#and sometimes it's very hard to be confrontational
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Sun + Moon Combos Hot Takes
Sun in libra Moon in Pisces: PEOPLE PLEASERS! No seriously though these people try their best to charm the pants out of anyone (even ppl they don’t like) they aren’t opposed to lying to impress others as well. These people lie A LOT. They usually lie to appear more interesting to others and come up with some pretty extravagant lies lol. It���s pretty rare these people ever feel comfortable being themselves they are usually always mirroring those around them. These people also live and breathe relationships. They love the idea of love and can go thru a number of partners before really committing (isn’t the most loyal sun moon combo).
Gemini sun Cancer moons: this can be a very emotionally unstable combo. I notice people with this combo aren’t really the most ambitious of people. Most stay with their parents longer than most as well. Their sun sign craves change and their moon craves safety so these people can have a constant battle in their heads of if they should experience new things or stay in their comfort zone. This can cause them to stay stuck in situations and environments that they should’ve grown out of longer than necessary. if theirs no big earth influence it can be very hard to ground your emotions. VERY BIPOLAR. They are also more homebodies and quieter compared to most Geminis.
Scorpio sun Aqua moon: an enigma fr. I’ve only met one person with this combo usually cuz it’s EXTREMELY hard to actually get to know these people. They have the same vibe as a shadow. Just very lowkey, in the background. Usually these people despise the spotlight but when they actually make themselves known they are so MAGNETIC. Usually have very interesting/eccentric personalities under all that mystery. They are lowkey the definition of “not like other girls” these people also give a sorta vampire vibe to them idk how to explain it.
Cancer Sun Virgo moon: super boring 😴 they are usually very predictable.. like annoyingly predictable to their mannerisms down to the things they say. Usually don’t like to stray far from their comfort zone. They remind me of that one SpongeBob scene where the fish is on repeat going to work coming home eating sleeping and then at the end the wife goes “coming to bed honey” “yes dear”. That’s what I think of when I think about these people😭 very basic taste in clothes and food as well. on a positive note though they are very loyal to the people they love and they’ll do anything for the people they love. Usually really hard workers as well. But overall I find this combo to be very bland 💀 next..
Aries sun cancer moon: these are the adult boss babies of the zodiac sun moon combo. These people get VERY DEFENSIVE over the smallest shit. They don’t really like when people make to many jokes about them or teases them or they will lose their shit. These people can be sensitive about the weirdest shit. Most people don’t expect this cuz they’re usually harsh to others so when others are harsh back they don’t expect such an emotional reaction. They have a lot of emotional resilience however and are way more intuitive than most Aries. These are the least confrontational of the Aries I notice as well. They’re more passive aggressive/manipulative when upset. I notice these people can become really rude and aggressive when other disagree with them as well. They deal with emotions pretty childishly.
Libra sun Gemini Moon: these are the pick me bitches fr. This combo gives dumb blonde energy. These people will flirt with anyone to get out of anything lol. ( it works most of the time) their constant flirting can get them into some trouble sometimes. They have a habit of breaking a lot of hearts from flirting too much 😭 this can be a big yapper combo too. These people sometimes don’t know when to stop talking (especially about others) they LOVE gossip.
Sun in Aries Capricorn Moons: these people give Bully energy imo. They can be incredibly bossy and controlling when they want something done which doesn’t win them many friends. I notice this combo can cause a lack of emotional intelligence, these people will say things super harshly without thinking how it can affect the other person (if they have strong water in the chart however this won’t always be the case). They tend to find weaker personalities to boss around too which I don’t respect, they usually get too sensitive when someone can actually match their boss energy. I may have came off harsh with this one so I’ll say some positives😭 usually these people have amazing ambition and have the ability to make A LOT of money in their lives. Gives big CEO energy. Also this is a jack of all trades combo, they are able to do so many things, very handy.
Leo sun Cancer moon: usually have amazing/ healthy self confidence (makes sense since the sun/moon are both in their home) these people grow up knowing exactly who they are and what they are capable of even from such a young age. These people are actually sooo funny too. Their comedic timing is soooo good. They can however be more of a “loner” than most other Leo’s and have a big love for their family as well. Can have a problem however with putting their talents to action which can lead in wasted talent.
Virgo sun Scorpio Moon: gives Eeore vibes. No really though these people complain about everything lmao. Even if things aren’t going bad they will focus on the most negative shit. Can be extreme pessimists. Can almost be addicted to shitty emotions in a way. On a brighter side these people are usually very magnetic in social situations and can make a good amount of money in their life because of their work ethic and organizational skills. Can attract very toxic people in their lives. It’s like they’re a magnet for toxic people.
