#and one day realizing that no he's okay living an ordinary life being a ordinary person for himself
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loving-jack-kelly · 10 months ago
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davey jacobs in the "pleasure to have in class" to college dropout pipeline. davey jacobs realizing three semester into his bachelors that actually he doesn't like school and being good at something isn't enough reason to keep on going through it when it makes him miserable. davey jacobs finding more purpose in doing a job to get through the day and going home to pursue his passions after work without worrying about what they will get him.
also davey jacobs in a leather jacket on a motorcycle because I say so.
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chuellas · 22 days ago
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Angel | He didn’t plan on having a traditional future with a marriage and a family but one surprise trip to your work has him second, maybe even triple, guessing himself.
⤷ Ft. Nakahara Chuuya
Warnings | Fem!Reader, mentions of having children/pregnancy, slight identity crisis on Chuuya’s part, WC: 1.3k
A/N | Hello Tumblr people!! I am so excited to finally get to posting this fic. Hope you all enjoy and have a wonderful day <3
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The day started out just like any other day for Chuuya, waking up next to you still soundly asleep, making the two of you coffee and breakfast then sending you a text to wake up to as he left for work. He’s been lucky today, only having a short stack of paperwork to finish before heading out to the field. After checking in with a few of his subordinates, Chuuya decides to call it a day early. 
An exceptionally ordinary day for the Port Mafia executive. 
The ginger checks his watch and a grin graces his features when he realizes you should be getting out of work in about 20 minutes. He can easily make it to the clinic you work at before you get off. Usually he’ll text you that he’s coming to pick you up, but he figures today he’ll surprise you and what’s a surprise without a bouquet of your favorite flowers from one of your favorite local florists?
Chuuya makes it to your work in 15 minutes. With 5 minutes to spare, he parks his car. The executive strips himself of his jackets, trying to make himself present as if he has a more casual job then he does and walks into the clinic. 
This clinic isn’t somewhere Chuuya would usually frequent, each time he visits you he feels a bit awkward entering the building. You work as a pediatric nurse, so you see children all day every day. You’ve expressed how difficult it can be watching sick children coming in all day but you still love getting to help them and their parents, even if it’s just for a small visit. 
The executive makes it about 5 feet into the office building when he’s stopped in his tracks at the sight of you with a child, a little boy — he can’t be much older than 4, maybe 5, years old. You’re sat on the floor with him, playing some sort of made up game and something in the ginger’s chest stirs. 
Your smile is wider than usual, a sparkle in your eye as the little boy climbs into your lap, handing you a book with his small and chubby outstretched arms. You take the invasion of your personal space in stride as a soft laugh falls from your lips and you start reading to the young child. You’re so enthralled with the boy that you don’t even notice your boyfriend standing there, starstruck. 
The scene laid out in Chuuya makes his heart yearn. In his line of work having children is risky. Being with you alone is dangerous, if it weren’t for you being an ability user yourself, Chuuya never would have entertained a relationship with a civilian. But with a child… he’s not so arrogant that he would guarantee their safety when, realistically, he knows that’s not something he can assure. 
Logically, his brain is telling him that the two of you could never become parents. But that little voice in his head that’s gotten increasingly louder since he met you is practically screaming at him. The image of a small bundle of joy with your hair and his eyes flashes across his mind. Then there’s the thought of you pregnant with his child and that short circuits something inside of his brain. He's no longer thinking logically. 
Chuuya never thought he wanted that. He was okay - content even - with it only being the two of you for the rest of your lives. But now? seeing you with a child like this, how good you are with him, he’s no longer sure. 
You’ve never brought up the idea of marriage, let alone children. Chuuya just assumed you understood that’s just something he wouldn’t be able to give you. Or maybe even that you didn’t want that kind of life. But the mafia executive is plagued by images of you in an extravagant white dress, a swollen stomach and a child that’s the perfect blend of your genes with Chuuya’s. 
Oh.
The ginger is too far gone.
It’s not until your coworker, the receptionist, is greeting Chuuya that you notice him. Not a moment too soon either, Chuuya was spiraling in a direction he doesn't think he would recover from. The woman’s voice brings him back to reality as you look up from the picture book that has a cat on display. Your eyes are misty but you smile brightly at your boyfriend. 
You’re so breathtakingly gorgeous that Chuuya literally feels winded, like your smile stole his ability to breathe. 
You tilt your head curiously. “Couldn’t wait till I got off to see me?”
“Well, I was planning on it, but looks like you’ve been preoccupied.” The ginger squats down next to you and the little boy in your arms stirs, turning to eye the ginger suspiciously.
Your attention is brought back to the small child for a split second before your head is turning to look behind Chuuya as the clinic door loudly clicks open. You smile warmly and maneuver yourself up, somehow keeping the boy in your arms. A woman with the same green eyes as the boy walks in with a baby swaddled securely to her chest. 
You gently let the boy down and watch as he runs up to who Chuuya can only assume is his mother. The resemblance, even at such a young age, is uncanny. Once again Chuuya’s thoughts are brought back to what a child with you would look like. What features would he or she get? Hopefully they would get all of your personality and temperament. 
The ginger looks over to you as a way to subtly observe your features but what he sees makes his stomach sink and face drop. The look in your eyes is longing and Chuuya knows. You want children of your own. That’s not the look of someone who never wants children. 
You put on a tight smile as the woman speaks. “Thank you so much for watching him. say thank you to the nice nurse, natsu.”
The boy waves at you with his small and chubby hand. In a timid and quiet voice the boy thanks you and then waves as his mother guides him out of the clinic. You both watch the trio until the door shuts. 
“Oh my god- I didn’t realize my shift was over with already! Are you here to pick me up? I just need to finish entering something and then I'll be out, okay-?” You blush, catching yourself before you call Chuuya your usual term of endearment while still in a professional setting. “U-uhm… fifteen minutes max. I'll be out before you know it.”
The ginger’s face softens and he smiles at you lovingly. “You got it, Doll. Y’know where to find me.”
You smile back at him and nod. As you go to turn around, Chuuya grabs hold of your hand and stops you so he can bring it up to his mouth and place a tender kiss atop your knuckles. Your breath hitches and your shoulders tense for a moment. Your cheeks heat up and you quickly look around to find your coworker cooing at his display of affection. 
You let out a squeak and pull your hand back when the executive looks up to you. 
“Chuuya- I- You-” You let out a huff and frown at him, grabbing him and spinning him around then pushing his back. “Just- Go, I’ll meet you out there.”
Chuuya watches you with an amused smirk as you turn and scan your keycard to unlock the door. He waits until it’s shut to wave at the receptionist before heading back to the parking lot. 
His mind still lingers on what the future could truly hold for the two of you. He's seen plenty of his colleagues build happy lives outside of the mafia. Maybe it’s wishful thinking but chuuya’s starting to think maybe he could too. The two of you have made it this far, why not push the limits? 
The executive’s hand twitches and phone burns in his pocket. He's made the decision, there’s something he has to do. He waits to get into his car, but the moment he does, Chuuya is unlocking his phone and searching up engagement ring cuts and styles.
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celestialsequels · 4 months ago
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stupid cupid keeps on calling me, but i see lovin’ in his eyes ¡! ❞
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— synopsis: jimin takes you on a museum date.
— warnings: fluffy, a couple of kisses here and there, jimin and y/n being complete losers for each other.
— w/c: 1.7k
— part 1
a/n: guess who’s back from hiatus. thank you for being so supportive and considerate over the last few weeks as i was gone. this one is for you guys and i hope you guys enjoy it !
after being interrogated by yeonjun, you rushed home as fast as you could. every part of you jittered in utter excitement. the evening glow had began to radiate off of you ever so slightly as you thought back to the events that took place earlier—the way her lips felt on yours, the way she gazed into your eyes as if you were the last person on earth.
yeah, you were so done for.
your steps seemed to have their own rhythm as you walked home, all drowned in your thoughts. everything around you seemed so much happier. the people around you felt like they were more in love than ever. the murals painted on the buildings you walked past felt as if they were speaking to you. hell, even nature blushed when you smiled. you finally reached home and entered through the backdoor, since it always seemed to be open. you quickly took your shoes off, almost stumbling onto your cat, flipflop, as you made your way inside. you threw everything onto the ground and headed upstairs to your room to get dressed for your date.
hangers? on the ground. accessories? on the ground. your entire wardrobe? on the goddamn ground.
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“jun, nothing looks good on me. i’m starting to think this date was a bust,” you pouted as yeonjun did nothing but laugh at you.
“maybe try that outfit you always say you’ll wear but never actually end up wearing,” he suggested when he sensed you had been silent for too long.
you ushered yourself to your pile of clothing that remained still on the ground for the past hour, simply hoping that something would begin to look appealing. suddenly, an idea popped into your head and you just knew this was going to be the outfit of a lifetime—okay, you were exaggerating, but at this point, it was better than nothing. yeonjun simply stared at you pacing around the room in what seemed like excitement but was, in fact, insanity. he had never seen you so eager yet so anxious about meeting a person; this was definitely something out of the ordinary. it made his heart swell with joy, finally seeing you so happy after so many years.
“you know, y/nnie, i’m really happy to see you all happy and chirpy after so many years. i never thought i’d see the day,” yeonjun spoke softly as you admired yourself in the mirror with a fond smile.
“jun…she truly makes me so happy. my worries seem lighter than a feather when she looks into my eyes. my soul feels lighter when she places her lips on mine. she makes me feel whole. god, i sound like a sap,” you chuckled at your own words as you realized that this girl was all you wanted.
“you are a sap, little shit–”,
before he could let out another word, you threw your half-eaten, almost-rotting pudding cup in his face.
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it was nearly seven-thirty, and you only seemed to be getting more and more anxious. you started to ponder at what the future held for the two of you, thinking about nights when you two wouldn’t be able to sleep, so you’d spend it in the kitchen together, or when life might get a bit rough, and you’d find comfort within each others’ arms. the thought of living together made you blush a little harder than you would like to admit. the sudden ring of the door bell jolted you out of your thoughts, practically making you jump in front of the mirror to check if you looked perfect—and that you did, just oh so perfect. yeonjun’s snores seemed to emphasize as you made your way out of the room, not before kicking him in the shin as you ran to the front door.
“You—,”
his words zoned out as your blood rushing through your veins was the only thing you could pay attention to. you propped yourself in front of the door, giving yourself military-grade advice, but who were you kidding? not even a defibrillator could put your heart at ease. you peeked through the peephole of the door to make sure it was jimin. opening the door, and there she was. her hair flew in the crisp evening wind like the finest hazelnut spread. her eyes bore into yours as you finally opened the door after what felt like an eternity. a distinct silence fell between the two of you as your hearts soared with passion. the music playing from your ipod playing in the distance had you wanting to grab her hand and pull her as close to you as possible.
“pack it up, you two, i’ve gotta get in my beauty sleep,” yeonjun spoke up from behind you, scaring you two in the process.
“uh huh, okay,” you eyed him suspiciously since you knew damn well he wasn’t the type to sleep this early but chose not to say anything else.
“take good care of her jimin otherwise…” he threatened playfully while leaning against the wall.
“okay, hobbit,” jimin reached for your hand and pulled you out the door with her before giggling at her own joke.
adorable, you thought.
you two ran before you could hear him yell out anymore curses. soon, you heard the door shut and you two stopped running. Your entire body turned red as you realized you were gripping onto her hand for dear life. the crickets chirped from the nature surrounding you two. a calm yet fervent tension settled between you like an expecting nebula.
“you look so pretty tonight,” she broke the silence, mentally cursing herself for sounding like a loser.
“and you look all mine tonight,” your boldness surprising the two of you as the both of you turned into a giggling mess. of course, you two were losers in love, but you were each others’ losers, and that’s all that mattered.
after about half an hour of walking and flirting, you two finally reached the art museum. solace taking over you two as you floated in your little microcosm full of love. the lights shone down upon the entrance, colors displayed all over like an orchestra. mellow music could be heard from the speakers as you dragged jimin to the progress of love: the meeting. the viridian of the painting speaking directly to you while your eyes traced down the two lovers that sat patiently. jimin didn’t say a word given that you were so invested into the artwork, so she just let you tug her around the entirety of the museum. her eyes outlined your face whenever your eyes filled with sparks of interest at whatever you were looking at. her heartbeat intensified whenever you reached for her hand so she could pay attention to what you were saying.
“jimin, look, it's the lovers by rené magritte. i had to work on it for art class; it was fascinating—”
before you could say more, she eagerly pulled you in by the nape and placed her soft and succulent lips onto yours. all air was knocked out of your lungs as you still hadn’t gotten used to her lips being on yours, moving ever so fervently while her hands remained on your nape, gently playing with your hair. the lights in the museum suddenly dimmed, and the cold temperature of the room hastily became warmer. jimin’s fingers hovered across your arm, causing goosebumps to form all over your body. a few flower petals began to fall all around the room as you slowly pulled out of the kiss only to find jimin cheesing at you.
candles lit up right on time as she put her hand out for you to hold so she could show you exactly what she had in store for you. every part of you was radiated happiness. the entire museum fell into a soothing silence as jimin walked you outside into the garden. the entire garden was decorated with candles, with petals creating a walkway to the picnic she had prepared for you.
“jimin...is this all for me?” you questioned in surprise as you had never been treated so gently.
“pretty girl, everything i do is for you,” she turned a few shades redder when she saw you looking at her with the most admirable gaze. you smiled to yourself, realizing in the moment that this was the love of your life, whether you wanted to admit it or not. out of the blue, a small note sitting on the blanket caught your eye, causing you to curiously go examine it.
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“hi y/nnie…
i left you a polaroid camera
because i knew you would forget it at home.
go make memories with your future wife
- love jun”
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“so, this is why yeonjun told me he was going to sleep early?” you chuckled in disbelief as you recalled back to how they were eyeing each other down earlier.
“mhm, i wasn’t gonna say anything but you know how he is,” jimin responded behind you.
“jiminie, i really want you to know how loved i felt with you tonight. i-i don’t think i’ve ever been treated so softly before. you’re my person and i want you to know that,” you admitted tearfully.
