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Hey i've been thinking about your AU where Chuuya joins the ADA and his ability reverts go being an ability amplifier.
What happens when he and dazai touch then? The simple answer would be No Longer Human trumps chuuyas ability, and it just gets nullified. But i think there is a high chance they interact and create a singularity! It fits them so well for their abbilities to go so strongly against each other they end up joining up and creating something even greater
Ever since I brought up the concept [x] [x], many have wanted to talk about this issue [1] [2] [3] I am on my knees begging everyone to explore this concept too I can't be the only one playing in this space you all have ideas worth exploring PLEASE
I've been very against skk making a singularity in the past but I've mellowed out in the (checks notes) last year and now I'm more interested in how a singularity could happen between those two abilities, if Dazai nullifies everything without exception. Dead Apple already played with Dazai's ability interacting in strange ways with others, when Shibusawa was able to separate and crystallize it like the rest, and also how it created a singularity with the ability to attract abilities and the ability to fuse abilities. So maybe skk can't create one together on their own, but through a third party they're both interacting with? potential potential
That's actually an alternative I considered! If Fukuzawa's ability gave Chuuya complete control over his ability, but Chuuya only ever knew his ability as what the lab turned it into, maybe Chuuya would subconsciously still try to make it do its thing? But for some reason it's harder now, and he has to concentrate on it a lot more, and it doesn't seem as powerful by default? It would be a frustrating mess ("this ability sucks! why is having more control making it more difficult?!"), and could still lead to Chuuya accidentally enhancing someone's ability.
In that version, Chuuya would still have his gravity control on top of his enhancing, because he's actually consciously creating a singularity on demand, instead of always using one. Not sure what that could mean about Arahabaki/Corruption, but I think the idea of skk, without explaining anything, leaving the ADA together to go test out those new limitations, and then coming back to their coworkers scratching their heads about the forest that became a warzone just outside the city is really funny.
#if chuuya joins the good guys i nerf him in some way#he's too op he's like the rpg enemy you fight before they join you and all their stats get balanced to your side#ada!chuuya#ada!skk#<- tags we haven't seen in a year on this blog!!#ask answered#not art
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Silco and Vander spending years as bitter enemies, with now wildly different ideals on how to get their city respected/at peace/freed, etc. and .... still having the annoying and absolute realization that they still won't achieve anything if the other is gone;;
Vander is the first one who makes it obvious, the day someone tries to attack Silco and he and his people show up to beat them up get them to fuck off. It leads to the first time seeing each other again since Vander tried to kill Silco himself, and it's NOT good, but they also still know each other best, still can read each other's gaze, etc.
Silco's way to "protection" is much more subtile, mostly because Vander has become the peaceful face of Zaun, sort of (how ironic), rather than the symbol of its freedom, but it still happens -- generally it's taken care of in shadows.
Eventually, of course, it becomes... sensible to communicate in SOME fashion. Sevika agrees the first few times to be a placeholder - then she grows annoyed and tell them to grow the fuck up; so they start sending letters again -- crypted, of course, with old-fashioned ways of doing it that only them still remember using from... Days long gone.
Vander, once again, is the first one to make it personal (another apology; a little reflexion on how his kids are doing; a "do you remember-"). Silco never answers those beyond "do you think I care? Focus on what matters now, if you please." right until one day he's the one bringing a memory up first.
Anyway, something something, the Kids, something something, Silco and Powder, something something, they both end up rekindling their relationship, forging a new, proper connection, never quite forgetting the past but trying to be stronger from it, and they raise teenagers together and free their city. Or something. At the very least both kinda judge their daughter when she starts dating a cop.
#can you tell i'm kinda starving for more canon divergence that allow Silco and Vander to work together and raise the girls together#sorry boys i haven't seen S1 again before s2 so i'm afraid you guys are just ghosts to me sorry sorry#arcane#silco#vander#silco x vander
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one thing i want to make certain we are all clear on, as i see more and more theories coming out already in the wake of go2, is that you can love and enjoy many different theories- even contradictory ones!
i read one theory that made so much sense to me and i could see all of their points as laid out and i loved the idea of it and how it would come to be. and then i read a different theory that directly contradicted a lot of what was said in the theory i loved, and i loved this new theory too!! it was much more relaxed and didn’t have as many specific points to it, but it was fun and i could see it and i thought the idea of it was a joy!!!!
the good thing about theories is that we have no actual idea which one is true, so we can delve into all these different possibilities!!! and we can look at them and see the truth or possibility in all of them. and liking one theory doesn’t mean that you are only allowed to think this one is true!
