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atta boy show
i wanted to share my experience meeting lewis and the gang. the night was an absolute dream. itâs lengthy so itâs under a read more.
first of all the show was phenomenal. the opener, me like bees, was fantastic and iâve been listening to them nonstop since last night. plus atta boyâs set was so good, of course. when they walked off at the end everyone started chanting for one more song so they came back to play another one (i will post the video later) and as they were getting ready to play lewis was snapping pics of eden and freddy with his film camera, very endearing lol.
so leading up to the show i decided i was going to make coasters for all of the band members. so i made one for each with their names on them, the date of the show, and my city's skyline. first i gave aubrey hers. she loved it. and she is darling! such a kind, sweet, beautiful girl! i told her how much i loved how she played and that she was beautiful, and she was just so touched.
then i gave dashel his. he got so animated about it and he asked me all the details about how i made it. he is truly so wonderful and kind, like his energy is just infectious and he's so lovely. and very attentive! a few people had fainting issues in the crowd and if they were close by he made sure to check on them, and offer help if needed. genuinely angelic human.
then of course miss eden! i didn't get to talk to her as long as i wanted to because they were packing up and i didn't wanna interrupt, but i gave her the coaster and she was so excited. plus i also put together a bag full of snacks and goodies for the gang to share on the road home and she loved it, she kept thanking me and ugh she's just so darling! like i mentioned above a few people fainted in the crowd and she stopped the show each time to make sure they were taken care of, and made sure to be encouraging and keep everyone calm.
i also wanna shout out luke shaefer, the lead singer of me like bees. he jumped right into action every time someone needed help. after their set a girl near me was having an asthma attack and he gave her water and had her sit down on the stage. and then he ran to the aid of someone who fainted. truly the most genuine, kind person. i got to talk to him for like 15 minutes straight after the show, and just vibe with him. he is AMAZING. and their music is so fucking good. their set was so loud my ears were still ringing, but so worth the ear pain lol. i will def be listening to them all the time now!
then of course freddy. i also didn't get to talk to him as much as i wanted because they were packing up but i stopped him to give him his coaster. he LIT UP and said "this is the sweetest gift i've ever been given." and then asked me if i was okay with a hug (of course i was). he was just so kind and gracious and energetic. god i love him. he is so cute to watch on stage too. he's got such a good aura about him.
and without further adieu, that brings me to our beloved lew magoo đ
i thought for sure i'd be nervous and awkward but i am proud to say i stared him down just as hard as he was staring me down lol. also i was really extra and went a bit overboard with my presents for him. i touched his arm and was like "so i have a lot of presents for you...i am so sorry" and he was like "oh let's go over here where there's more space!" and led me over to the stage. then i went on my spiel. i of course gave him his coaster. he loved it, and at first he was like "omg is this a cookie?" (i packaged them in little goodie bags) and i was like sir! that is a coaster, please do not eat it. and he just thought it was so cool and asked how i made it. and he was like âthis is the beginning of my coaster collection!â let me tell you, all the painstaking work i did on those coasters made that moment all worth it.
then, i got him a set of pens that look like drumsticks. he was so excited and was like "oh i've been looking for new pens! these are insanely cool!" but it didn't end there. the last thing i got him was a brand new mack hat. i told him i heard that his old one bit the dust (he was wearing it as we spoke, it just didn't have the patch) and that i went looking for a new one. and i presented it to him and his FACE. he was like đ± and no joke, he started tearing up. and then he immediately put it on. i asked him if i could take a picture of him wearing it so he happily posed for me, and then he insisted i take another picture of him pointing at the hat (i may share the pics on my blog. i may not. we shall see. they are so special to me. mooties will definitely get to see the pics, i promise) and he was just ecstatic. i think he gave me a hug? but i honestly do not remember lol, i blacked out at the end. i did get pics with him though, which he took himself. and he went "the mack is back!" đ
he is just as kind and gracious as everyone says he is. meeting him was unreal. i'm so glad i had the opportunity and i wouldn't trade it for the world. the show was such a surreal and beautiful experience. i met several new friends as well as a few tumblr girlies and we just all vibed and had such a great time. i hope atta boy tours again soon and that more people get a chance to interact with these incredible people. they deserve all the love and success and i hope they have a long and prosperous career together as a band, and that they're able to flourish in their own personal ventures as well.
