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my WiFi was really shit when i sent in the request . just wanted to ask if you got it !! ^-^ sorry if this seems nagging .. m not meaning for it to
â> request was the x viktor comfort fic w an alternate ending to the series finale
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Tumblr glitched on me multiple times yesterday (why, no clue) and i donât know what it did with the request, but I remember seeing enough to remember what the request was before the request was taken, if that makes sense. So I might as well do it here while I can still remember it for compensation and hope youâd like it. (This was way too long and drawn out so Iâm sorry about that)
The ash and dust has subsided as an uneasy quiet befell Piltover or rather whatâs left of Piltover from the brutal conflict with Ambessa and the Noxian army. There was rubble and ruin everywhere you looked as building structures reduced to its foundations or heavily damaged, blood stained the pavement underfoot as you gingerly walked amongst the corpses of the people youâve fought alongside with amidst the white and gold metallic corpses of what once was Viktorâs commune.
While you were happy that the fighting was over, that happiness almost felt misplaced or inappropriate in this moment and time as it seemed as though Piltover was silently mourning the people who fought valiantly. You couldnât help but close the eyes of those that you passed by, wishing them eternal rest and peace now that their pain and suffering has long passed, letting them know their efforts were not lost on anyone at all. You all came together as a united front against a common enemy and fought like it was going to be your last time alive, and you saw a lot of people that youâve known for a while fight like hell and you couldnât be prouder of them.
âYou fought well.â You said softly as you closed the eyes of what felt like the hundredth fallen soldier youâve come across, unable to think of anything but their family and friends who are going to be looking for them. âItâs time to rest now.â You add as you got up from kneeling, wincing as you as you were reminded of your own injuries which consisted of a gash on your upper arm and an even bigger gash spanning from your left shoulder to the middle of your back, amongst many other minor injures that stung when the breeze past them.
âFuck.â You hissed as you waited out the throbbing pain with clenched teeth before moving on ahead. Where you were heading you werenât quite sure. You were just wandering the battlefield with only your breathing, footfalls were the only thing you could hear that you thought with all the metal clashing, the screaming, the gunshots and the war cries that filled the air had finally made you deaf. However as you wandered the ruins of a once pristine city, your thoughts brought you back to Viktor and your soul ached, soured. You had lost him more times then you could count and even now you couldnât help but morbidly think of whether youâd find his corpse amongst the others, but another part of you was wishing that youâd find him alive in whatever form he decided to take you prayed that he was alive nonethelessâŚeven if he was the reason for all of this.
You could vaguely remember your last interaction with Viktor. While he looked like himself, he didnât act it despite the softness of his sweet voice didnât chance but one look into his amber eyes and you could tell that something was off, your sweetheart was lost, adrift somewhere and you couldnât help him. You remember cupping his face in your hands, looking him over as though it was the last time youâd ever see him, and you wanted to engrave each one of his beautiful features into your mind in hopes that youâd see him even in your sleep. You called out his name for you could realise him even from behind, happy to see him breathing and without hesitation you hugged him when you saw him look back at you with recognition, holding him tight as you felt the cool metal of his new form press into you bitingly through the soft robe he wore.
You shouldâve know that happiness wouldnât last with what came after when Viktor touched your hands, seeing something within your mind that you couldnât comprehend just yet but you knew nothing good came of it and nothing did, after all wars were started for far less but still you felt the sting and pain of your aching body as you found yourself unable to keep walking and sat against the wall and look up to the sky. Hoping. Hoping that after this everything will improve so that this can never happen again but that was wishful thinking and you knew that as you chuckled, too tired to carry yourself to where everyone else was.
You were too exhausted to care about the sting of your wounds nor the sound of someone approaching you from afar as you thought about closing your burning eyes for a small reprieve. It was the least you deserved and what you were going to rewards yourself with, until you saw a towering figure of dark purple and gold weaved together gliding through the rubble and dust like an angle of death. You thought about holding your breath, making it think that you were just another corpse amongst the millions of others but then there was that familiar warmth that flooded through you, you knew who this was before you even speak his name and before you knew it you were stumbling to get on your feet.
âViktor?â You asked softly, far too softly for anyone to hear you but with the deafening silence that hung like a thick smog, threatening to choke you out, you wouldâve be surprised if even the smallest of whispers sounded like angered, thunderous shouts of raw emotion. âViktor is that you?â You asked again, this time a little louder as you weakly hobbled towards the being of metal covered by what remained of his robe. âPlease tell me itâs you in there and Iâm not being greeted by the grim reaper right now.â You chuckled while holding back a whimper, not wanting to show your true emotions if this being ended up not being your beloved Viktor.
The closer the being got the taller he looked, roughly six foot maybe, you couldnât estimate to save your life but he towered over you easily as the soft clicking of his cane against pavement. Which was something youâve always noticed with Viktor was how he didnât drive his cane into the ground, but more or less love tapped it as though he was being considerate of the pavements feelings in comparison to others whoâd stomp their feet gracelessly. You could tell Viktor was still there from his mannerisms and the way he held himself but still you couldnât allow yourself to faster now, not when you were in a weakened state, while he on the other hand looked unscathed and untouched as though the ash and dust refused to touch any part of him out of fear.
âYou were never good at concealing your emotions my dear.â The familiar voice croaked, heavily distorted but you could hear him -your Viktor- and could clearly see him smiling after having easily read you like you were his favourite book. âAlways hiding behind another emotion to keep yourself from harm or from worrying others about you. However I always saw through it each time and this time is no different, youâre hurt my muse.â He adds as he gotten closer to you, looking down at you though his new eyes that glowed warmly like the way his amber eyes did whenever they look at you, so knowing and understanding of your character.
âViktorâŚyouâre okay.â You finally let the flood gates open as tears streaked down your cheeks, letting the worry that have almost driven you mad and close to an early grave once or twice during the raging conflict for Plitover, the fear that threatened to consume you along with the pain of knowing that you had quite possibly lost him once again. âI was worried sick about you but Iâm glad that you okay! Weâre both okay.â You continued as you managed to get close enough to Viktor where you could hug his new form with effortless ease, the cool metallic skin bite your softer, warmer skin deliciously as you rested your head against what you could assume was his chest and drinking him in. âI thought it was going to loose you again.â You cried.
âAfter everything Iâve done,â Viktor began, confused as to how you could still look at him the way you did, as if he didnât threaten lives of countless in pursuit for perfection. âEverything Iâve done to you, to everyone and yet you still find it within yourself to love and care for me to cry over my whereabouts. You truly allude me my love.â He finishes as he could only watch at you clung to him as though he was going to disappear from your grasp. âI knew youâd come back to me sooner or later, so why should I give up hope like everybody else had on you! I know you Viktor and I know you were stronger then to let this obsession with perfection get to you,â you replied, squeezing your eyes tightly as though praying to a higher being to not let this be a dream of your own creation and to give you a sign that this was real, which came to you in the form of Viktor finally reciprocating the hug.
The touch was tender, calculated and precise but that didnât stop the tears from falling from your eyes as you breathed a sigh of relief that this was true, that your Viktor had come back to find his way back to you. Even despite if it was at the end of the brutal conflict that ravaged the city but that didnât matter for as long as he had rediscovered himself youâd be okay. âAnd while the need for perfection did consume you for a while I didnât stop believing that youâd realise that you were the beauty that youâve been chasing all along.â You continued as the weariness and aching sensations wracked your body beyond belief, that and being in Viktorâs arms made you feel comforted and safe that you could easily see yourself sleeping in his cool metallic arms in the foreseeable future.
âYour unwavering faith you have in me is commendable my love, what I would do without it I do not know nor want to know.â Viktor says softly as he takes note of your injuries and their severity, wondering where and who theyâd come from Noxian soldiers or creatures of his own creation and made sure that his touch went nowhere near the afflicted areas, as though he was afraid he irritate them. âSometimes I donât believe Iâm worth it, worth something as valuable as unwavering faith and persisting belief. However your a stubborn soul that didnât stop believing in me, even when I becameâŚthis.â He gestures to his form of cold, biting metal but you couldnât help by look at his softly as you kissed his chest and nuzzling back against it eagerly.
âYouâre still my Viktor regardless of how you look, no matter how much you change youâll always be my Viktor and have to keep my faith above my worry that youâll come back to meâŚyou always do and Iâm glad because I donât know what IâdâŚwhat Iâd..â you trailed off as unsettlingly dark thoughts overcame you as your breath hitched in your chest and your throat tightened while a fresh wave of tears streaked down your drying cheeks. âI donât want to think about right now, just please let me stay like thisâŚplease Viktor.â You whimpered.
âStay however you like my love, but we will have to get your injuries cleaned and patched up, I fear for potential injection in these conditions.â Viktor tells you softly as he continues to holds you against him for your comfort, standing tall like a protective pillar in a wasteland of death while keep you upright in your moment of weakness, and while his form has changed significantly and heâll most certainly have to answer for his mistakes, but heâll stand here and keep being your strength when youâve lost it all just like youâve been a source of strength to him for a long time. He guesses he could stay for a while longer with a new look on life, to keep you safe and to try and find the beauty and perfection in a life filled with flaws and mistakes with you by his side.
#arcane imagines#arcane#arcane imagine#arcane x reader#arcane x you#arcane x y/n#viktor x you#viktor fluff#viktor imagines#viktor imagine#viktor x reader#viktor arcane
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MARK MY WORDS. I'M GONNA WORK ON ROTMMPR AGAIN. AND DO DESIGNS FOR THE FINALE MOVIE POST.
i also have another pr-related idea i wanna work on on the side + gonna flesh out neo toku a lil more (and give it a proper title too probably)
#personal#rotmmpr#decided im gonna do the team's character sheets from scratch instead of drawing over the existing ones to adjust small things#and make them more consistent w each other#bc the proportions on the stone canyon trio vs the veteran trio are Not Great and they bug me lmao#justifying it as a small change in art style between show (that doesnt exist) and movie (that also doesnt exist) for budget reasons lmao#the other pr-related idea is so cool to me specifically. i think its very neat#also ALSO considering a rise follow up of some kind to continue the universe based on stuff that happens in the movie (You Will See)
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joel etho single dads au .........
#esp if we go w liml family#etho with scar and bdubs at the park#joel with hermes#their kids meet and become best friends and keep begging for five more minutes until theyre the last ones at the park#so joel and etho inevitably meet and start talking because theyre both hella bored waiting for their kids#and joel lowk kinda cannot stand etho#hes like âigh this guy is sooo pretentious i could sense it from a mile away. who does he think he is with that stupid white hairâ#ânewsflash it doesnt make you look cool it makes you look old as hellâ#(but he doesnt say any of this)#(obviously)#and it works best if etho is totally oblivious#dude is just waiting 2 drop off scar n bdubs back home2 cleo so he can try2 get the Good Nights SleepTM hes been chasing since he was a bab#then they find out their kids go to the same school#and so obviously joel has decided to make it his mission in life to one up everything etho does#at this point etho is fully aware and finds it hilarious#because he is an Expert in these things okay. hes been making brownies for scar's bake sales since before hermes was Born#and joel can try as hard as he can but he just Cannot reach that level.#he can make as many cupcakes as he wants but none of them r gonna beat the gooey deliciousness of ethos chocolate chip triple layer brownie#and that is just soooo infuriating to him. his blood is boilimg at Every Single Parent Led Bake Sale Ever#and its even worse because etho looks like hes about to spontaneously combust at any possible second#his hair is a mess. deepppp eyebags. hes been running on maybe an hour of sleep every night for the past what eight years???#but hes sooo consistently perfect at everything.#joel hates him.#but like they also have to put up with each other at playdates and parties and whatnot because i repeat their kids are Best Friends#aughhh idk theres some potential there. i promise im just not getting it across very well#nya talks#trafficblr#hermitblr#joel smallishbeans
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you know what, I actually will talk about this because it's bothering me. The issue with focussing so heavily on syd and carmy's potential for a romantic relationship isn't that there's something inherently unintellectual about romance or whatever, it's that a lot of people seem incapable of doing that without immediately flattening the story and ignoring or intentionally misreading any and all nuance for the sake of that romance. Every scene suddenly becomes about how it impacts their relationship, every analysis is done through a romantic lens, every frame or line of dialogue becomes about finding some easter egg or hint that "proves" these people should start dating. Their dynamic is absolutely a fundamental part of this show, but if you can only see it as a will-they-won't-they, you miss so much of what the story is actually trying to say with these two.
There are good versions of this story where their relationship is romantic and there are good versions of this story where it isn't, but as soon as you decide them being together is "the point," you lose the ability to actually judge the story for what it is, not what you want it to be.
#like so much of their dynamic (esp but not exclusively in S3) has been about showing the ways that carmy's trauma and dysfunctional#attitude in the kitchen impacts other people and how even though he cares about syd and wants their partnership to work he keeps self#sabotaging and setting himself and by extension her and the restaurant up to fail and replicating the same toxic environments that#he grew up and trained in and this is very much consistent with his character and a natural continuation of the conflicts they've been#having since S1 but because him being shitty with her runs contrary to them getting together suddenly its 'ruining the story' and#out of character and only happening bc the writers just hate to see this ship winning and like. if you really think that i genuinely don't#know what show you've been watching bc it sure as shit wasn't this one. like it hurts to see him do this because you know#they could do something genuinely great together and that he's ruining a really good thing but this is also the reality of where he is rn#if he was just a good and supporting business partner and not deeply dysfunctional it would be wildly out of character#the problem w S3 wasn't that it 'ruined' their relationship it's that it had no clear focus overemphasized carmy's arc at the expense#of the other leads deprioritized the supporting cast while failing to give them their own arcs gave more screen time to#unecessary and uninteresting new 'comic relief' characters and let conflicts stagnate without resolving them or#letting them evolve over the course of the season.#this isn't exclusive to the bear this is a general trend ive noticed where as soon as the 'shipper' part of people's brains get activated#it's like they lose the ability to read the story any other way and it stops being about what's good for the narrative and starts being#about whether or not these two people kiss and anything that gets in the way of that is bad and anything that brings it closer is good#and it's usually whatever but it's really frustrating when the story ppl are doing that to is this good#it also makes people fundamentally incapable of treating any 'obstacle' to that romance in a way that isn't wildly meanspirited and#gross (esp bc those characters are usually women) which is exhausting. like no claire isn't evil or a 'pick me' or 'bad' for carmy#or a useless addition to the story or whatever other nonsense you guys have decided must be true to feel okay. she's a perfectly normal#character and their relationship is exploring some of the ways that carmy's inability to deal with or actually address his trauma#impacts the various relationships in his life. she doesn't even have to be a monster or a narrative mistake for him and syd to be#'destined' for each other or whatever. this isn't a middle school wattpad fic.#im definitely gonna get killed in the street for this but ive been looking for a good reason to spend less time on here so might as well#the bear#sydcarmy#sydney adamu#carmy berzatto
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that đ . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up đ¤ˇââď¸#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared đ but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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I've felt like I should check in with Apollo the past few days and finally managed to clear enough space on my floor to feel alright with breaking out the tarot deck again so I did! Lit his candle, said as as formal a prayer as I could muster beforehand, asked Hermes to help with communication, the whole shebang. For further context: I've been wanting to ask Aphrodite something specific (also via tarot, it's the most grounding tool I've got) but I only have the one deck at the moment and, while I've used it to ask Hermes about things in tandem with Apollo, and Aphrodite introduced herself via it (with a card that also introduced Apollo), I wasn't sure if it would be cool for me to use it to ask her specifically something not in direct tandem with Apollo. I mentioned that in the prayer but also said that that might be a question for a different session, since trying to get an answer to that (on top of the general "hey how are we doing/do you have anything you want me to learn") might muddy my ability to understand the message.
Cue twelve cards falling out of my deck/poking out while I was shuffling. I usually pull ~3 cards on top of whatever falls out, but I ended up not feeling like it was needed. Seven of them fell out face-up, too.
Despite having some concerns about whether all of the cards were "supposed" to be pulled, it was pretty coherent! And covered quite a few things I've been thinking about recently, including sorting out anxiety vs a warning/displeasure, a follow-up of a card that was the focus of my last pull, and a reminder to look at outside/intellectual sources to combat the whatever-the-fuck-my-brain's-on. There were four cards that fell out face-up together in a pile: a card I associate with Apollo at the front and one associated with Artemis (the Moon) at the back, with cards related to unity & growth in the middle. I'd had a pretty bad experience attempting an offering to Artemis last month and have stepped back and avoided asking her for anything or specifically invoking her in prayers/offerings/etc. since (except for once when it involved a pregnant friend b/c it seemed odd and tbh a little disrespectful to ask Apollo for help and not her as well) because I took it as a sign that she didn't want me to work with her. I'm also aware, though, that that bad experience could have just been a meltdown/panic attack. Regardless of whether it was either of those two things, a "hey slow down" warning, or a combination, it was nice to have some clear reassurance & an official introduction. It's also significant, I think, that part of the Moon card's message is about not letting anxiety/"self-deception" (direct from the guide) cloud your intuition. I've been wanting to burn the candle I dedicated to her for a few days now- it's possible that was a sign from her as well.
