#and it's tragic and we all cry
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oh fuck. wait. hold on. do we have a pacific rim dreamling au yet?? do we? because. fuck. fuck. we need one. listen, it's a fandom right of passage. we need a pacific rim au that we're all obsessed with. we deserve it.
#dreamling#and we'd have to fuck it up#like use Daniel dream#and make Morpheus Dream the one who helped Hob become the best#and he then he dies#and it's tragic and we all cry#and it not a happy ending but it's so beautifully written that it devastates us as we re-read it and it becomes a fandom favorite#prompt for the taking my loves#I am too busy with the post-letters fic to write this#I have read a pacific rim au for every fandom I've ever loved except for supernatural#and we all know why that is#okay#so at some point i need to collect all my favorite pacific rim AUs#there have been so many good ones#which one of you have has a pacific rim hyper fixation. raise your hand#jk but if anyone wants to yell about this#I'm too anxious to do the discord thing#just dm me <3
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✅️ new character
✅️ think about him 24/7
✅️ fall completely in love with him
#✅️✅️✅️#uh ohhhh#here we go again#it's sooo good to cross off each item on the list#all that's left is to 'cry because he died very tragically at the end'#BUT i'm hoping that doesn't happen#jose pedro balmaceda pascal#pedro pascal characters#pedro pascal fandom#pedro pascal#pedropascal#marcus acacius#general marcus acacius#gladiator ii#gladiator 2
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I don’t think people realize how freaked out fanfic readers get when their favorite author(s) doesn’t update their ongoing schedule ON TIME.
And it’s not cause we want the chapter…it’s cause we’re so fucking worried about the Author.
Like— OMG ARE YOU OKAY? YOU’VE BEEN GIVING US THE TRAGIC UPDATES OF YOUR LIFE IN THE NOTES THE PAST 10 CHAPTERS?! WHY STOP? ARE YOU DEAD? DID YOU GET STUCK IN THE WALL LIKE YOUR CAT?? HAVE YOU EATEN?? HAS YOUR BRAIN EXPLODED??
Readers no longer care about the story when they don’t get their usual update. We panic and flag S.O.S as we track down our wayward author who has been both blessed by the universe with a creative mind and cursed all the same with the worst luck.
So any authors who are reading this please understand— when we comment “hey are you okay?” in your comments. No, we are not asking about the chapter.
We are legitimately concerned for your wellbeing. Do not force yourself to shit out a chapter just to appease other ppl when you yourself are not in the mental state to enjoy it or even write it to begin with.
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF DAMMIT
#yes this is targeted#I hope authors read this and understand that we all care abt you#ao3 fanfic#ao3#ao3 memes#I am frightened by how nonchalantly authors drop the most tragic life changing experiences in the notes and are like#“it might be a day or two late but don’t worry!#wdym don’t worry?#I’m worrying for YOU!#eat something#drink water#cry or something idk#stop writing to runaway from your issues#take care of yourself dammit T^T#don’t let assholes run an author’s comment section#support your authors#they will write when they can#you can wait as long as they need#burnout is very real and very draining#DO NOT pressure authors#appreciate what they’ve done for you so far#authors love to create— they will always give you more if you make sure you water them#with love#and understanding#and maybe some actual water cause who knows when they showered#memes#fanfic#fanfic meme#author awareness
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while all the deaths are tragic in their own way (except morally depraved julian lol but that tracks so i love it) and all pretty well done and shown to us in bits and pieces so we can fill it out ourselves which i FROTH - i think the captain's reveal hits the most because of everything that came before it. 5 series of build up, showing us how he's by the book, a strict adherence to schedule kind of person, with a deep, almost fanatic respect for the military and its rules and ranks and files to the point it's a huge part of his identity, and then - spoilers - we're shown that he died defying all of it, breaking in to an esteemed veteran event, stealing the rank of some other officer to blend in, lying about his valor, just to be close to the person he loves, placing himself in a situation so personally, intimately, individually-custom catered to be as mortifying as possible for him that it literally killed him. and he wasn't even able to say the one thing he wanted to say before death took him. he died, and now he grips the baton his love gave him forever, wearing the badge he stole that serves as a reminder of his deceit that fateful day, eternally on the edge of confession. his name revealed to us finally from the whisper of his beloved.
