#and that i shouldn't get upset when the writers cared so little about writing him out this way making him look like such a bad person

[fanimesenseiwrites]

Y'all ever read something so bad it makes you wanna write and fix it?

Nightbringer (up to) lesson 60 Spoilers under the cut.

Yeah, like... someone posted the meme of the sign that says "Our expectations were low but holy fuck"

And that's kinda exactly how I feel.

Through the fuck-all pacing and general messiness, I can see the vision and I think that's what makes me the most upset. I wish it all hadn't been cut so short.

I feel like we still know too little the Celestial Realm to really understand why the genetic stunt with Simeon suddenly allowed him to be invited back for a meeting with the potential of getting his wings back. Honestly, that's one of things I don't like. Like, in a world of magic, where Simeon was just made to be human, why couldn't he just be made to be an angel again? If he was being good and decided he wanted to stay in the Celestial Realm, why did it matter if he had any demonic cells? Why couldn't they just be changed like he was for his punishment?

And that's not to say it's all bad, I like the idea that humans could naturally change to be anything given the proper influence. And that angels and demons can't change without a powerful external factor (i.e. God or the Demon King). But with regards to Simeon and how they handled that, it was not great.

I also really liked the moon idea actually (maybe it's just because I like Majora's Mask lol), but again, that in particular was just a fumbled mess. That was probably the worst because it was introduced and then taken care of so quickly, of course. But something in particular that bothered me was how when you're up there trying to cast your spell, and then it does the weird cracking, absorption thing, and it seems like it goes wrong! It doesn't work, and your chosen boy gets hurt trying to protect you. And the lame, generic way you heal him aside, your spell did work?? I think? They don't address it again, so I can only assume it worked.

But it didn't give that vibe to me. When a solution hurts somebody, but doesn't kill them, that doesn't give the vibe of the solution working. Just in any plot of anything I can think of.

And I just felt there were lot of blanks to fill in with that part of the story. Which, I kinda have always felt that way with Obey Me (hence why I ever started writing for it in the first place), but I always chalked that up to being a feature of an otome game. There are choices you get to make, and they wanted to make it more inclusive, so I was never mad about that. But these last few lessons, the gaps are WIDE.

And don't even get me started on not learning anything new about Nightbringer, for pretty much the whole season!

All that bitching to say, I'm gonna write something to make this better. I'm gonna focus on this moon plot line first, because I like the idea of it and I've got ideas to make it better, and then I may move on to writing a good satisfying ending to Nightbringer as a whole.

I've seen several other writers and creatives talk about creating a good ending, etc. So I'm excited to see what ideas other people have. If you have your own idea, please write it. Don't think you shouldn't because other people have ideas. More cake is always a good thing.

Thank you, and I'll see you soon lovelies ~

[andreal831]

Do you consider that during the period that Hayley was married, Jackson was a stepfather? I don't know, I don't see him like that, in my vision he always tried to turn Hayley against the Mikaelsons, sometimes I see it like that because I'm not a big fan of Jackson when it comes to them, so He was just a man whom Hayley got married to save her daughter

And what do you think it would be like if Hayley, Hope and Elijah had left when she said she wanted to build a life with them? Do you think Elijah would take on a fatherly role? Did I ask, making sense of my doubts?

To me he was a stepfather but not a father, if that makes sense. Which is funny because people always get mad at him for trying to "take Klaus' place."

I will preface this by saying most of my opinions on this come from the lack of development the writers gave Jackson as well as the fact that the writers didn't want baby Hope, they just wanted teen/adult Hope.

When people get mad at me for how I view Jackson, they usually bring up quotes from the show but struggle to actually point to moments where Jackson is exhibiting those traits. Jackson is a classic mistake in writing of "show don't tell." Instead of showing us that he's a good father to Hope, they tell us and we are supposed to just take the character's word for it. The show essentially left a lot of their relationship up to our imaginations and I just never made headcanons with Jackson so it fell flat. But to me, he cared more about marrying Hayley than being a father to Hope.

Again, part of this is due to the fact that we hardly see anyone in season 3 interact with Hope. I get that it's hard to have a baby on set, but when you launch a whole spinoff around a magical baby, it helps to have a baby. I definitely think Jackson loves Hope, but not necessarily as his own. I feel like he held the Mikaelsons against her a little bit. If he and Hayley would have (could have) had their own kid, they definitely always would have fought over Jackson saying "our kids" versus "your kid." I also think that if Hayley would have been willing to leave Hope with Klaus and start a family with Jackson, I don't think he would have been upset by that. Anything to get away from the Mikaelsons.

I don't blame Jackson for not wanting to associate with the Mikaelsons after Klaus cursed them all. Although, ironically he was the one making side deals with Klaus in season 1 and 2. However, he had no right to give Hayley an ultimatum, especially where Hope is concerned. Of course, if you love someone, you don't want them to be around toxic people. But you don't get to make that decision for anyone else. People have to be allowed to make their own decisions. You can only set boundaries for yourself, and he does. He gives her an ultimatum and when she picks the option he doesn't like, he leaves. This is where I have a hard time with him as a father. It reminds me of Ginny and Georgia (*spoilers*) when Paul finds out the truth about Georgia and he initially leaves but then he can't stay away because he loves the kids so much. It takes him less than 24 hours to decide to help Georgia to protect the kids. (*end of G&G spoilers*) Jackson leaves and doesn't even reach out to Hayley for an entire month while he knows they have enemies in town. Yes, he had every right to do that, but I can't help but hold that against him as a father and husband. Just like I hold Klaus not reaching out to Hayley while he has to stay away with the Hollow against Klaus. We can headcanon that Mary is updating him but again, the show doesn't bother telling us anything.

I personally hate the scene when Jackson walks out. I know he is mad that she went to help the Mikaelsons, but Rebekah was actively kidnapped and drowning at the bottom of the ocean. He then makes her feel guilty because he had to put Hope down and she cried for a long time. A husband/father shouldn't make his wife feel guilty because he had to put the baby down. And, a husband should never make a mother feel guilty that her baby was crying. That detail was unnecessary. Yes, he was mad at her reasoning and mad that he made Thanksgiving dinner and she missed it, but there was other ways to say it. He weaponized Hope against her. It just made him sound like he resented having to play stay-at-home father, but what else was he doing? Neither of them worked.

I also think Jackson had this idealized idea of what his life with 'Andrea' was going to look like and it didn't include a magical child she had with another man. Even when she was living with the bayou, she didn't feel supported by him. She tells Eve that she's on her own with the baby. He does build her a crib but then after she 'looses' the baby, he doesn't even reach out. Compare this to Cami who is in tears, running to Klaus when she heard to see if it was true. Also, compare the reactions to Cami meeting Hope and Jackson meeting her. The writers are also a bit sexist and focused more on building Cami up as a stepmother and didn't focus too much on Jackson as a stepfather.

I don't like to always compare Jackson and Elijah because I don't think it is super helpful to the discussion. We should be able to analyze one without the other. However, since you asked, I do think Elijah plays more a parental figure to Hope. He also has the advantage of being biologically related to Hope. No matter what was going on between him and Hayley, he was always going to be in Hope's life.

Although, I do think that it wouldn't have mattered to Elijah if Hayley had a baby with someone else. I think he still would have taken on a parental role because he loves to be a parent. We know from the past that he was willing to be with Tatia and be a father to her child, so I don't see a difference with Hope.

I don't think Elijah would have ever left town without Klaus to start a life with just Hope and Hayley. The only way he would is if there was no way to protect Hope and Hayley while saving Klaus. Even then, he would go back for Klaus. Elijah was always very careful to not overstep his role with Hope. He knew Klaus' fears and also knew how Klaus tended to behave when he felt insecure. For everyone's sake, Elijah would keep a respectable distance as an uncle. Although, Elijah always just kind of acts as the parental figure of the group, so that wouldn't change too much. I can definitely see him taking on the more strict disciplinarian role while Klaus just spoils Hope.

Thanks for the ask! I hope I answered it all <3

[bobbydagen24]

I've said it before, and I'll say again and keep saying it until the fandom finally acknowledges this glaring plot hole. If Poppy didn't remember Viva, Branch shouldn't have remembered BroZone. he was a baby. It was said over and over again that he was a baby. I don't care if Poppy was implied to be younger than Branch was when their respective siblings disappeared, THEY WERE BOTH BABIES!!!

And I've seen the whole "we they're trolls and they work differently, just look at Tiny Diamond" argument, and I'll tell you why this doesn't have much merit. TD is a Glitter Troll, and it seems that Glitter Trolls have different biologies and customs than your average Pop Troll. Tiny came out of his egg singing and dancing, with full comprehension of the world around him. Branch in the flashback acted like a naive little kid/a literal baby, and Poppy also acted like an infant when they were shown as babies. And as you can tell, neither are Glitter Trolls. So I firmly believe that Branch could not have possibly remembered BZ as he did in the movies, and they would either be a blur or completely forgotten. The only way he could have possibly remembered is if he had a photographic memory of some kind, because otherwise, it would make no sense for him to remember BZ. Honestly, it was kind of cruel od DreamWorks to have Branch remember losing his brothers and have Poppy not remember losing her sister, and really shows how much they love to traumatize and bully Branch.

What are your thoughts on this?

I feel it is meant to be as simple as Branch being an older baby due to just overall being Bigger than Poppy was and capable of slightly more cohesive speech.

not to mention his adorable Big Head 😭😭😭😭 and like you said Tiny I think is meant to be an exception either due to being a glitter Troll or just due to being a Rare instance of a Baby coming out the Egg already capable of talking and walking and even driving.

like I agree it is somewhat cruel by the writers having Branch Remember his Brothers while Poppy forgot about Viva and got to live in Blissful ignorance for all these years.

if anything her remembering her sister and like her dad thinking she'd died in the escape could have maybe been a neat little bit of background for Poppy's character imo.

what I mean is if beneath her overly posotive demeanour she'd actually had a bit of past damage herself that she preferred to forget actually giving her and Branch something more to relate over.