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ivan found it quite cruel, even if it didn't shake him. he remembered this song being one of the first the segyein had taught the children. perhaps there was symbolism in having that be the choice for the first round. it was beautiful song, he thought, he liked the lyrics. there was something admirable about mizi humming out the last few of the lyrics, however. he imagined that'd be the last time he'd ever hear that song.
he looked around him; most of the others seemed quite perturbed by this unfolding of events. expectantly so. all except ivan himself and... that blonde guy. was he smiling? he could swear he saw a hint of a smile. luka was his nameâ ivan didn't know him beyond the fact that he was the winner of the last season, meaning he's seen things. he wondered just how far the segyein's grip on that one went.
once he'd found till, it was in the middle of all the assistants fiddling with whatever restraints they could put on himâ and, seemingly almost begrudgingly, take off now that he was meant to go out there and sing. witnessing it made ivan feel something he didn't have the words forâ it had his lips twisting into a faint snarl, his fingers twitching at his sides. if there was anything he hated to see... it was that. his most beloved, constantly being bound.
unfortunately this time, he couldn't allow himself to interfere. all he could do was watch. ivan himself was dressed in all black with a few deep blue accessories and the ocassional glitterâ quite reminiscent of the starry night sky. covered from head to toe in a long coat, kept tight to his frame with a belt, a high collar to cover his neck, boots that seemed to elevate him by another inch or two, and gloves that reached all the way to his elbows, and several advertisments embroidered into all this. as per his father's insistence, he believed. when standing next to till, who'd been dressed rather casuallyâ the boy wasn't even wearing shoes for crying out loud âit was like night and day.
till's biting words do not faze him; in fact, they reassure him. it meant that despite having just witnessed clean execution, he still had that fighting spirit in him. ivan couldn't understand what exactly drove him forward, but he was more than elated to see it. â i know, â he said in turn, having full confidence in the other's ability to capture the audience. ivan then glanced sideways, trying to find the boy who was meant to compete against till in this round. he caught a glimpse of him, and he had to hold back the condescending laughter that threatened to escape his lips.
â i saw. i'm surprised someone not from anakt got in. he must be good... â he mused; he didn't exactly know where marty was currently, but it didn't matter. â i'm not worried, though. i'm to sing black sorrow... it was my favorite. â
â but right now, i'm really looking forward to see you sing, â his words were genuine; yet ivan had no idea what exactly was till planning.
 â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â what could almost be a laugh escapes pulled lips as ivan frowns, not at all pleased to finally be getting pushed away. but till's finally had enough of a lap warmer, they made their promise, and now he should be getting up to work on it; finishing the song before alien stage is the best idea.
 â â â â â â â yet, he finds himself nodding to the black-haired's request. listening to him sing, before till once again joins in with his guitar, the quiet strum of strings weaving between the notes. it's almost peaceful, a rare reprieve as they quietly keep each other company until it's time to be sent back to their rooms . . .
 â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â  â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â please stay by my side ( ì ë°Â êłì ììŽÂ ì€Â ëì íŽë ë§í°ì€Â ), my clematis.Â
 â â â â ââ â â â â the words hang in the air, bittersweet and fragile, their weight sinking into the silence. the final lyric ring out, a song ingrained into each student of anakt â a song she can't sing anymore. not now. not with the collar locked tightly around her neck, silencing any lingering remnants of her absent voice. still, the instrumental plays. a sickeningly sweet melody fills the silence as the camera zooms in, showing her â only her. not the body of sua, bloodied and discarded, just out of the frame. displaying mizi her in isolation, the survivor of round one.
 â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â the screen in the changing â watching â room shows it perfectly. too perfectly. he watches the smile drain from her in real-time, the spark of victory dulled by what it had cost. acorn looks anywhere but the screen, avoiding the reality of it, but till ? he can't. teal hues lock onto the feed, unable to tear away no matter how much he wants to. even marred in blood, even hollowed out, she was shining. a fractured light, but still brighter than anyone, anything else he's ever known. till wished she was smiling, wished there was some other way that performance could have played out where she didn't have to look like that. but wishes don't matter here. not right now.
â â â â â she's won, so now he has to. and he would win. the second he'd seen his picture flicker up next to the one of brown-haired acorn, he knew exactly how he'd be winning. maybe if till had been pinned against someone he knew better, someone he cared about, he'd feel a little bad for the idea. a faint, nagging guilt might have wormed its way into his resolve. but for now, he couldn't focus on potential guilt.
 â â â â â â â â â â â with a loud snap, the muzzle he'd been wearing since practically making it to the hall dropped, drool dripping down his chin, a reminder of the price of his defiance. the robot then moved on to his wrists, its mechanical hands impersonal and precise. this is what he got for punching a lanky segyein who had the audacity to wish the contestants luck â and for flipping off the cheering crowd like their adoration was poison. wasn't any less annoying, though, he thought, finally glancing down from the screen as it faded to black.
 â â â â â where had they taken mizi ? probably to get cleaned up, to scrub the blood from her skin and make her stage-ready once more. then she'd be back in the observing pods during his round â he hopes she's watching, prays for it, desperate for her attention, no matter how fleeting. another click, and then the collar around his neck is put back on, a long cord connects him to the ceiling, preventing till from doing anything too drastic â as if they really thought he'd try to jump mid-stage.
without even a look over his shoulder, till accepts the guitar handed to him by metallic hands, thin fingers gripping the neck like it's a lifeline. only when ivan speaks again does the younger spin on his heels, the four cords attached to his instrument tangling around the speechless thing still struggling to make the shoeless man somewhat presentable. ââ i'm going to win. ââ his voice cuts with an edge that leaves no room for argument. like that was what was asked he answered with enough confidence and enough volume that it was more of a statement to the room than it was till speaking to ivan.
