#and its like the song the night shift by lucy dacus

[cosmicterrorthe8th]

So....

Imagine if grant and terry were dating around the time he rolled the die another day. And he saw grant shot him. And he had zero context on the situation so he thinks grant will eventually be against him in the future and to make that situation hurt less, he starts distancing himself and they end up breaking up by saying some choice words.

And then when they are kidnapped by willy a second time, and Willy puts the collar on them, he type of now understands how he would die and that it really wasn't up to grant. That the only thing making grant kill him was that it was the most effective way to stop the teens which was an objective given to him by the collar.

And then they are in their cells and grant is apologizing and terry forgives and tells him he knew it would happen because of what he saw in the dice but this context is way more forgivable than what he thought would happen. Then terry brings up that what he saw in the die was what made him break up. Then grants like "Oh"

And while grant feels guilty when trying to be friends with terry because he put a bullet in his head, they do slowly move on and are besties again because they are in-laws now.

[atlas-affogato]

This chapter is kicking my ass

[fvnalgirlcomplex]

NIGHT SHIFT ✸ D.S

i absolutely love love love this song (night shift by lucy dacus) you guys should definitely listen to it if you haven’t already anddd for yn in this fic her music is lana del rey’s unreleased songs + night shift so if you think something is a lana reference it is! also this is pretty short because i didn’t really know how to end it but if you guys want a part two then i’ll do that 🩵🩵

warnings: angst

fc: orion carloto (orioncarloto on ig)

masterlist

part two ‘yours&mine’

summary: a fan favorite couple is suspected to be broken up

ynupdates

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ynupdates yn spotted in a video on her friend’s story! she’s in rome for a wedding before starting up the european leg of her tour!

ynslvrr it looks so gorgeous there

ynsring she looks so pretty! as usual🙄

drewstarkeynews

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drewstarkeynews drew in rome today with a fan!!

dstarkey did he cut his hair???

yndrewschild they’re in the same place!!! reunion?? squash the break up allegations???

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youruser NIGHT SHIFT OUT NOW!! europe check the set list ;)

yninthepalemoonlight THANK YOU MOTHER!!!

⤷ youruser your welcome baby ❤️

sabrinacarpenter amazing as always 🩷

yn_starkey yall.. its sounding like a break up song…

[fuck-you-upmusicbracket]

Sealed Vessle (Hollow Knight)

"this song is the battle theme for the battle against the hollow knight. thk was created and raised for one purpose: to be an empty vessel to house an infectious deity, to be a sacrificial lamb. this was EXPLICIT. they knew this, as a child. they *were told this.* they were not allowed to feel, to think, to have comfort, because they needed to be an empty vessel. to be hollow. this battle is after thk has spent an IMMEASURABLE amount of time chained away, locked up with only the torment and pain of a god trying to break them, break free. their shell, their body, their *face* has cracked open. in this battle, the radiance, the god, has taken control of their body, forcing them to fight their sibling, the player. their *sibling.* this song is a tapestry of their feelings and their tragedy, the pain and hurt they are feeling. the tragedy of this story, in which it cannot end without loss, without suffering. honorable mention to the high tempo, *violent* part of the song, with the harsh violin strokes and cymbal crashes. that part of the song is *violent.* stabbing, even. because around that part of the fight, thk begins *stabbing themself with their own blade.* out of a desire to help their sibling? a desire to end their own suffering? it's not possible to know, but either way, it's *so sad.*"

Nightshift (Lucy Dacus)

You got a 9 to 5, so I'll take the night shift/And I'll never see you again if I can help it/In 5 years I hope the songs feel like covers/Dedicated to new lovers

"Everything from the instrumentals to the lyrics to the way its sung is just. perfect"

[edens-trinkets]

my AdamTony playlist

@mumintr0llet shared some of their AdamTony songs so i felt that i should share mine :). been wanting to share the songs that remind me most of them for awhile now!!! finally got the time to do so lolz.

also i have the music taste of a teenage lesbian. bear with me here.

the winner takes it all - ABBA. like come on, is this not tony balerdi screaming at adam?!

