#and right bsck to work tomorrow

[tantumuna]

Desperately trying to salvage the three day weekend with anything I could possibly do as if I even have a mind for writing right now

[55northorangeportlandmd55355]

And the soundtrack ?

*Right in front of some church late at nite in the Bible Belt. Watched a roach slowly play with a chip then I got up and walked to Jimmy John's to kick my feet up and K.O.

I'm a day away now from Pensacola. Fuck do I care about begging for work from "Labor Finders" tomorrow, especially with my pockets together?

I was asked earlier today to go bsck to 'Bama for a $100/wk. job.

Looks like I'm taking the week off.

Blame my L.A. roots. Blame Dre & Snoop.

[isa-ah]

the bottom left is my comfort cavity but the top right is the bitch that's open all the way to the nerve (the part of it that's dark is hole) and the dentist was like We Need To Get That Out Right Now then showed me the up front bill and I was like or. or i could keep it :'-) this is suddenly fine :"-)

[raevenlywrites]

A twist on the soulmate au where the first words they say to you are tattooed on you:

The tattoo is not their first words, but the words they speak the first time they tell you they love you.

Very, very few people actually have those three little words. More often than not, it's simple things, like "take care," or "see you tomorrow?". As children, everyone compares their words, young minds trying to understand the shape of love. They ask their parents to tell their stories, of how mother laughed and said "You're hopeless," how baba clutched ama tight then fiercely hissed "Dont you ever scare me like that again." How father said so many wonderful things but they were never the right thing until the very simple, very soft "Good night," somehow so utterly different from all the times hed said it before.

As you get older, the birds and the bees talk comes with the caution of keep your words to yourself. To remember that there are those who will lie, those who will hurt, those who will try to take advantage. The thrill and heartache of thinking you've found them, thinking they're the one, wondering, doubting, hoping fearing.

Growing older still and waiting, wondering. Do you go ahead with the wedding, hoping to hear the words before? On the honeymoon? Before the baby comes? How long do you stay in a marriage, waiting waiting, holding yourself half-bsck at all times because you havent heard the words? Keeping yourself from embracing what's here, because it wasn't what's been promised? Burying love before it can breathe

Growing older still and finding love in unexpected places: the childhood best friend who always takes your calls at three in the morning. The work bestie who has your back through every rush and wrinkle. The person you just keep running into, day after day.

Do you throw it all away, chasing The One? Do you fold your lives around one another, making today work with tomorrow? Do you recognize that love comes in many, many forms?

[dazzledamazon]

Not the Same as Everyone 6/6

SOA fic. Juice

Gemma and Clay looked at her. Jax pulled her to sit. Everybody was grinning again. Sunny raised an eyebrow at them.

“What are y’all up to?,” she asked suspiciously.

Gemma put a box on the table in front of her, “This Is from me and Clay. But the only thing is, it’s only for office and garage use,” she grinned.

Sunny looked very confused yet with her usual childlike enthusiasm, ripped open the wrapping paper. She looked at the box, then at Gemma and Clay in shock.

“Seriously? Does this mean I can play my music at my desk on my headphones?,” she asked.

“How about over the intercom system,?”Jax asked.

“What?”

Gemma grinned,”Well I know you always want to listen to music. Part of your title is now Music Research Assistant,” she teased. “All the guys said they’ll tell you songs or bands they like. Everyone said it was cool with them. They love the energy music as you call it that you play.”

Everyone started laughing. They knew this would be the reaction. All of her music she played at work was stuff the guys liked. Plus she always made sure what she played was something that was playable at work. She hugged Clay and Gemma at the same time. Everyone tried not to laugh. Clay got a hug whether he wanted one or not with her. Then Jax.

“Open this one,” Tig whined impatiently. “This is just for you. From us”

Sunny sat down again. The rest of the guys stepped foward. She ripped open the box just like she had the other. Her face was in shock.

“Two?!”, she yelled happily. “What the hell?.”

She was smiling so big they thought her face might split. The card in it said that everyone from the garage, croweaters, bar, old ladies Sons and even Unser all pitched in for the biggest IPod there was.

“Thank you,” she squealed, hugging everyone.

Kozik looked at Juice,”You really love her huh?”, he asked as they watched her hug everyone.

“From the moment we met. Was afraid to tell her. Didn’t want to ruin anything. On the beach today, it felt right. I just knew,” Juice said.

