#and like... the morrigan is just such a vibe for him like it Fits its perfect its literally him frfr
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recently i've been a little obsessed with the character designs in dislyte and naturally i've been thinking of the winx in it and like,,, helia blessed by morrigan... dudes.....
#i already have a design in mind for him to... oh no.... the brain rot.....#i just think that him being connected to war and nature and peace and life and poems and death andandand#like naturally at first i was thinking of apollo for him but i feel like the apollo vibe just isnt there for him#and obviously helios is another given for him but again i just feel like the vibe isnt there#while his name means sun.. he just isnt a 'sun' character yknow?#so i started thinking of gods that have bird symbols since helia does have some bird motifs#and like... the morrigan is just such a vibe for him like it Fits its perfect its literally him frfr#i dont play the game or know any of the lore so i dont know if this would work but tbh i also dont care like dude the Vibe#i dont know if people usually think of the morrigan as one goddess or as the three goddesses so im thinking#of adding like three crows around him in the design? i feel like thatd be a decent nod to the trio?
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lace i NEED to know your dragon age thoughts…. what classes/origins are you playing as…. what companions do you like/put in your party…… who are you romancing……… this is a fandom overlap i didn’t expect but i am DELIGHTED abt
I FEEL LIKE I'VE GONE THROUGH A CANON EVENT, DA HAS JUST CHANGED MY LIFE IN SUCH A WAY!!! rn i'm playing inquisition but ngl i'm missing origins sooo much that game just has A Vibe to it despite its flaws. but this series has def gained a special place in my heart already, though it's sad to know we prob won't be getting any new games anymore :(
so for da:o i went (what i found out later) the most common route which is rogue dalish elf. i went in blind for a lot of it so I COMPLETELY MISSED LELIANA in lothering bc i was SO busy trying to figure out how to convince the revend mother to release Sten (not realizing i could just. pick his cage's lock). for romance i was SO TORN between zev and alistair and kinda romanced both at the same time until i couldn't anymore and had to break ali's heart </3 but Mahariel just has something rly special with Zevran and he's genuinely such a deep character and i loved how slow burn and careful u have to be with his choices (I ALMOST ACCEPTED HIS EARRING AT FIRST. THABK GOD I DIDNT FUMBLE HIM). as the landsmeet came i realized i fucked up and forgot to talk to Anora before it meaning she betrayed me and it was made worse by me putting Alistair to duel against Loghain which AUTOMATICALLY KILLS LOGHAIN which Anora just won't forgive, so i had to put a poor unhardened Alistair to be king by himself so Anora wouldn't execute him and ig he understood but he was pretty updet at it :( after that + the HEARTBREAKING Ghoul Tamlen cutscene I realized that a tragic ending for Mahariel would prob be the most fitting (cause yk, she was meant to have died together with tamlen and had been living in borrowed time doing it all just to save her clan and make sure what happened to her friend never happens to anyone again and what a better way to close a character arc like this than with an ultimate sacrifice). so... my beloved Mahariel died and joined Tamlen in the fade, my wife Zev was left widowed, Ali became king against his will, Morrigan didn't have her baby, Anora was imprisioned, and everyone was sad. which i expected but oh my god did it come to bite me in the ass in DA2 with Merrill's story and HER CONSTANTLY MENTIONING TAMLEN AND MY DEAD WARDEN 😭😭😭😭 fucking devastating mannn
anyways because awakening and witch hunt dont rly seem to? transfer well a dead warden storyline i decided to skip them for my next hopefully happier worldstate (im planning on an elf Surana romancing Ali and putting Anora on the throne so we can be grey wardens together hehehe) and go directly to da2. which as mentioned. fucking DEVASTATING if you have a dead Mahariel. i didnt have the heart to not give Merrill the artifact she wanted so Marethari still died but thank GOD i chose the right option and the clan let us leave without attacking so we DIDNT HAVE TO GENOCIDE ALL OF THEM TO SAVE MERRILL OHH MY GOD WHAT DO YOU MEAN THAT WAS AN OPTION. i love u merrill but oh my god seeing her messing with the mirror that killed tamlen and ruined mahariel's life just made me picture them both continuously beating her with sticks from the fade PUT THAT THING BACK WHERE IT CAME FROM OR SO HELP MEEEEE. but ok, so i went with rogue f!hawke (which i actually regret. i wish i'd chosen m!hawke, the game just feels like it was meant to be played with garrett) and i was torn between anders and isabela, menaing that again i romanced both at the same time until i was forced to choose LMAO, so i went with anders for 1. plot relevancy 2. his tortured vibe was very compelling. i sided with the mages all around ofc but broke up with anders after the chantry blowing up because i imagined hawke felt rly damn betrayed for not being told about it. like, i get he didnt want to involve hawke but if he had maybe they'd have planned a way to blow up the chantry while also ensuring a safe escape for the mages to keep them from suffering from the immediate consequences of his actions like we saw happen. I SUPPORT UR CAUSE ANDERS, BUT YOU SHOULD HAVE PLANNED IT BETTER AND HAWKE COULD HAVE HELPED YOU IF YOU HAD JUST ASKED!!!!! so yeah i broke up with him but didnt kill him ofc skdjhfjsdkf next time i do wanna romance isabela but i dont wanna do it with m"hawke so i guess i'll be marian again. also i fucked up and isabela ran away with the qunari relic bc just before that i lost a bunch of friendship points with her for stupid reasons :( but it's ok like i get it. fucke dup but i get it. LSO SEEING MY BELOVED WIFE ZEV AGAIN WAS SOOO 🥺🥺🥺🥺 AND SEEING HIM MENTION HOW HE'S STILL IN MOURNING. ZEV MY WIFE MY BEAUTIFUL WIFEEE. anyways i liked da2 ESPECIALLY THE COMBAT but overall origins is still my fav. i rly couldnt STAND kirkwall anymore by the end of the game fuckkkk that city
as for inquisition, well my grad school 2 week break is over so i'm taking it a lot more slow, and don't rly have a strong option on anything yet.... i'm playing with a female mage qunari which is VERY interesting, but definitely narrows my romance options a bit...... so i'm considering josephine hehe (these antivans and their charms). the open world is a breah of fresh air compared to kirkwall but my god is exploration difficult. rly reminds us how groundbreaking botw was...... still, the game is GORGEOUSSSS except for alistair jesus christ what did they do to his FACE. THEY MASSACRED MY BOY
i bought the first 3 games on that big steam sale last year, and veilguard wasn't included. seeing some criticisms and some points on the retconned lore i'm actually not rly excited to play it, origins still feels like a favorite to me exactly Because it's such a well executed dark fantasy with just the right balance between comedy, bleakness and horror, which seems to have gotten lost in datv </3 if we never get a new DA game i rly hope at least they remake origins and fix the combat and balancing issues while improving the graphics but still maintaining the atmosphere and art direction. that game is. so good,. oh my god. dragon age... DRAGON AGEEE
#DRAGOM FUCKING AGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#the best thing abt making fandom mutuals is when two completely different interests happen to match as well#tho mdzs x dragon age is rly not much of a stretch#i think if u like one ur certain to like the other!!!#anyways thanks for letting me ramble <333#my queue has been filled to the brim again. and it's all fucking dragon age#moments like this make me happy for tumblr bc it's impossible to find fanart anywhere els eonline#especially fanart from a decade ago. WHICH DA HAS TONS OF
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hihi! happy thedasweekend! for leliana/morrigan, maybeee "stolen kisses while hiding away from a crowd" from the kiss and tell list?
