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I think the Knight of Dawn being "a coward who is unable to stand up for what is right and does as he's ordered to" and "someone who cares deeply about his family and did everything he could so that Silver could live a happy and normal life in the future" are two statements that can coexist.
#And Lilia knows this too which is huge#I love the complexities brought up in this chapter#I love how it really weighs in on Lilia's desire for world peace because war turns normally compassionate people do to terrible things#and no one wins when babies are orphaned#I love how far an act of kindness can go too#The Knight warned Lilia about Henrick's plan to kidnap the egg and gave Lilia an opening to escape#and 400 years later Lilia rescued Silver from his blessing turned curse and raised him and loved him the way his parents would've wanted#I love this fairytale#and the Knight is in the wrong but its kind of sad to see him being reduced down to his worst action#He's a tragedy but there's more to a person than just who they are at their worst#I'm gonna lose my mind when part 5 comes over here im sorry for what I become#twst#twst chapter 7#twst spoilers#twisted wonderland#twst silver#twst knight of dawn
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Jason: *on private line* Swanhead.
Tim: Red Hood. Donât call me that. What is it?
Jason: Send me my location, I donât know where I am.
Tim: Hold-
Dick: *batkids group channel* Hey Baby Bird.
Tim: Nightwing. Again donât call me-you know what? Nevermind. Whatâs the problem?
Dick: I need you to send me my location, I got kidnapped overseas.
Tim: Red Hood too.
Jason: Hey! I didnât get kidnapped, I was violently taken hostage for a minor drug deal that went wrong. Totally different.
Tim: Right.
Jason: Listen here you little shi-
Dick: Oh, Little Wingâs in Belarus. Coordinates: 53.6212, 27.94683 and thereâs a bike nearby he can use to get to the aircraft landing space close by but heâll have to be careful because itâs swarmed by mean-looking guards.
Tim: âŚ..
Jason: Since when are the guards nice-looking?
Dick: Little Wing, when you get kidnapped as often as I do, you get to pick and choose who you like.
Tim: Not getting into that mess but howâd you know Jasonâs coordinates?
Dick: Older Siblingâs Intuition!
Tim and Jason: Bullshit.
Tim: Anyway, Iâll send Batman to pick you up.
Dick: Wait, no, Batman will bring Robin and little D just went over to J-Superboyâs house to play video games.
Tim: âŚ.Okay, then Iâll send Batgirl.
Dick: No Batgirlâs throwing it back at a frat party so donât bother her. Sheâs winning.
Tim: Orphan.
Dick: No sheâs busy dismantling an underground mercenary establishment in Shanghai.
Tim: Iâll-
Dick: Nah, enjoy your date with your golden teddy bear tonight. Itâs also a bit of a distance to go from Gotham to Metropolis to pick up your other one.
Tim: OKAY HOW DO YOU KNOW EVERYONEâS LOCATION BUT YOUR OWN?!
Dick: âŚ.Tee Hee đâ¨
Jason: *muffled* did he just âTee Hee?â
Tim: âŚ.where are the kidnappers, I gotta rescue them.
Dick: *in the background on Dickâs line: sobbing and nonstop muffled thank youâs*
Dick: Whaddya mean? Theyâre fine. Right, guys? *more crying heard*
Tim: DickâŚ.
Jason: *on private channel* Shushhh. Just let him have this. Still send help though. For them.
#dick grayson#nightwing#tim drake#red robin#jason todd#red hood#batfam incorrect quotes#timberkon#stephanie brown#spoiler#cassandra cain#orphan#damian wayne#robin#bruce wayne#batman
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would you do satosugu discovering their "friend" (both of them have a fatass crush on m!reader) is a teen dad, and just all of them chaotically taking care of a baby. (like those collage students raising a baby tiktoks?)
ok so technically i only write for blue lock buttttttttttt⌠i am more than willing to make an exception for this. this is also my favorite niche of satosugu fics so im super honored someone requested it from me
tags: male reader has a foster daughter bc hell yeah girl dads, unnamed child bc that's too much for me, reader is a sorcerer, found family but in a janked up kinda way, whipped satosugu, pre-hidden inventory so everyone is in high school in this this a long one yall
part two coming soon!
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when assigned an extremely harsh mission, you find an orphaned child barely a year old within all the rumble. you soon found out her family was recently killed in the destruction. unsure of what would happen to her after this, you decided to take her as your own.
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scared of any judgment, you didnât tell anyone about her so only a few higher-ups were aware. luckily you were allowed to live off campus so you two could have more space and privacy.
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however the physical effects of raising a kid all on your own at such a young age were certainly showing. you came to school visibly worn down, often falling asleep in the middle of class and taking more absences than usual.
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the first people to notice, of course, were gojo and geto. as nosy as they were, they tried not to push it, knowing you had just come back from a really taxing mission. though they did get more and more suspicious whenever you didnât let them visit your new place.
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however one day, they did spot you out in public wearing a baby carrier with, of course, a baby theyâd never seen before resting right inside. they immediately came up to you and bombarded you with multiple questions before you got them to chill out and explained everything.
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wanting you to take some time off (and win you over), they offer to take care of her regularly. who were you to refuse? after all, it is free babysitting and you were already using up so much money hiring actual babysitters.
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during their first babysitting job, you thanked them profusely before going back into your room and instantly falling asleep the moment your body hit your bed, taking a very well-deserved nap.
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you see, gojo was already pretty hesitant about you having a kid around. this was before he took in megumi so he found basically any child gross and annoying. (though heâs somehow even more attracted to you now that youâre a dad.)
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coughs dilf lover gojo i mean what?
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so when gojo picked up your baby for the first time, she immediately cried when they made eye contact and he got so so personally offended that he started rethinking this whole babysitting thing.
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the first thirty minutes or so of taking care of your kid went pretty okay. that was until she started crying again and neither of them knew why.
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you see, these idiots have no idea how to care for a child.
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they frantically tried to calm her down and figure out what was wrong without needing to wake you. they checked if she was hurt in any way, she definitely wasnât hungry since they already fed her, nor did she need to be changed. gojo even called shoko to see if she could do anything.
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when they eventually saw her crawling towards your room and sobbing right outside your door, hesitantly let her in to see her climb onto your bed and lay down with you, realizing she just missed you the whole time. that entire experience made them so exhausted that they almost climbed into bed with you. but when they saw the gratitude on your face after you woke up, it made it all worth it.
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luckily the next few times they watched over her, babysitting got more and more easy as she grew used to them.
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they start coming over so often to look after her that your place basically becomes their second home.
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geto is in charge of doing her hair since the last time gojo attempted it, it was just a big mess of hair ties and ribbons. getoâs definitely not complaining since he loves to get her ready. in fact, geto does a lot of the responsible stuff when taking care of her since gojo, hmm whatâs a nice way to put it, lacks a lot of the necessary skills.
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oh yeah, remember what i said about gojo hating younger children? yeah, that completely changes as he spends more time with your daughter. heâs almost always playing with her or showing up with a brand new toy or stuffed animal just for her. he ends up loving her so so much and wants to be her cool fun dad.
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unfortunately both of them are way too nice when it comes to disciplining her. they let her get away with so much. late bedtimes, too much tv, grabbing any treats she wants off the grocery store shelves. how can they not spoil such an adorable little girl like her!?
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whatâs also unfortunate is how they try to drag you into it.
âcome on, y/n. let loose a little. cake for dinner does sound pretty appetizing right now.â
âcome on. just let her watch ten more minutes before bed.â gojo lazed on the couch with her on his lap. âbesides this cartoon is starting to get good.â
âcome onnn⌠just let her buy it.â geto held up a sparkly pink dress you already told him she doesnât need with his own sparkles in his eyes. âsheâll look so cute in it. i promise iâll pay you back.â
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their hearts explode whenever youâre affectionate with her. they love the way you gently rock her in your arms while humming a sweet lullaby, slowly lulling her to sleep. the way they see you kiss her forehead after placing her into the crib before quickly turning around and acting like they werenât staring the whole time. they fall head over heels for you for probably the twentieth time by now since they met you but those times were definitely the hardest.
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theyâve been in her life for a good while so when she begins talking more frequently, she starts calling them her papas as she does with you. gojo aka former âugh kids are so gross and ickyâ feels his heart combusting whenever she calls him that and he owns that title proudly. meanwhile geto feels so endeared and honored that she sees him that way.
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âweâre not the stepdads. weâre the dads that stepped up!â looking asses.đ
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the secret of you having a kid doesnât last for long since these two canât keep quiet about it. theyâre just way too happy and want to show her off. especially gojo who scrolls through 100s of photos of her while gushing about her to basically anyone whoâll listen. shoko and nanami are the most common targets whenever this happens.
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he even ends up showing photos of you and your daughter napping together (that you had no idea he took), making you snatch his phone away in embarrassment.
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whenever you guys go out on family dates to go to the beach or picnicking, geto always takes the time to dress her up with pretty hairstyles and cute little outfits. he absolutely loves doting on her.
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they love her with all their hearts and would do absolutely anything for her. sheâs so lucky to have three weird dads take care of her and raise her. a very odd and⌠unconventional family dynamic but an amazing one nonetheless. this family only grows bigger and bigger once gojo takes in megumi and geto practically adopts mimiko and nanako.
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leah williamson x reader, jordan nobbs x reader, arsenal x reader
part 1 of beautiful girl series-> pt.2 -> pt.3
warnings: drug abuse, drug addiction, mentions of sexual assault, sexual assault, jordan and leah r broken up, basically a trauma dump, unedited, if you are not in an okay headspace this fic is not for u, based on beautiful boy
You find it hard to remember the last time you felt loved.Â
Not the kind of love that people tell you everyday, no, real unconditional, meaningful, purposeful love. The kind of love where a person looks at you like you single handedly hung the stars and the moon, the kind of love where it feels like nobody could love you in the same way, the same love that shakespeare wrote poems about, the same love that you know that you could never be capable of receiving.Â
You donât really blame anybody but yourself, how could people love you, how could people want to love you? You werenât a loveable person, in your opinion you were quite frankly the exact opposite.Â
Maybe when you were eight, when you were cute and loveable, when you had cute little piggy tails and wore pink overalls and only wanted to dance and talk about unicorns.Â
Maybe when you were ten and you spent every afternoon practising football in the backyard with your moms.Â
Maybe when you were twelve and your only aspirations for life were to win your school spelling bee and captain england just like your mom.Â
From then on, it all seemed like one big blur.Â
From 12 onwards you donât think a lot of you was lovable, hell you hardly thought eight year old you was lovable, a tiny little orphan who had seen so much of the world and yet none of it, yet your moms had spent every single day trying to make you feel like you were and it had worked. For possibly the first time in your life, youâd felt that love, like a whole galaxy revolved around you, like no matter what happened in your life, you could face it.Â
It was funny how fast that feeling could fade.Â
It wasnât really that surprising that youâd seeked out something to fill the hole inside of you, or at least thatâs how you saw it.Â
It started at 14, when you were so consumed with all of the pain around you, the shit storm of broken relationships and the broken home that now replicated the same one youâd come from. Babies learnt to self soothe by being left to cry, teenagers learnt to self soothe through pain.Â
First it was spending as much time as possible out on the pitch with your moms, every single one of your afternoons spent practising, and any minute you werenât on the pitch it was non stop studying.Â
You formed a anger for it, a pure hatred for the sport that your moms were so fond of, a sport that had brought them together and inevitably forced them apart.Â
At 15 you left football behind, you focused on your school, spending every spare minute on your studies, they headaches and migraines, the stress, the anxiety, it was all good, it proved that you were trying, it filled the hole inside of you.Â
When you were 15, you stopped caring. Your mama stopped caring, she moved 3 hours away for her own career, she didnât have time to care about your school work, as for your mom, it wasnât an easy job captaining the lionesses to a european championship, she had bigger problems then you.
