he spoke.
you were suprised he would do that for you, but he was so in love with you that nothing else mattered. he was and is willing to risk everything just to have you happy and safe.
the talk you two had was long, and heartfelt. he wanted nothing more but for you to be okay, he made you some food and helped you eat, rubbing your stomach to soothe you.
by the time you finished eating chris was already tucked into your bed ready to sleep. you put the plate on your bedside table and crawl under the covers and lay down. “ready for bed, ma?” he yawns, immediately wrapping his arm around your waist to pull you closer, you nod, falling asleep in his arms.
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the-s1lly-corner · 10 months ago
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Sick!Follower!Narinder x follwer!reader
short post, really writing this down because i just got narinder as a follower and ooough the rot gets stronger- im too scared to look at the wiki out of fear of getting spoiled (at the time of writing this opening i only have narinder, i dont have any of the bishops yet, will likely be different when this posts) so idk if these are fixed traits that everyone gets but narinder for me has the sickly trait so... smirks... future note after writing the above: i have yet to get the bishops as followers yet but this idea is making my brain go nuclear so... going ahead and getting it out of my brain! notes: reader is gn and can be seen as any creature, youre both in the lambs cult, something something narinder having to adjust to a body that is susceptible to illness CWs: none
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as if being made to join the lambs cult wasnt humiliating enough, he now has a body to take care of - eat, sleep, and now.. recover..
hes sick, and its possibly one of the worst feelings in the world
even more so if this is his first time getting sick ever
hes moodier than usual and sulks in his tent away from the others
dont baby him or dote on him its going to make him feel even worse that he has to depend on someone
even if the attention feels... rather nice
okay maybe... you can stay
in an odd way it reminds him of when he had his own followers- having someone going out to do stuff for you
is that a healthy way to adjust to his new life? probably not but you decide to indulge him
subconsciously leans into your hand as you take his temperature, depending on how ill he is he might let you get away with petting him... he may purr
once hes recovered he does something for you as a payment, though he doesnt say thats what it is outright
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yyaktayak · 2 months ago
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XOXO
Warning !: P in V , Oral Sex! Kinky stuff Etc!
-ONESHOT-
Kaein X Cody -
Summary : Cody has Tourette’s and he can’t be away from his girlfriend for long .
tags !🏷️ @uceyliyahh @charmed-dreamssss @bluestrawberrypatch @prettypink-princesss 🏷️lmk if you wanna be tagged ! 💘
“mm .. I had such a bad day . I missed you so much .” He muttered and kaein could only nod and decided to not press the issue because it seemed like he didn’t want to talk .
Cody had Tourette’s and him and kaein have gotten closer overtime and long story short she’s his girlfriend and he’s oddly clingy with her today .
he sat at her job not wanting to leave she even explained she’d be off in 3 hours but he offered to stay there but her manager let her go earlier seeing the male .
as they got out the uber kaein was suspicious about the males suspicious behavior .
“pa? you’re not hungry ? after eating all of those sweets?” she snickered a little as she grabbed her favoritism snack which was a KitKat bar she bought 15 of them .
“Mmcht no . C-could we please go to your room- m n-now?” He sighed as his voice had cracked just a little . Cody was so upset all he wanted to do was be under Kaein not for her to be upset with him.
I know you not finna cry- Cody cmon before you piss me off “ She said sighing she slammed the cabinet door but not hard enough for it to scare Cody .
“Cody what is the issue ? you’ve been following around with a frown “ she stated looking at the sad look on the males face . She sighed before rolling her eyes looking away .
Honestly Kaein hated when he started acting like a baby sometimes she wasn’t gonna feed into his bullshit either . She ignored his presence and decided to take a shower doing her usual night routine she soon came out the shower and put on some red laced panties and she put one of Cody’s shirt over here it was definitely baggy on her.
He watched Kaein’s move as she got out of the shower he had taken off his wife beater only leaving him in his grey sweatpants .
When she finally got in the bed Cody clung onto her instantly and his head fell softly in the crook of her neck . Kaein sighed mentally running her fingers through his hair noticing she needed to dye it and wash it once again .
“you can do everything T-tomorrow— I love you so much Ka can I g-get a kiss please?”he softly lifted his head from her neck and then connected her lips. Sliding her in his mouth giving him a real kiss before finally pecking his lips 6 times.
“You-You don’t hear me? —— I said I love y-you— matter of fact come here” he turned himself around to where he was laying on his back leaned up against the head board .
Kaein straddles the boys lap. He immediately smashed his lips onto hers softly groaning when she sucked on his tongue .
"You look so pretty like-like this. I love your f-face so much." He spoke referring to her and the large t-shirt she was wearing which was his . Her skin was clear and never dirty and she looked so gorgeous.
