#and my ig is mostly only active in stories I only make a real post a couple times a year max

[princessnijireiki]

sometimes it is very jarring to read a piece of writing or art that is so crystallized in simplicity that it seems deceptively casual until the efficiency of emotion hits you in the next fraction of a second. sometimes that's just the truth peeking through, sometimes it's a deliberate precision strike, but wowza.

anyway, ya girl is getting back into reading daily + I had gotten used to a lot of not at all good media over the last recent while (had to leave an abusive housing situation, just girly things, but on top of that they also watched a lot of bad TV lol) so... phew! art is back baby

[okay-j-hannah]

Hii hannah! I'm bout three months late because i had exams going on, well, I still have exams going on but I decided to not procrastinate and just write this.

Thank you so so much for writing my tenth doctor and rory requests. you don't know how much it means that you took time out of your life to write my requests. when I first started watching Doctor who, barely a season in, i stumbled upon your blog and read your dying girl story, i didn't even know anything properly bout doctor's character or other companions but your fic though! it captured doctor's character so well! It was in May I read it and started watching the show and I now always connect that time with doctor who and you and your fics haha. 

 I got so obsessed that I made this dying girl reader universe in my head with headcanons and stuff and started associating songs to the reader and fic ; i know they are like kinda popular cliche songs but snowman by sia and never be the same by camila cabelo really reminds me of the amy and rorys wedding scene with reader and doctor dancing (was it real or I made that up in my head?) and memory of reader practising mind reading thing and seeing memories of Doctor and she's like who's this beautiful person in his memories and doctor is like that's you love <3 moonlight serenade, spring waltz, we'll meet again, moon river, across the universe are some other songs I associate with them,, you didn't even ask for playlist but here I'm sharing it just because lmao 

and then you wrote my ten request and added it dying girl universe, when I tell you actually started screaming from excitement when I saw it! I really wasn't expecting it, i was so so happy! And Idk why but I just feel so honoured that my request was added into the "official" dying girl universe masterlist! and the rory fic too, it was so sweet! you wrote it exactly as what I had in my mind when I sent you request, tysm for that! 

Ngl I always checked your page once in a while when you were on break because I just looked forward to your writing so much and in January, around my birthday, found out you were active again and posted my requests and gotta say, best birthday gift even if it technically wasn't lol. I wonder if you've finished twelve's episodes, you mentioned how it is hard to "let go" of a doctor and I completely agree,  I finishesed twelfth doctors episodes in December and God was it hard to say goodbye to him, I know I can rewatch but it won't be like first time :'( you know, the "i love my current doctor so much" feeling?

I've started thirteen but it doesn't feel the same, especially without murray gold's music and well, moffat and rtd. so glad that rtd is coming back for new seasons though!

Oh and have you read love is a choice fic on tumblr? it's a mostly eleven but also kinda thirteen x reader multiple parts series and tbh, one of the only fic that made me laugh and cry like dying girl series did. if you haven't i hope you check it out, it's a great read!

Kinda unrelated but can I just say ty to that person who sent you ask related to will turner, i recently watched one of the potc movie for the first time because i thought the will turner guy looked cute from the ask and now ive fallen down a rabbit hole lol I finished your will turner fics and now im searching up tumblr for more will turner x reader, it seems he's my new hyperfixation 😭 anyways ty again to that person and you ofc for the fics, and this is not a official request(it could be ig) but I hope you write second part to the merchant/pirate will fic!

And I've sent you two requests this time too, hope you'll like them enough to write it! I know I've said it lot in this single ask but Again thank you so much for everything and it's great to have you back on here and I hope you enjoyed your break, remember to take them again if you need to <333

My darling, my dearest, my love, you're making my heart so so happy!

I love that you took off with the Dying Girl universe because honestly that's what it became for me while I was writing it. It became so big I knew I could write so much about what happens in between the parts, and your request fit perfectly there.

Thank you for the playlist 😂 it does kind of bring the characters more to life when you associate them with things like songs. And you definitely didn't make up the wedding dancing scene, that happened in Part 6: The Lost Shoes!

I totally understand finding yourself fully immersed in a story, even if it is fanfiction. When that happens to me I just write and post it on here 😅 That's happened with the Dying Girl and the episodic series I started for the Eleventh Doctor and the Samwise Gamgee series and this Mandalorian one I'm starting.

My brain is hardwired to come up with these random tangents to canon stories, and they end up becoming these elaborate fanfictions.

I'm so glad you liked your requested fics! I had a lot of fun writing them. The Domestic fic was so fun to get back into the Dying Girl universe. I wouldn't mind writing more about their in between adventures. Happy belated birthday!

I have not finished twelves episodes - I'm still on his last season. Just like I wrote on our last conversation, I'm terrified of how sad I'll feel when he leaves because ten and eleven were real heartbreakers. I agree, I love him, and I'm so excited you requested something for him.

And I'm also so stoked for the new seasons with RTD and the 60th specials with ✨David Tennant✨ I'll have to finish twelve and thirteen before that comes out at the end of this year.

I haven't read "Love is a Choice" but I immediately looked it up and added it to my likes, so perhaps it'll be the fanfics I read when I try to sleep tonight lol

And I'm sorry... you hadn't seen any of the Pirates of the Caribbean!? I've been watching those movies since I was like seven! It's such a great fandom and Jack Sparrow is such a mood and Will Turner is such a dreamboat.

I'm almost honored that my blog prompted you to watch such an excellent franchise. I also hyperfixate on new characters and fandoms I love. I do have one request in my inbox for Will Turner and I've gotten multiple messages to write a part 2 for A Merchant Sailor, so perhaps when I finish this batch of requests I'll add it to the list.

So do expect more Will Turner fics to come 😘

I love that we have this little pen pal relationship where we just write each other letters 😂 It's honestly really good to hear from you, mysterious anon. I'm happy to have you as a reader and fandom friend.

Thank you for reaching out! I definitely love your requests! It'll just take me a while to get to all of them with my busy schedule, but I will write them in due course.

Have a lovely night and a good morning!

Prologue: The Dying Girl

Part 1: The Sun God

Part 2: The Tonic 

Part 3: The Ending Song

Domestic: The Doctor returns to spend a few ‘human’ days with you {Set during Part 3}

Part 4: The Dream 

Part 5: The Regeneration

Part 6: The Lost Shoes

Epilogue: The Vanishing Act

Finale: All Of Time And Space

A Merchant Sailor: Pretending to be a merchant, you befriend Will Turner as you keep your pirating a secret, until your brother forces you to reveal the truth

Blacksmith’s Hands: While visiting Tortuga, you find yourself injured and in the capable hands of a shy Will Turner

Lovey Dovey: Jack has never been overjoyed at the thought of you and your boyfriend - especially when you’re kissing on his ship

Sea Salt: On a mission to get you back, more might happen between you two than expected

[creature-wizard]

i used to be in the loa community and it was miserable lol. i'd have phases of being so inspired and really feeling like things were going to change for the better, only for it to not happen. for a long time i held out, and any 'failures' i had i took it as an opportunity to improve and carry on. but then at some point i just began to spiral--it came out of nowhere--and i felt so, so hopeless. i think with every 'mistake' and failure i had, it built up without me fully realising it. i never told anyone, not online and of course not in real life, because acknowledging it would've been the final nail in the coffin for my 'journey' or whatever.

anyone who voiced their upset about not getting the results they wanted, they'd be told by some blogs that it was because they "weren't persisting enough", and that all they needed to do was continue. any mention of doubt or feeling bad was frowned upon. it sucked. because i sure as hell knew that i was putting my heart and soul into it. i like to view myself as someone who is steadfast, but a person can only handle so much until they crumble. to be fair, it wasn't completely loa's fault for my sudden decline in mental health, there were definitely different factors. but it probably wasn't that healthy for me regardless. burnouts happen ig

in defence of some of the blogs i've been on, there are definitely a few that don't have the regular toxic ideology that a lot of the other blogs do. not all of them take neville goddard's words and teaching as gospel, and some of them actually encourage getting help when you need it and to not rely on loa completely, and they reiterate that any awful things that happened to people wasn't their fault! but i will say that those more healthy loa blogs are more rare and hard to come by. coincidentally, they're also the least active. but i digress

but yeah. my main issue with loa was that after being in that community long enough, i just became stagnant. mostly due to the hope that things would sort them out themselves. i'd hold back on pursuing things and making plans because i wanted to do them AFTER i'd manifested everything. but clearly that didn't work out for me lol.

so uh yeah if you're in the community and reading this and you're not quite ready to let go of it yet, just don't let it hold you back. you think it isn't harmless until you just stop moving forward because of it. and please don't be afraid of reaching out for help.

sorry for the long ramble, hope you're doing well.

fuccccckkk if it were all true. manifesting a big ass psychic elephant would have been so metal !!

Thanks for sharing your story! And yeah, that's the thing about trying something over and over with no results - you might be able to repress the disappointment for awhile, but it will build up and eventually come out and hit you all at once. And it can hit hard.

You mention that you never posted about your failures, and I think that this is a far more common in the Law of Assumption community than many people realize. Neville Goddard's teachings and the community around them absolutely push people into self-censorship. We see people posting success stories (or, supposedly posting success stories), but we really have no idea of what's going on behind the scenes.

And it's a shame that the blogs taking a healthier approach to this aren't as common or active. But honestly, the fact that the toxic bloggers are spending all this time on this blue hellsite when they could, supposedly, manifest themselves doing literally anything else should tell people a lot about how well they're actually doing with the Law of Assumption and their approach to it.

Anyway, I'm glad you're doing better and I hope things keep going well for you!

[tetraandtheapples]

YEAHHHH YEAHHH SWAPDREAM POST ANÓ SWAPDREAM POST YEAHH YEAHHH YIPPEESE HEHEHHEHEHHE HAHAE SPINS SPINS SPINS PSINS PSISNSIPSSIS

I put a whole ramble in the tags but realised it would probably be better in it's own little section here LMAO under the cut. Obligatory swapdream ramble. Warning, it's very long.

I've always imagined Swad to be quite. overbearing in how he treats night..... In the actual swapdream story Dream very much wanted to protect Night which is what caused ~Ze Incidente~

I feel like the apples caused Swad to take “protect Nightmare” to the very very extreme kinda deal. He will nab him and deposit him in a room in whatever abode swad lives in... I've always imagined him having some sort of a big open coliseum or cathedral almost where his follows (ants LMAO) can freely enter and wander around in a positive haze...... Erp

I like to think he believes that the best way to protect Nightmare is kinda like. A two top priority kinda thing:

"Rescue" (kidnap) brother to keep an eye on him.... This usually involves placing him in a room Dream made specifically for Nightmare while he stays there. It doesn't have much mostly because Night is very private about his own personal life, so it's filled to the brim with the one thing Dream KNOWS he likes - books. Lots of them. Though the titles are very random and the genres are very inconsistent. For example on one shelf there could be a complex book about complex neurology for professional seasoned senior neurologists. and right next to it would be Heather the Violent Fairy from the Rainbow Magic series LMAO He's probably very heavily monitored, and most definitely not allowed to leave at all. Dream spends a lot of these periods where Nightmare is captured to "catch up" and do classic brotherly bonding activities such as talking, eating together, hanging out etc etc like they used to in Dreamtale (and you wait. I will talk about Dreamtale in a hot sec).

Spread his influence and aura across the multiverse. This actually has a bit of a double (possibly triple!) benefit for Swad. (yeah that's right. Numbered list inside of the numbered list) 1. Causes people to become more "docile" when under his influence. People get very... "high" ig when Swad does his thing, causing them to not think straight. He will use this power very willy-nilly (because if he doesn't, then what even was the point of eating those apples?) (I will talk more on this point in a sec. Put another pin in besides the Dreamtale pin LOL) 2. Essentially "starves" Nightmare out, making it easier and easier to find him. With less access to Negative universes, it limits where Nightmare could possibly be in the Multiverse, while giving Dream more power to find him... ...unfortunately, however, this does have the effect of ACTUALLY starving Nightmare out. Less Negativity means less nutrients for Nightmare. He is starving 24/7 because of this. He has, and constantly tries telling Dream about this very real problem, and somewhat very real threat to his existence if Dream keeps going the way he's going. But these complaints either usually get gaslit the hell out of ("Oh, it's not that bad actually" type deal. "Overreacting much? haha you're lucky you're my brother Nighty!") or if he keeps on complaining, gets tentatively "put into consideration" and then conveniently forgotten the next day. (Which, again, ties back into Dreamtale I WILL GET THERE!!! Trust me. Trust the process.) There is no winning against Swad.

Swad to me thinks of himself as above everyone (Ants in his eyes, and he kind of is literally with his giants wings and towering figure LMAO) so the only person he really feels joy in interacting with is Nightmare, who he considers his equal (twins, both guardians, two sides same coin type deal). Nightmare obviously, the more mentally stable of the two, does not agree with this point of view.

Hell, Nightmare has a lot on his plate really.... This is really why I like Anó's version of Swapdream Nightmare.... A very very very popular interpretation of him is this kind of wimpy, cowardly pathetic soggy item. And don't get me wrong, with circumstances up to this point, I could definitely see that happening.

But oh my god do I love snarky Swapdream Nightmare so much. Oh My God.

I usually like to interpret his character because of this as very mellow, soft spoken and polite around new people, using titles like "Sir", "Madam," etc etc. But around Dream he's so hostile omg.... I think if he ever found somebody who he was comfortable with, I think this more snarky side would come out, too, and he can be very brutal when he wants to.

He's also a bit of a master escape artist to me. With the amount of times he's found himself powerless in Dream's grasp, I think he would have a bit of a knack for getting out of sticky situations with barely anything at his disposal....

Back on the subject of his relationship with Dream, I think the reason he's so shitty with him a lot of the time is that Dream is both: (And oh wowie, another numbered list.)

His brother, basically the only other person he's ever had a connection to in his entire life. Despite the very very very bad blood between them now, Nightmare can't stop at least a little part of him that still cares for Dream somewhat.

He views Dream's "situation" (points to ~Ze Incidente~) as largely his own fault... I've got a whole other rant on Nightmare, in general and how I think he felt about his status as a guardian. Which I will not be saying here because this shit is TOO LONG already. But I think Nightmare would not only find guilt in not only being unable to protect the apples despite his status as "Guardian" (bro was 6) but let alone also being unable to protect himself, forcing Dream to take drastic measures in response (bro was also 6). His harsh reaction to Dream, as well as the distance he tries to keep between the two of them both metaphorically and literally is a form of him running away from his problems. This again ties back with the escape artistry I think he has, preferring to run away rather than stay and fight. He also probably doesn't like fighting too due to low magic reserves (little negativity in his system for him to make use of, lol)

Again, two sides of the same coin type deal. While I'm not certain if "Inferiority Complex" is necessarily the right term for Swan (more research needed) I do think Swad very obviously has a huge God Complex. He literally has a halo and everything LMFAO. Just a brief side note on Dream, but I think this God Complex, despite definitely not being helped by the vasts amounts of Golden Apple consumption, definitely gave Dream a greater sense of power/protection from things that may ail him or Nightmare. Again, him placing himself above normal, average people gives him a sense of disconnection from them, making Swan literally the only person he feels he can naturally connect to.

That aside, one last thing I would like to say is this fabled "Dreamtale" segment. Which is maybe a bit of a misleading segment title? Because it's about Positivity vs Negativity in the multiverse, at least for me LOL but I can't be assed to change it. My apologies.

I'm going to start off by saying that I can't actually find this experiment anywhere. When trying to search for it again, I get semi-related, but not quite what I'm looking for experiments, so take what I say with a grain of salt. But it goes something like this:

Rats are very very very intelligent creatures. When left alone, they exhibit normal rat behaviour. Eating, sleeping, etc etc. HOWEVER, some scientists decided hey! What if we just pumped these rats with an endless supply of dopamine? What would happen?

What happened is that the rats, content and happy out of their minds, stopped doing much of anything. They stopped eating even when hungry, because they felt no drive to. And this is where I like to think Positivity as a sort of "feels good, but stagnating" force vs Negativity, the "feels bad, but drives development" force.

With Swad especially, I think he has trouble dealing with any sort of change. His obsession with "protecting" and having a normal relationship with Nightmare but still being unwilling to acknowledge his shortcomings is a result of the overwhelming Positivity flooding his body. Hell, I would even imagine the inverse a bit for OG Dreamtale Nightmare but this wall of text isn't about him lol.

When I say "Dreamtale" in relation to how Swad acts, I think he's really stuck in the "good times" he had with his brother back then, and desperately does anything to get that at the expense of Swan. He's unable to feel the true consequences of this, not really experiencing "negativity" normally (I don't think he's incapable of negative emotions, but more unable to tell when he's experiencing them.)

When I like to think about a "Balance" in terms of emotions, this is usually what I like to think about. Swan is constantly fighting against the overwhelming force of his brother in a multiverse that's slowly being encroached on and stifling out any sort of freedom or change.... I just like them.

TL;DR I'm normal I swear I'm normal guys. Heha

Different multiverse, yet still doomed 😔😔😔

[sk8termikey]

Chapter 28 of 21 questions

better interface on wattpad

Seeing as Nick, Matt and Chris were supposed to post their newest podcast today, they had quickly recorded one almost as soon as they had arrived back in Los Angeles. They had used up all the ones they had pre-recorded before going on tour, and so it felt fitting that today’s podcast had been about them summarising the Versus Tour they had ended two weeks ago.

The triplets had been on tour for a month and had gone to fourteen different cities across the United States. They had gone on explaining how eye opening it had been for them, even on a personal level as they had felt like it had deeply impacted them. They’d focused on the idea that they had never been expecting to achieve so much and that nothing had prepared them for meeting so many people at once, which had been a massive accomplishment for Matt as they had gone on stage in front of seven hundred to two thousand people depending on the venue.

Going on tour had also been a way for Nick, Matt and Chris to assert their individuality as the whole concept had been based on the fans’ dynamic with them. Indeed, their fandom was divided into ‘Nick girls’, ‘Matt girls’ and ‘Chris girls’, which helped the triplets feel like individuals in a group. It had truly been an experience that was shaping them for the years to come as they had been able to meet their fans for the second time this year, in a playful and fun atmosphere.

They’d eventually finished the podcast by mentioning how glad they had been to have had their friend Tril touring with them for the last shows and they’d talked about the activities they all did together off camera. It had then led the triplets to talk about friendship, and especially making new friends either in person or online. This had unknowingly been a special conversation for Matt as he had thought about the friend he had finally met by chance. Nick and Chris had picked up on Matt’s discreet change of attitude regarding the topic as the oldest triplet then talked about randomly meeting a “mutual” in real life when it wasn’t planned, which was how Matt had met Lily after several months of talking to her. Although they had met under the circumstances of an ‘artist-fan’ relationship, it had eventually felt natural when they both switched to the ‘Matt and Lily’ dynamic they’d been having when texting.

After reminiscing about this, Matt saw that he had received a text from his shared groupchat with his brothers and friends from the East Coast.

east coast VS west coast

Alex

THE NEW POD I CAN’T

The cake story got me dying fr

Lily

Not even the story in itself tbh, mostly how it was told

Chris

Glad to know we’re entertaining

Alex

Please never doubt yourself

Also when nick got aggressive to the mother matt talked ab

‘Yeah and she can choke’ cracked me up

Lily

@Nick never change please

Nick

You know me

Do you always watch our videos together?