Hello!!! This ended up very sweet, very fluffy, pre-relationship kinda vibes? It doesn't quite fit the prompt exactly, but I hope you enjoy it all the same <3
For @thedasweekend
Rating: T Ship: Leliana/Morrigan Word-count: 1290
Leliana had known of Morrigan’s position in the Orlesian court. How could she not? A whisper of gossip about Empress Celene’s latest little pet; a hedge-witch with sharp teeth and a sharper wit; and of course she’d been intrigued enough to inquire. She liked to keep up-to-date on all the drama amongst the nobility at the best of times, especially when it travelled as high up as the Empress. It was simply good spy-work.
She’d had an inkling of a suspicion, back then. And when her spies returned with news, that the witch called herself ‘Lady Morrigan’ and had an off-putting little son that followed her around, about the right age to have been born nine months after Leliana had seen her last… Well, that proved her more than right.
There was the temptation to go to her immediately, see this ‘Lady Morrigan’ for herself. Leliana didn’t quite believe it, even if all the evidence she had pointed to it as the only possibility. But picturing Morrigan, her Morrigan, wild and untameable, making niceties in the very court that had created her… It was difficult. The Morrigan she knew couldn’t flirt, couldn’t charm, couldn’t let an insult pass by without meeting it with something even more venomous. She would not last a minute playing the Game.
But there were no rumours of nobles being stung to death by swarms of flying insects. No reports of a bear rampaging through the palace with a little boy at its heels. The only conclusion was that Morrigan was successfully blending in, which unsettled Leliana somewhat. She did not like to imagine that the Orlesian court could’ve broken her old friend, as it had her.
She knew, when the Inquisition was invited to the ball at the Winter Palace, that the Empress’ entire entourage would likely be there. She knew that ‘Lady Morrigan’ played an important role in it, nowadays. She would inevitably be there, too.
Knowing was not warning enough, however. Morrigan swept into the ballroom wearing a deep red dress that brought out the gold of her eyes, edged with a dark lace of all things, and Leliana was entranced. She was both familiar, and not. She could not picture the girl she’d known a decade previously in anything so frilly, so beautiful. And yet, the roll of her eyes, the bite of her laughter- if she was an imposter, she was a fabulous actress.
“I see you took my advice,” Leliana said, when they had a moment alone, the Inquisitor twirling Josephine around the ballroom floor now that the day had been saved, the Empress’ power restored. At Morrigan’s raised eyebrow, she gestured to her dress, and was rewarded with another of her laughs.
“‘Tis the price I must pay to retain my position.”
“If you wished for a place at court, I’m sure Alistair would have you.”
Morrigan shook her head immediately. “No. Absolutely not. I will not have Kieran anywhere near the Ferelden throne. As it is, he is only safe here because nobody knows the identity of his father. I would not have him become a bargaining chip in some noble’s quest for power.”
“My apologies. I just thought, since you are here, perhaps you-”
“What? Had a change of heart?” She laughed again. “Leliana, come now. You know as well as I, there’s no better place to hide than in plain sight.”
“I knew you were here,” Leliana confessed. “I knew years ago.”
“I’d expect nothing less.” She shifted on her feet, turning to rest her elbows against the railing of the balcony, and Leliana chanced a peek at her footwear as her full skirts swished. Leather boots, scuffed at the toes. Some things, then, didn’t change at all.
She joined Morrigan at the railing. A few party-goers had taken their revelries outside, talking with the sort of loud indiscretion that could only come with a little too much drink, laughing brazenly, utterly oblivious to their two watchers up above.
“It is difficult, to believe it’s really you,” Morrigan admitted after a while of simply observing the festivities below.
“How so?” Leliana turned to look at her, hip to the railing, arms folded. “I was always a servant of the Chantry. I was always a bard. I am still both of those things. My life has had far fewer surprising twists and turns than yours since we parted, it seems.”
“I expected the Inquisition to be… different, somehow.” Morrigan didn't turn to face her, but Leliana was aware that she was being keenly watched out of the corner of one golden eye. “All Ser Cullens and Lady Montilyets. Your Inquisitor is not what I thought she’d be. Her entourage, even less so. And you are…” She trailed off, shaking her head. “It seems we both cannot help but gravitate towards power, does it not?”
“I am not with the Inquisition for the power it brings me,” Leliana snapped, offended by the suggestion of it all. Mostly because it was a sentiment she often accused herself of, late at night when she couldn’t sleep, haunted by the faces of all the people she had killed to get to where she was now.
“Ah, forgive me.” And now Morrigan turned to look at her fully, a sad little smile on her face. “Perhaps you are in hiding, too.”