so if you see me posting completely contradicting theories and saying “i fully believe in this” about both of them, there’s nothing wrong with that :)
#i thankfully HAVEN'T seen anyone saying these things but i also know i exist in the very corner of this fandom#and i just felt like it should be said also#bc i know i have seen it before in other fandoms#but anyway i love all the theories you guys are all geniuses and i can't wait to be 100% fully convinced by every thing i read#good omens#good omens s2#go2#good omens season 2#shh ac#good omens theories
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internet! i'm in the market for longform youtube videos to watch as i do the slightly less taxing but lengthy parts of drawing and painting. i'm up for pretty much anything, funny stuff, video essays, streamers. been having kind of a doll customising moment. my only caveat is, and i don't know what to call it specifically, i don't like... i guess youtube cadence? like, talking like a children's tv presenter. the video could be really interesting and informative, but i always feel so patronised that i click right off. anyway, if there's a youtube channel you're dying to talk about, i'm all ears
#text post#my favourite internet video guy is thorhighheels#they have transcended notions of good and bad. there is only scuffed. and scuffed is good#won't say no to a podcast either#i'm not a big watching a tv series i haven't seen before during painting#type of person#i can't split my focus that well and i wouldn't want to mar my first experience by doing it a disservice#you know. youtube cadence. WHAT'SuPPEVERYBodyy and WELCOME to my CH you get the idea
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I want an au to talk about here so bad so here's a post introducing my Combine Gordon au
Basically, the plot of the au goes as thus:
After the resistance uprising in City 17 began due to Gordon's return, Breen knew something had to be done with Gordon to prevent him from ruining everything he had worked for "for humanity". However, after killing Gordon didn't work, Breen realized that Gordon had a set of skills that the other combine soldiers did not. Thus, instead of continuing to send troops after him to kill him, he decided to reason with his "benefactors" to spare Gordon, and instead turn him into a combine soldier, giving the combine an upper hand against the resistance by removing their leader.
The advisors agreed, under one condition. They would keep gordon's skills and memories, but he will be altered in every other way, to the point where he can barely be considered Gordon Freeman anymore. Breen agrees.
Gordon is later captured in a combine ambush on his crew, and taken to the citadel to go through, as Breen calls it, "rehabilitation", where he's put through multiple surgeries to change both his genetic code, and to add multiple cybernetics, also effectively reprogramming him to be on the combines side.
With Gordon no longer a part of the resistance, its up to Alyx Vance to take the mantle of humanities savior. a task she was never prepared for.
#half life#gordon freeman#Combine Gordon#body horror#face horror#eye contact tw#Our Benefactors au#shmorps art#GRAH I have multiple half life aus so here's me dumping one here cause I need to talk more here about stuff i'm working on waugh#Anyway I'm aware there have been combine gordon aus before but. I haven't really seen any of them so i'm hoping i'm not completely copying#anyway yeah silly. I hope you guys like the idea#Also I promise i'll talk more about Project Freeman too. I just again have no idea how to introduce the ideas naturally
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"It's normal for siblings to fight" Okay well it's not normal to be extremely classist and look down on your sister for being non-conforming. Or to go to the woman who ordered the death of your pet to tell her about your father's plans, when he specifically warned you against doing so, because you want to marry the boy you saw attack your sister and her friend (contributing partially to said father's death and your sister being unable to escape on the ship he chartered). Or to think of your sibling as unsatisfactory in comparison to another when you believe her to be dead. I notice that none of the "Sansa and Arya are going to reunite and instantly have no issues" crowd ever acknowledge any of this, which makes it seem like they don't actually believe what they say about their relationship being normal and easily reconciled. People wanting them to have no issues simply because they're siblings is another example of how fandom likes to flatten complex characters and relationships. They get reduced to being bickering siblings when their conflict runs deeper than that. If the author is telling you that they have "deep issues" to work out [X], I don't understand being so adamant about ignoring said issues. I also get the sense it's about ignoring the capacity for a certain character to be flawed, but that isn't going to change the fact that her "slip of the tongue" is very likely to be revealed and a source of further conflict 🤷🏾♀️
