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my dog is just like me fr; spiteful, aggressive, demands attention, prone to car sickness
#the way she will take a piss or shit in a difficult place if you tell her she cant have/do something....#and just like stare at you while shes doing it lmfao#thats my girl#and she gets so mad if you ignore her#she will bite the shit out of you when playing like#shes got her softer playful bite which is still enough to scratch but theres been a couple times we've gotten her at the wrong moment#and she breaks skin#and you know what thats her right. our bad for fucking with her playing time#though admittedly sometimes she goes into attack mode for no reason like girl calm down#i sound like a terrible dog owner i promise shes only like this to us lmao#around strangers shes curious and will jump on them but like shes not biting#i also dont let her get too close to strangers just in case lmao#but as of now on walks she's been fine. the most she does is bark at people#and like... girl me too
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I don't wanna further hijack that poor poll, but the thing about Harrow's schizophrenia is that it's canon. The author has confirmed it, and shared that it's based on her own experience.
It's a pretty obscure bit of canon, so of course there's no shame in not already knowing, but that's why I'm so obnoxiously persistent about letting people know.
Whatever else is up with Harrow, autism or cptsd or any number of likely headcanons, she is also schizophrenic. I feel like that's too important to be handwaved away as a difference of opinion.
#like of course not everyone knows I'm not the kind of asshole who gets mad about someone not having heard about an unrecorded con panel#not knowing is one thing#erasing or ignoring that aspect of her is something completely different#like yeah she's incredibly relateable in that way#and I know how comforting it can be to project your own dx onto someone and go 'wow shes just like me fr'#but I really feel like doing that re: Harrow's schizophrenia is a huge lost opportunity for growth#and I hate that the takeaway for so many people is 'Harrow is autistic'#and not 'oh cool didn't know autism and schizophrenia had so much overlap in experience'#relate to psychotic people without flinching challenge#anyway. tl;dr:#if you didn't already know then I have the coolest new fun fact about Harrow to share with you!!#if you do already know but have elicted to ignore it then a little bit fuck you actually#but I will ALWAYS assume someone didn't know before assuming they're being a dick#the locked tomb#harrow nonagesimus#harrowhark nonagesimus#harrow the ninth
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i cracked the code.
#believing dirk is the worst guy because its what dirk thinks of himself#ignoring daves bisexuality and think hes a gay man in denial even when he explained hes bisexual#believing john 'im not a homosexual' egbert is explicitly straight while he makes out with his mcconahey and cameron posters more#than he kissed women(literally only once)#believing that rose is an edgy psyhcotic little bitch when she was neglected. she speaks elegantly to cover that shes silly and a total ner#and how did people forget that rose also writes gay wizard fanfiction. reads Wikipedia. and her beautiful artstyle as a result of neglect#(and by neglect meaning having SO MUCH TIME to draw)#jake wasnt into dirk. he also told di that he didnt like how brobot getting touchy with him during strifes#but as part of the repression 4(prospit kids). he refused on changing the bot settings#what jane said about roxy being better when she was drunk. it was fucking sarcasm. its the least insane shit you could say to a best friend#all the kids have issues and of course people get mad over a girl being sarcastic.#when KARKAT said THE SAME THING to rose when she was drunk on the meteor nobody bats an eye#trolls are just grey humans that are bugs. he doesnt get an excuse for being an alien. humans were made from KARKATS BLOOD#jade isnt all silly girl and is so FULL OF HATE towards the trolls. she called karkat a fuckass (VERY FUNNY) to do her a favor#“jade would rather have punched karkat in the fact then had a pleasent conversation with him.”#“she viewed the trolls as rude mean and cruel. and even thought that nepeta was just making fun of her.#despite it being that nepeta just wanted to roleplay and have fun."#dred.loki#I HAVE YET TO ADD MORE. THESE ARE JUST NOTES#homestuck#chss
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Some fans: Eloise is such a fake feminist, doesn't she see how some girls and women enjoy marriage? Doesn't she see how her privileges give her luxuries others don't? She's so selfish. She doesn't even use her words to support other women!