As far as the deck-use question...the first card that fell out was the Empress (face-up, reversed). My initial thought was that it was a "no", but I decided to look at the meaning in case it wasn't that which was. probably a bad idea. It freaked me out a bit because I couldn't figure out what it was referring to. I ended up using my alphabet oracle tiles for a makeshift yes/no system after finishing with all the other cards and got clear confirmation that my instinct was, in fact, correct.
All in all it was really cool?? By far the most cards I've had in one pill iirc, and a good lesson in identifying how my intuition works.
#i teared up a few times both during the reading#and when i connected that one of the lessons for tonight *was* about identifying intuition/pointing out my progress#ive gotta go tarot deck shopping now#ive been wanting to get decks for each member of the theoi i work with anyway. makes the most sense#my only deck atm is one a friend gave me. like. 3 years ago b/c he wasnt vibing with it and it's been pretty consistent#even if i got a bit mixed up and pulled a card i shouldnt have (ie i thought it was poking out in a 'falling out' way#instead of just a 'got jostled while shuffling' way)#the cards i *know* are supposed to be part of the reading b/c they either fully fell out or i drew them after shuffling#are typically pretty understandable#so tarot's one of the best ways i know to âtalkâ to deity in a way that's grounded & âoutsideâ myself enough that I can trust it#more than other ways#esp when combining it w/ the guide. going off of the image for interpretation just doesnt do it for me. maybe it will in the future but also#my brain just. doesnt do that w/ art unless im in crit mode#but yeah. i ofc gave apollo hermes & artemis offerings afterwards as a thank you#(and aphrodite b/c i remembered that i forgot to give her an offering after i got back from lunch w/ my partner yesterday)#good day all around re: connecting with the gods#despite being off my meds (im ordering my prescription refill tomorrow)#coriander says#helpol#hellenic pagan#hellenic polytheism#apollo#artemis#hermes#aphrodite#tarot#hellenic gods#hellenic community#pagans of tumblr#theoi
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outsider pov was severely underutilized in spn like it's actually criminal the more you think abt it
#we get a few outside pov episodes but babes that's like giving a man two drops of water in a desert#you could probably say smth abt the correlation btwn spn's slow separation from gothic horror into a more sanitized version of itself#with their decision not to lean into their own protagonists weirdness and weirdness abt each other#via depicting them as firmly offputting when viewed at through an outside lens#ouroborous thy name is sam and dean winchester#not sure if i articulated this quite how i wanted but yeah#feel like they kinda talk abt it in the later seasons but the tone fluctuates instead of staying consistently disturbing with it#but maybe that's just the gothic horror girlie in me wanting more from a show that at the end of the day still had to air on cw#smth smth post-apocalypse samdean as frankenstein's monster#sam's s8 relationship w amelia paralleled with the creature's desire for a perfect mate in the absence of his actual true partner#aka dean who was stuck in purgatory and adding a new layer to sam's desire for intimacy#amelia as the theoretical perfect wife who's never realized bc the creature's other half returns#does this make sense idk anymore i need to nap#nothing to see here just my sleep-deprived ramblings into the aether#spn#supernatural#sam winchester#dean winchester#samdean#gencest#weirdcest#wincest#spn rewatch
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me thinking up all these story events and dynamics in my kirbyverse as if iâll actually write any of them
#i mean. the plan is to write some. if only bc i desperately need to write more consistently#anyways tho. wanna make a chart detailing when kirby befriends each of the helpers in super star#im not coming up with how exactly kirby met all of them + his dynamic w each and every one bc. fuck that#but i do want to for the ones i care about the most lol#echoed voice#knuckle joe is like. his bestie in super star btw... theyre a duo theyre very close at the start he cares abt them a lot#i imagine theyre all close to some degree but some more than others#after super star tho joe goes on his own quest and isnt with kirby on an adventure again for the whole time until star allies#(but ofc he hangs out with him during other games. particularly rtdl)
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guys i've been improving a lot lately i'm happy w myself
#��.rambles#I MADE A NEW FRIEND TODAY FR BCS I GOT OVER MY ANXIETY. LIKE FUCK THAT YK đđ no regrets !!!!#i've been. hesitating less lately. just yk being more comfortable being myself fr#i'm.. really happy i've managed to find more peace in that aspect#n i haven't been like. writing as much as i used to. like uh. pushing myself too much to write in order to remember like#in my spotify playlists yk making them organized n i used to be very consistent w writing a lil thing for this playlist i make each day#it's nice but it ended up stressing me for a while. but now i'm so much better. so much kinder to myself#n then w things i haven't done yet.. no i know for sure i'll do them one day.#i've been pushing myself a bit more lately but now not in a stressful way. like yk in a good way like i'm not settling when i know i can#do more n i can manage it n i know i'll be kind to myself while i'm doing it n regardless of the outcome yk?#guys sorry to that new friend i made tho i cannot text ppl like during convos.#LIKE NO WAIT I CAN BUT I LIKE TO THINK A LOT BEFORE I DO INTERACT W OTHERS YK T_T#WHICH IS WHY I GET SO ANXIOUS TYPICALLY WHEN OTHERWISE..#guys i want to bring back writing letters to each other so badly like i want to. to my future lover can we pls send letters to each other#OR EVEN TO MY FRIENDS BCS LETTERS R JUST SO CUTE YK !!!! A WHOLE LOVE LANGUAGE FOR ME đĽş#like you can start w smth cute like yk 'dear __' orrr hmm yk decorating the letter hehe n then#writing things w handwriting is so cute ! so personal so sweet ARGHHH#the way i used to like message one of my twt/tumblr friends was often by sending like long messages n thennnn#tumblr asks c: i feel so at home w them yk#i write. long. n GOD IF I WERE TO WRITE LIKE YK ACTUAL LETTERS.. I WANT TO MAKE THEM LIKE#YK THOSE LETTERS THAT THOSE OLD WRITERS USED TO SEND !!!! THEY'RE SO LOVELY#hang on i have smth due in like less than an hour n i'm nearly done just one more simple thing but i got distracted help#DUDEEEE LOOKED AT MY NOTIFS AGAIN N I CAN READ SOME OF THEIR MESSAGES BUT I CAN'T SEE THE PIC ????#okay this means a lot to them bcs it seems me n apollo r genuinely the first ppl they've met that#are fellow enthusiasts of yk smth personal for majority of their life. GODDAMN#I RELATE W THAT đđ n then i don't mean this in an arrogant or idk egotistical but it seems. me n apollo have been like#special ppl in other's lives..? idk i don't want that to come off the wrong way but.. yeah đĽş#DUDE I CANT SEE THE PIC YOU SENT AFTER 'DUDE READING ALL YOUR MESSAGES GOT ME LIKE' IN MY NOTIFS N IT'S#DRIVING ME INSANE BCS I HATE INSTAGRAM SO MUCH N HOW IT SHOWS IF YOU'VE SEEN MESSAGES đ#hi hello this is me in live action n why making new friends is hard for me :^) I GTG NOW BUT AAAAAAAA I'M PROUD OF MYSELF
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I wish that I was more
#sad hours at the huskin bee#personal#graduating soon and the animation department is collecting photos of everyone in the drive#and seeing all these group photos of everyone in the program makes me realize how distant i am from them#and how close knit everyone else has become...#ive never been good at making friends and within like the first few weeks of school it was like everyone got to know each other#and the few friends i made in the program left after the first year#i wish my social anxiety wasnt so bad i tried harder to make friends in college#also i have an essay due on monday and i might just not do it#or itll be really half assed#ive been doing well so far in that class so if i dont do it i think the least id get is a C#idk maybe i can still make friends w these ppl after college somehow but itd still feel weird bc i had a completely different shm experience#than they had#ahhhh#i can imagine a future reunion where ppl will talk to be about old drama that was big among this giant friend group#that consists of most people in my year that ill have no idea what theyre talking abt#bc im never in the loop abt anything ever lol#this actually happened at my hs animation reunion except i actually knew and talked to most ppl in that class#i wasnt like super close to most of them but i had a few closeish friends#and i know one of those friends probably werent/arent in the know#also like i did hear abt relationship drama back in the day bc gossip spread p easily#anyways i was told completely new information abt someone getting stalked back then so thats wild#and apparently there was a super handsome guy in our class that i for some reason have zero recollection of#point is i be the last person to know something and if i know smth then everyone probably already knew#which is annoying. i wanna hear gossip too. even in my own family my sisters will tell each other and our mom about shit that went down w#their friends or our cousins and i only hear abt it when im in the room#so i end up hearing a lot but never directly and sometimes not in full#man i shouldve gone on more college field trips#shouldve done a lot more in life that my insecurities get the way of#tbh i genuinely think i might have a form of undiagnosed anxiety; tism; or some other mental disorder
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playing with his hair
giirrrl idk, a feral thought maybe; bf!felix x fem!reader w his long hair since iâm too lazy to make it a whole detail fic for now lol so, (i deadass tried to make it a drabble but it pass the 1k wordsđŽâđ¨)
genre - warnings: smut, fluff!! dry humping, handjob, grinding, unprotected piv, mention of cockwarming, idol bf felix btw
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a/n: this is what i have to deal with everyday, actually, oopsies, heâs next to me rn! also writing in present itâs so new, I like to read it when yall write like that, but Iâll stick with past tenseđ edit: girl i had this in the drafts for days, but he was a little too happy in his recent promoting video, heâs sleeping outside, someone pick him up /jk srly pls
Felix likes to try new hairstyles ever since he let grow his hair, he feels very confident with it and likes the way you randomly stroke it every time youâre together.
Your idea of fun is one of those very rare free afternoons for him since heâs all the time busy at work; itâs when youâre just chilling together at your place because you feel too lazy to go out but very comfortable with each otherâs company.
Your days are simple, and your hours with him are very limited but he always makes sure to enjoy being with him; so you try to do everything at once, watch a movie, talk, lay on his chest while heâs playing games on his cell phone⌠and suddenly, just playing around, with you sitting on his lap in front of him, giggling while playing with his hair.
âFuck, your hair is so friedâ you tease him with a smile, looking at your fingers entangling with his straight hair.
He pouts, âStop, then donât touch itâŚâ he responds also joking, just watching you with heart and sparkling eyes.
Felix rests his hands on your tights and caresses them softly. You down your gaze to meet his, heâs suddenly looking at you so sweetly that makes your cheeks get a little warm.
âCan I play with it?â you asked joyfully.
âWith what?â
âYour hairâ you replied in an obvious tone, âI can do pigtails, braids, middle part, side partâ you continue to say, laughing while playing with his hair.
Felix chuckles softly, completely in love, closing his eyes sometimes, then looking up at your arms.
âWait hereâ you speak again, standing up from his lap and going to get a comb, hair ties, bobby pins and some random hair clips to take pictures of him just for fun.
âYou can also do my make-up if you wantâ he comments, raising his thick voice so you can hear him.
You sit back down on his lap.
âOh no, you wear makeup almost every day, let your face rest todayâ you answer, kissing him tenderly on the bridge of his nose, hiding a little bit the fact that you love seeing your boyfriendâs bare face, straight black eyelashes, big dark eyes, full lips, cheeks and nose with freckles all over.
You laugh at doing whatever you want with his hair, taking silly pictures every time you find him adorable, just giggling saying your favorite inside jokes, then ending with a bow on his hair.
âYou can really use me, huhâ Felix says, giving you a funny but adorable look with his eyes wide open.
Felix starts caressing your back, with more consistent and intense caresses and he suddenly realizes how you havenât kissed each other on the lips the whole time, so he moves closer to you and you without hesitation receive his kiss, following a tender and slow rhythm at first, pressing your lips together in a delicate lip rubbing, but youâre a bit desperate when it comes to each other, so your boyfriend catches his breath between kisses and looks himself at the work of being more glued and pouncing on you, with his touches all over your body, from your thighs to your back, slipping his hands under your blouse to feel your bare skin.
Your make out starts to heat up precipitously that you can feel the growing erection in his shorts, so, with your hands wrapped around his neck, you begin to move over his cock, pressing it to your core and stimulating you both. At this point, your pussy is throbbing and you feel slightly heated. Youâre always impressed by how incredibly fast you want and desire him. You both moan softly at the friction. As you pull apart you smile slightly mischievously at him and for some reason you start kissing his neck, which Felix loves so, causing him to give you a huge tender smile showing his teeth, clutching his grip on your hips tighter.
You pull away once more to meet the wide grin on his face, which gently turns into a slightly strained expression as you continue to move your body against his erection, Felix gasps, his lips forming a soft expression of satisfaction this time with his submissive facing enjoying the naughty act of crushing his cock with your center, with your clothes on.
âFuck, baby, it feels so goodâ Felix sighs, biting his slightly swollen, full lips, lowering his gaze to your pussy being trapped in him, moving his erection back and forth, guiding your hips for better movement.
You smile satisfactorily at him in response, each time feeling the heat of your body and pussy brush against your panties, wetting them all over, just playing more with your arousal. You see him, he looks so fucking cute and yet so hot with the last few hairstyles you gave him, two little high ponytails with bows leaving the rest of his hair loose, he looked silly cute, but serious manly moans coming out of him contrasts somehow so perfectly.
Felix sighs again sonorously, his legs shaking a little, he doesnât think he can take it long enough without cumming if you keep moving so dedicatedly on him so he speaks again:
âMmm, câmon baby, take off your clothes, or do you want me to take you to bed.â
A pleasant shock goes through your body as you hear him a little more needy, youâre not thinking straight and you donât want to pull away from him so you just reply a simple, âItâs okay like this, Lix.â
With your heart beating fast you grab his shorts, indicating you want to pull them down, Felix helps you right away, releasing his pink, needy, throbbing cock, you look down at his member and then at the same time you join gazes, Felix looks at you so needy and innocent, his big eyes begging you to touch him, you canât help but melt every time he does that and in a needy sigh, with your cheeks a little red, you stand up, embarrassed, pulling down your comfy cloth shorts along with your panties, climbing back onto his lap, catching your boyfriend licking his lips at the sight of your cute bare mons venus.
Felix smiles, so excited at the thought of feeling you on him again, now with the sensation of your warm wet center in him, he gets more excited at the thought that you were finally going to settle on him ready to fuck, however, you start pumping his entire erect length, making him gasp loudly as he throws his head back, marking his bulging Adam's apple in his throat. Felix returns to his posture, looking straight into you with desire, biting his lip as you with a smile, touch all over his cock, stroking his tip gently with your fingers, feeling his stiffness and the slight sticky precum sliding down your hand as you jerk him off.
Youâre so wet, and Felix is getting over the edge, so you finally accommodate your body, squeezing your pussy tighter on his cock, grinding on it a little before you put his cock inside you, encouraging in him more arousal if that was possible, teasing him and you at the sensation of his dick rub between your labia, until you feel his throbbing member so foreplayed, and until you see your boyfriendâs sweet expression as he canât resist anymore and, finally you insert his rigid manhood completely in you. The temperature of both your bodies rises, it feels so fucking good to be filled by him, every move you make comes out of pure bliss, panting, sliding on his cock in a rhythm that makes him shudder and moan; Felix feels every part of his body beat intensely, enjoying every thrust into him.
âOh, fuck, l-ove, ke-keep going please, Iâm gonna cum, fuuckâ he whimpers, desperate in a high-pitched tone, closing his eyes.
Felix thinks about the idea of cumming all of him inside you, of filling you up, brings him to a better ecstasy and in a thick sigh of relief and satisfaction, he manages to cum, relaxing a bit all the tension built in his body, making his thighs restless in soft tingling and trembling. You rest your hands on his shoulders and hide your face on the side of his neck, moaning close to his ear and with your face brushing against his soft hair, gently overwhelming you with his sweet scent, you bite your lip at the sensation of his hot semen shooting inside you and you also sense youâre so close to your climax that, despite being slightly tired, you intensify and increase each movement, sliding a little more slippery as you are filled with his cum. You hug him without thinking, your walls squeeze his sensitive cock still stuck in your core, youâre climaxing so intensely that you open your mouth almost in an inaudible squeal, your vision blurs for a few seconds and you let yourself release completely onto your boyfriend.
