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marymekpop · 2 years ago

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I like you. I tried denying it and I tried to rationalize it, but nothing worked. It’s true. I like you.

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citrusai · 2 months ago

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taash said "they were doing it" and people ran with the interpretation of an npc that doesn't know solas or the history of the elvhenan even when bellara interjected and said, no, that's not right. that's not how it was for the elvhenan. they formed bonds before they had physical bodies. and people ran to doompost or create weird anti-solavellan shit even though mythal & solas refer to each other as old friends and when she releases him there is no tenderness or love in it. it is the act of unchaining a dog from his post, the stepping down of a general. but to each their own ig.

#let the record show i think love was there. do I personally perceive it as romantic / sexual? no.#mythal's perception of love & care is warped in and of itself #i think they loved each other. but she loved what she could take from him and what he could give in terms of service #not because she was romantically into him #also i wish we knew more about her & elgar'nan. her regret prison form says she holds no love for him anymore #and it makes me wonder when that love soured. was it when she was blighted? before that? was that love also born of duty and companionship?#this is the last post i'm gonna make ab this i think #bc i believe people are too caught up in the modern western ideas of love as thing we give solely to our romantic partners #and we literally have a character go ”our perception is warped bc of the age we live in” and some of you are still being purposefully obtuse #and i think trick saying it's up to interpretation is basically admitting EA had them dumb down the game anyway #if everything ab the rise and fall of the evanuris in game #was condensed to five 2min cutscenes it says enough that whatever the writers wanted #was swiftly cut down by corporate dept. basically saying it's in the fans' court now #also bc it's an easy cop out around new players & non solasmancers who are indifferent ab him / dislike him #as a way to appeal thru a more sympathetic lense of look!! he loved and was led astray #not to mention the clear justinia / leliana parallels #and leliana gets angry if you imply she was romantically involved / in love w justinia #and the romance descr when you remake your inq saying the dread wolf could not predict what it would mean to fall IN LOVE #implying he had never fallen in love before or at the very least experienced a romantic love #also him saying drinking from the well would make you a slave and he gets really upset #yet ive seen takes of ”hes doing this for her cus he dgaf ab lavellan” ?? he got mythal killed when he told her ab the blight #whatever feelings of admiration he had for her have rotted. he is literally burdened by his mistakes and his choice in joining her #i feel like if i were a spirit bound and twisted into a weapon i would need my creator to tell me i am Free. i would need that closure #like when cole says its not abuse to bind him if he asks and solas said thats not always true???#if you perceive her interaction w him in vg third act as #anything more than the way justinia released leliana in inq then im sorry maybe youre just obtuse #solavellan #mythal #dragon age meta

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silusvesuius · 5 months ago

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testing out drawing maormer 🪸🐚🪸 and a nelvas 🧣📜🩷 i'll ramble about maormer a bit in the tags

#tes #skyrim #my art #do you like my nelvas emojis🧣📜🧣📜 get it? scarf🤗 and scroll🤗 Everything hurts sofucking bad #anyways i talked about them wif my friend quite a bit i basically 'agree' w/ everything that is written about them && their biology in -#- canon; except tes is very much all Talk and no good actual visual presentation of what it's talking about #cus all of the maormer look like garboooo likeee what am i looking @#but since this is just a first test i think i'll keep playing around with their looks later; they are most close to altmer obvi in the -#- sense of how 'mutated' they r. however maormer are more gross looking for the typical human #they do have flat faces and alldat in canon already but i want them to just have nostrils and no real nose bridge #and they have no lips😝 they also have very visible gums. && have anglerfish teeth #what would be fur on other mer is just scales on them and is placed is scattered in the same places #i was thinking of making swimming most comfortable for them so i gave them more fins #they'd have them on arms and legs and the hair on the tail for them is just a big fin🐠#as for hair i'm thinking of them having none of it at all bcos it looks sooooo ugly on them it's very unnerving to see hair on fish #either no hair at all or something with a different texture. like slimy silky thin seaweed #or the hair that m*necraft striders have LMAO #webbed fingers is cuuuute they'd have webbed armpits like they're those flying rodents🐿 lol #i'd place their gills on both the neck and their ribs #whenever they wear clothes they tie their arm and leg fins up ; i think from birth they just stay in water until they hit puberty and -#- r able to actually walk around #another cute fact is that males and females wud look literally the same almost (women are flat chested too)#fish fish fish #maybe i'll rethink some stuff. i still wanna draw fish babies #but in reality i think even the mere existence of maormer is very pointless bc they don't really matter at all do they #tes lore is soooo overstuffed that's why i don't know anything about it my time is so valuable to meLMFAOAOOO #saw a typo in this sorry i'm just chill like that

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cautionwetfloor-png · 1 month ago

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not to step where i dont belong but why do i see shippers and saiki aroace truthers beefing all the time ... guys :( .. guys PLEASE .. WE CAN HAVE BOTH. I WANTS BOTH CAKES.