i want you by mitski. more specifically the live version. the anger, the pain....oh my days....(also tony balerdi coded).

no. 1 party anthem by the arctic monkeys. its just the general vibe. the yearning, the sadness. idk

mistakes like this by prelow. THIS IS ONE OF MY ALL TIME ADAMTONY SONGS. but only because it goes PERFECTLY with one of my fav burnt fanfics ever written.

the exit by conan gray. do i even need to explain??

night shift by lucy dacus. also, do I NEED TO EXPLAIN?!

better in the dark by tv girl. reminds me of young adam and tony ughhhh

our last summer by abba!!! also so young adam and tony, specifically pre-downfall era!!! happy paris years!!!

georgia by phoebe bridgers. saw someone say this during the notes of a fanfic and they are so right.

the cut that always bleeds by conan gray UGHHHHHHHHHH

a burning hill by mitski....this song goes with tony as he packs up jean luc's restaurant?! my heart hurts....

supercut by lorde. just the general nostalgia for how life was back then. very paris years gang coded, doesn't have to be limited to just adam and tony

velvet ring by big thief. also very "tony packing up jean luc's restaurant and gives up on being great" coded

good looking by suki waterhouse. heart breaking, gut wrenching

shades of cool by lana del ray. this is probably the one song that fits canon adam and tony more. "you are unfixable"? im gonna throw up!

wedding singer by matt maltese but it goes with the very specific fanfics where tony is at a wedding and is unhappy. there are so many fics about this?!

so alright, cool, whatever by the happy fits is just generally adam and tony!!!

your apartment by the wallows is very much young tony wishing adam would take him to his apartment instead of some girl

why’d you only ever call me when you’re high by arctic monkeys. obviously so adamtony!!

..........and i have MUCH MORE i just cannot remember at the top of my head rn.

some honorable mentions:

i said once that please, please, please by sabrina carpenter is so tony begging adam not to embarrass him anymore. i still stand by this

casual by chappell roan is lowkey so adam and reese.....like was it casual when i thought i failed at getting another michelin star so i end up getting drunk and the first person i go to IS YOUR RESTAURANT????

sincerely, me by dear evan hansen.....HEAR ME OUT ON THIS ONE...like imagine after adam left, tony and max try and create emails to prove to everyone else that adam wasn't as bad as they thought he was (trying to redeem him basically). IT MAKES MORE SENSE IN MY HEAD

[heretoobsessstuff]

🎶 🌞 When you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen that give you summer vibes and publish them. Then send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool) 🌞 🎶

Thank u for the tag hehe. Fave songs keep changing but atm its:

- i know its over by the smiths

- sour breath by julien baker

- anything by adrianne lenker

-graceland too by phoebe bridgers

- night shift by lucy dacus

Pls pls feel free to do this i love to read these and discover new fave songs hehe

[mantequillamcwhoremick]

you HAVE to hear me out here. Night shift by Lucy Dacus Chaos Plan coded?? specifically bunny?? https://open.spotify.com/track/1yYlpGuBiRRf33e1gY61bN?si=b5b330a0848f4eba "I feel no need to forgive but I might as well But let me kiss your lips so I know how it felt Pay for my coffee and leave before the sun goes down walk for hours in the dark feeling all hell" CHAPTER 13?? ANYONE????

"In five years I hope the songs feel like covers Dedicated to new lovers" HELLO. ITS THEM. ITS THEM AND YOU CANT CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE

Other songs I think fit your fic really well are But Not Kiss by Faye Webster ("I hope you're okay, but won't ask" "If you're in a good place, I won't mess with that") and Thinking About a Potentially Awkward Interaction with an Old Friend by Crywank (self explanatory LOL) OKAY THANK YOU

OH HELL YES SO MANY SONGS!!!!!

This part from Night Shift reminds me of that one ask I got about Kenny being a masochist HAHAHHAHA but yeah it's 100% chapter 13, precisely that moment when Kenny starts realizing Butters didn't actually mean to see him😭😭😭😭 (also "plan" word mention teehee)

AND. BUT NOT KISS MAKES ME SO EMO. THE WHOLE SONG IS JUST..... Butters pov in that fic about Kenny hkjdhfgkjsdhfgs

and god...