This, Leliana hadn’t considered before. And it hit her like a knife to the stomach because it was true. She missed the girl she had been before Marjolaine, she missed the girl she had been before she killed her. She missed the girl she’d been in the aftermath, following the Hero of Ferelden to their certain deaths, emerging unscathed with a song on her lips and in the tips of her fingers. She had been honed into a weapon, by Marjolaine, by Divine Justinia, by the Warden-Commander, and now her mistresses were gone and she was left with this… hollow emptiness. All she could do was strategise, and kill. It was all she was good for.
But then Josie invited her to tea parties and Cullen asked her about her day, the Inquisitor brought her herbs from the frontlines, and it was a level of normalcy she craved but didn’t truly believe she deserved.
“Struck a nerve, did I?” Morrigan prodded, though without her usual venom.
Leliana feared her every thought must be showing on her face, which was most unlike her. She turned to rest her elbows against the railing once more, returned her gaze to the strangers in the courtyard.
“Do you ever miss it?” she asked, hoping to shift the subject slightly, away from the gaping hole in her chest where a heart ought to be. “Not to say that the blight was particularly enjoyable. Or being hunted by the Teyrn’s forces at every corner. But the… simplicity of it. The nights at camp.”
“Your Maker-forsaken singing.”
Leliana laughed. “I meant more the camaraderie of it all. But I am glad you remember my music with such fondness.”
And there was one of those familiar eye-rolls. And then Morrigan reached a hand out, slowly, tentatively, to rest atop hers.
It was the sort of gesture her Morrigan would never have even imagined; but a welcome one, all the same. Leliana clasped their fingers, and lifted their joined hands to press a kiss to the back of hers. A silent moment of solidarity, of understanding.
“How long, do you think, before they start to miss us?” she asked, minutes later, as they stood, hand in hand, watching the world turn around them.
“They can wait a while longer,” Morrigan assured her. “We already give all that we have. They can afford us this moment.”
Leliana couldn’t argue with that.
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having bsd dragon age au thoughts. help
NOTE: these are just initial thoughts without too much thinking into them and odds are i would have different opinion post thinking about it. this is just vv basic on a surface level stuffs
port mafia - im going to go out on a limb and potentially claim the chantry/templars are the port mafia just because like... i could see dazai breaking away from that + having the antimagic properties is fitting
on that note chuuya being a half-elf templar and then realizing that he's a mage and having to break away from the chantry mayhaps
chuuya being half-elf and dazai being an ass and making fun of him for being short and upon discovering that he's a half-elf being like SO THAT'S WHY--
dazai taking wynne/alistair's role and being at ostagar -> arrival at the tower and chuuya is just like "YOU" (said angrily but /affectionate) and they're angrily talking to one another about the circle situation
atsushi as a shapeshifter... but that would make him a mage. hmmm
will forever be obsessed with the idea of dazai as a rogue. iirc dragon age 2 had a templar/rogue mix and like. i feel like thatd be very on brand for him
yosano as a healing mage (but also as the warrior/mage specialization bc bffr do you really want to tell me she wouldn't be fighting like nahhhhh)
kenji is 110% a warrior. maybe dual-weapon? honestly id find it fucking hilarious if he went around with a greatsword
akutagawa would probably also be a mage
kunikida as a rogue
tanizaki as a rogue
mori as a knight-templar? maybe? complicated
oda as a mage-templar????? maybee??????
fukuchi as loghain....
on that note... fukuzawa as king cailan? THAT GETS WEIRD THOUGH LMFAOOOO
WAIT WAIT so if im thinking narrative-wise, what would make sense would be for loghain to be mori, cailan to be... idk someone, duncan to be oda, alistair to be dazai, the hof to be atsushi... oh man its all coming together
morrigan is chuuya. bam. it works
leliana gives kenji. idk. similar vibes; could also see her being atsushi tbh
sten would be kunikida maybe? ideals the qun etc etc
wynne.... wynneeeee yosano?
i could see lucy being zevran MAYBE. nikolai also gives hella zevran vibes but idk
oghren. man, oghren. who tf would be oghren. i guess fukuchi gives oghren vibes??? LMAOOOOOO
shale my beloved would probably be like,,, q if we're being literal, but maybe kyouka? idk. could also be akutagawa
dog.
i will also say this is trying to fit people into the dao companions without even TRYING to tackle da2 or dai...
anyways
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I was asked this on my old blog right as I set about transitioning to this one, so...
The first character I ever fell in love with: for DA:O, dare I say Daveth? What can I say -- I irrationally got incredibly attached to him. otherwise, DEFINITELY Morrigan, and I have crystal clear memories of my first run through Lothering and looking at Morrigan like 😍 the whole time. For DA:2/E, Carver -- unless you count Anders & Justice since I knew of them from Awakening beforehand, in which case probably Justice. For DA:I, it’s a toss-up between Vivienne or Cole -- I technically liked Cole first but SPECIFICALLY in the supporting material (Asunder), and didn’t vibe with him anywhere near as much in the game, AND I got him as a companion after I got Vivienne, so probably Vivienne.
A character that I used to love/like, but now do not: for DA:O, I guess Oghren? I never loved him, but I liked the idea of him because I really liked the dwarves/Orzammar side of DA’s worldbuilding -- but he’s such an unlikeable character that I just.. don’t vibe with him at all. I debate recruiting him every single time now, and I don’t think I ever do his personal quest (in the base game OR Awakening). for DA:2/E, I don’t really have anyone that fits -- but I REALLY wanted to like Merrill and Aveline more than I did, and especially in Aveline’s case, I can’t stand her and genuinely think she’s the unintended, secret Big Bad of the whole game. for DA:I, probably Cole, bc I was really into the idea of a little walking-corpse serial killer animated by a spirit as per the book, but that’s not really the vibe in DA:I, and combined with the somewhat patronising/ableist language and how significantly he is infantilised (including by the fandom) I just got put off him. I do still like him, but not as much.