Hell if this had been the case it'd actually make her earlier attitude towards Branch's negative feelings towards his Brothers more understandable and forgivable.

since she'd have for all she'd known lost a sibling forever hence why she'd be convinced that there wasn't a problem too big that Branch couldn't fix with his brothers to have another chance with them.

that'd make her reasons more understandable imo than simply her being suddenly insecure over growing up a happy single child with a supportive parent.

and thus blatantly ignoring justified grievances from Branch even tho before the wedding she was the one trying to get him to open up to her about his negative feelings of upset.

but hey that's the writers for you they can be cruel when it comes to Branch here's Hoping they don't add anything else to his backstory in the future.

like maybe his parents died on his Birthday when he was a baby or maybe after his Grandma died he was placed in a Troll foster home and was abused their for years before finally going off on his own to build his Bunker.

I swear its a good thing these films are meant for kids otherwise who knows what sort of messed up stuff they'd write into his backstory next 😅😅😅😅 they gotta give that Angst to someone else next like Bro zone or Poppy or maybe even Bridget or Gristle just anyone who isn't Branch.

[autumn-foxfire]

Alternative title for this rant: Gosho is a misogynistic writer and I am going to scream.

Time for the case where someone changes their face to Shinichi's! I have mixed feelings about this case. I do enjoy it but the romance aspect of it is once again really, really bad, but I'll be getting into it when it happens.

...And it's already time for me to complain. Can they just inform Ran about the aspects around the case instead of leaving her in the dark? It's so shitty of Heiji to constantly get Ran's hopes up about Shinichi showing up when he KNOWS he can't. This has happened so many times now and I hate it, especially when he's the one who is all for Ran knowing so why taunt the duo like this?!

Okay but will the opening address the symbolism they put in it, with Ran putting the glasses back on Shinichi because to her he's Conan, her little brother, not Shinichi her terrible, gaslighting, absent love interest? It won't but I think it's pretty important symbolism, as this also happens in this case though Gosho tries to spin it as something romantic in nature instead when it's really, really not.

It's a miracle Shinichi survived this case, considering he transformed in water. The transformation is already painful for him, and now he has to worry about not drowing too, while his throat is still extremely sore from the cold he has which would make it even more painful.

I know this isn't Shinichi but he looks like him and he looks good in these clothes.

"Ran cares more about the 7-year-old boy in her care who has gone missing than her love interest who suddenly appeared out of nowhere after a long time of avoiding her so that must mean something about this Shinichi!" It means that Ran is a good person who cares a lot about her little brother who she has been helping raise and I fucking hate this plot with a passion because it's so goddamn stupid T-T

Poor Shinichi, though, everyone hates him because of he wanted to protect the child of the mayor from the truth about the reason for the murder suicide.

I'm going to say it, Ran has no reason to be suspicious of this version of Shinichi and it speaks very badly about her character that the moment he doesn't behave how SHE wants him to behave, she writes him off <.<

Shinichi should have been a drama student as well, he did not need to put on the wig but he did because he needed to fit the theme of the monster in the forest.

Is it bad I don't find the reporter lady to be that bad? Yeah, she's a bit annoying but she's only trying to find the truth about the situation that Shinichi purposely kept hidden.

Ran: Should I be upset that Shinichi has lost his memory?

Kazuha: Of course you should be! I would be!

Ran: I don't feel anything, though.

Gosho a moron: Because it's not Shinichi and she somehow knows even though she shouldn't but I'm just making bullshit excuses as to why she does!

Me an intellectual (delusional): It's because she doesn't love Shinichi.

Heiji is a true bro, though. He saw his boy has stabbed someone, still believes he's innocent and goes out of his way to protect him.

Kogoro, Kazuha and Ran are so bad at lying T-T

And Gosho loves to make Ran an absolute idiot because he has no respect for her at all <3

Ran: Please make his boy the real Shinichi, the person I believe him to be!

Me: Ran do you even like Shinichi at all. Or do you just like the version of him you've made in your head?

We don't speak enough about Shinichi's talent at acrobatics as well. We see it often with Conan but not as much as Shinichi but he was impressive jumping from tree to tree.

Oh this case also reminds me of how much of a doormat Ran is due to Gosho. "Shinichi, don't go!" CHASE HIM RAN. INSTEAD OF ASKING HIM TO STOP BEING WHO HE IS, FOLLOW HIM YOU ABSOLUTE MORON!

Why can't he just give Ran's character basic fucking respect?!

And Heiji uses logic to come to the right conclusion, a curtesy that he can't be bothered to give to Ran because Gosho has absolutely no respect for his women characters and I'm tired of pretending he doesn't <3

This is why I am so angry about the canon ships. They're incredibly misogynistic in nature and this fandom turns a blind eye to it and pretends that people like me who also have other ships for the characters just believe so because we ship something else. I have NEVER cared about canon so Shinichi and Ran being canon does not bother me, what does bother me is how disgusting the writing behind the canon ship is.

Shinichi is crying so that must mean he isn't her Shinichi because Ran's Shinichi is a "macho man" who doesn't believe in emotion. I. Hate. This. Plot. Go fuck yourself Gosho.

I am angry. I am so goddamn angry. I am going to write Shinichi crying in front of Ran and I am going to make her have normal emotions about it because fuck that "this isn't Shinichi because he's crying" bullshit Gosho wrote the misogynist toxic masculinity prick of writer.

This isn't even the worst case for the canon ship. The worst one is the London one T-T

AND AGAIN SHINICHI HAS NO RESPECT FOR RAN TELLING HER TO STAND BACK WHEN SHE IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS SELF DEFENCE. FUCK.

Heiji: Ran has no interest in Shinichi when he lost his memories so that must mean that it wasn't him.

Me: I am going to punch someone.

This poor guy though... All of this happened because he was too in shock to hear the truth.

I really don't know how everyone isn't terrified when Shinichi starts to bend over in agony. Also we should discuss how he always grabs at his heart, you can't tell me it doesn't put a lot of stress on that organ.

Shinichi: If I turn back into Conan in front of Ran-

Me: What? What will happen? Will she be pissed off you've lied to her constantly? Made her reveal secrets about herself to her brother that she never intented for you to hear? That you've seen her in a state of undress so often? That you gaslit her constantly about your identity and don't trust her at all? So romantic.

Ran just isn't all that concerned that Shinichi let out such a terrible scream of pain. Just shouting his name casually like it's normal when if I was in her situation and my boyfriend did something like that I would rush to him immediately.

So romantic <3

Ran he's seen much more than what you wanted him to see. Kogoro, I don't like you most of the time but please do give him a judo throw.

Oh Shinichi is shorter than Heiji, or at least he was in that shot.

She actually chased after Shinichi for a change. What a surprise :o

And this isn't romantic, Gosho. It's Ran once again being told to stop chasing Shinichi and her being a doormat and backing down because he told her to be so :p Also I've said it before and I'll say it again, it is incredibly cruel of Shinichi to make Ran wait without telling her the truth. A comedy show did this plot better than Gosho does and it's so embarrassing. The man gave up on his wife because he didn't want her to wait indefinitely for him as he didn't know when he would return. Also she was completely aware of the situation he was in and she made her own decision of whether she actually wanted to wait for him. Meanwhile Shinichi just strings Ran along with false promises because she is his possession and only he is allowed to have her.

Kazuha: Lets go!

Ran: But Shinichi told me to wait! I'm a doormat!

Kazuha: No you're fucking not.

Kazuha has more respect for Ran than Ran has for herself. Typical.

I really don't get the framing to make Ran a nuisance to Shinichi and his secret. I don't get why his lack of trust in her and respect for her is considering romantic. I don't understand how people enjoy this ship in canon. Fanon I can understand, but people actually defend the canon for some reasons I'll never understand.

This is the only romantic thing Shinichi has done for Ran, not letting go of her hand because she said she didn't want to. That's it. And I think it's terrible and Ran deserves so much better.

[thedawningofthehour]

The things I would do to see a Leo-Draxum text conversation. Leo would either be so meticulous in what he said in fear that if he upset Draxum that Draxum would hurt Donnie, or Leo would go full shithead teenager on him. Which do you think/what do I have to do to get a oneshot of this??

So if we're playing Leo straight, (lmao) it would be neither. Leo's strengths lie in perception, manipulation, and strategy. None of which Draxum is really aware of, since he doesn't pay much attention to Leo. So to his perspective, it would seem like Leo is just being a little shit. Leo would be needling him, constantly ramping up the insults, and beating around the bush in an attempt to keep Draxum on the line longer.

All the while Leo would be carefully crafting his conversation to collect information. He'd start doing it to figure out Donnie's condition, both in terms of his illness and the whole situation in general, but listening to him ramble and the tone of his voice, Leo would come to realize that Draxum is scared. I doubt he'd ever think that Draxum is capable of loving Donnie, but he'd acknowledge that Draxum legitimately cares about him. And oh boy, he'd use that. Both to insult Draxum further, as he knows now that he wouldn't take it out on Donnie, but to try and weasel his way in and manipulate Draxum further.

But realistically, Donnie's absence being such a stressor for Leo that he's literally not operating normally is an ongoing theme in this fic. Mostly just to cover up my own shortcomings as a writer-I'm not funny or clever enough to write Leo at full strength, so he had to get nerfed. But the fear and his lack of knowledge of the situation is making him behave in ways that Leo is not used to or really suited for. So most likely, Leo would be too terrified to annoy Draxum, especially when Donnie was so vulnerable, and he'd offer up whatever medical information Draxum wanted for fear that Draxum would decide that this was too much work and just leave Donnie to die.

(days later, Draxum would just send a very cryptic 'thank you' over text and then immediately block Leo's number)

MY DUDES I am supposed to be writing ahead! Stuff that's actually going into the story! 'bites my blanket' I MIGHT write it. I really shouldn't, my ideas involve some...themes that are going to come into play at the end of this arc. Maybe I'll release a oneshot after the finale. In the meantime, people are more than welcome to write or draw it themselves!