(from "Thinking About a Potentially Awkward Interaction with an Old Friend").... every line is just. kenny missing butters. all but the last one, which is from butters point of view🤭🤭🤭

[becausegoodbye]

Look, I'm not saying that Lucy Dacus's recent video output (between the 'Night Shift' video and now 'the film' by Boygenius) has been designed for me specifically. I'm not saying it's all been part of a targeted plan to make me feel better about my queerness, more welcome in my body, and more able to see a fulfilled vision of myself. I'm not saying that they coordinated with my endocrinologist to release these songs at the precise moments in my HRT process where they could produce the maximum effect! I'm not saying that! That would be crazy. But it is striking how much they've been exactly what I need at this particular moment.

If I can just cut to the heart of something and be absurdly vulnerable for a second: I think Lucy Dacus maybe looks a tiny bit like me? Or, at least, she looks a tiny bit like how I imagine I could look, once I finally shave my face-hiding beard, fill out my hips, and stop living in quite so much fear. Maybe that's ridiculous – maybe I'll never look anything like her, and the resemblance will be strongest at its most hypothetical – but the remarkable thing is that I do feel it, in a below-conscious-thought kind of way, and it manages to coexist with another thought, which is that: she's so beautiful. And I've literally never been able to think before that anyone who looks even the tiniest bit like me could also be beautiful. That's a totally new feeling, uncertain on its hooves.

My gut instinct is honestly to smother the thought so as not to allow it the chance to humiliate me. But I'm posting this as a way of taking that option away from myself. The truth is: yes, a huge part of the reason these videos are shredding me so much emotionally is seeing someone who I think maybe kinda looks a little bit like me standing so warm in the waterfall of her own queerness. To see someone who (again maybe, a tiny bit, aspirationally) looks like me absolutely crushing it as a brilliant and ferociously loved lesbian icon – like, yes, that actually does hit different. How could it not?

My body is part of this. And right now my body feels like Lucy Dacus is showing everyone – including me – how it might be possible to love it.

[arcturusnebula]

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I went to four different shops today to find fabric so I'm dead and late to this oh jesus. thank you @tortoisebore my love I love rambling on these 🫶🫶🫶

three ships: wolfstar dorlene and I'm growing a lot of love towards jegulily these last days

first ship: fictionally I think it was drarry??? it was probably another one because I remember reading an abusive amount of fiction about it

last song: night shift by lucy dacus (I'm never beating the traumatized queer allegations

last movie: top gun maverick with my mother and my brother. we're planning on watching the whole indiana jones sequel this week

currently reading: I'm trying to bring myself to finish the lord of the rings so I can buy the hunger games' limited edition because its cute 😭 but fictionally I'm rereading hey sharpshooter by the one and only tortoise. currently waiting for the next marginalia update by spindrifters and finishing crimson rivers by bizarrestars. I'm also doing my best to comment on every chapter of my favorite works so if you see me there no you didn't 🫶

currently watching: I'm not currently watching nothing actually!!! I've been in a drought but I'll sure start tlou soon!!

last thing i wrote: "She didn't blink when she said it, and she didn't refuse to look him in the eye when she uttered it. His mother's anger was his to bear, now. He could feel it taking roots. Years ago, Sirius had wondered if the child's unhappiness was the mother's triumph, his wrist marked with her fingers. The years have passed and the marks have faded. He still didn't have an answer."

currently writing: divorced jeggy on my post apocalyptic wip while regulus tries to live with his own grief. He's self destructive and pathetic. I love him. Also writing the first work I'll ever post on AO3 with ballerina Sirius. I'm editing some parts while trying not to project on him. It's been harddd

I honestly don't know which one of my mutuals have been tagged in this but tagging @saintlupin nonetheless

[gragam]

@historicalhair YOU tagged me in the song shuffle game i almost didnt see it. but i did : O]

mitski - glide (cover)

tennis - night vision

ico - castle in the mist

fleetwood mac - go your own way (1997 live)

heart - barracuda

tennis - cured of youth

lana del rey - summertime sadness

erasure - take me back

lucy dacus - night shift

heart - what about love?

anyone else wanna do it.. @maliketh @furmodernist @milkcrisis or like any1 any mutuals you can just say i tagged u its ok

[wolfriver777]

dissecting my mdzs playlist

It is very small cause I don't go out of my way to find songs to associate with characters they come to me while I'm chilling. I have a bit to say and like also lyrics to force ya'll to read.

