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”are you ok”
no i want to know your rules and religion and pray that im the exception
#esha tewari#now watch this#with ease#i can#beautiful boy#i know you#dead horse#bad decision!#train song#better off#ask me anything#are you ok#tewarians#tewarian#esha#tewari#tewarian fandom#i love her#no#i want to know your rules and religion#and pray that im the exception
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taps mic. clears throat. remus being the embodiment of the thoughts and fantasies thomas considered "forbidden" means he was, at least for a while, the sole embodiment of thomas' queerness as something to be feared or ashamed of or disgusted by. before any of the other sides could accept this about themselves, before thomas could accept it about himself. remus is the source and the holder of thomas' most unwanted thoughts, which at one point (and while this is technically subtext it is like 1 inch away from being text) included thomas being gay. if we get any dialogue or confirmation of this in the series I will do 1000000 backflips break my neck and pass out on the floor
#i am a remus stan forever#C!THOMAS INTERNALIZED HOMOPHOBIA BABEYYYYY#this is fucked up jshdhsjsk im not saying i think they were homophobic. except yes i am.#bc c!thomas is canonically catholic and canonically didnt come out until high school/early 20s#u knowwwwww his ass was thinking about Boys and wanting to puke and cry and pray the gay away#me doing a little jig imagining my blorbos hating themselves <3333#sanders sides
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THE RAVEN Star Trek: Voyager
#trekedit#startrekedit#star trek#treksource#startrekgifs#mine*#sd*#tvedit#voy#kathryn janeway#seven of nine#kate mulgrew#jeri ryan#the lighting of this scene is awful uuuugh#i just love the way she touches her face??#like... okay it looks like seven did not just say good night#but also kissed her and left#and she is sitting there thinking about it touching her face#ma'am mA'AM!#anyway im hating the catsuit even more on my rewatch#every time seven's on screen i feel like i can't breathe it is so tight it feels so uncomfortable#yall can hate picard all you want but im so glad it gave us seven in normal clothes#praying for captain seven show to happen PLEASE PLEASE UNIVERSE I NEVER AKSED ANYTHING BEFORE#except the times i asked something#but we need seven as captain we need her have her own ship and crew and show and her girlfriend as number one#we need it WE NEEEED IIIIIT
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miscellaneous au doodles + a VERY self indulgent song lyric comic :D
+ extra evil comic below the cut :
"chil!" "don't look at me like that..."
#ill be honest this is all so self indulgent that its embarrassing but whatever. peace and love. i will live my truth#yes the song lyric comic is childhood friends t4t chilchuck + his wife. what of it.#yes i also put chilaios. SUE ME OKAY#anyways im really proud of that first comic i think i did the format justice#also to the fellow filipinos out there i salute to you all#if anyone who doesnt speak filipino google translates the song and talks to me about it i will uhhhhhh. kiss you <- joking#(BUT I DO ENCOURAGE TALKING TO ME ABOUT IT I WILL SCREAM)#now time for actual tags#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#<- technically#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#should i tag his wife? ill tag his wife#chilchuck's wife#laios touden#not gonna tag the others in the first comic cause theyre not the focus#chilaios#<- feed on angst with me. play with me in this space.#by the by im slightly dissatisfied with how i drew that evil comic i think it looks a little weird but i love the concept of it#i mean none of you have any context except for my friend whos working on this au with me but. i prommy that its good#oh yeah i should probably tag this au huh#[ tragedy au ]#<- dont worry about the name. d. dont worry about it.#PRAYING BEGGING PLEADING THAT THIS WILL POST PROPERLY THIS TIME
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Every time I draw one of my planet ocs, I just feel like some worshiper making art to honor their patron god 🙏🙏 also yes this is very Mucha, so now I am obligated to draw a Luna version of this
#the funniest thing about consistently having ocs over 7+ years is that you get to see +#how your tastes and perception of what is sexy have changed over time 😭😭#looking at a drawing that you know you drew to be sexy but you look at it now at its like. okay.#both bcs youve improved in skill but also...taste#Sola's older outfit was honestly so gaudy and over the top to the point where i dont find it attractive now#but i like her current dress a lot 😌😌#my beautiful wife who i would pray to if i lived in my au 🙏#please sola i can be your exception to the disgusting nature of humanity 🙏🙏 dhfjfkkf#but yeah sometimes i look back at old designs and im like bro what where you on 😭😭😭#anyways please worship the sun thank you#do you guys notice that her hair looks like fire!! like the sun!!!#catie.art.
