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interstellarbookofflowers · 11 months ago

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happy points bc its day 1 of mental health intervetion/treatment and im so ready to be alive finally

i saw my best friend sing live on a christmas concert the other day. they are mesmerizing on stage, they did great and they got a lot of cheers bc theyre absolutely phenomenal!!!

i am slowly but surely learning barre chords and its painful and my tiny tiny rheumatic hands keep cramping but its all COMING TOGETHER

i crocheted a squishy pillow

yesterday i tried to make some art and i made some goofy ass looking frog blobs

i have high hopes for the friendship with my best friend progressing in a way that is insane for both of us, the trust we are and will be building is like nothing else

also i cooked yesterday!! it's the blandest yellow curry youve ever seen but it will do, i didnt go shopping for curry ingredients 🤡

my friend came over on saturday!!! we had a lot of snacks, infodumps and also a sweet singing session! shes the best frfr

#mine #happy points #theres a lot happening #some days are okay #some days are less okay #and some days i feel so hopeless and i write the most alarming poems abt death lol #but im still alive #i am still alive #i sometimes wonder how is mr man doing #we were good friends at one point too see #so i hope he got the help he needed and that hes also trying to live rather than survive #i hope bro is making sound decisions for once and not gaslighting the shit outta ppl 💀💀#i still do believe hes a good person in his core #the circumstances tho didnt add to his health nor sense #well #either way i do hope hes fine

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