#and no it’s not the ones labeled ‘dislike’ lol

[hanafubukki]

Hana 👀👀👀

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Hello Anonie 💞💚🌺

I was thinking about doing this template game or not and I guess this was my sign 🤣😆💞

So here it is 🫶

I have no bias at all…what do you mean?? 🥰😘

Wow look at all the yellow on the second one 😂😂

If anyone wants a sign to do this, then please feel free to join in 🫶💞

[tigergendermoved2tigergender]

I love krusie but I don't think they would do normal "couple's" stuff even if shipped romantically. Susie chomps Kris's head every day in the lunch room and huffs their apple hair all day during class and brawls them in the hallways and nobody knows they're dating until 6 months in when Toriel makes some remark about "Kris's girlfriend" and everybody loses their shit

[thefreshprinceofjunes]

[lunar-years]

roybecca lol

ok listen i KNOW there are several people who are super into this pairing but i've always seen their dynamic as neither romantic nor sexual tbh. I'm sorry 😞 Also, the idea of them hooking up pre-canon or whatever just doesn't align with the timeline in my head. Like, I really fundamentally don't think Rebecca was cheating on Rupert while he was cheating on her (partly because I think a significant factor in bringing Rebecca to the low we find her in in s1 is a result of the extreme loneliness and powerlessness she feels at her husband running around on her and especially learning about it the press, along with the devastation of realization that he truly wouldn't care if she was doing the same thing behind his back, because he doesn't care about her at all. Like, she feels very violated and used because made he's made her out as pathetic, inferior and stupid [for not realizing] in the public eye by openly going around fucking much younger women and not giving a shit how she feels about it.) SO even after their divorce, I do not think her sleeping with Roy makes sense as part of her revenge plot on Rupert, because it wouldn't be something that would go out to the press (neither Roy nor Rebecca would want that) and wouldn't be something Rupert would care about. At that point I think her whole focus is on how Rupert doesn't care about anyone, not the girls he's seeing and least of all her, and the only thing he does care about is his club, so she's got to go after his club. And everything from her insecurity at dressing for the gala to her insecurity on Bantr screams (to me) that she's so beaten down from Rupert that she hasn't been having even casual sex since her divorce.

However...I think I've talked about this before, but I do think Roy and Rebecca hooking up would be a very fun plot device in an fic situation for a funny (and sexy) roykeeley scene where she finds out about it and badgers Roy to tell her everything and preferably for him reenact what it was like down to the minute detail, him playing the part of Rebecca of course, so that keeley can properly enjoy it :) but that’s pretty much the only thing I like it for lmao

In canon tho, I prefer them as just friends

[bmpmp3]

one thing thats always held me back in my development as an artist purely from a professional level is the fact that i’ve never been super comfortable signing my work or having it under my real name. but i’m also not super comfortable making up a specific pseudonym and having all my art under that either. i think what i really want is to have like 20 different stage names for every other project like some musicians have KJDSKJKFDsjkflds

[oshinsimblr]

hey friends! i was unable to post all of my early access content bc i'm sick. but i was able to post this video, which in my honest opinion are the major features in this 'romance' pack.

IS IT WORTH $40?

DEPENDS ON HOW BADLY YOU NEED THESE FEATURES TBH.

this review is brought to you by the ea creator network. all of my opinions are my own. i must disclose this per FTC guidelines #ad.

*i do not cover everything in the pack, only the things that stood out for me lol. i'm sorry i'm not used to doing full reviews up here

the attraction system is helpful and expands dating (which is great, but we've had mods that could do this for some time: pick your poison). the romantic satisfaction is the star here. i love being able to create one sided relationships and actually take care of our romantic relationships with sims. this is a valuable feature for me!

cupid's corner is a nice "hey i don't need this mod" anymore type of feature. prior to this i was using lumpinou's meet & mingle which allowed me to meet with sims (platonic and romantic). i dislike that you can not write custom bio's for your sims. i love the way the app functions, i love saving sims and adding them to our rel. panel - and getting to know them through the phone first. i wish we could've defined our sims favorite music/foods/color etc.

i'll admit it, i'm a sucker for dynamics. family dynamics from the sims 4 growing together are so good (minus the fact that everyone wants to be f*cking jokesters after one joke lol). but i love them! they really do impact my sims relationships. the different romance dynamics are interesting. for example: a strained romance dynamic makes it VERY hard for your sims to communicate. it's like your sims will randomly hug each other, but then 5 secs later they're upset. they want to love each other so badly but they can't lol.

now onto random things that excited me. you can go to cupid's couples counseling. i did not know we'd actually be able to answer questions. these sims had a strained romance dynamic and it was so bad - the therapist suggested we come back. but when i tried to schedule it again, they were booked and i had to wait to schedule another appt. which is great, because in the meantime your sims are going downhill fast and you have to keep the peace until then (if you choose).

there are new pop ups and invites. there's even one for a reality dating show lol. you can turn these off in game settings. (if you're wondering, mr. landgrabb never showed up at the motel he wanted to meet at. he stood my sim up. don't judge me, i thought there was simoleons involved).

new crafted dates are cool. you can choose whatever you want to do on them. there's new social interactions based on the activities you choose. you can also invite other sims to these (double dates woohoo!) you can also create crafted hangouts. i like these, i got this cute picture as a reward after a succesful crafted hangout. if you're familiar with mws weddings, it's the same idea. except this works well and isn't as glitchy lol..

another random feature i never needed, but now i find it useful. you can create your own relationship label that will appear in the rel. panel

it's unfair how gorgeous this world is... because there's nothing to do. this is all set dressing.

