#and nobody cares

[whitehairedanimeboyfriend]

Conversations on here will basically be like

"Hey these new reproductive rights issues are affecting trans men too so let's make sure we include them in the conversation, instead of calling it women's health issues."

"Would you stop complaining? Trans women have it worse than trans men. TERFs want to kill us but only detransition you."

"If living as the gender you are not is so easy why would you transition in the first place? Obviously trans people transition because they can't live with existing as a gender they are not. Obviously "just going back" isn't an option because we often fail to behave the way we're expected to anyway. Forcing any trans person to detransition is a death sentence in and of itself."

"Why are you always speaking over transfems when we talk about transmisogynistic violence???"

[coffeexxcigarettes]

"You Seem Quiet."

-

I have spoken into the silence more often than I care to admit;

Into a void in which my words are lost.

It gets tiring, you know.

Being the one who speaks with no reply.

If I am not happy for me,

Or rather,

Even if I am,

It acts as a vacuum;

It acts as a brush of shame.

Painting my eyes a different color than intended,

Stumbling over my words until I trail off.

Nobody has ever asked me

What I am thinking.

It is assumed I should like to share it.

Yet some thoughts are delicate,

Handspun glass,

Curving to the sun,

Writhing for anybody to take hold and

See me.

Ask me

What I think.

Shattering when trying to hold attention long enough,

For anybody to actually particularly care

About what is said.

x

[getout-ofyourownway]

Who told these YNS that walking around in sheisty's was normal behavior?

[sathone]

I love working late hours in a low traffic building. It's so peaceful.

[seadem-on]

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[heartstopperlarrie]

This blog is like… a diary and a scrapbook and an empty void i can scream into, all rolled into one.

Like nothing will happen if I admit on here how I really feel, nobody irl will know. But i still get to get stuff off my chest.

Also, pretty gays being cute plastered everywhere

[leftperfectionmoon]

hehe here's a psa for my moots: i'm updating my blog and followings after 5373837 years so some of you might receive a follow notification. don't worry, i *did* follow y'all but this just is to drop some deactivated blogs and clear my disastrous dash

[cosmicriff]

We need to stop having pandemics before I kill myself im so serious

[arimarushunya]

I think it's so fun that every time I see a take on human GLaDOS she's never drawn as Caroline. Despite canonically being at least based on a fairly normal 1970's executive assistant, everyone's decided she must exclusively be a 50 ft tall cyber-woman and I think that's beautiful

[traumagenica]

people claim to understand that progress isn't linear and recovery can take a long time until it becomes personally inconvenient to them and then you're just a stupid lazy bastard to them no matter how you behaved before you became outwardly sick or how hard you've been trying to get better. and i will be mad about that forever

[itskindofablur]

what's it like to have people who care about you because I honestly don't know anymore like, friends who want you around more than 2 or 3 times a year, even though you live 10 minutes away, or family that actually cares that you're having a hard fucking time

i guess it must be nice, i really don't know because i don't have any of that.

[captain-jaggerys-best-hater]

horrendous yapping about the ending of the true confessions of charlotte doyle under the cut

i was taking with someone on discord yesterday about the ending and they kept saying how honestly devastating that must be for her parents. to be apart from your child for 7 years and then she runs away about a week and a half into living with you again. i definitely she their point, but i feel like her running back to the ship was a very fitting choice that avi made. charlotte was a 13yr old girl who pretty much trauma bonded with the crew, she accustomed to a life she actually finds comfortable instead of forced, and then she's thrown back into the world that she got completely rid of from her mind over those 2 months. she also hadn't seen her family since she was 6. and yeah, choosing a group of people you've only know for 2 months over your own family can seem like a stretch of a decision, but just think about it. over those 2 months, she had learned everything there is to know about the crew, and vice versa. she had no idea what her family would be like after all those years. she trusted the crew (quite literally) with her life, and while her family loves her, they don't know her. her parents restricted her from saving any memories of the voyage, and they tried to untrain her from all that they deemed "unnatural." i understand that it's set in the 1830s and that sort of thing is to be expected, but see it from charlotte's perspective. in her eyes, they are stripping away all of her newly gained personality, and the things she accomplished on the journey that she was extremely proud of. her parents wanted the perfect daughter, and charlotte just wanted to be herself. really, it's a 50/50. if she stayed with her parents, she would be unhappy. if she ran away, her parents would be unhappy. i am absolutely able to grieve for charlotte's parent's, knowing that they essentially just lost a child they never really fully had in the first place. however, reading the book from charlotte's perspective, and seeing (or reading, rather) everything play out from her eyes, makes me agree with her in the decision for her to run away and return to the ship. if she didn't, then there would be a constant part of her that would be unfulfilled, yearning for something she knew she could never have again. honestly, i think that charlotte saying "i've decided to come home." at the end really sums up my point, honestly. the crew had been a better family for her than her blood relatives ever had, and it'd be almost shocking for me if she didn't choose to go back.

[prettyfuckinhot]

I need to go through my following because I'm getting really exhausted of finding out I'm following terfs/baeddel sympathizers

[ladyvandaele]

After almost 2 years of broken sleep I’ve finally had 2 nights of complete rest without interruptions. Then I decide to watch Blue Eye Samurai on Netflix. I am now having visions of blood and gore and seem to be back in my broken sleeping pattern. I hate waking up at 3am every night. Blue Eye Samurai is a great show but I am just a sensitive bean and I guess I can’t handle watching tv or movies anymore. Too much stimulation for this old withered soul.

[33max]

you know what’s really fucking uncool???? me having a zillion little max headcanons and feeling like I can’t ever share them with my friends cause they’re boring and I’m boring and I never have any good ideas ever

[rj-anderson]

Once again realizing Tumblr is the only place on social media where I actually have fun