#and like would YOU not be fucking pissed or dejected or just unmotivated if people keep comparing you to others and calling you a plagarizer

[tenderlyrenjun]

i get ur doubting you work due to randos but could u not vague other writers and their fics 🥲

honestly, YOU 🫵 deal with the people who call me plagarizers then. I post the baseball au and start working on it; I post Haechan’s preview; I get called a plagarizer. I prep kinktober and write previews and write the fics and wait for release dates; I still get called a plagarizer even though I told everyone that I’ve had this idea in the works, written, and planned since august. I write privacy; no previews; just spontaneous posting, and I still get called a plagarizer. I have a preexisting fic and someone else writes the same plot with the same title, just for a different member, and I get called a plagarizer. I post a hypothetical scenario; I write a bullet point fic; I turn it into a real fic and write a preview for it; and I still get called a plagarizer. Like, so you’re saying that people can vague other writers at me, but - and this is because I don’t have mutuals with whom I can talk about this - I can’t express my frustrations on my blog? like, just, okay, fine. I’m trying to come up with a fic that people will like, that I still like, because, I get it, my personality sucks; I’m too depressing; I don’t write well enough and I’m not original, but I’m literally trying and it just gets worse and worse and worse. “Your writing needs work; don’t post previews” > “that was so boring; literally the worst thing I’ve ever read” > “stop posting when you’re just plagiarizing other writers”. Literally, then tell me what to do? I can’t even exist; it’s like I should just walk into oncoming traffic and get it over with.