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puhpandas · 4 months ago

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Do you have any analysis or notes on how different both dr rabbit and Gregory’s personality is like? I can’t read the book of ggy but I’d like to know how different these two are just like Vanny and Vanessa.

OH DO I. u just opened a can of worms anon. pausing tower of hell for this

thisll all just be off the top of my head but I hope itll help anyway :)

from reading ggy and analyzing the shit out of dr rabbits behavior and doing the same with Gregorys SB personality along with ruin, there are immediately 2 key differences

dr rabbit is a character that puts on a front and a show for everything. hes portrayed as a genius who never does something without it being calculated and valuable for whatever hes trying to achieve

in GGYs case, one of Rabs goals was for some reason to play a part so tony and ellis would like him by playing into each of their interests. this was probably to appear more inconspicuous and seem less guilty since no teacher would pick out a kid from their class as someone to be worried about if he has good grades and has friends and seems plenty happy

he would joke around with ellis and play games with him and hang out with him, and with tony, he would say a couple deep sounding sentences to play into Tony's interest in the meanings of life and its mysteries and stuff. he did it just enough to the point where tony would notice it and prefer him over Ellis because of it but he also wouldnt pay him any mind when he wasn't actively doing that stuff

so basically rab always acts knowing exactly what he wants to come out of every interaction and it usually works. most of his personality is fronts he puts on for whatever goal hes trying to achieve

but with Gregory, none of his personality shown in sb/ruin is meant to put any sort of front or mask on. he doesnt even try to put on a brave face most of the time. he usually isn't that scared of things and can push through it, but he also has no problem expressing fear if he actually is scared of something (shown in the lines "its pretty dark in there" and "what was that??" in response to his watch beeping)

a lot of his interactions with people and just his outward personality are really genuine. that doesnt mean hes always nice or kind, but he just does or says what he actually feels. a lot of the time in sb he happens to be in a bad mood (for a. very good reason) and snappish towards anyone interacting with him. none of the 'quips' he says are meant to be funny, it's just him complaining and it happens to sound humorous just because of his personality

so that's immediately one line drawn between the two of them. tldr rab puts on fronts and nothing of what he does is genuine but everything Gregory does is genuine just in the way that it's true to himself his personality and what he is feeling in the moment

another thing is obviously their moral code. i dont rlly wanna focus much on this because its kinda obvious. rab will obviously do whatever it takes to stay in operation and was probably created to keep vanny in check, even if it includes murdering tons of people and glitchtrap abusing vanny through him. but Gregory holds a very specific moral code that I can boil down best to "I wont help anyone who doesnt deserve it, but if they do deserve it I'll truly try my best to save them, even if it means risking my life"

the way that Gregory decides which people are worth saving is pretty basic. people like vanny obviously don't deserve to be saved because shes evil and kills people. but vanessa was forced to be mind controlled by her and puppeted around to do it so Gregory believed she deserved to be saved

and the glamrocks werent because they were killer robots trying to rip him apart for seemingly no reason. gregory had no idea about any viruses or probably that they were sentient until Freddy became sentient but that was already by the end of the game. he decommissioned them with the knowledge that they were trying to hurt him, they're robots and can be fixed, and that they probably will by tomorrow because in a few hours the place will open

rab is also patient 46 so any little quirks in those tapes also apply to him. things like disliking flowers and liking the dark and liking to watch sports are all him, but theres no telling how much he could have picked up from Gregory by being created off of him

as for just like. dialogue things and how they talk, rab is a lot more literal and blunt with the things he talks about. gregory also says what he means and takes it literal, but he talks with "uh... like... I guess.... umm" things like that. rab doesn't stutter and he has a bigger vocabulary, while Gregory calls the security badge stations "badge head things" and stuff he doesnt know what to call "things"

rab is also very good at reading people and obviously a really good liar to the point where he can get anyone to believe what he wants. but Gregory is a very very shit liar LMAO. he literally just said "I'd rather not say" to Freddy about Monty and just told the truth but changed a little with the others

with vanessa and vanny they for sure changed Vanessa's personality in SB compared to the trailers so she turned from afraid and worried to snappish and annoyed. I honestly think that now vanessa is never vanessa at all during SB but shes always vanny, just in and out of costume. this way, Vanessa's like the opposite of vanny with how shes more timid from all the trauma and naturally afraid

so with Gregory and rab it could be the same but with different things. vanessa and Vannys personalities are black and white, but Gregory and rab dont talk or act very differently outwardly so it's more of a mental change

I've analyzed the crapp out of these 2 so I hope this helped a little bit =)

#pandas.txt #pandas asks #gregory #pandas talks #dr rabbit #ggy #thoughts #save

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crystalmagpie447 · 2 years ago

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KQOSDWINHBUF

i have

a mer au idea for the daycare attendants

keijrnv i would like to make a comic for it for mermay or over the summer, but theres so many aus ive seen already so idk if it would be ok for me to do that-

PFFTT

ill just put the idea here before i lose it RaAAAIJE

sooo

when it starts, Vanessa is the captain of a ship that you were raised on, the one thing lingering on my mind the most that i dont want to forget is that one day something happens and the ship is sinking and in flames (wuh oH) maybe some other pirates came to sabotage them or something

anyway vanessa with a heartfelt goodbye (boohoo) wishes you luck

most of the crew is gone (im assuming they would be the older animatronics as later on when you get your own crew, its the glamrocks) , and in this scene you are the only two left

she gives you her hat and coat (i think its green and blue) and sets you off on a life boat

one day, in desperation and on the verge of death having gone through all of your rations, i'mma say maybe about a few weeks since the incident?, you think you see an island in the horizon, but you lean out a little too far trying to see more clearly, and fall into the ocean

thinking about your crew and wondering why you should deserve to live while no one else got to survive, you give no struggle against the water as you sink into the depths. (sorry koseijdrfh)

as the darkness and pressure surrounds you, you remain conscious enough to spot a blob of eerie light from the corner of your eye

then you lose consciousness

when you wake up, youre on the shore of an island with your boat and few belongings a few feet away.

jnewhfbyednj then you turn to the side of you and spot a (cave?? idk its like a cave in the side of a mountain, but its attached to the ocean)

kdejrws and i guess thats where the prologue ends

alrighty and then flash forward, you have your own crew, and your own ship, and you sail around saving people and uhh

killing bad pirates i guess

pFftt

GAAA thats all my brain is letting me imagine im sorry if you read this {FFRTNIJd ICNATWRITEBAHAHHA

IGNORE ME RAAAAAA

#this is cringe im sorry #PFTUJRD #AAAAA #PLEASE #dont mind me #rambles #writing

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probably-haven · 3 years ago

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Hello!

So I’m the anon who asked for more Archon War Venti headcanons and I just loved it! I really like reading your headcanons cuz some of them are similar to mine but mostly are headcanons that I didn’t think of so it really is nice to read and see your thoughts about Venti!

I feel like as if I’m asking too much but could you keep doing these types of headcanons? Like it doesn’t have to be Archon War headcanons but like some headcanons about Venti’s relationship with the Ragnvindrs and Gunnhildrs. Because the first Gunnhildr was the first one who prayed to Barbatos and the first Ragnvindr was his friend who left but came back and I really wanna hear your thoughts on that!

And I’ve decided to get off anon cuz you just replied to my texts and I wasn’t expecting that so I’ve got a short confidence boost that I am completely taking advantage of! And thanks for the advice! or uhh comment? observation? I’m not entirely sure but thank you for that! I’ve heard that be said to me a few times and I have been trying to be more, uhh, assertive so thanks for that!

rfouierjkhfkecs i actually came across information on Gunnhildr and the "Red-haired warrior" yesterday when i was doing more research into the rebellion against Decarabian and I was like "wow this would be really fucking fun to research and theorize on, but its too specific/niche to include unprompted no matter how much i want to" but bestie you prompted, and im literally so happy right now because I didn't think I'd ever really get the chance to post about them!

also lmao yeah, i tend to try and reply to as much as I can, since it's a good feeling when someone does and all. but yeah, no problem! I’m glad you felt confident enough to reveal XD.

This may be structured a bit more like analysis/theory/just citing canon things at first before it gets into a more headcanony format.

ehe i have so much free reign on this it's lovely

More Archon War Era Venti: one two three

spoilers for Venti's backstory and Diluc's(kinda, i think, just in case)

first things first, laying down some canon background because before yesterday i hadn't heard of either of them outside of that one cutscene.

the very reason Decarabian had his storm wall up in the first place was because at the time Andrius had declared war on him- and his tower, and the city of Mondstadt by extent, were basically constantly under attack by Andrius's blizzards, which since he was still alive back then, were a lot bigger and covered basically what seems to be the whole of Mondstadt outside the barrier.

This meant that people had two options. Live in the city under Decarabian's oppression, or live outside the barrier, and brave the blizzards of a warring god... which was not a good idea

but the Gunnhildr clan(not yet called that) tried- and they almost died because of it. In the midst of a blizzard, the clan chief's daughter, named Gunnhildr(which the clan would be named after later) sent out a prayer that was heard by a wandering wind spirit. And the faith of that prayer gave the spirit enough power to create a small shelter to protect them.

When her father past, she became the new leader and also a priestess. She would later lead the clan to fight Decarabian alongside four others. And basically the Gunnhildr Clan ended up as like sworn protectors of Mondstadt

as for the red-haired warrior, who is basically assumed to be the earliest known ancestor of the Ragnvindir clan(im gonna refer to as Ragnvindir for convenience sake, even though "Ragnvindir" is technically a different character from Vanessa's era)theres not much information on him, but heres what i have from the various wiki's

- he was a wanderer

- one of the first to use the sign of windblume to find other rebels(so he's intelligent)

- actively propped up the nameless bard so he could watch as the tower was destroyed

there's this little tidbit too from the Windblume Ode bow's description that im probably gonna talk about a considerable amount too: "Atop the ruins of the ancient tower, amidst the cheers, songs, and tears of those who had newly won their freedom. A red-haired warrior turned his back on the newborn god, hidden like a single raindrop in a tidal wave of humanity. He was first among those who passed the secret sign of Windblume, the one who wove threads of dawn throughout the long night. His name has since been lost to time, but his deeds are still remembered in song." followed later by "The fate of this clan will likely never change: they shall ever live in the darkness and bring forth the flame of dawn."

Now I'm going to start with the Ragnvindir(geez, why's it spelled like that tho)

My idea of his character is basically formed by a mix of Ragnvindir stereotypes and just generally analyzing text.