[jerzwriter]

I don't want to dismiss your feelings, which are totally valid and I get why you, as a writer, could feel discouraged. But I see your fics and they do pretty good! 40-60 notes, that's amazing in this economy, in this eras tour, in this marvel fase lol

I know those numbers are for Ethan x MC pairing, which is why I feel Reset can do so well if you release it. But I can't help wondering if the disappointment comes from the notes from your other pairings. I'm really curious to know if you feel like just because your Tobias content didn't do good in notes/engagement, you shouldn't put out Ethan content that apparently people really want?

Hey Nonny,

First, I should acknowledge that I know… in this economy… I am doing better “notes wise” than some other creators. I am grateful for all who engage with my work and I never take that for granted. But, I always make sure to acknowledge anyone who comments/reblogs my work to show my appreciation, and that ups the note count significantly. If 5 reblog and 5 comment, and 15 likes, it equals 25 people engaging with the work, but you’ll see 35 in notes because of my comments. It is sort of an “artificial inflation”, but I think it is the polite thing to do.

I long ago accepted that, of my pairings, Ethan fluff will always get the most notes. If notes were all I cared about, I���d be writing about that man and Kaycee getting engaged, married, honeymooning and having babies all day every day. But, notes are far from what’s most important to me.

I want to write what I am excited about, what I find inspiring. For example, when I started writing for WTD I knew that would be very low engagement, and it is, but I am still doing it. In fact I have a lot planned for it. If it gets 15 notes? So be it.

When it comes to Tobias and Casey, honestly, there I am TRULY blessed. Tobias wasn’t even am LI (even if a lot of people wanted him to be). I tend to average 30-50 notes there, not significantly lower that Ethan/Kaycee, and I have a handful of super invested T/C fans. People who have gone so far as to write little fics incorporating them into their own HC, or sending me T/C art. People who want to chat about them in DMs. To me, that is huge. I may not have as many T/C readers, but honestly, I think the readers I have care much more about them than the majority of my E/K readers care about them.

Do I wish they were my most read pairing? I guess? Do I get upset because they’re not? No. I have seen a lot of people in the fandom who have ideas that stray from what the bulk of readers here want. They know that’s the case, but then get pissed off when their numbers don’t meet fluffy Ethan numbers. I have always found that silly. You have two choices… give people what they want if you are here for the numbers, or, if you are here to create what you enjoy create it and don’t fret about the numbers. It is that simple. I am not going to get angry at people for not agreeing with what I like best. That would be silly.

Regarding your last point… I will always choose what I love, where my passion is, over what people want. If I didn’t, DTI would have gone very differently. When I write what I love it is a pleasure, it makes me happy. When I force myself to write what people want, it is a chore and I usually think it isn’t very good. So I don’t do that anymore. If I write Ethan/Kaycee nowadays, it is because I had an idea that inspired me and I wanted to do it, not out of a need to provide it to anyone.

I hope that answered all your questions and thanks for asking!

[lifewiththelulus]

One day Bog’s parents weren't fighting as much, that’s because one of their deals went through and they are planning on moving out to somewhere more “classy” as they put it. Usually Bog wouldn't worry about it, they say this kind of thing multiple times and it never falls through but this time it sounds like it really will this time. And Bog is scared of leaving the friends that made him feel more at home then his mom and dad ever were.

Everyone in the club notices that Bog isn’t his usual jokey self, and that his lazy smile was absent from his face. But Bog never told them why, he hated the idea of having a sad long goodbye, he figured not saying would be better than that. But Vapor doesn't plan on staying quiet about this.

Vapor tries several times to get him to spill the beans, but Bog ain't having it and even starts to get frustrated. Soon he snaps at him telling Vapor to mind his own business. But Vapor ends up getting just as upset till they are both just yelling at each other. Cirrus has to separate the two, and Bog just stomps out of the room.

Cirrus demands for Vapor to apologize to Bog, Which he scoffs at, since he doesn’t believe he did anything wrong. Cirrus does convince him too, saying she had never seen him upset unless his parents have done something stupid that affected him. So Vapor gives him in and tries to look for him. He finally finds him in the music room where they usually practice his songs.

Take much time as you need, writing is usually better when the writer is passionate

Bog was stuck on the same note on his guitar when Vapor came in, he barely acknowledged him as he kept strumming. But after a few awkward moments of silence, Vapor spoke. Vapor: I- (sigh) I’m sorry. Bog: Hm? Vapor: I’m sorry I kept pushing you even when I knew well that you didn’t want to talk. Bog: …Me too. Vapor: Huh? Bog: I shouldn't have taken my anger out on you. …Me and my parents are planning on moving soon. Vapor: For real? Bog: (sigh) I really didn’t want this to be a whole thing, but I also don’t want to leave with you being angry at me. Vapor was at a loss on what to say, so he just waited for Bog to speak again. Bog: So if you could keep this between us I’d appreciate it, don’t want to burden anyone else you know. Vapor: Burden? Burden them with what? Bog gave him an odd look, like what he’s saying should be obvious. Bog: Because there’s no point, once they know they’ll get sad, and I’m gonna be leaving whether they like it or not… whether I like it or not. I’d be selfish if I made them feel the same way I do. Vapor: …You can’t be serious? Bog: Wait, what?

Vapor: Do you honestly think it’s selfish for people to care about you?

Bog: Wha-no I-

Vapor: If I told you that something was bothering me, and you felt sorry for me, would you think I’m selfish?

Bog: I didn’t say th-

Vapor: And I mean, come on, you think they wouldn’t have felt worse if you never told anyone about this and then you just up and disappear one day?

Bog: …

Vapor: You didn’t think this through did you?

Bog planted his face in his hands and groaned, feeling like an idiot.

Vapor sat next to him

Vapor: If you still don’t want to make this a big deal then you should probably tell the others and make the most with what time you have. Guarantee it’ll end up better then what you’re doing now.

Bog: Make the most of what time I have huh?

Vapor: Yep, I don’t mind helping out with that, if you need any.

Bog suddenly looked serious.

Bog: There is something that only you can help me with. It’s something that I’ve wanted to do for a while. But you HAVE to tell me if you feel uncomfortable with it at any point, ok?

Vapor hesitated a bit, not sure where this would go.

Vapor: Yeah, alright.

Bog: And you can push away if you need to ok?!

Vapor: …okaaaay.

Bog: ok…

Bog turned to face him and locked his gaze onto him and moved a little closer.

Bog: You okay with this?

Vapor rolled his eyes.

Vapor: Yes, I’m good.

Then Bog took his face into both of his hands, gently caressing his cheek in them. Vapor flinched a bit but didn’t stop him.

Bog: And this?

Vapor almost didn’t hear what he said.

Vapor: Oh um, yeah.

Bog could see stray streams of steam leaking from his head, it’s clear he’s getting nervous. So Bog one more time as he brought their faces closer.

Bog: Last chance to get out of this. You sure?

He hoped it was clear enough what he was about to do. Vapor nodded the best he could with his head being trapped between his fingers.

Bog: …ok

He finally stopped stalling, closed his eyes and kissed him.

Vapor was pretty sure time stopped once their lips touched. Which is funny because it also felt like it ended too quickly when they heard the door open. It was a bunch of music club kids, they stopped short once they saw what was going on. Kid: Whoa! Sorry but we need this room, so do you think you- The kid didn’t get to finish his sentence. Vapor ran through them with a hand covering his mouth and a deep flush on his cheeks. Bog knew he warned him several times and he said he was ok with it, but seeing him run without saying anything made him feel like shit. He figured the one good thing about moving is that he won’t have to face Vapor the next day… Except surprise! They aren’t moving! Once again his parents messed up and the deal didn’t go through…. Well fuck.

[lilquokka04]

I'm sorry

-Summary-

Hyunjin keeps bugging y/n for attention but y/n is busy and gets frustrated and yells at him.

-Word count- 805 words

-Warnings- Kinda sub! Hyunjin, nicknames (mommy and pup but in a cute? way), female reader, Slight angst? reader yells at Hyunjin, Happy ending

a/n I'm not a writer I just wanted to start writing these ideas that I had and kinda wanted to post them to get some feedback. I'm sure there are plenty of mistakes so I apologize.

There was a lot of homework that you had to take care of today so when Hyunjin had sat down next to you and tried to get your attention you had to shoo him away. Maybe an hour later he had come back and asked if you wanted to go out to eat dinner, you had refused because of your school work. You were trying to be nice about it but when he kept bugging you for different reasons while you were trying to work you just couldn't take it anymore. "Hyunjin! I've been trying to work on homework the entire time I have been home and you are preventing me from getting anything done! Have I or have I not told you that I was busy!?" Hyunjin looked down at his feet as he answered. "You did tell me you were trying to do homework but-" "Then why did you continue to bother me!? I need to get this done. You're telling me you have nothing better to do?!" You could see Hyunjin flinch when you said that but you were too frustrated to understand what just happened. "I'm sorry." Hyunjin whispered as he turned away and left the room. You let out a frustrated huff and got back to your assignment. Maybe an hour or so later you finally finished what you needed to do and shut your laptop. You stood up from the couch and stretched your arms as you went to the bathroom to wash up. After you took a shower you went to your bedroom to go to sleep but when you walked in you saw Hyunjin sitting on the floor, curled up with his head on his knees, crying. You panicked and rushed to the floor in front of him. "Hyunjin what's wrong?" He kept his head tucked into his lap and shook his head. You tried to put a hand on his shoulder but he pushed himself away from you. "Hyunjin?" The boy continued to cry as you tried to think back to what could've upset him and remembered how you treated him earlier. You had just been really frustrated and stressed with school, you didn't mean to take it out on him. "Jinnie? Are you crying because of what I said to you earlier?" He slowly brought his head up and glared at you with a pout on his face. He sniffled. "Mommy yelled at me and I didn't do anything wrong! I was being a good boy and mommy yelled at me 'cause I wanted to spend time with her!" He started crying again. "Mommy wouldn't even let me sit in her lap while she worked!" He buried his face back in his lap and continued to cry. You knew it was your fault and that you shouldn't have been so harsh with him so you tried to apologize. "I'm sorry pup, I shouldn't have yelled at you or ignored you when you wanted attention. Mommy was just trying to get her school work done and she got a little frustrated but it doesn't mean that it was okay to yell at you." Hyunjin's crying was slowly getting quieter as you explained. "I promise I won't do it again okay pup?" You reach your hand out and carefully place it on his head, when he doesn't push you away you start petting his hair. Hyunjin looks up at you, cheeks covered in tears. "Promise you won't yell at me again?" You nod "No matter what, I won't yell at you because I am frustrated or upset." He scans your face and slowly nods his head. "Thank you for forgiving me pup. Let's get off the floor now okay?" You carefully pull Hyunjin off the floor and sit on the bed, pulling him onto your lap. You wipe the rest of the tears from the boy's cheeks and kiss his nose. "I love you." Hyunjin let's out a giggle and scrunches up his face as you continue to attack his face with small kisses. You lean backwards and lie down on the bed with the boy half on top of you. "Do you want to do something pup? Anything you want." Hyunjin gives you a sleepy smile as he shakes his head. "Jus wanna cuddle with mommy and sleep." You run a hand through Hyunjin's hair as you smile. "Of course, anything you want pup." Hyunjin wraps his arms around you and buries his head in your chest as you run one of your hands up and down his back. You place a kiss on top of his head and rest your head on top of his. "I love you mommy." "I love you too."

