#and it's very important that it won
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Am a little miffed that they previously recorded the Best Documentary award and used it in the fast shown awards.
I mean, at least, thank God, they showed the whole acceptance speech,
but I wish they would have shown the whole category so that they would have shown clips of 20 Days in Mariupol
#i'm very grateful that it won#and it's very important that it won#but showing the clips would have been so important#bafta awards#20 days in mariupol#BAFTA 2024#BAFTA#BAFTAs
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Revenge :3 In which Season 10 (dbhc) Bdubs gets a new fit and one person is decidedly Not Very Normal about it + the original concept sketch :]
(Referencing this post!)
#art escapades#dbhc#hermitcraft#dbhc etho#dbhc bdubs#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#bdubs#hermitcraft au#dbhc art#dbhc s10#hermitcraft s10#the one where etho sighs in relief when bdubs turns around still really gets me#I couldn’t tell you where from but I think that specific expression was inspired from somewhere#snoopy comes to mind but I can’t find any sort of ref image that has that exact expression#it’s very silly to me though LOL#etho is so downbad#me too though I can’t blame either of them#bdubs knows he’s won though which is the important thing#SILLY BOYS!!!! I missed them :3
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
my boy hes gettinkg there. have the silly again
#still have no internet but this is important#extra opossum and velociraptor there just because theyre tommycodefd#literally bawled my eyes out i won. hes also still very therapeutic to draw#c!tommy#c!tommy fanart#tommyinnit fanart#dream smp fanart#dream smp#dsmp tommy#return of the cherry cardigan bc i still think its cute. part of his regular wardrobe now
303 notes
·
View notes
Text
cradling demisexual colin bridgerton in my palm
#polin#bridgerton spoilers#bridgerton s3 spoilers#colin bridgerton#insecure writer colin AND demisexual colin#I have won#I love him#put him in my pocket#it’s okay if you don’t think he is but he is to me#and it’s very important to me 🥺#trash talk
44 notes
·
View notes
Text
i think something i really love about steeplechase in comparison to Balance is how intentionally the boys have played the steeplechase PCs as friends who become friends over the campaign. montrose talking about how beef and emerick are like some of the immeasurably FEW people he enjoys talking to felt really and earnest!! they rely and trust each other, they have fun banter and it feels warm!!
now, obviously, taako merle and magnus are known friends and have a found family with the IPRE, but there is much much MUCH more tension. taako and merle are actively antagonistic towards each other, and there’s a lot of limited warmer moments until much later in the campaign. and this totally totally suits the campaign and the characters and makes a delightful dynamic!!
but i just love how warm steeplechase is!! montrose emerick and beef have a real rewarding sense of bond and affection and it’s something i’ve really adored about this campaign now that we are looking at the close end of it
#balance is forver my favourite#but the warmth and love and trust is less blatant#it exists in some very real scenes that are really important#and small moments#and that is also really rewarding#but the warmth and softness of steeplechase is something i’m feeling very affectionate towards#it’s a sign the boys are a little more intentional with the characterisation and roleplay#but gosh it’s wonderful#steeplechase is the first campaign i’ve seen to the end since balance#so this has been a hard won battle by the boys#taz steeplechase#taz balance
119 notes
·
View notes
Note
the latest camping event in ARB sounds really interesting! May I ask for a brief summary of what exactly happens? 🥺
sure lol
so the bros are on summer vacay let’s goooooo lol!!!!!!!! school’s out for jiro and saburo and ichiro’s elected to take a week off so they can take a trip!!!! ofc jiro and saburo can’t agree where they should go lol jiro wants to go to mountains and saburo wants to do an escape room but ichiro finds a nice middle ground by suggesting they do both; they’ll camp in the mountains and then hit up an escape room on the way back home 🤗
on bat minus kuukou’s end, the three of them had intended to go camping together but kuukou got held up by shakku lmao. while out fishing for their meal, jyushi was jumpscared by ramuda!!! turns out ramuda was in the area for inspiration for a fashion collection!!! hitoya’s not the happiest about the straggler but he lets it slide lol
we see the bros work together to whip up a fire curry, and afterwards they head out to see a nearby lake!!! thing is tho, something about the lake is kinda giving ichiro and saburo bad vibes 😕 jiro happens to see a shrine for what the bros assume is in reverence for a minor god, despite the creepy look its got going for it. someone suddenly shouts at them from across the way and!!!
