#and thank youuuu for the theme appreciation 😭

[yinyuedijun]

i would like to know more about the mc's devil contract in bluebird 👀👀👀 (if you'd like to yap about it)

AHHHH HI ELLA 🫶 I did want to yap about it but I genuinely couldn't remember if I'd already spoiled it at some point LMAOOO. but like. I do not know if/when I will ever finish that fic so I really do need to say it all somewhere at least once and that tweet reminded me strongly of it 😔

WARNINGS: for major csm part 1 spoilers, noncon and grooming mentions. also tw makima 😔

okay so. the reader has two contracts.

the first contract is the one that she made in the first scene of the prologue. I think pretty much everyone who read the fic realised that the blue-eyed devil had taken the shape of aki when speaking with her. I am not sure though if anyone realised that the two of them had sex, though:

Your back smears with chalk as the Devil climbs atop you. It whispers sweet things into your ear, all the while lowering its mouth. The seal of its lips part to reveal row after row of jagged teeth spilling out from its beautiful mouth, and you suppress a flinch.

Pain cuts your innards like a knife. Beneath the Devil's gaze, your blood spills out onto the floor. The vulnerable bits of you are gutted out, bleeding out across ivory lines. The Devil watches with a feverish grin, and all you can think about is how you never want those eyes to see you like this again.

On December 24th, 1993, you offer your flesh to a devil with blue eyes, and you receive its powers in return.

the devil in this scene is the heart devil, to whom the reader was initially sacrificed for a deal (because 'devils love virgin girls'), but then decided that it would rather form a pact with her rather than devour her. it's superficially demanded her virginity in exchange for its powers, but what she's really given up is her capacity for emotional intimacy, which has been destroyed because of the insanely fucked up situation she's been put through (getting sacrificed by a loved one to a devil, losing her virginity to that devil, using her contract's powers to kill the person who just tried to sacrifice her). this is a great irony, because while her own ability for intimacy has been permanently damaged, she ends up with the ability to see people's most vivid memories and make them fall in love with her. she invokes this ability via eye contact and physical touch (and yes, its effect is greatest when she has sex with people).

makima finds her right after this initial opening scene - with all the evidence of a devil summoning and a murder on her hands. so of course, makima is the first person the reader tries to use her powers on, so that she may escape. makima is one of the few devils who can actually resist it - she is the control devil herself, after all, so it's hardly as if a lesser devil can control her - but she finds the effect of the heart devil's powers incredibly addictive. it's the closest thing to love that makima has ever felt. so makima makes a contract with the reader: she may borrow the powers of the control devil so long as makima is allowed to sleep with her whenever she wishes.

this second contract, of course, is something that makima doesn't ever allow the reader to remember for too long.

[amethystfairy1]

hiya it’s been a hot minute since I sent an ask but I want you to know that I’ve been reading all your stuff for months now, refreshing multiple times a day bc I can’t get enough and I adore everything you write <3<3<3 I think your more recent writing with the darker themes is well done, it adds the perfect amount of angst and stakes to the story, more than vague threats of getting hurt, esp in the under city, but it’s not too much at the same time. Also your newest TT treebark is probs my favorite fic thus far, and treebark isn’t even my favorite ship lmao. It’s so arghhh yesss with Rens acting but Martyn can’t tell nooooo 😭 I REALLY want to know what Ren was thinking that whole time negotiating with the bandits, esp when he finally looked at Martyn bc he could probably hear his cries the whole time and UGH it breaks my heart in a good way. AND MARTYN ACCEPTING THAT REN WOULD DO THIS, AND FORGIVING HIM????? The angst, the FEELS. Stunning. A masterpiece. I start my days checking to see if you’ve posted I’m so obsessed XD. Might have to draw the scene… anyhow. I see you get a lot of requests to write certain ships now bc all the stories r so captivating we just HAVE to know more. But. I hope you don’t feel pressured or stressed about it, make sure to prioritize your own wants first. The quality is worth the wait <3 that said, I’m going insane over Martyn. oH also!!! Ren grabbing the wolf pendant!!!!!! He knows how much it means to Martyn my HEART they’re so AAAaAAaAaaaaA!! And he waited until he was between Martyn and the bandits to attack! To protect him! 🥺🥺🥺 the little details are so sweet I’m dying to know rens thoughts. He probably has the rage of a thousand suns in him after seeing Martyn tied up, hurt, crying, bc they would DARE lay a finger on the only one who protected him, who was nice to him. Just. Tomorrow can’t come fast enough. I’m def gonna draw this. Also side note love the new pfp

Hello!!!! Good to see you!!!!

I'm so glad you're still reading and enjoying my works!