Bobby walked out in full Bobby Elvis dress. He did a performance. Juice wrapped his arms around her waist. Sunny turned halfway into his side,laying her head on his chest. The smiles etched onto their faces. Bobby finished and hugged her tightly.

“About time you two got together. Happy Birthday gorgeous,” Bobby told her.

At the end of the night, Sunny tried to help Donna and Gemma clean up, Half pushed her towards Juice.

“No our turn to spoil you,” Donna told her.

“But I ..”

“No. Juice is going to bring you home. Little girl, please,” Opie said.

Happy nodded at Juice, no words spoken. Juice picked her up, throwing her over his shoulder.

“Say Goodnight Sunny,” Juice told her as he walked out the door.

“Goodnight. Thank you.”

Juice brought her home. Sunny had always loved Juice. As she unlocked the door,doubt about everything went through her. It had gone so fast that she hadn’t had the time to for the insecurities to start.

“Hey you’re perfect. Quit thinking like that,” Juice said wrapping his arms around her.

“How do you always know what I’m thinking?,” she asked looking into his eyes.

He gave her an understanding smile,”We are so alike sometimes, it’s scary. We’re going to work on your confidence.”

“We are huh?,”she asked,leaning against the door.

“Oh yeah,” he smiled,dark eyes shining, “It’ll be real hard work,Juice commented, wiggling his eyebrows at her, gently pulling her closer by her hips.

She chuckled,”Real hard work I bet. Grunt work.”

Juice pulled her close, running the bsck of his hand down her cheek. She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him. Juice unlocked the door, never breaking the kiss.

“You are amazing. I love you so much Sunny,” he told her,kissing her forehead.

“Ain’t so bad yourself. Juan I can’t believe it’s taken me so long to tell you I love you. I love you Juice”she said smiling.

“Time for my present,” he said, locking the front door. “Later.I know you. You’ve been up for at least 15 hours by now. Tomorrow we’re not getting out of bed,” he said, realizing she’d fallen asleep on the sofa.

Grinning he took off her shoes, grabbed the throw from the back of the sofa, took off his cut, shoes and jeans and pulled her into his arms and fell asleep with her in his arms.

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[pbandjesse]

I accidently fell asleep for a bit. So I feel a little distressed and out of it. I am very much looking forward to getting back to bed.

Today was mostly a great day. I slept alright. Jsmes left early to go pick up my package end got my sweatshirt no problem. But forgot my mailbox key so couldnt get anything else. Ah well.

He came back here and I got dressed and he made us waffle. It sas nice.

I went and got the bus. And got to the school around 930. Got to work organizing. The Adina and me worked on the stem schedule for like an hour. She left to get some lunch. She got me some watermelon. We actually hung out a lot Today and discovered we have the same birthday. And we have a lot in common so that was really cool. I helped her with downloading podcasts and it was fun.

I got to work on my quilt a lot Today. And Chelsi came to say hi. And then a little after 2 it was time to go home.

Adina left me at streets,so i could get my bike. And I went to my apartment to clean. And James came and ws went to 711. Got pizza. Ate in the park.

And then back to the apartment to help my neihbor Sabrina. I watchdd the Uhaul for a bit while she brought stuff down. James was in my apartment cleaning the fridge. But once he was done with that he came and watched the Uhaul and i helped Sabrina bring stuff down. We switched off. Me bringing stuff to the landing. James carrying stuff. And we took what would have been a couple hour job for her down to less then an hour.

And we did such a good job she repayed us by having my couch in the back as well. So we al finished and her and James went to the studio in the van. While I biked over.

I beat them there. But then there was a problem. The couch did not fit in the door. So i left James to try to sort that out and I kept helping Sabrina.

She is right down the street and it turns out shes in a building I've looked at apartments in! She invited me up and honestly its even better in person. It's like an old hotel. But the fries are beautiful and I reslly like the place. Worth another look for sure.

I went back to help James. It turned into more of a production. Because we had to take the door off to get thr couch in. And my drill is at his parents. His uostairs neighbor lent us a screw driver and we did that shit by hand. It was hard as fuck but we did it. Got the door off, and the couch in. And then the door bsck on. We were both disgusting snd tired and fairly miserable. But we did it.

James got a shower while i kept putting stuff away. Then when he was done i took a very cool bath. We have mac and cheese for dinner. And I chilled while he played video games. My new backpack came and I glued eyes to it. I laid down,and watched videos. KI eventually dozed off for a bit.