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different gods of my oc universe 👍 i want to draw full bodies of them eventually but erm… i am lazy
#would u pray to them ⁉️#they look a little freaky because theyre supposed to be less and less human the more powerful they are#arayel is the exception because hes a little freak#character design#character illustration#illustrator#illustration#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#original art#artwork#character art#my art#original character#oc art#oc#of darkness#im not gonna tag them individually bc i dont think ill draw them enough for that to be worth it
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guys i caught a mouse at work today
#i was walking the tech guy back because one of our printers broke#and i opened the door like yeah its right back he- thats a mouse. thats a mouse sitting in the middle of the room#he was very small and i think very confused/freaked out because he just let me. scoop him up. into my gentle loving arms#like he tried to run a little but he didn’t seem to really know where to go#so i was just on the floor like trying to get ahold of this very tiny very pathetic mouse without hurting it#while saying hey um. dont mind me printers right there with a mouse half in my hands#printer guy brought me over a little basket he found and i scooped mousie into the basket#and then i had a mouse in a basket. so i went back into the lobby and went Guys i have a Mouse in a Basket#and then my supervisor escorted me outside and we found a nice little tree with some shade and little plants to dump him at#except hed been scrambling up the basket the whole time and i think hes just accepted his fate to live there forever by then#because he would Not get out of the basket. i had to very very gently scooch him out#and yeah. maybe i pet the mouse. what do you want from me. he was very small and cute and very soft and rabbies isnt real and cant hurt me#he was so fucking cute. oh my god he was so cute. i hope he does well for himself#coworker was like ‘youre just gonna put him outside to be somethings lunch?’#and i said well. better he be lunch for someone than die in a gluetrap in some dark corner of the office#slightly more dignified way to go. benefits something. but i will be praying for a long and happy life for him regardless#every single time ive seen a mouse in my life ive immediately gone ‘oh im fucking Getting You’ <- lovingly and adoringly#so far im 2 for 5. 40% accuracy rate of Getting That Sucker#which i dont think is too bad considering mice are very small and quick and good at not being getted
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being so horny but so sleepy is so hard :((
#im too sleepy to do anything abt it except think about sucking dick#praying for a wet dream#jester.txt
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i've decided that i dont care about max verstappen domination anymore. i am swinging back around to it being funny. by how many seconds will he be in the lead in the next race? 45? a whole minute? maybe every other car on the grid will just break down and then max can do all 50 or whatever laps by himself. ferrari will still find a way to fuck charles over.
#this is the attitude i am choosing to take. it will be funnier this way.#the ferrari bit is a joke. i am (hesitantly) optimistic about this year.#2024 charles leclerc wdc will happen. i am in church actively praying for it.#f1#max verstappen#charles leclerc#also im taking bets now#do we think max will win all 24 races? or just like 90% (22 races)?#or like lewis hamilton will come in with a steel chair and manage to take his 8th? (<- i am actively praying for that)#or!!! logan sargeant finally gets the power of america on his side and comes in as surprise contender for the championship?#<- this has no chance of happening. i just think it'll be funny.#or!!! halfway through the season charles transforms into lightning mcqueen and he wins the last half of the races thereby causing a tie#leading the fia to call for a tiebreaker match between charles and max in texas except charles gets lost in la on the way there and i end u#finding him and we fall in love and he charms my family until the paps find him and we have to reluctantly part ways but then he wins!!#and comes home to me. (<- i have described the plot of cars. charles please come home the kids miss you.)
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dust should have one of those mini zen gardens with all the sand and the little rake you use to make patterns but instead of sand its monster dust. specifically dust of people he doesnt like. how calming and tranquil this is as he puts a mini bridge and rocks and tiny tree into the garden filled with what's basically the human equivalent of blood!