you can declare your love here.. at the wall of love.

you can buy flowers or edible sweet treats at this shop in the background.

you can get local food here. there are 3 new dishes and spicy hot chocolate. now, i'm not mexican (the world is inspired by mexico) BUT 3 new foods isn't cutting it for me. technically only 2, because one is a vegan option. no pozole, enchiladas, guacamole, tamales?? i'm a foodie, so i take full offense to that.

you can woohoo or sleep at the motel.

you can travel.

go fishing or enjoy a swim.

sit here and chat.

view this for a moodlet.

travel again.

check in a penthouse.

there's a nightclub, gym and lounge. but you get the idea.. there's nothing culturally unique about this world which makes me sad. no festivals? i'd love seeing a mariachi band play at the lounge. something. otherwise, keep the world and add more features right? i would've loved table proposals (sims 2 anyone?). or frisky couch makeouts. so many missed opportunities here.

there's more i could say but i feel like this post should be a little helpful in deciding wether this is a pack you need right now, or wait for a sale! i personally love having a complete colection, so i've always wanted every expansion. though i recieve the pack for free, i owe you my honesty and i want to start doing blog/written content because it's easier to process my thoughts through the excitment. i will enjoy this pack, i do like it, and only time will tell as i integrate it with my current gameplay. i hope this was helpful!

* if you remember, use my code OSHINSIMS at checkout if you decide to purchase this pack. that way, at least i get a % of your purchase and EA doesn't get all your coins 😉

thank you! just keeping simming, always stay wavy, peace x

[ididntthinkiwould]

I was inspired by all the tiktok edits using Mexican songs for JayVik, so I decided to do an AU where they're mariachis!!

Viktor's cane is hanging off a string in his belt, it's something I saw a man using the other day while on public transportation and I thought Viktor would totally use it too lmao

More about the AU:

🔹️In this AU both Jayce and Viktor are Mexican, Viktor's parents are immigrants that met in Mexico, his dad is Polish and his mom is Czech, but Viktor was 100% born in Mexico

🔹️Jayce and Viktor met when they were kids, they instantly became friends

🔹️They started singing together when they were kids at the parties Jayce's family organized to entertain the guests, but they were really good at it

🔹️as they grew up Jayce's aunts and uncles started inviting them to parties specifically to sing

🔹️family's friends then started inviting them to their parties to sing and paid them, that's when Jayce and Viktor realized they could make money out of it

🔹️they both studied in the UNAM, but kept singing on the side as a way to make money

🔹️The idea was using the money they got singing on bars and parties as a way to fund their research

🔹️Then they met Mel, who owns a very important record label, she convinced them both to sign a contract with her

🔹️Viktor isn't so sure about it because singing was just their side job, but Jayce tells him that they could make even more money to fund their research, so Viktor reluctantly agrees

🔹️both of them know how to play several instruments, but after they sign the contract with Mel, Viktor mostly focuses on playing violin and being the harmony to Jayce's vocals, they go from being a duet to Jayce being the main singer

🔹️They get extremely famous very quickly, Jayce becomes a celebrity

🔹️Mel and Jayce then start dating

🔹️Viktor dislikes how forgotten their whole research is while he gets sicker and sicker. After some time he start experimenting with illegal drugs as a way to cure his illness

🔹️this leads to an accident caused by Viktor that ends up with Sky's death (Sky was one of the musicians they play with during concerts)

🔹️Viktor is pretty shaken by it, but Jayce doesn't notices as he's to focused on the fame and his relationship with Mel

🔹️during a concert, a bomb goes off near the stage and Viktor gets badly injured

As a bonus, the song I think Jayce is singing here to Viktor is "Paloma Querida" here's a translation of a fragment because that song fits so well with JayVik:

"You found me in a dark path

Like a pilgrim without direction and without faith

And the light of your divine eyes

Changed my sadness for happiness and pleasure

Since then, I feel loving you

With all the strength my soul gives me

Since then, dear dove

I've changed my chest for a dovecot"

Aaaand, that's all for now, let's see if I get around to making the other illustrations I have in mind for their divorce and them getting reunited lmao

Hopefully it won't be full illustrations because the lineart in this one was kicking my ass lol

[master-of-unlocking-things]

Loooooong rant post essay about dmc netflix incoming.

Netflix dmc was not made for dmc fans in the slightest. Netflix dmc was made for fans of max0r’s dmc5 video at the absolute most, and vivziepop fans. The tone, writing, setting, characters, everything about it is all very very off. This just straight up isn’t devil may cry.

I hate the argument of “well it’s a different universe” because at it’s core it’s missing everything that makes devil may cry what it is. The whole point of fanfiction and ESPECIALLY an adaptation is to use your understanding of the source material as the foundation and BUILD OFF OF IT. You don’t have to follow the canon beat for beat, nobody’s saying that, but the foundation should still be there. You should still be able to say “yes these are those characters” when reading/watching/playing even if they try something completely new or outlandish. Otherwise you’re just writing a random story but slapping pre-existing labels onto your ocs. That’s what separates good fics from amateur fics. That’s also why DmC garnered so much hate (on top of outright disrespecting the source material). And given that this is a professional grade adaptation and not a tween’s first attempt at a story, it’s going to be held to the former’s standards. And “different universe” or not, it’s not above critique or comparisons to the original. It’s not a standalone story, it’s an adaptation and will be treated as such. Nobody gave this much leeway to the DmC 2013 reboot despite it being pretty fun to play, so why does Netflix, so notorious for pumping out widely hated adaptations that it’s become a meme, get more leeway? Hell, Lucia is fucking WHITE. That alone should attest to the carelessness of this show. Or does “it’s a different universe” also excuse whitewashing? I get that dmc2 was ass but you can’t just do that???

