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hello... (and bye ig 👋)
#👋😭 hi...#i haven't come on in about a month and i didn't realize a month passed by like that... i've kinda stopped using any apps on my phone#i barely even talk to my friends anymore lol 😭#i just saw my follower count this morning and realized i hit 13k and i was like 🥸 huh...#uhhhhhhh 😭 idk i wanted to say thank you i guess 🫂#i'm done with stayblr and tumblr in general 😭 this much has been obvious for a while now... i tried to fit myself back in during 5star but#i think i realized i've outgrown the vibes here and in online spaces in general... i don't really enjoy it anymore 😭 which is weird cause#i've used tumblr since i was in middle school so 🫡 end of an era some would say...#i think it sucks because i don't have the same feelings about this place or skz or anything in my life right now... i tried to ignore it bu#it's so obvious now that the entirety of december passed without me really talking to a single person / without me using social media /#without me really doing much except for like homework and assignments lmao#i think genuinely i've stopped enjoying everything i used to like and i don't know why 😭 it hit me the other day bc i don't even enjoy#pc collecting anymore which is CRAZY considering how much time and money i've put into that hobby so 👋🥸 who knows what goes on#i haven't consumed any skz content since rockstar dropped 😭 and that also feels weird to me... idk... i would say maybe i'm going through a#depressive episode but i don't really feel how i do then... i think i'm just tired like i always am and that's just how i am now .. i think#i'm just not really interested in things anymore? weird but .. yeah idk😭 if i knew what was wrong i would Fix It sndjdndkd mostly i'm just#sad because i haven't been talking to friends... i keep ignoring everyone and not replying to any texts from anyone because ????#i tell myself i will do it later but i know i won't ... idk i genuinely don't know why i'm struggling to talk to ppl anymore 😭 i've become#even more of a reclusive hermit than i already was 💀 and the worst part is i feel normal abt it#i don't feel /bad/ i just feel guilty that i'm not replying to ppl bc i don't want to hurt ppls feelings... on my end i feel Normal abt it#like i ??? is it weird that i'm so detached from everything that not even a month ago made me so happy..? that's weird right 😭 like idgi#i don't feel (as) depressed (as i usually do) but clearly ?? smth is wrong ?? like ik i'm not a clingy sentimental person but ? it kinda#makes me sad wondering if i really don't care abt ppl anymore ... but i think 😭 it's also the object permanence issues that come with adhd#not seeing or talking to the ppl i love . not doing my hobbies or seeing the groups i care abt . makes it easy to not care or forget what#they make me feel etc etc ... i get it... but idk 😭 if that's what this is . well wow it sucks ASS.. cause i feel guilty for not feeling#anything at all ... 😭 idk how to explain that HENSKDNISJS anywayyyy 💀#i came on cause i wanted to say thank you for 13k followers 😭‼️ and that i probably will not be online anymore unless i really want to say#this was a really long winded way to say i feel bad but i'm done with stayblr fr 👋🥸 i tried so hard for the last 2 years to make it feel#like home again but it stopped ages ago so 🥹 that's ok.. i still cherish my memories here 🫂 anyway thanku and sjsjsksksks bye i guess 😭#who knows maybe i'll enjoy it one day again and come back :') never know what the future holds 🫡
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Hi Bae!!! who are your favorite skz writers on Tumblr so far?
Oh! This is so cool that someone asked me thisss :) I saw this on a few other accs ❤️ hehe
Ummm tbh I like ALOTTTT of writersss butttt my favs are : @seospicybin @seo--changbin @milkandhyunnie @mixtape-racha @lixiestarryhollows @blossomwritesthings @astraystayyh @rachalixie @j-0ne25 @feelbokkie @skzonthebrain @biniminisblog @smuttystraykidsthoughts @stayxlix @kai-lee08 @strayingawayy
Lord that’s a lot now that I look at it😅 I’ve only been on here a little and I’ve already seen soooo manyyyy wonderful authors :)))) and I can’t wait to find more!!!! I promise you in a months time this list is gonna be a WHOLEEE lot longer💀 all writers in the stayblr community are all so precious and I’ve only discovered a chunk…so if your not on this list I will get to you😈
(Edit: stopppp i keep forgetting to tag people😭)
#hehehe all jokes#everyone is all so talented on here#and professional#like i just bark over here#love you allll#skz streamer rants#bae’s askz
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heyyy, so i just read the tags on your most recent “otherworldly” repost and OMG !! i’m so excited bc i just read that fic for the first time earlier today 🤭 i’m a sucker for lino AND alien/monster fics, so this is literally a christmas present to me lmfao. also, i just discovered your blog last night, but you’re already one of my fav writers on tumblr! i hope you’re having a good day/night :)
💀 I genuinely thought those tags would fly under the radar and now here I am, booboo the fool lmao but yes! I'm working on a series with alien!Minho from Otherworldly. I had wanted to do another alien!SKZ story and decided to expand on Minho some more. I'm still working out the details but I've expanded the characters, given them some more depth as well as outlined some profile for them.
