#and she hasnt even tried to reach out and its been 7 years. do yall know the emotional toll that takes on a person
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Listens to kiss me by sixpence none the richer and just starts decomposing at an unnaturally fast rate
#it hurts so bad man idk what to do...can anyone tell me what to do. i never know what to do#my trust issues...my trust issues...my inability to love + be loved...#everyone says that bs anymore. everyone in the freaking world says 'oh im unloveable' no youre not you idiot.#you just want to be tragic...it hurts my feelings so bad bc for me its real#im not trying to be tragic or beautifully sad its just real. i was born unloved#even if you think youre unloveable and youre not just putting on a pathetic show youre an idiot#i dont wanna hear it. i dont wanna hear it#even if there is someone who would care enough to know me and still love me then ill never meet them#it sucks so bad man and i sound just like the people im complaining about but its real#i have the soul equivalent of a face only a mother could love#but even she left me#and she hasnt even tried to reach out and its been 7 years. do yall know the emotional toll that takes on a person#things werent great before but its just the cherry on top#she could find me if she tried but she doesnt even try#ive tried#and if my own actual mother. like my actual mother who bought me gas station candy..will leave me like that without even#glancing back..then literally who wont. and everyone else has#its so freaking hard#i dont believe anyone is actually unloveable but how else am i supposed to feel when my whole life has just been#people leaving after giving me a little hint of what a meaningful relationship might feel like#and i always give too much..like i dive headfirst into everyone i feel anything for..and ik itll just hurt more when they leave but#i do it anyway bc i cant help it but i wish SO. BAD. THAT I COULD HELP IT. i wish SO bad i could stop doing that#actually i jsut decided i dont care abt any of this stuff and im going to bed
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