it’s ramuda with jyushi and hitoya in tow!!!! crazy coincidence lol
the six of them spend time bonding at the lake; jiro saburo jyushi and ramuda were in the water, splashing each other (saburo was grouchy about it tho, saying this was childish and jyushi caught strays tbh lol), while hitoya and ichiro talked camping out on the shore. their fun was interrupted by the locals demanding them to stop disturbing the sacred land. ichiro apologised on their behalf but as the villagers left, hitoya overheard them muttering something about being fine for sacrifice???? but all that playing around makes people hungry so ramuda proposes they all eat together!!!! so the bros, jyushi and hitoya cook up bbq and pizza!!!! ramuda was mostly there to look cute lmao (ichiro chewed him out lol, saying he needs to do his part) bellies full, their day ends playing some games saburo brought over and fireworks jiro probably brought 😌
the new day dawns and we start with bb’s camp, ichiro’s got some morning tea ready. jiro wakes up and questions where saburo went, to which ichiro responds he was already gone by the time ichiro got up so he assumed saburo’s on a walk somewhere. a little weird for saburo but that’s cool except ramuda and hitoya suddenly run up to their camp asking if they’ve seen jyushi since he wasn’t at their camp when they woke up and he wasn’t answering his phone
that’s when they know something’s wrong
the four of them scour the forest and eventually hit up the village and the place looks as creepy as the that shrine does. hitoya ran up to a local, phone pic in hand and asked if they’d seen saburo and jyushi. the villager replied he hadn’t and warns them to steer clear of the village since it’s an important day for them (hitoya: …??), but jiro calls the fcker out bc the guy’s wearing the wristband saburo was wearing. jiro demands to know where they got it from, and the villager says they bought it. y’know like a liar, bc that was a special edition wristband saburo won in a game tournament. the villager escapes but that lie tips ichiro and jiro off that they need to search the village
we cut to a run down house where jyushi is frantically trying to wake saburo up. he’s slow to awake but when he does, despite initial confusion over where tf they are, he keeps a level head assessing the situation. which is good, jyushi’s panicking bc they’ve been kidnapped lol. saburo suggests the others will be searching for them so the best they can do is use a spare firework he had in the fire place as a smoke signal. tragically, they were found out by the villagers, and ichiro, jiro, hitoya and ramuda were too late. jyushi tho, left behind one of his rings to let hitoya know that they had been here. hitoya finally puts two and two together and deduces the villagers intend to use saburo and jyushi as sacrifices. they remember that creepy asf shrine and in a panic jiro starts off for the shrine, the others not far behind
they arrive just as saburo and jyushi learn they’re to be human sacrifices and the villagers explain that every year they bring a sacrifice for jyajyakou-sama (the name consists of primarily the kanji for snake) in order to stave off disaster. it’s a honour they say. but obviously we not letting saburo and jyushi be sacrifices so ichiro jiro hitoya and ramuda break out the mics and rap them into submission. with the villagers down, they’re able to free saburo and jyushi from their constraints but it turns out the villagers were still able to move. they begin to call out to their god, chanting about the cost for life and no matter how many bars the six of them throw, the villagers get back up as if they’re undead. finally, the six decide to run away
a little while later, back at yorozuya yamada, we hear from ichiro that hitoya sent the cops after that village. turns out tho.
there was never any village. no people, no records of it, nothing.
hitoya called bullshit so he went with the cops out to that village himself and there really was nothing there
and the bros are stunned to silence
#vee got an ask#the arb chronicles#wheeee spooky summer scary stories lol!!!!!!!#i did my best to keep it short lol 😭😭😭😭#something i left out was hitoya being a MASSIVE sore loser during the games they played lmao#he wouldn’t let anyone stop playing until he won a game LOL and he spent the majority of the event looking smug over his camping skills#he’s such a loser lmao 💜#alright and let’s talk about jyajyakou-sama *pulls up a chair*#so a few years back when we got the hella awesome banquet mv bat fans analysed the hell out of it to place the yokai used#one of hitoya’s shots featured two snake yokai and i pointed out that there are two characters in hypmic w snake imagery attached to them#rei and jakurai 😌#funny how jyajyakou-sama’s name is made up of two snake kanji 😌😌#and what about ‘kou’ you ask????? the kanji used was the kanji for incense#incense is very important in buddhist rituals!!! it can be said it’s a means of offering to achieve a clear mind body and soul#funny how there’s a hypradio that mentioned kuukou smells like incense 😌😌😌#i wonder if there’s any meaning to having bb in this event when we just saw them led around by rei in their track#and ramuda who was promised to be saved by jakurai#and jyushi and hitoya kuukou’s teammates 😌😌😌😌
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
the discussions around the 4B movement in America are making break into anticipatory hives not because the poor men Need The Sex or whatever, but because it adds an element of 'should/should not' to women's sex lives where we've been trying so hard for so long to remind people that that element should not exist (except for things like consent, obvs).