Give me some sun+moon combos that you want me to talk about more in the comments 🥰 (last post of this got deleted)
233 notes
·
View notes
Text
This morning, the day dawned on a landscape full of snow. It had fallen during the whole night. But the sun rose and everything melted quickly. I spent the morning in bed, at first inactive and in total disarray, then working with Nietzsche, which lifted me up a bit. He is the only man whose writings have exerted, in the past, an influence on me. And then I had detached from him. At the moment, he's just right. He is learning to love what is, to make himself a support of everything, and of pain first of all. All of this in a marvelous light which helps to take its distance. No creator, it seems to me, can do without. He is truly a force. "What makes the great style, he says: "to feel master of one's happiness as well as of one's misfortune."*
At noon I got your letter, I try to "reconstruct" you with these quick and nervous notes. But one should not think about it and besides it doesn't matter, the return is near. You ask me to tell you, but it's not easy either. There is nothing to say except that I wear out the days, that my heart is tight and that I'm trying to overcome this kind of asphyxia that I've been sinking in for two months. All this is inhuman and yet it is necessary, indeed, to rely on this hard, tense world, torn... so we have to grit our teeth and wait. At 4 o'clock I went to Cannes to pick up my sister-in-law whom I brought back here with a heartache. So she went to bed. She and my brother live in the hotel which preserves the peace of the house. And I went up to my room to write to you.
I am enjoying this room very much, which is literally in the sky. The Moors and the Esterel Mountains stretch to the horizon, and I still have a respite until the terrible hour, when the night falls, icy, and the desire to flee to some brightly lit and noisy place, to drink, to argue, to make something burst... Ah my dear love, to live at last... You will help me and I will help you. You will help me to accomplish all that I have in me, to fructify the thousand contradictory forces that I feel. I will help you to feel alive, to find the friendship of things, your strength, your coquetry, your taste to overcome. Finally being fulfilled! instead of these perpetual mutilations...
The evening falls. The bad hour arrives. I'm going to close the blinds, turn on the light, read, force myself to work. The day will pass and tomorrow we will enter into March. March at last! It has been sixty interminable days since I lost the taste of a certain life. And you, you too, and finally, confronted with the horror... My darling love, how could I not sometimes feel my heart in a vice! I love you, my darling child, my little girl, my brave one. And I kiss you madly without being able to detach myself from you.
*Friedrich Nietzsche, The Will to Power (1901).
Albert Camus to Maria Casarès, Correspondance, February 28, 1950 [#220]
#albert camus#camus#absurd#absurdism#maria casares#correspondance#love letters#love#night#sun#nietzsche#happiness#misfortune#inhuman#sky#mountains#friendship#alive#strength#life#heart
15 notes
·
View notes
Note
Hi I am struggling with being ace and people's perception of me. Like they literally see me as invalid as a person because I don't have a man nor do I want one. Then I feel like I'm missing out if I don't have a man even as I know it will never work in reality. It's more like the status I want than an actual man. I work and live in a nice apartment so people kind of vibe off that when they find out, it lessens the harshness but I have a single female relative who is moving in with me due to homelessness and now the comments are starting about impoverished spinsters clubbing together, my life is over I'm past it. I don't know how to deal with it, it's really dragging me down to the point I feel if she lives with me its intolerable because people are saying this
Hi Anon! First off, I'm really sorry you're dealing with a bunch of massive assholes cause I'm sitting here going who the fuck says that shit to people? You are totally valid in your identity, and frankly, fuck what anyone else says.
So, my experiences are not reflective of other communities or cultures. You may be in a place that is very entrenched in the Life Script, as I like to call it: Heteronormative monogamous partnerships. (I'm based in the US, and even then, my experience is not universal in this country either)
So here's the thing, and some my take this differently, but I come from the camp of 'My sexuality is no one's business unless it comes up'. 'But Nat', you may say 'you have your identity in your tumblr blog'. Yes, yes I do because this is an appropriate space to state it so I can more easily connect with other people who are like me.
Now, this only works so far as you get older and people are like 'why don't you have a partner? don't you want kids? don't you want to get married? what's wrong with you?'. I run into this a lot as well in childfree circles. The moment I say 'oh, I don't want kids', a lot of people who have kids/want kids suddenly get super defensive, like I'm saying my personal choice means no one should be having kids and they're fools to have children. I think that runs into the similar issues on the ace spectrum where people who are in relationships are like 'do you think you're better than me or something?'
I didn't come to my full Ace conclusion until I was... 32? Before that I had been running on a bisexual/mostly-lesbian leaning outlook on life until I was living on my own and was like 'man, you know what, I should try date' and ended up getting myself a boyfriend. I tried. I tried for six months. I told him up front I wasn't very sexually motivated and it turned out he wasn't either! but man, he was as dull as a fucking rock (very nice though) and we had a lot in common and like, he would have made for a GREAT friend. But I found myself really struggling with not being attracted, not wanting to kiss him, and inside I'm going 'man this would be way better if he were a girl'. So I broke up with him, I told him I was a lesbian, and then once that was done I just... never had the urge to date again. Sometimes I do, but I realize now it's more that I'm trying to seek a platonic companion, someone who is always there to hang out with, that we have a lot in common, etc.
Even the most well meaning and supportive people can say things that are dismissive of being Ace even if they're not trying to be and it's up to YOU, anon, to let it roll off. Because not everyone is trying to drag you down.