Kaein bit her lip as she tilted her head then kissed him, "I wanna' try something." She mumbled against his lips and Cody only nodded as he moaned into the kiss.
She pulled away from the kiss and began leaving trail down his neck and eventually down to the hem of his shorts.
Cody furrowed his eyebrows tightly as he waited for her next move. He felt a light tug on his pants so he knew she wanted him to take them off, which he did.
His thick member sprung out as he slid his Calvin Klein’s down. Kaein moaned at the sight, his dick was long and thick and it had a slight curve to it too.
"Shit Cody It's so pretty. I can touch you?" She hummed out and he desperately nodded. He wasnt a virgin he lost his virginity to Kaein in high school but he still felt like one even though he knew everything she liked during sex but this time for some reason he was shy .
She gripped his long veiny dick, arching her back as she looked him in his eye, slapping his member on her salivated tongue.
"N-no teasing please." He begged lowly in a small whimper, she was swirling the tip of her tongue around his swollen tip and he wanted to be in the back of her throat.
Kaein chuckled before shoving the full eight inches into her mouth. She swirled her head around and held her tongue out, making sure to cuff his balls so they could get wet too.
"Shittt-I-awn fuck!" He squeezed his eyes shut as she bobbed her head up and down at a quick pace. Globs of spit pooling at the sides of her mouth as it dripped down his long member.
"I'm—shit! Hold onn." Cody moaned out as he pushed her head down, the tip of his dick pressing against the back of her throat. He could already feel a knot in his stomach starting to form.
Kaein gagged as her long stule tip dug into the side of his thigh, indicating for him to let her up. He roughly pulled her up by her bonnet, throwing the silky item else where.
Cody moaned softly at her messy hair. He gripped it into one fist and pulled her head back then began thrusting his hips up into her mouth.
"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck." He moaned loudly as his toes began to curl and his legs stiffened. She allowed him to direct her head around and use her tongue to get a release.
"I'm gonna—I'm gonna cum!" Cody whined before clenching his jaw tightly as his hips bucked.
"Do I look pretty baby? Hm." She questioned as she batted her eyelashes at him and Kaires threw his head back, groaning loudly.
"Sooo pretty. I-i love your face so much." His grip on her head loosened and his chest caved in. His eyes rolled back tightly into his scull and soft inaudible moans left his lips.
"Cum on it Pa. Cum all over my face baby." She moaned out, more for herself than for him. She wanted to make a mess, real bad.
Cody forced his eyes opened, he needed to see this, instantly making eye contact with her. He hissed loudly as the knot in his stomach began to unfold.
Kaein moaned lowly as she rubbed her clit, watching his slide a condom on.
"Pa please. You taking too long" She lightly whimpered, needing any kind of attention, and he bit down on his bottom lip, knowing she wanted the same thing that he did.
Cody was slightly nervous about how his performance would be, but then again, he knew she was new too.
He pushed her red laced panties to the side, and she moaned, feeling him slowly push into her opening as he stretched her out.
"I-I love you Ka. I love you so m-much." He grunted, and she moaned loudly as he pushed deeper. He was about halfway in and he already wanted to nut.
"Baby I—" She pushed at his waist as he swiftly slid his full length into her. He leaned over so that he could kiss her lips, and she moaned again, her eyes rolling to the back of her head.
"D-don't push me away. Please don't ru-un from me." Her other hand gripped around his wrist that was gripping her neck, and he pouted, unable to do anything except work into her.
"You feel so good. I have to get used to it. Be gentle please." She spoke in a low whine, stopping him because she could feel him start to pick up his pace.
"I-I feel g-good? Hm." He lustfully taunted her while giving her deep strokes, Kaein harshly bit down on her lip and tears brimmed in her eyes.
She wanted to push him out and ask what was going through his mind why he was all of a sudden in demon mode.
"I'm cumming." She moaned, as he back arched up from the bed, he whined as she tightened around his length.
She wanted to be mad at him because where did he learn this from.
Her milky whites leaked out of her, and just as she released around his dick, his sent a rough stroke into her, slamming his full length inside of her.
He quickly snatched the condom off, it was almost useless due to how wet she was. He let out a loud grunt as he slid back inside of her,
whining as he got used to the real thing, listening as she cried out in pleasure.
"There you go p-pretty face. I'm cumming-Shit!—I'm nutting Ka." He lowly whined out in her ear, repeatedly flicking her left nipple and both of them moaned together as a load of his nut released inside of her—just like he'd been wanting to.
"I love you. I love you so much." She whimpered, her legs trembling, her eyes continued to roll back as she grabbed her white silk sheets because it was the closest thing that she could hold onto.