like, if you personally feel like with everything that is going on in the US you can't enter into a romantic relationship or have kids or whatever, I fully support that. I would have said as much if Trump won or Harris won or Stein won. only having romance or sex or kids when you're in the place for it should not be a concept that is new to anyone. if people had started and stopped at 'ladies, just remember that contrary to Trump's every statement, your body is your own and you should make these choices based on what's best for you', I would be all for it.
but it's the fact that this is being framed not as a personal choice made for the benefit of the choosers, but a movement. it's the call for women to join the movement as a way of supporting their sisters. it's the people saying women should be cutting off romantic relationships with men until they behave better; it's the people saying women should not have sex with men to punish them for their votes. so are we now agreeing with the framing that there are times when women should have sex and times when she shouldn't (beyond the basic 'when she wants to/when she doesn't want to')? can't you see how that's a pretty dangerous concept to lean into?
(never mind that portraying sex and romance as a reward for men is hella dodgy framing in itself. but that's a whole other post.)
and what does this mean in practical terms? what happens if one of your 4B sisters meets a man who voted for every protection for women imaginable and decides this is someone she wants to make a life with; how do you react then? are you going to support her or shun her? how are you going to react if someone in the 4B movement decides that actually she'd love to have kids? do we not yet get that the wider implications of separatism never actually work? are women who do decide that sex and romance and families with men is something they want now letting their fellow women down? we agree it's unacceptable for a man to say when a woman 'should' have sex/kids/romantic relationships, but it's ok when it's another woman saying it?
it's all very well to say this is a personal choice people are making and I wish I could believe it, but I'm already seeing posts on social media along the lines of 'ugh well there'll always be stupid women ready to be with men so they're already letting us down'. ok great, so now we've circled around so far that it's becoming acceptable to shame women for having sex with men. it's a good thing no-one else does that.
(also any movement that is cited as coming from the radfems should be treated with definite caution. just saying.)
#important stuff#also i just need to talk to the woman who posted 'I lost my rights so you now lost your right to fuck me'#girl no-one ever had a 'right' to fuck you!! no matter who won the election!#you're framing this in a really dodgy way!#you need to start looking at this in a VERY different fashion!#feminism
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
this was just an observation my friend made a while ago but it got me thinkin' a little bit. Personally, I got over my aversion to sports by fencing in college. Coz it turns out I didn't hate sports. In fact, I think training and learning the rules and pushing myself to improve is super fun! That's the same stuff I like about video games. And despite being a life-long poindexter, all that physical activity felt GOOD, and it was nice to connect with folks.
What I hated about sports as a kiddo was the shame. I hated people acting like I ought to know this or that (despite being a know-nothing child). I hated being excluded and looked down upon for not being good. I despised the way the adults around me treated kids wrt sports. Also I couldn't see and had asthma and neither of these problems got treated until I was on my way out of high school (getting my first inhaler was one of the main reasons I was able to fence at all, in fact).
combat sports are great to me because they're all about that individual journey. I didn't have to worry about letting a team down who might yell at me later for my performance. It's just me and my own heart and my love for the game - THAT'S sports.
#my post#random musings#queue#so it was a pretty natural transition into fighting games#which i think are a type of combat sport#i definitely think you will have a worse time with fight games if you try to treat them like a video game instead of like a sport#because video games are meant to be won#but in the fight game the other person is actively trying to kill you#and you can't wait around for your team or your big sis or the game developer to save you#of course when you're teaching new players i think it's really important to pace things right#like most folks will dump a ton of information on the newbie all at once#often before they even press the buttons at all#which is just not very helpful#start nice n slow. take it easy. let them build confidence in controlling their character. you can play arcade mode w/ them instead of vs.#do that and i'm sure you can help a few more people find the fun
16 notes
·
View notes
Note
How does Masa feel about Alastor and Vox's obsession with him? Or is it different in this au?
It’s prime entertainment!
(Voxs taste in men is hilarious to Masa. Smiley cannibal assholes, Valentino, seemingly harmless sweethearts— vox never disappoints!
Alastor is fun too. He’s hilariously wary of masa and yet continues to poke him.