It’s also disheartening to see people defending the new show with “well dmc’s story is dogshit anyways so it doesn’t matter what they do in this show.” If you don’t like the original story then that’s alright, you’re allowed to have that opinion, but that’s not a defense at all for the show nor is it an actual rebuttal towards fans of the series. (And I will state outright that if you don’t like devil may cry’s story, you’re not a fan of it. At most you’re a fan of hack and slash games and that’s okay to admit.) But people do love devil may cry, and as fans we love it’s story in spite of it’s flaws and cheesiness. You may not care because it’s meaningless to you, but there is a passionate and dedicated fanbase who adores these characters and their arcs and we are allowed to dislike new, disrespectful depictions of said characters especially when the writers don’t have a fundamental understanding of them. If Netflix au “Dante” and “Mary’s” names were changed you honestly couldn’t see any resemblance to Dante and Lady and that is a very big issue with the writing. They’re just one note imitations at best.

The whole show honestly feels like “devil may cry through the lens of someone who’s only vaguely heard of it” and not an honest to god adaptation made by someone who genuinely cares about the franchise. I’m not gonna be like “heh fans could do so much better” (disregarding the fact that there are way better fanfictions out there lol) but Adi just straight up does not care about dmc. If you took away any dmc branding you would still have the exact same show with no differences. That is not a good adaptation. (And I could write a whole post about Lady’s depiction alone, christ).

Another point- as a die-hard dante x lady shipper, even I think the vague romance was dogshit. This alone can prove any point I have about Adi misunderstanding the characters because how does someone take 20 years of built up chemistry and somehow fuck it up?? Like somehow some way he managed to make dante x lady feel forced, lacking, and annoyingly fanservicy. My brother in christ the exam was open note and you still failed.

And I know I’ll get these comments so covering this too: “Fans don’t like ANYTHING different.” Yeah no, that isn’t happening here. Now I have been involved in fandoms long enough to know that there are a lot of annoying purists out there who just don’t like anything, but that isn’t the majority of where the criticism comes from. I sure as hell am not one of those purists and have a lot of opinions that would have them putting my head on a pike lmao. (I value Dmc2 and don’t just ignore it. I love dmc4 and especially Nero. I loved the original dmc anime as a character study for dante. So on and so forth.) I can’t speak for every single critic or fan, but I know I and a lot of other fans are perfectly fine with taking Dante’s character in new directions and opening up new stories with him or the rest of the dmc world. Without new material, the old stuff gets stale and I can accept that. A lot of people went into this show open minded. But you can read my earlier points to see why I (and more) ended up hating this show. I should also add that I watched this with friends. Friends who are not huge fans of dmc like I am, but just casual observers who enjoyed some of the games and characters. They also hated this. So it’s not just die hard fans saying this shit lol.

Also the people crying out “gatekeeping.” No we ENCOURAGE everyone to play these games. We encourage everyone to actually get into the story and we want to share the things we love with others. The “gatekeepy” aspect is “if you only like the show, you’re not a dmc fan” which… yeah? That shouldn’t be a controversial take. If you aren’t a fan of the games then you aren’t a fan of the games. The show is so far completely removed from anything devil may cry that it’s basically a separate fandom. Of course you can enjoy both at the same time, you’re not fake for being a fan of both. I understand that some people are saying this and those people are lame asf lol. It’s perfectly okay to like the show even if a lot of fans don’t. You can be a dmc fan and a dmc netflix fan, but while they can coexist they are still ultimately 2 separate things. If you ONLY like the show and don’t go explore the games then you’re a dmc netflix fan.

With all that said, I encourage you to form your own opinions on the show (pirate it please for the love of god, do not give that fascist a single cent). Understand where other people are coming from but don’t let people’s thoughts dictate your opinions.

I would also like to thank Castlevania fans for being supportive in these trying times <333

Ok that’s it rant over.

[transmutationisms]

Why do u think so many people in like 'neurodivergent' spaces seem to simultaneously hold the belief that certain developmental disabilities or 'mental illnesses' arent 'an excuse' to be unable to do certain tasks, act certain ways, or to 'work on urself' or 'be better', in a way that completely ignores people with higher support needs that genuinely cannot do these things,just a complete lack of understanding that some people are not ever going to be able to 'mask' and that no, its not a 'privilege' to be very visibly, obviously considered developmentally defective from a young age..........but also practically worship psychiatry and pathologize every single iota of their behavior, labelling themselves with things like 'demand avoidance' without understanding the context behind these words or who gets nonconsensually labelled with these things, and what it is used to justify doing. I dont know how some people can be so ignorant of the material reality faced by people who get shoved into the 'low functioning' or 'severely mentally ill' boxes (how many autism influencer types have u ever seen bring up sheltered workshops?), but its a massive barrier to interacting in ND spaces for me and a lot of people i know. i dont understand how people who talk about how ADHD brains react differently to meds than 'neurotypical brains' can not understand that like, for example, i cant eat a certain food, i can eat rotten food and food i dislike but not that food, no matter if im starving, I was restrained and force fed that food in special ed and then force fed my own vomit when i inevitably threw up, I would have eaten the food if i could to make that stop! Why is this contradiction so prevalent!!! Anyway love the blog im also having an #ediblenight

well a few things. one is simple moral hypocrisy (accommodations for me, not for thee)

another is that i think many people actually do perceive the philosophical nonsensicality of psychiatric diagnosis (the recursive circle whereby you are dx'd with x because you do y, which is caused by x, which you know because the definition of x is that someone does y, which was based on clinical observation of people doing y and doctors determining that was harmful and therefore indicative of a medical problem, in other words the entire thing's observational but interpreted as providing a causal explanation)--