#arya stark#sansa stark#house stark#asoiaf#also if it's so normal for siblings to fight then why are you guys losing your minds over us theorizing they won't get along??#the amount of condescending /that's just how siblings act/ takes I see 🙄#sorry I guess? that we read the book and don't just delete parts of the story because we find it convenient?#it's not even like takes about them being enemies is widespread the most I see is that they aren't instantly bffs when they reunite 😭#some people theorize they'll never be close but guess what? that's a completely fair and valid assumption based on their relationship!#personally I think they'll have a sweet reunion before the issues they have inevitably surface again because while they've been through#a lot they haven't fundamentally changed as people or the values they hold#and I think that's going to be very interesting to read about!#I can't figure out why people always take the most boring bland route for how things will play out#mostly because people seem to be unable to swallow the concept that Sansa is a flawed character who isn't perfectly sweet all the time#and the fact that their conflict is instigated by Sansa's classism#which is funny cause in the grand scheme of things her being mean to Arya is such a mild thing that opens the door to a ton of growth#never seen anybody but stansas equating her being a bully to her sister to her being evil/a villain#all we do is point out that it exists in the story...people in this fandom have no concept of nuance I stg 😭#anyways they're both complex characters and their conflict is interesting and I hope we get to see how it plays out#cause it's definitely going to be better then that trash d&d came up with 🙏🏾
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ship nhp girls save me. save me ship nhp girls
(as usual, more doodles and edits under the cut)
she's like a #girlfail. to me
cropped and colored for discord emoji purposes! you can nab this if you want
cg edits are pretty fun
#lancer rpg#in golden flame#feather igf#siren igf#art dump#catstellations#btw the eagle is. kind of a joke on her nhp class#'haha what if girl whose nhp class is Guys Having His Liver Eaten By Eagles is eagle-y'#also it's a *golden* eagle. haha get it. do you get it. do you get the#also the girl on the original cg is the angela in question i love her say hi to her if you haven't seen her before#she's an aigirl who was mistreated and she's mean and angry and sad about it. my heart bleeds for her#cw fire
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Can't decide if I want to do one more week of regular cats or start the silly event this week...
#UTDR#UTMV#Neko Sansume#I have like an hour or so to decide before I need to put up the new poll#What do you guys think?#For reference when I say ''event'' it just changes out the kitty options for a few weeks#The kitties that haven't been picked yet will come back when it's done they're not gone forever!#It's just a chance to get different kitties seen so I can start making more silly special options c:#I haven't decided if I should make the end of the event an option that could be picked any time#Or a forced end like the start of the event#I'm open to opinions if you guys have preferences!!
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hot take: i need spideypool and lokius to go on a double date.
#you guys don't understand#i need to see these four together like i need to see lokius with aziracrow#loki and deadpool bickering across the table#mobius and spider-man shaking their heads fondly#getting heart eyes when their partners are getting excited about something#loki realizing he has a lot of things in common with deadpool#that they've both been seen as villains#that they haven't been dealt the best hands in the game#i mean wade was a mercenary before he even became deadpool for a reason#and loki was ostracized by his father and other people around him his whole life#loki was ripped off his timeline and wade was ripped off his autonomy after the mutation#but in the end they got to meet people who believed in them when no one else did#mobius saw a good person in loki even though he knew him the best#meanwhile spider-man did the same for deadpool after getting over his preconceptions and knowing him#this is canon btw google spider-man/deadpool comics#they've found comfort in each other through the pain#and anyway. i just think it'd be really neat#more than that i need loki to be in deadpool 3#deadpool#loki#spider-man#wade wilson#peter parker#loki laufeyson#mobius#mobius m. mobius#lokius#spideypool#deadpool 3
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#tw suicide#no seriously heed the tw this is probably upsetting i just. i need to say it somewhere and i will not say it to my family.#puddleglum hours#personal#its just i was thinking.#tother day the doctor asked: do you regret it? about the suicide attempt tuesday night.#and i said something that i still feel: if i regret anything about it it's that i didn't succeed.#they're talking of discharging me tomorrow or something and im just.#what do i need to do to be kept in for longer?! damn it all i *know* how i could kill myself in here.#but i don't want to. i need them to save me#because i can't save myself! if they discharge me tomorrow i think it very likely ill be dead before the end of the week! or at least in#hospital from another attempt! this new med has made me more numb but the thoughts haven't gone away just muted. and then.#at times like this im perfectly wild about it! i cannot keep myself alive i need them to do it for me!#but when ive seen the doctor each time its been when im exhausted and numb and i don't care but that is not the case always.#i don't know. i don't see a good outcome any which way.#hopefully tomorrow the doctor sees me at a time when im feeling like this i think.#because i think i need to tell them. but i don't know how or even if it matters#and sometimes i just want to die.#im so tired of living guys. why#editing to add i am still on hiatus and if you want to contact me and know my discord contact me there#so i will not be responding to anything here for this moment at least
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across the world (in sixteen hours or less)
you know how you know nothing's gonna be okay again?
