#and just not the one in chapter 1. tbf the one in chapter 1 is harder to get i don't even remember which rooms you have to go between
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Excerpt (and some summary) of Jude’s main story chapter 1
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ok so like the chapter starts off with jude and ellis beatin some dudes ahh bc breach of contract. ig thats sorta like the prologue so to speak.
since jude is an act 2 route, vogel is featured in here. darius is like “hmm jude jazza huh. p interesting. nica” and nica comes in like “yeah you want me to look into him? sure, im interested in him too (/p likely)”
its revealed that since her time as fairytale keeper, kate had accompanied basically everyone on a mission? except jude and ellis. ellis wants to accompany her tbf but judes like tf hell no.
needless to say, kate has…less than positive first impressions of jude.
but she finally sees some light when harry gives her a memo telling her to go to the pub at 22:00 bc there’s gonna be a mission with jude and ellis. but turns out by the time she gets there, the missions already done and rogers there at the pub lmao
kate goes to jude whos smokin in the back like “you lied to me :(“ and jude kinda doesnt get all that fazed abt it like “never told ya the mission would start at 22:00.” he reveals that basically he hates it when its all like the “lets all get along” sorta gist yk.
then they have like this back and forth thats smth like “no point in being liked bc i got no gain from that.” “does that mean youre ok with being hated?” “what, do ya wanna be liked by everyone?” you get the point. they just do not. see eye to eye. like at all.
and so, we come to this point where kate makes a promise with him like “i’ll find smth i like abt you by the time my tenure as fairytale keeper ends!” (this is around where the first cg is, which btw is called the first promise we made was wrapped in white smoke)
Jude: Hah, alright then. if ya goin’ that far then do what ya want.
After our back and forth, like walking on eggshells, i finally succeeded in getting him to say those words.
Kate: Okay! Then I’ll do just that.
I used my hand to wave off the smoke that seemed to separate us two and took a step toward him, when…
Jude, while veiled in the white smoke, laughed with scorn.
Jude: But there’s one thing ya should keep in mind, princess. …My promises don’t come cheap.
J: If ya break ‘em, I’ll make ya go through so much o’ hell you’ll be wishin’ for death.
Amid the refined scent of sandalwood, far removed from his image, and the sweet scent of tobacco that burned my chest,
Jude and I made our first promise.
other impt events? is that jude literally comes out with a contract after victors like “i heard youre gonna be judes exclusive fairytale keeper!” and kates like what. but kate signs the contract in the end.
another thing; kate thinks “theres no way i could ever like him” 📸
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Happy STS!!! Tell me about one of your favourite scenes you've written recently and one that is a bit old!
Hi hi! Week late, but we got there in the end! Happy STS!
I was very happy with the scene where Cain totally drowned but didn't quite drown properly? I've been meaning to write him escaping the Blights grip in these brief moments, and the terror and regret that sweeps through him... before it seizes him again, and he falls to it again, and I think I hit the nail on the head?
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Older favourite scene that I liked... chapter two? Which is odd because I dislike a lot of chapter two, but I like how it starts, and how it immediately establishes Theo's feelings about prophecies, how he views them, and especially how he dismisses them?
Thank you for the ask :)
#sts#we are trudging through prophet story but by god will we reach the end one day#I counted recently#we're about 35000 words in#which is good!#I'm just a slow writer these days!!!#which is weird!!!!!!#but wahey?#chapter 2 is sort of chapter 1 tbf#chapter 1 atm is more. Prologue? Essential to story but. My brain considers it a prologue#I'm also trying to figure out who the main character actually is#because I assumed it was Theo but man Cain has got a lot to say
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Me seeing Wade Wilson (masked): Such a pretty guy
Me seeing Wade Wilson (partially/ entierely unmasked): So fucking pretty
#look look LOOK#there is something about the way comics illustrators draw Wade when he's not wearing his mask/ wearing his mask up or halfway up#and not just comics artists tbf fanartists too#they just draw him so well idc what anyone says about him he's pretty he's handsome he's gorgeous#you can judge me all you want but one look at Nik Virella's Wade Wilson and you'll know I'm fucking right.#also look at him in Hawkeye vs. Deadpool issue 1-4 from 2014 AND TRY TO TELL ME I'M WRONG#it's Wade + silly charisma + annoying (degratory & affectionate) + the way he wears his mask up showing like half of his face + he's cute#i wanna be his friend so fucking badly#also there are way more artists who do him justic but the two I quoted are like my favorite from canon illustrations#double also i really need to get my hands on more Deadpool comics bc yes#he's legit the only character i genuinely want to buy comics about#and okay maybe also Hawkeye (both of them) and a few DD/ Rocket & Groot but Wade is and will forever be my main comics dude#I need the Spiderman vs. Deadpool issues so so badly#they look so fucking good i swear#anyway back to writing that fic I got like 5 chapters so far? or 6 i don't remember but i have +5k words so yay
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catching covid after my 3 year no-covid streak feels kinda bad ngl