But the people who are? Aren't people I think you want to have in your life anyway. These don't sound like friends or supportive people if they keep demeaning you because you have a different life than them. Are these the people you really want approval from for 'status' when it means degrading you for how you're built? Who YOU ARE as a person? The status is not worth denying your sense of self. Let's say you were gay and your friends were pressuring you about being straight. Would you get involved in a straight relationship that made you miserable? No, I don't think so (or at least, I hope not!)
I think it's absolutely lovely to have your aunt moving in with you and the next time someone says something, you just tell them 'That's such a callous and cruel thing to say. I have the room in my home and I love my aunt very much and I'm glad to help her. With today's economy, it works out for the both of us'.
And the next time someone wants to come at you for being ace, you can say 'Wow, I didn't know you spent so much time thinking about my sex life. That's so weird and kind of creepy'.
I find these sort of comments help... put into perspective what people are sounding like.
But honestly, fuck these people. They are not worth your time, and you are worth so much more than them.
#I have no idea if this is helpful anon#but this isn't high school#there is a whole wide open world out there#and sometimes it's very hard to be confrontational#but these people sound cruel AF#and toxic#like who the fuck says shit like that to people?#I'm so sorry you're dealing with this#I hope things work out
3 notes
·
View notes
Note
What is the one thing that bothers each other on their lover?
Not huge icks, but small bothers?
Vasco can be forgetful and a bit irresponsible. And even if he means well, he sometimes comes across inconsiderate, he just doesn't always think things through. He's usually very sure of himself, stubborn and resistant to accepting advice if he thinks he knows what he's doing. Occasionally he misreads the situation and his attempts to lighten the mood misfire so severely, it's like he's incapable taking things seriously.
Machete has a nitpicky control freak side to him that gets more pronounced when he's stressed. He's prone to bottling up his emotions and then feeling misunderstood when people can't read his mind. He finds a way to blame himself for everything and is a chronic over-apologizer.
#answered#anonymous#none of these are dealbreakers and over time they balance each other out#but like in every relationship between two people sometimes they get on each others nerves a little#they don't have a lot of dramatic fights#mostly because it's very hard to get Vasco to a point where he's truly and visibly angry#and Machete doesn't know how to argue constructively so he avoids confrontation even if he's a little peeved#neither of them enjoy fights so they're generally very willing to meet the other halfway to prevent escalation#Vaschete lore
363 notes
·
View notes
Text
A Game of Thrones - Catelyn X
A Clash of Kings - Catelyn VII
A Storm of Swords - Jaime I
A Storm of Swords - Jaime III
A Storm of Swords - Jaime III
A Storm of Swords - Jaime IV
Jaime & Passive Suicidal Ideation
His statements and actions concerning the subject are framed as him not being afraid. But he is. He is afraid of what he has become, afraid of confronting himself, afraid of confronting the world, and he is afraid of having to live.
He should not be brave enough to die. He should be brave enough to live.
#i dont think a lot of ppl acknowledge that pre hand loss jaime kinda wants to fucking die deep down#especially when he forgets his fixation on cersei#it is such an interesting obsession that he has with a ‘chivalrous’ death#he completely romanticizes this idea despite his dissillusionment with knighthood#again death is so much easier than confronting the moral paradoxes dilemmas and his self-concept#he is deep down very aware about what he has become and he desperately seeks purpose in just dying with sword in hand#and he does not even reconsider until brienne confronts him and reveals this ideation for what it is#it is cowardice on his part#it is a facade of bravery masking self loathing#dying is easy living is hard#honestly jaime pre handloss was basically just a man slowly destroying himself#and it seeps back sometimes during affc too#hed rather die than end up facing damnation despite all of his efforts#now damnation that is something he is terrified of#valyrianscrolls#asoiaf#jaime lannister
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
I don't think this is Moe's first offense (saying something brazen/flippant) but I do think it's the first time it's called the King a bitch. And it won't be the last! The funniest part of Anna being the one to take charge and chew Moe out is that it gives Moe the opportunity to do The Exact Same Thing to Alfonse one-on-one (you know... to test the waters... to see how he feels about it....). Which it is. Also promptly chastised for.
FAVE PANELS...