When you turned 16, everything changed. Your mom tore her acl, Lia moved in, there wasnât any room for you, let alone room for you to be loved. Your mama stopped visiting as often, only when it was necessary, for the first time in a while, you felt alone, truly alone.Â
When you turned 17, you found other ways to self soothe. Babies cried for attention, out of hope that theyâd find some of that love that they were missing when they were alone. Babies cried because they had no other way of conveying the loneliness and desperate need they had for whatever they were seeking. Teenagers do stupid things in search of the same thing, love, attention and in search of something. Teenagers are stupid by default, you werenât unbeknownst to that, the eight year old version of you though would have swore six ways to sunday that youâd never behave in the way you were, out of fear that youâd end up back where youâd come from, that youâd lose the only family that had ever showed you a glimpse of love, teenage you figured there wasnât any more love for you, it had all been swallowed up by younger you, taken before you could really understand the magnitude of that love, before you needed it the very most.Â
Maybe it was the pot speaking, or the nicotine from your vape, or it was just the overwhelming cloud that always seemed to hit when you were high. It would fade eventually, it always did, all the deep emotional shit that made you want to cry would go, and youâd be left mellowed out, all of your feeling sucked out like a deep exhale, sometimes it just happened to be that you had to feel it all before you felt nothing, before the overwhelming numbness hit you and the hole in your heart was filled once again.Â
You flinched at the knock on your bedroom door, you were grateful enough for the warning, it had taken a lot of convincing to your mom and her best friend before theyâd finally agreed to it.Â
You didnât bother trying to hide your vape, the joint you had been smoking had been put out a couple of minutes ago.Â
âCome in.â
You stayed sat on the ledge of your window, your head hanging halfway out, the cool london winter breeze making your lips numb and your face pink.Â
The door opened slowly and you kept your eyes on the outside street, watching the cars drive past underneath you.Â
âHey, dinners ready if you want to come down.â
You nodded absentmindedly, avoiding Liaâs eyeline.Â
âItâs freezing, close your window.â
You looked over at the swiss woman, a woman who was now so familiar in your home that you saw her more than the woman you called your mama.Â
âIâm good.â
You took a deep breath, one last inhale of the chilly air before turning to face Lia and uncurling your body, standing up and walking towards the door where she was standing.Â
âIf you want to live in Antarctica then thatâs your call.â
You try your best to suppress the eye roll, instead opting to pull your vape from your pocket and take a deep inhale, itâs not as good as the cold air but itâs something. It also helps to cover the weed scent that youâre trying to cover up.Â
Lia walks behind you, shaking her head at the puff of vapour that hits her right in the face as you make your way down the stairs and into the living room and then into the dining room.Â
Your mom is sitting at the table, fiddling with the cutlery and looking down at the meal that you know she most definitely did not cook.Â
It was one of the only bonuses of having Lia around, when jordan left the healthy and yummy food had turned into mostly take away and food that wasnât cooked on a stove top because Leah had learnt her lesson after the multiple calls to the fire department.Â
You sat down in your normal chair, taking another hit of the vape in your hand before setting it down on the table and replacing it with a fork.Â
âI thought weâd talked about no vapes at the dinner table, bubba.â
You focused down at the bowl of spaghetti that was in front of you, it was the night before a game, which meant carb loading, youâd never been fond of pasta, although you supposed that had slipped Leahâs mind in the last couple of months.Â
âIâm not using it at the table, am I?â
You could feel the look of disapproval from your mother from the other side of the table.Â
You pushed your fork into the pasta, searching for a meatball instead of the pasta that you were desperate to avoid.Â
âBubba I think you can put it away for half an hour every night, please.â
You pull your spare hand out of your hoodie, grabbing at the vape and slipping it into the pocket.Â
You focus on stabbing the meatball that your focus has locked onto, keeping your eyes downcast and focused on locating all of the saucy balls and shoving them into your mouth as quickly as possible.Â
Just as youâve located and eaten all of the orbs that you can guarantee Lia made all by herself, your mom directs conversation at you once again, pivoting from whatever she was talking to Lia about,Â
âWeâre playing in Manchester tomorrow night, youâre welcome to come with us on the bus if you want, or you could go with mumma, I think sheâs planning to drive up to watch the girls. The girls havenât seen you in a while though, Lotte has been missing you, sheâs been asking me about you.â
Youâd distanced yourself from your moms club teammates for a multitude of reasons, but it all stemmed down to the hatred that you had for arsenal, the love that your mom had for the club, the club that took all of her time, her teammates that saw more love then you felt you did.Â
âI think I'll just stay home for the weekend, mama is going to be in town anyways. Plus Maya and I were planning to do something tomorrow night.â
She was going to be in town, it didnât mean you had plans to see her.Â
âMaya? Do I know a Maya?â
You tried your best not to be annoyed at your moms sudden concern about your social life.Â
âSheâs just a friend.â
You could practically feel the eyebrow raise from the other side of the table.
âWhat were you and Maya planning on doing tomorrow night?â
You looked up for the first time, gritting your teeth.
âI donât know, hang out, have some fun, nothing special. I want to see mama and I want to hang out with friends, is that not enough for me to stay home for the weekend,? It'll only be a night.â
You watched your mom collapse in, her eyes straying to the side to look at Lia.Â
âSo itâs friends now, plural? I talked to Jord yesterday, she didnât say that you had anything planned with her for this weekend.â
You wanted to bolt upstairs back to your room, light a joint and stick your head back out of your window and enjoy the serenity that came from it, but you held strong.Â
âYes, friends, I have more than one, weâll probably just hangout at someones house, no biggie. I havenât talked to mama yet because I didnât know what I was doing this weekend.â
Your moms eyebrow only raised further up her forehead, the line of hair practically melting into her hairline.Â
âI was a teenager once, you think I donât know what a hangout turns into?â
You were about to rebut, answer with some snappy answer that probably would have gotten you in more trouble than you would have wanted, but you were silenced by the swiss woman sitting to your left.Â
âSheâll be fine Le, sheâs smart, sheâll leave her location on, she wonât do anything you wouldnât. Right?â
You nodded cautiously, a little bit shocked by the swiss womanâs attempt to help you out.Â
âYes, Iâll leave my location on and Iâll meet up with mama the next morning, Iâll be responsible, I always am.â
You were grasping for anything, any reason to make your mother agree.Â
âFine, but you do anything stupid, and I mean anything, then youâll be in big trouble missy, and I want you to eat some more of that dinner, Lia puts a lot of work into feeding us.â
You swallowed the argument about your hatred for pasta, in favour of nodding your head meekly and twirling some of the noddles with your fork, forcing them into your mouth even if it made you cringe internally, it was a hard meal to swallow, but you did it for the sake of making your mother happy, something that you seemed to constantly be doing.Â
Once youâd eaten half of the pasta you called it quits, walking up towards the kitchen sink and cleaning out your bowl before placing it into the dishwasher and sacking it properly before closing it up.Â
You grasped for the vape hidden in your pocket, depserate for something to take the edge off from the conversation youâd had, the flavoured air providing a temporary comfort.Â
You dragged your feet back up the stairs to your bedroom, locking the door behind you and turning off the lights in your room.Â
Your room was cold, but you didnât find yourself minding it.Â
You checked your lock for a second time, making sure it was definitely clicked shut before sliding underneath your bed frame and reaching around aimlessly for the container that was wedged into a corner of your mattress.Â
It didnât take long for you to find it, your hand connecting with the rough plastic and pulled at it almost immediately.Â
You opened the container, forcing the lid open and picking out the bag that you were searching for.Â
Walking across the room in search of a card and flat surface was a mission that didnât take long, both necessary factors found at your desk.Â
You opened up the bag, the answer to all of your feeling and struggles.Â
You shook a bit of the powder out of the bag, it was a routine that youâd adapted.Â
Youâd always had routines, at eight it had been your nighttime routine. Bath, pyjamas, toilet, bed time story, cuddles, trying to get to sleep in your own bed, inevitably sneaking into your moms bed. At 12 it had been your pre match routine, wearing your moms first arsenal jersey to bed the night beforehand, a banana and bottle of water before the game, socks, shinpads, boots and a bottle of lucozade. At 14 it was your pre test routine, cue cards with one of your parents the night beforehand, a 12 hour sleep, a good luck hug from one of your moms and using your lucky pen. At 17 it was the little kit you kept underneath your bed, open it, find the baggy, spill enough of it onto your desk, push it into a line, take a deep breath through your nose.Â
It was a routine that kept you going, one that you clung to like the oxygen you breathed in.Â
When your mom tore her acl, your life changed permanently, no longer was any focus on you, it shouldnât have really been a surprise that youâd fallen into a rougher crowd, that youâd turned to something else to help soothe the pain that had been coursing through your blood stream as everything changed around you.Â
It had started with pocketing a couple of your moms post surgery meds, oxyâs, they felt good, they felt so much better than anything else youâd tried to help fix you. But they were in limited amounts and it was hard to steal pills when Lia was monitoring everything that your mom did and took. Youâd made friends with the girls in the form above you, and then their friends who were older, and eventually youâd found yourself out at parties on nights when you told your mom that you were spending the night with your mama in Birmingham, it had been eays enough, she was too focused on her knee to pay much mind to what you were doing and who you were doing it with.Â
There was enough money lying around the house, it wasnât hard to find and subsequently it wasnât hard to find somebody who was willing to give you more than you could find at the parties you where going to.Â
It had felt good, like for the first time in a while you had people who you could relate to, who were dealing with the same problems as you, you felt like youâd found a somewhere that felt more like a home than anywhere youâd been before.Â
The vapes had been a way to disguise it, to make your mom feel like she could control the bad things that you were getting up to, if she monitored your vape usage then why would you search for anything else?Â
Self-soothing.Â
You finished your routine by pushing the baggy back into its box and securing the box back into the spot it had come from, making sure that it was hidden from sight, before climbing into your bed and waiting for the proper high to hit you.Â
Weed and nicotine were good, it had been where you started out, but nothing hit better than a real high, a real proper feeling that made you feel inundated with complete numbness in the best way possible. It made everything quiet, every doubt and pain in your soul quietened down and it made you feel at peace.Â
You supposed it was what made drugs so addictive, specifically meth. They made a person in pain feel normal, it made an angry person feel calm, it made a sad person happier than ever, it made a person searching for everything yearn for nothing. It fixed every problem known to man and every problem man knew.Â
When the high hit you felt it across your whole body, your thoughts, pain and the loudness inside of you faded, everything faded, all you felt like was a body, devoid of everything besides the body you were inside of. To you, it was the best feeling in the world, it was a feeling youâd been searching for since you were a kid, when youâd felt so alone and unloved that you would have sold all of your internal organs if it meant that you could have felt the same amount of nothingness that you were in this very moment.Â
You would lie awake for hours riding it out, staring up at the ceiling of your room, studying the different ridges and bumps across the white plaster. Once upon a time it had been blue, with white clouds all over it, little stars and rainbows across it, when Jordan had moved out youâd forced your mom to cover it up, it was just another reminder of the love that youâd once found in your house miraculously fading away.Â
It normally took a few hours for the initial high to fade, for the endorphins and adrenaline pinging around in your bloodstream to calm down for you to be able to drift off to sleep, you didnât really mind, you were used to it. Once upon a time it was the same feeling youâd gotten when your moms would smile at you, or when you would step off a football pitch after 90 minutes, or when youâd get a good score from one of your exams. Once upon a time it had all been organic, it had been natural, now it was all forced, a chemical reaction that your brain craved.Â
Somewhere around 4am you drifted off, it was convenient because it meant youâd be dead asleep when your mom and Lia left for the training ground, saving you from the interaction with the two of them.
You awoke around 12 oâclock, you dragged yourself downstairs and into the kitchen, enjoying the emptiness that surrounded you. At your mama's house there was Blu, and for some reason it always felt more crammed. At your momâs house everything was open, quiet, tucked away. It was the way you liked it, plus she was gone more often with media commitments and Arsenal playing in the Champions League, so it meant you were home alone most of the time.Â
You chugged your coffee like it was your first drink in days, groaning when your momâs contact started buzzing up in front of you.Â
âMom?â
You tried your best to sound awake, you donât think your efforts were very successful.Â
âHey bubba, howâd you sleep?â
You didnât really think your mom actually cared about how youâd slept, more like it was a conversation buffer.Â
âFine.â
You could hear the sound of your momâs teammates in the background, a couple of months ago you probably would have been there with her, nowadays there was nothing you wanted less.Â
âGood. Look, I talked to Jord this morning, sheâs going to come and hang out with you tomorrow until we get back, she should be around in the morning.â
The same anxiety that always seeped through your momâs voice when she talked about her ex was easy to detect, like she was nervous to utter her name or mention her.Â
âCool.â
You wondered why she hadnât just left it up to you to organise something with your mama, but you supposed you hadnât been great at that recently. Jordanâs number was something you had a aversion to.Â
âWhich means I want you home before 1am, and I want you to be sensible tonight, your mama is very excited to see you tomorrow and I donât want you being a dickhead or being dead to the world, Youâll be polite and spend time with her, understood?â
She made it sound like an assignment, like you had to be on your very best behaviour, like you had to put on a show for Jordan.Â
âWhatever.â
You heard a huff of annoyance from the other side of the phone, it was a sound youâd gotten used to, Leah used it frequently.Â
âDonât whatever me, bubba please, Jords is really looking forward to it, sheâs been feeling a bit left out by you recently so please for me, just try your hardest to be good for her. Be safe tonight, I know you and your friends like to have some fun but just stay safe, if you need anything donât hesitate to send me a text or a call, I love you bubba.â
It felt empty, like your heart, like everything around you, like something she had to say.Â
âI love you too mom.â
The call fizzled out and you let a deep breath that youâd been holding in go, you did love your mom, it just didnât feel like she loved you anymore.Â
You went about your day in a haze, your friends were due to come to yours before the party around 5 oâclock, so you had some time to yourself before then, time you were undoubtedly planning to do not a lot with. You tried watching tv, tried organising and cleaning your room, none of it took off the edge, none of it made the world silent like you needed.Â
It had all started with parties, a way for you to get out of your comfort zone, a way to make parties a little bit more enjoyable. Now you craved them to make your life more enjoyable, to make it all a little bit more bearable.Â
It was all one big routine.Â
For a while you throught it was getting better, everything was solving itself. Youâd lie awake in your bed at 3am, riding out the last bits of your high and youâd realise that it wasnât, that there was no solution to solve what had gone wrong with you and made you so fucking unlovebale.Â
You knew your existence wasnât eays, hell Jordan and Leah had adopted you when you were at rock bottom, and theyâd still found a way to love you, to make you loveable, but you figured somewhere along the way theyâd run out of things about you that were loveable.Â
You werenât normally someone who got high during the day, but you were home alone and figured why not, youâd been taking them at night for months now, what would a day time fix change? Everything felt better when you were riding on a high.Â
You spent the rest of your afternoon sat on your window sill, counting the cars as they drove past. When your friends came around at 5 oâclock you were ecstatic, hurrying down the stairs as fast as your woozy body would allow you.Â
You had friends that your moms met and friends your moms didnât, these were the ones you were yet to introduce to Leah.Â
You didnât think that she would approve of the friends that you hung out with when she wasnât around, especially considering they were quite a bit older than you.Â
There were benefits to it, they bought you alcohol they could drive you around, they were smarter then the kids your age.Â
Maya, Olivia and Scarlett were nice enough, a little bit stupid but it didnât bother you too much, you were all like minded, you liked to have fun and party, with the assistance of some recreational substances.Â
None of them batted an eye at your clear intoxication, pushing a bottle of something or another into your hands before walking with you up to your room to start getting ready.Â
The drink burned as it made itâs way down your throat, it was therapeutic, a reminder that while you felt disconnected from your body because of the drugs, you were still present.Â
You let one of the girls do your makeup, packing your face until you looked well over the age of 17, then allowing one of them to sort through your monstrosity of a closet until they found a cute corset top and skirt. Leah Williamson was a lot of things, a fashionista being one of them and that had always carried through to your wardrobe. You were more than equipped with clothing for every occasion known to man.Â
By the time youâd downed your first drink of the night the euphoria was starting to hit and you were starting to feel good.Â
By the time your second drink had been downed you were being thrown into a car and were on your way to the party, sharing a joint with Liv who was sat in the back seat with you, the two of you occasionally shotgunning the smoke or blowing a puff at eachother.Â
It was good, it was relaxing, it was what made you feel at peace.