You feel the joining of agitated chests and breaths, Felix hug you warmly wrapping your back, once again your body melts at the slightest touch of his, but you canât help but feel him so close to you, acting tenderly. Felix doesnât even have to say it, but you know he loves you, you feel it too, so you relax your body on top of him, stroke his hair and he gives you a soft kiss on your shoulder as he caresses your back and keeps you in such a vulnerable position with both sexes together, with you on top of him until you decide to move.
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You had decided to wear a button up and skirt to class today. The upper buttons of your shirt were unbuttoned and showed a little bit of cleavage. The skirt was kinda short and your ass looked perfect in it. Honestly, you looked hot, but you were running too late to see yourself in the mirror.
It was History and Hayden Mr. Christensen taught that subject. No girl in your university ever missed his lectures, hoping for him to at least smile at them, no, at least notice them. Don't blame them, he was hot.
Little did the girls know that his heart and his dick, already belonged to a certain Y/N L/N.
Yeah. You were in a relationship with your History professor. For almost 6 months now.
It started out as longing stares at each other during classes with Hayden fantasizing about your lips around his cock and you being too busy to stare at his beautiful face, wanting nothing more than to kiss him and make him yours.
One day you accidentally left your textbook in his class, and you went to fetch it, not knowing only he was in the classroom. One thing led to another and thirty minutes later he was pounding himself into you as his gagged you with his fingers, shutting your moans up, his other hand pulling at your hair as he let out low grunts. And boy that was like the best sex you ever had in your life.
That day then led to other days and nights with you beneath Hayden, as he ruined you completely. He was a literal sex god, if you were to be honest. Nobody did it like him. He made sure that whenever he fucked you, his name would be the only thing on your tongue.
But there were times when he was gentle too. Those were the times when you could see his soft side. Not that he wasn't caring or gentle, but all that was thrown out of the window whenever you guys had sex.
Soon you guys started secretly dating, and the sex got even better, as Hayden knew that you were his to mark.
Your dates would often consist of you hanging out at his apartment, watching a movie, yet neither of you would actually watch it, being too busy making out with each other. You guys couldn't actually go out together without being spotted and getting in trouble, so you both would rather sit in his house and hang out. Or sometimes, he would help you study, and then reward you for being his good girl.
Sometimes, when he would be stressed from all the work, and papers to grade, you would just cuddle him as he would fall asleep with his face buried in your boobs, which would make you chuckle.
You loved Hayden, and so did he love you. There was risk in your relationship, but at the end of the day, it was all worth it.
And oh boy, you were lost in your thoughts. Again. You were going to be so late for your history lecture.
You ran down the hallways, pushing past against other students, making your way to Hayden Professor Christensenâs classroom. Thankfully, you weren't late, as students were still entering the classroom.
Your eyes met his as he stared at you with love and adoration. But seeing your outfit, his eyes went wide. He took a good look at your boobs and your legs, his mouth watering at the sight. You frowned, not realising why he was acting that way.
A typical frat boy took a seat beside as you, as Hayden Professor Christensen started his class. He tried so hard to concentrate on his teaching, but everytime he would look at your direction, the bulge in his pants would become harder. He was gonna fuck you after the class. He just had to go through this 2 hour lecture.
You met his eyes as he continued to speak about American History. You shifted in your seat and he could almost see your pink panties. He shut up himself before he moaned. Oh boy you were going to get it rough later.
As the lecture ended, students hurried out of the classroom and as always, you stayed behind. You noticed him acting wierd all the time, so you wanted to talk to him and help him about it. So you locked the door and made your way towards him, placing a hand on his shoulder comfortingly.
"Hayden, are you-" You were cut off by him attaching his lips to yours and as always you melted in his touch.
Without detaching his lips fron yours, he pushed you on the desk, so that now you were sitting on it. Lifting you up as you wrapped your legs around his waist, his hands roamed around your sides and your ass as he groped it and squeezed it. You moaned into the kiss, as he started kissing your neck hungrily. He even made sure to leave a few bite marks on it.
"Hay, wait-" "Shh, less talking more kissing princess," he said in a raspy tone, as he unbuttoned your shirt hastily helped you take off your skirt, leaving you almost bare in front of him. You then helped him take his shirt off as he played with the clip of your bra, unhooking it and throwing it away. He placed a hot and wet kiss on your breast as his hands slipped inside your panties. You let out a moan as he rubbed your clit into figure 8s.
His fingers worked their magic against your clit as you helped him unbuckle his pants and he pulled down his boxers. His long-hard member sprung free and he removed your panties with ease.
He took out a condom from his drawer and tore it open, as he rolled it onto his length. "You ready?" he asked as you have him a nod. He slid into you easily as you were already wet from all the rubbing he did on your clit. You let out a pornographic moan as he buried himself into your g-spot. You clenched around him as he hissed. He started out in a steady pace, and you couldn't keep in your moans as his one hand made its way on your clit and his mouth attached yo your nipple. He nibbed on it as he rubbed vigorously on your clit.
"H- Hayden, I- oh my god, it feels so good," you moaned gripping his back for support. His pace got even faster and the sound of your skin slapping against him was echoed across the room. "Yes- oh my god!" you screamed as he hit your g-spot repeatedly.
"Shh, you don't want anyone to hear you, do you?" He mocked you as he almost pulled out you, only to slam back with a force. You screamed as white spots covered your vision. He thrusted in and out of you and you felt close. "Hay, I..uh..so close," you moaned as you clenched around him again.
He moaned at the sensation, as he placed a wet and sloppy kiss on your lips. "Fuck- I'm gonna cum," he grunted as his thrusts grew sloppy. He hit your g-spot again, and without warning, your orgasm slammed into you. You moaned as you rode out your high. A few more thrusts and he came into the condom, as he moaned into your ear.
He kept himself buried inside you for a few more moments, as you guus were still coming down from your last orgasm. Soon he slid out of you and rolled off the condom and threw it in the dustbin. He kissed you deeply, as you smiled into the kiss.
"You did good today angel,"
"Well maybe, I should wear skirts more often,"
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đđđđđđđđ : monkey d. luffy.
content: fem!reader. unprotected sÎľx, praise, implied virgin! luffy, inexperienced! reader, possessive behavior, a little manipulation at the beginning (reader to luffy). lots of cum. overstimulation. a mention of being used. confession at the end. note: my first one piece work! kinda nervous honestly v_v
â . ď˝ĄË âĄ you're hellbent on making the straw hats' captain yours.
thinking about how easy it is to just cry and sweet-talk your way into sitting on luffy's dick <3
he's already crushing on you to begin with. head over heels, almost. the moment he allowed you onto his ship, welcoming you into the crew so easily and ordering everyone to make you feel right at home â it had made his feelings obvious enough.
luffy has space for only two thoughts in that cute little head of his, and it just makes things easier for you to know that one of them is consisted of you. the other being to become the king of pirates, of course.
âhow does it feel to be the captain's favourite?" zoro often remarks all sarcastic, and when you simply laugh and wave his comment away, luffy laughs right along with you. he's absolutely clueless.
to luffy, you look so innocent, and you've been so nice to him â you're just so sweet! helping him around, humouring all his jokes and stupid ideas, explaining things to him over and over with such patience when he just doesn't get it. and you even call him captain! you're just so lovely, and so pretty to look at on top of it<3
he trusts you so easily when you give him a pout, letting the tears glitter at your lashline as you ask him, âcaptain luffy, please?â you tell him you've never been touched like this before, that you need it, you need it so desperately â and you need it from him â to have his hands on you and to feel all full on him.
he agrees so easily, it's adorable. he's so giggly and giddy as he sits you on his lap up in his room at some nameless inn at the next island you stopped at. you'd fallen onto the rickety little couch backed up against the wall, too needy for eachother and too full of excitement to even make it to the bed.
he's so cute as he grits his teeth and groans, fingers digging into your hips as he slows the way you sink into his cockâ unable to handle the way your warm, velvet walls wrap around him so well.
and once you're on his dick, it's even easier to get him addicted to having you on it.
âwâwait, wait wait waitââ his jaw hangs slack, allowing all his little gasps and whines and every little curse and word of praise that forms at his throat to freely pour out into your skin where he's latched his mouth onto.
he tries to kiss you, but he just can't focus on one thing enough when you feel so good around him, your thighs straddling his hips so well, your hands holding onto his shoulders so hard as you move up and downâ so warm, so wet and so lovely, and suddenly not enough.
he needs more. he wants you to go faster. âmore,â he whines, so good at telling you exactly what he wants. he's quite sure by now that you've done this beforeâand if you haven't, then you're damn good at it despite this being your first timeâ so he's unabashed. âmore, faster. wanna cum.â
âmhm,â you sigh, giving him a heart-eyed look as you wrap your arms around his neck, kissing him sweetly and hugging him to you, giggling into the crook of his neck. âanything for myânghâmy darling captain.â
at this point, he's in love with you.
he wraps his arms around you then, sliding his body lower in his seat, into a more comfortable position where he can set the pace himself. âcareful,â he warns between clenched teeth when your hand slips from his shoulders.
letting you adjust, he grabs your waist, holding you tight in place â gives you a little âhang on, princess.â before he starts fucking up into you his own way.
it's slow at first, but you can feel the way the slap of his thighs against your ass gets harder with each thrust, how the slow, deep strokes get faster and shallower with each hitâand then he's got the tables turned on you, forcing you to grab at his nape, his hair, his arms, anything to retain your balance while he hits it as hard and deep as he likes.
âahâah, luffy!â
âcaptain luffy, princess.â he groans, voice barely there, grabbing your ass and giving it a squeeze, loving how pliable you are in his hands. his pace stutters every now and then, dick slipping out to smack at your clit before he's putting it back in with a groan.
and oh, you know he's likely never done this before, but god he's making you feel so good. he's so desperate, shamelessly using you like a toy to fuck into, eyes hazy and body tensing up with each thrust. âaaah, fuck, so good ⌠so good, so goodsogoodsogoodââ
and just like that, with one last thrust into you that goes in balls deep and throws stars into your eyes, he cums into you. he cums so hard.
hot, thick ropes of milky white fill you up and drool out of you, dripping onto luffy's thighs and staining the seat below, his cute little ahâahh!âs of uncontrollable bliss drowning out the wet sounds your body makes as his cock gets milked all up by your messy cunt.
it's enough to make you cum along with him, your walls squeezing him so impossibly tight, fluttering warm and wet around his sensitive tip as he ruts into you, so sloppy now yet still insatiable.
he has all the stamina you knew he'd have and more, fucking you through your orgasm just the way you like. just the way you wanted him to.
sitting on luffy's dick is a task easy enough to do, but getting off proves to be difficult.
âfuuuuck,â he sighs, voice going just a bit pitchier than usual as he sinks into the seat, taking your hips in his hands and nudging you back and forth on his cock, using you to carry himself through his high. the way his base drags at your clit is electrifying, and you can't help but throw your head back and moan.
the post-orgasm high is delicious.
âhah, yâlike that? mhm?â he smiles up at you, giddy and dazed. âfelt so good, princess. you never done this before, huh?â
âmmm,â you mumble, slumping into him and feeling the way he drinks up your scent, not really confirming or denying his statement.
âhah,â he laughs, tightening his arms around you. âcan only do it with me from now on though, mkay? you okay with that?â
after that fucking? hell yes. you're so happy, so full, so warm and so content right now, with his arms around you, his lips on your skin and his dick still throbbing inside you.
you'd known luffy would be good. it's why you'd worked your way to this moment in the first place â but you didn't think he'd be this fucking good.
he'd been a little shy and unsure of himself at first, but god, when he'd finally gotten the hang of it, when he'd finally snapped, he'd fucked you so good.
âheyy,â luffy taps your head gently. âyou alright? can you hear me, hm?â
âmhm.â you respond, turning your head to rest your cheek on his shoulder, giving the lobe of his ear a little nibble and making him laugh. âi can hear you, captain.â
âasked you somethin'.â he kisses the side of your head and presses a palm to your back, rubbing the expanse of skin gently for you. oh, he's so in love. âonly me, mkay?â
âmkay.â you agree, a giggle slipping from you when he gives you a dopey grin and wraps his arms tighter around you, pulling you right against his warm, sticky body and going right to sleep with you in his lap. the couch is old and creaky â but luffy makes a comfortable bed, you think. you can take it, for a night at least.
because after this, you think you might be in love with him, too. and either way, you definitely don't want to get off his dick just yet.
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⸝ °âĄâ . WIND BREAKER BOYS AS ROMANCE TROPES
pairings. umemiya hajime, choji tomiyama, sakura haruka, endo yamato, kiryu mitsuki x gn. reader (separate)
part two
UMEMIYA HAJIME + childhood friends to lovers
in my eyes, umemiya is one who would undoubtedly prefer someone who knows him better than himself and connects with him than anyone elseâthat person being the one he grew up with, someone who can bear his craziness and his occasionally unhinged behaviour. scratch that, his consistently unhinged behaviour.
with all the hardships he had been through in his life, from scraped and bloody knees from playing in the park to shared secrets between you two, you were always there for him, and so would he. umemiya has been your constant since childhood, and the same goes with him. the transition from friends to perhaps something more was seamless. almost as if it had always been meantâwaiting, patiently, to happen. friendship formed the foundation of your relationship, and it would be what remains. as you both grew, so did your feelings, maturing into a love that was as enduring as umemiya himself. only when he faced the ideaâthe terrifying possibility of losing you, did he realize.
âthatâs itâŚâ
hiragiâs face scrunched up, peering over at umemiya, whose face was compressed onto the desk he was laying on. âthe hell are you talking about?â
with a burst of energy, umemiya suddenly lifted his face from the desk like a startled meerkat, âTHATS IT! THATâS WHAT IT IS! I LOVE THEM!!â leaving hiragi practically hyperventilating, sighing heavily before popping more than a few pills into his mouth for good measure (not medical advice).
âstill donât understand who youâre referring toâŚâ
thatâs just it⌠you werenât âjust a siblingâ to him. he never thought that way. he never ever saw you in only that way.
he began dreaming up a future with you. after all, you knew him best, had been through his best and worst moments, and even then, stuck by him. his desire to be protective over you was a comforting presence, even if it was sometimes perhaps a bit overbearing, but that was umemiyaâs personality. through the years, his commitment to you never changed, never wavered, for his mind was already made up.
he didnât know that the one he needed by his side was there all along. youâve always been by each otherâs side, and now, as you both grow older and as the years tick by, umemiya can't, he just couldn't imagine a day without you. you mean too much for him to just let you go. friendship turned into love, and before you knew it, you both would be together, dancing at your wedding.
...or so was umemiyaâs dream when he woke up that morning, just wishing for that to be a reality.
CHOJI TOMIYAMA + love at first sight
a simple, straightforward case of who has caught your eye sort of trope, but choji knew that this was different. choji was never one to hide his emotionsâwearing his feelings very much on his sleeve, and when he saw you for the first time, his heart made its intentions clear. the world stops around him the first time he sees you, and he very obviously stares and gawks at you with no shame. it was love at first sight.
togameâs eyes widen like a deer in headlights. âw-what? are you sure?âÂ
âyeah!! it was like nothing iâve ever felt before,â choji sighs exasperatingly, leaning on his chair with a clear conscience, âthey were so dreamy⌠i wish i could see them again.â
and see you again, he would. Not by accident, as what you initially thought, but choji and choji alone would pull the strings to make every meeting seemingly happen, all the while acting as naturally as possible.
chojiâs larger-than-life personality meant he pursued you with an earnest intensity. his eyes would light up every time you entered the room, glowing with delight every time everytime you paid him even an ounce of affection, and despite that, choji still wanted more. he wanted so much more. his affection was genuine and pure, devoid of any pretence. even togame couldnât question the authenticity of chojiâs supposed affection for you. the boy was utterly smitten.
choji finds any and every way he can to approach you. and his efforts arenât for naught, as even you could see the sparkles in the boyâs eyes, down to the way he would stare down at him without saying a word. perhaps creepy in any other instance, but it never felt that way to you.
a nervous yet friendly smile would frequently accompany chojiâs awkward attempts to get close to you. there was something just so endearing in chojiâs gazeâa kind of innocence and even childlike admiration that made your heart soften. he wasnât just staring; he was taking in every detail of your face and expression as if trying to memorize your presence. his eyes, wide with wonder, held no malice nor ulterior motives, just a simple, unspoken, pure and honest adoration, all underlining his true sincerity.