“baby, you’re my person too. i adore you too much to ever treat you wrong. i didn’t think you’d like the date this much, so i was slightly nervous,” she spoke to you, affectionately rubbing her thumb over your cheek.
“you are my favourite date,” you said before pressing your lips onto hers.
the lights of the museum had completely turned off, leaving you two all alone in the garden to make memories. candles swaying along with the zephyr of the night. the flowers serenading with the music that was once playing from your ipod at home.
you two were finally home.
stupid cupid keeps on calling me, but i see lovin’ in his eyes…
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elsecrytt · 3 months ago
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so i had a thought.
what if 236 is actually jujutsu tech propaganda?
mei mei is broadcasting this entire thing, right? what better way to protect gojo from bounty hunters etc., than convince the entire world that he's already dead?
the final battle happened offscreen, with significantly less fanfare. gojo rescued megumi, defeated sukuna. the day was saved.
at a cost.
gojo gave up everything - at least, everything he valued. the six eyes, his abilities as a sorcerer. he assumed that would make him a normal man, and he was right -
what he didn't realize was that it would also make him blind.
so now... you live in a nice apartment complex. a guy moves in next to you.
you can't help but notice he happens to be blind - at least, he's wearing a blindfold, uses a cane, but he's often swearing and stumbling through his porch, over his entryway. he is very, very blind.
you, wondering what the fuck up is with your obviously blind neighbor who seems to have no sense of self-preservation.
he walks into objects all the time, especially hitting his head on things, since he's so tall. forgets his cane when going out. the dude just left his door open the other day, like, WIDE OPEN, who DOES that?
helping gojo learn, not only how to be human, but how to be disabled. how to not be disgusted with being disabled.
gojo learning that being blind isn't the end of his life, nor the end of his happiness - life is still worth living, even without one of his senses.
helping gojo mourn his lost sense while still finding things to enjoy. gojo who learns to cook by taste, by feeling heat or texture, with your help. gojo learning to organize things so he always knows where they are from memory.
bringing gojo audiobook versions of your favorite stories even if he teases you for your taste. he listens to them when he has nothing to do, which is most of the time, now.
he goes out on walks all the time because he doesn't have a job, you learn. while it's nice to not have to work, you can tell he comes from money, his life comes with a gaping hole inside it, one that isn't entirely explained by the blindness.
gojo who's overstimulated all the time because he no longer has infinity as a barrier, but somehow also as touch-starved as ever, alone in a foreign country away from all his students and colleagues.
gojo, who has only ever done Big Things with his life, who has only ever been an Important Person doing world changing things, now, just an ordinary guy.
he barely cares what happens to himself now. it's not that he wants to die, or anything. it's just that he doesn't have a reason to live.
and that wouldn't change overnight. not with cooking lessons or audiobooks or friendly greetings whenever you see him by the door. not with smiles or waves (he can't see them) or a braille rubik's cube you find online (how did he solve it in under a minute??) or karaoke (he has an AMAZING singing voice, and he knows so many songs better than you do?).
it wouldn't change overnight, because nothing worthwhile forms in a day, or two, or even a week or a month.
but gojo's life doesn't have to be amazing a day after he's gone blind. or a week. or a month. it's okay if it's difficult, he learns, it's okay if he hates it, hates himself, hates every choice that brought him here, even if he would never take it back.
it's okay. it gets better. with you there? it's getting better.
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Hi,
I just wanted to say that I love your stories. I have had a Hannibal idea rumoring in my mind for some time now and decided to share it.(maybe you can make a one-shot out of it). The reader from our world is a big fan of the show Hannibal and one day wakes up in it (at first without realizing it.After finding a corpse, she somewhat recognises the person, but can‘t quite place it.After she called the police abd the FBI arrives she soon realises where she is. (idk any further, sorry if it‘s really bad)
Could there be a love triangle of some sort between Hannibal,the reader and Will?
Hannibal X Will X Reader: In another life
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a/n: not sure if this was what you were thinking but i hope you enjoy it.
Warnings: death, blood, injurys, attempted murder, being captured, hospitals, crime, fluff, female reader, no use of y/n, not proofread.
Word count: 2,2 K
You could smell a sort of coppery scent. Your head was hurting in a way it never had before. Still you managed to force your eyes to open up. You were laying on your back in what felt like grass. The smell was a bit overwhelming but you couldn’t quite tell where it was coming from. You lifted your body up slowly, resting on your elbows for a moment. It was dark but you could still make out your surroundings. You had no idea where you were. And you had no memory of what had gotten you here. You turn your head to the side and that's when you see it.
A body.
You let out a scream, quickly rising to your feet and taking a step back. The dead eyes of the body stare up at you. You realize that the scent you’d smelt was blood. Your hands moved around your body in search of your phone. Even though you had no idea what was going on you knew you needed to call this in. Your hands shake as you dial 911. 
“911 what's your emergency?”
“I’m in the middle of nowhere and there's a body. I don”t know how i got here and i don’t know who this person is i-”
“Okay I need you to calm down. Are there any street signs nearby?”
You look around desperately searching for something to help the dispatcher find where you were. Your eyes fell on the sign a couple of steps away from where you were. You couldn’t read it very well.
“Yeah there’s a sign. I’m gonna go closer. It's so dark.”
“It's going to be okay, just read it to me.”
You squint your eyes, trying to make the words clearer. 
“Wolf Trap. I’m in virginia.”
The sound of the operator's voice dulled a bit as you tried to understand what was going on. How the hell were you in virginia? You didn’t live anywhere near Virginia and you’d never thought of visiting it. The only reason you even knew about Wolf trap was because of…Hannibal. But there was no way.
Or was there?
You finished talking to the 911 operator who had told you she was sending cops to your location. You sat near the edge of the road and waited. You don’t know how much time passed but soon you were surrounded by police. They led you to an ambulance and placed a blanket over your body. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary. Well nothing other than the fact you were here.
And then they appeared. 
You were staring at the ground beneath you, your hands fiddling with each other. You heard someone call out your name, causing you to raise your head. Your eyes widened as you watched Jack Crawford walk over to you. And trailing behind him was none other than Hannibal Lecter and Will Graham.
You had to have been dreaming. That was the only logical explanation. You closed your eyes, pinching your arm. When you opened them back up again nothing had changed. You were still sitting in an ambulance staring at the characters from your favorite show. Jack called out your name against causing you to pull yourself together.
“Are you alright?”
“Yeah sorry. I guess I'm still in shock.”
“It’s natural to feel that way after seeing a body.”
Hannibal's voice filled your ears as he spoke and you couldn't help but notice he sounded exactly like he did on television. 
“This is-
“Hannibal Lecter.”
Jack looked over at Hannibal in curiosity.
“And that's Will Graham.”
Will’s eyebrows furrowed at your words.
“You two know her?”
“No they don’t. But I know them.”
You paused for a moment, realizing you didn’t know what part of the series you were in.
“I mean I've read about them.”
“You really shouldn't believe what Freddy Lounds writes.”
You turned to look at will, observing the way he avoided your gaze. 
“She’ll do whatever she can for attention.”
You don’t know how you knew but something told you he was talking about Abigail. 
“Don’t worry. I don’t believe everything I see on the internet. My heart goes out to Abigail Hobbs.”
It was a shot in the dark but what did you have to lose? From the way Hannibal and Will looked at each other you could tell you’d said the right thing. 
“Let's focus shall we. What can you tell us about the victim.”
“Just that he’s a male. And that he is dead.”
“Well that we could figure out ourselves.”
You almost smiled at the sarcastic tone Jack talked in. They were just like you remembered them. 
“I woke up next to him. I remember my head was pounding so I'm guessing someone hit me with something and I became unconscious. But that's about all I can tell you.”
“Okay. Hannibal stay with her. Will you come with me.”
You watched Will walk away with Jack. You assumed Will was about to place himself into the killer's mind and as much as you wanted to watch him in action you knew better than to ask such a thing. You turned your attention back to Hannibal. He was looking over at where Will and Jack had walked over to.
“You can go with them. I’m okay.”
Hannibal gave you a gentle smile. The action made your stomach swoop. Damn your attraction to the cannibal. He moved over sitting next to you. 
“You shouldn’t be alone. This must have been a very traumatizing experience for you.”
“I just wish I knew what happened.”
You stopped talking for a moment, realizing something for the first time. What if you were the killer? Hannibal seemed to sense your uneasiness, his voice calling out your name. You turned to face him, a tear running down your cheek.
“What if I did it? What if I killed him.”
“I’m sure it wasn’t you. And if it was, I'm sure there was a reason.”
“Self defense.”
“Most likely. But don’t dwell on it. Will is going to figure it out. And I'm going to help him find who is responsible.”
You stared up at Hannibal. Everything seemed to rush into you all at once and before you knew it you were crying. Hannibal pulled you into his embrace, his arms moving over you back to soothe you.
“Shh it will be alright.”
After the officers went through their usual questions and forensics collected the evidence Jack told you you were okay to go home. The only issue was you had no idea where that was. You googled your name and were surprised to see your phone number and address pop up. You told one of the officers where they could drop you off. Will overheard you talking to the cop and realized your house was on his way home.
“I can take her.”
“You sure?”
“Yeah it's not a problem.”
Will turned to face you.
“Unless you don’t want me too.”
“No, it's perfect. Thanks for offering.”
Will gave you a small nod, beginning to walk towards his car. You trailed after him. Once you got in the car Will turned the engine on and reversed onto the road. You stayed silent for most of the ride, eyes moving over the trees outside your window. 
“It’s not you.”
Your head snapped to look at Will. His eyes were glued to the road ahead, his demeanor calm.
“Sorry what?”
“You’re not the killer.”
“How did you-”
“Hannibal told me you were scared it was you.”
“Well if it wasn’t me who was it?”
“That's what I'm gonna find out.”
For the next few weeks you helped with the investigation. You’d drive over to the FBI and try your best to give them as much information as you could. And you’d go over to Hannibal's office so he could try to help you remember what had happened to you. Being around Hannibal and Will almost daily made it easy for the three of you to grow closer. You’d go shopping for food with Hannibal and you’d take Wills dogs out for walks whenever you could. You found out that your “character” owned a small coffee shop and that was where you got your income from. Whenever you were free you’d spend your time in your coffee shop. You’d chat to the locals and from time to time Will would show up to talk to you. 
One day you were walking back to your coffee shop from the FBI when you started to feel like you were being followed. You grabbed your keys from your pocket speeding up your pace to reach the coffee shop quicker. You’d placed the key on the door when you felt something knock against your head. Before you knew it you’d fallen to the ground. You struggled to keep your eyes open. You let out a breath, your lips moving to call out Wills and Hannibal's name. 
Then everything went black.
Will had gone over to your coffee shop. He was planning on checking up on you. The moment he got to the front door and saw the key stuck in the keyhole he knew something was wrong. And then he looked down and saw the blood on the floor. He pulled his phone out, dialing Hannibal's number. Before the phone had even begun to ring, Will was racing back to the FBI. 
You opened your eyes slowly. You could feel a chair behind you. You moved to rub your eyes, only when you tried to move your arms you realized they were tied. Panic started to settle in. You moved to open your mouth but there was a piece of tape over it. Your eyes searched around the room, trying to figure out where you were and if anyone was with you. The room was empty except for the chair you were sitting in. You tried to move around but your legs were bound to the legs of the chair. In your attempt to move you've managed to tilt the chair and before you knew it you were crashing onto the floor. Your head hit the floor and you went unconscious again.
Will kicked in the door, his gun pointing into the room. His eyes fell on you immediately. He rushed inside being followed by Hannibal. Your eyes were closed but he could tell you were still breathing. Hannibal moved to tug the tape of your mouth as Will began to work on freeing you from the ropes. Jack walked into the room, his eyes falling on Hannibal and Will. 
“Shit. Is she alive?”
“Yes but there is a wound on her head.”
“Take her to the hospital.”
Hannibal turned to look at Will.
“What are you gonna do?”
“Find the person who did this.”
Your finger twitched  against the bed sheets. You groaned, opening your eyes slightly. A blinding light filled your eyes, causing you to shut them a bit. From the smell you could tell you were in a hospital room. You blinked a bit allowing yourself to become used to the light. You could feel a bit of weight on your hand causing you to look at it. Your eyes found Will's hand. He was sitting on a chair next to your bed, his hand grasped around yours as he slept. You continued to look around the room. On the opposite side of your bed you found Hannibal's frame. He too was slumped against his chair, his head resting on the edge of your bed as his hand gripped onto your wrist. They were clinging onto you to make sure you weren’t going anywhere. You smiled and let out a breath realizing that you were safe.
You shifted in your bed trying to get into a more comfortable position. Will's eyes opened as he felt you shift against him. His gaze found you, his free hand coming up to rub his eye. 
“You’re up.”
You turned to look at Will taking in his sleepy state. He looked awfully cute like this. 
“Sorry I didn't mean to wake you up.”
“You should have.”
Your head snapped at the sound of Hannibal's voice turning to look at him. He looked a bit more put together than Will but you could tell he was tired too. 
“What are you guys doing here?”
“Making sure you were okay.”
“I’m sure the doctors here are more than capable of doing that. No offense.”
The room was silent for a moment.
“We caught him.”
You looked at Will. 
“The killer?”
“Yeah. They arrested him a couple hours ago.”
“That’s good.”
“We should have been quicker.”
“Well you caught him didn’t you?”
“Not before he hurt you.”
You could tell Will was beating himself up. You shifted moving to place your hand on his cheek. He raised his head to look at you. You gave him a small smile.
“I’m okay Will. You saved me.”
You turned to look at Hannibal, wrapping your hand around his.
“You both did.”
You had no idea how you'd gotten here. But sitting in that hospital bed, holding onto Will and Hannibal you couldn’t think of anywhere else you’d rather be.
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kairiscorner · 1 year ago
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this shit got me giggling like TEEHEE
(reblogs are greatly appreciated, it helps get my content out there! if you guys like what you see, please reblog it too <:D)
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dating model au miguel o'hara (as an ordinary person)
honestly, miguel folds when you praise or compliment him. he wouldn't believe him if you told him at first how handsome he was when you two met, and he still doesn't, even if he's a sought-after model that's known the world over.