I've included more about Minho's life on Ninsa and his past, including his friendship with his roommate, a past relationship, his friends, his experiences in his quadrant of the galaxy and his travels before leaving Ninsa and arriving in our Solar System.
As for our MC, I've given her a bit more depth and added a job to her profile. There will be more about her growing up as well as her past with Jake and their friendship.
Most of these past things will be told in flashbacks. As for the main part of the story, you'll just have to wait and see what that is ;)
Thank you so much for reading! I'm very attached to that story as it is one of my longer pieces, especially for what was supposed to be just a oneshot. It was almost 40k before I edited it and got it down to its final word count. Welcome to my little corner of stayblr and I hope you enjoy your time here 😊 💕
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#shh bel shut up#I'M SORRY BTW#yes I've been working yes I've been writing#YES I'M STILL FINISHING TRICK OR FREAK REQUESTS DON'T RUSH ART I'M BUSY#also come join the discord 🫵
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sorry i've literally been entirely inactive, nothing in particular is going on sort of i'm just unmotivated. the skz x subspace is going well so far i have come up with the scenarios for all eight and thats it 💀 maybe i'll reintegrate myself into stayblr soon.
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hello all 😃
I was gonna post this at midnight on the first day of 2022, but real life is a bitch and in truth i forget things really easily now.
still, as 2021 has ended, i feel as if i had to come out of my hibernation and say a few things about this blog, and its impact.
first of all, i saw my fics hitting new milestones, and i couldn’t even believe that despite me being barely here i receive so much love and appreciation from you people. it means so much, and truly so much, that every single one of you take the time to read my mostly horny ramblings and leave a like, comment, reblog or ask ��� to know i am appreciated while i am not here has been one of my greatest achievements.
second, but most importantly, i wanted to mention a few people who have definitely impacted my 2021, and the fics they brought with them.
@mocimori — CHIAAAAA, LOMLLLLL TREASURE OF MY HEART 😭😭😭❤️❤️😭❤️😭😭❤️ you are another ive wronged with my terrible replies but now i see why you complained about uni 😭 that shit SUCKS but ever since you sent in those Paris asks you have managed to make me a complete SIMP of you and every artwork you’ve made of SKZ and genshin makes me wanna like retweet reblog bookmark comment subscribe EVERYTHING !!! you’re so insanely talented and to top it off you are literally one of the nicest people I’ve ever met????? pls pls forgive me for never replying and pls let’s write that anti hero! skz fic we are not doing it justice w all those theories we had 💀💀 i love you so so much and i hope you’re doing amazing ☹️❤️
@bruh-changbin — oh my fucking god . SKY. My Bitch. My Love. the few crackers i will love and appreciate in my life 🥶 no but seriously you are one of tumblrs few treasures I’ve experienced and this is a big one cause tumblr fucking SUCKS 😭😭 you’ve become such an important person to me and despite u sending me terrible #girlboss memes ur every tiktok, random traumatic moments of your life and twilight memes send me off the edge 😭 thank you for being a funny sexy mf and i promise ill watch twilight soon I PROMISE 💀❤️❤️ ps. pls reply to my tiktoks i want attention 🙄🙄
to lysol — @soobmint @honeyju @hyuckworld (+ all ur other personalities on tumblr 😻) — you fucking three holy shit i hate you all so much because now im obsessed with three stupid americans from across the world who i have never met but would give my kidneys for 😐😐😐 but seriously you three are the reason i haven’t given up on writing ☹️ you guys encouraging me, our constant borderline racially motivated bullying (call me currymuncher one more time alice addy 😐) and just being unforgivably yourselves have become such a comfort to me, and I genuinely wouldn’t know what I would do without you all. Thank you for being in my life. I actually mean it this time 🙄❤️❤️ (no but really i love you so much y’all are the reason for my attachment issues)
special mentions to @healinghyunjin @scxrlettwxtches @aliceu !! i know i never reply and am so so so dead on here but i promise y’all be living in my head rent free !! all of your fics are the reason i have faith in stayblr cause imma be honest with yall stayblr has a draught in good fics💀
now i know i don’t have an abundance of friends or mutuals on here, but the people ive mentioned here, and my readers and supporters are the reason ive given myself a small belief that I can do something with writing. university is being a pain, i am tired, but you all give me strength to hopefully become active again.