HARUKA SAKURA + forced proximity
from when he was young, sakura has always distanced himself from people. he had never been one for social interactions, preferring the solitude of his own thoughts rather than the scrutiny of a crowd watching him, judging him. to him, his existence in their lives was a curse. only he deserved it, and only he would bear it. but when circumstances forced you into close quarters, his aloof and icy exterior began to thaw. the closeness of your body next to him, the warmness of your breath, made sakura uneasy, and yet, he didn't pull away.Â
initially, like with everyone else sakura ever connected with, he followed his usual pattern of what he knew to do bestâpushing you away. not just metaphorically but physically, shoving you to the ground when all you did was to try and lightly tap his shoulder. he had hurt you. this was what always happened without fail. but even still, you never went away, like a rather pesky mosquito.
during the unfortunate times when you were forced to share a small space with him, seeing first-hand the rare moments of openness he usually kept hidden, even from those who supposedly knew him bestâbecause no one actually did. the forced short proximity in the cramped quarters revealed an authentic side, all in the subtle ways he watched over you that your eyes slowly caught on to.
âstay away from me. itâs better for both of us.â
time and time again, you would wonder and question why he continuously tried to gently push you away, but never to the point of truly physically shoving you away and hurting you. even so, sakura, still cared about you. that, he would never deceive.
âno, itâs not, sakura. i told you, iâm not going anywhere.âÂ
while it did hurt for him to say that about you when all you did was to be his heart, it hurt you, even more, to know that this was truly how he thought of himself to beâa âpersonâ who didnât deserve love and affection.
â...i donât need anyone. especially not you.â
â...maybe. but maybe you need someone who wonât leave, no matter how hard you push.â
âYOUâRE JUST GOING TO BE HURT WITH MEââ
you smiled. âthen let me be the one to decide that for myself. right?"
no matter how many times he would push you away, despite his constant attempts to distance himself, you were never going to leave that easily, and perhaps sakura knew that his face flushing red. a small crack had formed in sakuraâs defences. you never thought that âbeing stuckâ with sakura was a curse, but a chance to see the true person behind the mask.
ENDO YAMADO + opposites attract
endo was your complete opposite in every conceivable way. his piercing, intense gaze was a contrast to your own vibrant, pastel, and borderline revolting energy, balancing each otherâs strengths and differences, light and shadow. rather than a mix of oil and water, it created a dynamic that neither of you could have predicted.
endo is more on the serious side. no, very much on the serious side, so your fun and excitement help him loosen up. to many, your contrasting qualities complemented each other, filling the gaps that the other lacked. some would say that your kindness filled the empathy that endo very much lacked, but regardless, endoâs initial skepticism turned into a fascination, and he found himself drawn to the very traits that set you apart from him. he finds it adorable when you do things he would never even dream of, like dancing in the rain, but he never particularly commented on them to keep his composure.
he admires your personality in a rather subtle, aloof way, although he would never say those words out loud. his pride is too great for that. youâre each otherâs comfort and sanctuary, finding things in each other you both never had. so strong, in fact, that your honey-coated words and presence can hardly push you away from him, and over time, endo lets you.
your contrasting qualities complemented each other, filling the gaps that the other lacked. anyone who even dares to threaten the solace of your company at your side, endo treats as a literal threat to himself.
after all, you were quite literally his other half.
âyama⌠why do you always act like you need to protect me?â
âi donât know what youâre talking about.â
you would give him a look that said, âyou canât fool me,â and he would only tsk and whisk his head in the other direction.Â
youâre important to him, more than he can ever put into words. every glance, every small gesture, and every moment. endo doesnât bother himself with the extravagance of affectionate words and grand declarations, but his actions go far beyond that. the second he notices something out of the ordinaryâspecifically, that you werenât at his side at that exact moment of the day like alwaysâhe starts beating people up in a fit of rage. he goes berserk and sees red, and only when you arrive (after being frantically called in through your cellphone) does he finally calm down, asking you furiously where you were, with your shoulders being held in the grip of steel.
âfuck⌠youâre such a troublesome person.â
he needs to protect you, endo thinks. youâre the total opposite of him. you were kind, docile, and gentle, you were like his other half. the opposite of him that he cherished. whoever hurt you meant that they had to deal with him too. no one hurts his lover and gets away with it. everyone in the area knew this fact.
perhaps, opposites do indeed attract.
KIRYU MITSUKI + the boy next doorÂ
kiryu was the quintessential boy next door. he was a sweet neighbour and a total gentleman that everyone admired. looking back at you and his first visit, it could have been more timely. as soon as the doorbell rang, your eyes would groggily open as you went to get the door to see who on earth was the person who disturbed your sweet nap. and as you opened the door, you saw a cute guy standing with a basket of miscellaneous goods in his hands. you almost thought you were still dreaming until you rubbed your tired eyes. â
âiâm mitsuki kiryu, your new neighbour. i just moved into the house beside yours. i met your parents yesterday but you werenât here, so i figured i should introduce myself personally since weâre the same age and all.â
startled, you were very visibly taken aback, âo-oh, thank you. but, uh, shouldnât i be the one giving you something?â you said sheepishly.
âoh, well, then you can always just give me something later!â he replied with the brightest smile imaginable, making you sweatdrop.
âthatâs not⌠what i meant.â
granted, your first impression of him was pretty unexpected, but he quickly proved to be a friendly person who truly had a heart of gold. you found yourself slowly falling for him after spending some time with him as a friendâhis easy smile and warm eyes offering a sense of home.
but to find out that your life wasnât the only one that changed, and that kiryu felt the same. as you grew older, so too did your friendship with the boy you first considered to be a mere neighbour. you were hardly even surprised when you heard that kiryu was a part of bofurinâa gang even you had come to admire. in a way, you werenât surprised; it suited him and his upstanding moral compass. it didnât, and never did, drive you away.
he was the boy next door, but also so much moreâyour confidant, your partner in crime, and your love.
Šhxnbi. comments, reblogs, and likes are always appreciated âĄ
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cardan just wanted love. đ
i was just replying to someone regarding nicasia and i had this sorta realization moment abt cardan lol
Cardan is consistently merciful toward people that wrong him. To his abusers.
He spares his mother when she leaves the tower of forgetting. He gives her a courtier title. After her lifelong abuse. he spares balekin from execution time and time again, despite all the death threats and beatings and humiliation. he forgives nicasia and Locke and remains (sorta) friends with them after they screwed around behind his back and broke his heart. He forgives Jude for putting him on the throne, for killing balekin.
Cardan has the capacity to be a lot kinder to those he cares about. While he attempts to act like he has a stone heart, he cares so deeply about the few people around him. No matter how they treat him in return.
Even his sisters, whom treated him like a dog when he was a child, throwing food at him under the table. He held balekin responsible for killing them, even when they had little love for him.
and his father, whom tossed him out of the kingdom for dains lies. He still strove for his fathers love and attention. And he did what he thought he needed to do to get that attention.
All he wanted was love, and he gave a lot more of it than he wanted to show. Iâm so glad he found it w Jude đ
And with Jude, he gave her everything. He gave her half of his army bro. HALF OF HIS ARMY just because she ASKED. She didnât even have to order him to do it, because he trusts her and he so badly wants her to trust him too.
He secretly desired (and eventually cared for) her for yearsss. Itâs so sweet how they went from school rivals besting and beating one another, to them making each other king and queen. ENOUGH
moral of the story, he just wanted LOVE. đđđđđđ
Iâll never stop thinking about them, idc how generic and obvious my posts are, every throwaway thought i have of them i will post
#tfota#the cruel prince#jude duarte#cardan greenbriar#the folk of the air#tcp#jurdan#jude x cardan#the queen of nothing#the wicked king#cardan#jude#fota#Jude and cardan#twk#qon#how the king of elfhame learned to hate stories#htkoelths#high king cardan
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đđđđđđđđ. fem!Reader, bastard!Sukuna, historial AU - regency era, somewhat enemies to lovers, banter, ballroom dancing, eventual smut [MDNI], table sĂŠx, exhibitiĂśnism, semi-public sĂŠx, nÄŤpple play, fÄŤngering, loss of vÄŤrginity, jealousy, carriage sĂŠx, riding, pĂśrn w/ plot
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đđđđđđ'đ đđđđ. sighhhhhh, this took way too long, but im a nerd for jane austen novels and the regency period, so im going to make you a nerd for it, too. available on ao3
âIt is a truth universally acknowledged that a single man in possession of a good fortune must be in want of a wife.â â Pride & Prejudice
Whether you liked it or notâor, well, that didnât matter, really; you had no choiceâyou had connections. Plenty of them.Â
You were the firstborn and only child to a renowned lawyer and his wifeâwhom you called your parents. Your birth was one of necessity, not out of love and want. Most of your mother and fatherâs siblings constantly pressured them into conceivingâin order to extend the bloodline, they explainedâand so they were coerced into a sense of rushing and urgency. This, however, didnât diminish any of their affection towards you; you were, after all, their only child, their eldest child, and their most beloved child.
âWealthyâ was quite the understatement when it came to describing your family tree. You were rich in prosperity and success, physically and mentally. Your parents cherished you as their only offspring, gave you only the finest governess, and treated you as more of an equal than a baby. That proved not a problemâseeing as how vast your then and current knowledge was compared to those of average salary.
Being an only child may have been quite out of the ordinary in the present times, but the number of relatives you had was abundant enough that you often felt it was really the opposite.
Your grandparents seemed to have a lot of fun back then, because, each of your parents had at least five siblings, which resulted in a little more than ten aunts and uncles when grouped together. This was, however, not as jolly as it may seem. Your aunts and uncles were all old, had even more children than your grandparents, and loved, loved, loved, critiquing others. They tipped their hats at you when greeting, kissed your cheeks and the backs of your hands, but, regardless, they never failed to mention at least one of your faults and flaws.
In addition to this, you had cousins galore. On your motherâs side was a bit fewer than thirty, while your fatherâs side consisted of two and twenty. It may be a given, it may be not, but you werenât as close with your cousins as most would normally be. Sending and receiving letters was seldom exchanged, and meeting at balls and dinners was probably the only times you ever conversed with a cousin or two. Well, except for Charlotte and Helena.
Where could you even begin when describing those two? you often laughed.
They were twins, and would look exactly the same if it wasnât for the fact that Charlotte had blonde curls that she frequently let down, while Helena often wore a brunette updo atop her head. Since birth, they had been inseparable, and most people usually referred to them as a pair, saying things such as Where are the girls? or Are the girls attending? It was great, really. In truthâconcise, and full truthâyou loved the girls just as if they were your own sisters; and, sometimes it seemed that way.
You three always read together when the men went shooting birds, gossiped about the townspeople, and often matched your dresses, ribbons, and gloves to each other at balls and other gatherings of the like. Maybe it was due to your compatibility, but if you had to call anyone your best friend, it would have to be the girls.
They were both two years your juniors, but it was a commonly known fact that Charlotte was as intelligent as someone ten years your senior. She pored over literature all day, bent over desks examining records, and was always the one to come to when in need of rational advice. Helena, on the other hand, was a bright girl, but she certainly wasnât a scholar; her strong suit was her humor and charm. She made acquaintances like no other, and had an almost endless amount of suitors and beaus asking for her hand.Â
But, if that wasnât the case, she would definitely still have an equal amount of friends. Maybe even the whole population of Wadsworth, if Helena wanted. But, really, that would not be much wanted.
The men and women of Wadsworth were numerous, but they were all prickly in their own ways. You often liked to joke that the countryside of Wadsworth was really just one big rose bush; most people were thorns in the sides, while, if you looked deep, there were plenty of roses, as well. Now, you didnât hate attending balls, per se, but, the main reason keeping you away was that the men knew not how to dance at all, tripped over othersâ feet and shoes, and their vocabularyâoh, lord, their vocabulary. It would be much pleasanter if you didnât even begin on that topic.
Wadsworth was not smallâbig enough to fit everyone without being too congestedâand it laid up north, where the weather was nice all of twelve-month. The grass was always green, and healthy, and the hefty trees provided shade that was more than needed. It was beautiful, absolutely beautiful, and if it wasnât the people that lured in tourists, it would have to be the scenery and landscaping.
Aside from the actual land, the properties, the estates, and the manors were all also a sight to behold. Wealthy were your neighbors, and your aunts, and your uncles, and the other ladies and the other sirs. Abodes were more grand than notâall at least two storiesâhad beautiful shrubbery and quite talented gardeners, large windows, and ornate carriages.
The people who filled these properties all had a profuse liking to dancing, and balls were held most frequently. Sometimes at Stratford Houseâwhere the girls resided, sometimes at Grantley Hallâthe home of another aunt you had, and sometimes somewhere else. You, however, resided in Blackwood Park with your mother and father. It was a luxurious abode; your governess was as knowledgeable as can be, and the staff were all as kind-hearted as to be expected. You had bookshelves all to yourself, and read to your heartâs content whenever you felt the need to decline an invitation to a social gathering.
Prosperousâwas your life.
In the middle of drinking teaâanother activity you took up with your cousinsâa commotion started up in the streets outside.Â
All ladies of the town were absolutely, or, at least, nearly under a spell, as they all scrambled to their windows at the sound of hooves and neighing; they went to great lengths such as even peeking behind shutters and curtains, just to attempt even merely a glimpse at the two wealthyâand, if you did say yourself, dashingly dressedâgentlemen that had arrived on their grand steeds; of all their grandeur were individual breeds of andalusian and shire.Â
It was, without a doubt, quite the sight to behold on a previously seemingly ordinary Tuesday morning. And, you werenât at all surprised at the idea of any of your family screaming at the chance of possible suitors for either you or their children.
âOh my!â gasped Helena, as she set down her tea cup, and hurried to look through the windows of Blackwood. âPray, do you think the gentlemen are married?â
âI would think so,â sighed Charlotte; âany person who looks like that ought to have ladies lining up at his door, wouldnât you agree it is so?âÂ
The blonde turned to you with an expectant look on her face, and you hesitated for an answer. âIf they are as handsome as they are dressed, then, maybe. I have not a good look at their faces from this angle.â
âOh, dear cousin!â cried the girls simultaneously. They wereâif you could even call it that wayâheavily dejected at the sound of your declaration. It was rational, though, and thatâs why they were so clearly affected; if the men were both handsome and wealthy, it was highly plausible that they were with wives, and any possibility of either of the girls being able to flirt with the gentlemen was thus thrown out of the window.
Laughing, you tried your best to console the girls, and patted each of them on the head, before making your way towards the nearest window. This change gave you a way better opportunity to see the men than you had previously thought. Yes, there were two of them, and yes, they were both as handsome as they were dressedâthough you would never admit such a thing aloud.
Because they were both on their horses, you could not see who was taller, but you knew that the distinction between them both was crystal clear; their heads were both full of unnaturally colored hair.
There was one gentleman with hair white as snow, and eyes blue as the vast sea; he wore expensive, lavish clothing, and held himself up with confident poiseâmuch like a prince would. The other gentleman had pink, rosy hair, that was of a ruly styleâmaybe it was unbrushed, you thought. But the first thing you noticed about him was the evident scowl on his face; he looked like the embodiment of a thunderstorm. Beautiful, but formidable.
Subconsciously, throughout your admiring of the wealthy men, you had been pushing the curtains back inch by inch, until, the white-haired man had seemingly taken notice of your observing, and looked up at your figure with an amused expression, before turning to his friend and pointing at you. With a surprised squeak, you pulled back the curtains and hid yourself before the gentlemen could get another look at you (or so you hoped).
âWhy on earth did you close the curtains?â the girls cried, again, after noticingâthrough their miseryâthat the sight of the men was gone. âJust because they may be possibly married does not mean we cannot admire them all the same.â
âYou think so?â you laughed.
âWell, certainly!â nodded Helena, profusely. âWe could always just stand in corners of rooms, silently admiring their countenances. Arenât I correct, sister?â
Charlotte turned to you with an optimistic smile. âWhy, yes, you are! You must know, cousin, we are perfectly capable of keeping our mouths shut of flirtatious compliments when we are near married men. You must know.â
âWhat a nice thing to know, Lottie. But, we have yet to confirm whether the gentlemen are married or notââ
âOh! bless me! I truly mustâve forgotten that part,â Helena said, as she squealed and kicked her legs back and forth. She was over the moon at hearing theâstill unconfirmedâpossibility that the men might be single. âCharlotte, sister, can you believe it? Either one or the both of us may be married by next spring!â
âOh, cousin,â cried Charlotte, as she took your hands into her own, âthis is such a wonderful Tuesday morningââ
In the middle of her exclamations of joy, Charlotte was interrupted by the calling of your maid-servant, who announced there was company at the door. Now, you were just seconds away from being informed of who it was, but the girls just couldnât contain their anticipation, and before your maid-servant could get but another word out, the twins were flying down the stairs with high and hopeful spiritsâthe tea party completely forgotten.