And now im ready for bed for real. I have work tomorrow,but basicslly everything is ready for camp. Just a few odds and ends left. Its going to be a good day.

Sleep well everyone. Have s good night.

[mymagnificentself]

thoughts on marvels iron fist

so im working my way through the marvel cinematic whatevers, and what ive noticed more and more is that the tv shows,,, seem to be somewhat really cheap knock offs, like yeah maybe theres a surprising twist here and there or one new interesting thing, but it all seems to be sticking to the same sort of set up.

and maybe thats just how superhero anythings work, that they have to always be built the same way

but to be honest its getting quite boring

especially now with the iron fist (and i know i have maths final tomorrow shhh) but ive just sort of been forcing myself through the first half of the season in several attempts and just..

it just seems like a reslly cheap knockoff version of DCs arrow

there really isnt much originality in it anymore, all the plot points seems just layed on too thick, the characters seem really flat, their actions are predictable and its filled with stereotypes or things you would expect, or really illogical, unnecessary actions that rationally dont make any sense and are basically just cringe worthy bc they are So... like _used up_ and supposedly dramatic and serious, but its just painful really.

one thing that sets it apart tho is that there is a lot more graphic violence and gore, or more dead bodies and shots of their faces than is common, also a lot of fighting which i guess makes sense for the story.. but again all that seems really layed on thick for the audience and i dont know how "realistic" all of that is (i mean aside from the fact that the guy has sort of super powers to make his hands glow)

im just not enjoying it, and i am by far no expert on the back story or the comics nor do i know anything about the director or actors, this is just from the bottom of my heart as your average viewer, what i am thinking of it.

idk, also im still only half way through, maybe there is gonna be a surprising twist or something thatll reel me in afterall (like with agents of shield, i had to get bsck to like.. i think the end of the second season bc i just didnt get it, but now im quite enjoying it even tho i am aware of the over used plot points)

and marvel in general has been really varying in terms of content quality lately right?

obviously stuff like black panther or deadpool were amazing but i think those were sort of special, out of the ordinary right from the beginning by crazy and ambitious directiors..

..i should maybe go to bed tho instead or thinking of half assed movie critiques, i do in fact have math finals SOOn

...but i think im well behind and i did an entire mock exam all day under (more or less..) realistic conditions and i was not only more than great on time, i also made no more than 8 mistakes total, some of which are totally debatable and partially faulted by shitty task settings (looking at you 2015 abitur) (i will FiTE whomstever did those)

and my dad also came into my room and told me to go to bed earlier like... an hour ago whoops...

if only we could have our finals in the evening, or at least in the afternoon, im sure theres scientific evidence that that would boost rhe average grade by this and that many percent...

[ultralaser]

my other main complaint with mythbusters: the search is, especially given the story from the series finale of how kari got the job bsck in s1, that a ruthless winner-take-all elimination challenge is the exact tonal opposite of the original show mythbusters is, at it's core, a show about teamwork, hope, and explosions it is actually right up there with bill nye, bob ross, sesame street, and so on as being a show, fundamentally, about optimism and curiosity nobody ever had a wrong answer on mythbusters bc failure was something you could learn from, and learning was the goal, not success the last thing that formula ever ever needed was this kind of zero-sum, answer this question correctly or you won't have a job tomorrow, capitalism quest vein of cruelty they should have given all those people a full year to work together as a team and come up with their best material for jamie and adam to judge, and let the audience decide who got to continue on afterward, and instead jamie and adam (and kari grant and tory) were never even there, instead some faceless science channel producer put them all in a room and said, 'here are a bunch of knives, we are only accepting two applicants, good luck and bring us your enemies hearts' this is, again, the antithesis of the premise of the show they are ostensibly auditioning for like i know this is how interviews work i guess, but it takes a special kind of trumpishness to say, lets make a spectacle out of all these people who i arbitrarily decided didn't have what i was looking for, especially when what i was claiming to be looking for in a candidate (teamwork hope and explosions) is actually a fundamentally different skillset than what i actually wanted (ruthlessness strategy and drama). like this is the old capitalism conundrum where doing well on the interview is a totally different skillset than whatever the actual job is, bc consistency and productivity or whatever are impossible to quantify by asking complete strangers awkward trick questions