[londonrih]

Me and my thoughts.

Like I said before, I thought of something funny that proves that Chenford is in fact ENDGAME.

This contains Lucy Chen being a savage. I love her so much.

Okay, so, we've seen some of Lucy's LI's during that last few seasons, but it's so funny how Lucy shows absolutely zero interest in Carl.

She's shown more interest in her past LI's than Craig combined. Let me break it down for you.

4.10 - 4.11

Charles enters and he's fed up with Lucy about the case, (Still waiting for an apology, Clark.) So he's lashing out on her for his one scene in 4.10.

Once we get to 4.11, he's still going off on her. (Like go somewhere with all that negativity.) He calls her dramatic in the very beginning of the episode, but then, at the end he switches up and is all nice whatever whatever, still no apology!!!!!!! (still upset about that). So he says something with a smirk, "We're aiming towards the same thing just going different paths," something like that I don't know I wasn't paying attention. (Probably scrolling through #Chenford, or writing a fic. I pay Charlie no mind.)

Anyways, after he says that he still has a smirk but Lucy's like... "Okay, go away, I need to get home to Tamara," literally not caring about what Cooper has to say.

Now they're all of a sudden dating?? (Seriously, whoever wrote that, I'm sorry but, I hate you for doing Lucy like this.)

Fast forward to 4.15, apparently, Lucy calls Cole, her supposed 'bf' of 4 weeks, a WORK IN PROGESS, (I have no clue, I muted the scene. But I'm floored.)

Then here comes 4.17, still mad at whoever wrote this aswell. But uh, Carson makes Lucy cry, not in a good way. He offers to comfort her but she REFUSES. and they're all good after that??? would've thrown him to the curb in 0.2 seconds with ZERO regrets, but whatever. The writers don't understand me and they don't understand how relationships work. I can tell cause no hun. (Okay let me stop bashing the writers this is about how Lucy is a complete savage and how she could care less about Colton.)

Fast forward one last time to 4.21, Clyde won't shut up about inviting Lucy to meet his parents, (or was it his mom, or his whole family i have no clue, I muted him.) But Lucy REFUSES. He placing his hand on Lucy's shoulder, she creates space between them with her arm, she balled up her fist and push him away not even USING THE PALM OF HER HAND.

(Tim and Ashley aren't the only couple who doesn't like touching each other. Like you're dating, why are we acting like we're allergic to each other?? I'm not mad at it though, I'm not about to sit through a scene with Tim and Ansley, and Lucy and Cameron kiss or whatnot.)

Now here we are, 4.22, the famous CHENFORD KISSSSSSS! Tim and Lucy kissed a good 2-3 times. As they should. But what has me laughing is that:

Lucy doesn't even show that much interest with Carter than she does with her other LI's.

She was a little interested in Emmett, and she was even interested in you-know-who, but not by a lot. She's more nicer to Nolan than she was when they were together (insert crying emoji cause that's straight up hilarious.)

She doesn't let Connor place his hand on her SHOULDER, doesn't want to meet his family, doesn't even let her comfort her, even if he did just make her cry for being an insensitive idiot.

BUT, this is the same Lucy Chen that has had three, THREE comforting hugs with Tim. (2.12, 4.01, and 4.09)

Tim and Lucy have held hands more times than she has with whatever her WIP's name is.

The amount of subtle touches that Tim and Lucy have shared!

Lucy looks at Tim a certain way, and so does Tim, but with her WIP, she barely looks at him like that.

Tim is so gentle with her, he ASKED her if she needed/wanted anything after everything that happened in .01, and she asked for a hug. She WANTS to comforted by Tim. But with WIP, she asked him to LEAVE. I- LMAOAOAOAOOA

(Shouldn't laugh, but I'm going to.)

Guess what? I'm not done!

Tim and Lucy kissed a good 2-3 times like I said, before they kissed, Lucy briefly chuckled, she was excited. She had to COMPOSE HERSELF TWICE. She was ready.. Tim went in for cute gentle little peck because he's a softie. And she wanted MORE. LUCY! You have a WIP, remember!!? Sis didn't care though, as she should.

The way Lucy kissed Tim, she kissed him like she's single and she's ready to GET DOWNNNNNN with Tim. As she should.

She had no regrets after the kiss, you saw the smirk on her face, "Good work tonight" she ENJOYED THAT KISS, SHE LOVED IT.

But again, she won't even let WIP place his hand on her shoulder....

See if WIP was like "We should kiss, for UC purposes" she would've said no. Wouldn't have been as excited as she was with Tim.

Lucy doesn't want to be anywhere near WIP's family, but... She became best friends with Genny, with Tim's sister, GENNY. BEST FRIENDS. Help Tim & Genny with their childhood home. (Lucy's such a good wife to Tim and they're not even dating. She's such a good sister-in-law to Genny, I love it here.)

She even comforted Tim with everything going on with his dad. Keep in mind, she didn't have to. She didn't have to help with the house but she did anyways.

I'm starting to see that. She'll do anything and everything with Tim, but with WIP?? Nope.

Like Chad, you need to leave. I've been saying that for the longest but like seriously. You look like a clown. Like a literal clown, and not a good one. You're fooling yourself yo, dip. Just leave.

anywho that's all, I'll be cackling about this for a while, It just shows how interested Lucy is in Tim than she is with Charles.

[herewegobacktomoon]

I have some opinions on this whole Jack thing as a donor and I just wanted to put them out there before I get too upset.

First of all, simply the idea of him possibly becoming the donor is awful: don't get me wrong, I like Jack and his evolution throughout the last two seasons, BUT it's immensely disrespectful, both to the characters and to the representation they're claiming to be providing.

It's harmful to Maya and Carina because, even though Carina has gotten past it by now, Jack will always be the person Maya cheated on her with, and making him the donor will be a slap to her feelings and her persona.

But above all, it's disrespectful to all the queer couples out there, wlw or non-binary folks, who decide to start a family but don't have sp3rm at their disposal without looking for a donor. When people make this decision, it's true that it can be tricky, hard, that there can be different approaches or different procedures that one partner prefers while the other has some concerns, but what it's always true is that IT'S NOT ABOUT THE DONOR. The donor is not a "third parent", he shouldn't be part of the child's life (unless it's a particular or personal choice, however it's not the norm) nor have so much "power" on the decision-making process. It's about the couple and their future baby. It ends there.

With this being said, here's my opinion about last night episode:

In my opinion, Jack won't be the donor: yeah, Carina looks at him while talking with Maya but she looks at him while saying that also knowing the donor could have some issues. So Carina has made that clear, she doesn't think it's a good idea: she likes Jack and all, but I think it's just the writers messing around with the characters and with us (which I find a little disappointing and disrespectful but it's a drama show, so we got to bear with it).

Maya's position in all this is way more controversial than it seems (and it's not her fault!!). Maya wants to have some control over the situation, which totally makes sense, but how is she going to overcome her doubts and fear about the baby not being "hers" too if the donor is someone she knows and that will have a relationship with the child? I know it sounds weird but I think it's pretty counterproductive, cause in the long run it will only increase her self doubt.

This is just a doubt of mine, I'm not too sure about it and probably it's just a coincidence but I also think everything is pretty strategical. Let me explain: we are in 5×12, the last two episodes have been a little weak in the writing (about Marina) and if I'm not mistaken, 5×13 will be written by Leah Gonzalez, who is the same writer who created those magnificent scenes in 5×7. I probably think (but mostly hope) that they've "mishandled" all this baby talk in the last episodes to give her the chance to develop it better and in a realistic way, not caring too much about what happened in 5×10, 5×11 and 5×12, but using these episodes just to keep it going. Also, I think it was strategical on the Grey's front: kaimelia is being appreciated a lot, but Marina baby talk is undoubtedly creating more suspense. So, what I think (which is quite stupid cause queer representation is never enough, so we won't complain if we get two couples at the time) is that the Marina attention in 5×12 has decreased to allow more focus on Kai and Amelia scenes (which were amazing by the way). I know, it sounds stupid cause I'll love to watch both of these couples being happy and making big steps in their relationship, but it's also too much of a coincidence to me.

So yeah, this is mainly what I think and mostly what I hope will happen. I wish with all my being that they won't ruin one of the best fictional couples out there just to give Jack a storyline. All we have to do is wait and see. Fingers crossed.

[atalho-s]

Light Up The Dark

Part 3 | I am fused just in case I blow out

pairing: bartender!tom x famous!reader

warnings: smut +18 miniors dni, swear words?, drinking, mention of anxiety crisis, let me know if anything else!

words: 4.3 k

a/n: english it’s not my first language, so i’m sorry for any mistake! If you want to be tagged in the next chapters let me know!!