#literally sick#ghosts bbc#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts the captain#the captain#pulled no punches with that one#mary's we knew from second one it was tragic but this slow reveal? numbed me for days#laughing MANIACALLY and then sobbing hysterically#i love all the characters but this one tried to punch me in the face. and i appreciate that.#also love his relationship with kitty!! he's so soft and willing to learn for his adopted daughter and i cry again. might do a second post#ghosts bbc spoilers#bbc ghosts spoilers#it's been a year but ig
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Xiaoyao...
Lost You Forever (2023) - EP 25
#lost you forever#cdramaedit#cdramasource#asiandramanet#asiandramasource#dailyasiandramas#dramasource#chineseartistsinc#cdrama#yang zi#tan jian ci#asiandramaedit#it's in the qq#mer gifs#it's all in the eyesssssss#the damn yearning#y'all this is gonna get so tragic#we know#stillllll.... crying.#this is what makes this ship so good#the unspoken..#i wanna gif all their scenes help
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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pony and johnny duetting on stay gold will always make me wanna throw up
#head in hands. he understand what johnny means#head in hands. i can’t deal with this why did this story have to be so tragic#“i have known a live that many never know and that love lives on no matter where we go”#“we all will meet our end no matter if we meet it young or old my friend stay gold”#like sky and brody are trying to make me cry ON PURPOSE man :(
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yakou furio's character is so tragic to me. i wanna meme about how they used the fridged wife trope but other than that it's like. he lost his family and later all of his coworkers and just. existed alone for years.
looking at the state the submarine and especially his bedroom was in, with everything being a mess and all the cigarette butts in his bed, yakou was clearly depressed. he wouldn't even take on any interesting cases to fulfill his passion as a detective because he was so afraid of the peacekeepers. instead he just kept his head down. surviving but not actually living.
and then he finally gets some new detectives to work at his agency and the first thing he can do is fail to save most of them from dying horribly. but the five that yakou did manage to save latch onto him and he starts getting into a leader role! even if his new coworkers are all rowdy and get into trouble they still respect him as a leader and look up to him.
the detectives keep picking fights with the peacekeepers that yakou has been trying so hard to dodge. and usually the resolution is kind of messed up because the victims die but the detectives prove themselves capable of handling the peacekeepers! they're helping people! for the first time in a while, yakou comes toe to toe with peacekeepers willingly, to help his new friends. he realizes that he is able to stand up against amaterasu corp, with the help of the others.
but by the time he realizes this, the stage has already been set. the letter from yomi turned his grief into anger and a thirst for vengeance. although yomi gave him the information and opportunity, yakou was ultimately the one who chose to murder the man who murdered his wife.
yakou has already rebuilt his life after his wife's death. the detectives at his agency look up to him and he would do anything for them. it would never be the same as the life he had with his wife but yakou had the chance to turn over a new leaf with a new found family who cares about him.
but instead, yakou plans a murder. he needs to die, over and over, in order to access the man he wants to kill and he accepts it. he needs to trick two kids, who look up to him and who he cares for, into becoming his accomplices to the murder and he accepts it. in the wake of forcing his detectives to witness his murder, he needs leave them in a lab filled with peacekeepers who want to kill them and he accepts it.
and it's not that he doesn't care about his detectives. yuma and halara disobeyed his orders and assaulted several peacekeepers, and he was willing to be arrested himself before throwing his employees under the bus. yuma and fubuki were implicated in terrorism and yakou and the others solve the case for them, then prepare to fight an army of peacekeepers to protect yuma.