 â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â after a moment, though, he sighed, the sound heavy, exhausted, and fueled by the kind of frustration that had no outlet. finally, it seems to dawn on him that he's being asked a genuine question by someone who wants a real answer, no less, rather than more congratulatory garbage. still, till rather pointedly, doesn't answer. ââ did you see the guy you're up against ? he's not from our school. ââ
#( â§Ë*Â°àż ic.#( â§Ë*Â°àż verse / alnst.#sleeplesswork#// I LOVEEEE TILL ACTUALLY JUST STARTED TO PLAY THE GUITAR AGAIN WHILE IVAN SINGS#// HE DIDN'T EXPECT OR COUNT ON IT SO HE'S PLEASANTLY SURPRISED!!#// he probably had a genuine laugh from it because he had sm fun#// not ivan giving acorn a side eye lmfao
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#tag game#honestly with my adhd i'm more of like a fan of songs on repeat for hours not albums#so like i think i like more songs on Hounds of Love but Breathing is my absolute fav song by Kate Bush#and like one of my most beloved songs ever#similarly with Bat for Lashes i actually dislike Laura that is also from The Haunted Man because the radio played it to death + kinda borin#but it has Lilies and All Your Gold and A Wall and Marilyn#i was this close to cheating and including Everything Everything's Fever Dream as the 6th choice#i hate when i have to create top anythings XD#Youtube#forgot to add that this is my first tumblr poll ever XD#also forgot to add that The Water Beneath You has very nice sukuita vibes
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thinking of rereading the entirety of HoME again. for my health
#âfor my healthâ says the woman who has been struggling so much sheâs barely read a book in the last half year lmao#silmarillion#(eh close enough)#tolkien#personal#also because I got so viscerally appalled when someone the other day tried to claim that âthe second age has a lot less written about it tha#n the first ageâ like I beG YOUR PARDON LMAO WHOMST#clearly someone hasnât read unfinished tales đââïž clearly someone hasnât read the entirety of HoME đââïž#and like obviously idc idc Iâm not a completionist truther read as much or as little of a fandom as you want enjoy what you want etc.#but when I went âoh thereâs actually a lot in unfinished tales and in the home! itâs rly fascinating and fun and some of my favorites have y#ou had a chance to check it out ever?â this person rly had the audacity to say theyâve âread some of the unfinished talesâ like hm. somethin#tells me I donât believe you lmao#I have never once in my life heard someone call. unfinished tales. the book. titled unfinished tales. âthe unfinished talesâ like lmao what#anyways. itâs okay to admit you havenât read something babe I was actually gonna recommend a few parts of that book and HoME you might enjoy#but đ okay then đ#also normally Iâd give ppl the benefit of the doubt but this person is Like This TM a lot and always has to outdo others & im over it lmao#but also also anyways. I am not immune to the HoME rereleased editions with that gorgeous artwork they are calling me and I am weak to#resist their siren song đđ theyâre so beautiful but each set of like 3-4 books (some have 3 some have 4 and the last one also has an index)#are like. over $100 each lmao ripppp.#I do own a few of the HoME but I donât own all of them and. aaaaaa I need a complete reread#13 yo me đ€đ» late 20s yo me : going âhmm life is crazy maybe I need to immerse myself in the obscurent most dense Tolkien lore I possibly can#and yknow what. weâre so right. weâre so right#the history of middle earth#unfinished tales#and that conversation. as weird and posturing as that person was being. did get me reminiscing about my HoME obsessed days and I was like aw#I should revisit that :)#sometime self care is rereading 12 volumes of obscure lore about a fictional world with no one to talk with it about#anyways home my beloved. unfinished tales my beloved. love those books#obviously OBVIOUSLY I love the silmarillion and LOTR and the hobbit and beren and luthien etc etc ad infinitum as well! ofc! I just. I love#all of them ⥠hehe âĄ
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we got our choi brothers collab... at the cost of my HEART AHHHHHHH đ„čâ€ïžâđ„
#im gonna add all my waffle here in the tags because i am so awestruck right now like ofc that is going to happen when you choose to cover#one of the best songs to ever reach the audience from the most talented queen that is our beloved iu and AHHH for sannie and jongho's voices#to go so well with it ofc i expect greatness and beyond from jongho with soulful ballads but CHOI SAN TAKE A BOW#he absolutely hand crafted those insanely difficult high notes in a pitch which is in no way shape or form made for his voices natural tone#but he still made it work and i know that must have taken a lot of effort and sheer skill i was nearly (!!!) brought to tears when they#sang the part near the end together because wow. chills literal chills. that was so beautifully done and the set was stunning as well#for them to adjust and frame that song so well and do it justice in my opinion is nothing short of outstanding and idc if im glazing that#was incredible and im not going to stop listening to it now wow. just wow.#ateez#choi jongho#choi san#link is to the song on youtube đ„čđ
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[ star (?) appears to be listening intently to the music. ]
hmm..
i believe it may be working.
thank you, beloved one.
ha ha. it is most humorous..
i see why the supernova adores you so profoundly.
you remind me of my dear apollo.
i have witnessed the reasoning of why my beloved often chooses you and your minds -- something that perplexed me for quite a while..
well.. i must depart now.