#masa doesn’t need to be the most important person to his Important Person#there’s a weird selfless to masa’s love because he’s happy if they’re just existing being fun#like if vox divorced him in favor of alastor masa wouldn’t mind#so long as he got a front row seat to the drama lol#you've got questions we've got answers#black hole au#I think alastor has very good instincts#or perhaps he and masa had a run in before vox?#all I know is that alastor won a game and kept his life on a technicality
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
Absolutely obsessed with how these mecha move tbh
Land Lion - Choujuu Sentai Liveman
God Logan - Ninja Sentai Kakuranger
Won Tiger - Gosei Sentai Dairanger
#liveman#kakuranger#dairanger#world's biggest sucker for articulated legs please send help#when it comes to the mecha physical props/miniatures are SO important to me#seeing the way they move - watching tangible props combine into the giant robo#dont get me wrong cg mechs are FINE and dated cg has its charm but MAN do i love a good physical miniature#something that i found very amusing about gaoranger was how they didnt have full physical props for any of the individual mecha#so instead you only ever see shots of like... gaolions head but its very obviously just gaoking's chest filmed from a funky angle#BACK ON TOPIC#the second i saw land lion i literally fell in love#it is the quintessential lion mecha in my mind i dont think any robot will ever compare to the beauty that is land lion#the way god logan spins through the air absolutely SENDS ME every time i see him do it#picturing saizou rattling around in there like a marble#and won tiger is so DAMN cute#black/white + red accents is a truly beautiful colour combination i will never not love a good red orb#gif post tag
38 notes
·
View notes
Text
Had a dream last night where I was married to Jack Shephard and we had a small son together. So if anyone needs me ill be thinking about that
#It was a very long and complicated dream that involved me joking about 'stealing' the son#So I could say I'd won this big competition where you had to steal one of your friends things without them knowing#And since we were both competing I figured why not just steal from him#Anyway that's not important#What's important is I want my husband back#jack posting#jack shephard#lost#lost abc#abc lost#matthew fox#self ship#I guess???#dreams
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
My five happy things for the day
• paper that has a good feeling texture
• things not feeling like an emergency EVERY second of the day, only part of the time
• the fact that these cheapo stamp ink pads from Walmart a few years ago somehow still have a bit of functioning ink not dried out?
• I’m able to track and retain conversations for longer periods of time again, I’m finally finally finally feeling some progress
• putting on a warm hoodie or coat when feeling chilled
#fivethingsaday#I still can’t believe people LIKE me!! ?! ?! ?! ?!#I’ve accidentally wound up dumbfounded with a delightful number of friends#like. wait. I thought you guys were playing a very long trap or were only liking me because of obligation or worth vs hassle ratio.#I thought I was just enjoying it before it vanished! but yowza!!!#apparently I DID get the chance for it to be real#and I am in the middle of living an adult life I didn’t think I’d see!!!#so anyway holy shit I apparently am not secretly a poison to people#these cool people I’ve been so admiring of and wished I could really have a life with someone like them as a friend#BITCH I DO IT IS ME#what the FUCK.#anyway I’ve got to go keep trying to wrangle my very uncooperative knee#and marvel at the slowly-dawning reality of being liked actually not just kept around#god grade school age social hierarchy lessons sure get roots down in deep#I’m so pleased as punch and totally in skeptical disbelief. I’m also delighted and horrifically embarrassed and feeling stupid and feeling#unbearably grateful and feeling quite particularly like I’m in the Truman show and also won the lottery#I’m going to do a lot of STICKING WITH IMPORTANT ROUTINES FOR MY WELL-BEING about it#add to journal
22 notes
·
View notes
Note
*KICKS THE DOOR DOWN* WWWAIT FREYA I HAVE MIXED FEELINGS ON FANDOMS VIEW OF THIS SHIP I NEED TO KNOW UR OPINION. HOMUMIKU???
WKSHJSHJDBJHAHAHAH HIIIII, GRACE!!!! ❤️💕💞💝💗💖💘💓💕💞💖💞💘
Homumiko (HUGE spoilers for DGS after the bingo sheet):
I have been waiting to get into this ship properly, because I have THOUGHTS and I need to be forced to get them out coherently.
Let's get into the basic ship itself. Honestly? No comment. I think hmmk cheats a bit by relying on the literal decades people have spent shipping Holmes and Watson together, and I doubt that they would be half as popular without this history; but, as someone who has never had strong feelings about HolmesWatson either way, I don't have that bias! Even if we're just going off of DGS and looking at how they complement and trust each other, and are obviously more comfortable around one another than most other people, I don't really have a strong opinion on them. I do think they're close, but whether that bond is platonic, romantic, sexual or some mix of the two is just not something I particularly care about. You know who I do care about, though?
Susato-san.
OKAY, SIT DOWN, EVERYONE BECAUSE THE SHIP BINGO PART OF THIS IS OVER, AND NOW WE'RE GOING TO TALK ABOUT THE PARTS OF HMMK I DO CARE ABOUT AND WHY THAT ACTUALLY HAS VERY LITTLE TO DO WITH THEM AND EVERYTHING TO DO WITH HER.