#fire emblem#feh#moe really is. a type of guy. it immediately gets scared when anna first corrects it. so what does it do? dig the hole deeper. double down.#THAT REALLY IS MOE'S BRAVE FACE.... playing dumb or getting oppositional. sometimes both.#but it is NOT confrontational... epitome of i'm just a little birthday boy. EXTREMELY annoying type of guy LMFAOOO#i feel like anna has been v patient w moe up until this point. like this has to be a three strikes you're OUT situation.#and both alfonse/sharena have been such hard working straight and narrow types that. they have never seen anna like that.#I REALLY THINK. it's like. anna is The Literal Commander Of A Military Unit and also given her background#more or less she could have been killed for having an attitude like that. hypothetically. we don't know her background. BUT THEORETICALLY..#i like to imagine it does come from a place of that though.#also moe may be an authority hating shithead but it does VERY quickly come to respect anna actually.#you have to Earn it. be Worthy of it. it sees that anna is extremely capable and skilled and fair. it respects that.#so like... i think it genuinely doesn't want to upset or disappoint her. however... it does have ... moe tendencies.#anyways even though i'm in between a dozen things i just had to draw this out and i'm so happy i did tbh#i don't really know how anna feels about moe. but it IS extremely funny to imagine moe is just torn asunder by her at one point#AND. IT FULLY DESERVED IT. it is taking the L here.#ALSO THE FACT THAT ALFONSE IS PISSED TOO. IT'S SO FUNNY TO ME. moe you just fucked up big time#IT WAS TRYING. TO BE NICE. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#fe alfonse#sharena#fe anna#moe tag#summoner oc#my art#my comics#also that is. a whole other comic. moe committing the offense again and getting sternly corrected#until it's like ooooohhh. wait. you actually respect your dad... okay. um. let me think of something else to say#LMFAOOO... i think third time's a charm. it doesn't dare say that to sharena. what if she cries. moe is also gonna cry. and thrup
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
We could’ve had a phenomenal episode if it was Ondine who was akumatized upon the cold realization that her boyfriend might not be the guy she thought he was and for Kim’s two braincells to brush against each other enough to make the connection between what he once did to prank Marinette and what he felt after what Chloe would later do to humiliate him in Dark Cupid.
#i come back for one episode and they ruin him#Kim has been done with Chloe since S1 you can see that in Zombiezou how annoyed he is even though he still cared for her wellbeing#you had a very believable conflict between teenagers and you mucked it up#like the boys will be boys thing with kim was so believable i can believe that Kim didn’t mean to hurt Marinette#and he never thought anything about it because Marinette doesn’t want to confront him about it#communication is freaking hard! people can hurt you even when they didnt mean to and that doesn’t make your feelings less valid#even though Marinette obviously forgave Kim it doesn’t change the harm he did#and sometimes you have to beat ppl over the head for them to get the point across#but no that would require making a new akuma for Ondine#i legit felt a little watery while watching this ep until the Akuma went to Kim instead#instead we got Chat Noir almost using cataclysm on an akumatized civilian#ml salt#ml derision#ml spoilers#ml season 5 spoilers#ml season 5#derision
30 notes
·
View notes
Text
Currently in my Val era (I'm annoyed at the people surrounding me)
#work experience rant#we're four college students that work at the same school#and two of them are getting on my nerves SO BAD#it's usually very hard for me not to get along with someone#and I wouldn’t exactly say that we don’t get along at all#but man they annoy the hell out of me sometimes#it's not even like I could confront them by saying what exactly bothers me#it's kinda vaguely but i KNOW I'm not oversensitive#also it's jot THAT bad#but they’re summoning my inner Val#i know i should communicate it in some way and I know I'm not great at communicating#BUT STILL THEY’RE MAKING ME GRRRRRASGDDHS AAAAAAAH#STOP TALKING ABOUT YOUR PRIVATE DHIT I WANT TO DISCUSS THE LESSON WE'RE GONNA TEACH#AND STOP ARGUING AGAINST EVERY TINY THING WITHOUT GIVING PROPER SOLUTIONS#AAAAAAH#sorry I needed that#also my uni is stupid and the reason why I've been annoyed since YESTERDAY
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
@kurtsascot replied to your post “@kurtsascot replied to your post “Question for fic...”:
okayyyy… hmmm. i think regardless whether its revealed entirely what rachels beef is, its good to include. in real life, we dont always know why people dislike us- i think its okay if it isnt expanded….also!! you can only reveal part of the reason if youd like, like only whatever rachel is willing to admit to herself by the end of the piece👀
Yeah exactly! That's what I am aiming for. Rachel and Santana (and other characters, like Quinn, and Denise, and the Andersons, and etc. etc. etc.) have a life!
Like it's up in the air. It might come back, but I don't actively plan on it. But yeah, I do like my lil extended universe. Sigh. There are so many of my fics where I have a lot of thots about that don't end up in the story since it's just a lot of extended stuff. There's a lot of Quinn/Denise and stuff about past Blaine/Quinn that will not be included either. (Damn, do I write another Quinn/Denise thing?)
But yeah, I think I'll keep it in and if it never gets mentioned again, then it depends on whether someone asks about it, I guess.