....
oh, and before i forget..
do not mention this to the supernova.
it is better if he doesn't know.
i only hope that.. my presence has not been vexatious.. to you, to anyone, and most certainly to him.
i feel a kinship with this "star".. perhaps, if my presence is ever needed, he will allow me to come and go freely.
no matter..
[ a distant flash of lightening lights up the sky. it appears someone is angered ]
i have overstayed my welcome.
farewell.
[ he begins to sway, allowing the music to overtake him. eventually he closes his eyes ]
[ he then begins humming along. as the song ends, he opens his eyes once more ]
huh?
what just happened..?
oh, hey, sunshine!
when did you get here?
you should've told me you were comin'!
[ and, just like before, "hyacinthus" has disappeared without a trace, taking any memories of the last few hours with him. well, most of them, anyway. ]
... A lyre, huh? Well... I don't have a lyre. But lyres typically have metal strings, and modern ones kinda seem like they're built like tiny guitars, so...
Imma hit'cha with a lil of this and see where it gets us!
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firstly, ummmmmmmmm YOUR HEADER MISS MA'AM???????????? HOBI ONE CHANCE PLEASE SIR JUST ONE CHANCE LIKE I PROMISE I WON'T EPICALLY FUMBLE, JUST A SINGULAR CHANCE LIKEâ
now that i have sufficiently recovered ⥠i have some questions for you ⥠all based on my own degenerate taste ofc ofc
yun or come back to me? lonely or domodachi? tokyo or uhgood? what if... or arson? hangsang or more? blue side or on the street? d-day or what do you think? the last or amygdala? snooze or people pt. 2? who or like crazy? set me free pt. 2 or smeraldo garden marching band? slow dancing or fri(end)s? love me again or rainy days? too sad to dance or shot glass of tears? yes or no or please don't change? moon or abyss? the astronaut or i'll be there?
the ptd in la concert really was a date for the Looks, huh? and hobi in that picture in particular is just *chefs kiss*
yun or come back to me? lonely or domadochi? tokyo or uhgood? what if⊠or arson? hangsang or more? blue side or on the street? d-day or what to you think? the last or amygdala? snooze or people pt 2? who or like crazy? set me free pt 2 or smeraldo garden marching band? slow dancing or fri(end)s? love me again or rainy days? too sad to dance or shot glass of tears? yes or no or please donât change? moon or abyss? the astronaut or iâll be there?
#choosing my least favourite of indigo and rpwp is bold wkskwjdkfh#i looooove the eerie vibes and storyline of domodachi but i have cried to lonely. so.#the correct answer is actually everythingoes <3#ARSON WIEKSKSKWOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *my* song#hangsang is saur cunty like#iâll be the blue side to your on the street đ«¶đ» dare i say his most underrated song#the last has had me on my hands and knees in the kitchen processing it but amygdala has never left my mind.#if it was people iâd choose people but snooze easily wins this cake#who slayed but like crazy is the QUEEN#and set me free of 2 us sooo powerful but sgmb is just! so cute! was on repeat for a whole month and will be now after youâve reminded me#friends is still one of the best pop songs the tannies have done itâs so fucking catchy#love me again is so <3 yearning soothing beloved#shot glass of tears vocals my beloved#please donât change is severely underrated imo but yes or noâs bridge ⊠heavenly#very hard to choose between since abyss is so endeared to my heart. but iâve had moonâs lyrics in my bio for a REASON#the astronaut is the best enlistment gift weâve ever been given đ«¶đ»#hope these rambling explanations make up for me not seeing this within .2 seconds of you sending it đȘ#answered asks#olive tag
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when im weak to the devil it whispers to tell me to do an entire strokes fanzine. ok
#we stay strokin#still GRAHHH i think i made an exact post abt this but ive somewhat decided the structure#it's just illustrations of songs that i love the most from each album#yay ^_^#iti will have hard to explain trying ur luck and is this it probably#rof wtv happened REPTILIA!! and idk one other ill pick out I KEEP FORGETTING ROF SONGS FAKE FAN!! (jk i just dont think theyre as memorable#FIOE beloved YES i will be very biased to this if no one holds me back itll b 6 fioe songs idgaf#like. cmon. juicebox yolo heartinacage ize r a DEF. but theres also electricityscape ... razorblade... OUGH ...#angles.. rubs hands tgt..#macchu picchu ON TOP ! under cover ... maybe. i dont actually like under cover that much but its Iconic#taken for a fool does under cover better. i think. the vibe. but wtv debate is debate#if i dont draw smth for life is simple ill kms#cmd.... cof is iconic. my personal fav is one way trigger n happy ending tho :)#fpp threat of joy DONT PLAY LAD its so srs threat of joy is probs my fav mv ever ever frm them#tna ... honest to god i could do an entire long piece with all the songs its beautiful#tna is just peak man the whole thing's peak. it's peak#if theres a gun adults at the door n ode#kish soup#long post OVER! ok bai
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i will never be over the vanishing point/anti-curse parallels. slipping into the undertow nobody knows why donât feel bad iâve always been too far down to reach and i was long long gone before you got to me -> iâm swimming back you say you donât have to make it bad just cause you know how