"y'know, i'm just okay, right? the real pretty one here is... none other than you."
LIKE SERIOUSLY, he was just sought out one day and suddenly, he'd on the cover of all kinds of magazines and posters. he doesn't exactly let that get to his head, though--it's just, in his opinion, a job. coming home to you and treating you the way he knows you should be treated is all that really matters to him.
he didn't mind posing with other people before on camera in intimate ways, but it became harder for him when he met you, because all he could think about when he's holding another person so romantically or intimately is, "i bet holding them would feel like heaven, this is... this is nothing compared to how it'd feel like to hold them."
he's gotten so used to forwarding calls to his agents that he's made it his daily habit to send a bunch of calls his agents' ways. but when you called him for the first time, when he heard your voice and realized this was no representative from a fashion agency or advertising company or wherever else they needed him to pose for--it was just you, that was the very first time in a long while that he had a real conversation with someone who cared about him for him.
that was when he fell in love with you, and kept falling for you when he realized you didn't give a damn whether he was a model or not. he really didn't get how a guy like him was so lucky to have someone like you, so beautiful, so kind, so patient, so gentle, and capable--and here you were overthinking whether he loved you or not, of course he does!
he constantly forces his agents to clear out his schedules for certain hours so he can meet up with you on your commute home and have dinner with you, maybe even catch a movie with you, go shopping, or just... cuddle, sit together in the silence, and just love you without any cameras or flashing lights involved :>
you make him feel so normal, so real, so actually alive, reminding him he has a life outside of the lives many others expect him to live as a high-class and in-demand model. he loves coming home to you at the end of a photoshoot, whether you're asleep or awake waiting for him, and just being close to you, admiring how beautiful you are and how lucky he is to have you, despite how chaotic his schedule is compared to yours. he might as well just quit to be your model forever <3
tags !! @miguelswifey04 @binibinileonara @luvstarrstruck
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lokisprettygirl · 4 months ago
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Rain to his Fire (Modern! Daemon Targaryen x Female Reader) (Non Canon 80s Au) (18+)
Read Chapter 12 here// Series Masterlist
Chapter 13
Summary: Daemon finds out that he was destined for greatness but it's not the journey he is supposed to take with you.
Warning: 18+, kidnapping, assault, smut, crude language, kidn description of Statutory rape, discussion of mental health (it's a fic based in a mental health facility), mention of child molestation, mention of physical assault, the fic would contain several mentions of several disorders like mpd, did etc, if something triggers you don't read, smoking
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It's been a week since Daemon had rescued you from King's landing, you have had plenty of time to collect your thoughts in that warm cozy cabin of his. The dramatic change in your life, which was once so ordinary, has taken some time to comprehend. At first, all of it felt like a dream, however, as the days went by, you had come to terms with the fact that everything that has transpired was indeed real and not a product of your imagination. In just a few months your boring, mundane life has changed so drastically that it seemed surreal.
Two days after he rescued you he went back to get Caroline on your insistence, you had called her at the center pretending to be a relative and had instructed her to be at the terrace anyhow late at night, the door was barricaded but the locks were no match for Daemon's strength.
He didn't bring her back to the cabin though, when asked he simply told you that it was his special place where he came to recuperate and relax, he expressed you in clear words that the only reason he brought you along was because he wanted to share his home with you, he had been thinking about it for a while.
When you asked him whether he had the chance to go look for the book he simply shook his head in response and changed the topic altogether.
You had also been suffering through bouts of nightmares every time you fell asleep but he was there by your side, holding you close, making you feel safe, making you feel as if you were invincible around him and nothing would ever harm you again.
It was also getting harder and harder to keep your hands off each other and it's not that you didn't want to take that step further with him but a part of you always hesitated.
Things weren't exactly normal, you could pretend that you were on a vacation but the reality couldn't have been any farther, you were deemed missing and police had been looking for him because they thought he was the one to kidnap you, of course you wanted to go to the London police department and file a complaint against Viserys and Cole but Daemon convinced you otherwise, and at first you felt offended by it but then you realized that going to cops would only put him in danger since he already had a hit on his head due to the man he had hurt in the past.
“You know it's rude to snoop on other people’s belongings,” he whispered as he wrapped his arms around your waist and hugged you from behind. You were admiring his book collection in the living room when your eyes fell upon the dresser below the shelf, you were about to open one of the drawers when he interrupted you.
“Where were you ?” You asked him as you turned to face him so he gave you a smile and pecked your lips.
“Went to see Caroline” he answered truthfully, making your brows perk up with curiosity.
“Mmm okay”
“Wanted to check on her well being.. nothing else” he clarified even though you didn't need a justification, not really, she was a friend and he was allowed to see her whenever he wanted.
“That's not what I..never mind”
“What's bothering you?” he asked you as he caressed your head before he leaned into you to kiss you briefly.
“Nothing I just don't like being alone here ..in the middle of the woods with animals, predators and what not-” he couldn't help but chuckle as you said that.
“Mmmm you're living with one, you realize that right?” you rolled your eyes at the statement, he was anything but a predator.
“You're not an animal.. certainly not a predator, you are a.. very special man, kind and gorgeous and so rare” you mumbled softly as you caressed his cheek, making the corner of his mouth curve into a smile. He was always shy about receiving genuine compliments, the only ones he could digest were those that were sexual in nature.
“You look good in my clothes” he murmured tenderly.
“Mmmm they're comfy but i do need to get my stuff back, I left everything behind, everything that was important to me is there in that room or I'm afraid they must have thrown it all away” you sighed so he cupped your cheeks.
“I'll get them back for you i promise”
“You shouldn't go there again”
“Someday I'd have to confront him”
“I know..it's just not safe” he chuckled as you said that.
“I can take care of myself sweetheart”
“So I'm not supposed to worry because you can take care of yourself?”
“Don't mind me, I love that you worry and that you can't live a second apart from me when I'm gone” you wanted to roll your eyes but then he wasn't wrong now was he? “They have our posters everywhere” He said to you, making you sigh in response.
“I'm officially a missing person aren't i?”
He picked you up effortlessly by the waist and walked a few steps to the side to gently put you down on the table in the living area, the gesture brought an instant rush of adrenaline.
You did look tempting in his shirt and boxers and it was getting harder and harder for him to control himself around you when you looked as if you belonged to him, the animal in him wanted to be sated and pleasured, he wanted to love you and fuck you at the same time, have your body so close to him that nothing would ever seperate him from you but he sensed your resistance everytime he was around you, he sensed your hesitation, that feeling of something holding you back, he could smell your desire for him but he also knew you weren't ready to go all the way.
“I'm on my period” you said to him as you kissed down from his jawline to his neck, it wasn't easy keeping yourself away from him but there was this lingering feeling of foreboding keeping you on edge, you felt as if something bad was about to happen to you and you didn't know how to stop feeling that way.
A moan escaped your lips as he pressed his palms below your hips and pulled you closer to him. When you woke up this morning you were surprised to find a paper bag filled with sanitary napkins, painkillers and a bunch of snacks. He knew you were about to bleed soon even before you did, his senses were intertwined with your body in a way that excited you and terrified you at the same time.
He had the ability to make you feel so important and special that it terrified you, you knew you wouldn't be able to feel that way ever again.
No man would ever be able to compare or compete.
“You think I don't know that you daft girl?” he licked on his lower lip subconsciously as his hand slid up your back and he clutched your hair between his fist, his eyes glued on your plump lips, kissing you was nothing short of an addiction for him, the longer he did it the more addicted he got to you.
“You know I'm not young enough to be addressed as a girl anymore” you chuckled as you spoke and his lips did break into a small smile.
“You'd always be my girl, little darling”
“That's cute, you're cute”
“Not the word a man likes to hear when he's hard darling”
“Mmmhmmm you're so tensed” you murmured against his mouth and he let out a lowly deep growl as you fiddled with button of his jeans.
“You're the reason”
“Mmmmhm?” you couldn't help but smile, he took his shirt off as quickly as he could while you pulled his cock out of the restraints, he then placed your other hand on his chest right where his heart was, his skin was ever so hot to the touch “Then I shall release some of that tension” you whispered in his ear as you gave him a small stroke and all you heard in response was a slight groan.
You looked down as his cock became fully erect in your hold, a flush warmed your cheek, you were still getting used to seeing a man this way, you never knew that holding a man's cock and pleasuring him could make you feel so pleased in return. He was a god amongst the men, even without the powers he owned, he was different from any other man you have ever known and you just wanted to satisfy and please a man like him. The way his cock pulsated in your grip was enough to make you wet and dripping.
“Do all cocks look this good?” you whispered and his eyes opened all wife and perplexed.
“Look at you running that filthy mouth, you couldn't even bring yourself to say the word a month before”
“You're the one corrupting me” he snickered as you said that.
“I didn't ask you to give me a handjob sweetheart” His fingers dug into your thighs as he held onto you possessively, you couldn't help but grind your hips against the table, the friction from the pad stimulated your clit almost perfectly. “The answer to your question is inconsequential because mine is the only one you'd ever get to see, and taste, and get fucked with”
And how you wished for it to be your destiny but your peaceful life with him seemed too good to be true. Two days later while cleaning you found the book stashed under the couch in the living room and when asked he barely gave you a disinterested shrug as if he didn't care to learn more about his heritage. However you did care, knowing that Daemon had been restless all his life and this book held some answers was the only motivation you needed. So you grabbed the book and his arm to drag him to the bedroom, then you both sat down in front of the study table.
“We will talk about your lying ways once we are done reading this” you glared at him so he sighed but he definitely adored it when you went all strict on him. The book seemed old but it was preserved well somehow. As you began to read you noticed that Daemon was beginning to take interest in it as well.
There was an illustration in the book that depicted the history of the dracosapiens, starting in 110 AD. It showed that the Targaryen family used to own real dragons, those majestic creatures were bonded to their ancestors since birth. As the dragons were about to go extinct, a blood ritual was performed by one of the Targaryens, and the first dracosapien of its kind was born.
This first born child was tasked with protecting the world from an inevitable threat during his lifetime and then passing the responsibility on to its offspring. The book claimed that since that time, hundreds of these creatures had been born and their duty was to protect the earth from the imminent danger that carried the ability to wipe out the majority of the population.
“I don't understand, it says the first born child is the one to carry the genes forward but i wasn't the first..i was the second son” he said to you and it confused you for a moment as well but then you realized why it had to happen this way.
“Maybe that's why he resents you so much, he must think that he should have been the one to have that honor” he hummed as you said that.
“Yeah he should have been the one” he mumbled under his breath so you placed your hand on his and disagreed.
“Perhaps the universe knew that your brother didn't deserve to have such a divine power, he is not a good person Daemon, he'd have misused it, i mean he kept the book all his life and he made you feel crazy about it, there's so much more he's hiding, he told you that your father disappeared but why would he do that? If he was the same as you then according to the scripture it was his responsibility to teach you everything about this”
Daemon sighed deeply, you always made so much sense to him and he knew he had so much to learn about his parents and especially his father. He leaned closer to kiss your cheek so you gave him a smile.
“It's kind of sexist though, just men being born as the protector of the realm” you mumbled playfully so he nodded.
“It is.. perhaps we should change that”
Your face flushed as he said that and just to hide that embarrassment you chose to roll your eyes instead even though the thought of having a family with him made you giddy.
As you flipped through the pages there was a section that sparked your interest.
“The current bearer and his mate for life would spend their days restless in their own skin until they find the other. In order to pass down the blood magic to the next bearer, the current bearer must find his soulmate in the one whose womb would serve as the collector of his seed. The right time will always bring them together in the same place. She shall be the one born with a mark on herself, a sign of a dragon's wings, for they are two halves of the same body. Only upon the union will their lost souls be find peace with each other.” your heartbeat sped as you read about the mark.
“Blimey this is utter crap -” Daemon interrupted as he rolled his eyes so you looked at him before looking down again.
“Daemon-” your eyes teared up as you turned the page and saw the sketched illustration of the said mark that is supposed to be on his soulmate “I think I have seen this mark on Carol–” he shut the book before you could even finish your words.
“Shut up okay?” he turned to you and cupped your cheeks as he leaned into you to kiss you, pouring every ounce of emotion that he felt for you. He didn't want to read any further, he didn't want some book to tell him who he was supposed to be with.
“Daemon -”
“Shhhhh don't be silly alright-” he kept interrupting you because he was afraid that you'd lean into this idea and then you'd try to push him away.
“I have no mark like that anywhere on me” your voice broke as you spoke, the reality of the situation was beginning to kick in.
“So?”
“You have a soulmate” he snickered as you said that.
“You sound crazy, you know that?”
As if everything else was completely normal about this situation. You didn't want to hurt him but if everything written in this book was correct then it was clear that it wasn't you he was supposed to meet in King's landing.
It was Caroline.
She had the wings mark on her thighs, that's what you had seen that evening when she was standing half naked on her door frame.
“This is crazy for you? You know what else sounds crazy? Your existence..but it's not..it's as real as it could be” he groaned as you said that.
“Where are you even going with this thing huh?”
“The mark..i have seen it on Caroline, it's on her thigh, perhaps you have seen it too” he let out a disgruntled sign as you said that.
“I don't care, okay?”
“How could you not care? Aren't you the least bit curious about this?” you wiped your tears, there was this sinking feeling in your gut that made you feel doomed.
“So that is it huh? You speak of it as if it's no big deal? So what now? We break up and I fuck Caroline? And all my issues would resolve magically because we were supposedly born for each other?” he asked as he stood up and began to pace the room frantically.
“I don't know what you're supposed to do with her but in the book-”
Before you could even finish your sentence he stormed towards you and slammed his fist on the table which made you flinch in response. For a moment you saw the scales appear on his face and his eyes had turned red.
He was angry and rightly so but you didn't want to fuck up his life any further then it has been already, he had suffered so much, he deserved to find peace and happiness even if it was without you.
“God damn it y/n. Am I really this easy to discard for you? Hmm?” He asked as he hovered over you, his eyes pleading with you to let it go.
“Easy? You think this is easy for me?”
“It sure looks that way. You know what? I don't want to talk about this.. you want to get the fuck out of my life ..do it..”