Also same fans: I wish Eloise would stop talking, like her speaking about feminism at every turn is getting old. Can't she just be quiet and let everyone enjoy the fun? Like yeah talking about women's lack of personhood without a male figure in society, or how they can't go to university, or how sometimes they marry men who will only hurt them but need to for their status is sad to see, but THE ROMANCE-
#bridgerton#eloise bridgerton#like...this is the rhetoric i see a lot in this fandom especially on twitter and insta#like how are you going to call eloise a fake but then get mad at her when she calls out her society?#how are you going to wish that characters you love weren't put in these circumstances but then shit on the only one calling it out?#like is eloise flawed in her mindset? of course but 1.) she's young and learning 2.) making attempts to grow 3.) is the only one championing#for women's rights verbally and numerous times on screen#and while she is privileged it's shown many in her stsnding don't agree with her and turn against her when she speaks about feminism#so you can tell that it's not a favored topic of discussion#that within itself shows me that she's doing more than most around her#(and no just making a fortune for yourself as woman does not make you adherently feminist especially if you earned that wealth by tearing#down other women (no matter their status) and/or blackmailing them)#and to say eloise is fake but ignore how she risked so much to protect not only pen but geneieve is laughable
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I'm not allowed to be on social media for more than two seconds today but I just wanted to say that Laios will absolutely have his own reaction to all this as someone who would die for Falin but has also imprinted on Marcille as his Emotional Support Comphet White Girl Not-Girlfriend along the way
#a little creature#sometimes i look at the way i want marcille to be the closest thing hes ever had to a girlfriend but in a 100% platonic way and im like#is this what they mean by queerplatonic or have i just never had a dude best friend who wasnt like. a super fruity gay twink#anyway its gonna be as hard on him as it is for us bc he loves them both so much#the most important women in his life bar none#marcille probably slapped him when she got back tho. like she just saw his face and all the misdirected anger at him 'taking falin' just#rose up and burst again#its ok tho. you know she immediately broke down crying in his arms again blubbering incoherently bc she felt bad but also shes still mad#and she just doesnt know what to do with herself#the hardest part about this fic is that like. there are SO many juicy things going on offscreen#but. i have to breathe deep and keep calm and let them happen out of falin's POV#the ryoko kui method. what happens in the story happens and what happens outside can be explored in extras if need be#edit: also just figured out why ive been chafing a *little* bit against ppl assuming that it's the fear of falin dying that motivated#marcille's denial of her feelings so far#bc it's technically true but something just didn't sit right and i didn't wanna say anything until i figured it out#in little creature she has in part already realized that falin's passing is going to hurt no matter what she does right now#bc she's already passed the threshold of preemptive grief and sealed her own fate by how much she cares about falin#so it's not really... about that as much as it would have been during the canon story#it's just that. to acknowledge that she has romantic feelings for falin means recontextualizing their relationship in a way where#she has been the one hopelessly chasing while falin didn't realize/ignored her for the most part#and she couldnt allow that to be true both bc she couldnt bear to make falin the 'villain' in her love story#and bc she subconsciously knew the scope of pain would be too much for her to handle#so now my problem is. how do i make that clear in the fic from falin's POV without getting too heavy handed about it
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trying real hard to ignore the new story concept that just popped into my head but man am I failing
#listen. listen. little mermaid where she turns human and gets found by a band of pirates.#they promptly adopt her and make her feel right at home#someone comes to these pirates and says hey. I've got a job for you. and it includes money. and the pirates are like HECK YEAH MONEY#and the plot is to kidnap the prince#the prince that the mermaid girl may or may not have saved once I'm not sure yet#so they kidnap the prince and obviously he's very mad about this whole thing#but he's ... intrigued ... by the silent pirate girl#and then they start to bond#the pirates notice. oh boy do they notice#they are both the worst and the best matchmakers either of these poor souls have ever seen and they're not sure what to do about it#that's all I've got#wow I did not ignore this new story concept#I sure hope someone reads these tags#little mermaid gets adopted by pirates
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Besides Danmarch (and low key FeiQiu?), what other Honkai Star Rail ships do you like?
