#and its truly the state im in
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
what the fudge i dont feel real
this week has truly been the week of all time
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
domain expansion
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk 264#yuuji#help she entered a fugue state and finished a painting in 7 hours again#I still wish with all my heart that wed gotten megumi but HOLDS UP YUUJI THATS MY BOYYYYYYY#god his face is Messed Up i feel so bad#but i do think this is how ill go about drawing the injuries from now on :'>#just a Mess of flesh tones on that boy :((((( maybe shoko can kiss it better#anyway towards the end of drawing this my llsif pilled brain supplied 'domain expansion: happy party train' and i think its a keeper#yuuji if u havent picked a name yet pls consider thank u <3#a train station tho......as much of a vibe as it is i SUFFERED#the high ceilings full of pipework...the parallel lines....thank god i make the rules and dont actually have to detail it all#i love u vague lines that convey Essence Of Room#i think it works !!! i feel like im waiting fr a train n watching time slow around me as the lights stretch#btw the rake brush is SO good fr making lil bits of stretched light like u r squinting . i love it i have fun#anyway enjoy !!! him!!!! we r truly in yuuji kaisen i never Once doubted my boy
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT SMOSH HIDE AND SEEK 2024 WAS GOING TO TURN INTO ONE OF THE BEST AMANGELA VIDS OF ALL TIME . WITH A COURTRASHA KISS AT THE END
#truly its maybe a good thing i have to do shit today otherwise id simply be losing it for four hours#ANYWAY IM BUSY FOR ANOTHER 12 HOURS AFTER THIS BUT KNOW IM YELLING AND LOSING IT INTERNALLY#GOD#anyay i have a couple screenshots i took in fugue state and im gonna chuck em up here and get back to work but AKDJGJSHFSIFJDJFH#smosh#amanda lehan canto#angela giarratana#courtney miller#arasha lalani#amangela#smosh hide and seek 2024
194 notes
·
View notes
Text
hey guys if i see another billdip vs billford poll i might ram my fist through my head <3 in fact can we stop with the comparison altogether lol. CLEARLY theyre the same but also completely different we’ve all elaborated enough on that. idc which one u like they both equally suck because bill is the worst. now lets go back to making whichever one we like better (for some weird unknowable reasons) kiss in our heads and go about our day. PLEASE
#billdip#not tagging the other ones cuz theyre mean to us#but listen i truly dont care. canon not canon WHO CARESSSSS ITS A FUCKING TRIANGLE#’its pedophilia’ please go outside for once in ur life genuinely im worried about u#i think we should worry less about which ship is better and more about what shipping either says about our mental state#im betting 90% of us grew up with a narcissistic parent LMAO#ok enough diagnosing i wont waste my degree here#but seriously excuse my harsh tone this is all in good fun#i like making fun of how absurd this is#tldr we all need therapy and also our favorite ship is based#i am a billdip tho for life theyre my bread and butter and if u dont understand Well. u just werent meant to. but trust me its glorious#i wish u could get it#canon is as real as these characters are. meaning its not
55 notes
·
View notes
Text
two new pals shopping for sandaconda cosplay a sync suit :]
#art#pokemon swsh#pokemon sword and shield#pkmn swsh#pkmn sword and shield#pokemon masters#pokemas#pokemon masters ex#adaman#pokemon adaman#clan leader adaman#gym leader raihan#(i didn't know adaman's tags hhaha---)#poke's doodles#i managed to complete another doodle for the event lol#though uh i finished this one a tad bit more oops-#(its the fav character bias im sorry - im a simple fool)#i could have drawn rai wearing the sync outfit but--- i just liked the fact that they went shopping together--#i may draw the actual outfit at some point though-#anyways! this event was a big win for me! adaman (one of my fav designs from legends arceus-) and raihan (fav guy ever) in one event!#becoming pals! truly the event of all time#also is this and poppy's outfit one of the few sync costumes specifically stated to not be tailored to match the pokemon..?#all the other sync suits are made or given to the trainer specifically to match but-#in this event the clothes are bought from a store (and clearly influenced by sandaconda's pattern) and poppy is just given hers by someone#(though poppy's outfit was likely still tailored - just not for the pokemon specifically)#this makes me think that the clothing stores in pasio are great fun to look through lol#people must have fun making their own sync pair outfits to match their pokemon all the time-
49 notes
·
View notes
Text
Getting real tired of some critics of Mouthwashing acting like Anya is the least fleshed out/least active character. Outside of Jimmy, she is the most active character. (and that's excluding how many of her ideas and actions directly influence Jimmy's, such as getting the extra painkillers.)