Pulling up to the party was a whole different kind of feeling.Â
You didnât know whoâs party you were at, whoâs house, where it was, it didnât matter to you, not really, all you cared about was having a good time by your standards.Â
You flicked your phone onto silent, desperate to avoid any contact from anyone, instead focused on the spectacle around you as you stepped into the threshold.Â
Maya introduced you to someone she went to school with, a man that looked like he was nearly as far gone as you felt. You smiled at him, giving him a hug and nod, trying to rush the introduction so you could get a drink in your hand and take a seat.Â
âYouâre quite cute arenât ya, how old are you sweetheart?â
You looked across at your friend, curious as to whether you should lie or not, she nodded her head and you took it as approval.Â
â17.â
His smile only grew, his head cocking to the side.Â
âA youngin? Iâm sure weâll have some fun tonight, the young ones always know how to go harder, whaddya like, sweetheart?â
You tried your best not to appear uncomfortable, even if his attention was putting you off a little bit.Â
âSheâll take whatever, although she has been having some fun with ice recently, she likes her vape and some molly sprinkled in with it.â
Matt slapped you on the back, his smile only growing.Â
âDefinitely a fun time then, Iâll catch up with you later sweetheart, I reckon I have something you might like, head on in guys, Iâll catch you later.â
It wasnât a big house, it wasnât small either though, it was full enough that it probably seemed smaller than it truly was.Â
There were people everywhere, which surprised you considering it was only early, not that you minded, it was more convenient anyways.Â
You were dragged to a couch with your friends, they were less far gone than you and almost immediately were sniffing up lines of whatever was on the coffee table in front of you.Â
There was so much happening around you that you struggled to understand it all fully, there were puffs of smoke coming from every direction, needles being handed around, different pills being popped, lines being sniffed. It was the kind of environment you liked to think youâd come to flourish in, it made you feel more relaxed then anywhere else on the planet.Â
You relaxed into the couch, enjoying the spectacle around you and subconsciously taking hits of your vape as you watched the splendour occur around you.Â
There wasnât a single legal thing about it, but you didnât care, there was a cold drink in your hand and the scent of pot and vapour surrounding you, it was the best place to be on the planet.Â
The night slowly started to fade into a blip as you made your way through more drinks, your body surrendering to the feeling of the alcohol coursing through you and the high slowly starting to fade. You were cautious of the fact that you needed to be home at a certain time, you didnât want to push your momâs wishes, you were also aware that you could manage another shoot up before getting yourself home.Â
âOi, where can I find some meth.â
Maya had headed somewhere with some boy she knew from highschool and Olivia had left in search of a spot to smoke, leaving you and Scarlett.Â
âGo find Matt, heâll hook you up.â
With legs like jelly and a swaying head you stood up from the couch, your vape clutched in one hand and empty bottle in the other. It didnât take a lot of searching to find the man youâd been introduced to earlier, he was sat on a couch, a girl on either side of him, who both looked about as far gone as they could get without being passed out.Â
âPretty girl, what can I do for you.â
You didnât like the way the term of endearment slid off of his tongue so easily, in almost a condescending way.Â
âDo you have meth?â
You didnât care if you were being too straight forward, you were itching for something to get you back 0onto the high that youâd been riding out for the past couple of hours.Â
âI do, but itâll cost ya.â
You rolled your eyes, money was hardly a problem for you.Â
âIâve got money.â
His head cocked the same way it had earlier.Â
âI donât want your money sweetheart, câmon, Iâll get you some meth.â
The same slippery term of endearment that made your throat hurt. He shook the two girls off of him, standing up with a lot more composure than you and beginning to walk out of the lounge room you were in and towards the staircase. You followed him up, holding onto the banister with everything you had and trying to keep up with him as the both of you arrived at the top and he began walking down a corridor, until he made it to the end and opened up a door.Â
You assumed it was his bedroom by the looks of it, which made you uncomfortable slightly but you accepted the fact you were craving a fix and he was potentially the only person who could supply it in this moment.Â
He rummaged through a bedside draw, until he pulled out a syringe and a bottle of what you assumed to be dissolved crystal meth. Youâd always kept your distance from needles, it gave you a better high but it was harder to hide and harder to deal with, the powdered form was the least complicated.Â
You could feel your heartbeat pick up as he beckoned you over, patting for you to sit down on the edge of the bed. You walked over, taking a seat on the bed and watching with curiosity as he prepared the needle, and took your arm in his, securing a rubber tourniquet around your bicep and feeling your skin for a vein. Once he found it he picked the needle up, filling it with a couple of mls of the liquid before bringing it up to your arm, gently inserting it into the vein, sucking in a bit of your blod and watching the red swirl with the drug mix before pushing down on the syringe and inserting it into your blood stream.Â
It was immediate validation, your head dropping back with ecstasy as the drugs infiltrated your body.Â
âFeels good doesnât it, sweetheart.â
You nodded your head, enjoying the sensation of the lingering sting as the needle was pulled from your arm and the tourniquet was untied.Â
His hands were on your chin, tilting your head up so you were looking at him.Â
âNow, I think itâs time I get my payment, hmm?â
You took one last breath, enjoying the validation of your high.Â
âI told you I have money.â
He shook his head and with the smirk on the corner of his lips you couldnât help but feel slightly worried.Â
âNo, I prefer my payment other ways.â
Even with the alcohol and drugs running through your veins, you couldnât help but feel sick to your stomach immediately.Â
You were suddenly frighteningly aware of your position, and undeniably feeling a little bit scared.Â
âWhat way?â
You didnât like how your voice wavered, your age becoming more obvious as you struggled to stomach the different thoughts going through your head.Â
âIâll show you.â
His hands moved to your hair, dragging you off the corner of the mattress and onto your knees below him.Â
You tried to dissasociate it, tried to dissasociate as his hands fell to his belt buckle and fly, tried to disassociate so you didnât have to think about the million noâs that were banging against your skull and leaving your lips as his fly came undone and he let his pants drop to his feet.Â
Youâd never really expressed your sexuality, you hadnâ;t felt the need t, both of your moms were gay, so were most of their friends, you knew no matter who you were dating theyâd be happy for you, you knew that whatever this was though you didnât want it.Â
With your weary head and drugged up body there wasnât much fight you could put up as he opened your jaw for you and forced his way inside of youÂ
You tried your hardest to dissasociate like youâd taught yourself, thinking about the high, thinking about the drugs, thinking about your moms, thinking about everything in your life that had once loved you and youâd once loved the same. Normally it worked, normally you trustd yourself to get you to that safe space that made you feel like no matter what was happening you could deal with it, you just couldnât get it to work though, there were tears streaming down your face as his hands stayed planted in the roots of your hair, the hair a couple of hours ago that your friends had been curling and working on whilst youâd all be laughing.Â
He didnât last long, that was something you were grateful for.Â
As soon as his hands left your hair you were bolting up from the floor, walking as past as your weary legs would let you before anything else happened that you couldnât stop.Â
You catapulted your way down the same stairs youâd marched up happily, not paying any attention to the people in the background as you pushed your way out of the front door, breathing in the freezing london air and clinging to the freshness of it and how it cooled the pain in your throat.Â
You didnât hesitate calling the uber, the tears on your face spraying down onto your phone screen as you tried your hardest to focus on the task at hand which was getting home and getting as far away from this as possible.Â
You didnât care that your mom could track your uber account, you didnât care that there were thirty unread texts from both of your moms and a couple of phone calls, all you cared about was getting home to your bed and doing whatever it took to forget about what just happened.Â
The uber was quick enough, you practically threw yourself into the back seat, trying to calm yourself down, but failing miserably.Â
If your uber driver noticed then he didnât comment on the fact that you were practically hyperventilating in his backseat.Â
The car ride home was quicker then you thought it would be, you were so grateful it was an away game night, that you didnât have to deal with anyone, but you were also secretly crumbling about the fact that you were all alone, that you had been all alone in that room with him, that you had no one to stop him and couldnât do anything about it.Â
You were hardly steady on your legs as you unlocked the door with your keys and swayed your way into the living room and then towards the stairs, finding the incline slightly jarring but desperate to get to your room and bed so you could sleep of the horrendous feeling in your gut. High be damned, alcohol be damned, all you wanted was to be asleep, so you partially forget about all of this and hopefully it would fall victim to all of the endorphins in your head and be permanently removed from your brain.Â
Your room was cold, your window still open, you didnât care.Â
All you cared was getting out of the too tight clothes you were in and getting into your bed.Â
You pulled at the corset, unbothered when you heard the seam ripping as you tugged at it, your skirt was easier. You flung a hoodie and pair of pyjama pants onto your body before climbing straight under your covers, your body shaking. You werenât sure whether it was because of the high or because of the incessant hatred that had grown in your chest at the memory replaying over and over in your mind.Â
You clutched onto your vape, holding it in your hand and sucking up hit after hit as you tried to find solace in the flavoured air, hoping it would send you off to sleep.Â
You woke up with a headache like no other, your whole body hurt, and to the sound of repetitive banging at the front door downstairs.Â
You groaned out, annoyed at every single part of you for what had happened last night.Â
Your legs were still wobbly as you clawed your way out of your bed, your legs protesting with every single step you took, out of your room, down the stairs, to the peephole at your door.Â
Jordan, fuck.Â
You supposed in your haze it hadnât been hard to forget about your motherâs appearance for today, youâd been trying desperately to forget so many other things that it must have slipped your mind.Â
You didnât want to open the door, but you also knew you had to, so with every last piece of strength that you had in your body, you pulled the door open.
#woso#woso community#sammykworshipper thoughts#leah williamson#arsenal wfc#leah williamson x reader#jordan nobbs#jordan nobbs x reader#trauma#pain#sammykworshipperfics#wobbs breakup#drug addiction#im sad so are u#im not the only one crying#sue me for hurting ur feelings#sick and twisted
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another thing that's weird about adults who make an identity out of reading children's books is what they hold up as representative of the values they find in YA/young reader's fiction. They typically bring up wish fulfillment fantasy, morals and clear cut lessons, adventure stories with mild peril, strong centering on friendship and found family, and stories that make them "feel good" and are extremely light on genuinely challenging themes or ethically dubious situations.
Meanwhile when I was neck-deep in YA as a kid in the 90s and early 2000s this was the kind of stuff I was reading, other kids were reading, and that was winning awards, being highlighted on shelves and recommended by librarians:
Hatchet by Gary Paulsen, in which a teenage boy survives a plane crash and is stranded in the Canadian wilderness and forced to survive on his own for months. He is ultimately rescued but is permanently altered by the experience. His navigating the drama of (I believe either currently separating or recently divorced) parents is also a major plot element.