Lily

Oh hello matt

Yes we do, most of the time

Alex

I rarely watch the pod with her tho bc it’s her day off while i work

But this was ab the tour so how could she not wait for me

That’s cool, I’m glad you liked it

Chris

Yeah, sometimes idk if our fans enjoy the pod as much as the other videos so it’s nice to know y’all do

Lily

Ayo

How could they not??

I love the pod sm😭 it brings such comfort

Alex

I second that!!

Nick

Thanks guys, means a lot to us

Lily

Always<3

Also fun fact

When i first called matt, I thought that he would fit well in a podcast

Who was gonna tell me-

??

In what way?

Lily

Well, you have a nice and calm voice so it’s perfect for a pod

I don’t wanna be the victim of loud jumpscares while i’m trying to relax

Alex

LMAO CHRIS THIS IS FOR YOU

Chris

Damn the favouritism is real

Nick

Fair enough, you’re being way too loud sometimes

Matt is often too quiet though so it’s a balance ig

Lily

Matt only seems quiet bc of how loud y’all are used to be so

Thank you lily

Finally someone on my side

Lily

Always bro

Alex

And he got bro zoned

Rip soldier

Chris

Brb nick and i are preparing a funeral

You’ll be missed matty b

Nick

*insert sad and emotional violins*

Lily

STOP

That’s insane

Y’all act like I never call you bro every 5sec

Alex

Of summer?👀

Lily

Nice one babe

She didn’t get a bro

I feel betrayed

Lily

Matt no

Hear me out😔

Alex

I can pull up receipts of me being called bro

Will that make you feel better poor matthew

Chris

Please do

Nick

He’s sulking right now

Frowning as we speak

No I'm not???

We’re not even in the same room💀

Nate

Am I missing a bully matt conversation?

Lily

Naaate

Nate

Lilyyy

Alex

Aleeex

Sorry

Wanted to feel included

I don’t want this to be a bully matt conversation

Let’s stop it here or change the subject

Nick

We’re having fun though

Chris

Agreed

Lily

Back to da pod bc I needed to add smth then forgot then remembered

Yeah?

(thanks for the support)

Lily

If y’all ever end up doing this crafts live nick mentioned at the beginning, please consider us

(no problem babe)

Alex

War is over!!

He upgraded from bro to babe

But fr tho it would be so fun to see you do crafts and arts even without us

We’ll send an application if we hear more about it

Nick

It was a bit of a random thought tbf but yeah we’ll think of you two if we ever go through with it!

And sorry to cut the convo short but we have to film our next video so we’ll talk to you later :))

Lily

Oooh nice!

Alex

Do we get a spoiler?

Chris

It’ll be out in 2 days bro

I think you’re able to wait

Alex

Damn christopher

Disappointed but not surprised😔

You’ll have to wait a bit to get special treatment from us

Nate

Yeah you're not on my level yet

Lily

Never been so jealous of a guy

It's nate tho so I'm fine w that

Alex

Correct

He deserves special treatment from everyone

Nate

That's sweet, thanks

Chris

Once again, favouritism💀

“What are we actually filming?” Matt asked as he joined Nick in the living-room.

“The Fortnite vid, you remember the plan?” The blonde replied.

Matt nodded, before he and his brothers got ready to film the introduction to the video. They would all play together, and everytime one of them would make a kill in the game, they would swap places and try to achieve a Victory Royale. They then actually began playing and recorded Matt choosing the design of the character they would use.

Everything had been going great during their first rotations, the triplets mostly celebrating the way they would successfully transition between them. That was until Chris was the first one to be killed, ruining their chances to win.

“NOOOOOO!!” Nick and Matt exclaimed at the same time.

“We were doing so good!” The oldest triplet was devastated as he had been hoping that they would get it on their first try. Like earlier, Nick was once again the first to go as he was landing on the map. “AAARGH YOU FUCKING BITCH!” He yelled as someone was attacking him even before he had finished landing.

Nick was now on the run to try and find his attacker, with the support of Matt and Chris behind him. Following his success, Nick then left the chair and gave the controller to Chris who took his place. Each time one of the triplets was the one playing, the focus on their face was obvious as they were all taking their mission very seriously. Matt’s turn then came again, but he eventually got killed which made him hit the desk as he was mad at himself and at the player who had killed him.

“Sorry guys,” Matt said as he calmed down.

“No problem bro,” Chris reassured him. “It was only our second attempt so we’re good.”

Unfortunately, it seems that Chris had jinxed them as they were now on their fifth attempt, and still no Victory Royale on sight. None of them were ever mad at the others for being killed as they had all been laughing every chance they got when swapping places. For the next hour or so, they eventually did eight different tries – all unsuccessful, which Nick was deciding to later cut in small segments.

“No way in hell will I show how shit we are right now”, the blonde said as the camera was cut.

“Not really my fault though”, Chris replied. “I’m not the one dying the most.”

“Shut up Chris, we’ll see how you do now.” Matt was becoming annoyed as he knew he was getting killed a bit too often for his liking.

“Yeah, yeah.” Chris rolled his eyes. “We’ll see how you do, getting killed again.”

And that he did, as Matt got indeed killed during their ninth attempt. Another couple attempts followed, with Nick in between two asking his brothers to pose for their thumbnail.

“I feel like Alex gonna enjoy that shit”, Chris said with a laugh as it took them a good minute to all pose.

“For real”, Matt agreed. “She’s definitely bullying us for putting that in the video.”

“Wait”, Nick called. “Should I leave mentions of her in?”

“I don’t think we should,” Chris answered after thinking about it for a couple of seconds. “Maybe later if her or Lily ever end up in one of our videos, well actually in it you know.”

Nick nodded at Chris’s explanation, and therefore decided that he would cut the moments in which they would mention their friends – who had technically never been exposed to the public, apart from their names having been called out during the baking video they had filmed. The oldest triplet also knew that at one point, Matt would eventually mention Lily as Fortnite was one of their common points and Alex had now quickly been brought up.

For the next couple of attempts, it was noticeable that Nick was getting better, which led to Chris encouraging him more and more as they kept going. Matt was trying his best to stay focused and not get killed again, which proved to be somewhat difficult as his brothers were saying random stuff behind him:

“Drinkie drink”, Chris started. “Take a sip of drinkie, little drinkie.”

Matt was doing his best not to laugh at his brothers’ antics, but he couldn’t help the smile on his face when Nick began talking about getting drunk. Playing with Lily is way more peaceful… Matt thought as another smile took place on his face, although it still looked like it was due to Chris and Nick.

Nothing much had now been going on, apart from Nick twerking after a kill and Matt getting mad again as he was still the one getting killed the most out of them, which happened again during their twelfth attempt.

“WHAT!” Matt angrily exclaimed.

“Are you gonna die every time?” Nick asked, almost unbothered but still done with how Matt kept losing. “I wonder how Lily can stand playing with you if you always get killed.”

“I–” Matt was now at a loss for words. Although Nick had only wanted to tease him and get on Matt’s nerves, the middle triplet took it seriously. “You can ask her, I’m an excellent player!”

“With her, maybe, but not with us right now”. Chris raised an eyebrow at Matt who was almost starting to sulk. “And we need you right now, so think about Lily later.”

“I wasn’t even the one to talk about her first!” Matt retorted, currently feeling bullied by his brothers and definitely planning on complaining to Lily.

After their sixteenth attempt, Matt now had the perfect opportunity to somewhat get back at Nick.

“Oh my God, we’re awful.” Nick dramatically put his hands on his head. 

“You’re awful”, Matt immediately replied in the most monotone way.

“You just died,” Nick quickly retorted. “You’re just negative right now because you’d rather play with someone else.”

“Actually, yes.” Matt decided to appear in front of the camera as he was getting fed up. Facing it, he started talking to the future viewers. “Y’all should know that I have a friend ten times better than Nick here, so please excuse me for missing the times when I actually won.”

“That was insane”, Chris said as his voice sounded a bit muffled due to him being away from the camera but the microphone had still picked up his comment. “You’re down bad bro.”

“Ok Nick, cut that shit.” Matt was absolutely not ready to have people – also known as their lovely and peaceful fans, absolutely not invasive at all for thirteen year olds – prying into his private friendships.

When they eventually went back to playing, it led to a tense moment with Chris trying to kill two players at the same time, while also being out in the open. Matt and Nick were stressing behind, the latter prepared to switch places as soon as Chris would succeed – which he did.

“Who’s the fucking best?” He asked as Matt offered him a high five. “I’m the fucking best!” Chris then left the frame of the camera before coming back with a proud grin and repeating his last sentence several times.

It then seems that the triplets were on a roll as Nick and Matt successfully took out a player each, before it was Chris’s turn again. We can do it, Matt thought as he was carefully watching his younger brother focused on the game. When Chris killed a guy that had just landed, Nick quickly took the controller as Chris gave him the headphones. Still as careful as before, Nick was making his way on the map while his brothers tried to give him advice:

“Turn to the right a little”, Matt suggested.

“Shut up”, Nick bluntly replied as he needed to do it by himself.

Still way more peaceful to play with her, Matt repeated in his mind as he thought about how Lily was always sweet and kindly accepting Matt’s advice when they played together.

Nick had however been right to act like that as soon enough, he killed the player he was hunting before giving up the seat for Matt to take. At that moment, the three brothers realised that they were the closest ever to a Victory Royale. For the next few minutes, they were now harbouring nervous yet excited smiles as they were watching Matt’s every move on the computer screen.

“YES!” Nick and Chris both cheered when Matt killed the last player left, therefore granting them the long awaited win.

Congratulating their brother, the oldest and youngest pulled Matt into a group hug before Nick decided that he needed to document their success with a picture – eventually posted on their weekly Instagram dump.

“Guys”, Nick began. “I wanna thank my mum, I wanna thank ‘OG’ Fortnite coming back, I wanna thank my freshman year self… oh my gosh!” He then happily sighed.

All of them now had proud smiles on as they were glad to have achieved what they did.

“I’m so proud of us”, Nick softly said as he had his arms around his two brothers while they were reviewing their stats.

“I’m gonna go to bed”, Matt announced as they were finishing the outro for the video.

“Will you, though?” Chris asked with a smirk. “You should share your accomplishments with someone first, don’t you think?

“Shut up Chris”, Matt retorted. “I don’t wanna spoil her the video so I won’t mention it.”

“Crazy how Chris didn’t say any names but you directly thought of someone specific”, Nick teased before turning the camera off – he would cut out those last sentences later so he didn’t care about it still recording.