"I l-love you more. I nutted in you. I-I'm so sorry." He trailed soft kisses down her cheeks, and her eyes dazed, she couldn't even focus on what he was saying because she was still being slow-stroked.
"Mhmm." She moaned, and he grunted, speeding his strokes up and pushing deeper as his dick began to throb against her walls.
"Talk to me please. Awn-fuck say something!" His thumb repeatedly circled over her clit.
He knew by her silence that he was doing a good job but he still wanted to hear her just to make sure.
"Fuck!" She cried, lifting her leg up and he put it over his shoulder so that he had better access to her body.
"Y-you feeling g-good? Hm?" He asked again, needing her approval as kissed down her face, and she pouted, still so unfamiliar with him jabbing at her g-spot. Kaein moaned lowly as she stuck her tongue out, knowing exactly what she wanted, he let spit dribble passed his lips and onto her tongue.
"Yessss!" He bit his lip, pinning her arms up so that she couldn't push him away, digging deeply with his strokes that met her spot with each stroke.
"I-I want you to cum please. One more time—S-shit." He quickly pulled out and flipped her around, stroking her at an angle, watching her ass bounce back on him.
She whimpered as she put an arch in her back, Cody scooped some of her creams with his index and he rubbed it in on her second hole, making her eyes roll back.
Her jaw fell open at the new foreign feeling, he knew exactly what he was doing to her.
Kaein began squirting around his dick, and he moaned, halting his movements as his nut released inside of her, painting her walls, for the second time.
“I love you Ka” he said softly as she passed out he slowly slid out of her and prepared a bath for her .
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lingeringdesires505 · 11 months ago
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to be loved
nagi seishiro x reader
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nagi always thought of everything as a pain or a hassle, to him, even breathing was a pain. to him, all that mattered was that he was alive and well enough to do the two things he was most passionate about - soccer and video games.
the man was so lazy he didnt even bother to cook his own meals and resorted to cooking instant noodles and even skipping meals sometimes.
eat, play, sleep, repeat.
that was until he met you.
the first time he saw you was at a video game store, queuing up to buy a highly anticipated game that just released. the moment he joined the queue, he took notice of you. he couldn't exactly figure out why he was so attracted to you. maybe it was the way your facial features complimented the most beautiful smile he had ever seen as you tap away on your phone, or the way you tucked your hair behind your ear so that it wouldn't obstruct your face.
dont get him wrong, nagi had seen really pretty girls before, but up to that point in time, he had never seen anyone as beautiful as you.
soon enough, his stare caught your attention. the moment nagi made eye contact with you, it felt as if time had stopped there and then. the moment you flashed a small smile at him, trying to be friendly, he felt his heart racing. what was this unfamiliar feeling stirring inside of him? this strange feeling hes never felt before. nagi quickly looked away in embarrassment, his cheeks turning red.
you slowly walking towards him to stand behind him in the queue didnt help the fact that the poor man was as red as a tomato.
since the queue was pretty long and you had nothing else to do but wait, you decided to talk to the tall, white haired stranger in front of you, especially since he was queuing to buy the same new game as you.
soon, the small talk turned into a full blown conversation. turns out, nagi and you had a lot in common. the two of you both enjoyed playing the same games and going to the arcade.
just as the two of you had made your purchases, nagi started panicking as he saw you bid goodbye to him while walking towards the exit.
this couldnt be it. this couldnt be the end. no, nagi didnt want this to end, he wasnt content with the thought that he may never see someone as precious and beautiful as you again. even though nagi had never taken any initiative to do anything but play soccer and video games, he couldnt just stand there and see you become nothing but a stranger again.
before meeting you, he had never been so comfortable around someone so fast. before you, he had never gotten along with anyone so well. (totally not because he found it bothersome to speak to others )
that day was the first time he had ever done something on his own initiative.
the tall man briskly jogged towards you, blocking the way to the exit in front of you, and shyly asked for your number.
nagi was a little worried about how you would respond to such a request. was it too weird to ask for someones number like that? maybe he should have listened to reo when he used to ramble about how he managed to woo his girlfriend...
to his delight, you took out a pen from your pocket and wrote your number on the receipt you received when you made your purchase before handing it to him, flashing yet another beautiful smile that made nagi giddy.
from that day onwards, nagi's life was never the same again.
things he used to find bothersome to do, didnt seem to be bothersome to him anymore, of course, only if it was you who asked him to do it.
nagi had always felt like it was a pain to go out, even if it was just for a short while, and would only go out if it was absolutely necessary for him. however, ever since you came into his life, he would never decline your invitation to go out or go shopping, even if the activities didnt interest him at all. he would even treat you to different foods, buy you things, and even carry your shopping bags for you.