Virtual War by Gloria Skurzynski, where real-life wars have been eradicated and instead are fought virtually, (inspired, if I remember correctly, by the disastrous results of a previous nuclear conflict) by specially chosen champions who are trained in combat strategy from childhood. Throughout, the three child champions are forced to question and push back against what the government has told them is the truth as well as against their own prejudices, including toward one of their own who is considered a "mutant" due to his dwarfism; it also details the grueling hours-long "war" in which the kids watch thousands of little 3D soldiers get blown up and dismembered and leaves them feeling genuine guilt for participating in.
Julie of the Wolves by Jean Craighead George, which focuses on a teenage Inuit girl who is orphaned, forced into marriage and sexually assaulted, then runs away and ends up lost in the Arctic and survives by befriending and living with a pack of wolves.
Out of the Dust by Karen Hesse, in which the heroine lives with her parents on a failing farm as the Dust Bowl is beginning, accidentally sets her pregnant mother on fire resulting in her mother's lingering death and the death of her baby, and the girl herself being permanently maimed, after which she and her father become estranged and she eventually tries to run away.
Summer of My German Soldier by Bette Greene, which follows a young Jewish American girl on the WWII homefront who befriends (and falls in love with) a German POW, and when he escapes, hides him in her home for months; eventually the prisoner is caught and killed and the girl is sent to prison after being ostracized from the community and disowned by her parents.
The Ramsey Scallop by Francis Temple, where the heroine, engaged since childhood to her current fiance, is sent on a pilgrimage with him as way of working out his trauma from serving in the crusades. Neither of them feels ready to get married and the fiance is dubious about doing much living at all, but they're able to get to know each other and build trust on the road. It's been ages since I read it but I'm pretty sure there's a scene where a hot single guy who helps patch up an injury she sustained then offers to have sex with her, which she decides to turn down.
Music of the Dolphins by Karen Hesse, where a feral child who has been raised by a pod of dolphins is rescued and taken to a center for rehabilitation. The whole thing follows her progress at understanding to how to be human, and eventually her decision to reject it all and go back to her dolphin family.
The Last Book In the Universe by Rodman Philbrick, whose hero is a teenage orphan living in a purposely abandoned dystopia, ostracized by his community for being epileptic, whose only friends are an old man who is the last literate person in the community and a monosyllabic feral child. The split between the have-nots and the haves, who live in sheltered futuristic cities, and discussion of privilege (one of the main characters is a girl from the cities who comes out to do charity work in the dystopian district) are major themes, and violence is a regular occurrence, including toward the finale when the boy's mentor is murdered by a mob while he watches.
(And of course there's Among the Hidden and its sequels by Margaret Peterson Haddix which I never read, but my sister did, and I know at some point a whole bunch of child characters are massacred by the government because it upset my sister so badly she cried.)
And I couldn't forget The Dear America series, which includes:
character who is finishing high school as the Vietnam War begins and watches her social circle split nastily over the issue, lives through classmates and friends getting drafted, and ends up working at a hospital as volunteer where she is assigned to help disabled veterans
character whose mother (and I think siblings), as well as numerous fellow travelers die while traveling alongside her on the Oregon Trail, and later accidentally poisons to death several of her friends after picking a look-alike plant for their dinner; only one survives, who she eventually marries
character who is kidnapped by a local native tribe and eventually adopted, then marries a fellow captive, only for him and other friends and family to be killed when the tribe is attacked by Europeans, putting her into a total crisis of identity and conflicting loyalties
character who is taken from her tribe to be put in residential school, during which she is forcefully acculturated, severely bullied by another classmate, and a childhood friend of hers is accidentally buried alive
multiple books about immigrants in the 1800 and 1900s which highlighted struggles with poverty, cultural pressures, and prejudice; one of them follows a pro-union factory worker who watches as multiple friends die in the Triangle Shirtwaist fire, and another whose father imports her to America at 13 to marry a coal miner
most of these stories emphasize the young protagonist ending up in situations were they are either on their own, or so alienated from the adults around them that they might as well be. The protagonists have to assume the adult duty of taking care of themselves, but also of thinking for themselves and making their own decisions and judgements about their lives and the world.
they are also going through big changes, often ones created by their parent's decisions, and which they frequently dislike or are straight up Bad for them. This contrasts with later, when the protagonists are able to make decisions for themselves-- often this comes through hardship and abandonment, but ultimately allows them to control their narrative going forward.
the setting and events are often harrowing, deeply unpleasant, and put the protagonist and their friends in danger of victimization by forces around them. Obviously this is exciting for kids to read, but it also allows them to see someone their age on their own, entering into Adult situations and taking on that role. It's also a break from the overtly positive or cartoonishly (but usually un-seriously) bad circumstances that dominate younger kids fiction and an introduction to the idea that life is just terrible most of the time, sometimes massively and unbelievably so. (It's going from the early childhood story of Madeline's thrilling adventures escaping forced labor in a factory, to the older kid's or YA story of seeing the protagonist work at one day after day, getting injured, having friends get sick, and then watching a girl's scalp get ripped off by the machine, something which creates not excitement but genuine horror and sympathy.) These plots also allow adolescents a chance to experience Big Emotions (like the ones they're about to fall head-first into themselves) in a stable, safe way. All of this aims to create a bridge from the juvenile reality to the genuine, adult one. Trite moral lessons are dispensed with in favor of allowing the child to go out and start thinking for themselves. And especially in stories like the Dear America books, it allows a look at things that happened in the past that we have, or should learn from, but also allows for a fuller emotional, ethical, and empathetic development.
often the introduction of sex is part of the story, from initial experiences of attraction (and the resulting self-consciousness, jealousy, etc.) but also sometimes actual sexual experience. Especially in the historical stories, marriage is also frequently part of the story-- either again, as a fantasy introduction to adult experiences, or as a realistic detail separating a child's historical experience from current ones and creating a better understanding of the hardships historical people went through.
and most include some form of rejection of prevailing authority and thought. Instead of blindly "doing what your parents tell you to" these protagonists must do what they think is practical or ethical. The boy in Hatchet cannot wait for an authority figure to guide him, he must figure out how to survive entirely on his own, while the kids in Virtual War are old enough to begin questioning the entire structure they've been raised in, and to develop empathy for figures that structure has deemed outsiders; the heroine of Music of the Dolphins decides the entire experience of being in human society is not for her, and returns to living with animals.
So these books offer harrowing circumstances, protagonists who are isolated literally or through moral or political alignment, and who must learn to live on their own and make decisions for themselves, often in defiance of prevailing attitudes. They usually emphasize finding one's place (even if that place is completely alone and unsupported), fostering understanding and sympathy with others, even with people who are considered "undesirable," who are different, or who have behaved badly to you in the past. And they frequently involve violence, budding sexuality, exploitation and abuse by authority figures/structures, and a heaping helping of death, including the deaths of beloved friends and family members. What is "feel good" and "unchallenging" about that? And like, I can't speak for what YA is bringing to the table now, but these people are overwhelmingly adults, they were reading YA at around the same time I was, I don't think it would be possible for them to have somehow missed the plethora of books with these hallmarks. So where did they get this idea that YA is some land of comfort where no complicated idea can ever reach you? Even Harry Potter is full of them, and we know they read that!
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Part 2 of Cuteness Lore!
Because Human Babies were very cute, what if Fae became prone to sometimes steal Human Babies from their parents when they werenât looking? (Or in more common cases, their parents were killed/separated from their baby)
Some other species would do this too, but it was the Fae who were the most likely to do this (They couldnât resist the cuteness)
But they kept and raised the Human Babies even as they got older because of how quickly attached the Fae Parents became over such a weak and defenseless species that they began to freak out when they started to get older and panic when they realized how short Human lives are
These Fae felt both the greatest joy and pain when their Human Children grew up and passed away in within a century
Lilia âjokesâ that if Reader has babies heâs going to snatch them up (This joke did not receive positively as Malleus just looked pissed over the idea of someone thinking theyâre worthy to marry one of his hoard, especially HIS Human!)
Fae are- in this AU- a much longer-lived version of other non-fae species. So in the instance of Sebek, he is half Fae-Raiju (Which often have a more dog-like appearance) and half non-fae Raiju (which are often more lizard/crocodilian in appearance). There is only one species that does not have a non-Fae counterpart and that is Dragons. Alternatively, there is only one species that does not have a Fae counterpart; Humans.
Concerning the history of Humans and these Fae types, Humans would often give their lives defending their young from the many dangers that exist in Twisted Wonderland, leaving behind Human young with no parents to claim/raise them. Fae enjoyed the curious nature of Humans and were typically the first to take in an abandoned/orphaned Human due to this genuine affection for the soft little species. In more war-torn areas or places where Humans were commonly hunted, Fae would go on excursions with the sole purpose of finding Human young they could then keep and raise. Finding an unattended Human, especially Human infants, was akin to winning the parent lottery for the many Fae that adored these strange little creatures.
It broke their hearts to see how quickly Humans lived and died when put in comparison to the long lives of the Fae that raised them. Some Fae parents would suffer serious heart-break when their little Human children died and would go into a state of mourning for years. Many Human families had a Fae patriarch/matriarch because the Fae was keen to raise their Humans, their Human's infants, and their infants, and so on. Many older Fae had raised at least one Human in their lifetime, so when it was decreed that Humans were extinct, several Fae species became enraged or even violent towards any who had participated in the downfall of Humans.
Malleus is not pleased that Lilia would even suggest HIS Human be bred by anyone, let alone someone who was not him a member of his hoard. Honestly, the few Malleus would even allow to entertain the idea of breeding his Human is himself and his hoard. Everyone else be damned. Lilia knows this and he is just amused that Malleus is even considering anyone of his hoard or himself having young with this Human because he knows he is going to be the baby-sitter regardless of who the parent is (He honestly hopes he gets to be the actual parent of at least one of the Human's children and wonders if everyone in the Hoard would be willing to have a child with the Human). Lilia genuinely wants lots of infants to care for- even if they are only half-human- because he misses the super cute Humans and their infants.
#kiame-sama#yandere#x reader#yandere x reader#reader insert#tw yandere#twst monster au#Humans Are Extinct TWST AU#my TWST AU
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THAWED | LYNEY X FEM!READER SERIES
THAWED (MASTERLIST) â the lyney childhood-enemies-to-frenemies-to-lovers-kinda series that no one asked for, ft. fluff, a whole lot of bickering, flirting, and everything in between
STATUS. complete.
OTHER INFO.
DISCLAIMER. will contain spoilers. this series will be as dark as genshin lore can be, and this wonât strictly follow genshinâs actual loreâiâll be making up a lot of stuff for the sake of the fic so there will be inaccuracies, NOT CANON COMPLIANT!! the timeline of events will be vastly different. each chapter will have their own warnings as well, so keep an eye out for that!
NOTES. hello, everyone !!!!!!! welcome to my lyney series inspired by taylorâs reputation album. how it works is each chapter will be titled after each song off of the album as u can see below,,, hope u enjoy reading as excited i am for rep tv!! :D
tysm to naosaki and kruinka for helping me brainstorm w this fic (and also helping me when i was visibly all over the place because of this series)
CHAPTERS.
i â are you ready for it?
The House of the Hearth was perfect. This was where you thrivedâwhere no one else could take this feeling away. But then Lynette became a part of the âfamilyâ, and with it, she dragged along Lyney.
ii â i donât wanna hurt you (i just wanna be)
You look more like a soldier than an orphan, Lyney thinks. Itâs beautiful in all the wrong ways.
iii â you gotta leave before you get left
Desperately, Lyney melts them away, but your footsteps have already gone out of earshot. Itâs an answer in itself: Donât bother. Take the hint, Lyney; you already messed it up.
iv â for you i would fall from grace
âWhat now? What do you want me to do? Strut back into their lives and demand all their Fatui secrets as if I never left?â
Aether nestles into his seat. âProve to me that I can trust them just as much as you do. Who knows, you might get something out of this, too.â
v â you must like me for me
Lyney laughs. It sounds like music that has haunted you for yearsâand with a new one playing, itâll torment you for years more. He loosens his grip but keeps you caged in, still. Youâre twirled around to face him, and something about his expression has you swallowing thickly.
âYouâre even more stunning than I remember, ma chĂŠrie.â
vi â look what you made me do
You frown at him, your face upside down in his view. âThat was unfair.â
âI have to be if I want to beat you.â
vii â all eyes on you, my magician
He doesnât take his eyes off you, even once when his fingers reached out to fish out a champagne flute. Lyney still has that stupid smile on his face, the rim of his glass against his lips. Youâre hit with the startling realization that you want to kiss him.
Fuck, what?
viii â youâve ruined my life, by not being mine
âYouâre so warm,â you murmur to his skin.
Goosebumps blossom all over his body. Your face brushes against the side of his neck. âDo you hate it?â
âI like it. My hands are cold. Every part of you is warm.â
ix â us traitors never win
Lyney knew that this would happen. He knew well enough to predict what âFatherâ would make them do, but stillâ
âWe understand,â Lynette says, her eyes darting down to Lyneyâs clenched fists.