So what do we know about Ragnvindir's for sure? they are shady motherfuckers- or at least they rarely operate in the spotlight. also damn, these guys are more cursed than anemo vision wielders- like the only one who didn't canonically lose someone close to them was Crepus, but considering that Diluc doesn't exactly have a mom..... he probably did

so what do we know? - he was close with the nameless bard - he was intelligent - he likely operated primarily from the shadows "ever living in the darkness" - he was a wanderer - he abandoned Venti during the celebration - but his deeds were still remembered in song, so Venti and him were likely still close

now the question of the century: how will i choose to interpret "turned his back on the newborn god"? And honestly, I'm- not sure- at first i assumed he abandoned him completely- but Venti did still make sure to carry on his memory- which could just be Venti being Venti, but for the sake of sanity, this is how I'm interpreting it.

A lot of things happened to the Ragnvindir that day. He lost a friend, saw another become a god to replace the one they had conquered, and he saw his goal, his reason for being in Mondstadt, come to fruition. "see the world through my eyes" the bard had said, and the Ragnvindir had been a wanderer even before. Sure, the people had won freedom, and that was to be celebrated, but he's intelligent to recognize that people would likely see him as one of the key figures in leading the rebellion. And for him this was a solemn time, and ending to a chapter, and not being one to operate in the spotlight, the last thing he'd want is to be swept up in festivities and attention at a time like this.

It also likely didn't help that he's probably smart enough to understand the idea of "power corrupts," and seeing the wind sprite just readily accept the mantle of Archon was likely not the most comforting thing to happen in the given situation after all. But Decarabian was gone, and Andrius had ceased his blizzards, so without a word, he slipped into the crowd and left, a wanderer once more.

now back to Gunnhildr

she was the first to receive an anemo vision from Barbatos, no I do not take criticism on this "the power bestowed on her by Barbatos" like please, they basically said it.

It also mentions that she crowned Venti with laurels(symbol of vistory) after the battle- the book Biography of Gunnhildr additionally says "the Gunnhildr Clan will continue honoring the legacy of its ancestors and its duty to the Anemo Archon: to protect Mondstadt, the land and all who inhabit it, forever."

I really like this because it conveniently ties into my past headcanon about Venti granting visions to the people of Mondstadt and having them be the ones to erect wind barriers and defend the city in his absence.

So in the Archon War I like to imagine that the Gunnhildr clan had a lot of people who were actually granted visions and were basically in charge of protecting it from those who would attempt to ambush them.

Mondstadt essentially became known for this- the fact that the mortals within it were strong enough to fend off the force of a god without support from their own.

but regardless, Gunnhildr, as she had before, served as a priestess to Barbatos, the closest thing that Mondstadt had to a ruler, and yet she only took charge of prayer and protection.... i hate to just- equate them to their descendants- but to an extent- her role was kind of like a merge between Jean and Barbara- Except with a whole lot less structure.... i really dont want their characters to just be carbon copies of the descendants but- c'mon, the comparison was right there.

anyways besties- back to Venti so i can tie them in

The Archon War was one of the worst times for Venti in his entire life thus far. And the time immediately after Decarbian's fall, while Gunnhildr and the Ragnvindir were still alive, was the key period of time in which things could have gone very differently.

Venti is the god of freedom. That's a reoccurring theme and I think I've made that abundantly clear. But during this time, Venti was anything but free.

I've mentioned before how he would stay far from the city of Mondstadt so the shockwave of his death wouldn't reach him, should he fall.... well- Venti is new to a lot of things- godhood- humanity- war- freedom- and at this point he was trying hard to figure out how to be Mondstadt's god without becoming Decarabian, and while still being able to survive, and make sure they survived, and see the world for his friend, and carry on his friends legacy.

And this is a lot of stuff for what was once a carefree elemental being, and there were certain things that had to be done for this to happen. He couldn't just stay in Mondstadt, or he would grow weak and his people would be vulnerable to attack, but he couldn't abandon it, because despite being able to fend for themselves, there's always hat just in case. He couldn't stay in any one place outside of Mondstadt for very long or he'd be found and killed. He knew in order for Mondstadt to survive he would have to take an active role in the war, strengthen himself so he could defend Mondstadt, and thats exactly what he did.

He started by going after the less powerful gods, ones he had a chance at beating with the power he got from the Gunnhildr clan and the rest of Mond, and by wiping them out, he would grow stronger, so he kept it up- working his way up the metaphorical ladder.

but he couldn't let anyone near him either, because he knew just what would happen if he was attacked then. Were it not for Gunnhildr's prayer, the early years of the Archon War would have been without contest the loneliest time of his life, and there would be nothing he could do about it, bound by survival and his attachment to the legacy of his friend, constantly fearing for his life and going against his very nature as the god of freedom. Frankly thrust into that circumstance that early on, and having to face it alone, it's likely that Venti would have caved under the pressure and dropped his attachment to either his survival, or to his friends legacy... or just something entirely worse(isolation messes with brains) so I'm attributing the fact that he didn't do that to Gunnhildr's companionship, speaking to him and guiding him through it as he had guided her through the blizzard some time ago.

I also like to think that she's responsible for founding at least a number of the different celebrations that still happen in Mondstadt even now.

Ugh supportive warrior priestess- we stan

anyway meanwhile! we got the Ragnvindir

He hears about Venti taking part in the Archon war during his wanderings and returns to Mondstadt to check in, wary of what he might find.

Venti, who hadn't seen him since the rebellion, is elated to say the least and they do a bit of catching up because they need it

and then the conversation turns more serious, and the Ragnvindir brings up a third thing that Venti needs to hold onto- his humanity.

See, in the early years, just desperate to get a foothold on the world, Venti's first number of targets were just indiscriminately going after those he knew to be weaker than him, and the Ragnvindir points this out, saying that while it's not necessarily bad, if he keeps doing it, it won't be long until he causes his and, by extent, Mondstadt's legacy to be tainted by a reputation for slaughter, no better than any of the other bloodthirsty gods that frequented the war's fields. "Think of what the bard would do, we were both close enough to do that much"

And Venti becomes yet more caged, but recognizes that he's right, and this is another turning point, that in the coming years would keep Venti from losing himself.

also- Gunnhildr, Venti having told her about the Ragnvindir's concerns that he now shared, probably organized some kind of event (not unlike the right of part, but also, yes unlike it) that was deliberately intended and designs to serve as an excuse that Venti could chose to take to visit Mondstadt, something she know he desperately wanted to do, but wouldn't allow himself for fear of putting them in danger. But if she made it an official celebration, then it would give Venti the opportunity to visit his people again, under the guise of it being a responsibility, not having to deal with the moral implications of doing so at a time when he was already dealing with enough of those already.

Also on his travels, the Ragnvindir probably started and spread a number of rumors that could end up working in Venti's favor, not that anyone ever knew it was him of course.

basically Gunnhildr protected the people of Mondstadt and did all she could to keep everyone in as high spirits as possible, Venti included.

And as for the Ragnvindir, he took a more realistic approach, traveling and getting venti followers in far places, spreading false information about him, and just overall making sure that Venti didn't do things he'd regret.

And when they died, Venti would carry their legacy with him as well, not losing his humanity to the tide of war as he very nearly had(though he still often came close), and trying to spreading high spirits where ever he could without fail.

#genshin impact #genshin venti #genshin impact headcanons #genshin theory #genshin headcanons #archon war era venti #genshin barbatos #genshin decarabian #nameless bard #genshin ragnvindir #genshin gunnhildr #genshin lore #genshin spoilers #spoilers #angst #venti angst #archon war #old mondstadt

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lana-llama-in-pajamas · 3 years ago

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william afton harem

Ok so like yall ever watch spencerhcc’s tiktoks and like go “i want to be that williams sugar baby / significant other.

Well ok imagine that but he has a harem of women cause the dude is immortal and he's hot so whatever and and there's like 5 of them that he's with and they're all a type? But! theyre all y/n?

Mwahahahahaahahhaahhhhahhhahah

Short! Bimbo! y/n x william afton

Bimbo doll is your anthem

He likes you cause your very lively and joyful

He would buy you whatever during your personal dates

Your protecter/ escort would be the fannon version of glamrock bonnie

You have a small dog called marshmallow

You drive a pink lexus topdown convertible

Will would ask you how to accessorize the bots

People slander him for dating a girl so young but your legal so fuck them

Your 21

Tall! Nerd! y/n x william afton

You love to watch will work and explain things to you when he's building a new robot prototype

Your about the height of will which is like 6’2

He appreciate that he doesnt have to bend down to kiss you

You drive a baby blue volkswagon beetle

Your protecter/ escort would be og freddy, big fuzzy gentleman

You own a little bearded dragon named spike

Your quiet and soft spoken and you and motherly williams exwife clone!y/n get along great

Will likes having you and her in the same room while he reads or watches t.v

Your 1 year older than bimbo y/n but you dont get along you dont fight its just awkward

Your 22

Motherly! Williams exwife clone! y/n x william afton

Your the spitting image of the fallen mrs.afton

Youd think this makes him love you the most but youd be wrong

He mistreats you the most, not physically but he'll tear you down verbally

Your kind and warm to everyone so all the y/ns love you

You drive a dark blue nissan altima

Your protector would be golden fredbear

Your are the eldest of the harem

You own a tux cat named figgy

You are 31

British!gothic! y/n x william afton

William met you when he went on vacation to his hometown

Your dark and mysterious and he enjoys kissing your hand the most

You have a black cat named vyle

You drive a black volkswagon beetle

Your accent is very welsh

Everything that's yours is black or red and he loves it

Your protecter would be mangle, she likes it when you pat her heads

You are 25

Vanessa.

I feel like it would just make sense that she would be in the harem

In my head cannon shes like 26

No pets fuck her lol

She would drive a 2012 grey nissan

no protecter since shes insane

bimbo and her butt heads often

#william afton #fnaf afton #fnaf security breach #five nights at freddy's #fnaf fandom #purple guy #afton family #henry emily

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everything-winx-aesthetic · 4 years ago

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Fate: The Winx Sage Epiosde 1 Reaction Part 2

Okay, we’re back with the second half of the first Episode of Fate: The Winx Sage. If you haven’t read my thoughts and comments on the first half of my reaction, you can find it Here! We last left off to Bloom heading off outside the barrier to try and practice her magic. Unable to conger anything, she pulls out her phone and beings looking at the pictures on it. Let’s continue!

25:30 - Okay, I’m tired of the story line of ‘this character is super angsty because they don’t have friends and are very lonely’. Like, yes, I am aware that people need friends and need to socialize. But, as someone who a, enjoys their alone time, and b, often needs breaks from people as a whole because I mentally can’t handle it, the plotline of so uncalled for. Not to mention, a person can be alone and not be lonely.