âWho, in heavenâs name, could it be?â wondered Helena, as she took you by the arm and dragged the both of you downstairs.
âIt must, indubitably, be the fine gentlemen,â declared Charlotte. âHow could it not?â
But, upon opening the doors, it was indubitably not the fine gentlemen.
Your auntâLady Annesley; not to be mistaken as the mother of the girlsâwas standing outside Blackwood Park. She was widowed six or seven years ago, you couldnât exactly recall the date; and she resided in a quite grand abode, called the Grantley Hall. She appeared with an anxious look on her face; but after seeing you open the doors, she hurried herself inside with a jolly, merry laugh.
âOh, girls! All three of you! I have such wonderful news, such wonderful news, indeed.â She kissed each and every one of you on the cheek, and gathered you all into a tight hug; because she was a touchy person like that, but also because she had not seen one of your faces since her temporary departure to Brighton.
âOh, Lady Annesley!â exclaimed Helena. âDo tell us about your vacation and trip. Did you see any officers and soldiers there?â
âHow about the views? Were the waters and beaches pristine?â Charlotte chipped in.
âOh, yes!â Lady Annesley simultaneously laughed and nodded like a mad woman. âYes, yes, yes! My word, it was absolutely lovely, and the weather was just extraordinary; I shall certainly take you all there one day, but . . . that is not important in the present time. You know, Helena, I did make some rather pleasant acquaintances with some Admirals and Lieutenants while at the seashore, and Iâve come with some extra company.â
You raised a brow, intrigued. âAre you to remarry?â
Gasps erupted from the lady and the blonde.
âNonsense. Why, in heavenâs name, would I do that? No, no, the company is not that. You see, girls, the soldiers and officers that I had such a miraculous opportunity to befriend in Brighton have come back with me. Their military regiment is temporarily stationed here in Wadsworth! Can you believe that? When I was informed by Admiral Dawson, I was rendered speechless for a few minutes, you must know. But, ah, that is long forgotten now.
âThere must be a ball hosted soon. It shall be at Grantley, I suppose, but a few arrangements will have to be taken care of before then.â Lady Annesley began to quietly murmur to herself afterwards, droning on about plans required to host a proper ball for so many residents of Wadsworth in addition to the many officers and soldiers.
The girls turned to face you with ecstatic expressions as your aunt fell into a subconscious silence.
âIsnât this just a wonderful Tuesday morning?â asked Helena. âSo many possibly unmarried men to gawk at and admire. How do you reckon, cousin, do you think men hardened by weather and work will be more handsome than gentlemen? I am quite curious, I must say.â
Charlotte answered for you. âIâm not even sure we would know. Here in Wadsworth, weâve never seen any men of rank and occupation as of theirs, have we?â
The three of you shook your heads, shrugged, and wonderedâany thought of the wealthy gentlemen was gone, and forgotten about, as Helena walked off to prepare a dress and fan for the ball, Charlotte stayed behind with Lady Annesley to speak about the scenery during her vacation, and you strode off to drink from your previously abandoned tea cup and continue eating the little French biscuits that the girls had brought along.
It was a pleasantly spent Tuesday morning, indeed. However, not much of the same could be said about the next.
You had not been an hour awake until your cousins had barged into your bedroom, and squealed and giggled as they jumped and danced around your room, exclaiming words and nonsense that your morning fog prevented understanding of.
âOh, cousin! Do you not know? Today will perhaps be the most amazing night of our lives! Just picture it,â Helena began, pulling you out of bed and forcing you to dance with her, âa whole regiment of soldiers and officers will soon be filling Grantley Hall. The chances of any one of us being able to dance with them is highly likely, is it not? Oh! this is wonderful, wonderful, wonderful!â
âHelena, justâjust wait a minute,â you said, pausing before Helena could waltz with you any more, âI have not even gotten dressed for breakfast. And the ball isnât until evening. What are you and Charlotte so excited for? Many hours to come before the âmost amazing nightâ of our lives, you know.â
âSister,â sighed Helena, as she turned to Charlotte, âyou must certainly explain to our dearest cousin.â
Charlotte nodded. âMany hours to come are many hours to prepare. We must prepare our gowns, fans, bonnets, gloves. And, Helena, before I forget, what are we here for in the first place? to practice dancing, of course. Cousin, Iâll have you know, there is absolutely no chance I am letting you stay huddled at the pianoforte the whole night.
âAlthough your playing is much beloved, and appreciated, I am almost certain there will be others providing their services at the instrument. Whether you like it or not, I am forcing you to dance. If you do not waltz with any men, you will waltz with me or Helena or Lady Annesley.
âAt your age of six and twenty, people worry you will end up celibate, you know.â
You hid a faint smile behind your hand. âIs this your way of looking out for me, then?â
The girls laughed, full of cheer.
Fortunately for the twinsâwho did not leave your side once throughoutâboth the morning and the afternoon had passed by with a considerable amount of speed. You three had acquired sufficient gowns for the coming evening, and had spent some time finishing up hair and obtaining jewelry and other essential cosmetics.
It had taken the strength and power of both the girlsâwith the additional help of Lady Annesleyâto be able to force you out the doors of Blackwood Park, and consequently, shove you into the carriage parked outside.Â
In all honesty, you werenât in the particular mood to go to a ball, but when your aunt has her mind set on making acquaintances, she will not let go. She often said, Oh, dear niece, think of the men you can meet! or, So many handsome men of great fortunes, or, Rough, calloused, tall; is there anything better? and other similar sayings. It certainly did not help, at all, that Charlotte and Helena only encouraged your aunt.
A husband was never one of your top priorities; dying a single woman was not as unfortunate for you as it would be for other women. You had money, you had wealth, you had prosperity. Some people wed simply for gaining rank and title, carriages and clothes, and estates and property. But you had absolutely no need for any of that. And thatâs why, as you walked into Grantley Hallâafter what was perhaps the longest, most boring carriage ride of your lifeâyou did not look to see who was handsome, or agreeable, or most rich.Â
Instead, you looked for a chance to sit down, or, even, scurry awayâfrom your companions, before they could force you to converse with some puny men, or rekindle your relationships with your many, many aunts and uncles.
Despite yourself, you couldnât help your eye wandering about the property; and only then, did you notice just how many new people were in Wadsworth at this time of year. Just as your aunt had said; there were officers, soldiers, other members of militia, captains, and men of ranks you could not and did not care to recognize.
Although you werenât as crazy as Helena and Charlotteâwhom you assumed were probably in some corner, certainly already flirting with the single men they managed to find, and blushing and obsessing as wildly as lunaticsâyou also werenât as prejudiced to say everyone was of absolutely terrible breeding. You saw some handsome faces, you saw some . . . not handsome faces, but, even with all this, you werenât intrigued. No, not even in the slightest bit.
In an act of rebellion against your âkidnappers,â you were en route to the pianoforte, when you heard a voice call for you, and saw a figure stop in the middle of your way.
âGood evening, miss,â came the callâfrom an officer, you assumed. âPardon my intrusion, for I am simply tempted to make an acquaintance with someone of such great countenance as yours. I almost mistook you for a princess, you know.â
He was tall, had long legs, and a fit figure. His hair was dark, and so were his eyes, which were sharp, and stared back at you with emotion you could not read. Of all men you had noticed, he was, as of late, the most handsome, and by far.
A hand was given; a kiss was placed on the back of the palm; and names were exchanged. You referred to him as Mr. Wright, and, after a few minutes spent in conversation, you deemed him a quite agreeable man, whose good breeding had gone not only into physical appearance, but also into his heart. Mr. Adam Wright had opinions similar to your own, was interested in writings you read, and preferred the entertainment of pianoforte, which you played quite often.
âHow have you been liking Wadsworth, sir?â you asked, as the two of you began to make your ways to the instrument in the corner of the hall; Wright had requested to hear you play.
âVery much. Very much so, indeed. It is even more lovely than your aunt (remind me her name again, was it Lady Anne?) had previously said. Iâm quite fond of the scenery, actually.â
âOh, are you? You know, there are many paths to walk where youâll be able to see breathtaking views, I must say. But, if you dislike walking, itâs safe to say that passing by the gardens and shrubbery of most homes is quite adequate enough.â
âNo, no, there will be no need,â Wright said, shaking his head. âI find walking very enjoyable.â
You laughed. âWhat a coincidence; so do I!â
It was, about a secondâs distance away, just before you were beginning to seat yourself at the pianoforte, that you felt another presence behind you. Thinking it was just a friend of Mr. Wright that was only planning on making conversation, you turned around with a smile already on your face, but you were met with the sight of none other than your aunt, Lady Annesley, who appeared buzzy, and a bit gone. Had people already begun to drink? you wondered.
âDearest niece,â she started, placing a hand on your shoulder, âthere are two very fine gentlemen I would like for you to meet. Come along now, child,â your aunt beckoned, but as she noticed the man standing to your right, she paused for a minute, laughed, and then continued, âyou do not mind, sir? if I steal my niece away for just a moment? I assure you, there are many nice ladies in here that you can help yourself to.â
Lady Annesley waited not even a second to hear Mr. Wrightâs response before she dragged you away to another part of Grantley Hall. You occasionally stumbled over your shoes due to your auntâs unbalanced speed, and watched as the faces around you came and went in a blur whilst you traveled. Obviously, you knew prior, but you only fully realized how many people were in attendance when you caught the eyes of an old teacherâwho, to be completely honest, you had not seen since last Michaelmas.
âRight this way, my dear,â your aunt said, in a sing-song tone. âI am very eager, you know, for my darling niece to make such very acceptable acquaintances tonight. Not a chance nor a second shall be missed, and, if the gentlemen have not left and juked me, they should still be right . . . here.â
Lady Annesley had stopped so abruptly in her tracks at a corner of the room that you nearly collided with her back, but, fortunately, you did not. Your eyes lifted, and met the view of two very dashingly dressed gentlemen. Brothers, you assumed, who both had equally pink hair, and wore a pair of nearly complete opposite expressions on their faces.
The taller oneâwho you thought was the brotherâhad a fine countenance, a very fine countenance, indeed. His lips were pressed in a thin line, and truly brought out the essence of his character. He had sharp features, similarly to Mr. Adam Wright; his eyes were red as the rubies on his brooch, and he looked like the epitome of wealthy and expensive and elegant. His posture was composed, confident, and totally sure of himself; his hands were folded behind his back, and his eyebrows had a slight quirk in them as he, too, looked you over as you approached.
Your eyes then wandered over to the shorter brother, who stood to the right of the taller one. His face was a near replica of the prior, but his features were softened down, a little more dull, if you could even put it that way, and his smile was perhaps the most prominent feature on his face. The youthful countenance of his was on display, and you had no doubt that either Charlotte or Helena had already set their eyes on him. On the other hand, he looked young, very youngâyounger than you, perchance; an air of innocence was about his figure, and his eyes shone bright as day.
Sunshine, and thunder.
Oh! that is right; you knew these men, or, at least, you knew the taller one.
A corner of your lips tugged upwards as you made the remembrance. Thisâthis man, this great, wealthy man; you had seen him last week! Certainly! He was one of the two gentlemen who rode on their steeds into town, and as of late, you had received no additional information about them except for the fact that they were of extraordinarily good breeding and admirable poise.
Your hand was offered, received and accepted, and was kissed in greeting. Introductions were quickly exchanged, and you happened to learn that the taller gentleman was called Sukuna Ryomen, whilst his (confirmed to be) brother was named Yuuji. To your great surprise, and due to your auntâs nosiness, you found that the both of them were unmarried, single, and unengaged.
Originally, you had hoped that that would be the end of it, and your aunt would let you be. But, of course, the universe was not on your side this evening, and you were without the ability to leave and peacefully sit at your beloved pianoforte. Instead, you stood, in a corner of Grantley Hallâunder numerous chandeliersâas you were forced to exert yourself for the sake of âacquaintingâ your being with the two brothers, who, too, looked a bit unsettled by your auntâs coercing to continue conversation.
âPray,â you began, âis your current companion the same gentleman from when you first arrived?â
âMy brother has hair similar to what is on my own head; my previous companionâa friendâhas hair white as snow,â stated Mr. Ryomen, his tone declarative. âHave you no eyes, miss? I am quite sure you are capable of answering your own question.â
You could, obviously, make out that Yuuji was, in fact, not the same man from when Mr. Ryomen first arrived at the countryside; but, you were just simply making small talk. Was the country where the brothers came from so unaccustomed to that? you wondered.
âHave you no sociability, sir? I was not informed prior that simply making small conversation was so . . . unwanted by men like you.â
âWhat, in heavenâs name, is the meaning for this lack of cordiality, I dare ask? Bless me!â exclaimed your aunt, a look of astonishment on her face as she scolded the three of you. âWe are all here to make acquaintances, are we not? Letâs shift to another topic. Pray tell, you are here for . . . ?â
âVacation, miss,â the younger brother smiled. âWe have some friends and family living in Wadsworth, but aside from that, Sukuna is also a landowner hereâin addition to his other estates (he likes a change of scenery, every once in a while, I must add). Iâve heard how nice the weather is, and decided to visit, as well.â
âOh, yes! Most certainly!â nodded Lady Annesley. âWadsworth is a very common tourist countryside, you must know.â
âIs it?â asked the elder brother.
âHave you no ears, sir? That is what was just said; I am quite sure you are capable of answering your own question.â
âMy, is that how the ladies around here speak?â quipped Sukuna, his voice velvety, and dripping with honey as he spoke. ââTo gentlemen, as well? I may have overestimated your hospitality to newcomers, or, well, vacationers.â
âExcuse her,â your aunt interjected, nervously laughing, âsheâs. . . She caught a cold from the recent rain, Iâm afraid. Yes, of course, the rain. Isnât that right?â Lady Annesley nudged you by the elbow. âItâs the rain, isnât it?â
â. . .Indeed.â
Though your aunt occasionally gave you rebuking looks for your behavior, you had paid no effort in pretending to be engaged in conversation with the brothers. She had, with all her might, tried to erect as many topics and subjects worth speaking of as possible, but to no avail. Her spirits were deflated, and Lady Annesley had concluded that if you were going to marry one day, the chances of it being with Mr. Sukuna Ryomen were close to zero.
You two sent jeering comments and jokes towards each other as if your lives depended on it, and, in truth, you couldnât count on either of your hands how many times you rolled your eyes. You found Mr. Ryomen to be a highly disagreeable man, and, if it werenât for his indubitably large fortune and handsome countenance, you would probably call your aunt deranged for even suggesting you mingle with him. Yuuji, his brother, on the other hand, was much agreeable, and his views and prejudices were very reasonable. Of course, the same could not be said about Sukuna.
His interests were in going a-shooting, riding on his stallions, or taking vacations to his various abodes. Yes, he had multiple, and he had no humility to hide that fact; Sukunaâs pride would take up the whole of Wadsworth and more, if it had a physical form. Of course, he had reason to be full of pride: born rich, and would, eventually, die rich. Still, does it hurt so bad to be humble? You didnât waste your breath asking that question; you knew, after all, that Sukuna had no experience in that department.
âAre you staying longâin Wadsworth?â you asked, looking only at the younger brother. Ignorance was a petty way of spiting someone, you had to admit, but it was childish, and Sukuna was as childish as a child could possibly be.
âAh, that is the hope,â smiled Yuuji. âI may think of purchasing land here, you know.â
âIsnât that just wonderful to hear? I would be delighted to have someone as agreeable as you for a neighbor,â you said. âPray, does your brother live anywhere near Blackwood Park? I heard you mention him having property here, in Wadsworth.â
âI live five miles away from Blackwood,â Sukuna answered, instead, for Yuuji.
Your eyes shifted to meet red ones, and you moved your weight onto a different leg, whilst fanning yourself with your fan. âI do not recall asking you, sir.â
Sukuna scoffed. âIs it not sensible to answer on my own behalf?â
âPerhaps so. But, I find that nothing you do is sensible,â you laughed. âSo, either way, there is really no difference.â
It would be a highly plausible assumption to make by saying that Mr. Ryomen Sukuna was pampered to no end as a child, and never denied any fundamentals or trivials. If that was truly the case, then, you could have sworn you saw an unrecognizable glint flash in his ruby eyes at the sound of your constant discourtesy. Unbeknownst to you, Sukuna had, in fact, been coddled as much as you had assumed. And, just hearing his name being so mercilessly abused was already enough to intrigue him. There was, in a sense, something so alluring and bewitching about your recklessness in conversation, that Sukuna couldnât help but long for more of the hearing your insults.