#as a saiki aroace truther myself its impossible to deny his relationship with Kokomi #like theres SOMETHING there #they are CLOSE #besties or dating guys its anyones guess #saiki to me is def aroace but that doesnt mean he isnt close with people. he loves his friends. sees them as family.#i just think his perception of romance is Different #this also goes for most other ships with him too #a lot of that stuff gets lost in our traditional views of romance tbh even though that complexity makes it so so interesting #idk i think his like. apathy. is so key to him #a core trait hes trained into himself thatll take time to break down. let himself be more emotional. in his own way.#i want that to be in my damn romance !!!#PLEASEE #anyways i lost the plot a little bit #guys we can have ships and aroace people !!#two cakes !! two cakes !!#will admit tho i havent finished the show yet cus ive been Scared. ik ill be devistated when i finish watching so im putting it off #for the record i am on season 2. in the middle of it #how he uses romance as a tool actually is kinda supporting this. he just doesnt view it as the same as others. THAT IS INTERESTING TO ME MA #I LOVE IT BRO #anyways snzzzz #saiki k #saiki no psi nan

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artsy-1diot · 6 months ago

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drawing kudos managers as I beat them part 7 (+satellite investors)

IM FINALLY FREE FROM THIS DRAWING OH MY GOD i had to learn how to draw skelecogs just for this drawing and it took like four days to make.

also fun fact one of my besties is named nix :3

#toontown #toontown corporate clash #ttcc #plutocrat #cosmo kuiper #satellite investors #im about to ramble in these tags about the pacesetter drawing i made for this series bc i dont know where else to talk about it #looking back at it i am not happy with that drawing tbh #specifically the shading #like the shading itself looks good but with the other parts of that drawing it really just doesn't fit the vibe I was going for??#its way too dark in most places imo so most of the details that you should be able to see get hidden in the shadows #it was an experiment and failed experiments happen whatever #i might upload an alternate version of it where i tone down the shading #idk #i'll probably just end up making another pacesetter drawing when my motivation comes back cus i am a bit artblocked rn #ALSO WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I DRAW MY FAVS IT TURNS OUT MEH AND WHEN I DRAW THE GUYS I DONT CARE ABOUT IT TURNS OUT AMAZING WHAT IS UP WITH TH #stupid made this

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firstofficerkittycat · 9 months ago

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i need to find that fic where kirk and spock were in iowa in the middle of winter and spock insisted on going out to help him run errands and fell in the snow and got hypothermia and kirk ran him a bath to warm him up and then it turned out spock was actually having a great time and hgave himself hypothermia on purpose just to get jim to takw a bath with him because he is a masochist

#it was literally old married spirk too which made it so much more iconic like he was not being angsty he just lives for the drama #this is prolly not how the fic actually went and i am remembering my hc of it i think maybe it was more along the lines of like #spock was like u were working hard and i couldnt just ask u to relax cus u dont listen. i think thats how it went #which i love #but also if u asked him to take a bath with u he just wouldve said yes like thats not the same as saying take a break #he has watched u die of radiation poisoning he would literally never not take a bath with u babe #spirk #fanfic #coldspockcore #spock getting hypothermia was my 1 and only fic genre of them for such a long time #i think of her

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yourmajestybee · 1 month ago

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I saw Wicked the movie (I had already seen the musical!) and now I got wizard of oz on the brain so here’s my pitch for a rise of the brave tangled dragons au

Are y’all seeing the vision??