--they do perceive this as basically nonsense, hence "having x doesn't excuse [behaviour]" but then simultaneously, they have a prima facie credulous attitude toward Science, and toward the claim that psychiatry is Science, and so you get these like nonsense statements out both sides of their mouths where a diagnosis doesn't excuse anything they find morally reprehensible or personally annoying but it does also provide biologically irrefutable explanations for other things WHEN that's convenient for them.

another thing is just that experientially, lots of our actions feel out of our control for like numerous reasons having to do with alienation largely, and when those actions are also stigmatised it pushes people toward the promise of moral exculpation that psychiatry markets itself with, which is a kind of determinism in its strong forms and isn't really compatible with interpreting other people's actions as being intentional or willed or whatever. so again you just end up with these double statements lol , like, a problem with psychiatry trying to claim legitimacy as a 'brain science' is it does kind of counterpose itself to most interpretations of free will. any time you are stuck choosing between moral culpability and biological determinism you kinda already lost the plot & this is something that antipsych people get maddeningly accused of all the time when what we're actually saying is it's possible to be neither biologically diseased nor broken nor immoral for doing the Behaviours lol

[ambrosius-art]

Meet Elliot Charles, Gunntech au oc

Meet Elliot Charles, I love pj masks sm!! I still remember the premiere for it, even though I was 5 when it came out lol. creds @elmushterri for the au and thank you for reawakening my pjmasks hyperfixation!! hope you like it!

character description:

Name: Elliot Charles

ethnicity: French/African American

age:15

Height: 5’5 (5’8 in heels)

Gender: Male

Appearance: white long pearly ivory blonde hair, amber blue spotted eyes, dark brown skin, slim, dainty yet fit figure, usually seen wearing slightly glittery eyeshadow with light eyeliner and clear lipgloss, (never goes out without lipgloss)

Family: Elizabeth Charles (mother)

Likes: Singing, higher pitched frequencies, makeup, 

Dislikes: Chocolate (severe chocolate allergy) uncertainty, silence, being alone. 

fears: Uncertainty, Disappointment

Gunntech Implant: Elliot’s Gunntech implant uses Husky dog genes, allowing him greater vocal prowess on another level, and also giving him his Ivory shade of hair. Most of his animal powers are essentially dormant due to his body subconsciously rejecting any activation of said genes, leaving him with only the side effects and needing to used technological gear for missions. Side effects include a Heightened sense of moral obedience, slight adhd, a severe chocolate allergy while also making him easily prone to overstimulation.

Personality and background: Elliot: otherwise known as his stage persona: Ambrosius is a flamboyant confident utter diva of a young man with a stage presence like no other. he is a company owned pop-star personally sponsored by Gunntech as-well as Gunntech acting as his record label. his mother is a politician who owns a manufacturing company for the military. his mother is also the top sponsor of Gunntech so his mother Grayson Gunn know each other on a personal basis. Out with the press he is a complete ray of sunshine, always making sure to be polite and shows a deep care for his fans. He annually donates to charity and attends all Gunntech press meetings. At Gunntech he is a sun part of Team one with Greg, Connor and Amaya.  though out on missions he dosen't really do much and sometimes ends up holding them back. He genuinely tries his best to fight and obey’s Gunntech’s every word out of fear, due to this he lacks a moral backbone and is easily manipulated, (like training a dog in a twisted sense) at the end of the day he still keeps up the act of being dramatic and flamboyant but behind all the Glitz and glamour of his position lies a scared cowardly child fearful of uncertainty and disappointment.

Fun facts: Elliot used to have dark brown hair until his gunntech implant made his hair ivory blonde.

Elliot is highly feminine looking in his face, even without makeup, due to this there has been many controversies over his gender in the media even though he has confirmed being a male 27 times.

Gunntech constantly exploit’s Elliot’s looks, and constantly controls his career since his music alone makes up 27% of Gunntech revenue, such as scripting his interviews, choosing which songs he can sing, hand picking his wardrobe, Ect. they have even threatened Elliot multiple times if he didn’t keep up the act.

Elliot before being sold to Gunntech was diagnosed with moderate asthma and uses his Gunntech gear to compensate during missions.

Elliot is the only child at Gunntech who doesn't visit his parent’s his mother is a strict bitter woman who left Elliot when he was 3, going absolute no contact for the next 12 years, only giving him glances during social events.

When Elliot got his animal genes after the his mother left he became overly attached and emotional, always holding someones hand to ground himself, having a severe fear of being alone. to try and solve this they began locking him up with no contact for several periods of the day and even made him go to certain events unaccompanied, making his fear ten times worse. he still holds people’s hands and Team one has just accepted this habit.

[kujakumai]

was thinking about my silly YGO Band AU a while back but its spread across like 3 posts and secret tags so I am putting it all in one place for posterity and my own sanity

90's grunge group "PHARAOH" consists of Atem, Anzu, Honda, and Jou. Yugi is the secret song writer behind all their hits, but is too insecure to take public credit, so he has Atem act as charismatic frontman and pretend to have written all their songs. Does this make Atem increasingly uncomfortable? Yes. Will he say anything? lol

Pegasus of I2 records is their eccentric boss, who is happy to keep Yugi and Atem's secret as long as the money keeps rolling in.