“Oh my God, leave me alone.” Matt was only half annoyed as he knew his brothers were right, deep down, so he just patted them on the back before leaving. I do hope she’ll be proud though…

~~~

A couple of days later, the video of the triplets playing Fortnite had been released; and on the same evening, Matt received unexpected texts that made him weirdly smile when he saw the author as he then thought of a reply.

Lily

Glad to know i’m a good player in your eyes, a compliment coming from the guy who made the last kill

I also miss our time on fortnite together

We should plan another gaming sesh soon :)

That’d be my pleasure

Thank you for reading. Votes and comments are always appreciated if you like this story :) The story is co-written w @/little_grapejuice on wattpad

[dntaewithluv]

Criminal Influence | pjm

Park Jimin is a famous thief currently behind bars and has been your most important source for the last few months, but there’s only so much he’s willing to share over the phone with a panel of glass separating the two of you. You know there’s something he’s keeping from you and that it could be the key to the biggest story of your career. You figure maybe a change of scenery could persuade him to open up to you fully, but Jimin’s price for information, it turns out, is higher than you could have ever anticipated.

🚨 Pairing: thief/criminal!jimin x journalist!reader

🚨 Word Count: 12.8k

🚨 Rating: 18+

🚨 Genre: Strangers to lovers, criminal au, some drama and angst, fluff, smut

🚨 Warnings: Explicit language, mention of criminal activities and danger, visitation at a prison, restraint (handcuffs used for legal reasons and not so legal reasons later hehe), very very very very minor violence cause jimin tries y/n one too many times lmao, [redacted] turns out to be a criminal mastermind, jimin is such a little shit in this but also dom!jimin, sub!reader but also brat!reader sometimes oops, explicit sexual content, dirty talk, making out, marking/biting/scratching, praise, degradation, jimin uses petname kitten for reader throughout sorry not sorry, brief spanking, jimin wears black leather gloves and y/n has a serious glove kink lol, groping, fingering, slight edging (f receiving), use of restraint in the form of handcuffs (it’s a fun surprise at first but reader does consent), oral (f receiving), cum eating, more spanking yay, protected sex, rough sex, car sex, kinda public sex ig cause they’re in a mostly empty parking lot at night lmao, good ole choking kink makes an appearance, it’s really soft for like two secs and then shit gets real i am so sorry, betrayal (it hurts so bad ow), restraint using handcuffs without consent, it gets real sad and angsty sorry again, a lot of emotional and minor physical distress, my first non happy ending i think this shit hurted ngl, overall not great journalism practices oof my journalism degree is crying in the other room

A/N: Surprise! It’s technically still the 13th and Jimin Day where I live so I decided to spend the last two days finishing this fic. I had posted a teaser for Criminal Influence months ago, and decided not to repost it after coming back from deactivating just because I wasn’t sure when I would be able to finish it. So to anyone that has been waiting and still has interest in this fic, thank you so much from the bottom of my heart 🥺 I had a blast with this fic and especially with writing this Jimin. Criminal red haired bf Jimin with leather gloves is always going to have a special place in my heart 🥰 Thank you for checking out this fic if you decide to do so, I hope you enjoy it! Thanks as always for the continued love and support shown to me and my writing, you’re all so so lovely 💜

Masterlist

Today. He would tell you today. You were sure of it. After spending the last few months visiting notorious thief and criminal, Park Jimin, and using that time to earn his trust while simultaneously sourcing information from him, you were confident that today would be the day the final puzzle piece fell into place.

Jimin had given you plenty of useful intel over the course of your little visits, but you could feel there was something he still wasn’t telling you. Even with you and your fellow reporters coming together to share all your findings, there was still a crucial piece of the story missing. Your coworkers had gotten all they could out of their sources, and all of them were convinced that whatever Jimin was withholding from you was the key to piecing everything together.

Fortunately for you, you’d had the good sense to make sure that your source didn’t just feel like you were constantly pumping them for information. There had been days where you had picked up the phone on the other side of the glass panel only to realize immediately that Jimin was not going to be in the mood to help today. Rather than just walking away from the conversation completely, you had opted instead to just spend the time talking to him, off the record.

Jimin had been surprised by this at first, but once he seemed to realize your intentions were genuine, he had been way more willing to open up. You knew he must’ve been lonely, you had been his first visitor in a long, long, time. Your friend Namjoon, who also was head of security at the prison, told you Jimin’s girlfriend used to come visit a lot at first, but then she started coming less and less until finally, she stopped visiting altogether. She hadn’t even had the decency to break up with him properly, instead sending one of Jimin’s friends who was currently on parole to deliver the news that she was dumping him.

Namjoon’s story had been confirmed by Jimin during one of your little talks. It had been one of your strictly off record days, so you’d had no qualms about saying, “Wow, what a bitch.”

Jimin had laughed at that, his first genuine one since you had met him. Most days he was either really sad or really angry when you talked to him, but after that day he had started to let you see some of the brighter sides of him. That was something you were truly grateful for because it had allowed you to see what a kind and warm and loving person Park Jimin really was. However, you were still a journalist, and you knew your facts. Jimin was a criminal. He had done bad things and worked for bad people. But all of this still didn’t stop you from feeling bad for him and wishing you could do something to help him.

Jimin and his friends had all been thrown under the bus by their boss, who was currently still at large. You could only hope that once the story finally broke, the man responsible for the entire operation would be brought to justice, and that the severity of Jimin’s crimes would be reevaluated. You knew you shouldn’t have and that nothing good would come from it, but you had grown to really like Jimin. He was funny and sweet, and on the days where the two of you just talked, your surroundings and the glass between you all fell away.

You found yourself wishing you could’ve met him some other way, some other place. You truly believed he didn’t deserve what had happened to him, and that was why getting this missing information from him was about more than just being credited on the story of a lifetime. It was about Jimin’s second chance that you so desperately wanted for him.

“Do you really think you can get him to tell you today?”

Namjoon’s voice pulled you out of your worried thoughts and brought you back to the two of you walking down the long cold hallway that led to the visitation room.

“I think he trusts me.” you replied as you wrapped your arms around yourself to regain some warmth.

The brunette chuckled, “That’s not what I asked.”

You let out a sigh of frustration and stopped walking for a moment, Namjoon stilling beside you to see what was up.

“I can’t force him to tell me. I just don’t understand why he wouldn’t want to help with something that could potentially mean his freedom, or at least a reduced sentence.”

“Yeah, but we also don’t know what he would be risking by telling you. Jimin, his friends, and you and these other reporters are all wrapped up in something really dangerous. I honestly just wish you would stay out of it all together, but I also know that’s a losing battle with you.”

He frowned disapprovingly at you and you gave him a sheepish grin in return.

“You’re friends with a reporter, Joon, danger is just part of the job description sometimes. I am being careful though, I promise.” you assured him, and your friend answered you with a skeptical look.

“I’m so close, Joon, I can feel it. This could be the biggest story of my career. I just need this last bit of information from Jimin.” you pressed as the two of you started walking again.

Namjoon stayed silent as he walked in step with you. You appreciated that he worried about you. You really did, but this was your job and you were gonna do everything you could to get the story. You were right outside the door now, and you felt the familiar nerves you always got before you were gonna see Jimin.

“Well good luck, Y/N. I hope you’re right and he tells you what you need to know. I’ll be right out here if you need me.” Namjoon offered as he moved to hold the door open for you.

“Thanks, Joon. I hope so too.” you said the last part under your breath, but you were pretty sure he still heard you.

Something already felt off, and it only served to heighten your nerves. Jimin was always, always, right there waiting for you on the other side of the glass when you walked in. But today the only sight that greeted you was an empty seat. You stood there for several seconds, anxiously shifting back and forth on your feet, but still no sign of the thief. Maybe he was just running late today. That was the thought running through your mind as you sat down in your regular chair and glanced at the giant clock on the wall. He had never been late for one of your meetings before. What if something had happened. What if- You cut yourself off mid thought at the sudden appearance of a familiar head of striking red hair. You were quickly reaching for the phone next to you at the same time that Jimin was retrieving his from the other side.

“You know for a second there, I thought you had forgotten.” you greeted him.

Jimin gasped into the phone, “Forgotten? About our date? No. Never.”

You giggled and Jimin gave you a pleased smile. You tried not to think about how if the circumstances were different his date comment might not have been too far off.

“Well you better have a good reason for keeping a girl waiting then.” you chastised him further, drumming your nails across the metal counter in front of you for dramatic effect.

“Sorry, kitten, I promise it won’t happen again.” he said back, and you couldn’t stop your face from immediately heating up at his words.

“Jimin,” you hissed into the phone, “I told you, I am here as a journalist. You can’t be calling me stuff like that.”

“Oh please, you’re just mad cause you don’t wanna admit you like when I call you that.” he challenged back, a smirk visible on his features.

You glared at him as you leaned closer to the glass.

“If this glass wasn’t here I swear I would strangle you.”

“Ooh, now look who’s being unprofessional.” he quipped back as he raised an eyebrow at you.

“Jimin, please.” you groaned into the phone,

“Joke’s on you anyways since picturing your pretty hands wrapped around my throat is what helps me sleep at night.”

“Jimin!” you snapped, disguising how flustered you felt with anger and irritation.

“Okay, okay, I’m sorry. You know I always have to give you shit when I first see you.” he reminded you.

You just scowled at him in response, and Jimin laughed nervously.

“So, how is my favorite visitor?” he asked as if the prior conversation hadn’t happened.

“Jimin. I’m your only visitor.” you pointed out as you leaned back from the glass to survey him.

“Not anymore.” he said just barely above a whisper.

You still managed to hear it though, your eyes going wide.

“Jimin,” you started slowly, “who else has been coming to visit you?”

“Is that a new blouse, Y/N? You look lovely today by the way. You get all dressed up just for me?” Jimin flirted, obviously deflecting answering the question you had just asked him.

Someone else had been coming to see him. Was it one of his friends or someone from his old group? His old boss? Just the idea felt so unsettling to you, and you could feel your heartbeat picking up as you did your best to speak calmly into the phone, “Jimin, tell me please. Who came to see you?”

The red haired man looked around before turning back to fix you with his piercing gaze, and your fear was only growing.

“Tell you what, kitten, why don’t you come back tomorrow and maybe we can go for a drive and talk about it.”

You just stared at him blankly as your mind ran a million miles a minute.

“Jimin, what the hell are you talking about? You know you can’t leave. There’s no way they’ll let you.” you spoke in a hushed voice into the receiver.

He looked back at you completely unbothered. Something was seriously wrong.

“Well then I guess you better figure something out. Sorry but this over the phone thing really just isn’t doing it for me anymore.”

“Jimin, wait what-”

“See you tomorrow, Y/N. Looking forward to that drive.” Jimin finished as he cut you off before flashing you a wink and promptly hanging up.

“Jimin, Jimin, wait!” you tried calling after him, but he was already getting up and walking away.

You just sat there staring after him for several moments, at a complete loss for words. Well what the fuck were you supposed to do now.

“You’ve been staring into your coffee for the past ten minutes like it’s gonna give you the answers you’re missing. It tell you anything good?” Jin teased, giving you an expectant look from across the table the two of you were currently sharing.

You had asked your friend and fellow reporter to meet you at your favorite coffee place as soon as you had left the prison, the two of you convening at your usual secluded table tucked away at the back of the cafe.

“I’m starting to think it would be easier to get it out of this coffee than the alternative.” you admitted as you stared at the beverage in defeat.

Jin leaned closer to you across the table, making sure to keep his voice low, “Jimin wouldn’t talk to you today?”

You just shook your head.

“Our visit was really...off today. I think someone else has been coming to see him.” you whispered back.

“Did he say who?”

“No, he didn’t.” you let out a sigh, “I don’t think I’m gonna be able to get any more info out of him as long as we’re confined to talking inside the prison.”

Jin’s eyes suddenly went wide and he moved closer so there was barely any distance left between the two of you.

“Y/N. Please tell me you’re not thinking about actually trying to help jailbreak Park Jimin. I know you like the guy but-”

“Of course not you idiot. I’m not fucking insane.” you hissed back.

“Okay, sorry, just had to make sure your ass wasn’t about to pull some Bonnie and Clyde shit. I love you, but no dick is worth that.”

He laughed at the way your face immediately heated at his words.

“Jin. We’re journalists. This is about the story. I’m not running off with a criminal so can we please stop talking about it.” you begged, still making sure to speak in a hushed voice.

You both took a moment to lean back into your seats and regain your composure.

“So what are you gonna do?” Jin asked finally.

“I don’t know... Maybe I can ask Joon to arrange for him to leave the prison. Just for a few hours so I can talk to him and get what I need.”

Jin had been taking a sip of his coffee while listening to you, and he had immediately let out a choking sound upon hearing your answer.

“Fuck, are you okay?” you inquired, worry evident in your tone as you watched your friend attempting to fight off his coughing attack.

Jin held up one finger to signal that he needed a moment to catch his breath, so you just sat and waited until he was ready.

“I think we need to revisit that whole thing about you not being fucking insane because this is a terrible idea.”

There was warning clear in his voice, but you did your best to ignore it.

“Look, we have been working on this story for months. We’re almost there, Jin, I can feel it. I know you can too. He’ll talk to me if it’s just us, away from everything else. I know he will. Just trust me on this, please.”

“I don’t know, Y/N... This could be dangerous, and I don’t want to see you get hurt.”

You decided on a more blunt approach, “Do you think you can get Jungkook to give up the name?”

“Oh fuck off, that’s cheating and you know it.”

“It’s a fair question. You’ve been talking to him for as long as I’ve been talking to Jimin. Only difference is he’s not currently behind bars. So, in your journalistic opinion, does your source have the information we need?” you challenged.

Jin sighed and crossed his arms as he surveyed you, “No, he and all the other sources are still insisting that Jimin is the only one who knows.”

“I can get him to tell me, Jin. I just have to play by his rules. But he trusts me, he’ll give up the name.” you insisted for what felt like the millionth time.

“Clearly there’s no use in me wasting any more breath trying to talk you out of it. Good luck convincing Namjoon though.”

You shrugged and took a drink of your now cold coffee, “He’s let me do it before, and he knows how important this story is.”

Jin chuckled and shook his head at you.

“That may be true, but this is Park Jimin we’re talking about. I find it extremely hard to believe that he’s just gonna let you take one of the best thieves in the world out of his high security prison.”

“Yeah, well, sometimes people surprise you.” you retorted, giving him a knowing look.

“Sometimes they do.” Jin agreed quietly.

“No way in hell.”

“Joon, wait! Please. At least hear me out.” you pleaded, gripping your phone tighter as you paced back and forth in your living room.

A groan of frustration sounded from the other end, “Y/N, you’re asking me to let you take a criminal out of my prison so you can interview him. And not just any criminal, no, it has to be the really famous, potentially really dangerous, thief. This sounds insane, you do realize that right?”

You rolled your eyes even though you knew he couldn’t see you.

“So I’ve been told. Let me ask you this, Joon, have I ever not brought a source back?”

Silence followed for several seconds.

“Well no but-”

“Exactly. I’ve never once let you down, and I don’t plan on breaking that streak now. Don’t you trust me?” you implored him further.

“Of course I trust you.” he let out a sigh, “Park Jimin? Not so much.”

“I get that. I do, but, Joon. We’ve been doing this for a few years now, and I’ve always gotten my story, and you’ve always gotten your inmate back.”

“This isn’t like those other times. This is different.” he insisted, his tone deathly serious.

“How? How, Joon? How is it different?” you queried back, nowhere near ready to give up yet.

“Dammit, Y/N, because it’s Park Jimin! Because we still have no idea who he was working for, and no one here seems to know who this new mystery visitor is either. I’m not gonna willingly let you put yourself in danger when we still don’t even know what the fuck is going on here!” Joon exclaimed, his outburst catching you off guard.

“Joon, I need you to understand something. This is my choice. I know Jimin will talk to me. He’s just scared to say anything where he knows anyone could be listening. And we can take whatever security precautions you decide on. Joon, I am begging you, please. I just need a few hours with him, and I promise I will bring him back once I get what I need. If I somehow fuck this up, I swear I will never come to you for help ever again. I mean, if I fuck this up, my career will be over anyway, but I’m not gonna fuck it up. You may not trust Jimin, but I do, and I know he trusts me. All I’m asking is for you to do the same.”

It was quiet for so long after your little speech that for a second you thought he had hung up on you, but then finally, “You can’t let him out of your sight for a single second.”

“I won’t.”

“He’ll have to be restrained so that I can be sure he won’t be able to try anything.”

“Okay.”

“And he’ll have to have a tracker on him so we know where you guys are at all times.”

“Got it.”

“And if, if anything feels off or suspicious, you call the whole thing off and call me immediately.”

“I will.”

“I mean it, Y/N. Anything at all.”

“And I will call you. I got it, Joon, don’t worry. Anything else?”

“You’re sure about this?”

“I’m sure.” you replied without any hesitation.

“Okay, I will sit down with Jimin and make sure he understands the terms of this little outing.”

“So you’re gonna do your whole scary guard thing and intimidate the hell out of him?”

“Basically, yeah. Make sure he knows not to pull any stupid shit. Or else.”

“Well you’re big and scary, so I’m pretty sure you’ll have no problem getting the message across.”

“I’l bring him out through the back to meet you at 7 p.m. tomorrow night. Oh, and Y/N?”

“Yeah?”

“Don’t make me regret this.”

A nervous laugh escaped you, “Have a little faith in me, Joon. I can handle this.”

You always got your story. You wouldn’t let this time be any different.

You rifled through your bag, making sure you had everything you would need before it was time for you to leave your apartment and head to the prison to meet Namjoon. Everything was charged and ready. You’d made sure to prepare your recorder as well as bring a pen and notebook in case Jimin wasn’t willing to be recorded tonight. You hated yourself for it, but you also had spent an extensive amount of time checking your appearance in your bathroom mirror. You figured it was best to be prepared in all aspects, you know, just in case...

Your apartment wasn’t too far from the prison, but tonight the drive felt endless. Even still, you had made sure to arrive at least fifteen minutes early because the last thing you’d wanted was to be running late and have to make Namjoon and Jimin wait on you. You couldn’t tear your gaze away from the back door, your fingers drumming nervously against your steering wheel as your stomach did flips. When the door finally opened after what felt like ages, the sight that greeted you was certainly not what you expected.

Namjoon’s broad frame came into view first, followed by the bright red haired thief. Despite literally being handcuffed and escorted by Namjoon, Jimin somehow still managed to walk behind him with power and purpose. You had expected to see him in his usual black jumpsuit, but instead his attire consisted of a loose baggy white tank, some distressed acid washed jeans, and a pair of black leather gloves that seemed vaguely familiar to you for some reason. He looked good, and you were doing everything you could to not think about it.

You could feel Jimin’s gaze on you as the two men approached your waiting car before stopping in front of the passenger door. Namjoon reached down to open the door, and Jimin was sliding in beside you a moment later.

“Thanks for the ride, kitten, been looking forward to it all day.” he greeted you with a cheeky grin.

You jumped in your seat when Namjoon was suddenly leaning down to your window and fixing your passenger with a threatening stare.

“You.” he began, pointing a finger squarely at Jimin, “You better behave. No funny business.”

“Joonie, please, I will be a perfect gentleman, I promise.” Jimin said back, pretending to be offended by the man’s implication.

Namjoon just scowled at him, his jaw clenched, before turning his attention back to you, “I’ll see both of you back here in two hours. Call me if you need anything.”

“Relax, Joon, everything is gonna be fine. I promise.” you tried to assure him with a sincere look.

It took a moment, but your friend’s expression finally relaxed, and he let out a sigh.

“I know. I know it is. Just, be careful. Both of you.”

You held his gaze and nodded, Namjoon preparing to step back from your car.

“Oh, Joon, wait. Before you go, I need the key.”

The brunette’s eyes went wide as he looked back and forth between you and the metal cuffs encircling Jimin’s wrists.

“Absolutely not.”

You reached out to grip onto his hand that was still resting on the door of your car.

“Joon, please.” you pressed.

“I said no, Y/N. I’m risking enough for you already. The man is still a criminal in case you forgot.” Namjoon went on as he leveled you with a hard stare.

“Yeah, and he’s also still a human being. In case you forgot.” you challenged back, and you could’ve sworn you heard Jimin snicker next to you.

Namjoon shook his head before letting it hang down, a huff slipping out from between his lips. He continued grumbling as one of his hands slipped into his pocket to dig out the key before holding it out to you. You reached out to take it from him, letting your hand close around it as you met his eyes once again, hoping to convey your appreciation for his trust, “Thank you, Joon.”