PART 3 if you want to read part 2 click here!

Y/n sat down with her coffee at a cafeteria table. She took a deep breath and opened her notebook, double-clicking the document and revealing the page she'd been trying to write for some time. It couldn't be happening again. It was already the third writer's block in a row and to say she was starting to get angry was an understatement.

It was becoming a constant problem and she didn't know what to do anymore. It was getting embarrassing how many times she had gone to her neighborhood coffee shop. Staying in her apartment alone was making her completely claustrophobic, which was ironic given her apartment was so big and spacious.

But what was making her so upset and with that lack of creativity? That's what she wanted to find out. Maybe it was the story, maybe it would be a sign that that story shouldn't be written.

She took a deep breath and rested her chin on her palm looking at the screen. She didn't want to give up on June, her character, so easy. She really want to finish this, had she already invested too much time in something that in the end would come to nothing? That didn't sound like her.

But if that were the only way, she would have no alternative, she would have to give up and maybe come back one day when her creativity shines again.

She felt her cell phone vibrate in her coat pocket and caught it looking that was Milla. She slid the screen and answered.

- Hi Mil... - she said a little discouraged.

- Hey Lovey! Why the sad voice? - Milla said and Y/n smirked.

- Just discouraged with the new book...

- Nothing yet? - Mila already knew about the extensive Y/n block’s creativity since she kept calling asking for tips on teas or candles that would bring inspiration (since Mil was an expert in these crazy things about spiritism and nature), which obviously didn't help.

- Nothing, actually I'm thinking about giving up this time...

- Hey Hey hey! No giving up, are you crazy? - Milla said and Y/n sighed. - You just need a little push, it will come back eventually.

- I don't know Mil... It seems that the inspiration went away for good.

- Since when did you lose your ideas? I remember that weeks ago you were all excited, you even wrote three wonderful chapters, maybe if you try to do the same thing you did in these weeks the ideas will come back... - Milla said and Y/n started to remember the weeks that passed. What had she done? Well, she had spent more at home as usual, a few days meeting with the director of the series based on her book, chatting a bit with Emma Brown, and the other day doing an interview for a famous magazine, but that was it. She hadn't done anything big...

Y/n thought some more. Emma Brown and her birthday party, after that day she had a flurry of ideas where she wouldn't stop writing, but then what happened to make everything suddenly stop? Well, there was an obvious incident... And by incident she meant: Tom. That waiter had really messed with her the two nights she had been with him. But she hadn't seen him since and she was super okay with it, it wasn't like she was thinking about him, his smell, his smile, the way he knew how to touch her... Ok, that was going too far.

But why since she saw him she started having her lack of ideas again? It wasn't possible. What if he was inspiring her in some way or another? Maybe the way he relaxed her and made her forget about everything made her creative.

- Y/n? Bestie? - Milla asked on the other end of the line. - Are you still there?

- Hi Mil! - Y/n said out of his thoughts. - Sorry, I went out of orbit for a few seconds.

- I noticed... What are you thinking about huh?

- Oh no big deal... Just... I have to prove a theory and if it works out I'll tell you.

- Theory? What theory? - Milla asked curiously.

- I have to go, but I'll call you later ok? - Y/n said and didn't wait for Milla to answer, hanging up the phone and hurriedly packing up her things.

She had to prove she wasn't going crazy. Maybe Tom really was her energy charge in some way, she had to prove if her creativity would come back. And if he was, she really wouldn't know what to do. She couldn't sleep with him every time her lack of ideas came up. But, she was desperate and despair brought drastic attitudes.

So she ran back to her apartment to change her clothes. To think that she had sworn to herself that she wouldn't go after him, was humiliating, but she didn't care at the moment. As soon she got home, she went straight to her closet, wanting to impress him, but at the same time she wanted him to think that she went there to get someone else, it would be less pathetic.

She spotted a white dress, one that she had never worn before, presumably because she didn't like to show too much of her body, but she decided to take a chance with it. She dressed, put on her high-heeled sandals and did her makeup (the basic one she knew how to do) and when it was almost 11pm she was heading towards the Seven Devils bar.

Arriving there, she saw the same security guard who had let her through, a friend of Tom's. She nodded to him and entered. The bar was a little more crowded, maybe because it was friday night. He felt butterflies in her stomach, what if someone recognized her? She doubted they would, but even though she wasn't doing anything wrong she hated being in the media. She took a deep breath and went deeper into the room. It was dark and the dance floor was open, crowded with people dancing and few people sitting at the table. Only the bar light was visible, where she immediately looked for someone with brown hair and a bar uniform, but she didn't saw him, just Sally, the other bartender. Maybe he has a day off?

She headed towards the bar to order a drink, leaning against the counter and looked around, no sign of him. Maybe she had gone there for nothing. Sally approached and Y/n smiled asking for a drink, she didn't want to ask about him because it would be too much and besides Sally didn't recognize her, or pretended not to, so it would be weird.

- Special night? - Y/n asked when she delivered her drink, indicating the number of people and why the dance floor was open.

- Yeah, we do it every friday, the bar ends up turning into a club. - Sally replied taking some glasses and turned to serve other customers.

She picked up her glass and headed out onto the dance floor. It wouldn't hurt for her to have a little fun. Weaving through the crowd, she started shyly dancing for a few long minutes alone, until a guy approached.

-Hey ...-he said smiling and stopped in front of her.

- Hey... - Y/n said suspiciously and looked around drinking her drink.

- I saw you're alone... Can I stay here? he asked and Y/n bit her lip thoughtfully. Well, Tom clearly wasn't there and what if his ideas didn't just depend on him? But of her hooking up with someone? Anyone...

- Of course! - she said smiling at last and he approached dancing with her while the lights flashed. He was handsome, had those piercing eyes that wouldn't stop watching her every move.

Another song started to play and Y/n started dancing more sensually. The boy came even closer placing his hand on her waist and she smiled, satisfied with her effect. Everything was going well until she glanced at the bar and found a pair of brown eyes staring at her.

Tom. So there he was, wearing his uniform, his hair pulled back as usual, he was gorgeous and with a shaker in one hand shaking furiously. He didn't take his eyes off hers which made her shiver.

He just looked away when he had to take care of the next customer, and Y/n looked at the guy in front of her, where she now had a hand on his shoulder. Who was she kidding? She wanted Tom... At least she would try to have him that night, because she was curious to test her theory with him.

- I'll be right back. - she said and the guy opened his arms disappointed as she walked away, taking the rest of her drink and heading towards the bar again.

She leaned against the counter and saw Tom saying goodbye to a customer looking at her from the corner of his eye. She approached her and grinned when he stopped in front of her.

- This is getting embarrassing darling... - he said wiping the counter with a towel.

- What are you talking about?- she asked raising an eyebrow.

- You coming here just to see me? Tsc tsc... pathetic - he said with a smirk and Y/n felt her stomach turn with anxiety as he looked up at her.

- And who said I came here for you? - She said trying to hide it.

- I don't know, maybe because you could have gone to any bar better than this one in the entire city, but you chose this one, strange isn't it? - He asked taking her glass and preparing another drink.

- Funny, I only came here because I liked the place last time... Besides I was even flirting with another guy seconds ago, so your theory doesn't make sense. - Y/n said ironically and did not take her eyes off his trying to be firm on her tone.

- Yeah, I know... But it's funny that you didn't take your eyes off me while dancing with him... - he said putting her glass, now full, back on the counter.

- I was just surprised to have seen you, since I had even forgotten that you worked here. - She said drinking a sip from her glass and he laughed ironically.

-Of course love ... Of course ...-he said tilting his head to the side and approached his face to hers leaning on the counter. Y/n stared at him a little lost in his scent coming in waves to her nose and she could now see his freckles up close, as well as the arrogant smile that never left his face.

- I bet you came here for another round, right? he said quietly, his breath hitting her face and she almost closed her eyes. -Getting dressed like that, dancing sensually while watching me...-he said biting his lip looking her face up and down and stopping at her lips. Y/n swallowed, ok he had an almost paranormal effect on her.

- I-I... - she stuttered and he smiled even more seeing her disconcerted. - I don't know what you're talking about. - Y/n said finally and walked away a little, wanting to get out of that situation. She wanted him, but she didn't want to give out so easily.

- Of course you don't know sweetheart, but I can remind you later. - He said, winking and then walking away, heading towards another customer who had arrived.

Y/n let out the air she didn't even know she was holding, tooking a big swig of her drink and set the glass on the counter heading back to the floor. Tom was very arrogant, but denying that she didn't like it was a lie.

She arrived on the floor and went back to dancing closer. The guy from before now was talking to another girl which made her a little sad, she wanted to have fun with Tom's face some more. She stayed there for a few minutes, until three people approached her, surrounding her.

- Hey... Aren't you the Y/n? - a girl said and Y/n wanted to hide for a moment.

- Erm... I am. - She said smiling.

- I saw you in an interview last week! I love your books! Take a picture with me? she asked taking her cell phone out of her pocket.

- Of course! - Y/n said and posed with the three people while they took pictures.

- Hey! You are Y/n aren't you? I saw you in Emma's birthday pictures! -a guy said right behind approaching too and some people around her start to look at her.

- It is true! I recognized her from somewhere! - another girl said also approaching and Y/n started to get a little scared. She didn't see the harm in taking pictures with some fans, but being buried by them was a nightmare.

- Take a picture with me? - another also said.

- Your books are terrible! - another one shouted laughing.

- I bet the next one will be even worse! 

- Who is this? Never heard of it!

- I bet it must be some actress wanting attention.

And when she saw she was surrounded by a crowd almost being suffocated, but more people kept surrounding her and filling her with questions about her book, or cursing her in some way, which started to make her sick and claustrophobic .

-Please, guys...-she started to speak, but her voice broke and was lost with the loud music and with the people talking loudly around her. For a moment she thought she was going to pass out. Until she felt someone putting a hand on her waist and guiding her out of the crowd hurriedly walking beside her.