before you, nagi had never bothered to constantly check for messages, but after meeting you, he would constantly check for messages, whether it be in between his matches, or even during his soccer training.
before you, nagi had never bothered to have a proper diet and would resort to eating all sorts of junk — an eat to live type of person. however, after meeting you, you would often cook nutritious meals for him during your hangouts at his house. nagi loved the food you made for him so much that he felt as if he could never survive a day without your cooking. sometimes, the man that used to think that doing such things were bothersome would even join you in the kitchen and help you the best he can, even though his cooking skills might not be the best...
nagi would also bring you out to a coffeeshop or to the mall and buy small little gifts or trinkets to give you. he treated you as if you were an angel, a blessing that fell from the sky.
after meeting you, his life had changed a lot. it didnt take long for the two of you to fall head over heels for each other, finally getting together and moving in together.
sometimes, nagi couldnt believe that someone as beautiful and kind as you would love and care for him so deeply. the thought of love used to seemed like a complicated topic to nagi hence he never bothered to think about it. but now, all he could think about all day was you and how much he adored you.
seeing you patiently wait for him to finish his training made him feel loved and cared for. the way you run up to him to give him a big hug despite him being all sweaty from training makes him think about how lucky he is.
all the lazy sundays and late nights spent with you cuddling on his couch or in his bed, binge watching shows or playing games made he feel fulfilled.
everyday, his love for you grows bigger and bigger. he never thought he would love and think about someone as much as he loves and thinks about you. now, he wasn't only passionate about video games and soccer, but also passionate about you. in fact, his first priority is you. he didn't care anymore about how bothersome or troublesome an activity was, as long as he could make you happy, show his love, see that breathtaking smile of yours and hear your sweet laugh, he would do it without hesitation.
to be loved is to be changed — a phrase he never believed in until he met you.
love is a strange thing, isnt it?
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nemolfc · 2 years ago
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𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 - 𝐫𝐮́𝐛𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐬
・𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲: 𝐦𝐞
𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: 𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧?
𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐬. ( 𝐫𝐮́𝐛𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 )
𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 … 𝐰𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞.
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Their relationship was far too complex for her to put into words, they were attracted to one another yet it often seemed as if she was more attracted to him than he was to her - the sex was mind-blowing, he knew exactly when and where to hit her, precise, meticulous and an absolute god in the sheets, however; each time she would lean in and try to break the walls between them beyond the occasional I love you's, he only seems to strengthen them further - refusing to acknowledge their love even in public, at times referring to her as just a friend.
She understood his reservation at first, after all he was a public figure and the last thing he needed was more eyes on his personal life away from the pitch yet it irked her whenever they were around people, he was full of chatter, smiling as he insisted on referring to her as just a friend.
And she had had enough.
That night, he invited himself over to her house - claiming that he had a two day holiday that he wanted to spend entirely with her, and as much as she wanted to speak to him, to confront him about this - he seemed to find a way to distract her every time, case in point, tonight.
He was in her bedroom, showering while she started cooking dinner - half distracted by how she was going to ask him about where they stand in their relationship, when suddenly her thoughts were broken when a warm body enveloped hers, two arms wrapped around her waist while a pair of soft lips trace soft kisses across her neck inciting a half sigh half moan from her, " Rúben "
" You seem lost in thought " He states against her skin before resting his chin on her shoulder, " What's wrong? "
She freezes for a second before shaking her head softly, mixing the vegetables with the sauce in the pan before she responded. " It's nothing "
He wasn't convinced at the slightest yet decided to probe her further, instead saying. " I'll set the table then " he murmurs.
Later on, they sit down and eat in complete silence; only ever exchanging a few words which further confused Rúben and yet he decided not to think much of it, they finished dinner and stands up to pick up the dishes before making her way to the kitchen to clean them up, while she was cleaning - he did not move from his place, observing her, something definitely seemed off and he wasn't certain what to make of it.
She wraps up cleaning and makes her way to the bedroom, Rúben makes his way after her, walking in to see her rummaging through the closet until she picked out a pair of shorts and a top, and it was then that he decided to comment in hopes of lightening up the mood between them, " You don't have to wear them "
She halts her steps midway, looking up at him with an unreadable expression, a soft smile adorns her lips. " Guess you can take them off of me in a minute " she grabs the change of clothes and steps into the bathroom.
Rúben frowns, fully convinced that she wasnt happy at all and it wasn't until she stepped out ten minutes later that he decided to take the initiative, she was about to walk towards her vanity table when he grabbed her wrist and tugged her towards him causing her to topple down and land on top of him. " If you won't tell me what's wrong, then I'll fuck it out of you " he whispers before removing the towel from her damp body.