“Yeah, yeah. Just get outta here before I come to my senses and change my mind.” he groaned, finally stepping back from your car.

You gave him one last nod and smile in thanks before turning the ignition and pulling away from the back entrance to the prison. You waited until the building was starting to disappear in the rear view mirror to place the key Namjoon had handed you on the dashboard, making sure it was closest to you.

“Very funny, kitten, but you know I can’t reach that from here.” Jimin piped up from the passenger seat.

You gave him a quick sideways glance before turning your attention back to the road, your eyes scanning for a secluded area where the two of you would be able to talk.

“Y/N?”

The irritation in the thief’s voice was crystal clear.

“Yes?”

“Are you gonna let me out of these cuffs? Or was all that back there with Namjoon just bullshit?”

Your hands tightened around the steering wheel and you flinched slightly at his harsh tone.

“Jimin, I promise I will let you out of them. After we talk.” you explained, slowing down to pull the car over to a cluster of trees.

You chanced looking over at him once the two of you were parked and God, if looks could kill…

“And here I thought we trusted each other.” he snapped, and you sighed in frustration.

“We do, but Jimin, you have to look at this from my perspective. I’m putting my safety and my career on the line. I’m putting Namjoon’s career on the line. I mean, how do I know these past months, all our meetings, that all of that wasn’t just bullshit? How do I know if I unlock those things right now that you won’t just take off and fuck me and Joon over without looking back?” you countered, looking to him for some sort of answer to your questions.

He didn’t appear as angry now, just definitely still frustrated. And you couldn’t blame him.

“I wouldn’t do that. Not to you. You should know that by now.” he said quietly after several moments.

You tentatively reached out to place a hand on Jimin’s arm, and he immediately turned to face you, big brown eyes full of intensity.

“Look,” you started as you tried to keep your voice calm, “if we’re gonna do this, then we have to do it the right way. I’m just asking you to trust me for a little bit longer. Do you think you can do that?”

The red haired man looked at your hand that was still resting on his arm and then back at you, his expression finally softening. A pout was suddenly forming on his face, and you couldn't help but laugh at the childish gesture. There he was. The Jimin you had come to know over the last few months. The misunderstood thief you had a soft spot for. Your Jimin.

"Okay fine, but."

You raised an eyebrow at him, "But?"

"I want a chocolate milkshake." he finished simply, and you stared at him dumbfounded.

"Jimin, Joon said we have to be back in exactly two hours. We don't have time for this." you insisted as you crossed your arms in defiance and scowled at him.

A wicked smirk spread across the thief's face, and you had the sudden urge to repeatedly bash your head against the steering wheel.

"Well then I guess you better find me a milkshake fast. Clock is ticking, kitten."

This whole thing was ridiculous, but you also knew you couldn't waste any more time. You started the car once more and pulled back onto the road, your hands angrily clutching the steering wheel in a death grip and Jimin's stupid self satisfied grin in your peripheral all the while.

"Fucking brat." you muttered under your breath.

The cackle Jimin let out let you know he had heard you though, "It's like I told you the first time we met. I always know how to get what I want."

True to his word, Jimin refused to answer a single one of your questions until you had bought him his chocolate milkshake, the two of you convening in the mostly empty parking lot of the drive thru you had just gone through so he could drink his stupid milkshake. The little shit even made you hold it for him while he drank it since his hands were still bound, and you might have "accidentally" held the cup too high and gotten whip cream all over his nose, and you might have even laughed at him afterwards.

“Well that was real mature of you.” the red head remarked as you continued giggling at the cream covering his nose.

“Yeah, well, that’s what you get for acting like a spoiled little child.” you shot back, and Jimin narrowed his eyes at you.

“I hope you know I’m not telling you shit if you don’t get this off my face.”

“God, you are such a baby.” you huffed as you reached across him to rummage around in your glove compartment for a napkin or a tissue.

Jimin leaned down and you did your best to ignore his warm breath right next to your ear, “What do you need a napkin for, kitten? You’ve got a perfectly good mouth you could put to use instead.”

The split second of arousal that you felt was immediately replaced by the much stronger feeling of irritation and anger. Your hand finally closed around a napkin and you whipped it out to wipe off the thief’s face, catching Jimin by surprise when you gripped his nose through the napkin and got right in his face.

“Listen here, Park, if the only reason we’re going on this little drive is so that you can fuck with me and waste my time, then I’ll just spare you the rest of this hour and forty minutes and drive you straight back to the prison right now. If you’re not gonna help me, then why should I bother trying to help you.”

Jimin’s eyes went wide, and you released your hold on him before slumping back in your seat.

“I cannot believe I was stupid enough to fall for this shit,” you said, letting out a humorless laugh, “and to think that you were actually gonna be willing to talk to me.”

The man next to you remained silent as you shook your head and moved to turn the ignition.

“Y/N. Wait.” he spoke up right as you started to rotate the key.

Your hand froze and you chanced glancing at him, “What, Jimin?”

He shifted nervously in his seat as you waited for his answer.

“You’re right, I’m sorry. I know you and Joon are both putting yourselves on the line for me. This...is just a lot for me. But, I promise I’ll tell you what you need to know.”

You let out a sigh as you removed the key from the ignition and placed it in your lap.

“Trust me, Jimin, I get it. I know you’re risking a lot here too, and I want you to know I’m beyond grateful for your assistance and cooperation. And I promise you, once this story breaks I will do whatever I can to make sure you come out of this a free man.”

Jimin held your gaze as a moment of silence passed between the two of you.

“Okay, let’s do this then. I’m ready whenever you are, but if it’s okay, I would prefer for this not to be recorded.”

You nodded in understanding, “Of course. I figured you might say that, so I brought a pen and notebook with me just in case. If you could please just try to be as detailed and specific as possible, so that way I can make sure my notes are airtight.”

Jimin waited until you retrieved your materials from your bag, placing your keys in there as you did so, and laid your notebook across your lap with pen in hand. You saw the red headed man swallow out of the corner of your eye.

“Last chance, Jimin, you’re sure about this?” you pressed, making sure to meet his eyes.

“I’m sure.” he replied without missing a beat.

Your pen clicked impossibly loud in the space of your car, “Alright then, tell me everything.”

For the next thirty minutes the only sounds in the car were Jimin’s voice as he finally, finally filled in all the blanks, and the scratch of pen against paper as you furiously took note of everything the thief was telling you. It turned out there was still quite a bit you hadn’t known about this story. Your hand burned, but you willed yourself to keep writing so as not to accidentally leave out any important details. You could feel yourself growing increasingly more excited as the pieces began to fall into place. There was just one thing missing now.

“Jimin, your boss. The one pulling all the strings, can you give me a name?”

You hadn’t realized the extent of the weight the question held until it was hanging in the air between both of you. Jimin’s eyes reflected the uncertainty that you could tell he was feeling. He would open his mouth only to quickly shut it again. You were reaching out for his hands before you could stop yourself. There was a slight tremble in them that matched your own from the strain of your frantic note taking.

“I promise the information will be safe with me. I promise you’re safe with me.” you tried to assure him, your voice gentle.

You could almost see the gears turning inside the man’s head as he contemplated whether or not to speak. In a last ditch effort to try to gain his full trust, you reached for the key still sitting on the dash.

“Wait, what are you…” the thief’s voice trailed off as you inserted the key into the lock and released the cuffs from his wrists.

Jimin stared at you in awe as the metal dropped below into his lap.

“I trust you.” you said simply, giving him a small smile.

“Do you know Min Yoongi?” the red head asked a moment later, immediately sending you into a state of confusion.

You chuckled nervously, “You mean like the super famous and successful music producer? That Min Yoongi?”

“That’s the one.” Jimin confirmed, but you still felt at a loss.

“Oh my God, you’re fucking with me again!” you exclaimed, laughing slightly, “Alright, Park, that was a good one, I’ll give you that. Now, who is it really?”

“You asked for a name, kitten, and I gave you one.”

You waited for any sort of indication that he was joking with you, but Jimin showed none. A soft gasp escaped your lips, “No fucking way.”

“And there it is.” the thief teased you as the corner of his mouth lifted into a smirk.

Your mind was seriously reeling at this information.

“You-you mean Min Yoongi the producer...i-is actually a criminal mastermind? Holy. Shit.”

“Yoongi is a legit producer, but he also uses his label as a front for all the illegal shit he does. Me and Jungkook were both recruited as “new artists”, but really I got hired to be his personal thief and JK as his top hacker. And, as you know, as soon as shit hit the fan, the son of a bitch immediately threw all of us under the bus to save his own ass. Yoongi will get what’s coming to him, it’s only a matter of time. I’ll make sure of it.” Jimin voiced, one of his hands curling into a fist.

You gently touched his hand and the thief turned to look at you, his eyes blazing with emotion.

“I’m sorry for what he did to you. But now we have the chance to take him down. Together.”

“You really think you have enough for your story?” he queried back.

You laughed, “Jimin, are you kidding? This is amazing! Thanks to you, I now have everything I need. God, I could kiss you right now.”

An amused grin took over Jimin’s features as he raised a brow at you, making you realize what you had just said.

“Hah, sorry, writer’s adrenaline.” you quickly tried to explain, your face burning furiously.

Desperate to shift the attention, and also taking notice of them for the first time, your gaze was drawn to the marks coloring Jimin’s wrists just below where his leather gloves stopped. Mindlessly, you rubbed your thumb over one of them, causing Jimin to wince slightly.

“Shit, sorry! I would’ve taken them off sooner if I knew they were gonna leave marks like that.” you said quietly, unable to take your eyes away from the sight of his reddened wrists.

“Hey.”

You looked back up at the sound of Jimin’s voice.

“Relax, okay? You act like I’ve never been in cuffs before.” he reminded you, trying to lighten the mood.

“Sorry, I guess I didn’t think about the other times you’ve been arrested…” you murmured as the embarrassment of the last few minutes continued to wash over you.

Jimin chuckled, “That’s not what I said, kitten.”

You frowned at him in confusion.

“What do you-”

You cut yourself off at the knowing look in Jimin’s eyes paired with the wicked smirk on his face. Oh. You felt your face grow even hotter just at the thought, and quickly pulled your hands back from Jimin’s. The thief burst into laughter at your flustered nature, and you did your best to ignore him as you turned behind you to dig in your purse for your keys.

“Ahem, well we still have just under an hour before I have to have you back, so I’ll take the long way back to the prison so you can keep the cuffs off for a while.”

Jimin remained quiet as your search was coming up empty. You were growing frustrated as you tore through every single pocket and compartment in your bag to no avail.

“Shit.” you hissed.

“What’s wrong?” came Jimin’s voice from beside you.

“I can’t find my keys. But I just had them. They have to be here somewhere.” you said as you continued digging in your purse.

You let out a sigh of frustration, only to hear a familiar jingle a moment later. You whipped back around to see your keys dangling from one of Jimin’s gloved hands. When had he…

“Jimin how did you even-”

“You forget, baby, I’m a damn good thief.” the man next to you bragged, smiling proudly.

“Okay yeah, real funny. You stole my keys, now give them back please.” you requested as you reached out for them, only for Jimin to pull his hand back at the last second.

“Jimin. Give me back my keys.” you insisted, staring him down.

“Oh, Y/N, after these last few months you really should know me better than that.”

“What the hell are you talking about?”

Shit. Was he really gonna fuck you over after everything?

“I know the information I gave you is pretty crucial to this story of yours, and there is something that I would like in return.”

Jimin was giving you a look that you couldn’t decipher. Shitshitshitshitshit. Unfortunately, things had taken a turn and the man next to you had the upper hand right now. It looked like, at least for now, you were going to have to play by his rules again.

“Okay fine. But I’m not doing anything illegal for you, let’s just get that out of the way. What is it that you want?”

Jimin moved closer and you found yourself growing confused once again. His free hand reached out to grip your chin, his touch gentle but purposeful.

“Please don’t be scared, I would never hurt you. Never.” he whispered, and the sincerity in his voice and softness in his eyes made you desperately want to believe him.

“What do you want, Jimin?” you asked again, your own voice barely loud enough to be heard.

Jimin’s eyes flicked down to your mouth for a brief second before once again meeting your own as his leather covered thumb carefully brushed across your bottom lip, “You.”

You let out a small gasp, and the thief pulled your lip down to watch it bounce back into place. And just like that, things had taken a turn yet again. This one being the last thing you had expected.

“Jimin.” you breathed, your heart beginning to thrum violently inside your chest.

“I want you, Y/N.” he repeated, warm breath fanning your face at his close proximity.

“W-we can’t. I can’t. I’m a journalist. You’re my source. It would be wrong, Jimin, and you know it.” you told him, but still, you didn’t pull away.

The red head chuckled, and you could feel yourself drowning in him more and more with each passing second. You were terrified. Not of Jimin. But of just how badly you wanted this. Wanted him. But you knew you couldn’t let yourself. Wouldn’t let yourself. No matter how badly-

“I’m not gonna tell on you, kitten. And you know I can keep a secret.” Jimin went on as his lips dragged over your skin, dangerously close to your own.

Your flesh ignited under the warmth of his mouth, and a soft whine escaped you before you could stop it. You felt Jimin smirk against you as he continued teasing you.

“Let me ask you something,” he began, his mouth traveling down your jaw, “Pretend for just a second that who we are doesn’t matter. I’m not a criminal. You’re not a journalist. We’re just two people in this moment. Right here. Right now. Are you attracted to me?”

“Yes.” you answered without hesitation, surprising yourself with how breathless you already sounded.

“Mmm.” Jimin hummed as his lips seared against the skin of your neck.

“One more question, kitten.”

You did everything you could to hold in the moan you could feel building up in your throat, which became increasingly difficult when Jimin grazed his teeth against you and sucked hard enough to surely leave a mark. His sinful tongue darted out immediately after to soothe the spot, “Do you want me?”

“God, Jimin, yes.” you moaned out shamelessly.

Jimin’s hand left your chin to grab hold of the other side of your neck, holding you in place as he continued torturing you with his wicked mouth. You’d already let him know the effect he was having on you, so there was no point in holding back now.

“Fuck. I thought about how you would sound so many times. Imagined ravaging you in so many ways. Making you cry. Making you scream for me. Ripping those stupid little pencil skirts you always wear to shreds. But all those fantasies, they don’t even come close to the real thing. The way you sound for me, kitten...it’s the most beautiful fucking thing I’ve ever heard.” he growled against your skin before proceeding to suck more spots of color into your neck, earning a string of breathy moans from you.

“Shit, Jimin, this is bad. We have to, fuck, stop. It’s wrong, hhhhhhh.”

Jimin surprised you by actually pulling back, but it really wasn’t any better when his lust filled stare pierced you and he licked his lips hungrily.

“Come on, kitten. You and me? We’re the perfect crime. Forbidden fruit always tastes the sweetest. And I’ve been fucking dying to know how you taste.”

It was a losing battle, and you both knew it. Desire overpowered logic, and your hands shot out to grab Jimin by his shirt and yank him to finally meet your mouth. His hand around your neck tightened slightly while his other hand slid up your thigh. The kiss was messy and wet, lips stinging from Jimin’s constant biting and sucking and your tongues tangled up in a primal dance. The thief was practically swallowing you, and you just did your best to try and keep up.

Jimin’s hands were in your hair, on your neck, digging into your hips, sliding under your shirt. Your own hands snuck underneath his white tank, desperate to feel more of him. His skin was warm under your fingers, and you could feel all his deliciously defined muscles.

Jimin pulled back from you, and you could feel the saliva running down from the corner of your mouth. His already plump lips were red and slightly swollen. You didn’t even get much of a chance to try and catch your breath before you felt Jimin’s still leather clad thumb pushing past your lips and pressing against the pad of your tongue. The pleased smirk on his face was enough to have you rubbing your thighs together as you drooled around his digit. Jimin increased the pressure, pinning you with his dark stare, “Clothes off, kitten. Backseat. Now.”

Your hands were shaking as you clumsily undid your top, your pencil skirt following a moment later, and both garments being tossed into the back. You hesitantly reached behind you to remove your bra, suddenly realizing just how exposed and vulnerable you really were. You could feel Jimin's eyes on you, but you had yet to actually look up at him.

"Look at me, kitten." came the thief's voice, husky and deep and full of desire.

You couldn't help the whimper that slipped out when you did as he requested, and were met with the sight of Jimin's eyes that were nearly black as he slowly palmed himself over his jeans.

"Jimin." you whined, your thighs brushing against each other once again in need of some friction.

The action didn't go unnoticed by the man in front of you, his gaze fixated between your legs as he gripped himself harder.

"You have no idea how many times I've dreamt about this, kitten. About you. Shit. Will you let me see you? Please." Jimin asked sweetly, although his voice was laced with desperation and want.

You let your bra fall from your body a moment later, and the thief let out a sharp intake of breath. You quickly slipped your nearly soaked panties off as well before you could start feeling self conscious again. When you looked back up, Jimin seemed to be physically restraining himself from pouncing on you. He gave a single jerk of his head to indicate for you to get in the back, and you were quickly scrambling over the center console.

You yelped at the feeling of one of Jimin's gloved hands delivering a swift smack to your bare ass. He let out a moan at the sight, "So much prettier with some color, fuck."

You had never let a guy spank you before, but something about the combination of Jimin and leather gloves had you dripping down your thighs. The red head waited until you were laid out on your back across the seat before climbing into the back to hover over you. He seemed to be contemplating something for a moment, and you worried that maybe he was having second thoughts.

You only grew more confused when he reached up to pull down the grab handle from the ceiling of the car. Jimin looked down at you with a mischievous grin, causing a chill to run down your spine.

"Hands up for me, kitten. And don't let go until I say so. Think you can do that for me?"

You swallowed as your eyes went wide, but nodded in agreement nonetheless. You reached up to grab onto the handle with both hands, the feeling strange, but not to the point of being uncomfortable.

"Mmm," Jimin hummed in content, "such a good girl."

You flushed under his praise, and the thief beamed down at you proudly.

"Hey, wait a minute. You're still fully clothed, no fair, Park." you pouted, earning a laugh from Jimin.

"Aw, kitten, don't pout. I'll give you what you want, but right now it's your turn." he said seductively as he trailed a single gloved finger down your body.

You noticed the bright red cursive initials scrawled into the garment for the first time. P.J.M. It clicked then that you had remembered the infamous gloves from the countless hours you had spent researching the man above you. Park Jimin was never seen without them, the trademark of a skilled thief. It was crazy to think that now those same gloves were greedily feeling up your body, and making you squirm underneath the thief.

"Having you under me like this right now, so obedient and willing, fuck, kitten. You make me feel like a free man." Jimin moaned, bending down to take hold of your chin and claim your lips once again.

You were desperate to touch him as Jimin licked into your mouth messily, taking his time to really taste you.

"Jimin, please," you cried in between dizzying kisses, "let me touch you."

The thief bit down on your bottom lip and tugged it between his teeth before drawing back to slowly release it.

"It's not time yet, kitten. Right now, I just wanna take my time to enjoy you."  Jimin mused.

Just as a response was forming itself on your lips, it was replaced instead by a gasp as you felt the warmth of Jimin's mouth wrap around your nipple.  He pinched your other bud between his leather clad fingers, and you cried out as your body twisted in pleasure underneath his ministrations.

"Jimin, shit."

He moaned around your nipple as his tongue flicked over it, and your hands clutched at the bar above you in a death grip. You could just make out the color beginning to blossom across your chest as the thief nipped and sucked his way to your neglected breast. You continued to writhe and pant beneath him as his lips closed around your other bud and began giving it the same treatment. Forget being a thief, the man honestly deserved jail time just for the things he could do with his mouth alone. The way he had your nipple caught between his teeth was nothing short of criminal.

You could feel him against your leg, hardening through his jeans. Just as you were starting to think you were going to cum just from the stimulation by itself, Jimin suddenly pulled off of your chest. He sat back on his haunches, his eyes hungrily raking over your figure as he admired all the little bursts of color he had left behind.

"Shit, kitten. I could spend hours marking you up," Jimin chuckled and shook his head, "if only we had that much time."

It was the first instance the time limit both of you were on had really crossed your mind since all of this had started. You knew being late back to the prison wasn't an option because Joon would already be well on his way to coming after the two of you. Jimin must have been able to tell what you were thinking because he rubbed his thumb over your thigh reassuringly, "Don't you worry that pretty little head of yours. I promise, I'll make every second count. I still have plenty of time to get you to cry and scream for me."