you lose your page again and again
you can't find your shoes
you pick up the phone even though you know you should stop
the happiest thing you can find is in a sad movie
and nothing changes
it's not English homework poetry where everything has to rhyme
you've got room now and it doesn't change a thing
your whole world is still your bedroom and some rock CDs
just like it was when you were five and ten and sixteen
there's no relief in the weather
because your weather's all the way across the world
(your brother's all the way across the world)
the rain is all the way across the world
the mountains you grew up with are outside your reach
the fog is still on that beach full of rocks
you still feel trapped
and you're never gonna see them again
xoxo.
#Lu writes#sometimes I think I could write poetry#I'm ok btw just processing some things re: a life update from my brother and SIL and also some internal stuff#do you know how fricking pathetic it is that the highlight of my day was my dad coming home and telling me he really likes#the absolutely effed up movie I picked to watch?? the highlight of my day. was finding out my dad likes that movie and has seen it before#I miss rain guys 😭#my brother might be joining the military and I genuinely may never see him again because my parents hate traveling#anyway. I would like to make a web weave and return to making Pinterest boards and being creative#and I want to ride horses and I want rain back. like holy frick I want rain back.#but I'm definitely OK and I'm working on some lifestyle changes to brighten up my life :) just wanted to process stuff#and had a couple lines pop into my head and figured since I haven't really posted anything lately I may as well
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how to flex your muscles when your bandmate asks you for help without making it obvious
#xdinary heroes#gunil#jun han#goo gunil#han hyeongjun#i hope the how to flex when [thing] without making it obvious guy is common knowledge#i think about him very often#especially when it comes to gunil and ode#ugh coloring this gifset felt like... idk#retouching a photo from the 1800s or stuff#it was very.... colorless#choices were made in post production. not good ones tho#they probably tried to cover up the speck on the camera lens#also i had already all subs and texts and stuff removed#but then the gifs had like 10 thick blurred spots so yeah no#but ugh i loved this video#and i was looking forward to watching part 2 (yep i'm catching up with old videos again)#and then part 2 was.... not as much fun as part 1#ok but also the reason why i decided to gif this moment#gunil may try to be like 💪 but he's so babygirl!!!!#if you have seen this post before.... no you haven't ♥#(i had this post in my queue and wanted to check it again on mobile and then i hit post on accident 😫😫😫)
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okay, this is really old, and I can only take credit for half of it, bc it's more or less a direct transcript of dialogue from a dnd session (taken from my "as close to verbatim as I could get" notes I took mid-session), but I still really like how it turned out, so here, take a snippet from the day Rook's world started falling apart.
(under the cut for length. tw for extremely brief vomit mention, and not really a tw but most of this scene is a very intense argument.)
Rook turned aside and vomited, collapsing to his knees. The world around him blurred. He was vaguely aware of the others moving in the distance, talking in quiet voices. His breath came in heaving pants as he tried to grip onto the rough stone floor. Footsteps, and a figure appeared at his side. “Are you okay?” Maka. Rage flooded Rook’s mind. Without turning to look at him, he spat “Get the fuck away from me.” His voice came out broken and rough. Maka ignored him and pushed ahead. “Rook, I’m sorry if my actions of keeping quiet has hurt you. But I did it because I didn’t want to get us killed. I wanted all of us to stay alive. The more time he was with us, the less time the Children were being our enemies.” As Maka spoke, rage built up Rook’s body. Hot, white, blinding rage that filled his vision and mind until he couldn’t think of anything else. He hated Maka, perhaps more than he had ever hated anyone in his life. Drawing his rapier, he turned to face him. “The more time he was with us. The more time he was with us?” Rook spat the words, venom filling his voice. “So you were just going to let that happen. To let Dr.-” His voice broke, but he plunged onwards. “To let him spend time with us. To let him spend time with me.” Maka raised his hands. “I didn’t want us to die. Any of us.” “You could have gotten rid of him. Told him to leave. Told us the truth.” “And if I had? The Children would have been our enemies. Would have killed us.” Rook shook his head. “You should have told us the truth.” He took a few steps forwards, driving Maka back with his rapier. “You hid that from us. That he was-” Again, his voice caught in his throat, unable to say the damning words. “You should have told me.” “I wanted to protect you. All of you.” Rook cut him off, pushing him back further with his rapier. “You call that protecting us? You call this protecting us?” He spat at Maka’s feet. “Fuck you. I wish you’d died back on Kroko.”