He flips them over, her back colliding with the mattress; his head dips down to lick the droplets of water from her neck inciting soft whimpers from her, " Jesus, you taste so heavenly " he whispers huskily before trailing his tongue down to give her breasts the attention they deserve, " So perfect, so good to me " he murmurs, sliding further down until he was at face level with her slick pussy, he spreads her leg further to lick a long and leisure stripe from her clit down to her pussy before his tongue darts in which in turn caused her to arch her back off the bed.
" Rúben " She whines, one hand grips the bedsheets while the other threads through his hair, tugging in response to his tongue drawing shapes as it moved her inside her walls, the sensation only intensified when his thumb rubbed her clit, she cries. " Oh Fuck "
He settled into the position nicely, his gaze fixated on her while he continued to devour her like a starved man relishing in the soft sounds she released coupled with the pleasure evident across her features, once she had reached her high, he lapped up every drop of her arousal then pulled back to climb up and meet her dazed out gaze. " You want to tell me what's wrong now? " he whispers.
Instead of responding she decides to close the distance between them, deepening the kiss between them the same time her legs wrap around his torso prompting him to thrust his cock inside of her without so much of a warning, she moaned into his mouth, their tongues colliding with one another.
" Amor " He groans, " Why are you sad? "
" Shhh " She whispers, deepening the kiss then meeting his thrusts with her own subtle movements which incited a guttural groan from him. " Just fuck me "
And so he did, they reach their high together, with Rúben collapsing next to her then whispering, " That was amazing! "
It was right then that she turned to him and said, " I'm done "
The abrupt tone coupled with her hardened gaze caused him to sit up with a confused expression across his face, " What do you mean? "
She follows suit, " I think you know what I mean "
" What ... Why? " He states, " Did I do something wrong? "
" Yes, you did Rúben, constantly being ashamed to say that we're dating or in this case fucking, brushing me off in public whenever I tried to show the slightest bit of affection around our friends, not to mention - you never ever treated me like a person, just a piece of meat you can stick your cock into and be done with it " She states, growing tired of withholding her emotions.
He stares at her, a mixture of shock coupled with a tiny bit of impassiveness. " So, I thought you already knew "
Her jaw tightens, " It's stupid of me to think that we can be anything more than whatever this is " she chuckles dryly before her face hardens. " Get out "
He frowns, " What? "
" You heard me, I said get out, we are done " She states, fighting back the tears that are threatening to fall.
Rúben was silent before he stood up and began to get dressed while she watched him, and just before he left he turns to her. " Are you sure about this? "
" Yes, I'm done being the dirty little secret you have " She states, emotionlessly before breaking down once she heard the door slam shut, effectively settling in with the reality that she was free of his clutches.
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sid-the-sandwich · 3 months ago
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Love For Love's Sake - Differences in the Kdrama and Novel: Spoiler Warning (Pt 4)
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as the title says, i just wanted to spread information because I love this series and them soo much u cant pull me away from the grasp they have on me
the show is pretty faithful to the original, although there were some parts that were swapped for one reason or another - mostly due to time.
the way i'll do this is, i'll first say what happens in the Kdrama (since more people are familiar with it) and then what happens in the Novel - small changes like added dialogue / continuation of dialogue or simple swapped backgrounds wont be noted (unless I find it interesting, funny or of importance)
OR if the scene wasnt added to the drama at all, I'll note that down (and vice versa if the scene is not in the novel)
if something isnt explained - its because its exactly the same / similar enough to the Kdrama. also keep in mind that Myungha has A LOT of internal dialogue in the novel - so some may be reference, some wont.
as im reading with a fan translation, it may not be 100% accurate, but I'm trusting the fan who took the time out their day to translate - thank u to them
here we go <3
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[EP2] YEOWOON AND SANGWON ====>
KDRAMA:
Yeowoon is in class packing away his books
Sangwon appears casually, asking about Myungha
Yeowoon says Myungha is just his Sunbae, but Sangwon wants more details
Yeowoon has a mini flashback to the previous days events - Yeowoon reaffirms their relationship before leaving
Sangwon mutters, watching him leave
NOVEL:
Both the Novel and KDrama are similar in this part
the only change is that one of the bullies alerts Yeowoon of Sangwon's presence
[EP2] YEOWOON'S SELF-FONDNESS ====>
KDRAMA:
Myungha and Kyunghoon are leaving school
they pass the track field and decide to watch for a while
Yeowoon is having a race with another member - the coach scolds him, telling him to concentrate and to take a short break
Myungha watches as Yeowoon is mocked by the other members and Yeowoon sits alone
Myungha gets a pop-up with a mission to make Yeowoon a friend
Myungha laments but gets a help in the form of seeing Yeowoon's fondness to everyone
Everyone gets numbers over their head - Yeowoon hates himself the most
Myungha looks sad and then turns to Kyunghoon who has the 'highest' fondness amongst everyone (except Myungha himself)
Myungha asks if Kyunghoon wants to make a friend.