for his murder plan, yakou only needs desuhiko and fubuki's powers. but he brings halara and vivia along as well because they would be able to protect the two younger detectives and fight their way out of the lab after yakou dies. he enacts his plan on a day that yuma wasn't around because he won't be able to help fight peacekeepers, so it's better to just keep him out of this mess. he covers up his murder-suicide to protect his detective's feelings, but also because they would be implicated as his accomplices if his plan was revealed.
and yakou probably expected that the other detectives would be fine. if they'd left him behind to die, the other detectives probably would have been able to either fight their way out or hide out in the lab a bit longer and figured out a good plan to escape. if yakou had his way, he would have gotten his revenge and his detectives would have gone home grief-stricken, but unharmed and forever unaware of their roles in his death.
but yakou doesn't account for the fact that the other detectives would try to save his life. yuma doesn't run after the hitman and escape the peacekeepers, he stays behind to beg yomi to help yakou. fubuki uses up all her energy to rewind time to try to prevent yakou's death instead of helping the others escape the lab. halara, vivia, and desuhiko not only have to fight off peacekeepers, but they also have to carry yakou to a hiding spot to give first aid. and instead of calmly planning their next move, everyone is desperate to solve the case so there would be any chance of getting yakou to a hospital as quickly as possible.
one major theme of rain code is that despite tragedies that may have happened in the past, people can work together with those they care about to live a better life in the future. and yakou could have had that. his wife's death should have stayed in the past, and he should have continued to mentor the other detectives, solving mysteries together and enjoying each other's companies.
but yakou couldn't let the past stay in the past. he had every chance to not go through with his murder. he has new people he loves, but he manipulates them and puts them in danger in order to get back at the person who killed the last person he loved. his victory was a pyrrhic one. he got his revenge but in return, he destroyed himself and his detectives' trust in him. he enjoyed his revenge momentarily before dying and leaving his new family, who he used their love and trust for him to his advantage, to pick up the pieces.
yakou furio had lost everything in the past. but in trying to pursue it he destroyed everything he had in the present. that's the tragedy of his character to me.
#shut up pandora#rain code#master detective archives: rain code#yakou furio#character analysis#yakou is one of my favorite characters btw#hes a good person at his core though he fucked up#but also you dont have to be a good person to be a really good character which i think he is#this is @ ppl in youtube comments slamming on yakou for being stupid in chapter 4 btw#like thats the point#thats whats good about his character#would you have preferred if he were JUST a fun dad who gets fridged#thats fucking boring#we do nuance in this household and by household i mean my personal blog#but also what he did was pretty fucked up especially for the kids that he actually got involved#vivia was screaming crying throwing up bc it was a vivia chapter but i wanna see what fubuki's reaction was to the whole thing#bc man is she never gonna want to use her forte again#tragic anime dilfs will scar their kids for life in an elaborate and painful murder suicide instead of going to therapy#i like to acknowledge both sides of characters in general#but yeah while yakou was a really good mentor for the others at the agency and definitely loved them all very much#he put his want for revenge over his love for his found family#and died before he could reconcile to said found family about it
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smth kinda fucked up about watching doumeki go from whole assedly making life or death decisions for watanuki as a desperate but firm love language every other tuesday to fucking sitting in quiet anguish with a pained look on his face with his eyebrows fucking tweaking out, still able to make life or death protective decisions sometimes but being fucking paralysed with indecision most times that don't involve immediate physical actions to the point it's clearly ripping his head and heart in two even if he still retains that refusal to give up
#seeing love grant him the strength to make drastic actions but also to freeze him in a stasis that actively hurts every bone in his body is#iDKKKK IDK IDK IDK#my complicated thoughts abt rou strike again#i rly like the intricacies to which stuff stays the same and stuff plunges into tragic monotony and hurt#although some things about the ending/continuation are pure ass and clamp being dumb for no reason#the real complicated part is that i mostly love how well characterised and visceral the hurt of the angst is#but that i wish there was an inproving end point because of the love for the characters and moral of 70 percent of the story#you want these characters to go through it and then to come to happier places or reconvene somehow but#well#ive explained this conundrum 500 times before#but this is one of those specific cases where i have to say that the expression work in holic is so fucking singular#that even when they dont or barely speak you can fucking read everyones eyes like a book#its why i hesitate to call douwata subtext#it doesnt rly make sense cause the feelings involved are so obvious as they are with everything else in the series#the expression work is both rly good for understanding the story in a way that doesn't just focus on good art or speech bubbles#but also it means you can actively see a characters heart shatter into tiny sharp abrasive pieces in real time#it's beautiful and horrific and aaaa#when shit goes quiet and doumeki leaves the room and just breaks tf down and we basically see him all but fucking crying#god.