#progression of a theme. like. do you see it#do you see it??#SHEâS swimming back. she wasnât too far down to reach. she doesnât have to make it bad#itâs like a self fulfilling prophecy. telling yourself youâre long long gone = making it bad. making everyone believe it#but you donât have to do that. you can swim back you donât have to make it bad. etc#this is the literal anti-curse to that.#vanishing point is also Very first chorus of not strong enough. thematically#these songs are just so beloved to me. and theyâre always on my mind#yes anti-curse is a song about almost drowning and yes itâs one of the most hopeful things sheâs ever written.#anyway. i should end my post-midnight-ramblings and actually go to sleep#parallels
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listening to the sort of music that would kill my onceler oc within an instant
#no offense to dream pop as a genre bc i literally love it so much it's one of the genres of all time it's so ethereal dream pop my beloved#but if music genres were people who had to fight each other then dream pop would lose#like against all the genres ever#no idea who the winner would be but the loser would be dream pop#if dream pop was a person it would be physically incapable of winning a fight. it would just be daydreaming#and that's why i love it <3#but anyway i'm currently listening to hardcore techno#there's this one artist that i knew one song by so i was looking at their other songs#and found one that is titled ''fuck [name of my friend's girlfriend who i have many issues with]''. and i. i keep listening to it#like what a coincidence. they understand me like no one else does#ramble#tbh most people on my main don't even know my onceler oc so this probably doesn't even make sense#anyway he's dream pop onceler and he's so weak <3
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if you told me "fearnot (between you, me and the lamppost)" was originally intended for the hannah montana movie i'd believe you
#this album is so fun i just wish more of it sounded like 'the hydra' and one of the most pussy songs i've ever heard 'eve psyche and the#bluebeard's wife' my beloved <3#le sserafim#a post#but fr 'the hydra' sounds like they decided to go 50-50 between a deaton chris anthony track and a runway song i'm kind of obsessed
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head in hands thinking of hermes n ebenholz
#đ.rambles#rereading question of life again a bunch today n. hermes.. searching for the answer to change in other stars.#my bro. my dear. beloved. i daresay the answer's been w you all along.. in a way#I FEEL. SO MUCH FOR HERMES. BCS HE FELT SO LONELY N DIFFERENT IN THE IMPERFECT SOCIETY OF ETHEIRYS#but bro if you're an aberration then fuck it i'll. be one too yk? you won't be alone#i haven't finished lingering echoes yet on yt or wtvr but#that freedom he rlly yearned for.. that touches me so much. i can't even begin to explain it oh my god#out of all my favs in ffxiv i probably talk abt hermes the most. in terms of his chara he's probably my fav#but alphi n emet-selch r equally as special as well i rlly don't have a fav in ffxiv đ#in arknights. i rlly don't know much yet but with chara design there's mostima n lappland that definitely caught my eye the most#but. even w those two n others as well. ebenholz i think was the chara that i knew wld be my fav#n then help my mind has two definite like. IDK HOW TO SAY IT BUT i'm rlly thinking of both hermes n ebenholz at the same time#n. one of my ocs too. who srs just. helpp i project sm unto him he's probably like my no. 1 ideal type#stĂ€ndchen & dead butterflies & no plan r the three songs i'll obsess over today it seems >.>#dead butterflies w the context n the. word choice the imagery the emotion in it :^) so special. so meaningful.#to me it. it's like a persisting emptiness. a sorrow that doesn't ever quite go away. fitting w the context of yk yeah i think#no plan! hozier! THE LYRICS R SO PERFECT MY MAN ILY#i rlly relate w the meaning behind the lyrics of the song <3#n then stĂ€ndchen T_T EBENHOLZ.. N THEN. YK THE MELODY FROM SCHUBERT#i love music so so much. n everything about music. the meaning behind it n what it means to me as well n. yeah. YEAH#wait. i'm still obsessed w doomsday :^) sobs n talk from hozier too.. n. running in the dark. yeah#doomsday.. dealing w loss. inevitability of mortality. talk w the flowery insincerity oh my god. n then.#running in the dark i can't even rlly say bcs the song is just. rlly means a lot to me personally T_T it's so comforting#once i learn more of arknights! i will certainly write what i think of it in a different light someday#i think. i can rlly emphatize w these song themselves. the meaning behind them n the context n#i'm also very aware of what it personally means to me n#that small certainty in smth that's rlly just so vastly uncertain brings me some ounce of comfort.#curiosity of the unknown gives me comfort too. i've never rlly been one to hide or run away from what i fear bcs i still find it interestin#i just. rlly love sm things in life. i'm rlly glad i can still hold unto this part of me despite the painful things as well#but i'm one that. i. have to appreciate life wholly. it gets overwhelming tho but i still strive to just be myself n what that means to me.