Lady Annesley, on the other hand, was extremely disappointed at your behavior, and couldnât find any reasonâno matter searchingâfor your incredible disdain towards the eldest of the two gentlemen. Your ridiculous bickering and bantering would only serve in embarrassing your auntâs reputation in Wadsworth, and that was far from what Lady Annesley dreamed of. The only thing she could thank God for was that you werenât nearly as prejudiced towards Yuuji as you were to his brother.
âPray, how about we all dance, yes?â your aunt proposed, in faux cheerful spirits. âShall my niece partner with the younger gentleman?â
âOh, Iâm quite afraid that could not be made possible, miss,â said Yuuji, as he offered an apologetic expression. âMy leg is in incredible pain, and I mustâwith much embarrassmentâadmit to my having fallen once while riding here. I may have chosen to travel on quite a rowdy stallion, but it is only myself that I have to blame.â
With a politeness you could never aim towards Sukuna, you offered up your condolences, and, with a smile, proposed that the two of you sat down whilst the other attendees danced to their heartâs content. (If it wasnât obvious before, you were very desperate for any excuse to avoid dancing.) But, to your dismay, Yuuji had declined sitting down, and explained that he had a few other people he was interested in speaking with before the end of the night, and, with a well mannered farewell, bid the three of you adieu.
âWell, upon my word, your parents have done a good job raising that fellow,â added Lady Annesley, a sorry expression on her face as she watched the only other pacifist in your party walk away with an uneven gait, which further proved his excuse.
âWhether that was by the work of my parents, or a governess, or something unspoken, is debatable,â the pink-haired man remarked.
âOr, perhaps, he was merely born with the admirably civil heart he has now. That is quite rare, I must say, in this time, and among these people.â You directed that last bit towards Sukuna, and it was probably pretty clearâseeing as red eyes met yours with just as much animosity soon after your little witty comment.
At first, you were merely treating Sukuna with the same omitted amount of respect he was giving you, but now, you found yourself starting to rather enjoy bullying him. It was pointless banter, after all, and you were almost certain Sukuna felt the same way. Although you felt a sense of dislike towards the man, you couldnât help but be fond of the way he was, probably, the only other man you could banter with so lightly.
Your unconventional views and dislikes and interests often provoked strong emotion and irritation in most gentlemen, and you werenât thought to be very agreeable. But, as for the pink-haired gentleman, he took your abusing words with little to no offense. There was the occasional annoyance displayed on his features: like a little furrow of the brow, or crinkle of the nose; but it was almost humorousâseeing as a small smile usually appeared soon afterâas if he found your insults to be jokes.
After a pregnant pause, Sukuna broke the silence by saying, âDo you dance, madam?â
âWill you force me?â
âIf it cannot be helped.â
You hadnât actually thought to dance with a man like Sukuna, but upon hearing this concise exchange between her niece and hopefully future nephew-in-law, your aunt thought there was nothing better in the world than to usher the both of you to the center of Grantley Hall herself, and force you two to dance among the rest of the attendees. The orchestrated music was loudâloud enough so that little to no one could hear your protesting complaints, and Lady Annesley, smiling to herself at finally having succeeded in getting you to properly socialize, walked away in the direction of the drinks.
Looking at your auntâs back as she walked away, you sighed; all your attempts at escaping had been fruitless, futile, and done in vain. For, whilst a pianoforte played in a ž time signature, you turned to face Sukuna with a sorrowful expression, but you were instead met with a contrasting smile.
âI have never danced with a lady like you before, miss,â he said, in a condescending tone, as he took your hesitant hands into his, and readied himself for a slow, smooth, elegant waltz.
Sukunaâs hands were calloused, rough, and large compared to your own; he was, certainly, a man.Â
A warmth spread throughout your body as you made contact with his skin, and it was almost electrifying, like nothing you had ever felt before. Itâs safe to say you were expecting something else, but you couldnât quite put your finger on it.
âYou must not dance very often, then. I can assure you, with no doubt, that there is not much to put me aside from others.â
The two of you began to move at a languid speed, and soon caught up to the velocity of most other dancers, though, even in such a large and crowded space, you couldnât help but feel as if it was just the two of you. The two of you dancing, the two of you talking; the two of you.
âI can name plenty of distinguishing aspects you have.â
âIs that so?â you asked.
âIndeed.â
âMy, my, my, do enlighten me, Mr. Ryomen.â
âDo you mean it is not obvious?â he asked, looking into your eyes with intent.
You responded with the shaking of your head.
âYour eyesâsomehow brighter than most. Your smileâinfectious, even to someone such as I.â Sukunaâs words were spoken with the utmost sincerity, and you could tell, from his tone, that he meant every word he said; although it surprised you to be complimented by him, you couldnât help the warmth that rose to your cheeks. âYour laughterâmelodious to even the deaf. And you, yourselfâI find you alluring.â
â. . .â
âIs your silence a sign of disbelief?â
In truth, you werenât exactly familiar with hearing such a plethora of compliments, and, since it came from someone you could never expect it from, it made you all the more embarrassed.
âI beg your pardon, sir. You find me . . . alluring?â
âIt shall be known, soon enough, that I am a man who thinks what he says. I do not say what I do not mean, miss.â
Through keeping your head down, you avoided meeting Sukunaâs eyes with all your might, but still, you could feel his penetrating gaze piercing holes through your face. Listening to the music in the background was a method you used in an attempt to calm your nerves, but all was fruitless in the end. If Sukuna had not the way of words he did now, his voice would certainly make up for it. Thick, sultry, velvety; it was absolutely ludicrous how bothered it made you, and you had to occasionally let out a cough to cover up the way you swallowed the frequent lumps in your throat.
After having settled in silence for a few counts of three, Sukuna smiled, laughing at your sudden shyness. âI have heard lots of great things about you, you must know.â
âIsâIs that so?â
âSo it is,â he nodded, before continuing; âyour auntâLady Annesley, was it?âhad briefly spoken about you, in addition to her other nieces and nephews, when she first approached me and my brother.â
At this, you laughed, finally having built up the courage to meet Sukuna in the eyes. âI am concerned about what she might have had to say.â
âAll good things, I assure you.â
You breathed out a sigh of relief you didnât know you were holding, before continuing on in casual conversation. Your banter from earlier had grown severely scarce, and was evidently replaced with subtly flirtatious comments. All the while, you found yourself growing embarrassed more than ever, but over time, you had gradually worked up a familiarity towards the compliments, and felt rather at ease whilst simultaneously talking and dancing with Mr. Ryomen Sukunaâwho appeared as cool and composed as per usual.
It was after the pianoforteâs playing had ended, that the crowd had disconnected from the partners, curtseyed and bowed to one another, and burst into applauds of plaudits. The room was lively, with its guests chatting and talking with delight at such a wonderful dance they had danced just moments prior. People took seconds to recollect themselves, by either grabbing glasses of water, or fanning themselves before the next waltz. You, on the other hand, had begun to make your way to the pianoforte, before you were stopped again (yes, again; why on earth was everyone so opposed to letting you play music nowadays?).
There was a nudge against the back of your elbow, and you turned around with much grace, just to be met with the same face from before.
âCould I trouble you for another round, miss?â came that velvety voice you loved so much.
It was Mr. Ryomen Sukuna, and he was with the objective of claiming yet another spot on your dance card this evening. How wonderful, just so, so very wonderful. . .
â. . .And just what type of round are we speaking of, sir?â
Sukunaâs countenance held the expression of mischief, and playful doing, as he leaned his face down closer to yours, till you couldnât distinguish the line between your and his breath. âWhatever youâd prefer, my fair lady.â
As a smile made its way onto your face, Sukuna did just as he had done before: gathering your warm hands into his cold ones, and bringing the both of you into another waltz just as the euphonious music began again for a second time that evening. While you could never admit it aloud, as the hours passed by, you soon found yourself forgetting all about your beloved pianoforteâthat could, as of late, be put off for maybe just a little longer.
***
âAll we did was waltzâjust like everybody else! What, in heavenâs name, is so unusual about that?â
Your cousins had called on you the next morning after the ball at Grantley, and waited not a second before askingâno, demandingâyou to tell them about all that had happened whilst they were away and mingling. (Yes, you were, in fact, correct in assuming that the girls had been acquainting themselves with officers galore and other various gentlemen that same evening.) But, despite them having a most eventful evening themselves, they were, by far, more curious as to hearing about your experience.
âYes, you waltzed,â Charlotte replied, exasperated, âwe know that; we saw it! after all. But, but, but, not only did you waltz together, you waltzed together twice! Can you believe that, Helena? A wealthyâand, if I must say, handsomeâgentleman claimed not one, but two spots on our very dear cousinâs dance card last evening!â
âIt is oh-so wonderful!â cried Helena, absolutely overjoyed at the fact you were finally socializing for once. âBut, do not forget, sister, that Mr. Ryomen Sukuna, the very man our dearest cousin danced with, also held her hands without gloves! Without gloves! Bless me! I find I shall faint if not cautious, you know.â
The girls gossiped and confabulated over yesterdayâs events with much interest and engagement. They teased you, giggled at the way you waltzed with a man right after verbally abusing him, and accepted his hand twice. It seemed that they could not and would not let it go that you had danced with such a man last evening, and it seemed the only way you could get them to leave their current attentions was to mention their events and who they danced withâto which, they were most delighted to answer you.
âShall we tell her, Lottie?â exclaimed Helena, eager to reminisce about the ball she had. âShall we tell her?â
âOf course, of course!â
And so, with that, the minds of the girls had been successfully veered over to the subject of other men. Helena recalled chatting with several young officers, all who were, as she said, âcharming, and effectively handsome, but they were, unfortunately, as taciturn as to make people assume them mute.â Helena complained about how she could only get acquainted with most officers if she was the one who spoke up first; which, in her eyes, was terribly unacceptable.
Charlotte, on the other hand, was not as extroverted as her twin sister, though, she was pretty enough so that people approached her before she had to open her mouth to anyone. She had made acquaintances with âvery fine gentlemen, very fine and intellectual gentlemen, indeed,â and laughed and chatted about poetry and philosophy almost all night long. She geeked out on her favorite authors and thinkers, and her interlocutors reciprocated with their own. It was a most enjoyable night for herâseeing as most people of Wadsworth did not find such topics in conversations as pleasant as Charlotte did.
âDid you know, cousin,â began the blonde, âthat such an abundance of officers read poetry?â
âNay, I did not, but go on.â
And go on, she did. Whenever Charlotte spoke of writing and literature, she rarely even took a breath to breathe. She was like that: always very passionate about her favorite subjects, and she was rarely able to notice if the people around her had started to bore or notâbut, it mattered not; Charlotte wouldnât have stopped talking anyway, unless, by a chance, she found herself getting thirsty. Yes, she got thirsty quite often, and you often joked (all in good nature, of course) that it was due to how much she talked.
The three of you had spent the entire morning gossiping over tea and biscuits, until a maid-servant had called you all for lunch, and you all burst into quite a harmoniously-sounding fit of laughter at the realization that, throughout your chitter chatter, you had finished neither one cup of tea, nor one plate of pastries. It was a pleasantly spent morning, indeed.
That week passed by with much ease, and the next one passed by similarly. There was even one day, where, you had been met with the fortunate coincidence of crossing paths with none other than Mr. Adam Wright whilst on your daily walk outside of Blackwood Park.
âGood day, miss,â he began, in a smooth voice, âhow do you do?â
âOh! bless me; you had me startled thereâfor a minute, Mr. Wright. But, I am very well; I thank you.â
âI beg your finest pardon, madam,â replied he, before bowing his head ever so slightly. âI did not mean to alarm you.â
You waved your hand around in a dismissing manner. âAnd, to what do I owe the honor of running into you today, sir?â
âAh, I was just admiring the views you were telling me about. You know, when we were chatting about nature and shrubbery? Yes, well, I find your suggestions to be very credible, for this is quite the place you have here, miss.â
âThank you, Mr. Wright, very generous of you to say so.â You smiled.
âNo need to thank me, I am sure you receive compliments on your home thousands upon thousands of times each day. Pray, how many acres is Blackwood Park?â
âI would assume a little above three thousand.â
âIs that so?â
âSo it is,â you said, smiling. âWhy the face? Do not you believe me?â you joked, seemingly in a playful mood this morning.
âI ought to walk with you around the park in order to further prove your answer.â
As you two linked arms, and began to walk around the park, surrounded by bushes and trimmed shrubbery under the shade-providing trees, you wondered if this was Mr. Wrightâs attempt at flirting, or getting to know you. But, either way, you kept a smile on your face and walked, explaining the paths and routes and terrain as you did so.
âDo you walk often, miss?â
âI believe I told you that I didâat Grantley. Or have you already forgotten? I didnât know you paid so little to a supposed princessâs words, sir.â
Mr. Wright laughed. âIt was an assumption, I explained. If you shall continue to tease me on that subject, I may become humiliated, you know.â
âWhat if thatâs my goal?â
âThen, I suppose, the ladies here in Wadsworth must be very cruel.â
The both of you turned a corner, walking a new veered path as the sun bathed you in light. You were just about to reposition your parasol to shield yourself from the blinding radiance, when, out of the blue, a hand came up to cover your eyes from above; it was discovered to be Mr. Adam Wrightâs.
âOh!â you exclaimed, heat rising to your cheeks. âI thank you, sir.â
âIt is not a problem,â began the officer; âyou repay me by showing me the very nice landscaping here, after all.â
â. . .Ah, I see.â
In truth, you had not been in hopes of being joined in your walk this autumn morning, and you usually preferred solitude in times like these, but, alas, you had been joined by an officer, and were now to show him the ways around Blackwood Park and the rest of Wadsworth. You would be lying if you said it didnât bother you in the slightest. . .
The both of you walked and talked: admiring the beautiful river of Northwick, crossing the bridge above said river, speaking of the chestnuts that had fallen from deciduous trees, and laughing about the squirrels above; all of this up until lunchtime, when you two departedâyou, who had arrived at Stratford House to exchange your calling card with Charlotte and Helena, and Mr. Adam Wright, who had the objective of going forth to the shops.
Upon entering Stratford, you were greeted by the sight of two very excited twins.
âOh, cousin! Youâre here!â cried Helena. âWe were waiting for your call, you know.â
âHm, well, isnât that lovely? What were you waiting for, exactly?â
âIâm not surprised you werenât informed as of late; it was very last minute,â began Charlotte, âbut, we were invited to Kendall Manor, actually. All three of us!â The blonde gestured to you, herself, and her sister.
âKendall?â you repeated, raising your eyebrows. âWell, color me intrigued, then.â
Kendall Manor was a very envied spot in Wadsworth. With many beautiful arts there, it was a very famous spot for tourists to visit; you had even been there once or twice, whilst paying respects to its multitude of pianofortes and large collection of literature. Outside, it had high walls, lakes, an abundance of land, and various fountains throughout. The estate was known, but, in contrast, its owner was not.
For as long as you had lived, the possessor of Kendall Manor had never been present in Wadsworth. Not much information was of him, whoever he was, but the one piece of knowledge regarding him, was that he was alive and well. Maybe in a neighboring country, maybe somewhere else, no one knew where, but everyone knew he was there. It worked out, though; if so many people were visiting and entering Kendall Manor each day, surely the owner would be bothered, but in this case, that didnât matter; the owner wasnât even there!
âCome, lovie,â began Charlotte, as she ushered you upstairs to a changing room; âwe must make haste! The chaise and four have already been called for, and not a second can be of waste.â
You had been dressed, your hair done, and your face painted, before you were, again, shoved into a carriage and driven off to Kendall Manor. It happened incredibly quickly, and gave you whiplash all the while.
âDo you two happen to know who specifically invited us lot?â you asked. âI wasnât familiar with the fact that the owner of Kendall Manor was in the country; was it the doing of a servant? Or was the manor let?â
âDear cousin, you worry too much,â laughed Helena. âWe should instead rejoice at the opportunity of another party; we are bound to have a ball, after all. Why does the host matter?â
You grumbled, and sat silent for the rest of the ride. It was strange; why now? Why did the owner of Kendall decide to come home now? And, why on earth did he invite you and the girls? As far as you were concerned, you had no acquaintance with him, whoever he was, and neither did your family or any other relations you had.