He stormed out of the room and you knew you had to give him time to cool down, words said in anger were hardly ever true or honest.
You needed to calm yourself as well, you didn't want him to think that this relationship and the time you had spent with each other in the past few months meant nothing to you, when it was in fact the opposite.
As you came out of the shower he was already in the bed so you quietly climbed in, he had his back turned to you so you brought your fingers up and caressed his skin slowly before you snuggled into him.
“All my life I have waited to feel something for someone, just something that would make me feel alive, that burning fire, that romance that people often spoke of, that urgent need to kiss the man you're attracted to, to be consumed by someone you're so in love with, i never thought that it existed but then I met you and I felt it all and I felt it all so quickly that it didn't even feel real at times. You think this is easy for me? Knowing that I'm not the one you're supposed to be with? That I'm not made for the only man I would ever want?”
He turned around as your voice choked on your tears and cupped your cheeks. His own eyes were teary, his skin even warmer than usual.
“You’re going to let a fucking book decide who I am supposed to be with? You're being stupid” he asked, his voice tender but desperate,
“Is it stupid though? Our thing..this..it's new, i know we have all these intense feelings at the moment but what about our future?”
“What about it?”
He huffed as he sat up and ran his fingers through his hair in frustration.
“Ten years from now it won't be the same, and you'd resent me as I'd be the reason you're not able to fulfill your destiny ..i won't be able to give you your dragon babies-”
“I don't even like kids-”
“You don't..but that's how you feel now..in this moment-”
“So what now? Caroline is my ‘soulmate’-” he airquoted the term as he wasn't really taking it seriously and you didn't blame him “So I should be with her even though I have no such love for her?” you sat up as he said that. He wasn't really looking at the situation the same way as you.
“Don't you think it's weird that she went to that same exact center as you and was put in the room right next to you? And then she was the first person to see you in your natural form? I didn't get to see you in months but she saw you the first night she met you. And how quickly you were able to trust her, remember that? Perhaps something more would have happened if it wasn't for me..i–” there was a lump in your throat rendering you unable to speak but you knew you couldn't be this person that would held him back from being with his mate “I got between you both” he turned to you as you said that, his arms wrapped around your shoulders as he pulled you closer.
“You're breaking my heart”
“Not just yours -”
“Don't do this darling..”
Your arms wrapped around his neck as you hugged him as tightly as you could before you held onto his face and kissed him as if you were kissing him for the last time. You wanted to engrave this moment in your head, the feeling of his lips upon yours and how it left every inch of your existence ablaze because you knew you'd never be able to feel this way again. In order for Daemon to fulfill his destiny you'd have to step out of his life.
“I want to go to the cops and tell them everything, I'll tell them that you weren't the one to hurt me but that you saved me, I'll get us out of this problem” You said as you stepped off the bed as quickly as you could, you couldn't even bear to look at his face at the moment because you knew your resolve would crumble.
“What about me? What am I supposed to do without you?” he asked you, his voice no longer carried hope, it sounded broken and hopeless, reminding you of the day you had met him for the first time.
“Do what you were born to do, you wanted to learn the truth about yourself and you did but your truth is not the end of your purpose, you were born to do greater things with your gift and you have to carry your legacy forward, that's what your parents would have wanted for you…give her a chance Daemon, maybe she's all you need in your life, how would you know if you won't even try?”
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callmedaleelah · 4 months ago
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— Serenity [ nanami kento ]
— you’re gonna be fine ; in which nanami found out you just got sick and turns out the sickness is just getting worse as time passed
author’s notes : fluff, established relationship, slice of life, cheap romance, semi alternative universe, no mention of (y/n), long chapter, not proofread
You wake up feeling a deep, bone-weary exhaustion. It’s one of those mornings where even the light filtering through the curtains seems too bright, your head pounding in time with the dull ache spreading through your body. The chill of the room makes you shiver, despite being bundled under layers of blankets. As you shift, trying to find some comfort, you realize that today isn’t just another ordinary day of feeling under the weather. It feels heavier, like the weight of your own body is pulling you down.
You think back to the last few days, trying to pinpoint when this started. You’d been feeling off—just a little more tired, a little more sensitive. It wasn’t unusual for you to feel this way before your period, but this time, it feels different. The faint fever, the sniffles, the way your muscles ache with every movement... It’s more intense than usual. You groan softly, wishing for just a few more hours of sleep, but the throbbing in your temples refuses to let you rest.
Nanami had left for work early, as he always did. You remember the warmth of his goodbye kiss on your forehead, the soft murmur of "Good morning, my love," as he slipped out of the apartment. He always made sure to send you a message once he reached his office, a sweet reminder of his presence even when he wasn’t physically there. Today was no different—except you hadn’t replied.
It wasn’t unusual for you to be a bit slow in the mornings, especially when you had been feeling under the weather. But as the morning stretched on, the lack of response from you started to gnaw at Nanami. By 10 a.m., he was starting to worry. His calls had gone unanswered, texts left on read. Maybe you were rushing to work, he thought. Maybe you had simply forgotten your phone at home. He tried to brush off the uneasy feeling settling in his chest.
But then, a call from your manager jolted him. You hadn’t shown up to work and hadn’t called in sick. His worry spiked, and he quickly dialed your number again, hoping to hear your voice. Each unanswered call only amplified his anxiety. By lunchtime, he couldn’t take it anymore. The papers piled on his desk seemed insignificant compared to the gnawing fear that something might be wrong. He decided to leave early, his mind solely focused on getting home to you.
Nanami rushed home, his worry growing with each passing second. When he finally arrived at the apartment, he hurriedly unlocked the door, stepping inside to find the space eerily quiet. The living room and kitchen were untouched, as if time had stood still since morning. The toast and coffee he had prepared for you sat on the table, untouched. His heart pounded in his chest, a knot of dread tightening in his stomach as he made his way toward the bedroom.
The bedroom door creaked open, revealing a scene that made his breath catch. At first, all he saw was a pile of blankets on the bed. But then, he heard it—a soft, broken whimper coming from the other side. Rounding the bed, he found you on the floor, pale and trembling. The sight of blood trickling from your nose sent a jolt of panic through him. He rushed to your side, kneeling down and gently lifting your chin to get a better look.
"Honey, what's going on?" he asked, his voice trembling with worry. But as soon as he saw the blood, his concern shifted into action. Grabbing a tissue, he carefully pressed it against your nose, his other hand holding yours tightly. "Stay with me, okay? We need to stop the bleeding." His movements were quick yet gentle, doing his best to calm you as he tended to the nosebleed. The minutes stretched on, feeling like hours, until the bleeding finally subsided.
Nanami let out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding, wiping away the tears that had slipped from your eyes. "It’s okay," he whispered, his voice soothing. "I’m here. I’ve got you." He helped you to your feet, his arm wrapped around your waist as he guided you to the bathroom. There, he helped you change into clean, comfortable clothes, his touch tender and reassuring. He even brought you a glass of water, making sure you drank it before laying you back on the bed.
The nosebleed had finally stopped, and so had your crying. Nanami had known from the first touch that you were burning up. As he helped you into the bathroom, you couldn’t help but feel a surge of embarrassment and guilt. The sight of his white shirt stained with your blood made your heart sink, but before you could apologize, he returned with a thermometer and a small container of medicine.
“You’re burning up, honey. I’m sorry I didn’t notice it this morning when I left for work,” he said, placing the thermometer under your tongue. His eyes, filled with concern, watched you closely as he waited for the reading. You felt too weak to do anything but comply, lying silently as he monitored your temperature. When the thermometer beeped, he glanced at the reading and frowned, a deep crease forming between his brows. Placing his palm on your forehead, he felt the intense heat radiating from your skin. “Your fever is really high. We need to see a doctor,” he insisted.
You looked up at him, your eyes pleading. “No, please, I don’t want to,” you whispered, knowing how much you dreaded hospitals, doctors, and needles. “It’s just the first day of my fever. I should get better tomorrow.”
Nanami hesitated, clearly torn. He hated the thought of dragging you to the hospital, especially knowing how much it frightened you. But he also couldn’t ignore the severity of your condition. He sighed, finally nodding in reluctant agreement. “Okay, but if it gets any worse, we’re going straight to the doctor. No arguments,” he said firmly. You nodded, relieved that he understood.
That evening, after dinner and some paracetamol, you felt a bit more comfortable. Nanami gave you one of his hoodies to keep you warm, tucking you into bed and kissing your forehead as you drifted off to sleep. He stayed beside you for a moment, watching your face relax as you finally found some rest. Then, quietly, he made his way to his office room to tackle the paperwork he had brought home.
Time passed quickly as Nanami focused on his work, the sound of the keyboard and the occasional sip of hot barley tea breaking the silence. He glanced at his phone; it was already 11 p.m. A smile touched his lips as he looked at his wallpaper, a picture of you both from last summer’s beach trip. You were laughing in the photo, wearing that sun dress you loved so much. The sight made him long for your presence, and he decided to call it a night and join you in bed.
As he entered the bedroom, he noticed a sliver of light coming from the slightly open bathroom door. He turned on the bedroom light and cautiously approached, finding you hunched over the toilet, throwing up. The sound of your heavy breaths filled the room, and sweat glistened on your forehead. Nanami quickly moved to your side, gathering your hair in his hand to keep it out of the way.
“Ken, you shouldn’t be here,” you said weakly as you finished, the strain evident in your voice. Nanami flushed the toilet and knelt beside you, gently wiping away your tears.
“You need me right now. Let me take care of you,” he murmured, his voice soft and soothing. Another wave of nausea hit, and you retched again, your body trembling with the effort. Nanami rubbed your back, his touch comforting. When you finally collapsed onto the cool bathroom tiles, exhausted and weak, he quickly lifted you into his arms, supporting you as you brushed your teeth.
He carried you back to bed, placing a small bucket beside it just in case. He wrapped you in blankets, gently stroking your hair as you lay there, pale and trembling. “Maybe we need to go to the ER right now and let the doctor check on you, sweetheart,” he suggested, worry coloring his voice.
You shook your head slightly, wincing at the pain in your temples. “I just want to rest here tonight, Ken. Maybe we can go tomorrow,” you whispered, your voice barely audible. Nanami sighed, clearly not liking the situation but respecting your wishes. He climbed into bed beside you, pulling you close. You instinctively curled into his warmth, his hand resting gently on your stomach, trying to soothe the turmoil within.
“Thank you for taking care of me, Ken,” you murmured, your voice thick with exhaustion.
“I hope you get better, sweetheart,” he whispered, pressing a tender kiss to your forehead. The fever hadn’t broken, and now you were dealing with a stomach bug. Nanami could only hope that you would feel better in the morning.
You woke up from a restless sleep, feeling the coolness of a wet cloth on your forehead. It was soothing against your fevered skin, a small comfort in your aching body. Blinking your eyes open, you saw Nanami sitting beside you, his hand gently holding the cloth in place. The morning light filtered through the curtains, and you guessed it was around 9 a.m.
Somehow, you felt weaker than before. It took all your effort to whisper a faint, "Good morning." Nanami looked at you, his eyes softening with concern.
"I checked your temperature a while ago, and it hasn't gone down," he said quietly. "So I decided to use a cold compress. Is it too cold for you?" You shook your head slightly, the movement making you dizzy. "It's fine," you murmured, though speaking felt like a monumental effort.
Nanami gave you a small, encouraging smile. "I'll bring your breakfast soon, and then you can take your medicine. We'll see how you feel after that." He stood up, placing the cloth on the bedside table, and left the room.
When he returned with a bowl of soup, the aroma filled the room, usually a comforting scent. But today, as he sat beside you and offered the first spoonful, you felt a wave of nausea. "I don't feel like eating, Ken," you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper.
Nanami looked at you with gentle insistence. "Honey, you've been throwing up all night. You need to eat something so you can take your medicine. Just try a little, okay?" You sighed, knowing he was right. You took a small sip of the soup, feeling the warmth slide down your throat. But it was tasteless, a bitter reminder of how ill you were. You managed a few more spoonfuls before turning away, unable to continue.
"No more, Ken," you said, your voice strained. Nanami's eyes softened with worry. "Come on, sweetheart, just a little more," he coaxed gently, holding the spoon towards you. You hesitated, not wanting to disappoint him. You took another sip, but the bitterness only intensified, making your stomach churn.
Suddenly, you felt the familiar, dreaded sensation rising. You clapped your hand over your mouth, fighting the urge to vomit. Quickly, you slipped out of bed and made your way to the bathroom, your head spinning. You barely made it to the toilet before doubling over, retching violently. Nanami was right behind you, holding your hair back and rubbing your back in soothing circles. The acrid taste of stomach acid burned your throat, and the pain in your abdomen was unbearable.
"Ken, I don't think I can digest anything right now," you whispered, your voice shaking with tears. Nanami flushed the toilet and gently helped you back to bed. His face was etched with concern, unable to hide his worry any longer. He wrapped you in blankets, trying to warm your shivering body.
"I can't let this keep going on, honey," he said, his voice firm but gentle. "We need to see a doctor now." His tone left no room for argument, and for once, you didn't resist. You nodded weakly, too exhausted to protest.
Nanami quickly gathered his jacket, wallet, and car keys. He lifted you in a bridal carry, his arms strong and steady, and carried you to the car. The ride to the hospital was tense, his grip on the steering wheel tight as he sped towards the nearest ER. He held your freezing hand, whispering soft reassurances while you curled up beside him, trying to find some comfort.
Upon arrival, Nanami rushed you into the ER. The medical staff immediately took notice, and a doctor quickly approached. You’re settled onto a gurney, and the doctor begins a swift examination. Nanami stood close, answering questions as best he could, his eyes never leaving your pale face.
"What's been happening, sir?" the doctor asked, her voice professional yet concerned.
"She’s had a high fever, vomiting, and severe weakness since yesterday," Nanami explained. "She hasn’t been able to keep anything down, and she’s been shaking and shivering."
The doctor nodded, her expression serious. She checked your vital signs, frowning slightly. "Her fever is still high, and she seems dehydrated. We need to run some tests to determine the cause of these symptoms. I’m ordering a blood test and a urine test. We’ll also take a stool sample if possible. It could be a viral or bacterial infection, but we need to confirm."