i apologise if all of this sounds a bit random and all over the place, but that’s because it’s midnight and i feel like im about to pass out — a mf needs her sleep 💀 anyway, i hope you all have an amazing 2022, and please stay safe ❤️
#personal tings#i Hope this?? makes sense a little bit?#to the people I’ve mentioned I love you#especially alice addy chae i love love love you three so fucking much#also shoutout to rosie who deactivated but still remembered 💔#anyway ill be active ??? around June time maybe???#actually ive been really tired and writing makes me EXHAUSTED#but thank you all#for being here still#ill prolly have more to say but ive forgotten 💀💀 sorry lmao#but i got assassins creed valhalla to play and viking men to fawn over#once again sorry for being absent and thank you everyone#i love u smmmmm#MWAH!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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You're such a sweet person! I'm happy you're part of stayblr
i didn’t see this 😭😭😭 i forgot that i did that ask game 💀💀
but thank you so much anon 🥺🫶 i appreciate you so much
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okay i don’t think he’s wolf anon. pretty sure. he ain’t that big of a risk taker. but alshskhdkdkd IF HE’S ONE OF YALL ISTG–
CHRISTOPHER GET OFF STAYBLR ITS NOT FOR YOU!!!
but nah bestie that coincidence was a bit TOOO coincidental 👀👀 what person just casually watches ms. congeniality on a tuesday night? alhsjshdjsk
it's not safe here Chan, get out and save yourself 💀🤡
HEY ITS A GOOD FILM IT COULD BE 😭😭😭😭😭Nah fam, one of these guys is felix and they told him 😤✋ none of you can be trustedddddd
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screams I haven’t uploaded anything on my writing blog but I like to pspspss fic ideas in dms 😂😂😂 I miss writing stayblr too :(( I haven’t checked the tags in awhile so idk what’s new
— Chia 🐏
FELT 😭😭😭 I haven’t posted in ages *cries* but I’m working on something hehe
But yeah T-T I miss writing stayblr so so much, tbh I don’t think you missed anything 😭💀 there’s not that many ppl who are actively posting 🥺
But we can absolutely brainstorm ideas together if you want!! I don’t really release them on my blog since I’m pretty self conscious about them but it’s really fun to chat w/ you :))
AnEways, I hope you’re doing well 💕 sending you all my love ☺️
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OH WAIT HAVE I NEVER CUSSED HERE BEFORE?? LMFAOOO i cuss a lot fyi. i think i just unconsciously emit it every time i send asks since i never really swear in english (so weird dba,, di lng tlga sanay xd) and kahit na alam ko filo ka,,, nasanay na lang Y^Y pero yes, if you hear me irl, ang lutong mej <//3 pati, i forgot to thank you Y^Y prng ewan ako :"> i really love when the dust settles kasi heh. wowww, its cool na you pick up metaphors from the smallest mundane actions 🙌 stan yan 😌 HAHAHHAHA TUMAMBLING 😭 pati, hopefully okay na yung relationship mo with that person :>> definitely would choose hurt/comfort over angst. may unting fluff na plus, for me, mas nakakaiyak pa kaysa pure angst 🤔 hindi naman maulan dito but at early morning and late night sobrang lamig 🥶 kaso sa afternoon ang init pa den todo :< ingat pala diyan!
agree, if bagyo talaga sobrang scary. there was one time, this year lng like august or september siguro, sobrang lakas ng ulan dito samen, everyday siya tuloy tuloy. tas ang lala lng talaga ng thunder and lightning, scariest rain na na encounter ko buong buhay tbh. it was madaling araw, nagbabasa lang ako sa tumblr tas ang lakas ng kulog Y^Y kaya di ko ma feel yung story kasi nagugulat ako LOL kaso yun nga, if sobrang ulan diyan, dont forget na mag ingat !