Whilst basking in your confusion and wonder, the horses had come to a stop outside of a quite magnificent abode, and you instantly knew that this was Kendall Manor. Four or five thousand acres of land, under the blazing sun. Beautiful, vast, and plagued with mystery.
The three of you were taken up the stairs, and led inside by a valet, where you were greeted with the even more surprising sight of the rest of your family: some aunts and uncles, Lady Annesley, and others you did not care to name. If that wasnât enough to make your jaw drop, you noticed half (if not all) of Wadsworth residents and even a few familiar faces of officers from the regiment temporarily stationed in the countryside; but, try as you might, your eyes could not set upon the countenance of Mr. Adam Wrightâwho was, probably, out at the shops, and alone.
What was this? Why was everyone here?
âForgive my lack of planning prior,â began a velvety voice you knew well; and when you turned to the sound of that voice, you were met with the face of Mr. Ryomen Sukuna, standing next to his brother. âWelcome, all, to Kendall Manor.â
It was quickly explained that this was a party, in celebration of Mr. Ryomen, who had finally returned to his home country of Wadsworth, and was planning on staying for longer than he had been gone. He wanted to make acquaintances with all the people he wouldâve known had he been here instead of at all his other estates and properties.
The guests were introduced to a large variety of pastries and biscuits and drinks and other desserts from the other counties Sukuna had been staying at previously. People asked him about what his other homes were like: if they were much different from Kendall of Wadsworth, and heâwith his usual disagreeablenessâdid not even try to act humble as he described his very prosperous and fortunate self.
There were many ladies of Wadsworth that were single, and none of them wasted any chance in practically throwing themselves at the owner of the manor. In addition, Charlotte and Helena, once standing beside you, were now off and talking with a number of officers, having a very pleasant afternoon themselves.
You, on the other hand, were not much interested in speaking about subjects such as these, and, accompanied by very few people, walked into a nearby drawing room. Though you were not much of a card-player yourself, it was, perhaps, the only source of entertainment you could find within the walls of Kendall (except for playing pianoforte, which the girls forbade you). A table for Whist was set up, and a party of four, including yourself, began to play.
For a few rounds, you thought you had found peace, but no, a thunderstorm had soon followed you all the way into the drawing room. Mr. Ryomen had come, and was accompanied by the other guests, who were all flocking to him like birds.
âShall we all play a game for more of us?â began the pink-haired gentleman. He was clearly doing this on purpose; his face told you all you needed to know: he was disturbing your peace and quiet for the simple motive of being a bother.
Of course, no one could refuse the host of such a grand party, and a much larger game table was soon set up, so that many could sit down and gamble. You had the unfortunate fate of being seated between the host, and Lady Annesley; and, although you were near at least one good relative, your aunt paid minimal attention to you, for she was seated beside Admiral Dawson, whom she was grossly engaged in conversation with.
Throughout the betting game, either your or Sukunaâs seat had been gradually inching closer to the otherâs, to the point your shoulders were practically touching, and so were your elbows, which occasionally bumped together, causing the both of you to mutter curses or complaints.
âWhy donât you move nearer to your brother, sir? I am sure it would be much appreciated,â you jeered, obviously fed up with the amount of hits you were receiving.
âCareful there, miss. Lying too much can be detrimental.â
ââLyingâ? Oh, please. There is no truth in my saying âI enjoy sitting beside youâ.â
âOf course,â laughed Sukuna, in a mocking tone. âOf course, Miss Untouchable. How could I forget? you just have a problem with everyone these days.â
â. . .â
âI wasnât at all aware, you know, that such a disagreeable woman like you existed. Though, I canât say it was unexpected; your countenance gives quite a fair hint to everyone when looking at you.â
You rolled your eyes. âI am sure the absolute same could be said about you, sir.â
âWhat a coincidence!â teased Sukuna. âI was beginning to think we had nothing in common.â
Narrowing your eyes, you stabbed the heel of your shoe onto Sukunaâs, but he let out neither a curse nor a groan of pain.
Instead, Sukuna rested his arm on the back of your chair with an overwhelming grip as he leaned his face closer to yours; and you couldâve sworn you could see the red of his eyes swirling together in a mix, as if a tornado. The tips of your noses were only centimeters apart, and you couldnât draw a line between where your breath ended and where his started even if you had to.
Your eyes met with equal resentment and agitation, as if there was a mutual message being sent from merely your locked gazes alone, but then, to your surprise, his stare drifted up to your hat.
âVarious shades of blue and green, with gold as an accent,â he noted, in a slurred tone, almost as if he was drunk.
âWell, yes. Have you never seen a peacock feather?â
âTwo of which are both colors on the cooler side of the color spectrum,â he continued, paying no mind to your words; âbut, I must say, red would suit you much better, my darling.â
Your eyes widened at the sound of this, and your gaze fell to your fidgety hands in your laps. Still, you wasted no time in quipping, âI have no doubt I would wear the color much better than you, Mr. Ryomen Sukuna.â
âI can imagine that, but I would rather see it with my own eyes,â he said, eyes trailing back down to your lips.
â. . .â
The hand that was previously draped over the back of your chair slowly but surely made its way down, until it was draped over your hip, gripping and kneading the flesh there. Your breath caught in your throat, and you turned to face Sukuna with an incredulous expression. You mouthed the words What on earth are you doing? To which, the pink-haired man only responded with Nothing you wouldnât want, my lady.
In order for the hand on your hip to not be visible, you had to scoot your chair as far away from Lady Annesley as you could, and press your body as close to Sukunaâs as you could possibly venture. The rest of the drawing room remained boisterous, and completely oblivious to the scandalous act you had going on with the partyâs host.
As his hand lowered down to the ends of your dress, and his fingers crept up your skirt, your cheeks warmed to an extreme extent, and you tugged on Sukunaâs sleeve, desperate for something you couldnât quite put your finger on. This was utterly humiliating! you thought. What was the meaning for this? And in the middle of a party?
His hands felt cold, and you frequently shivered as they moved at a dreadfully slow speed up your legs, before settling in between your thighs. If your face wasnât as red as a tomato before, it surely was now. For, you had originally thought that clamping your thighs together would be the perfect plan to get Sukuna to stop his movements, but no, it made everything altogether worse. By a thousand degrees.
His hand was stuck between your thighs, and, like the bastard he was, Mr. Ryomen Sukuna thought it would be such a fun thing to move your panties aside, and put pressure on your clit, which, consequently, resulted in you having to cover your mouth with your fan, to hide and shield the whimpers that came soon after.
âNnghh.â
His fingers then removed themselves, to which you gasped in relief, but before you could utter another word, you were interrupted by his fingers entering you once more, in a quite diligent fashion. They curled and twisted, and reached deep inside of you, but alas, you could do nothing but writhe; you couldnât bear this predicament you had gotten yourself into being exposed to the rest of the party guests, and you couldnâtâwithout feeling shameâlet it be known that the feeling of Sukunaâs fingers was rather pleasurable.
Your whole bodyâs temperature rose, and you couldnât help the moans that left your lips. This feeling was so . . . strange; you had never felt anything like this before. So overwhelming with both pain and pleasure, and incredibly scandalous. If anyone were to find out what you were doingânever mind, you need not know.
Sukunaâs lips ghosted the shell of your ear, before whispering, âDonât fight it.â
One finger, then two, and now three.
âF-Fight what?â you managed, between whimpers. âWhat are you doing?â
With your thighs still clamped together and squeezing around his hand, the pleasure of Sukunaâs fingers moving within you was highly intensified, and your expression twisted into one of embarrassing lewdness. The suddenly appeared knot in your stomach had tightened, and you had soon reached your peak only moments later, your release clinging to Sukunaâs fingers, which were still deep inside of you.
âHahh, Sukunngh,â you moaned, eyes squeezing shut as you hid your face from other guests behind your fan.
Just as you were recovering from your bodyâs physical reaction and occasional jolts, Sukunaâs voice suddenly sounded in the room, and everyone and their mother turned to face him, completely unbeknownst to the fact that his hand was still in between your legs.
You didnât hear much of what he saidâyour head still swimming, and your self dazedâbut you managed to make out a few words, where Sukuna had explained that there were numerous hallways in Kendall that were filled from top to bottom with many famous and beautiful paintings and other art works. The guests were unsurprised by this knowledge, but nonetheless, they were greatly intrigued, and as a valet of Sukunaâs led the party out of the drawing room, Sukuna sat back down (after making sure everyone had exited) and turned to you with a smug expressionânever once removing his fingers from deep within you.
âSukuna,â you mewled, nearly going crazy at the realization that the man would probably never run out of stamina to finger you, âwhat are you doing?â
Whilst grinning like a mad man, Sukuna pulled you onto his lap within the blink of an eye, which resulted in your back being flush with his hard chest. Beyond shocked, you gasped, but before you could get out another word, you felt the tickling sensation of lips dragging down your clavicle and shoulders, peppering kisses on several moles and freckles you had there.
There was a growing warmth in your core, and though you writhed and wriggled in his grasps, you couldnât help but (after a few moments) finally succumb to his touches and caresses. A sigh left your lips, and you leaned back against the body behind you.
âSukuna, Iâahh, w-why?â
Just as you were beginning to relax, Sukuna removed his hand from between your legs and, with the assistance of his other hand, pulled the top of your dress down, leaving the bare skin of your chest revealed to the empty drawing room and cool air.Â
âYouâre so beautiful, my lady,â he slurred, eyes glued to your exposed tits.
Without wasting a moment, Sukuna began to pull and twist and press at your nipples, which were beginning to harden at his assaults. Your back arched, and you let out an embarrassingly loud moan at the unfamiliar feeling of pleasure. This was totally erotic! you thought, though you did nothing to stop it. As your nipples were carelessly toyed with to Sukunaâs content, your body twisted and squirmed all the while, but to no avail.
As if a child playing with a new toy for the first time, Sukuna squeezed and squeezed at the wholes of your tits, admiring the way your buds pebbled at the attention they were receiving. Your legs kicked at nothing, and you thrashed around wildly; and, if things couldnât get more lewd, you felt the sensation of a warm, wet tongue lick a stripe up your neck.
Pornographic moans, whimpers, and cries filled the empty drawing room, and you couldnât even imagine the looks on peopleâs faces if they returned from the gallery early.
âNnghh! Ahâahâahh! Sukuna!â You panted, delirious.
âMmm, thatâs it, sweetheart,â said Sukuna, as he kissed and nipped at your throat. âDonât hold back; just let out all your cute little noises for me.â
The hands which groped at your breast soon paused in their assaults, and as you began to catch your breath, you felt them gradually slide down the curves of your body, all the way to your thighs, where they hiked up the material of your skirt, pulling it up to your stomach, which left your panties and dignity exposed.
â. . .Sukuna?â You blinked.
âHa! Youâve become so wet just from my hands alone, that I think it would be no trouble at all for you to take my cock right about . . . now.â
âWhatâoh! Mmph!â
Apparently, Mr. Ryomen Sukuna had a major problem with cutting people off, because, just as you were about to ask what he very well meant by that, your hips were tightly gripped onto, your body was raised, and you cried out as you were soon slammed back down onto Sukunaâs cock. All the words in your throat had been swallowed, and your brain turned to mush as you felt so utterly full from his girth and length alone; it was so . . . big. You had never done anything as insane as this, and as moans and cries left your lips left and right, you couldnât distinguish whether you felt more pain or pleasure.
Your eyes fluttered shut, and your face twisted into that of incredible lewdness; your hands gripped onto Sukunaâs biceps, and your nails dug into his muscles, surely leaving crescent-shaped marks in the way.
âShit, gorgeous,â he groaned. âYouâre so tight. Ever been fucked before?â
âNnghh, n-no. . . No!â
âThatâs. . . Fuck. You mean Iâm the first one to touch you like this?â
Sukuna gripped and groped onto your tits as he spoke, before raising up your hips and slamming them back down just like before. One second, you were empty, the next, you were so impossibly full, and then so on and so forth. As Sukuna repeated this for God knows how long, you nearly passed out from the overwhelming pleasure you felt everywhere. From the calloused hands on your hips, to the length of his cock sliding in and out and up and down your walls, to the warm breath fanning your ear. It was all so much.
You had never known pleasure like this before, and you wondered if this was but a dream.
As you rolled your hips, trying desperately for more friction, you were stopped by the feeling of two hands gripping onto the meat of your hips with a strength that was sure to result in bruising the next morrow.
âWhy do you move, darling?â Sukuna leaned down to whisper in your ear, and a shiver ran down your spine. âIâve got you right where I want you.â
Whilst you bounced sensuously on his lap, Sukuna didnât show an ounce of shame as he stared with incredible lust at the sight of your tits bouncing up and down. The tip of his cock penetrated you in places you didnât even know existed until now, and you couldnât help the plethora of moans that left your lips.Â
Just as before, the knot in your stomach tightened to an unbearable height, and with one last rough thrust, you came right on Sukunaâs cock; your bodily fluids dripping down his shaft and leaving a sticky feeling between your thighs as they dried.
âSo?â began Sukuna, bringing you out of your dazed state.
In confusion, your brows knitted together. âIâI beg your pardon?â
âHow was it?â
âHow was . . . what?â
You could hear Sukuna scoff from behind you. âAre you that dense, my dear lady? Or have you already forgotten what we haveâmind youâjust done?â
â. . .Iâm afraid my memory is not as sufficient as oneâs might be,â you teased, despite yourself.
The corner of Sukunaâs lip quirked upwards, into a grin, as a mischievous expression made its way onto his face. âShall we refresh your memory, then?â
âHow so?â
With his cock still buried deep inside of you to the hilt, Sukuna stood up and moved your bodies in tandem until he was able to lay the top half of your body on the drawing roomâs table. Your bare tits pressed up against the rough wood, and you groaned in relief as you laid the side of your face down.
Unfortunately (or fortunately) for you, Sukuna had no even the slightest idea of relaxing on his mind, and as the lids of your eyes began to droop, Sukuna woke you straight up with a hard thrust inside your cunt, which slightly shook the table and resulted in a rather unpleasant sound reverberating throughout the living space.
This, completely, caught you off guard, and the scream that left your throat was to be expected. âAhh! Iâhahh.â
Your back arched, your hair was pulled towards Sukuna, your neck soon began to ache; you saw stars as Sukuna continued his thrusts from before with more (if not the same amount of) force, and you wondered if the walls were thin enough for servants or party guests to hear you from all the way down the hall.
Maybe it was ridiculous, maybe it was not, but as Sukunaâs cock continued to fill you to the hilt, you couldâve sworn you felt him in your guts. Callings of his name, moans of gibberish, and et cetera, left your lips as if in a prayer to God. You panted, you gasped, and your breath got caught in your throat as the table rocked beneath your and Sukunaâs weight.
If not for his stable grip on your hips, you wouldâve fallen and crashed to the floor from how your knees buckled and turned to seemingly nothingness.
âHas your memory been refreshed, my lady?â began Sukuna, in a jeering tone.
âIânnghh, not . . . not quite.â Though you were barley conscious at this point, and pleasure nearly consumed your whole being, you couldnât help but joke. However, as the speed and force of Sukunaâs thrusts began to increase, you soon found yourself thinking how foolish it was to joke in such a predicament.
âYeah? How about now?â
Both hands on your hips had left, and instead found their way to your tits, where they groped and squeezed to Sukunaâs liking.
This may have been your breaking point; and as your back arched and the volume of your lewd cries increased, you found yourself grinding your ass back against Sukunaâs crotch. The extra friction brought you over the edge, and you moaned and moaned like a bitch in heat as you came once more.
You didnât remember much of what came after that (A/N: pun intended), but you knew you had somehow managed to dress yourself and fix your disheveled appearance right as soon as half of the party returned to the drawing room. Whilst the guests drank in the sight of you, Sukuna, on the other hand, had fixed his pants, and casually seated himself on his chair.
âOh, my niece,â exclaimed a bewildered Lady Annesley, âyou are already here.â
You stopped like a deer in front of a carriage driverâs torch, and stuttered as you struggled for an answer. âYes, IâI quickly lost interest while looking at the artwork, and decided to return here to play another game of cards.â
âSo you say? Well, upon my word, what card game did you play that resulted in your countenance to glow so pleasantly as it does now?â
For a second, you had thought your aunt had somehow discovered what you and Mr. Ryomen Sukuna were getting up to whilst alone in the drawing room, but after a momentâs silence, you quickly realized she was being genuine, and, like her usual chaotic-self, was simply wondering about a possible new skincare routine. At this newfound conclusion, you let out a sigh of relief, and continued in conversation for the remaining duration of the party at Kendall.