The crowd started to follow them and Y/n just stared at her feet, still feeling her heart beat fast. The next thing she saw was this person pulling her to the side of the bar through a door and then closing it.

He looked around when the light was turned on and saw some boxes on the floor and shelves. She was in a warehouse and Tom was standing in front of her.

- You are okay?- he asked looking at her worriedly.

- I...- She closed her eyes for a few seconds and opened them again. - I'm fine, it was just a scare, thank you for saving me...

- It's ok darling... - he said approaching to check if she was really ok and Y/n felt dizzy, staggering a little and he held her by the waist preventing her from falling. - Whoa, I don't think you're okay, love.

- It's ok, it was just an anxiety attack with drinking... - she said putting her hand on her temples, feeling her vision rotate a little. - I just... I really want to leave.

- Okay, how about we walk slowly and I take you home? -He said still holding tight to her waist and she looked at him.

-O-ok...- she said nodding and they started walking slowly.

After passing through the warehouse, Tom opened another door that opened into the backyard of the bar, where he could see his car. He helped her in and sat down next to her.

- Tom? - Y/n asked when he started the car and starting to move.

- Huh? -he said turning his face towards her.

- Can you... Can you take me somewhere else? I don't want to go home... - she said feeling a little pathetic. But she didn't want to face her gigantic apartment right now, wanted to be with someone somewhere else who didn't remember what she'd just been through.

- Sure darling... - he said stopping at the red light. - Where you want to go?

- Could be your house? I mean, I don't want to take advantage or anything, I just... I need to calm down somewhere else... - She started to say hesitant.

- Hey, fine, no problem. -He said putting his hand in hers, that was on her lap, comforting her and she shook her head, seeing him to remove, putting back on the steering wheel. She wanted him to keep his hand there, but obviously she stay quiet, leaning her head against the window, trying to calm down.

After a few minutes they reached his building, where Tom parked and helped her to go out of the car. Y/n followed him to the front door and they took the elevator. She was still silent the whole time and he didn't want to say anything either, just glanced at her time to time, maybe checking her if she was okay and looking away afterwards.

They arrived at Tom's apartment and Y/n looked around. It was small but cozy. There was a living room with a small kitchen and a hallway leading to another door that appeared to be his bedroom.

- How about you stay in my room and I give you some clothes to make you more comfortable? -He said putting his hand on her back guiding her while she nodded.

They entered the room and Y/n sat on the edge of the bed. As Tom opened his closet, taking off his shoes and choosing a comfortable T-shirt and pants for her to wear. He approached her again putting the clothes beside her.

- Well, you can make yourself comfortable ok? I'll let you... - he start to said.

- Tom. - Y/n interrupted him. - Please stay here. - She said feeling her heart start beating fast and her breathing quicken. She thought back to the horrible comments and the crowd that had surrounded her. Maybe now pictures of her were all over the internet and it made her anxious again. She closed her eyes feeling tears wanting to flow. She opened them again and the tears finally spilled out, rolling down her cheeks.

- Hey, hey darling. It’s alright, I'm here. -he said getting down in front of her, putting a hand on her cheek wiping away some tears.

- Sorry, I just... That's ridiculous, sorry...

- Shh... - he said calming her and looking at her. - It's not ridiculous ok? You don't need to apologize for anything. -He said caressing her cheek.

- It's just... I keep thinking about those horrible comments and how my picture must be all over the place. - Y/n said wiping some tears that insisted on falling.

- Darling... You don't need to think about it, okay? Those people who said that are terrible, I don't want you to think about anything now how about that? - he said and Y/N looked at him.

- I wish I could turn off those thoughts. -she said sniffling a little, averting her eyes and Tom stroked her leg slowly comforting her. For a moment she felt her body shiver, but it was because Tom was touching her and not because of her crisis. He stopped pulling his hand away and Y/n looked at him. - Tom... Can you continue?

- What do you mean? - he asked confused looking into her eyes.

- Touching me... I mean, you were doing a good job distracting me. - She said smiling slightly and he smiled back.

- Sure…- he said getting down on his knees and taking her calf slowly and kissing her lightly, not taking his eyes off hers at any time. Y/n wanted to close her eyes, but at the same time wanted to look at him, so she decided to keep them open.

Tom took off his sandals slowly, and was kissing from her calf to her thigh, stroking lightly with his hand that held her, and she felt shivers down her spine. . He reached her inner thigh and took a small bite causing her to sigh and bite her lip in response. He lifted his head to look at her and smiled. Y/n not resisting, bent down kissing him with desire. He placed one of his hand on her face kissing her back while his other hand still rested on her thigh squeezing.

She kept kissing him until she felt she needed of air and they parted, out of breath. Tom touched his nose to hers lightly and Y/n closed his eyes feeling him.

- Tom... I want to feel you... - she said approaching her mouth again. - Make love with me? - she asked quietly and she could feel him smile against her mouth.

-Whatever you want sweetheart... - he said and stood up suddenly with hush, bringing her along  by her legs, making her gasp in surprise, putting her down on the bed and lying on top of her afterwards.

He went back to kiss her, exploring her mouth eagerly and she placed her hand on the back of her neck, pulling his hair. He paced his hands over her body and she hurriedly took his shirt off, running hers over his defined bare chest.

- I didn't tell you this before, but you look wonderful in that dress, teased me all night, but I confess I'd rather see you without... - He bit down lightly below her ear making her moan low, he raised the hem of her dress, stepping away and helping her get it off and throwing it aside.

Now he was kissing her collarbone, lowering the kisses to her breasts making her arch her back a little wanting to get even closer to his mouth. When she reliase he had removed her bra and smirked looking at her.

- I have to be honest...I missed that image. - he said and Y/n almost hid by the way he looked at her, it was like she was a sculpture, it was a look of admiration and desire. A look that made her forget the world.

He kissed her breasts and positioned himself between her legs, meanwhile taking off his pants, along with his boxers, while still paying attention to each of her nipples, sucking them making her moan low. He returned his kisses to her lips again kissing her more slowly this time, moving his hand to her panties and running his fingers slowly through the fabric, setting aside and feeling how pathetically wet she was for him. Y/n moaned against his lips again and he groaned pulling back a little.

-I love how you're always ready for me darling...-he said making his lips touch hers lightly and she could only moan in response as he made slow circles on her clit.

- Tom... - she said weakly and he smiled seeing how she was vulnerable for him. - Please, I need you inside me, now... - Y/n managed to said between moans, arching her waist against his hand.

- So demanding and desperate love ... - he said taking his hand of her making her protest with the lack of contact. - But I have to confess that you get even hotter that way. - He said stretching to get a condom in the drawer on the side of the bed and opened the package adjusting on his member right after. Y/n ran her hands on his arms, meanwhile, just admiring his body and how lucky she was. He looked back at her and smiled seeing that she was admired him with concentration. - Still with me darling?

She looked him in the eye again and nodded, kissing his neck then making him bite his lip. Tom took his cock closing his eyes and penetrated her slowly, so that she got used to his size. When he was fully inside her he turned to look at her closely and stroked her cheek lightly as if asking permission to move, which she readily agreed.

He started to move slowly, making her feel every piece of him by wich thrust he was doing, until he picked up a fast pace that made her moan with pleasure gripping his shoulders tightly and even scratchin him a little. He made her feel like she was flying and he penetrated her so deliciously it felt like a dream.

Tom took one of her legs and wrapped it around his waist, making him penetrate her even deeper, which made her almost combust. He was silent the entire time, as well as her, what could be heard were just the moans of the two that echoed through the room.

After what seemed like an eternity. Tom slowed his pace a little. Putting one of his hands on the side of Y/n's head, squeezing the sheet and the other on her leg, squeezing it willingly.

- Fuck Darling... I’m gonna come... - he said breathlessly lost in his pleasure.

- Tom... - Y/n could only said and he took his hand from her leg going to her clit again stimulating it with his fingers and increasing his pace again, until the two reached the orgasm together between moans and low breathless curses.

Tom placed a few kisses on Y/n's neck returning to his senses and Y/n closed her eyes just feeling his touch. He then got off her and lay beside her looking at the ceiling. Catching his breath. After cleaning themselves in silence, the two returned to bed lying side by side.

- You ok? he asked finally breaking the silence looking at her.

-More than ok...- Y/n said lying on his side towards him. -I'm just tired...-she said lazily starting to close her eyes and the last thing she felt before falling asleep was Tom kissing her forehead.

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Jon Kent Imagine/Preference CW Lois and Clark

Comforting Jon when he's upset about Eliza

GIF CREDIT

Sorry about the lack of posts! I really want to branch out. I have some writers block. This has some angst and fluff. Hope you like it. I really feel in love with Jon seeing how he takes care of Jordan and wanted to write something for him.

Warning: Spoiler if you haven't seen the second to last or last episode I think.

You and Jonathan aren't close enough as friends just yet, but it's really natural and nice between you two. These days you could say he was your closest friend and you his. You were looking forward to the talk about the carnival with Jonathan as you knew it was his first. As you saw him at his locker, you basically skipped over to him and spoke in an upbeat tone; however you only got his name in before he slammed his locker shut. He had a clenched jaw and told you, “I can’t talk now, Y/N.” Then, he quickly walked off before you had the chance to say much else. Yu stare off toward him with a frown. You had to wonder what was making him so upset. He’d been so nice and kind. This reaction was new to you. You spent the day thinking about it and keeping your distance after trying one more time to get close, of course; however, he got away once more.

Later that day, you were dropping off some stuff for the Harvest Festival, which led to you seeing Lois and Clark. You walked up to the pair of Kents and greeted them. They replied in kind with a bit more enthusiasm than you. You’d only really had two interactions previously, but they were both enjoyable. You commented on some of the items they brought in interest before finding yourself blurting out and regretting what was really on your mind. Those words were, “I’m sorry to bother you and be so forward...not sure this is my place, but I was wondering if either of you knew how Jonathan was doing? Is-is he okay?” They both meet eyes. Lois walks up a bit and grabs your arm comfortingly and replies, “It’s oh so very sweet of you to ask. Been giving you the cold shoulder?” You nod. “Don’t worry too much about that. He’s dealing as best he can.”