#I thought it was some type of flu for the past few days but nope#tbf I’ve been sick three other times these past three years and one time was sus as hell but I’ll never know what that was all about…#yeah not catching covid felt like a Highscore streak. yeah I do think about everything in my life in terms of gamification u_u#when the new chapter released I was like: oh there is so much going on maybe I’ll manage to be more active again and then I was just out#it’s a bit better now at least but I’m also finally catching on that it has the worst timing#my family was meant to visit me next week but I’ll still be contagious so don’t think that’s gonna happen#also in 5 1/2 weeks I’ll need to finish a substantial part of my bachelor project…#things are happening but I had a horrible creative slump right before falling sick so that kinda sucks#at least my vis dev part of the project is mostly over now so maybe I’ll get back to some casual fanart again soon… I miss it :(#when I was younger everytime I got sick I just started grinding out fanart. dunno where that energy went because now I can’t even move#my pinky when I’m sick#sina’s rambling
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having thoughts about webcomics tonight. like ooohh my god i love webcomics
#but also to think about how much good shit i am missing out on just bc i dislike looking at tapas so much . ooohh its so sad#i dont really have an excuse for webtoon tbf since i do use it. so i should browse webtoon canvas once in a while#but its so hit or miss....... though thats really how it always is with webcomics.part of the beauty#still reading a comic like the one i just started (the nightmare witch) on webtoon would feel so wrong.thats not their natural habitat#to me.#webcomic collectives are my best friend.thank you spiderforest#where i just found that comic! newly joined. but its been on tapas&webtoon since like 2020 or 2021 or something#good as hell though im trying to type a proper recommendation post.but i only read chapter 1 for now so ill finish it some other time.#rosa talk
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im reading all my old hwu fanfics oh god.. like i was a decent writer but some of the stuff i wrote smh......... and like.. the ships. or one in particular. had to write for the most popular ship if i wanted anyone to read anything i wrote but please know that i HATED it
#if you know then you know#i didnt write much multi-chapter fic (mostly bc i like to plan things too much in advance) but that was the longest fanfic i wrote#idk where i ever got up to with posting it but the doc on my computer is 26k words#13 chapters + 1 paragraph of chapter 14#what a waste of my life lmao. like yeah im glad i wrote a lot for a few years there. definitely a good skill and some good practice#but yeesh#im sitting here reading it and it's from the LI's perspective (which i think was a great choice on my part lbr)#and im just like..........wtf are you doing you gross irresponsible adult man. like yeah danny's VERY stupid here but you're Much Worse#im also realising that danny is absolutely the precursor to my main hawke now. VERY similar personalities#personal#when i say i hated it.. it was fun to write because i enjoyed writing and i liked interpreting the existing dialogue we had in the quests#and turning it into an actual descriptive story. and i was good at it. i was good at writing characters and their feelings#i Really enjoyed writing that character. it just sucked that the ship was horrible and i felt like i had to pretend it wasnt#dethan was the actual good ship but - for all the talk i saw - people didnt actually read it#even the one fic i wrote with chris did waaay better (but tbf that's probably one of the best fics i ever wrote; the post-proposal one)#anyway. if im cringing while reading my old stuff it's not because it's badly written#it's because the way the characters behave already made me cringe when i wrote it lmao
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me using this blog as my main is funny to me like. i'm not even really hyperfixated on rhythm heaven rn gfgffgggggfgfd-
#puppy rambles#rhythm hell#the deltarune hyperfixation hit at full force <3#you would never guess how unhinged i am about deltarune from my posts. i just haven't been using tumblr as much idk why really-#like i. literally have a side blog dedicated to deltarune (and undertale too ofc). no reason to not post there-#last i played it was on switch n i somehow beat spamton neo my first try#on both my files on my computer i couldn't beat him even after like fifty attempts-#i also still can't beat jevil. i don't know how i managed spamton neo my first try but can't beat jevil he should be easier#i mean sure you have less health in chapter 1 but. he should be easier so that shouldn't be a problem#literally the only time i died in chapter 2 that playthrough (excluding when i did snowgrave. still have not beaten snowgrave)#was to the FUCKING TEACUPS BEFORE THE SPAMTON NEO FIGHT#idk how i suck ass at the battle system#‚‚‚ actually i think i died once in the giga queen fight i just forgot cuz it's not the normal game over screen-#this is also ignoring the funni dog committing vehicular enbyslaughter that does not count it uses the undertale game over screen#you don't even actually die. like i don't think kris' hp actually goes down technically-#getting the egg took me ridiculously long. partially just cuz i got to the egg room and then immediately left on accident-#still better than my first playthrough where i just. didn't bother with the eggs. actually i think i got the egg in chapter 2#and just not the one in chapter 1. tbf the one in chapter 1 is harder to get i don't even remember which rooms you have to go between#and the game doesn't hint it at all idk how people found out about that-#i don't know how people found out about a lot of stuff tbh like. snowgrave was discovered day of release#i have no idea how there's not that many hints towards its existence#people just really wanted to manipulate the lesbian deer into murdering her best friend /j. god snowgrave is fucked#i've seen people act like noelle killing berdly is justified cuz he's annoying. and it's just like. he's a teenager???#heck he's a teenager with self-esteem issues he needs therapy not to be frozen to death-#sorry i like berdly <3 he's funny and also genuinely a good character. and also i ship kerdly-
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pixelated love (!simmer x mv1) - chapter 1
synopsis: in which the famous three time world champion max verstappen wants to learn how to play the sims 4. except, he doesn't really know how to. so what does he do, search up a youtube tutorial. low-and-behold, y/n's video is the first he watches.