NOVEL:
Kyunghoon is surprised Myungha wants to actually go home with him
Kyunghoon says he is excused from night-classes due to 'special circumstances' (more on that later)
the boys take a seat at the bleaches and watch Yeowoon from a comfortable distance
Yeowoon is scolded by the coach and Myungha knows Yeowoon isn't healed yet - he needs time to rest after his Grandma's death
[same as kdrama] Myungha gets a new mission and sees Yeowoon's fondness for everyone
Myungha turns to Kyunghoon - asking if he wants to make a new friend
[EP2] DEBUFF DINNER ====>
KDRAMA:
Myungha drags Yeowoon to the restaurant
Yeowoon laments and says he doesnt like Teokbokki
Myungha says he does likes it (the way its said can either be interpreted as 'like it' or 'like you' in Korean) which makes Yeowoon blush - Myungha uses this as an opportunity to push Yeowoon inside
Kyunghoon and Yeowoon go inside first - Myungha gets a debuff message and enters on-guard
Kyunghoon and Yeowoon are super awkward...
Myungha sighs and makes a remarks, before handing Yeowoon a fork with food on it - Yeowoon takes it and immediately starts coughing - same with Kyunghoon
Myungha is confused and takes a bite - its too spicy! the food is emitting purple smoke - its the debuff
Kyunghoon starts laughing at the absurdity
Myungha is confused but chuckles too
even Yeowoon cracks a smile
NOVEL:
Myungha and Kyunghoon walk beside Yeowoon who is trying to ignore them - they ask him out to eat
Yeowoon immediately refuses and says that even though he asked Myungha to eat together at lunch - having dinner together is different
Myungha shows his age a bit as he talks like someone who hasnt been in school in years (asking them if kids usually eat dinner after school together)
Kyunghoon is timid and awkward - Myungha giggles at him - Yeowoon has no emotion, he's still sour
Kyunghoon tries to convince Yeowoon. Myungha agrees and suggests Kareoke - but Yeowoon once more disagrees
Myungha says he's suggesting doing this cuz he likes Yeowoon - Yeowoon and Kyunghoon freeze in shock - Myungha continues by saying Kyunghoon likes him too
Before Yeowoon can argue, Myungha drags him pass the school gates -
Myungha thinks Yeowoon and Kyunghoon being friends is cute
The boys do rock-paper-scissors to decide what food to eat - Myungha wins = he chose Teokbokki cuz he thought kids like that
Yeowoon is obviosuly distressed by the desicion but doesnt budge when Myungha makes an offer to change to hamburgers.
Kyunghoon comments on Yeowoon's expression - asking if he dislikes spicy food = Myungha suggests something other than Teokbokki from the resturant
Yeowoon is stuborn and orders the teokbokki (Yeowoon has a picky pallete and cant stand spicy food)
Myungha gets a debuff message
Yeowoon eats the food when it arrives and starts coughing - so does Kyunghoon
Myungha takes a bite and notices the debuff
the owner comes up to them apologising for the incorrect food - instead of mild, the food had double the spiciest level.