A ship that I used to love/like, but now do not: for DA:O, I don’t really have one? I guess see my DA:I answer, lol... for DA:2/E, has to be Anders - I don’t think he’s OOC in 2, but I think his writing does so little with him and he feels v. reductive. Where his relationship could be SO interesting and angsty, it instead is written in a really dull and/or cringey way. It would have been nice to see Anders more like the Anders of Awakening near the beginning of the game (rather than random, infrequent and questionably rare snippets), and then see the progression of his relationship with Justice as the game went on -- I want more interesting abominations, PLEASE. for DA:I, listen I cannot express to you HOW EXCITED I was for my planned Lavellan to romance Sera… also I used to be way more tolerant of Cullen x Amell/Surana ships because, like, hey dark ships are fun, right? But since Cullen’s ~wholesome whitewash~ in DA:I, and his fandom clamouring to absolve him of any wrongdoing ever.. it’s boring to me.
My ultimate favourite character™: for DA:O, probably Sten? or Morrigan. They’re both fantastic, and also are significant comfort chars for me. for DA:2/3, honestly, probably my own Hawke -- I feel so hugely proud of her, and can’t imagine I’d enjoy the game anywhere near as much had I not played it as my Hawke. If not her, maybe Sebastian or Carver? for DA:I, I really love Vivienne, as well as Blackwall, and Solas is a great character even if I probably would not say I liked him.
Prettiest character: for DA:O, we all know it’s Zevran. for DA:2/E, I think Aveline -- although her aggressively bland colour-scheme lets her down in a major way (although I respect her dedication to all orange all day every day). There’s just something about her arms -- very Abby from TLOU:2. for DA:I, maybe Josephine? Ser Barris is very pretty, too...
My most hated character: for DA:O, I really didn’t like Alistair, Wynne and Oghren, and of my companions - Oghren is probably my least favourite. He’s vulgar and also profoundly uninteresting. for DA:2/E, it has to be Aveline. There’s just something about ineptitude and a complete, wilful refusal to take accountability for your actions that I can’t stand. It would be okay if it was an intentional character flaw, but the game/narrative treats her like she’s lawful good and it really annoys me. for DA:I, maybe Iron Bull? He was a huge disappointment for me. I also really dislike Sera, Cassandra, and Varric. I’m so sick of Varric - I never want to see him again.
My OTP: for DA:O, I really loved Zevran’s romance -- but I am also very amused by the fact that Leliana got to ‘love’ status with Kallian accidentally, AND I got the ‘love’ glitch for Justice (👀) and Velanna. I do sometimes wonder about an AU where Kallian is forced to make a politically expedient marriage with Nathaniel Howe for diplomatic reasons in order to consolidate her position as Arlessa, and it being an entirely platonic arrangement (it’s not like anyone expects an heir from an infertile Grey Warden) -- and maybe Zev and Nate kiss sometimes, who knows? I also LOVE my Darkspawn Chronicles AU where Kallian and Nelaros are a happy, married couple each hiding their skills with weapons from each other like dumb, cute sweethearts. They shelter Zevran when he fails to kill Alistair and a poly couple evolves. for DA:2/E, I love the IDEA of a Seb romance that isn’t so strictly conditional around the structures that abused him -- he should be allowed to love, chastely or otherwise, but free from the Chantry OR his position as prince/heir. I’d LOVE to actually have a romance with him where you can actually challenge the abuse he’s experienced. for DA:I, Malika doesn’t have a canon romance (although I think when I replay, I’m going to romance Josephine!) but I think Blackwall has an amazing romance. Solas’ is also iconic, it must be said.
My NOTP: for DA:O, I really dislike Alistair in a shipping capacity; he’s immature and says a lot of misogynistic shit and I don’t think he’s the worst for it, but I don’t really vibe with shipping him, having played the game as a female city elf. for DA:2/E, I wouldn’t say I have one, particularly? although I really dislike Aveline’s relationship with her husband simply because it seems incredibly inappropriate, given that they work together and she has power over him -- and because I dislike her, generally, I don’t feel inclined to do something nice for her. for DA:I, I suppose Sera/Lavellan -- although I’m not AGAINST it, it just really isn’t for me, having attempted it. I also don’t really vibe with Dorian x Iron Bull. Something abt the way the game handled BDSM and their relationship banter specifically I don’t really like.
Favourite episode quest: for DA:O, probs Orzammar/the Deep Roads. I really love the dwarven lore! and, of course, Fort Drakon is really funny, even though it’s not canon in my game iirc. for DA:2/E, maybe the murder mystery with the serial killer, where ultimately Leandra dies? I also really enjoyed all the companion quests. for DA:I, The Descent (just, all of it, lmao) and everything to do with the Avvar. Crestwood also BANGED.
Saddest death: for DA:O, it’s frankly a fucking INJUSTICE that Shianni gets murdered if you make her Bann of the Alienage -- the idea of that happening whilst Kallian is in Amaranthine and unable to protect her :( genuinely very upsetting. I go back and forth on who is made Bann, tbf, so idk how canonical it is: I think maybe Cyrion would get it, but I’m also endeared to Soris holding the position, with Shianni as Hahren. for DA:2/E, Bethany. I wish both twins had had the chance to reach Kirkwall :(. Let Leandra die instead. for DA:I, maybe not the saddest death, but the most memorable for me was that one sleeping dragon in the Hissing Wastes.. leave her alone. Stay out of a womans’ business.
Favourite season game: DA:O!
Least favourite season game: DA:I.
Character that everyone else in the fandom loves, but I hate: for DA:O, Alistair. I cannot deal with his complacency and hypocrisy. for DA:2, I really disliked Merrill but I honestly cannot remember why. DEFINITELY Varric -- I hated how the game forces you to be his best friend, and if you’re low approval, you have to endure these pointless pissy little comments with this little anti-dwarf centrist pissant. After the expedition, I literally have no reason to put up with him, and I NEVER take him out. I hate that he plays the same role in DA:I, too. for DA:I, the Iron Bull was hugely disappointing, and I also really don’t vibe with Cassandra. She just seems very wishy-washy and complacent and hypocritical, and many of her comments about other cultures seem snide for literally no reason other than bigotry.
My ‘you’re a piece of trash, but you’re still a fave’ fave: for DA:O, lbr probably Sten. Mans is gonna launch a HORRIFYING invasion in the next game iirc and frankly, I’m ok with it. Just wanna see that big bastard again ❤🥵. for DA:2/E, I LOVE Gamlen, ok? for DA:I, I am not sure if I have one.