Also very happy to hear you're enjoying the darker themes that have been coming up recently in both TTSBC and TT! You're exactly right, that's exactly the sort of thing I was trying to nail...oh yeah ANGST with Treebark right now!

I mean. If you feel inspired. I would LOVE if you drew this scene. Because like, I have that art you did of Ren asleep on Martyn's shoulder as the cover image to my Treebark fanfic doc 🥹

Thank youuuu I appreciate the thought about not feeling pressured or stressed, I promise I'm not! I know everyone is just excited for their favorite/most compelling storyline to continue! And like I've said elsewhere, I plan to stick to my mantra...when I try to write something I'm not in the mood to write, I burn out and don't feel like writing at all. That's what happened to me the last time I stopped writing, and I didn't post at all for nearly a year. I HATED THAT. So TTSBC and TT is the perfect situation for me! Lots of ships, lots of characters, lots of dynamics, and between the two I can write BASICALLY anything I feel like at any point in time! So yeah! I'll write what I feel like writing in the moment, because that's always when I come up with my best stuff!

THE WOLFS PENDANT YUP GOOD CATCH. Ren's a good guy, he pays attention to that sort of thing 💖

I'm glad you like my new pfp!!! I love it! It's by my same friend who drew my old pfp, but THIS one is of an original character of mine everyone who reads TTSBC is very familiar with and people very scared of, but I assure you, any resemblance to characters previously mentioned is purely coincidental, hypotheticals should be, should be, should be dismissed, and there is no need to be concerned. 😉

Thank you for coming by again!!!

[rainswept]

crow :point: YOUR BLOG THEME IS SO PRETTY OMG??? istg your themes are always top tier anyways HOPE UR DAYS GOING WELL DONT FORGET TO HYDRATE IF U HAVENT YET!!!

OMG SNOB THANK YOUUUU 😭😭😭 i really appreciate it, i was honestly going to change it again bc i thought it was boring HELP. also thank you for the reminder, i hope your day is going great too!!

[y2jiz]

Tysm love for making my mb as your theme 😭 this makes me really happy to say but thank youuuu so muchhh 🫶 I really appreciate it smm 💗💗💗💗

AHH NWWSS IT WAS SOO GOOD I HAD TOO ♡♡ YOU ATE QUEEN

[thespiritoflife]

darling!!!! I'm HONOURED to participate in this love story exchange game ♡♡ I had lots of fun channelling you guys' energy (BTW YOU GUYS ARE THE CUTEST!! HAD ME SCREAMING AND JUMPING AROUND).

my initials are ED (she/her) and my preferred gender is male!!

let me tell you what I got for your love story

sooo what I got is that, with your possible future partner would be a "friend to lover" trope. I feel like you guys will be starting of as friend first. I can feel how you guys are just so comfortable around one another. and like people around you would no be surprised about the relationship because from the start everyone could see the spark and you guys would be blind as f (😭😭) but then you guys eventually realised the inevitable feelings you have for one another (SO CUTE FOR REAL) since you and your future partner started of as friends, I feel like you guys could share ANYTHING with one another. I also feel like his love language is quality time. with a hint of physical touch. you and your future partner LOVE to spend tine with one another, even if it's just sitting next to one another doing your own things. while I was making moodboards for you guys, I kept hearing the words "flowers". OMG I feel like he thinks your beauty is like flowers so he would get you flowers as it reminded him of your beauty (YOU GUYS ARE SO CUTE ITS SICKENING FR) also I feel like you guys wouldn't run out of topics to talk about. I think one of you likes to read books? or perhaps the two of you? I feel like book could be one of the things that you guys talk about. like having your own book club. oh what I got from him again is that, I feel like he is someone who could easily sleep? and he would sleep at the weirdest place (sorry that is so random haha) and you would have the BEST of time taking picture of him sleeping, the (lovingly) bully him about it. you guys would be so touchy with one another I feel like, I could even see you group of friends would tease you guys alot since you two can not be separated. oh and I feel like you will meet your future partner through mutual friends. hence knowing each other and then becoming friends then lovers ♡♡ I also feel like you guys could be a foodie, so sharing food would be a theme here. also I could see him finding recipe cousine from all around the world and date night consist of cooking together 😭😭 oh I also just saw the visions where you guys visit the country and finally tasting how the food should've tasted, then you guys laughing at each other at the comparison 😔 LIKE??? GOALS GOALS

yup he is a certified sweetheart with a soft heart AHHHH expert him to randomly give you flowers. whether that be a real one or made from lego one.