“Oh, okay. Sorry to ask. I was just worried all day about it. I know my feelings aren’t really the thing to think about. He's the one to worry about, but anyway...Yeah...it-” Clark interrupts to say, “We we understand you're just worried. It's completely fine.” and adds an understanding smile.

“Right. Well, Have a nice day.” You start to walk off when Lois yells, “Wait!” You turn toward her and she states, “Are you going by the carnival? What am I saying? Of course you are. If you live in Smallville, it’s a requirement. Anyway, Jonathan might be up to seeing you then.” You nod, and Clark adds, “I wouldn't worry too much about you and Jonathan. You guys seem really close, and we’re glad he has you in his corner.” You smile at the comment, and you reply, “I’m glad to be there too.” You walk away quickly.

You next saw Jonathan on the night of the Festival carnival. You weren’t actively planning on seeing him since you wanted to give him space, but you couldn't help yourself after you noticed his drunk state. You walked up to him and his football buddies, Timmy and Corey.

“Hey Jonathan.” You said simply, and he smiled before screaming out, “Hey!”

“What are you up to?”

“Just some hanging out. Oh!” He smacks his head lightly with the palm of his hand, which makes your eyes go wide. “Where are my manners?” You aren’t sure what he’s referring to until he harshly and quickly pulls out the flask from his pocket and holds it out to you.

“No thank you.” You tell him, and he insists with his hand. “Really. I’d rather not.” You push his hand away with yours. It seems to make him a little upset, so he says, “Well, we’re going to get a better look at the place, see you.” and stumbles a little over what seems to be only a little bit of hay on the ground. You use both hands to grab onto his arm and softly say, “Jonathan…”

“I’m fine.” He smiles and tries to walk off again, but you hold your grip and urge, “I think you should take a seat. I’ll get you some wat-”

“Why don’t you just leave me alone?”

“I don’t want to leave you alone.” He scoffs and laughs in a undermining wat before pulling his arm away from and expresses, “Yeah. I got that. You’re always clinging to me!”

“Clinging?”

“I said it. Always around me.”

“Well, we’re friend so-”

“An annoying one at that.” He laughs.

“Why are you being like this?” He nods to his buddies to walk off and they do; Jonathan goes off and says, “I hate it here. Nothing is going right. I have nothing left for me here. Wish I could just leave!”

“You have nothing here?”

“That’s right!”

“What have I been doing around you for the past couple of weeks then? I thought we were friends...A pretty decent refreshment from everything and everyone around here, but you can’t even stand it here? Wow I’ve never felt so stupid in my life. I mean I misread all of our interactions. Guess we just wasted each other's time then. Don’t worry you don’t need to pretend or whatever it was you were doing with me anymore. I’ll leave y0ou be-”

“Come on, that not what I-”

“I think you did.” Starts walking away. He tries to chase after, but it’s futile in his drunk state as he trips and falls into a stack of hay. You look over wanting to help. After seeing Jordan though, you give yourself the chance to walk away.

“Y/N!” You hear him call, yet you keep walking.

Jordan sits Jonathan down and asks, “I left you alone for 5 seconds to get water for you. What was up with that?”

“I think I just ruined the one relationship I can actually bare in this town…” He looks down defeated.

“Y/n is reasonable, just talk to them tomorrow and apologize.”

“How could I be such an idiot?”

“Heartbreak does crazy things…” Scoffs a bit. “Yeah, like you’d know.”

“Shut up.” Jordan smiled and shoved him lightly, which almost knocked Jonathan over.

“Woah! Really gonna use the strength on me when I’m most vulnerable.”

“Sorry, don’t know my own strength.”

“It’s cool…”

After calling the cab share, they make their way to the entrance of the carnival, and they see you as you wait for someone to pick you up. Jonathan stares at you guilty until you feel someone burning their gaze into you. You turn and meet his eyes, and you snap your head forward again. You just wanted to go home and not think about the cruel and unexpected words. He sighs and walks over to you, which left Jordan far from you two. He sits down next to you and quietly says, “Y/N…”

“Jonathan please…” You crumple your clothes.

“I am really sorry about what I said…”

“If it was true, I’d rather you not apologize. I’d prefer the truth even if you gave it to me, painfully.”

“I didn’t mean i-Well, I meant most of it...I wasn’t thinking. While, yeah, I hate it here, I don’t hate you.” Nudges you with his arm like he’ll hold your hand and says, “You're the only thing I like about this place…”

“As you should, I’ve been an awesome friend.” You both laugh.

“Can’t argue with that. That being said, I haven’t been the best, especially the last day or two-”

“Well, I can get wanting distance for the most sort after whatever happened to you, but-”

“Eliza broke up with me, and it shouldn't be an excuse for what I said to you…”

“I’m sorry to hear that.”

“I know...She just-I don’t get it. I mean I didn’t even see it coming...I can get the distance to be too much, but why now...I just hate it...”

“Things haven’t been easy for you here.”

“Way to state the obvious.”

“Shut up, I mean everything was great where you lived before right?”

“Yeah basically.”

“Eliza was just the last piece of that place. I think that’s what makes this harder for you” eyes go wide. “I-I don’t mean to tell you how you feel! Just-” Puts his hand to your arm.

“I know.” Comforting smile. Small falters and nods. ”What you said makes a lot of sense actually...”

“Sorry.”

“Don’t be.”

“Anyway, I should get home before my parents get more upset at me for tonight.”

“Right. Right.” Both stand. “Good Night.” You wave to him slightly.

“Good Night.” He pulls you into a firm and warm hug and says, “Any thank you.” He let's go and you nod at him a little awkward. He smiles at you and waves before heading into the car.

Hope your day got better!

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You see,Klaine was the thing that made me interested in show in the first place. I’ve always thought they are one of the healthiest couple in the show and considered many of their scenes iconic. I have only one issue; every time I watch Break Up I get a bit upset with Blaine. I know Kurt also wasn’t without fault in the build up to the break up,but it just makes me mad that they decided that Blaine of all characters would actually cheat. How did you react when the episode came out? Were you upset at Blaine too? I would like to forget about that unfortunate Eli incident but every time I see Break Up,it leaves a bit of a sour taste in my mouth. And I am a bit mad too,because from what I saw,anti b constantly use the cheating excuse to badmouth Blaine,even though he also did many good things

Hi! Okay, so there are a lot of components to this answer.

First of all, my reaction when I first saw the episode was different than how I feel now. I was mad, in general, that the show wanted to even break them up. I wasn't mad at Blaine at all. Just frustrated that the writers would throw in something that, to me, felt out of character.

The thing though - after talking with a lot of people who relate to Blaine more deeply than I do - is that depression and low self worth can lead to hasty and questionable decisions. And cheating was a symptom of a much bigger issue going on with Blaine.

I'm, personally, not even bothered by it any more. I've had a lot of time to reflect and accept and understand the whys that it happened.

I'll explain a little - but before I do, I want to say this. Anyone who is anti-Blaine, or anti-your fav is always going to find something to needle them with. And the cheating is always the lowest hanging fruit when it comes to Blaine. But - these people's opinions shouldn't matter. They don't want to like him, so even if you pointed out every virtue possible, they will double down on their hate. So why waste the energy on these people? Who cares. You are not wrong for loving the character. And good characters always have flaws. <3

So... here's my thing about the cheating.

First of all, it's important to understand that this is a trope often found in the writing style of Glee, and that the writers often relied heavily on it when they went to cause conflict in their relationships. EVERY couple on the show has issues with cheating. Because the writers didn't seem to know how to write things other ways. So, you have to take the story in context and that its more normalized within the world of Glee.

Secondly - it's okay to be mad at Blaine for cheating. It's not a good thing - he hurt Kurt, but he also hurt himself. But no one is perfect, and no character should be perfect. And it's okay to be upset when someone (or a fictional character) did something wrong.

It's also important to remember though that Blaine grew from the experience - and became a better person and better partner by learning from his mistake. Yes, our actions matter. But how we emerge from those actions also matter. And Blaine and his relationship with Kurt ends up being stronger because they made it through their difficult situation.

Thirdly - how you personally feel about cheating plays a part in it. For some people - cheating is the ultimate deal breaker and there's no coming back from it. For other people - they can forgive and move on. Kurt forgave Blaine and decided that the one instance wasn't a deal breaker for him. He didn't 'settle', etc. He made a choice that he wanted to stay with Blaine.

It's okay if you don't feel the same way about those actions. And it's okay if someone can't get past that. But - Kurt did. And it's up to you whether or not you feel you can forgive the action. But, as a reminder - these are fictional characters living in a world where cheating just is viewed as differently than in the real world. Context is always important.

At the end of the day - Blaine does do a lot of good things. Sure, he fucks up along the way, as we all do, but we shouldn't be judged solely by our mistakes. The quality of our character is important, too. Love Blaine for being a complex character who falls and gets back up again, and at the end of the day, grows into a wonderful person after working his way through challenges.

And as I said above - you can be mad or frustrated by a single action. But don't let people who are already prone to their hate dictate how you feel about something. They aren't going to change their minds - so why should you let them change yours?

<3

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My favorite thing about the anon messages fic writers share is that it's always something that could be just said outloud, with your name attached. If you believe whatever foolishness it is enough to say it to a stranger, just say it. If you don't want your name attached to it, you probably shouldn't be saying it, you know? Also, who cares if you're not going to read it, anon? That's crushing for some people, stop being an ass. Also. Chelle. 💚💚💚💚💚💚 So much. Carry on.

I wasn’t upset by anon’s decision not to read Bloodstone. If they don’t wish to, then power to them. I did see it as odd to let me know but didn’t read the message in a way of anon being rude - as I try not to post rude messages on my blog anymore to keep it a friendly place.