Nanami nodded, holding your hand tightly. The doctor gently drew blood from your arm, and you winced slightly. "We’ll send these to the lab and expedite the results," she said. "In the meantime, we’ll start an IV to rehydrate her and administer anti-nausea medication."
As the nurse set up the IV and you received the fluids, you felt a slight sense of relief from the cooling liquid. Nanami sat beside you, brushing a hand through your hair, his worry evident in his eyes. After what felt like an eternity, the doctor returned with the results.
"It appears she has typhoid fever," the doctor explained. "It’s a bacterial infection that can cause high fever, vomiting, and gastrointestinal issues. We'll start her on antibiotics immediately. It’s crucial to stay hydrated and take the medication as prescribed. We'll monitor her closely to ensure she responds well to the treatment. Depending on her condition, she might need to stay in the hospital for a few days."
Nanami listened intently, nodding in understanding. "Thank you, doctor," he said, his voice steady but filled with concern. He turned to you, his eyes softening. "We’ll get through this, sweetheart. I'm here with you."
You managed a weak smile, grateful for his unwavering support. As the IV fluids started to ease your symptoms, you felt a flicker of hope. The road to recovery might be tough, but with Nanami by your side, you knew you wouldn't be facing it alone.
i’m sorry for any mistakes here, it’s my first time writing a full english fan fiction cause english isn’t my first language. and somehow i feel embarrassed for writing it too long but guess maybe it’s just my writing style 🙂
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Spectre
A Moon Knight Halloween Love Story
Event #6: A Nightmare on Elm Street
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Event #6 Summary: Marc spends the evening with you and Steven gets a haunting
Pairing this chapter: Marc Spector x f!reader, Steven Grant x f!reader (Jake mentioned)
Word count: 3k
Content: ANGST, the yearning, ghost probs (no body), language, dealing with death and grief, manner and COD discussed, violence, spooky/horror elements, probably inaccurate DID (show based), not beta’d
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PREVIOUSLY on "Spectre"...
"And...and maybe don't sell the house just yet?" You barely managed that request in a choked whisper. "If this is the only place I am besides the dark, and...and you guys leave then, I'm afraid - "
"Of the dark," he solemnly concluded. Reaching for your hand again - pointless, though it was, he made a vow. "Baby, look at me. I will never leave you here alone. Never. I promise you."
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Marc wanted to stay home with you all day, but you insisted that they lead normal lives. You promised to come back.
He wanted to kiss you goodbye. You’d just told each other you loved one another. It almost seemed as if he was headed downtown to work, and you would venture into your loft to write for the day.
You missed your loft. Why couldn’t you go in there? Maybe if you concentrated hard enough…
You missed writing. Maybe you could write some children’s ghost stories. After all, you now had first hand experience.
What…were you thinking? Write?
Was this death? Feeling all these tormented emotions? And good ones too? The sparkle of laughter with Jake, the yearning to talk to Steven, the love and longing, even lust for Marc.
And the guilt. You were too harsh with Marc before, when you said he ran away from pain or punched it in the face. You had to see him again soon, to apologize. He was going through too much already - he didn’t deserve that - not from you.
“I’m so sorry, Marc,” you whispered into the stillness of your bedroom. As if he could hear you.
The feelings washed over you, making you feel…alive. And clearer than you had felt since you first became aware of yourself, or of this room.
You waited all day. This was new. It was boring. But boring was better than darkness. Feeling anything was better.
You were practically bouncing with anticipation by the time the sun set. Finally Marc arrived.
You called his name as soon as you saw him climbing the front steps to your front door, and didn’t stop until he was standing in front of you.
“Baby? You okay?” He huffed, having run up the stairs.
“Yes, you can see me?”
“Yeah,” he confirmed, pulling off his jacket. “The way you were calling my name, I thought…something was wrong.”
You both realized how weird that sounded. Being dead kind of meant everything was wrong.
So you told him about your day. How you thought and thought and felt so many feelings. How you wondered about writing and your loft. How you never went back to the Dark Place. And how very sorry you were for what you said to him.
“I’m the last person who should be confirming your worst thoughts about yourself, Marc,” you explained. “Please forgive me, I felt terrible about it all day. I’m so sorry.”
His brow furrowed with confusion. “You didn’t do anything wrong, sweetheart.” No way he wanted you of all people to feel anything negative. You were the one who lost your life after all.
You talked for a little while longer, about simple things - his day at work, his walk home. Ordinary things. He mentioned speaking with Ms. Marjorie and you shared that you heard Steven speaking about her quaint, lovely shop.
Finally, Marc’s stomach growled, letting you both know that he needed some dinner. He could plainly see that you were anxious about him leaving the room.
“Just gonna grab some leftovers, honey, I’ll be right back,” he softly assured you.
Great. Now you were a clingy ghost. What the hell…
He wasn’t gone long, by your estimation anyway, and ate in your bedroom, with the two of you sitting on the bed. Then you felt even more guilty, as if you were trapping him here somehow.
“Hey, is the World Series on yet?” You asked, knowing October meant baseball postseason.
“Next week,” he clarified. “Why do you ask?”
You smiled at him knowingly. “Well, I mean…you can go watch baseball if you want to. You don’t have to sit in here all night.”
He pretended to be offended. “You trying to get rid of me?”
“No! No, I just…I want you to live your normal life…” You trailed off, sighing wistfully.
“Fuck it, I’ll just move the TV up here. Or get a new one,” he shrugged. “I want to be with you.”
That proclamation sobered you both, because it was the whole problem. You couldn’t be together. Not really.
“I want that too,” you whispered, easing a little closer to where he sat, leaning against the bed’s headboard. “It’s all I want. To be with you. But…it’s too late.”
“It’s not too late,” he found himself telling you, without really thinking before he spoke.
You frowned, confused.
“That’s what you kept saying, or…some voice I kept hearing when you first started appearing to me. ‘It’s not too late’. Even Ms. Marjorie said it. I didn't realize it til now but...I've heard it a few times: 'it's not too late.' What do you think it means?"
You shook your head. "No idea. It's obviously too late for us to really be together...isn't it?"
The sight of your wide, hopeful eyes broke his heart. "There has to be a reason you're here."
You talked a little while longer, about what this all could possibly mean. And instead of fading away, you seemed energized...and felt more alive, but you definitely were not.
Marc kept trying to touch you on instinct and you were most assuredly a ghost.
So you talked about ghosts: about myths and fables and any lore you could think of. You even looked it up online. Marc admitted Steven might be the better consult regarding this topic, but you both soberly remembered that he couldn't see you.
Which hurt because you felt overlooked and Marc felt crazy. But it wasn't Steven's fault, clearly.
"Ghosts can have unfinished business," Marc read from his phone screen. "All right, who are you still pissed at?"
The tension in his shoulders and the scowl he normally wore had relaxed as the night wore on. He almost seemed like his old self again. The person he was with you. The loving partner you adored, not the grief-stricken lonely man who questioned his sanity.
"No one," you thoughtfully answered, not knowing how the next words out of your mouth would change everything. "Well maybe the asshole who killed me."
Marc's phone dropped out of his hand and hit the mattress. He went deadly serious in one second flat. The mirth in his eyes turned stone cold - his lips parted as he drew a shuddering breath.
"W-what did you just say?" He choked out.
Shit, that wasn't a topic you should have made light of, or thrown around carelessly. Marc must still be reeling from your murder, if not blaming himself for it somehow.
"I'm sorry I said that - "
"What...did you say?" He covered his mouth with both hands as his eyes burned with fury. Pushing up off the bed, his fingers tore through his hair. "You...you weren't murdered," he gasped, his chest heaving the way it normally did right before he panicked. He wouldn't likely be here for much longer.
"You weren't," he hissed out a whisper. "What are you saying? There was an autopsy. You weren't...what are you saying!?"
Shit.
You floated off the bed, bewildered. You hadn't considered, even for a moment, that Marc was unaware of how you died. And it hadn't exactly come up.
"Marc, I...it doesn't matter how it happened, really. I didn't mean to...I thought you knew - "
"Yes, it really fucking does matter," he snapped, his fists clenched so tight they were turning white. His wild, frantic eyes landed on you, and seeing your distress, he shook his head in agony.
"You were...how? Who did this?" He let out a choked sob. "Tell me who. Who hurt you?"
"I-I don't know him. Marc, I thought you knew. If I wouldn't have gone to see Jake that night - "
"What?"
You went into the city the night you died? And Jake never fucking thought to mention it?
"I...I was on my way to see Jake." You did that sometimes - ride around with him at night, when Marc and Steven would have the next day off. It was a way to spend a little extra time with Jake, in his environment - his own little world. Plus it was fun to stay out all night, driving people around, eating at your favorite diner...making love in the back seat...
"I never made it," you explained. "I-I was still here in town when a man grabbed me - covered my mouth. He was strong. Then he moved my arm and I felt a pinch underneath my armpit. And that's all. He...maybe he injected me with something."
Marc pushed the heels of his hands against his eyes, almost doubling over in agony. "No. No, no, no, no." He banged his fists against his forehead and before you could follow your instinct to go to him - before you could even remember you wouldn't be able to touch him, he was gone.
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Steven straightened up, blinking a few times before using his sleeve to dry his eyes. "What?"
He glanced around, trying to get his bearings when he heard the most heartbreaking cry of anguish...
coming from you.
“Bloody hell!” Steven gasped, scrambling away from your visage - not because it was you. He simply wasn’t expecting anyone at all to be in his bedroom. And he still couldn't see you, but he did hear someone cry out.
“No, no, no,” you cried, knowing Steven couldn’t see you.
"Losing m'mind," he mumbled, drawing his hands to his chest. His eyes swept across the room nervously, but he saw nothing.
"Maybe this place really is haunted," he murmured to himself. Deciding to take an evening walk and shake himself out of his spooky mindset, Steven found his shoes before shuffling downstairs, leaving you alone and heartbroken.
The feeling of being alive was so close, you could almost taste it. Your chest heaved with emotion - your heart, which stopped pumping life through your veins months ago, raced with worry for Marc and longing for Steven.
"Steven, please," you gasped, in a manner that would have been tearful, except that you had no tears to cry.
But he was gone.
Steven no longer lived in complete oblivion as he once did. If he suddenly fronted, his cheeks wet with Marc's tears, there was clearly a reason. Maybe Marc was still seeing you. He wasn't sure right at the moment because his alter was quiet - nowhere to be found, really. And it wasn't a parlor trick. He couldn't force Marc to appear or share anything.
Perhaps your little bungalow truly was haunted. Without giving it much thought, Steven's feet carried him back downtown, straight to the "Mystic Delights and Other Charming Novelties" shop.
He was looking for Ms. Marjorie. He wanted answers and somehow, he felt that she could give them.
But as he rounded the corner onto Main Street, he stopped short. There, right where the Mystic Delights shop should be, was...nothing. The building was dark and little run down. Unoccupied.
"Wait a minute..." Steven mused to himself, inspecting the darkened windows, where twinkle lights had recently shone out, welcoming him in. He scurried a few more doors down, to Mrs. Alraune's flower shop. Her store was closed, but in tact.
Retracing his steps, Steven tried to reason with himself about where Ms. Marjorie and her lovely shop could possibly be.
Finally, he decided to inquire in the corner drug store. He recognized the face of the cashier but didn't know her name. She looked to be in her early 20s and often rang Steven's order when he stopped in.
He inquired after Ms. Marjorie and the little shop that had come to mean so much to him in only a couple days.
Devon, the young cashier was named, told him she had been employed at the drug store since high school and that particular store had changed owners a few times. The city had tried to clean it up on many occasions but she couldn't remember an antique store - not recently, anyway.
"No, that's not possible," Steven argued. Realizing his words might offend, he apologized. "Sorry, I just...I swear there was a lovely little antique shop right there. The most extraordinary woman owns it..."
Realizing he sounded like he wasn't quite right, he offered up one more apology and left.
Steven felt more confused than ever. Where was Ms. Marjorie? And her shop? Who was making noises in his home? And why had Marc claimed to see you?
October 31st hadn't quite rolled around, but Steven was all done with spooks. He walked home, quickening his pace, fueled by confusion and agitation.
Once he reached your front yard, he saw the curtain of his bedroom rustling.
"All right, ghost," he firmly declared, "I'm coming up and you bloody well better make yourself plain. No more games."
He rushed up the front steps to unlock the front door, hoping with all his heart that, if you were here - if Marc really saw you - that he might see you too.
So he called your name.
"Darling, I know I haven't been able to see you, and...I don't even know if you're here, but please...please send me some kind of a sign."
Turning this way and that, he checked the living room, the kitchen. With a heavy sigh, he climbed the stairs to the bedroom, pausing at your picture in the hallway.
"What's happening, love? Marc is seeing you, and I'm apparently having tea with a spectre instead of a shopkeeper. Please...are you there?"
His shoulders slumped in defeat and confusion, he trudged the final step into your once-shared bedroom
...and there you were.
Right there, seated on the edge of the bed, wearing Marc's hoodie.
"Oh my days," he breathed, his eyes widening as he stepped right in front of you. “Darling? Is it really you?”
Your gaze, so forlorn, snapped up to his. “Steven?” You gasped, “Can…can you see me?”
He rubbed his eyes for good measure, then nodded eagerly. “You are here. Aren’t you, love?”
"Steven, oh my god," you breathed, rising to meet him, wishing with all your nonexistent heart you could throw your arms around him. "I've been trying to talk to you, but you couldn't hear me, or see me," You emphatically explained.
"God, I'm so sorry," he sincerely returned, his dark eyes shifting, studying you with concern. "I didn't mean to doubt you. I'm sorry."
He shook his head in wonder. "I can't believe it. Marc was right. H-how are you here?" Stepping closer, he interrupted himself. "Are you alright, love? You're not hurt or anything? I mean, besides the obvious..."
He trailed off, granting you a bewildered smile as he drew his hands close to his chest. Oh, how you missed this precious, adorable man of yours.
"No, I'm okay. I was with Marc before. Then you left."
You explained to Steven a little of what had been going on, with your talks with Marc and Jake. Then you asked Steven if any of them knew how you died.