not many honestly!!! danmarch is my fav i love their silly banter....yanli is my new second fav HEHHEHEHEHEHE you cant give me two cute kids who have so much in common and yet end up as childish bickering rivals anyway and then their mentors forcing them into the get-along-tshirt (metaphorically) and expect me not to love them instantly heheeee
#more rambling from me below but#i dont have any stelle ships yet#she just seems so incredibly lowkey#shes just chilling like the cool cousin. i think i like her better as this blank-faced dumb chill person#i know hsr was trying to push the firefly agenda but i just...cannot stand her ass lmao i know its probably an unpopular opinion#i hate when games only give you a really short ass time to befriend a character and then all of a sudden its like (you care very much)#(her death fills you with rage) like i barely know her???#when everyone was like (im so sorry about firefly i know you were close...)#and im like uhh i mean not really i knew her for like 30mins but sure#if they did the firefly death with march??? or dan heng??? or himeko ???? then i can see stelle being MAD MAD BRO#but this new random person.....nah#anyway. ignore my ramblings i wish games put more effort into relationship development lol#if you like firefly thats cool. i get it#i just cannot get on board with her#ironically thought SAM was cool as hell and the reveal really did surprise me. kudos to not being predictable#but for me it was like that post where its like#character keeps mask/helmet on: !!! <33333#character takes mask/helmet off: :/
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show tempe gang crossover with the morris islanders would actually have been the best episode of bones ever. btw
#please ignore the rest of the tags i will just be making things up#okay they start out in carolina but at least half the episode takes place in dc. do not ask me how travel logistics would work#tory spends the entire episode off with tempe doing bone stuff. booth feels upstaged by a 16-year-old girl#so he goes and hangs out with ben who does NOT trust him right off the bat#ben ends up having to run him over to liri at some point because there's crime afoot and tom is busy. they spend most of the ride in silenc#ofc they end up bonding Eventually because they are both obsessed with crazy emotionally stunted redheads named t brennan#tory is more effective than any of the squinterns and manages to piss hodgins off so bad just by existing#coop hangs out in the lab as saroyan tries to kick him out thirty times. he just keeps showing up and she can't prove who's letting him in#(it's tempe.) angela loves tory but tory does not love angela back. saroyan tolerates her. sweets likes her but knows she's hiding somethin#comes to the conclusion that she can read her friends minds and slowly drives himself crazy because obviously that can't be true#tory brings hi along whenever she needs someone with people skills and he is MORE than happy to participate in a hodgins experiment#hi gets to be king of the lab for about ten minutes. shelton hits it off with angela immediately and they solve half the case together#booth fucking HATES hi because he's evasive and really good at the manipulation thing. booth can't win verbal sparring and he gets Big Mad#at one point the four of them are in an interrogation room together (MISTAKE) because tory had them meddling a little too close to the sun#and booth is trying so hard to question them which didn't work even when they COULDN'T read each other's minds#tory figures out who did it and hi steals her thunder a la shrek wasnt vandalized he gave birth#temperance tells tory 'i know you've got a secret sweets told me and even though i don't trust psychology i find he's insightful' etc etc#tory's like well i might be but i can't tell you it's not just my secret and you wouldn't believe me anyway#because let's be real tempe WOULDNT believe her#meanwhile saroyan convinced by sweets paranoia managed to get a sample of tory's blood and test it and is like HEY WHAT THE FUCK#gets hodgins and they just stare at the results together and delve into conspiracy theories. he's like i KNEW there were werewolves#they debate telling tempe but know it wouldnt end well for the kids and decide to get rid of the evidence. but hodgins is SO smug#also angela spends the whole episode trying to convince everyone hi and shelton are dating and no one believes her#they finally see them kiss or something and they're all somehow floored and angela's just like yeah? duh?#if anyone read this i'm sorry and why
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mikayla never thought she'd be pathetic enough to spend seemingly every waking second thinking about a girl, but that's how she got through all her years in confinement, thinking about tai. just like out in the wilderness, it was her only coping mechanism, the only way to make it through the day, because without it, she was hopeless. there was a part of her that expected tai to be waiting for her the day she got out, but instead, to her annoyance, it had been misty, for whatever fucking reason. she accepted it, because it's not like she had any other ride, telling herself she'd look for tai after — until misty started rattling off how everyone else was doing, most of which mikayla drowned out, but of course, she listened when she got to taissa. (which she did last, probably because she knew mikayla wouldn't give a fuck about anything else after that.) and hearing about everything she'd already gotten accomplished, she changed her mind, because she didn't want to ruin it, didn't want to be some obstacle. and so she didn't look for her.