The predatory like grin he flashed you had you clenching around nothing. Jimin knew he had you wrapped around his finger, and when he made a dramatic show of taking off each of his gloves using only his teeth, it took everything in you not to lunge at him. The thief wasted no time in dipping one of his digits between your legs to swipe through your slick folds. You hissed at the contact, desperate to feel more of him where you needed him the most.

"Such a messy little kitten." Jimin whispered before popping the same finger into his mouth, closing his eyes as he did so.

Breathy little whines slipped from between your lips as your nails dug into the handle above you. The thief moaned as he sucked his digit clean, eyes snapping open to meet your gaze, making you feel like he was burning a hole right through you.

"It's like I said. Forbidden fruit, always so fucking delicious."  Jimin practically growled before his hand was diving back down, not wasting any more time as two of his fingers pushed past your walls.

"Oh my God, Jimin. Fuck!" you yelled out as your core greedily sucked his digits inside.

Jimin seemed mesmerized as he watched his fingers disappear in between your legs again, and again.

"Such a tight little cunt, kitten. And so wet too, shit." the thief snarled, pumping his digits into you faster.

You were a panting and shaking mess as you felt the beginnings of an orgasm creeping up on you once again. Jimin was biting his lip in concentration, and you were so focused on admiring him that you practically convulsed at the sudden addition of a third finger. And then Jimin's thumb was strumming your neglected clit, and you felt ready to cry.

"Doing so well for me, kitten. Your pretty little cunt taking my fingers so nicely." the thief praised just as your legs were beginning to shake, your release approaching much quicker now.

"Jimin, please! Don't stop, I'm so close." you begged him.

This apparently was the wrong thing to say because he immediately removed his hand from between your legs, leaving you right at the edge of your orgasm. Fresh tears slid down your cheeks, "No, Jimin, please! Please let me cum! I'll be good I promise!"

The red head was quick to wipe at your face with his clean hand, but you still continued to cry.

"Shhh it's alright, kitten. It's alright. You trust me don't you?" he soothed, his voice gentle.

You sniffled like a child, but still nodded because you did trust him.

"Okay, good. I want you to close your eyes for me. Do you think you can be a good girl and do that? It'll be for just a minute, I promise."

“I don’t know…” you said quietly, the uncertainty you were feeling reflected in your voice.

Jimin leaned down to kiss you sweetly, almost as if he could take away your worries that way.

“Hey, I’m not going anywhere. I’ll still be here when you open them. Do you trust me?” he repeated, smoothing his thumb over your cheek.

“I do.” you replied, allowing your eyes to slowly shut a moment later.

You heard what sounded like Jimin rummaging around, and your nerves quickly started to resurface again. They only increased tenfold when you felt Jimin up near your head and heard a familiar clink followed by the sensation of cold metal circling your wrists. Fuck. Your eyes snapped open and you immediately looked up to see your still suspended hands, now in handcuffs. Panic seized you and on instinct you began to struggle against the restraints.

“Don’t do that, kitten, you’re gonna hurt yourself.” Jimin warned, reminding you of his presence.

“Jimin, what the fuck is this!” you seethed.

“Please calm down, it’s not what you think. Do you still trust me?”

“Less and less by the second.” you snapped back.

“Please, just try and relax for me.” the thief pleaded as he moved down your body and settled himself between your legs.

“Jimin, I swear to God, if you don’t take these off right fucking no- Fuck!” you cut yourself off with a scream as Jimin buried his head between your legs and dipped his tongue between your folds.

He surfaced a moment later, plump lips glossed over with your arousal. Now that you knew what game he was playing, you felt the prior panic slowly diminishing.

“Can we leave them on, kitten, while I eat your sweet little cunt? Or do we need to take them off? I don’t want you to end up hurting yourself. It’s up to you, I promise.”

“I don’t care, “ you practically sobbed, “just please let me cum!”

Jimin grinned devilishly, “Alright, kitten, you got it. Try to keep those hands still for me okay? I’ll let you out as soon as we’re finished.”

His red head was disappearing back between your legs a moment later. He showed no mercy as he devoured your cunt, teeth nipping at your folds and his tongue fucking into you with fervor. The thief’s hands were reaching around to grab and roughly knead your ass as he made you come undone underneath his skilled mouth. It wasn’t long before you felt yourself approaching that high again, sobs escaping you as each swipe of Jimin’s tongue pushed you that much closer. He moaned as he slurped at your center, the vibration making your legs tremble.

“Jimin...so...close...please.” you panted out, doing your best to resist pulling against the cuffs binding you.

“Come on, kitten,” Jimin grunted, “scream for me. I know you have it in you.”

Determined to coax it out of you, the thief focused all his attention on your clit, lips encircling it and sucking harshly. Your body jolted at the stimulation, legs shaking much more violently now. Jimin flicked his tongue against your bundle of nerves, and you were so so close. His lips closed around you once more, and he moaned, long and deep. The sensation pushed you over the edge as you screamed his name and let yourself go.

Jimin let out a growl and continued to lave his tongue over your clit as you rode out your orgasm. You barely registered him reaching up to undo the cuffs, immediately pressing soft kisses to both of your wrists as soon as you were free.

“Fuck, that was amazing. You were amazing.” the thief commended you as he combed a hand through your hair.

“Mmm, it was amazing. But, if you ever cuff me again without asking, I will kill you.”

It sounded like such an empty threat with the dazed state you were still in, and Jimin chuckled as he smiled fondly at you, “Okay, noted.”

“You can cuff me next time okay?” he added with a wink, earning a tired laugh from you.

“Okay, deal.”

He bent down to press his lips against your forehead, and you felt your cheeks flush. You’d never been with anyone like Jimin, and you found yourself once again desperately wishing you had met under different circumstances.

“Hang on, I’ll find your clothes. You should probably change, and we should probably head back before Joonie comes after us.” Jimin teased, hand reaching down to search for your discarded garments.

You were quickly capturing his attention again when your hand reached out to grip his chin and turn him back to face you. For the first time that night, Jimin was the one who seemed confused.

“What’s wrong, kitten? Did I hurt you?” he queried, voice full of concern as his hands carefully ran over your body for any sign of injury.

He was so sweet, it made your heart swell. You shook your head, “No, you didn’t.”

The thief frowned at you, and you tried to stifle your giggles.

“Then what is it?”

You mirrored Jimin from earlier as you hummed and traced your thumb over his plump lips.

“We’re not going anywhere, until you fuck me.” you boldly stated, making Jimin’s eyes widen at your bluntness.

“I think that orgasm went to your head, kitten. It’s got you talking nonsense.” he said back, laughing slightly.

“Actually, my head is crystal clear. I want you to fuck me, Jimin. I have since the first time I saw you.” you went on, not a hint of playfulness in your voice.

Jimin hissed, “You sure about this, kitten?”

“I want you, Jimin. Wanna feel you inside me. Please.” you begged, and a growl immediately started to rumble in the thief’s throat.

You gasped when you felt him pressing himself up against you through his jeans, tortuously dragging his covered length back and forth.

“My greedy little kitten. Needs me to fuck her huh? Needs me to ruin this sweet little cunt of hers huh? Needs me to make her scream some more? My poor hungry little cockslut.”

The condescending filth he spat at you only fueled your desire for him that much more. However, you were still feeling pretty bold at the moment.

“Well, are you just gonna talk your shit or are you gonna fuck me?” you taunted him, a challenge present in your eyes.

Jimin looked furious, and your body was tingling all over in anticipation.

“Oh, I am going to ruin you.” he snarled, turning you on your side and delivering another harsh slap to your ass.

You squealed as Jimin effortlessly flipped you onto your stomach and brought his hand down on your flesh again, and again, and again. You were out of your mind with want, fresh arousal sliding down your thighs with each hit. The thief soothed your irritated skin once he was satisfied, and your ass stung, but in the best way.

“Who knew my kitten was such a little painslut too. Bet I could make you cum just from spanking you with how much you get off on this shit.”

Well. He wasn’t wrong. You didn’t answer him, instead reaching into your purse on the floor to dig for the condom that you knew was in there. Your hand closed around it, and you lifted it up for Jimin to see a moment later, “Shut up and fuck me already, Park.”

He snatched the packet from your hands, and you switched to laying on your back again, more than pleased with yourself. The red head was glaring daggers at you as he slipped his tank over his head. You marveled at finally being able to see his sculpted figure, your eyes drawn to the harsh jagged ink over his rib cage that spelled out NEVERMIND. He had the body of a Greek god, and you wished you had more time to explore it.

Jimin tugged down his jeans and boxers a moment later, his cock springing free with the angry red tip glistening with precum. Your mouth watered, you wanted to suck him off so bad. Hear all the sounds he would make, and see how he would look coming undone. The sound of Jimin furiously tearing open the foil packet with his teeth brought you back to reality. He hissed as he slid the condom over his hard length, immediately lining up with your soaking entrance.

“Any more little smart ass remarks before I fuck the brat out of you?”

You actually took a minute to think about it. Jimin looked ready to choke you, which honestly you wouldn’t be opposed to…

“Will you put the gloves back on?”

Jimin let out a dark chuckle, “Hmm, my kinky little kitten.”

He retrieved them from the floor and once again put on a show for you as he slowly slid them back on one by one. You wanted to keep up your snarky act for just a little bit longer.

“Hurry up and put your dick in me, Park, before Joon- Fuck, Jimin!”

You definitely got what was coming to you when Jimin’s first thrust knocked the air out of you, burying himself to the hilt right off the bat.

“Not so talkative now are we, kitten?” Jimin mocked you as he immediately picked up the pace, not even giving you a chance to adjust to him.

His gloved hands gripped your hips to hold you in place as he drove his cock between your walls with brutal efficiency. Now that you could finally touch him, your hands clutched at his biceps, nails digging in as each thrust bounced you further up the seat.

“Oh my God, Jimin…” you moaned out, and the thief growled before positioning your legs to hook them around his waist so he could have you closer, and you could feel him even deeper.

“Knew all you needed was some cock to shut you up. All that talk, all that sass, and look at you now. Completely fucked out and yet still begging for more. Greedy little cockslut.” Jimin hissed as his hands left your hips in favor of roughly groping your breasts instead.

You clenched around him at his degrading words, and the thief let out a breathy moan as he twitched inside you.

“You’re so cockdumb, kitten. Just taking everything I give you.” he panted out, the exertion from fucking you so fervently really starting to show.

“Jimin…” you begged breathlessly, “kiss me.”

Jimin maneuvered the two of you to pull you closer, your lips meeting in a clumsy kiss. You whined into his mouth as his rhythm started to falter slightly. Your nails scratched down his back as his length slowly dragged inside of you. Jimin let out the most beautiful sounding moan you had ever heard as he desperately chased your lips.

“Fuck. I’ve been behind bars too long, my stamina isn’t what it used to be. Not gonna last much longer, kitten.” the red head warned, his voice strained.

“Me either. I’m getting close. Are you gonna cum with me, Jimin?” you rasped out as his cock was reaching all the right spots inside you.

Instead of answering, Jimin kissed you with so much passion that you felt like you might break apart from the inside out. You whimpered helplessly into his mouth as one of the thief’s gloved hands slid up your body to wrap around your neck. Jimin squeezed just slightly, and your walls clenched down hard around him. He groaned, his speed starting to pick up again as his thrusts grew more stuttered. Jimin pulled back so he could look at you as you neared your high together, his hand around your throat applying pressure every so often and making you feel weightless for a few moments at a time.

“Jimin...can’t...gonna cum.” you cried, beginning to shake in his hold.

“I’m right there with you, kitten. It’s okay.” Jimin reassured you before tightening his hold around your neck, “Cum for me now.”

You were coming undone as soon as the thief’s hand let up on the pressure around your throat, a string of curses and cries of Jimin’s name leaving your lips.

“Shit, kitten.”

Jimin bit down on your shoulder, stifled moans and groans escaping him as he twitched and filled up the condom inside you. He carefully pulled out a moment later and helped to move you to lay back down to catch your breath for a few minutes. Jimin found a trash bag to put the condom in before redressing himself. He beamed down at you in your still post orgasm haze and took your face into his hands.

“You know something?” he started, his voice soft.

“Mmm, what’s that?” you asked back, your own voice sounding far away.

Jimin leaned down to press his lips to your temple, “If I had to go through all of this again, and I mean all of it, just to have this one night with you. I would do it in a heartbeat.”

The tears that pricked your eyes made you feel more vulnerable than you had for this entire ordeal. Jimin frowned at you before kissing them away, which only made you cry harder.

“I don’t wanna go back. I don’t wanna take you back.” you sobbed, and Jimin was immediately pulling you up and into his arms..

“I know, I know. Shhh, it’s okay, kitten. It’s all gonna be okay.” he whispered into your hair.

Several moments of silence passed with Jimin just holding you while he waited for you to calm down. Once you had composed yourself, you began picking up your clothes from the floor and redressed with Jimin’s help. The thief flashed you a sad smile as you turned the ignition and prepared to back out of the parking lot and back to reality. You froze, however, when your phone suddenly lit up with Jin’s name. Jimin noticed it too, and you could’ve sworn he looked almost, nervous?

“Hey, it’s okay. It’s Jin, he’s probably just worried about me. I’m just gonna let him know I’m okay, and then we’ll head back.” you told Jimin as you retrieved your phone from its holder on the vent closest to you.

“Jin, hey. I know you were really worried about tonight, but everything went fine and I actually have really good news.” you greeted him.

“Y/N, I need you to listen to me very carefully. Where are you right now?” Jin demanded, sounding noticeably on edge.

“I’m still with Jimin, but we’re about to drive back. Why?”

“Wait. You’re with Jimin right now?!”

“Yes. Jin, what’s going on?”

“Y/N, you need to get out of there. Right. Now.”

You felt the beginning of a pit forming in your stomach.

“What the hell are you talking about?”

You saw Jimin shift nervously in his seat out of the corner of your eye.

“Listen to me, you have to get out of there. I just talked to Joon, and Jimin’s mysterious visitor paid off one of the guards at the prison to let him in to talk to Jimin. Y/N, it was Jungkook that went to see him. I tried to go by Jungkook’s place tonight to talk to him some more, but when I got to his apartment the door was unlocked and all his stuff was gone. I think they’ve been planning something this whole time. I think Jungkook is probably on his way right n-”

You gasped as Jimin ripped your phone out of your hand and ended the call. You stared at him in shock, the pit in your stomach growing larger and larger.

“Jimin, please tell me he’s lying. Tell me this wasn’t all just a set up. Please.” you pleaded, surprised to hear the brokenness of your own voice.

“I’m sorry, Y/N, but it had to be this way. Once this story gets out, I’m not safe, and neither is Jungkook. I can’t just sit in a prison cell and wait for Yoongi to come after me.”

Your heart sank, and tears were filling your eyes once more.

“J-Joon is c-coming for us, s-so it’s not gonna m-matter anyway.” you stuttered out as it got increasingly harder to breathe.

Jimin just shook his head, “Jungkook will be here long before him. And by the time Joon does get here, we’ll already be way ahead of him.”

“Jimin, please! Please don’t do this! I can still help you!” you sobbed, desperately grasping for his hands.

The thief just brushed you off before once again retrieving the handcuffs. Your hand was already reaching for the door handle, but you were just a second too late as Jimin closed the metal around one of your wrists and the other around the steering wheel. He pulled your car keys out a moment later and threw them over your backseat and into the trunk, along with your phone and the key to the handcuffs. You stared at him in horror as you frantically pulled against the cuffs.

“You bastard! Don’t do this!” you shrieked, and your heart broke even more at seeing the sight of tears in Jimin’s eyes.

“I’m so sorry. Please forgive me, Y/N.” he cried before burying his face in his hands.

“Please, Jimin,” you begged, choking on your sobs, “don’t do this. Don’t leave me.”

The thief was picking his head up a moment later, seeming to have regained his composure for the moment.

“Y/N, I need you to listen to me.”

“Go to hell.” you spat back at him, the anger of the betrayal starting to overcome the sadness.

“Look, Jungkook is coming to get me. And like you said, Joon is coming for you. Now listen, you still have your story, and no one needs to know what really happened here tonight. Jungkook and I disappear, you get to keep your story and your job, and Yoongi is brought to justice. When Joon gets here, you’re going to tell him that I overpowered you and knocked you out, and when you came to, you were cuffed to the steering wheel and I was gone.”

You scoffed, “Go fuck yourself, Park.”

“Y/N please, don’t ruin your career over this. Over me. Tonight will stay between you and me. And for what it’s worth, I meant everything I said to you. Every single word. I know you have no reason to believe me, but it’s true. I wish we could have met some other way because I think I could have really fallen for you. Thank you for giving me my freedom tonight and for actually treating me like a human being all the times we talked. I was dying in that prison, and you saved me.”

You let out a broken sob, your chest aching. You heard the sound of what seemed to be a motorcycle pulling up next to your car on Jimin’s side. A gloved hand was knocking on the window a moment later, and Jimin rolled it down to reveal Jungkook.

“Hey dude, you ready to go? I think Jin might be onto us and- Whoa what the fuck is this? Not that I’m not used to seeing you with girls in handcuffs but-”

“Kook, we don’t have time for this! Jin knows, and Joon is coming for her. We gotta go. Now.”

“Shit, okay. Well hop on, and let’s get the hell out of here then.”

Jimin turned back to look at you, sadness lingering in his eyes.

“Jimin.”

It was a plea, a wish, a goodbye, a promise.

“Y/N.”

Jimin reached across to cradle your cheek and press his lips to yours one more time. You could taste it. His sorrow, his regret, how much this was tearing him apart. And yet he was still doing it. He was still leaving you. The thief pulled away after what felt like forever, and set something that you couldn’t make out through your tears on the dashboard.

“I’m really sorry about this, Y/N. And please tell Jin I’m sorry too.” were Jungkook’s parting and only words to you.

And then the two of them were swinging themselves up onto Jungkook’s bike and tearing off into the night.

When Joon arrived shortly after, along with a private detective named Kim Taehyung, you could barely register the world around you. You were drained, and you felt hollow inside. After retrieving your things from the trunk and freeing you, they both questioned you on what had happened, and you tried to piece a story together as best as you could. You could tell Joon knew you too well to know there was more to it, but he also could see the state you were in, so he didn’t push it.

“Why don’t you come stay with me tonight? I’ll crash on the couch, and you can have my bed. You’ve been through a lot, and I don’t think you should be alone.” your friend suggested as he stood next to you outside your car with a reassuring hand on your shoulder.

“Yeah, okay.” you agreed quietly.

“Alright, so let’s get your things and I can take you back to your car in the morning, okay?”

You just nodded before retrieving your bag from the car, the item Jimin had left behind on the dash finally coming into focus as it blinked a bright red in the darkness. His tracker that Joon had placed on him. Crafty bastard.

The next day, you met up with Jin by your car bright and early. You knew you wouldn’t have to explain anything to him, and that you could trust him without putting his job at risk.

“Remind me what we’re doing out here at the ass crack of dawn please?”

“I never wanna see this car again.”

“Y/N, what do you mean?”

“I mean I want this car to be destroyed. Demolished. Completely gone from my life.”

Just like Jimin… Jin gave you a sympathetic look, and you could feel angry tears burning your eyes.

“Will you help me?” you asked him, sounding like a small child.

Your friend smiled sadly at you, “Of course.”

"You know, you should at least cheer up a little. We’re sitting on the story of our careers, just hours from being published.” Jin said as he was driving you back to your apartment after the events of the morning.

You just nodded and tried to give a genuine smile, before turning your attention to staring out the window. It was silent for several moments before Jin spoke again.

“Sometimes the best stories come with a price. You and I both know that all too well.” he reminded you.

And he was right, of course. The price for this story had just ended up being so much higher than you ever could have prepared for. A thief had stolen your heart and ran away with it. Your thief. And who knows if you would ever get it back...

[fregget-frou]

Here’s my sprites for my listener OCs for the freelancer(Ben), Angel(Angelo), babe(Lycus), and sweetheart(Saro)!

Considering these are all recycled OCs, so I’ll tell you things about the canon characters and what they were like before just because. mostly about their og stories because I think they’re cooler(the freedom their world has gives me a hell of a lot of room for variety I’m sorry )

Tbh this is me info dumping about the backgrounds of these characters which I’ll do whole posts about because of course I have to plague you all with my wonderful brain stuff/j

Ok here’s the stuff:

Ben-

-half Greek and half Swedish, wants to revolutionize different magic categories

- in his og story he was a scientist/researcher for also finding new forms of magic which he calls experimental magic, which let him find a safer way of fast teleportation rather than tearing holes in reality and haphazardly stapling them together

- also with this safe teleportation became proficient in needle magic, which basically makes summoning things and objects incredibly easy and only needing a core “needle” to close the holes

-back to canon redactedverse real quick, has actually dealt with magical people a lot more but was thinking it was bad vibes. Which tbf it was

Angelo-

-ok so the funny thing about their character was that they were a polar bear were from Canada, so making them have a were bf and them being not a bear is funny to me ig.

-In their og story they lost their leg from frostbite but I changed it to a car accident, also changing them from a warrior thing/mercenary to a history professor

-I kept the white hair from their og, and I’ve been thinking the black dye would look good as salt and pepper on a polar bear

Lycus-