Things to Do - Alex G. I associate this song largely with Lan Xichen and post canon in particular. This lyric in particular drives me insane /pos "The calculator will make the same mistakes Yeah, I see it in its face" The lyrics in gen I think just really hit the spot for Lan Xichen.

I Wait for You - Alex G. Wangxian!!! More specifically Lan Wangji, it's just so them i encourage you to look at the lyrics, but of course the classic chorus "It's nothing new I wait for you" and the beginning " Selling pills to the girls when they cross the block I told him he should quit that sketchy scene He said, "Nothing compares to the fever dream" ughughugh *explodes*

Lacy - Olivia Rodrigo. Jiang cheng and Wei Wuxian yes easily chengxian too me cause of how kinda homoerotic the song is if you ask me. I wish I could just copy and paste all the lyrics here cause the whole song fits them so fucking well!!! I think the 2nd verse just hits the chengxian vibes the most "Smart sexy Lacy, I'm losing it lately I feel your compliments like bullets on skin Dazzling starlet, Bardot reincarnate Well, aren't you the greatest thing to ever exist?" The 2nd chorus also hits so hard but theres one more i want to add that just hits harder than the chorus, the final verse is just *chef's kiss* "Lacy, oh, Lacy, it's like you're out to get me You poison every little thing that I do Lacy, oh, Lacy, I just loathe you lately And I despise my jealous eyes and how hard they fell for you Yeah, I despise my rotten mind and how much it worships you" It's about the envy and its delicious

Can't Catch Me Now - Olivia Rodrigo. Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian, yes my brain also reads this with a chengxian vibe. I love the idea that through out those 13 years that Wei Wuxian's memory bitterly haunted Jiang Cheng, there's something awful about the idea of Jiang Cheng having an intense freak out because well, Wei Wuxian is gone, he's dead. " Bet you thought I'd never do it Thought it'd go over my head I bet you figured I'd pass with the winter Be somethin' easy to forget Oh, you think I'm gone 'cause I left" This verse in particular itches my brain just right and then of course the chorus as well drives me insane, when i tell you, you can imagine Jiang Cheng so breaking down to this song and it drives me insane But I'm in the trees, "I'm in the breeze My footsteps on the ground You'll see my face in every place But you can't catch me now Through wading grass, the months will pass You'll feel it all around I'm here, I'm there, I'm everywhere"

The Night We Met - Lord Huron. Lan Wangji, wangxian if you will. Honestly I shouldn't copy and paste another whole damn song, BUT this damn line "I had all and then most of you Some and now none of you" I'm just gonna explode again, yall should totally listen to the whole song or like read all the lyrics cause god fucking damn.

Wait for It - Hamilton musical. Jiang Cheng, Once again fellasI shoudn't copy and paste a whole 'nother song but fuuuuuck, admittedly I had forgotten how Jiang Cheng this song is until I'm listening to it to write this. "When they died they left no instructions Just a legacy to protect" look at me and tell me that doesn't have the vibes of the fall of Lotus Pier! Also the damn chorus god that just fits the vibe of of mdzs as a whole in my brain "Death doesn't discriminate Between the sinners and the saints It takes and it takes and it takes And we keep living anyway"... Mdzs is so just, there's a lot of grey area to me but god. I seriously cant post the whole damn lyrics but towards the end it get's very Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian and just ugh im going insane.