the connection between you two are just fantastic truly AHHHH SIWJSO so happy for you fr. it's like in crowded room, when your eyes meet all that matter is each other (JUST LIKE CHERSY LOVE STORY REAL) and you know everything would be alright since you guys have one another. SO CUTE CUTE CUTE!!!! I ship you with your future partner!!!! thank you for letting me did an intuitive reading on your love story. sorry if there's something that doesn't resonate with you! or the reading is too vague BUT FR I AM SO ENVY WITH THE TWO OF U. (also rip for your friends whom will be the third wheel) once again thank you so much for letting me did an exchange with youuuu 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 really do appreciate it. may you have a fantastic day/night!!

here's the moodboards that I made for you ♡

aww stoop you're too kind!! ♡♡ i can see you're really good person❤️🥰 and I LOVE THAT READING, it's so beautifully written ahhh, it makes my heart warm and these moodboards you made! *chef kiss* he seems so cute and so adorable, ahh, i can't wait to meet him😭🩷 i am glad i know he's a good guy😭🩷🩷 THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT LONG AND DETAILED READING + GORGEOUS MOODBOARDS, i appreciate it so much, i can see you really put your energy in this ♡♡ i will always look at this reading because it makes me so happy hihi

your reading ♡

ah, the first thing I saw in my head was a couple dancing! it wasn't a perfect dance, but that's the beauty of it. it was just the two of you, it's already night and you're dancing together to music that only you two can hear. it's so adorable ahh..💫🥰

 ok, I see that your future boyfriend is really soft guy, he has a good heart. I only get positive vibes from him. i see he dresses boyish, he is the type of person who wants to enjoy life. you will not be bored with him. I see a lot of trips here, especially a lot of night rides. he will probably text you at random times if you want to go on a trip with him and you won't be able to say no.

 your future boyfriend is quite popular in society, he is the type of person whom everyone likes. he has many friends with whom he would be very happy to introduce you. his friends will ship you a lot and they will also make fun of you in the type: ah the lovebirds have finally arrived!😂❤️

 but of course they will mean it well ♡♡

 I don't think he will be much older than you, he will be around your age. I asked if you will be together for a long time and I got a positive answer, in short: marriage is possible!! but if you're going to get married, it's going to take a while, because I get that you're going to be dating for a long time first.

 I have a feeling that you will meet him through your friends or at some social event. he immediately catches your eye, but you might be a little shy, because you will immediately see that he is very popular and is surrounded by many people. but no worries, he will make the first move.

 I also feel that your future boyfriend is quite creative, he will either paint and take you to galleries or he will be creative in something else.

 he will be romantic, even if you might not think so at first sight, but yes, he will take you on spontaneous dates that you will remember for a long time.

 but it won't all be perfect, I have a feeling he'll have a lot of ex who will envy your relationship and want to grab him for themselves.🫣😐

 but don't worry you will solve all problems❤️🥳🥳

 I also see a lot of photos on Instagram, either they are random stories or posts. when it's your birthday, you might be pleasantly surprised that he dedicates an entire post to you, where he congratulates you on your birthday. I also see a lot of comments, like: ah cute and similar. ❤️❤️ and maybe you won't say it, but he will also be a little shy, yes he will have many friends, but he will be shy in some way. he will be the type of partner that your family will like. ahh, and your future lover will be good with children, seeing him lovingly talking to a child will warm your heart. so ok and he is quite a funny boy, he will always want to make you laugh because he will like the way you laugh. he will like how empathetic you are, how you treat people kindly. simply, people will love you two because you will be a cute couple with a good heart.🥰🫶🫶🫶

Thank you once again and have amazing day/night too! <33 i hope you liked my reading i made for you

[lenteur]

ah you changed your theme again <3 it's so nice <3 I MISSED YOUUUU 🎄 i'll literally fight ur flu 😡😡😡 i've never had the flu before :( so please drink water, eat lots of soup, rest pls 💎🖤 i'm glad you're doing better! my best friend caught the flu right after a concert we attended but i seemed to be okay <3 that's basically what i did, it's warmed up a bit now which is good. just been wearing very fluffy socks 🖤

oh your themes are absolutely gorgeous ❤️ i actually change my theme far too much, every week it's a new colour. it's currently dark green 👽

soobin really suits the colour blonde! the fans have been wanting to see it blonde for a while and i love it on him <3 i honestly feel like idols can pull off any colour and i envy them so so much :( i do the same, pls don't apologise 🖤

can you imagine, i'd have gotten no sleep if i had watched the show that much, though i feel like if i was watching this on my own, i would probably lose sleep over it <3 so maybe it's a good thing i can only watch it when my s/o is up for it 😂 at the time i was planning on watching it was when one of their actors was arrested for doing something horrible and i was like nvm i don't wanna watch it anymore >.< i did watch a video on YouTube of the full story of santana and brittany but that the only thing i've seen from the show 😭

thank u for keeping my secret 🤫 i love it, it's a great word <3 i can only be scared away if the person i'm talking to turns out to be a murderer or smth so you're fiiiiine 🖤 i know I WANNA SHOW YOU MY CATS 😭 i know the posting period is between now and the 1st of january so i'm hoping to post in the next few DAYS !!