-a botanist, i made them dress like it’s the 1800s because it would be cute to see a huge contrast between Asher who I always thought was crunchy

-canon they were a plant like fey, and a relative to Saro

-also, very much not nice in og as most of my fey aligned characters are! Actually made them a leading antagonist because of a whole other thing that I don’t have time to explain but it’s basically crazy juice making people go insane.

-back to canon, they are around 6’3. A lanky non-binary is a reoccurring theme for my redacted OCs..

Saro-

-the leading villain in my og story, full blown fey and in my realms of creation or whatever that usually means they are cruel and trick people into deals

-basically they worked as a waitress at this big shot party palace (idk a place where parties are regularly booked) and administered the crazy juice

- kinda like shades canonically, fed off the magic released at the uproar and works to cause more chaos. Also. Really creepy which they still act like in canon.

-canon-wise they’re from Germany and moved for work, specifically more closely to where a lot of magic activity was happening

[draculiza]

What less social media is doing to me

I've deleted my Instagram app a month ago and it's been amazing. I've been using that app intensly for about 4 years, which was mostly a lot of fun, but I've also had my moments where I just wanted to delete it all. There were always things that made me stay though, like keeping up with my friends and just enjoying creating content. But I finally did it, the app is gone and I feel amazing.

The second I deleted it I was so relieved. I felt like I could breathe and this big chaotic and messy IG drawer in my head was free to go into the bin. Yes, Instagram was always swirling in my mind and ever since deleting it I've noticed just how much it's been present in there.

Chapter 1 • how social media can be toxic

I would spend so much time thinking about what I could post on my feed, what would look good, what place I could arrange aesthetically so I could take a nice picture. Sometimes taking pictures would take so much time, without even taking into account how much time I spent editing the pictures, deciding on what order I could post them in and what caption to use. Oh man, the CAPTIONS. I could not for the life of me ever come up with a caption. That shit must've taken up so much time of my life and I was often so fed up with that part of it, but I felt like I had to. It was a whole thing.

Next to that I would spend my days off doing makeup, putting outfits together and taking a million pictures just for the sake of posting some on IG. I did it solely for making content, I was setting a scene that just took so much effort. I didn't have to go anywhere or do it for myself, so it didn't go naturally, you know? It's hard to describe, but I hope you get the gist.

So like I said, I would dress up just for pictures and it would always make me so tired. It's a routine I got used to, but I didn't enjoy doing it. I'd get ready, take pictures, then edit them and be super tired because I've spent hours doing it. I never did it for myself and yes, while it is fun to look back on and see those aesthetically pleasing pictures, the joy of seeing that doesn't outweigh the negative feelings and effort it took to create them.

There is nothing wrong with taking time to create pictures of course, if you enjoy doing it, all the more power to you! It's just not something I'm going to do to myself anymore. I'll still dress up, but only if I have another reason for it, then the pictures will be a fun extra!

So yea, personally for me it's just become very toxic and it took up too much of my time. Not only because of what I've talked about, but also the fact that there's friends who post pictures and stories and me wanting to keep up with those aswell. It just became a bit too much.

Chapter 2 • the positive changes

There's so many things I want to do in my free time. Like keeping up with my hobbies, go outside and walk around in forests, doing things in life and really be present while doing so. When I was active on instagram I'd constantly think about creating content and with everything I did I'd debate whether or not it'd be fun to capture it for my story. Taking that away made me be so much more present, my mind is much more focused on the things that matter and spending my time not in front of a electric rectangle device has just become so precious.

Beautiful things I see or little moments I have are just for me now, they're not tainted by taking pictures of it and taking time to upload it to a silly social platform. It's just happening in the moment and I'm there to capture it into my memories alone. It's so nice.

Here are some things I've noticed since deleting the app:

• My mind isn't super chaotic anymore

• I register more that's going on around me, I'm more present in life

• I'm not as fussy about appearance

• I'm more positive

• there's no weight constantly dragging me down

• I just generally feel better about myself

It's the little things, like not caring as much about my hair anymore. I used to be so focused on the way it looked at all times, because you know, what if I felt like taking a picture? I just made everything so complicated for myself.

Now I care so much less about my hair and it's given me the freedom to play around with it a lot. Because if it doesn't look good it doesn't matter! The thing that matters most now is comfort and me having fun with it. But the funny thing is that it actually looks better now that I'm not being so careful with it anymore, haha!

I'm also taking so much less pictures of just insignificant shit. I don't need to keep up with an IG story or constantly search for pictures that look aesthetic enough to maybe post on my feed. I don't whip out my phone for every little thing and it just feels so freeing to not have that going on in my head all the time anymore.

Chapter 3 • put time in happy things

I was afraid of missing out, but every time I log onto Twitter now I'm just like 🤷 I really don't miss anything. It's just a lot of noise and useless information that I used to consume so much, but really don't see the need of consuming anymore. My quality of life doesn't increase from it so why would I interact with it? This doesn't apply to any of my friends though, I'm still happy to see their tweets and see how they're doing. They are the only reason I'm not off of Twitter yet too.

It's just weird. I used to be SO into instagram and social media in general, but when I think about it now I'm like what's the point. It kinda feels meaningless now. And I think that shows a lot of character development! I'm becoming a better version of myself and deciding to increase my own quality of living instead of choosing to share everything on the internet. It's one of the best things I've done for myself.

One last thing I'd like to mention is that I also have more time to read now! I haven't really done so yet, but I've started reading my all time favourite book again and it is just so nice. I've just gained a lot of time I used to spend scrolling through timelines, that I can now use to pick up reading and other hobbies I enjoy!

I'm sorry if this has become a long post! If you read it all the way through; just know that I appreciate you very much and I hope that if you're struggling with your relationship with social media you'll consider taking some time off, because I assure you that it'll be very refreshing for your soul. Even deleting your apps for a week will bring loads of change in your mental health!

The best thing you can do is to put your phone away and look around you and do things in real life! Take walks, do a puzzle you never got round to doing, start drawing things, read that one book you always wanted to start but didn't. There's lots of things to do that can make your life much more valuable to yourself. Social media is so toxic and I'm so thankful to myself to have stepped away from it.

I chose to live my life more authentically and that's such a wonderful decision I made. Life is precious and I'm here to live it! 🖤

[metalbatandzenko]

What kind of social media presence do you think the OPM characters would have?

Oh my god I love this.

Blast: Has a verified instagram. Has never posted. Does not follow anyone. Still has like. 3.2M followers.

Tatsumaki: Has a public twitter and a secret pinterest. Her twitter is mostly the occasional selfie or update on monsters she’s fighting. She will occasionally talk shit about the Hero Association on her public twitter. She has 14.7M followers. They love the drama. Her pinterest is a lot of aesthetic pictures, quotes and romantic movie scenes.

Fubuki: Has an instagram that is immaculately curated. It’s very clean looking. She posts thirst traps to her stories, and people lose their minds. She just cracked 1M followers.

Bang: Surprisingly adept at Youtube. Uploads weekly guided meditation videos, and has a few basic self-defense videos. He’s got 800k subscribers, and a pretty active online fanbase. The go grandpa jokes are rampant.

Bomb: One of his disciples got him a snapchat, and now he snapchats nonstop. He also has an instagram, but he has it on private, and treats it like a normal person’s instagram. He still has 20k followers though. Makes regular appearances on Bang’s channel. He often acts as Bang’s sparring partner for self defense videos.

Atomic Samurai: FACEBOOK. He’s like a mix of those wine moms who post minion memes nonstop and your uncle who won’t stop posting memes that make you kind of wince because they’re like. Lowkey offensive. People keep Ok Boomering him. He’s mad because he’s not that old.

Iaian: Has a tumblr where he posts poetry/lit analysis. He’s surprisingly popular and has one of the larger lit analysis accounts, and occasionally gets into beef with other accounts. It’s hilarious. No one knows it’s him though. His account has 37k followers.

Okamaitachi: An INFLUENCER. Has an Instagram, Tumblr, Twitter and a Youtube, and knows how to use them all. Super curated (main) instagram feed. Posts regularly to her story. Probably has like. 1.8M followers. Her tumblr is pretty standard. She’s anonymous on there, and her account is pretty small. Her twitter is mainly her tweeting about stupid shit the disciples/Kamikaze do, and occasionally promoting her Youtube channel. She’s got 900k followers. Her youtube channel is a makeup/fashion channel. She’s got her go to look and style, but she’s super versatile. She’s even gotten the other disciples and Kami to come on for a lot of her videos. She just hit 1M subscribers.

Bushidrill: Doesn’t have social media, are you kidding me? Dude’s probably got the OPM equivalent of a Nokia let’s be real kjhgkjdf

Child Emperor: Has a science youtube channel where he explains different scientific phenomenons, and shows DIY experiments. He’s got 8M followers. He also has a twitter and is just a complete ray of sunshine on it. His feed is entirely fun facts and questions about people’s favorite color, book recommendations, etc. He’s got 11M followers on it.

Metal Knight: Spends all his time on Reddit. This one is self explanatory.

King: Also spends time on Reddit, but isn’t like, a jerk about it. He has a tumblr dedicated to gaming and anime. No one knows it’s him. He has like. 72 followers. He’s also popular as a twitch streamer, though he wears a mask to hide his identity. He’s in like their top 2% of creators.

Zombieman: Got a twitter because Child Emperor asked him to. He only follows about half of the S Class (and Mumen Rider) on Twitter because he’s petty and wants to start drama so he can feel something. Never tweets, just retweets Child Emperor and occasionally tweets making fun of Amai Mask. Posts the occasional thrust trap which CE finds mortifying. Still has 5.2M followers.

Drive Knight: Zero social media. The Hero Association has enough information on him as is, thank you very much.

Pig God: He’s a really popular twitch streamer! Him and King actually collaborate sometimes, though PG doesn’t know it’s King. He also has an instagram where he posts solely pictures of pigeons. No one knows why. 

Superalloy Darkshine: Has a fitness instagram, youtube account, and twitter. But he’s like the positive guy! His instagram is full of encouragement, body positivity/self love, and affordable small changes to implement to do things like up Omega 3 intake. He’s got 2.4M followers on ig. His twitter is similar, but he’ll occasionally tweet things like “Was feeling down today. Then I remembered how much I’ve improved since yesterday! Never give up! Every day you are a new person!”. He’s good and soft. His twitter has 4.3M followers. His youtube is just as upbeat. He’s got workout videos ranging from beginner to advanced, and has a lot on explaining how to build up strength and endurance, or modify fitness excercises to be easier or more challenging. He’s got 1.2M subscribers. Recently got into tiktok, but he hasn’t gotten the hang of it yet.

WDM: Has a instagram. Posts the same pic every day. Still has 1.3M followers. Also has a twitter bot that just posts variations of “woof boof” every day. He still has 887k followers there.

Flashy Flash: Has a twitter and instagram. He mostly goes on twitter to vague people, but will occasionally post an obvious thirst trap. He’s got 7.3M followers. His instagram is pretty curated, but it’s solely pictures of him looking super glamorous. He has 800k followers on there.

Speed of Sound Sonic: Has an anonymous twitter he uses to badger Genos. He’d badger Saitama, but Saitama doesn’t have any social media. Genos just thinks he’s another creep and blocks him. He also has a pinterest where he pins pictures of black clothing and MCR lyrics.

Genos: Has a twitter and instagram, though his instagram is private. He shares “wisdom” on twitter. People think he’s shitposting. He’s not. He has 9.8M followers from trying to spread sensei’s wisdom.

Saitama: Does not have any social media. Occasionally shows up in the background of one of Genos’ rare photos on twitter.

Metal Bat: A Tiktok star. Him and Zenko make dancing videos and skits, and they get over a million plays every time. He started a youtube channel back when he was 14, but just started posting vlogs, sibling challenges, and prank videos to it again. He’s up to 2.3M subscribers. His twitter is a combo of him publicly beefing with the Hero Association and celebrities, and him just. Fucking tweeting out random shit like “do you think geese can actually read minds and we just don’t know it because we don’t speak goose” at 3am. He’s got 7.9M followers. No one knows if he’s serious or not.

Tank Top Master: Has a joint account on twitter with all his bros. The TankTopArmy twitter has 2.1M followers. He also has a youtube that’s pretty similar to Superalloy, and they often collab. He’s at 1.1M subscribers on there.

Puri Puri Prisoner: Has a tumblr. He got really popular on tumblr, but then someone made a calloutpost about him and exposed him as PPP, and he lost a ton of followers. He’s still got 21k followers though.

Garou: Is on his 7th twitter account bc he keeps getting suspended. Uses his twitter to harass the heroes. Also tweets out his hot take on things like controversial food combinations to stir the pot. He’s managed to regain 700k of his original 2.2M followers on this 7th account, but he’ll probably get suspended again before he makes it all the way back.

Amai Mask: Has a twitter and instagram because it is part of his contract. His manager has access to both and manages his ig, which has 47.2M followers. He manages his twitter and occasionally vagues the S Class heroes, but his manager deletes the tweets. But screenshots are forever, and Amai’s got 38M followers on twitter to see his tweets.

Mumen Rider: Has a tumblr and twitter. His tumblr is super popular. It’s like the suggestion/nice message tumblrs. It’s all positivity and kind words, and focuses a lot on self care. He’s got 16k followers on tumblr. His twitter is very similar. There is #MumenNation on twitter. He’s got 4.6M followers, including the majority of the S Class. Even Amai Mask follows him. He’s just a nice guy.

[cloveroctobers]

HENRIK LILJENQUIST—

IG info/Bio: @/adventuresbyhenrik | 53.1k followers — “imma wild boi🌿🌏🧗 | happily taken👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨

23 (24) years old

Parents are both Swedish and only speak Swedish, leaving henrik to also become fluent

His father Halvi is a pilot

His mother Lova is a race car driver

Siblings? Probably a brother, named Jahan & younger by two or three years + they get along quite well

Born & raised in Isle of Wight, England + loves it there & thinks it’s the best place for him to live, it’s his own private island in his mind plus he’s always finding something to do. He stays active

Climbing & wilderness survival instructor, he gets to talk as much as he wants while also teaching people AND all while being active! Sounds like the perfect job for him

Probably developed ADHD around his pre-teen age, leaving his parents to find him something he enjoys + can slow down and focus on

used to be on meds for it

Was well-known in high school, probably in the yearbook club since he was able to run around & get to know people but was kinda shit at knowing the functions of a camera

His selfie game has gotten a lot better now but he mostly posts anything but his face. You’ll see more of his face on his stories & location shots on his feed

Feels his hair is his best physical feature & his prized possession, would never THINK about cutting it. Even just a trim is a bit much for him

Always tries to be positive but at the same time can be condescending since he sometimes won’t pick his words wisely ex.) when he gave MC a backhanded “compliment” about makeup, being active, + wanting them to “think of others ” feelings — just because someone is opposite from you doesn’t mean you have to shit on the way they carry themselves...that’s my issue with him

maybe he’s a Taurus?

Loves fall & spring, more so fall since that’s when the weather feels nicest to him plus allergy season is a REAL bitch

The guy’s real Adventurous & always managing to find something to do. If you’re ever bored just hit him up, he has plenty of recommendations 

Family owns a cottage & he’s the one who goes out there more than his own family does! “You should just sell it to me at this point!” He tells his parents over dinner often & it is strongly considered

Has five birds & a husky, when he goes on road trips they’re always with him. Which can get a little hectic at times but they’re his family, he’s a, “birdog dad”

BLAKE secretly dislikes them all, feeling like they take up space sometimes (especially when she wants to cuddle) but she deals with it since she cares for the guy — yes, they’re still dating

She’s been convincing him to cut a few inches off of his hair which he took like a slap in the face, “that’s like me asking you to quit speaking up for humans!” “No, no it’s not.”

They’re polar opposites with flaws which causes disagreements between the two of them by putting each other in their places but they learn to compromise? (*insert eartha Kitt gif laughing here*] if they want this to work

His mother seems to be the only one who dislikes blake (she strongly feels he should have bought MC back home...that’s right she watched the show from time to time. Not always since she doesn’t care for reality tv but her friends encouraged her to watch bits and pieces) while his dad and brother approve

It is tense when Blake and his mom are in the same room which makes Henrik sad since he believes Blake deserves a chance. He took a chance on her and it seems to be going pretty well so why couldn’t his mother just be happy for him like the rest of the family is?

Henrik loves his low-maintenance girls who are open to trying new things with him, Blake is usually down most of the time but she likes her personal space too..which henrik struggles to understand

He wants her to live with him, he’s sure his parents will let him have the cottage if Blake decides to live with him but Blake loves her freedom in Kingston

It’s hidden but I feel like he might be one of those guys that feels like “a woman should follow a man” since that’s what his father installed into his boys— which failed because his wife isn’t just a housewife, she has goals and went after them

I feel like Blake turns to social media almost always to post about her feelings (I can’t remember what I picked the first time around as my occupation but as I’m currently playing I picked human rights campaigner so) but it’s mostly subtle shade & it always goes recognized by fans which brings drama between her, mc x Bobby

Henrik jumps in because what kind of guy would he be if he didn’t have his gf’s back? Doesn’t care for the drama but he & Bobby usually said slick shit to each other in the villa, it’s safe to say they’re not really friends but they’re not enemies either that’s mostly between their gf/wife

Henrik doesn’t care enough about Bobby to dislike him but he won’t put up with his shit any longer and what easier way to do that than online? He feels like they can settle this with a phone call but Blake & MC aren’t with the shits and don’t want their men speaking to each other

Henrik & Bobby eventually have a chat in secret anyways

Henrik warns Blake that this can effect her job status if she doesn’t calm down since she uses social media for her cause

She usually knows when to stop but can’t help it if it slips out sometimes

They talk it out and move on usually with whatever fun idea henrik may have

Owns a ford bronco from the 90’s that used to be his uncle’s who builds tree houses for a living and is still running, a jeep gladitor, or some sort of pickup truck

Knows how to make the best apricot jam

All about saving the bees

Loves animals, probably on his journey to veganism if he’s not already there

We all know this fucking guy likes eating M0sS

“Embarrassing fact” but uh big fan of twilight, feels like Seth Clearwater and him are meant to be best buds but he also stans the Volturi 😷

Him and Lucas of course remained the best of mates, since they live 2 hrs away from each other and are always busy living their lives they always have to plan out when they can hangout but that fails 60% of the time when henrik pops up at Lucas’ job or at his flat not giving him a choice but to hang out

They’re always vacationing together too? Sure Henrik is his own version of low-key while Lucas likes a bit of luxury...they still find a balance to just have a good time regardless if they live different lifestyles...they’re basically married

Always texting if they’re not hanging out, henrik with his memes that Lucas doesn’t understand & Lucas just checking in on henrik’s well being which leads the conversation to many topics

He’s actually cool with Gary now? They like/comment on each other’s posts & even text here and there

Even ran into Rocco once on a road trip, that was interesting but when life gives you lemons...we’ll just say that

Even him and Ibrahim share recommendations through text or DM’s which is nice! Henrik is always down for friends even tho they’re not like his personal friends (except for Lucas, he fits into his criteria)

Most of his work is physical and talking but he goes the extra mile by hiking every Sunday either with his friends, Blake, or family — he’s genuinely likes being one with nature

If he’s at the cottage, he’s always outside, chopping extra wood, making sure the yard looks like it belongs on a magazine, or takes the boat out on lake to nap since he doesn’t like to fish as much anymore

Currently trying to grow strawberries but some animal keeps eating them :/

Adores adventure time, the x-files, bobs burgers + animal planet, and travel channels—like he’s a real dad

If he could shower outside everyday, he would, it’s such a freeing experience to him

His outings consist of being in the woods 24/7 so in his mind when he brings Blake out there with him, it’s a version of a date, whenever they spend time together is a date to him, which she has to remind him that she wants to do something different like getting dressed up every now and then + go out to dinner which he HATES but he’ll do his best to please her, as long as the restaurant is more earthy than snobby he’s okay

100% would survive the apocalypse, he knows how to make due with what he’s got, he’s always been that way

Enjoys rom-com’s so he’ll laugh at how cringe they are but still enjoy it, indie films, ALITA was the best film of 2019 to him & currently his fav film is, “the call of the wild” with Harrison Ford

His favorite films ever are Indiana Jones, Lara Coft: Tomb raider, Terminator, and I am legend

Aliens ARE real, they’re out there and he’ll be part of the reason they’ve been exposed