My ‘beautiful cinnamon roll who deserves better than this’ fave: for DA:O, if any of you so much as LOOK at Velanna wrong, it’s hands. That includes Bioware. I also feel incredibly protective of and sad for Morrigan. for DA:2/E, probably Sebastian -- I feel so sad for him, and so frustrated by the limitations with the game. for DA:I, I’m honestly not sure.. maybe Josephine? I don’t really feel this way about Sera, but I do think she deserves better from the game and its writing, and also from fandom: there are valid criticisms of her, but the hate she gets is not proportional to any valid issues with her -- and gee, I wonder why that is.
My ‘this ship is wrong, nasty, and makes me want to cleanse my soul, but i still love it’ ship: for DA:O, I did use to find Cullen x Surana/Amell intriguing as a dark ship -- I actually hc that Neria Surana is actually Nelaros’ sister, and have dabbled with it as a dark ship. I also am interested in Loghain/Alistair - which each pretends the other is someone else. Alistair is wooby, hate ships are, in general, fun -- so long as we acknowledge that they are, indeed, unhealthy ships. for DA:2/E, I kind of feel like Sebastian romances are, invariably, kind of dark... and, similarly, Anders romances -- especially with certain red Hawkes, The way it ends is, invariably, bordering on fucked up. ALSO Hawkecest is weird and wonderful: GET WITH IT.
My ‘they’re kind of cute, and I lowkey ship them, but I’m not too invested’ ship: for DA:O, I joked about Velanna x Leliana once and I’ve not been able to stop thinking about it ever since… Velanna x Sigrun is also something that can be so personal. Ariane x Finn is adorable and are paid DUST by Bioware AND fandom. I actually am really into Anora x Nathaniel & NO I will NOT explain myself; it’s a crackship but it’s MY crackship. for DA:2/E, Isabela x Fenris is super cute, but I don’t pay enough attention to them to really have super committed thoughts & feelings on them. for DA:I, Blackwall x Josephine is cute as a background ship; I also think Maryden x Cole is sweet.
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1x08 - Vexed
Original Air Date: November 7, 2010
Written by: Michelle Lovretta
Directed by: John Fawcett
Okay, so. Vexed.
This is the original pilot. I don’t think they necessarily presented it as the first episode chronologically—more like, this is what you can expect from our show. Showcase picked it up and it went to series. Vexed became episode 1x08. You can find more info about it in this interview with Michelle Lovretta and Jay Firestone.
Anyway, this episode was shot earlier than the rest, and you can tell. Makeup and styling is different, and they hadn’t quite settled on the tone they eventually went with. As such, this episode is a bit grittier than normal. I find it interesting both for its different tone and for the fact that many of the decisions they made for the episode were made in the interest of selling the concept to Showcase.
This fucking article is great and is a much better review of this episode and why it’s so god damn good than my shit below. It also provides an extremely detailed look into...exactly what I just described above. All of the behind-the-scenes production stuff. Check it out.
The premise: Bo finds a lead on someone who might know about her mother--a falsely accused death row inmate named Lou Ann. Bo vows to prove her innocence in exchange for answers, but her quest leads her into contact with a vicious Dark Fae named Vex.
I do wonder if they wrote this episode without really knowing where it was going to fit into the first season, assuming they had an outline. It works as a standalone and in some ways it feels a little disjointed from what came before in episode 1x07, right from the beginning. Dyson coming right out and saying something so blunt as, “She’s never gonna love you,” feels a bit off to me. But then again, all the characters in this episode are a bit “off,” which is understandable. This episode is like…the prototype. The beta.
“No offense to my own kind, but humans are a little pedestrian now.” *awkwardly laughs* Right... “your kind”…haha you’re enslaved. Lauren are you okay.
“Once you go Fae you never go back, huh?”
“So I hear.”
Me:
Bo feels a little bit more aggressive to me in this episode, like when Siegfried mentions her mother and she wigs out. It’s her normal desperation plus a bit of added homicidal urges. She’s a slightly grittier Bo.
As we can observe from the opening sex scene between Bo and Dyson, this episode is a bit more sexually explicit than we’re used to. This, I am not super a fan of on a personal level. However, the episode is also more violent than usual and incorporates horror elements. This, I am super a fan of because that’s kind of my shit, and it’s something I wish they would have leaned a little bit more into in the rest of the series.
There is nothing I don’t love about this scene. The creepy opera music that sets the stage, the gourmet meal prep (those gourmet meals always end in murder).
(Am I the only one who loves this random little detail they plopped into the background?)
Vex’s entrance—not overly dramatic, just, boop, there he is.
The tense build-up as we’re drawn to the knife, not sure where it’s gonna go—
--oh, oop, there it goes.
We know what’s going to happen now, but we build up to it, agonizingly, anyway. Surely we’re not actually going to sit here and watch as he shoves his hand into the disposal and then keep watching as he turns it on and it grinds his hand up. Oh, but we are.
Some scenes have a way of sticking with ya.
So I guess even the Lost Girl universe isn’t all camp and games. People are still people. Especially when they’re ancient as fuck and have all that time to stew in the cesspool of their fucked up emotional and psychological issues. So divorced are they from the concept of mortality, growing up and growing old, that their maturity level laps itself and becomes immaturity—they tend to to behave like children.
Not all Dark Fae are curmudgeonly, innocuous old grandpas who own restaurants or absolute Queens like the Morrigan. Some of them are like Vex. And just like, fuckin murder people—and each other. Vex’s world is different than Bo’s world. Vex lives in a world where violence is mundane. Empathy is nonexistent and pointless anyhow. Sometimes I wonder if immortal characters are drawn to violence and death because it’s as close as they can get to experiencing a sort of vicarious mortality.
I love Vex’s character throughout the series—up to a certain point—but I love him best in this, his original episode. In later episodes, Vex is portrayed as a sort of morally ambiguous anti-hero, or anti-villain, whichever you prefer. I have mixed feelings on how well the transition from villain to anti-hero is handled. The farther along you get in the series, the more he becomes reduced to a shell of his former self, purely comic relief, and just…sucks.