Seto Kaiba, a solo act who runs his own label, cannot be managed but in practice delegates those duties to Mokuba and Isono. Swears revenge against Atem for knocking him off the charts, without realizing that Yugi is his real rival.

Ryou Bakura is a very polite boy who writes demonic-sounding deathcore and uses a gallon of fake blood every performance. Has a legion of dangerously rabid teen girl fans. Managed by his widely disliked twin brother, who spends as much time protecting his little bro from their own stalker-y fanbase as he does price-gouging merch and used tissues to sell to those same obsessed teenage girls.

Synthy art pop quartet The Harpies rumored to be on the verge of throwing out their frontwoman, after she made several controversial statements regarding what she views as blatant award snubs.

Over-the-top symphonic goth darkwave act "Marik Iblis and the Orchestra of Ghouls" have trashed yet another hotel room; states beleaguered manager Rishid, "even offstage, sometimes he gets lost in the character."

[byeolyeons]

too much. | ahnyeonz

pairing: yeon sieun x ahn suho (weak hero) genre: fluff, hurt-comfort, sickfic wc: ~1.4k summary: a common cold leaves sieun feeling under the weather. thankfully, suho the guardian angel is here to save the day.

a/n: weak hero has been kicking my ass in the hyperfixation dept.. i NEEDED to get my brainworms out abt these two. i hope you all enjoy reading as much as i did writing this and i can't wait to make more shortform fics :> extra ps: i hc ahnyeonz to be the type of non-traditional couple that doesn't deal so heavily with labels, rather, they just care abt each other a lot and know they #love each other and are finding ways to handle their feelings lol. my favorite little guys that are figuring themselves out <3

everything is too much.

this is what yeon sieun decides as he feels ahn suho's hand gently swiping through his bangs, pressing his palm to his sweat-slicked forehead. the latter clicks his tongue disapprovingly, leaning back and looking down at him with just the slightest hint of concern in his eyes. without a word, he gets up and leaves the room, and for the first time in what feels like an eternity sieun feels like he can breathe again. 

suho has always been like this. always full of warmth, always a constant presence, and always looking out for him. if anything, it's gotten more intense after his friend started stopping by nearly every day. though he says he's just coming back from a delivery run, sieun knows better. it's too much. 

it isn't like sieun dislikes the feeling, no, the real problem is the thumping in his chest that occurs everytime suho does anything remotely related to this warmth. whatever it is, it's worse than the cold sweats and the nightmares that came along with his friend's hospitalization. 

he may be able to sleep soundly now, but the uncertainty of what's happening to his body now is yet another problem added to the table. sieun pulls the covers up to his chin, as if casting a protective shield over himself. 

the door hinges squeak open again, and suho appears with a bowl of something steaming. sieun's eyes dart to the pink bunny-shaped oven mitt covering his hand, the very same one that had just graced his skin, before skirting away. something as simple as this causes a fuzzy sensation to bloom, right in the same spot as the thumps. suho takes his place again at his bedside, placing the bowl into his own lap and tossing the mitt off somewhere. 

"sit up." he says firmly, adjusting the hastily brewed porridge so that he can help his friend prop up against the headboard. a few moments pass in silence before suho speaks again. 

"do you want me to feed you or something for you to eat? why haven't you taken it yet?" sieun stares at him, wordless. suho swears he can feel his face go red from how the man's eyes seem to twinkle at the suggestion. "you can't be serious."

"no, it's okay. i'll do it." his voice comes out hoarse as he reaches for the bowl, but no sooner is it in his hands than it returns to the chef. suho picks up the spoon and blows on it to cool it a bit, before offering it up to sieun. an uneven chopped chunk of ginger is visible on the surface, a small testament to the urgency with which it was cut. he hesitates again, this time briefly, before leaning in to take a taste. 

the ginger is pungent to say the least, but the blend of microwave package rice and canned chicken somehow fuses well enough to taste like a true homemade meal. something about it reminds him strongly of the person who made it, though he can't quite put his finger on what that something is. 

he’s never felt so weak and vulnerable just because of a damn cold, and yet, his danger instincts are nowhere to be found. it’s almost as if they’ve gone completely dormant in the face of the man sitting just a few inches away. after a few more bites suho finally relents, handing over the food and allowing sieun to actually handle it himself. he sighs, lilting his head.

"you know, we really must've been a married couple in our past life. first that random encounter, and now i'm spoonfeeding you. ha. maybe next time we'll-- are you okay??" at the word 'married' sieun immediately chokes, dropping the utensil and coughing up clumps of rice. it clatters to the floor, leaving a trail of porridge in its wake. 

"sorry. i didn't mean to--" he leans over the bedside, arm extending outwards to grab at the metal, but he's immediately blocked off. one of suho's hands makes its way to his back, landing soft hits before rubbing in small circles. the other picks up the spoon, placing it atop a napkin on the nightstand. "thank you. the food was good." 

the brightness emanating from suho's sheepish grin is enough to alleviate any guilt he feels in that moment, and a wave of relief washes over him like cold water. his friend looks at him inquisitively, placing an elbow on his knee and resting his head in his palm. 

“will you be good for the rest of the night? do you need anything else before i go?" as suho stands, he stretches. With his arms extending above his shoulders, the waistband of his boxers exposes itself in the process. sieun avoids looking. 

when he begins to move away from the bed, sieun makes a grab for his hand and looks directly up into his eyes for the first time that evening. the dim lighting reflects off of them, and he comes face to face with his own defenseless expression. 