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yourusername: the infamous sims 4 tutorial is official out on yt 🔐😈💟 (pls guys u spammed my dms so hard for this one i was SWEATING editing 🙄🙄)
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user1: QUEEEN TYYY FOR THIS VIDEO
user2: me when y/n releases a new video 🫠🫠😵💦💦
yourusername: now... ayo...
yourusername: (in the dms only, we talked about this guys...)
user3: pookie your so hawt hahaha (viscerally sweating)
yourusername: just u, babes xxx
user4: LMFAO in the video where she goes "wow, i didn't know you could make boobs this big in cas (create a sim), huh..."
user5: HOLLERINGGG, she said that?! ☠️☠️
user4: YUPPP. then she preceded to say, "mmm, mommy milkers"
user6: she is not real this is insane 😵😵😭
user4: what makes it even funnier is that there is always some type of smooth jazz playing in the background, so every time she says unhinged shit its accompanied with the most nonchalant whatever music 🫨🫨
user7: literally this is why she is my fav simmer ytber 4 reallz
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user8: DID YOU GUYS SEE MAX WATCH HER VID ON STREAM LMAO??!
user9: OMG YES I DID IT WAS SO FUNNY
user10: wait pls fill me in max who
user10: is he some gamer?
user8: LMAO not really ☠️
user8: we r talking about max verstappen, he's an f1 racer who occasionally games
user9: tbf he seems to game and sim race more than he actually races 😭😭😭
user10: ahhh ic
user10: wait so then what was he doing watching mother y/n's video 👁️👁️
user8: he was trying to learn how to play the sims 4, so ig he clicked on the first tutorial on yt and it j happened to be her video 😍🫠
user11: omg it's the girl max watched on stream yesterday, she was hella funny im ngl
user12: wait yeah, she's so pretty in this post
user13: GIRL MAX WAS SIMPING OVER U SO BAD YESTERDAY
user14: FR DOWNBAD.
yourusername: max you say... drop his @ 😁😁
user13: @/maxverstappen1
user15: girl you are NAWT ready for the shit u r ab to go thru w the formula one community
yourusername: wait he's a formula one racer???
user15: GIRL PLS GOOGLE HIM I BEG
user15: UR GOING TO LEARN SM AB UR FUTURE HUSBAND
user17: HUSBAND? let's gatekeep our wife, shall we
user18: @/maxverstappen1 @/maxverstappen1 @/maxverstappen1
user19: @/maxverstappen1 i found the woman of ur dreams 😈
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For some reason, when she kissed him, he thought of Theo.
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Transcript under the cut.
WOMAN 1 | ...for real, I've been like, completely obsessed. WOMAN 1 | Like, there was hardly any wedding coverage for Jacques and Vivi, right? And that was my first royal wedding! I thought it was normal! I didn't know I was missing out. WOMAN 2 | Right? It feels like everyone's been saving up all their hype. WOMAN 1 | Has anyone else been following the dress rumors? WOMAN 2 | [ sighs ] I just hope Emily's dress isn't as boring as Vivi's was. WOMAN 2 | Vivi's whole wardrobe is boring! She dresses like a toddler, it is so unflattering. WOMAN 1 | I know, right? She should ask Lady Em to take her shopping. WOMAN 3 | Lady Emily is soooo gorgeous. WOMAN 2 | She's too good for him. He's always been such a scrub. WOMAN 1 | Whatever! I'm just glad it's a real love story, not just a shotgun wedding. An office romance... [ dreamy sigh ] Like, it could have been me! THEO | [ scoffs ] [ The conversation died immediately, and the silence solidified into something like hostility. Theo turned to see five pale, contemptuous faces fixed on her back, and her heart jumped up into her throat. Fighting to keep her expression neutral and her voice even, she stood and announced to no one that she was going to lunch. They pretended not to hear her. ] WOMAN 1 | ...she is such a stuck-up b-word. WOMAN 2 | Did you know that she used to date Prince Frederick? WOMAN 1 | Oh my god. Her? WOMAN 2 | Yeah. That's how she got hired here after she got disbarred or whatever. WOMAN 3 | Yeah. And her mom dated the King before he married the Queen. WOMAN 1 | Oh my god. She's a second-generation royal girlfriend? Gross. WOMAN 2 | D'you think her daughter will actually land a prince? WOMAN 3 | Why not? [ giggles ] Third time's the charm! [ Even in the warmer months, the gardens at Yew Court Palace stood empty. In February, the fountains were dry and the ivy dormant. Fat crows stirred in the bare branches overhead. Somewhere nearby, muffled by hedges, came the low hum of passing traffic. ] [ It was a food place to be alone. ]