THEORY: It’s not a complete theory because of how the show it’s setting things up to tell us this, but I am guessing that at some point, Bloom had a fight with her mom/her parents which caused her to lose control and destroyed her home or at the very least, her bedroom. Also, I think that Headmistress Dowling used magic to keep her parents from knowing what really happened because of a, their lack of concern about Bloom and her magic, b, their complete unawareness of magic as a whole, and c, Stella’s pervious comment of Headmistress Dowling keeping humans unaware of the Otherworld.

26:30 - First look of magic, and I’m liking the effects! It’s something simple so I may have different thoughts later, but so far it’s nice. Not to mention, I am a sucker for the glowing eyes trope. I adore it. Even back in part one when Musa’s eyes glowed for a moment, I am completely weak for it.

27:30 - And of course the panic and fear of not being able to control the magic, which in turn makes the magic more unstable. An understandable but slightly over used situation.

28:00 - Pulling water out of the ground, I like it! I feel like most of the time it’s simply conquering it out of the air or just nowhere, so pulling it out of the ground is nice!

THEORY: Is Bloom not being able to control her magic due to simply not having the training, or is the the actual magic, the literal Dragon Flame, that has more power over Bloom whenever she uses her magic that is making her so unstable? Because she snaps at Aisha but the second the other girl was in danger, and Bloom’s eyes stopped glowing, she started to worry and wanted the Aisha to be safe.

28:40 - Again with the angsty pushing people away trope! UGH!

29:00 - OKAY REALLY NOT LIKING THE MOM! Dad is on the fence for not doing anything, but right now it’s really the mom that I’m done with. I want Vanessa, not this lady.

30:00 - I didn’t hate the mom that much, damn...

33:00 - I am interested in the idea of Bloom being a changeling. Again, not sure if that’s actually what’s happening or just Aisha’s own theory, but it’s an interesting take on the situation.

35:00 Okay, go off Terra. I am glad they’re not making Terra super sweet, because making her ready to fight back, even if it’s just in this one situation, it makes her very different than Flora, and I like that.

36:40 - I have so many mixed feelings about Stella. Now, I am assuming that Stella’s parents are divorced, and if that is the case, it would be nice to see how she is working with that.

37:40 - Okay, I take it back. This Stella is just a bitch, isn’t she? There’s nothing underneath any of that right now, she’s just the mean girl trope. I’m going to keep up hope for character development. Also, they are really hinting at Stella and Sky having a thing. ALSO, MIND FAIRY? I’M LOVING THAT.

38:16 - Is this going to be one of those things where Bloom doesn’t close the portal behind her, a Burned One crosses over and tries to attack humans?

42:00 - I am also holding out that we will get Daphne.

42:20 - I KNEW IT WAS COMING AND I KNOW IT DOESNT COUND AS A JUMPSCARE, STILL DONT LIKE IT THO

43:13 - Hi yes, all interest in the Burned Ones are gone. I would like them removed please?

44:20 - Okay, leaving my anxiety with the Burned One, I have moved on to my discomfort and dislike of Stella and Sky. Whom is Silva? I am interested in that because I don’t think they would be adding in a girlfriend for Sky and if they did, I would expect it to be Diaspro. I want to see Stella work and struggle to be better, I do, and I also know that working to be a better person often comes with relapses. It’s not realistic for her to change over night. I just don’t want the show to twist her progress (or lack of progress) as a personality and just leaving her in the in between place of being who she was and being better. Because Stella clearly knows she doesn’t have a right to Sky’s attention because she ended things and she clearly regrets putting Bloom in the position she did, I just want to see the growth the Stella can go through. I am also glad that they didn’t have Sky kiss Stella. Just a hug. They broke up, there needs to be clear boundaries for the both of them, so they can both grow as people.

THEORY: Beatrix is actually a witch, or a dark fairy, if they are going that route. There hasn’t been any mention of the witches and I’m a little sad about that.

THEORY: Seeing as where I paused, they are probably going to answer this in a couple of seconds, but what if Musa doesn’t have full control over her own powers? When she was talking to Stella, she had to really concentration. What if she just hears other people’s thoughts and it’s hard to sort them out? That’s why she had to concentration so hard on Stella and why she wears her headphones so much, to block out other people’s thoughts.

48:30 - Okay, I was kinda right. Empath, so more with emotions than thoughts.

49:30 - Rosalind has been mentioned again. I am very interested in her.

49:50 - POSSIBLE QUEER REPESENTATION? BECAUSE I AM HERE FOR THAT!! I just hope it doesn’t turn into a thing, Terra likes Dane, Dane likes Riv, kind of thing. Far to much drama, but then again, it’s a teen show, so I can’t fault it to much for that.

51:00 - BEATRIX IS STORMY, I’M CALLING IT RIGHT NOW. Also, if I’m right on this, bea-Trix, not ever sublet.

Okay! That’s the first episode! I’ll be making another post with all my post-episode thoughts! I hope you enjoyed my thoughts and comments and I hope you stick around to see my posts regarding the rest of the episodes!

#fate the winx sage #fate the winx sage spoliers #fate the winx sage episode 1 #fate the winx sage episode 1 spoliers #fate the winx sage to the waters and the wild #to the waters and the wild #to the waters and the wild spoliers #fate the winx sage reaction #long post

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xsecretblastsx · 4 years ago

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1x11 - Roman Holiday

Happy Christmas Everybody! Or rather I’m trying to delude myself into thinking it’s winter because it’s awfully hot in here. Too bad the episode only lasts like 40 minutes. Anyway here’s the recap.

This one didn’t get as long as the last ones, but I’ll use the keep reading break anyway because it’s a bit more neat for everyone.

Thoughts I had while watching the episode:

The Constance choir, oh how I miss it.

I have a coat really simliar to the one’s Jenny’s wearing, mine’s probably cheaper though.

Global Warming Grinch! what a surprise Dan’s complaining about something yei!

Here comes Vanessa raining on Serena’s parade! Auch. I never really know with her, because she seems nice and sincere and everything, but doesn’t she realize how uncomfortable this is for Serena? She doesn’t acts like Dan’s best friend, she acts like the soul mate or something like that.

I had almost forgotten about Bart Bass, if only. It’s not like Bart knows the actual meaning of the words “I’m in love with you” but I do ser her point on this Lily, ugh. I can’t believe I typed that.

I really like Blair’s outif the perfect mix between school uniform and holiday spirit. Also, I love her, but what with the long face at hearing Chuck is at Monaco? She dump him, so she shouldn’t care.So.. no, Nothing that she needs to know.

It’s sweet the amount of traditions Blair had with her dad, no wonder she wants him to move back to New York

I’ll never understand this show’s obsession with Dan’s cabbage patch doll.

Blair bear! I had totally forgot about that aww.

That look Blair share’s with her mom, haha “you don’t say what a suprise indeed”

Auch, I was vaguely wondering though in which episode Dan’s mom leaves again, not that I particularly care but I guess is this one

I know shows tape earlier than the season they’re suposed to be, but the park looks so autumm-y for Christmas, is taking me out of the mood. But since I don’t live in New York what do I know.

Blair’s skating outfit thoug, an all time fave.

I had totally forgotten Eleanor had a love interest this episode.

I mean to be fair, that watch is the kind of gift Serena would have made any boyfriend she had because it’s the kind of stuff she’s used to, and I feel for her because she was so excited, I do get where Dan’s coming from, it’s probably the same thing I would said in that situation, but aww Serena.

Again, Vanessa seems nice but, not cool girl.

Blair’s face at Chuck’s text was hilarious, though she shouldn’t be as surprised, Chuck’s pervy on a good day, and she sort of burned him. Not a good combo.

Blair Waldorf in action, sorry Roman.

I’ll never understand why Blair would ask Chuck to don’t speak to anyone about them, like honey letting him know you want to keep that secret, is giving him levarage.

Not a fan of having a scene were Serena is like “i came with my tail between my legs, please Vanessa help me to find Dan a gift” and even worse Vanessa is like “I would gloat, but I like you” that’s sorta gloating anyway, ugh.

Victoria’s Secret themed Christmas party, only on gossip gir.

Rufus and Lily, acting like scaredy cats teenagers.

“Friends doesn’t steal other friends husband” you tell him Eleanor.

This loos “so promising” for Blair, so Nate said he would go to her mom’s Christmas party, except he didn’t and nowshe’s tracking him down because he didn’t bother telling her. Same old story.

Blair spelling it out to Vanessa, and for once I think she wasn’ wrong in what she said. Also I love it when Blair is looking out for her friends.

Honestly I would react exactly as Serena and Eric if my mom dropped on me the bomb that she’s dating Bart Bass. That’s scary.

For once I’m liking Eleanor, also she’s dead right, Blair learned scheming from her mother, unrealistic dreaming from her father. Quite the combo. That’s why I lover.

Gotta love Lilly helping Dan to get that tree inside.

I mean considering I’ve seen the whole show, sorry Howard, but your words sound a bit hollow.

Ok, Serena’s gift for Dan was nice.

Dorota’s themed aprons are such a nice little detail.

Ngl, it mades me sad seeing Bart doing more of an effor with Lilly’s kids and never really bothering with Chuck.

Imagine if Lilly had answered the phone.

That photo of Nate looking like they’re in the Caribbean when they’re supposedly in Monace would never not be hilarious

Normally this is the part where I rant and rant about the episode, but this time I just dont’ have that much to say. I know a lot of people love this episode a lot, but I’m just not one of them, I didn’t fight it particularly memorable on first watch, and now on rewatch even less so, this episode is heavily focused on Derena and the end of the Humphrey marriage, and I don’t really care about either of those things. The only thing I really find interesting about this episode was Harold’s visit,, but on this episode for some reason Blair’s storyline felt like a B plot, that’s probably just me, but l’m finding out that episodes with a lot of Derena feel like such a drag to me now. I almost wish I could care about them again, if only for this season.

So, Blair’s dad. I’ll get it out of the way soon, I’m not a fan. He may have been the loving parent while Blair grew up, but I don’t feel he really knows her, not the way Eleanor does, and I’m not even talking about her dark side, but as Eleanor pointed out, how could he thought she would be glad he had brought over the man he left for when it was supposed to be them enjoying the holiday.

We were told on the Thanksgiving episode that that was suposed to be his first visit after moving to France, and I mentioned there that it sounded like Blair hadn’t seen her father in a long time, which isn’t nice.I feel Harold never really grasped how much he hurt his daughter when he left for France, it was a lot to take for a 16 year old girl who was a total daddy’s girl. First, there’s the separation of her parents, then the fact that her dad is gay, those two were quite a lot, and then he’s like oh I’ll move to France. I’m sure part of the reason Harold stuck in out in his marriage was Blair, and he shouldn’t have to hide who he is and keep married to Eleanor, but I think he could have thought about it and delayed his moving to France. Like Eleanor said this episode Blair might like to act like an adult, but she was at this point still very much a girl in need of her dad.