The Knave stares at Lyney, and the strength of her stare has Lyney lowering his eyes to the floor. âDo you?â she asks. They wisely stay silent: Lynetteâs hesitance and Lyneyâs frustration. âThen I trust this wonât happen any longer.â
x â king of my heart, body and soul
You bit back the bite of ice and wondered how ironic it was that every time your Vision acted out, it was, more often than not, tied to Lyney.
âWhat, so you expect me to believe youâd just go against your âFatherâ like that?â
xi â baby can we dance, through an avalanche?
Lyney supposes he canât hate Aether that much for that. And selfishly, Lyney supposes he canât truly hate Aether because he brought you back to him. In a vague sense of camaraderie, Lyney understands.
xii â there is an indentation in the shape of you
And so you two stand face to face with your old home, the House of the Hearth. It still had the same grand doors you remember, the same living room, and the same fireplace, but the emptiness was unfamiliar. It was unsettling, like a bad dream.
This used to be your home.
xiii â he built a fire just to keep me warm
âI think itâs special. Weâre twins, Lyney and I, but I think if I were in his body for even a day, I wouldnât be able to recreate what you two have. He treasures you deeply, more than you know.â
xiv â hold on to the memories, and i will hold onto you
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END NOTE.
thawed related tags you might want to check out:
#thawed fanart <3
#thawed memes i want to hang in a museum
of course, if you want to check out akagi's series of mind boggling fanart:
#akagi0021 carrying the entirety of thawed
FANART COMPILATION
our favorite akagi0021 has been blessing me with THAWED fanart (!!!) and i decided that i need to compile all of them for me and to make YOU see the art as well... BECAUSE THEY'RE ALL SO GOOD (with permission of course)
CH 1 | reader's new outfit reveal
CH 2 | lyney doesnât know how he looks at reader
lyney and MC height difference before/after IM ON MY KNEES theyre so cute
CH 4 | aether and paimon confronting reader
bonus fanart of lyney and reader after training :(( so cute
CH 5 | lyney seeing reader!!!!!! aahhh his eyes
lyney as a kid and then lyney now (grown up) THIS ONE IS INSANE. little lyney is so adorable but then look at the lyney now
CH 6 | LOOK AT THIS ONE!! scene of lyney saying âsheâs hiding somethingâ except akagi made him unnecessarily sexy wtf
CH 7 | drunk reader driving lyney crazy... (i went crazy)
CH 8 | "lyney's not my boyfriend" ; the ending scene with childe, aether, and reader!! they all look so good T__T
CH 10 | lyney's "i would. i would for you" OUGH YESS
++ ADDITIONAL!!!
and look at this so so so adorable collection of doodles of chapter six by sunny @emanami !!! her artstyle is to live for its SO cute (look at the siblings!!!)
more of sunny's cute drawings: thawed!mc biting lyney's cheek like what i want to do
look at @lacrimae-lotos's version of mc!!!! SO CUTE look at her piercings and her eyes aahhhh
akagi's art dump from different chapters | theyre all so cutue im sobbing i love akagis mc and lyney so much T__T (LYNEY BRAIDING MC'S HAIR)
lyney doing the stretch tactic ohh he is so slick modern au with akagi's thawed!mc and lyney at the beach i fainted
++ LOOK AT AKAGI'S VERSION OF MC! shes so lovely
design headcanons (theyre all so precious)
akagi's reader as a genshin char !!
reader's outfit for chapter seven SO PRETTY
thawed!mc's eyepatch lore... aether is so silly
akagi's au where mc never left the house and they're enemies to lovers yes yes yes yesyse
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THE LOVE LASTS SO LONG
Ollie Bearman and his girlfriend turned wife, as seen from social media and the public.Â
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reader has a name and a no fc, but is portrayed as East Asian :) No warnings, probably going to have multiple parts :) ALSO NO HATE TO MACE CORONEL I literally searched up young actors and he popped up AND no hate to ollie and Estelle's relationship I just wanted to write for fun. pls be kind this is baby's first Tumblr post also someone pls help me how do I make my blog aesthetic
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Yang is set to star in upcoming movie, White Jade Tiger, a historical film based on the book of the same name, directed by John M. Chu next fall.Â
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celebgossipnews_page Aubrey Yang has won an Oscar: but is she winning in the love department? The actress was seen arguing with long-term boyfriend, Mace Coronel in front of Nobu Downtown last Friday night, at 9:00 pm. She left the restaurant in tears, without Coronel. Could this power couple break up at the height of Yangâs career?
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â user2 fr man is washed up
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â yang4eva WORDD miss maâam he does not deserve u ONE CHANCE PLS
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celine_diorr NAH NO WAY LIL BRO CHEATED ON U LIKE WDYM
celine_diorr WHEN I CATCH U BRO WHEN I CATCH U
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dallastexas im gonna grab food and come over to urs
â aubberieyaang PLS. Also water im so dehydrated
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Avatar Masterlist
JC Avatar Universe fanfiction - constantly updating (*- longer fics)
I write for Neteyam, Tsu'tey, Ao'nung, open to writing for Lo'ak, Jake
Neteyam:
*All For You - Neteyam x Taâunui ! reader / enemies to lovers! - pt. 1 | pt. 2
when Quaritch attacks the Taâunui water clan, Y/N flees to the Metkayina clan for safety. She develops feelings for Neteyam but the tensions grow when Y/N finds out that Neteyam is the son of Jake Sully - the man she hates.
*Be Mine - Neteyam x Metkayina ! reader / fake dating!
the one, where neteyam pretends to court the reader to avoid all of the nagging from his parents and a group of admirers. of course, it doesnât take long for her to fall for him too
Human Stuff - Neteyam x Human ! reader (afab) / period cramps Â
the one, where a confused naâvi teenager tries to comfort his human friend while sheâs on her period
Your lips, my lips, apocalypse - Neteyam x Omatikaya ! reader
when y/n hangs out with the women at the lab and decides to put on lipstick to feel pretty, her friends start to make fun of her. but not neteyam, he thinks she looks cute
*And I cried when you first said, "Oel ngati kameie" - Neteyam x Metkayina ! reader / forbidden love!
despite her fatherâs wariness of the sullyâs and their âdemon-blood,â y/n canât help but feel drawn to neteyam. as the two of them bond over their similar experiences of parental pressure, he finds himself falling in love with her
*Second Chances - Neteyam x Omatikaya ! reader / love triangle!
y/n and lo'ak were destined to be together, or so she thought... after moving to awa'atlu with the sully's, lo'ak starts to fall for a certain metkayina girl, leaving y/n completely heartbroken. it is unexpected when neteyam, who has been secretly harboring feelings for her, decides to tend to her wounds. can y/n reciprocate his love?
Nerves Talking - Neteyam x Crybaby ! reader / misscommunication
after spending months teaching his little sisterâs friend how to hunt, neteyam is surprised by the lack of her progress. later on, he discovers then that she is just too nervous to be around him because of her not-so-small crush
Tunutu (Crush) - Neteyam x Omatikaya ! reader / childhood friends to lovers
although neteyam had never reciprocated her feelings, choosing him was always an easy decision for y/n, one of those she could make in a heartbeat. so when another man tries to win her affections, neteyam suddenly becomes aware of what he has been missing out on
*Chosen by Eywa - Neteyam x Omatikaya ! reader / series (complete)
eywa makes no mistakes... in the midst of his preparation to become the future olo'eyktan, neteyam is told to be with a chosen mate. guided by the signs of eywa, tsahik picks y/n, a woman orphaned by the war, whose heart already belongs to another. y/n's whole world begins to crumble, as she is forced into the loveless bond. will neteyam and y/n be able to overcome the odds and find their true happiness?
Tsu'tey:
Child of Our Own - Tsu'tey x Omatikaya ! reader
seeing his friends already awaiting their firstborns, tsu'tey begins to yearn for a baby of his own, but he is too shy to tell you about it
Unrequited Love - Tsuâtey x Omatikaya ! reader / smut
you had been in love with tsu'tey for as long as you could remember. so when you see his heart break again at the loss of another mate, you offer him comfort, expecting nothing in return
Unrequited - Tsuâtey x Omatikaya ! reader / series (complete)
based on Unrequited Love: y/n had been in love with tsu'tey since they were kids, watching him get his heart broken over and over, until he became hardened. on one particular night, she offers him intimacy with no expectations in return, which sparks up a complex relationship between them. they grapple with guilt, unrequited love, and newfound intimacy, as y/n and tsu'tey navigate the depths of their feelings for each other
Captain Save a Hoe - Tsu'tey x Avatar ! reader
grumpy tsuâtey having to take care of a clumsy avatar!reader, and eventually warming up to her
Let Me Hear My Child - Tsu'tey x Pregnant ! reader / headcanons
tsu'tey's reaction to finding out his mate is pregnant
You'll be a great dad - Tsu'tey x Pregnant ! reader / Tsu'tey x Jake
tsu'tey is overwhelmed with anxiety and fear upon hearing the news of his mate's pregnancy and becoming a father, but like a good friend, jake is there to calm him down
Can't wait to meet you - Tsu'tey x Pregnant ! reader
pregnant!reader having to reassure tsu'tey that he will be a great father, despite his fears
Just Married - Tsu'tey x Female ! mate
when you stepped into the public eye for the first time after your mating, tsu'tey couldn't contain the overflowing affection he held for you. but because you felt insecure about the way you were being perceived by the clan, tsu'tey decided to prove you otherwise
Ao'nung:
Heaven in Hiding - Ao'nung x Metkayina ! reader / secret dating!
ao'nung and you have been hiding your relationship for some time now but there comes a moment when you want more than that
Thinking out loud about avatar (my opinions/analyses/theories):
sully kids watching jake's old diary logs
neteyam taking the move to awa'atlu the best out of the sully's
jake cringing at "my husband was toruk makto" bc of his own insecurities
jake and quaritch making up
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ROUND 4, MATCH 1!
All propaganda and what each competitor is from under the cut
The Baudelaire Orphans (A Series of Unfortunate Events)
The epitome of orphans, theyâre the best
âIâm having a very terrible childhood right nowâ-Klaus
The story deadass begins with them being told that their parents died in a fire and that they're orphans now. They then bounce from guardian to guardian who tend to always meet a gruesome fate at the hands of Count Olaf. Not only have they been orphaned once, but have been orphaned multiple times and are called "The Baudelaire Orphans" by not only characters in the book but by the narrator himself. They're called "The Baudelaire Orphans" so many times that it might as well be a defining character trait of theirs, and honestly it sort've is. The series doesn't even end with them finding a home or guardians of any kind, it ends with the Baudelaires fate being completely ambiguous with them literally sailing away from the island they were stranded on in the final book (yeah this series is quite the journey, I highly suggest it). These poor three kids are probably the most orphaned kids of all time since their orphaned in a new way almost every book and they deserve at least one win in their unfortunate tale.
These guys are like the poster-child of orphaning, we open the series with them finding out that they're orphans and also have no access to their money so now they hop around from place to place from weirdo caretaker to another weird/crazy/murderous caretaker and it's all fun and games and murder and decieving and surviving and thriving and---my point is, these three are a wonderful trio of siblings who love and rely on one another through all their trials and tribulations.
Literally every single one of their problems come from being orphans. Theyâre continually referred to as orphans and the plot of the first half of the series is them being shuffled around to guardians.
These kids are so orphaned they never even get a found family outside themselves. At least most stories featuring orphaned kids see them fulfill some sorta epic destiny or have them find a new home or set of loved ones of sorts. The Baudelaires? They're thrown from one fucking failure of a home into the next, ignored, hunted, etc.. It's been years but like, even in the end, they still have to set sail alone. As individual characters, they aren't bad either. Violet's the dependable big sister who's knack for inventions comes in handy, Klaus is a well-read chap and Sunny is a lovely gremlin. They make a good trio.
Every single guardian they try to obtain throughout the series turns out to be someone who wants the large inheritance left for them and is willing to do whatever it takes to get it.
They basically fend for themselves the whole series when no adult will listern to them. The whole series is them being resourceful and clever the whole series despite the misfortune. Violet is a brilliant inventor, Klaus reads and collects knowledge, and Sunny learns to be a good cook over the series
their parents die tragically in a fire and then everything awful proceeds to happen to them
I haven't read these books in years but if any orphans deserve to win a smackdown it's these fools, they are constantly in the trenches in those books goddamn. Also that baby is like a shredder they have that on their side, I think that beast literally solo'd a snake?
(This one was specifically for Klaus, but I'll put it here still) He and his sisters being orphans is kinda the point. As in many books, it's the trigger for them to change lives and navigating hardships. The thing is, their hardships just grow worse and "unfortunate" (read "dreadful") events keep happening to them as they stick together instead of the story getting better. Klaus and Violet become Sunny's subtitute parents and get through their more and more miserable lives together keeping hope things would eventually get better
Arguably more famously orphaned than Bruce Wayne, if not for how their story happens while theyâre orphaned children versus an orphaned adult. Definitely have the most famously tragic post-orphaning story. All three are incredibly brilliant in their own way, including the literal baby. Pursued relentlessly by the leader of a maniacal theater troupe and letdown by a slew of adults, so itâs all the more impressive how amazing they each turned out to be. Book series was so good it got turned into a pretty great movie and then a successful TV show years later. Also canât forget how these three are orphaned repeatedly as the distant relatives who take them in get killed off in increasingly inventive manners. Letâs be honest, ainât no characters out here orphaning like the Baudelaire orphans.
this series taught me so many cool words and phrases and I love each of the 3 main characters so much
Violet, Klaus, and Sunny are peddled from caretaker to caretaker over the course of 13 books, always being chased by the evil Count Olaf who wants to steal the Baudelaire fortune that the children are meant to inherit once they reach a certain age.