Ugh, I just always have so much to say about the universes of my stories. You gotta remember that I wrote Ljubim te and Je tik pred vami without knowing that Ljubili se would join the club, so when I wrote the connection between Quinn, Santana, Rachel and Brittany I didn't think it'd come back. It was just something to mention so I could sort of flesh out Quinn's gay past at high school. So this is me now, trying to see what stuff can work and how things might come together:
#kurtsascot#replies#i often wondered whether i should even write ljubili se#cause ljubim te had such a great ending#like sometimes i make sequels and wonder if i should've but i also really like them so?????#but i am very VERY hard to myself by not coming up with a river fic sequel for example even though i also have more to say for that as well#i think the main reason i decided to write ljubili se anyway is because i think i have enough to make a full sequel#but as i mentioned before in a sss/ww i didn't write ljubim te with a sequel in mind so i am suddenly confronted by the fact#that i left out things that are kinda needed as a bridge between the stories#like ya know blaine's family or kurt's friends and quinn and blaine's social circle#anyway i think it works cause kurt and blaine truly do treat their time at ljubljana as some sort of different world#where home world didn't matter#cause that's what i did when i was there#BUT AH WELL LIFE GOES ON
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
recently i’ve been rewatching a-teen with a friend (who’s seeing it for the first time) and we just finished the part where the girls reconcile
and my friend started saying how that was unrealistic because they just moved in and didn’t address any of the underlying issues? and how she wouldn’t do that/it would make sense for them to just cut of Kim Hana
and like i see what she means but it’s also funny when she tries to say i would also do that (not forgive & move on) when i’ve literally done that with her so many times
#anyways i will always defend that show#i see too much of myself in Do Hana (and also Siwoo because i too am in love with her) and sometimes it kinda sucks#cause ik i want to have such an image of being strong and not letting things slide#but let’s be honest it can be very hard to actually confront your friends with issues#in conclusion i am too much like Do Hana when i really need a Do Hana in my life#jae’s thoughts#kdrama#a teen#ateen
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
😔
#‘dont post this’ anon#i know… i feel the same.#it’s hard for me because I’m very opinionated in my real life too#like veeeery opinionated and sometimes intimidating too idk#in the sense that i dont let bullshit pass… i confront you about it#so it genuinely pisses me off that he doesn’t say anythingto them#and yeah that sentence was clearly just meant to hype them#there is really nothing inspiring in them lol#i think it’s probably the laziest side of fandom to begin with#they’re not funny not creative in terms of fandom content and they’re not nice like ever#i dont really spend much time thinking about him anymore#he has very bas relationship with social media (overexposure in young age)#and i think his management has no interest in stepping up to ease the pressure during fan wars#i hate it bc i don’t understand but#this happens with the others too if you think about it#think babygate and larry denials for example#it’s just— they really have no clue on how to control this horde of young people#youd think they would have learned in 13 years but here we are
0 notes
Note
Yo just curious are you open for art trades?
Hello, thanks for the ask!
This is a good opportunity to let people know my stance on art trades!
I am tentatively open for art trades, meaning that I only really do art trades with people I know. If I opened art trades to everyone, not only would I have more work than I can handle but I’d have to tell some people no and I’d rather not hurt anyone’s feelings.
On top of that, I have two commissions that are currently in progress that I’d need to finish first.
However, I am open to requests as long as it’s characters from any of my hyperfixations or special interests!
#thanks for the ask!!#asked and answered#art trades are a weird subject that i have to tiptoe carefully around#if i dont know you i dont know 100% if you’ll genuinely put the effort in#or if youre just trying to get free art#and sometimes i just won’t like the art style being offered#but i don’t want to be a jerk and decline just because of that yknow??#so it’s hard#ik a lot of people open them to mutuals only#but i dunno#this is just my comfort level#and i’m very non confrontational and a bit of a people pleaser#so i KNOW if i just open them indefinitely i’ll take a bunch of them that i dont want to#and itll lead to me destroying my fragile motivation#anyways lol thanks for the ask hehe#rain rambles#not art
1 note
·
View note
Text
I think I’ve mentioned before that you can make more proxies/avatars of Bastion by summoning them. Which essentially gives the new proxy permission to exist in the new state you summoned it in. Some Fae in this world use this to go places that their main Oaths and Mantles keep them from. I.E. Every Fae of the Unseelie or Seelie Court are obligated to attend if the acting Monarch calls them. But Fae like Bastion are bound in ways that would keep them from actually showing up as the entirety of themselves. Hence summoning.
#I make it sound pretty innocuous but Fae summoned to attend formal gatherings this way are usually troublemakers#Bastion: “Troublemaker? Why I would never!”#He really would#This man is under house arrest for a reason.#Local Hongry Boi angers Fae Authorities by being too damn Hongry gets put in Timeout Box.#My OCs#deepest lore#Spider Fae#Spider Pred#Yes this man once vored other True Fae before he got confined to Hunting through the Manor.#Bastion’s just happy he only has to attend court sometimes now.#It’s very hard to pay attention to politics when everyone looks like a snack.#Honestly the Fae in my world don’t really mind eating people it was the class of people he was eating that got him in trouble.#He might have also implied he didn’t see a difference when confronted about this#Very gauche thing to say in public.#They’re still gossiping about it millennia later. He’s never gonna live it down.#Just admit you’re always hungry and don’t discriminate based on class cause you’re too damn hungry to care.#Nobles: Immediately take it as a political statement#Bastion is very happy to be away from Court.