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Theoretically, I knew organising funerals was a big, complicated thing. As reality is, I would very much like to run away screaming into a dark forest.
Edit: i'm a bit tipsy and the tags are full of typos. Don't pay attention.
#no because py grandfather died on Monday in the south west of france but he's being buried in the north east of the country#but we need to organize a ceremony in the town he's lived for 50 years before driving up north#so. died on monday. ceremony (religious) on friday. driving all night fri to saturday. burial on saturday.#and you have to organize every single aspect of every single event in every single location#when i compare to how we do things in morocco where people are buried no more than two hours after their death...#this is INSANE.#oh and also his body is at the house. his body is spending three days just being there in the house#i'm totally impassible and dead bodies don't bother me but my mother had a bit of a breakdown yesterday that was fun#anyway when can we be done i'm already over the whole thing i need to get back home#(i'm not being cold or callous i just don't see death - especially at 93yo - as a sad tragic thing)#(listen it would be too long to start explaining while i'm not crying or being heartbroken at the death of my grandfather who i lived with#for 4 years - i'm fine but the whole insanity of organising the ceremonies and the conflicting emotions of my mother and her siblings is...#rapha talks
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just. like. i know I'm not saying anything that hasn't already been said better somewhere by someone smarter, but like! the pay offs in this series are just so good. we've known all along that the story is being told in second person because gideon was standing just behind harrow's shoulder, but when she finally steps into frame, when she finally EXISTS in the story again, it's such incredible relief and heartbreak. we have been waiting for her for so long, harrow has been aching for her for so long, but harrow isn't here to see it. we've been watching harrow's false version of events, knowing that it's a performance for harrow's broken brain, knowing that the actors in it know something that harrow doesn't, but the reveal isn't of harrow's insanity, it's that all this time, her insanity was grounded in some version of reality. that the people weren't just hallucinations but ghosts, who although dead are the actual living versions of themselves that we never got to know, and who decided to stay with her of their own free will. that all this time, harrow wasn't as alone as she believed she was. i don't even know how to explain except by pointing emphatically at it. we know the story is tragic, but then execution manages to be so full of hope. but we know there was hope for a kinder outcome, so the story feels all the more tragic
#laughs awkwardly#gideon the ninth#locked tomb spoilers#the ortus as we know him isn't actually a hallucination but has been the real ortus all along. ortus is the true genre aware tragic fool#(fool as in character in a play that sees past the fourth wall to entertain the real audience. not fool as in dumbass)#GOD I'm VIBRATING this series is SO GOOD#I'm not done with the book btw I'm just yelling#HARROW GETTING TO CRY FOR GIDEON. HARROW GETTING HUGGED BY ORTUS. GOD. FUCK.#and also the mixer was funny
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Thinking about how every season starts with Mike being late and how apparently s5 is jumping right back into the action post-s4...
And so, what could Mike possibly be late for this time?