Spoilers ahead, the Baudelaires siblings story starts with them going from being the Baudelaire kids to the Baudelaire orphans, after their parents pass away in a mysterious fire. But they arent the only paternal figures that they lost, they go from tutor to tutor, almost all the good ones dying in front of them, and even the ones that survive at first their future is uncertain since the last time the kids see them they are blindfolded in a burnind building, and we never found out who make it out alive and who didnt. Even the main villian, Count Olaf their first tutor, and the only constant adult in their life after their parents death ends up dying in front of them. These three are orphans ten times over.
They are THE orphans. They have lost not only their parents but multiple guardians that they went to live with as well.
They're THE Orphans. The childhood book orphans we all read, Orphans Prime if you will. They lose their parents, every caregiver who's ever kind to them, then say fuck it and live on a deserted island on their own to raise themselves abd fully embrace their orphan status. On the island, they learn their parents survived the shipwreck then died again - double orphaning even.
OH MY SWEET LITTLE CHILDREN THAT FUELED MY LOVE FOR READING AND THE MACABRE Violet- Won her first of many invention competitions when she was five with an automatic rolling pin (comprised of a window shade and six pairs of roller skates). Extremely innovative and genius, foiled by her kindness to others. And she knows how to make a Molotov cocktail. Klaus- Absolute monster of a bibliophile, conducts research for fun, and has a photographic memory. He is known to want nothing more than "a good book, a comfy chair, and the warm glow of a reading lamp". He also is a Herman Melville fan, which is points for him in my book. Sunny- Most people know her only for her penchant for biting, but Sunny is a distinctly distinguished character. She has sharp wit (as long as you can read it through her babbles), her poker skills are phenomenal for a baby, and she has quite the knack for cooking! Also yeah, the teeth. She climbed an elevator shaft with them once.
They are constantly going through it, give these kids a break for real
Mina Murray/Harker (Dracula)
IIIIIIII Loveeeeeeee Herrrrrr, she's learning shorthand, she's the group scribe, she writes in her diary about her and lucy seeing cows on a walk, AND she's a train fiend. She's everything to me fr
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snow lands on top
pairing: coriolanus snow x covey reader
w/c: 3.2k
warnings: just fluff! a few sexual comments but nothing more, mentions of family deaths, reader is just a poor lil soul
(merry christmas my angels! if youâre having a hard time, i feel you! hereâs some soft coryo lovin to help you through it. the holidays r a hard time for so so many people, and my inbox will always be open to anyone who needs someone whoâll understand <3 luv you the most, weâll get through it all)
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Christmas Eve. The soft patter of snowfall, the breeze from your half open window, the bustle of the Corso below. You'd been listening to the Christmas shoppers - stressed or unbothered - the kids playing in the snow, mothers and fathers dragging their children to holiday themed events. Laying around in bed all day in old silk had become your go-to on the run-up to Christmas.
Youâd come to hate snowfall. It meant the sounds of merry families, playing outside together. It meant mourning for when you could do that, it meant resenting others, something that the Covey would never want for you.
Christmas was bittersweet. It had been for years, now. No gifts under your small, sad Christmas tree, no family gathering, no over-the-top dinner event, sometimes no dinner at all. You lived alone, in your little apartment which you could hardly afford, and had no family left since the war.
You remembered the good times, of course, that was the 'sweet' in all of the bitter. Remembering your mother's baking and the smell of sugar cookies and Christmas cake. The lavish real evergreen tree that made the ridiculously high ceilings of your apartment look low. The gifts, the dinner, curling up with a mug of hot milk on the plush sofa. You even thought of your Christmases back in District twelve. Never too fancy, never too many gifts, but a family, the Covey, music, a home.
Life after the war had been cruel to you. What once was a young girl, with a family wealthy enough to move her to the Capitol, had become a young woman with no one to turn to, and not a penny to her name. You didn't have the luxury of pretending like everything was fine, like you had your family's riches to fall back on. Everyone at the Academy had found out when you'd had to ask for a scholarship loan to pay for your tuition, one which you'd never be able to pay back.
That was something you'd always envied of a particular classmate of yours. Coriolanus Snow. Crassus Snow's baby boy. You knew he must've been penniless, as poor as a church mouse. But maybe you only knew that because your own circumstances were much the same. Coriolanus was smart about it, always looking classy from an outside perspective, never asking for money, never acting hungry. But, when looked into closer, you could easily see cracks.
His shoes were the same ones he'd had since first year at the Academy, and they must've been achingly too small for him. He'd eat only small amounts at school and pretend he was full up, but you'd seen him once, with no shirt on, and his ribs stuck out like a sore thumb. Wherever there was an academic prize that involved money, he was always trying his hardest to win, pulling out every stop, but if there was no monetary prize, he'd only do half as much.
You saw right through his act, always had, but instead of exposing him to everyone else out of jealousy, you'd helped him out whenever you could. Us poor orphans have to stick together, right?
You'd share food, give eachother your spare trolley tokens so you wouldn't have to walk the hour back to the Corso, discuss strategy over how to win said academic prizes, and split them with eachother when you did.
You'd become close friends, over the years, even although it was kept strictly as a secret from all of your other classmates. And so, when you heard a familiar voice floating in through your window, you smiled to yourself.
"Y/N?" You could only faintly hear him calling from the street, but you started up from your bed and yanked the window open fully so that you could hang out of it.
There he was, Coriolanus Snow, in all of his glory. Blonde curls full of white snowflakes, wrapped in what seemed to be a ratty fur coat, chittering away. You laughed when you saw him. "Coryo, what are you doing out? You'll freeze to death!"
"Wanted to come and make sure you were okay." He called back, and then looked around warily, almost as though he was checking the coast was clear before asking, "Can I come up?"
You nodded, "I'll buzz you in." And then you swiftly closed the window. Goosebumps had raised on your arms and chest and you'd be paying for the next year if you had to put the furnace on.
You crossed to your bedroom door, made your way down the hall, and pressed the buzzer, which always made the most abhorrent sound when it let whoever was outside, in.
You waited by the door, and soon enough, Coryo was coming bounding up the stairs, fur coat now in his hand, nose and cheeks bright red. You let him in and laughed as you took his coat from him and hung it up. "It's Tigris'. I don't have anything warm enough, but it's the rattiest old thing I've ever seen."
"It's quite something." You turned back to see him shivering, arms folded around his body to try to warm himself. "Oh, you poor lamb."
Your Covey accent had never faded. The Capitol had always looked down upon you for it, but Coryo blushed every time you spoke. "I'm fine, I'll be fine."
"But it's freezing in here, too. Come here." You opened the small cupboard in the hallway, which held a few random seasonal items, and pulled out two, old blankets. You smiled at Coriolanus as you draped one around his shoulders, and he smiled back, close enough to you that his breath was hitting your cheek.
"Thank you, honey." Coriolanus' eyes scanned your apartment, peering through the living room door and then your bedroom door, and he frowned when he saw just one Christmas decoration - your tiny little tree. His family was poor, but Tigris was creative, and they still managed to uphold some joy in the form of tinsel and stockings at Christmas time.
"What?" Your face dropped and you looked worried, placing a tender hand on Coryo's blanket-clad shoulder. "You look so sad."
"You just..." Coryo's voice trailed off, unsure of how to say what he meant without hurting, or offending you. "I mean, you don't have too much, do you?"
"Well, I thought you knew that." A crease had appeared between your brows and you sounded upset with him, dropping your hand from where it had previously sat. Coryo corrected himself quickly, shaking his head at you.
"No, I'm sorry, that came out wrong." He racked his brain for something to say that would make you feel better. The look on your face made his chest sting. "I don't know, would you want to spend Christmas with us?"
You cocked your head to the side, looking at him as though he was going insane. Maybe he was, he wasn't even sure what he was saying. He closed his eyes and ran and hand over his face, which brightened you up a bit. You laughed, and he laughed, and he felt his shoulders relax. Why was he so nervous? He never got nervous, not like this, anyway.
"We don't have much either, but it'd mean you weren't alone. I know how you feel, especially at this time of year." Coryo noticed the slight tinge of pink that had dawned your cheeks, and, on a whim, he reached out and, with two freezing fingers, tilted your head back so that you were looking at him. "You could come to our house, Tigris makes bread pudding, and we managed to get some beef mince this year, too. Maybe you could even sleep over tonight, and we could wake up together-"
"Coryo, you're rambling." You stopped him, you knew he could go on for hours, and, although the offer was tempting, and you enjoyed the idea of spending even more time around Coryo, you planned on turning him down. "Thank you. That sounds lovely, but I'd never want to intrude. No, the Covey wrote me to let me know they've installed a telephone in the town hall, I can call them for a couple minutes tomorrow, lift my spirits. I'll be fine."
You waved him off, and pulled your mother's old silk robe tighter around your body. You started towards the living room door, expecting Coryo to follow, maybe you'd sit together on the flaky sofa and talk for a few hours, but he didn't let you get far. He snatched your hand from your side, and when you turned to look at him, his blue eyes were filled with concern.
"Call them from our house." He wasn't going to let you off without a yes. "Please. I can't leave you alone, that's not fair. Plus, I've always wanted to meet them, haven't I?"
You took a breath and adjusted your hand in his. It felt nice, to have him be so affectionate. You could admit you were closer than most friends, the line between friendship and love always slightly blurred and maybe crossed over on more than one occasion, but it always felt good to have him near.
After careful consideration, and a few reassuring rubs at the back of your hand from Coryo, you finally gave in. "Are you sure? I don't mean to be a pain-"
"You're not. You could never be." He stepped closer and took your other hand, close enough to you that, if he leaned forward, your foreheads would be touching. "Honest, Tigris will be happy to have someone other than Grandma'am."
"And what about Grandma'am? I'm District, I don't think she'll like that-"
"She respects your family. It's not the right way, I know, but there are very few district people she doesn't mind. She knew your parents, always says they were very respectable people." A grimace crossed Coryoâs face, talking about his Grandmaâamâs views in front of you. Heâd agreed with her for most of his life, but that was until he met you, and that Covey accent finally made snow melt and changed his mind.
"Really?" Your face had lit up. The idea of anyone from the Capitol accepting you, no, respecting you, was something youâd only ever dreamt of.
"Really." Coryo smiled, now, and then he joked, âWhat an honour, huh? To have Grandma'am like you."
"An honour, indeed." You laughed. You let go of one of his hands, but kept hold of the other. You started to drag him with you towards your bedroom, but Coryo stayed put, confused. Heâd never been inside your bedroom, he assumed it was off limits. You laughed at him, âIâm not trying to get you into bed, darlinâ, if I was youâd know about it.â
His face turned a deep shade of red and you approached him and placed a gentle hand on his cheek. âCoryo, Iâm messinâ. Iâm just going to pack a bag, you can come if you like, but if Iâm making you uncomfortable youâre welcome to sit in the living room.â
âNo. Oh, no. Youâre not making me uncomfortable.â Coryo let you lead him to your bedroom, now, and he looked around the almost bare room as though it was a place of worship. There was hardly anything in there, a mattress on the floor, a small, oil lamp positioned next to it. A couple of books, a wardrobe which held your school uniform and your motherâs old performance dresses, which you wore every day you could. He was just happy to be somewhere so intimate, somewhere you allowed only the closest people in your life. âSorry.â
You got that cheeky look on your face, now. The one that Coryo loved so much. âItâs okay. I know youâre a virgin, anyway-â
âHey!â He smacked you with the blanket and you giggled and smacked him back. âThatâs none of your business.â
âOh, but itâs obvious.â
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The walk to Coriolanusâ apartment wasnât long, but it felt different. Youâd never made it obvious that you were close, before, but you walked together, through the snow, chatting away like youâd been best friends for years - which was the case, and now people knew. Even when you passed classmates or their families, youâd both smile and wave, and it felt good to know that people would know.
âAre you excited to meet Grandmaâam?â Coryo joked. Your cheeks balled when you laughed and gripped onto his hand in an overdramatic way. Coryo thought his heart mightâve burst.
You bounded forward, still holding his hand, and walked backwards in front of him. âOh, the most excited. Iâm sure sheâs got great gossip.â
âOnly the best. Did you know she had a fling with the Presidentâs brother when they were in school?â Coryo whispered dramatically, and you gave him an equally as theatrical gasp.