#rotbtd #rise of the brave tangled dragons #wizard of oz au #wizard of oz rise of the brave tangled dragons au #wizard of oz rotbtd au #some of this is wizard of oz based while some is wicked based #like Jack as the scarecrow is because he and fiyero in wicked are both pretending to be self absorbed #pretend that fiyero was never with elpheba tho cus I don’t ship them #also Boq from wicked is not relevant here never happened here Astrid’s tin woodsman backstory is more akin to the og #Merida as Glinda is a strange choice I know but hear me out #so like instead of spoiled and getting everything she wants we know Merida works so hard for what she wants #so in this version she gets what she wants because she works so hard for it so she’s always getting what she wants because of all her work #thus when she gets paired with elpheba (Rapunzel) when she spent so long and hard on that essay and wanted her own room she’s so angry #so she’s not stuck up jsut frustrated that her work never pays off #she’s probably still popular jsut cus she’s impressive with all this hard work and the outcomes it brings #cough cough arrow in arrow in bullseye #Rapunzel as elpheba is less sassy and defensive and more #hmph! well if you’re gonna have an attitude so am I!#so like she’s playing tricks and goofing around and such so it’s all more lighthearted #once again Glinda and fiyero aren’t a thing here #Varian as Dorothy Made so much sense to me he is a little farm boy yall #Hugo is ozma cus obviously he has to be dating varian in every universe #gonna be drawing this in my sketchbook soon be prepared #also obviously Ozma is an iconic trans character so worry not Hugo is trans too #I haven’t decided if this au will just then be like var and Hugo are Dorothy and ozma but gender bent you know cus in cannon var and Hugo #are guys (and I headcannon them as trans guys so Hugo is trams like ozma just opposite direction)#or if I’ll gender bent Varian and Hugo for this lol #if I were to gender bend Varian and Hugo then they would be trans girls #cus when gender bending a trans character you’ve gotta keep them trans lol

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sawsher · 2 years ago

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Fuck you *furrifies your thing*

#the thing 1982 #furry art #furrification #john carpenter's the thing #furry au #OK SO MY REASONING FOR BLAIR BEING A MOLE IS THE END SCENE.#WHERE HE well ok its actually the alien at that point BUT THE PART WHERE HE DIGS UNDERGROUND TOWARDS MACREADY.#AND THE GLASSES CUS LIKE #MOLES ARE NEARSIGHTED.#Palmer was supposed to be an ostrich but I realized he looked cuter as a jackal O_o #fuchs' was gonna be a fox too but I decided nahhhhh and made him a goat #And fuchs just sounds like something you'd name a goat idk.#like peaches..#what am i saying #if you've reached the end of this ramble hello friend! You get nothing in return! :3

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bougouis · 1 year ago

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i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hope they explode

johnny cage and kenshi sketches from mk1

#AHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH #i cant escape the johnny cage brainrot hes INFECTED ME #hes like a fungus. a parasite. im in love with him #sry no dc sry for not posting i think i need a new ipad mine is. exploding.#anyways i think johnny cage is part filipino and no one can stop me.#wah wah wah he makes his ex wives and husband and kids adobo and lumpia and homemade sauce and hes sooooo confident abt it #which is so upsetting cus hes just too good #he makes dessert that is also a spanish slur and sonya will go 😐 every time he says it cus he purposely makes it around her just to say it #which is me saying puerto rican sonya canon #i am insane ❤️#me vs backgrounds btw just ignore it. ill prob come back and change it when i get home/wake up yk but for now. ugly.#anyways #johnshi #kenshi takahashi #johnny cage #takahashi kenshi #johnathan carlton #sketch #digital art #procreate #i ❤️ tagging

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dunkinbublin · 1 year ago

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hhhhh

#sth #sonic the hedgehog #miles tails prower #tails the fox #messy tails doodle rn is all ur getting from me #im useless for anything else #trying to get more comfortable leaving shit more messy #i dont understand why i cant just do that normally #its how i always get tricked into doing line art #then i dont draw as much as i want #'lemme just clean this up'#<- the line art demons talking #its so hard for me to draw anything but a full body too #cus im already imagining the full pose it looks weird if i stop #hhhhh kneecaping myself #spend all day wanting to draw still dont draw till like 1 am #sogjndjns how the fuck do people think of something to do and just sit down and and DO it #dunkinsart

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theultimatekamehamehavoc · 4 months ago

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ᗩᑕᑎE IᑎᐯᗩᔕIOᑎ

#danganronpa #danganronpa art #danganronpa fanart #danganronpa byakuya #byakuya togami #he'd totally freak out about this #gasp! the togami heir is not perfect 1000% of the time?!#how scandalous!#also i am mean #placed the acne in probably one of the worst spots #i'm not TOO mean though cus the worst would be directly in the middle of the chin as he can at least use his bangs to cover this one #i am so drawing more of this concept btw cus i love him so much and i just have to have him suffer now and again with mundane bullshit >:]#also i feel he'd honestly use one of those acne patches or cover the acne with some foundation (or whatever the term is)#i very much know practically nothing about make up as i do not use any of it like at all! might be allergic ngl #i can see him being slightly embarrassed that he's even using the acne patches cus “togami's aren't supposed to get acne!”#he is SOOOO not using the alternative though of just “letting the acne be out in the wild for all to gawk at” he has a reputation to uphold #also feel he gets embarrassed and annoyed at just regular human bodily shit he has no control over though that's a ramble for another day!