she'd convinced herself that if tai wanted to talk to her, she'd reach out, and so she waited, but days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months, and somewhere in between, she realized that she wasn't coming, that their love was just as dead as their friends. and it fucking hurt, knowing that the memories she clung so desperately to for years were just that — memories, nothing else. as time went on, she convinced herself it was fine, that the massive hole in her chest was just something she'd learn to live with, another shitty thing on top of everything else. she was fine, mostly, as long as the women she distracted herself with looked and acted absolutely nothing like tai, as long as she didn't let herself think about anything for too long, as long as she reminded herself that she spent the first part of her life completely alone, so she should be used to this.
and then fucking misty called, over a year later, and in her desperation to keep mikayla on the phone, told her that tai was engaged. she was fine until she wasn't, until something inside her fucking snapped. her reaction could only be described as a tantrum, smashing her phone and throwing things until all of her dishes were just as broken as her heart, and in the silence that came after, in the middle of the wreckage, she decided to see her. when misty shared her address, mikayla hadn't written it down, hadn't planned on needing it, but it was ingrained in her brain anyway, and then mikayla found herself here, on tai's doorstep for the first time in seven years, overcome with rage and longing and desperation.
when @ladyintree opens the door, suddenly mikayla's eighteen years old again, her mouth dry, hands shaking, butterflies erupting in her stomach. briefly, she forgets why she came in the first place, forgets the years they spent without each other. instinctually, she wants to reach for her, her fingers twitching with the need, but then she sees the ring, and it's a punch to the gut, all her nerves replaced by anger. it's unfair, maybe, because she couldn't have expected tai to wait all those years, but a part of her felt like there had to be a reason they survived, that the wilderness kept them together because they were supposed to be. but apparently, she was the only one.
she doesn't know how to begin, if she's supposed to say hi, but she decides to cut straight to the point. “ is she the reason you didn't give a shit when i got out? ”
#ladyintree#ladyintree: 14.#thread.#you did not ASK but i spent my entire shift listening to sad music and wanted to write something upsetting. so this#assumed she has an enagagement ring but if not........ ignore it mikayla would get mad again for no reason so its fine asjdflk#mikayla just attacking the second she opens the door. sorry tai#also sorry again because mikayla WOULD make sure she looks extra good before leaving...#her pausing in the middle of her mental breakdown to get ready:#main.
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I feel bad for how much I hate Zoe because teen girl characters tend to be lightning rods for the audience's ire but in a story about runaway teens trying to cross the border to escape a fascist regime (where failure means death!!! for your character who can only acquire resources by stealing money and eating out of the garbage!!!) her pollyanna manic pixie dream girl shit is so annoying. I fully subscribe to "the wealth of your abusive parent/partner is not yours it only exists to perpetuate your abuse" but sorry if I find it hard to empathize with the girl who will canonically be rescued from the teen gulag by her high-ranking politician father while your only possible endings are cross or DIE
#please feel free to ignore this#It's gamebro#I'm playing Road 96#None of the other characters get under my skin anywhere near as much#because they're either supposed to suck or you can call them on their shit#The meanest you can be to Zoe is leave her behind (she's fine) and give her a sad face when you meet up with her again before crossing#The good news is I finished her story so I don't have to deal with her anymore lol#I saved her at the very end of her story instead of myself and I'm still mad about it#She doesn't even say thank you for saving her she just crosses by herself and leaves you to be riddled with bullets
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it terrifies me the way so many people keep living without even batting an eye about the genocide that’s happening right in front of our eyes. i will never shut the fuck up about this.