However, at the back of your mind remained the still recent memory of what it was like to have your brains fucked out by none other than Mr. Ryomen Sukuna, who, whilst he pretended to linger around your being while you chatted with relatives, occasionally trailed a playful finger up your spine, which always resulted in your breath being caught in your throat, as you feared he would do something similar to what he did before the guests had left.
***
It was lateâwell into the evening, reallyâwhen a messenger on his horse had come by with mail in his inventory.
A fortnight had passed since that . . . incident in Kendall Manorâs drawing room, and you had been avoiding Sukuna ever since. You feared that if you did otherwise, you would begin to develop an unhealthy relationship with his cock, which, even after fourteen days, you had not forgotten the feeling of. It was strange, to say the least. At first, you had thought Sukuna to be a very disagreeable man, a very disagreeable man, indeed; but now, he was . . . well, no, he was the same, but his dick, on the other hand, was much more agreeable.
You had never thought yourself to be one to have sexual intercourse before marriage, but maybe there could be an exception for someone like Mr. Ryomen Sukuna.
Sometimes, you laid awake at night, at times past the Devilâs hour, you assumed, and tossed and turned and tried to replicate how Sukunaâs fingers felt, how his mouth made you feel, how full his cock made you, but to no avail. You would, eventually, scream into your pillow out of frustration, and pass out from exhaustion.
Damn him. Damn him and his whole entire lineage.
Who was he to make you feel this way, huh? Who was he to come waltzing into Wadsworth with his expensive little steed and expensive fucking clothes, and leave you high and dry? Who was he to spoil you for your future spouse? He had no right, absolutely none.
And so, when a messenger and his horse came to the doors of Blackwood Park, you could probably imagine the distress and anxiety you had suffered. All the color had been drained from your face, for you wondered if a letter had come from Mr. Ryomen Sukuna himself; your mother and your father had even noticed how pale you had gotten, and, in their worry, asked you how you felt, to which you replied with a short answer, but it contained everything but the truth.
Upon reading the label, you found the manilla paper to be addressed to none other than you. Even more horrified, you searched frantically for a name, and after reading the words Mr. Adam Wright, you seemed to calm down by a few degrees.
âOpen it, cousin! Open it!â cried Helena; for the girls had been at Blackwood since sundown, and were planning on sleeping over, which was, actually, pretty common between the three of you.
âShall I have no privacy even in my own home?â you joked.
The girls laughed, before exiting your room and running downstairs.
With a sigh, and a tired groan, you began to unravel the letter.
To your astonishment, it was almost four pages! Four pages, filled from top to bottom with a confession of . . . loveâ˝ Loveâfrom Mr. Adam Wright? What, in heavenâs name, couldâve produced such a feeling as this? you wondered. Sure, maybe you had flirted with the officer a few times, but it was only minor incidents, and you had done them with the imagination that nothing could come of it. But no, you couldnât have been more wrong.
Mr. Adam Wright was in love with you.
In his letter, he frequently quoted phrases from your favorite books and epics, but none of them seemed to affect you more than with distraught and horror. He confessed he was too much of a coward to profess his love in person, and, in addition, claimed he could not say all that he felt for you, for he felt too much to say, and writing it down was as close as he could get to letting everything out.
He was in love with your laugh, your smile, your mind, and your soul.
âI have never conversed with a lady quite as charming as you, miss. Your character is incredibly suitable to my likes and my dislikes, and I find, if I had never met you, I would have never met the love of my life. You bewitch me, physically and mentally.â
You had to admit, he was quite poetic when it came to writing a confession of love and admiration, but it pained you more than it flattered you, for, you did not feel even an ounce of the same feeling. Guilt and regret plagued your mind as you read through the seemingly never-ending paragraphs, and yet, you could not and would not accept that someone such as Mr. Adam Wright was in love with you.
It seemed . . . preposterous.
You had never thought of him in that way whatsoever. Well, he was handsome, and he was smart and quite the agreeable man, but he wasnât what you wanted. There had to be someone out there that would reciprocate his feelings, but it wouldnât be you. Not today, not tomorrow, not ever.
After reading the letter maybe three times (just to make sure your eyes werenât deceiving you), you sat down for a moment of silence, before opening your door and calling for the girls. Upon their entering, you immediately explained the contents of the letter, and, with a very desperate tone of voice, pleaded for any advice they could give.
âWell, this is. . . Iâm quite appalled, dear cousin,â began Charlotte; âbut, just to be clear, you do not feel the same way?â
âIâm not sure I would be asking for advice if I did.â You laughed, trying to cope with humor.
âI, for one, think you should send a letter back,â suggested Helena.
â. . .You know, I would do that, actually, but, the thing is, Wright wants to see me.â
Both of the sisters asked what you meant by that.
âIn his letter, towards the end of it, I am sure, he asks to see me, near Northwick. I assume he means he wants to propose on the bridge; we walked there once, you see.â
âAnd you did not think to tell us until now?â cried Helena.
You raised your hands in defense. âHey, I didnât think much of it.â
âThis is quite the predicament youâve gotten yourself into,â declared Charlotte.
And this was quite the predicament, indeed. The next morning, a little after breakfast, you had begun to walk to Northwick. And, upon reaching sight of the bridge, you had found that Mr. Adam Wright was already there. He looked confident, he looked sure, he looked sharp; which just made you twice as guilty.
Before arriving, you had assured yourself everything was going to be just dandy; you would get it over with as quick as possible, and then attend the play you had been invited to by a couple of friends. The proposal of Mr. Adam Wright would be soon forgotten about, and you would sing and dance and be merry for the rest of the day.
âMy lady, how do you do?â Wright was always quick when it came to greeting you. âI assume youâve received my letter?â
âI am quite fine this morning, sir; and yes.â
âHave you any response?â
You nodded, before saying, âI am . . . rather flattered to receive a proposal from such a man as you, Mr. Adam Wright, but I am afraid I cannot give you my hand in marriage.â
You had consequently explained your reasoning, and how you did not reciprocate any romantic feelings such as love towards Mr. Wright, who accepted your words with a very solemn expression. That was a nice quality of his: to be able to accept rejection, and you even noted how you thought he was a very agreeable man, who was sure to find a wife sooner or later.
âThere are many balls that occur in Wadsworth, with many women who attend, but, if that fails, an itinerant profession such as yours indubitably has the aspects to acquire a spouse within a lifetimeâyes, I am sure.â
âI see you do not accept my proposal, then; very well. Good morning, miss.â
With the tipping of his hat, and a very quick farewell, the two of you parted ways.
A few hours had come by after your declination, and you soon found yourself standing outside of Grantley Hall with Charlotte and Helena, Lady Annesley, a few other relatives and friends, and Mr. Ryomen Sukuna and his brother. You hadnât expected to see either of them any time soon, but maybe your aunt was just very sociable, and considered them to be friends.
Upon noticing Sukunaâs face amongst the crowd, you immediately ducked away, and subtly hid yourself behind your aunt, who was taller and broader than you, and could serve as a pseudo-shield, but of course, your efforts were noticed and fruitless, in the end.
Sukuna had caught sight of your figure, and made eye contact with you for a relatively long time, before turning back to a conversation with his brother.
âEveryone seems to be here,â began your aunt, double-checking the party; âhow about we begin our journey? The theater is quite far, I heard.â
And so, everyone had started to pile into a multitude of carriages and vehicles. Unfortunately, with such a large party as you were in, you obviously had the luck of being stuck with none other than the Devil himselfâMr. Ryomen Sukuna. There was no other room for you with anyone else you knew; you had received offers to switch seats, but due to your having taken a liking to rejecting people (A/N: this is a joke; please laugh), you had declined them all.
In consequence, you and Sukuna were forced to ride in a carriageâalone.
The cushions were small, and you were forced to acquire a seat right beside Sukuna. Your shoulders bumped occasionally, due to the jolts of the carriage and the bumpy road, but that was about it. You were neither squished nor totally uncomfortable. And, at first, it was quite pleasant, actually. Neither you nor Sukuna spoke much, due to your embarrassment, and his . . . indifference? so you had no reason to stutter or stumble over words. Well, that was, until Sukuna decided to bring up a certain someone into the conversation.
âIt seems you have taken quite the partiality towards Wright,â he began; and you could practically feel his piercing stare burning holes through your head, but alas, you kept your eyes on the road, and avoided eye contactâwhich was beginning to prove to be quite the challenge.
âWe are acquaintances.â
âJust acquaintances?â
You sighed. âIt depends on how you define the word âacquaintance,â I suppose.â
âYou know, my lady, I have heard quite a rumor this morningâregarding you and that officer.â
You froze, an infinite amount of ideas popping into your head, before snapping your neck to meet Sukunaâs much amused ones. âPray, have you any idea how rude it is to bring up a subject without elaborating,? You, sir, ought to explain further.â
Sukuna, ignoring your words, cast his eyes downward, saying, âShow me your hand,â with as less emotion and as much authority as humanly possible.
Perhaps in an act of childish rebellion, you covered your gloved hands, and put them aside. âI do not see how that is of any relevance.â
âWhat a coincidence; I do.â Scoffing, Sukuna took your left hand into his, and held it up to his face, completely disregarding your protests and fruitless attempts at flailing around.
When he found what he wanted, he placed your hand down, and looked at your pout with a smug expression. âI take it you are not engaged, then?â
âIâve no ring,â came your curt reply, before crossing your arms over your chest. You had initially hoped to fool him for even a bit longer, but Sukuna was more resourceful (forceful) than you could admit.
Sukuna laughed. âMiss Untouchable refused Mr. Adam Wright? What a spectacle that surely was. Say, the next time you reject a proposal, let me know prior so I can sit and watch.â
âWhen Hell freezes over, I will.â
Leaning over to peer into your eyes, Sukuna offered a shit-eating grin. âYou can be so rude, my fair lady.â
Finally meeting his eyes at last, you couldnât help the abusing words that soon left your lips. âYou call me ârude,â I hear? That is how you think of me? What about yourself, then, sir? Is the way you treat a lady such as I any different than ârude,â I wonder?â
Sukuna grabbed your hips and dragged you onto his lap as you continued to berate and rip at him whilst he remained totally unfazed. He had become used to your character at this point, and your insults and scolding merely droned on in the background as his mind was set on other things.
âHow else am I rude, madam?â
âWhen youâWhen you. . .â You paused, averting eye contact. âWhen you make me feel . . . this way.â
âAnd, pray tell,â began Sukuna, as he grabbed your chin and forced you to look in his eye, âwhat way do I make you feel?â
You chewed at your bottom lip, and out of frustration, could not form much to say.
When Sukuna noticed your hesitance, and your embarrassment, he decided to take matters into his own hands, and as a smile began to etch on his face, he lifted the ends of your dress, piling it at your waist, before beginning to trail his hands up your bare thighs at a teasingly unbearable speed.
At the familiar act, your breath caught in your throat, and you clawed at the lapels of Sukunaâs coat jacket.
Without stopping for even a beat, Sukunaâs cold, slender fingers made their way up your thighs, and began to ghost over the wetness that had formed at your entrance.
âMy, my, my, donât tell me, was it your anger at me that got you so wet, or was it my mere showing up today?â
âNeither, you bastard.â
As if possessed by an entity, (or maybe it was because you just couldnât take it anymore), you grabbed Sukuna by the collar, and roughlyâand clumsilyâsmashed his lips against yours. Almost immediately, his hands squeezed and groped at your ass, as he met your lips with an almost equally fervent kiss.
You had never done something so deliberately and scandalous before (except for that evening at Kendall, but that doesnât count), and you almost wondered if you were doing everything wrong. But, seeing as you could feel a growing hardness beneath your bottom, you were soon assured of your quite capable abilities.
âFuck, darling. Have you been waiting to do this?â he murmured, between kisses.
âMm, yeahâin your dreams.â
Your bodies moved in sync, as if two puzzle pieces designed just for each other, and sounds of sensuous and sensual activity soon began to fill the carriage. Sukunaâs hands trailed down your ass as you kissed, and he didnât waste any time before shoving your panties aside, and pushing one, then two, fingers in.
The unexpected action elicited a moan from your lips, and you tugged and pulled at Sukunaâs hair as if searching for leverage against the assault between your legs.
His fingers curled within you and moved at a speed that accelerated every second; the painful realization had soon hit you, that, God, you had truly missed this feeling. Slick dripped down your legs, and was, probably, staining the material of Sukunaâs pants, but it wasnât like either one of you cared.
One of Sukunaâs hands gripped onto the flesh of your ass, while the other toyed with and fingered your dripping cunt; his lips moved against yours like an animal in heat, whilst your arms had been thrown and looped around his neck. The carriage shook and wobbled as it traversed the uneven roads, and that pushed you even closer to Sukuna, leaving you in quite the scandalous positionâwith your tits pressed up against his chest, your hands tangled in his unruly hair, and his mouth on yours.
It was a missed feelingâthe salty taste of his lipsâand when the both of you parted, for the inconvenient sake of catching your breaths, Sukuna moved the hand on your ass to shove the top of your dress down to your waist, leaving you nearly bare: in all your gloryâjust for him.
His eyes roamed your body like a predator admiring prey, and while you leaned your front against him, Sukuna leaned his head down, to your shoulders, to kiss at and suck at all the exposed skin he could reach.
It was incredibly lewdâthe sounds you released, and you couldnât even fathom how the others would react if they saw you: you and Sukuna, doing whatever the hell it was that you two were doing at the moment.
As your volume increased, so did the speed and velocity of his fingers. There was a warm feeling at your core, and you soon found yourself releasing all over his handâstill deep within your cuntâas pornographic moans and cries and mewls escaped your throat.
âNnghh! Hah, mphh, Sukuna . . . SukunaâSukuna!â His name left your lips like a prayer, and you could only hope that the pearly gates would still open for you after this hell of a carriage ride.
âYou are . . . inimitable, my love,â he purred, âand extremely, inhumanly bewitching. Fuck, do you think youâre wet enough to take it? I am afraid I cannot loiter any longer.â
It didnât matter what you thought; you knew you were, and as Sukuna lifted your hips, before bringing them down right onto his cockâwhich filled you to the brim, and impossibly more than last timeâyou knew this carriage ride would probably be your last. At least, it would be your last carriage ride with him.
Your hips were raised, before they were repeatedly slammed back down with enough force to bring the both of you crashing down onto the seats; your tits bounced, whimpers left your parched throat, and you could barely hold onto Sukunaâs shoulders for balance and support as the carriage began to jolt and jerk uncontrollably, causing unbearably pleasurable friction.
Heavenâs sake, how bumpy was this road?âgoddamnit.
In addition to the bouncing of the carriage, the hands and claws digging into your ass, the marks and bites being left on your chest, there was also the rough thrusts from Sukuna, which brought you nearly over the edge. Your eyes rolled back into your head as the tip of Sukunaâs cock could be felt penetrating all the way in your guts, and to add on to the smell of sex wafting through the humid air, the discordant melody of your moans certainly added a little bit pizzazz.
You wanted more, you needed more, you craved more.
Sukunaâs length and girth slid up the walls of your cunt, and you swore you could feel every pulsing vein of his cock as it moved and twitched. You were so unbearably full; you struggled to form full words, and most of them only contributed to unintelligible sentences meaning nothing.
âAhh, nnghh, hahh, mmph.â
âWhat, donât tell me little Miss Untouchable over here is suddenly feeling pleasure from some low-life bastard such as I,â laughed Sukuna, who, for some reason unbeknownst to you, still had some humor left in him even whilst he had fucked you into putty in his hands.
âI . . . nnghh, do you ever stop talking?â
Sukuna laughed, a husky, dark laugh, before bringing you in for the most zealous kiss you had ever kissed. Your lips collided, smacking against each otherâs, and your hands clumsily roamed each otherâs bodies, before one last jolt of the carriage had you feeling every inch of Sukunaâs length in the absolute right-est spot you could ever imagine, and as you moaned into the kiss, the knot in your stomach tightened just as before, and you almost felt like you were under drugs as you came.Â
Sticky, hot, and warm.
Unbearable, highly bothersome, and completely insane.
You were filled to the brim with Sukunaâs seed just a moment later, and a string of saliva from your lips connected you and Sukuna for a few seconds more as the both of you pulled away to catch your breaths.
âNow, before I go and do something foolish,â began Sukuna, still partially panting, âtell me, dear, do you feel like rejecting another manâs proposal today?â
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