OHH NA FFEEL KO NA, YUNG SIDE CHARACTER NA EAN SI HAECHAN AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH
di lang alak,,, naririnig ko noon na they do it mainly to find drugs and weapons Y^Y DUDE ANG SKERI NON LIKE EVEN IF WALA NAMAN TALAGA PERO AAKALAIN NG SCHOOL NA MAY NAGGAGANON SAMEN (kahit as precaution lng) ,,, i mean not impossible pero ang scary pa den ya know 😭 nakakakilabot 💀 so dun dun eto na sa chika :>> would read that fic if ever gawin mo as inspiration ✨ ang inchresting lng nung story time nato. ang mood nung "char lang" HAHAHHHA PERO OMG GHOSTERS MGA NAKAPALIBOT SATEN... :<< ako lang yung ghost na di mang gghost <//3 grabe naman si kuya, kinalimutan lahat 😕 grabe ah kasi iniwan kang hurtingz tas babalik siya ng parang walang nangyari, hapi hapi lang sya kahit siya naman pasimuno >:(( sarap batu- CHAROT (omg pag mali intindi ko, papalamon na lang ako sa lupa sa kahihiyan 🕳️ ) DUDE MALA MAIN CHARACTER VIBESSSS YUNG PART NA NAG PATUGTOG NG HULING SANDALI 😩pati wAITT,, inspired yung 2 fics na yun from that ?? omg i remember reading them,,, will re read pra lng felt ule yung story ng buhay mu <3 pero ang touching ng silent closure like fr.
im looking forward sa roger rabbit heh saw that a long time ago pa sa wips mo,, parang malapit na ang time para ma release siya 😌 its great na you had fun sa beach ! sguro the new scenery made you more relaxed kaya nakatulog ka maaga :>> other than the two times i got vaxed, never ako nakalabas sa bahay the whole 2 years ng quarantine :<< sobrang strict ng mother ko sa health safety kaya ~.~ di pa rin makalabas kasi yung 2 kong mas batang kapatid di pa vaxed Y^Y yung bestie na nakwento ko sau noon sa banner, u remember her? bday na niya kasi soon and balak niya sana mag mall with friends pero di natuloy kasi bawal ako <//3 its funny kasi she said gawan nya ng ppt defense para makasama ako tas bigay niya daw sa mama ko LMAO padala nlng ako cake with letter heh.
honestly, natawa lang don sa twt post XD one of the major problems yun sa stan twt na namimilit mag vote. nakakakonsensya kaya na makita na a lot are saying sorry dahil sobrang busy tas di makaka vote Y^Y GUILTY AKO SA NOT VOTING <//3 i rarely vote for award shows (only at times na maalala ko at di tamad), usually nag aabang lang to watch the perfs 😎 pero in some way, naiintindihan ko (di lang yung mang hhate yung iba sakanila sa mga di nakaka vote :<) den why theyre so hyped sa voting kasi dasurv naman tlga nila lahat ng awards (wow taray) regardless if sinong artist ean, dapat may award silang lahat dun palang sa fact na naka debut sila eh >:)) big achievement kaya eon. yung natawa lang ako mostly is tinatry nila i clown stayblr LMFAOOOO legit strategizing and coming up with plans para ma promote voting. idk if youve seen it pero yung blog na nag post non is na targetan ng toxic stays which is sobrang nakakalungkot ~.~
I WATCHED JAEMINS WEB DRAMA. di ko bet plot pero ya know, watch for the actor SASAFHJHJFDJHFDDSF though natutuwa ako sa girl lead, cute niya lol if ever they DO get acting careers, ill watch every single one heh productive ito :>
I HAVENT READ STAR LOST SORY. i was supposed to after i read a few chapters of six of crows kaso ang ganda nung SIC omayyy na tripan ko agad kaya ayon, nagbasa hanggang napagod yung mata ko LOL i still want to read more pero tambak ako requirements aaaaa :"> will wait for no longer human AND roger rabbit 😎
omg tha 155.6k wc for the whole year??? damn, lakas mo. saved recommended fics, HAHAHAHAA ANG SOLID NUNG AOTM NI HYUNJIN AAAAAAAAAAA ilang araw den ako bago naka get over hhhh pag inspired talaga, bilis makagawa ng mga bagay bagay heh does that mean after roger rabbit, may hyunjin project ka? for the ask game pala :
- 9 - 11 - 13 - 15 - 18 👀👀👀👀👀 - 24 - 27 - 30
ang dami,, pero sge kaya mo ean 😭 BTW, baka weekend na ule ako makabalik kasi todo grind proj,,, have great days and nights !!