And this episode he may have said there would always be a place on his life for Blair no mather what, but it was never the same, I mean last episode was Cotillion, and Blair didn’t have any of her parents there, it was probably Dorota the one that was exicted for her, taking pictures and everything. I guess we’re supposed to think she probably talked frequently with her dad over the phone, but I feel in many ways it was mostly a superficial relationship, like I never got the impression Harold went out of his way to see his daughter. But I could be wrong.

The other bit I would like to mention is that not long ago I got an ask about what do I think Blair cared about Chuck not being into town this episode, having watched the episode again now, and I said: i feel she believed it’s always wise to keep and eye of Chuck and be wary of his intentions, gods knows what he’ll plot just for fun, and now they share history, a secret one at that so she has reason to be cautious, considering the message he sends her at the end of the episode she wasn’t wrong. And while I still think it had a lot to do with that, I do feel having her ask him not to spill the beans, wasn’t the smartest choice, I guess she was banking on him not using it as leverage because they’re are friends and because he had let her know at one point he had felt something, it’s what I call wishfull thinking.

On a more subconcious level I think she simply wanted to know because well she’s into him. She likes him. She ends their fling out of anger and it’s part that anger that leds her back to Nate, (and it also trills her that after so long Nate wants her, he’s going after her, not Serena). Of course at this point she’s not about to admit even to herself whatever she feels for Chuck, not only because she’s back on track with her so planned life but because well… he’s Chuck Bass, but that doesn’t mean she’s not atracted to him still.

Random bits I would love to mention

The one shot I’m writing (and hopefully finishing one of these days) is actually set between last episode and this one. Not that it wasn’t hard to guess, but I’m glad I got Nate’s location right.

Funny but like a week ago Buzzfeed shared this bit about the watch Serena gave Dan, turns’s out it costs about $25,000.

“All the grace of Nancy Kerrigan but packing the punch of Tonya Harding” sometimes the Gossip Girl voice is just so on point.

I’ve always loved Chuck’s voice mail “leave a message and I might listen to it”

The kind of headband Blair’s wearing at that Christmas party were sold anywhere last winter here. Guess they came back.

Lily’s golden dress makes me think of Klimt’s paintings. I like that.

Seriously Gossip Girl’s voice overs this episoder are making me laugh so much “sugar, spicy and everythin nice” not so much.

The Palace hotel decoreted for Christmats time!! I love it so much.

#gossip girl #gossip girl recap #gossip girl rewatch #1x11 #roman holiday

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bloodandfire-kennyhickeyfanfic · 5 years ago

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Chapter 11 - I Want My MTV

Seattle Washington, September 3 1994

"...Alright, it's nice to see you again, I had no idea you were working with Pantera and Type O Negative," Vanessa Warwick smiles sweetly shaking my hand as Peter and Kenny grab a seat on the edge of the large fountain that stood in the center of the Seattle center with the Arena far off on the other side.

"I had no idea you even remembered me," I say.

"Oh, of course... I remember catching you and Chris on the GNR tour, what was that a couple of years ago now?" She says in her British accent.

"Um, yea about that long I think," I say shyly. I remember that encounter too. Chris and I making out in front of one of the trailers and Kim walking up with Vanessa, catching us right in the moment like we were a couple of teenagers. At least this time I wasn't in the middle of anything at all thank god.

Vanessa and I chat for a few more moments and I go over the plan with her for the interview with Kenny and Peter than show her where Dime and Phil were, since they are the only two that are able to do the interview (Rex and Phil are working on sound check for tonight) and offered to lead her there if she needs to find the trailer. She then heads over and greets Kenny and Peter while I check off a few things in my planner and I feel Kenny glance over at me for a moment while he takes a drag of his cigarette. I glance back over at him and he gives me such a sly sexy smirk that makes my insides flutter and I can't help but flirt right back with him knowing exactly what took place just a short while ago.

*****

"Alright well we just wanted to ask you, how are things going on tour? I heard you had a few new people on the road with you and you're opening for Pantera?" Vanessa asks as she points the mic towards Peter.

"Yep, well we are making the record company lots of money, they are very happy, we of course do have a few new crew members that are a slow to get used to us but that's ok, we like that," Peter says flatly.

"Alright, you're a bit cynical here but how do you think it's going compared to Europe? You were doing really really well in Europe," Vanessa chuckles.

"Well after touring 5 or 6 times here in the states, of course things are going well, 'cause each time we went out we went out with a different band each time. This is the first one where we're on the road with one band for a longer amount of time so it's been even better. A lot more stability I guess,"

"Now is type o negative actually a band that can write on the road? Or... really how much have you writen for your next album?" Vanessa asks pointing the mic back to Peter.

"I believe I have enough songs writen for like, 5 albums probably,"

"Wow, really?""Yea, so we'll probably just pick the strongest material," Peter says.

"And most of that was written on the road?"

"Some of it was yea, some was written like a long time ago and I just druged them up you know, and even sometimes I steal songs from the opening bands, and you know, we just rip 'em off like that, " Peter says in an extremely sarcastic tone as Vanessa laughs.

"So how was Dynamo'94 Kenny? I think that was the last time I saw you?" She asks.

"Uh that was very... uh.. confusing... um chaotic... unsanitary but I survived," Kenny says maintaining a bit of the sarcasm that Peter gave which makes me laugh.

"Alright well I'd say that about sums that up... ok we'll be back in a moment but right now we're going to show you a bit of type o negative live from Dynamo '94 here is 'Christian Woman' Vanessa smiles. After a few moments of random chatting between Vanessa and Peter and Kenny just staying quiet but glancing at me every once and a while and flirting, they come back from the live performance footage and continue with the interview.

"So we've got a few more moments to talk to type o negative before we catch up with Pantera who are the headliners tonight right here in Seattle at the Seattle Center and Peter I have to say that the Type O Negative today is quite different from when you first recorded and released 'Bloody Kisses' becasue you've got a new drummer Johnny...so I was wondering just how much is he going to be involved with new material and how it's going to change because of his input?"

"It is not going to change at all you know, because I write the songs... I request the members of the band play certain things and if they want to put their own two cents in , that's fine, so long as it doesn't stray from the basic idea I had in mind so it should sound a lot like 'Bloody Kisses' but uh, unless Johnny starts drinking like a lot of those health drinks you know, I really dont' think it's gonna change too much, " Peter responds sarcastically at first then adding in a bit of humor like he always does while Vanessa laughs.

"But what I was saying is that because he's more apart of the live environment and because of the touring has it become a much more closer unit type thing?" Vanessa turns to Kenny.

"Closer? Uh, as close as 4 people can be that have lived in a box for a year together,"

"That's pretty close," Vanessa chuckles.

"Pretty close," Kenny smirks at the camera

"Alright.. well thank you guys so much for hanging out with me for a few moments,"

"You're welcome sweetie" Peter says sweetly and Vanessa turns to the camera.

"Alright we're going to take a short break with some more live footage of Type O Negative from Dynamo '94 and we'll be back with the one and only Pantera... Stay tuned," Vanessa ends the interview and Peter reaches up and plays with her hoop earing, attempting to flirt which made me giggle. Peter can be so cute sometimes.

Once Vanessa thanks them again, she turns with her camera guy and heads over to the equipment trailers where Dime and Phil were to do the interview with them.

*****

"We are back and right now I have 'Dimebag' Darrel Abbot and Phil Anselmo of Pantera with me and I just wanted to say how amazing it is to see you guys again,"

"Thank you," Phil says sweetly.

"Now, I heard you guys were on tour with Megadeth last year, and you played a big show which went over really well..." Vanessa asks pointing the mic to Phil.

"Yea we uh you know, had some bad blood in the past but uh, we played the show together and mellowed things out and you know, just made up so to speak and uh... yea everything all smooth and cool," Phil smiles

"So with your last album, Vulgar Display Of Power, it was much heavier than Cowboys From Hell so for this one, um, Far Beyond Driven... it's much more aggressive sounding... were you wanting to maintain the same approach as the previous album?" Vanessa asks and point the mic to Dime.

"Um, well we just did it like we do it live, pretty much kept it going with how we do everything, stick to just being ourselves and whatever comes out, you know... " Dime says.

"Cool, ok um... a question for you Phil... the lyrics on this album are much more so filled with anger and frustration much like Vulgar but even more so, do you find that seems to gain more attention that way? Like it's the best way to express yourself?" Vanessa points the mic to Phil.

"Well... uh... yea I guess, see people always focus on my lyrics for how fueled with anger they are and yea I do feel that way sometimes but not all the time. I find that this is the best way to express myself and my feelings when I do feel angered or frustrated, it's therapy you know, and if others feel the same way, it can be therapy for them as well. But there's always something positive at the end of each song you know... well positive to me anyways,"

"Alright, now you guys describe your sound as power groove, how have you carried that on in Far Beyond Driven?" Vannessa asks.

"Um, well, we write song that move people you know, instead of going a hundred million miles and hour we just uh, write song that will move ya, and make you wanna dance man... no I'm not talking about - for those of you that don't know - ballroom dancing and shit, we're talking about dancing and uh.. you punks out there know what I'm talking about - Anyway it's like... writing songs that we feel you know - "

'Its like not trying, it's just letting it happen," Dime finishes what phil was trying to get across as Vanessa giggles.

"Alright, thank you Dime and Phil for hanging out with me for a few moments," Vanessa smiles sweetly.

"No problem sweetie," Phil says sweetly.

"Alright so right now, we're going to show you a few live clips of Pantera from the Monsters of Rock tour and we'll be back in just a bit," Vanessa says as she turns back to the camera and the camera guy cuts the interview.

"Thank you, guys... we'll see you a little later," Vanessa turns back to Phil and Dime and shakes their hands as they wish her well. She then turns to me and thanks me though she really didn't need to. I thank her as well and make sure she doesn't need anything else from me which she says she's completely fine making it out of the Seattle Center on her own. After a few more moments of chatting with her she says goodbye and walks away with her camera guy.

"Hey Andi... do we have anything else we need to do today?" Phil asks me as he steps over to me to look over my shoulder while I check more things off in my planner.

"Um... just looks like sound check and then pretty much nothing until the show tonight. You guys are on at 10:00pm and Type O's opening between 8 and 8:15pm," I say as I read through the schedule.

"Dude, what time is it?" Phil calls over to Dime as Dime stands in the doorway of their tour bus taking a sip of his can of beer.

"6:00" Dime calls back and takes another sip.