“can you stay a little longer?” 

the surprise is evident on suho’s face, but he doesn’t question the request. instead, he makes his way over to the closet and reaches for the extra bedding he knows is kept inside. when he comes up empty, his head whips back to look at the bed. 

“where the hell is the futon.” and that’s when the realization hits. the laundry that sieun had left for himself to do had gone completely out the window as a result of his currently bedridden state. “you know what, just move over. if i get sick, i get sick. this bed is more than big enough so you can spare the space, right?” 

sieun doesn’t miss the slight pinkish tone that dusts suho’s cheeks, nor the rambling, but for his own good he decides to ignore it. he just scoots over wordlessly, pressing himself as far into the wall as he possibly can. 

hours seem to pass, and in a cruel twist of fate sieun's sleeplessness seems to have returned. his friend has long since gone silent, so what better time  than the present to slip away?

when he finally turns away from the wall, however, his breath catches in his throat. suho is facing right towards him. though he doesn't yell, the way he suddenly jolts back has sieun worrying he'll accidentally disturb the man's deep slumber. 

he's clearly knocked out by now—surely due to the extra shifts he’d been pulling—and he can’t help but notice how the last rays of sunlight seem to frame suho’s face. regardless of what sieun knows about him, it makes him appear all the more angelic, and a sting of pain cuts through his chest. this isn’t something he deserves. not after everything. 

despite that, he reaches out to cup the face in front of him, but stops at the last second. suho's chest continues to rise and fall, peacefully unaware of the internal conflicts brewing next to him.

like a cautious animal, sieun moves his head forward ever so slightly, causing their foreheads to touch. he feels the small puffs of air his friend exhales gently brush against his face, and suddenly, this small act of defiance against himself doesn’t feel so bad. 

the feeling itself is foreign. safety isn't something he's ever had the luxury of thinking about, let alone feeling in the wake of everything. sieun isn't even sure what home is like, but suho is probably the closest to it he's ever come. 

sieun feels like crying, but he forces down the sentiment. this must've been what he had sensed from the porridge. it embodied the pure care his friend was capable of, and in turn represented the fondness suho held for him from very beginning.

there's still a lot sieun wants to say, to ask suho. the hows of navigating this new dynamic they'd set up for themselves, of what they'll do about it going forward. most importantly, sieun wants to ask why suho would choose him of all people, though he's not quite sure he's ready for the answer to that yet. for now, he's more than content to slot himself at his best friend's side, basking in his warmth, and believing in his decision. 

that isn't too much. 

ITS FINALLY HEREEEE i can't believe i'm able to share this w. yall ... pls pls pls let me know what you think !! any kind of commentary is so so appreciated.

[djevel-skapning]

Heavy Trip headcanon’s!!

Felt like sharing these cuz why not lol

Most are just stuff I feel like fits in how i see things and how I see them, some are more personal taste and others are just random too, so if u disagree with any that’s totally fine!

I love these guysss

Turo❤️

First of all.. Bi Icon

Therapist friend.. he always wants to leant a listening ear and comfort people around him, yet won’t let others do this with him..

Passiv Suicidal, would never admit to it

Actually had a sorta disliking to his job in the psychiatric institution, but he liked taking care of the people there so he stuck with it

Looking past the music his band makes he also sings as a way to express himself

He’s an ambivert, leaning more to introverted

Often can be really anxious. His anxiety can lead to him vomiting from being overwhelmed, this can also happen randomly..

Turo loves hugs but refuses to ask for them.. generally loves physical touch

Strong habit of playing with his hair or chewing on his nails

He’s close to all of his friends, though he’s really close with Pasi the most

Turo once got corpse paint done by Xytrax

Jynkky💙

HE’S SUCH A SWEETHEART

Always tries to be supportive and optimistic, putting others before himself..

Had a bad nu metal phase before switching to heavy metal-

Probably was the extrovert who adopted all of them and made the friend group they are now

Jynkky is a horrible liar.. poor guy lol

Extremely clumsy.. I can imagine he once accidentally knocked over his whole drum set-

Tries looking at the bright side in every situation

Is very fond of physical touch, loooves hugs!

LOVES the reindeer soup Lotvonen’s mum makes

Him and Lotvonen are closest to each other and share familiarity, as a kid Jynkky often was treated like a second child to his parents

Lotvonen🩵

He might be annoying but he’s just being himself

most likely to have ADHD out of the group

Secretly loves 80s glam metal

Lotvonen IS the gay cousin..

Pretty sure my guy has some anger issues-

Loves taking care of the reindeers at the slaughter house despite knowing their end-

Dislikes the reindeer soup his mum makes but still eats it for her.. griefs the reindeer ngl

General love for animals, was probably the type to beg his parents for a pet as a child or brought random outside animals in the house

He’s very willing to eat inedible things, just give him 20 cents lol

Dude definitely has brainrot and annoys Jynkky with it on daily basis

He’s also definitely obsessed with FNAF and knows the lore by heart

Pasi/Xytrax🖤

Hyperfixation on black metal and other different subcultures / genres in general..

Can sing really good but has stage fright and generally doesn’t like singing in front of others.. that’s why he’s the bass player, no one gives a damn about them lol /j

Deep interest in Satanism and Paganism.. most likely reads about Odism too

Definitely likes to bone hunt in the forest

Likes painting his nails black

Close to Turo, appreciates how he can express himself without being judged

Listening to music on his discman/walkman while working, usually no one cares

He doesn’t talk a lot.. but if he does he speaks his mind to the fullest

Professional daydreamer (real af)

He rather suppresses his feelings and acts nonchalant all the time because he just can't express his emotions „correctly“..