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— fanfic end of the year asks!
9. longest wip of the year — definitely no longer human like how the hell did a 6k outline turn into a 30k monstrosity. still, i'm glad the worst part of writing it is over.
11. fandom you enjoyed writing for the most this year stray kids !! T_T me and my personal attachment huhu also jjk/bsd tho they're all drafted so :D
13. favorite writing song/artist/album of this year writing songs are can you feel my heart by bmth and run by bts. artist is arctic monkeys and album is AM by arctic monkeys as well. didn't realize i had a lot of fics inspired by their songs :D (unwarranted but just go by ikon for last year, it played on shuffle rn and huhu still breaks my heart)
15. something you learned this year that there are technically no set rules in writing and that i should stop trying to change my own style to appease everyone else or be on the same league as more experienced people. that i should write whatever i want; not for an audience, not for the notes. write the stories i want to tell. and i'm not obligated to write for anyone else, not even for me if it feels more draining than a breath of fresh air.
18. current number of wips the whole list of wips? i'm not so sure. but those i'm actively working on are roger rabbit and no longer human only. other wips are : a christmas fic with chan, a collab fic for jisung (nct), milestone requests for hyuck and jeno, aotm hyunjin idea LMAO and that's it i guess? so seven e.e how many will end up finished? unsure.
24. favorite fic you read this year cries, 5 minutes by doiefy :(((( i love it still, i always will. my dystopian lover ass loved every word T_T and hyuck was a really interesting side character here huhu loml
27. favorite fanfic author of the year she's inactive now but inktae!! i don't even stan bts but her writing is exceptional. i binged her works earlier this year and it really left an impact T_T
30. favorite fandom to read fics from this year bungo stray dogs i haven't read a lot of kpop fics this year and it's less about my waning interest but more on no longer finding writing that i like or new plots. but if i was held at gun point, i would say nct.
yeah, you never cuss here! i get conscious when i cuss :D like bad influence ba aq ajuju #BadAte HAHA if you cuss a lot, that's me and you and chan :D then we are pakshet malutong irl :") no worries with the fic! i'm glad i got to write for you. and yes, we're fine now. quarantine made realize the values of a lot of relationships that i once took for granted. pinas things talaga yung rainy season and all .__. i thought at this point masasanay na ako sa mga bagyo inde pa pala xd also yes, ingat ingat nalang tau zzz and yes, the side character is haechan T_T babawas bawasan ko fic-time niya slight.
drugs and weapons cries T_T buti nalang na wala pang nangyayaring ganon tho i'm glad your school is checking and being cautious abt it. and abt your reaction to the chika, HAHA I HATE GHOSTS SO MUCH <//3 so tru doe siya naman nagpasimuno baliw amp toffee pampalipas oras era 2019 ganon. RIGHT sobrang fic inspo worthy but i don't think i can do justice to that moment yet kasi di pa ako gaano kagaling magsulat ng emotions. siguro soon?? baka next year mag aall too well (toffee's version) tayo. yep! the fics weren't just inspired, written for talaga HAJSHAJ iniba ko lang yung names and perspective kasi letter like yun before.