âI hope sheâll tell me all about it.â
You arrived at the apartment cold but happy, noses bright red but laughing. Fingers freezing but locked together. You felt pure joy for the first time in a long time, and Coryo decided he could get used to this.
When Tigris opened the door, you knew this was the right decision. Her face lit up, and she clapped her hands together excitedly as soon as she saw you. She didnât even bother to greet Coriolanus, just started straight for you, âOh my! Itâs so lovely to see you. Please tell me youâre staying for Christmas!â
âI sure am. Coryo managed to convince me.â You looked up to the boy stood beside you, whoâd already been smiling down at you with such love in his eyes.
âWell, we are so happy to have you. Lucky to have you.â Tigris squeezed your shoulder and then stepped to the side, gesturing to both of you. âCome in, please.â
You couldâve sobbed, the feeling of being wanted, not being alone. Coryo touched a comforting hand to your arm as you stepped into the foyer, once grand, but now cracked and tired. Tigris took your coat, and the Grandmaâam greeted you with open arms.
âYour dress is beautiful.â Tigris commented, and you did a quick twirl to show off the lace-up detail in the back.
âThank you, it was my mamaâs. I try to wear her dresses whenever I can.â You smoothed the ruffles of your dress, looking down lovingly at the shades of green tulle, handmade by your mother herself.
âAnd so you should.â Tigris reached out to touch your ruffles, too, and she smiled at you as she did so. âShe had great taste.â
Coryo led you through to his bedroom, to let you drop your bag off and familiarise yourself with the place. âThank you.â You muttered as you placed your bag on his windowsill. âFor letting me come here, letting me stay. Your family are just beautiful.â
âYeah, theyâre great.â Coryo stood from his bed to join you as you looked out of his window onto the snow covered Corso, at a fresh snow angel and a family you could hear laughing from the penthouse. âIâm sure the Covey are, too. And your parents.â
âMy parents were. And the Covey are. I hope one day, you can meet them.â You turned to him, that crease in your brow back.
âIâd love to.â Coryo took hold of your hand, noticing that youâd taken up an unsettled look. âShould we get some air? Grandmaâam keeps roses on the roof, might be nice to see them in the snow.â
You nodded. âYeah. Thatâd be nice.â
The roof was nice, you could see the entirety of the Capitol from up there - roofs engulfed in white, and the snow-covered roses were such a beautiful sight. You plucked one of the stems, after Coryo said you could, and simply stared at the thing. Back home, flowers were everywhere, they felt like warm hugs, like trips to the lake, like your mama. It was rare that you saw them growing in the Capitol.
âItâs beautiful up here.â You commented as you took a seat at the edge of the rooftop. âYou can see the whole city.â
âIt is beautiful.â Coryo sat next to you, shoulders touching, pinky fingers travelling closer to eachother and then pulling back, looking forward but watching eachother out of the corner of your eyes. âYouâre beautiful.â
Coryo had let it slip, and he took in a deep breath and held it for a while after speaking. You tried not to let your smile get too wide, worried it would border on psychotic-looking if you let it reach itâs full potential. Beautiful, Coriolanus Snow called you beautiful.
âOh.â Was all you could say, quietly, only loud enough to be picked up by the soft breeze and carried over to Coriolanus. âThank you, Coryo. I think youâre beautiful.â
Coriolanus looked down and laughed, shaking his head at you. You let your pinkies intertwine, now. âYouâre just saying that because I said it.â
âI mean it. Anyone would be stupid not to think it.â Then all of your fingers were locked together. And you sighed and let your head fall onto Coryoâs shoulder. He smiled to himself, and then, in a quick surge of confidence, he pressed a kiss to the top of your head and decided to speak his mind.
âYou know I love you, right?" He blurted out. He didnât regret it, but he was nervous, now. If heâd learned anything this Christmas Eve, it was that you made him nervous.
"I know." You closed your eyes and breathed in the cold air, âI love you, too."
"But I mean, really love you." Coryo took his hand from yours and, instead, draped his arm around your back, fingers reaching up to fidget with your hair. âYou're very easy to fall in love with."
"Hm." You hummed and removed your head from his shoulder to look up at him. Your cheeks were flushed and your breath made little clouds in between your two faces. âI think you're very easy to fall in love with, too, Coryo."
You were so close, noses touching, Coryoâs hand still twirling one lock of your hair around and around. And then your lips were on his, his hand gripping the back of your neck, kissing you with a hunger, a passion, youâd never felt before. Not feverishly, not sexual in nature, just real, raw passion. Youâd meant what you said. Coriolanus Snow was incredibly easy to love, and you did. You loved him. And he loved you. Nothing else had ever seemed to simple in your entire life.
Coryo couldnât imagine a world, now, where your lips hadnât been on his. Where you hadnât called him beautiful. He was on a high, an all time high, he was convinced. Snow lands on top.
The snowflakes continued falling, landing on your heads, noses, the roses. And you let them, with no resentment, no upset. Because Coryo was there, everything was easy, now.
#coriolanus snow x reader#coryo x reader#coryo snow x reader#coryo snow#coriolanus snow smut#coriolanus snow#the hunger games ballad of songbirds and snakes#the hunger games#tom blyth#tom blyth x reader#coriolanus snow x covey!reader
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Little fun thing Feral sketch out and i colored
Tari is much more buff than in the usual auâs here for the pure fact of her work, she is a researcher who focuses on mythical creatures both âwildâ and âcivilâ, she tends to be out in the wild often and also built up the muscle to help with dealing with bigger and more likely stronger creatures, plus gotta hold the large baby creatures if need lmao
Her scar was from a baby sphinx that was brought to the facility after being found to be orphaned, it was very skittish and nervous but she managed to coax it out of its hiding place to give it a check up, unfortunately another coworker startled it and it got a good smack on her face, it was apologetic and from there she pretty much trusted her to do check ups, she saw it as win-win the little one trusts her and she got a cool scar out of it lol
As to how she ends up in the boys little hidden village, she had befriended Freddy, a werebear, who was looking to go back home after adopting Gregory, so she decided to tag along, get out of the big city and get some potential research so she why not go along. The village âchiefâ is pretty much just female green dragon that can shift between human, antho dragon, to large dragon, that is the protecter of the forest, decides if shes a friend of her old friend Freddy, than she can stick around
Moon was the patrol who brought them in and also just to mess with him she tells him Tari can room with him and the other 2 during her trail period, if she passes they can find her a place of her own after that. Moon was obviously not happy but had to go along, drops her off with Eclipse and lets him set her up in their place and then show her around town and as well as any potential jobs she can help with and is interested in.
Eclipse startles her with his massive size on accident lol, she was distracted waiting for him to come down (they live in a large tree house) and when she turned to look at him when she hears him land she did NOT expect the large towering figure sdjknfl
The other glamrocks are involved here as well! Chicaâs appearance is slightly different, no feather on the arms, their textured like her legs but they have feathers coming off the sides (like a velociraptor) she is another patrol⌠everyone is scared when shes looking for info because she will chase you down to get it
Roxanne is one of the dragons guards and warriors and shes built like the classic hunching werewolf, Vanessa is also part of the dragon guard
Monty we still havenât decided but hes well known as the crocodilian who swears hes a gator lmao, his game design is clearly a croc đ his snoot is croc shape not gator no matter how much they try to say it isnt ddsjkfnkn
And sketch below the readmore as always
#arts#sundrop#sun fnaf#fnaf moon#moondrop#eclipse#eclipse fnaf#moth sun#moth eclipse#moth moon#eclipse sun and moon#sundrop x reader#moondrop x reader#eclipse x reader#daycare attendent#fnaf daycare attendant#moth au
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Ketu placement and your most core self
So i want to talk about my personal experience about an artist I love, how she has been haunting me throughout my life and about how art imitates life.
I have ketu in jyeshta nakshatra,(and shoutout to all my 2002 babies with ketu in jyeshta, love u) and at age 10 i discovered an artist whose name i've heard of but never knew. I clicked on a song that youtube recommended called "Back to December" and i really do remember it so clearly, how natural it was and how i wasn't thinking as i branded Taylor Swift (sun in jyeshta) my favourite artist. I remember explaining passionately to my dad why I loved this song and how it differed from RED and how those songs were my safe space because while i had to try hard for anything else, this was natural and easy and just perfect.
Here i credit claire nakti, who you should know if you're interested in vedic astrology. She made a video about ketu and creativity and one's "daemon" that is really worth checking out.
Moving on, ketu is your creative, primal energy that is unaware. It's the headless body, the tail of the serpent, our past, where we come from, what is natural for us, past lives and untamed power. For example, as a ketu in jyeshta native I've always felt close to the hero archetype (I even wrote a song about that around that time), the poor orphan who rises into the world, the brave soldier who outsmarts everyone, the survivor, the winner against all odds, the grumpy independent individual, and even as a young girl, the archetype of the eldest daughter, which I actually am. I've always felt a little masculine at my core, and this explains why, as jyeshta is very masculine. All these archetypes I associate with jyeshta.
Jyeshta is known as "the best". You can only be the best if everyone else is worse, so we have the theme of competition. Jyeshta is located fully in Scorpio, and is very much about the occult side of life. It's shakti (power) is "to rise, conquer and gain courage in battle" (multiple sources). I know personally that jyeshta will never let you win an argument or back away from tension, the exception is only when there's no need to. My jyeshta moon cousin makes me so mad because he's always trying to lecture me to appear smart. That's definitely a more negative manifestation of its energy.
Anyways, in her video, claire nakti says that if you feel drawn to some art, it's been most likely created by someone with their primary placement in your ketu nakshatra. Now, this is not a rule, as I've definitely liked other artists, but Taylor's music felt too personal and custom-made for me, like she knew my taste and life from inside out.
Flash forward to summer 2019 and Taylor has released Lover, I'm sitting on a hill and cannot believe how Miss Americana and the Heartbreak Prince is so perfect, so me.
I went through my reputation era when she went through it, i went through a personal rebirth as she released Lover, I felt depressed and alone when I finished my school and she released folklore (tbh most of us did(SOLIDARITY TO CLASS OF 2020 MAKE SOME NOISE)) . Around that time I disovered Dickinson(a tv show) and here is my next point.(?)
Dickinson stars Hailee Steinfeld(jyeshta sun) as Emily Dickinson(also jyeshta sun), and it's about her life, yes, but mostly it's about Emily's creativity. There's a character called death that I believe relresents Emily's daemon(watch claire nakti's video for more clarity, but basically it's the opposite sex version of you, your creative self, and is represented by your ketu). Death appears whenever Emily feels different, like she needs time alone to herself and rides with him in his carriage, he also empowers her. Interestingly, Hailee Steinfeld's ketu is in Uttara Bhadrapada, which is Wiz Khalifa's(death) moon. That, in my eyes, solidifies the theory that he's representing her daemon.
I had discovered claire nakti recently at that time and also discovering this art that felt very personal to me was a little overwhelming, not to mention that i was going through a VERY stressful time in my life. As i grew so did my creative energy and I reached a certain block, but now I look at my art from that time and it's so... raw and pure and true. Tbh that time was extremely traumatic for me and it's traumatic to remember it but hey, I'm so much better now. I started my ketu antardasha at that time and it ended in february 2021. Still hard to remember yes, but I heard ketu dashas always are, you always come out more beautiful and true out of it tho đ.
So, be careful with ketu energies, they're not for us to misuse. There's always Venus after ketu so it's another reason to smile.
Please interact with me if any of this was interesting or felt familiar. Not all posts are going to be like this, in fact, I think they're gonna be more rare. This was a really serious post and brought up some stuff in me ngl. I really didn't deserve to go through the trauma, nobody does. But it's not all consuming, it was nothing really, it was just traumatic at the time. Anyways this is becoming a lot so wait for more aesthetic posts, I'm venusian after all đđđ love u guys, take care. đ¤
#jyeshta#nakshatras#jyeshta nakshatra#vedic astrology#astrology#ketu#ketu in jyeshta nakshatra#jyestha#jyeshtha
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Themed Rec List | Harry-Raises-Tom Riddle Recs
Another one of my all-time favorite Tomarrymort themes is when Harry decides to raise Tom Riddle. Below is a selection of wonderful fics where Harry is Tom's primary caretaker for some or all points during his childhood, such as going back in time to adopt Tom, or existing as a disembodied voice in Tomâs head, mentoring and guiding him through the ups & downs of his unfortunate childhood circumstances.
Many of these fics ask the question, could Tom have turned out differently if he had experienced a better, kinder upbringing? How much of Tom's nature is nature versus nurture, and how much influence can Harry even exert? These questions and more are explored in the >1 million words of Harry-raises-Tom Riddle fic linked below.
See here for Part 1 of this theme: Voldemort-Raises-Harry Tomarrymort Recs đ¤
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47 Days to Change by snow_owl01 (E, 201k, complete)
Harry Potter and Tom Riddle are enemies, born adversaries, prophesied leaders of opposite factions. An unfortunate tale of one man's failed attempt to mold young Tom into a decent, law-abiding citizen. Instead, as Fate will have it, young Tom grows up to become the same twisted psychopath, who is hell-bent on winning the love of his adoptive father, Harry's consent be damned.