I feel like he wanted to be an astronaut growing up but then realized he’d be a confined space for long periods of time and said cancel that shit lol + he isn’t the greatest at science. History? He did real well in that subject

I think he loves Lorde, listens to Bon Iver—especially on early morning commutes to work, Rex Orange County, Omar Apollo, Joji, the nbhd, the driver era, kid cudi...yktfv

Celeb crushes?/types: The main girls from Charlie’s angels 2019, Alexa PenaVega... “you know Carmen from spy kids?” Diana silvers, Dove Cameron, JAMIE CHUNG, & VANESSA HUDGENS

Anthem = Wallows, “OK”

[migleefulmoments]

awesome-fanfictionada * tumblr * com / post / 615676095589728256 so anon ask how it's possible that no one's ever let the cat out of the bag this entire time (not to mention no one's ever captured a surreptitious pic of C/D together) and the answer is a rambling response filled with fake rumors and inane talk about smiling at each other. basically, there is no answer for how darren's "incompetent" team has kept a lid on this secret for nearly a decade. cuz they haven't. cuz it's all bullshit.

The first thing to keep in mind is that awesome is a newbie- she popped up in January 2020. Everything she knows is from "researching” the ccers favorite gifs and answers Abby and co gave to their nonnies in the last few years. She was trolling through the cc masterposts but most of them are long gone so she basically learned through their favorite gif playlist-if you put all the gifs together and took away the slow-mo feature it was probably a total of 4 minutes or less of Chris and Darren’s lives and all of it was from the Glee set or during promo for the show.  

I wrote my comments after her post: 

Anonymous asked:

So, we're 8-9 years? into this whole situation. I want to know how no one has ever let something slip about the truth. There's a lot of pieces in motion...PR houses, SM, appearances with beards, them being together (physically in the same place, like living together) without public knowledge. There's also a lot of people that would have knowledge of the situation. And some of them are not that bright or discreet. It's an incredible amount of time to maintain all of this.

Dear Anon, I’m not sure about the tone of your ask and if you want me to convert you or reassure you? However, I’ll just comment on the things you say. It’s not correct that no one has ever let anything slip about them, there have been in the past people who (2) tweeted about them as a couple just to dleete the tweet shortly after. Not always, some tweets are there still. (3)There have been IG posts and radio interviews with the voice of one of them in the background when there was supposed to be no official interaction. There have been other let’s call them (4)“clues” - even if they weren’t meant to be such. (5) It’s been many years, yes, and with the years comes the ease and the routine, everybody is aware of the situation, teams know what they have to do to keep it going (though sometimes they also slip up, some more than others). With the years the startling suspicion that they might be indeed a couple subsides and nobody cares about it anymore (but us), no one goes out to investigate because why should they? (6)Who cares about D marrying to hide the fact that he’s gay? He’s not the first nor the last to do it. (7) And he’s not that famous that people will want to know at all costs or have tabloids to pay for the scoop. (8) No, it is still his team that needs to pay to get articles out (talking about M mostly). And based on the comments they get on such articles, D’s secret seems to be an open one. Why would anyone tell about them? In HW everyone knows everything about everybody but they seldom tell cause they are all in it together - so who should tell and whom to? (9) Besides - there are plenty of couples in HW and around HW who are pretty secretive about their relationships and have been for years without anyone finding out anything they did not want exposed. Some couples are never seen together anywhere but are known to be married because they have at some point or another confirmed their relationship. (11) It is a long time to maintain this but if the parties involved are fine with the outcome (I doubt D and C are now, but for argument’s sake) nothing will get in the way to disturb the situation.

Do you want me to confirm to you that they actually live together? I cannot. That they have been together all the time? I cannot. (12) But look at them interact at the G/lee reunion and tell me honestly that there isn’t anything going on between them - they have been looking at each other that way for almost 10 years now. Have they at any time looked at their official SO in the same way? They make each other smile and laugh, that counts for very much in a relationship.  

Yes, I started on 2...ignore there is no 1. 

2. She mentions the Tweets that were soon deleted- this is one of my favorite arguments because it’s the most pathetic proof and proves just how easy it is to con a tinhat. Faking a Tweet has been easy for many years and anyone with photoshop skills could do it from day one. Tweets that showed up, then quickly disappeared but luckily ONE person managed to get a screencap? Riiigggghhhhttttttt. We also know that a couple of those famous disappearing Tweets were never real but were written about as part of the “news” post that GleekinthePink mistook for real but was later proven to be fanfiction. 

3. The videos where they hear the voice of the other -usually in a laugh- aren’t “proof” of a relationship. First of all, the obvious, we don’t know who it is since they are off-camera and the person on camera never makes a face of surprise like I would expect if the other outed them. It also makes no sense to imagine that Darren married Mia to protect the secrets but they took a risk by having the other in the room during a live or while shooting a video they posted to social media. I can’t imagine taking a chance like that on something as stupid as a promo Livestream or a haircut-maybe to attend a small family event like Chris’s mom’s funeral or his dad’s wedding, but not a haircut. 

4. What clues did they give away exactly? The not-actually-matching shirts? The not-at-all matching duvet covers? The song lyrics? None of these “clues” are evidence of a relationship. They are simply evidence of a fandom obsessed with making everything into confirmation bias and Abby’s talent at bringing everything back to Crisscolfer.   

5. Now she starts to layout her argument that “everyone knows and they are willing to keep it a secret because who cares”? This argument is so weak I would hope that her community should see right through it, but I’m sure they don’t. I’ve learned through my interactions with Trump supporters and ccers that people who are in a group because they want to win and to be special, people who are bonded together through anger, misogyny, and hate require very little fact-based information. They thrive on short sentences-repeated often- and in anger and having a scapegoat to hurl all their shit at. Having someone to hate is like meth- it’s highly addictive, it rots their brains and it keeps them coming back even after it is killing them. I am sure that any ccer who reads awesome’s post will accept it all at face value.  Hollywood isn’t a close community full of people who either love and respect each other enough to protect Darren or are indifferent as long as it doesn’t affect them. The fact is, Hollywood is a small community, yes. If cc were a couple, everyone would know but being a small community and one willing to hide another’s deep dark secrets aren’t the same thing. Nobody has a reason to protect Chris and Darren by lying or actively working to protect their secrets.. People like and respect Darren because he’s genuine, honest, kind, and interesting but ccDarren is none of those things. He’s a liar who is hiding in the closet because he’s can’t give up his fame, he “treats Mia like shit”, he continues to work with the man who put him in the closet using THE Contract. THE Contract alone would be HUGE and go well beyond tabloid fodder. The NYT and WaPo would be all over the story of Ryan Muphy and Fox TV forcing Darren into the closet, forcing a beard and forbidding them to interact for a decade. 

The biggest reason her theory is nothing but a naive fantasy is that Hollywood isn’t a static community.  Over the last decade, many people came and went and there is no way you will ever convince me that in 10 years, not one person let it slip or was willing to sell them out for their own 15 minutes of fame or blackmailed one of the players get something they wanted. Darren is a vary social man and lots of people consider him their friend. He attends a lot of functions where people see him with Mia. Either ccDarren and ccChris never go out in public- for 10 years they have kept their relationship inside at one of their homes and only a couple of friends know the truth or it’s statistically inconceivable that someone hasn’t slipped or outed them. Glee had a huge cast and crew- add the plus ones and we have a crap ton of people who know, but not one person told a friend who let it slip? Nobody told a friend who works at TMZ or knows someone who does or who is on TMZ payroll? Puh-leaze . 

The tabloids would LOVE to get ahold of CrissColfer- not simply because they are gay, but because Darren has presented as straight for over 10 years and he just married a woman! He also said as a straight man he won’t play another gay character. A gay Darren would be tabloid fodder at any level but as Abby loved to point out, he just won every award; he’s one of the Ryan Murphy Players and his career is on fire right now. CDAN has posted multiple blinds about Darren being gay over the years which proves that tabloids would be interested in such a story.  

6. In 2020 it would be big news if a celeb married to hide a gay relationship.  Especially if that man was famous for playing gay characters and who has been in a relationship with the woman he married for 10+ years. Awesome is dreaming if she imagines nobody would care about such a story.  It’s a story about deception and lies but if you add in the shit they believe, THE Contracts and being forced in the closet, a paid beard who abuses Darren and hidden relationship with another man who has presented another man as his long-term boyfriend? Yeah, that would be huge news. 

7. I have no clue why she thinks he isn’t famous enough to have a tabloid pay for information. Has she read TMZ in the last 5 years? It’s full of stories about Farah Abrahman and other reality stars and their shenanigans. You don’t have to be a huge blockbuster movie star to get a tabloid interested. You only need a sordid story about love mixed with deception, sex, money murder or abuse of power. The tabloids feed off stories like the tinhats have written CrissColfer. 

8. I always love the comments about his team forcing articles out -especially Mia. WTF? His team doesn’t force out articles- they get him publicity when he has a project. Darren hasn’t done all that much press I would call fake, certainly, not many that are written by his team or read as if they just pieced together PR pieces written by his team. Maybe ccers are finding nonsense articles that are clearly written for clicks (they were debating about one last month that was clearly written by someone who Googled Darren and cobbled together his story from what they found online without trying very hard. It wasn’t even written well.  It’s super easy to avoid those articles- if they say “sponsored” that’s a good clue. If you have to click through paragraph by paragraph or photo by photo, or you can barely see the article among the flashing ads, you’re probably reading something of poor quality and not worthy of your time. Stick with articles that are more reputable-actual entertainment publications that cover the industry and including interviews or stories written by journalists. BTW, when was Mia in an article last? I mean more than a mention or two? She was quoted in some for TSG’s opening but other than that she isn’t in the pieces.  

9. There are plenty of couples who keep their relationships quiet but Darren Criss is NOT one of them. Neither is Chris Colfer... but especially not Darren Criss. He doesn’t talk about his relationship per se but is mentioned in places where one would normally talk about one’s spouse. Mia is always by his side and clearly enmeshed in his life- they share old friends and live and work together. The people awesome is referring t-those who keep their private lives private- aren’t running around with a fake wife or fake husband to protect their actual relationships- they are just keeping everything quiet-think Ryan Gosling and Eva Mendes or early Angelina and Brad. Arguing that because some celeb’s keep their private life private, it is rational to believe that Darren and Chris are simply one of those couples is a fallacy-but it’s almost 3 am and I’m too tired to think about which one it is. 

11. Now she’s arguing that in over a decade in Hollywood, the people in Darren’s and Chris’s lives have been static and therefore there isn’t anyone to rock the boat and out them. An interesting argument in light of Darren’s resume over the last 9 years- Broadway (4 different shows (2 Hedwigs)), TV (Royalties, Hollywood, Glee, AHS, ACS), music (including a few tours, 2 albums, multiple one-off shows, and several music videos), Elsie Fest, two feature movies and all the award shows, charity events, fundraisers, and other random things that Darren does. He also owns two businesses that we know of- TSG and The Motley.  That’s a shitload of people that he’s interacted with just at work in the last decade. Oh and add all the people who worked on the wedding-the vendors and their staffs- it’s unrealistic to believe that not one of them realized something was ccUp. Chris entirely changed careers adding all the people in the publishing world that an author works with. He also has done a couple of shows for TV. I’m not even considering the charities they both work with. Not only is this a LOT of people who are keeping their mouths shut, but it isn’t a static group-Darren filmed Hollywood and Royalties this year and rehearsed Amerian Buffalo bringing in an entirely new set of people to work with. If Chris gets his TLOS movie off the ground that will be hundreds and hundreds of new people with him  The fact is, Hollywood isn’t static- it’s the most unstable business I can think of with new people coming to seek their dreams and others giving up or going off to do something else like music or Broadway. There are alwasy new people coming and others going. If Darren and Chris were in fact in a relationship then lots of people near htier homes would know- grocery store workers, restaurant staff, dry cleaners, etc. Yet nobody with this type of evidence has ever even suggested they are a couple. The legit media has never sniffed around trying to find out if Darren is actually gay or with Chris. That says a lot about the validity of the story. Darren would have been hounded by the media when he started playing Blaine but was telling everyone he was staright and showing up at events with Mia. 

Hollywood isn’t known for being altruistic and kind. It’s a ruthless industry full of people with huge egos and big power and people who are broke and just want to get hired for a part, they want their dreams to come true. Hollywood is a town of desperation for so many with big dreams and a quick buck selling a story to a tabloid or the 10 minutes of fan that it would bring- hell even someone making a deal with TMZ to cover them for a period of time in exchange for info about Chris and Colfer is wayyy more credible rational than believing Hollywood is static and nobody has a reason to out Darren.  

12. Laughter and joy are important in a relationship but smiling at someone during a charity online reunion isn’t proof of anything- it’s just common courtesy to be polite in that scenario. Notice they once again are relying on a photo- a stillshot from a video- 1 single frame is “PROOF they are in love” because Chris is giving heart eyes to Darren.   

If your entire argument is they have overwhelming chemistry then you must know that nobody will take you seriously and you should really get listen to an objective opinion by someone who isn’t desperately searching for confirmation bias that they are a couple. Good chemistry doesn’t make a relationship-lots of people have good chemistry and they aren’t in a relationship and lots of people in relationships have poor chemistry. It isn’t proof of anything except that ccers have no evidence.   

[dojaeism-archived]

OMG I AM SO SORRY I tend to talk so much, you might be writing more because of that :( I can't promise short length but I'll try to restrict my fingers from typing out too much (she says as she types this nonsense that uses a bajillion words already 💔) I've been looking after myself, don't worry~ there's just a lot to do as both my parents work and my elder sister and I mostly try to manage our younger siblings and stuff haha Ah, I get that; glad to know you still like doing it! - ❄️

sorry for taking so long to respond omgg but hi!!!

asfhgjsadkj I'm no one to get excited over T^T the ones I am currently mostly active on are 2 out of ig 5-6 blogs? I rarely post on main but you'll see me do something once every blue moon haha Ooh what do you like cooking most then? I make cheesecake myself at home from yogurt instead of cream cheese and it's very light so I can easily eat a slice ^^ I don't like sweets much so it's rare I even have something that isn't on the more bitter or tart side (even then very picky hehe) - ❄️

Quiche is definitely something you should try; it's basically a savoury pie! Stews are awesome too; if you're a person who likes deep flavours but not in watery form (e.g soups, broths) like me, then that's the perfect option as it's consistency is gravy-like and packs a punch Lol they put zero effort in even trying to know their way around the kitchen so when they're forced to do so in the future, they'll definitely get the hang of it :) - ❄️

haha I'm the kind of person who disappears for days/weeks and then mass produces gifs when they return (as explicitly told by my friend) but I quite enjoy it (*^w^) I think giffing for 1-2 groups specifically made me use so much time that I rarely gif others unless I have the time to; but I do wanna try to gif exo more... I gif txt and stray kids! (and some others on and off on my multi blog) - ❄️

I look forward to becoming friends with you too~ haha merci beaucoup; je fais de mon mieux! Those two were like the only games I liked (the puzzle parts though, not much of the fighting Lol) OOF that's a lot, I hope you didn't lose too much sleep for that! Thank you, good luck with your classes and I hope this year passes by nicely for you (also I deeply apologise because I said I wouldn't talk too much but I'm kinda sure I surpassed the normal word limit 😶) - ❄️

please don’t apologise for talking too much omg i love love hearing what you have to say!! you’re always welcome to send as many asks as you’d like hehe and im glad to hear that you’re taking care of yourself!

jkfgnkjfg i know what u mean, i have like 6 sideblogs and i am allllll over the place for all of them LOL either way, im excited to find out who you are!!!

i don’t think i really have a favourite dish, cooking still isn’t my thing tbh i’d rather eat than cook 😭 i only did it bc my parents were like “u gotta show us what u learnt all this time away at uni” and i was like “omg.. here eat this! now leave me alone!” LMAO but its interesting that you make cheesecake from yoghurt :0 i might try that to see if it turns out better!!!! quiche sounds nice! its kinda hard to get stuff like that and pie/stews etc here bc its not very common so i’ll have to see :0

ohh i get u!!!! when i initially started giffing i’d do it for like 6/7 hours a day no kidding, i literally just sat there and giffed all day (to the point where i had a permanent cramp in my hand) but now im like hmm here’s a gifset once a year maybe haha but i almost exclusively only gif jaehyun lol its kinda tragic 😭 im currently trying to gif more people on my sideblogs bc i’ve always wanted to gif them but the jaehyun tunnel vision is so real 😩 its so ironic that chanyeol is my ult but i have never giffed him ever in my life LMFAOOO i really gotta change that….. but omg i love stray kids!! well i solo stan felix actually but they’re all cute!! id love to get into giffing them!!! i don’t really know txt though, but people are always saying lots of lovely things abt them hehe

omg im the opposite! i hate the boring story bits of games lol i always just skip to the fighting bit… idk how familiar you are w genshin but they have like story quests right and i generally just ignore everything and just go around looking for people to fight lmaoo

thank you! its kinda crazy bc i slept like 4 hours the past 3 days but its the weekend now so im gonna catch up on some sleep hehe i hope you’re staying warm (if its cold where you are) and remember to drink lots of water & stay safe!! also its always always okay for you to send in as many asks as you like, i love talking to you 🥰

[dearheartwitcher]

ocs masterpost

for ease of access! in-depth descriptions of all my favorite ocs, all in one post. you can find even more of my ocs (brief descriptions + reference images) over on my art fight page! (you have to be logged in to view!)

[[MORE]]

DnD Characters:

note: for some of these, i have to omit large portions of info as i am either actively playing them, or saving them for a future campaign, and i dont want anyone im playing with to see and accidentally spoil themselves

Fennryn Autumntide—

They were separated from their parents as a baby, and instead raised by an older dwarven woman named Rhiannon Autumntide (AKA Anna). They lived in the forest on the mountain together. She taught them how to fend for themself, and a basic respect for nature and other living things. Their relationship was very teacher/student, but as the years went by they saw each other as family. Fenn solidified this by taking Anna’s last name when they were of age. Eventually, Anna passed away, and Fenn was left in the woods alone.

Fearful of dying alone without ever having experienced life off of the mountain, Fenn sets out to find an adventure. And they find one, alongside a younger tiefling man named Finn. Finn is an experienced pirate, but he is vulnerable. Finn and Fenn trust each other explicitly, and after some time, they fall in love.

Fenn is tall, muscular, and an older elf. They’re around middle aged.

Alistair—

Alistair is a mystery. They are a bizarre-looking half-elf, with a wicked grin, and glowing cyan eyes that lack pupils. They are seemingly fairly young, despite their hair beginning to grow white at the roots.

Alistair is extremely curious, and values sating that curiosity above most things. They spend much of their time exploring and researching. They also have a complete lack of respect for personal boundaries, and love to study and inspect whoever they can get their hands on. (They’re good with a pair of pliers, if you’re willing to let them pull a tooth. They’d be happy to show you their collection.)

Alistair also thrives on positive attention, especially from people who don’t give it easily. Perhaps that’s why they insist on hanging off of Frey as much as they do. Frey Matthias Wolfe is a rich bastard. He’s a man of study as well, but he’s a real mean bitch. And Alistair loves him.

Alistair’s patron... Is a whole other story. One that will remain secret, for now.

Jesse—

Jesse was spawned from the thought “I should make a mean nerd for everyone to bully!” And the execution, imo, was flawless. A 24 year old human man. Jesse is a bard, and he hates it. He has been traveling on his own for a while, and finished his bard college education a couple years ago. He’s pretty studious, and he’s determined to learn everything related to magic that he can.

Despite being a jackass, and kind of a stick in the mud, he does have some semblance of a sense of humor. He also likes to use his intelligence and skill to feel superior to the people around him as often as possible. He is visibly extremely disturbed by corpses.

Jesse is very vague about his past and his reasons for traveling alone.

Ford—

Ford is my newest character! He is a firbolg cowboy. Extremely tall (approaching 8’), with a powerful build. I can’t say much about him yet! He is seemingly very friendly and happy to lend a helping hand whenever he can. He has a sister, named Clementine, who owns a small grocery store.

Cressida:

(note: cressida city + the world its a part of belongs to my boyfriend @ghost-gore ! all the characters that mine know belong to him as well. warning for gore on his blog.)