Way too much sense of awkwardness

has a constant monotonous voice, even if he doesn’t mean it

Probably autistic

He’s the last one to enter a relationship, either because he simply doesn’t understand the concept, is oblivious to hints or because he knows he can’t express his affection

If he’ll get a partner the gender wouldn’t matter at all, if he loves someone it’s unimportant to him. Although he doesn’t label himself people assume he’s pansexual.

[saigethearies]

his girl best friend

kiba x fem!reader

18+ MINORS DNI

contents/warnings: reader is a lil possessive, vaginal sex, daddy kink, voyuerism(?), dash of degradation, sorry hinata stans lol she’s a lil problematic in this, allusions to unfaithfulness (not with reader’s relationship)

you were not a huge fan of hinata hyuga.

when kiba had first introduced the two of you, you had thought she seemed like a shy sweetheart. she was friendly enough and a little less intimidating to talk to than kiba’s other longtime friend, shino aburame.

the fact the guy you were seeing had a close friendship with another girl didn’t bother you, either. you weren’t an insecure person, and kiba didn’t give you any reason to start feeling that way, either. besides, hinata was finally going on dates with the man she’d had a crush on for years, naruto uzumaki.

there was no reason to dislike her.

until there was.

it started when you and kiba made it official. you had watched him type something on his phone after the two of you got back from your date.

“whatcha doing?” you had asked him, sitting down on the couch next to him.

he gave you one of his signature grins. “just telling shino and hinata the good news.”

butterflies flittered around your stomach at the fact your new boyfriend was so proud to have you that he wanted to tell his friends immediately.

he leaned in to give you a quick peck on your lips. “i’m gonna go take akamaru out real quick. you stay in here though, it’s dark out.”

“okay,” you replied. “don’t be too long!”

he left the room, and you glanced to see that he’d left his phone. message notifications displayed on the screen, and you leaned in to take a closer peek.

shino: congratulations, kiba. she seems very good for you.

that made you smile. but the text you saw next didn’t.

hinata: don’t you think it’s a little soon for the two of you to become official?

too soon? you’d known kiba since last year, and the two of you had been romantically linked for a solid month now. your relationship didn’t feel rushed at all, and who was she to judge? not everyone has to lurk on their crush for years before finally talking to them.

you chalked it up to her being jealous that her and naruto didn’t have a label yet while you and kiba did. still, her making negative remarks about your relationship that was only about two hours old left a bitter taste in your mouth.

everything seemed to go downhill from there.

she would practically ignore you whenever kiba brought you to a function. when you mentioned it to him, he said that she was just being shy as per usual. you would have taken his word for it, if it weren’t for the fact she was able to talk to you just fine before you became kiba’s girlfriend.

then there was the fact that when she wasn’t ignoring you, she was trying to best you in kiba 101.

“babe, i found out today one of my friends has an uncle who works at a jeep dealership,” you said to kiba at the kickback he had brought you to.

your boyfriend’s eyes sparkled. “no way.”

“what’s so special about that?” you heard hinata ask from across the table.

“because a wrangler is kiba’s dream car,” you replied.

hinata blinked. “no. his dream car is a camaro.”

you fought the urge to frown at her. was she seriously doing this right now? “it was a camaro, until he decided he wanted something that can off road.”

“she’s right,” kiba chimed in with a smile on his face, kissing the side of your head. “great memory, baby.”

you turned to meet his gaze and smiled back at him, the reflection in the window behind kiba giving you the perfect view of the eyeroll hinata gave your exchange.

your annoyance was finally coming to a crescendo when you started to catch her actually ogling your boyfriend.

she would practically be making fuck me eyes at kiba while standing right next to naruto, the guy who she’s supposed to be flirting with. you would feel bad for the blonde if it weren’t for the fact that he was too busy making fuck me eyes at sasuke uchiha to notice his date making fuck me eyes at her best friend.

you’d had enough.

hinata was supposed to be focusing on starting her own relationship. she’d also had plenty of opportunity to explore a possible romance with kiba, considering she’d known him for years before you even came into his life. it’s not like kiba would have rejected her, either. even though he’d never really had feelings for hinata like that (a fact shino had assured you of) she was still a pretty girl that he was close to. he probably would have been open to the idea. 

but no.

hinata decided that her friend getting into a happy relationship with another girl was the perfect time to start wanting him.

it wasn’t fair.

the worst part of all is that you didn’t want to tell kiba, who was oblivious to all of this. not because you were afraid that he wouldn’t believe you, but because you knew that he’d want to do something about it. his friends were important to him, but he wasn’t going to let anyone disrespect the boundaries of his relationship. it would impact his and hinata’s friendship in a very negative way, and you knew it would upset him.

thus, you figured you could try and resolve the problem on your own.

you were going to remind hinata hyuga of her place, and it sure as hell wasn’t in your boyfriend’s bed.

your plan fell into place on one of the trio’s game nights. kiba had hinata and shino come over every so often to play some classic board games, which was actually pretty wholesome when you ignore the whole part about hinata being after your boyfriend’s dick.

the girl in question usually got there about thirty minutes earlier than shino, probably so she could have a little window of time just her and kiba. this ended up working out for you, though.

because poor shino did not need to see what was about to happen.

all it took was an extra short pair of shorts, a bullshit excuse of you came over to find your sunglasses, and your boyfriend’s ever raging libido for your plan to kickstart.