Let's get this out of the way first. Based on my very modern sensibilities, I take a rather harsh stance on Mikotoba's parenting.
Do I think he loves his daughter? Sure. But which parts of his daughter? Because it's very easy to love a child who is always obedient, elegant and the literal embodiment of idealised Japanese womanhood without knowing or truly even looking at her. I think Susato made it easy for him to love her, because she believed she had to earn it. Her father left when she was born, consumed by grief over her mother's death -- her mother, whom she killed. I know the game tries to justify this by saying it was Jigoku who dragged him away (and I do think him leaving was good for him, because I doubt he would have been a good father even if he'd stayed due to his grief), but the point is that he still left. For six years. And when he returned, he didn't even return because of her (whether she knew that from the moment she met him or not is debatable, but I think, at least on a subconscious level, she knew. And, of course, it's also debatable whether he could have returned sooner because of his commitment as a transfer student, but the Mikotobas are a powerful family, and, if Soseki could return before his period of learning was fully up, I think he would have been able to pull strings to return home if he wanted to).
This falls under speculation, so I understand not agreeing with it, but I don't think Mikotoba ever properly spoke to Susato when she was a child, especially not about what he did in England. I believe that a part of the reason why Susato started reading the Sherlock Holmes stories to begin with was because they featured a doctor in London, like her father had been, and she wanted to feel closer to him through those stories. And it probably worked! Her father probably did start engaging with her more after after she picked them up, because it was an easy way to connect with her. That's why I believe she was so insistent on the existence of John H. Watson, as a doctor, when she met Iris and learnt the truth.
There's this distance between Susato and her father which glimpse in moments in the game, like how he remarks on her lack of composure in court (suggesting that he isn't used to seeing her yamato nadeshiko mask slip), how he less requests her trust and more orders or expects it forthright, and how he seems reluctant to face the parts of her that inconvenience him (like how he asks her to play the koto when he isn't home and how, when faced by her real anger, he looks to Holmes to explain the situation rather than actually attempt to himself).
HOWEVER, in the setting of the game (Meiji-era Japan), I will concede that Mikotoba is a fantastic father. He may not have been very present in her life growing up, but men largely weren't expected to be. Their jobs were to provide for their children, not nurture them. And Mikotoba went well beyond his duty in that regard. Add to that the fact that he had her properly educated, ensured she knew how to defend herself, and allowed her to pursue her studies overseas at a level that was on par with any man, and you can see that he's really quite a great father; which is why I don't think he sees his absence as a flaw or even notices he was absent. Susato, though, does.
Now, Susato is obviously a product of her time, too, so I believe she'd be insulted if anyone was to suggest that her father or childhood was lacking in some way. That being said, I do believe she is aware of the distance between them in a way he is not. I think her affection for him is founded on a sense of duty and filial piety rather than pure love (although, obviously, she does love him), and, as she grew older, she stopped vying for his affection; hence why she's obsessed with the Great Detective more so than anyone else when we meet her. I also think that this distance contributed to her becoming so attached to Kazuma, in spite of the fact that he kept her at arm's length, too; he may not have allowed her very close, but he was always there, and he saw her for who she truly was. When she leaves at the end of the first game, Susato is not so much anxious that her father is ill as she is shaken -- she seems more upset that she's leaving her Baker Street family rather than that her actual father might be dying, and I think that's because she knows how to live without him. This distance between them, I believe, becomes all the more apparent to her when she goes to London and sees the deep bond held between Iris and Holmes.
And, speaking of, you know who else I think is aware of the distance between them and the part he played in creating that distance? The Great Detective himself, Mr. Sherlock Holmes.
See, I think Holmes has always known about Susato. I'm quite sure that, from the moment they met, he knew that Mikotoba was running away from something and that he had left an infant daughter back home. He just didn't care.
We don't know what Holmes was like when he was younger, but I believe he was a lot closer to how he appears in a lot of modern adaptations and how Watson describes him in some of the Sherlock Holmes stories: the 'cold, calculating computer' character. I don't think it's a stretch to think that Holmes viewed marriage and children as mere distractions and interferences to the mind; and Mikotoba was, presumably, his first real friend. He wasn't going to let something pesky like a baby back home detract from his friend's obviously sterling character and brain! After all, it's a lot easier to ignore this nebulous, abstract entity when you simply consider its existence, and thus its abandonment, unimportant. It's a lot easier when you don't know what it's like to be a father yourself. It's a lot easier when you don't know her.