THEO: I am going to kill myself or my coworkers, havent decided yet FREDDY: Nooooo dont do that FREDDY: Id have noone to text if you were dead THEO: Aw, no friends? FREDDY: Nope :( THEO: Pobrecito FREDDY: O baby. Talk dirty to me THEO: Lmao THEO: For real though THEO: Gonna kill my coworkers THEO: Or myself FREDDY: What did they do this time THEO: They are just openly talking shit about me now THEO: IN FRONT OF ME FREDDY: Wtf???????? FREDDY: Want me to have them fired lol THEO: I can fight my own battles tyvm FREDDY: Whats your battle plan? Stapler in jello? Sign them up for boner pill emails? THEO: Find a new job and leave them here to choke on their own incompetence FREDDY: Love when you talk about choking :heart_eyes: THEO: LMAO perv FREDDY: Cant help myself lol FREDDY: Anyway…sorry about your terrible job. Mine kinda sucks rn too THEO: Isn’t your job rn wedding planning?? FREDDY: But it’s not it’s actually mediating between my mom and Emily THEO: Do they not get along? FREDDY: No they get along fine but it’s like. FREDDY: My mom clearly has Ideas (tm) about how the wedding should be and em clearly wants something completely diferent and it is just constant FREDDY: Theyre killing meeeeeee THEO: That sucks. Are you at least getting your own ideas in too? FREDDY: Not really…altho tbf if i was getting my way it’d be like. Courthouse wedding. In and out. THEO: My parents got married at city hall FREDDY: Dreams really do come true THEO: They sure do THEO: Okay this is going to sound weird but...I felt like the wedding plans didn’t really seem like you THEO: if that makes sense? THEO: Like I get that you're a prince but a huge formal wedding isn't your vibe at alllll FREDDY: You know me…my kind of party involves a lot more helicopters and blow THEO: LMAO I thought there was just the one helicopter FREDDY: See this is why we’re friends lol FREDDY: You keep me honest
[ soft knocking ] EMILY | Frederick? Are you okay in there? FREDERICK | [ muffled ] Be right out! EMILY | Are you alright? You were gone a while... FREDERICK | Aw, did you miss me? EMILY | Just making sure you didn't fall in.
#sims community#ts4#ts4 story#ts4 storytelling#ts4 royals#ts4 royal family#armorica story#chapter 4#behind the scenes#character: theodosia adams#character: frederick st. fleur#character: emily chandra
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I'm having so much thoughts about Chainsaw Man part 2 rn- dunno what else to do with them other than dump them here after the latest chapter just dropped.
Also this is all just MY thoughts and how i see it, is okay if you don't think i'm right or if you want to add your own take, it keeps things interesting tbf.
Spoilers for Chainsaw Man part 2 under the read more!
Yoru, the war devil.
I just gotta say after this chapter i loved Yoru's character even more, even though i am still pretty resentful for what she did to Denji on that alleyway — which i am not going to talk about here btw—, i gotta say that Yoru being the Gun devil's mother is something that really got me thinking.
We all know that in part 1 the main focus was the Gun devil to a certain point before it all went downhill because of Makima, which only adds another layer of significance for Yoru being the Gun devil's mother.
Yoru clearly CARES about the Gun devil and Tank devil, she cares enough how to NOT turn them into weapons to fight Chainsaw Man at first even after constantly insisting of wanting to defeat him. Sure you could argue is a different type of care and not an actual attachment, after all the few horsemen of the apocalypse we've been introduced to were all pretty much selfish and apathetic to others who didn't had any kind of usefulness to their plans.
Makima wanted Pochita so she used about everyone that Denji cared and got rid of them, Famine most likely helped kill Nayuta to get Denji to snap so Black Chainsaw Man could appear. These were all acts made out of cold blood for their own benefits one way or another, even more we could add that Makima basically killed part of her family, the Gun devil and forced them to become a fiend just for Denji to kill them again. And if Fami really had something to do with Nayuta's death she also killed part of her family without a hesitation.
It's enough to say that Yoru turning her children as weapons now and not long time ago is more of a last resort than out of care for them. But let me also add something to the picture:
She said it. It requires guilt to create a powerful weapon. I don't think is just how powerful the devil might already be but also the amount of guilt Yoru might be feeling for turning said devil into a weapon, in her conversation with Asa she also states that her comrades were all eaten by Chainsaw Man with a look that to me just says that she cared for said comrades to an extent, just enough to make Chainsaw Man vomit them back.
But then again she said the way she could beat Chainsaw Man was by creating two powerful weapons, more than the ones Asa already makes: because they are made out of sheer guilt and attachment.