"Coroner said your heart just stopped," Steven explained.
"Yeah because someone injected me with something," you supplied, feeling the need to pace back in forth, even though you were really sort of floating. "They didn't find anything in my system? A drug, or a puncture mark under my arm?"
"Darling you're not...you're not suggesting that you were...killed?"
Just the thought of some asshole taking you away from your life - from your stories, your loft, from the town you adored, from this house and from the man you wanted to marry and have a family with - the feeling of the helplessness and despair you felt in that moment boiled into rage.
Without even realizing what you were doing, you curled your fingers into fists, squeezed your eyes shut and cried out, sending a wave of energy jolting through your bedroom, knocking Steven clean off his feet. The power was so strong, it knocked the lamp off the bedside table, crashing to the floor, and lastly, the mirror over your dresser shattered.
You acted out of pure spectral instinct.
Steven reacted equally, having summoned his Mr. Knight suit without a second thought. He didn't even intend to do it - it just happened as soon as his mind registered the danger of falling and flying glass.
The sight of your partner "taking arms", or suiting up in his defense against you...
It absolutely shattered you. The coherent thoughts you wanted to share with your partner were as scattered as the shattered mirror glass.
Powerful emotions swirled and blurred into despair. You found yourself untethered from the sweet conversation, longing and desire with your partner - the serenity you had experienced here over the last day or so, with Marc and Jake.
The broken lamp sent the room into darkness and as you fell further into despair, you could no longer detect the white of Steven's suit, or see even the moon's glow through the window.
You thought you heard your name called, but it was galaxies away, the way a voice above the surface of a swimming pool sounds when you're underwater.
The sound faded and all that was left was the Dark.
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hitomisuzuya · 2 years ago
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I've been curious on how Xiao and Scaramouche would be like if they had ruts/heats like Tighnari.
For Xiao I can imagine being a good friend occasionally seeing him at the inn since you work there but being worried he didn't show up like he usually does, so you go to his room to see if he's ok-
For Scaramouche it would make it more interesting if you're the Tsaritsa's daughter or creation so you're held in a higher rank then him. So of course when you needed to ask him something and can't find him in his office, you barge into his home(not sure if they have homes or have rooms?) Or maybe he seems you out despite the power difference
These thoughts live in my head rent free 🥴
a/n: I love writing Genshin boys in a rut. I hope you enjoy. I wrote a piece about a month ago about Xiao in heat. I'm very proud of it. Btw, I love the touch about the reader being the Tsaritsa's daughter.
Scaramouche x fem!reader Xiao x fem!reader Smut.
You'd been going up to the area on the roof of Wangshu Inn where Xiao always frequented. It was getting late, and he still wasn't back yet. Verr Goldet told you go home hours ago, but you insisted on staying.
Verr let you do as you pleased. You were a model employee, and she knew you were worried about Xiao. She knew it would be good for Xiao to know that someone was worried about him.
A soft gust of wind ruffled your hair. It wasn't any ordinary wind. It was a gentle breeze of Anemo. Your heart leapt when you realized Xiao was finally back. Your eyes widened when you saw the condition he was in.
Xiao was littered with cuts and bruises. His cheeks were flushed. He was panting quietly, his eyes looking slightly unfocused. You'd never seen him this way before. You immediately went to his side.
"Xiao, you are hurt? Let me you clean these cuts up. Some of them look painful," you said, quickly scanning him for bruises.
When your fingers brushed against one, he grabbed your wrist. "Stop (you were confused that he was panting quietly), it is best if you leave. I can do this myself," Xiao said.
"What's wrong, Xiao? Please let me help you. It's what friends do. I saw Qiqi playing outside before you got back. Let me tell her to fetch Baizhu."
Xiao slapped a hand against the wall next to your head. "Friends..help each other," he mused out loud. His hands were already starting to roam over your body. "Consider for a moment if you want to use your body to help me. I'm.." gritting his teeth, Xiao looked away, embarrassed, "in a rut. If you say no, I'll leave and take care of this myself."
You gulped. You couldn't deny how you felt about him. Waiting around practically all night proved that. You nodded, making his eyes widen in surprise. "I want to help you in any way I can, Xiao, whether it be with my body or any other way."
Bunching your skirt up around your hips, Xiao pushed your panties aside while he took his cock out of his pants. He took you right there against the wall., rubbing your clit when he heard you whimper softly in pain. "I'm sorry, the scent of your arousal is driving me insane."
You didn't think you'd cum so hard in your life that night.
Scaramouche would be different from Xiao when he was in a rut. You were the Tsaritsa's daughter, and her right hand woman. Your rank was equivalent to her's. You'd started receiving complaints from his subordinates because he wasn't around to direct them for the past few days.
The authority you held over him made it okay to just barge into his quarters. He was sitting in the dark, jacking himself off, his hands sticky with cum. At some point, his hand just wasn't enough anymore. Let's call his ruts an unfortunate (or was it now that you were there) side effect of being created.
"What do you think you are doing? I'm busy here. This has better be good," Scaramouche barked rudely.
"I demand to know where you have been the past few days," you replied, feeling embarrassed that you'd caught him such a compromising position.
"Don't think you can order me around, I don't care if you are the Tsaritsa's daughter. Get out," he snarled, glaring at you. Don't take it personally, he was frustrated.
"Oh, but I can. And I will," you shot him a glare of your own. Walking over to his bed, you picked up his hand, licking some of his cum off his fingers. You had to tempt him, Scaramouche had too much pride to ask you to help him.
When he yanked his hand away from you, you sighed and stripped yourself of your clothes. He was watching you now. You'd piqued his curiosity.
"We are going to fix this here and now. You have been causing a lot of trouble for everyone lately," you proclaimed, straddling him, his hard cock sinking into your pussy.
As you started to ride him, Scaramouche gripped your hips, his eyes never once leaving yours as he thrust up into you. "What would everyone think if they knew that the Tsaritsa's daughter was fucking me right now, moaning like a little bitch."
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REQUESTED - Trapped In-between - Izuku M.
Could you do something along the lines of getting trapped in a small space like a glass box or a dark concrete room, literally anything after a villain used their quirk on us while fighting as heroes.
Requested by - Anon
I hope you enjoy! Thank you for requesting!
Izuku Midoriya x Reader
Word Count: 3896
Rating: NSFW | Smut | Confined Space | All charactered are depicted as 18+
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Ever since you were a child, you had an unwavering longing to be a hero. 
While many of your classmates played games and daydreamed about ordinary lives, you immersed yourself in stories of courageous individuals saving the day. Deep within you, you knew you were destined for something greater, something that would make a difference in the world.
To achieve your dream, you dedicated yourself to both your studies and physical training. You scored top grades in class, always pushing the limits of your capabilities. You hit the gym regularly, honing your strength and agility. Every spare moment was spent preparing yourself for the challenges that lay ahead.
However, your mother never shared your enthusiasm for this path you had chosen. She preferred a more conventional, established life for you—one filled with safety and the pursuit of "lady-like" duties. She worried about the dangers that awaited you and hoped that you would settle for a more traditional existence.
You knew very well of the dangers that came with being a hero, but never once did you expect to be put in a situation like this.
“Hey are you okay?”
You had just been fighting a villain alongside Deku. The man had quite the strange quirk, blowing up buildings left and right to create a distraction to escape. It seemed you and Deku would claim the victory of the fight, until everything simultaneously went wrong.
Buildings collided, and rubble fell, some of your suit ripped upon impact and your eyes burned from the tiny rocks falling on your face. But you were now laid on the ground, Deku’s weight crushing on top of you.
As the dust cleared, you covered your mouth and coughed. Waiting for all the noise to die down before you looked to see how fucked you were. Your legs were pushed up, knees on either side of Midoriya. It was then you realized the confined space you were stuck in. He was holding himself above you to avoid crushing you. 
As you looked around the area, avoiding direct eye contact with Izuku, you asked, "What happened?"
Izuku's voice carried urgency as he replied, "we’re trapped under some rubble from the explosion.”
You watched as Izuku strained under the weight, his back serving as a barrier between you both and the crushing force of the debris. His muscles flexed with the effort as he attempted to create more space.
He says, “I can’t lift the rock up all the way, so it seems like we’re gonna be stuck like this for a while.”
“Let me help,” you straighten yourself up a little and activate your quirk. As Izuku had said, it was quite heavy, but you used your quirk to lift the rock a little bit and stick it against another. You wouldn’t be able to get the two of you out of this predicament, but it gave enough room to get Izuku off of you.
"Thank you," Izuku said, moving from on top of you. He was still very close though, almost nose to nose with you.  "That makes a difference. We'll have to wait for more help to arrive, but at least this eases the pressure."
The area you were stuck in was quite cramped, you’d have to sit with your knees pulled up to your chest if Izuku hadn’t already curled into himself. It was dark, but you could still make out Izuku’s hero costume.
The silence was broken as you mustered the courage to speak, your voice hushed. "How long do you think we'll be stuck here?"
Izuku's minty breath brushed across your face as he chuckled softly. "Hopefully not very long. Someone's bound to notice we're missing eventually. They'll come to our rescue."
You nodded, acknowledging the truth in his words. There was likely a rescue team working tirelessly outside, doing their best to locate and free you both. Yet, a small voice in the back of your mind whispered with worry, wondering what would happen if nobody found you, if help never arrived. The thought of running out of air and perishing in that confined space sent a shiver down your spine.
"Hey," Izuku spoke, his hand gently settling on your shoulder. The touch caused you to jump slightly, breaking the train of distressing thoughts.
You turned to face him, meeting his concerned gaze. His presence brought a sense of comfort, as it always did. His smile, his touch and the warmth in his eyes reassured you, temporarily pushing away the fear that had gripped you moments ago.
"It's going to be alright," Izuku said softly, his voice filled with sincerity. "We're in this together, and help will come. We just have to hold on and stay strong."
You nod, sighing a little as you let your body relax. “What now?”
"For now, we wait," he replied, his voice steady. "We stay calm and conserve our energy. It might take a while, but help will come."
As you fiddled with the torn pocket of your suit, a feeling of frustration washed over you. Fixing it now would add another task to your ever-growing list of things to do.
Reaching into the small pouch of your tool belt, your fingers found the familiar shape of a tap light—a reliable tool you carried for emergencies just like this one. With a small click, you activated the light, hoping it would provide sufficient illumination.
Unfortunately, it seemed the batteries were running low, casting only a dim glow in the darkness. However, your eyes had gradually adjusted to the lack of light during your time in confinement, and the dimness was no longer as hindering as it initially had been.
A sense of awkwardness began to settle in. With limited options for activity, you drummed your fingers on the ground, trying to dispel the unease that crept up within you.
Your gaze wandered, briefly landing on Izuku. In the dim light, you couldn't help but appreciate his features—his earnest eyes, the determined set of his jaw, and the strength exuded by his presence. It wasn't the first time you had admired his handsome appearance, as you had developed feelings for him since the early days of your career in the field.
Thinking back, you remembered the times when Izuku had offered a helping hand, guiding you through your initial steps as a hero. His unwavering support and willingness to lend assistance had left a lasting impression on you, fostering a deep sense of admiration.
“Y/n.”
As Izuku's voice reaches your ears, it pulls you away from your thoughts, prompting you to look over at him expectantly. However, the realization dawns upon you that in the dimness of your surroundings, he likely can't see your face clearly. In response, you emit a noncommittal hum, signaling your attention.
“Are you injured anywhere?” He asks, attention drawn to the torn fabric of your costume.
You shake your head, a small smile forming on your lips. "I'm fine, Izuku," you assure him, attempting to lighten the mood. "Just a few more errands to run once we get out of here."
The attempt at humor brings a hint of levity to the confined space, relieving some of the tension that had settled between you. You glance down at your torn costume, reassuring yourself that it's only the fabric that's damaged, not your physical well-being.
“I’m glad.” He says with a warm smile. “I care about you deeply, you know.”
Izuku's words reverberate through your mind, momentarily causing your brain to pause. The warmth that spreads across your cheeks is undeniable as you scratch the back of your head, trying to find the right words to respond.
"I-I care about you too," you finally manage to say.
His warm smile widens, and you catch a glimpse of the whites of his teeth as he speaks. "You scared me a little when you charged at the villain like that. Please don't do anything reckless like that again. You're very important to me."
A sense of gratitude wells up within you as you lock eyes with Izuku, the dim light casting a gentle glow upon your faces. "I promise," you reply softly, "I'll be more careful. Your well-being is just as important to me, Izuku. We'll look out for each other."
As silence settles once again in the confined space, you become acutely aware of Izuku's unwavering gaze upon you. His eyes, fixed on your form, make you feel small yet captivated, as if he could see right through you. Every time you meet his eye, his smile radiates warmth, further intensifying the heat placed on your cheeks.
The close proximity between you and Izuku heightens the intensity of the moment. You can't help but feel a surge of apprehension as your heart races, fearful that he might hear the quickened rhythm of your pulse.
“Deku-”
“Yes?”
He responds too quickly, as if expecting you to call his name. The abruptness of his reply catches you off guard, causing your intended question to fade away on your tongue, and you feel yourself shiver. 
Izuku's gaze softens as he observes your reaction. He reaches out, his hand hovering in the space between you. “Y/n?”
“Sorry,” you stutter out. Fiddling with your fingers as you find the right way to state your question. “I um..” You could feel your confidence slipping with every ‘um’ deciding to void your question and ask an entirely new one.
“I uh, just want to thank you for everything you’ve done for me.”
“Oh.” He says, “it’s no problem, like I said before, you mean alot to me.”
The gravity of his sentiment sinks in, causing your heart to skip a beat. Holy shit, you think to yourself, scolding your brain for briefly entertaining the idea of confessing your feelings in that vulnerable moment.
You silently thank your senses for reeling you back in, knowing that the timing may not be right for such a revelation. However, the question lingers in the back of your mind, the curiosity of what might happen if you were to express your emotions openly and honestly.
You were always one to go after what you wanted. And if Izuku were to deny you, he’d do it in the nicest way possible. With a surge of determination, you decide to seize the moment.Ignoring the insecurities that plagued you earlier, you lean forward, closing the gap between you and Izuku. Your lips gently meet his in a tender kiss.