#morrigan.text#my writing#dnd writing#oc: Rook#I don't *think* I ever shared this bit before#but maybe I have idk. If I have pretend you haven't seen it.#a little bit of context Rook just watched Maka gloat about having known that Rook's mentor was the BBEG for weeks/months#and then ''kill'' Rook's mentor (just this body which isn't his real one but it's the one Rook has known this whole time)#in a very violent way. So needless to say Rook's not too happy with this guy at the moment. :'(#poor baby. his week only got worse from there.
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My favorite part of being alive is that I've never felt welcome in any space except for that one year when I thought I was a non-binary bisexual asexual girl when I was 13 :)
#Before that I was a weird kid whose only source for human communication instructions was the shows on CN Nickelodeon and Disney XD/Channel#And even though I had friends I never felt loved enough#And AFTER that I realized I was more of a trans guy and that I don't trust women enough to know if I could be in love with one but that#maybe I like men but I can't know for sure because I have the bad habit of falling for any guy who pays attention to me for long enough#And I haven't felt included in queer spaces ever since I realized I wasn't any sort of girl because people in here seem to hate men a little#too much for me to feel safe being anything but a gnc emo girl#And not even getting started on being gay cause people on online spaces that I'm around often act like “girls and the gays!!” as if I'm#effeminate and flamboyant just for my sexuality when truly I'm heavily uncomfortable doing anything deemed as girly#vent post#And even the thought that I MIGHT be a straight trans guy makes me feel horrible cause so many queer people seem to hate straight people#Like hi did you forget that this place is supposed to make people feel safe and respected and proud of being themselves#Oooh and don't forget the autism! Cause I get why people complain about the diagnosis being only for cis white boys but like#I've literally never seen that. Ever. I'm not saying it doesn't happen I'm just saying that it's much harder for me to find any sort of#online diagnosis tool for someone who's not an adult or a parent or a cis woman than it is for me to find any for a girl#Like seriously man#And how I feel like I'm a horrible person for not having g empathy. DUDE I HAVE MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES THAT I'VE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO KNOW ABOUT#like chill I'm not automatically a murderer and rapist and toxic and manipulative just cause I can't put myself in someone else's shoes#I'm just a guy who hardly feels alive or human. Of course I'm not going to reel very much about a stranger when i feel like I'm not supposed#to be this person in this place in this body in this mind. I don't feel like I'm here I don't feel like this is me and I don't feel like I#can care about other people and I don't know why but I'd really appreciate it if I could get yk some support instead of feeling like I#deserve death#anyway i'm normal
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so anyway, thanks for reading my little dissertations on byan's gender. sorry for not writing again today, i'm just. i'm fuckin goin through it rn man
#'it' being... *gestures vaguely*#i stumbled across this series of yt shorts yesterday (all by the same creator) that really fuckin resonated with me#and i mean that in the most serious way like. it spoke to me. never have i related to someone talking about their experiences more.#talking about their life growing up undiagnosed autistic & adhd... being in treatment for anxiety & depression for decades...#i can't really explain it but good god it's most exactly my same experience and i just. i have never felt that before.#it was so... idk. it sounds so dramatic bc it's literally a comedy short but holy shit#they verbalized things that I haven't been able to and#fuck. I felt seen and I felt like I wasn't alone in this miserable weird non-functioning barely even a human place I'm in rn#and just. idk. I'm still kinda processing some of it.#once again I am thinking back over my life and realizing things and it's. heavy. and tiring.#but like. in an ultimately positive way bc it's gonna help me change things & get to a better place.#I'm rambling IGNORE ME writing it out helps me process ig and for whatever reason posting on my dumb writing blog is easier than journaling#just. once again thank u all sfm for ur patience with me. it means SO much to me. genuinely.#you have no idea how much and I can't put it into words but. slow as I am... writing here with all of you is one of the few reasons#that I'm still kicking. and I'm just. so very grateful to every last one of you.#ok I'm gonna shut up before I get even more sappy and emotional lmfajdkgksg#love you guys. hope you're taking care of yourselves. 💜💜💜#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.#personal cw
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mery crimbo :)
#art#music#oc: roly#christmas#oh hey a new guy you haven't seen before#i'll talk more about them in a future post
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