0 notes
Text
okay i don't have anything smart to add i just genuinely love that these seemingly trivial jokes are actually an important part of his character. we see it throughout the entire manga, how he pushes aside his own frustration and discomfort to accommodate everyone else's and avoid needless confrontation- another example off the top of my head would be the barometz chapter in which he slowly gets frustrated with izutsumi but still tries his best to talk some sense into her calmly and soundly.
and in contrast, there are very few times he expresses his anger and hurt towards others, and it usually takes a lot for him to finally lose his patience and control.
i mean, even with kabru he tried to be polite despite the circumstances until the guy said the one thing that triggers an immense sense of shame, hurt and rage in laios. and you know, the manga does say it quite clearly early on. when we are introduced to namari and then to shuro, laios acts all friendly and shows his respect and trust in them despite how things ended between them, and everyone else gets frustrated with him for acting so strange- why are you the one who tries so hard to pacify the rest when you should be the angriest?
and they don't understand him. they don't know him well enough to be able to understand, but we as readers get to see during the manga that they aren't wrong to question him- he does, in fact, feel all those ugly emotions. and it's when the winged lion finally confronts him that we see to what extent these feelings he buried so deep go, and suddenly all those funny little moments where he sometimes pretends to be mr nice guy speak volumes about his character. honestly, ryoko kui is a master at using jokes in order to define important character traits and this one doesn't fail to amaze me.
and laios's hatred and rage and deep scars he can't get over aren't shown explicitly during most of these moments i mentioned before, but now you realize there are 26 years of emotional baggage to all of them and they sting. he is angry but he can't say shit, what difference would it make? it won't make his friends choose him instead of themselves when he needed them most, and it won't help his party get any farther. of course, this logic doesn't apply to them- they are absolutely allowed to get angry and it's fine to get mad at him, he can take that.
so after finishing the series it's so clear that he tries his best to avoid clashing with others not just due to the current circumstances and him needing to be a reliable leader but also because he knows that people don't even like him when he tries to show his good sides and hide all the rest, so who the hell would tolerate his rage and despair? who would stay after realizing that he is so deeply flawed he doesn't even like his own being?
but he does get mad. he can't help it, and sometimes it gets out of control and now everyone knows. and it's funny, isn't it? that most of those moments ended up bringing him closer to others. shuro admitting he is envy of him and actually becoming the friend laios thought he was all along, fighting for his sake and waiting for him to come back- believing in him even after he turned into a monster and searching for him the way he couldn't bring himself to do for falin when he learned of what became of her- or kabru being pushed to just let it all out because he couldn't bluff his way out of this one and get to laios any other way, so now they are even. they are both horribly honest with each other and they both choose to stay. a weird way of getting to know each other, but it is what it is.
it's simply... the more laios let himself just be, the deeper his relationships grew. and there's intimacy in being your ugly, weak and furious self around someone and them not leaving you. feeling safe enough to let it be known you are hurt and angry. and he knows that now, too.
#he still has a lot of growth to do but at least he has people he can grow with 😭#dungeon meshi#laios touden
4K notes
·
View notes
Note
Hi! Sorry if this is a long request but I remember very early on Sylus saying that he gets easily bored when things aren't exciting and it's mentioned in 1 of his character notes. I was wondering if I can please request a HC were the reader and Sylus are in a relationship but the reader thinks they are just fwb because they remember Sylus saying he gets bored easily, meanwhile Sylus thinks they're in a committed relationship and gets confused when he over hears the reader (maybe talking to her friend?) Saying how she wishes she sometimes had a boyfriend so they could do all the "normal couple things" and he confronts her about it? Thank you!
Sylus claiming you as his
You sat on the edge of the bed, your phone pressed to your ear, your voice soft as you talked to your friend. Sylus was across the room, looking relaxed as he read something on his datapad, seemingly disinterested in your conversation. But that couldn't be further from the truth.
"I just wish I had a boyfriend" you said, a sigh escaping your lips. "Someone to do, you know, couple stuff with. Like dates, going out... all those normal things."
You didn't notice the way Sylus's fingers tightened around the edge of the datapad or the way his sharp gaze flicked toward you at that exact moment. But in the next heartbeat before you could react he was beside you ripping the phone from your grasp with a speed that left you breathless.
"What the hell did you just say sweetie?" His voice was low but there was an edge to it-one that sent a shiver down your spine.
"Sylus, what-" you began but he cut you off, pressing the phone to his chest as he glared down at you, eyes darkening.
"You wish you had a boyfriend?" He repeated your words with a scoff, his brow furrowed. "What do you think this is? Some kind of joke?"
You blinked up at him, heart stuttering. "I thought we weren't... I mean, I didn't think we were actually-"
"Not actually what kitten?" he interrupted, voice rising just slightly. His usual calm, teasing demeanor was gone, replaced by something hard, intense and almost... hurt. "You thought this was some casual thing? Some fling?"
Your mouth opened, but nothing came out.
In truth, you had no idea how to answer that.
You'd convinced yourself that Sylus would get bored, that this was all temporary and that treating it like anything more would only end in heartbreak.
His lips curled into a tight, humorless smile.
"Sweetie” he said, voice dripping with disbelief “I don't know what kind of 'fling' you think this is but I sure as hell didn't sign up for that."
The tension in the room was suffocating, the air thick with unspoken emotions. You bit your lip, trying to gather your thoughts. "You said... you get bored easily” you murmured, your voice barely audible. "I thought... maybe you'd get bored of me too."
For a moment, Sylus said nothing, just stared at you like he was trying to process what you'd just confessed. Then, without warning, a low, incredulous laugh bubbled up from his throat.
"Bored? Kitten, are you serious right now?"