Here's the thing: I believe Holmes's image of and relation to Mikotoba began changing from the time he started raising Iris. Suddenly, that inconsequential baby seemed to bear quite a bit of consequence, actually. But it was still all right to keep dismissing her, because maybe Mikotoba's baby wasn't special the way Iris was. Maybe she was a brat or an idiot, and really not worth much time at all! Maybe she could've lived without him and been perfectly fine, regardless...? As time went on, I believe the excuses he made for Mikotoba's decision all those years ago became increasingly flimsy, but he was still able to hold onto them because The Daughter was still an indistinct figure in his mind. She wasn't quite real.
That is, until he met her.
In the game, Holmes tends to keep a certain width between himself and Susato. He very rarely initiates conversation with her the way he does Ryuunosuke, and from a Doylist (ha) perspective, this is obviously because Ryuunosuke is... the main character. Looking at it from a narrative perspective, though, I think he was afraid of hurting more than he already has and must.
Holmes is a very resolute man. He sticks by his decisions regardless of what anyone else thinks, so I don't think he ever regretted what he did. However, I do think he felt guilty. Certainly, he didn't quite take her father away from her, but he did play a role in keeping him from her for so long. I think there was a part of him that consciously guided Mikotoba away from thinking about Japan while they lived together, because, well... he didn't want him to leave.
There's an interesting layer to the separation that Holmes creates with Susato, because, beyond the distance he maintains between her and himself, he also keeps her identity separate from her father's. Contrary to how he refers to Ryuunosuke by his last name, Holmes only ever calls Susato "Miss Susato" or "my dear (madame)", and never "Miss Mikotoba". I view this is his way of, perhaps subconsciously, dividing from that little girl he once decided did not matter. And it's interesting because, to an extent, he tries to do with her and Kazuma, too.
In the SS Burya case, despite meeting Susato first and seeing how affected she is by Kazuma's "death", Holmes largely ignores her in favour of focusing on Ryuunosuke and his bond with Kazuma. He calls Kazuma Ryuunosuke's "dear companion" and pretty much only interacts with Susato when he has little other choice... until he sees her cry.
See, I believe that when Holmes found out Susato was going to England and was about to be wrapped up in the whole messy affair, he was fully committed to Not Giving a Damn about Her. Sure, he would let her and Kazuma live with him, but by no means was he going to allow himself to grow attached to her because, again, he values his relationship and history with Mikotoba too much for it to get complicated in this way. Susato's relative composure throughout the case helps him hold on to this resolution; however, when he catches that final conversation between her and Ryuunosuke in the cabin, he is finally forced to see and acknowledge the amount of pain she is truly in. It forces him to at last face the fact that he can't avoid or fake aloofness around her any longer, because she is not some nebulous, distant entity he can continue to ignore. She is an actual girl with a fiercely strong spirit, a brilliant mind and real, human emotions. A girl whom he's hurt twice-over now and must continue hurting until all his lies finally come to light.
When he makes that decision to enter the cabin and console her the only way he knows how, he throws away any hope he had of feeling anything but apathy towards her. In truth, he probably didn't have much hope of that to begin with, because at his core, Sherlock Holmes is a good man, and he cares.
He cares for her, too, even though he may have no right to. How could he not, when she loves him so openly, trusts him so readily, saves his life? How could he not, when she comes to him in the middle of the night with a secret she can't tell anyone else because his judgement is the only one she wholly trusts and believes in? How could he not, when she refuses to accept he lied despite the living, breathing evidence he did until he admits it himself? How could he not, when after everything he has done, she still looks at him the way she always has and says that she's proud that her father is the assistant of "the Great Detective"?
How could anyone not? How could Mikotoba not... love her the second he laid eyes on her?
And of course this doesn't shatter his love for Mikotoba -- he has no right to these feelings in the first place: no matter how indignant or guilty he may feel, it doesn't change the fact that he has been lying to and manipulating her the entire time they've known one another. He can't even bring himself to tell her that he's been lying; he has to go through Ryuunosuke instead, because, even after all this time, he still can't face the woman whom he's done nothing but cause pain for from the moment she was born. When he can't even give her that ounce of respect, who is he to judge Mikotoba?
So he doesn't. Till the end of the game, he keeps Susato at a distance and pretends that everything between him and Mikotoba is as it was from the start. But, inside, I think he knows it isn't. Because I think Holmes can see that Mikotoba doesn't feel half as guilty about what they've done as he does, and that he doesn't view the fact that he left Susato 16 years ago as a real problem. And while he doesn't judge Mikotoba for that, I don't think he can look past it anymore. That final investigation and dance of deduction, to me, is less an assurance that they are still the same partners they were before, and more a final farewell to their old, uncomplicated bond -- the one that did exist before they grew to love other people and understand what love truly meant to both of them.