#stranger things#byler#hashtag i am scared#if it's similar to s1 like they say...#very likely he's going to be too late to save will#and im not ready for that#imagine a parallel to the ending of 1x03#early s5 is going to be fast#but i also think some major tragic things are going to happen#they have made the stakes higher and higher every season#it's the very end#they need to go all out#which is why we will be crying a lot#i can't wait
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#not our most experienced stoic pilot admitting yesterday that he always volunteered to fly in the missing man formations#over fellow pilots’s graves (we’ve had three coworkers die tragically recently) because it was the only way to avoid the overwhelming#emotions of having to be at the funeral and he just couldn’t handle it#it was his way of sending them off without breaking down#but the last time the weather was too bad for a flyover and he had to come to the funeral anyway#I found him crying and hugged him#we were all crying#the flower wreaths on of the guy’s planes sent me#this is obviously very Bucky coded
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i spent 24 hours in a lawrusso fic writing fugue state (pos) and now i'm back to only thinking about armand again i am so so sorry to do this to you all
#the pendulum in my mind swings from armand to johnny all day back and forth#we aren't even vibing like this isn't vibes this is torture lmao#flip a coin: which sad tragic man is daisy going to cry about today?
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discovery of the day
#im sorry i do Not see what everyone sees in this movie. although from the years of browsing the internet ive began to realize#that i actually dont know if people actually like the movie or not#why is everything so rushed#their romance felt like nothing to me because i dont KNOW what they see in eachother#listen you dont have to tell me straight up into the camera why they love eachother#but the aggressive kissing and cut sex scenes arent telling me much#i get that it came out in 2005 but cutting mostly every gay sex scene? even the kissing for the most part?#but oh we NEED to see this happy husband and wife doing it. yes im bitter#a german movie by the name of summer storm came out the year before this one and actually shows something that feels like actual passion#i sound like i need to see people doing it in these movies all the time I promise thats not it#but even the kissing? the thing i Actually like the most? the thing that makes me feel things? felt like nothing at all#and oh i forgot that this is a tragic gay movie where one of them dies. Oh yeah. forgot.#mentioning summer storm again: it actually has a relatively happy ending. feels good that i dont need to be reminded of how gay people are#doomed 24/7.#the romance started good. with jack telling the guy whos name i already forgot to get his ass in the tent already.#the Pulling his arm over my body thing. it was going great#THEN IT WENT SO FAST! WHY WAS HE SUDDENLY SO INTO IT! WHY WERE THEY BOTH SUDDENLY DOING IT#im sorry i expected a slighter slow burn than this!!! calm down cowboys i have no idea why you two like eachother all of the sudden!#i seriously thought they would show these little moments of tension#and it just growing bigger and bigger#until they couldnt take it anymore#that would explain the aggressiveness of it! why they were so desperate! but it literally just HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!#im sorry i. I expected more of this movie that i hear so much about.#the most it made me feel was at that moment that turned into a meme where i thought “Hop on fortnite”#chuckled. that was it. did i cry? did my heart race at any moment? was i worried about what was gonna happen? not Once#im so. Disappointed.#after this i wanted to watch summer storm but netflix removed it. Its a german only movie no one knows from 2004. where the hell am i gonna#🏴☠️ that#AAAGHHHH!!!!!!!#not being able to watch summer storm made me cry more than this movie did What the hell
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Lan Xichen: i love my brother will all my heart but his taste in men is horrible. Not mine though. A-Yao would never hurt a fly.
#can we all agree that this is canon????#LAN XICHEN YOUR TASTE IN MEN IS WORSE#oh to be a Lan and to fall in love with a tragic criminal who WILL get murdered sooner or later....#Lan Xichen: at least MY lover didn't use his dark arts to raise an army of the dead#Lan Wangji: well at least MY love didn't plot the murder of innocents and killed his own child and father. not to speak of Nie Mingjue.#Lan Xichen: ....#Lan Wangji: ... brother? are you crying??#mdzs#the untamed#mo dao zu shi#lan wangji#lan xichen#jin guangyao#maedre13
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