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silusvesuius · 7 months ago

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nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am

#my want to draw traditionally literally split me open for the past week and leaves me literally depressed i'm so serious i can't even look -#- @ my art programs without wanting to throw up omfg should;ve never picked up those pencils #but it's ok i just needed a nap #something so relatable about them i think nelvas has something in it for everyone meanwhile eltl is secluded art museum.#it's very possible to walk around in neloth's and talvas' brains but eltl is off limits. they will NOT! get no drawings like this outta me #wtf r they thinking ........#< eltl not nelvas #something nobody on dis earth can understand ..........#talvas wants to live he likes living but neloth's presence is so strong that it overrides and deletes his will to live.#bruuuuuuuuh #i bet the feeling of neloff is in everything he does if they ever part ways he won't be able to fold clothes or anythign without wanting -#- 2 cry . for what reason . idk bc neloth once yelled at him for folding clothes like shit .what am i on rn #(talvas thoughts mode) I want this old man to hug meeee😢😢😢#NELOFF DO IT and smash him too before i do it first .#me and neloth are the same person tho so it doesn;t matter but w/e #i'm getting emotional over them right now this cannot be real #i love her .... (Skyr1m)#i opened the game for .5 minutes today to take pics of a character uight what a beautiful game.#Te/s having such extensive lore ruins the whole entire game and the franchise but whatever . skyr1m is an art piece that's just how i feel #also this might be a very hard pill to swallow for some people but t*lvas is literally a kin Vessel for young women that keep getting -#- hit on by men twice or thrice their age when they're just trying to live their life .#this feels so profound to me i need dis shit inmy discord bio right NOEW.#Talvas................................#(eyes watering) (holding palm out)#suicide //#just in case but this tag would've gone crazy with my drawings of ulfr*c from late 2022 where i drew him with slit wrists. very artsay #is it not. i didn't like neither of those drawings tho i need to revisit cus i can feel ulfr*c on a diffaraaant level #when will i run out of tags. the way you can tell i just LUH talvas look at me drawing his hair in that second pic 😑BRU #look at me also trying to replicate pencils digitally in the first.. hmmm i don't hate it #at least it soothes me and i don't have pencil withdrawal

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pastelaspirations · 23 days ago

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Does ink has disorder of any kind?

I assume this is related to Ink in Perseverance lol. Okay, s o. I tend to write Ink with some tendencies that I have because it's easier to write more realistic depictions of things if I draw from my own life as inspiration lmao. As such, the only thing I am confident saying he has is social anxiety, as that is the only thing that I'm officially diagnosed with.

That said, I've seen people comment that he displays depressive tendencies, as well as having vivid flashbacks and tends to dissociate as what is sometimes typical of PTSD. Since I mostly write these things based off of personal experience, I am hesitant to say he has these things lol, especially since "mental health testing" doesn't exist in my world as much.

Does that mean he doesn't have them?? E e e e h h. Let's just say the only thing I am 100% sure in saying he has is social anxiety✧˖°.

#I tend to write Ink having a lot of self image issues and anxiety in my other fics too #I can just write more realistic depictions of stuff if I draw inspiration from my own life #Like s u r e; I can do research and write about things I haven't personally experienced pretty well #I just find it gives it that ✧˖°.personal touch✧˖°. if I write about things that I know what feels like #Besides it just hits d i f f e r e n t you know #Ink's canon soullessness; although not delved into in my main fic as much #It's just got so much angst potential man #It's so good #I am fine with any other headcanons though #I've had neurodivergent people say they could relate to my Ink a lot #And I honestly think that's a based and sort of really cute headcanon so I completely support it #Even if I don't explicitly make him neurodivergent lol #That might change in the future if I get freaking diagnosed with more stuff #'Cus then I can safely tell my imposter syndrome that I have clearance to give the disorder to the characters #It won't be able to argue “wElL tHaT's NoT a *ReAl* DePiCtIoN oF dEpReSsIoN-”#Because it'll be like “sike; it actually is 'cus I was officially diagnosed with it heheh✧˖°.”