A Single Love by Vera_DragonMuse (E, 23k, complete)
If Tom had been raised by Harry instead, would he have grown up to be Lord Voldemort?
Animus, Anima by @maiathoustra (M, 145k, complete)
In limbo, Harry doesn't choose to go back to the Forbidden Forest to face Voldemort. He makes another decision and finds himself in a baby's body: little Tom Riddle. Years pass that intimately bind the orphan and his imaginary friend into a hopeless and incestuous relationship. Indeed, all the odd events of Tom Riddle's life happen in spite of Harry's presence: could he be the one who provokes them? This is Tom Riddle's entire life, as close to canon as possible, if he shared his body with Harry Potter (and fell in love with him).
complete by @cindle-writes (E, 9k, complete)
Everyone had always said that Voldemort was an alpha, and Harry didn't have any reason to presume otherwise. When he travels back in time to adopt Tom Riddle out of the orphanage, it never occurs to him there'd be any issue. What Harry doesnât realize is that Tom is actually an unbonded omega.
Eudaimonia by @duplicitywrites (E, 16k, complete)
Harry travels back in time to save Merope Gaunt from dying. He takes her in, heals her illness, helps her when she gives birth to her son... and then falls prey to her love potion. Despite his lack of exposure to the outside world, it doesn't take Tom long to realize something is off about his parents' marriage. It takes even less time for him to decide his loving father deserves better.
Growing Pains by @whisprchrysalis (M, 113k, WIP)
June 24th, 1995. The night that Lord Voldemort regains his human form and attempts to fight Harry to the death, their wands collide, shared by a beam of gold light. And then, Lord Voldemort's volatile, recently-regenerated human form morphs into something else entirely. Into his seven-year-old de-aged self. Now he's young Tom Riddle, fresh out of Wool's Orphanage.
Paved With the Best Intentions by @perhaps-sunlight (M, 81k, WIP)
Instead of dying during the Battle of Hogwarts, Voldemort de-ages into an infant. Until he becomes old enough to be legally executed, he will be magically bound to Harry.
The Abyss by AislingSiobhan (E, 36k, complete)
Nietzsche was right: when fighting monsters, Harry should have been more careful not to become one himself. That didnât matter anymore. It was too late to save himself, yet he could still save the world from Voldemort. But who would save Voldemort from him?
the babytrap series by @cindle-writes, @crowcrowcrowthing, @duplicitywrites (E, 5k, complete)
This little boy, barely five years old and Tom Riddle in miniature, boasted beautiful emerald eyes. âA piece of you,â Tom said lightly, kissing Harryâs cheek in greeting, âand a piece of me.â
the eternal flame by @duplicitywrites (E, 25k, WIP) â with lovely art by @kagariasuha and more lovely art by @chiocchi
Thereâs a well-dressed older man who enters the orphanage asking after Tom Riddle. The manâs green eyes fix on Tomâs face, searching and searching. His expression is conflicted, sad and hurt. Almost like heâs grieving, only that doesnât make any sense because Tom is right here. âMy name is Harry Gaunt,â the man says, the tenor of his voice soft and faltering, a reflection of Tom's deepest, most secret anxieties, âand Iâm here to adopt you.â
Times, he remembers by SpitFire97 (T, 4k, complete)
A green-eyed stranger whisks Tom to a distant future to prevent the Dark Lord from getting to Tom. Itâs not his fault he misunderstands.
Three Turns Should Do It by @vdoshu (M, 284k, WIP)
When Harry tried to cast a Patronus to save himself, Sirius, and Hermione from hundreds of Dementors, he created a paradox, and found himself ripped out of time entirely. Many years earlier, Tom Riddle was just a lonely boy who wanted to be happy. But history was written by the victors, and the monster of Lord Voldemort was not what Harry found when he was no longer adrift. Time was a tricky thing, and fate, even trickier. It would take plenty of friends, and family, and just so much time, but maybeâmaybeâtogether they could change fate.
What He Grows To Be by @k-s-morgan (M, 267k, complete)
Tom Riddle is a frightening coil of darkness, cruelty, and greatness, and changing him is Harryâs only hope for saving people he loves. Going back in time, he takes Tom from the orphanage, but his optimism shatters with every year they spend together. Tom still longs for darkness. Tom stifles him in his possessiveness. Tom is fixated on him to the point of destroying the world just to keep him. But Harry loves him. And the future changes.
âWould you like to come with me?â by @chiocchi (SFW, art)
The Woolâs Orphanage adoption scene. Adorable heartwarming art piece.
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#tomarrymort#tomarry#aethon recs#tomarry recs#tomarrymort recs#hp fic recs#ao3 recs#fanfic recs#harry raises tom riddle
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to the animorphs
you couldn't tell us who you were or where you lived. you had to be careful, really careful. so did i. so did we, all of us queer kids growing up in the shadow of the AIDS crisis. like you, we were children at war with an enemy that invaded our loved ones from within. like you, we kept secrets to protect ourselves, never knowing what might happen if the truth should fall into the hands of the enemies who might be anyone - anywhere - anytime. a child who keeps secrets to survive becomes a soldier in their soul. we acquired new shapes to disguise our true forms, shifted flesh and molded bone to afford ourselves power and protection: some of us chose the dull camouflage of forest insects, others the fangs and claws of beasts too terrifying to get close to. some of us grew wings that could carry us up and away, riding the thermals to escape the pain of our bodies down below. but of course there was a danger in that. what happens when you spend too long in morph? well, you get stuck there, as Tobias discovered all those years ago. you get trapped in one shape and run the risk of forgetting what you used to be. every queer child chooses their own way to fight the war to survive. like Jake, some of us become leaders. like Rachel, some of us become fighters. like Marco, strategists. like Cassie, pacifists. like Ax, orphans. and like you, we won our war, or so they tell us now. hooray for gay marriage! faggots and trannies can get jobs and have babies and pay taxes just like everybody else. but who did we leave behind? what did we lose on the way here? one war just leads right to the next. dear Animorphs, I loved you because you never pretended that winning a battle doesn't come with a price. and still you believed in the beauty and mystery hidden deep within the bodies of all that changes and all that lives. i too still believe. that transformation is possible. that what we do here matters. that in the midst of all this monstrosity and sacrifice and terror and loss, there is still something worth fighting for.
"to the animorphs" - Kai Cheng Thom, Falling Back in Love With Being Human
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before the batman : annotations
spoilers for the novel btw //
these are just some lines i highlighted and my notes. warning, theyre very stupid and hold little to no actual content. literally just my immediate response to whatever i had just read. THIS IS STUPIDLY LONG ! ! blue - bruce centric notes green - edward centric notes pink - misc notes, other characters, etc.
Prologue: The Boy in the Choir
"But when it was empty, Bruce had played in the big room, rolling toy race cars across the gleaming wooden floor all by himself."
OH MY GOD BRO :( what a patootie
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"Except for one boy."
wsp baby :( ily
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Chapter I: Summer Plans
"Alfred smiled and held up a notebook computer. 'I did. Straight A's. You made the Dean's List again.'"
hes just so proud of his boy </3 weeping
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Chapter II: A Secret Project
"Alfred liked to joke that he was teaching him 'Brucejitsu.'"
theyre so cute im gonna vomit
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"...private train car..."
this is insane. for the record .
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"(About nine times out of ten, the mysterious substance turned out to be chewing gum.)"
let bro have fun :( hes so cute im gonna cry. just imagine him being so excited about making some incredible scientific breakthrough of an unknown, potentially supernatural substance and its. gum. hes so cute :(
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"Maybe someday soon this car could take him there."
HES SO CUTE hes just a little boy ..... (hes 17.) honestly his dissatisfaction with life is just a result of nepotism. my poor wittle nepo baby
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Chapter III: Edward
"...Edward Nashton."
HAIII :3
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"You weren't supposed to say you hated school. But you were supposed to think summer was fun."
CHRIST hes so autism coded. 'supposed to,' like theres a certain way that youre meant to think that everyone else knows about, but he specifically is left out and has to guess on what hes 'supposed' to say, think, feel, etc...
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"He smirked at me. Thought he was so much better than me."
sighs loudly .
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"If a distant relative sent some money to one of the orphans, everyone would say, 'Man, you're such a Bruce.'"
NOT THEM TURNING HIS NAME INTO A SLUR LMFAO
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Chapter IV: The Bruce Wayne
"He quickly found the right wrench by touch."
oh my god bro be soooo fkn fr. hes such a loser. i love him
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"He certainly didn't want to blow the engine. Just make is growl."
oh hes one of THOSE âŚâŚ.. okay baby whatever makes you happy. i love how hes literally just the Car Boyfriend. F1 fan . smh
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"'The way this guy was driving, I thought maybe they'd changed it to the Indianapolis Motor Speedway.'"
dickhead
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Chapter V: I Know You
"Anything except his parents back."
oh. erm âŚ!
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Chapater VI: Dex and Paul
"That felt goodâleaving âem in the dust."
hes so cute. "haha yeah >:) i totally win"
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Chapter VII: Thrills
â'Cheapskate,' heâd muttered as he walked back to his bike."
bro is so unserious. 'ax an elder' like that would blow over well. youre such a little freak i love you I LOVE YOU
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"But now just the thought of doing something wrongâeven something dangerously criminalâthrilled him."
you need a better outlet baby. have you considered getting diagnosed ......
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Chapter VIII: You're In
"It was a puzzle he was determined to solve."
PUZZLE MENTION ! ! i like the parallels between ed and bruce ; both getting a thrill out of something they shouldnt be doing, being really good at certain respectives (i.e. edward and puzzles, bruce and cars) (this feels really autistic. for both of them)
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"And he had a feeling Dex would disapprove."
he js wants to impress his cool new friend this is so sad lmao
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Chapter IX: The Race
"But then the flash turned into a flame, and the flame spread quickly. BOOM!"
babys first act of terrorism LMAO
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"Her engine blew, and her black muscle car careened off the street, hit a wall, and burst into flames."
OH MY GOD ?
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Chapter X: Bye, Paul
"I wore my seatbelt like a good citizen should."
girl what are you on about now is NOT the time
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"Aww, he thought. Poor little rich kids! Did someone bust up your racing party? Too bad! I wonder who it could have been."
shifty little fucker bro is MALICIOUS LOL
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Chapter XI: Running
"Now, how was the race last night? Did you win?"
ALFRED ILY SM bro is so silly
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Chapter XII: An Appointment
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Chapter XIII: Changes
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Chapter XIV: A Suit
"Bruce had written his thoughts down in a notebook:"
i just adore that he keeps a diary. i found it hysterical while watching the movie and now i just appreciate it
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Chapter XV: The Point
"He brought the same lunch every dayâsandwich, carrots, apple."
hes so cute im gonna THROW UP. im gonna throw up. same thing every day bro im just adding this to my list of reasons as to why hes autistic. possible safe foods for him and also just routine. god i love him. if he told me to make him a sandwhich i would. whats feminism idk ......
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"Edward looked him in the eye. 'For a numbers guy, you sure use a lot of words.'â
ok fine i giggled. hes such a smartass LMAO what an asshole (affectionate)
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Chapter XVI: Robbery
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Chapter XVII: Smear it On, Blow it Up
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Chapter XVIII: Under the Mask
"'You again?' he gasped. 'What do you want?' 'You,' Bruce said,"
im blushing
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"Then he got an idea. What if it wasnât there anymore?"
please for the love of god do NOT blow up the building full of orphan children i cannot keep defending you
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"It was Dex."
GENUINELY CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD ??
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Chapter XIX: A Visit to Smitty
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Chapter XX: For My Lawn Mower
â'Give me back that bag,' Dex warned, lifting the rake. 'Or what?' Bruce asked, chuckling. 'Youâll rake me into a neat pile?'â
shut up dude đ đ
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"Keeping a careful hold on the satchel, he wrapped his powerful arms around her, trapping her."
HELLO SAILOR
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â'Iâm going to fill this,' he explained. 'For my lawn mower.'â
i cannot keep defending this guy (yes i can) hes gonna set a fkn orphanage on fire dawwwggg
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"And just like always, Edward had made exactly zero impression on the cashier."
the "disguise" wasnt even necessary bro no one gaf đ đ
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Chapter XXI: Nice Kick
"...he saw the driver on the ground reach into his pocket, pull something out, and aim it at the truck. A remote control."
goodbye bruce. you were so so sexy
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"As the fire alarm went off..."
BRO . YOU DID NAWT .
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"They were right. There was no fire. Yet."
oh ok nvm carry on then
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Chapter XXII: Busted
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Chapter XXIII: Resolutions
"Then something interesting occurred to Edward. What if I sent riddles with my crimes?"
UR SO CORNY DAWG . shut up ur so corny . someone get this cornball outta here (and in my BED)
#this took stupidly long#and no ones gonna read it but thats fine#this is for me to enjoy :)#batman 2022#the batman 2022#before the batman#reevesverse#battinson#bruce wayne#spoilers#edward nashton#the riddler#dano riddler#danonation#danocel
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