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no more blorbo questions what was the first music album that changed you fundamentally
#yeah i was like idk 6 but it DID fundamentally change me#palavra cantada my beloved <3#there's a song in it called 'taquaras' and i think the fact that i'd listen to it while trying to sleep explains 70% of whats wrong w me#and i still honestly believe that 'oiå' is one of the most beautiful/evocative songs to ever be recorded#pé com pé#musik
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actors is such a quintessentially all time low song that I can't believe that it was never actually released on an album
#it's just soooo good................ to me it feels like the clearest link/midpoint between nothing personal and dirty work#it's just SO GOOD ........#also the amount of fanfics ive seen over the years with lyrics inspired by this song is rly smth else....#esp 'sometimes the sickness is the cure '#like that IS one of the most iconic lyrics of theirs lol.....#just a damn great song.#maybe if they ever do dirty work (rerecorded version) they would include both art of the state and actors#imagine....... actually i dont like that idea so much because i fear they may be tempted to change/remove my most beloved song that girl#anyway lol#atl
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Danny always knew tax evasion ran in his veins. His parents hadnât been the most⊠morally sound of people, and less so as ecto-scientists.
He just didnât think their lessons would ever result in a criminal empire that spanned the entire city and then some. Danny hadnât seen it coming. His parents definitely wouldnât have.
âGood afternoon, Mr. Wayne. Mr. Fox.â
Danny âthe Phantomâ Fenton sat down across from a rather tense looking (to Dannyâs enhanced senses, anyways) Brucie Wayne and his right hand, Lucius Fox. He smiled pleasantly, matching Brucieâs vacant smile with that touch of Midwest suburban mother smile.
With his acquisition of multiple Gotham companies, his rather newly established Fentom Co. became one of the largest holding companies in Gotham, the first being Wayne Enterprises and the second being Drake Industries. After months of constantly working his butt off while fending off assassins, reforming Gothamâs slums and cleaning up some of the streets, and taking care of his nest of street kids, Danny garnered enough power to even stand close to Wayne Enterprises in terms of financial powers.
The topic of this meeting was, of course, the proposed merger of Wayne Enterprisesâ Medical R&D division with Fentom Co.âs pharmaceutical department. Usually, Wayne Enterprises wouldnât even consider such an offer, as their Medical R&D division was the most well funded and least likely to be part of a Rogueâs scheme- and therefore most beloved- department of the same nature in Gotham. However, Danny had something the other offers didnât.
Blackmail.
His overly polite smile widened as Bruceâs mask twitched. His eyes slid over to Lucius Fox.
âItâs an honor to meet you, sir. Iâve heard much about your genius in⊠research and development.â
By that, Danny meant that he knew Lucius Fox helped develop Batmanâs tech.
He did a lot of stalking that week. It felt rather⊠invasive, even if he did get a bunch of juicy secrets.
You know what they say: dead men tell no tales⊠but halfas are generally blabbermouths.
âIs that so? It is a pleasure to meet you as well, Mr. Fenton.â The man quickly glanced between the youngsters, accurately predicting that this might have something to do with Bruceâs active nightlife.
âYes, it is such a pleasure to meet you.â
Wow, Danny didnât think heâd ever heard anyone sound both so perky and dead inside at the same time, except for Susan at Gotham Highâs bake sale.
Bruce wishes he could be a Susan. Heâs at best a Becky.
âWill you be staying, Mr. Fox? Youâre the head of the R&D department, correct?â
âAh, yes-â
âOh, Lucius! I think you had an appointment with the finance department right now! I heard Sally talk about it, you know!â
Lucius Fox sent an unreadable look at Bruce before rallying.
âOh, it must have slipped my mind. My apologies, Mr. Fenton, it seems as though I can not skip this appointment.â
âThatâs alright. I suppose it gives you⊠plausible deniability⊠should things go wrong, haha!â Danny allowed his smile to widen a little further than natural. Bruce tensed but Lucius Fox simply politely smiled and left the room.
Ignorance is bliss and all that, Danny amusedly thought.
As the door shut with a click, Bruce dropped the vacant Brucie smile and sighed.