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qoldenskies · 1 month ago

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Also you 🤝me

Doing Bad Things Happen Bingo looking at Rise and cackling wickedly…..now to make them their own separate thing or write more CC brainrot

always the option to mix it up a little !!! i'll probably be writing a little cc if i get an idea for something really good with my bthb but im probably going to focus mooostly on original prompts so mess around. do what your heart desires!!!

#ask #my brain races in circles for ages until i get a Zing #and that is what makes me write the good shit #and i literally could not tell you what makes it happen it just kinda. pop #WHERE DID I GET THE CANARIES FROM BRUH #fun fact for CU i was originally planning on doing a curse that affected all of them #to draw a line between donnie and his family like #its a kind of affliction that can be mitigated with physical touch #for the rest of them it barely means anything. its so easy to handle #so they dont even consider donnie at all at first until its too late #and they werent even told it COULD get that bad because why would they be???#i couldnt find a structure for it so i changed it to venom instead howeverrr #i am very invested in the idea of doing some whump for all of them like that #like idk pollen that heightens paranoia severely or something #and splinter has to confront the ways his neglect has affected his children definitely by the ways they act #OH THE ZING HAPPENED #splinter pov ....#raph fight leo flight mikey freeze donnie fawn...... chat im cooking. CHAT IM COOKING #eyeing the self loathing prompt #like mikey cant do anything but cry and cling to his family #and raph is super protective and trying to herd them and keep them AWAY from splinter out of distrust #and leo flees because he's ashamed of being distress and they cant see him like that #while donnie obsessively cleans and checks stock #and splinter thinks he's being reliable 'as ever' until he breaks down over something so simple #like not enough food and its the day before grocery day #CHAT IM COOKING #omfg

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misiahasahardname · 7 months ago

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well, this is new (for me at least)

#i myself am surprised i like class of 09 #but. whaddya know #i’ve watched a shit ton of (no commentary) playthroughs #i’ve seen some scenes so many times i have to speed them up because i get bored easy ;w(#still. emily my beloved #emily class of 09 #ari class of 09 #emiari #class of 09 #tw suicide mention #tw suicide #tw sh implied #<- cus i drew those small scars n shit #these tags are just in case #it’s nothing too severe really

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jrueships · 2 months ago

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I HATEEEEE DYSPEXIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#so im driving some little dude to his appointment i left like super early incase n it turns out i was given an address to a fking House ?!?!#obviously he doesnt know the address cus hes just some lil dude so im like ringing up his guardians and #the one that actually goes to the hairstylist cant answer obs cus i had to take his son cus hes busy duh #BUT THAT MEANS IM JUST DRIVING AROUND SOME PLACE IDK TRYING TO FIND PLACES THAT LOOK LIKE HAIR #& when i find one im like uh does this barber sound familiar cus im not taking him to some random one #andlike omg and the entire time im playing music real loud trying not to cuss out in front of this little kid #like IM ALREADY SHIT WITH NAVIGATION. & THEN U GIVE ME THE WRONG ADDRESS AND IT'S RAINING #and he wants to go get an icecream afterwards n im sitting at the barber chatting it up #but i am like actually on the verge of a breakdown cus i made him late bcs i cant just figure shit out #like #it's just so fking frustrating like it makes me feel like a failed adult or smthing like #i AM GOOD. I AM GOOD AT DRIVING #once i know a place im good but if im lost it's like my brain is panicking too much #i have to look at the road and signs and places #like i turned at a green light and completely forhot it wasnt an arrow like i just saw green and went #like i couldve killed this little kidlike #IM GOING FUCKING CRAZY #and i dont want anyone to feel bad or like have to be extra cautious when they need me to drive or smthing #like im alrdy very frustrated with my stupid limitations like in general so like failure kinda just heightens it like #iURGHHH I HATE BEING IMPERFECT I CANT FKING STAND IT IDC IF THATS NARCISSISTIC N PRIDEFULNIDCC #it's better than being EMBARRASSED i HATE BEINGNEMBRASSING AGRGHHHHHH #anyways it's fking raining and it's dark . idek where im gonna take this kid bro like hes hungry #imma go on google YIPPEE #my best friend. google maps who i cant tell distances on so i either turn too soon or too late or rlly fking quick #Ii LOVE MY LIFEEE

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