I AM. OH MY GOD I LOVE TEAAAA AND CAKE ❤️ i'm drinking chamomile tea rn <3 omg i've seen that advertising on viki, i added it to my list <3 i really want to watch revenge of others and the glory <3 the glory is not out yet though :((( my focus is so so bad, i really need a show to hook me in after one episode or i will just give up :(

i hope i haven't been too much!! i can get really talkative and i can't shut up sometimes <3 you are most welcome 🖤 the conversations will continue 🖤 i appreciate you a lot and i want to thank you for being so kind and patient. it's very, very appreciated and it meant a lot to me 🖤 i'm actually really, really nervous to reveal myself tbh :(( so i hope you're not disappointed 😂💎

—svt secret santa 🎅🎁🎄

omg you're so cute 🥺 i can imagine you ready to throw punches at my flu 💕 that's so sweet of you. unfortunately, i still haven't recovered 100% i'm feeling so tired, even when i had a good night's sleep. just like today 💔 i did sleep a lot during the night but just as i woke up, it felt like all energy left my body😭

ooh? dark green? 💚 i feel like this is a big clue as to who you are because a lot of blogs have revealed themselves in the last few days (i mean for the carat secret santa event) but don't worry i'm actually bad at guessing who people are so you don't have to worry.

i completely agree 😭 it's unfair how idols can pull off so many hair colours </3 but they look good so i'm not mad hehe

big shout out to your s/o for helping you and your sleep 😂 thankful for their existence lol oh really? i haven't watched in so long idk what happened to the show or the actors. but, atp all the characters that left shows are because the actors/actresses have done some shady stuff (for lack of a better word) so i can't say i'm surprised. but it kind of ruins the show for me :( because i know it's not because of a less serious reason (the actor no longer wants to be a part of the show, they want to act in other shows/movies, etc.) but that's a valid reason and i'm glad they got rid of the actor!

i can't wait for the surprise 💗 i'm sure i'll love it, just as much as our conversations. once i know who you are, i'm still going to look for the other gifts you made because i'm sure you're super talented! 💝

WE HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMON 💟 tea and cake is the best combo ever! no one can change my mind 💞 i am the same. if i'm bored by the end of the first episode or i didn't memorise anything from it, i'm just going to drop it and move on. but it's so difficult getting into a show because my focus is so bad 😭 hoping for the both of us to start a new drama/show and that we'll enjoy it 🤞

what do you mean i'll be disappointed? i could never! you're so kind and sweet and funny and i really appreciate you for all your effort 💟 you're a great friend and i'm sure we'll get along even more after the event 💕

[miumura]

im not an enhypen reader but ur themes for ur stories always eat

AWH thank youuuu <3 !! i really appreciate you saying that 🫶 and omg seeing your blog is reminding me to write more for zb1 😭

[luneariaa]

GIRLLLLL I LOVE YOUR THEME!!🥹✨🤘🏻

OMGGG THANK YOUUUU SMMM EMBERRR IM SO HAPPY AND APPRECIATE YOU FOR SAYING THAT!! 😭😭💖💫💖💫💖💫‼‼

[planetdream]

hi dreamie! i just wanted to wish you a good week a good month a good year because truly i am like #1 planet dream stan sry.. like i remember when i was going thru such a SLUMPPP (soty) and then i would read a lot of ur posts n i remember getting so hyped whenever you had a new theme like i would physically smile and think "OMG NEW THEME!!!" and truly like. i was jumping kicking my feet when u responded to my skz fleshlight ask (bec again i am ur #1 fan) and i just wanna say that your writing truly gives people happiness and that you have a talent that you should never let go of. thank you for existing <3

hello !! i cannot express with words how lovely you are. this is one of—if not—THEE sweetest thing ever 🥺 you’re so so so sweet and lovely!! thank you for sending this ask and enjoying my writing! really don’t think you understand how much you and this ask made my day 🥺 i’ve been rereading it all day 😭 thank you for existing <3

also, i wanna thank u for sending that fleshlight ask !! (even though i answered it a lil late lol) loved that ask soooo much (it was rotting in my brain) + it helped me write without overthinking or doubting myself too much. it was a fun lil ask <3

n i’ve previously said that i’ve had some negative feelings surrounding my writing, and lately i’ve been working through them (ie; not stressing myself out). i think i’m comfortable with writing again now (don’t quote me on this).