âWhat do you want,â he gritted out. Danny wasnât about to let that slide, not after he spent the better part of this month wrangling Bruceâs problem children.
âAh, it must be because Iâm from the Midwest, Brucie, but where I come from, we value these things called manners.â
You uneducated jerk, he doesnât say.
Danny leaned back in his chair, loosening his smile into something relaxed and sharp.
ââŠâ Oh, boy, Danny could just hear the other manâs blood pressure rising. âWhat is the purpose of your visit, Mr. Fenton?â
âRelax, Brucie,â Danny sing-songed in a non-relaxing way. âIâm just here to discuss a possible merger that Iâm sure youâll agree to, and give you a couple of updates on your⊠wayward bird.â
He heard Bruce take a slow, controlled breath. âVery well. Where. Would. You. Like. To. Start.â
Danny ignored the gritted out sentence. He passed a contract to Bruce, who took it like he was handling a live bomb.
âHereâs the proposal, Mr. Wayne. Please, look it over.â
He watched as Bruce looked over the contract with an eagle eye before lowering it, scrutinizing Danny.
âThis is⊠very fair.â
Danny raised an eyebrow. Of course it was fair. Danny wasnât interested in exploiting the Waynes, despite them being very able to afford it.
Heâd brought fifty manufacturing sites for pharmaceuticals, and offered up a building where both companies could send their workers. He provided top notch security- that definitely didnât have any talons on staff, what were they talking about?- that came from his own security division. Granted, most of them were reformed and trained goons, but hey, creating jobs can only help Gothamâs economy and help break the cycle of poverty, right? Guaranteed by the Wayne name and, most importantly, uncompromised medicine that was accessible to everyone would be a damn good start. Heâd also have Penguinâs empire to distribute it to those who couldnât make it to a clinic or a store, and there were plans in there to work with and establish contracts with Gothamâs welfare department. Well⊠once Danny finished replacing them with people who wouldnât try to take a cut of the funds and actually cared about the people. He was thinking⊠the multitudes of poor grad students and parents that need income. Heâs in the process of building childcare centers andâŠ
Itâs a good thing he managed to save money from the taxes (thank you, Gothamâs morally ambiguous tax experts that were in desperate need for clients! He could do it himself but having a team of accountants at the ready was seriously so helpful.) because ancients knows the government werenât about to step into Gotham and help the people here. He needs so much money to pull all of this shit off and a lot of it has to be clean.
Danny inwardly sighed and marked another thing onto his to do list.
Make money laundering fronts.
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âOf course, Mr. Wayne. You didnât think Iâd come in here demanding money, did you?â
âI considered it.â
âI am, in fact, trying to help Gotham. You might not agree with my methods, but Iâd rather not damage Wayne Enterprises when itâs doing so much to help the people.â
Ugh, he was doing too much work. Danny just wanted to- hah- chill at home and read bed time stories to his kids.
Bruce Wayne, the specific blend between Brucie and Batman, regarded him silently. Danny felt like he went up a few notches in the respect ladder.
Nice.
âYouâre a criminal.â
âSays the man in the bat-suit breaking into places and assaulting people.â
Bruceâs hands spasmed around the contract. Danny smiled at him, taking a sip of the coffee theyâd prepared. Oo, nice!
âAh, I heard youâre adopting- pardon, fostering- Tim Drake. Getting empty nest syndrome, Brucie?â He slipped back into using Bruceâs first name. The proposal was formal. This⊠was very much not.
âWhat about it?â
âThatâs very kind of you. Speaking of which, well, of your birds, I was wondering if you remembered what I asked you to do.â Danny continued, not giving Bruce a chance to reply. âDidnât I ask for you to keep your birds in line, Brucie?â
The CEO straightened even further, form filling out to be Batmanâs imposing figure. âI did.â
âNo, you didnât. Do you know where your charge is, right now? No, not the formerly dead one,â Danny tilted his head, smile shrinking.
âDonât you dare do anything to Tim. I swear, if you even lay a hand on a strand of his hair, Iâll-â
âSit your Armani clad ass down, Bruce.â Danny snapped. âYour sonâs in your office. I donât harm children, and your assumptions are deeply insulting. Threaten me again, Bruce, and Iâll make sure you know exactly how much I know about your birds, your cousin, and the commissionerâs daughter.â
Bruce snarled but leashed his anger just enough to sit back down. He itched to go check on Tim, but leaving a threat like Phantom unwatched felt inherently wrong.
âYour other son,â Danny continued. âIs doing quite well. Heâs learning that he has hobbies again. Heâs actually working under me, you know.â
âHeâs what.â
Oh, yeah, that tracks. It figured that Jason wouldnât tell Bruce about anything. Heâs still conflicted about his death. Danny got it.
âAh, thatâs precious information. Youâll have to offer something of equal value if you want to know. There is, on the other hand, a piece of information Iâll give you for free.â
Danny paused for the dramatic effect. It was lost on Bruce, the ultimate drama queen of this world.