"Fuckin' right on, ok, I need a fuckin' beer man," Phil says excitedly and walks away from me as I glance up and giggle at his reaction.

"KENNNYYY!!!!!" Dime calls and I turn to see Kenny walking up towards us, puffing away on a cigarette with his gorgeous dark curls swaying with each movement and Johnny following not far behind. I swear every time I see him, my heart starts to flutter and I love it every time it does.

"Hey baby," Kenny says sweetly to me and places a kiss on my forehead as I close my planner.

"Awe... the two love birds... look at you two... so cute," Phil says as he steps down off the bus with a beer in hand.

"Shut up," I giggle and they all laugh. I don't know why they insist on teasing me all the time but whatever.

"You still need to head home to pick up a few things?" Kenny asks taking a drag of his cigarette.

"I do but it's alright, I can just grab some things tomorrow since you guys have the day off," I say.

"We have a day off?" Kenny asks. Apparently he had no idea.

"Yep. Then you have a show in Portland at the Coliseum on Saturday," I say trying to remember, then opening my planner quickly for a moment to check.

"Yep the Coliseum on Saturday," I re-iterate more to myself than to Kenny as he chuckles.

"What?" I giggle, closing my planner back up and flipping my curls out of my face as I look up at him, not sure why he was laughing at me.

"You are just so adorable when you're all organized and shit," He says and exhales a cloud of smoke and presses his lips to my temple.

"Ok fuckers! Lets Drink!!" Phil exclaims and we all laugh as I head up on the bus with Kenny to get our much needed drink on.

#Blood&Fire #type o negative #type o negative fanfiction #kenny hickey #kenny hickey fanfiction #peter steele #johnny kelly #josh silver #louder than love trilogy #my story

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christophersdicc · 6 years ago

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CNCO as Marvel Superheroes

I just hit 400 y'all! Thank you, thank you, thank you! Thank you so much for supporting my psychotic mind and my pathetic content! I love you all!

So this one is for you all ❤️❤️❤️

Christopher - Wade Wilson aka DEADPOOL 💀💩L

Okay so Chris is just like very much Wade.

Basically, he such a fucking asshole but you will love that motherfucker

Very funny but his sense of humor is so fucking dark

Very good at martial arts and samurai

Will slice your pussy with his sword, also with his jawline

Is very ugly bc of the mutation happened when Ajax played him

His skin have like scars, and it's all over his body, including his big dicc

The thing is this sexy motherucker cares for people, very much like Frank Castle

He wants to make world a better place by killing assholes, one motherfucker at a time

Has super regenerative powers bc of the serum that have been injected to his body

Has beautiful eyes

Is pansexual - He would very much like to dicc down Logan and to fuck Peggy Carter, also has a crush on Steve Rogers bc why not

Loves Dora The Explorer and has back back with pictures of her in it

Also loves Disney bc Cinderella is her main bitch

Sneaky af

Loves Vanessa, but his Vanessa, not Kingpin's Vanessa for fucks' sake

Zabdiel - Charles Xavier aka Professor X 📖🧠

The most sensible man on Earth tbh

Full of wisdom and and cursed with knowledge (yas the fucking reference!)

But have made several bad decisions that cause so many wars and chaos (Alexa, play Bad Desicions by Ariana Grande)

Very serious and literally he can read your motherfucking mind, and he can even control it

His fucking hot bestie shot his spine so he's now a diabled man

Also he is bald af bc some ancient motherfucker tried stealing his body as a vessel to do bad stuff. It happened in Egypt tho

Runs a school for his own kind, with free tuition wtf? Can I enroll sir?

Is friend with Logan and Hank (Hank is hot tho)

Fell in love with a hot CIA agent who he took all of their memories together, including while thet're fucking each other in a classrom

Often being called gay bc he is so close with his man bestie and has no gf since the hot CIA agent

Also he wants to help his own kind bc there will be no other people that will help them, bc they have suffered too much wtf? My baby don't deserve it!

Owns a big room that looks like a fucking ball

is rich af

Also cute as a child

Also is friend with a shape shifting babe, who is very much in love with him

Loves to read book bc he's a bald nerd

Richard - Frank Castle aka The Punisher 🔫⚖️

Very intense and very scary wtf??

Like you don't wanna mess with this daddy tho he is very hot

His family was killed by his bestfriend, who is also hot

Now this motherfucker is seeking revenge! Yall get ready bc he's coming for your ass

Is a former marine corps

Have killed many people

This man took down several gangs around his town inclusing the Irish and the Russians

Cares for people so much, even tho he dont know them

He's the punisher for fucks' sake

He really cares for ppl tho, but it was kinda too much for me tbh bc he's literally risking his life for those ppl who barely knows him

His trauma about his family's killing still hunts him at night, my poor baby needs love and help 😭

Basically, I love this man tbh, and I would do anything to protect him but nah, he can protect hiimself

Is very good at guns and hand-to-hand combat

Sniper™

Has hooked up to a girl in Michigan

Is lonely and sad

He don't know his purpose until he found a girl who being attacked bc of photo scandal has she have in hands

Joel - Johnny Storm aka Human Torch 🔥🔥

This motherfucker is the most annoying shit you'll ever met

But he's hot tho, literally

Always messing his sister around

This boy is so fucking cocky, you can't stand it!

Playboy af

But this young lad is very kind and courageous

Very good at fighting and protecting the city from bad guys

Also good at flying

He got his power when his sister, his sister's boyfriend, and the other one, have been exposed to some solar shit

Now, he's in New York living in skyscraper

Always been the face of his group bc he is the most handsome of them

Always jokes around

Flirts with any gorgeous girl, even his sister's boyfriend's secretary

Very impulsive and doesn't think of the consequences of his decisions

But hey, he is not that bad.

This man is compassionate to people. He loves helping them when they are in need

And when he loves someone, he really mean it. Like he would risk his live for the one he loves

Erick - Chase Stein of The Runaways 👊💪

Is a fucking genius

Also he is so fucking hot omg like fuck me daddy

Is very much in love with a girl with violet hair who owns a dinosaur

Chase is very much a smart guy, but sometimes he is being dumb af

His parents are member of a cult who sacrifices people to revive a fucking alien

Him and his father invented a high caliber, military grade weapon, that looks like a fucking gloves

very good in hand combat

"I have a fistigon and I wanna fight!"

Is friend with a bunch of teenagers who has special powers

Scared of his father bc he always being physically abused by his assholes of a father but he still loves his family very much

Is a mama's boy

very serious but also has a millenial sense of humor

This smol bean must be protected at all time bc he is soft

Always running. They are runaways bitch, what do u expect?

Is already wanted for killing someone, but actually don't

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queen-asante · 7 years ago

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ejucated immigrant

((AUTHOR’S NOTE: @eene-fangirl For the Fanfiction Weekend Challenge! I should probably wait to post this for Rolf Appreciation Month, but there’s a lot of Jonny backstory/headcanons in here, so I thought it would count. Basically, it’s a poem from Rolf’s POV but it’s technically about Jonny, or rather, Jonny was my muse for this.

I haven’t written a poem in Rolf’s ‘’voice’’ since 2014 but believe it or not, that one little line that Edd says in ‘’A Case of Ed’’ inspired the poem (you know, the one), and as I was reading Ntozake Shange’s for colored girls who have considered suicide/ when the rainbow is enuf, it produced said result. A turnip for your thoughts? I don’t normally write Rolf like this, it’s actually more like Rolf emulating Ntozake Shange for those familiar with her style. As an Indian Immigrant girl who’s considered suicide, that book changed my life, she’s my idol. Hence, the poem is written in ebonics and all lower case to pay homage to Shange (and I consciously dropped third person redundancies, it wasn’t a mistake). Three non-EEnE characters are briefly mentioned: the first one is Vanessa, my friend who’s half African-American and half Haitian. The second one is Ice, who belongs to my friend, Dani. Ice, in her world, is a black and white cat who becomes Double D’s pet. Rolf fears him because he’s not only black and white, but he shares the name of Immigration and Customs Enforcement by pure coincidence. Dani didn’t plan this, as she created Ice before she met me but she liked the idea of giving Rolf a reason to fear the cat, and so we came up with that story together. The third one is Dr. Feelgood who was my therapist, it’s not her real name, it was an affectionate nickname I coined for her in my years battling Bipolar Disorder Type 3.

As a closing thought, much apologies for the length, also tumblr’s going to mess up the format.))

‘’ejucated immigrant’’

dear gods,

i be 14 wit skin as rough as treebark & hands dat look old

i waz the dark skined immigrant wanting to bathe in bleach

Brown Black / Blue Black / Amber Beige / Bister Brick Bronze / Chestnut Chocolate Cinnamin

Copper / Drab / Dust / Ginger / Fawn / Ochre / Coffe Colourd Caramel

Tawny / Terra-Cotta / Henna / Sepia / Umbre

lookin in the thesurus eddward wit two ds give me when i come to dis country

everything spell Brown but nothing spell White

White sound nice like pearl like snow like milk like golden skined white skined light skined

honey dipped / lemon kissed / but begging for ivory / fair frosted silvery ashen boy jimmy

your white hands on my brown skin

i waz the dark skined immigrant botherin to drag you round

you stand there like a closed mouth statue & you insult my way of life

think you know everythin / rolf just some ignorant third world peasant or somethin

but we be livin dis way longer than the foundin of your land

your country young my country old

numbers & poppy / it just to give you illegitimately born breeds of donkeys

somethin to hee-haw over / science say there no gods either but who know dat

you cannot contain lightning bugs in a jar

i waz the dark skined immigrant dreamin of shakin the mr presidents hand

the former mr president wit eyes like a tired old man & Brown his Brown like a mud bath

it really too bad you know / rolf like your former president

dat black man who dont check dixtionaries for validation of his blackness

he not so bad / he waz sympathetic to the plight of the immigrant but his hands tied

not blame him / he not god he not have all the power in the world to fix dis weather

dis cloud dat hang over your land & who the hell is perfect?

it really such a shame / i dream to see the Hill / see the pearly house painted white the place where he live meet him shake his large brown hand / one brown hand to another

cept i not black / rolf not have to be / not pass / rolf european he is white not bloodless

he not pass he not be white enough for your country

cept i be white on the inside look coloured on the out but i aint no coloured

under my skin i am more than a colour

whoever herd of white passing for person of colour

but suddenly i get to dis country & i be treated no different than jonny

so alls i got is coloured dreams

poor grate nano lived & died on silly dreams / well they not exist

there be only reality & reality not kind to the dark skined indigenous immigrant

no one know what i supposed to be / take a wild guess

indian pakistani mexican romani rolf herd it all & none suppose right

they only looking at my face / the outside the outside not matter

cuz i waz the dark skined immigrant not italian not irish but the other kinds

& no one will see unless rolf cut open his veins & bleed

a Wood Nymph have my colour & if i check off the box dat say caucasian i get a funny look

from the lady sittin behind the counter wit the yellow nail polish & beaded eyeglass

spose if jonny do the same they wont believe him neither

jonny be good

yous see him dancin / wearin his stomach out / dark skined bare feet / swayin his hips