Going back to the ship itself, I think shipping them pre-DGS works perfectly well. They both had a huge impact on each other's life and changed one another for the better; Holmes by drawing Mikotoba out from his grief, and Mikotoba by pulling Holmes from his life of solitude and loneliness. They needed each other, but it is also because of these reasons that I think there was an issue of codependency between them, hence the semi-horrible for each other box I gave them. With Mikotoba, it's clear cut. Holmes helped him run away from his very real issues at home and allowed him to live like he was a bachelor with zero familial obligations again. With Holmes, it gets a bit more foggy, but I believe that Mikotoba basically allowed him to live believing he was the only person Holmes would ever truly connect with and properly befriend. Holmes is obviously his own person and whatnot, but I do think there was a bit of unhealthy attachment there on his end if not both.
During DGS and post-DGS is where their ship gets more complicated for me, because, while Susato is still very much there at the beginning of their relationship, her role in their lives and what they did to her becomes impossible to ignore once she and Holmes actually meet. I don't believe that they can just pick up from where they left off because there is now (imo) a fundamental disagreement in how they view their actions and how it affected her. So, even if they do go back to being lovers or whatever afterwards, I feel that there should be this chasm or weight between them that they simply don't talk about or acknowledge in any way. Because I don't think they'd discuss it. Holmes because it isn't his place, Mikotoba because he sees it as a non-issue (maybe he doesnt even notice this distance), and both because sweeping unpleasantness under the rug is so ingrained into their cultures.
My main issue with the way this ship is often portrayed post-DGS (why they got a 50-50 on the I would erase them from existence box) is that it ignores what happened with Susato. The few times I've seen the concern that she might have an issue with their relationship even brought up in hmmk works is always because they're gay. Which, like!! Fair!!! It's the 1800s, I get it, but!!!! You're ignoring the actual, very big issue for why she might be hurt and that's because DGS ends with her finding out that three of the men she's closest to have been lying and using her for their own means her entire life!!!!!!!! And she just has to take it!!!!!!!
Which brings me to the second most popular interpretation of this ship which doesn't just put Iris and Susato in a box somewhere unseen, and that's the one where all four of them are a peaceful happy family with 0 issues! And this one bothers me because it seems like it's taking what Susato said at the end of the reveal as what she 100% sincerely meant down to her core, rather than something she had to say because (1) it is her duty to honour her father no matter what, and (2) because Iris was there. When she learns the entire truth, I don't think Susato knows what she truly thinks or feels about any of it; but she sees Iris, and she sees this little girl who was abandoned through her circumstances as a baby, named after her mother, and forced to grow up much sooner than she should have been, and she sees a girl who is more her sister than anyone else. So she does what she always has and tucks away her own emotions so she might tend to someone else's. She has been the perfect daughter her whole life; she can be the perfect sister.
Even if you don't subscribe to the, admittedly, harsh view of Mikotoba's parenting that I do, I don't see how you can get away from the fact that they still lied to her for a significant portion of time. Especially from Holmes, whom she trusted and believed in more than anyone else! In the face of his shoddy deductions, she still held onto her unwavering belief that he was a genius and a good man, and then it comes out that he's just been lying to her from the first day he met her. I just can't extract the ship from their treatment of Susato, so when I say that I would erase the ship from existence, it's mainly about these two bits. As with Asoryuu, the primary reason why I don't ship them personally is because I can't do that to her.
And, obviously, it's just shipping and fun and games, and everyone should feel free to ship whoever in whatever way they want bUT IN A SPECIAL WORLD MADE PERFECTLY FOR ME. iris would be perfectly oblivious, and susato would have tossed both holmes and mikotoba into the thames and left them to figure it out. In a world that must still vaguely make sense with the canon of the game, though, then Holmes would have given Mikotoba the boot and taken the kids; because he may be a coward, but at least I can see that he knows he fucked up, and he allows Susato to set the terms of their relationship, just like he does Iris.