âThe League of Assassins are hanging around Hotham lately. Itâs getting tedious, getting rid of them. I suggest talking to your old flame, you know, with words and what little communication skill youâve got rattling around in your noggin to get them to pull back. Her interest is⊠unnaturally focused on Jason.â
Danny read the dark agreement swimming about Bruceâs face and inclined his head. âShould negotiations fail, rest assured that Jason will be protected.â
ââŠThank you.â
âYou are most welcome. Go ahead and discuss the contract with Mr. Fox, I am sure youâll find little problems with it. Ah,â Danny stood up, fixing his suit jacket. âAnd you should probably check up on Timothy. Heâs probably having a great time in your office, Mr. Wayne.â
âIâll see you out.â
âOf course.â
Having Batman escorting him out should probably be more intimidating.
Danny stood in the elevator, waiting for Bruceâs contemplative silence to put itself into words.
Sure enough, âWhat⊠what kind of hobbies does Jason have now?â
âIâd tell you to ask him, but you two arenât on speaking terms, are you? He likes books, of course, but recently, heâs found an interest in glass blowing. He made quite a bit of progress on his attempts at sun catchers.â
âI see.â
Well, Dannyâs not about to step on that landmine any more than he has to.
ââ
âDanny.â
âOh, hey, Jason. Sit down, we were about to have dinner.â
Jason clambered into the window. Danny sighed. He had a door, but by the way Jason never used it, it was like the door didnât exist.
âMind telling me why the old bastard showed up on my rooftops with a bunch of glass and glassblowing tools?â
Danny smiled. âNo idea.â
âUh huh.â
Danny placed a hand on his chest and put on his best woe-is-me expression. The teenâs face twitched in annoyance. âDoubt? At me? Why, I never!â
A bread roll thwacked him in the face.
#dpxdc#danny phantom#batman#bruce wayne#jason todd#tim drake#dc x dp#red hood#bamf danny phantom#crime lord Danny#accidental crime lord Danny
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really long rant (happy rant) in the tags, mostly towards @synthetic-lavender /vpos
romance repulsed aros and romance favourable aros are both cool and valid but because i never see anything about us: shoutout to romance indifferent aros. romance neutral aros. aros who just couldn't care less. aros who have a conflicted relationship with romance. aros who are fine with romance in some contexts but not in others. aros who don't mind romance when it's not amatonormativity being shoved down their throats. aros who haven't yet figured out their feelings about romance. aros to whom romance is Just Something That Exists. y'all are rad as hell and it's okay not to 'pick a side'!!
#Iâm an aro who is heavily indifferent about romance except for when it comes to our beloved Freya because we love her as both a friend#and as a lover.#thereâs a saying we like to go by that we picked up on from one of our favorite songs#âKiss whoever makes you feel sound but it takes time man to figure it all outâ#AND WE STRONGLY STAND BY THAT.#Weâve been through so many relationships that romance isnât really a thing anymore to us because of trauma and abuse. We only felt romance#towards two people (Freya being one of them) that itâs lowkey so numbing to us but yet we also like the idea of romance because like#you get to share your life and your life experiences with somebody you love and itâs the most amazing thing ever because it builds the bond#between you guys closer and stronger and itâs beautiful.#but yet itâs so confusing and new to us still because like. whenever we think about freya it gets so gushy and messy because we actually#love her and itâs so strange and new because sheâs actually a really good person.#I tell you. Freya is literally one of the best person in the world. Freya would literally sit there and wait for you to return and would#wait for you forever and looks past the abuse and misguidance you went through with the person that abused you previously because deep down#inside she knows thatâs thereâs a gentle and sweet and caring being within you that wants to be let out and free.#she looks past the facades and masks youâd go through to please people and brings out the best in you. she knows that you wouldnât act that#way and she knows that youâre equally as much as a being as she is.#she knows deep down inside that you have a huge distaste towards cursing all the time she knows that you want to help everyone and she know#that no matter what anyone tells you that your interests will always be apart of who you truly are#a childish fun-loving sweet person who just wants everyone to be okay.#she sees past all of the dirt thatâs been put in my mouth and understands that what you had to do was to survive.#and god darn it. you survived. youâre still surviving.#and you canât help but melt because all youâve known are false loves and friendships and relationships yet this is real.#sheâs real. sheâs so. kind and pure. she doesnât want any trouble or rottenness to be spread around. she just wants everyone to be happy.#like you.#not all of us are designed to be with everyone. some of us need more care and kindness than others.#and. I think Freya. is the right one for me. for us. for us as a system. but. especially for. me.#Freya reminds me of the first person that first truly loved us and I love that because Freya is better than the first person we actually ha#feelings for. They even have a similar-ish name. Felicity. Freya. both begins with F has an e within their names and has a y close to the#end of both their names.#having someone that reminds you of someone you truly loved and cared for and having someone whoâs an actual good pure person is. the best.
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