#from the river to the sea#free Palestine#im so fucking pissed rn#was just havin a conversation with my mom and it did not go well#and i want throw up and cry#she makes me so mad#she knows this is wrong#idgaf if she’s scared of trump. idgaf if this is stressful and scary to her it is to me fucking too#which is why I will not ever stfu about this#or ignore this or forget what is going on#and live in comfort#I think the fuck not#I wanna fucking lose my shit rn but I’m not bc that won’t help anything#she’s already said before ‘I don’t have to know anything to know that it’s wrong’ so fucking accept what I have to say then#i pay attention#I know wtf is going on. let me be your fucking tool to help with this instead of getting upset with me!!!!!#she is being a coward#she knows this isn’t right. she’s being selfish#i understand it’s hard but like that’s why we fight#that’s what drives you. the outrage and pain you feel watching innocent people get murdered#I can’t understand her rn. im so done with people her age
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@oceanlaceagate
Well ok you asked for explaining so I'm so sorry about the rant that's bound to happen I have beef with this woman like many many MANY homeschool co-op mothers I would like to meet her IN THE PIT
uh I guess trigger warning possibly would be like food diets and possibly eating disorders I'm not sure but I would rather be safe then accidentally harm you friend?
my mother was a crunchy homeschool nutter and her entire social group was crazy homeschool mom cultists.They were all obsessed with clean godly eating and losing weight they constantly kept repeating that they needed to treat their bodies like temples and it really wasn't healthy or good for so many reasons.
well one of the women in that group for as long as i can remember (I've know this lady since I was a lil kid) she believes it's impossible for European women to get fat because of *spins the wheel*
She just has some fucked up made up facts about Europe in general like WARNING SHE'S ACTUALLY ON PURPOSE STUPID
like she has for as long as I can remember believed with E V E R Y FIBER in her body (i have argued so much with her she will not budge in her world this is fact) no one once they hit preteens in france eats bread.
France home of the croissant, baguette and many other carbs bready bakery wonders...
Yeah no one there eats bread that is why French women are so thin and healthy they don't eat bread or any kind of sweets! (She and my mom then tried to make me do that for a bit they were always "suggesting" diets on me it sucked in expecting the thm diet and the melted butter+coffee+ apple cider vinegar diet to have fucked up my body somehow)
Apartly in her world no one in Ireland uses any kind of fat when I asked her to explain wtf that meant she said no one in Ireland uses oil or butter which like..
No that makes no sense where did she even come up with that?!I
Once I took a picture of like some fancy imported butter from Ireland at the store to show her and she and the other moms all straight up walked away and would not look at it. They would not talk to me kept actually doin the "talk to the hand" thing and covering their ears and telling me I'm wrong and stupid and to shut up they will not look at the evidence.
This woman is in her late forties to early fifties she has convinced half the homeschool mother cult that no one in France eats bread with no evidence other then she said so!!!!!
They honest to God believe it also!!!!
Recently she was trying to tell me that no one in the UK eats chicken that it's "looked down on as a disgusting poor man's food" she just went on n on on this long crazy rant that made no sense at all but she acted like she was very intelligent and cultured for knowing this.
My best friend and wife is from the UK and frankly i quickly asked them and they were able to point out this lady is just batshit insane.
Like my wife mentioned there's Nandos everywhere in the UK and that serves chicken mainly I have no clue where she's getting her info or ideas.
She got super angry amd defensive and has gone off saying she has two sources "two very reliable very real and very British people who totally aren't made up there her real Facebook friends that told her yup no one in the uk eats chicken only the USA makes fried chicken poor England is missing out on chicken because they're a bunch of snobs who think it's poor people food" so that's what she believes despite a lot of common sense and evidence to prove otherwise but "how dare I question an elder?!'
I really can't explain it like there's no logic or facts in it I myself don't understand it? I have gotten into many fights with this women.