Even if there was a possibility she wasn't using ALL of her children's body for the weapons there was still the risk of them never recovering from her actions, so it adds up to the guilt for Yoru. We could also make it a possibility that in part 1 the reason why the Gun devil attacked Pochita in the first place was to protect their mother, since we already know that Chainsaw Man ate part of war before in order to weaken her and probably that's when her children come into the scene. Plus we know Makima was also trying to fight him for his attention at that time, so he was basically just jumped by a good bunch of powerful devils.
Sure he gets back up everytime but we already know he's not able to entirety win right away when there's more than one powerful enemy going against him, so at some point he must have been actually defeated and that leads to the whole beginning of part 1.
Probably from that point on when Pochita mets Denji a whole bunch of stuff was happening that we don't know, like probably Makima deciding to use the Gun devil as a way to get close once more to Chainsaw Man or Yoru having to take time to recover while thinking of a way to defeat Chainsaw Man.
You could also say that the reason why the War devil might feel guilty for using her own children as weapons is because she's using Asa's body at the moment, since Yoru already stated that she could feel the same things Asa feels. There are frankly many valid points to believe Yoru doesn't actually feel guilty or attached to her children in any way other than just ownership, after all another requirement for her to turn things into weapons is that Yoru has to believe they are hers.
But would you really look at me and tell me that she doesn't actually feel anything to her children at the moment of this conversation?
Even Asa calls her out asking if she couldn't just have turned the Gun devil and Tank devil as weapons before, even more she brought up the fact that Yoru could just chose to not fight Chainsaw Man at all, after all everyone already started remembering war enough, right? No need to keep chasing after a goal that probably won't make her happy in the end, with a bigger repercussion...
Except that she doesn't. This is a mix of competitiveness and survival, the War devil KNOWS that Chainsaw Man could easily defeat her if he actually wanted to and almost did so, he managed to eat part of her and weaken her once. Nothing could guarantee her that she is "safe" from him, besides it already is pretty obvious she wants to win against him for real, she wants him down and gone not just kill him once but the next moment he's alive again.
She's a horsemen of the apocalypse, yes, one of the most powerful devils there is. But she's not safe either way, i'd say one of the other main factors for Yoru to feel the need of fighting Chainsaw Man is because of the Gun devil.
In part 1 we were already shown that the Gun devil was incredibly feared at those moments due to their attacks, since they're War's children then that also want it or not contributed to Yoru's recovery to be able to go search for Chainsaw Man in part 2, but then we got Makima defeating the Gun devil and everything that happened after that with Aki. My best guess is that the Gun devil appeared in hell again but far weakened after everything that happened, sure people still feared him but i don't think nearly as much as they did before the whole fight with Denji since the Gun devil isn't mentioned anymore in part 2 (as far as i am aware, feel free to correct me if wrong.)
Which if Yoru did cared for her children then that makes her recurring to such lengths as to share bodies with Asa have a lot more of sense, she thought that with all of Asa's guilt over almost everything would make her powerful enough to defeat Chainsaw Man plus people remembering War's terrors, so no need to use her children and enjoy the victory.
Yet that didn't happened, she had to use them anyway and that's what happens.
Even she asks this question to herself before doing so: Would i really go that far?
The answer for more heartless that it seems is not too out of character, after all in wars sacrifices are inevitable just think about the many people that die because of them, people that really have nothing to do with the beginning of said war. That's why Yoru went with it because she wouldn't be the War devil without making sacrifices for a victory, even if the sacrifice was using her children as weapons for a fight that probably won't make her happy in the end.
A mother often has to make sacrifices for her children, in war sacrifices has to be made too. In this case? Yoru just had to make the biggest sacrifice a mother could make in a war that she alone decided to continue.
#not an ask#chainsaw man#chainsaw man part 2#csm spoilers#csm#chainsaw man yoru#chainsaw man denji#chainsaw man asa mitaka#csm yoru#csm denji#csm asa mitaka#I fucking love this manga- it makes me think about SO many things#no art#long post#i don't usually write so much about stuff like this tbh-#but fuck it we ball#mod party
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⚠️ Spoilers and my thoughts after reading the spoilers for chapter 1132 under the cut!
I'm growing impatient. I have to admit. Tbf the case is not over yet and we still have one more chapter to go... But I just don't see anything happening at this point.
The case still needs to be solved. Kazuha's dad has made an appearance all of a sudden after who knows how long, and her mom keeps getting referenced. She'll appear and that will be it for this case I think. That will probably be Kazuha's surprise.
And on top of that, I don't even know with Kazuha anymore. Heiji asks her one more time to go to the spot where they're supposed to meet alone, yet she keeps insisting on bringing ran. Her mind is somewhere else completely. She's focused on her surprise for Ran possibly, and she can't see the signs. So yeah, I don't think it's gonna happen here either.
The case is .... I don't care about it tbh.