But in 1x08, Vex is a villain. Straight up. The things that he does are horrifying and the show does not bother trying to get you to empathize with him. And to be clear, this does not mean that he is not a multi-dimensional character, that he isn’t worthy of empathy, or that he is pure evil. What it does mean is the show does something I wish more shows would do. It creates a genuinely threatening and reprehensible villain that is both worthy of your analysis, even your stanning (I stan), and yet whose actions are still inexcusable.
In that interest, let’s talk about him. At this point, his most defining characteristic, the simplest way we can begin to understand his motives, is that he utterly lacks empathy. Vex is the kind of person who would puppeteer a woman and force her to drown her own children.
He is ordered to kill this woman’s family as punishment for betraying the Dark Fae’s rules. And in this episode, Vex is shown to be someone who rigidly follows the Dark Fae’s orders without question, and without any particular investment in them either. But he doesn’t just kill the kids—he uses his powers to force the mother to do it. To drown them. For no real reason other than his own amusement. That’s another level of sadistic. For a less intense example, in his introduction scene, he gruesomely tortures Siegfried before killing him. Just for funsies. (Well, okay, and to get information.) Vex lacks empathy, clearly, and may scan as a sociopath, but he’s not a stoic one. He gets enjoyment out of tormenting his victims.
Is this the kind of guy the writers are going to try to later convince us is a harmless comic relief mascot? Surely n—
Yes. Yes he is.
I am not at all opposed to the idea of Vex slowly becoming a morally ambiguous anti-villain, even a member of the gang. In fact, I think that premise is interesting as hell. But what I feel like happens later is that the show kind of forgets that Vex did all this horrible shit in the past. Kinda brushes it under the rug. Not only does this make it a lot harder for me to get behind him becoming one of the gang, it also does the character himself a great disservice. I’ll probably get into this more once Vex starts showing up more frequently, and why I feel the writers mishandle him.
To be clear, in spite of how sadistic he is, Vex is not a malicious person. He doesn’t have any enmity for the people he’s ordered to kill. He’s not angry, not hateful, not spiteful. He just doesn’t really care. He’s almost a kind of nihilist. None of it really matters. Somebody who thinks like that would have a fairly breezy time killing people.
Because I like when in-universe politics make things complicated, I like that the in-universe politics of the Light and Dark Fae makes things complicated. Bo wants to free Lou Ann, and she wants the Light Fae’s help, but they can’t help her because it would mean basically declaring war on the Dark Fae. MAJOR no-no. Likewise, they can’t go after Vex because all of his actions are sanctioned by the Dark Fae’s government. Bo’s unalignment gives her freedom, but it’s not without its downsides. She has no influence and no resources when things get too big for her to handle.
“Smells like fried bitch.” An icon. If I remember correctly from one of the behind-the-scenes features, they brainstormed and tested out a bunch of different one-liners to use for this moment, until Ksenia Solo ad-libbed this.
Lol. Kenzi is just so done with Bo and Dyson’s drama.
Lou Ann, the Fae woman who is on death row for killing her kids, obviously strikes a nerve with Bo.
It’s kinda weird, because when we first meet her, Bo’s main motivation is that she wants to be able to live her life without being forced to kill others and stay on the run to do so. Those problems kinda get solved in the first episode.
Since then, her motivation has been to live her life without these big mysterious Fae governments telling her what to do. In the first episode, Bo, like Lou Ann, says that she chooses humans. Bo was raised human and wants a normal human life, or as normal as she can get. At the same time, most of the other characters on the show, including her friends, spend a lot of time trying to convince her to embrace her Fae identity and a Fae lifestyle, because it’s “who she is” and she has no choice but to embrace that. “Choice” is a keyword that gets thrown around a lot in this show. But what is the show really trying to say about it? There’s some kind of nature vs. nurture conflict going on here, and I don’t feel like either Bo or the show itself has really decided on which side of the line they fall. On another note, this show has huge Fuck the System vibes. Which I appreciate. We stan an icon who chooses to reject a static, repressive, harmful system even at great personal cost.
A few episodes ago, Bo and Lauren went on a mission together and cemented their bond of trust. In this scene, Lauren breaks that trust.
She sleeps with Bo to distract her from going after Vex, under the pretense that it is simply the culmination of them both being attracted to one another. The next morning, it doesn’t take long for Bo to figure this out. She is appropriately hurt. She has feelings for Lauren, there was an intimacy there, and she trusted her in a way that she doesn’t normally trust other people, because of her past. Lauren took advantage of her feelings and used her. Whether Lauren wanted to do it or not, whether she had any way of refusing, isn’t relevant in this moment; it was cruel regardless.
But what does Lauren say?
“I haven’t done anything wrong.”
Oop. There it is. There’s the Lauren I remember.
She hasn’t done anything wrong, y’all. Well, I’ll be damned. Lauren never did anything wrong ever in her life. *Lauren did nothing wrong meme*
The way Lauren says this line, with so much conviction, makes me feel like she genuinely believes it. She believes that she did nothing wrong. She is legitimately deluded about what just happened.
This is only the first in what I remember to be a very long string of instances where Lauren pushes blame onto others and denies any culpability in her shitty actions. At least, in this case, Bo isn’t buying it.
Waiting for Bo in the most extra-ass, goth, flamboyant setup possible is exactly the kind of quality villainy I expect from Vex.
It’s criminal that Bo never gets to use this awesome sword.
And…I love that Vex just gets to walk out of there, laughing. Because the system. And he’s not even really evil. He’s just a sadistic asshole. With a job. It’s. *chef’s kiss*
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Getting TWATD at the Wake, i: WicDiv #45 Reactions
Every month, two writers have returned to this blog. They did an essay each. For five years. And now it’s all over.
The Wicked + The Divine #45 is out, showing us what the gods did after the cycle ended. We’re following their lead and breaking our own rules. We won’t be writing the normal essays about the issue. Less a remembrance of WicDiv’s death, and more a celebration of its life.
Let’s start with our initial reactions. Once we’d both read the issue, we sat down and discussed our feelings on where everyone ended up, and how the story finished. Here are the highlights of that conversation.
Spoilers for... well, for the entirety of WicDiv, I guess, below the cut.

Tim: So here we are. After five years and 45 issues, we reach the end of The Wicked + The Divine. Overall, did it feel like a satisfying ending to you?