In the past, I would get upset and hypercritical if people told me my choice in idol was wrong. Admittedly, I’m still easy to offend, which I do work on a lot privately - writing isn’t always smooth sailing and it can knock you about when someone doesn’t like your character choice or a specific detail about the story - I got a little defensive just recently for someone’s problem with 10 Dates, when really I didn’t need to buy into it at all! I think as a writer, we all get attached to the worlds we create and it’s sometimes hard to navigate when a reader doesn’t approve or enjoy. However, it’s best to just remind yourself that you as the writer enjoyed it, and others do as well and that’s enough for me.

To be honest, I’m just glad anon didn’t say I was using Namjoon to gain more traction like I seem to keep getting from other anon messages that I’m deleting. I’m just having fun and purple haired Namjoon inspired me to write him into Bloodstone. There’s nothing sinister or in-depth about this decision! 

Thanks for your support though, I’m grateful to know I have wonderful mutuals such as yourself in my world <3

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Just saw a post from someone I follow that was blaming Hero Society and BJ attitude because instead of worrying for Endeavor's abuse he is worrying for Hero Society, and calling abuse apologist those that acted like that, saying that heroes just don't care because it's not going to benefit them (like a televised battle). Like damn, I understand your point but 1- We haven't read the official translation 2- I think you are making assumptions and 3-he is a hero, seeing a criminal exposing his past as a "hey, no.1 hero abused me so therefore we shouldn't trust any heroes" and seems to be actually manipulating the audience, so BJ, a hero who protects and who needs people to trust him and hero society, can't afford to be emotional in that situation since there's literally a battle with the LOV, where Dabi is, and heroes actually need to fight to save people. I had to shut down my own mentality and feelings just for the sake of trying to understand what was happening with Dabi on TV and that comment and while I'm not okay with his methods and BJ could have been more tactful or maybe care more about Endeavor's abuse, I guess that my idea is that we don't really need to drag everyone down and make things worse than what they actually are because of a bias...

+ I had to personally un follow the account since it has annoyed me in the past even if I like their blogs, I mean, I'm not a fan of things being treated like that and letting your own bias take control of your mentality, I just prefer when things are treated in a more rational matter than this. I really get their point I just would like that we could be a little more mindful of things before doing then, idk. It has make me think about how people can easily attach to these stories and just assume how things are going to happen or what is happening in the story, then complaining if it's not like that and sometimes blaming the writer instead of rereading just to see if you have lost something or make a mistake in your opinion (which is not the case right now, but it happens), I guess you're the only blog I follow that sometimes let her own opinions blind her but still knows how to address things and making sure that what you're saying is canon, saying that it's your own interpretation, and just having personal headcanons but rarely claiming that they are true on your own.

Rationality is usually lost when it comes to strong emotions, especially when abuse is mentioned.

It’s still wrong to label Best Jeanist as an abuse apologist though based on a few fan translated leaks and ignoring the context of what is happening at the moment. As you said, Dabi painting all heroes like they’re rotten to the core is going to have a massive negative impact on how they can do their jobs considering they require the trust of the public (and it’s a hard thing to get considering the heroes have constantly been under fire from them), especially because it’s a very biased take of him that completely misinterprets all heroes based on the actions of one (as Tozhan put it in a message to me, Dabi plucked a rotten apple off a tree and then declared all of them to be rotten without checking the rest :/).

Best Jeanist isn’t excusing Endeavor’s abuse but more condemning Dabi’s choice of actions which is something that all of the fandom has been doing (or at least on my dash), so I don’t know why Best Jeanist is under fire for it. I don’t want to say he should have been less callous on how he dealt with the issue until the official translations came out but from a rational perspective, I can understand why he’s upset.

I wish more people would be objective when examing the characters feelings. There will be a logical, or should be, reason why they feel that way that has been expressed in the story and all you have to do is find those reasons to make the character make sense (and even then you don’t have to agree with them. Case in point, I understand why the League are the way they are but still don’t agree with them.)

(Also, I feel like a lot more blogs could benefit from going “I was wrong” instead of blaming the writing. There’s nothing shameful about misinterpreting things, I’ve done it many times and have been corrected by friends and anons alike and then apologised for doing so and amended my opinion. It’s the only way to remain as unbiased as possible when tackling the manga imo.

And I know this might be strange to say but I’m happy to hear that anon (not the fact that I’m the only blog you follow that does but the fact that I do XD). I try hard to stick to canon as unbiased as possible and openly admit when I’m not the best person to talk about something due to my bias (i.e. when discussing Shigaraki or Hawks wings) so I’m happy to hear that when I am biased, it doesn’t bother people as much as I’m open about the fact... Does that make sense?)

[the-symbiote-army]

If this covers your feed I'm sorry idk how to do cuts on a phone, but also its about Venom 2 so theres that.

Alright with the second Venom movie coming up, I wanted to mention what I very personally think would wreck this movie for me. And a few good things too.

Note: Hardly any of this will be as bad as I make it out to be. Army is very dramatic alright? Army is so dramatic that she once made this fan page at two am while crying because Donny hurt Red. I'm dramatic. 

1: Just be our frenemy.

Anyway first off this is bound to be a difficult movie to write because, well, fandoms aren't the easiest to please. But I do not want this movie to be in any way fanservice. There's this very delicate balance between fanservice and fanhatred. 

For example let's look at two writers we got in the Venom series. We got Mike Costa, and Donny Cates. To pick between them you're most likely going to pick Mike Costa. Because he does some great fanservice, but, is it not a bit slow? Or boring in some ways? If not that's fine too, but you might find it boring because things are a little too perfect. There's not enough going on that makes you feel a thrill. 

However, the other side of the coin, Donny Cates. Here we have too much going on. He's taken the perfect life of Mike Costas run, and screwed around with it too much. There's no real fan service, which drives us away. 

I think an example of balance would be The Hunger. You've got both that fanservice happening with twists and moments of panic. Will Eddie kill Venom?! You think it just for a moment, drawing you far enough away from the perfection. Then when he doesn't the relief is there. Because there was some actual worry. 

I want them to do this with the movie. I don't want it to be some perfect life between Eddie and the symbiote. That's just too boring and not their real character. They need their bumps and I hope the movie can add those without going too far and demolishing the dynamic or making the symbiote out as evil. Would I like a kiss? Yes. Would I like an argument between them? Also yes. 

2: The Carnage connection.

Don't mess up the Carnage bond, please. Now it shouldn't be hard to do this. Its been mentioned multiple times that the bond between Cletus Kasady and Red, is one stronger than that of Venoms. This is why you have Venom saying "We" while Carnage says "I", so if somehow they mess this up and show Cletus like Lee whose just using Red, I'm going to be very upset. I mean, they really shouldn't because follow me through the interwebs guys. Hang with me. 

You go on to Cletus Kasadys fandom wiki, you scroll down and, ah... There it is. The quote that tells you exactly how they are. So if they mess this up, then honestly I got no words.  

3: Shriek and Carnage

Please, please, pleeeease don't do this cliche

Shriek: *Gets hurt because she's in Carnages way*

Shriek: *Gasp* but I'm your lover!

Carnage: I was just using you! I don't actually care! Hahahaha!

Shriek: *Screams and attacks him*

I swear I'll heavy sigh. 

4: Carnage Design

please do not mess up his design. When you all think of Carnage, I 100% guarantee you do not think of a giant monster who has the buffest of muscles. No, you think of the small but fast and clever red and black symbiote. So help me God, if I click the trailer when it comes out and I see a giant muscle boi I am going to be angry.

A good statement from the Lethal Protector book, Carnage does not have muscles but he's got creativity. Meaning he does not need muscles we don't have to give him muscles. Just make the skinny one really creative with how we murders people.

Also, if I see, even for a second, a single swirl on this symbiotes head, I am going to be the new wrath of Knull and destroy someone's bloodline. We do not need 5,000 different designs from all the past comics in this one movie. I just want the classic Carnage and maybe, maybe, we can get another design like Carnage 2016 design or something like that.

5: Dan the destroyer of toxin masculinity man

please do not ruin Dan as a character I kind of love him, because the way he handles Eddie in the first movie, is just really what we need. I do not need the jealous man stereotype. I just need Dan to be a good man. I just need him to continue his journey of yeeting toxic masculinity.

And and if you delete another scene, of this man carrying a very dazed Eddie Brock out from a restaurant, I will cry.

6: Pronouns

all right this one is one that I kind of expect. So I'm not going to completely lose my mind, just a little bit lose my mind. If I go to that theatre and I'm having a great time through this whole movie, then Cletus kasady, calls Red "He" or "Him", I'm going to be really disappointed. And before someone yells at me it is definitely female pronouns for her. I do not have the time to go through every single comic, and grab all the different times he has said she, or her, or girl, or missus, but he hasn't done it so I don't want them to throw that away. 

Also fun note: my favourite comic is the Superior Carnage Annual, which is one of the times he uses female pronouns. but I also just love this comment because it is a good representation for them and it was a fun read.

Anyway honestly it wouldn't take too much research to know this, so I don't think they can really mess this one up that bad. Just a few reads in the comics where Cletus addresses Red, and you know she's got female pronouns. 

Also on to that nickname Red. I believe he only uses this once in the comics and we just as a fandom kind of stuck to it, but a proper call out to her actual name would be great. (I don't count calling Cletus Red)

7: Sleeper

I think the avocado child showing up would be a little too much. I know I know we all love Sleeper, but honestly I don't want him to show up just yet. This kind of goes back to the fanservice one but I feel like that would be too much right away. 

I'm definitely going to get yelled at for that note but I don't care.

But I will happily take a mention of him. for example if Red is in fact born from Venom like she should be. And Venom tells Eddie that he's going to spawn and Eddie responds with "What if this child looks like an avocado or something?" They win the whole movie. That's it the whole movie is done. That's all they need for this movie to be successful in my book.

Now let's give a really positive note, if at some point in this movie Cletus kasady picks up a baby and then throws that baby, this also means that it gets an instant win in my book. It's very easy all he has to do is throw a child. They can do this.