So many fight
so so so many fights
Stupid amounts of fights
not just over this but like over everything under the sun I swear this woman is living a different reality then everyone else.
she just makes stuff up on a fly and then somehow convinces herself and like a dozen other women in they're 40s-50s that everyone in Europe is significantly skinner because they just happen to not eat the food that one lady dislikes...
like I can't really explain more then that this woman has no evidence, refuses to listen to evidence and has the firmest faith in stupidity I've ever seen it's truly kinda terrifying i wish i had her self confidence but also just wow....
I don't think that she's normal I think a lot of American children do actually learn about other countries? I learned about other countries when I was really young my mom would focus on one a month and then I'd have to do a lil presentation at the end of the month in front of my grandad and we'd cook a meal with some traditional foods from there if possible I had a lot of fun learning recipes from all over the world and we'd get a monthly cd with music from all over the world it was so cool! one of my favorite games when I was little with my grandad was he'd spin the globe point at random n then i had to say thw county, the capital, a famous food item from there and one history fact is famous person if I knew one and it was SO MUCH FUN!!!
maybe it's a new homeschool thing or a church thing or maybe this lady is just straight up purposely stupid I'm not sure? I have no fuckin clue this woman is insane I avoid her every chance I can.
#rants#ignore me I'm stupid#just yeah#she was one of my mom's bffs and lord she made life hell#Narnia a book written by a Catholic man with DJ much religious imagery and symbolism in every single book in the book series#and progressively gets more n more christan the further into the series you get#was evil and satanic#she yelled at me for liking old yeller#she was CRAZY#but the scary thing is she got a lot of women believing her every word especially European diet shit it was CRAZY#only Americans have addresses no one else dose i guess according to her she got my grandma to believe that for a bit until i pointed out#THE MILLIONS OF BOOKS WRITTEN BY A BILLION AUTHORS ALL OVER THE WORLD THAT MENTION ATREET NAMES AND ADDRESSES#LIKE EXAMPLES PRIDE N PREJUDICE AND SHERLOCK HOLMES HABE ADDRESSES MENTIONED#JUST TWO BOOKS NOT WRITTEN BY AMERICAN OR RECENT WITH ADDRESSES#that got my gran to think a bit but that lady thinks they must have been influenced by Americans aomehow shes SO STUPID IT FILLS ME W RAGE#her daughter told me jesus didn't eat seafood and seafood was unbibical#i.... I do not understand#like do you know where jesus lived do you know what some of his friend's jobs was or like the sermon on the Mount#dis you not read the Bible? why you mad ay me for eating all the time#now that i think of it a lot of times her crazy food things tend to be things i was currently eating kr talking about that i enjoyed eating#huh#weirdo lady#she yelled at me for eating two Oreos once#like yeah i wasn't being greedy but yeah she really got mad over that#now that my mom's passed she texts me randomly because she misses my mom n i think she wants me to fill the void i feel kinda bad for her#but i can't#i can't be her friend not after the shit she influenced my mom too be so cruel to me in the name of God growing up#i will not be her friend#that and she's stupid ofcorse people eat chicken bread and butter that's kinda the most basic human foods i feel like#EVERYBODY HAS BREAD EVERYWHERE BREAD IS THE MOST HUMAN THING
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Man I just give up.