Before you could respond, Sylus closed the distance between you, his hands finding your waist as he yanked you closer, his lips brushing the shell of your ear. "You think I'd be spending all my time with you, putting up with all your little antics, if I wasn't serious?"
Your breath hitched as his fingers dug into your skin just enough to make you squirm.
He was mad, no doubt about it but there was something else underneath that anger-something possessive, something that sent heat coursing through your veins.
"You don't need a boyfriend" he murmured, his lips trailing down the side of your neck, his breath warm against your skin. "You already have one."
Your heart stuttered at his words and you felt him smirk against your throat as he started to press slow, deliberate kisses there. "But if you really need proof.."
He bit down gently on your skin, pulling a gasp from your lips as he sucked hard enough to leave a mark—a claim. "I'll remind you."
Your pulse quickened, your hands instinctively gripping his shoulders as he worked his way along your neck, leaving a trail of hickies in his wake. "S-Sylus..." you breathed but the word came out shaky, almost desperate.
"What?" he teased, lips brushing against your collarbone now. "Isn't this what couples do? A normal boyfriend would mark what's his, wouldn't he?"
He tugged at the collar of your blouse, undoing the buttons one by one, his hands moving with practiced ease. Your heart raced, anticipation building as your skin was exposed to the cool air. Sylus's fingers skimmed over the bare skin of your chest, making you shiver, his touch sending a wave of heat through your entire body.
"Sylus" you tried again, your voice coming out in a mix of breathlessness and embarrassment. "This—this isn't..."
"Not couple enough for you?" he finished for you, voice teasing now, the anger from earlier fading into something playful, dangerous. "Because I can keep going, kitten. I can show you just how committed I am."
He kissed you again, harder this time, his tongue tracing the marks he'd left behind and you whimpered softly, your body arching into him as his hands slipped under your blouse. He grinned against your skin, his fingers tracing patterns down your spine as he leaned into you.
"You don't need to look anywhere else” he whispered, voice dark and possessive.
"Because you're already mine. Understand?"
His lips met yours then a kiss that was rough and consuming, filled with all the emotions he hadn't spoken aloud and in that moment, with his body pressing you into the bed and his hands exploring every inch of your skin, you knew one thing for certain:
You'd never been more his than you were right now.
#love and deepspace#lnds sylus#love and deepspace sylus#l&ds sylus#lads sylus#sylus#sylus x reader#sylus x you
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
DC x DP fanfic Idea: Side Hustle
Barry needs more cash.
It's not that he is struggling, but unlike Bruce, he had student loans, a mortgage, and all the medical bills for Iris to consider. Even with his wife working, he knew they needed to keep a tight grip on their spending to ensure they didn't fall from the yellow into the red.
This means that sometimes he had to watch Wally's face fall when he admitted he couldn't afford to give him an allowance or even some money to go to the mall with his friends. It's not that his nephew complains—Wally is a very understanding young man—but it still tears Barry up inside to disappoint him.
Significantly when, their hero work cut so deeply into their funds just to keep their speedster metabolism under control. If he hadn't done his foolish experiment, Wally wouldn't be in danger of starvation for following his example.
Blood or not, Wally is like a son to him, and the idea that he can only provide the bare basics is painful. He has a high-paying job now, but it will take a while to get all his debt from when he was a student under control.
Before he married Iris, he was okay with that. He now had a wife and son who depended on him, and he couldn't wait around, hoping things would pick up after a few years.
He managed to pay off most of Iris' medical bills, and the house was an excellent step up from the cramped two-room apartment they shared when they were engaged. Barry knew that these two things were good, but he could do better.
That's how he applied as a research assistant to a strange family company called Fenton Works. The pay was decent, and it was only a short hour's drive from his home—he speed-ran it in five, but he needed a realistic distance to keep his ID protected. And best of all?
He mostly did office work. Half the time, he was allowed to do remote work documenting research data and organizing the owner's inventions and patents.
There were many funds coming from said patents and inventions. If the Fentons weren't so busy spending the money to fund their ghost research—the power grid they needed for the portal alone was almost as much as Barry's entire mortgage—then they could easily be among the few in Bruce's fancy galas.
Barry will admit that he was surprised to learn that Mr. Fenton had a PhD in engineering, applied physics, and robotics. Mrs. Fenton had a PhD in nuclear physics, functional analysis, and renewable energy. Both were currently working on getting a PhD in some form of biology, and Barry was flabbergasted that they spoke about it the same way people casually decided to start a new hobby.
It was hard, but they had the money to just sign up for classes. He wept into his student loan reminders whenever he thought about it.
They made the perfect team- one thought up the idea, and the other created a physical form while they ensured it worked together.
He knew his bosses were certified geniuses who appeared goofy was one thing, but to be confronted with their degrees stuffed away in a storage box was another thing. He hadn't even meant to find them since he had gone in there with Danny- his boss's kid- to find some paper research Dr. Jack Fenton needed.
It was even more shocking to find that Dr. Jack had sold some of his systematics to Wayne Enterprises and that Bruce had used some of his robotics theories in his Batman gear.