Night Shift - Lucy Dacus. Jiang Cheng, chengxian. Let me just copy and paste the whole lyrics again. This verse in particular "Am I a masochist, resisting urges to punch you in the teeth Call you a bitch and leave? Why did I come here? To sit and watch you stare at your feet? What was the plan? Absolve your guilt and shake hands?" and this one " Now bite your tongue, it's too dangerous to fall so young Take back what you said Can't lose what you never had" and of course the final verses(?) " You got a 9 to 5, so I'll take the night shift And I'll never see you again if I can help it In five years I hope the songs feel like covers Dedicated to new lovers" The way this verse is just repeated and builds up in sound and just yall, I'm screaming and crying just thinking about the vibes in my head that I just cant word! The whole "never seeing you again if I can help it" what if I was evil y'all?

True Blue - boygenius. Wei Wuxian. God I honestly don't know at this point what lyric made me pin point this as a song for him. It just definitely feels it can be about him you know. "When you don't know who you are, you fuck around and find out When you called me from the train, water freezing in your eyes You were happy and I wasn't surprised" Wei Wuxian always figures it out, god just yeah and the chorus about how it feels good to be known and you cant hide from them like you hide from yourself? uuuuh Wei Wuxian and Jiang Cheng! and "You've never done me wrong Except for that one time that we don't talk about Because it doesn't matter anymore Who won the fight? I don't know, we're not keeping score" I am so evil about them god, And Wei Wuxian's love being tried and just waaaaah im gonna explode

Stay Down - boygenius. Wei Wuxian. When I tel you there's a verse that is so Wei Wuxian and it make's me so damn evil, The song as a whole fits him so well but this verse is just so him especially post sunshot campaign me thinks. " So, would you teach me? I'm the villain, aren't I? Aren't I the one constantly repenting for a difficult mind? Push me down into the water like a sinner Hold me under and I'll never come up again" God try and tell me that it doesn't suit him, go on. I just sdlfhlskxfjlksdfj

Afraid of Heights - boygenius. Lan Xichen and Jin Guangyao. Xiyao. Thought this had vibes, friend said that it fits xiyao, I agree. the reverse of risking and not risking just sorta fit. I personally imagine the lyrics being from Lan Xichen's perspective. I think the last two verses in particular really hit but its really the last one that make's make think of them " You called me a crybaby But you're the one who got teary Telling me what you believe How we're stuck in entropy How it hurts to hope Oh, it hurts to hope for more Oh, it hurts to hope the future Will be better than before"

[katherineholmes]

Yeti- Paris Paloma- not explicitly betrayal, more two people growing apart, but sad to me

Anatomy-kenzie parental abandonment/betrayal

9 crimes Damien rice - could be about betrayal in a relationship, possibly about cheating? I listen to the true blood version because it sounds sadder to me.

Lizzy alpine - doomsday - could be about betrayal, about someone making choices for you (possibly in a relationship?) Sad

Maisie Peter's - BSC - could be about betrayal, this is more angry? I think?

Vampire - Olivia Rodrigo could be about personal betrayal in a relationship?

Night shift - lucy dacus. Not sure if this is explicitly about a betrayal? But sad. it's about two people after a breakup I think?

Scott Street-phoebe bridgers. Specifally the lines Do you feel ashamed/When you hear my name?

Wild horses by birdy- betrayal in a personal relatinship?

Death of us by elsie bay - more about the end of a relationship then betrayal, but it's sad

 

you're not sorry by taylor swift - a personal betrayal in a relationship/breaking up

fragile by leslie clio- more about betrayal in a relationship/a relationship ending

The moon will sing by the crane wives - again, not explicitly betrayal but the end of a relationship/codependency

Empty eyes by within temptation -more of a personal betrayal in a relationship, angrier

repeat until death - novo amor this is more sad then betrayal

I'm not angry anymore- Paramore  - more angry, blaming someone for something that happened. Not explicitly a bretayal, but I think it could fit betrayal

This is why we cant have nice things- Taylor swift - about a betrayal by friends

Its time to go - Taylor swift - mentions betrayal

You Made Me Do It- tommee profit & ruby amanfu - seems like it could be about a betrayal? Personal relationships?

I hope this helps! I really like talking about songs so I might send more later if I think of more

There are all amazing! Thank you so much for helping me out with the songs I needed! Empty Eyes and the Moon Will Sing were my favourites!