You can have your gripes and grievances abt how horror can overly rely on sexual violence in general, but I'm baffled that there seems to be some sort of consensus that there is no way you could ever do it well. That because it's overdone, no one can attempt to say something with these themes in the horror genre and it ever be meaningful. (DESPITE the fact that Mouthwashing is like, achingly aware of this. Half of the commentary in the game, the nail in the coffin, is peeling back the veneer of Jimmy's POV and assumed impartiality to show how his perception of the people around him don't fit into the boxes he's shoved them into.) That's not cope or making the game more complicated than it actually is (and even if it was, I kindly direct you to the actual definition of the concept of Death of the Author), the co-director basically says as much in an interview she did.
Also, I respect a take on Mouthwashing that claims general disinterest in seeing these themes trod out again in any context, infinitely more than one that claims the game just uncritically engages with these themes. And also takes that straight up lie about Anya as a character. Next you're going to be telling me you'd prefer if the game was about a young witch in the Alps.
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing analysis#sa mention#once again stating i dont think the game is above criticism#but gooooood lord. saw someone say that anya is the least fleshed out/only serves as a victim to the men around her#as if that perception isnt explictly coming from her abuser and the game is lampshading that#anya mouthwashing#'why is she miserable' as if every other character is frolicking in the fields. having a great time#its a depressing horror game its on the tin. im getting mad at people wanting a fundamentally different game and calling that critique#also the young witch alps thing is a reference to an iconic tweet abt disco elysium. some truly top tier stuff#anyways this is phrased angrier than normal but this utter refusal to engage with the game once heavier themes get introduced#I see sometimes gets under my skin so easily.
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
I need scenes where Daryl explicitly shows that he loves Carol for all of who she is as a human. I know we know it, even though that feeling has been fading since the spin-off and even in parts of season 11. But I reallyyy need at least one scene where Daryl catches Carol doing something distinctly Carol and looks at her for a *prolonged* time with unambiguous love all over his face. And then he actively shows and tells her. Like the scenes where Aaron and Rosita see Carol putting herself through pain to kill the horse to feed Alexandria. I need to know that Daryl sees that in her. And I need to see him radiate intense love in her direction because she fucking needs it.
#i just feel like carol has spent years and years and years being the most selfless and loving human on the planet#and she has no idea how fuck beautiful of a human she is#even though her family love her they also punish her for her flaws and its gross honestly#but you know who never did that#daryl#and you know who now feels like he sometimes does that#you guessed it#and i just feel like shes trapped in this state of daryl being the only person who always loved her unconditionally and just hoping for...#for that version of him to come back again#but shes not asking for it bc she doesnt think she deserves it#but she hopes#and it feels like he isnt there for her#not really#i need her to feel loved again#even when they reunited in france it just felt like she was relieved to have found him but at terminus it was more like joy to realise...#how much he loved her#when does she get to have that again#even the shocked look she gave during “im the one you tell” when she realised he actually WANTS to be there for her i'd like that again#our man daryl just built all of this reassurance that he loves and supports her and then when shes at her most lost he withdraws it#like what the fuck#i just want carol happy so much#or just LOVED i just want her to feel truly loved#bc right now i feel like she feels like people just tolerate her#can anyone honestly tell me they watched tboc and feel like carol feels unwaiveringly loved and supported throughout that series#bc wow#silly me but i think we all deserve more than what she got there#caryl#the book of carol#tboc#carol peletier