So yeah, basically I'm just growing more and more concerned that nothing is going to happen yet again. Like- I knew it??? But also ... I was hoping I would be wrong you know? I'm still hoping even! But I don't know... I'm just really disheartened I guess.
And so now, when the resolution comes, I'm also scared to see:
1. How long the hiatus is going to be this time. Because with the way things have been going, it's probably going to be a long one again.
2. What next chapter will be about. Because the AC hints have said that Gosho was drawing a Nagano duo along with shinran, which could say that the next chapter is going to be about them... Possibly making it movie promo for next years movie. And I know it's still a long way to go... But if you add a hiatus in the middle of it, it's totally possible that it's for that. I don't know, I'm just preparing for the worst I guess.
Here's to hoping that I'm wronnnggggg
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Can you give komahina (toxic yaoi?) headcanons
lemme see here. this is hard bc i dont necessairly have ~komahina~ headcanons i just have headcanons for komaeda and hajime it really has nothing to do with them as a ship;. but uh
ok so here's one. long winded. but i think from what we can gather about hajime he was a bit of a loner child. his parents didnt seem to gaf abt him. so i think he does get attached to people easy. tbh sdr2 was like a miracle scenario in some ways bc there's this guy who has little to no friends (be he never goes out of his way to make them) and then hes stuck with 15 other people his age and he's like i guess i'll talk to them what else can i do....and turns out everyone desires him carnally. tbf he's able to match ppl's freak and he's just good at listening (or pretending to listen) so this makes him popular. so its like ohhh ok we're friends now. hajime is that kind of guy who if he talks to someone once he calls them his friend. but like everyone IS actually his friend. anyways i think if hajime goes a long time without talking to someone he knows he starts to get a little nervous like if its been 1 whole week and he has not even exchanged small talk with like idk mahiru he's like "something is Critically Wrong" so then he'll go find her and be like "hi hows it going". its like disrupting his routine or whatever. i think the time periods for "how long hajime can go without talking to this person" varies depending on the person obviously. like with hiyoko it's like. they don't interact much so if it's been a week and a half he'll be like ohhh ok...maybe i should say something to her....but someone like kazuichi it's like. 3 days hasn't spoken to him once he's like Where Is That Mother Fucker.
this is all to say when it comes to komaeda in a komahina scenario it's devastating bc if he does not see komaeda in a while he gets fucked up abt it in like his anxiety/ptsd spiral his first thought it KOMAEDA IS DEAD. HIS LUCK GOT HIM KILLED. HE KILLED HIMSELF. and then hes like banging on komaeda's cabin door and shit like KOMAEDA. PLEASE.PLEASE. and komaeda is like um hi. flip side: komaeda is also very much like this but with people he's close-close with bc if he does not see hajime in like three days he's like HAJIME IS DEAD. MY LUCK GOT HIM KILLED. HE KILLED HIMSELF. and then he also goes crazy so they have to at least be makin small talk every day to ward off the demons....
as for like. TOXIC YAOI headcanons idk........anything in the chapter 4 area would be bad. i think. i have read so many hate fucking doujins in the chapter 4 time period. while dat all doesnt seem very canon to me (i just dont think hajime be doin all that. nor komaeda really) i see the vision. kamukoma was probably unhealthy on both sides if we want to go there. but like komahina. idk . 1) my brain is fogged up rn so it's hard to think you can ask again later if you desire but 2) really they aren't all that toxic like outside of a killing game environment. komaeda tends to keep to himself and hajime tries to understand people. so like. hajime is very much a "if it sucks hit da bricks" kind of philosopher so if komaeda was being a detriment to his health and he DID have a way out then it's not like he'd stay. hajime does put his foot down when things get too much. (if komaeda was a woman tho she could abuse hajime and he wouldnt gaf #mikanislandmodeending #hiyokoislandmodeending ) but see again komaeda wouldnt be doin all that. i cant see him intentionally hurt hajime post sdr2 canon, at most unintentionally toxic/unhealthy but again i thinnk hajime would in that case try to help him out like couples therapy style or something. WHERE AM I GOING WITH THIS. im bad with headcanons it seems.
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okayyyyyy right. im 100 pages through and I have A LOT OF THOUGHTS.
chapter 2 - chapter 14 (spoilers?? (do I need to say that idk?)):
OKAY I GET I HAVE TO READ ABOUT THE BREAK UP BUT I DIDNT KNOW ID ACTUALLY HAVE TO READ IT
i have cried so many tears it is extremely concerning
i was genuinely sobbing while reading chapter 14
because the things liz was saying were so ridiculously real
‘how can you go from being madly in love to being nothing’
(i know that wasn’t the quote but you get the gist)
like??
my pillow is soaked guys i was crying as hard as when people leave me.