[wetcatspellcaster]

hellooo, it may just be that i was rereading pieces when "night shift" by lucy dacus was playing but it just feels like a heartbreakingly appropriate song for rosalie.

it feels like it captures a lot of the feelings that you conjured up with rose and astarion, especially after their... conversation in your latest chapter. i don't know if it fits the vibe of your wip playlist cuz its more somber but damn, some of the lines fit too well so i wanted to share it with you!

anyways, i already left a comment on the new chapter but i feel the need to add that holy fuck it was wonderful to have some honest communication even under those circumstances, especially since you capture dialogue so well. beautiful job, love!

Lol not to get my gay card revoked on tumblr.com but this is the first Lucy Dacus song I've listened to :') Thank you for sharing with me as the vibes are wonderful and paying attention to the lyrics was actually a very fun exercise for me.

Some of my favourite and most relevant parts!

(The second part is Avoidant Girlie behaviour, coupled with the fact that Astarion can now walk in daylight? Chef's kiss.)

Bonus points for this being both Rose/Astarion POV:

Thank you so much for the kind words, I'm glad you enjoyed the chapter! I love forcing characters to actually communicate their feelings and charm seemed like a rough but ideal solution to this particular problem in this particular story.

(Also just to explain myself I don't put song recs on the playlist not bc I don't like songs but I either have to add every song or where I only put the ones that fit the vibe and then it becomes a competition, plus I have... curation issues. By which I mean, I am a control freak and I like song playlists to be Exactly Perfect In My Brain. But I listen to every song and a few are on my On Repeat rn!)

[romcommunist]

11 + 20

A song that you never get tired of hold on by alabama shakes has been a consistent staple since release ill say that

A song that has many meanings to you im bad at not getting at anything other than like One Intended meaning but i wanted to interpet night shift by lucy dacus as bittersweet but its def more hopeful. depends on my mood ig

[fuck-you-upmusicbracket]

Interlude, That's Love (Chance the Rapper)

What's better than followers, Is actually fallin' in love/What's better than frolickin' follies, fallin' in mud /Rollin' in green pastures, wandering followin' love/What's better than eatin, is feedin' your fam/I know you seen it all before/But when it looked you in the eyes /It ain't nothing you could say but that's love/That's love

"Listen, I know this tourney is predominantly about angst and such, but you haven’t seen love until you’ve been in the car with your homies blasting this all shouting THAT’S LOVE! It’s such a positive song and damn dude, sometimes it’s hard to forget, but love’s all around us y’know? Never fails to bring a smile to my face. Dunno how best to explain it but like, damn, that’s love! And that fucks me up, man; that’s love."

Night Shift (Lucy Dacus)

You got a 9 to 5, so I'll take the night shift/And I'll never see you again if I can help it/In 5 years I hope the songs feel like covers/Dedicated to new lovers

"Everything from the instrumentals to the lyrics to the way its sung is just. perfect"

[starbombed]

tumblr thing my girlfriend @smoochys tagged me in

nickname: i think its weird when people give themselves nicknames

sign: cancer

height: 5′4 on a good day

last thing i googled: football fish animal crossing

song stuck in my head: night shift - lucy dacus

number of followers: 177

amount of sleep: i slept for like 11 hours last night but it depends

dream job: id really like to do something with web development in the long run but anything in IT after i graduate with my compsci degree works, probably help desk

wearing: kent state university sweater and pikachu sweatpants

media that summarizes you: hunter x hunter, mother 3, OMORI, scott pilgrim, and tokyo ghoul probably had the biggest impact on my brain chemistry

favorite song: dirge - arms length

favorite instrument: i played trumpet and percussion in middle school but idk bro 🤷‍♂️

aesthetic: i really like earthy things and older technology, but i wouldn't consider myself to have a particular aesthetic

favorite authors: bryan lee o'malley, tatsuki fujimoto, and sui ishida

random fun fact: in a couple weeks ill be one year post-op from top surgery which is sexy of me

i tag: if you wanna do this go for it but i don't really be socializing on tumblr lol