42 notes
·
View notes
Note
did u hear that lana married the alligator republican
I am aware that she tied the knot w/leatherface yes, the lanitas on reddit are on suicide watch rn but I'm serene bc I think of celebrities less of friends who I get personally invested in & more as dancing monkeys in the zoo who exist only to entertain me & well. I am entertained
#u know the zen I experienced watching swiffers freak out over ratty? same state#Im sorry I like celebrity drama when its funny & to me this is kind of funny .#the only thing celebrities can do to truly enrage me is pretend that their lives suck compared to mine. thats it#asks
35 notes
·
View notes
Text
venting like an idiot
the main reason i dont wanna go back to uni is that i feel like i've completely embarrassed myself last year. idk, i feel horrified at the thought of returning and looking these people in the eye. i didn't do anything, i was lazy and barely finished my projects and the only way to redeem myself somehow would be to come back with some new energy and work hard. i didn't even really get a job this summer because i really wanted to rest, cause i thought i would drop out. and i just feel worse, i feel even more tired
#ughhhh#im not going to drop out just yet#itd be a shame i think#theres many opportunities at my uni that i just dont take cause i cant commit to them or im too tired or im too scared#idk if doing any of this is worth it if i don't truly commit tho#i dont think ive learned anything these past 2 years tbh i feel like ive been wasting time and money#and i know my mental state is just my fault cause i cant get myself to do anything and i feel shame and spiral but goddd#idk i just feel like shit#the academic year starts so soon and i just dread everything thats to come#idk i dont even feel like im going to come out of this school with a portfolio. im literally nothing and ive done nothing#i have no idea how i could write a dissertation because ive literally learned nothing i have no desire to learn i just want to fucking chil#i cant get myself to care much for anything except silly shit thats just a distraction from uni work ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh#sucks sucks everything sucks#sorry for this stupid fucking essay im just having lots of thoughts and no one to tell them so.. um#vent#i know this is all my fault but also like. what am i supposed to do about it every solution sounds like literal hell to me -_-#i guess ive been feeling less suicidal recently which i guess is good but i feel like its bad cause like ykiyk ig#idk its all a huge contradiction
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
#i have no regrets about divorcing from villainous#im glad i have a much better hyperfix now#both the fandoms are weird and overwhelming#but at least crash bandicoot is more enjoyable currently than villainous' current state (no offense)#crash bandicoot#comet's blasted bandicoot buffoonery#im not tagging villainous i am not going to be beat up by the fanbase#btw im still critical of the show. ill truly be free from its shackles once it completely ends. the shorts and orientation vids >>>>>>>#shitpost#but yeah sorry for this one
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
Pain is being an ulquihime shipper but having to block/avoid most of them because they are weirdly anti-Orihime, anti-bleach ending, or "anti how Kubo wrote Orihime" even though she's one of the most consistently and well-written female characters in Shounen as well as the fact that they try to make Ulquiorra care more about Orihime than he actually did in the manga or even god forbid try to say that Ulquiorra cared more about Orihime than Ichigo did.