#dora daily#if only there was a way to just stop everything#idk if I want to die but I want everything to stop#like so many times I go out or smth and something bad happens#or I get triggered in public and I try so hard not to lose myself and start drama in public but I just can’t#every time I show any emotion people start laughing#I can’t even try to stop myself from bawling in the middle of the store without someone#just being so insensitive and rude and diminishing how I feel#you know I say I’m never mad and that is true bc I may seem mad a lot online but I’m not like this irl#but for the first time I actually got mad at someone irl and I was literally gonna beat him#I was genuinely seething so bad it’s not fair and things keep getting worse and worse#I was so close to just throwing this stupid phone and shattering it and ripping up those dumbass#birthday cards they sell in the store#and that stupid bitch of a sister I have is so fucking stupid#she sees someone anxious and incredibly upset and she acts like that ? fuck her#like bro idek how I have lived for this long and idek why I don’t go and just overdose on SOMETHING right now because#logically speaking I should just give up#but I don’t know why I can’t#like please my life is literal shit okay is replying on time so hard for you to fucking do so I don’t go even more insane fuck all of youuuu#UGHHHDJSOS#I SWEAR TO GOD I am so sick of this just you all wait#none of you deserve normal treatment all you deserve is something even worse than ghosting#just you wait let this stupid semester end and I’ll deactivate my socials go speak to the fucking wall you morons#you think I’m gonna wait around what are you paying me to be here ? if anything IM paying with my sanity#like if this was related to a spouse who was a billionaire but he was treating me as shittily as you guys treat me then I’ll say fine#at least I’m getting something out of this transaction who gives a fuck#but im not getting paid#im not receiving support#I’m getting laughed at and ignored#and used only at YOUR CONVENIENCE !!! what the FUCK ! I don’t exist for anyone and certainly not yall even if I did.
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So on one hand I got to participate in extubating a patient today but on the other hand I did get an E on my thesis which my advisor told us was "A or maybe B material" and that we were genuinely quite proud of.
#so all in all a Great! and also a Very Bad! day today#studyblr#medblr#isak talks#we called the advisor when we found out and she was absolutely shocked. i was real mad at her at first but now im just hoping#the appeal process will be quick and bring some change.#i mean fuck id honesty rather have an F than an E. at least that way we get to rewrite whatever parts dont actually work.#but seeing as our advisor is shocked too im hoping itll be bumped up cause of the appeal.#also honestly fuck my university for forcing us to change our entire thesis - problem statement and all AFTER the halfway point.#we had already gotten the go ahead! they told us time and time again we wouldn't be penalised for writing about a#relatively rare (but important!) condition. that it was innovative of us to chose a subject where theres been done few high quality studies#and then literally several days after the halfway point they go oh well actually no. you cant do that.#[redacted] university Get Your Shit Together challenge#anyways i love intensive care! pulmonology is great! i made a difference on the ward AND I got to be a part of the extubation team!#which is a great day! (if you ignore my uni being full of shit (as usual)).
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Oh god. I have to see my family in three days
#if you guys start to see a spiraling mental breakdown starting on Christmas Eve#mind ya business#every time I see my siblings I just get more and more upset#and feel more and more bitter over my mother#it’s been 6 months since I last saw them#wonder how much has changed since then. wonder how much worse they are#also I’m worried my sister will bring her boyfriend to Christmas dinner#he’s like. fine I guess. the same kind of shitty as her but whatever#it was easier to ignore that I won’t ever be able to bring a partner when none of my siblings were old enough to do so#now that they ARE doing it. it makes it…. yeah#seeing my grandma interact with him and being happy and chatty#but knowing if I ever brought MY gf it would be a fucking disaster#unless I lied and said she was just a friend. which is shitty enough anyways#but wouldn’t even work my mom and aunt and sister would still make shitty snide comments when my grandparents weren’t around#ugh#I should stop thinking about this#I’m just making myself mad#kaz rambles
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one of my controversial opinions is i won't stop using the word narcissist in a way its been used my whole life because of a psychiatric label/diagnosis that shouldn't be called that in the first place
#like feel free to disagree but everytime people get mad at a usage of that word in a way - as far as i know - far older than#the INSULTING psychiatric diagnosis i lose my mind a little#the damn personality disorder's name is the problem here#i remember a friend from group therapy calling me just like sooo upset and distressed bc the therapists put that in her diagnosis papers#and like she didnt even know what exactly that was supposed to mean but its a hurtful label to be Diagnosed With#like can we fucking. criticize that and psychiatry sometimes instead of being like#omg dont call people self centered assholes :/ look up self centered asshole disorder you ignorant bitch#anyways im half asleep so this might be incoherent#i just keep seeing that post thats like abt how people misuse terms like love bombing and trauma bonding etc#and im like YEAH! GOOD#and then the damn narcissist part kicks in
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