& grate thin arms but he not care dat he gots splinters in his fingertips

his nails turnin all black & blue & those chapped lips look like eyes starin out atchu

the gods make dis child the way he is

wit skinted knees & all & elbows pointed outwards readin you like a map

always wit the label on the left side

but he bootiful & he know it / beauty sometime come in the empty coffee can

not in the paper lillies or plastic pearls

you cant make a silk purse from a sows ear / even if dat ear be made of wood

of wood widda crayon drawn smile

jonnys mother the madwoman in the attic

rolf be certain jonny the wood boy some kind of elf from the passage of Valhöll

the mother of the Tree Sprite she not like rolf / well she not like any child it seems

weepy jimmy-boy & rolf invited to jonny-boys abode for a meeting of the Urban Rangers

& tho his mother never says so we feel she not like us very well

she never ast us to stay for lunch

even tho rolf personally would not eat a morsel of what these people eat

& we always been so polite to her but still she build walls

rolf believe she jealous of us becuz jonny likes us

she come out to the parlour / barefoot / flowers in her wild tangled mess of black raven hair

like yoko ono & wearing a long paisley skirt / she bootiful in an earthy sort of way

but she has a wild look in her eyes like a tigress

a violently insane expression like a german vampire dat make rolf think of bertha mason

she looms over her son like a dark older sister becuz they look so alike

altho her skin much darker / a deep chocolate brown / her complexion remind rolf of vanessa maybe she is haitian / she like the demon in nanas stories the one we all have widdin us

who comes out when we try too hard to be good children

she look at white as snow jimmy & myself like she disprove

either she not like us the uniforms or both

rolf forget tho these hippies wit their anti-establishment

they think every uniform represents what jonny calls ‘’the Man’’ & dats what it is rolf think

she not want jonny in the organisation

becuz she think it goes against their opposition to social norms

rolf could tell she wanted to ast us to leave / she not like jonny spending so much time wit us

becuz then he not at home meditating wit her or whatever it is they do

jonnys family is strange / they not eat meat & walk around shoeless

rolf has been called a gypsy by the children at school but flower child jonny seem to rolf more of a gypsy if there ever waz such a thing

he is almost ethereal / his family must be from a clan of faeries the kind nana warns rolf about but brown-skinned jonny seem harmless enough

i watch his mama put a daisy in the pocket of his jeans

i not know if his daddy be white or black but what difference does dat make

rolf understand it is important for a child to love their family no matter their faults

i know The Giving Tree still love his mother

even if she would prefer him to leave the Urban Rangers

of us three jimmy be the whitest of white jonny the blackest of black & i somewhere in between

but any one of us can walk into a puerto rican bar & start speakin spanish

& no one would know what we are

race too complicated & people too narrow minded / want everything boxed in

one day we waz layin on dat grassy knoll / jonny & i

where the trees whisper to us & we whisper back

cuz you know the boy talk to trees & i listen to his voice / & i be lookin at our hands you see

cuz we waz layin inches apart a flower between us & i tuck it behind his ear

then i look & see my skin only one shade lighter than his

tho the sun make me browner than i really be

out in the sun for hours & hours plowing & plowing the fields

by sundown i roasted coffee bean brown / as black as the inside of a chimney

& if i stumble into town any passing stranger would think i waz Black i mean African

id have to stay out of the sun for days to get my old colour black lest i wander round wit only the whites of my eyes visible on my sun burnt dyed rust brown brown skin

& hair so course youd suppose it come off a horses ass

lookin more like an American Indian than a White

i holdin the back of my hand up to jonnys now

how bout dat two brown hands one dark & one light but whos to say i not be a dark white & he not a light skined brown

dont you dare tell me what i am & am not

bitch dis aint no south africa where yous all can reassign us based on what you think

i aint no sandra laing but sometime i wouldnt mind bein black if it meant for you to leave me be

in fact ill gladly be whatever you want me to be but i am what i am

not black enough for black not white enough for white so what am i?

dont box me into Black & White / cuz in dis world brother dat not exist

im sorry as hell but i gettin real tired of bein called

an illegal / an alien / a wop / a gypsy / a guinea / a brownie whatever you want to call us

all your bigoted slurs clumping us together like we one & the same

dat fine but papers or no papers not define who i am

so uncle sam can take it & shove it

welcome to america!

i be having a long love affair wit your country & people

i also be having a war wit em

mama told me there are limits for dark skined immigrants stuck in dis light skined first world

we come over the border wit all the rest of them

wit all them people from central & south america

wit all them refugees from africa & asia

guess what we blend right in we look no different

look just like any other brown faced ‘’illegal alien’’

border patrol take one look at us & think we just like the rest

cuz yesterdays europeans are todays mexicans & middle easterners

coloured Sons of Shepherds gots few chances

what it like to be bilingual / to speak in two tounge

ah but to be fluent in one & not the other tryin to find any definishun in the dixtionary

in which i drop third person redunduncies cuz i only one person not three

& i only speak two language

you speak spanish?

no habla inglés

you speak english?

i dont speak spanish

one day the hat & head as one edd boy say oh rolf! youre so unejucated!

i think my ears deseeve me but i know what i herd

i wish to strike his milk honey cheeks full of nonsense

& say to him i am the ejucated immigrant you be warned about

dont talk to me bout ejucashun

i sale cross the oshun

i wash up on your shore

i lern another language

it wasnt easy

what you know bout ejucashun

all you know come from books & theories

at least i know where i stand

you are a child & i am old old old my hands notted thick wit veins like the roots of a tree

you say i sound angry / yea i angry but not as angry as you

cuz there nothing they fear more than a minority who knows what up

i used to be fraid but not no more

i used to fear the plainclothes agents in Black & White uniform

of immigration & customes enforecement / of ICE police

of eddwards Black & White cat name Ice on ICE

he must be making fool out of me to call a domesticated beast after homeland security

a cat in uniform because the gods make him so not by choice

like there be some purpose to it / i waz the dark skined immigrant you made fun of

i see what they do to the undocumented immigrant on the telly

but now i not be fraid / becuz you cant touch me

so the grapefruit widda red ugly mouth & bleached hair sit in office now

damming all them people from ‘’shithole countries’’ / just as well but we here to stay

it not what i ast for but no use fighting it

& i will gladly pull the bookmarks from my english dixtionary

the one double d edd boy give me

no longer will i bathe in bleach / only use to washing dishes & floors

i not some bloody floor

‘’immigrant’’

at least i can spell dat / i look it up in the dixtionary

websters dixtionary / who the hell is webster?

but now it marked up used copy wit yellow post it notes

i use it a lot to lern your tounge

i not smart but i sho as hell not unejucated / papa can tell me dat

i be in your country in first place to reseeve ‘’best ejucashun’’ like grate nano wanted

grate nano waz an adventurer / a dreamer wit big goals

he travell far & wide seeking fame & fortune

when he a very young boy immigrants from every cesspool in western & eastern europe set sale for The North / it waz always grate nanos dream to travel North

everyone say he more insane than a bovine wit mad cows disease

there no room in dis life for dreams they tell him / he prove our village wrong

when rolf eight years of age grate nano briefly left the Old Country to set sale for america

everyone say he be too old / he never too old for dreams

he wanted to find dat American Dream he hear so often about

spoken wit fondness by the tinkers who visit our land

he returned from his valiant voyage wit stories about what he seen

in the North he said everyone has cars & money & television & running water

no one listen / The North the North they say dat is all you ever talk about

he waz a man who dreamed of a new life for his family & so he decided to send for us

& make a better life for ourselves after the plagues of the land had haunted our family for years grate nano promised us america he said youll soon be eating apple pie from off a china plate white picket fence / coca cola / santa clause / marilyn monroe / empire state building

it sound like a fairytale he spun a legend dat the streets waz paved wit gold

& we believed him for shining in grate nanos eye waz a dream & so here we are

rest his soul he wanted so much to buy us light & sun & clean wind of the oshun

‘’immigrant’’ waz a new word for rolf when he first come here

did not know after hearing the stories from grate nano dat he would soon be one himself

rolf not know what dat mean & still really dont

the dixtionary definishun say \ ˈi-mə-grənt \ noun. a person who comes to a country to take up permanent residence

\ ˈi-mə-ˌgrāt \ verb. [to go or remove into; in, into, and migrate, to remove.]

to come into a new country, region, or environment in order to settle there: opposed to emigrate.

oh sorry dat definishun not say we unclean people / flea invested vermin

sickly serpents who not speak english / greaser / sheenie

contagions of american society / incredibly dirty tramps fresh off the boat

so pervasive / such nonwhite filth / staring back at pitch black faces

not blonde haired & blue eyed / nonwhite skin only fit for dirt & waste work

mama papa kiss me goodbye i going to haiti

but it is what rolf is now it part of his identity just as much as the colour of his skin

just as much as bein a pagan / just as much as bein a male

just as much as bein the Son of a Shepherd

now rolf a new man living in the New World

i am an immigrant

sometime i wish i waz shug avery / bootiful fictional dark skin harlem singer

half man half woman / wit my large glittering masculine thighs i make an animal of men

maybe i have the courtesan complex

so i ast dr feelgood what my diag-nonsense

& she say poor soul you suffer from Stressed Shepherd Syndrome

okay so we all crazy in one way or another / it alright for some

of a mannequin in tears / of personal prejudices

im an unejucated farm boy from No Mans Land

im a poet who write in english

neisatnaf i isatnaf ne / ttim tetrejh dem gnyalp re lesgnel og gem tolrof nuh

rettenremmos i sirb ne mos rav ed / gem etlatrof nuh dro retsem nadrovh

etted tal eddejks rofrovh? / enneh lit gem trekided gej og enneh teksnø etrejh ttim

senneh enenyoø ås gej etted tla eddejks rofrovh

& this is for Sons of Shepherds who have considered suicide

fin

#my writing #poetry #poem #eene #ed edd n eddy #jonny #jonny 2x4 #rolf #jonny appreciation month

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atlaese · 3 years ago

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I loved having penpals, I had many when I was in elementary! I am screaming at this. 😯

I used to write from 19 to 23 in an anime fandom not around here with warm encouragement from a close friend but I’ve always been fascinated by it, as you can tell I loved drama, I never did romance. I stopped reading fanfiction a year later (some things happened in a later community that I was in and it really darkened my heart for it ) and now after twfats I came back, I secretly started reading back in april but only have been interacting and follow authors since mid july when I said fuckit I wanna talk to people.