Alex: After #44, which I enjoyed but didn't really feel like an ending to me... this issue was pretty much exactly what I wanted from the end of this story. I liked where every character ended up, and I got a bit weepy at the sheer optimism of them still being alive and making a positive difference in the world.
What about you?
Tim: I was more or less the flip of that. For me, the emotional climax was last issue, and this is more of a coda that works beautifully in some ways and stumbles a little in others. That might just be my expectations shaping my reading though - we've both sunk a lot of time into thinking about this series, so we're always going to come in with baggage.
Alex: Oh, absolutely. But I suspect our own sets of baggage aren't necessarily the same. WicDiv is a broad church, and I think we've always got slightly different things from it. And I wonder if that informs our different reactions?
Tim: I would be interesting to dig into, but I worry this whole thing could turn into a mutual therapy session.
Alex: Hah. I mean, that's what this whole comic is for, right?
Tim: This issue keeps the focus relatively tightly on Laura. Do you think WicDiv overall was always her story?
Alex: I actually disagree with that statement a little. The big twist of this issue, for me, is how much it was Cassandra's story.
As I slowly realised who the funeral was for (a process extended out a little thanks to the slightly blurry review PDF obscuring the name on the programme), I was actually kind of furious. Cassandra's always been one of my favourite characters, and she's been a little absent from the last couple of issues.
But, at the halfway point of the issue, I think that starts to show itself as intentional. In the end, Cass gets to give her own eulogy, and she's probably got the most lines of anyone in the issue. Even when she's not around, people are talking about her. It's basically “Where’s Poochie?” meets a Cassandra-themed Bechdel Test. And I love it.
Tim: Yeah, it's essentially a Cass sandwich between two slices of Laura bread. It effectively makes their relationship the central figure of the final issue, which is fascinating given that this issue also introduces a whole new wrinkle to the dynamic that we've seen them develop over 44 issues.
I'm sure that there are plenty of people out there who shipped them, but I've got to say, Laura and Cass ending up married sort of blindsided me. I loved their friendship throughout the series, and the way they slowly opened up to each other, but I can't say I picked up on any romantic vibes between the two. Am I being a clueless straight dude here?
Alex: I think that, for all WicDiv's love of foreshadowing, their relationship isn't something that has been signposted much during the series. There is Laura's line in #43 about jealousy and envy, but I think this is more about the vast period between these two issues. A relationship that was one thing, organically becoming another. Rather than – to pick another comic which was hugely formative on us both and has a weirdly similar ending – the Yorick/355 thing of 'oh, this is what that always was'.
Tim: Yeah, I suppose in a way it speaks volumes about just how much was jammed into the two years that we followed those characters through, and how much more you can fit in a time span 20 times longer. But I do worry that it slightly undermines the Laura/Eleanor moments in #44.
Alex: That might be it, actually – Laura and Eleanor were the bits of #44 I found least interesting, because it's a dynamic I'm just not that invested in. I do agree that it feels narratively messy to bring that relationship up only to immediately push it aside, but I feel like that's part of the point – and it's probably easier for me to accept, because I was never aboard that particular ship.
Tim: I can definitely accept that a the pairing of Laura & Eleanor feels too chaotic to last, while a Cass & Laura marriage would be built on rock.
How about where everyone else ended up? Were there any surprises that stood out to you?
Alex: I think the one that surprised me most is Aruna (ex-Tara) and Jon (ex-Mimir). Not where they ended up, exactly – Jon building her a body is something I've seen multiple people on Tumblr crossing their fingers for – but rather how much is done with how little.
They're the gods we got to know least, because of when and how they were each introduced, and they don't get much page space here, but I still Got It. The abstraction of Aruna's body, and Jon inevitably growing into his dad but learning from his mistakes... those are both really lovely endings for those characters.
What about you?
Tim: Aruna is obviously the most visually stunning, and I love the design that McKelvie has created. It reminds me of something I can't put my finger on, and for some reason it means that when she started playing guitar, I was like "oh, it's St Vincent". Make of that what you will.
Alex: That's a nice bit of pop-cultural synaesthesia. (…synthaesthesia?)
Tim: Otherwise, I found Umar's evolution really interesting. It felt like some of his selflessness had curdled into anger a little, and seeing him echo Cam was a real heartbreaker. That and his dynamic with Cass - he felt like someone with a whole bunch of tragedy and regret draped around him.
Alex: That's a really interesting take on him. And it's testament to how open these characters' fates are left – I didn't get that vibe off him at all, but it makes complete sense, and I can now see it in the severity of his design.
But the closure of that final plot loop, with the Morrigan prophecy, was definitely something that stuck out to me. It was painful, and I'm not sure how I feel about it. The idea that he's married, but it's to someone who – canonically, word of literal god – isn't the love of his life? Oof.
Tim: Here's a question - would you want to see more of either the 2055 cast or the times in between, or do you think this snapshot was enough? Like, if this had been a final arc, instead of a final issue.
Alex: In the run-up, I assumed this issue would be structured like: ‘five years, and ten years later, and...’. So I definitely thought we’d get more of that stuff than we did.
Honestly, I love these versions of the characters a lot, but I think spending longer with them could only diminish the impact. And I like that there's a certain level of 'nope, you don't get to see this'. It reminds me of what Laura tells us, about her abortion: “You don’t get details.”
Tim: And yeah, I agree. As much as I have questions I'd love answered, the answers I speculate on in my head are probably as satisfying as actually seeing them on the page in some ways. Knowing that the characters got to live on and make choices and mistakes is, in a lot of ways, enough.
We've spoken numerous times before about how WicDiv is a book obsessed with cycles and systems. Do you think the characters have well and truly broken free from what was trapping them?
Alex: Absolutely. I think that's what I found so moving about this issue – their lives moving forward, unencumbered by all the things they kept being dragged back into over those two years. It doesn't mean they're perfect people, in the final reckoning, but they do get to be whole people.
Tim: There's definitely a sense of somewhat messy real lives outside of this moment, something that's hard to convey in such a small space. Eleanor seems to be the one holding on to her iconic poses and perfect sarcasm the most, which absolutely makes sense, but even she feels like someone who has changed and evolved. They are all free to colour outside the lines now, which isn't always pretty, but it's true.