#sand pit would also be funny. anything sand related can immediately be twisted#i WAS gonna say killer for this hc instead of dust but like....... idk#i just wanted dust to be a bit silly anyways. its his namesake he should get to play with it#it could also be a guilt thing. or self reflection. dust's time to mourn and judge himself. zen gardens ARE for inner reflection after all.#its like making a baby sensory experience with red paint except the paint is actually blood#horror is in disbelief and disgust once he figures out that shit is monster dust#how quaint! how sweet! how morbid#this is dust's version of an urn#urn sales in the utmv must be proportionally higher than here in our world#my favorite genre of utmv world building is figuring out what dust related products would be more highly valued#urns. dusters. vaccums. lint rollers (could that pick up dust?). what else#papyrus is like that pointing monkey with the rocks for the garden#yes yes brother place that rock right there.... and then the tree goes to the left. and now use the rake#its so silly so funny! the dust could be the dust of a previous killer and horror dust killed#he mustve REALLY not liked them. but also liked them enough to keep their dust. or maybe this is his way of taunting them after death? idk#mtt in a constant cycle of killing eachother/themselves/dying some other way and then replacing the dead with another version#anyways if all the mtt die i think someone (me) should mix their dust together#theyll never be apart now :333 forever trapped together and unable to distinguish what is themself and what is the other 2 :33 so kyute :3#today im gonna get my friend to watch underverse praying that she gets into utmv#i already showed her ink and she likes ink. i need her to like the rest of them. specifically a certain murderous trio#is this a rant of hc???? UGH!!!! i really need to figure out my own head. hc because its short#tricule hc#dust sans#should i tag the rest of the trio. i mention horrorkiller in tags.......... sure! it wouldn't hurt#i say as the bullet shoots through my skull and scrambles my brain#killer sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au
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foolish saying he genuinely trusts bad especially after the election announcement is like. oh
like i knew it a little. i knew they bantered but bad still came to help him when he thought he was dying in that hole. bad still takes care of the eggs, bad shows up, etc.
but leo and foolish are literally talking about how good of a person bad is and like. yeah. yeah even though foolish is all 'oh i hate bad he's terrible and a menace' it's clear he really does trust bad. and he's not the only one
it's easy to forget just how many people trust bad implicitly on the qsmp, especially with all the shenanigans he gets up to. but like. oh
#which is why if he goes evil i will Commit#in minecraft#if they kidnap murder or otherwise incapicate bad shit will go Down#and he's not the only person who's doing a lot of good on the server not at all#but bad shows up so much. like even the stream where he was s like 'im going to go play video game now bye' and then played video game but#stayed on the qsmp after stream to make sure everyone was okay#he's like almost always taking care of at least two eggs#idk#just#full of terror that they'll lose what they have#hoping praying that they stay connected and together and that everyone has a good time and is happy <3 manifesting#qsmp election#ignore my rambles#qsmp liveblogging#except i'm a slow typer#so its like qsmp 20-min. ago liveblogging#qsmp foolish#qsmp badboyhalo#qsmp landduo
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everything works out for meee
#except this pfa bullshit bc ain’t no way fill foe den is the player of the year#also every awards thing now i can only think of odegirl#im pretty sure that shit went down around the time of the london ones but like girl. the ptsd is real#anyways! someone is the picture of perfect dental health!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭#i was praying i’d get my cycle today so i wouldn’t have to deal with it on my flight when i move and i diddddd#god’s favourite gksjgksjflsnglfkd
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you THINK and wholeheartedly believe that love is going to be a good and beautiful thing and then it comes to your door again and you realise love is like a roundhouse kick to the face love is an icy raindrop sliding down your back love is laughter that cuts deeper than any other pain you've known love is a cup of tea you make that someone leaves on a counter which remains untouched until you pour it down the sink love is hearing voices outside the door moving further and further away from you love is memorizing what the beloved's back looks like because you're always the one watching them leave love is nights filled with sadness so delirious and intense you won't let yourself sleep love is standing by a window waiting pacing the room waiting always always waiting for the knock that never comes love is an unsent letter you can't bear to tear up or throw away love is a hopeful cocoon that you break out of desperately reaching for metamorphosis only to find that the only thing there waiting for you beyond the veil is the smallness of yourself love is sitting at the same stupid table peeling oranges for someone who doesn't want them until your hands bleed. you want to believe love can be a good and beautiful thing and you DO believe it for other people, but with every new minor tragedy it gets harder to believe it's possible for you because there's always the sneaking suspicion lingering (post-ex-boyfriend, which........ thanks, buddy) that it's such a burden and a chore and an inconvenience and a sisyphean task and a herculean effort to love you, so why would anyone bother? which you know is a silly thought and an irrational fear rooted in past pain. but reality seems to tell you over and over again that your idea of love being a good and beautiful thing was only ever a dream, and that the girls they chose and love and put an effort towards and are pursuing joyfully and steadily possess a certain irresistible radiant compelling brilliantly burning light that you don't have anymore, or maybe never did. naturally you somehow manage somehow to turn this into something about shame, too, because you believed love was a good and beautiful thing, and that's embarrassing and naive, but then you kept believing it, even though this area of life continues trending towards tragedy. in month nine of unending heartache, there's a part of you that is starting to believe that it will always be this way: that it will never change: that this is where it starts and ends. you in the kitchen peeling oranges. putting on a brave face because your darn pride would rather have you die than allow people to notice you're in this specific pain, trying to distinguish between your agony and your self-pity, futilely wishing all the while you could burn down the dream that refuses to die
#i dont know what im saying by the way it is simply a Moment and no feeling is final but this one sure lingers#an incredible amount of brainrot in this season it must be said. who knows when it'll end#NINTH MONTH IN A ROW OF SAD (appalling!!!!) except now it's evolved into a sort of manic desolate depression :'))#sometimes it is even hard to bring myself to pray about it because it's just. here all the time#i am learning to be content where i am however my posture in this place is simply not ideal#also this situation means i'm constantly very close to tears which is so silly
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Off back to my old sixth form to talk to the history students about post-college options and careers, which is so fucking funny because I don't even know what I want to do as a career
#praying nobody asks me what im looking into doing post uni and only asks me about uni#im excited bc i actually miss college (theatre excepted) a fair bit#personal
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He’s not sexy, he’s just rich
who anon WHO
#easks#u come into MY house on tbe eve of my constant breakdowns#jk but i havent called anyone sexy on my blog in 24 hrs so im gonna need the context#however if i said those words i meant them i fear#he can be all things i promise u#praying this isnt abt am34 but if it is... u need to see the light bc thats the sexiest man on tbe planet#if u mean bert well. thats only certain angles n occasions i can approve of so#could be a slogan for all major league mens sports... except of course the men i personallg approve of
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does anybody else ship pretty boy flizzy x tom from da boondocks. Anybody. Anybody wanna hear my episode ideas?
#fucking hate the shit that i will get invested in#because ill reading fucking chainsaw man and ship NOTHING#at most angel x aki but everyone thinks aki semes so fuck that noise#LMV was like robooty if u want good yaoi just watch good shows and be delusional#I DONT SHIP YAOI IN SHOWS WHEN THEYRE GOOD#AND THEN THE YAOI I DO SHIP IS FUCKING PRETTY BOY FLIZZY X TOM FROM THE BOONDOCKS#OR STEDE X EIGTHMASTER FROM PIRATES BY INTERNET HISTORIAN#NOBODY IS SMOKING WHAT IM SMOKING AAUAGHWJSJE#I NEED TO LIKE KLANCE OR SOMETHING BUT I DONT. I JUST DONT#me when i dont even have a jujutsu kaisen ship#like if u put a gun to my head id say uhhh.... megumi x yuji#but im not invested idk i just dont ship anything i like yujis awesome adventures#actually no i ship rika x yuuta but aint nobody on that shit except me#same way that i started reading 2ha and i prayed the yaoi WOULDNT happen#me when i read a yaoi novel and go this would be so good if there was no yaoi#BECAUSE THAT FUCKING NOVEL IS PROUD IMMORTAL DEMON WAY EXCEPT IN OUR WORLD#I#no#im not going to talk about 2ha#i saw what happened to shen qingqiu in svsss#i literally am like shen qingqiu towards proud immortal demon way except its me towards 2ha#im not going to talk about it online cuz next thing i know imma wake up and go 'what the... im..... shi mei....?'#IM NOT TRANSMIGRATING INTO 2HA I CANT DO IT THAT WOULD BE MY LAST FUCKING STRAW IM NOT GOING TO BE SHI MEI#anyways tho i got volume 1 of 2ha in mint pristine condition and i want to sell it off because i dont want to own a physical copy of pidw#in fact id prefer having an actual copy of proud immortal demon way 1000x more than fucking 2ha#so if anybody wanna buy it from me dm and ill even put on my moms lipstick and give a page a big fat red robooty kiss
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