Writing is all about communications and expressions, if you have buried feelings, scenarios and whatifs inside you they will come out tenderly! It’s lovely to express ourselves, sometimes we walk around all day forgetting to coexist with people and it makes it a dakr world :(

But back to Matt season one was more light in this because Matt had runaway from that mindset a bit, it’s only when he saw fisk that be became a bit more dark I guess and later on with his interactions with Frank who in his eyes is a bad person or Elektra who contradicts everything that he represents and him losing her at the end.

He has such nice devolpment throughout the series, like the mcu could never, he grows and grows and this whole process just adds more layers to him. His relationships with other people, his feelings how much he loves both the love and the daredevil stuff.

Oh god, I haven’t even rewatched it, like the last time I watched it was in 2019 and I remember it all, WTF BRAIN. Aaaah I don’t remember exactly what I wrote before but whatever haha, I was definetely waxing poetry about writing more and it will come back at some point I know!

(back with a bang!)as for the coffee and the lunch I agree, though I admit a cappuccino date with Matt is all I want?!

alright good morning to the morning crowd, we’re back with some more analysations of matt murdock ☺️

ooh i love to hear that you wrote in a whole other fandom! Also, yes, fandoms can be really toxic sometimes! That’s why i wasnt sure if i wanted to return to this world, but i had some stories i wanted to tell so 🤨 yeah here we are albdkzla. Yeah i totally get that about the interaction! My first 2 months or so here i kept to myself, but im so glad i opened up and started talking to people! I’ve met so many nice souls here already!!

yes! I agree! I feel with stories we can escape this world for a bit and step into a whole other universe that makes us feel better (for the most part at least. Im not opposed to some angst 😌).

Fisk really brings out the worst in people, huh? God. I hate him so much. I cant count the amount of times i was shocked watching what bullshit he pulled. I hope he rots somewhere in hell. He is a great villain though, especially with the low, gravely voice and the stoic expression 99% of the time. Also his vanessa. Man. I liked her but now in season 3 he can’t stop talking about her and it drives me a little insane.

Oooh yes! I love his arch. Ive been watching the spiderman movies for quite some time and it honestly doesnt have the same growth at all!! Maybe it is because they’re a movie series and daredevil is a show? I dont know. But matt has one of the best archs in the mcu (is this mcu actually?? Im bad at being a fan 😅). I feel him and all the other characters who got a tv show have great archs. They aren’t lost in the greater universal drama anymore and have time to grow and develop! Part of my reasoning why i’ve been loving phase four actually!

Ooh maybe time for a rewatch?? 😼 and i totally get that hahaha!! If something leaves a big impression on you, it will stay with you for the rest of your life! (Im still mad at dumblr for being an ass and deleting your ask!!!)

oh how i’d love to go on a date with him. he would be such a gentleman. Like. Its unfair but real men ✋🏻 no thank you give me matt murdock. Now i have a question for you. What kinda music do you think he listens too? Does he have headphones? Or does he have a radio or a record player? + would he be into podcasts? I was thinking about it bed before i went to sleep and i think he might enjoy a good podcast once in a blue moon. Not sure though.

anyway have a good day love!! 💗

#arianswers #matt murdock dissertation #these have really been brightening my day #also helps with writing the character actually!!#i feel like i am forced to think about it more than just what i already have in my head #i love it aldjkzkd

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roslin · 7 years ago

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I was tagged by @missolitude (thank you!) ❤

O N E

· name: vanessa || nickname: nessa, nessie, pumps (from pumpkin, not from anything weird) || zodiac sign: virgo

· height: 1,70cm / 5′7" || orientation: bisexual || ethnicity: white

· favourite fruit: cherries || favourite season: winter

· favourite book: ugh this question is so unfair... ok The Picture of Dorian Gray is my favorite, even though i might have enjoyed other books more or dont read it as often as others, but u know... this one fuks with me || favourite flower: sunflowers bc they serve as metaphors

· favourite scent: oh ok, so u know how men’s perfume/cologne is really strong and u can always smell them as soon as they walk into a room but women’s are much more subtle and u can only smell it once u get really close to them? but then, but Then there’s a few women who are not like that and maybe bc they douse themselves in perfume or something but they have this very strong, very characteristic almost sickeningly sweet smell about them? u know the ones? i find that i rather like that || favourite animal: whales

· coffee, tea, or hot cocoa? all of them, but i drink more coffee

· average hours of sleep: 5-6

· cats or dogs? both, but i favor cats more

· favourite fictional character: laura roslin, minerva mcgonagall, kathryn janeway, briony tallis, chrisjen avasarala, etc

· dream trip: dont have one anymore, but i like old places if it helps

· when was your blog created? i just checked and apparently this blog turned 2 years old last week. cool

· what do you post about? tv shows, space, ladies, ladies in space, a bit of literature, mythology, some political discourse, and a lot of shitposting

· do you get asks on a regular basis? not really

· aesthetic: ????, books and women looking over their glasses and coffee and rosy cheeks

· favourite band/artist? leonard cohen, david bowie, cat stevens/yusuf islam

· fictional character I’d date: all my faves except briony bc she’s me (unless she’s vanessa redgrave, in that case i’d date her too)

· hogwarts house: ravenclaw

T W O

· Countries I’ve lived in: portugal, scotland

· Favourite fandom: bsg, star trek, harry potter

· Languages you speak: portuguese, english, spanish and a little bit of french

· Favourite film of 2016: i dont remember a single thing abt 2016 and thats how i want it

· Last article you read: http://pets.webmd.com/dogs/ss/slideshow-foods-your-dog-should-never-eat bc my friend gave her dog a grape and i slapped her

· Shuffle your music library and put your first three songs here: only if for a night, florence + the machine // nunca me esqueci de ti, rui veloso // motion picture soundtrack, westworld ost

· Last thing you bought online: a game of thores ceramic coffee set saying ‘coffee is coming’, as a gift for a friend

· How would your friends describe you? introverted af, aloof, control freak, thrust-worthy, sarcastic, a big nerd, looks like they could kill u but its really a cinnamon roll that could also kill you

· How would your enemies describe you? arrogant, manipulative, snobbish, cold, conceited

· Who would you take a bullet for? my nephews, my mom, and my closest friends. and also every dog i see on the street

Getting increasingly personal meme

Tagged by @missparker (thank you! this has been in my drafts for 7 years bc i suck)

One insecurity: • just one? thats nice. im constantly worried that people will find out im not as smart as they think

Two fears:

• clowns • feeling lonely

Three turn-ons: • raised eyebrows • little smirks • when people are iNtEnsE

Four life goals: • buy my own apartment • own a bookshop • feeling at ease with my life • have one of those big ass bookshelves with a little ladder on it

Five things I like: • staying home (leaving this is as it is) • watching movies on rainy days • comfy pajamas • fuzzy socks • good hair days

Six weaknesses: • socializing • laziness • lack of motivation • talking about feelings • tall men • pretty women

Seven things I love (things not people): • books • hoarding makeup • long winter coats • dark lipstick • cheese • bailey’s (heyy) • rings

Tag eight people: @keekmenta, @michellefairleylove, @merylstreeeps, @catsbeforelads, @lesbiansofinterest, @aliensvu, @michellehair, @juleswhatever u can do both of these, or just one, or maybe none i dunno im not ur mom

#ty!#tag game

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swearronchanel · 8 years ago

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and my commentary continues: series 6, episode 2 (if this is now a thing idk what to title it)

You asked for it, my first class isn’t until noon tomorrow so I can sleep in & so, I complied Also the SAG awards finished at like 10pm so even after doing my night routine it’s still early haha here it goes …