Izuku's initial surprise causes a soft squeak to escape his lips, his body tensing momentarily. However, as you start to pull away, his hands instinctively cup the back of your head, pulling you back towards him, deepening the kiss.
His lips were warm, soft, like you had always imagined they were. It was like time stood still, as the excitement of his return to your kiss settled in your gut. As the kiss continues, the confined space feels less constricting, as if it expands to accommodate the shared emotions and desires.
Eventually, the need for air becomes apparent, and you break the kiss, gasping for breath. Your eyes meet Izuku's, both of you sharing a mix of surprise, excitement, and perhaps a touch of uncertainty.
The weight of your arms begins to strain from holding yourself up, but before you can adjust, Izuku's hands move with purpose. He pulls you into his lap, his arms encircling you with a sense of protectiveness and longing. Your lips meet again, the intensity of the kiss growing as you surrender to the depth of your connection.
His hands hold you by the waist, keeping you close every time you try to break away for air. He was suffocating you, and you absolutely loved it. 
Though you had initiated the kiss, it seemed Izuku was more eager than you. His tongue swipes at the seam of your lips, gaining a small gasp from you. As he pressed his tongue in your mouth, hands squeezing at the small fats of your sides, your hands found its way into his curly green hair. 
You reach down, hands feeling up on every curve of his abs, the want for his suit to come off burning within you. There was a zipper in the back of his suit, but as intoxicated by him as you were, you still knew it’d be unwise to fully undress him when anybody could lift this rock and catch you too.
The press would have a field day.
It still doesn’t settle right with you, making you let out a small whine as Izuku breaks away from your lips. “I know baby, I know,” he mutters, before taking a peck at your neck. “You can have all of me when we get out of here okay?”
As he squeezes your hip you press down on him, earring a groan from him as you meet his heavy hard erection. He’s quick to push you back down onto it, working for any friction that he can get.
He’s finally able to peel himself off of you, pushing you down onto the ground as he climbs over you. His chest heaves up and down as he catches his breath. “Are you sure you wanna do this? Here?”
You are also panting, your cleavage exposed by the zipper in the middle of your suit. His breath fans over your skin, sending chills down your body as you feverishly nod your head.
He kisses you again, more hungry than he was before. You could feel his hands creeping into your suit to fondle your breasts. You had never really worn a bra with your costume as it was already a tight fit, and practically had one built in already.
His lips break away from yours before trailing down to your breasts, his mouth accompanying the nipple his hand couldn’t tease. You gasp, the pleasure spiking you to sit up a little, reminding you of the painful concrete beneath you.
Izuku seemed to be rather busy, rotating from boob to boob while also giving your neck slight attention, he seemed to be ignoring the blazing feeling that was building up in your cunt. You wondered how he was even going to reach it. Unlike him, you wore a jumpsuit and your pants wouldn’t slide off easily.
But as fast as you pondered the question, Izuku answered it just as quickly, His hands finding one of the holes in your suit by your thigh, and tearing his way to your pussy.
“Deku!” You squeal. It would be much harder to explain the giant hole exposing your pussy when you were finally rescued, but Izuku didn’t seem to care.
“Izuku.” he corrects. “Just Izuku.”
As quickly as he tore your suit, your panties followed suit. The cold air that smacked your cunt was enough to make you clench around nothing and Izuku chuckles. Lifting one of your legs to  give him better access. 
You could hear your own wetness as he trailed his finger around your exposed area. You longed for him to touch you deeper, hoping he'd quit the slow adventuring and just dive in and touch you.
Finally, he pauses, his thump grazing over your clit. The roughness of his fingertips was enough to make you gasp. “There!” You squeak. “Please, more.”
His other fingers find home inside you as his thumb remains kissed to your clit. He rubs it while also pushing his other fingers in and out of you. With all the build of tension, you could feel every splash of your wetness, frustration almost reaching its peak.
It’s when Izuku presses his finger down that you shoot up and grab his shoulder, the amount of pleasure from the single poke is enough to make you orgasm. You slowly rest your nerves and lean back to lay back on the ground, but with the way Izuku continues his prodding and poking, you didn’t seem to get a break, your back continuously arching from the sudden spikes of pleasure.
“So sensitive,” he whispers. “Everytime I poke you just gush.”
He was going to drive you insane, constant muttering as he analyzed your every reaction. You needed more, finally falling down onto your back and taking a deep breath. With the abuse to your clit, and the way he hums every time you shutter, you wouldn’t last long like this. 
It was a little embarrassing how easily he’d make you cum just by prodding your clit alone. You’ve never been able to achieve that by yourself. 
“Izuku,” you cry out weaky. “I can’t- please.”
His eyes flicker up to you, just his eye contact alone makes you squeeze and he chuckles. “You must want me real bad hm?” He asks, “tell me what you want, baby.” 
“Touch me.” You utter.
“I am touching you.”
“Fuck!” You curse as he curls his finger slightly. “Please Izuku, you know what I mean.”
You can make out the grin on his face as he continues to tease. “I really don’t. Seems like no matter what I do you just get wetter and wetter, so I need you to be a little more specific.”
You hold yourself up by the elbow, meeting his direct eye. “Fuck me.” You demand.
“As you wish,” he slides his fingers out of you, shamelessly bringing them to his lips and licking your juices off. You could see some of your liquid siding down his finger from the small glare of its glisten. 
He pulls off you for a second, pulling his pants down as far he could, you watch as his cock flies free from its containment, red and rock hard, slapping against his chest. It was beautiful. 
It made you wish this was happening in different circumstances. You longed to get on your knees and take that beauty in your mouth. To tease him as he had done you earlier.
He almost struggles to line himself up, grunting as he taps your entrance with his tip. “Are you ready for me?”
“God yes.”
Nothing could prepare you for the stretch Izuku’s cock gives you as it slides it. Not only was it long, and thick, it was hot and you could feel everything. You choke on your moan as you gasp at the same time, the wind practically knocked out your lungs.
“Holy- fuck!” He cures, hiding his face in the crook of your neck. “You’re squeezing the shit out of me. Can you relax a little baby? I’m gonna cum too fast if you keep this up.”
You tried to relax, labored breathing as you attempted to regain your composure, but you were just too full. “Too big, I can’t-” you say, squeezing his shoulders as you clenched your eyes shut.
“Okay. I’m gonna move now,” he says cautiously. Slowly pulling out before rolling into you. Both of you respond with a loud noise, the pleasure making you dig your nails into his skin. He didn’t seem to mind, having to clench his fists to keep himself from losing it.
“You okay?” He asks, still testing the waters with slow rolls of his hips.
“I’m fine,” you hiss. “Just move, please.”
He doesn’t need to be told twice, pulling back once again before pressing into you. The intense feeling makes you cry out again, and you wrap your arms around his neck pressing him further into the crook of your neck.
His mouth latches onto your skin as he thrusts again, finding a pace that gradually increased with speed as you both got used to the pleasure. He lowers himself on top of you, resting his weight onto his elbows so he could get closer to your face.
He kisses you, pressing multiple small pecks onto your lip as he continues to fuck you. You appreciated the passion, bringing your hands to crawl into his hair. He continues to fuck you, keeping your bodies close. The base of his cock rubs continuously on your clit, bringing out some delectable moans from you as it stacks along the pleasure inside you.
“I fucking love you,” he moans, his pace starting to get faster. His eyes were closed, mind now entirely focused on pleasuring you. “I love you, I love you, I love you.”
“I-Izuku!” You try to speak but every word is met with a stutter. He’s too much, every thrust, every slide, every rub makes you pause mid sentence to moan. It doesn’t matter as Izuku isn’t listening, stuck in his own delusion of pleasure. 
“Mine, all mine.” He mutters. “None else can have this, nobody.” 
He sends you another thrust, causing you to repeat his name again and again. With every call of his name, he rewards you with a mind blowing thrust.
Your hands are now spread out on his back, scratching at his hero costume. You knew it wouldn’t budge, the durability stronger than your nails, but with each pounding thrust, you can feel the will to break the suit getting stronger. 
“More,” you beg. “Please, more, I need more of you.”
“I’m right here baby,” he sighs. “I’m all yours.”
You moan loudly at his words, hand cupping his face and bringing him in for a sweet kiss. You could feel your climax building, each push and roll of Izuku’s hips stacking up the feeling in your gut.
You weren’t going to last any longer. His cock was still burning hot, its heaviness felt with every harsh thrust. You broke your kiss to bury your face into his shoulder, intoxicating yourself with his smell.
“So close Zu, so close.” You begin to babble, losing your sense of mind. “Please make me cum, I’m gonna cum, god your gonna make me cum.”
“Fuck-” he trails he curse, taking one of his hands to abuse your clit again. “Cum baby, go ahead. Let it go.”
Your tongue would fly out of your mouth if this continued any longer, unable to control the sound of your moans as you feel everything crashing down. Your scream bounced off the walls of the rubble, your throat running dry from the duration of your scream as your orgasm ran through you.
Izuku kisses you, swallowing up the rest of your moan. He hadn’t finished yet, his hips still rolling. It was enough to make you squeeze around his, grunting from the overstimulation. 
“Shit, I’m gonna cum.” He mutters. “I’m gonna cum, I’m gonna cum.”
His thrust met his maximum speed as he continued to babble, and then he suddenly stilled. You could feel everything. As he pumps his cum inside of you. Every rope makes you twitch slightly. 
He gives you a few extra bonus thrusts, before pulling out of you and catching his limp dick in his hand. You laid still for a while, the uncomfortable feeling of him cum oozing out of you keeping you from moving.
He tucks himself into his pants before doing his best to help your situation, but there wasn’t much. Your jumpsuit was torn alongside your panties, you’d been marked up like crazy and you were leaking cum.
Izuku chuckles, apologizing for his eagerness before he’s able to lift you so lay on top of him. He kisses the top of your head, taking in the silence of your soft breathing.
“I love you.” He says. “I really mean it when I say it.”
“I love you too,” you say, exhausted. 
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mikesgaylittlethoughts · 4 months ago
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'when blue and yellow meet in the west' pt.2
I reached the image limit in the first post so season four will need it's own post.
First part is here!
⭑ Season 4:
Ah, yes, the lying, hiding and miscommunication season. This should be great.
El's outfit at the start has a lot of red, but still with some blue. Mike isn't around now, and she's being mostly true to herself at school, but that's the issue. People are mean as hell and don't like her for who she is.
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She wants so badly to be seen as normal, to live the life of an ordinary girl, but even now she's seen as weird and unusual. At least one sweet detail i noticed is that the flannel she's wearing might have been Joyce's.
I also find it sweet how red has been incorporated into Will's outfits, too. It happened a few seasons back, and it's a nice detail considering how undeniably close he and El are.
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Mike's in his Hellfire shirt. With El away, he doesn't feel the need to perform so much anymore, and feels more free to actively enjoy his interests and be himself again.
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The day Mike came to California, El was, once again, wearing mainly blue.
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And then there's.... Michael's outfit....
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Mmhm. Yellow over purplish blue. This is the outfit for the awkward ass airport hug, and the entirety of Rink-o-Mania, until they get home.
After his s3 realizations, he went straight back to repression. Acting totally weird around Will and forcefully happy around El again.
While Mike wears yellow, Will wears blue.
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Oh, also, the flowers Mike picked for El had "too much yellow", and "vomit green socks".
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Mike's fight with El here is a super important scene to mention. He's wearing mostly blue with just a few yellow accents, but he's still lying to El, isn't he?
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Oh, he's lying, alright. It's just not working.
El isn't running with it like usual. She's crying, confronting him about not being able to tell her he loves him and Mike's trying to convince her but even then, he can't say it. Eleven can see right through him. And the yellow... Well, I think we know why Mike can't say he loves her.
The monologue scene is the same case. About 0% of what he said in it was true, but El knows that. That's exactly why it didn't work.
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This is when the pink starts showing up again, but there are still layers of blue to remove before it's free.
Mike and Will switch back to their respective colors again, and make up from their previous fights. Will wears blue and yellow, and Mike wears that blue shirt with that godforsaken sideways pocket.
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These are the outfits they're forced to stay in for the rest of the season cause everything goes to shit afterwards.
Throughout the season, El sheds her blue layers, until finally, she's all pink.
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She realized she doesn't need him and they're definitely going to break up next season. She's finally free and will finally get to be herself without molding her image to fit into what others think she should be like.
Now it's Mike's turn to free himself.
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Okay, that was a lot! Once again, thank you @62percentmaplesyrup for all the help !!! I'll leave her posts linked down here if you guys wanna look for yourselves, it's a super interesting detail.
Here and here!
If any of you actually read through all of this, i really appreciate it. I worked on this for days on end lmao.
anyway byler endgame stay gay losersss
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fortemelody · 5 months ago
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I'm bored so imma send an ask but what are your Amy Rose headcanons?
HI HELLO IM SORRY THIS IS SO LATE!! i didn’t know how to answer it and then i got busy and then i forgot but i’m here now!
and tbh i still don’t entirely know how to answer it becus im not someone who makes headcannons very often. i usually just see some on my feed and be like “oh yeah that’s so them” and then immediately forget about it LMAO but i do have a couple even tho they are a bit basic and so i’ll try to describe those few in as great detail as possible
knuckles and amy are sibling 100%. they have that dynamic for sure! they train together and they tease each other. amy’s in the small demographic of few people he trusts too. many have also pointed out that they look similar and some people hc her as part echidna which im not really opposed to either
amy and shadow are definitely besties. whenever sonic is too stubborn to do “girly” things such as try on makeup for example, shadow would do that with her instead. he doesn’t care about his public image unlike sonic. music is something that brings them together too, seeing as we already know that they’re both swifties and went to hot honey! and she was the one who brought him back to his senses in the ending of SA2 (which btw im praying that the third movie has that scene aughdkftk). shadow has a clear soft spot for her that can only be brought out by amy. i feel like the next follow up question would be if i ship them and the answer is…not really?! i think it would be a situation where maybe amy is a bit touchy at times without realizing it and shadow blushes, or shadow does stuff to make sonic jealous (to clarify them hanging out in general is purely becus shadow wants to -not just an act so he can get back at sonic- but i think it would be funny if he would take the opportunity to brag about it when sonic gets on his nerves). i do not think either of them would actually date tho even with these one off situations and they are way better as platonic besties fr ong ‼️
this one is a bit random but i’ve always thought of amy being like… a starbucks addicted girly (in the world of mobius- not irl where they could possibly be funding a genocide 😭). and it’s kinda an ironic thing in my mind. yes, she’s the least ordinary girl you could get: wields a giant hammer, incredibly strong, is hyperfixated on and can use tarot cards as weapons, and has an indescribable intuition. however, calling back to the events of SA1, she really is just a normal hedgehog at the end of the day trying to lead a normal life. she had to learn all of these attributes, she wasn’t really born with an ability like the rest of team sonic. she also lived in an apartment for part of sonic x (i think?? haven’t watched the full series and i don’t remember everything) and actually liked it. so i think she would really enjoy simple more earth like customs. i think she honestly might be embarrassed of this fact too, seeing as she’s come all this way in her life just to resort to her old ways of living.