“please, kiba, just really quick? we’ll be done before either of your friends even get here.”

he could never say no to you, not when you were being so cute and needy for him.

thus, that’s how hinata hyuga came to find you bouncing on kiba’s cock in the middle of his living room.

she stayed hidden around the corner leading to the hall, eyes blown open in shock as she watched your hips continue to slam down onto her best friend’s lap.

“fuck,” you moaned. “daddy, you feel so good.”

the brunette was canting his hips up to meet yours. “such a good little slut for me. you couldn’t wait until after my friends left, huh? wanted your daddy that bad.”

“yes!” you replied. “want you so bad.”

“it’s okay, princess, you have me.”

you hummed and leaned in for a sloppy kiss, kiba grabbing the back of your neck so he could deepen it. the sound of skin slapping against skin got louder as both of you increased the vigor in which you fucked one another.

you pulled away, a string of saliva connecting your mouth to his. you could still feel hinata’s eyes on the two of you, so it was time to go in for the kill.

“daddy,” you cooed at kiba. “tell me i’m yours.”

“you’re mine, baby. my pretty girl.”

you smiled. “m’your pretty girl?”

“mhm, my pretty girl and my favorite girl.”

you leaned into his neck so he couldn’t see the wicked smirk stretch across your face. you finally turned your head to the side, making direct eye contact with a still lingering hinata.

“i love you, daddy.”

“i love you too, princess. my one and only.”

at that you saw hinata turn on her heel and practically storm out of the house.

looks like she got the message.

[blenselche]

I need to know more about this person who hates bubbline, is it like a Catradora thing?

/looks up issues people have with Catradora/ Yeah! Kind of!

She was my college roommate, we'd draw together a lot and one day I drew a bubbline doodle in our joint sketchbook and she loooost it. She liked the comics more than the show, and the girls call each other "sister" in the comics once or twice. (she's the type to think that calling someone a sibling label = basically incest if you ship it, so she hated narusasu too, this isn't strictly a bubbline thing) So, she saw their relationship as sisterly instead of shippy, and when the show and comics started to lean that way she just kept plugging her ears and tagging ship art with "OMG SISTERS! THEY'RE SUCH SISTERS!" (she's that person)

Despite all this she's in a relationship w/ a guy she brother-zoned for a good 3 years. (you know the kind. "omg my baby brotherrrr you're so cute I love you sooooo much" *proceeds to hug and kiss the most conflicted looking man alive*)

The strangest thing is that until season 11 came out she called finnfern "more canon" than bubbline because of Finn's "even closer" line and the hallucination kiss in Wild Hunt. That's how much she dislikes bubbline lol. When season 11 came out she said "well the comics aren't canon" but then that meant disregarding the time Marcy/PB also called each other "sister" sooooo. Context for non-comic readers: season 11 is when Finn calls Fern his brother for the first time (no "almost"s, no "like"s, just "I had a brother") when he's trying to describe him to Minerva. Her excuse for this is "well what other word could he use? They weren't friends, and he wasn't really a clone. Marceline and Bubblegum have a whole bunch of words to pick from that they could call each other and they still picked that one." /shrug/ I think the cognitive dissonance broke her a little lol.

She's my best friend and I love her very much. Every time my gf came over she'd make her dinner and she told off every roommate that didn't take me being immunocompromised seriously with the fire of 1k angry Italian red heads. We used to sculpt noses on the campus bus and leave them stuck to the windows. I miss seeing her every day terribly.

I just like sending her PB/Marcy drawings and watching her turn into a pair of devil-possessed wind-up teeth. I think it's funny how much she hates the fandom. "They pulled a Voltron and IT WORKED! THEY CAVED TO THE FANS!!"

[goblinsatchel]

Just wanted to make a response to this post because op didn’t want to see my replies. Just as op said, depiction doesn’t always mean approval. Just because someone writes about it doesn’t mean they condone it in real life. Lots of people enjoy horror movies with lots of blood and murder, but they’re not bloodthirsty killers in real life.

Someone might be working through their complicated feelings from sexual assault by putting it on their favorite characters. Fiction is a great tool to explore trauma. By putting the victim in control you’re giving them a safe space to heal from painful experiences. In short, It’s therapeutic to get it all out.

You don’t have to have trauma though in order to write what you want. No one owes you their reasonings. So what if they’re only writing it for horny reasons? How would you know unless you had to out every person who has trauma? You don’t want to force victims to explain themselves to strangers. That’s just not good for anybody.

I’ve seen a lot of antis trying to compare proship to propaganda.. which is kinda crazy to me. There is definitely a distinction between political propaganda used by the media and politicians to indoctrinate people into believing certain ideologies for their benefit.. and noncon fic posted on AO3 (A website famously used for the tagging system, where you can avoid fics you dislike) written by a 20 something year old who is into some freak shit. The difference is a willingness to engage with these things.

Conservatives target minorities and push for censorship. (Labeling cartoons that have LGBTQ representation as somehow indoctrinating kids. As if watching a cartoon can somehow make you gay.) They want you dead, whether you’re pro-fiction or anti-fiction, in their eyes you’re still a dirty queer. Comparing the two is wild to me.

Proship means advocating freedom of speech, it means not harassing your fellow nerds. No, it doesn’t mean SA should be legal and okay. No, it doesn’t mean you want to force everyone into reading smut. No, it doesn’t mean everyone should be enjoying fandom exactly the same.

If you don’t like something? Don’t look at it, be responsible for your own internet experience and don’t police others. That’s it.

Anyway sorry for yapping, I hope at least some of this made sense lol.