- Oh shit I forgot color - ah I really like the new intro - Penny’s outfit is so cute - “Walk don’t run” stfu Sister Ursula this isn’t elementary school - “Have you lost your marbles bubsy” haha that’s cute - UGH I WANNA FIGHT THIS NUN - LET JULIENNE ARRANGE THE DAMN FLOWERS - This is when sister Ursula presses sister Monica Joan about the bon bons lol - “Unlike your sisters” guessing u don’t think u count - You’re damn right - Sister MJ sly af 😏 wish she was my grandma - Aw penny it’s ok sweetie all will be well - AlRight so where is St Cuthberts, is it closer than the London? Idk just wondering - I don’t care that much tbh - Damn this man gonna go blind how sad - I like knowing what happens when I’m watching bc I can’t take so much I get anxious - But are we not going to mention Patsy’s wig anymore? It’s still ugly, lucky emerald is beautiful anyway - - Ugh my bbys are still so hurt about the thalidomide 💔💔 - IT WAS NOT EITHER OF YOUR FAULTS - YES IT IS A MIRACLE PATRICK, YOU SHOULD’VE MENTIONED IT LAST WEEK but it’s all good - HE’S TOUCHING HER STOMACH AH - AND THEY KISSED Lmaoo I bet this will break Tumblr - UgH SUCH A SWEET MOMENT TO MELT MY COLD HEART - Jk this show has made me such an emotional mess, like I rarely ever used to cry or anything - But it could also be because of university diminishing my sanity - “We should really start telling people” - YEA PLS GIVE US A CUTE SCENE TELLING EVERYONE @ NONNATUS - - Buttt, I’m gonna guess it’s either going to be implied that they told them off screen or they won’t find out till she starts bleeding mid inspection ?? idk I’m just guessing, don’t come at me lmaoo - Patrick’s smirk “he’ll certainly understand” 😂😂 - SHELAGH’S CRINGING FACE I LOVE IT - YOU KNOW IM HERE FOR ALL CRINGEY EXPRESSIONS - Plus that’s my bby - - PHYLLIS SAW PATS AND DELIA - SHE KNOWS & IM GLAD IT WAS HER TO FIRST FIND OUT - - alright so let me be annoying real quick - From that clip from the casebook Valerie is problematic/lowkey racist & no estoy aquí para eso PERO I like her in the moment? - One, her outfit is cute - & B, she gets along well with my shelagh and seems nice.. I’m not gonna forget her comment though lol, so I’m going to stay neutral for now - - Ok the Marsh baby is born next - Lol sorry I love when sister Winifred is being cringey or funny but this was just kinda boring but I know it’ll get better later in the episode - BUT SERIOUSLY I WANNA KNOW SISTER WINIFRED’S REAL NAME - Idk why that was capitalized I don’t feel that strongly but I’m very curious !¡! - - Shelagh being all cute and cheeky giving those vaccinations - Penny is so sweet - - Alright this is so irrelevant but still, Shelagh is outside.. so Why would she throw up in a napkin in her hand? lol, all that open space 😭😂 idk I really hate throwing up and will not let my self throw up. Not even vlad can make me😷 - SHIT THAT EXPLOSION THO - what were they doing exactly? - like a bitch over here a lil confused :/ - MY LIL SUPERHERO SPRINGING TO ACTION YES BBY - shit George’s blind for good now it’s sad - and arthur’s gonna die damn - - look at disheveled Shelagh so damn pretty but I wonder when she got that cut lol - Lmaoo @ Valerie, so she knows the Nonnatuns - - Damn I’m only 17 mins in why do I talk so much shit to myself - Sister MJ sneaking that bread during sister Ursula’s prayer is me 😂 - I swear though if Sister Ursula tries to get rid of Sister MJ I will fight - My eyes roll every time this woman is on my screen - Phyllis chewing angrily is also me - “Travel visas there have been canceled” shit pats it’s too relevant right now - “I’m trifle deaf these days” PHYLLIS U ARE A GEM - Penny wins best dressed patient - - Patrick worrying is precious - SHELAGH TRYING TO HINT WHILE SMILING IS SO FUNNY BUT WHY - Lmao why are they acting like Tim is not literally right there? - Also this boy is 15 why is he not ever with friends - Of course he knew, he’s always around and isn’t dumb at all. He basically grew up around pregnant ladies tbh - “.. Good I don’t want to know any other details” lmao 😂 - I knew he’d be pleased but I lowkey wanted him not to upset or annoyed so he could have a good little story line - It’s not realistic that this 15 year old is so pleasant with his parents all the time - Like I was an angsty fright @ 15 - lol I’m acting like I’m old, I’m going to be 19 & I’m still like that^ with my parents a lot of the time - - Why do British people call bandaids “plasters”? Hm. I just think of plaster of Paris for like walls or whatever it’s used for - “I’m a slow healer” lol Shelagh is so precious - “If the baby’s a girl I’m moving out” I think it’ll be a boy. Actually Idk forget I said that - Don’t be nervous bby, speak up you got this - “That’s my girl” yes Patrick that’s our girl protect her at all freaking cost 😭 - I’ve gotten so far without saying “fuck” I’m proud - - “This is the dark before the dawn, but there is always a dawn” thanks sister I needed that - “I’ve committed a crime"😭😭 - I love sister MJ - also not gonna lie I cried a little the first time watching this - - Some mothers of color in the community centre makes me happy - Who’s the model though? 😏 - Someone find him & tag me - Ugh here comes sister “I ruin everything” - Honestly when is sister Julienne just gonna come out and say “you gotta go”? - No that’s not the way you do things - fuck yea sister J - “We must simply sit it out and wait for Churchill” - I HOPE THATS TRIXIE - BUT also I really want Sister Julienne to be the one who saves the day - Lol yea Babs your wardrobe should step it up but it’s okay - - Shelagh don’t be nervous you’re gonna kill it - Does sister Ursula even do anything? She doesn’t see patients does she? Nah she just makes everyone angry - Get up outta here - Lol I’m so Brooklyn for that - “Mrs Turner you look nice” - UM YES, MY BBY, her new dresses & coats slay - She finally took a break from the damn cardigans & I love it. Not that there’s anything wrong with cardigans but you catch my drift - Nah for real I wanted a fabulous wardrobe for Shelagh bc times are changing & Laura Main is literally gorgeous so she needs pretty outfits & got it I did - so here for it, now we wait for another pair of trousers. lets get it 1962 - this first dress had such jackie kennedy vibes, love it - - “Consequences be DAMMED” YES PATS - Phyllis and Sister J are proud, I really want one of them to press Sister Ursula - Look @ Delia actually being a nurse! - ah penny 💔 - - Shelagh’s so nervous at first but then is like YOU KNOW WHAT ASSHAT JUDGE - “Where is nurse Mount?” , “where she is needed” YES SISTER JULIENNE - love the blue coat Shelagh - “I’m not ill, I’m just tired and angry” same - Don’t cry bby - “Our best is worthless bc it won’t change anything” ugh crush my heart, especially that little hug. I need to hug them all - lol who invited Tom to the hospital - he’s so handsome though so it’s ok - TELL THEM, STAND UP - “We need to fight” yes ! - I was worried penny’s baby wouldn’t live - C'mon Pats be pc - okay patsy opening up, crushes my heart she’s so closed off but I feel - Here comes the wicked bitch of the east [end] - Whoops can I call a fictitious nun a bitch - YES PATS YES DONT TAKE HER SHIT - Aw patsy, you two will okay, I mean look sister Bernadette came back as Shelagh because of letters so you never know - - Shelagh’s baby blue outfit >> - she needs to go out in public more with her hair down and slay everyone’s life - “Not today.” Yes Delia - “You did it Mrs Turner, you made em listen!” - Yes tf she did. I’m so proud - the set makeup artist did a crazy good job with the burns - “We never really out grow our parents, we just think we do” aw I should call my mum and dad - mm maybe later it’s midnight lmao - DELIA SAID I LOVE U - I FEEL LIKE NO IMPORTANT COUPLE on here HAS SAID “I LOVE YOU” to each other ?? - They almost kissed aw - Fred just break the door damn - Reminds me a little of when Jenny left - Aw the Marsh fam - Phyllis you are gold - Phyllis is still learning Spanish, please give her an opportunity to use it! - the only Spanish speaking mother was conchita, wasn’t that the first episode ever? lets get another one - Anyway, this was so sad. - “The pain it costs to love..” PHYLLIS I LOVE You. You deserve everything good - Aw all the other mothers with penny! - Alright Lets hear it Vanessa - Aw Delia Bonus: preview for next week - my other bby Trixie is back !! - hope she loses her shit when she realizes sister Ursula is ruining everything + patsy/sister mary cynthia are gone - My bby Shelagh looks so pretty!💕 - BUT I KNOW NO ONE IS SHUTTING DOWN ANYTHING - I will not have it - Phyllis spilling the ever so obvious and boiling tea, sister Ursula is UNFIT - Pls let Sister Julienne say something crazy to her before she goes - Why is babs crying?? - ugh of course that’s the most of a preview we get - Nothing bad will happen to my bbys I won’t have it. Protect them at all costs or I’ll spontaneously combust - Jk but I might flip my shit or throw my laptop - But for real for Shelagh to miscarry 3 episodes in would be a waste of a storyline - Plus it is a drama, we’ll be shook for a while, then we’ll cry, we’ll laugh & then Vanessa Redgrave says something profound and we go on with the week - The End 🙃🙃 - If you read this far, you’re a champ - I did this for u all

#call the midwife #i'm a clown #series 6 #lets get it 1962 #protect my bbys at all costs though #my commentaries™

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1. neither, i prefer 8tracks 2. my room is messy 99% of the time but yesterday was weird so i cleaned it like crazy 3. my eyes are blue with a yellow ring around the pupil 4. i like my name but people always say it wrong bc its Alyssa but pronounced like Alisa 5. i am taken!!! v happily taken 6. personality in 3 words; who the fuck 7. i have light brownish hair 8. i drive my moms ford edge, its black 9. i love shopping at thrift stores :) 10. my style is called comfy first, style second 11. i love puppy igs which is lame as hell but fave 12. i have a queen sized bed  13. i have 1 sister 14. i would love to live in New Zealand one day!! or maybe France??  15. i love the puppy face, judge me 16. fave makeup brand would be colourpop or smashbox 17. i shower every day but i wash my hair every 2-3 days 18. fave tv shows are greys, prison break, oitnb, wentworth, losvu 19. my shoe size is 7 ½ 20. im 5'5" 21. SANDALS 22. i have a home gym so sorta and i go to yoga??? dont know if that counts 23. dream date is making cookies and eating them up on the roof at night 24. i have about $200 in my wallet rn 😬 christmas money 25. im wearing no socks but my toenails are painted pale orange with glitter!! 26. i sleep with 1 pillow (its got a golden silk pillowcase its a prized posession) 27. i dont have a job oops 29. worst thing ive ever done is cutting off one of my best friends last year, i regret it every day 30. VANILLA 31 & 32. im just gonna do 3 names bc genders suck: vanessa, daria, bailey 33. favourite actor is Leonardo DiCaprio 34. favourite actress is Samira Wiley!! 35. ^^^ highkey love Samira Wiley 36. favourite movie is Into the Wild or The Way Way Back 37. i used to read a lot but now i just idssociate too much, makes it very difficult 38. brains obviously 39. nickname is Aly or AlyKalyDaly 40. been to the hospital probably 6 times in my life??? 41. i cant pick favourites when it comes to music 42. i take iron and i take a hair and nail vitamin 43. i have dry skinnn 44. SPIDERS, fuck those little bodied spindly leg motherfuckers 45. a million kids 46. half pony at the top of my head 47. i live in a pretty big house 48. my musical theatre director, shes confident and spontaneous and i dig her 49. someone told me i was brutally honest and i take that as a compliment, i pride myself in being honest 50. i sent a video of a puppy to my girlfriend 51. 9 years old 52. i really want a buggy which i know is boring 53. smoking is awful, i have 0 sympathy for those who smoke 54. im in highschool 55. i want to be a musical theatre STAR yall 56. rural for sure 57. ive never taken those lil bottles from hotels, i always feel guilty 58. i have a few freckles, more in the summer 59. i always smile for pictures 60. thousandssss of pictures 61. yes, i feared doing it forever but this summer i went on a week-long canoe trip and i had to learn 😂 62. heck yeah i do 63. ive never had them from wendys, and also im vegan 64. honey mustard 65. comfy bottoms and a tank top 66. i actually have!!!!!! im sounding dorkier and dorkier with every question 67. tarot!! and colouring 68. i can not draw for shit 69. i play the piano!! 70. i saw Hedley!! 71. tea for sure 72. starbucks 73. im not sure about marriage yet 74. NC 75. not sure yet!! 76. yellow, or red 77. i do, i miss my girlfriend A LOT 78. always closed, door has to be closed 79. dont talk to me about ghosts i will hyperventilate 80. i HATE when people think that telling someone something to purposely hurt them is the same thing as an “opinion” 81. my gf 82. chocolateeee 83. regular!! 84. chocolateeeeeee 85. im wearing a red lifeguard hoodie 86. my gf 87. both it depends on the day 88. no i hate it 89. yes theyre super sweet!! 90. i wash my face in the shower 91. yesss 92. yesssss 93. vegan pizza!!! 94. not sure 95. winter!!! but mild winters 96. night 97. dark chocolate  98. i like August :) 99. im a gemini 100. my mom YIKES @knucklepucke

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