they werent charged for the meal and leave
Kyunghoon leaves first as he lives near the school
Myungha and Yeowoon take the bus - Myungha fans Yeowoon and opens the window for him
[EP2] AFTERTASTE OF SPICY FOOD ====>
KDRAMA:
Yeowoon and Myungha are at an outdoor seating place
Yeowoon is leaning over the edge in pain from the spicy food
Myungha hands him milk and tries to joke but Yeowoon tells him to be quiet
Myungha listens and sits oppisite him
the boys talk
Yeowoon tells Myungha not to watch him race
Yeowoon explains how he's never liked running and only did it becuz it made his grandma happy
Yeowoon considers quitting and says he's never felt happy when he runs = Myungha just listens
[NOT IN THE NOVEL] cut to Kyunghoon arriving home from the dinner on call with his mother - he says he was with friends, but his sister is suspicious
cut back to Myungha and Yeowoon walking home
Yeowoon is better, he says he's not going to quit as he'd lose his scholarship
Yeowoon is going to take his leave but Myungha stops him first -
Myungha instructs Yeowoon to tell him if he ever thinks about quiting track-and-feild
Yeowoon doesnt agree or disagree - he just announces he's going to go home now
Myungha sees the fondness is raised to 0
Cut to Yeowoon on the roof looking out, hearing Myungha's voice ringing in his head - he questions who his Sunbae really is to him
NOVEL:
[THIS PART IS WAY DIFFERENT BUT CONTAINS THE SAME CONVO]
Myungha puts Yeowoon's arm over his shoulder as he helps him up the stairs to Yeowoon's house
Yeowoon is extremely weak
they finally get to the roof and open the door
Yeowoon collapses on the floor, curling into a ball
the light isnt switching on and the fridge is empty - Myungha questions it - yeowoon says he was at hospital alot so he forgot to pay
Yeowoon uncharactoristically answers the questions obediantly
Myungha offers to buy porridge - Yeowoon stops him, shifitng the convo to tell him not to turn up at his track meets - Yeowoon is embaressed (he thinks the meal out was a form of pity)
Yeowoon wants to quit track and field
Myungha tries to convice him its just a slump but Yeowoon deosnt listen - he tells Myungha to just leave him now
Yeowoon is tearing up
Myungha sees a reflection of himself in Yeowoon - in the way they act and treat the world after their grandmothers' passing,
Myungha tells him to get some rest before grabbing his sneakers and turning to leave
Yeowoon is all alone
Myungha returns less than 20 minutes later, shopping bag in hand - Yeowoon's door is slightly ajar
Myungha rushes in worried
Yeowoon is still on the floor, crying - surprised Myungha returned
Myungha makes Yeowoon porridge despite Yeowoon's protests. gas had not been cut off yet
Yeowoon doesnt argue much and goes to the bathroom
Myungha makes observations as he looks around - electricty must not have been paid in 3 months, dust collected on the utencils, the fridge is empty and its likley gas + water will be cut off next
Myungha worries over Yeowoon's diet = Yeowoon says he hasnt had much of an appietitte, plus he kept eating out when his grandma was in hospital
Yeowoon takes a bite, asking about price and calling Myungha broke in the process = Myungha laughs it off becuz being a brat means Yeowoon has some strength resurfacing
while eating, Yeowoon apologises for earlier - for venting, crying and complaining = he says he'll have to continue with track-and-feild if he wants to stay in school
Yeowoon finishes eating quickly and his expressions morphs to its cold mask - he tells Myungha to leave cuz its late
he also mentions he has the money to pay bills but spaced - saying he'll do it immediatly
Yeowoon wants to be left alone, to have some control and composure - Myungha sees this and respects his wishes as he grabs his stuff to leave
Myungha looks back at him, telling Yeowoon to tell him if he ever thinks of quitting track again
Yeowoon is surprised and tries to argue but lowers his head, forcing himself to tell Myungha to leave (Yeowoon's voice is quiet and shaky)
Myungha leaves - he's not sure he made the right choice, but this is what Yeowoon wanted right now.
Myungha walks down the road and to the busstop - the pop-up for fondness appears and takes a while to calculate before finally showing when the bus arrives
0 fondness - Myungha laments over the difficulty
engrossed in the pop-up, the bus leaves without him
cut to Yeowoon at home
time passed - it was early morning (about 3-4 AM)
Yeowoon awakes hungry, his stomach is in pain
water is not coming out the tap - he questions whether it was shut-off or a building problem
Yeowoon slinks to the floor in the darkness - he gets dark thoughts again, but tries not to think about it as he sees the shopping Myungha brought for him - it was filled with non-perishable goods, mostly tins or boxes
Yeowoon takes a drink can and chugs it
Yeowoon is reminded of Myungha - about his words to help if he ever thought of quitting track - he questions Myungha as a person - why did he want to be more liked? why did he return when Yeowoon told him to leave?
Who is his Sunbae to him?
Yeowoon crushes the can till his fingers hurt, but he doesnt care..
tears well in Yeowoon's eyes.
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see! the wait wasnt that long this time
also Yeowoon is so much more bratty in the novel and i love it
i want to do as many as possible in one post, but not make it overwhelmingly too much for one post
if you have any questions or just wanna talk about LFLS, please do <3
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Differences pt3 || Masterlist || Differences pt5
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enbycarp · 21 days ago
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Yesterday, i was at physical therapy, with a therapist I've been seeing about a year. My pain has been frustrating for her, because I'm in it constantly, and she doesnt really get that. I've tried to explain that PT can only help with my pain management, it will never go away completely. The focus has been on my knees because that's where I've developed severe osteoarthritis, and it has reduced how active i can be. But the pain has always been there, long before i developed arthritis.