#rainbow talking#bleach#orihime inoue#ulquiorra cifer#I'm tired i'm so tired this is suffering#this is what suffering looks like#i'm screaming into the void rn bc like#you dont have to woobify or babygirl-ify Ulquiorra#ulquiorra shiffer#Ulquihime works so well because it's someone who has no emotions and someone who wears her heart on her sleeve#He didn't truly care about Orihime until he was dying and realized what it meant to have a heart#that's also part of what makes the ship so tragic#he finally discovered the meaning and answer but wasn't able to appreciate it fully#idk if any other ulquihime shipper feels this way#probably just me considering the current state of the fandom but ugghhhh#its so hard to enjoy a ship when it is so painfully clear people don't like the other half of it#like many of them don't actually like Orihime with Ulquiorra they like THEIR IDEA OF ORIHIME with Ulquiorra#and I understand fanon =/= canon#and im not gunna sit here and say fanart and theories and analysis have to be fully lore accurate#but it is painfully obvious some of you are taking the worst possible interpretation#of Orihime as a character and twisting Ichigo into someone who didn't actually care bout Orihime to that degree#while at the same time shipping him with R**** and Orihime with Ulquiorra#i normally dont censor character names but I did this time since it ain't entirely her fans... but sadly a lot of them are#like “”Ulquirra tried to protect Orihime from Ichigo“” no he didn't#he knew about her powers for rejection and planted the seed of doubt that she couldn't heal him#hell EVEN HE questions who tf that is when Ichigo rises in his VL state#as far as he was concerned Ichigo was dead as a doorknob
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
I feel the itch returning
#featuring the worst meme ive ever made#truly the lowest effort#throws this at you and runs away#kill la kill#matoi ryuuko#mako mankanshoku#klk#klk ryuko#ahhhhhh its coming baaack i can feeeel itttt#its like a wave#first im looking up the intro on youtube for old times sake#next thing you know im ranting about how fashion and faschism are inherently tied together#and how capitalistic monopolies inherently stifle human freedom#and how hypersexualization is inherently violent and that the human body should exist without shame even in its undressed state#and how to grow up as a girl in society is in of itself an act of learning to navigate ones own forced hypersexualization#hnnngggg i fucking love this fUCKING SHOW
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
me realizing how if i don’t gatcha game cosplay i can breathe LOL
#i remember cosplaying yae miko like spring of 2022#she wasn’t playable yet and covid supply chain issues were still BAD#so getting her costume and all of her regalia made and up to snuff 1) hard LMAO#and 2) so insanely expensive#and in GENERAL i cannot tell u how expensive gatcha game cosplay is#whether you’re buying a cosplay or making it yourself it is 💀#this is not a hobby i recommend to anyone seriously bc it truly is so insanely expensive#i usually only do one full con a year but this year i’m doing 2 and one im traveling out of state for so im like#locking the fuck in and probably ditching my hsr cosplays because#and i’m not exaggerating#will save me HUNDREDS of dollars#i’m keeping an eye out for anything of decent quality secondhand but otherwise#sunday u may be getting ditched for chigiri LOL#lore loops#delete later#all that said i LOVE cons and cosplay and truly have such an insane amount of fun#but its a Lot. and all of it is in the first five months of the year so i must lock on#*lock in
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
20102023
when we shake off the darkness and harness the light ⚡️
(i turned 28 last week!)
#illustrations#digital#selfportrait#original#im like 10 days late bc its been. A TIME#work throttling me/car accident/cross-state weekend trip/work in general got my ASS but we move#overcome by nothing but thieves truly the song of the year
61 notes
·
View notes
Text
i love how 3/4ths of the cat finns could kill a man with a mere look meanwhile sasha over here is the happiest camper alive and looks like hes made of marshmallows dreams and puppydog tails
#the finnish four dynamic truly is intricate#im sorry why did catmin capture all the finns mid glare and sasha on the other hand is in a perpetual state of happiness#its his natural state he is a carebear#but also deeply hilarious#oh the dicothmy#ive missed them all together i say as if we were wont of more of them together
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
spoilers for dungeon meshi chapters 37-38
something about these two pages is so...... the way kabru is trying to brutally kill falin while simultaneously restricting her movement in such an elegant(?) way.... the delicate precision in the way he stabs her... the raw emotion on their faces: the determination, shock, fear.... i think i hauve covid
#dungeon meshi#L.txt#kabuposting#i would buy this volume for these two pages alone they are so gorgeous and gross and intimate(?) i want to throw up#im so excited to see this animated i might actually pass out seeing it on the screen#trigger please do your thing... for me#falin and her feathers being white/light colored potentially playing off of associations with angels/divinity or maybe even representing#transparency re: her motives whereas kabru is shown wearing dark colors/black. his motives are unclear and mysterious unlike falin's#more typical earnestness - even in this state where she isn't 'truly herself' she is shown being careful and gentle#very intentionally not trying to associate the dark color w 'evil' or whatever i think its more relating to the 'darkness' aka the mystery#of what lies in the dark of the dungeon which could allude to kabru's more secretive and reserved nature as well as his true goals ?#HDHLDHKSKHDKGD I THINK I HAUVE COVID 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
23 notes
·
View notes