ANYWHO
wes is literally so wes
‘i fell in love with teasing you in second grade’
i can still see that personality in him
he’s gone through a hell load of trauma but he’s still the same wes
BUT I HAVE TO SAY
the breakup was not it wesley.
and i really really need to read his pov of it because i refuse to believe that wes bennett would (1) leave her like that (2) whoever the fuck ashley is
ASHLEY BETTER NOT BLOODY EXIST OR I SWEAR
anywhooooo
at first i really really really hated liz’s character
cause wtaf happened to lizzie
everyone is all ‘oh anti-romantic liz’ what???
what happened to the liz who would watch and read romcoms on repeat?
who would wear dresses and floral prints all the time?
it was deadass depressing
but after the breakup i can see why she became like that and I understand the change
HOWEVER that scene where the guys were saying ‘she’s one of the guys’ ??
im sorry but I actually threw up ms lynn painter
cause what the actual
so she has changed so so so much
parties, getting drunk, social asf, tons of friends…
like im happy for you libby but i miss the old little love lover icl
any road moving on
look clark is a nice chap but im with wes on this.
I HATE HIM
LIKE FUCK OFF
‘you already took my girl - isn’t that enough?’
i wanted to cry wes was so real for that
like sure guys clark isn’t a bitch and blah blah
(but i am taking wes’ side in this whole thing (sorry not sorry))
tbf i love both of their povs but i may be slightly more in favor of wes’
only a tad bit
okok last thing
THIS ‘BUXIE’ SHIT??
IT HAS TO STOP
CAUSE THAT IS THE WORST NICKNAME I HAVE EVER COME ACROSS IN MY LIFE
TF IS BUXIE??
also when they said ‘our girl’ (yeah that same scene where they said she’s ‘one of the guys’ (on my life wtf was that scene in general))
no.
no.
no.
no.
SIMPLY NO.
guys icl there isn’t enough girls in this book i mean come onnnnn
also i wanna see more of sarah she’s literally the loml after one scene STOPP XEJNEDJNED
anywho i think that’s all
the book was a bit slow at the beginning but the pace is picking up now xx
see you guys in 100 pages 🫡
(last last thing trust - ive heard there’s charliebailey and nickemilie content?? ill just wait yk)
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Don't be angry TT0TT I know it's been awhile since I've done an update orz
I'm almost done with The Hunt For Kyoshi's Ch 12. It's not very long (word count wise). I know I know. TT0TT All these months and.... it's not long orz Tbf it's just the initial draft! As I write the next few chapters, I tend to go back to old ones and re-read them like 1000 times. And I'll add and change stuff around. So it might get longer.
Which means I'm not dropping it any time soon. I want to get through..... say.... chapter 15 before I take another break (planned this time!). Which should be the end of the first arc. (debating on how ch 14/15 go. Either 15 will merge with 14, or 15 will be a very short chapter).
This is partially cause....I personally think the cliffhanger for 12 would be very mean/"illegal" if I drop it and then.....god forbid I don't post for another few months. TT0TT Same could be said for Arc 1's final but still jfksdalfja TT0TT
Right now I'm outlining Arc 2 right now so I can jump right into it when the time comes. (also the beginning of Arc 3 too cause I wasn't sure when to cut Arc 2 off, and I found a good stopping point)
Still trucking along with A Thief in the Avatar's Estate. A good portion of CH 11 is almost done. This one is twice the length of Hunt's tbf. I have decently good idea how Arc 2 needs to go down, but I should really outline it out. I need to think about Arc 3 more (I have an idea but I need to figure out how to handle the direction more).
Two Knives.....jaskldfjklajf hahahahaha *sobs* I know I should release Rangi's 3rd interlude. I was going to once I finished typing the final/4th one....but my god....so many damn words and I'm not still not done. TT0TT Once I can get a handle on this one, and possibly split it up, then I can resume with starting with Arc 2. TT0TT (if y'all need a scapegoat, blame Two Knives for side tracking me with...... stuff.... let's call it stuff. TT0TT)
I have the main beats planned for Arc 2. Arc 3 is....still in idea phase. TT0TT
Fire Sage Fiasco/Kyoshi's PR Manager/The Tragedy of Kyoshi: I'll get to you again one day baby. ;w;
ToK is on hiatus while I get the other's sorted (PR Manager gets top priority because fuck RR and what he did in RoR TT0TT). PR and ToK are for the most part planned out in my head. Fire Sage is.....it's for fun! We're having fun. We'll see where it goes. I still have a few chapters planned but it's up in the air.
These three I'm not thinking of them in terms of "Arcs." (not that I set out for Hunt and Thief to be like that originally, but it made it easier to aim for a goal/take a break at). That's subjected to change as I write but....we'll see jdkslajfkl TT0TT
#I'm still lost in the ran*gshi sauce~! just was on my main blog and doing other stuff :'D#salty talks#so glad i'm almost done with hunt's ch 12 TT0TT#even with my sidetracking I just....haven't had a lotta time to write ;w;#as I go into the holidays...I'm probs gonna have less time TT0TT#but I'll try to make as much time as I can
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Any Lydia lore... I love her alot
Also new chapter was phenomenal<33333 your writing is truly insane. Can't wait to see how PG's bait plan works out
Aw thank you, it's nice to know that the original characters I created are so loved!