Despite me doing exercises for it, despite getting injections in my knees of something that helps reduce pain, my right knee has been very painful for an extended period of time. My therapist suggested weight loss.
I've worked with many physical therapists and never has one suggested weight loss.
I said i would not be losing weight. She pushed back. I said i have struggled with an eating disorder most of my life and trying to lose weight would make that worse. She pushed again, assuring me that i could do it without triggering disordered eating. I asked what experience she had treating EDs. She said she learned about them in school. I said that wasn't good enough and i wasn't comfortable with her pushing back. She tried to explain that i just needed to excersize more. I continued to ask her to drop the subject and she continued to push until i said that i was going to leave if she didn't stop. She finally did. I finished my appointment, but i was steaming mad and i wanted to cry.
I fucking hate it when people are like, oh you just need to exercise more, not cut calories. For one thing, when you exercise it makes you hungry for more food, and if you don't eat, then that is cutting calories. For second, do you think that i, as a fat person, has never considered exercising to lose weight? Fucking christ. She recommended going for walks every day and i pointed out that i already do that and ive told her that many times. She just assumes that I'm lying or something. Because how can someone who exercises every day be fat?
I have an appointment scheduled for next week already and i haven't decided if I'm going. I really like the location of the office, but there's only one other therapist there and he watched the whole argument. I don't really want to see either of them ever again. Up until yesterday, she was the best physical therapist I'd ever had. The last place i went, the therapist gave me a lecture on how it wasnt fair for me to expect her to not misgender me (and i hadnt once corrected her).
I'm just so tired. I'm considering just wallowing in extreme pain and giving up on trying to manage it.
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justanotherrandomdud · 6 days ago
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ROY; THE SURVIVALIST & ELIZABETH; THE MISFORTUNATE
CHAPTER ONE; The Apocalypse Not many time ago, a FATHER and his DAUGHTER both of them were in an horrid situation between life and death. The shootings were like birds singing, what once was peace now became a war zone between civilians, soldiers, and criminals. It was a desperation for survival. but for one man and his daughter; Roy West and his daughter. Elizabeth. Roy lost his wife due to the virus. He is devastated, But he has a reason to keep going. His Daughter. He must take care of her. He doesn't want to see the result of the love built with the girl of his dreams gone too. Resources are low thanks to thieves. Roy and Elizabeth one day found a radio. Back to the safe place the radio started working, revealing a message by the Wolsom Siti Army. “Dear citizen who is listening to this. There will be an Extraction Point in the north side of the city, We will go and rescue the many people we can. Worry not if you don't manage to be rescued, we will do more extraction points in the future”. as the message cut Roy and Elizabeth started a talk. Elizabeth asked; “Dad. Do you think if we go in time we can be saved..?” Roy replied; “Of course sweetie.. I'm sure we will! In fact, if we want to be the first people to be saved from this chaos we should get going by now!” Elizabeth smiled, Hope sparkling from her Eyes. She had faith that the Army would save her and her father. With no time wasted they packed their resources and made their way out; Not knowing that the Future had different plans. They didn't have any transport vehicles, so they had to walk from west to North. day 1 “Sparkles of hope.” It's been 1 day since they started walking. Our duo was still hoping to arrive soon, they didn't want to be left behind. It was already night time. Elizabeth was tired from all the walking so they made a small camp near a shop. Elizabeth, tired and hungry, went inside the shop looking for something to eat and to bring. What she didn't know was that she wasn't alone. an Affected Was between the shelves, Elizabeth didn't knew about the affected´s presence, she took 1 bag of chips, not only packing more food in her backpack, right before she could turn around the affected jumped against her,she tried everything to hold the affected off, but her force wasnt enough it was just a matter of time, She found herself in a situation she never expected to; it was always her dad who fought these things off, She didn't have anything on her. In one moment the affected man managed to scratch her arm.  Elizabeth, scared and angry, but now determined. saw a bottle near her, she pushed the affected off and picked up the bottle. It was one made with glass. She shattered the bottle and quickly stabbed it inside the affected eye, making it scream in pain and backing off; Elizabeth quickly shattered the rest of the bottle in the affected head, making the body collapse “dead”. She packed the rest of her things and went back to the camp, back at the camp her father was still asleep, she cleaned her wound and covered it and went back to sleep. The next morning they both woke up. She didn't say anything to Roy related to yesterday's incident.; she didn't want more trouble for them. They kept on walking, avoiding the big grouped areas. They stopped in the afternoon, they needed to have lunch, after all, they didn't eat the whole day. they stole some food from the abandoned restaurant and decided to take a break from the exhausting walk. Yet, This story will continue another time. (i wanted to write thing using my Ocs, so yeah, this story will get a continuation soon :fire:)
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