#and kid’s soccer games. and they discuss the black mass in the most Water Cooler Conversation type of ways. it’s small talk. they don’t | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

spitedemon · 21 days ago

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seeing people who aren’t trans get very mad on behalf of trans people in regards to us politics right now is like. it’s nice enough. but it is also the most intense out of body experience. i almost wish they’d stop talking.

#not actually. please keep talking about us.#but it’s like i’m watching myself get stabbed or something.#seeing it worded as ‘the trans community’ over and over while talking about how my rights are going to be taken away. and also i genuinely #like. cannot know if i’m going to be alive in four years. and idk what to do about that so like.#idk. i know me and my community are hardly the only ones going through it. but it has also been made abundantly clear how hated we are and #how disgusting people find us. and i’m just over here playing pillars of eternity. i beat the skuldr king after 3 attempts. which #isn’t an impressive feat but i don’t play too many crpgs so whenever i figure something out it feels like a big thing.#there’s a short story i read for an english class forever ago and i can’t remember the name but it’s about this town who one day looks up #at the sky to see this black mass. like a giant black rectangle or something just hanging over their town. and it’s far away but as the #days go by the mass gets closer and closer as it descends toward the town. and it messes with the weather and everyone knows it’s there #and that eventually it will crush the town to death but everybody keeps going about their lives like normal. grocery shopping and birthdays #and kid’s soccer games. and they discuss the black mass in the most Water Cooler Conversation type of ways. it’s small talk. they don’t #really care too much that it’s there. i think at the end it does crush the whole town and everyone just kinda stares at it as it gets #closer and closer. it’s been some time since i read it.#anyways. that’s how i feel right now! :)

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