Ellis—

Ellis is a demon who works in limbo under a man named Crow. Ellis is technically speaking, pretty old, but he looks just as much the young man he was when he died. He keeps his long hair back in a ponytail, and can’t seem to ever wear his suit properly.

Ellis’ powers allow him to see and alter people’s memories. Limbo, as it works out, is a mess of memories. He is always very busy keeping things in order. He’s no stranger to making mistakes, but he has a knack for fixing them to make up for it. When he has a moment to himself, he likes to slip into the dreams of humans. He thinks they’re interesting! (But he keeps accidentally bringing them nightmares...oops. Don’t worry, he can fix it!)

Ellis is in love with his boss, and has been for over a century. He has a hard time keeping it subtle, but fortunately(??) Crow is oblivious. But a century is a long time... And things have gotten intimate between them more than once.

He is also good friends with a much older demon, named Cordia. They like to meet up for drinks, and bond over funny cat pictures.

Rosier—

Rosier is an old, powerful demon. He was once a high-ranking officer in “Hell”’s military. He was charming, and an excellent strategist. (Having a powerful beast form also helps.)

However, something triggered him severely. In a frenzied panic, he shifted into his beast form and flew off.

As a beast, he has large red eyes, long antennae, sharp claws, and huge black wings. Years passed as he isolated himself, and legends spread of the Mothman. Rosier lost himself more and more, until he lost the ability to speak. He stopped seeing any people as the apocalypse happened all around him.

Later, living in the ruins outside of Cressida, he is found by a young hero named Ghost. Ghost is initially intimidated by Rosier, and treats him as an enemy. They fight a few times, before Ghost realizes that Rosier isn’t necessarily a foe— he’s just defending himself. Ghost then begins to treat Rosier almost as a pet.

After some time rehabilitating Rosier, Ghost brings him back to Orion HQ, where they work for Cordia. Cordia is one of very few demons old enough to recognize Rosier.

Eventually, Rosier is able to read, speak, and transform back into a more human shape. He still retains a few of his moth form’s traits, including fully red eyes, fur here and there, and limbs that fade to near-black at the tips.

Cyrus Darcy—

Cyrus is a rich bitch whore. He cares about three things ONLY: wine, sex, and himself. Money is power and he has more than enough of it. His parents passed away when he was a teenager, and they left him a fortune.

Cyrus always gets what he wants. If money can’t get it for him, he has another trick up his sleeve that can. Cyrus is a celestial, meaning a human born with supernatural powers. Cyrus has the power of suggestion, meaning that he can give anyone a short command that they are compelled to follow.

Cyrus has all the makings of a villain, but in actuality he is very neutral. He just wants to have a good time unbothered. He uses his powers mostly to get randos to leave him alone. (Randos like Arley and Kier, who are sent by Cordia to recruit Cyrus for Orion. It takes a while.)

Evelyn—

Evelyn (AKA Evie) was born in the Victorian Era, to a rich father. With money and good looks, she was often pursued by men wishing to court and marry her. She was disinterested in all of them. She preferred to spend her time reading and studying. Evelyn loved to learn, but she also loved a good romance or fantasy to sweep her off her feet.

Enter Cordia, who spent her Victorian days posing as a man. They had a passionate love affair, until Cordia made a sudden exit from Evelyn’s life.

Many years later, Evelyn awakens in the afterlife as an angel. When she and Cordia meet again, it is as equals and business partners.

She is now working as a librarian/an archivist. She also boxes, because she likes to feel strong.

Marcy—

Marcy is a thotty rave twink. They love music, they love neons, and they love to flirt. Marcy is very enthusiastic, and they are a little bit in love with basically everyone. They flirt constantly, and are not shy with physical affection. They like to do drugs and make out and they’re happy to do that with pretty much anyone who’s willing.

Marcy is also a celestial. Their powers allow them to control their personal gravity. They can jump really high, and come down hard, among other things! They mostly use it to help themself go fast. They used to be in roller derby! And they still love to skate.

(ps they have thighs for days and an ass that wont quit. thank u)

Other:

Bonnie Briary—

My newest oc! She belongs to a world where monsters are real, but hidden. Monsters aren’t super common, and they generally avoid integration with human society. (The setting is also a blend of modern + victorian fantasy. Think Lemony Snicket ambiguity.)

Bonnie is shy, sweet, and curious. She likes to study plants in particular. Her style of choice is cottagecore/fairycore blend. She has a garden that she loves very much.

Faust (belongs to tovomiel on ig), is a trash punk gargoyle monster, who for some reason has decided he likes Bonnie. He teases her relentlessly and loooooves to make her flustered. The catch is, he’s too shy to make a move beyond teasing and the occasional kiss. Bonnie, sweet as she is, is dying for him to stop leaving her hanging. Shenanigans ensue.

[unproduciblesmackdown]

let's do a classic Primez ask

thank you lol Prime Time is.....6 am is when im posting this, christ lol what else is new around here........Good Morning in advance lol and [rise and shine sailors it be monday]

2: Favorite book?

i don’t have one lol

3: Favorite fictional character?

i also don’t Properly have like, all-time ultimate Faves in these kind of categories either, but there’s still standouts at least lol......obviously lately it might show that i’m enjoying winston billions a lot, and natch that’s just One of the many wrol roles i’ve been glad to discover. natch winston, jared, and jeremy are fave raves amonth them

5: What’s your favorite fictional ship? (Canon or otherwise)

this is the same as the [fave fictional characters] thing in that like, sometimes i’ll Consume something where i don’t have any, and generally i’m out here multishipping and not like live or die by one Specific Pairing, if i like a character i’ll also probably like Many of their dynamic/s with various other characters, unless the options are That limited.......tying this in to the fave fictional character thing, re: winston, naturally tayston and benston, aka the fruits of us all combining our Genius, are top tier and here’s riawin where we don’t know for sure where it’s going but we’re getting some great Dynamic(tm) stuff anyways.....and natch re: jared i Enjoy Kleinsen (as something to make up ideas about that are outside canon and also as a perspective thru which to analyze canon) and re: jeremy.....stagedorks is beautiful, wild to have canon just give you some content that’s already as good as that

7: List 3 negative traits you have 

well i can be fairly anxious about certain things, which is mostly negative for me lol.........a more negative 2-way street is that i’m just generally in defensive mode around people lol, often i’m like, just trying to avoid Attention entirely and/or like uh oh attention, gotta try to just avoid taking damage from it lol.......on a gradual journey to just being default More Unpleasant / less accommodating lmao......not that i can’t be sometimes, or that i can’t be Genuinely Friendly with randos coz i like their vibe and actually Like socializing lol.........and then re: the challenges of socializing, it seems like maybe when i’m in an interaction i get caught up in [uh oh how do i Respond a) at all b) in a way that’s Good(tm)] and it maybe makes me less attentive to the other person / a worse Listener smh

11: How do you decide when it’s time to cut someone out of your life for good?

idk luckily it’s not something i’ve had to do left and right lol.......but ime it’s Also not exactly like. usually a “ah Now Is The Time to have zero relationship with this person” and most often it’s like [gradual distancing period that is mostly passive] and/or just choosing Not to reinitiate any sort of relationship........though re: more active approaches lol it’s more like. time to try to tune into my [does this feel like something indefinitely sustainable / something you actually Want to have continue in any way] gauge or whatevs. and then still it’s like, sometimes easier if moments happen to come along that provide an [opt out?] choice presented to you kinda lol.........if it’s someone You don’t want to be involved with really but they don’t feel the same and it’s “on you” to decide to peace out at some point it’s more difficult coz such [do you want to opt out]-distilled Moments probably don’t seem to manifest but i think that’s a useful thing to be aware of in itself........i.e. that there’s not always going to be a Narrative-Friendly “point of no return” / clear Line Being Crossed and even if it Doesn’t feel like “i can’t / don’t want to deal with this for Literally one more day” that doesn’t mean you should totally stick it out / don’t have enough reason to decide that you are Done at this particular moment even if you haven’t been Done prior or think you plausibly hold off on it. don’t need to have some kind of story where you think if you Explained it to anyone or everyone it’d universally be understood and everything would applaud like “Yes, the Right Decision” lmao like. not their business....

13: What are your favorite lyrics currently?

well with our groupchat in the replies to that Eternally Crying Over The Bar Song post..........just enjoy the “stay here for a while / cuz it’s nice / cuz it’s holy” part of the refrain, a fun part of the music, and that classic iconis like, lyrics being in a sort of character Voice and yet getting the idea / feelings across effectively even when the words are sort of general or simple.......”shooting from the heart / but we’re all a lousy shot” is great lol and also “say you will always be here” ending with “for one more” is like, there’s another Broader Idea / Sentiment expressed so effectively :’|

17: If you could make a wish, what would you wish for if you knew it would come true?

i can’t do any fun answers lmao it’d just be like [political commentary] but that’s warranted lbr

19: How do you handle heartbreak? Is it something that’s easy for you to get over, or something you struggle with?

lmao i think it is like By Definition not easy for anyone to get over / Not struggle with.........can’t say i’ve had Romantic Misadventures exactly but uh yeah it feels bad to feel bad but i like......wait it out???? idk lmao you can’t really just timeskip past.....Heartbreak Sucks For Everyone Cuz That’s Kind Of The Whole Thing

23: What do you want your future to be like?

pandemic-less, fascism-less........i can’t say i’ve ever been someone like “yea i Know what i want to do and have this whole plan set out how i’m gonna do it lol” i remember when i was like 4 or 5 or whatever being asked What Do You Want To Do When You Grow Up and i was like “shit idk.......i like dinosaurs so i guess paleontologist??” and it was as much a mystery going forward.........always and still mostly playing things by ear with a few vague “if / then” type ideas......aren’t we all though ig

29: Do you think zodiac signs can influence someone’s personality to an extent?

what do i know but i Don’t like or respect the recent years trend ppl being way into it like this isn’t [being really serious about hogwarts houses] or Earnest Myer Briggs Types energy that everyone’s bringing to it......like what are you getting out of trying to be this Prescriptive based on when ppl’s parents got into it. meanwhile i’ve been on the edge of my seat since someone tweeted about “when will we get the first astrology discrimination lawsuit” re: a story about ppl wanting a housemate with a certain sign for compatibility reasons. and like again if it Is like “yes there are time-of-year Personality Types for Objective Real” like. okay, still, what is this Approach that ppl have....doing for anyone.....

31: What does ‘self care’ look like for you?

not very fancy lol i’ll be like “damn i think i haven’t eaten today” and then do it......or be like hey here i’m gonna Do A Stretch or some shit. walk around. step outside if it’s nice. both true that Self Care has inherent limitations re: like we can’t just cancel out all the detriments to our wellbeing via Personal Choices and yet also we can’t Not look out for ourselves how we can......i’ll watch something that i Enjoy. or just knock out if it’s like “christ i need a mood reset” or i’m trying to timeskip through a headache. pet a cat. i like to try to be Appreciative of everyday ordinary shit......also messing around Making Stuff whether drawings or otherwise can be a good helpful use of time, i like talking to people who i like talking to, and other stunning stuff like that lol

37: Have you ever been surprised by someone staying in your life?

not really lol coz again with how i’m pretty slow to realize that someone is like, nonzero actively interested in interacting with me on a regular basis, and then once someone’s In My Life there’s no particular point where i go “whoa....You’re still here??”......ig sometimes there’s like, Friendly Acquaintances where it’d be Unsurprising if they just sort of dropped fully out of the orbit but they do not

41: How do you show you care?

hmm i sure like to do ppl favors / give them gifts / help them out w/ whatever, hang out / generally be Around them where like, doing [parallel tasks] works i.e. maybe we’re doing different things but in the same room.....just like to Talk and all and listen to ppl and Learn Things About Them, try to pick up stuff re: ways that ppl express like “hey to me it conveys Being Cared About when ppl do ___”........food/cooking is a love language......that thing where shit you’d be way too anxious to do on your own For Yourself is like, oh i’m absolutely gonna do it on behalf of someone i care about.......all this stuff is more like, Possible in person lmao rip. i Care you guys

43: Which of the seven deadly sins do you feel represents you the most?

who is your hellsona and what is their origin story (how they got condemned to hell).........if i’m irritable / argumentative am i wrathful? you could presumably someone saying yep it is inherently the one deadly sin of lust if you’re queer.......at any given time i’m passed out and dreaming about “fuck capitalism and the protestant work ethic” and that’s sloth i guess. and okay i went “who named an animal after a The Deadly Sin as if it’s like ‘wow fuck this animal for choosing not to zoom around as though they could and i apparently think that they should’ tf” and in looking it up i immediately learned the Sloth Fact that apparently their shits are insane and also the most dangerous thing they do?? like they poop only maybe once a week and All At Once so that a single dump might knock off a third of their total weight........and it’s pretty much the only time they leave the upper branches of trees, in that they crawl down to hold on to the trunk and take this monster shit and naturally they’re not great on the ground so Pooping is like the leading cause of death for sloths in the wild. and i think they ought to be named after that. 

47: What are you passionate about?

oh man [i am passionate a lot.mp3] lol.........always having a variety of Interestes which i like to talk about / potentially make things about.......decent amount of subjects i like to learn things about even if  i’m bad at like, actually learning things generally lmao, what’s Not losing focus on shit.......idk it’s not that hard for me to like go off about Whatever, got these jack of all trades interests / areas of Some knowledge, i’m opinionated and probably have something (extensive) to say about anything as just part of my charm lol, and just in general i can get Enthused / worked up about things..........also passionate about various [niche gay shit] things eternally. whoms among us isn’t

[wydmariana]

well hellooooo beautiful people !!  my name’s dani, i’m one of the admins on the main! i’m 20, i’m from toronto & i also play the hailey fc alanna !! i’m so fkn excited to have wealthy back up & running and to bring my baby mariana back ! she’s the same old girl and if you don’t know anything about her...everything u need is under the read more ! i rly need all the connections rn so like this & i’ll hit you up for plots !!!!

❛ new york’s very own mariana cavello was spotted on broadway street in  christian louboutin’s. your resemblance to selena gomez is unreal. according to tmz, you just had your twenty-third birthday bash. while living in new york, you’ve been labeled as being reticent, but also quixotic. i guess being a gemini explains that. three things that would paint a better picture of you would be fishnets, tequila shots, notebooks filled with lyrics. & ( cisfemale & she/her ) + ( dani, 20, she/her, est )

☇   ❪    ˚･ﾟ ❛ STATISTICS :

full name: mariana marisol cavello

nickname(s): mari

age: twenty three

date of birth: june 4th

hometown: new york city

current location: upper east side, new york city

ethnicity: half mexican

nationality: american

gender: cisfemale

pronouns: she/her

parents names: tanner hastings, liliana cavello

orientation: pansexual but she doesn’t like labels

religion: grew up catholic, undecided

political affiliation: democrat

occupation: singer/songwriter

living arrangements: lives in her own mansion in the upper east side

language(s) spoken: english, spanish

accent: american

face claim: selena gomez

hair colour: x (most basic/accurate/but it changes)

eye colour: brown

height: 5″5

weight: 120lbs

build: petite

tattoos: mostly selena’s canon, but x instead of the music note

piercings: x (both ears)

drugs/alcohol/sex: yes/yes/yes

pets: one cat, 5 years old, named sergio - x

astrological chart: gemini sun, cancer moon, scorpio rising

☇   ❪    ˚･ﾟ ❛  BACKSTORY/CURRENT :

mariana was born to tanner cavello (famous hotel owner, entrepreneur, multimillionaire, been on forbes, think bart bass) & lilliana cavello (hispanic model/socialite)

her parents marriage was very much settling, the two of them cared about each other & were excited to start their life together in effort to please their parents and keep their images pristine

they were quick to fall out of love though, if you could say they were even ever in it

once mariana and her brother became teenagers, their dad started having affairs with his employes, the hot, young ones of course. & their mom found out, but confided in a 16 year old mariana about her father’s actions

( sexual abuse tw ) this infuriated mariana, especially considering the hours she would spend waiting outside her father’s office doing homework while his business partners molested her in the empty conference room starting at the age of 14

she never told anyone about it, although she knew her father had known the whole time, remembering how many times he’d interrupt it by summoning his partners for work or a meeting

mariana began absolutely hating her father, while still yearning for his approval, & this went on for 4 years until she turned 18 and got revenge by sleeping with one of her dad’s business partners & allowing his wife to find out

so his wife threatened to tell the media about this little scandal, unless mari’s dad paid them off, which is exactly what he did but not before taking his anger out on mariana & blaming her for the whole mess

she has barely talked to her dad since & moved out right as that whole situation went down. she does her best to avoid family gatherings, doesn’t visit the house to see her parents too often. she does have weekly phone calls with her mom & tries to see her as often as she can, no matter how much she resents her

she got into the party scene around 17/18 as well, and became new york’s resident “wild child rich kid/socialite” in her teen years, so she has that reputation in the media still to this day

her parents have been rich as fuck since the day she was born, so she’s definitely a spoiled brat, never worked a day in her life, had daddy’s credit card whenever she needed it

music had always been a passion of hers though, being her favorite class in school(on days when she would actually attend)

so when she was 20, she started getting back into writing, sold a couple of her songs to artists like zendaya, the weeknd, etc

when she turned 21 she released her first single & album within the same year, began touring, and got to the top of the charts almost right away & gained a huge fanbase, whom she loves

she’s now 23 and has two studio albums out !! she’s v successful and happy w her music <3 she releases things very sporadically & im probs gonna  release random selena songs along with other voice claims maybe IDKDKKD hope yall dont mind  my  messy ass kskffsk

she works hard though, & loves writing and releasing music now and never wants to stop. it’s truly the thing that makes her most happy in the entire world and keeps her sane

☇   ❪    ˚･ﾟ ❛  PERSONALITY  :

mariana can be a brat, to put it simply. she thinks she’s always right about everything & it’s rare you’re ever gonna get an apology from her when she’s done something wrong (unless she really cares about you which….)

she’s lowkey a softie, bc of her cancer moon tbh. she tends to get herself into relationships and then mess them up for the sake of it or because she stops trusting herself to be in the relationship at all

but when she loves someone, she LOVES them, like w every fibre in her body u know?

and she cares fiercely about people, it ends up being a problem for her a lot of the time

she hasn’t worked through her trauma & probably never will, she bottles that shit up tight & doesn’t let anybody know it’s there. the only way she’s ever opening up is if she’s writing, cause she wants that shit to be real

but she’s still gonna hoe it up, catch her in the club trying to get some dick for the night, u know what i mean?

super depressed if we’re being real here. she’s sad, and she has abandonment issues because of her dad. so her mindset is- there’s no forming attachments, because everyone leaves me anyway

( drugs tw ) she loves cocaine, is most definitely an addict (but who isn’t in this city), tequila is her alcohol of choice, but she’ll drink anything you give her & weed is her creative saving grace

she started popping pain pills on her 21st birthday, opioids occasionally & mostly xanax, stuff like that, is most definitely also addicted to those

we love a bitch who doesn’t care about her health!

her management team frowns upon it, but she does smoke cigarettes pretty often, but mostly only when she’s stressed

mariana’s the type of bitch to call the paparazzi on herself, she loves attention. but with her music career now it’s been 10x harder for her to keep her life private, not that she cares. but at least she doesn’t have to call the paps on herself anymore lol

she thinks it’s important to treat people w kindness and respect, but no doubt she’ll be ready to fight a b*tch if she has to…

catch her at any protest that involves saying “fuck you trump”

her instagram is a big mix of stories of her cat, dumb selfies, ig model posts, her friends, career stuff & political posts. she’s very active on the gram & snapchat lol

honestly thank U for reading this trash if u didnt…i understand. catch her pinterest board for more here & i have a wanted connections page here ! ok bye i love u, plot w me <3

[nutellanahar]

Thank you

This post is for @mustlikeme4me and her blog @begoodtopeople13. Thanks. Thanks so much!

It’s only coz of your IG story that gave me the courage and encouragement to restart my dormant tumblr account.

My main objective was meeting Taylor or being spotted by her through this acc. But now I see that’s not my real purpose though it would mean the world to me if I meet her ever!

@shouldaknownidbethefirsttoleave had this post which became this huge thread of comments, interactions, reblogging by other swifties (who are also potterheads, btw). And now I see that coming across Swifties from all over the world is so wonderful! Interacting with them gives me immense joy!

I am not a person who’s very active in group chats. All my WhatsApp groups are in mute mode (mostly I’m a spectator).

But with this thread, that’s not the case. I’m looking forward to seeing their messages for the past 2-3 days! It’s making my heart fill with joy! I love the fact that everyone’s so welcoming here!

Connection is what we are looking for, aren’t we?! And I feel connected with this community in this fandom!

Thank you!

Love,

Natasha aka NutellaNahar

❤️💝💞💓💫🧚‍♀️🦋✨💖💜❣️💕💗