Anyway, I'm so sorry for how long, convoluted and only tangentially-related to the ask this is, but thank you so much for it, Grace!!!! I don't think I quite got down what I meant precisely, but it's the closest to coherency I've ever gotten so. Thank you 💖💕💗💓💕💘💕
#this one's getting TAGGED bc i spent TIME on it & bc ive been trying to articulate my thoughts on holmes & susato for ages#homumiko#susato mikotoba#dgs sherlock holmes#yujin mikotoba#dai gyakuten saiban#the great ace attorney#dgs#tgaa#honestly i feel like i still didnt quite say what i wanted to but this is the best ive got so far. i like the way their relationships are#handled and depicted in canon but the fanon ones just never sat right with me#i feel like i came across as very harsh to yuujin here wjsjdgak i think he's a good man and he did his best!! grief gets the best of us#sometimes. but i cant get over how he seems to show 0 compunction for leaving susato behind as a baby and openly saying without a hint of#'oh i was also ready to be with my daughter finally' that he was FORCED out of london. like???? ALSO the way he says he wants ryuu to go#back with him & leaves susato out to dry??? i know he says it's respecting her freedom and whatnot but doesnt that seem a LITTLE neglectful#in a way? like it can very easily be read as 'oh i dont need you with me' or 'i cant be bothered to worry about you right now' especially#when he's already abandoned her once like. !!!!! and even if you dont view it that way doesnt it seem a bit dismissive of her role in those#cases? susato was crucial to all the cases ryuunosuke won (and he would attest to that) but yuujin makes it seem like it was all ryuu and#just disregards how important susato was there and i. i dont like that.#some might say that i am unfairly biased towards holmes and that's fair. i kind of am wjsdh but the reason why i dont bash on his parenting#as much is because he never pushes iris to love or respect him as her father. he very much leaves that up to her so when iris asserts at#the end that holmes IS her father you know that there is a real sense of love between them. that's why that scene is so important and#that's what validates their father-daughter relationship#ofc u could still argue im biased bc he did leave a 10 y/o to go on a cruise for who knows how long so. yea. valid WKASGAKSH#anyway. thank you SO much and im so sorry i completely went off the rails there. i hope anyone who read everything got... something from it#💕💘💓💖💖💘💖💕❤️💝💞💗💘💞💞💕💓💞💕💖💖💖💖💖💕#sorrry again grace 😔 i hope i came a little close to giving you what you wanted#mikotoba susato#mikotoba yuujin#dgs spoilers
73 notes
·
View notes
Text
The most important person is you, Pun. I value you above all others. It might feel strange but you heard me right. I can do everything for you. Just listen to me until the end. No matter what you say, don't worry, I can accept it all. I told myself since the day you were born, I won't let anyone hurt you. Let me be the only one to get hurt. I didn't want to be dramatic. I just want you to know I'm willing to do anything and I won't question it. Don't blame yourself from now on. You've never been a burden to me.
WANNABE dir. Tom Nitiz Wongthed (2022)
#wannabe the series#ฝัน กล้า บ้า ดัง#nonkul chanon#noon pitchatorn#userdramas#thaidrama#thaidramaedit#very self-indulgent edit#won't ramble (too much) in the tags but this drama was phenomenal and these two are so important to me#it makes it extra special that they're siblings irl#I'm so happy to know that Nonkul won an award for his performance as Puen :)#I'm still processing how amazing Wannabe was...#I didn't have any expectations when I first started watching this series but it somehow exceeded all my non-existent expectations??#hope you'll see this Quan! I made another Nonkul edit but it's not worth posting so have this one in the meantime ><#*Liz makes simple edits#*wannabeedit
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
Early this morning my childhood friend passed away - budgie named Beam 🦜 💔
He fell asleep and never woke up again. He was 10 years old.. We got him when he was 1.5 months old and I was in fourth grade… He was a chatty little guy… I can't believe he's gone… Rest in peace and sweet clouds, my fella…
#mun speaks#budgie#my tears won`t stop flowing from my eyes..#i understand that nobody is immortal..#but feeling that someone who is very important to you has passed away - it so painful#i will try to distract myself with drawing something i like...#bird
30 notes
·
View notes
Text
Sleeping White Horse of the Forest - Beautiful Pirates
The ship of Cavendish's Beautiful pirates!
A layered ruffle skirt inspired by the multicolored hull, two rapier-type words strapped behind at waist level. A light pink ruffled shirt, and a beauty-queen type sash that says BEAUTIFUL, with gems dangling from it. Hat like the roger with horse ears poking out and the same gems dangling around it, long wavy light-blue hair, mascara and red lipstick, and necklace of orange strung pearls or something equally pretentious. Not pictured: The roger on the back of the shirt. Also the shoes are white riding boots.
Note: This cosplay is not complete if you're not riding a white horse while in this outfit.
#she just won a pagent#(or maybe it was years ago and she hasn't taken the sash off yet who's counting)#riding a horse is Very Important to the vibe#such silly layers on this skirt#fanart#cosplay ideas#one piece#one piece fanart#one piece fleet#cosplay
4 notes
·
View notes