It also seemed that most of the Amity Park were unaware of how intelligent the Fentons were. When he was out and about in the city, he kept getting pitying looks for working for the local freaks. It was honestly shocking.
People talked about Jasmine Fenton's bright future, the only hope among the family, in the same breath as calling Jack Fenton an idiot or Maddie Fenton a washed-up housewife. The things they had to say about Danny Fenton were far more disheartening.
Barry knows a thing or two about troubled youths as the Flash, and no matter what the town told him, Danny Fenton was not one of them.
It seemed to Barry that Danny was suffering from blatant bullying and the pressure of his family's shadow. Adding to the confusion of being in the middle of puberty, it created the perfect recipe for Danny to be spirling. It was a rough patch, and it led to him skipping class, dropping his grades, and ignoring his responsibilities.
He overheard the Fentons talking about Danny. Dr. Fentons was starting to grow worried since Danny had never behaved this way before high school while Jazz attempted to defend her brother and excuse his disappearance.
She seemed very aware of why her brother seemed to change.
On the other hand, Dr. Fenton wasn't and mentioned more than once that she and Danny were very close when he was a kid, but lately, he seemed to be shutting her out. Her husband admitted that he figured Danny had gotten a girlfriend- someone named Sam?- but he started to notice his son kept coming home with what appeared to be injuries.
Barry wasn't sure if they were aware that Danny was getting bullied. He was carefully filing some of the old cabinets when it clicked.
"Jazz?" He called out as the Fentons finally stop talking about Dnany's behavior and moved down to the lab. The teenager poked her head into the file office with a curious smile.
"Yes, Mr. Allen?" No matter how often he told her to call him Barry, she seemed determined to keep that barrier between them. Which was fair. After all, he was only around the house three or four times a week for a few hours.
"I have a question, so please feel free to not answer." He starts carefully to keep his tone light. Her smile turns strained at once, and Barry almost tells her to ignore it, but the thought of Wally being Danny's place makes him push on. "What is your family's stance on gay rights?"
Jazz blinked slowly, tilting her head. "I don't mind, and neither do my parents, I think. Why sir?"
"Just curious," Barry said, but mentally, he wondered if Danny knew that.
Jazz didn't look convinced, but she didn't push the issue as she wandered away with a respectful by-your-leave. He waited until she was upstairs before abandoning his work to find the Fentons.
Carefully, he started by updating them on his work, then casually dropped the mention of taking Wally to Pride so he wouldn't be able to work the following week. Neither Dr. so much as blinked, telling him that it was fine.
Barry felt it safe to keep pushing just a little.
"Yeah, I still remember how nervous Wally was about telling me he liked girls and boys." He chuckles. "As if though I didn't notice the signs."
Dr. Fenton raises a brow, face twisted in confusion as the large man turns to Barry. "What signs?"
"Mostly, he is trying to think of excuses to be with his friends more. He wasn't sleeping a lot, got into a bit of trouble in school when some kids were giving him grief, and oh, the way his eyes followed young men about." Barry said as casually as one could.
Dr. Fenton looks pensive. "Interesting."
Ah, it seemed she had picked up on the possibility of Danny not being as straight as he claimed. She thankfully didn't seem bothered by it.
"Jack, honey, you don't think Danny could be....?" She asked carefully.
Dr. Fenton ran a hand through his hair. "It could be. But why didn't he tell us?"
"Oh geez, I wonder why!" Jazz suddenly yells from the stairway. Barry twists around to find her standing there with a defensive glare. She has obviously been eavesdropping, but for how long? "What did you two expect with the way you talked around the house?!"
Dr. Fenton looked mystified. "Jazzy-pants, what are you talking about?"
His daughter only raises her fist, lowering her voice to mimic her father. "What are we doing today, Maddie? I know; how about we rip the ghost boy molecule by molecule!"
Barry's eyes grow wide. He had been working for the family for about six months and had encountered Phantom more than once. He even fought him off as Flash a few times since the ghost was hell-bent on robbing and property damage but was less dangerous than his rouges.
Dr. Fenton's face went pale as she clutched to the table. "Jazz you mean....Danny and Phantom...."
Jazz looked ready to fight them all as she bit out, "If you try to do anything to Danny, I swear-"
"We would never Jazzy-pants." Jack cut in, looking off Kindle. "To think my son was dating a ghost behind my back and I...I didn't even notice."
"Oh, Jack, we have to apologize," Maddie started. "Who knows if Danny could ever forgive us?"
Barry was thinking Flash also had to apologize. Based on their last encounter, Phantom would likely not be willing to hear him out. He quickly pulls out his phone to see if Wally and his team could get close enough to have him consider speaking to Barry.
None of the adults noticed the way Jazz froze in confusion, nor did they notice the slow horror growing on her face as they came to terms with Phantom and Danny dating.
#dcxdpdabbles#dcxdp crossover#Side Hustle#Part 1#Barry working for Fenton Works#Jazz only heard the ending#In which the Flash accidentally makes Danny parents assume he's dating Phantom#Danny sounds like a trouble kid to those not in the know#Barry is just trying to be a good uncle#The Fentons are good parents just confused
2K notes
·
View notes