Alex: So we're agreed that the gods all managed to break free of their cycle. But as WicDiv has been coming out, the two of us have also found a neat little groove to live in. How do you feel about that going away?
Tim: This has been a wonderful community to be part of, and I've rarely if ever stumbled across negative parts of it, which is pretty extraordinary for a fandom in the modern age. I will definitely miss watching people react to and interpret new issues as they come out, and I hope the interesting voices that I've discovered through this keep writing about other things that inspire them. How about you?
Alex: It's a weird mix of sadness and relief, because our relationship with this comic is so tied up with thinking and reading and especially writing about it. Both of our lives have changed a lot over the five years WicDiv has been coming out, and in particular we've both been hella busy of late, so I've definitely felt that monthly cycle starting to bite into my neck.
But who am I kidding? I give myself about six weeks till I start missing it all, and send you one of my famous late-night texts, the ones that start "Tim, I've had a bad idea..."
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OKAY SO, Here is the playlist I made for acowar/acomaf. I’m going to post a link to the playlist on Spotify right after this so if that works better for you check that out as well. This is a list + description of all the songs on the playlist. if you want to, give it a listen. If you want to add anything send me a message I’m always willing.
LOTS OF LOVE xxx
1. Terrible Love by Birdy: This song reminds me of Feyre when she is living with Tamlin after returning from the mountain. I think it sort of represents how alone she feels, and how intertwined with guilt she is as well.
2. When I Was Your Man by Bruno Mars: I found this song to be sort of how I imagine Tam to feel towards the end of acowar when he realizes his mistakes, and only wishes Feyre the best.
3. I Feel It Coming by The Weeknd: This just reminds me of how Rhys feels for Feyre.
4. O’Sister by City and Colour: Wow okay this song reminds me of how Nesta and feyre feel towards Elain, how they wish they could help her but are powerless to the demons she holds in her head.
5. Not In That Way by Sam Smith: If you know this song, you know exactly who this is about. Basically how Az loves Mor but knows if he ever said anything, her feelings would not reflect his own.
6. Liability by Lorde: tbh I cried when I first heard this song. I find this song to relate a lot to Feyre and her process of finding self love.
7. Scene Two - Roger Rabbit by SLeeping With Sirens: I added this song bc it reminds me of Rhys’s encouragement towards Feyre to mend her own wounds, and to become her own savior. Kind if how he encourages her to love and forgive herself.
8. HEAVEN (ft. Betty Who) by Troye Sivan: This one is up to you. I find it could fit a lot of our beloved characters. To me, it reminds me of Az.
9. Self Control by Frank Ocean: When I hear this song I often think about how Az feels for Mor, and how haunting it must be to watch her suffer and not understand why she’s in so much pain. Az loves her so much that he doesn’t want to ruin the friendship by admitting his feelings. In short, Az has no self control when it comes to Mor.
10. Eyes Closed by Halsey: Literally all of Halsey’s songs remind me of SJM books so this was difficult to choose from. Honestly Badlands is just 100% SJM books. But this song in particular reminded me of Mor, and how she lost the girl she once loved and lives her life hiding her feelings.
11. 26 by Paramore: This one reminds me of the Inner Circle, and all those who dare to hold onto their dreams.
12. Moonlight by Ariana Grande: This song reminds me of when Feyre first falls in love with Rhys and Velaris in general.
13. Fly With Me by Iration: Well, this song talks about “flying” which is a euphemism of getting high bc its iration, but the lyrics remind me of how Rhys invites Feyre to fly with him, and how freeing the experience is when they all fly together in general.
14. Oh Death by R.I.S.E.: I added this song bc it kind of has a folk vibe which I like. I find it to remind me of the war in general, and how close to death everyone is.
15. Monster Lead Me Home by Sara Hartman: This song was suggested to me, I find it reminds me of when Mor picks Feyre up and brings her home, and how Velaris and the inner circle become home to Feyre.
16. Oceans by Seafret: This song was also suggested to me and ugh wow I love it thank you so much. This one is again, up to you. I think of Az and his feelings for Mor when I hear it.
17. Fallingforyou by The 1975: This songs reminds me of the night of Starfall, and Feyre falling for Rhys in general. But, you could also relate this song to Nesta and Cassian.
18. Talk Me Down by Troye Sivan: (can you tell I love Troye) This song is really innocent, and reminds me of how Elaine and Azriel would be if they ever started to be together, because it would be soft and gentle.
19. Marked Man by Mieka Pauley: Again, this song was suggested to me. This song represents how Nesta promised the King of Hyberyn she would kill him and have her revenge for what he did.
20. Saturn by Sleeping At Last: I love this song so much. The album is great as a whole, but this song really reminds me of Velaris and the inner circle.
21. Just A Game by Birdy: I know this song was made for the thg soundtrack, but, I find it reminds me a lot of how Feyre feels when she first comes to Paryhian. She’s lost and confused, plays Amarantha’s game, and then her feelings for Rhys change when he saves her under the mountain.
22. Bad Intentions by Nikyee Heaton: Okay, this could work for Amren, Mor, or Nesta. It reminds me most of Morrigan though….
23. Haunted by Poe: Another wonderful suggested song, meant to represent Elaine’s gift.
24. Love Is a Losing Game by Amy Winehouse: My all time favourite song. I totally think of Mor whenever I hear it.
25. Samurai (feat. Katy Tiz) by Vanic: I just love this song lol, but yeah this sort of reminds me of music that would play when Cassian and Azriel are training Feyre. Badass af.
26. Quit (feat. Ariana Grande) by Cashmere Cat: Reminds me of how Nesta pushes her feelings for Cas away, but she can’t let him go.
27. 99 by Elliot Moss: When I listen to this song I imagine what Rhys feels like when he gives the little goodbye speech before everyone splits up before the war begins.
28. My Baby by Julia Stone: Weirdly this song makes me think of Kallias and Viviane.
29. Bloom by The Paper Kites: This song reminds me a lot of Elaine. Maybe someday if she has growing feeling for Az. It’s just gentle, like she is.
#a court of mist and fury#a court of thorns and roses#a court of wings and ruin#acomafincorrectquotesplaylist
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