ahhhh im excited for roger rabbit as well but it's really hard writing from 7 different perspectives e.e yeah people tend to not be able to sleep sa ibang environment but i tend to sleep soundly??? baka sa bahay may mali omg HAJHJA di ka nakalabas kahit mall ??? :((( omg ohhh i hope your younger sibs get vaccinated soon :(( sayang na di ka pinayagan ka but i get the strict parents thing and it's for the best for your sibs.
panay retweet nalang ako nun regarding the voting. i mean, we're not really obligated to do that. it would be good if we did pero not to the point na fake fan ka porket di ka nagvovote baliw. i used to vote last year nung mas maluwag sched ko. i ended up being torn between my fucking groups :D esp for performance awards kasi andun lahat ng ults kRAZY. yeah, i do believe they all deserve awards pero mawawala siguro yung sanctity (what a word) ng award if lahat mabibigyan. BUT STILL, EVERYONE DESERVES SOMETHING .___. di ko pa nakita yung blog but it's quite unfortunate that people target blogs for something that petty. the world has worse problems and that is not one of them :D
i haven't watched jaemin's drama AAAAA if i have time soon, i might. i'm glad that you will tho HAHAH i'm really not interested sa dramas kasi nga yung attention span ko :(( ang ikli :(( and i get more upset when i'm unable to finish dramas ganon. internal problemz AND DUDE STOP APOLOGIZING OMFL but i'm taking the apology because you read six of crows <333333333333 i fucking loved it *punches a wall* it's (kinda) my inspo for the writing style of roger rabbit. reqs first before reading hehe thank you for waiting for my fics AAAA :((( kilig aq slight
the word count chonky this year #peakproductivity. AND YES !! please read those fics so good *chefs kiss* my eyes are blessed. dude i keep denying that aotm's impact but d u d e THE BRAINROT IS SO BAD IM SUPPOSED TO BE WRITING ROGER RABBIT. i can't promise the hyunjin fic yet, but the idea is there so maybe. this is just me finding an excuse to write bad boy hyunjin xd
take your time!! and good luck with your school work :3 kaya mo din yan!! likewise!! get some rest in between your busy days. good night! :)))
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Same anon who was 👁👄👁 at the start of the library scene.... Just got to the end of it. FOR FUCKS SAKE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭. i was so 😮 and 😃 about figuring it out so early. i mean relatively. But oh how could I have been so foolish. This is tasty dumbass angst that I love and crave but oh that doesn't stop from internally yelling for 8k words or however much is left.
"It was utter agony" SO STOP DOING IT YOU CLOWN. not even chan trying to be nice and saying you're not a clown can save you now 🔪
'For you he would do anything' fuck 😭😭😭😭 I'm trying not to include too many quotes or spoilers but HHHHHHHHHHH
This entire thing with Seungmin is amazing. I fucking adore him omg 😁😁😁😁
I didn't think there could be that much tension in some socks. Talent, truly.
"You thought this was it" 👁👄👁 honey. You got a big storm coming 😵
"He was ready" HEARTBREAKING PARAGRAPH YOU WITCH HOW DARE YOU. "HE WAS LUCKY" THEN YOU MAKE MY HEART GROW AND PUT IT ALL BACK TOGETHER AGAIN. TF.
I was not planning to finish this tonight but I needed a hardcore Distraction™ and when my brain wasn't fighting me it worked. Perhaps I'll be reading another fic of yours tonight. Who knows~~~~
SCR R E AM READINF THIS MADE ME LAUGH AND MELT SM STOP TIT T T T T T
pls chan saying we’re not clowns but im writing literally a novel’s worth of smut and ur reading it 💔💔💔 mama were degens 💔💔
SOCKS 💀💀💀 SHUT UPPPP NEVEE WRITING ABOUT STOCKINGS AGAIN BUT THANK U💨💨💨
plssss I’m glad I could be a distraction to you !! and don’t you worry at all reading this was more than enough ☹️☹️☹️☹️❤️❤️❤️
#asks#the duke and i tings#seungmin fave boy ☹️☹️☹️ i really want to write sumn for him too because i low-key have a small plot around him 👁👁#but i need from writing help#and stayblr 💀#but thank you sososo much for reading love 🥺🥺 mega appreciating#a break*** help why am i a fucking degen
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