Here's ten bits of information about Lydia Ramirez, some of them y'all probably know from my old blog.
1. I made her as the quintessential steoreotype of that one employee who's been in the same job for too long and is ready to make it everyone else's problem. She was initially meant to be super cranky and bitchy. Tbf, she's still a little bit cranky but she did gain a bit of heart when she started interacting with PG and Sam more.
2. Lydia had a little brother who she loved dearly. She got the waitressing job at Mamma Mia's to send him to college.
3. Her little brother OD'ed on drugs not long after entering college. Whatever hopes and dreams Lydia had died with him, and she's been pretty much stagnant ever since. She continues to work at Mamma Mia's because she doesn't see a point in trying to get a better job. Mamma Mia's is as good as it's ever going to get.
4. She received the news of her brother's death while she was driving, and she ended up in a minor car accident. She was pretty much unable to drive after that. (Also the reason why it's Ant who drives PG around.)
5. Lydia has a soft spot for Sam because she reminds her of her little brother.
6. Initially treated PG very coldly. Because deliverypersons have such a high mortality rate, she doesn't see a point in befriending them. Started warming up to her after the four-month mark.
7. It was her that started calling Ant by his nickname. She thinks it's funny to call such a big guy Ant. (She also secretly noticed that Ant was afraid of getting tagged as an illegal immigrant and decided to give him a more "Gotham-y" nickname. She'll never admit it though.)
8. True to her "I don't care anymore" attitude, she's a terrible cook, mostly for the lack of trying. Everything she makes comes out of a can. Fortunately for her organs, Ant is the one who keeps the employees of Mamma Mia's fed.
9. On the (extremely) rare occasions that she actually thinks about the future, Lydia dreams about opening up her own little restaurant, and taking the Mamma Mia's crew with her.
10. Lydia and Ant are the unofficial platonic parents of the Mamma Mia's crew. I'd like to think that spending time with them is good for her.
I have an image of them in my head, just ambling around after shifts, with everyone not yet ready to go home. Maybe they'll play a few boards games. (because Ant will insist that Sam is too young to play cards).
Or maybe someone (PG, probably) will line up empty bottles in an alleyway and insist that they have a shooting contest with a slingshot someone found. Lydia will rarely participate, she's pretty much content to smoke and make sure that someone doesn't take their eye out (or beat Ant TOO hard at Monopoly. He always lowers the rent if someone asks).
She'll watch her friends (because that's what they are, even if she denies it) and for a moment, she thinks that maybe things can still get better.
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Chapter 2 of "Even If There Are Monsters" Director's Commentary
I wrote a Les Mis × Dracula AU! You can find the commentary for Chapter 1 here.
Now onto Chapter 2!
Combeferre as the Dr. Seward-figure is kinda funny to me 😭 because I feel like they'd have HATED each other. And is a big reason why I didn't have a Renfield character either; not only would the Renfield side plot taken way too much time, but I also wholeheartedly believe that Combeferre would not have been an asylum director 😔. So a regular doctor he is!
Speaking of Combeferre, that implied One-sided Combeferre/Enjolras tag is a callback to Lucy's rejection of Dr. Seward. Didn't include the scene bc its fanfiction; readers would already be familiar with Combeferre’s personality! No need for any humiliation /lh. But for those curious in the lore of this AU, Combeferre had indeed confessed to Enjolras years ago, only to be kindly rejected. Clearly their friendship has not suffered, but Combeferre will always be a little fond of him. As we can see in the later chapters.
There's a lot of build-up around Enjolras's illness and his relationship with Grantaire, firstly bc yay exR ❤️ and secondly, I've always loved the parallel between Arthur/Lucy and Jonathan/Mina, and though both couples deserve happy endings, A/L was simply just the right person, not enough time trope 😔 and so I wanted to gun for this parallel even further by having exR and marisette go on the same "journey": one side of the couple suffering/missing, while the other is frantic with worry.
Anyone familiar with Dracula would also know I've completely mucked up the vampire lore/logic/timeline of the OG novel too. Well, with Renfield gone and me not wanting to basically regurgitate plot, I figured I'd just create my own vampire lore 😭 They can come in uninvited now apparently! Yay!
Prouvaire as the Van Helsing-figure also means that he is now their equal instead of a High Ranking Professor with Multiple PhDs Etc. Thus, he has a personal stake in the matter from the very beginning, making him hesitate when investigating bc surely his friend couldn't be going through what he thinks he's going through...right? And also makes for a great friendship with Cosette! I love writing the both of them together; they would have had tons of lovely conversations in canon 🫶 too bad they're left to face the Horrors here.
This was a shorter commentary than yesterday's but tbf, this chapter is quite short in generally. Was unsure where to cut it but decided to do so just before the next rising action (sleepwalking outdoors!) Hope you guys enjoyed nevertheless :D
Come and find the next chapter's commentary tmr!!
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