(…okay i’m gonna be honest that last one was a bit of a stretch and it originated from me and my friend calling her a basic white girl at one point as a joke LMAO but then i thought more about it and it kinda made sense once i put it into context)
the last one is a concept i kinda stole from a comic i saw a long time ago (i have no idea of the username- but if someone does lemme know). it was the idea that sonic started liking amy once she had started to move on, how the “chasing” kinda switched roles, and after she dialed down her “fangirling”. how sonic now wants her to be obsessed after she’s made so much progress in being her own person. i kinda wrote a fanfic based off of this and expanded upon my interpretation of it through amy’s POV. although i never posted it, i think the words i chose still capture it well so i’m just gonna copy and paste that:
“When Amy started to slowly change her childish and obnoxious mannerisms towards Sonic, he immediately felt more comfortable around her, and even started subtly reciprocating his feelings to her. Amy was obviously maturing no doubt about it, but she felt as if she had lost a part of herself in doing so. That side of her that would boldly protect and proclaim her love to him. That side to her that wouldn’t stop until she got her way. That side of her that was, as Jewel stated “…constantly following him”. She felt as if she had given up so much of her personality just to feel less incomplete, to have that soulmate she always dreamed about. On top of that, Sonic loved to come and go as he pleases. She knows that he was always going to be the adventuring type, but she wish more often that he would make an effort to chat or to invite her to tag along. Chaos knows when she tries to plan anything with him, she’s too paranoid for her own good, wondering if he’ll instantly interpret it as a date and chicken out.”
-different scene-
“Amy was surely blushing before, but nothing could’ve prepared her for that statement. She felt her heart beating, no, throbbing out of control. She looked like a full on tomato now. It’s always been her dream to dance with Sonic, but in the past he always ran away, so she gave up after several attempts. But this was the “new” her. He liked the “new” her, apparently enough to dance with him.”
(ik a lot of this doesn’t make sense without more context but uhhh this is getting too long already so if you wanna know details just DM me ig 💀)
and if it wasn’t obvious already- i take a lot of what is said in the twitter takeovers, tailstube, and idw comics to heart becus i think they have the most genuine and interesting versions of these characters and tell us about small details that we wouldn’t otherwise know. i not only make this info my hcs but also like to expand upon them and use them in my evidence- so that’s what most of the things i said above are referencing.
sooo yeah i think that’s all i got. sorry i guess a lot of these were more about dynamics of character interactions rather than amy herself… i hope that’s okay! tysm anon this was a lotta fun to answer and i hope to get more of these types of questions!!
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thelunarfairy · 1 year ago
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The melancholy love of the Yugi twins
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I wonder why baby Tsukasa feels so rejected by Amane, hate is such a strong word especially for a child so young to have knowledge about her and believe that she is hated by someone she loves so much.
The love of twins is more intense than the love of ordinary brothers, there is a connection, a bond, born together and sharing the best and worst moments of life, discovering the world little by little, of course each of them in their own way. . It's like you were born with your best friend by your side. (Although unfortunately this is not always the case).
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Their love transcends and surpasses death, "I will remember you as long as I breathe, no, beyond when I breathe"
A 4-year-old child who gives up her own life because her older twin will no longer be by her side, even though he tried so hard to give him the best he could, what does Amane like? I'll look for it, I'll give it to him! And the room was slowly filling up with toys, plants, animals and books that talked about the adventures of space, because Amane likes the stars, one day he will look for her and I want him to do it, even if I don't be here to see.
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Seeing his brother in agony, always in bed, always so discouraged, he committed himself to changing that, he decided alone. And he did what he could, for such a small boy, his gestures were so tender, it's a shame he didn't realize something
Amane didn't want any of that, he wanted to be with Tsukasa.
Why did Tsukasa think he hated him? Just because Amane was sad and finally managed to say what he felt? That he wanted to be able to run and play around like him?
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At what point did he feel so rejected by his brother that he decided it was okay to leave because Amane hated him, he would live happily without me. Why does such a little boy have to feel this way? Amane did her best to be with Tsukasa, whether reading the books he brought together, or being by his side even without having the strength to do so.
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He felt that way… And he decided that he wanted to celebrate his birthday for the last time with his brother, he wanted to hear for the last time, even if it was perhaps the first, that his brother loved him. It was the last thing he wanted to hear before leaving, knowing for sure that he wouldn't come back.
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How could he be sure that his departure would be more of a relief than a pain? He couldn't, he was just a child who felt rejected and did the best he could to show Amane that he loved him, even if Amane never knew the sacrifice he made for him.
He wouldn't know.
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So, after making that choice he believed he had done the best, but then Nene and Kou appear and tell him that his older brother, the one he fought so hard to make happy, killed him and took his own life in followed.
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It was there that Tsukasa received the first stab.
How could I? I did everything for him, I gave my life in exchange for his, and he took it from me again? Why?
Why?
Who was Amane truly? Did he really hate me?
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Maybe this gave him the certainty of the truth he wanted so badly to escape.. Amane hates me, but does he really hate me? What if I bring him his favorite ball? What if I give you a new book? Will he still hate me? Perhaps these were his thoughts.
Then suddenly
"Amane Yugi died at the age of 13 before killing his younger brother"
He really hates me. You don't kill someone you love, even Tsukasa knows that.
He came back, and he came back to understand Amane, he didn't come back because he believed he needed Tsukasa, or because he loved him, he came back understanding that his sacrifice had been in vain. And by that time, Tsukasa had already been influenced enough by that creature inside the house. A little boy who is discovering the world now, and whoever introduces him to this world is a monster who enjoys the lives of living creatures at his pleasure.
"Let's go back, I want to see how Amane is going to kill me"
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This phrase is more melancholic than disturbing, what many people say. A little boy who doesn't cry, but has strong resentments for the brother he fought so hard to have his love, and all he got was more rejection. The thing inside him just pushed him further and further, because maybe he was planning something and he clearly wanted to use the boy for it.
Then he comes back, but he's not the same anymore.
Who is Tsukasa now? He's still here, but why? He needs a reason to stay, to come back. He still wants to understand Amane, he still wants to feel loved by him.
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There is no way of knowing what happened between them for a long time as it was not shown to us, but even though Tsukasa is sometimes so cruel, his innocence transcends. Because is it half Tsukasa who lives there, and the other half? Well, he doesn't have a name yet, but that other half is that monster that took him from his brother. He is always happy to meet Amane, hugs him whenever he can, and is still so tender with him sometimes.
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But does Amane think about Tsukasa?
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I tend to think that the Tsukasa with the seal is just his yorishiro, while the real one is that other one who appears to Nene every now and then, always with such a tender look. It's as if this is really that same little boy, he's there still looking out for his brother even after having gone through all this, still with that melancholy look.
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Tsukasa's love transcends, it is visible and palpable, he was not made to be the monster they force us to think he is, he became what he found necessary to be.
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Who is the person who cares about Tsukasa?
Maybe, all he needs is just a hug from Amane and the truth he wants to hear
"I love you Tsukasa, I want you to stay because you are the most important person to me, even if everything is destroyed, I want you by my side, as it should be"
Because none of this would have happened if Tsukasa felt loved by Amane
"I can't sacrifice myself, because he will be unhappy without me, because he will sacrifice himself with me, I want Amane to live and be happy, if he is happy with me around , so I stay"
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kiyomitakada · 2 months ago
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When you're awake you remember that night crystal clear. It feels realer than life, actually; it waits in the corners of your mind every time you close your eyes. Your mom had shoved you into the closet and said stay there, Misa, we'll be out to get you soon and you'd protested, because you were nineteen, almost a full adult, when was she going to stop treating you like a child? But her eyes flashed and her nails dug into your shoulders and so you acquiesced.
It's your worst regret, probably. But then again, if your parents hadn't died, you wouldn't have met Light. Everything has its own happily ever after.
You just wish dream-you knew as much.
He looks like Ryuzaki. You'd only really gotten a glimpse of the burglar's actual face when the screams had died down and you'd finally dared to push the door open more than a crack (coward, weak, should have died anyway) and seen him disappearing through the broken window, a fact that had been beaten quite sufficiently into your consciousness at the police station two hours later, thank you very much, but in that flash you'd seen that his hair was black. Apparently that was enough for your brain to fill in the rest.
So yes, it is Ryuzaki you see in the dreams, grinning at you with all his teeth gleaming like a trickster fox, your parents' blood oozing from his eyes. Your dad did always say you watched too many horror movies. You try to clutch at the phone you were calling 110 with but it's gone, vanished to air and darkness, and then everything is gone except for the scratchy texture of fabric over your eyes and wrists and ankles and his awful monotone drone reading you your rights while you scream and scream and scream just to hear something other than that goddamn robot and—
"Misa?"
You jolt awake. Light has his hand on your shoulder. He's frowning.
"Light!" you gasp. "Thank you!"
"Sure," Light says. "Nightmare?"
"You know it," you say, and grin at him. You're pretty sure you've accidentally copied Ryuzaki's grin because he flinches. "Sorry for waking you up."
"It's fine." He lies back down. He looks ugly like this, hair messy and eyes crusted. "Just don't do it again."
"Okay," you say, and grin properly this time. He turns on his back and curls away from you.
Probably watching out for intruders in the night, you realize. And he's left his writing arm free, just in case. God, Light's so nice to you. You couldn't have picked a better man to fall in love with.
Your throat is kind of sore, though, from all the screaming. Ugh. You should practice more, you're supposed to be an actress. "I'm going to get water," you announce.
"Be quiet," Light mumbles, and falls asleep again.
You consider him, the arc of his body in the sheets, for just a split second. There are bags under his eyes that grow darker every day. (You blink and — black spiked hair, white T-shirt — no.) He doesn't look divine this way. He looks like a regular twenty-one-year-old man, ordinary in his attractiveness.
You smile to yourself. That's the beautiful thing, isn't it? You're the only person alive who knows he's a god.
You slide your hands under your thighs and push yourself away from the mattress (you've perfected the art of silently getting up at this point), then tiptoe towards the kitchen. It's nice, being in the dark. The reverse-osmosis water hisses into your glass; you watch it fill.
Murderer, says the ghost in your living room.
You ignore him. You're good at that by now.
[ @deathnotetober day 1: favorite character ]
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rarepears · 1 year ago
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Hi there! Just found your Tumblr yesterday and fell in love with your writing style. Keep up the good work 👍
I had an Au idea I wanted to share. It's a Solo Leveling x SVSSS crossover au with some Shencest.
Basically, after he dies, Shen Yuan is reincarnated as a rare white cat spirit/demon child that can heal any injury and who's blood can cure any illness or poison. However, his race is believed to be a myth. (Of course until LHB finds & kills the last remaining one to cure his wife's incurable disease)
Anyway, SY is found by Sung Jinwoo, who promptly adopts the young cat boy seeing as there are no parents in sight.
SY being raised by sjw, Beru, Igris and the shadows.
SY likes to explore in his cat form often and one day, is picked by none other than Qiu Haitang (SY doesn't figure this out till later). Thinking SY is an ordinary cat, she takes him home.
While at the Qiu Manor, SY meets Shen Jiu. SY doesn't think much of SJ until he notices the bruises and scars carefully hidden underneath his clothes.
SY ends up staying at the Qiu Manor after witnessing SJ being beaten by Qiu Jianluo. SY reveals himself to SJ after healing the slave's injuries.
SY tries to convince SJ to escape with him, but SJ refuses, still under the belief that Qi-ge is going to come for him.
SY eventually snaps (likely when qjl attempted to sa SJ) and after nearly mauling qjl to death, SY grabs SJ and books it out of the Qiu Manor.
Afterwards, SJ ends up living with SY in sjw's huge mansion.
SJ ends up falling for SY and SY...being SY, is completely obvious to SJ's clear feelings for him. But you know who isn't? Beru! As soon as he notices, he goes into matchmaker mode.
SJ still ends up going to cang qiong mountain and a peak lord, while SY becomes a famed miracle healer as well as his well informed bestiaries.
This along with SY's status as the son of the mysterious, yet powerful cultivator sung Jinwoo causes, SY to gain a number of suitors, much to SJ's annoyance and anger.
Of course, SJ isn't gonna let anyone take his place by SY.
Ah yes, Luo Binghe, the human-shaped meteorite bringing about the 5th wave of mass extinction .
Anyhow, I think instead of Sung Jinwoo who decided to take home a cat to raise, it was either (or both) Beru wanting to have a pet cat or Shen Yuan deciding he needs a thigh to cling because being a wild animal is so much harder than he expected. He's only meant for a life of pampering and spoiling like a proper indoor cat, okay?!
And like a scum cat, Shen Yuan likes sneaking out during the day and finding a "second" owner to feed and pamper him (and who doesn't realize that this cat already has owners and thus is getting twice the meals). It just so happens to be the Qiu family that's his second family. The mistress family, if you will.
And that's how Shen Yuan meets Shen Jiu and forcible takes Shen Jiu away like a naughty kitten.
Although I'm not sure how in your AU a human is going to fall in love with a cat? I mean a demon cat is still a cat. And no where in this do you bring up a cat having a human form so...
[More in #cat!shen yuan adopts a human shen jiu AU]
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